1 00:00:12,412 --> 00:00:13,902 - You're late. - I know. 2 00:00:13,980 --> 00:00:15,709 - She's worried. - Well, I'm here now. 3 00:00:19,652 --> 00:00:23,247 In trauma, we're concerned with one overriding question... 4 00:00:24,891 --> 00:00:26,119 How did this happen? 5 00:00:26,426 --> 00:00:28,656 - I didn't want you to see me yet. - I know. 6 00:00:28,995 --> 00:00:31,623 Tatiana, you look... 7 00:00:32,499 --> 00:00:34,057 So beautiful. 8 00:00:34,134 --> 00:00:36,329 What was the mechanism of injury? 9 00:00:36,403 --> 00:00:39,497 How do we see past the mess and confusion of the trauma 10 00:00:39,572 --> 00:00:42,006 to figure out what the damage actually is? 11 00:00:42,942 --> 00:00:46,878 Infinite possibilities put the patient on the table in front of you. 12 00:00:47,514 --> 00:00:50,950 Now you have to figure out will they live? 13 00:00:52,652 --> 00:00:55,018 Will you be able to save them? 14 00:00:56,256 --> 00:00:58,190 Or are they a lost cause? 15 00:00:58,258 --> 00:01:00,556 No shared assets, no children, 16 00:01:00,627 --> 00:01:03,892 and, of course, there's a solid post-nuptial agreement in place. 17 00:01:03,963 --> 00:01:07,057 With nothing to contest, it's just about signing the papers. 18 00:01:10,103 --> 00:01:12,128 The places to initial and sign are all clearly marked. 19 00:01:12,505 --> 00:01:15,201 Red tabs for initials, blue tabs for signatures. 20 00:01:15,275 --> 00:01:18,642 Every part of a trauma tells a different piece of the story. 21 00:01:18,711 --> 00:01:21,475 This is one of the simpler divorces I've seen, actually. 22 00:01:21,548 --> 00:01:24,676 And until you look at each and every injury... 23 00:01:27,887 --> 00:01:29,787 So, what are you gonna do? You gonna sign the papers? 24 00:01:29,856 --> 00:01:31,551 We have to push, and we have to fight. 25 00:01:31,624 --> 00:01:33,922 I'm not sure we are worth fighting for. 26 00:01:35,495 --> 00:01:37,224 ... you can't see what went wrong. 27 00:01:37,297 --> 00:01:39,959 At work? That's where you decide to do this? 28 00:01:40,033 --> 00:01:41,864 You want to lower your voice? 29 00:01:41,935 --> 00:01:43,402 What does it matter how loud my voice is 30 00:01:43,470 --> 00:01:46,496 when 35 people just saw me get served with divorce papers 31 00:01:46,573 --> 00:01:48,404 in the middle of the emergency room? 32 00:01:48,641 --> 00:01:51,439 I am sorry about that, all right? That was not supposed to happen. 33 00:01:51,511 --> 00:01:53,342 He was supposed to talk to you after you were done with work. 34 00:01:53,446 --> 00:01:56,074 It's only been four weeks. Four, Jackson. 35 00:01:56,182 --> 00:01:58,946 Is that... That's all the counseling you could handle before bailing? 36 00:01:59,018 --> 00:02:00,417 You said you wanted to try! 37 00:02:00,487 --> 00:02:01,784 We did try. 38 00:02:01,855 --> 00:02:03,345 It didn't work. It didn't get us anywhere. 39 00:02:03,423 --> 00:02:06,722 We have the same exact fight over and over again, around in circles. 40 00:02:06,793 --> 00:02:08,226 I'm telling you, it's not working. 41 00:02:08,495 --> 00:02:10,690 Then why are we even bothering with counseling? 42 00:02:10,763 --> 00:02:12,628 What is the point of counseling 43 00:02:12,699 --> 00:02:15,361 if you're just gonna suddenly, without even talking about it, just... 44 00:02:15,435 --> 00:02:17,426 Come on. All we do is talk, April. 45 00:02:17,504 --> 00:02:19,472 So, what? You just, you just serve me papers? 46 00:02:19,539 --> 00:02:20,528 Just like that? 47 00:02:20,607 --> 00:02:23,405 Do you have any idea what a slap in the face this is? 48 00:02:29,816 --> 00:02:31,044 How long? 49 00:02:31,117 --> 00:02:33,984 How long have I been sitting on a couch discussing my marriage 50 00:02:34,087 --> 00:02:35,384 with someone who has already checked out? 51 00:02:35,455 --> 00:02:36,479 That's not what I was doing. 52 00:02:36,556 --> 00:02:37,818 No, I just want to know when it happened. 53 00:02:37,891 --> 00:02:39,756 When did you decide that you were done? 54 00:02:42,162 --> 00:02:43,595 - She didn't say that. - Yeah, she did. 55 00:02:43,663 --> 00:02:44,755 When did she say that? 56 00:02:44,831 --> 00:02:46,492 She's been saying it for three weeks now. 57 00:02:46,566 --> 00:02:48,295 We shouldn't be having sex. 58 00:02:48,568 --> 00:02:50,729 I hardly think our sex life is our problem. 59 00:02:50,803 --> 00:02:52,998 I don't think it's a problem. It just... It gets in the way. 60 00:02:53,072 --> 00:02:54,164 In the way of what? 61 00:02:54,274 --> 00:02:55,969 You're just hearing what you want to hear. 62 00:02:56,042 --> 00:02:58,510 I'm hearing what our therapist is telling us, and you're not. 63 00:02:58,845 --> 00:03:01,507 It's like we're sitting in on two completely different sessions. 64 00:03:01,581 --> 00:03:03,014 That's just offensive. 65 00:03:03,082 --> 00:03:04,674 What's offensive is you keep choosing to ignore... 66 00:03:04,751 --> 00:03:06,480 I'm not ignoring anything! 67 00:03:06,553 --> 00:03:07,952 See? You can't ever take responsibility. 68 00:03:08,021 --> 00:03:09,045 You never apologize for anything. 69 00:03:09,122 --> 00:03:12,319 I apologize all the time. 70 00:03:12,392 --> 00:03:13,381 Not for the things that matter. 71 00:03:13,459 --> 00:03:14,756 What do I have to apologize for, Jackson? 72 00:03:14,861 --> 00:03:16,624 I am here, and I'm trying. 73 00:03:16,696 --> 00:03:18,027 I want to make this work. 74 00:03:18,431 --> 00:03:20,899 Stop! Will you just... Don't touch it. 75 00:03:22,602 --> 00:03:24,001 Sorry. 76 00:03:31,511 --> 00:03:33,945 Now, remember, once we remove these bandages, 77 00:03:34,013 --> 00:03:36,504 there's gonna be some... Some redness, some swelling. 78 00:03:36,616 --> 00:03:40,143 So, did you talk to April last night? 79 00:03:40,220 --> 00:03:41,414 I did. 80 00:03:41,487 --> 00:03:43,478 And? How'd it go? 81 00:03:43,556 --> 00:03:46,252 Not, uh... Not exactly as I expected. 82 00:03:46,326 --> 00:03:48,260 Oh, God. She took it that hard? 83 00:03:48,595 --> 00:03:51,564 Or she didn't because... 84 00:03:52,298 --> 00:03:53,356 You didn't ask her, did you? 85 00:03:53,433 --> 00:03:54,661 - Tatiana. - You're kidding me. 86 00:03:54,767 --> 00:03:55,893 - It's really not that simple. - Sure, it is. 87 00:03:55,969 --> 00:03:57,834 You just say, "This isn't working for me anymore. 88 00:03:57,904 --> 00:03:59,997 "I'm not happy. I want a divorce." 89 00:04:00,073 --> 00:04:01,404 Knock, knock! Hey. 90 00:04:01,474 --> 00:04:03,874 Oh. Well, you ready for the unveiling? 91 00:04:04,477 --> 00:04:05,637 Four years' hard work, Avery. 92 00:04:05,712 --> 00:04:07,703 Well, I'm just the surgeon. Tatiana's had the hardest job. 93 00:04:07,814 --> 00:04:10,248 This guy. Always sweet-talking. 94 00:04:10,316 --> 00:04:12,181 Forty-three surgeries, four years, 95 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:15,187 three months, one week, and four days. 96 00:04:15,655 --> 00:04:18,556 Can't believe this is the last time you'll be unwrapping my face. 97 00:04:21,594 --> 00:04:23,528 Okay. Let's do it. 98 00:04:26,466 --> 00:04:27,865 Wait. I'm... 99 00:04:29,702 --> 00:04:31,192 I don't think I'll be able to look. 100 00:04:31,271 --> 00:04:33,171 Hey, what kind of hack do you think I am? 101 00:04:33,239 --> 00:04:34,866 You are going to want to see this. 102 00:04:34,941 --> 00:04:36,272 Trust me. 103 00:04:41,881 --> 00:04:42,905 How's Meredith? 