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Sync and corrections by explosiveskull
www.addic7ed.com

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...wanna tell you somethin'.

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I think I wanna tell you somethin'.

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I think I wanna tell you somethin'.

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I think I wanna tell you somethin'.

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I made my special heart pancakes.

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What kind of jank-ass hearts are these?

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That one looks like a butt.

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Sorry. It was kind of a rough night.

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But, um, this afternoon, I-I
finally have my consultation

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with the chief of staff at the VA,

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- and I think...
- Yeah, chiefs'll do that sometimes.

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Hey, can I get some sticky sauce
for these pan-butts or what?

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It turns out, in World
War I, the official term

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for "PTSD" was "cowardice,"

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- and you were shot for it.
- That <i>is</i> interesting.

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How are you holding up, Jimmy?

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: When my guinea pig
died, I couldn't jack off

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- for, like, half a day.
- I'm telling you guys...

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false alarm. He truly doesn't give a shit.

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Aw!

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It nearly had it.

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...mommy classes Becca's
always yammering about.

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Edgar? Edgar?

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- Uh, yeah. What's up?
- Big writing day

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ahead of me. I need you to
get all my usual writing snacks

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from the British specialty store.

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Shrimp-flavored crisps,

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Wallington's choco-knockers,
tartar biscuits,

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kidney jerky, and then all
your standard candies...

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lemingtons, fluffingtons,
rum Christophers...

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I have eyes on him right now.

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Subject is on the move.

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Can I help you?

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Sir?

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Sir?

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A British flag balloon.

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How did you know?

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Oh, I pays attention to my girl.

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Whoa.

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Edgar.

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Hey. Edgar.

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Edgar, look at me. No.

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- Edgar...
- I've been thinking about you all day.

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I could barely sleep.

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Okay, you need your sleep.

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Aren't you supposed to
have your big meeting thingy

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- with the head counselor person?
- I was actually thinking,

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instead, what if we just
hung out here all day,

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you know, just, like, laid
in bed and watched movies?

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Or... ignored movies.

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Edgar, stop!

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Why don't you want to go?

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You've been waiting to
meet with her for months.

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What if I go and this
is my best last chance

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and they can't help me?

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- Then we try something else.
- What else?!

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I've tried booze, drugs,
talk therapy, pills.

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If not for you, for me.

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I need you to try.

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Sometimes I see you look at me...

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...and it kind of...

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it scares me.

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I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry, Dorothy.

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I'm sorry.

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I don't need you to apologize.
I just need you to keep trying.

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You are brave and you're
smart and you're strong, okay?

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And remember, when you go,

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you just have to be
your own advocate, okay?

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They can fix you,

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but you might have to fight for it.

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This is the one time
to not follow the rules.

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It's their job to help you.

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Edgar, where are your
pre-moistened towelettes?

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I don't have any. Why?

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No reason.

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I might need one in a few minutes.

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Hey, look, it's your...

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dumbass limey biscuit and fag store.

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Um, Edgar, I thought
you said you couldn't get

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my writing snacks 'cause
the store was cordoned off

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due to police activity.

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I, uh... I-I guess they caught the guy.

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- Oh!
- Aah! Oh!

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Jesus!

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You are lucky I didn't just break my wang.

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Oh, I broke a guy's wang once.

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They never tell you how far
back it can and can't go.

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It's the sideways that's really dangerous.

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Oi! Eyes forward, pervert.

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Uh, excuse me,

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is this an audio tape?

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I didn't know they still had those.

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I guess poor people still
need something to listen to.

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I like my tapes. My brother gave me these.

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This is my favorite because

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- it reminds...
- Oh, look!

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He even has them in a little tape case.

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Oh, my God, are we in the Smithsonian?

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Do obese Midwesterners
gather around your car,

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pressing their be-churroed faces
at the glass to marvel at your

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ancient relics from an
erstwhile time of low-fidelity

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and inability to fast
forward through songs quickly?

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Agh!

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Oh...

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I swear, this is by far the
worst Uber I have ever taken.

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Oh, I almost forgot...
give us your car booze.

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Guys, I... I really have
to get to my VA appointment.

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Fine, but when you're done

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with your stupid thing
you're giving us a ride home.

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Now...

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Good.

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Boy, oh, boy, son, I...

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You know, I really got to congratulate you

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on your tenacity and dedication

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to overcoming your difficulties.

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You-you really... you
really are an inspiration.

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Overcoming?

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I'm, uh... Actually,
I'm-I'm not doing so well.

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Well, you got in to see me,

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and that takes grit and determination.

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Sometimes my own grandchildren have
to make an appointment to see me.

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Well, thanks.

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But should it take grit and
determination to get help?

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Exactly.

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Edgar, you are exactly right.

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Believe you me, when I
think of the difficulties

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that our chronic underfunding
has meant for our patients,

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it just makes my blood boil.

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We are making strides, though.

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We have a plan to stop being fax
dependent before the next war.

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Wait, you guys know when the next war is?

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No.

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Oh...

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I got you!

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I like you.

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I really like you.

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I really like you.

