1 00:00:00,001 --> 00:00:03,360 All families have secrets and this is ours. 2 00:00:03,400 --> 00:00:05,242 You have to control it. 3 00:00:05,267 --> 00:00:08,336 - Your grandfather lost control and... - And what? 4 00:00:08,361 --> 00:00:09,800 He was obsessed with the idea 5 00:00:09,840 --> 00:00:13,317 that he could move objects through thought control. 6 00:00:14,880 --> 00:00:17,092 FAITH: Looking back, the signs were all there. 7 00:00:17,116 --> 00:00:19,596 We just didn't see them, or we didn't want to see them. 8 00:00:19,621 --> 00:00:22,342 You think we can do this brother and sister thing? 9 00:00:22,367 --> 00:00:23,607 We have to. 10 00:00:23,741 --> 00:00:26,341 We were all set on a collision course. 11 00:00:26,381 --> 00:00:29,459 - We didn't see it coming. - This can't happen. Ever. 12 00:00:29,530 --> 00:00:32,250 The thing about Azfal is he'll chat up anything in a skirt. 13 00:00:32,297 --> 00:00:35,155 - Thanks for the heads-up. - I did a wrong thing, a bad thing. 14 00:00:35,180 --> 00:00:36,725 - What kind of bad thing? - I didn't mean to, 15 00:00:36,750 --> 00:00:38,607 I didn't mean it, I didn't mean to! 16 00:00:39,873 --> 00:00:41,396 [TYRES SCREECH] 17 00:00:41,451 --> 00:00:43,231 I need you to believe me. 18 00:00:43,256 --> 00:00:45,708 - I can't be alone with it any more. - All right, fine. 19 00:00:45,778 --> 00:00:46,778 Prove it. 20 00:00:50,690 --> 00:00:52,850 [GRUNTS] 21 00:00:54,130 --> 00:00:56,359 Now do you believe me? 22 00:00:58,210 --> 00:00:59,850 [PANTS, GRUNTS] 23 00:01:03,448 --> 00:01:04,779 Just... 24 00:01:05,328 --> 00:01:06,920 just give me a minute, OK? 25 00:01:11,522 --> 00:01:12,928 [DOOR CLOSES] 26 00:01:30,469 --> 00:01:31,920 [DROPS CUP IN BIN] 27 00:01:37,210 --> 00:01:39,210 Leave that! 28 00:01:39,970 --> 00:01:41,496 Leave that. 29 00:01:44,810 --> 00:01:47,371 I need time to process this. It's... 30 00:01:49,810 --> 00:01:52,262 a lot to calibrate. 31 00:01:55,210 --> 00:01:57,770 When you say you did something bad, how bad? 32 00:01:58,067 --> 00:02:00,107 Like when you trashed your dad's house? 33 00:02:02,330 --> 00:02:05,730 If I'm to help you, I need you to be honest with me, 34 00:02:05,770 --> 00:02:07,490 and that means 100%. 35 00:02:07,530 --> 00:02:09,930 I need to know when this happens, how it happens 36 00:02:09,970 --> 00:02:12,515 and under what circumstances. 37 00:02:12,937 --> 00:02:14,445 We need to involve your father now. 38 00:02:14,478 --> 00:02:16,187 - He has a right to know. - No! 39 00:02:16,770 --> 00:02:18,810 You promised. 40 00:02:20,210 --> 00:02:23,130 Call me in the morning. We'll work out how to move forward. 41 00:02:27,970 --> 00:02:30,246 Erm, you said your... 42 00:02:30,902 --> 00:02:33,003 your grandfather had it, too. 43 00:02:33,337 --> 00:02:35,225 What's the story there? 44 00:02:36,290 --> 00:02:37,944 It killed him. 45 00:02:44,850 --> 00:02:46,250 [THUD] 46 00:02:46,290 --> 00:02:48,290 Jesus Christ! 47 00:02:55,329 --> 00:02:58,156 Synced and corrected by Aaronnmb www.addic7ed.com 48 00:02:59,125 --> 00:03:02,149 FAITH: Remember what I said about seeing is believing? 49 00:03:02,914 --> 00:03:06,045 But what if believing what you see 50 00:03:06,070 --> 00:03:08,010 means doubting every concept, 51 00:03:08,050 --> 00:03:10,930 every principle your life is based on? 52 00:03:11,810 --> 00:03:14,330 And once you let doubt like that in, 53 00:03:14,370 --> 00:03:17,988 what unknown hell will it lead you to? 54 00:03:29,169 --> 00:03:32,090 [PHONE VIBRATING] 55 00:03:37,973 --> 00:03:39,973 - Yes? - Is he with you? 56 00:03:39,998 --> 00:03:42,410 - No. - Have you tried calling him? 57 00:03:42,669 --> 00:03:44,669 Obviously I did. 58 00:03:45,730 --> 00:03:49,162 He's... he's probably staying over with a mate. 59 00:03:49,482 --> 00:03:51,865 I'm sorry to disturb you. Sorry. 60 00:04:00,690 --> 00:04:02,287 Who was that? 61 00:04:02,410 --> 00:04:04,410 - Work. - Hm. 62 00:04:20,816 --> 00:04:22,371 [BUZZER] 63 00:04:29,530 --> 00:04:31,530 Just through here. 64 00:05:05,016 --> 00:05:06,868 _ 65 00:05:12,482 --> 00:05:14,415 _ 66 00:05:25,443 --> 00:05:26,906 What's the deal with him? 67 00:05:28,770 --> 00:05:31,732 A sub-something haemorrhage, they said. 68 00:05:32,270 --> 00:05:35,807 They won't know until he comes around whether there's brain damage. 