104 00:04:43,316 --> 00:04:46,615 She's good, considering it's her first week of recovery. 105 00:04:47,420 --> 00:04:48,785 Good. 106 00:04:49,122 --> 00:04:50,589 What are you up to? 107 00:04:51,224 --> 00:04:53,715 - You're just... You're so... - Mmm-hmm... 108 00:04:53,793 --> 00:04:56,455 Remember how our therapist said that we should be more direct 109 00:04:56,529 --> 00:04:57,826 - with what we want? - Oh. 110 00:04:58,598 --> 00:05:01,032 Maybe you should be more direct with what you want. 111 00:05:01,100 --> 00:05:05,366 I have an hour until my I&D case. 112 00:05:05,438 --> 00:05:07,338 I'm heading to the on-call room. 113 00:05:07,807 --> 00:05:08,899 Take a little nap. 114 00:05:08,975 --> 00:05:10,408 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 115 00:05:10,476 --> 00:05:12,410 Too bad you won't be getting any sleep. 116 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:18,000 Ripped & Corrected By mstoll 117 00:05:20,119 --> 00:05:22,087 I don't want to talk, because you know what? 118 00:05:22,155 --> 00:05:23,179 I know what you're gonna say! 119 00:05:23,256 --> 00:05:25,190 You're gonna say you love me but... 120 00:05:25,258 --> 00:05:27,590 - You don't know what I'm going to say! - I'm pretty sure I do. 121 00:05:27,660 --> 00:05:29,651 - It doesn't matter! You don't! - Fine! 122 00:05:29,729 --> 00:05:31,492 Fine, then just go ahead. 123 00:05:31,564 --> 00:05:32,758 - Come... - Say it. 124 00:05:32,899 --> 00:05:33,888 Uh... 125 00:05:34,801 --> 00:05:36,098 Oh, my God, Jackson! 126 00:05:36,169 --> 00:05:39,366 God, please, would you just say it? 127 00:05:42,875 --> 00:05:44,308 You're right. I was. 128 00:05:44,377 --> 00:05:47,039 I was gonna ask you for a divorce when we went for dinner, 129 00:05:47,113 --> 00:05:48,944 and then again when we stayed in for dinner... 130 00:05:49,015 --> 00:05:50,209 - Yeah. ...and then things happened. 131 00:05:50,283 --> 00:05:52,444 Yeah, well, we had sex, Jackson. That's what happened. We had sex. 132 00:05:52,518 --> 00:05:55,749 I was clear about this. My mind was made up. 133 00:05:55,822 --> 00:05:59,519 I knew what was best for me, moving forward, no matter how hard. 134 00:05:59,592 --> 00:06:02,152 I knew there were things that we couldn't repair. 135 00:06:02,228 --> 00:06:03,456 I knew what I had to do. 136 00:06:03,529 --> 00:06:05,929 And it's not clear for me anymore. 137 00:06:05,998 --> 00:06:09,297 This... When I look at you and I stop thinking... 138 00:06:10,570 --> 00:06:14,006 When I let myself just be with you... 139 00:06:14,741 --> 00:06:18,302 All I'm saying is, I don't think that I want what I wanted anymore. 140 00:06:18,711 --> 00:06:20,338 And what I want... 141 00:06:21,981 --> 00:06:23,380 What? 142 00:06:26,319 --> 00:06:27,786 I want you. 143 00:06:28,020 --> 00:06:29,009 Me too. 144 00:06:46,739 --> 00:06:48,331 You guys had sex. Yeah. 145 00:06:48,408 --> 00:06:50,205 We did, too. It's messy. 146 00:06:50,276 --> 00:06:51,470 Stop running away from me. 147 00:06:51,544 --> 00:06:53,603 Callie... You and Arizona, before you guys split, 148 00:06:53,679 --> 00:06:55,738 you did the counseling thing, right? 149 00:07:56,943 --> 00:08:00,606 I mean, an hour wait for a table? It's ridiculous. I'm hungry now. 150 00:08:01,714 --> 00:08:03,978 This was such a better idea. 151 00:08:04,050 --> 00:08:05,483 Place looks nice. 152 00:08:06,619 --> 00:08:09,986 Changed some things around, huh? Some new pillows. 153 00:08:10,456 --> 00:08:11,480 I like those. 154 00:08:11,557 --> 00:08:13,252 No, you don't. You hate throw pillows. 155 00:08:13,326 --> 00:08:14,588 - I really do. - Yeah, I know. 156 00:08:14,660 --> 00:08:16,127 I'm sorry. You want something to drink? 157 00:08:16,195 --> 00:08:17,219 Yeah. 158 00:08:20,333 --> 00:08:23,200 Oh, my God. They gave us so many fortune cookies. 159 00:08:23,269 --> 00:08:24,930 I love fortune cookies! 160 00:08:25,004 --> 00:08:26,733 I know. I asked for extra. 161 00:08:28,741 --> 00:08:31,710 I'm sorry again about last night getting cut short. 162 00:08:31,811 --> 00:08:33,608 I get it. It's okay. It's fine. 163 00:08:33,679 --> 00:08:34,839 Yeah, I know. 164 00:08:41,153 --> 00:08:42,484 And... 165 00:08:43,022 --> 00:08:44,455 Look at that. 166 00:08:52,899 --> 00:08:53,888 Amen. 167 00:08:56,235 --> 00:08:57,429 Thank you for waiting. 168 00:08:57,637 --> 00:08:58,626 Mmm-hmm. 169 00:08:59,972 --> 00:09:01,872 You want to know what I was praying for? 170 00:09:01,941 --> 00:09:03,602 No, that's all right. 171 00:09:04,243 --> 00:09:05,540 Throw pillows. 172 00:09:05,611 --> 00:09:08,307 Thousands of them just raining from the sky. 173 00:09:08,381 --> 00:09:11,009 - I do not understand their purpose. - They have so many purposes. 174 00:09:11,083 --> 00:09:12,175 - They don't. - They're like a pop of color. 175 00:09:12,251 --> 00:09:14,116 They just get in the way. I just don't understand what the... 176 00:09:14,186 --> 00:09:15,175 You, like, prop up your arms and your feet. 177 00:09:15,254 --> 00:09:16,619 - Moving them around the house. - Plus, it looks nice. 178 00:09:16,689 --> 00:09:17,678 You're funny. 179 00:09:17,757 --> 00:09:18,781 - It's good, right? - It's really good. 180 00:09:18,858 --> 00:09:21,156 - Told you you'd like this place. - I can't believe I never noticed it. 181 00:09:21,227 --> 00:09:23,422 I probably ordered takeout every night while you were gone. 182 00:09:23,496 --> 00:09:26,260 And I didn't realize this place was right around the corner. 183 00:09:26,465 --> 00:09:27,489 Wow. Okay. 184 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:30,935 - What? - We just sat down to eat. 185 00:09:31,037 --> 00:09:32,937 - I thought we were having a nice time. - We are. 186 00:09:33,005 --> 00:09:34,597 So why are you gonna ruin it by picking a fight? 187 00:09:34,674 --> 00:09:36,141 No, I'm not. 188 00:09:36,242 --> 00:09:38,301 I wasn't picking a fight. I was just talking Chinese food. 189 00:09:38,377 --> 00:09:40,140 - And Jordan. - And takeout. 190 00:09:40,212 --> 00:09:41,736 I am not the one getting defensive. 191 00:09:41,814 --> 00:09:43,281 - And I am? - Look... 192 00:09:43,816 --> 00:09:45,340 I did not come here to fight tonight. 193 00:09:47,153 --> 00:09:48,450 - Okay. - Okay? 194 00:09:50,022 --> 00:09:51,216 Okay. 195 00:09:58,698 --> 00:10:01,098 So, why did you come here? 196 00:10:05,805 --> 00:10:07,966 Throw pillows, obviously. 197 00:10:10,543 --> 00:10:13,239 I saw you had a nasal septum reconstruction 198 00:10:13,346 --> 00:10:14,836 up on the board today. Is that for Tatiana? 199 00:10:14,914 --> 00:10:16,142 Yeah. Her final surgery. 200 00:10:16,215 --> 00:10:18,877 She's come such a long way. You should be so proud. 201 00:10:18,951 --> 00:10:20,384 I am. 202 00:10:21,020 --> 00:10:24,421 I mean, I will be once it all kind of comes together. 203 00:10:24,490 --> 00:10:25,479 Mmm-hmm. 204 00:10:25,558 --> 00:10:27,753 I've performed so many surgeries on her, you know, 205 00:10:27,827 --> 00:10:31,558 that her face is just this road map, you know, 206 00:10:31,631 --> 00:10:34,657 of an incredible journey that we've been on together. 207 00:10:37,203 --> 00:10:38,397 I'm rambling. I'll stop. 208 00:10:43,109 --> 00:10:45,236 We really should talk, though. 209 00:10:45,311 --> 00:10:46,744 We are talking. 