1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:01,931 Previously on Defying Gravity: 2 00:00:01,932 --> 00:00:06,344 We believe that this lot of libido inhibitors is contaminated. 3 00:00:06,345 --> 00:00:07,345 Think we sold them on the HALOs? 4 00:00:08,154 --> 00:00:10,677 Paula cant pilot that lander 5 00:00:10,678 --> 00:00:11,869 Beta chose Paula. 6 00:00:11,870 --> 00:00:13,362 It didn't injure her thumb. - My thumb 7 00:00:13,363 --> 00:00:15,895 If she's not the one it will let us know. 8 00:00:15,896 --> 00:00:17,668 What? - Paula failed. 9 00:00:17,669 --> 00:00:21,269 Like Job I feel I am being tested. 10 00:00:21,270 --> 00:00:24,423 As if Satan himself were on this ship. 11 00:00:24,424 --> 00:00:27,732 Rollie, there is a thing onboard with us. A thing you knew 12 00:00:27,733 --> 00:00:32,184 about and didnt mention to me. So while this is thoughtful and sweet 13 00:00:32,185 --> 00:00:33,479 doesnt make that right. 14 00:00:33,480 --> 00:00:36,813 When we got married we made a rule. We could get angry, 15 00:00:36,814 --> 00:00:40,028 fight, slam doors, sulk. In three hours time 16 00:00:40,029 --> 00:00:42,855 we would come back and discuss it. 17 00:00:42,856 --> 00:00:46,226 What do we do after three hours up here, Rollie? 18 00:00:52,511 --> 00:00:56,709 Oh my god. Oh my god. 19 00:01:09,040 --> 00:01:12,727 Defying Gravity S01E11 "Solitary" Eng Sub: Anreith | Darkside 20 00:01:27,885 --> 00:01:32,043 Hey! I get to make a call! 21 00:01:32,878 --> 00:01:37,364 Like most kids I used to play hide and seek in my neighbourhood. 22 00:01:37,365 --> 00:01:42,318 Best place to hide was an old barrel behind the garage. 23 00:01:42,319 --> 00:01:45,144 I used to climb in and pretend I was John Glenn orbiting Earth 24 00:01:45,145 --> 00:01:49,087 in Freedom Seven. And I never got found. 25 00:01:53,105 --> 00:01:56,136 But I did discover that after about an hour a barrel 26 00:01:56,137 --> 00:01:59,344 can get pretty cramped and lonely. 27 00:02:00,720 --> 00:02:03,903 Just like the life of an astronaut. 28 00:02:11,111 --> 00:02:16,020 So, Rollie didn't call me. And I didn't call him. 29 00:02:16,021 --> 00:02:19,825 I think make-up sex is probably a long shot. 30 00:02:19,826 --> 00:02:24,183 I guess that's what happens when the 3-hour rule passes up here. 31 00:02:24,984 --> 00:02:26,388 Nothing. 32 00:02:34,641 --> 00:02:35,972 Sorry. 33 00:02:35,973 --> 00:02:42,136 All right guys, so, Forum 24 today. - T minus 23 hours until Venus 34 00:02:42,136 --> 00:02:46,568 landing and Zoes walk. What? Not doing my job isn't gonna 35 00:02:46,568 --> 00:02:49,053 make this thing go away. 36 00:02:49,054 --> 00:02:52,520 Zoe, you are under orders to rest. - Its just a 20 minute walk. 37 00:02:52,521 --> 00:02:56,784 In 460 degree weather. You need to conserve energy today. 38 00:02:56,785 --> 00:02:59,172 Fine. - Donner, MC want you to 39 00:02:59,173 --> 00:03:02,287 run the landing simulation. Everyone else T-1 Standard. 40 00:03:02,288 --> 00:03:05,104 Why not "Business as usual"? - Because we're astronauts. 41 00:03:05,105 --> 00:03:09,699 Ahhh, good morning sunshine. - Morning Steven. 42 00:03:23,558 --> 00:03:26,380 I'm okay. 43 00:03:26,381 --> 00:03:31,894 I'm sorry, I got a little overwhelmed yesterday. 44 00:03:31,895 --> 00:03:35,049 But I'm okay. - Good, now that we're all okay, 45 00:03:35,050 --> 00:03:37,679 Let's get going. 46 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:40,809 Oh, if you need help running the lander sims 47 00:03:40,810 --> 00:03:42,171 I've been helping Paula a week. 48 00:03:42,172 --> 00:03:44,999 I've spent time in landers too, I think I can manage. You rest. 49 00:03:45,000 --> 00:03:49,035 Ted! I would love to do my space classroom on the Venus Suit today. 