69 00:05:36,253 --> 00:05:38,378 If so, how much. 70 00:05:42,050 --> 00:05:44,130 You were there when he had the accident. 71 00:05:46,570 --> 00:05:48,276 I saw you. 72 00:05:48,534 --> 00:05:50,610 So much for being in the library. 73 00:05:52,370 --> 00:05:55,010 Is that why you didn't stick around to help? 74 00:05:57,050 --> 00:06:00,011 - He's your frien... - Well, I'm here now, aren't I?! 75 00:06:01,970 --> 00:06:04,051 You're not who I thought you were. 76 00:06:04,703 --> 00:06:06,603 Not even close. 77 00:06:07,901 --> 00:06:09,930 And that thing you said... 78 00:06:09,970 --> 00:06:11,971 about doing the bad stuff... 79 00:06:13,760 --> 00:06:17,010 put "selfish arsehole" on top of the list. 80 00:07:30,250 --> 00:07:31,970 ROSE: Never use it in anger. 81 00:07:32,923 --> 00:07:34,810 Only use it for good. 82 00:07:35,490 --> 00:07:37,130 Only for good. 83 00:08:25,050 --> 00:08:29,370 [MONITOR BLEEPING] 84 00:09:25,010 --> 00:09:27,370 Oh, my God... 85 00:09:38,693 --> 00:09:40,464 What sort of tests of these, anyway? 86 00:09:40,498 --> 00:09:42,658 She didn't go into details. 87 00:09:42,698 --> 00:09:45,258 Any time you're not comfortable, if you want to bail, 88 00:09:45,298 --> 00:09:46,434 we're out of there. 89 00:09:46,459 --> 00:09:49,505 We have to start somewhere to get the answers that you need. 90 00:09:50,098 --> 00:09:52,298 Or that we both need. 91 00:09:52,338 --> 00:09:53,997 Nice place. 92 00:09:54,418 --> 00:09:56,919 Yeah, funding issues, apparently. 93 00:10:06,218 --> 00:10:08,527 Still as you can, OK? 94 00:10:08,552 --> 00:10:11,392 Any movement disrupts the brainwave frequency. 95 00:10:13,578 --> 00:10:16,141 You probably have me down as some sort of wacko 96 00:10:16,166 --> 00:10:18,021 that chases poltergeists and... 97 00:10:18,061 --> 00:10:20,541 ghoulies and things that go bump in the night. 98 00:10:20,581 --> 00:10:22,341 Am I right? 99 00:10:22,718 --> 00:10:25,661 Right, this detects any unusual fluctuations 100 00:10:25,701 --> 00:10:28,230 in the electromagnetic field. 101 00:10:28,255 --> 00:10:30,855 Hence the protective casings round the cameras. 102 00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:34,221 It's never easy when two worlds collide. 103 00:10:34,261 --> 00:10:37,852 Trying to convince my colleagues in the... scientific community 104 00:10:37,877 --> 00:10:40,626 that human consciousness can alter the physical world, 105 00:10:40,651 --> 00:10:43,166 has been something of a bumpy ride. 106 00:10:43,336 --> 00:10:44,899 But then again, 107 00:10:44,930 --> 00:10:49,221 given that it challenges every known law of physics and thermodynamics, 108 00:10:49,261 --> 00:10:51,381 it's hardly surprising. 109 00:10:51,421 --> 00:10:53,641 Right, I think we're set. 110 00:10:54,258 --> 00:10:56,836 OK. Relaxed as you can. 111 00:10:56,861 --> 00:11:00,621 Right. Four dice in the tube. 112 00:11:00,661 --> 00:11:03,181 It will rotate and jumble them. 113 00:11:03,593 --> 00:11:05,477 I want you to pick a number 114 00:11:05,502 --> 00:11:09,445 and make all four dice fall showing that number, OK? 115 00:11:11,850 --> 00:11:13,488 Number six. 116 00:11:22,461 --> 00:11:23,971 Again. 117 00:11:24,080 --> 00:11:26,525 Preclude the factor of chance. 118 00:11:32,674 --> 00:11:34,205 Again. 119 00:11:38,039 --> 00:11:39,448 Again. 120 00:11:43,360 --> 00:11:44,949 Again. 121 00:11:45,729 --> 00:11:47,129 [DICE CLATTER] 122 00:11:49,479 --> 00:11:50,567 Good. 123 00:11:50,965 --> 00:11:53,036 Moving on... [CLEARS THROAT] 124 00:11:53,156 --> 00:11:54,629 Right... 125 00:11:56,621 --> 00:11:58,701 16 lights. 126 00:11:58,741 --> 00:12:01,614 They'll move in a clockwise rotation. 127 00:12:01,661 --> 00:12:04,004 I want you to change the direction of the lights 128 00:12:04,029 --> 00:12:07,536 so they move in an anticlockwise direction. OK? 129 00:12:42,861 --> 00:12:46,781 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 130 00:12:46,821 --> 00:12:49,781 [DICE CLATTERING] 131 00:13:25,155 --> 00:13:26,875 OK. All over. 132 00:13:31,056 --> 00:13:33,018 Just relax. 