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[glass cracks]
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Sync and corrections by explosiveskull
www.addic7ed.com
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[chatter and whooping]
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["Heaven is a Place on Earth" playing]
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[DJ] Belinda Carlisle there with one
of the biggest hits of 1987 so far.
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Gotta love that track!
Coming up next in just a moment...
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[woman] Could you please stop it?
I just wanna have some fun, okay?
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[man] Kelly, come on.
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- Kelly.
- I'm still walking, Wes.
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We've only got a couple of hours
so let's, uh... let's use it.
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I am using it.
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["C'est La Vie" by Robbie Nevil playing]
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[chatter and laughter]
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[shouting]
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♪ Got a job, that's okay ♪
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♪ But they've got me workin'
night and day ♪
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♪ Punching in, punching out ♪
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♪ Is this really what it's all about? ♪
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♪ What you gonna do,
what you gonna feel? ♪
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♪ I don't know ♪
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♪ What you gonna feel,
what you gonna do? ♪
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♪ Won't someone tell me? ♪
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♪ What you gonna say,
what you gonna do? ♪
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♪ There's only one thing left to say ♪
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♪ C'est la vie, c'est la vie ♪
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♪ That's just the way it goes ♪
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♪ That's right ♪
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♪ C'est la vie, c'est la vie ♪
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[machines bleep]
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[coin drops]
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[machine bleeps]
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Hey.
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You're good at this.
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It's, uh... got different endings.
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Depending on if you're in one
or two player.
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[woman] Uh-huh?
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- It was kinda the first game to do that.
- [bangs machine] Damn it!
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Do you wanna play Top Speed?
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- [crash]
- Oh, no.
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Thank you.
I just wanna get my bearings a bit.
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Uh... okay.
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- See you around?
- Mm-hmm.
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[music and chatter]
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Go along with whatever I say.
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- Sorry?
- Whatever I say, go along with it.
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Okay, Wes, you're just pestering now.
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- Do I have to red light you?
- Two hours 35.
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- There's not much time left.
- Wes.
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[Wes] Look...
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- Last week, we had the most amazing...
- Last week was last week.
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I need to talk with my friend here, okay?
Haven't seen her in a while.
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Wes, she's sick.
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Like "six months to live" sick.
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Five, actually.
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I need to catch up with her.
Private time.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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- Hey, I'm sorry.
- That's okay.
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See you around?
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Sure.
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Sorry for killing you.
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The whole "six months to live" thing?
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Sorry. Five.
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- Five was a nice touch.
- [laughs]
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- Kelly.
- Yorkie.
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- Yurgie?
- Yorkie.
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Like the dog breed?
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Yeah.
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He's not a bad guy. I feel kinda bad.
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- Met him at the Quagmire so...
- What's the Quagmire?
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If you don't already know
what the Quagmire is,
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you probably don't wanna know.
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No?
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You want another one?
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- Oh, no, I...
- Yeah, you do. Come on.
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Do I have to tug your leash?
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- Hey, Blondie.
- I'm Blondie?
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You are. Jack and Coke times two.
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- Oh, no. Mine was just a Coke.
- Times two.
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- What are you doing?
- I'm... regarding you.
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[laughs] I feel like I'm being analysed.
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- Why the glasses?
- Um...
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I like them. They totally work on you.
But do you need them?
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- Yeah, the lenses don't do anything.
- Knew it!
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I used to wear them in school.
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So I guess now
they're just kind of a... comfort thing.
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I figured they were
kind of a fashion statement.
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- Really?
- But then the rest of your outfit is not.
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Don't take that wrong.
It's refreshing. I mean, look around.
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People try so hard to look
how they think they should look.
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They probably saw it in some movie.
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But I like these.
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You're authentically you.
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Thanks.
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Cheers.
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- [clears throat]
- You never tasted it before?
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No, I...
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I just haven't had it in a while.
It's good.
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Do you live here?
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- No. Oh, uh...
- Tourist?
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We'll go with tourist.
So you're new here?
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- First night.
- First night? Wow, okay!
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["Fake" by Alexander O'Neal playing]
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Oh, my God! [laughs]
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We have to dance to this.
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- With each other?
- Uh-huh.
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- Oh, no. Dance floors aren't my thing.
- Oh, let's not limit ourselves.
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- No, I can't.
- Yes, you can, come on.
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- No, I'll look dumb...
- Just follow my lead!
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♪ Your name was Patty, but now it's Kay ♪
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♪ Girl, you seem to change it every day ♪
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Copy me.
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♪ But now it's short, you say ♪
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♪ I got it cut,
but I don't see no hair upon the floor ♪
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You got it.
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♪ Whenever I go out with you ♪
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♪ I find out something new ♪
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♪ You're a fake, baby ♪
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♪ You can't conceal it ♪
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♪ Know how I know 'cause I can feel it ♪
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♪ You're a fake, baby... ♪
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[music fades]
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[music resumes]
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[man shouts]
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Hey!
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- Why did you run away?
- Oh, sorry.
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I... I said I'm not much of a dancer.
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No shit.
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Like a frightened horse
on a frozen lake back there.
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I'm kidding. Half kidding.
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Sorry I pushed you into it.
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Saturday nights once a week.
It's like no time. I get impatient.
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No, no, it's not that. It's...
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- Everyone was looking.
- Looking?
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Yeah. You know, two girls dancing.
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Okay, one, folks are way less uptight
than they used to be.
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And two, this is a party town.
No one's judging.
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Face it. If they were staring,
it's because I am bodacious.
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[laughs]
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- You're stupid.
- Thank you!
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- I've never been on a dance floor.
- Never?
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As in the whole time
you've been alive never?
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- Never.
- [laughs]
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What are you, like, Amish?
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That's one sheltered existence
you got there.
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Yeah, well.
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As far as my family's concerned,
I can't do anything.
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Well, no one knows
about even half the shit I get up to.
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With your folks, though,
it's from a place of love, though, right?
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- They worry.
- They don't worry.
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Just the concept of me enjoying myself
would blow their minds.
