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[Man vomiting, spitting]
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[Vomiting continues]
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[Toilet flushes]
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[Water runs]
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[Spits]
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[Door bangs]
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Hey. Come on, man.
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It's time. Let's go. Come on.
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Ryan, get your ass off the
fucking floor and get out there.
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They're calling for you.
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I'm not going out there.
I don't want to fight.
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Oh, it's too late, man.
Fucking tickets have been sold.
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Money's been spent.
Fucking contract's signed.
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Fuck 'em, man. They can fucking sue me.
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- I don't care.
- Oh, they'll fucking sue you.
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You can't afford it.
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Alvey, I lost that last fucking fight.
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Aw, will you stop fucking
thinking about that?!
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I fucking suck, Alvey!
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You won! You fucking won.
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- And you were sick.
- No, no, no, no.
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I'm a fucking poser, dude!
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I told you, I don't have it in me, man.
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All right, I can't do this
every fucking time, bro!
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Because you weren't listening!
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I hate this shit, man.
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I don't want to fucking fight!
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- You'll fucking fight!
- I don't want to fight!
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You are fucking fighting, so
deal with it, motherfucker.
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You're fucking fighting.
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What do you need?
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Do you need to hear some
magical fucking words?
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- No, no, no, no.
- You need to hear that?
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You're the fucking champ, bro.
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You're a fucking god. You
are the Alpha fucking wolf.
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Pussy comes from miles to watch
you walk in that fucking cage.
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How's that? Does that feel fucking good?
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You feel strong? Get up. Come on.
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Come on, man.
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I'm fine with local pussy, too.
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Local pussy ain't fucking fine with you
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if you don't have a job.
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- Ryan...
- Please.
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Look at me.
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This is your fucking moment.
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Right now.
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You have clarity of purpose
like you may never have again
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the rest of your fucking life, son.
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I'm telling you, this is a rare privilege.
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Enjoy it.
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'Cause it will fucking end.
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It is going to end.
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Alvey, this is the last time
I'm ever fucking doing this.
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Done. Ever.
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- Never again.
- I'm serious.
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- I'm serious!
- I'm serious.
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I'm serious. I'm gonna
get you a nine-to-five
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in a fucking cubicle pushing
fucking dashes and zeroes, bro.
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- Fucking data processing.
- Wake me up.
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- Data processing!
- Fucking wake me up, Alvey!
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Who's the fucking champ?
Who's the fucking champ?
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Come on, motherfucker!
Come on, motherfucker!
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You can't be beat, motherfucker!
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[Screaming]
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[Both screaming]
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Come on, motherfucker! Go! Go!
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- Sync and corrections by madhatters -
- www.addic7ed.com -
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[Cellphone buzzing]
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Yeah! Yeah!
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Let's go! Come on. Come on.
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Will you call mom?
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Now?
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- [Yelling]
- She's not picking up.
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I'm not fucking calling mom right now, Jay.
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Ryan: Hey... shit. Nate.
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Dude, I need you to, uh...
To tape this for my dad okay?
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All right, all right. Hang on a second.
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He wants to see everything... Crowd...
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He will, he will, he will, he will.
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Come on. Focus.
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Come on! Hang on a second!
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Point it at me. Is it pointed at me?
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Okay, okay. Hey, dad! What's going on?
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I'm 'bout to walk out right now.
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I'm feeling good. I'm ready.
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It's gonna be a good night,
and I wish you were here.
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- Got it.
- Good.
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Turn it on back when the music comes.
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- All right.
- Focus.
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I'm ready. I'm fucking ready!
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- Focus!
- Okay!
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- Can you call her?
- Mom?
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I'm not fucking calling
mom, Jay. What the fuck?
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- [Cellphone rings]
- Chapas?
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You motherfucking cunt.
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What the fuck is going on? I've
been looking all over for you.
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Nate: It's fine. We're good.
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- Is he on his fucking phone?
- No.
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- Alvey!
- No, no, no, no.
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- Alvey,
- I'm walking out right...
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- Just fucking wait.
- What the fuck, Alvey?!
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No. Fucking text me where you are.
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Alvey!
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- Just don't fucking move.
- What the fuck?
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Fucking text me where you are. Don't move.
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Jesus, Alvey!
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Focus! Focus!
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Go, go, go!
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♪ You can run for a long time ♪
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♪ Run for a long time ♪
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♪ run on for a long time ♪
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♪ sooner or later,
god'll cut you down ♪
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♪ Sooner or later,
god'll cut you down ♪
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♪ Go tell that long-tongue liar ♪
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♪ Go tell that midnight rider ♪
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♪ tell the rambler, the
gambler, the back biter ♪
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♪ Tell 'em that god's
gonna cut 'em down ♪
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♪ Tell 'em that god's
gonna cut 'em down ♪
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♪ Oh, my goodness gracious,
let me tell you the news ♪
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♪ My head's been wet
with the midnight dew ♪
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♪ I've been down on my bended knees ♪
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♪ Talkin' to the man from galilee ♪
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♪ He spoke to me in a voice so sweet ♪
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♪ I thought I heard the
shuffle of angel's feet ♪
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All right, gentlemen, first round!
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You ready to fight? You ready to fight?
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- Hit it!
- [Bell dings]
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[Crowd cheering]
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Get up! Get up!
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Stop it! You got to defend!
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Pressure! Pressure!
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Pull it over, Ryan!
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Pressure! Pressure!
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[Cheers and applause]
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Go!
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The finish! Go for the finish!
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Come on!
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Get out of it! Get out of it!
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Get out of it!
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Let go of the fence! Let go of the fence!
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Ryan: You fucking bitch. Fuck you, bitch!
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Smart!
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Man: Defend yourself! Defend yourself!
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Finish it! Finish it!
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[Bell dings]
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[Cheers and applause]
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Ryan: Thank you to Navy Street!
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♪ You can run on for a long time ♪
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[Crowd chants "Navy Street"]
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[Shouts indistinctly]
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♪ Run on for a long time ♪
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- ♪ sooner or later, god'll cut you down ♪
- [Bell dings]
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Ring announcer: Ladies and
gentlemen, the official time,
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4 minutes and 33 seconds
of the very first round,
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your winner by knockout,
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and still the... Lightweight
champion of the world,
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Ryan Wheeler!
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All right. I am here with
your winner, Ryan Wheeler.
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Ryan, emphatic victory.
Vicious knockout, man.
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What were you looking
to prove here tonight?
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I mean, I'm not here...
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I'm not trying to prove anything, man.
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This was just straight,
professional violence, Kenny.
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I mean, it's not... You know, it's...
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I don't come in here to fuck around, man.
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I'm in here to inflict maximum damage
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and just... I mean... dude,
it's a violent business, man.
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And business is pretty
fucking good right now.
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You came into this one
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way more aggressive than
your previous fight.
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Uh, was that the strategy for this one?
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To... to kick his fucking
ass? Yeah, it was.
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I mean, that's always...
It's always the strategy.
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Coach Kulina preaches that.
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It's how we train every single d...
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I mean, I came in here
with a messed-up rib.
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That's just how we fucking
do it at Navy Street, right?
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Well, you certainly
proved your point tonight.
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Congratulations.
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I-I want to thank my dad.
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Uh, dad, I know you
wanted to be here tonight.
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You're with me all the time.
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Greatest man I've ever known.
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I love you, dad. And, uh...
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[Chuckles] And Jay Kulina!
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I heard you, bro. I heard you.
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You're a brother, but it's
just fucking business, baby.
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It's just business.
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It's just business.
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[Cheers and applause]
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[Crowd chanting "Navy Street"]
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So, I'm thinking Alvey will go first,
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and then Jay, and then Ryan.
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Okay. And while we're here,
I'd love to get Nate, as well.
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[Laughs] I'm sure you would, Kenny.
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- Alvey.
- Hey. Not now.
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I can't do it right now.
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It'll take two seconds. I'm really sorry.