133 00:13:35,864 --> 00:13:38,024 Are we done now? 134 00:13:41,328 --> 00:13:45,421 Why don't you er... pop out and get some air? 135 00:13:45,461 --> 00:13:48,734 You know er... give us a chance to review. 136 00:13:49,116 --> 00:13:51,316 Work out the next step. 137 00:14:02,444 --> 00:14:05,508 Have you any idea what we've just witnessed here? 138 00:14:06,141 --> 00:14:09,821 I mean... we're not talking about bending a few spoons. 139 00:14:09,861 --> 00:14:12,477 This is a whole different league. 140 00:14:12,836 --> 00:14:15,181 His parents are divorced, you say? 141 00:14:15,221 --> 00:14:16,297 [EXHALES] 142 00:14:16,322 --> 00:14:19,701 Disruption of family life, hormones, turbulence of puberty. 143 00:14:19,741 --> 00:14:22,381 It's textbook. You know, time and time again, 144 00:14:22,421 --> 00:14:24,861 I've maintained that adolescence is the optimum time 145 00:14:24,901 --> 00:14:27,748 for psychic phenomena to manifest themselves. 146 00:14:28,461 --> 00:14:30,030 [EXHALES] OK... 147 00:14:30,055 --> 00:14:31,997 we need to run more tests. 148 00:14:32,022 --> 00:14:33,941 More advanced this time. 149 00:14:33,981 --> 00:14:36,141 And we'll invite the scientific press. 150 00:14:36,181 --> 00:14:37,872 You know, Nature, The Lancet, 151 00:14:37,897 --> 00:14:39,751 all the science and neuroscience journals, 152 00:14:39,776 --> 00:14:41,259 the whole bloody lot! 153 00:14:41,284 --> 00:14:42,541 A live... 154 00:14:42,774 --> 00:14:46,021 demonstration of psychokinesis. 155 00:14:46,259 --> 00:14:49,015 - It's a game-changer. - And what about duty of care? 156 00:14:49,040 --> 00:14:50,821 Where does that come in? 157 00:14:51,126 --> 00:14:54,751 I brought that boy here for your clinical input. 158 00:14:55,196 --> 00:14:57,821 To help me give him the support he needs. 159 00:14:57,861 --> 00:14:59,861 You brought him here because... 160 00:14:59,901 --> 00:15:04,384 he challenges your entrenched world view of scientific probability. 161 00:15:04,409 --> 00:15:06,507 That puts him beyond your help. 162 00:15:06,532 --> 00:15:09,861 Until he learns not just to accept his gift 163 00:15:10,188 --> 00:15:13,929 but to celebrate it, he'll never harness its full potential. 164 00:15:13,954 --> 00:15:15,939 - That's what I can offer him. - Come on. 165 00:15:15,964 --> 00:15:17,993 It's what he can offer you, surely. 166 00:15:18,431 --> 00:15:22,290 Oh, I've read about your years of professional contempt and ridicule, 167 00:15:22,315 --> 00:15:25,341 the professional humiliation, and now... 168 00:15:25,381 --> 00:15:27,040 hallelujah! 169 00:15:27,923 --> 00:15:29,720 You're vindicated. 170 00:15:30,302 --> 00:15:32,622 You get the recognition you deserve. 171 00:15:33,501 --> 00:15:36,501 If he's old enough to have sex and join the army, 172 00:15:36,541 --> 00:15:38,804 he's old enough to determine his own future. 173 00:15:38,829 --> 00:15:42,821 No, not on my watch. He's way too fragile to make a life choice like that. 174 00:15:44,703 --> 00:15:46,530 Let me be clear about this. 175 00:15:47,538 --> 00:15:49,821 If you go public with this, I'll come after you. 176 00:15:50,304 --> 00:15:53,341 I'll impugn any last shred of credibility you still have. 177 00:15:53,381 --> 00:15:55,421 Social media, scientific journals, 178 00:15:55,461 --> 00:15:59,470 I'll shout it at stark-bollock-naked from the rooftops if I have to. 179 00:16:00,376 --> 00:16:02,941 I'll claim you deliberately rigged his test results 180 00:16:02,981 --> 00:16:04,501 for your own mercenary motives. 181 00:16:04,541 --> 00:16:06,753 That they're nothing more than trickery and fraud. 182 00:16:06,778 --> 00:16:08,106 In short, 183 00:16:08,131 --> 00:16:12,551 your so-called career will be over. I'll bury you. 184 00:16:20,221 --> 00:16:21,821 [SIGHS] 185 00:16:25,325 --> 00:16:28,021 Wasted trip, I'm afraid. Sorry about that. 186 00:16:28,419 --> 00:16:30,659 Divergences of opinion on ethics. 