210 00:10:47,279 --> 00:10:48,541 Yeah, I mean... 211 00:10:49,248 --> 00:10:50,545 Really talk. 212 00:10:50,616 --> 00:10:51,640 About us. 213 00:10:53,152 --> 00:10:54,176 Mmm-hmm. 214 00:10:54,253 --> 00:10:56,619 Obviously it's not easy, you know? 215 00:10:57,857 --> 00:10:58,846 I do think it's right. 216 00:10:58,924 --> 00:11:01,222 If you're struggling this much, maybe that should tell you something. 217 00:11:01,293 --> 00:11:02,920 Maybe you should stop before you say whatever it is... 218 00:11:02,995 --> 00:11:04,895 We need to talk about getting a divorce. 219 00:11:08,134 --> 00:11:09,362 April... 220 00:11:11,203 --> 00:11:12,329 Okay. 221 00:11:14,607 --> 00:11:15,596 Come on. Don't... 222 00:11:17,910 --> 00:11:19,878 We're not even living together. 223 00:11:21,347 --> 00:11:23,474 Okay, this is the first substantial conversation 224 00:11:23,549 --> 00:11:24,675 we've had in, what, months? 225 00:11:24,750 --> 00:11:27,878 Well, that is your choice and not mine, 'cause I've been here. 226 00:11:27,953 --> 00:11:29,580 I've been willing to have any conversation. 227 00:11:29,655 --> 00:11:31,145 Don't do that. 228 00:11:31,223 --> 00:11:33,350 - Don't blame me. - I'm not blaming you. 229 00:11:33,426 --> 00:11:34,586 It's not blame. It's just fact. 230 00:11:35,361 --> 00:11:36,453 I want to talk to you, 231 00:11:36,529 --> 00:11:37,860 but we're having two different conversations 232 00:11:37,930 --> 00:11:39,921 'cause I want to work on things and you just want to end them. 233 00:11:39,999 --> 00:11:41,694 I'm not being flip about any of this. 234 00:11:41,767 --> 00:11:44,201 You actually believe that I'm taking this lightly? 235 00:11:44,270 --> 00:11:46,329 It just seems like you are looking for an excuse 236 00:11:46,405 --> 00:11:48,669 to walk away instead of putting in any of the work... 237 00:11:48,741 --> 00:11:49,867 You left me! 238 00:11:51,644 --> 00:11:53,669 You walked away! You... 239 00:11:53,746 --> 00:11:56,010 You ran halfway across the world! How co... 240 00:11:56,082 --> 00:11:58,312 'Cause I was dying, Jackson! 241 00:11:58,384 --> 00:12:01,148 Samuel died, and I died! 242 00:12:02,521 --> 00:12:05,615 Until Jordan, until I was able go over there and... 243 00:12:05,691 --> 00:12:06,953 And what? 244 00:12:08,527 --> 00:12:11,462 You think I was somehow just fine after Samuel? 245 00:12:11,530 --> 00:12:13,521 You don't think I was dying, too? 246 00:12:13,599 --> 00:12:15,590 No. No, okay? 247 00:12:15,668 --> 00:12:17,533 You weren't. Not like me. 248 00:12:17,636 --> 00:12:20,127 You were coping. You... You were okay. 249 00:12:20,206 --> 00:12:21,696 I couldn't even... 250 00:12:22,007 --> 00:12:23,474 And then I found something. 251 00:12:23,542 --> 00:12:27,137 I found something over there that I needed so badly! 252 00:12:27,213 --> 00:12:29,408 And I thought that you understood that! 253 00:12:29,482 --> 00:12:30,779 I wasn't coping. 254 00:12:32,918 --> 00:12:34,078 I was covering. 255 00:12:34,386 --> 00:12:35,410 For you. I was... 256 00:12:36,689 --> 00:12:38,020 To take care of you. 257 00:12:38,090 --> 00:12:41,150 And now you're punishing me over and over 258 00:12:41,227 --> 00:12:44,856 because I dared to take things into my own hands 259 00:12:44,930 --> 00:12:47,694 because I recognized the spiral I was falling into, 260 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:49,029 and I went and did something about it? 261 00:12:49,101 --> 00:12:52,161 I was putting you first. That's what you do in a marriage! 262 00:12:52,571 --> 00:12:54,300 Or I guess that's not what you do. I don't... 263 00:12:54,373 --> 00:12:57,365 I took care of myself so that I would survive! 264 00:12:58,410 --> 00:13:00,742 And all that does is make you angry. 265 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:02,872 Look at you. What... 266 00:13:04,016 --> 00:13:05,142 What is it, Jackson? 267 00:13:05,217 --> 00:13:08,152 What... What pisses you off so much, 268 00:13:08,220 --> 00:13:11,587 that I chose to go after the thing that I needed to heal 269 00:13:11,657 --> 00:13:13,887 or that the thing I needed wasn't you? 270 00:13:13,993 --> 00:13:15,620 The thing that I needed was you! 271 00:13:22,234 --> 00:13:23,223 I survived. 272 00:13:23,936 --> 00:13:25,335 You survived. 273 00:13:25,905 --> 00:13:27,702 But I do not think we can survive this. 274 00:13:30,342 --> 00:13:32,139 No, I'm not getting divorced, Jackson, okay? 275 00:13:32,211 --> 00:13:33,644 No one in my family has ever been divorced. 276 00:13:33,712 --> 00:13:35,646 Everyone in my family has. 277 00:13:35,714 --> 00:13:37,682 Sometimes marriages just don't work out. 278 00:13:38,751 --> 00:13:41,242 It's not just the harder thing sometimes. Maybe sometimes it's healthier. 279 00:13:41,320 --> 00:13:42,617 I'm not giving up on us. 280 00:13:42,688 --> 00:13:43,848 - I won't. - You already did. 281 00:13:43,923 --> 00:13:45,413 Oh, my God! Stop saying that! 282 00:13:45,491 --> 00:13:47,516 You take for granted that I'm just gonna wait for you, 283 00:13:47,593 --> 00:13:50,562 and wait and wait, no matter what! 284 00:13:50,629 --> 00:13:53,496 But divorce is not some dirty word, April, not for me. 285 00:13:53,566 --> 00:13:56,091 In fact, right now, it's a light at the end of a really dark tunnel. 286 00:13:59,271 --> 00:14:00,602 - What are you doing? - Really? 287 00:14:00,673 --> 00:14:02,300 That's what this has been to you? 288 00:14:02,374 --> 00:14:04,706 I'm so sorry I kept you locked away in this prison camp! 289 00:14:04,777 --> 00:14:06,108 - Hey! - You just want to end it? 290 00:14:06,178 --> 00:14:07,839 - Huh? Is that what you're saying? - That's not what I said. 291 00:14:07,913 --> 00:14:09,904 You just want to pretend like this... Well, what are you saying? 292 00:14:09,982 --> 00:14:11,916 - You would know if you would listen! - I am listening! 293 00:14:11,984 --> 00:14:14,612 - What are you doing? - I'm throwing cookies! 294 00:14:14,687 --> 00:14:15,779 - Why? - Because! 295 00:14:15,855 --> 00:14:17,220 - Because why? - I don't know! 296 00:14:17,289 --> 00:14:18,756 - You're being ridiculous! Stop! - I know! 297 00:14:18,824 --> 00:14:20,189 - Stop. - I know! 298 00:14:21,694 --> 00:14:23,855 What... 299 00:14:24,563 --> 00:14:27,157 - What is happening to us? - I don't know. 300 00:14:29,568 --> 00:14:30,626 How did we get to this? 301 00:14:30,836 --> 00:14:33,066 I don't know. 302 00:14:34,874 --> 00:14:36,466 How do we make it stop? 303 00:14:55,594 --> 00:14:56,583 Wait. 304 00:14:57,997 --> 00:14:59,021 - Wait. - What? 305 00:14:59,098 --> 00:15:00,759 We should probably not do this. 306 00:15:00,833 --> 00:15:02,300 Probably not a good idea. 307 00:15:02,368 --> 00:15:03,357 No. Yeah, absolutely. 308 00:15:03,435 --> 00:15:04,766 - It's not a good idea. - All right. 309 00:15:04,837 --> 00:15:05,895 - Yeah, yeah. - Okay. 310 00:15:18,651 --> 00:15:20,346 You know what they call that? Divorce. 311 00:15:21,153 --> 00:15:23,417 And it wasn't an ultimatum. I gave you a choice. 312 00:15:25,090 --> 00:15:26,455 Where's my maxillofacial consult? 313 00:15:26,525 --> 00:15:28,015 - On the way. - GCS is 9. 314 00:15:28,093 --> 00:15:30,254 Pupils are asymmetric. We need to establish an airway. 315 00:15:30,329 --> 00:15:31,819 - What do you got? - He fell 20 feet. 316 00:15:31,897 --> 00:15:33,888 C6-7 unstable fracture. 317 00:15:33,966 --> 00:15:36,560 He's breathing on his own, but he needs a secure airway. 318 00:15:36,635 --> 00:15:38,398 Okay. Laryngoscope, please. 