50 00:03:49,036 --> 00:03:51,905 Any objections? - I dont, but MC does 51 00:03:51,906 --> 00:03:56,932 You've been ordered to have a psych eval with our good doctor. 52 00:03:58,772 --> 00:04:01,913 How are they doing? - They're rattled, Eve. 53 00:04:01,914 --> 00:04:05,702 Now, we trained hard. But not for this. 54 00:04:05,703 --> 00:04:09,650 You did. You just didn't know it at the time. 55 00:04:09,651 --> 00:04:12,601 So you are going to make history tomorrow. 56 00:04:12,602 --> 00:04:16,258 We made history on Mars too. - We are doing it right this time. 57 00:04:16,259 --> 00:04:20,412 What if we're not? - If we're not 58 00:04:20,413 --> 00:04:25,344 then I was wrong. And we have wasted billions of dollars. 59 00:04:25,345 --> 00:04:30,202 Fifteen years. - And lives! Eve, lives! 60 00:04:30,203 --> 00:04:34,380 Walker and Sharon. Zoe, Donner. 61 00:04:34,381 --> 00:04:39,934 Ted, that is not going to happen. We're gonna be okay. 62 00:04:53,148 --> 00:04:56,763 I developed the HALOs that they sell at Mertman Cinco (?). 63 00:04:56,764 --> 00:04:59,766 20 years ago. 64 00:04:59,767 --> 00:05:05,320 We have never, in clinical trials or active use, ever 65 00:05:05,321 --> 00:05:10,768 had hallucinations caused by the HALOs. 66 00:05:10,803 --> 00:05:13,375 Well, maybe one batch went wrong and ISO got it. 67 00:05:13,376 --> 00:05:15,754 There's thousands of HALOs in a batch. 68 00:05:15,755 --> 00:05:19,565 We sell the things to prisons, to priests. 69 00:05:19,566 --> 00:05:22,663 So the press release from ISO - Is a lie. 70 00:05:22,664 --> 00:05:25,071 It's a total fabrication. 71 00:05:25,072 --> 00:05:29,021 But you have to get somebody from ISO to collaborate that 72 00:05:29,022 --> 00:05:32,064 Why do you care? 73 00:05:32,065 --> 00:05:36,997 It's my retirement. And my grandkids college fund. 74 00:05:36,998 --> 00:05:39,912 And I get one percent of all sales. 75 00:05:55,857 --> 00:05:59,827 Kim, where's Goss? - No idea. 76 00:06:16,418 --> 00:06:19,096 You know you're lucky that the cop who picked you up 77 00:06:19,097 --> 00:06:21,282 washed out as an astronaut candidate back in 2043 78 00:06:21,283 --> 00:06:24,400 Because he called me. Your blood alcohol level 79 00:06:24,401 --> 00:06:28,303 was twice the legal limit. - Is she okay? 80 00:06:28,304 --> 00:06:31,581 If that girl dies, you're looking at vehicular man slaughter 81 00:06:31,582 --> 00:06:34,924 Thats 25 years. No parol. - Mike, just tell me 82 00:06:34,925 --> 00:06:40,919 Is the girl okay or not? - She's in a coma, holding on. 83 00:06:45,396 --> 00:06:47,417 What the hell have I done? 84 00:06:53,158 --> 00:06:57,344 Uh, I have to talk to Jen. - No you don't. 85 00:06:57,345 --> 00:07:01,193 You are not calling Jen. She won't hear about this. 86 00:07:01,794 --> 00:07:07,201 And you are gonna sit silently. While I figure something out. 87 00:07:09,664 --> 00:07:11,657 You twelve were lucky enough to ge the first shift for 88 00:07:11,658 --> 00:07:14,319 sensory deprivation training. This is how we find out who 89 00:07:14,320 --> 00:07:17,342 can handle the preassure of being alone in space and who can't. 90 00:07:17,343 --> 00:07:19,601 What happened to "there is no 'I' in 'Team' "? 91 00:07:19,602 --> 00:07:21,135 This is how it works: 92 00:07:21,136 --> 00:07:22,896 You're in the tank until we pull you out. 93 00:07:22,897 --> 00:07:25,101 Could be a half hour, could be two days. 94 00:07:25,102 --> 00:07:28,826 You can expect periodic noises, we don't want anyone napping. 95 00:07:30,527 --> 00:07:32,526 Why is he looking at me? 96 00:07:32,527 --> 00:07:34,510 Feels like he was looking at me when he said that. 97 00:07:34,511 --> 00:07:37,463 Listen up. This is a requirement, people. 