187 00:16:30,684 --> 00:16:32,484 Among other things. 188 00:16:34,981 --> 00:16:37,741 Trust me, she's not the way for us to go. 189 00:16:37,781 --> 00:16:39,581 So now what? 190 00:16:39,791 --> 00:16:42,181 I do another performing monkey act for another nut-job? 191 00:16:42,221 --> 00:16:44,981 - I'm not a fucking freak show. - Look, I'm new to this, all right? 192 00:16:45,021 --> 00:16:46,721 Give me time. 193 00:16:47,861 --> 00:16:49,323 We'll get there. 194 00:16:49,348 --> 00:16:51,151 I've got your back. 195 00:17:03,058 --> 00:17:05,393 Not sure you chose the best day. 196 00:17:10,835 --> 00:17:14,335 The doctor thinks she's had more mini strokes, which is why she is so weak. 197 00:17:15,781 --> 00:17:19,941 - But she'll be all right? - Ah, she's a fighter, this one. 198 00:17:20,187 --> 00:17:23,843 Talk to her. If anyone can get through to her, it's you. 199 00:17:25,101 --> 00:17:27,101 [PHONE] 200 00:17:30,063 --> 00:17:31,812 _ 201 00:17:44,607 --> 00:17:46,030 Gran? 202 00:17:48,571 --> 00:17:50,811 Squeeze my hand if you can hear me. 203 00:17:56,021 --> 00:17:58,341 I saw the starlings again. 204 00:17:58,576 --> 00:18:00,176 Thousands of them. 205 00:18:01,182 --> 00:18:03,702 Like a cloud of smoke, except it was alive. 206 00:18:06,421 --> 00:18:09,943 I know you said I should control it, and I've tried, Gran, I have. 207 00:18:11,097 --> 00:18:13,137 But if it's genetic then... 208 00:18:13,201 --> 00:18:15,061 it's part of you, isn't it? 209 00:18:15,936 --> 00:18:17,896 It's programmed in your DNA. 210 00:18:17,966 --> 00:18:19,726 It's who you are. 211 00:18:24,709 --> 00:18:26,949 I know how it ended for him now. 212 00:18:29,197 --> 00:18:31,557 Is that why you never told me before? 213 00:18:31,677 --> 00:18:33,661 In case I ended up the same way? 214 00:18:33,701 --> 00:18:35,541 Mmm. 215 00:18:38,701 --> 00:18:41,100 Was he afraid he might hurt someone? 216 00:18:42,161 --> 00:18:44,361 But what if he already had? 217 00:18:52,157 --> 00:18:53,824 [PHONE] 218 00:18:55,824 --> 00:18:56,833 Hey. 219 00:18:56,871 --> 00:19:00,801 He's awake and talking... and out of intensive care. 220 00:19:01,655 --> 00:19:03,145 Thought you'd wanna know. 221 00:19:03,170 --> 00:19:05,348 - Catch you at home. - Faith, wait 222 00:19:08,507 --> 00:19:10,867 I'm gonna sort myself out. I am. 223 00:19:11,570 --> 00:19:13,162 Whatever. 224 00:19:35,350 --> 00:19:37,741 I think that's when he really knew, 225 00:19:37,781 --> 00:19:42,021 that like his grandfather he might never control his power, 226 00:19:42,061 --> 00:19:44,901 that no-one around him would ever be safe. 227 00:19:45,436 --> 00:19:48,781 And the thought filled him with terror. 228 00:19:49,053 --> 00:19:51,101 What's that thing they say? 229 00:19:51,141 --> 00:19:55,326 There is no greater fear than fear itself. 230 00:20:02,267 --> 00:20:04,204 FEMALE NURSE: If you'd like to come through this way. 231 00:20:04,229 --> 00:20:05,657 - Thanks. - Cheers. 232 00:20:21,198 --> 00:20:22,541 [DOOR OPENS] 233 00:20:22,566 --> 00:20:23,758 Sorry. 234 00:20:23,798 --> 00:20:26,470 Bloody lists went on forever. Take a seat. 235 00:20:26,918 --> 00:20:30,198 - Has he called? - Care home have. 236 00:20:30,238 --> 00:20:33,758 It seems he visited my mother. Stayed there most of the morning. 237 00:20:36,518 --> 00:20:37,960 I erm... 238 00:20:39,650 --> 00:20:42,250 never thought I'd hear myself say this, but... 239 00:20:43,758 --> 00:20:46,078 I think he should come and live with you. 240 00:20:47,205 --> 00:20:49,718 Just for the foreseeable future, anyway. 241 00:20:49,765 --> 00:20:52,365 Just because he was AWOL for one night? 242 00:20:52,398 --> 00:20:56,208 Come on, it's more than one night. He's barely at home. He's barely at college. 243 00:20:56,365 --> 00:20:57,994 It's because he... 244 00:20:59,667 --> 00:21:02,058 he needs more than I can give him. 245 00:21:06,518 --> 00:21:08,758 Did he tell you that erm... 246 00:21:09,331 --> 00:21:12,167 Victor's daughter Faith lives with us now? 247 00:21:12,987 --> 00:21:15,252 Yeah, well, I think that... 248 00:21:15,398 --> 00:21:17,831 something might be going on there. 