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Kenny, I am really fucking sorry.
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Come to the gym. I give
you anything you need.
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I promise. I love you.
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It will take two seconds.
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I love you. I'm sorry.
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- Alvey!
- I'm sorry. I love you!
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Sorry!
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[Sighs]
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[Engine shuts off]
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[Rap music playing faintly]
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[Knock on door]
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[Yells]
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Aah! You fuck!
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You motherfucker.
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- [Woman screams]
- Shh!
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Shhh.
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Shut the fuck up. Shut the fuck up.
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Shut up.
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Stay down. You fucking stay down.
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This what you do with my fucking money?
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- That's what you do with my money?
- No, man.
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- Calm down.
- Calm down?
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Gah! Fuck.
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[Laughs] Motherfucker.
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That's funny? That's funny, right?
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Yeah, boo. You lost a little power.
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Did I?! Fucking did I?!
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Fuck.
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[Breathing heavily]
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You fucking ripped me off.
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What'd you do with my money, motherfucker?
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What'd you do with my money?
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Fuck!
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You fucking cunt.
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Where's my fucking money, bro?
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This is gonna be a long...
Fucking night for you.
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Mom?
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Mom?
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Whaaam!
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- Ohh...
- Nate: Jay!
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Come here.
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Mom?
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Hmm.
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One for you, one for me.
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[Glasses clink]
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Gracias.
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Ahh. De nada.
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[Belches]
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It was a great fucking fight.
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I was very impressive.
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I'm gonna go check on mom.
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Hey, hold up. Hold up.
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I want to... I want to say something.
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Come here.
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I want to say I'm proud of you.
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I know what you've done for me.
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My whole fucking life.
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You've taken a lot of
shit so I didn't have to.
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I'll never forget that.
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[Sniffles]
259
00:12:28,681 --> 00:12:30,849
[Scoffs]
260
00:12:30,851 --> 00:12:32,283
Bitches and money.
261
00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:36,855
- [Object thuds]
- What's that?
262
00:12:36,857 --> 00:12:39,357
To bitches and money.
263
00:12:39,359 --> 00:12:41,860
To bitches...
264
00:12:41,862 --> 00:12:43,695
And money.
265
00:12:43,697 --> 00:12:45,029
Waah!
266
00:12:47,366 --> 00:12:48,533
[Crowd shouting]
267
00:12:48,535 --> 00:12:50,034
It's good.
268
00:12:50,036 --> 00:12:52,537
Good escape.
269
00:12:54,440 --> 00:12:56,474
Nice. Very nice.
270
00:12:56,476 --> 00:12:59,210
Very nice.
271
00:12:59,212 --> 00:13:01,079
- [Bell dings]
- Great fight.
272
00:13:01,081 --> 00:13:02,614
- Great fight.
- Thanks.
273
00:13:02,616 --> 00:13:04,382
That ought to shut some people up.
274
00:13:04,384 --> 00:13:07,886
Yeah, well, they'll still
find something to shit on,
275
00:13:07,888 --> 00:13:09,654
but they always do.
276
00:13:13,259 --> 00:13:15,360
How you doing?
277
00:13:16,629 --> 00:13:18,429
Pour us a drink, huh?
278
00:13:18,431 --> 00:13:19,664
Yes, sir.
279
00:13:22,101 --> 00:13:23,401
[Chuckles]
280
00:13:32,411 --> 00:13:34,646
You talk to your mother?
281
00:13:36,982 --> 00:13:39,083
Not in a couple weeks.
282
00:13:39,085 --> 00:13:41,953
She's afraid to bother you.
283
00:13:41,955 --> 00:13:44,289
Call her.
284
00:13:44,291 --> 00:13:45,890
Yes, sir.
285
00:13:47,660 --> 00:13:53,097
I'm going to have to move to a facility.
286
00:13:53,099 --> 00:13:55,300
Why?
287
00:13:55,302 --> 00:13:58,503
Dad, you got everything you need here.
288
00:13:58,505 --> 00:14:01,673
We don't have the money.
289
00:14:01,675 --> 00:14:04,008
Your mom and I discussed it.
290
00:14:04,010 --> 00:14:05,944
We're moving me next week.
291
00:14:05,946 --> 00:14:10,014
Dad, do you want to stay here?
292
00:14:10,016 --> 00:14:12,016
That's irrelevant.
293
00:14:16,488 --> 00:14:18,890
I can help out. I mean, I...
294
00:14:18,892 --> 00:14:24,128
Ryan, this is how it goes.
295
00:14:24,130 --> 00:14:27,232
Let's not piss into the wind, huh?
296
00:14:34,139 --> 00:14:35,473
Mom?
297
00:14:43,482 --> 00:14:45,216
Mom!
298
00:14:50,089 --> 00:14:51,990
Mom?
299
00:14:51,992 --> 00:14:53,892
Mom? Mom?
300
00:14:53,894 --> 00:14:55,660
Mom! Mom!!
301
00:14:55,662 --> 00:14:57,662
Mom! Fuck! Mom! Hey!
302
00:14:57,664 --> 00:14:59,063
Hey, wake the fuck up!
303
00:14:59,065 --> 00:15:00,665
Mom? Hey! Hey, breathe, mom!
304
00:15:00,667 --> 00:15:01,833
- Come on! Wake up.
- Nate: What happened?
305
00:15:01,835 --> 00:15:03,234
Will you please fucking breathe?
306
00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:04,402
- Jay, what the fuck happened?
- Mom!
307
00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:05,737
Fuck! She fucking D.D.'d, Nate!
308
00:15:05,739 --> 00:15:07,038
Can you get her to breathe, please?
309
00:15:07,040 --> 00:15:08,339
For a second. Come over and help.
310
00:15:08,341 --> 00:15:09,908
Hey! Wake up, mom!
311
00:15:09,910 --> 00:15:11,276
Come on, come on, come on, come on, mom!
312
00:15:11,278 --> 00:15:13,344
Hold her head up, dude, and talk to her,
313
00:15:13,346 --> 00:15:14,512
and try to get her to fucking
breathe or something right now, okay?
314
00:15:14,514 --> 00:15:16,014
- Where are you going?
- Just do it.
315
00:15:16,016 --> 00:15:17,515
- What the fuck you doing?
- Fuck, just do it, dude!
316
00:15:17,517 --> 00:15:20,451
Get her breathing! Talk to her!
317
00:15:20,453 --> 00:15:21,519
Mom?
318
00:15:21,521 --> 00:15:25,623
♪ I'm so lonely ♪
319
00:15:25,625 --> 00:15:27,292
- Jay, what do I...
- Is she breathing?
320
00:15:27,294 --> 00:15:28,359
Should I call an ambulance?
321
00:15:28,361 --> 00:15:29,627
Dude, just stop for a second!
322
00:15:29,629 --> 00:15:30,695
Is she breathing?
323
00:15:30,697 --> 00:15:32,363
Barely. I don't know.
324
00:15:32,365 --> 00:15:33,765
Get her fucking head up,
dude, and get her breathing.
325
00:15:33,767 --> 00:15:35,033
Just get her breathing.
326
00:15:35,035 --> 00:15:37,702
Mom! Mom, stay fucking with us!
327
00:15:37,704 --> 00:15:39,370
Please, mom!
328
00:15:39,372 --> 00:15:40,738
What'd you get? What the fuck is that, Jay?
329
00:15:40,740 --> 00:15:42,540
It's narcan from Mac.
330
00:15:42,542 --> 00:15:44,075
What are you doing?
331
00:15:44,077 --> 00:15:45,376
Hold her fucking head steady.
332
00:15:45,378 --> 00:15:46,644
What?
333
00:15:46,646 --> 00:15:47,979
Get her... fuck. Get her head back!
334
00:15:47,981 --> 00:15:49,380
Get her head back so she doesn't choke!
335
00:15:49,382 --> 00:15:53,651
♪ I need a voice, a hand, a friend ♪
336
00:15:53,653 --> 00:15:56,421
Come on, mom. Come on, mom!