319 00:15:38,470 --> 00:15:40,233 - Wait. Why are you here? - Airway. You paged me. 320 00:15:40,306 --> 00:15:43,275 I thought you were going to the airport, flying to Jordan with April. 321 00:15:43,342 --> 00:15:44,400 Yeah. No. Um... 322 00:15:45,377 --> 00:15:47,208 Yeah, I decided not to go, actually. 323 00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:48,303 Uh, scope, please. 324 00:15:50,783 --> 00:15:52,546 Is this flight 2703 to Jordan? 325 00:15:52,618 --> 00:15:54,518 - I need to get on that plane. - I'm sorry, sir, 326 00:15:54,586 --> 00:15:56,986 but once the doors are officially closed, there's really... 327 00:15:57,056 --> 00:15:58,489 Please, okay? My wife's on that flight. 328 00:15:58,557 --> 00:16:00,252 I just need to get to my wife, so if you could just... 329 00:16:00,326 --> 00:16:02,317 Oh, my God. That is so sweet. 330 00:16:02,394 --> 00:16:03,656 - So you'll open the doors? - No. 331 00:16:03,729 --> 00:16:06,061 - Are you kidding me right now? - I'm sorry. There's nothing I can do. 332 00:16:06,131 --> 00:16:07,826 - Your plane's leaving. - What? 333 00:16:15,140 --> 00:16:17,233 What the hell do you mean that Owen's not gonna be there with you? 334 00:16:17,309 --> 00:16:19,300 I'm not gonna be there alone. There's a whole unit of us. 335 00:16:19,378 --> 00:16:21,812 We work together. We're friends. 336 00:16:21,880 --> 00:16:23,905 I mean, we're more than that. We're like family. 337 00:16:24,016 --> 00:16:25,984 We have each other's backs. We get each other. 338 00:16:26,051 --> 00:16:27,609 Mmm-mmm. Like I don't get you, right? 339 00:16:29,688 --> 00:16:31,747 Come with me. Come on. It's not too late. 340 00:16:31,824 --> 00:16:33,587 - I can make a couple phone calls. - No. 341 00:16:33,659 --> 00:16:34,921 We always need more surgeons over there. 342 00:16:34,994 --> 00:16:36,689 April, no. My answer hasn't changed. 343 00:16:36,762 --> 00:16:40,163 If you could just see what it's like over there, the work we do. 344 00:16:40,232 --> 00:16:42,063 It's important. 345 00:16:42,134 --> 00:16:44,466 It's immediate. It's essential. There's no filter. 346 00:16:44,536 --> 00:16:46,970 There's no time to even... 347 00:16:47,740 --> 00:16:50,868 So often around here, we, like, walk through life 348 00:16:50,943 --> 00:16:52,274 and get caught up with all this stuff. 349 00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:54,904 There's no stuff over there. Every day, every patient has purpose. 350 00:16:54,980 --> 00:16:56,208 It has meaning. 351 00:16:59,251 --> 00:17:01,617 I want you to know it the way that I know it. 352 00:17:01,687 --> 00:17:05,054 And I can't just pick up and go. I have commitments. 353 00:17:05,124 --> 00:17:06,216 - I have people. - Who? Who? 354 00:17:06,291 --> 00:17:07,690 What people do you have here 355 00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:09,591 that would prevent you from coming overseas with me? 356 00:17:09,661 --> 00:17:10,889 Patients. 357 00:17:10,963 --> 00:17:13,955 I mean, I'm not willing to just abandon people that depend on me. 358 00:17:15,534 --> 00:17:16,558 And I am? 359 00:17:18,237 --> 00:17:19,397 Kind of. 360 00:17:19,972 --> 00:17:20,996 Kind of, yeah. 361 00:17:21,373 --> 00:17:22,931 I'm still getting a lot of necrosis. 362 00:17:23,008 --> 00:17:24,339 I'm afraid that... 363 00:17:24,410 --> 00:17:27,743 The stupid paramedian forehead flap is dying again. 364 00:17:27,813 --> 00:17:29,212 This is the second one. 365 00:17:29,615 --> 00:17:32,015 I do not know why this is happening. 366 00:17:32,084 --> 00:17:35,315 I harvested two blood vessels this time just to make sure that it wouldn't... 367 00:17:36,188 --> 00:17:39,749 I was so careful to avoid clotting, but it's still just... 368 00:17:42,261 --> 00:17:44,456 I'm sorry. We'll figure this out. 369 00:17:44,530 --> 00:17:46,395 This isn't your fault, you know. 370 00:17:46,465 --> 00:17:49,263 Maybe my face just doesn't like forehead flaps. 371 00:17:50,169 --> 00:17:51,363 Hey. 372 00:17:51,437 --> 00:17:53,997 You will figure this out. You always do. 373 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:56,667 It's not like we haven't had setbacks before. 374 00:17:56,742 --> 00:17:58,539 Yeah. I know. It's just... 375 00:17:58,610 --> 00:18:02,376 Just crappy 'cause this one's happening right before Christmas 376 00:18:02,448 --> 00:18:06,043 when your wife's off being some kind of superhero in a desert. 377 00:18:07,152 --> 00:18:08,949 And, I mean... 378 00:18:09,721 --> 00:18:12,315 I was around for what happened this time last year... 379 00:18:12,825 --> 00:18:14,520 When you lost Samuel. 380 00:18:14,927 --> 00:18:16,918 And I know, well... 381 00:18:17,496 --> 00:18:19,828 Things have to be tough for you right now. 382 00:18:23,702 --> 00:18:25,829 Come on! Just give me a signal! Just... 383 00:18:26,772 --> 00:18:28,069 Damn it! 384 00:18:28,273 --> 00:18:31,140 Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on. 385 00:18:35,514 --> 00:18:36,981 Come on! 386 00:18:42,087 --> 00:18:44,555 - Do you need more anesthetic? - No, I'm okay. 387 00:18:44,623 --> 00:18:46,147 I heard you were down here. 388 00:18:46,225 --> 00:18:47,692 What happened, baby? 389 00:18:47,759 --> 00:18:49,624 It's nothing. It was just an accident at home. 390 00:18:49,695 --> 00:18:52,630 Have you heard from April? Did she call you today? 391 00:18:53,432 --> 00:18:55,195 She's busy over there, you know. 392 00:18:55,267 --> 00:18:58,532 I mean, she probably doesn't even realize what day it is. 393 00:18:58,604 --> 00:19:01,437 How can I help you? What do you need? 394 00:19:03,075 --> 00:19:05,771 You know, I could use more lidocaine with epi, if you wouldn't mind. 395 00:19:05,844 --> 00:19:07,106 I'll find some. 396 00:19:23,428 --> 00:19:24,656 God! Oh! 397 00:19:52,958 --> 00:19:54,391 It is so good to be back. 398 00:19:55,627 --> 00:19:57,151 - April. - I'm not working. 399 00:19:57,229 --> 00:19:59,390 I'm just... I'm not ready to work yet. 400 00:20:04,670 --> 00:20:06,900 Hey. I'm gonna head in to work. 401 00:20:06,972 --> 00:20:08,064 You have breakfast? 402 00:20:13,579 --> 00:20:15,740 You know, you haven't been to church in a while. 403 00:20:17,282 --> 00:20:19,216 What do you say we go together? 404 00:20:19,284 --> 00:20:20,273 Huh? 405 00:20:21,620 --> 00:20:22,746 Hey. 406 00:20:24,456 --> 00:20:26,151 Look at me, sweetheart. 407 00:20:27,059 --> 00:20:28,048 Hmm? 408 00:20:30,162 --> 00:20:31,390 What if we... 409 00:20:33,365 --> 00:20:34,855 Try again? 410 00:20:35,467 --> 00:20:36,456 Mmm-hmm? 411 00:20:37,369 --> 00:20:39,064 Let's try for another baby. 412 00:20:41,673 --> 00:20:42,970 Why would you say that? 413 00:20:43,809 --> 00:20:45,936 - No, I just want... - What? 414 00:20:46,011 --> 00:20:47,137 What do you want? 415 00:20:47,713 --> 00:20:49,305 - April... - Screw you. 416 00:20:49,781 --> 00:20:52,614 Screw you for even suggesting that. 417 00:20:52,684 --> 00:20:53,981 Screw you. 418 00:20:54,953 --> 00:20:56,147 Okay. 419 00:20:58,190 --> 00:20:59,384 All right. 420 00:21:00,125 --> 00:21:01,387 I'll go. 421 00:21:05,697 --> 00:21:07,164 I'll just go in to work. 422 00:21:17,075 --> 00:21:18,906 - Get off of me! - Okay, just calm down. I know. 423 00:21:18,977 --> 00:21:20,137 - Get off! - Warren! 424 00:21:20,212 --> 00:21:21,679 I was just marking her face for surgery. 425 00:21:21,747 --> 00:21:22,736 That marker reeks! 