98 00:07:37,464 --> 00:07:40,136 Noone goes any further until the excercise is complete, 99 00:07:40,137 --> 00:07:43,611 Is that clear? We'll start in ten. 100 00:07:46,271 --> 00:07:49,479 Dude, this is it, man, this is totally it. 101 00:07:49,480 --> 00:07:50,869 What are you talking about? 102 00:07:51,524 --> 00:07:54,641 One of the old AIs told me that after sense-dep training 103 00:07:54,642 --> 00:07:57,615 everybody gets laid. Yeah, man, something 104 00:07:57,616 --> 00:08:00,892 about being alone and then needing... 105 00:08:00,893 --> 00:08:04,277 to not be alone. 106 00:08:04,278 --> 00:08:06,332 That doesnt sound like its particularely scientific. 107 00:08:06,333 --> 00:08:08,080 Doesn't need to be. - It's not. 108 00:08:08,081 --> 00:08:09,855 Don't crush my dreams, doc. 109 00:08:09,856 --> 00:08:13,543 Guaranteed sex tonight. Guaranteed sex to-niiight. 110 00:08:13,544 --> 00:08:18,817 Don't leave me hanging. There you go. 111 00:08:19,329 --> 00:08:21,449 Ey mamacita. 112 00:08:21,450 --> 00:08:25,289 Sooo... sensory deprevation training 113 00:08:32,475 --> 00:08:36,054 Handsome, vulnerable, kind of broken 114 00:08:36,055 --> 00:08:38,918 Targeting Mintz to help you blow off some steam later? 115 00:08:38,919 --> 00:08:42,055 Don't be ridiculous, I'm gonna be sleeping alone, 116 00:08:42,056 --> 00:08:44,740 in my own bed tonight. - Amen to that. 117 00:08:44,741 --> 00:08:50,156 Said the bitter space nun. - What, me, bitter? Come on. 118 00:08:52,967 --> 00:08:55,371 Not even a word of support? What is wrong? 119 00:08:55,372 --> 00:08:57,579 Nothing. Im fine. 120 00:08:58,728 --> 00:09:02,078 Really. This will be like an afternoon in a jacuzzi 121 00:09:02,078 --> 00:09:05,787 Yeah, except jacuzzis are in open air, with other people, 122 00:09:05,788 --> 00:09:08,997 with delicious beverages, with tiny umbrellas. 123 00:09:08,998 --> 00:09:11,853 Okay, once we get through this we will go to Major Tom's 124 00:09:11,854 --> 00:09:15,991 and consume delicious beverages, with tiny umbrellas. 125 00:09:15,992 --> 00:09:17,375 Deal? - Deal 126 00:09:19,023 --> 00:09:21,499 Wass, tank One. Wess in Two, 127 00:09:21,500 --> 00:09:23,317 Schilling Three, Barentz Four. 128 00:09:23,318 --> 00:09:25,711 I hear tonight can't help but be hot. 129 00:09:25,712 --> 00:09:27,891 Can you do me? - Sure 130 00:09:27,892 --> 00:09:29,203 Zipper. 131 00:09:29,204 --> 00:09:32,400 Are we still on? - For tonight, yeah, 132 00:09:32,401 --> 00:09:34,261 I'll see you at Tom's. - Great 133 00:09:34,502 --> 00:09:38,400 So, I've got room to spare, ladies, if anyone gets lonely, 134 00:09:38,401 --> 00:09:43,624 wants a chat. No? Not mad if you're curious. 135 00:09:44,525 --> 00:09:49,808 Jen? - Oh, yeah. Good to go. 136 00:10:10,511 --> 00:10:13,310 Get me out! Somebody get me out! 137 00:10:16,686 --> 00:10:18,445 Let me out! 138 00:10:20,337 --> 00:10:22,854 Easy, easy easy, easy. Easy. 139 00:10:48,679 --> 00:10:49,819 Thank you. 140 00:10:50,343 --> 00:10:53,495 For the record, I didn't last five minutes my first time. 141 00:10:54,389 --> 00:10:59,082 But, it is a requirement. You have to pass. 142 00:10:59,083 --> 00:11:01,375 Well, then I guess I'm out. 143 00:11:01,376 --> 00:11:04,068 Jen, I promise you, if this is the reason why you burn 144 00:11:04,069 --> 00:11:06,482 out of the program you will never forgive yourself. 145 00:11:06,483 --> 00:11:10,173 You know what to expect now, you can push yourself through it. 146 00:11:11,118 --> 00:11:14,944 Y-You dont, uhm, You don't understand. 147 00:11:15,185 --> 00:11:18,835 Look. I will get you into a later group. 148 00:11:19,328 --> 00:11:21,283 You can at least try it again. 