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What would you like to do?
That you've never done?
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Oh...
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So many things.
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San Junipero is a party town.
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All up for grabs.
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Midnight's two hours away.
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Oh, that's not long.
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Why waste time sitting here?
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I, um...
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- Listen...
- It's okay.
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- No, I mean...
- Really, it's okay.
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No, I'm, uh...
I'm engaged. I have a fiancé.
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- He's called Greg.
- And is Greg here?
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- No, he's...
- Elsewhere?
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Yeah.
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Oh.
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Wanna go to bed with me?
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We could be back at mine in like...
[snaps fingers]
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I never did anything like that.
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All the more reason.
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Oh, you're nice.
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- I can't.
- Okay.
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- I just... I can't.
- I get it.
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- I have to go.
- In this?
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It's been really great to meet you.
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Likewise.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Shit.
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_
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["Girlfriend In A Coma"
by The Smiths plays]
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♪ Girlfriend in a coma,
I know, I know, it's... ♪
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[music stops]
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["Don't You Forget About Me"
by Simple Minds plays]
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♪ I'll be alone... ♪
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[music stops]
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["Heart And Soul" by T'Pau plays]
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♪ The shadow of a lover
goes dancing by... ♪
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[music stops]
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["Addicted To Love"
by Robert Palmer plays]
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♪ You're addicted to love ♪
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♪ Might as well face it
you're addicted to love ♪
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♪ Might as well... ♪
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["Wishing Well"
by Terence Trent D'Arby playing]
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♪ Wish me love a wishing well
to kiss and tell ♪
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♪ A wishing well of butterfly tear ♪
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♪ Wish me love a wishing well
to kiss and tell ♪
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♪ A wishing well of crocodile cheers,
sing ♪
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[engages handbrake]
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- What the hell, Wes?
- Look, I know I'm coming across...
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- I'm red lighting you, for real. Okay?
- No, don't do that. Just...
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- Then stop this.
- Can you hear me out? Please? Please.
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How many girls do you think there are
in San Junipero?
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Hundreds? Thousands?
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I don't care.
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I'm saying there's plenty
of other girls out there for you, Wes.
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The locals? They're like dead people.
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- [whooping]
- A little lively for dead people.
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Look, I don't want some kind
of boring romance, okay?
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Like, Jesus,
put us in a retirement home deal.
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Well, if you're looking for someone
to fuck, there's options.
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- Hang out at the Quagmire again.
- It's not just sex.
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- It was just sex.
- No, we made a connection.
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Wes, it was just sex.
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- No...
- No roots.
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We had fun.
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I'm sorry.
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Enjoy the town, for God's sake.
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["Living In A Box"
by Living In A Box playing]
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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Waiting for someone?
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Not really.
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I'll get you a drink?
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[Kelly] Uh, yeah, sure.
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So, uh... yeah,
it was microsurgery, I guess.
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You know, both my kneecaps
had kind of just worn down.
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You know, I never got this song.
Kind of weird.
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- Shall we dance?
- Sure.
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["Need You Tonight" by INXS playing]
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♪ All we've got is this moment ♪
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♪ The 21st century's yesterday ♪
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[music fades]
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[chattering]
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[man] I mean, I guess by the time
I'd put my mind to, like, computing.
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You know, caught that first wave,
would have had a different story.
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Gotta use the bathroom.
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[man] Okay.
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[door closes]
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- I don't know how to do this.
- Do what?
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Just help me.
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Can you just...
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Just make this easy for me?
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You wanna get in my car?
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[engine revs]
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- How long have you been here?
- Sorry?
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- How long have you been here?
- In San Junipero?
250
00:18:21,423 --> 00:18:26,343
Uh... Couple of months.
Plan is long enough to enjoy myself.
251
00:18:27,223 --> 00:18:28,983
Guess I'm a tourist, like you.
252
00:18:31,103 --> 00:18:32,103
Yeah.
253
00:18:35,183 --> 00:18:38,383
Hey. You okay?
254
00:18:39,543 --> 00:18:40,423
Yeah.
255
00:18:42,703 --> 00:18:45,103
- [horn honking]
- [screams] Stop!
256
00:18:45,183 --> 00:18:46,943
[tyres screech]
257
00:18:48,543 --> 00:18:49,823
[thuds]
258
00:18:49,903 --> 00:18:52,503
[both pant]
259
00:18:57,263 --> 00:18:58,823
Sorry, but...
260
00:19:00,183 --> 00:19:01,743
[laughs] Man, your face!
261
00:19:02,503 --> 00:19:04,583
[laughing]
262
00:19:33,303 --> 00:19:34,503
Wow.
263
00:19:35,263 --> 00:19:38,503
- You like it?
- It's just so big.
264
00:19:40,463 --> 00:19:42,263
Reminds me of where I grew up.
265
00:19:46,170 --> 00:19:48,214
_
266
00:19:49,463 --> 00:19:50,983
Miss your mom?
267
00:20:22,583 --> 00:20:24,503
[moaning]
268
00:20:27,063 --> 00:20:29,703
[gasps] You have to show me.
269
00:20:30,623 --> 00:20:31,983
- Okay.
- Okay.
270
00:20:49,703 --> 00:20:52,143
You never slept with a woman before?
271
00:20:55,103 --> 00:20:59,343
That's not a critique.
I mean, it was fucking awesome.
272
00:21:04,143 --> 00:21:05,743
No, never with a woman.
273
00:21:08,143 --> 00:21:10,383
Never with anyone.
274
00:21:11,623 --> 00:21:13,343
Not anyone?
275
00:21:14,463 --> 00:21:18,303
- What, in town or...?
- No. No one, nowhere.
276
00:21:21,103 --> 00:21:25,143
- I guess you deflowered me.
- I deflowered you?
277
00:21:26,303 --> 00:21:28,103
What is this? Merry England?
278
00:21:28,183 --> 00:21:30,423
[laughs] Shut up.
279
00:21:35,383 --> 00:21:37,503
You've had relationships though.