426 00:21:22,814 --> 00:21:24,042 - I don't want it near my face! - All right, guys... 427 00:21:24,116 --> 00:21:25,242 She keeps trying to take off her bandages. 428 00:21:25,317 --> 00:21:26,909 I'm not doing this anymore! I can't! I'm done! 429 00:21:26,985 --> 00:21:28,714 All right, Warren, Wilson, give us a minute. 430 00:21:28,787 --> 00:21:31,187 Hey, Tatiana, what is going on? 431 00:21:31,256 --> 00:21:33,190 - What is it? - I had a life before this! 432 00:21:33,258 --> 00:21:34,782 I had a life! 433 00:21:34,860 --> 00:21:37,420 Then I was in the wrong place at the wrong time, 434 00:21:37,529 --> 00:21:40,589 and now my face is melted off of my face! 435 00:21:41,366 --> 00:21:44,961 It's been a year and a half, and there's so much more to go. 436 00:21:45,037 --> 00:21:46,402 So many more surgeries! 437 00:21:46,505 --> 00:21:48,029 And with each one, you get better. 438 00:21:48,106 --> 00:21:49,334 This is my life now... 439 00:21:49,875 --> 00:21:52,105 These walls, this bed, you! 440 00:21:53,045 --> 00:21:54,034 I want it back. 441 00:21:54,680 --> 00:21:57,342 I want to go back to who I was before. 442 00:21:57,416 --> 00:21:58,610 I know. 443 00:21:58,684 --> 00:21:59,981 - Go back. - I know. 444 00:22:14,566 --> 00:22:15,624 - Hey. Good morning. - Hey, morning. 445 00:22:15,701 --> 00:22:16,895 Morning, sir. Yeah. 446 00:22:16,968 --> 00:22:17,957 Mmm-hmm. 447 00:22:31,750 --> 00:22:33,183 Oh! Hey. What you doing? 448 00:22:33,485 --> 00:22:35,476 - Oh! Um... - Uh... 449 00:22:36,088 --> 00:22:37,419 We're dancing. 450 00:22:37,656 --> 00:22:39,089 - Dance. - Right on. 451 00:22:40,025 --> 00:22:41,322 Right on. 452 00:22:42,627 --> 00:22:43,651 Oh! 453 00:22:43,729 --> 00:22:45,253 - Hi. - Hi. 454 00:22:45,931 --> 00:22:47,159 Well, who died? 455 00:22:47,699 --> 00:22:48,688 - What? - Nobody. 456 00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:50,165 - We're just dancing. - I only dance it out 457 00:22:50,235 --> 00:22:51,600 when something bad happens. 458 00:22:51,670 --> 00:22:53,001 - No. - Not today. 459 00:22:53,071 --> 00:22:55,164 - Did someone... - Did I leave my... 460 00:22:55,774 --> 00:22:56,866 Well, all right! 461 00:22:56,942 --> 00:22:57,966 Mmm-hmm - Hey. 462 00:22:58,043 --> 00:22:59,032 No. 463 00:23:02,748 --> 00:23:03,737 What the hell? 464 00:23:06,084 --> 00:23:07,711 Oh! 465 00:23:09,254 --> 00:23:10,312 Hey! 466 00:23:10,389 --> 00:23:11,788 Hey! 467 00:23:12,290 --> 00:23:13,450 Oh! All right. All right. 468 00:23:13,525 --> 00:23:15,186 We celebrating the new baby? 469 00:23:15,260 --> 00:23:16,625 What? Wait. What? 470 00:23:16,695 --> 00:23:18,322 What did she say? Torres? 471 00:23:18,730 --> 00:23:20,163 What did you say? 472 00:23:21,366 --> 00:23:22,355 Ah, well... 473 00:23:22,734 --> 00:23:23,723 I'm so sorry. 474 00:23:24,503 --> 00:23:27,301 We are actually celebrating a baby. 475 00:23:27,372 --> 00:23:29,533 - I am pregnant. - Oh, my God! 476 00:23:29,875 --> 00:23:31,001 - Holy crap. - Yeah, yeah. 477 00:23:32,711 --> 00:23:33,939 - Congratulations. - Thank you! 478 00:23:34,012 --> 00:23:35,240 Congratulations! 479 00:23:35,614 --> 00:23:36,911 Yeah! 480 00:23:36,982 --> 00:23:38,279 Hey, hey. 481 00:23:38,350 --> 00:23:40,079 Thank you! Thank you! 482 00:23:42,187 --> 00:23:43,518 Work it out. 483 00:23:43,588 --> 00:23:46,022 No, I don't think so. I'll just sprain my ankle. 484 00:23:51,062 --> 00:23:54,225 - It's one small concession. - It's not small. 485 00:23:54,332 --> 00:23:58,598 Look, we are about to tell my parents that we got married, eloped. 486 00:23:59,004 --> 00:24:01,234 They wanted to be at my wedding. 487 00:24:01,840 --> 00:24:03,068 They thought they were at my wedding. 488 00:24:03,141 --> 00:24:05,234 I'm just not comfortable with it. I mean, you know that. 489 00:24:05,310 --> 00:24:07,244 I know that you're not religious. 490 00:24:07,345 --> 00:24:10,314 So why are you asking me to lead your family in prayer? 491 00:24:10,382 --> 00:24:13,249 Because they're predisposed to not like you. 492 00:24:13,318 --> 00:24:14,751 You're marrying a rich, handsome surgeon. 493 00:24:14,820 --> 00:24:16,549 Stop it. I know. 494 00:24:17,522 --> 00:24:18,546 We embarrassed them. 495 00:24:18,623 --> 00:24:20,250 And we will apologize for that. 496 00:24:20,358 --> 00:24:21,484 Sincerely, okay? 497 00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:22,822 But I'm not gonna change who I am 498 00:24:22,894 --> 00:24:24,384 - just to get your parents to like me. - No, no, no. 499 00:24:24,463 --> 00:24:26,055 No, I don't want you to change who you are. 500 00:24:26,131 --> 00:24:27,962 - You want me to lie. - No. Come on. 501 00:24:28,033 --> 00:24:30,831 It's... It's a gesture of good faith. 502 00:24:30,902 --> 00:24:32,494 My gesture of good faith 503 00:24:32,571 --> 00:24:35,404 is being a wonderful husband to their beautiful daughter. 504 00:24:35,474 --> 00:24:36,839 It's one day. 505 00:24:37,742 --> 00:24:39,141 One prayer. 506 00:24:39,845 --> 00:24:42,643 Not like I'm asking you to go get baptized. 507 00:24:42,714 --> 00:24:44,272 I'm not. 508 00:24:44,716 --> 00:24:46,308 Their first real impression of me. 509 00:24:46,384 --> 00:24:50,252 What happens after, at the holidays when I'm suddenly not praying? 510 00:24:51,923 --> 00:24:53,049 Well... 511 00:24:53,458 --> 00:24:54,652 - Are you kidding me? - You... 512 00:24:54,726 --> 00:24:56,023 Attention, ladies and gentlemen... 513 00:24:56,094 --> 00:24:57,288 You want this to go on for how long exactly? 514 00:24:57,362 --> 00:25:01,162 No, I just... I just want them to like you and accept us. 515 00:25:01,233 --> 00:25:03,167 Well, if you respect me, they will. 516 00:25:03,235 --> 00:25:05,032 - Jackson. Please. I... - You know what? No. 517 00:25:05,103 --> 00:25:06,627 April, this conversation's over. 518 00:25:08,573 --> 00:25:09,870 Excuse me? 519 00:25:10,275 --> 00:25:12,436 You knew who I was when we got married. 520 00:25:12,511 --> 00:25:13,739 Okay? We talked about this. 521 00:25:13,812 --> 00:25:15,780 We negotiated our whole wedding around it. 522 00:25:16,248 --> 00:25:18,978 I thought that we agreed that we would respect each other's differences. 523 00:25:19,050 --> 00:25:21,917 So, yeah, for me, this conversation's over. 524 00:25:22,354 --> 00:25:23,685 - Just over? - Yeah. 525 00:25:23,755 --> 00:25:25,416 I'm done with it. 526 00:25:29,294 --> 00:25:31,262 Maybe I didn't... 527 00:25:31,329 --> 00:25:33,297 Maybe I didn't know who I was marrying. 528 00:25:33,365 --> 00:25:35,595 - Really? Okay. - Yeah, because you know what? 529 00:25:35,667 --> 00:25:37,498 The way that you're speaking to me right now, 530 00:25:37,569 --> 00:25:39,469 the way that you're acting, is not who I married. 531 00:25:39,538 --> 00:25:41,870 Yet I could say the same thing. 532 00:25:44,376 --> 00:25:45,809 You're right, because you know what? 533 00:25:45,877 --> 00:25:48,437 We thought about it for all of, like, 18 hours. 534 00:25:49,447 --> 00:25:51,711 What are you saying? You wish we hadn't got married? 535 00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:53,241 No. 536 00:25:53,318 --> 00:25:54,808 Ladies and gentlemen, may I have your attention? 537 00:25:54,886 --> 00:25:56,683 We are now beginning our initial descent 538 00:25:56,755 --> 00:25:58,780 into Port Columbus International Airport. 539 00:25:58,857 --> 00:26:00,051 Please raise your tray tables 540 00:26:00,125 --> 00:26:02,355 and place your seats in the upright position. 