149 00:11:23,126 --> 00:11:28,230 Yeah. Sure, whatever. 150 00:11:28,629 --> 00:11:31,066 It's exactly what we need. Soon as you get it, let me know. 151 00:11:31,067 --> 00:11:34,793 Heeey. Alright? Thanks. 152 00:11:34,794 --> 00:11:36,116 They didn't keep you in there very long. 153 00:11:36,117 --> 00:11:37,324 What happened? 154 00:11:37,419 --> 00:11:40,748 Your place. Right now. 155 00:11:56,360 --> 00:11:59,087 Will you marry me? - Uhum 156 00:12:10,364 --> 00:12:12,421 Thirty meters. 157 00:12:12,989 --> 00:12:14,963 Twenty meters. 158 00:12:15,876 --> 00:12:17,395 Ten meters. 159 00:12:19,043 --> 00:12:23,260 Stand by. Touchdown. 160 00:12:23,461 --> 00:12:27,463 Landing secured. Even with the musical accompaniment. 161 00:12:27,464 --> 00:12:29,981 Hey, sure you dont need any help? 162 00:12:29,982 --> 00:12:31,638 You're supposed to be resting. 163 00:12:31,639 --> 00:12:35,688 Oh, well, talking to you isn't exactly taxing. 164 00:12:35,689 --> 00:12:38,078 You're supposed to be completely off your feet. 165 00:12:38,079 --> 00:12:40,566 Its a chaloric burn thing, like prepping for a marathon. 166 00:12:40,567 --> 00:12:41,901 Why don't you go watch a movie? 167 00:12:41,902 --> 00:12:43,899 No, there's nothing on. - Read a book. 168 00:12:43,900 --> 00:12:46,359 I've read them all. - Practice your first line. 169 00:12:46,360 --> 00:12:47,360 What? - Your line, you know. 170 00:12:47,361 --> 00:12:50,185 What you're going to say, you're the first woman on Venus. 171 00:12:50,186 --> 00:12:53,117 I hope you have a line. Right? - Yeah 172 00:12:53,118 --> 00:12:56,058 I hope it's better than Walkers: "Red Planet Conquered, 173 00:12:56,059 --> 00:12:59,479 the warrior brought to his knees." 174 00:12:59,480 --> 00:13:03,851 Of course it is. - Okay 175 00:13:03,851 --> 00:13:06,791 How's he doing? - Perfectly, we've run three 176 00:13:06,792 --> 00:13:08,901 different simulations three times each and he's 177 00:13:08,902 --> 00:13:12,463 nailed it every time. Can we wrap this up, Donner? 178 00:13:12,464 --> 00:13:16,845 Let's have one more time through, I want 549 B, it's the last one, promise. 179 00:13:16,846 --> 00:13:25,555 549 B, wind gusting at 15 km/h, storm system moving in from east. 180 00:13:25,556 --> 00:13:26,882 Im in. 181 00:13:29,990 --> 00:13:33,135 Watch your pitch. - I got side winds coming in. 182 00:13:33,136 --> 00:13:34,136 Hang on, I'm gonna pummel through this. 183 00:13:35,328 --> 00:13:36,991 Thirty meters. 184 00:13:37,761 --> 00:13:38,886 Twenty meters. 185 00:13:40,393 --> 00:13:41,393 Ten. 186 00:13:45,048 --> 00:13:47,274 Simulation failed. 187 00:13:49,361 --> 00:13:50,736 Alright, going again. 188 00:13:58,536 --> 00:14:01,872 I have nothing to say. - I find that hard to believe. 189 00:14:01,873 --> 00:14:04,277 No, I'm going down to Venus tomorrow, and 190 00:14:04,278 --> 00:14:07,269 they're gonna record whatever I say when I get there 191 00:14:07,270 --> 00:14:10,727 in the annals of history forever, and 192 00:14:10,728 --> 00:14:14,751 I've got nothing. - I'm sure you'll think of something. 193 00:14:14,752 --> 00:14:17,399 "Through difficulties to the stars." - Venus is a planet 194 00:14:17,400 --> 00:14:20,120 Its Seneca, its a famous latin quote. 195 00:14:20,279 --> 00:14:23,662 See, I took Mandarin. You know, one of the useful languages? 196 00:14:23,663 --> 00:14:26,208 And by the way, aren't you supposed to be resting? 197 00:14:26,209 --> 00:14:29,672 I'm going to Venus tomorrow - I know, we know, the whole 198 00:14:29,673 --> 00:14:31,475 world knows. 199 00:14:34,244 --> 00:14:37,105 Are you okay? - I'm fine. 200 00:14:37,509 --> 00:14:40,605 I'm sorry about before. - Yeah 201 00:14:41,704 --> 00:14:43,672 Are you still fighting with Rollie? 