337
00:15:56,423 --> 00:15:58,089
Come on, mom, breathe!
338
00:15:58,091 --> 00:16:00,591
Mom, fucking wake up, please!
339
00:16:00,593 --> 00:16:01,826
Mom?
340
00:16:01,828 --> 00:16:03,227
♪ I'm so lonely ♪
341
00:16:03,229 --> 00:16:05,730
- Mom, wake up!
- ♪ I'm so lonely ♪
342
00:16:05,732 --> 00:16:09,067
♪ you're close... ♪
343
00:16:09,069 --> 00:16:10,401
- ♪ I'm so lonely ♪
- Breathe.
344
00:16:10,403 --> 00:16:11,669
[Slurring] What are you doing?
345
00:16:11,671 --> 00:16:12,937
Yeah, mom, there you go! Hang on. Whoa!
346
00:16:12,939 --> 00:16:15,473
Up, up, up. Get up, get up, get up.
347
00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:18,476
It's us. Breathe. Breathe.
348
00:16:18,478 --> 00:16:19,844
Breathe, ma.
349
00:16:19,846 --> 00:16:22,246
Breathe. We're good. You're good.
350
00:16:22,248 --> 00:16:24,682
You're gonna make it.
351
00:16:24,684 --> 00:16:26,851
You're gonna make it.
352
00:16:34,994 --> 00:16:37,095
I was really fucking scared.
353
00:16:37,097 --> 00:16:38,863
It was so fucking...
354
00:16:38,865 --> 00:16:40,932
It's okay. It's okay.
355
00:16:40,934 --> 00:16:43,601
[Exhales deeply]
356
00:16:43,603 --> 00:16:46,204
[Coughs]
357
00:16:52,945 --> 00:16:54,045
[Chuckles]
358
00:16:56,348 --> 00:16:57,482
[Sighs]
359
00:16:57,484 --> 00:16:59,283
Alvey: Where's my money?
360
00:17:00,986 --> 00:17:02,820
[Chuckles, sniffs]
361
00:17:02,822 --> 00:17:05,356
Don't fuck with me,
Chapas. I'm not that guy.
362
00:17:05,358 --> 00:17:07,325
Oh, yeah, that's where I fucked up.
363
00:17:07,327 --> 00:17:09,894
See, I thought you were that guy.
364
00:17:09,896 --> 00:17:11,963
I picked the wrong mark, huh?
365
00:17:11,965 --> 00:17:15,800
Where's my motherfucking money, dude?
366
00:17:15,802 --> 00:17:17,869
- Your money?
- Yeah.
367
00:17:17,871 --> 00:17:20,171
Ah...
368
00:17:20,173 --> 00:17:22,340
Sorry, brother. You made a bad investment.
369
00:17:22,342 --> 00:17:25,576
Oh, oh, did I?
370
00:17:25,578 --> 00:17:27,478
I'm gonna make you whole, Alvey.
371
00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:30,314
Oh, yeah? Uh-huh.
372
00:17:30,316 --> 00:17:32,550
Whoa, whoa, whoa. What...
Where you going, playboy?
373
00:17:32,552 --> 00:17:36,821
There's a bag behind the fridge.
374
00:17:36,823 --> 00:17:38,356
May I?
375
00:17:38,358 --> 00:17:39,991
Slow.
376
00:17:39,993 --> 00:17:41,059
Don't be stupid.
377
00:17:58,110 --> 00:18:00,511
Son of a bitch.
378
00:18:00,513 --> 00:18:02,480
Sit down. Sit down.
379
00:18:04,683 --> 00:18:06,150
[Sniffs]
380
00:18:08,020 --> 00:18:09,353
That's not your money.
381
00:18:09,355 --> 00:18:10,688
- Oh, that's not my money?
- No.
382
00:18:10,690 --> 00:18:13,024
That's some other motherfucker's money.
383
00:18:13,026 --> 00:18:17,195
Your money is spread among
several other motherfuckers.
384
00:18:17,197 --> 00:18:19,363
[Chuckles]
385
00:18:19,365 --> 00:18:21,599
What the fuck are you into?
386
00:18:21,601 --> 00:18:24,135
Not a goddamn thing anymore.
387
00:18:27,906 --> 00:18:29,107
May I?
388
00:18:31,043 --> 00:18:34,712
What did I invest in?
389
00:18:34,714 --> 00:18:39,884
You invested in me not
getting my head chopped off.
390
00:18:39,886 --> 00:18:43,121
I owed a lot of money to
some very serious people.
391
00:18:45,057 --> 00:18:47,658
I was doing well, Alvey.
392
00:18:47,660 --> 00:18:49,594
I was... I was making money.
393
00:18:49,596 --> 00:18:51,496
I was.
394
00:18:51,498 --> 00:18:54,065
But then I overextended.
395
00:18:54,067 --> 00:18:55,333
[Sighs]
396
00:18:55,335 --> 00:18:57,101
A couple deals didn't go through.
397
00:18:57,103 --> 00:18:58,769
Man, shit got ugly really fast.
398
00:18:58,771 --> 00:19:01,572
And I thought I could dig out.
399
00:19:01,574 --> 00:19:03,941
I thought I could dig out.
400
00:19:03,943 --> 00:19:05,810
So I started bringing in
some people, you know,
401
00:19:05,812 --> 00:19:07,345
to cover my debts,
402
00:19:07,347 --> 00:19:08,746
and then I brought in some
other people to cover them,
403
00:19:08,748 --> 00:19:11,082
and [Sighs]
404
00:19:11,084 --> 00:19:12,850
You know, just typical Ponzi shit.
405
00:19:12,852 --> 00:19:15,019
[Scoffs] Fuck.
406
00:19:15,021 --> 00:19:16,854
Jesus Christ.
407
00:19:16,856 --> 00:19:18,356
Mm-hmm.
408
00:19:18,358 --> 00:19:20,925
[Sighs] I couldn't do it to you, man.
409
00:19:20,927 --> 00:19:23,094
I couldn't hang you out like that.
410
00:19:23,096 --> 00:19:24,295
This for me?
411
00:19:24,297 --> 00:19:25,763
Yeah.
412
00:19:31,270 --> 00:19:32,937
[Sighs]
413
00:19:32,939 --> 00:19:34,672
Look, take a little bit of
fucking money, all right?
414
00:19:34,674 --> 00:19:36,841
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,
no, no, no, buddy, that's...
415
00:19:36,843 --> 00:19:38,843
Chapas. Chapas,
416
00:19:38,845 --> 00:19:40,511
I'm not gonna let you
get fucking killed, okay?
417
00:19:40,513 --> 00:19:41,946
Listen. Listen.
418
00:19:41,948 --> 00:19:44,382
I'm gonna... I'm gonna
disappear, clear the deck.
419
00:19:44,384 --> 00:19:47,652
It's a fucking relief, man.
420
00:19:47,654 --> 00:19:49,620
Look at... Look how I been living.
421
00:19:49,622 --> 00:19:51,956
[Chuckles]
422
00:19:51,958 --> 00:19:54,892
Why do I want to hang around here anymore?
423
00:19:54,894 --> 00:19:56,761
[Lighter clicks]
424
00:20:01,533 --> 00:20:02,934
[Rustling]
425
00:20:09,975 --> 00:20:11,209
[Snorts]
426
00:20:20,018 --> 00:20:21,719
[Toilet flushes]
427
00:20:31,163 --> 00:20:33,564
Well, I think we'll be staying in tonight.
428
00:20:39,538 --> 00:20:41,505
She okay?
429
00:20:41,507 --> 00:20:45,376
Yeah, I think it just
scared the hell out of her.
430
00:20:45,378 --> 00:20:48,446
Scared the hell out of me, too.
431
00:20:50,849 --> 00:20:53,050
So, Mac gave you that?
432
00:20:53,052 --> 00:20:55,086
Yeah, when mom moved in.