249 00:21:17,987 --> 00:21:20,893 Hormonal teenagers living in close proximity. 250 00:21:20,918 --> 00:21:23,398 Yeah, but if they weren't living in close proximity, 251 00:21:23,438 --> 00:21:25,971 they wouldn't be tempted, would they? 252 00:21:26,318 --> 00:21:29,256 She is his sister in all but name and... 253 00:21:30,436 --> 00:21:32,758 Victor's... He's very protective of her... 254 00:21:32,798 --> 00:21:35,038 Oh, I got that loud and clear. 255 00:21:38,118 --> 00:21:41,143 He didn't tell you, did he? He came to see me. 256 00:21:41,438 --> 00:21:45,038 Informed me that our son was now totally out of control. 257 00:21:45,221 --> 00:21:47,096 So he smokes a bit of weed every now and then! 258 00:21:47,121 --> 00:21:49,721 Who doesn't at his age? And the coup de grace... 259 00:21:49,947 --> 00:21:53,541 he said he might have the same mental health issues as my father. 260 00:21:53,905 --> 00:21:55,323 You believe him? 261 00:21:55,565 --> 00:21:58,141 Does that man know nothing of adolescent behaviour? 262 00:21:58,166 --> 00:22:00,291 He does his best with him, Ed, he really does. 263 00:22:00,316 --> 00:22:03,510 They just need some time out from each other, that's all. 264 00:22:08,703 --> 00:22:10,838 I'll... I'll talk to Beth. 265 00:22:11,278 --> 00:22:13,278 OK. Thank you. 266 00:22:18,897 --> 00:22:20,434 Come on. 267 00:22:22,678 --> 00:22:24,434 He's grown up. 268 00:22:24,920 --> 00:22:27,040 Yeah, they do that. 269 00:22:29,998 --> 00:22:31,928 Do you ever regret it? 270 00:22:34,016 --> 00:22:36,416 The way things turned out for us? 271 00:22:40,798 --> 00:22:41,964 Well... 272 00:22:42,518 --> 00:22:46,478 people often say they regret the things they haven't done. 273 00:22:46,808 --> 00:22:50,198 Don't they? The opportunities they let pass by. 274 00:22:50,456 --> 00:22:52,736 I think it's the reverse. 275 00:22:54,118 --> 00:22:56,097 Maybe I should've let it pass by. 276 00:23:00,078 --> 00:23:01,333 You? 277 00:23:02,198 --> 00:23:03,638 Well, I... 278 00:23:05,238 --> 00:23:07,598 I suppose I regret how... 279 00:23:08,798 --> 00:23:10,880 unforgiving I was. 280 00:23:11,318 --> 00:23:13,638 And I gave you cause. 281 00:23:14,758 --> 00:23:16,033 Anyway... 282 00:23:16,511 --> 00:23:18,555 the bed we now lie in, eh? 283 00:23:18,671 --> 00:23:19,955 Yeah. 284 00:23:20,745 --> 00:23:23,128 And our son has to. 285 00:23:26,464 --> 00:23:28,744 Call me, won't you, when you've spoken to Beth? 286 00:23:30,438 --> 00:23:31,929 Take care. 287 00:23:41,109 --> 00:23:42,949 [COMPUTER CHIMES] 288 00:23:44,613 --> 00:23:47,986 16 lights... [FAST-FORWARDS] 289 00:23:48,492 --> 00:23:49,851 [CLICKING MOUSE] 290 00:23:55,975 --> 00:23:59,124 OK. OK, it's all over. 291 00:24:05,878 --> 00:24:08,518 You said your grandfather had it too. 292 00:24:08,558 --> 00:24:10,118 What's the story there? 293 00:24:10,158 --> 00:24:12,038 It killed him. 294 00:24:26,938 --> 00:24:29,058 [RINGING] 295 00:24:37,132 --> 00:24:38,480 Edward Jarrett. 296 00:24:39,678 --> 00:24:41,058 Hello? 297 00:25:08,798 --> 00:25:10,178 Jack? 298 00:25:12,912 --> 00:25:15,318 The builders are finally making progress. 299 00:25:15,669 --> 00:25:18,217 The plaster in the bedroom hasn't dried. It's taking forever. 300 00:25:18,250 --> 00:25:20,038 Max's going and he's got asthma! 301 00:25:20,078 --> 00:25:22,037 Do you really think if we keep having this conversation 302 00:25:22,069 --> 00:25:23,638 it'll come out the way you want? 303 00:25:29,693 --> 00:25:33,078 It's this Outward Bound school trip thing to the Lakes. 304 00:25:33,118 --> 00:25:34,349 I vetoed it. 305 00:25:34,374 --> 00:25:36,154 One of them came back with a broken collarbone last year. 306 00:25:36,179 --> 00:25:37,505 It's not worth the risk. 307 00:25:38,835 --> 00:25:40,043 [GASPS] 308 00:25:40,068 --> 00:25:41,092 Contractions? 309 00:25:41,117 --> 00:25:43,128 No, they just keep kicking each other. 310 00:25:45,198 --> 00:25:47,704 Jack never talks about the twins. Have you noticed? 