280
00:21:38,583 --> 00:21:39,383
Mnh-mnh.
281
00:21:40,303 --> 00:21:42,463
Hello! You got a fiancé.
282
00:21:44,063 --> 00:21:48,063
- It's complicated.
- Yeah, I'll say.
283
00:21:52,503 --> 00:21:54,423
When did you know...
284
00:21:56,223 --> 00:21:59,983
- that you liked women?
- I like men too.
285
00:22:00,903 --> 00:22:01,703
Equal rights.
286
00:22:05,823 --> 00:22:06,823
Okay.
287
00:22:08,783 --> 00:22:10,063
But when did you know?
288
00:22:12,343 --> 00:22:14,343
Do you always know?
289
00:22:20,863 --> 00:22:24,943
I was married to a guy.
A long time, I was married.
290
00:22:27,703 --> 00:22:29,383
I always knew.
291
00:22:29,463 --> 00:22:33,303
I mean, I'd be attracted to other girls,
292
00:22:34,183 --> 00:22:39,943
co-workers, friends,
some waitress that served me.
293
00:22:41,663 --> 00:22:45,383
They were crushes.
God, they were crushes.
294
00:22:49,783 --> 00:22:51,383
Never acted on any of it.
295
00:22:55,583 --> 00:22:57,183
Never did anything.
296
00:23:02,663 --> 00:23:04,223
I was in love with him.
297
00:23:07,063 --> 00:23:09,223
I really was in love with him.
298
00:23:11,503 --> 00:23:16,423
But he chose not to stick around.
299
00:23:20,943 --> 00:23:26,543
So now it's me.
And I'm passing through.
300
00:23:26,623 --> 00:23:30,983
And before I leave,
I'll have a good time.
301
00:23:33,543 --> 00:23:35,383
I'm just gonna have a good time.
302
00:23:47,623 --> 00:23:48,783
Time's nearly up.
303
00:23:51,903 --> 00:23:53,623
Then let's lie here.
304
00:24:14,333 --> 00:24:17,409
_
305
00:24:17,503 --> 00:24:19,983
- [shouting]
- [laughing]
306
00:24:24,223 --> 00:24:26,623
["Heart And Soul" by T'Pau playing]
307
00:24:34,623 --> 00:24:36,823
["Lean On Me" by Club Nouveau playing]
308
00:24:44,383 --> 00:24:45,623
Excuse me?
309
00:24:46,583 --> 00:24:47,903
Have you seen Kelly?
310
00:24:47,983 --> 00:24:49,823
- What's that?
- Kelly.
311
00:24:50,743 --> 00:24:52,263
I haven't seen her all night.
312
00:24:54,463 --> 00:24:56,103
You tried the Quagmire?
313
00:24:57,503 --> 00:24:59,023
What is the Quagmire?
314
00:25:08,503 --> 00:25:09,703
[shouting]
315
00:25:21,343 --> 00:25:23,103
[rock music playing]
316
00:25:23,183 --> 00:25:25,183
[chattering and laughing]
317
00:26:03,863 --> 00:26:05,983
[cheering and whistling]
318
00:26:24,343 --> 00:26:25,943
- [glass shatters]
- [gasps]
319
00:26:33,983 --> 00:26:35,543
- Whoa! Hey!
- I'm sorry!
320
00:26:37,023 --> 00:26:39,423
Yeah, I know you from somewhere.
321
00:26:41,463 --> 00:26:42,743
Tucker's.
322
00:26:43,423 --> 00:26:45,983
- Kelly's friend, huh?
- Do you know where to find her?
323
00:26:46,703 --> 00:26:49,623
- How would I know that?
- You're her friend.
324
00:26:50,983 --> 00:26:53,503
- Was a friend.
- Has she been here?
325
00:26:54,663 --> 00:26:55,663
No.
326
00:26:57,823 --> 00:27:01,223
[laughs] You too, huh?
327
00:27:02,383 --> 00:27:03,383
Well...
328
00:27:06,863 --> 00:27:09,903
Hey. Try a different time.
329
00:27:11,263 --> 00:27:15,183
Here in '80, the '90s, 2002 one time.
330
00:27:16,663 --> 00:27:18,343
She's worth the shot, right?
331
00:27:31,084 --> 00:27:33,263
_
332
00:27:33,343 --> 00:27:36,903
Introducing the totally redesigned
Chrysler Cordoba.
333
00:27:36,983 --> 00:27:39,503
All the luxury you expect is here.
334
00:27:40,863 --> 00:27:42,543
But so is gas mileage...
335
00:27:42,623 --> 00:27:44,103
[woman] No, no, no.
336
00:27:44,183 --> 00:27:46,783
["Funky Town" by Lipps, Inc. playing]
337
00:27:56,223 --> 00:27:57,303
- Hey.
- Hey.
338
00:27:58,623 --> 00:28:00,023
Golden age, right?
339
00:28:00,743 --> 00:28:02,383
- Right.
- You playing or...
340
00:28:02,463 --> 00:28:04,583
I'm sorry, I'm looking for someone.
341
00:28:05,903 --> 00:28:07,783
Maybe... next time.
342
00:28:09,884 --> 00:28:11,197
_
343
00:28:11,943 --> 00:28:13,743
["Ironic" by Alanis Morissette playing]
344
00:28:14,783 --> 00:28:16,703
♪ Don't you think? ♪
345
00:28:16,783 --> 00:28:18,863
♪ It's like rain... ♪
346
00:28:37,823 --> 00:28:39,703
[game beeps]
347
00:28:46,783 --> 00:28:48,543
[knocks]
348
00:28:49,703 --> 00:28:50,703
Kelly?
349
00:28:59,776 --> 00:29:01,438
_
350
00:29:18,103 --> 00:29:20,543
[pop music playing on game]
351
00:29:34,023 --> 00:29:35,903
[cheering on game]
352
00:29:35,983 --> 00:29:38,103
Yeah! [laughs]
353
00:29:38,903 --> 00:29:40,703
[man on game] You're beautiful!