433
00:21:00,392 --> 00:21:03,527
You're gonna need more of it.
434
00:21:03,529 --> 00:21:06,130
'Cause this is gonna happen again.
435
00:21:08,934 --> 00:21:11,002
You know that, right?
436
00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:20,711
I just don't understand why
you think it's gonna change.
437
00:21:20,713 --> 00:21:25,416
'Cause... It's not.
438
00:21:25,418 --> 00:21:27,151
What else we supposed to do?
439
00:21:27,153 --> 00:21:29,120
Well, you can't watch her all the time.
440
00:21:34,893 --> 00:21:36,894
I can try.
441
00:21:38,897 --> 00:21:41,966
You got no idea, Alvey. You don't know.
442
00:21:41,968 --> 00:21:44,402
[Scoffs] I don't know what?
443
00:21:44,404 --> 00:21:46,904
What it's like to have nothing.
444
00:21:46,906 --> 00:21:48,973
You don't think I know?
445
00:21:48,975 --> 00:21:51,676
No, I mean what it's truly
like to have nothing.
446
00:21:51,678 --> 00:21:55,246
You know, no place,
447
00:21:55,248 --> 00:21:57,848
nothing in front, nothing behind.
448
00:21:57,850 --> 00:22:01,018
No one to see if you're all right.
449
00:22:01,020 --> 00:22:03,321
What the fuck happened to Misha?
450
00:22:06,825 --> 00:22:09,193
You know what happened. She O.D.'d.
451
00:22:09,195 --> 00:22:10,594
No, motherfucker. You said...
452
00:22:10,596 --> 00:22:12,163
The night that we got fucking busted,
453
00:22:12,165 --> 00:22:13,297
you said it was your fault.
454
00:22:13,299 --> 00:22:16,300
Some shit like that.
455
00:22:16,302 --> 00:22:18,836
- I said that?
- Yeah.
456
00:22:22,607 --> 00:22:24,809
I was taking so many fucking pills.
457
00:22:24,811 --> 00:22:28,179
She... she was just trying to keep up.
458
00:22:28,181 --> 00:22:29,714
That's what I meant.
459
00:22:29,716 --> 00:22:32,717
Uh-huh. That what you meant?
460
00:22:32,719 --> 00:22:35,953
[Scoffs] I got to go, man.
461
00:22:35,955 --> 00:22:38,122
You are one fucked-up dude.
I want you to take this.
462
00:22:38,124 --> 00:22:40,291
I want you to fucking
disappear, you understand me?
463
00:22:40,293 --> 00:22:42,793
No, no, no. Alvey... Alvey.
464
00:22:42,795 --> 00:22:47,398
Listen, I... I got a plan.
465
00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:49,800
I got a plan. It's okay.
466
00:22:49,802 --> 00:22:53,571
Don't worry about me.
467
00:22:55,474 --> 00:22:56,974
And you...
468
00:22:58,677 --> 00:23:01,912
You're a good friend. You know that?
469
00:23:03,648 --> 00:23:06,217
Alvey.
470
00:23:06,219 --> 00:23:08,152
I'm sorry, man.
471
00:23:08,154 --> 00:23:10,554
[Glass thuds]
472
00:23:10,556 --> 00:23:12,323
I'm sorry I put you through this.
473
00:23:12,325 --> 00:23:13,557
Me too.
474
00:23:16,428 --> 00:23:17,962
Good luck, bro.
475
00:23:19,197 --> 00:23:21,332
Aah! Aah!
476
00:23:21,334 --> 00:23:23,834
[Sighs]
477
00:23:23,836 --> 00:23:25,836
You're not gonna shoot me, man.
478
00:23:25,838 --> 00:23:27,738
It's money. Here. You
want the fucking money?
479
00:23:27,740 --> 00:23:30,341
Take the money.
480
00:23:30,343 --> 00:23:32,176
- It's okay.
- Bro. Take the money.
481
00:23:32,178 --> 00:23:33,344
Take the money. I don't want the money.
482
00:23:33,346 --> 00:23:35,813
- Don't do that.
- Aah!
483
00:23:39,551 --> 00:23:40,951
[Gasping]
484
00:23:40,953 --> 00:23:42,119
Oh, fuck.
485
00:23:44,022 --> 00:23:46,023
Oh, you motherfuck.
486
00:23:46,025 --> 00:23:49,160
No, no, no. You didn't do this to me.
487
00:23:51,096 --> 00:23:53,030
You fuck.
488
00:23:53,032 --> 00:23:56,300
Oh, you fuck. Ah, fuck!
489
00:23:56,302 --> 00:23:58,469
Okay. Okay, okay, okay.
490
00:23:58,471 --> 00:23:59,770
[Sighs]
491
00:24:13,752 --> 00:24:15,953
[Breathing heavily]
492
00:24:26,131 --> 00:24:29,433
[Mid-tempo music plays]
493
00:24:29,435 --> 00:24:33,904
[Sighs] You know, Nathaniel,
494
00:24:33,906 --> 00:24:36,307
I'd say we hit bottom.
495
00:24:38,577 --> 00:24:41,345
But I had a great fight.
496
00:24:41,347 --> 00:24:44,248
Everyone's alive.
497
00:24:44,250 --> 00:24:47,151
We're together.
498
00:24:47,153 --> 00:24:49,954
Got this bottle of Tequila.
499
00:24:49,956 --> 00:24:52,456
By the pool.
500
00:24:52,458 --> 00:24:56,160
I mean, on paper...
501
00:24:56,162 --> 00:24:58,496
We look pretty goddamn good.
502
00:24:58,498 --> 00:25:01,432
[Chuckles]
503
00:25:01,434 --> 00:25:03,167
We're killing it.
504
00:25:06,204 --> 00:25:07,338
[Bottles clink]
505
00:25:14,813 --> 00:25:16,280
[Sighs]
506
00:25:20,151 --> 00:25:22,453
Your toast.
507
00:25:22,455 --> 00:25:25,155
Earlier.
508
00:25:25,157 --> 00:25:26,857
It was hard for me to hear.
509
00:25:29,461 --> 00:25:32,530
I'm sorry for having emotions.
510
00:25:32,532 --> 00:25:36,600
No, it's, um... I should've
never let you take that fight.
511
00:25:38,470 --> 00:25:40,638
I knew it was a mistake.
I should've stood up.
512
00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,072
I should've said something.
513
00:25:42,074 --> 00:25:43,974
You got to stop.
514
00:25:43,976 --> 00:25:45,743
It's just that I had my head
515
00:25:45,745 --> 00:25:50,014
so far up my fucking ass from
the weight cut and Laura...
516
00:25:50,016 --> 00:25:52,483
I took my focus off of you.
517
00:25:56,821 --> 00:25:59,490
I think you're right, though.
518
00:25:59,492 --> 00:26:01,325
About Fresno.
519
00:26:04,829 --> 00:26:07,831
It was a really big fucking mistake.
520
00:26:07,833 --> 00:26:11,001
Might surprise you to learn
521
00:26:11,003 --> 00:26:13,804
I, too, have made a few mistakes.
522
00:26:15,006 --> 00:26:17,174
[Chuckles] Ahh.
523
00:26:17,176 --> 00:26:19,510
And check me out now.
524
00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:23,581
[Chuckles]
525
00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:30,354
Can I join you?
526
00:26:31,690 --> 00:26:33,924
Yeah, mom. Of course.
527
00:26:50,875 --> 00:26:52,810
You okay?
528
00:27:02,721 --> 00:27:04,488
[Sighs]
529
00:27:04,490 --> 00:27:07,958
Hey.
530
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:11,061
What are you doing here?
531
00:27:11,063 --> 00:27:13,998
I came to drop off my key.
532
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:16,233
You could've left it at the gym.
533
00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:19,536
Where have you been?
534
00:27:29,781 --> 00:27:32,016
Alvey, what's wrong?
535
00:27:32,018 --> 00:27:34,184
What's wrong?