311 00:25:47,798 --> 00:25:50,078 It's not real to him yet, is it? 312 00:25:50,118 --> 00:25:51,998 Or he doesn't want to think about it. 313 00:25:52,038 --> 00:25:55,134 Maybe he knows his life is about to change. 314 00:25:55,918 --> 00:26:00,758 That you are gonna have your hands full with them. 315 00:26:00,798 --> 00:26:02,970 24/7. 316 00:26:03,306 --> 00:26:05,429 Hence the point of getting extra help. 317 00:26:05,454 --> 00:26:08,278 Yes, but everything's still gonna revolve around them. 318 00:26:08,318 --> 00:26:12,814 I mean, he's used to having you all to himself. 319 00:26:12,839 --> 00:26:15,559 We do not want him resenting them from the get-go. 320 00:26:16,962 --> 00:26:19,673 If he had someone here for company... 321 00:26:19,768 --> 00:26:21,260 male company, I mean, 322 00:26:21,285 --> 00:26:24,166 kick a ball around with or... hang out with. 323 00:26:24,440 --> 00:26:25,958 He has you for that. 324 00:26:26,208 --> 00:26:29,822 You know how full-on work can get. Some days I'm barely here. 325 00:26:32,576 --> 00:26:34,798 Hannah came to see me at work. 326 00:26:36,118 --> 00:26:38,795 Seems things are a little fraught at home right now. 327 00:26:38,820 --> 00:26:41,678 We've got two boys, they get on well with each other. 328 00:26:41,718 --> 00:26:43,303 This could be a win-win for everybody. 329 00:26:43,328 --> 00:26:45,545 If you want your son to live with us, just say so. 330 00:26:45,570 --> 00:26:48,389 Don't dress it up like it's all for Jack's sake. 331 00:26:48,865 --> 00:26:50,718 I've turned my back on him long enough. 332 00:26:50,743 --> 00:26:52,067 And I'm to blame for that? 333 00:26:52,092 --> 00:26:54,238 No, it's not about blame! 334 00:26:54,278 --> 00:26:56,158 He's a teenager! 335 00:26:56,198 --> 00:27:00,294 He can be unpredictable. I know how hard that is for you to deal with. 336 00:27:00,319 --> 00:27:03,438 Look, you can't insulate us all from life. 337 00:27:03,478 --> 00:27:06,198 Like Jack and his damn field trip. 338 00:27:06,238 --> 00:27:08,518 'Cause that's no life for him. 339 00:27:08,558 --> 00:27:10,438 Or the twins. 340 00:27:10,478 --> 00:27:12,398 Or any of us. 341 00:27:14,038 --> 00:27:15,460 - Sweetheart, come on. - No. 342 00:27:15,485 --> 00:27:17,758 We have to be able to talk about this stuff. 343 00:27:17,798 --> 00:27:19,288 Just don't. 344 00:27:19,313 --> 00:27:21,273 Beth... come on, look 345 00:27:21,569 --> 00:27:23,423 The dishwasher needs to go on. 346 00:27:23,448 --> 00:27:25,448 Just rinse the plates first. 347 00:27:33,678 --> 00:27:35,678 - Ed! - [PLATE SMASHES] 348 00:27:36,998 --> 00:27:38,507 [GROANS] Oh, God! 349 00:27:38,539 --> 00:27:39,685 Ed! 350 00:27:39,881 --> 00:27:41,841 Ed! They're coming! 351 00:27:54,238 --> 00:27:56,318 [BLEEPING] 352 00:28:08,758 --> 00:28:10,758 [PANTING] 353 00:28:13,098 --> 00:28:14,657 Ready? 354 00:28:25,318 --> 00:28:27,558 [SCREAMS] 355 00:28:40,238 --> 00:28:42,238 [SCREAMS] 356 00:28:42,817 --> 00:28:44,307 [BABY CRYING] 357 00:28:45,899 --> 00:28:47,739 [SOBBING LOUDLY] 358 00:28:59,152 --> 00:29:00,692 [PANTING] 359 00:29:00,717 --> 00:29:02,903 It's all right. It's all right 360 00:29:02,928 --> 00:29:04,566 I've got you, I've got you. 361 00:29:04,707 --> 00:29:06,398 It's all right. 362 00:29:06,438 --> 00:29:07,910 I'm here. 363 00:29:08,356 --> 00:29:10,878 OK? All right? 364 00:29:11,089 --> 00:29:13,449 [SOBS] 365 00:29:31,821 --> 00:29:34,181 [RUMBLING] 366 00:29:42,537 --> 00:29:44,657 - Hey. - Hey. 367 00:29:47,097 --> 00:29:48,802 State of you. 368 00:29:48,827 --> 00:29:50,347 Come on. 369 00:29:50,697 --> 00:29:52,257 Come on. 370 00:29:52,936 --> 00:29:54,341 Right. 371 00:29:57,297 --> 00:29:58,900 How's Azfal doing? 372 00:30:00,617 --> 00:30:02,617 He's getting there. 373 00:30:05,557 --> 00:30:07,227 I can come... 374 00:30:07,582 --> 00:30:09,071 if you want. 375 00:30:09,817 --> 00:30:11,524 To the funeral. 376 00:30:12,937 --> 00:30:14,431 You'd do that? 377 00:30:24,076 --> 00:30:25,594 Ah. 378 00:30:29,011 --> 00:30:30,594 Medicinal. 379 00:30:57,697 --> 00:30:59,817 Must we go through this again? 