354
00:29:41,743 --> 00:29:44,063
- Select a song!
- Hi.
355
00:29:46,663 --> 00:29:47,703
Ladies' room.
356
00:29:47,783 --> 00:29:50,503
["Can't Get You Out Of My Head"
by Kylie Minogue playing]
357
00:29:51,503 --> 00:29:53,023
Hey.
358
00:29:54,343 --> 00:29:56,223
Hey. No, you...
359
00:29:57,863 --> 00:29:59,343
Wait a minute.
360
00:30:00,343 --> 00:30:02,023
Why are you here?
361
00:30:02,103 --> 00:30:04,263
I was looking for you.
Where did you go?
362
00:30:04,343 --> 00:30:06,023
I like a change of music.
363
00:30:06,903 --> 00:30:08,583
How the hell is this your era?
364
00:30:12,303 --> 00:30:15,783
- You hid from me.
- One, I did not.
365
00:30:15,863 --> 00:30:20,583
Two, I owe you zero.
And three... see point two.
366
00:30:26,703 --> 00:30:30,623
It's not about who owes who.
It's about manners.
367
00:30:31,263 --> 00:30:32,903
You don't know who I am.
368
00:30:34,383 --> 00:30:36,463
You don't know what this means.
369
00:30:37,303 --> 00:30:39,663
This means fun.
370
00:30:40,543 --> 00:30:42,703
Or it should. And this...
371
00:30:43,903 --> 00:30:46,023
This is not fun, okay?
372
00:30:47,343 --> 00:30:48,703
This is not fun.
373
00:30:50,183 --> 00:30:51,503
So you don't feel bad?
374
00:30:55,023 --> 00:31:00,103
Maybe you should feel bad.
Or at least feel something.
375
00:31:06,823 --> 00:31:07,943
[door closes]
376
00:31:15,503 --> 00:31:17,143
[glass shatters]
377
00:31:36,903 --> 00:31:38,063
[horn honks]
378
00:31:45,343 --> 00:31:48,343
Have you seen a girl?
Mid-20s, brown hair, glasses?
379
00:31:48,423 --> 00:31:49,983
Uh...
380
00:31:55,583 --> 00:31:57,143
Oh, jeez.
381
00:32:10,103 --> 00:32:11,103
Hey.
382
00:32:17,143 --> 00:32:19,943
Please tell me
you got your pain slider set to zero.
383
00:32:22,823 --> 00:32:24,103
Yeah, I think so.
384
00:32:34,103 --> 00:32:37,183
- Okay, listen.
- How many of them are dead?
385
00:32:39,703 --> 00:32:40,903
Like what percentage?
386
00:32:44,303 --> 00:32:45,743
As in full-timers?
387
00:32:49,303 --> 00:32:52,383
[Kelly] Eighty. Eighty-five.
388
00:33:02,063 --> 00:33:03,143
I'm sorry.
389
00:33:05,703 --> 00:33:10,423
- I'm not gonna jump.
- I know, and I'm sorry, whatever it's...
390
00:33:11,623 --> 00:33:15,063
In the time I've been here,
I said I wouldn't...
391
00:33:16,183 --> 00:33:19,703
I don't know, do feelings.
392
00:33:21,663 --> 00:33:23,263
You freaked me out.
393
00:33:25,463 --> 00:33:27,823
I don't want to like anyone.
394
00:33:29,703 --> 00:33:33,943
So you've been just...
totally fucking inconvenient.
395
00:33:36,423 --> 00:33:37,383
It's that...
396
00:33:38,703 --> 00:33:41,463
I don't know how long there is.
397
00:33:42,583 --> 00:33:48,263
And I can't. I wasn't prepared for you.
For wanting something...
398
00:34:11,183 --> 00:34:12,423
[sighs] Next week it is.
399
00:34:14,103 --> 00:34:15,623
I'm getting married.
400
00:34:16,503 --> 00:34:17,583
Next week?
401
00:34:19,303 --> 00:34:21,503
- To nice Greg?
- [laughs]
402
00:34:22,983 --> 00:34:25,383
- Sure you're going through with that?
- I have to.
403
00:34:27,623 --> 00:34:30,223
- You have to?
- Mm-hmm.
404
00:34:31,783 --> 00:34:33,943
He really is a good guy.
405
00:34:38,223 --> 00:34:40,103
I mean, my family don't approve, but...
406
00:34:41,543 --> 00:34:43,343
they can't stop us.
407
00:34:48,343 --> 00:34:51,943
I know he pities me. That pisses me off.
408
00:34:54,303 --> 00:34:57,983
- But that's not fair 'cause he's...
- [shushes]
409
00:35:07,903 --> 00:35:10,463
You said you don't know
how much time there is.
410
00:35:11,863 --> 00:35:12,903
What does that mean?
411
00:35:19,703 --> 00:35:21,383
They tell me three months.
412
00:35:23,623 --> 00:35:26,263
It's spread basically everywhere.
413
00:35:28,223 --> 00:35:30,783
They said three months before
six months ago.
414
00:35:30,863 --> 00:35:32,783
So, you know, what do they know?
415
00:35:36,663 --> 00:35:38,463
Doesn't even taste of anything.
416
00:35:41,783 --> 00:35:46,023
- But so you'll stay here after?
- No.
417
00:35:46,703 --> 00:35:49,823
When I'm done, I am done.
418
00:35:49,903 --> 00:35:52,143
But that's cra... I mean...
419
00:35:53,703 --> 00:35:56,463
- Why?
- Richard.
420
00:35:58,223 --> 00:35:59,223
That's...
421
00:36:02,223 --> 00:36:03,983
My husband's name was Richard.
422
00:36:07,383 --> 00:36:09,543
He died just two years ago.
423
00:36:11,023 --> 00:36:14,463
So we had the opportunity
to stay in San Junipero.
424
00:36:14,543 --> 00:36:15,543
Pass over.
425
00:36:17,703 --> 00:36:18,743
Didn't take it.
426
00:36:20,303 --> 00:36:23,343
- Didn't want to take it.