536
00:27:38,189 --> 00:27:41,191
Chapas is dead.
537
00:27:41,193 --> 00:27:42,826
What?
538
00:27:44,596 --> 00:27:47,431
He shot himself in the
head right in front of me.
539
00:27:47,433 --> 00:27:49,266
My gun.
540
00:27:49,268 --> 00:27:52,169
Oh, my god.
541
00:27:52,171 --> 00:27:55,773
Wh-where?
542
00:27:55,775 --> 00:27:58,208
Some fucking motel.
543
00:27:58,210 --> 00:28:01,111
He owed a lot of people money.
544
00:28:01,113 --> 00:28:05,249
I beat the fuck out of him, lise.
545
00:28:06,651 --> 00:28:08,285
I got it all back.
546
00:28:08,287 --> 00:28:10,320
All $30,000.
547
00:28:10,322 --> 00:28:12,022
Every fucking dime.
548
00:28:13,958 --> 00:28:17,461
- But it was your gun.
- Yeah.
549
00:28:17,463 --> 00:28:19,129
And where is it now?
550
00:28:19,131 --> 00:28:21,131
I fucking cleaned it
off and I left it there.
551
00:28:21,133 --> 00:28:23,634
What do you mean you cleaned
it off and you left it there?
552
00:28:23,636 --> 00:28:25,703
- It comes back to me, I say...
- Alvey, do you know how easy it is
553
00:28:25,705 --> 00:28:27,671
- to trace that back to you?
- I say he fucking stole it.
554
00:28:27,673 --> 00:28:30,307
The guy's a fucking thief, right?
555
00:28:30,309 --> 00:28:33,610
He committed suicide. He did it.
556
00:28:36,347 --> 00:28:38,148
You should've fucking seen him, too.
557
00:28:38,150 --> 00:28:40,017
He smiled right at me.
558
00:28:40,019 --> 00:28:42,086
He smiled.
559
00:28:42,088 --> 00:28:44,988
Like he solved a problem.
560
00:28:47,092 --> 00:28:49,359
Fuck.
561
00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:51,662
[Glass clatters]
562
00:28:53,331 --> 00:28:56,200
Sometimes I think maybe
you guys are better off
563
00:28:56,202 --> 00:28:58,902
without me at this point.
564
00:29:00,338 --> 00:29:03,607
I missed all the years I
could've made a difference.
565
00:29:06,344 --> 00:29:08,712
Mom... [Stammers]
566
00:29:08,714 --> 00:29:12,182
We need you in different ways now.
567
00:29:12,184 --> 00:29:14,284
Do we?
568
00:29:14,286 --> 00:29:16,186
Yes.
569
00:29:19,023 --> 00:29:22,693
Can you think of one thing
you've done for us today?
570
00:29:22,695 --> 00:29:23,961
Hey.
571
00:29:23,963 --> 00:29:24,995
What?
572
00:29:26,698 --> 00:29:29,433
I can't.
573
00:29:29,435 --> 00:29:33,670
Can you think of one thing
you've ever done for us?
574
00:29:37,609 --> 00:29:39,710
[Chuckles]
575
00:29:41,980 --> 00:29:44,882
You're absolutely right.
576
00:29:44,884 --> 00:29:46,450
We don't need you.
577
00:29:46,452 --> 00:29:49,386
Hey.
578
00:29:49,388 --> 00:29:54,291
Still, Jay shot himself
full of your heroin...
579
00:29:54,293 --> 00:29:57,895
Nearly fucking killed himself...
580
00:29:57,897 --> 00:30:00,397
Just to try to get through to you.
581
00:30:01,900 --> 00:30:03,801
Did that even bother you?
582
00:30:06,671 --> 00:30:08,405
It broke my heart.
583
00:30:08,407 --> 00:30:09,973
Yeah.
584
00:30:09,975 --> 00:30:12,342
Not enough to stop.
585
00:30:12,344 --> 00:30:14,011
It I enough.
586
00:30:14,013 --> 00:30:17,047
Well, then fucking do it.
587
00:30:19,150 --> 00:30:21,518
Or get the fuck out of here.
588
00:30:23,755 --> 00:30:27,591
'Cause I'm not gonna
lose my brother over you.
589
00:30:49,447 --> 00:30:52,316
Kenny's coming by for
the interview tomorrow.
590
00:30:52,318 --> 00:30:54,618
And I have some things to
pick up from the office,
591
00:30:54,620 --> 00:30:56,253
so I'll be there.
592
00:30:59,490 --> 00:31:02,960
Alvey, what the fuck are
you gonna do about that gun?
593
00:31:05,129 --> 00:31:07,297
I'm gonna figure it out.
594
00:31:11,903 --> 00:31:14,004
- Don't go.
- What?
595
00:31:14,006 --> 00:31:16,974
Just don't... don't go.
596
00:31:16,976 --> 00:31:19,576
I want you to stay. We
can... we can work this out.
597
00:31:19,578 --> 00:31:21,578
- We tried.
- Not hard enough.
598
00:31:21,580 --> 00:31:23,847
- I'm not giving up.
- You should.
599
00:31:23,849 --> 00:31:27,317
Just listen to me.
600
00:31:27,319 --> 00:31:28,585
There's nothing more to say.
601
00:31:28,587 --> 00:31:29,586
- I'm going.
- Just stop.
602
00:31:29,588 --> 00:31:30,921
- Stop. Stop.
- Alvey...
603
00:31:30,923 --> 00:31:32,256
No.
604
00:31:32,258 --> 00:31:35,225
Sit down. Please.
605
00:31:35,227 --> 00:31:37,160
Please.
606
00:31:48,239 --> 00:31:52,276
I'm gonna be completely
fucking honest here, okay,
607
00:31:52,278 --> 00:31:55,012
because why the fuck not? This is it.
608
00:31:55,014 --> 00:31:57,180
You told me you were pregnant.
609
00:31:57,182 --> 00:31:59,049
It scared the shit out of me, Lise.
610
00:31:59,051 --> 00:32:00,684
I'm too fucking old.
611
00:32:00,686 --> 00:32:02,519
I'm gonna fuck this up.
612
00:32:02,521 --> 00:32:04,454
And you know who I am.
613
00:32:04,456 --> 00:32:07,257
When I get scared, I-i-i get nuts.
614
00:32:07,259 --> 00:32:10,861
I'm all over the place.
615
00:32:10,863 --> 00:32:13,263
And that scared the hell out of you, too,
616
00:32:13,265 --> 00:32:15,699
because you've never done this before,
617
00:32:15,701 --> 00:32:17,567
and I've never done it well.
618
00:32:17,569 --> 00:32:20,704
We need each other.
619
00:32:20,706 --> 00:32:23,974
This baby is a gift.
620
00:32:23,976 --> 00:32:28,412
I want to see you chasing
this baby around the gym.
621
00:32:28,414 --> 00:32:31,815
We'll get married. That's
what I fucking want.
622
00:32:31,817 --> 00:32:35,152
That's a real fucking life.
623
00:32:35,154 --> 00:32:36,486
It's right in front of me,
624
00:32:36,488 --> 00:32:38,288
and I'm not running away from it.
625
00:32:38,290 --> 00:32:42,092
From now on, all that
matters is you and this baby.
626
00:32:42,094 --> 00:32:43,226
That is it.
627
00:32:43,228 --> 00:32:45,462
I swear to you. I promise.
628
00:32:45,464 --> 00:32:48,398
Don't leave me.
629
00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:51,234
I don't want to be without you.
630
00:33:01,479 --> 00:33:03,780
Is there anything else?
631
00:33:03,782 --> 00:33:07,117
Yeah.
632
00:33:07,119 --> 00:33:10,754
Yeah, you know, what do
you think about that?
633
00:33:10,756 --> 00:33:14,157
What do I think?
634
00:33:14,159 --> 00:33:17,361
I think you saw your friend kill himself,
635
00:33:17,363 --> 00:33:19,763
and you're in shock.