202 00:14:43,673 --> 00:14:47,326 How did you get "I'm fighting with Rollie" from "I'm fine"? 203 00:14:47,327 --> 00:14:49,839 Just because you say you're fine doesn't make it true. 204 00:14:49,840 --> 00:14:53,023 It's okay to reach out and ask for help sometimes, Jen. 205 00:14:53,024 --> 00:14:55,312 Zoe, I'm fine. 206 00:14:57,347 --> 00:14:59,727 Call. Rollie. 207 00:15:00,832 --> 00:15:03,508 I'm leaving. I'm gonna go. 208 00:15:13,140 --> 00:15:18,594 I know I messed up yesterday. I get it. Its just, 209 00:15:18,595 --> 00:15:21,324 I dont know what to think about Beta. 210 00:15:22,686 --> 00:15:25,764 At first I thought it was God, showing me my miracle, 211 00:15:25,765 --> 00:15:29,207 But then it kept me from passing my landing test. 212 00:15:29,208 --> 00:15:32,113 Why would it do that? - I dont know. 213 00:15:32,114 --> 00:15:36,950 You said that you think it shows us things we feel guilty about. 214 00:15:36,951 --> 00:15:40,560 Just a theory. - Based on what? 215 00:15:41,977 --> 00:15:46,071 Back in the war, there was a girl trapped inside a building. 216 00:15:46,072 --> 00:15:50,475 I tried to save her, and... didn't. 217 00:15:50,476 --> 00:15:52,709 The scar on your back? - Yeah. 218 00:15:53,773 --> 00:15:56,165 And that's what you were hallucinating about? 219 00:15:56,166 --> 00:16:01,596 Like I said, its just a theory. - But I dont feel guilty about Hector. 220 00:16:01,597 --> 00:16:04,030 Hector was my miracle. - Your miracle? 221 00:16:04,031 --> 00:16:08,822 Yes. Beta shows me my miracle. 222 00:16:08,823 --> 00:16:10,511 Hector is why I believe. 223 00:16:18,926 --> 00:16:23,429 He's alive. - It's a miracle. 224 00:16:31,474 --> 00:16:34,471 Noise to keep us from napping. Whatever. 225 00:16:34,472 --> 00:16:36,890 I could sleep through World War four. 226 00:16:37,679 --> 00:16:41,518 How was your stay in solitary? - Easy 227 00:16:41,519 --> 00:16:44,658 I saw my miracle and I knew I wasn't alone. 228 00:16:44,659 --> 00:16:48,800 Hey, you wanna be my miracle, baby? 229 00:16:50,030 --> 00:16:52,264 You're disgusting Steven. 230 00:16:52,265 --> 00:16:57,293 What about you, blondie? Wanna be my miracle? 231 00:16:57,294 --> 00:17:01,813 I'm gonna suggest you never say that to anybody. Ever again. 232 00:17:01,814 --> 00:17:04,322 It is both creepy and gross. 233 00:17:04,701 --> 00:17:08,007 Oh yeah, well, that's what I was going for. 234 00:17:09,531 --> 00:17:12,113 42 seconds. 235 00:17:12,684 --> 00:17:14,989 I think that must be a new world record for worst 236 00:17:14,990 --> 00:17:16,553 performance ever by an astronaut candidate. 237 00:17:16,554 --> 00:17:25,669 No. But you do know it is a requirement and, 238 00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:28,690 you can get cut. 239 00:17:30,531 --> 00:17:34,392 So I've heard. - You know what you need? 240 00:17:34,823 --> 00:17:39,958 You need mind over matter. 241 00:17:40,903 --> 00:17:42,307 What the hell are you talking about? 242 00:17:42,308 --> 00:17:46,552 You don't mind, I don't matter. - Oh, gosh, such a cheezeball. 243 00:17:46,553 --> 00:17:54,826 It's dark and quiet. It's not so bad, right? 244 00:17:54,827 --> 00:18:00,115 No. It's not so bad under here with you. 245 00:18:09,663 --> 00:18:11,246 My proposal is this: 246 00:18:11,247 --> 00:18:15,697 An evening of dangerous games, followed by... 247 00:18:26,303 --> 00:18:30,948 Again. Creepy and gross. - Sorry 248 00:18:30,949 --> 00:18:33,740 How did it go today? - Fine 249 00:18:33,741 --> 00:18:38,088 Wow, you sound like an astronaut. One-word-answer, flat delivery. 250 00:18:38,089 --> 00:18:41,355 Just have to work on that drink. You alone tonight? 