- Why wouldn't anyone take it?
427
00:36:26,183 --> 00:36:27,183
He had his viewpoint.
428
00:36:29,663 --> 00:36:34,183
There were things he believed
and things he didn't believe in,
429
00:36:34,263 --> 00:36:35,943
and this place was one of them.
430
00:36:37,903 --> 00:36:40,783
Wouldn't even visit. Take the trial run.
431
00:36:40,863 --> 00:36:42,103
Shit.
432
00:36:44,223 --> 00:36:48,623
I didn't know if I wanted to try it
but... I mean...
433
00:36:50,343 --> 00:36:54,543
Jesus, without this place,
I never would've met someone like you.
434
00:36:54,623 --> 00:36:58,583
- Yeah, you could have.
- No, I wouldn't.
435
00:36:58,663 --> 00:37:00,903
- We could have met outside all this.
- No.
436
00:37:02,343 --> 00:37:06,343
You... would not have got me at all.
437
00:37:09,503 --> 00:37:10,503
At all.
438
00:37:12,343 --> 00:37:15,463
If we really met, I mean...
439
00:37:15,543 --> 00:37:18,943
If we really met, you wouldn't like me.
440
00:37:19,703 --> 00:37:20,863
Try me.
441
00:37:21,783 --> 00:37:25,223
Or you'd...
You wouldn't want to spend time with me.
442
00:37:25,303 --> 00:37:27,543
- You'd come and then...
- Try me.
443
00:37:27,623 --> 00:37:28,623
Why?
444
00:37:30,023 --> 00:37:32,223
Why? What's the point?
445
00:37:32,303 --> 00:37:34,423
What? Where are you? Houston?
446
00:37:35,943 --> 00:37:37,143
Carson City, Nevada.
447
00:37:38,783 --> 00:37:40,263
So come on.
448
00:37:41,023 --> 00:37:43,423
I showed you mine.
449
00:37:44,103 --> 00:37:45,303
Where are you?
450
00:37:47,743 --> 00:37:50,823
- I can just look it up.
- Santa Rosa, California.
451
00:37:50,903 --> 00:37:54,623
- That's no distance.
- I don't want you to...
452
00:37:58,383 --> 00:38:01,823
- I don't want you to see me. I'm scared...
- And I'm dying.
453
00:38:03,223 --> 00:38:05,823
Whatever you are can't scare me.
454
00:38:09,623 --> 00:38:11,143
Let me come visit.
455
00:38:12,983 --> 00:38:14,703
I want to say hi.
456
00:38:41,256 --> 00:38:42,468
_
457
00:38:57,183 --> 00:38:58,623
Here you go.
458
00:39:22,343 --> 00:39:23,143
You okay?
459
00:39:32,663 --> 00:39:35,423
[man over loudspeaker]
Please check in at our self-service pods
460
00:39:35,503 --> 00:39:37,303
using swipe cards provided.
461
00:39:38,543 --> 00:39:42,063
- You must be Kelly.
- I guess I must.
462
00:39:42,143 --> 00:39:44,383
- She's waiting for you.
- Thank you.
463
00:39:46,863 --> 00:39:49,183
- Please.
- [beeps]
464
00:39:50,103 --> 00:39:52,743
She won't be able
to physically respond in any way.
465
00:39:52,823 --> 00:39:54,663
But she can hear you.
466
00:39:56,343 --> 00:39:57,783
I'll give you some privacy.
467
00:40:31,823 --> 00:40:33,103
[whispers] Hello, stupid.
468
00:40:35,703 --> 00:40:37,023
It's good to see you.
469
00:40:51,743 --> 00:40:56,943
Uh... Hello. Excuse me. Is it... Kelly?
470
00:40:58,783 --> 00:40:59,823
It is.
471
00:41:01,223 --> 00:41:04,063
- I'm Greg.
- You're Greg?
472
00:41:05,303 --> 00:41:07,463
- Holy shit.
- [laughs]
473
00:41:08,383 --> 00:41:11,303
Yeah, I think it's great
that you came down here in person
474
00:41:11,383 --> 00:41:12,663
before she passes over.
475
00:41:12,743 --> 00:41:14,503
Even her folks
don't come visit no more so...
476
00:41:14,583 --> 00:41:15,863
She's passing over?
477
00:41:18,343 --> 00:41:20,823
- When?
- Uh...
478
00:41:20,903 --> 00:41:23,263
- Let's go grab a coffee.
- Okay.
479
00:41:25,143 --> 00:41:27,943
- She didn't tell you?
- No, she did not.
480
00:41:28,823 --> 00:41:33,543
- Said she was just visiting.
- More like sampling the trial version.
481
00:41:35,703 --> 00:41:41,263
I mean, I've only known her
the past three years.
482
00:41:41,343 --> 00:41:44,303
We talk on the comm box.
483
00:41:46,943 --> 00:41:50,023
She told you how she ended up
quadriplegic?
484
00:41:50,103 --> 00:41:51,943
And how long she's been that way?
485
00:41:53,703 --> 00:41:58,063
One night, she's 21,
comes out to her folks.
486
00:41:58,143 --> 00:42:00,823
They're a little uptight about it,
you might say.
487
00:42:01,903 --> 00:42:03,663
They told her they don't
want a gay daughter.
488
00:42:03,743 --> 00:42:05,823
It's not natural and so forth.
489
00:42:05,903 --> 00:42:09,943
They fight. She gets in her car.
Runs it off the road. Boom!
490
00:42:10,023 --> 00:42:13,143
- When she was 21?
- More than 40 years back.
491
00:42:13,223 --> 00:42:16,263
It's been her whole lifetime, basically.
492
00:42:16,343 --> 00:42:18,863
So the whole San Junipero system
has been a big deal for her.
493
00:42:18,943 --> 00:42:20,463
The biggest deal.
494
00:42:20,543 --> 00:42:25,463
Of course now, until she passes over,
it goes permanent,
495
00:42:25,543 --> 00:42:27,943
she's on a five-hour weekly limit.