636
00:33:19,765 --> 00:33:22,799
I think you're thinking
about your own death.
637
00:33:22,801 --> 00:33:24,134
No.
638
00:33:24,136 --> 00:33:25,602
No, that's not what this is about.
639
00:33:25,604 --> 00:33:27,204
That's exactly what this is about.
640
00:33:27,206 --> 00:33:29,106
No, wait. Just wait.
641
00:33:29,108 --> 00:33:30,507
Just... just sit down.
642
00:33:30,509 --> 00:33:33,010
What do you think is gonna
happen right now, huh?
643
00:33:33,012 --> 00:33:34,878
You think we're gonna pile on the couch
644
00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:36,046
and feel the baby kick?
645
00:33:36,048 --> 00:33:37,347
I'm telling you how I feel.
646
00:33:37,349 --> 00:33:38,882
I don't give a fuck how you feel.
647
00:33:38,884 --> 00:33:41,451
You don't give a fuck how I feel.
648
00:33:41,453 --> 00:33:43,387
Everything you just said was about you.
649
00:33:43,389 --> 00:33:44,855
It's about us.
650
00:33:44,857 --> 00:33:46,957
No, it's about how me and
this baby can save you.
651
00:33:46,959 --> 00:33:49,726
Well, you know what? I
don't want that job anymore.
652
00:33:49,728 --> 00:33:51,395
I'm not fucking interested.
653
00:33:51,397 --> 00:33:52,896
[Door opens]
654
00:33:52,898 --> 00:33:54,998
Oh, and if you want to be
a part of this kid's life,
655
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:57,501
then start getting your shit together.
656
00:33:57,503 --> 00:34:00,137
'Cause I'm not gonna let you fuck him up.
657
00:34:00,139 --> 00:34:01,138
[Door slams]
658
00:34:07,245 --> 00:34:09,946
[Moaning]
659
00:34:13,151 --> 00:34:14,751
Dad?
660
00:34:14,753 --> 00:34:17,988
Dad. What's wrong? What's wrong?
661
00:34:17,990 --> 00:34:19,489
What's wrong?
662
00:34:19,491 --> 00:34:21,324
A-anxiety pill.
663
00:34:21,326 --> 00:34:22,225
Anxiety...
664
00:34:22,227 --> 00:34:23,760
- Please.
- Yeah, yeah.
665
00:34:23,762 --> 00:34:25,996
I got it, I got it, I got
it, I got it, I got it.
666
00:34:25,998 --> 00:34:27,931
Okay. Hold on. Hold on, I got you.
667
00:34:27,933 --> 00:34:29,833
I got you, dad.
668
00:34:29,835 --> 00:34:31,701
[Pills rattling]
669
00:34:31,703 --> 00:34:34,371
Ready? Ready? Ready?
670
00:34:34,373 --> 00:34:36,506
[Gulps]
671
00:34:36,508 --> 00:34:39,209
There we go. There we go.
672
00:34:39,211 --> 00:34:42,546
Goddamn attacks. Every...
every fucking night.
673
00:34:42,548 --> 00:34:46,116
Shh. It's okay. Hey.
That'll work. That'll help.
674
00:34:46,118 --> 00:34:47,717
It'll work in just a second, okay?
675
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:49,553
It'll work. It'll work.
676
00:34:49,555 --> 00:34:51,288
Ryan. Ryan...
677
00:34:51,290 --> 00:34:53,123
Don't leave me like this.
678
00:34:53,125 --> 00:34:55,125
[Chuckling] I ain't going anywhere, dad.
679
00:34:55,127 --> 00:34:56,026
I'm right here.
680
00:34:56,028 --> 00:34:58,595
I'm not going anywhere.
681
00:34:58,597 --> 00:35:01,231
I can't take it anymore.
682
00:35:01,233 --> 00:35:02,399
You're doing good.
683
00:35:02,401 --> 00:35:03,800
Let me go.
684
00:35:03,802 --> 00:35:05,368
[Crying] Kill me, Ryan.
685
00:35:05,370 --> 00:35:06,536
- What?
- Let me go.
686
00:35:06,538 --> 00:35:08,205
What? No, no, no. Dad, what?
687
00:35:08,207 --> 00:35:09,940
Ryan, fuck. [Gasping]
688
00:35:09,942 --> 00:35:11,241
- No, no, no, no, no.
- I'm in pain.
689
00:35:11,243 --> 00:35:12,476
I can't fucking take it anymore.
690
00:35:12,478 --> 00:35:13,543
- Dad. Dad.
- I'm ready.
691
00:35:13,545 --> 00:35:15,245
- I want to die.
- No, no, no!
692
00:35:15,247 --> 00:35:17,147
No! Fuck no! No!
693
00:35:17,149 --> 00:35:18,381
No! No, no, no, no!
694
00:35:18,383 --> 00:35:19,649
- No!
- Ryan... Ryan...
695
00:35:19,651 --> 00:35:21,084
- No!
- We're good.
696
00:35:21,086 --> 00:35:22,886
We're good. We're good.
You and me are good.
697
00:35:22,888 --> 00:35:24,287
- Dad, shh!
- Ryan?
698
00:35:24,289 --> 00:35:26,823
Shh. No, no, no. No. No, no.
699
00:35:26,825 --> 00:35:28,125
We're... we're good.
700
00:35:28,127 --> 00:35:30,060
You and me... You and me, we're good.
701
00:35:30,062 --> 00:35:31,928
Dad? Dad! Wha... no, what are you even...
702
00:35:31,930 --> 00:35:34,331
I forgave you. Do this for me!
703
00:35:34,333 --> 00:35:35,966
What are you asking me
to do?! No, no, no, no!
704
00:35:35,968 --> 00:35:39,169
Do this for me, Ryan. God
damn it, please, Ryan!
705
00:35:39,171 --> 00:35:43,406
[Sobbing] Ryan, god damn it!
706
00:35:43,408 --> 00:35:45,142
What the fuck?!
707
00:35:45,144 --> 00:35:47,410
Ryan!
708
00:35:47,412 --> 00:35:49,246
[Breathing heavily]
709
00:35:49,248 --> 00:35:50,614
Please, Ryan!
710
00:35:50,616 --> 00:35:51,848
Okay.
711
00:35:54,652 --> 00:35:56,353
Ryan!
712
00:35:56,355 --> 00:35:57,254
Fuck you!
713
00:35:57,256 --> 00:35:59,356
Fuck you!
714
00:35:59,358 --> 00:36:01,191
Fuck you!
715
00:36:01,193 --> 00:36:02,826
Fuck...
716
00:36:04,829 --> 00:36:06,930
Ryan!!
717
00:36:08,866 --> 00:36:11,034
Fuck you...
718
00:36:11,036 --> 00:36:12,602
You...
719
00:36:12,604 --> 00:36:15,572
[Gasping]
720
00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:24,214
[Sobs]
721
00:36:41,465 --> 00:36:43,500
[Sighs]
722
00:36:43,502 --> 00:36:45,368
[Line ringing]
723
00:36:47,738 --> 00:36:49,206
Jay: What is up?
724
00:36:49,208 --> 00:36:52,042
What's going on? What are you doing?
725
00:36:52,044 --> 00:36:55,245
I'm eating and drinking.
726
00:36:55,247 --> 00:36:58,648
[Laughs] Where are you?
727
00:36:58,650 --> 00:37:00,917
I'm at home.
728
00:37:00,919 --> 00:37:02,719
Already?
729
00:37:02,721 --> 00:37:05,822
Yeah, dude. It's like...
730
00:37:05,824 --> 00:37:07,824
It's 3:00 in the morning.
731
00:37:07,826 --> 00:37:11,761
Oh, shit.
732
00:37:11,763 --> 00:37:13,830
Where are you?
733
00:37:13,832 --> 00:37:16,833
Uh, I'm at my dad's.