541 00:26:03,028 --> 00:26:04,552 My parents are picking us up. 542 00:26:05,664 --> 00:26:06,926 You want the rest of my peanuts? 543 00:26:06,998 --> 00:26:09,091 I'm allergic to peanuts. 544 00:26:11,436 --> 00:26:13,165 It looks like a lovely wedding. 545 00:26:13,939 --> 00:26:15,804 Congratulations again. 546 00:26:15,907 --> 00:26:18,933 She's a really beautiful bride. 547 00:26:21,379 --> 00:26:22,846 Hey, what's wrong? Are you feeling pain? 548 00:26:22,914 --> 00:26:24,939 No. No. I'm not. 549 00:26:25,417 --> 00:26:26,406 It's just... 550 00:26:26,685 --> 00:26:29,085 Look at me. I'm hideous. 551 00:26:29,154 --> 00:26:31,145 No. Do not say that. 552 00:26:31,222 --> 00:26:32,450 No one will ever look at me 553 00:26:32,524 --> 00:26:34,685 the way you're looking at April in these pictures. 554 00:26:34,759 --> 00:26:36,124 Tatiana, you're wrong. 555 00:26:36,194 --> 00:26:37,183 - Please. - Okay? 556 00:26:37,262 --> 00:26:40,959 I look at you, and I see such incredible strength. 557 00:26:41,800 --> 00:26:43,233 I see bravery. 558 00:26:43,935 --> 00:26:46,836 I see humor and persistence... 559 00:26:48,306 --> 00:26:49,534 Beauty. 560 00:26:51,042 --> 00:26:53,510 Now, these surgeries, they're gonna give you back a face, 561 00:26:53,578 --> 00:26:58,606 but don't you dare for a single moment think that you're not already beautiful. 562 00:27:06,725 --> 00:27:08,215 Oh, I can't believe we're doing this. 563 00:27:08,827 --> 00:27:09,851 I can. 564 00:27:11,129 --> 00:27:12,153 You may now kiss. 565 00:27:25,210 --> 00:27:27,110 I know you think it's silly. 566 00:27:27,178 --> 00:27:28,406 Well, I didn't say that. 567 00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:30,107 But I'm serious, okay? 568 00:27:30,715 --> 00:27:31,943 No premarital sex. 569 00:27:32,017 --> 00:27:34,611 How serious? Like "absolutely not" serious 570 00:27:34,686 --> 00:27:38,087 or "I could be convinced" serious? 571 00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,628 We will survive one more night. 572 00:27:45,230 --> 00:27:46,458 Ah! Speak for yourself. 573 00:27:46,531 --> 00:27:47,691 - If we wait... - Mmm-hmm. 574 00:27:48,533 --> 00:27:52,025 ...our wedding night will be so amazing. 575 00:27:52,103 --> 00:27:53,968 And tonight could also be 576 00:27:54,039 --> 00:27:56,633 so amazing. 577 00:28:01,146 --> 00:28:02,238 - Okay. - Mmm-hmm. 578 00:28:02,313 --> 00:28:03,302 - Okay. - Mmm-hmm. 579 00:28:05,083 --> 00:28:06,107 You... 580 00:28:06,518 --> 00:28:07,849 What's that? 581 00:28:07,919 --> 00:28:09,011 Good night, Jackson. 582 00:28:22,934 --> 00:28:24,697 I'm gonna go now. 583 00:28:44,122 --> 00:28:45,749 Good night, Jackson. 584 00:28:45,824 --> 00:28:46,950 You put the chain on? 585 00:28:47,025 --> 00:28:48,151 I'll see you in the morning. 586 00:28:52,831 --> 00:28:54,093 All right. 587 00:28:58,303 --> 00:28:59,292 Forget something? 588 00:29:06,578 --> 00:29:08,569 - What time? - What about this one? 589 00:29:08,646 --> 00:29:11,877 I really have my heart set on getting married in white. 590 00:29:12,317 --> 00:29:14,342 The wedding dress you're wearing is gorgeous. 591 00:29:14,419 --> 00:29:16,114 I know a cleaner who can get that stain out. 592 00:29:16,187 --> 00:29:18,052 Yeah, thank you, but I need a new dress. 593 00:29:18,423 --> 00:29:19,651 I'll see what I have in the back. 594 00:29:19,724 --> 00:29:21,453 - Thank you. - Thank you. 595 00:29:21,793 --> 00:29:23,658 Yes, thank you. Bye. 596 00:29:23,728 --> 00:29:25,195 All right. 597 00:29:25,263 --> 00:29:27,026 We've got ourselves a justice of the peace. 598 00:29:27,098 --> 00:29:28,963 Tomorrow afternoon, he will marry us. 599 00:29:29,067 --> 00:29:31,092 A justice of the peace? 600 00:29:31,169 --> 00:29:32,568 Okay, so, uh... 601 00:29:33,404 --> 00:29:34,837 Our wedding will be... 602 00:29:34,906 --> 00:29:36,066 Legal. Yeah. 603 00:29:36,141 --> 00:29:37,472 He's got a license. 604 00:29:37,542 --> 00:29:42,002 He's not an Elvis or a pirate or a cartoon character. 605 00:29:42,080 --> 00:29:45,675 I... I had just really hoped that we'd find a minister. 606 00:29:46,317 --> 00:29:47,807 Someone nondenominational, obviously, 607 00:29:47,886 --> 00:29:49,717 but, you know, just someone who's at least been ordained. 608 00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:51,756 April, I'm not religious. 609 00:29:51,823 --> 00:29:52,812 No, I know, I know. 610 00:29:52,891 --> 00:29:55,587 Just having someone with some sort of relationship with God marry us 611 00:29:55,660 --> 00:29:56,888 is kind of important to me. 612 00:29:56,961 --> 00:29:59,395 I mean, even finding this guy wasn't easy on such short notice. 613 00:30:00,064 --> 00:30:02,464 I mean, having a wedding without a lot of God talk 614 00:30:02,534 --> 00:30:03,831 is kind of important to me. 615 00:30:05,970 --> 00:30:08,939 I always had such, like, a clear idea of what my wedding would look like. 616 00:30:10,575 --> 00:30:13,043 Want me to bring you back to the barn, or were you... 617 00:30:13,111 --> 00:30:16,103 No! Stop it, Jackson. No. 618 00:30:19,384 --> 00:30:21,284 I just want God at my wedding. 619 00:30:22,287 --> 00:30:24,721 I want him there for the most important day of my life. 620 00:30:25,023 --> 00:30:26,854 Well, you know that after we get married, 621 00:30:26,925 --> 00:30:29,951 I'm not gonna turn into this churchgoing guy. 622 00:30:30,028 --> 00:30:31,620 You know, I watch football on Sundays. 623 00:30:31,696 --> 00:30:36,292 You are not changing who you are, and I do not want you to. 624 00:30:37,969 --> 00:30:40,699 But you can't expect me to change who I am, either. 625 00:30:41,472 --> 00:30:42,700 How's this one? 626 00:30:44,943 --> 00:30:46,410 Right idea, wrong color. 627 00:30:50,415 --> 00:30:51,848 - Okay. - Yeah? 628 00:30:51,916 --> 00:30:54,783 I'll make some phone calls, and we'll find an ordained minister. 629 00:30:54,853 --> 00:30:55,877 - Thank you. - Mmm-hmm. 630 00:30:59,090 --> 00:31:00,318 Did you see what we just did there? 631 00:31:00,391 --> 00:31:03,986 We disagreed. We discussed. We compromised. 632 00:31:04,062 --> 00:31:05,791 We are pretty amazing at this marriage thing. 633 00:31:05,864 --> 00:31:07,331 - We are. - This one? 634 00:31:07,532 --> 00:31:09,625 Oh, my gosh! Oh, my gosh! 635 00:31:09,701 --> 00:31:11,692 No, no, no, no, no! Don't look! It's bad luck! It's bad luck! 636 00:31:11,769 --> 00:31:13,669 Yes, yes, yes! 637 00:31:18,476 --> 00:31:20,239 No, no, wait. You can't steal all my fries. 638 00:31:20,311 --> 00:31:22,802 Sure, I can. What's mine is yours. What's yours is mine. 639 00:31:22,881 --> 00:31:24,405 We're not married yet. 640 00:31:25,950 --> 00:31:28,009 - Crap. Sorry. Crap, crap, crap. - Oh, no! Ah! 641 00:31:28,419 --> 00:31:30,080 You know what? No more fries for you. 642 00:31:30,154 --> 00:31:31,212 It was an accident. 643 00:31:31,289 --> 00:31:32,381 No, no more. 644 00:31:33,825 --> 00:31:34,951 Hey. 645 00:31:35,827 --> 00:31:38,091 Where are we gonna live? After? 646 00:31:38,796 --> 00:31:42,095 Well, I was thinking... What about my place? 647 00:31:42,734 --> 00:31:44,099 Absolutely. 648 00:31:45,270 --> 00:31:46,794 - Really? - Yeah. It's way nicer. 649 00:31:46,871 --> 00:31:48,532 - It's bigger. It's perfect. - Great. 