496
00:42:28,023 --> 00:42:29,903
I guess you're the same.
497
00:42:29,983 --> 00:42:33,463
They ration it out.
They don't trust us with more.
498
00:42:33,543 --> 00:42:36,543
They say you go crazy
if you have too much, you know?
499
00:42:36,623 --> 00:42:39,503
You don't leave your seat.
You disassociate body from mind.
500
00:42:39,583 --> 00:42:43,623
Like that doesn't happen
in every senior home already. [laughs]
501
00:42:44,503 --> 00:42:46,943
The system's there
for therapeutic reasons,
502
00:42:47,023 --> 00:42:49,983
immersive nostalgia therapy.
503
00:42:50,063 --> 00:42:52,583
Plunge you into a world of memories.
504
00:42:53,343 --> 00:42:56,663
Helps with Alzheimer's,
that's what they say.
505
00:42:56,743 --> 00:42:57,983
Small mercies.
506
00:42:59,503 --> 00:43:00,623
So...
507
00:43:01,903 --> 00:43:03,663
About this marriage...
508
00:43:05,903 --> 00:43:08,983
The state's got a triple lockdown
on euthanasia cases.
509
00:43:09,063 --> 00:43:13,183
You gotta have a sign-off from the doc,
the patient, a family member.
510
00:43:13,263 --> 00:43:17,663
It's to stop folks from passing over just
because they prefer San Junipero flat out.
511
00:43:17,743 --> 00:43:19,583
Anyhow, Yorkie's family,
512
00:43:20,223 --> 00:43:22,863
they're big-time religious,
and they will not sign.
513
00:43:22,943 --> 00:43:25,183
But a spouse can override them.
514
00:43:26,223 --> 00:43:29,383
- Hence the wedding bells.
- You got it.
515
00:43:29,463 --> 00:43:31,503
We got a pastor coming tomorrow a.m.,
516
00:43:31,583 --> 00:43:34,423
and then she's scheduled to pass
tomorrow afternoon.
517
00:43:34,503 --> 00:43:37,863
"Scheduled to pass."
Let's just call it dying.
518
00:43:37,943 --> 00:43:39,943
If you can call it dying.
519
00:43:40,023 --> 00:43:43,143
Uploaded to the cloud, sounds like heaven.
520
00:43:44,103 --> 00:43:45,303
I guess.
521
00:43:47,063 --> 00:43:48,463
You gonna wear a suit?
522
00:43:48,543 --> 00:43:50,263
[laughs]
523
00:43:50,343 --> 00:43:52,743
The ceremony's on my coffee break.
524
00:43:54,223 --> 00:43:57,623
I never married so I just figured,
you know, what's the harm?
525
00:43:58,623 --> 00:44:00,023
You're a good man.
526
00:44:02,063 --> 00:44:03,503
It's the least I could do, right?
527
00:44:07,223 --> 00:44:10,343
Think you could hook us up
to the system now?
528
00:44:10,423 --> 00:44:13,463
Just for a little while,
before she passes?
529
00:44:13,543 --> 00:44:17,143
You can still see her afterwards.
I mean, then she's no limit.
530
00:44:17,223 --> 00:44:20,063
She's full, fat, permanent San Juniperan.
531
00:44:20,143 --> 00:44:22,303
I know, but can you?
532
00:44:22,383 --> 00:44:24,983
Seriously, it is so tight here
that they monitor every...
533
00:44:25,063 --> 00:44:27,023
I only want a moment.
534
00:44:45,223 --> 00:44:46,023
[Greg] Ma'am.
535
00:44:47,463 --> 00:44:50,103
- You got five minutes
- Thank you.
536
00:45:03,743 --> 00:45:04,943
Hey!
537
00:45:07,183 --> 00:45:09,303
I've never been here
during the daylight.
538
00:45:10,503 --> 00:45:11,303
It's warm.
539
00:45:12,223 --> 00:45:15,023
Listen, I gotta be quick.
So I spoke to Greg.
540
00:45:15,103 --> 00:45:16,223
Oh.
541
00:45:17,703 --> 00:45:21,383
- You're passing over tomorrow?
- Yeah.
542
00:45:21,463 --> 00:45:23,183
Couple of hours after the wedding.
543
00:45:23,943 --> 00:45:28,343
So I guess I am technically
honeymooning here forever.
544
00:45:30,223 --> 00:45:32,063
- I'm sorry I didn't tell you.
- [shushes]
545
00:45:34,943 --> 00:45:38,183
- I'm gonna say something crazy.
- Okay.
546
00:45:42,583 --> 00:45:43,983
Wanna marry me instead?
547
00:45:45,903 --> 00:45:48,943
It's just... Greg seems great, but...
548
00:45:50,383 --> 00:45:52,583
- Why not someone you've connected with?
- [laughs]
549
00:46:01,663 --> 00:46:03,423
- [laughs] Is that a yes?
- [laughs]
550
00:46:06,143 --> 00:46:07,943
[man] ...to be your lawfully wedded wife,
551
00:46:08,023 --> 00:46:13,183
to have and to hold,
in sickness and in health,
552
00:46:14,423 --> 00:46:19,063
in good times and in woe,
for richer, for poorer...
553
00:46:20,143 --> 00:46:21,303
[beeping]
554
00:46:27,183 --> 00:46:29,943
[Yorkie breathing faintly]
555
00:46:30,918 --> 00:46:33,462
_
556
00:46:47,183 --> 00:46:48,743
[breathing stops]
557
00:47:06,823 --> 00:47:08,663
[sighs]
558
00:47:10,383 --> 00:47:13,383
[gulls squawking]
559
00:47:13,463 --> 00:47:15,823
[waves rippling]
560
00:47:49,063 --> 00:47:50,143
[sighs]
561
00:47:52,223 --> 00:47:53,383
[nurse] Hold tight.
562
00:47:55,663 --> 00:47:57,023
There you go.
563
00:48:01,343 --> 00:48:02,343
Nearly there.
564
00:48:04,503 --> 00:48:05,583
That's it.