380 00:30:59,857 --> 00:31:01,297 Today of all days. 381 00:31:01,337 --> 00:31:04,057 All I ask is you keep an open mind. 382 00:31:04,097 --> 00:31:06,577 He's not some crank I plucked off the internet. 383 00:31:06,617 --> 00:31:10,081 He's appointed by the Bishop, trained at the Vatican. 384 00:31:11,177 --> 00:31:13,823 By putting it off, you're putting the boy at risk, can you not see that? 385 00:31:13,848 --> 00:31:15,839 I asked him about that night. 386 00:31:15,878 --> 00:31:18,497 All he remembers is you waking him from a bad dream. 387 00:31:18,537 --> 00:31:20,392 - The rest... - Is what? 388 00:31:20,417 --> 00:31:22,072 Ignorant black man getting all voodoo on you? 389 00:31:22,097 --> 00:31:24,354 Oh, for God's sake. 390 00:31:24,379 --> 00:31:27,537 Because he has no memory of it, it doesn't mean it didn't happen. 391 00:31:27,577 --> 00:31:29,291 Do you think I'd make it up? 392 00:31:29,316 --> 00:31:30,564 I think... 393 00:31:30,589 --> 00:31:32,611 you saw what you wanted to see. 394 00:31:32,636 --> 00:31:35,416 You've always seen the worst in him. Always. 395 00:31:35,441 --> 00:31:36,728 Why is that? 396 00:31:39,427 --> 00:31:42,257 It was dark. He had a bad dream. 397 00:31:42,724 --> 00:31:45,506 You'd been up most the night with the baby. You were half asleep yourself. 398 00:31:45,531 --> 00:31:47,490 Now, let it go, Victor. I mean it. 399 00:31:47,515 --> 00:31:49,232 Because if you don't... 400 00:31:50,937 --> 00:31:53,137 I'm not sure where that leaves us. 401 00:33:03,057 --> 00:33:05,057 [GENERAL CHATTER] 402 00:33:39,861 --> 00:33:41,475 [CLEARS THROAT] 403 00:33:56,377 --> 00:33:58,057 So what do we do with her ashes? 404 00:34:00,217 --> 00:34:02,657 There's nothing in her will about where to do it. 405 00:34:07,337 --> 00:34:09,829 I know she meant well... 406 00:34:10,242 --> 00:34:13,417 but all that stuff she went on about... 407 00:34:13,457 --> 00:34:16,057 how like my father you are... 408 00:34:17,577 --> 00:34:19,817 You're not him. 409 00:34:20,531 --> 00:34:22,473 Not even remotely. 410 00:34:26,597 --> 00:34:28,637 Come here, you. 411 00:34:38,179 --> 00:34:40,593 _ 412 00:34:41,394 --> 00:34:43,241 _ 413 00:34:52,257 --> 00:34:54,257 [PRIEST RECITING IN SPANISH] 414 00:34:58,034 --> 00:34:59,674 [WOMAN SCREAMS] 415 00:35:22,097 --> 00:35:23,752 Letting it go, like you asked. 416 00:35:23,777 --> 00:35:25,561 Going with your version. 417 00:35:40,137 --> 00:35:42,137 My version? 418 00:35:44,645 --> 00:35:48,114 I was half asleep, it was dark, I mistook what I saw. 419 00:35:49,044 --> 00:35:52,559 It won't work if you're only doing it for my sake, Victor. 420 00:35:52,614 --> 00:35:55,512 I'm doing it for us. For the family. 421 00:35:57,090 --> 00:35:59,397 I was tired. I made a mistake. 422 00:35:59,422 --> 00:36:00,936 Leave it there, OK? 423 00:36:01,141 --> 00:36:02,533 Please. 424 00:36:05,817 --> 00:36:07,657 I'll put the kettle on. 425 00:36:27,617 --> 00:36:31,217 When was the first time you realised you had this er... power? 426 00:36:31,257 --> 00:36:33,321 Your very first memory of it. 427 00:36:35,097 --> 00:36:36,926 Been there since forever. 428 00:36:36,951 --> 00:36:39,297 Since before your parents divorced? 429 00:36:41,817 --> 00:36:44,657 And... after the divorce? 430 00:36:45,897 --> 00:36:49,314 After they remarried, started their new families... 431 00:36:49,857 --> 00:36:52,571 is that what triggered the bad stuff? 432 00:36:52,822 --> 00:36:55,102 When you lost control of it. 433 00:36:56,985 --> 00:36:58,220 [CLEARS THROAT] 434 00:36:58,252 --> 00:36:59,516 So... 435 00:37:00,217 --> 00:37:04,696 when you have one of these episodes, it's... anger that triggers it? 436 00:37:08,577 --> 00:37:10,801 To the point you ever feel violent? 437 00:37:14,745 --> 00:37:17,905 Have you ever directed that violence towards anyone? 438 00:37:22,417 --> 00:37:24,217 He pulled through. 439 00:37:30,365 --> 00:37:32,737 When I ask you once... 440 00:37:32,777 --> 00:37:37,325 how you felt when you lost control, you said "ecstasy". 441 00:37:37,350 --> 00:37:39,085 Do you remember? 442 00:37:39,662 --> 00:37:41,450 "Ecstasy". 