650 00:31:49,073 --> 00:31:51,064 But I'm not changing my name. 651 00:31:51,142 --> 00:31:52,609 What? Avery's a great name. 652 00:31:52,677 --> 00:31:54,008 So is Kepner. You want to take it? 653 00:31:54,112 --> 00:31:55,602 - Sure. - Really? 654 00:31:55,980 --> 00:31:58,505 No. No, I'm not changing my name. 655 00:31:58,583 --> 00:32:00,050 Okay. 656 00:32:00,118 --> 00:32:01,847 I didn't expect you to, either. 657 00:32:01,953 --> 00:32:03,352 That's not really a thing for me. 658 00:32:03,821 --> 00:32:05,721 - It's not? - No, definitely not. 659 00:32:07,225 --> 00:32:08,988 What? 660 00:32:10,295 --> 00:32:12,286 Holy crap. We did this! 661 00:32:12,797 --> 00:32:14,560 - We are doing this. - We're doing this. 662 00:32:46,698 --> 00:32:48,325 I love you. I always have. 663 00:32:48,399 --> 00:32:50,162 Even the things I don't like, I love. 664 00:32:50,535 --> 00:32:51,559 You're getting married. 665 00:32:51,636 --> 00:32:53,866 Unless you can give me a reason not to? 666 00:32:55,506 --> 00:32:57,337 Look, we're not doing this anymore, okay? 667 00:32:57,408 --> 00:32:59,342 No more screwing in closets. No more screwing anywhere. 668 00:32:59,410 --> 00:33:01,776 I told you, last time was the last time. 669 00:33:03,081 --> 00:33:05,015 Hey. What's wrong? 670 00:33:05,083 --> 00:33:07,483 I am supposed to do a facial reanimation surgery. 671 00:33:07,919 --> 00:33:10,183 A procedure Sloan practically invented my third year. 672 00:33:10,288 --> 00:33:12,051 Done it with him like a handful of times. 673 00:33:12,123 --> 00:33:13,454 I mean, I never... 674 00:33:14,192 --> 00:33:15,386 There's no way I can do this on my own. 675 00:33:15,460 --> 00:33:17,291 - Of course you can. - No, you haven't seen him do it. 676 00:33:17,362 --> 00:33:19,694 He's brilliant, okay, and so precise. 677 00:33:19,764 --> 00:33:21,493 I just needed more time. 678 00:33:21,566 --> 00:33:23,261 You can do this, Jackson. 679 00:33:23,334 --> 00:33:25,734 April, what if I can't? What if I make her worse? 680 00:33:25,803 --> 00:33:29,204 This woman's counting on me, and I promised that I could help. 681 00:33:29,273 --> 00:33:31,639 Then you will. You will. 682 00:33:32,443 --> 00:33:34,411 I know you will. 683 00:33:34,479 --> 00:33:37,107 You are not a person who makes promises he doesn't keep. 684 00:33:39,550 --> 00:33:41,347 - Okay, let's push 10 of morphine. - Yeah. 685 00:33:41,419 --> 00:33:44,513 - What do we got? - Tatiana Flauto, 30s. 686 00:33:44,589 --> 00:33:46,955 Some psycho threw acid on her face. 687 00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:48,049 Police got him, though. 688 00:33:48,126 --> 00:33:50,458 A good Samaritan gave her a towel with ice in it 689 00:33:50,528 --> 00:33:51,756 before the paramedics got there. 690 00:33:51,829 --> 00:33:53,353 And it adhered to the burns. 691 00:33:53,431 --> 00:33:54,989 We haven't been able to see underneath. 692 00:33:55,066 --> 00:33:57,125 Right. All right, let's start with a bottle of saline, please. 693 00:33:57,201 --> 00:33:58,566 - No. - Thank you. 694 00:33:59,470 --> 00:34:01,870 Hi. Tatiana, is it? My name is Dr. Avery. 695 00:34:01,939 --> 00:34:04,965 I'd like to wet this towel with saline so it'll come off easier, okay? 696 00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:06,067 Will you let me do that? 697 00:34:06,144 --> 00:34:07,338 - I'm scared, I'm scared! - Okay. 698 00:34:07,412 --> 00:34:09,107 I know. I know. It's okay. It's all right. 699 00:34:09,180 --> 00:34:10,943 You're safe now, okay? You're safe here. 700 00:34:11,015 --> 00:34:12,277 I just need you to keep still 701 00:34:12,350 --> 00:34:13,715 so that I can get a look at what's going on. 702 00:34:13,785 --> 00:34:14,809 - All right? - No, no, no! 703 00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:16,080 I know. It's okay. You're okay. 704 00:34:16,154 --> 00:34:17,587 - No, no, no! - You're okay. I'm gonna help you. 705 00:34:17,655 --> 00:34:19,316 Here comes the saline. 706 00:34:19,390 --> 00:34:21,358 - Okay. Here we go. - No, no, no, no. 707 00:34:21,426 --> 00:34:23,121 - All right, it's okay. - No! No! No! 708 00:34:23,194 --> 00:34:24,218 - Okay. Okay. - Okay. 709 00:34:24,295 --> 00:34:25,887 - No, no, no! - Really good. 710 00:34:25,963 --> 00:34:27,157 Now we got to remove this towel, okay? 711 00:34:27,231 --> 00:34:28,459 We're gonna get started. It's gonna hurt. 712 00:34:28,533 --> 00:34:30,524 So I need you to take a deep breath for me, okay? 713 00:34:30,601 --> 00:34:31,966 Deep breath. 714 00:34:32,036 --> 00:34:33,162 Here we go. All right. Okay. 715 00:34:33,438 --> 00:34:35,030 No! No! 716 00:34:35,106 --> 00:34:36,198 It's okay. 717 00:34:38,910 --> 00:34:40,775 You're doing great. Okay. 718 00:34:40,845 --> 00:34:42,142 All done. You did great. 719 00:34:42,747 --> 00:34:43,907 You did great. 720 00:34:43,981 --> 00:34:46,006 We need to get Sloan down here immediately. 721 00:34:46,084 --> 00:34:48,848 Sloan is on a plane to Idaho right now. 722 00:34:49,754 --> 00:34:50,812 Can you handle this? 723 00:34:50,888 --> 00:34:52,549 - Breathe. - What is it? What's wrong? 724 00:34:52,623 --> 00:34:54,022 - It's too bad! You can't fix my face! - No, no. 725 00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:55,081 - No, no, no, no. - No, no, no! 726 00:34:55,159 --> 00:34:58,322 No, Tatiana, hey. I know that we just met, all right? 727 00:34:58,396 --> 00:35:02,162 But what you don't know is that you and I, we are a team now. 728 00:35:02,233 --> 00:35:03,222 It's gonna be you and me. 729 00:35:03,301 --> 00:35:04,529 We're gonna get through this together, all right? 730 00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:06,001 I'm not gonna lie. It's not gonna be easy, 731 00:35:06,070 --> 00:35:07,059 and it's not gonna be quick, 732 00:35:07,138 --> 00:35:09,129 but I'm gonna be right here the entire time, okay? 733 00:35:09,207 --> 00:35:11,641 I will not leave your side. 734 00:35:12,210 --> 00:35:13,575 I promise you. 735 00:35:14,045 --> 00:35:15,307 Okay? 736 00:35:15,713 --> 00:35:16,771 All right. 737 00:35:16,848 --> 00:35:18,611 - Let's get Mepitel and Xeroform, please. - Oh! 738 00:35:19,650 --> 00:35:21,208 Jackson, hey. 739 00:35:21,953 --> 00:35:23,818 It's okay. Really. 740 00:35:24,055 --> 00:35:26,114 I lost some friends that day. 741 00:35:27,091 --> 00:35:28,080 I hate Sloan. 742 00:35:28,159 --> 00:35:30,719 Even when I'm perfect, he talks to me like I'm an idiot. 743 00:35:30,795 --> 00:35:33,787 Well, try spending a day in the ER with Dr. Major Owen Hunt. 744 00:35:33,865 --> 00:35:34,923 That man is dark. 745 00:35:34,999 --> 00:35:37,467 He is a dark, pig-stabbing, scary man. 746 00:35:39,203 --> 00:35:40,295 What? 747 00:35:40,605 --> 00:35:42,004 What's the matter? 748 00:35:42,974 --> 00:35:45,272 This is where Reed was shot... 749 00:35:47,411 --> 00:35:49,641 Where I found her. I slipped in her blood right there. 750 00:35:49,714 --> 00:35:51,705 I haven't been back here since. 751 00:35:54,785 --> 00:35:57,811 There's an elevator upstairs near where Charles died. 752 00:35:59,023 --> 00:36:00,456 I never use it. 753 00:36:05,963 --> 00:36:07,157 Hey. 754 00:36:07,231 --> 00:36:08,721 You okay? Hey. 755 00:36:10,268 --> 00:36:11,326 Oh, okay. 756 00:36:12,470 --> 00:36:14,370 I know. I know. 757 00:36:14,472 --> 00:36:16,599 Okay? We're here. We're okay. 758 00:36:16,674 --> 00:36:18,699 I had a gun pointed at me. 759 00:36:18,776 --> 00:36:20,767 I know. I know. 760 00:36:20,845 --> 00:36:22,779 My life flashed before my eyes. 761 00:36:22,847 --> 00:36:25,213 - It... It... It really did. - Shh... Okay. 762 00:36:25,716 --> 00:36:27,274 And it was so... 763 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,251 Boring! 