565
00:48:09,103 --> 00:48:11,063
[Kelly coughing]
566
00:48:15,983 --> 00:48:17,583
Are you sure you're all right?
567
00:48:21,663 --> 00:48:22,983
[beeps]
568
00:48:26,143 --> 00:48:27,823
[sighs]
569
00:48:45,023 --> 00:48:48,103
[horn honks]
570
00:48:48,543 --> 00:48:49,663
Hey!
571
00:48:49,743 --> 00:48:51,663
[both laughing]
572
00:48:58,823 --> 00:49:00,383
You didn't dress up to see me?
573
00:49:00,903 --> 00:49:02,143
Oh...
574
00:49:02,223 --> 00:49:03,663
Come on!
575
00:49:05,783 --> 00:49:07,903
- Better?
- [both laugh]
576
00:49:10,023 --> 00:49:11,023
Whoop!
577
00:49:14,183 --> 00:49:15,423
Oh!
578
00:49:17,183 --> 00:49:18,583
Oh! Whoo!
579
00:49:27,423 --> 00:49:29,303
[Yorkie] Looks so real.
580
00:49:32,023 --> 00:49:34,343
It feels so real!
581
00:49:36,823 --> 00:49:38,863
[Kelly laughs]
582
00:49:39,783 --> 00:49:41,183
[laughs and screams]
583
00:49:41,263 --> 00:49:46,103
- What are you doing?
- Oh, I love it here! [laughs]
584
00:49:46,183 --> 00:49:47,183
I just love it.
585
00:49:47,263 --> 00:49:50,943
- You've been here before.
- But now I live here!
586
00:49:52,503 --> 00:49:53,743
Be with me.
587
00:49:55,183 --> 00:49:58,703
- I'm with you now.
- That's not what I mean.
588
00:50:00,623 --> 00:50:01,983
Pass over.
589
00:50:03,143 --> 00:50:06,263
- When it's your time.
- Yorkie.
590
00:50:06,343 --> 00:50:09,703
- Stay here with me.
- Can we just enjoy tonight?
591
00:50:09,783 --> 00:50:11,783
It's almost midnight.
592
00:50:11,863 --> 00:50:13,223
In ten minutes, you're out of here.
593
00:50:13,303 --> 00:50:14,943
Then I gotta wait a week
to see you again.
594
00:50:15,023 --> 00:50:18,143
- You know I'm just a visitor.
- What, a couple of months, then what?
595
00:50:18,223 --> 00:50:20,943
- We're not discussing this.
- Then you're gone.
596
00:50:21,023 --> 00:50:24,863
- Just gone. You could have forever.
- Forever?
597
00:50:24,943 --> 00:50:28,183
- Who can even make sense of forever?
- However long you want then.
598
00:50:28,263 --> 00:50:30,863
I mean, you can remove yourself
like that. [snaps fingers]
599
00:50:30,943 --> 00:50:32,743
It's not a trap.
600
00:50:32,823 --> 00:50:36,223
I mean, look at it! Jesus! Touch it!
[bangs vehicle]
601
00:50:36,303 --> 00:50:38,623
- I'm going.
- Hey! Oh. Hey.
602
00:50:40,503 --> 00:50:41,503
It's real.
603
00:50:42,663 --> 00:50:45,063
This is real.
604
00:50:46,663 --> 00:50:48,303
And this.
605
00:50:49,823 --> 00:50:51,343
- Hmm?
- Come on.
606
00:50:51,423 --> 00:50:53,263
You know that was just a gesture.
607
00:50:55,223 --> 00:50:58,943
- You married me.
- To help you pass over.
608
00:50:59,023 --> 00:51:03,903
- As a... kindness.
- It's not so kind to leave.
609
00:51:07,903 --> 00:51:10,943
Okay, look, look, I'm sorry, I just...
610
00:51:12,943 --> 00:51:14,743
I got this chance.
611
00:51:16,503 --> 00:51:19,623
We got this chance.
I wanna share it with you.
612
00:51:22,023 --> 00:51:24,663
I said I made my choice.
613
00:51:24,743 --> 00:51:27,863
What is it? You feel bad
because your husband isn't here?
614
00:51:28,663 --> 00:51:31,543
- Because that was his choice.
- Don't.
615
00:51:31,623 --> 00:51:34,303
He chose not to stay here.
It's like he left you.
616
00:51:35,263 --> 00:51:38,343
You know, he could have stayed,
but he chose to leave you.
617
00:51:38,423 --> 00:51:40,703
- You don't know what you're saying.
- You should be mad at him.
618
00:51:40,783 --> 00:51:42,823
- Not whipping yourself with guilt.
- Get off me.
619
00:51:42,903 --> 00:51:46,783
You can't see it!
But what he did, it was selfish actually!
620
00:51:46,863 --> 00:51:47,863
[gasps]
621
00:51:51,463 --> 00:51:52,903
Forty-nine years...
622
00:51:55,063 --> 00:52:00,343
I was with him for 49 years.
623
00:52:01,383 --> 00:52:03,943
You can't begin to imagine.
624
00:52:05,103 --> 00:52:06,663
You can't know...
625
00:52:08,503 --> 00:52:12,063
the bond, the commitment, the boredom,
626
00:52:12,143 --> 00:52:14,503
the yearning, the laughter,
the love of it.
627
00:52:14,583 --> 00:52:17,143
The fucking love. You just cannot know!
628
00:52:19,143 --> 00:52:21,263
Everything we sacrificed.
629
00:52:22,703 --> 00:52:26,223
The years I gave him.
The years he gave me.
630
00:52:26,303 --> 00:52:27,663
Did you think to ask?
631
00:52:29,623 --> 00:52:32,223
Did it occur to you to ask?
632
00:52:34,783 --> 00:52:36,183
We had a daughter.
633
00:52:38,903 --> 00:52:40,143
Alison.
634
00:52:42,063 --> 00:52:44,943
Always difficult, always beautiful.
635
00:52:45,023 --> 00:52:47,743
Died at 39 years old, bless her heart.