734
00:37:19,337 --> 00:37:21,905
Did you show him the fight?
735
00:37:21,907 --> 00:37:24,341
Yeah.
736
00:37:24,343 --> 00:37:26,209
Yeah.
737
00:37:26,211 --> 00:37:28,178
Uh...
738
00:37:28,180 --> 00:37:30,280
What'd everybody do tonight?
739
00:37:30,282 --> 00:37:32,515
Um, Jack shit.
740
00:37:32,517 --> 00:37:34,117
We stayed at home.
741
00:37:34,119 --> 00:37:36,820
Why?
742
00:37:38,923 --> 00:37:41,524
My mom.
743
00:37:41,526 --> 00:37:42,926
Fucked up.
744
00:37:42,928 --> 00:37:46,396
Oh.
745
00:37:46,398 --> 00:37:48,365
Dude, I'm sorry.
746
00:37:48,367 --> 00:37:50,267
That sucks.
747
00:37:52,036 --> 00:37:55,205
Man, I want to get so fucked up right now.
748
00:37:55,207 --> 00:37:56,940
[Chuckles]
749
00:37:56,942 --> 00:37:58,141
[Breathes deeply]
750
00:37:58,143 --> 00:37:59,542
How 'bout tomorrow?
751
00:37:59,544 --> 00:38:02,379
Done.
752
00:38:02,381 --> 00:38:05,482
May peace be with you.
753
00:38:05,484 --> 00:38:07,717
And also with you.
754
00:38:07,719 --> 00:38:08,885
Bye.
755
00:38:08,887 --> 00:38:10,620
Love you too. Bye.
756
00:38:17,395 --> 00:38:20,463
[Sobbing]
757
00:39:35,806 --> 00:39:37,440
[Chair creaks]
758
00:40:51,949 --> 00:40:53,650
This is fucking weird.
759
00:40:53,652 --> 00:40:55,218
It's super weird.
760
00:40:55,220 --> 00:40:57,353
I don't like it.
761
00:41:02,893 --> 00:41:06,095
Hey, I got you something.
762
00:41:06,097 --> 00:41:07,797
[Chuckles]
763
00:41:10,734 --> 00:41:12,335
"Mama."
764
00:41:12,337 --> 00:41:15,538
I love it. Thank you.
765
00:41:17,608 --> 00:41:18,942
We're gonna talk all the time,
766
00:41:18,944 --> 00:41:20,743
'cause you're gonna
have a ton of questions.
767
00:41:20,745 --> 00:41:23,012
Yeah. I'll try not to bother you too much.
768
00:41:23,014 --> 00:41:24,681
No, you better fucking bother me.
769
00:41:24,683 --> 00:41:27,750
I'll miss you.
770
00:41:27,752 --> 00:41:29,519
You too.
771
00:41:31,822 --> 00:41:35,158
All right. You should go.
You're gonna hit traffic.
772
00:41:35,160 --> 00:41:36,493
Yeah.
773
00:41:41,131 --> 00:41:43,199
Hey.
774
00:41:45,002 --> 00:41:49,272
Can you, um, water my plants for me?
775
00:41:49,274 --> 00:41:51,574
Every day.
776
00:42:00,551 --> 00:42:02,519
[Engine turns over]
777
00:42:02,521 --> 00:42:04,487
[Music plays]
778
00:42:04,489 --> 00:42:08,725
♪ Oh, maybe a frightening combination ♪
779
00:42:08,727 --> 00:42:12,896
♪ Of the fact that I don't wanna go ♪
780
00:42:12,898 --> 00:42:18,902
♪ And tell you that I love you, dear ♪
781
00:42:20,371 --> 00:42:22,205
♪ Got to send me your love ♪
782
00:42:22,207 --> 00:42:24,007
♪ you've got to send me your love ♪
783
00:42:24,009 --> 00:42:26,042
♪ You've got to send me your love ♪
784
00:42:26,044 --> 00:42:28,211
♪ You've got to send me your love ♪
785
00:42:28,213 --> 00:42:30,313
♪ You've got to send me your love ♪
786
00:42:30,315 --> 00:42:32,649
♪ You've got to send me your love ♪
787
00:42:32,651 --> 00:42:35,151
♪ You've got to try ♪
788
00:42:45,195 --> 00:42:47,830
This one is deluxe.
789
00:42:47,832 --> 00:42:52,168
"While based on a 12-step program,
790
00:42:52,170 --> 00:42:54,070
we offer a variety
791
00:42:54,072 --> 00:42:57,173
of evidence-based treatment modalities,
792
00:42:57,175 --> 00:43:03,246
including but not limited
to yoga and meditation,
793
00:43:03,248 --> 00:43:06,849
acupuncture, art therapy"...
794
00:43:06,851 --> 00:43:10,286
I don't want art.
795
00:43:10,288 --> 00:43:12,555
Fuck art.
796
00:43:12,557 --> 00:43:14,691
Art's off the list.
797
00:43:14,693 --> 00:43:18,561
"Dialectical behavioral therapy."
798
00:43:18,563 --> 00:43:20,863
Very cutting edge.
799
00:43:20,865 --> 00:43:23,533
Sounds expensive.
800
00:43:23,535 --> 00:43:26,536
We can't afford any of this.
801
00:43:26,538 --> 00:43:28,304
We're just browsing.
802
00:43:28,306 --> 00:43:30,440
But why? We're broke.
803
00:43:30,442 --> 00:43:33,509
I don't have insurance.
804
00:43:41,151 --> 00:43:43,653
You're not backing out of this.
805
00:43:43,655 --> 00:43:47,123
I will find the money.
806
00:43:49,927 --> 00:43:53,062
This is going to happen.
807
00:43:53,064 --> 00:43:54,464
[Sniffles]
808
00:43:56,100 --> 00:43:58,635
We're not gonna live like this anymore.
809
00:44:10,514 --> 00:44:12,582
Oh.
810
00:44:12,584 --> 00:44:13,816
Yeah.
811
00:44:13,818 --> 00:44:15,852
You're gonna like this.
812
00:44:15,854 --> 00:44:18,121
"Psychodrama.
813
00:44:18,123 --> 00:44:21,658
Reclaim your natural human emotions."
814
00:44:23,861 --> 00:44:25,695
Sounds right up my alley.
815
00:44:27,197 --> 00:44:29,365
♪ Sometimes I talk too much ♪
816
00:44:29,367 --> 00:44:31,701
♪ but I gotta get it out ♪
817
00:44:31,703 --> 00:44:34,003
♪ but I don't want to talk ♪
818
00:44:34,005 --> 00:44:36,305
♪ I only want to listen ♪
819
00:44:36,307 --> 00:44:38,675
♪ but, baby, talk soft ♪
820
00:44:38,677 --> 00:44:41,678
♪ my ears are always ringing now ♪
821
00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:44,113
♪ Humming a sad song with... ♪
822
00:44:44,115 --> 00:44:45,615
Man: Side mouth, side mouth.
823
00:44:45,617 --> 00:44:46,716
Woman: Got it.
824
00:44:46,718 --> 00:44:48,084
♪ You gotta be alone ♪
825
00:44:53,791 --> 00:44:55,725
- Hey.
- Yo.
826
00:44:55,727 --> 00:44:56,959
Did you get with Lisa?
827
00:44:56,961 --> 00:44:58,361
Yeah.
828
00:44:58,363 --> 00:44:59,662
Can you handle it?
829
00:44:59,664 --> 00:45:01,064
For a while.
830
00:45:01,066 --> 00:45:02,331
I'm gonna be training,
831
00:45:02,333 --> 00:45:03,366
so you're gonna have to find someone.
832
00:45:06,003 --> 00:45:08,271
Close the door. Have a seat.
833
00:45:10,674 --> 00:45:13,209
[Sighs]
834
00:45:13,211 --> 00:45:15,244
How you feeling?
835
00:45:15,246 --> 00:45:18,081
I'm all right. How you feeling?