251 00:18:41,356 --> 00:18:46,443 No, Im not alone. We're here. Together. 252 00:18:46,444 --> 00:18:48,023 Really? - Hanging out, yeah. 253 00:18:48,024 --> 00:18:51,084 Yeah. Yeah, we're just hanging out, man. 254 00:18:51,085 --> 00:18:53,778 You guys are hanging out? Doing what? 255 00:18:53,779 --> 00:18:57,198 Playing darts, having some beverages 256 00:18:57,199 --> 00:18:58,798 You don't play darts. - I love darts 257 00:18:58,799 --> 00:19:00,973 She's really really good. - Well, lets go 258 00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:03,862 -No! Now? - Yeah, you love darts 259 00:19:03,863 --> 00:19:06,691 Come on honey, you can join us. - Thanks... 260 00:19:06,692 --> 00:19:09,765 - That's me, it's me. I got, I got, I got it. 261 00:19:16,055 --> 00:19:21,966 Hey. Oh, okay. Okay. 262 00:19:24,138 --> 00:19:28,825 It was Rollie, he got me back in. - Bueno 263 00:19:28,968 --> 00:19:32,450 Would you, uhm, come with me? 264 00:19:32,451 --> 00:19:36,034 It might not be so bad if I know you're out there. 265 00:19:37,256 --> 00:19:39,619 Okay. 266 00:19:40,489 --> 00:19:46,706 I'll try. But just let me take a shower first. 267 00:19:47,390 --> 00:19:49,696 Sure. 268 00:19:49,848 --> 00:19:55,443 You okay? - Yeah. I go in in half an hour. 269 00:19:55,744 --> 00:20:01,782 Schilling. How was it? - Like taking a nice warm bath. 270 00:20:27,587 --> 00:20:30,359 So what is the miracle that Beta shows you? 271 00:20:30,360 --> 00:20:34,066 Hector used to wait for me to come home from school 272 00:20:34,067 --> 00:20:37,132 That day I saw Hector by the window as always. 273 00:20:37,133 --> 00:20:41,649 I walked in, somehow Hector got out. 274 00:20:44,134 --> 00:20:48,701 He was dead. I begged God to give him back to me. 275 00:20:48,702 --> 00:20:54,338 And he did. God answered my prayers. 276 00:20:54,895 --> 00:20:59,717 God sent Hector back to me, as a reward for my faith. 277 00:21:01,673 --> 00:21:05,684 I dont care what it costs to bury this. Just make it happen. 278 00:21:05,685 --> 00:21:08,412 I've been looking for you all morning. 279 00:21:08,413 --> 00:21:10,974 Their genomes have held steady since that first mutation, 280 00:21:10,975 --> 00:21:13,632 but in the last week they've mutated again. 281 00:21:13,633 --> 00:21:15,620 We've been over this, Doctor. 282 00:21:15,621 --> 00:21:18,465 We could be looking at serious medical problemss down the line, 283 00:21:18,466 --> 00:21:20,455 what's gonna happen when they pick up Gamma? 284 00:21:20,456 --> 00:21:23,875 We hope for the best. - We have to tell them! 285 00:21:24,502 --> 00:21:28,192 I need you to go back out to your station and do your job. 286 00:21:28,193 --> 00:21:33,522 I'm trying, but you seem hellbent on making that impossible. 287 00:21:33,523 --> 00:21:35,311 Sir. 288 00:21:35,312 --> 00:21:40,246 Claire, we have just regained a modicum of equilibrium. 289 00:21:40,247 --> 00:21:42,521 If I tell the crew that their genes might be changing, 290 00:21:42,522 --> 00:21:45,047 what does that gain me? 291 00:22:00,003 --> 00:22:05,065 So. How was it for you? I thought it was kind of 292 00:22:05,066 --> 00:22:08,313 relaxing. Once you got past the weird sensation of not knowing 293 00:22:08,314 --> 00:22:10,829 where your body ends and the water begins. 294 00:22:10,830 --> 00:22:15,107 Kindof like having a few drinks. - Yeah 295 00:22:15,108 --> 00:22:19,863 So, I've already had two glasses of whine and if I don't get some 296 00:22:19,864 --> 00:22:23,630 food I might get to that place where I make bad choices. 297 00:22:23,631 --> 00:22:27,572 Like dancing-on-the-bar-bad choices? - It's really not pretty. 