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Oh, that's so nice. You know what?

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What the heck. I am prepared

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to offer you ten sessions in
our virtual reality trainer.

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They actually build a video game

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out of your trauma. It's really so fun.

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But scary, of course.

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But, more importantly,

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it's shown real efficacy

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in ameliorating battlefield
trauma of your type.

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- Well, I-I know about that.
- Yeah?

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But I-I was told that study was full up.

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: It's our little secret.

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- Shh.
- Wow.

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Okay. Thank you.

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Mm.

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But I-I guess I don't understand...

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um, what if I hadn't kept asking

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- and asking?
- Let's get you signed up, shall we?

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Okay.

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So, you are taking Paxil,

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Ambien, Chlordia...

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11 different medications, actually.

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Well, I take 15,

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and I never went to war.

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Getting old: don't do it.

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Yeah, but actually, I stopped taking those.

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Oh, dear. Which ones?

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All of them. I stopped them all.

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Okay.

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So...

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when you are back

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on the full course of
your prescribed treatment,

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then we can revisit

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whether we can locate a place for you

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- in one of our alternative programs.
- Yeah, but they

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were not working for me, and this might.

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If you're hostile to one of our treatments,

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how can I offer you another?

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Especially when our budget is limited,

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and there's so many
deserving men and women?

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No, I'm-I'm not hostile,
I'm... Okay? I just...

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I don't like the side effects.

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They make me feel blotchy.

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Okay? I-It's just-it's just
turning down the volume.

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It... It's not living.

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From where I sit...

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we seem to be at an impasse.

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No, I'm not leaving.

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You're gonna help me.

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It's the only reason you exist:

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to help us.

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And no, no,

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it's not enough to be fed a one size
fits all cocktail of shut up pills.

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Oh, if we had shut up pills,

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we would have prescribed
them to you by now.

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Oh, okay.

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Okay. Aah!

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Aah!

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Are you done?

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Okay. You feel free to
make another appointment

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once you're back on your
prescribed medication.

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Okay, hon?

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Oh, sh...

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Shit.

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Hey, Jimmy.

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We're ready to go. And I sincerely
hope you've got our car booze.

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A majority of your rating rests on this.

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Uh, sorry, I-I can't come.

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My, um... my car broke down.

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Oh, well, that's not a surprise,

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piece of shit with no
auxiliary plug or car booze.

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Goddamn it!

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Cut! Hey, man! Hey! Can you
not just pick up our prop?

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We're gonna have to go again.

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- Oh, sorry. I-I didn't notice you were...
- What? You just

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thought a paper boat was sailing
down the river on its own?

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I don't know.

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- Don't talk to me that way!
- Sorry.

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We're making this silent short for a class,

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and we don't have tons of film.

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I don't understand why we
have to shoot on film anyway.

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I mean, I bought myself a
Red with my bar mitzvah money.

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Anyway...

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- He has a good look, huh?
- What?

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Shit!

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Hey, uh, that's my car.

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Hello. I'm here.

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Oh...!

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Hey. Hey.

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It's my car. I'm here.

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- I'm just doing my job.
- Oh, I know. I know.

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I'm sorry. I, uh... I-I ran out of gas.

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You can't just leave your car here. Sign?

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And you got plenty of gas.

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Look, I had to pull over.

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I'm... I've been, um...

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I'm having a tough day.

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I drive a tow truck.
Everybody's having a tough day.

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Please?

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You a vet?

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What? How did...?

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Your paperwork on the seat of your car.

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- Dreams?
- Some real bad ones.

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- Hypervigilance?
- I saw a sniper on the overpass.

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IEDs in the trash?

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Yes! Roadside trash is the worst.

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Why can't they just throw it away?

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Suicidal thoughts?

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You know the stats?

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22 every day.

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Though, in truth, there
are some Vietnam dudes

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that are jacking up our numbers, but still.

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I thought starting today,
things would get better.

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But they don't give a shit.

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Here's what you got to understand.

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They're not evil.

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None of 'em are.

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The military's job

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is to sand down our humanity just enough

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to where we can take a life.

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That's it.

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Afterwards, some totally
separate branch gets to deal with

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all these purposely broken motherfuckers.

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Not only is that impossible
with the resources,

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that's just impossible, period.

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Yeah, well, then, what
are we supposed to do?

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Not wait for someone to help you.

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Figure out what works.

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My man Carter... he hunts all the time.

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This big chopper pilot I know...

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...he goes to yoga.

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And we make fun of him,
but it seems to work.

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Jorge hikes the PCT once a year.

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I got this companion dog.

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I wanted a big, mean, dude,

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but the organization
gave me this little scrub.

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Mm.

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He saved my life... this guy.

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This other bro I know
locks himself in his bedroom

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and stabs his closet door.

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I mean, he's not getting his deposit back,

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but once the rage passes, he's fine.

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I know you don't want to hear this,

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but the minute you stop looking
for someone else to cure you,

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maybe you start living again.

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Dude! Don't do that!

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Oh, uh...

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Sorry!

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Sorry. I am s... sorry.

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