636
00:52:47,823 --> 00:52:50,903
And Richard and I,
we felt that heartbreak as one.
637
00:52:52,343 --> 00:52:55,103
You think you're the only person
ever suffered, go fuck yourself.
638
00:52:55,183 --> 00:52:57,383
- Well, I didn't know...
- Didn't think to.
639
00:52:58,943 --> 00:53:01,463
You know, when he was dying,
Richard said to me
640
00:53:01,543 --> 00:53:05,183
when they offered him this,
to pass over, pass through,
641
00:53:05,263 --> 00:53:07,943
spend eternity in this fucking graveyard
you're so in love with,
642
00:53:08,023 --> 00:53:13,703
he said, "How can I?
When she missed out, how can I?"
643
00:53:14,983 --> 00:53:16,183
And so he went.
644
00:53:17,583 --> 00:53:20,583
And I wish I could believe he's
with her now,
645
00:53:20,663 --> 00:53:22,303
that they're together, but I don't.
646
00:53:23,263 --> 00:53:26,223
I believe they're nowhere.
Just like you said.
647
00:53:26,823 --> 00:53:30,903
Gone. No, I pitied you,
and that's the truth. I pitied you.
648
00:53:30,983 --> 00:53:32,383
Now you give me some sales pitch
649
00:53:32,463 --> 00:53:34,343
about how fucking peachy forever
could be.
650
00:53:34,423 --> 00:53:35,463
I'm sorry.
651
00:53:35,543 --> 00:53:37,743
You wanna spend forever
somewhere nothing matters?
652
00:53:38,583 --> 00:53:40,623
End up like Wes?
653
00:53:40,703 --> 00:53:43,823
All those lost fucks at the Quagmire
654
00:53:43,903 --> 00:53:45,983
trying anything to feel something,
go ahead.
655
00:53:47,263 --> 00:53:49,983
But I'm out. I'm gone.
656
00:53:53,263 --> 00:53:56,943
Kelly, I'm sorry. Kelly!
657
00:54:02,223 --> 00:54:03,943
[engine revs]
658
00:54:20,463 --> 00:54:22,063
[tyres screech]
659
00:54:27,383 --> 00:54:28,534
[engine revs]
660
00:54:28,614 --> 00:54:29,425
_
661
00:54:32,903 --> 00:54:34,743
- [crashes]
- [Kelly grunts]
662
00:54:47,703 --> 00:54:50,263
[waves ripple]
663
00:54:54,983 --> 00:54:57,023
[coughs]
664
00:56:06,063 --> 00:56:07,383
[chattering]
665
00:56:11,503 --> 00:56:12,983
[nurse] Hey, Kelly.
666
00:56:14,823 --> 00:56:17,983
- You all right?
- Yeah, I am fine.
667
00:56:27,783 --> 00:56:29,903
[wheezes]
668
00:57:14,863 --> 00:57:17,823
- Well, okay then.
- Huh?
669
00:57:22,263 --> 00:57:23,263
Kelly?
670
00:57:24,343 --> 00:57:26,503
All things considered...
671
00:57:28,543 --> 00:57:29,983
I guess I'm ready.
672
00:57:32,503 --> 00:57:33,623
For what?
673
00:57:36,903 --> 00:57:38,903
For the rest of it.
674
00:57:47,023 --> 00:57:48,383
[seagulls cry]
675
00:57:57,543 --> 00:57:59,303
[starts engine]
676
00:57:59,383 --> 00:58:02,823
♪ Ooh, baby,
do you know what that's worth ♪
677
00:58:02,903 --> 00:58:07,103
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
678
00:58:07,183 --> 00:58:11,103
♪ They say in heaven love comes first ♪
679
00:58:11,183 --> 00:58:14,903
♪ We'll make heaven a place on Earth ♪
680
00:58:14,983 --> 00:58:18,663
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
681
00:58:30,191 --> 00:58:33,683
_
682
00:58:35,703 --> 00:58:39,863
♪ When I feel alone ♪
683
00:58:39,943 --> 00:58:41,303
♪ I reach for you ♪
684
00:58:41,383 --> 00:58:43,783
- ♪ And you bring me home ♪
- [honks horn]
685
00:58:43,863 --> 00:58:47,303
♪ When I'm lost at sea ♪
686
00:58:47,383 --> 00:58:51,383
- [laughs]
- ♪ I hear your voice and it carries me ♪
687
00:58:51,983 --> 00:58:53,063
Ready?
688
00:58:53,143 --> 00:58:56,063
- ♪ In this world we're just beginning ♪
- [both] Whoo!
689
00:58:56,143 --> 00:59:00,103
♪ To understand the miracle of living ♪
690
00:59:00,183 --> 00:59:03,263
- ♪ Maybe I wasn't brave before ♪
- [both] Whoo!
691
00:59:03,343 --> 00:59:07,263
♪ But I'm not afraid anymore ♪
692
00:59:07,943 --> 00:59:11,463
♪ Ooh, baby,
do you know what that's worth ♪
693
00:59:11,543 --> 00:59:15,463
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
694
00:59:15,543 --> 00:59:19,223
♪ They say in heaven love comes first ♪
695
00:59:19,303 --> 00:59:22,863
♪ We'll make a heaven a place on Earth ♪
696
00:59:22,943 --> 00:59:27,863
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
697
00:59:35,183 --> 00:59:36,703
[beeping]
698
00:59:37,783 --> 00:59:40,783
♪ Heaven ♪
699
00:59:45,823 --> 00:59:49,263
♪ Heaven ♪
700
00:59:53,303 --> 00:59:56,183
♪ Heaven ♪
701
00:59:57,703 --> 01:00:01,463
♪ In this world, we're just beginning ♪
702
01:00:01,543 --> 01:00:05,063
♪ To understand the miracle of living ♪
703
01:00:05,703 --> 01:00:08,983
♪ Baby, I was afraid before ♪
704
01:00:09,063 --> 01:00:13,343
♪ I'm not afraid anymore ♪
705
01:00:13,423 --> 01:00:18,423
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