298 00:22:31,318 --> 00:22:35,926 So, I was wondering, if you'd like to 299 00:22:35,927 --> 00:22:40,365 save me, from myself, by getting some food. 300 00:22:40,366 --> 00:22:46,706 I know this Italian place, its... - Claire 301 00:22:46,707 --> 00:22:51,824 I like you. A lot. 302 00:22:56,042 --> 00:22:58,950 Which is why I'm gonna say no. 303 00:22:58,951 --> 00:23:01,994 I'm not the guy you want to get involved with. 304 00:23:01,995 --> 00:23:05,404 Well, why don't I be the judge of that. 305 00:23:11,456 --> 00:23:14,017 Trust me. 306 00:23:23,850 --> 00:23:25,852 Hey. - Hey. 307 00:23:25,853 --> 00:23:28,315 You ready? - No. 308 00:23:29,721 --> 00:23:31,584 That's the spirit. 309 00:23:31,585 --> 00:23:38,196 Have you, uhm, seen Ted? - No, no I havent. You okay? 310 00:23:38,497 --> 00:23:42,969 Jen, look. You are putting way too much on this. 311 00:23:42,970 --> 00:23:47,019 Between you and me, it's kindof a stupid exercise 312 00:23:47,020 --> 00:23:50,199 ISO and the space program have built-in redundancy. 313 00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:52,905 I mean, there are nine ways to solve every problem. 314 00:23:52,906 --> 00:23:55,899 You're never alone, somebody has always got your back. 315 00:23:57,255 --> 00:24:04,469 Look, try this: "Six sick slick slim sycamore saplings" 316 00:24:04,470 --> 00:24:08,509 I'm sorry, I don't even know what to say to that. 317 00:24:08,510 --> 00:24:12,461 It's a tongue twister. And it's harder than you think. 318 00:24:12,462 --> 00:24:14,455 Trust me, focus on getting that right and, 319 00:24:14,456 --> 00:24:17,437 you won't think about this. 320 00:24:18,342 --> 00:24:21,065 And I'm gonna be here the whole time, okay? 321 00:24:22,104 --> 00:24:28,372 "Six sick slick slim sycamore saplings" 322 00:24:35,255 --> 00:24:40,247 Six... sick... slim... 323 00:24:47,011 --> 00:24:50,353 Six... six... sick... 324 00:24:52,250 --> 00:24:57,208 sick... sick... sycamore.... 325 00:24:57,209 --> 00:25:02,161 saplings... six... 326 00:25:02,162 --> 00:25:06,087 sick slick slim sycamore saplings 327 00:25:06,088 --> 00:25:10,455 Six sick slick slim... 328 00:25:10,456 --> 00:25:20,549 sycamore saplings. Six sick slim slick sycamore saplings. 329 00:25:20,550 --> 00:25:25,084 I am talking to a bunny. Good work. 330 00:25:28,791 --> 00:25:32,978 Okay. - Hey Jen. 331 00:25:32,979 --> 00:25:37,445 Kim? I'm sorry, isn't Rollie there? 332 00:25:37,446 --> 00:25:39,653 He should be on shift by now. - Yeah he had to go to 333 00:25:39,654 --> 00:25:42,630 Bertran head quarters. Last minute all day meetings, 334 00:25:42,631 --> 00:25:46,668 mission status updates. Do you want me to leave him a message? 335 00:25:46,669 --> 00:25:49,142 Why don't I just call him? He's not reachable? 336 00:25:49,143 --> 00:25:52,270 Communication lockdown until he leaves Bertran head quarters. 337 00:25:52,271 --> 00:25:59,491 Their rules, not ours. - Okay. Alright, thanks. 338 00:26:27,369 --> 00:26:30,111 Damn - Well that did it 339 00:26:30,112 --> 00:26:34,179 You are officially the worst dart player in the world. 340 00:26:34,179 --> 00:26:36,627 You want some tips? - No 341 00:26:36,628 --> 00:26:39,240 Uaaaaahhh 342 00:26:52,386 --> 00:26:55,643 Bathroom, right now. I don't even want to wait to get you home. 343 00:26:55,644 --> 00:26:58,377 Oh my god, it's even better from this angle 344 00:26:58,378 --> 00:27:00,769 Is everything okay? - Everything is fine. 345 00:27:00,770 --> 00:27:02,909 Why wouldn't it be? 346 00:27:03,783 --> 00:27:07,431 I don't know, just checking. 347 00:27:07,432 --> 00:27:11,598 Okay, I have a game here, how about you let me finish? 348 00:27:11,599 --> 00:27:15,695 and I'll buy you a drink. - What do we need to win? 349 00:27:15,696 --> 00:27:18,313 Double twenty. 