443 00:37:42,372 --> 00:37:46,017 And from the ancient Greek "eks", meaning "to be apart from", 444 00:37:46,057 --> 00:37:49,590 and "tasi", which means "yourself". 445 00:37:51,651 --> 00:37:54,057 - The point is? - Well, isn't it that feeling 446 00:37:54,082 --> 00:37:57,897 and where it could lead to that you're afraid of? 447 00:38:01,006 --> 00:38:03,904 History doesn't have to repeat itself. 448 00:38:04,497 --> 00:38:06,497 Your grandfather. 449 00:38:08,191 --> 00:38:12,911 Another source of the word "ecstasy" means "to remove oneself". 450 00:38:14,497 --> 00:38:16,857 - From what? - The trigger points. 451 00:38:19,756 --> 00:38:21,275 Danger. 452 00:38:34,377 --> 00:38:37,337 [CHATTER, LAUGHTER] 453 00:39:13,679 --> 00:39:15,218 _ 454 00:39:19,337 --> 00:39:21,817 [BABY CRYING] Shush, bedtime. 455 00:39:22,239 --> 00:39:23,772 Come on. 456 00:40:17,942 --> 00:40:19,682 _ 457 00:40:23,542 --> 00:40:25,737 I was the chosen one. 458 00:40:25,777 --> 00:40:27,693 I got more than a note. 459 00:40:28,137 --> 00:40:29,777 He didn't do it in person. 460 00:40:29,817 --> 00:40:32,123 He is a boy, after all. 461 00:40:32,732 --> 00:40:35,977 But it was me he trusted with his secret. 462 00:40:36,017 --> 00:40:38,959 Everything that that happened, from his first memories of it 463 00:40:38,984 --> 00:40:41,592 to the day he walked out of all our lives. 464 00:41:09,457 --> 00:41:12,137 So... you know it all now. 465 00:41:13,864 --> 00:41:15,977 Why this is best for everyone. 466 00:41:18,229 --> 00:41:20,589 You and me can't ever happen. 467 00:41:22,057 --> 00:41:23,641 I get that now. 468 00:41:24,684 --> 00:41:27,088 It has to work this time, for Mum. 469 00:41:28,297 --> 00:41:30,055 Her marriage, I mean. 470 00:41:30,636 --> 00:41:32,711 And as for Dad, well... 471 00:41:33,802 --> 00:41:35,916 what he doesn't know can't hurt him. 472 00:41:39,540 --> 00:41:41,540 Just think of me now and again, yeah? 473 00:41:45,850 --> 00:41:47,388 Faith... 474 00:41:48,377 --> 00:41:50,014 remember the deal. 475 00:41:59,673 --> 00:42:01,727 _ 476 00:42:17,115 --> 00:42:18,272 _ 477 00:42:18,297 --> 00:42:20,377 He sends us emails from time to time 478 00:42:20,417 --> 00:42:22,380 from various internet cafés, 479 00:42:22,405 --> 00:42:25,457 saying he's OK and not to worry about him. 480 00:42:25,497 --> 00:42:27,482 And life went on. 481 00:42:27,697 --> 00:42:29,560 As it does. 482 00:42:29,749 --> 00:42:31,429 You're gonna go, you're gotta go. 483 00:42:31,486 --> 00:42:33,881 Hold him. [LAUGHS] 484 00:42:34,507 --> 00:42:36,109 Fantastic! 485 00:42:39,977 --> 00:42:41,737 [CHUCKLES] 486 00:42:42,777 --> 00:42:45,457 Where's it gone? "I want to go to bed." 487 00:42:45,497 --> 00:42:49,857 Are you eating it? You can't eat it... 488 00:42:51,158 --> 00:42:55,217 A year or so later, I caught something on YouTube. 489 00:42:55,257 --> 00:42:57,257 So I went to check it out. 490 00:43:18,292 --> 00:43:21,012 [CHEERING AND APPLAUSE] 491 00:43:35,376 --> 00:43:37,336 [ALL GASP] 492 00:43:41,036 --> 00:43:42,876 [CHEERING] 493 00:44:07,290 --> 00:44:10,930 [LOUD CHEERING] 494 00:44:24,497 --> 00:44:27,919 I had it in mind to say hello, you know... 495 00:44:28,229 --> 00:44:30,469 reconnect with him. 496 00:44:31,493 --> 00:44:32,898 But he looked happy. 497 00:44:32,923 --> 00:44:34,515 [CHUCKLES] 498 00:44:35,968 --> 00:44:37,327 Come on... 499 00:44:38,632 --> 00:44:42,097 I told you already. I just figured if I keep nagging you... 500 00:44:42,137 --> 00:44:43,335 Come on... 501 00:44:47,977 --> 00:44:49,977 [LAUGHTER] 502 00:44:50,017 --> 00:44:51,897 [JOKEY CHATTER] 503 00:45:21,297 --> 00:45:26,177 There are times, aren't there, when we all wonder, "is this it"? 504 00:45:26,217 --> 00:45:30,686 Is life no more than a random collection of events that just happen to us? 505 00:45:32,857 --> 00:45:38,937 Or are there unseen, unexplained forces at work, beyond our understanding? 506 00:45:39,433 --> 00:45:42,191 That perhaps, after all... 507 00:45:42,899 --> 00:45:45,259 we are immortal. 508 00:45:51,429 --> 00:45:54,781 Synced and corrected by Aaronnmb www.addic7ed.com