836
00:45:18,083 --> 00:45:19,482
Oh, I'm great.
837
00:45:19,484 --> 00:45:22,351
[Chuckles]
838
00:45:22,353 --> 00:45:24,220
What's next?
839
00:45:24,222 --> 00:45:25,588
You're the coach.
840
00:45:25,590 --> 00:45:26,923
You tell me.
841
00:45:26,925 --> 00:45:30,059
What do you want?
842
00:45:30,061 --> 00:45:31,594
I want to start training.
843
00:45:31,596 --> 00:45:33,830
I want to heal up and fight again.
844
00:45:33,832 --> 00:45:35,398
Long term, what do you want?
845
00:45:38,168 --> 00:45:41,671
You ever think about getting
married, having a family?
846
00:45:41,673 --> 00:45:43,506
[Scoffs] No.
847
00:45:43,508 --> 00:45:46,876
No? You're 23. How do you know?
848
00:45:46,878 --> 00:45:49,946
I just do.
849
00:45:49,948 --> 00:45:52,115
Thought about going to school?
850
00:45:52,117 --> 00:45:53,583
I'm training all the time.
851
00:45:53,585 --> 00:45:57,754
Why can't you do both?
852
00:45:57,756 --> 00:46:00,857
I'm not going to school. Why
are we talking about this?
853
00:46:00,859 --> 00:46:03,025
I want you to think about your future.
854
00:46:03,027 --> 00:46:06,095
What your life's gonna look
like when all this is over.
855
00:46:06,097 --> 00:46:08,064
Yeah.
856
00:46:08,066 --> 00:46:10,933
How long do you think you're gonna fight?
857
00:46:10,935 --> 00:46:14,237
I don't know.
858
00:46:14,239 --> 00:46:17,807
Stay healthy, 10, 15 years, maybe.
859
00:46:17,809 --> 00:46:20,243
Pfft! 10 years, you're... You're a miracle.
860
00:46:20,245 --> 00:46:22,345
15 years, that's... forget it.
861
00:46:24,214 --> 00:46:26,382
You did it.
862
00:46:26,384 --> 00:46:27,984
I was born to do this shit.
863
00:46:27,986 --> 00:46:29,585
I did it too long.
864
00:46:29,587 --> 00:46:32,288
You can't count on more than three.
865
00:46:32,290 --> 00:46:35,291
Three years, dick money,
you're broke before you're 30.
866
00:46:35,293 --> 00:46:38,728
Thanks for the advice.
867
00:46:38,730 --> 00:46:41,230
Can we talk about my next fight?
868
00:46:43,300 --> 00:46:45,234
You're a great athlete, Nate.
869
00:46:45,236 --> 00:46:46,736
Thanks.
870
00:46:51,175 --> 00:46:54,177
I don't know if you're a great fighter.
871
00:46:58,916 --> 00:47:01,584
Because of two losses?
872
00:47:01,586 --> 00:47:03,853
Because I know you.
873
00:47:03,855 --> 00:47:06,923
And the difference between
good and great is immense.
874
00:47:06,925 --> 00:47:09,158
It's... it's a fucking hundred miles.
875
00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:11,928
I could beat anybody in this gym right now.
876
00:47:11,930 --> 00:47:13,429
Fucking anybody in here.
877
00:47:13,431 --> 00:47:14,831
I'm not talking about ability.
878
00:47:14,833 --> 00:47:16,699
It's a mind-set.
879
00:47:16,701 --> 00:47:19,435
It's a mental fucking illness
that I don't see in you, son.
880
00:47:19,437 --> 00:47:20,670
You're not that animal.
881
00:47:20,672 --> 00:47:21,771
I've been injured.
882
00:47:21,773 --> 00:47:23,506
You're missing my... [Sighs]
883
00:47:23,508 --> 00:47:25,341
You're missing my point, Nate.
884
00:47:25,343 --> 00:47:27,109
Yeah, what's your fucking point?
885
00:47:27,111 --> 00:47:28,444
What's the point?
886
00:47:28,446 --> 00:47:30,213
Because right now, all I'm hearing...
887
00:47:34,017 --> 00:47:36,686
You don't think I can fight?
888
00:47:40,624 --> 00:47:42,859
I'm on the good side of this.
889
00:47:42,861 --> 00:47:47,230
Most guys my age are broke or dead.
890
00:47:47,232 --> 00:47:49,966
I want more for you. Okay?
891
00:47:49,968 --> 00:47:51,968
Yeah, you could fight.
892
00:47:51,970 --> 00:47:54,537
You don't have to.
893
00:47:54,539 --> 00:47:56,272
Do better than me.
894
00:48:00,310 --> 00:48:01,577
Yeah.
895
00:48:06,049 --> 00:48:07,917
I'm gonna go train now.
896
00:48:15,025 --> 00:48:16,225
[Door slams]
897
00:48:17,327 --> 00:48:20,162
Alvey: I tell my guys
to identify their fear.
898
00:48:20,164 --> 00:48:22,665
Seek it out. Run straight through it.
899
00:48:22,667 --> 00:48:24,901
Take its power, make it your own.
900
00:48:24,903 --> 00:48:27,770
And then move on. Direct confrontation.
901
00:48:27,772 --> 00:48:29,038
It's the only way to survive.
902
00:48:29,040 --> 00:48:30,673
Kenny: Fear's a killer.
903
00:48:30,675 --> 00:48:33,442
I used to hate being
backstage before the walkout.
904
00:48:33,444 --> 00:48:35,344
That's when the nerves would hit.
905
00:48:35,346 --> 00:48:38,014
That's 'cause you think
you have a choice, Kenny.
906
00:48:38,016 --> 00:48:40,850
When that cage door closes
and that bolt drops,
907
00:48:40,852 --> 00:48:42,251
life gets real simple.
908
00:48:42,253 --> 00:48:45,688
You got to fight.
909
00:48:45,690 --> 00:48:48,791
Now, you may not win.
You may take a beating.
910
00:48:48,793 --> 00:48:50,559
But that's just pain, right?
911
00:48:50,561 --> 00:48:53,696
The fear is gone. You
have clarity of purpose.
912
00:48:53,698 --> 00:48:55,431
That's a beautiful thing.
913
00:48:55,433 --> 00:48:59,368
So, you've won as a fighter,
you've won as a coach.
914
00:48:59,370 --> 00:49:00,970
Which is more satisfying to you?
915
00:49:00,972 --> 00:49:03,039
Oh, man. Fighting. You kidding me?
916
00:49:03,041 --> 00:49:04,473
Really? Not even close.
917
00:49:04,475 --> 00:49:05,908
Even after all these years?
918
00:49:05,910 --> 00:49:07,276
Yeah.
919
00:49:07,278 --> 00:49:09,078
I mean, you're talking the difference
920
00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:11,781
between experience and observation, right?
921
00:49:11,783 --> 00:49:13,616
You got guys out there like Jackson.
922
00:49:13,618 --> 00:49:15,918
He loves the puzzle and
the theory of it, right?
923
00:49:15,920 --> 00:49:17,420
Always looking for new ways.
924
00:49:17,422 --> 00:49:19,121
That's a demon that he's chasing.
925
00:49:19,123 --> 00:49:21,424
And I respect that.
926
00:49:21,426 --> 00:49:25,761
Me, I want to be in the pocket, man.
927
00:49:25,763 --> 00:49:29,398
'Cause when you're fighting,
you're on a higher plane.
928
00:49:29,400 --> 00:49:32,668
And that's when instinct
and flow takes over.
929
00:49:32,670 --> 00:49:37,306
You overcome the panic of anxiety.
930
00:49:37,308 --> 00:49:41,344
And your mind goes really, really quiet.
931
00:49:41,346 --> 00:49:44,080
Not still.
932
00:49:44,082 --> 00:49:47,683
Just quiet.
933
00:49:47,685 --> 00:49:50,252
I chase that every fucking day.
934
00:49:50,297 --> 00:49:53,378
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