764 00:36:32,890 --> 00:36:36,519 I just kept thinking, "I don't want to die a virgin." 765 00:36:37,895 --> 00:36:38,884 Oh. 766 00:36:39,430 --> 00:36:40,829 You can fix that. 767 00:36:42,633 --> 00:36:44,567 Was that a proposition? 768 00:36:44,635 --> 00:36:46,159 No, I meant... Oh, oh! 769 00:36:46,270 --> 00:36:47,862 No! No, no, no, no. I didn't mean... 770 00:36:47,939 --> 00:36:49,304 No, I... No. I was... 771 00:36:49,373 --> 00:36:50,635 - I... It was a joke. - Yeah. 772 00:36:50,708 --> 00:36:52,300 I was making a totally stupid joke. 773 00:36:52,376 --> 00:36:53,468 Yeah, it wasn't good. Yeah. 774 00:36:53,544 --> 00:36:54,841 Okay. I'm... 775 00:36:56,714 --> 00:36:57,874 - What? - Good luck with Sloan. 776 00:36:57,982 --> 00:36:59,415 Mmm. Mmm-hmm. 777 00:37:02,553 --> 00:37:04,418 Well, that girl is weird. 778 00:37:08,192 --> 00:37:09,955 I'm a virgin. Yes. So what? 779 00:37:10,027 --> 00:37:11,358 It's not something I talk about, okay? 780 00:37:11,429 --> 00:37:12,953 We all have things we don't talk about. 781 00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:15,096 She thinks your husband walks on water. 782 00:37:16,767 --> 00:37:18,291 Cincinnati, Ohio. Pediatrics. 783 00:37:18,369 --> 00:37:20,200 Thank you. Who's next? 784 00:37:21,005 --> 00:37:23,439 Uh, I'll go. 785 00:37:23,975 --> 00:37:26,239 Charles Percy, Brookings, South Dakota. 786 00:37:26,310 --> 00:37:28,141 I want to be a trauma surgeon. 787 00:37:28,212 --> 00:37:30,237 Or maybe vascular. 788 00:37:30,581 --> 00:37:32,139 Or, like, uh... 789 00:37:33,217 --> 00:37:34,946 I don't know, actually. 790 00:37:35,019 --> 00:37:37,886 All right, well, you've got a lot of time to figure that one out. 791 00:37:37,955 --> 00:37:38,979 Who's next? 792 00:37:40,324 --> 00:37:42,849 Right here. Jackson Avery, originally from Boston... 793 00:37:42,927 --> 00:37:43,916 - Hold on. - What? 794 00:37:43,995 --> 00:37:46,190 Like "Harper Avery" Avery? 795 00:37:47,465 --> 00:37:48,454 Uh... 796 00:37:48,699 --> 00:37:50,758 Yeah, actually. Anyway... 797 00:37:50,835 --> 00:37:52,632 So you're, like, born to the throne. 798 00:37:52,937 --> 00:37:53,926 You know what? I wouldn't... 799 00:37:54,005 --> 00:37:56,132 Do you know a Catherine Avery, the urologist? 800 00:37:56,207 --> 00:37:57,606 I do, actually. 801 00:37:57,675 --> 00:37:58,733 Are you writing this down? 802 00:37:58,809 --> 00:38:01,403 She's just, like, amazing. Are you going into urology, too? 803 00:38:01,479 --> 00:38:03,242 No. Cardiothoracic all the way. 804 00:38:03,314 --> 00:38:04,645 Can I be done now? 805 00:38:04,749 --> 00:38:05,943 I'll go! 806 00:38:06,784 --> 00:38:08,445 Hi. I'm April Kepner. 807 00:38:08,519 --> 00:38:11,215 I'm from Ohio, and I'm super excited to be near the ocean, 808 00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:13,189 although I don't really know how I feel about the rain yet. 809 00:38:13,257 --> 00:38:14,246 As far as specialty goes, 810 00:38:14,358 --> 00:38:17,987 I'm looking for something with set hours so that I can raise kids eventually... 811 00:38:18,062 --> 00:38:19,120 Two boys and a girl. 812 00:38:19,196 --> 00:38:21,494 So I'm thinking plastics, urology, proctology. 813 00:38:21,565 --> 00:38:24,090 We talk about the mechanism of injury... 814 00:38:24,168 --> 00:38:25,795 About where it all started. 815 00:38:26,370 --> 00:38:28,998 But the truth is, it's sort of a myth. 816 00:38:29,540 --> 00:38:33,101 We can't boil every injury down to one single blow. 817 00:39:10,815 --> 00:39:13,579 This is one of the simpler divorces I've seen, actually. 818 00:39:19,657 --> 00:39:20,681 You want this? 819 00:39:23,994 --> 00:39:25,393 Do you really want this? 820 00:39:37,541 --> 00:39:38,599 Okay. 821 00:39:38,676 --> 00:39:40,837 What hurts us is cumulative. 822 00:39:40,911 --> 00:39:42,208 It happens over time. 823 00:39:43,047 --> 00:39:45,641 We absorb blow after blow, 824 00:39:45,716 --> 00:39:50,016 shock after shock, painful hit after hit. 825 00:40:13,144 --> 00:40:14,168 Is there anything else? 826 00:40:14,779 --> 00:40:15,803 Uh. That's it. No. 827 00:40:16,547 --> 00:40:17,673 Okay, then. 828 00:40:24,355 --> 00:40:26,084 But even then, 829 00:40:26,157 --> 00:40:29,183 even if we know exactly how we got here, 830 00:40:29,293 --> 00:40:31,352 it doesn't mean we can fix it. 831 00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:33,420 - Too late to back out? - Are you kidding me? 832 00:40:33,497 --> 00:40:36,591 Ugh. Timothy and I had a huge fight this morning. 833 00:40:36,667 --> 00:40:38,032 It was probably my fault. 834 00:40:38,102 --> 00:40:39,592 Well, yeah, with that mouth, probably was. 835 00:40:40,237 --> 00:40:41,932 Look, you guys are gonna fight, okay? 836 00:40:42,006 --> 00:40:44,167 You'll probably have that same fight for 50 years. 837 00:40:44,875 --> 00:40:47,844 But you just can't let it become bigger than the two of you. 838 00:40:47,912 --> 00:40:49,573 So, in other words, marriage is hard, 839 00:40:49,647 --> 00:40:51,979 but not as hard as getting acid thrown in your face? 840 00:40:52,049 --> 00:40:54,677 Yes. This mouth. You see? Four years of this. 841 00:40:55,352 --> 00:40:57,820 And yet you still agreed to walk me down the aisle. 842 00:40:58,088 --> 00:41:00,056 You kept every promise you made to me. 843 00:41:01,959 --> 00:41:02,983 Thank you. 844 00:41:03,060 --> 00:41:04,049 Mmm-hmm. 845 00:41:06,263 --> 00:41:07,787 I'm sorry about you and April. 846 00:41:07,865 --> 00:41:08,923 No. 847 00:41:08,999 --> 00:41:11,024 Today's about you, okay? 848 00:41:11,635 --> 00:41:13,398 Let's get you married. Hmm? 849 00:41:15,339 --> 00:41:16,431 For you. 850 00:41:17,775 --> 00:41:19,709 You can't heal every wound. 851 00:41:20,911 --> 00:41:21,900 And that's okay. 852 00:41:22,279 --> 00:41:24,338 I have to believe it's okay. 853 00:41:26,817 --> 00:41:27,875 Hey! 854 00:41:29,186 --> 00:41:31,416 Oh, I wasn't sure what you would be in the mood for, 855 00:41:31,489 --> 00:41:33,116 so I kind of got everything. 856 00:41:33,190 --> 00:41:36,182 Champagne, tequila, pinot noir... 857 00:41:36,794 --> 00:41:38,227 Pick your poison. 858 00:41:38,996 --> 00:41:40,054 No, thanks. 859 00:41:40,130 --> 00:41:41,893 Ah! What's happening? 860 00:41:41,966 --> 00:41:44,025 Did you already start drinking? Are you drunk? 861 00:41:44,101 --> 00:41:45,625 What? I'm... 862 00:41:47,004 --> 00:41:48,596 - Hungry, maybe. - What? 863 00:41:48,672 --> 00:41:51,436 You just signed divorce papers, and you don't want a drink? 864 00:41:51,509 --> 00:41:53,602 What are you... What are you, pregnant? 865 00:41:55,813 --> 00:41:56,837 What? 866 00:41:58,282 --> 00:41:59,271 Oh! 867 00:42:00,150 --> 00:42:01,276 April. 868 00:42:01,352 --> 00:42:02,341 I have to believe that 869 00:42:02,419 --> 00:42:05,411 even if something seems like it cannot be fixed... 870 00:42:08,092 --> 00:42:11,721 According to the test I took this morning, 871 00:42:11,795 --> 00:42:13,456 yeah, actually. 872 00:42:15,799 --> 00:42:17,733 I think I am. 873 00:42:17,801 --> 00:42:19,735 ... it doesn't mean it's broken. 874 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:25,000 Ripped & Corrected By mstoll