350 00:27:23,459 --> 00:27:26,331 I love darts. 351 00:27:32,206 --> 00:27:34,808 Thought you got the golden ticket to do nothing all day. 352 00:27:34,809 --> 00:27:36,667 Looks like you're working. 353 00:27:36,668 --> 00:27:39,803 I haven't got a thing to say. - Then say nothing at all. 354 00:27:39,804 --> 00:27:43,834 Ah, yeah, hadn't thought of that. 355 00:27:43,635 --> 00:27:45,850 I dunno. 356 00:27:49,525 --> 00:27:52,284 Doesn't have much of a ring to it. 357 00:27:52,285 --> 00:27:55,837 What are we talking about? - Venus, need an opening line. 358 00:27:55,838 --> 00:27:59,456 Oh, you should totally be like - That isn't dirty 359 00:27:59,457 --> 00:28:00,528 I... - Or juvenile 360 00:28:00,529 --> 00:28:02,565 We could all - Or incomprehensible to 361 00:28:02,566 --> 00:28:06,113 anyone without five years of post-grad math. 362 00:28:06,114 --> 00:28:08,106 Yeah I got nothing for you there. 363 00:28:08,107 --> 00:28:10,268 Why did Donner even say anything to me? 364 00:28:10,269 --> 00:28:12,300 You know, I would've been fine, just gone down there, 365 00:28:12,301 --> 00:28:14,137 and something would have rolled of my tongue. 366 00:28:14,138 --> 00:28:17,548 Okay, take it up with him then, he's still in the lander. 367 00:28:19,249 --> 00:28:20,616 Still? 368 00:28:23,428 --> 00:28:25,637 Simulation failed 369 00:28:26,100 --> 00:28:27,759 Run it again. 370 00:28:29,753 --> 00:28:31,607 Alright, brother. 371 00:28:32,694 --> 00:28:35,410 Let's take a break. - Yeah, I'm not gonna 372 00:28:35,611 --> 00:28:38,216 get a break tomorrow, so why take one today? 373 00:28:38,217 --> 00:28:44,259 Donner, this is an insanely hard simulation, okay? 374 00:28:44,260 --> 00:28:48,954 The only reason it exists, is to prove to dumb jock 375 00:28:48,955 --> 00:28:52,462 pilots that they can't land in every condition. 376 00:28:52,463 --> 00:28:54,653 This is designed to be impossible. 377 00:28:54,654 --> 00:28:55,866 Its not impossible, I've done it before. 378 00:28:55,867 --> 00:28:57,259 Let's go! 379 00:28:57,260 --> 00:28:59,324 We would never launch in these conditions, okay? 380 00:28:59,325 --> 00:29:02,699 It would never happen. Come on, take a break. 381 00:29:02,700 --> 00:29:05,215 Tomorrow, I'm gonna be down there with Zoe, and you're 382 00:29:05,216 --> 00:29:09,011 gonna be safe and sound up here like Goss was. 383 00:29:08,836 --> 00:29:12,843 Im not Goss. And this is not Mars. 384 00:29:12,844 --> 00:29:15,666 Nadia, let's run it again. 385 00:29:16,110 --> 00:29:20,468 So, Hector came back to life because of your prayer. 386 00:29:20,469 --> 00:29:23,922 Yes - Okay 387 00:29:23,923 --> 00:29:27,457 How did he get out? Did you leave the door open? 388 00:29:27,458 --> 00:29:32,589 No. I walked in, I closed the door and I locked it like always. 389 00:29:32,590 --> 00:29:34,149 Well how did it get open? 390 00:29:34,235 --> 00:29:36,148 Someone else leave the door open? 391 00:29:36,149 --> 00:29:39,334 God needed for Hector to be on that street. 392 00:29:39,335 --> 00:29:42,545 So I could witness that miracle. 393 00:29:42,787 --> 00:29:48,164 He makes all things possible. - So Hector goes from 394 00:29:48,165 --> 00:29:54,272 lying in the road, dead, to the sidewalk, breathing in your arms. 395 00:29:54,273 --> 00:29:57,597 Yes. - And how does he get from 396 00:29:57,598 --> 00:30:00,045 the street to the sidewalk? 397 00:30:05,764 --> 00:30:08,158 That's part of the miracle. 398 00:30:14,288 --> 00:30:18,312 Are we done? - Tell me again about that door. 399 00:30:21,255 --> 00:30:24,871 You doing okay, Claire? - I'm fine. 400 00:30:25,090 --> 00:30:28,968 If you need to talk to someone - I dont need to talk to someone, Eve 401 00:30:28,969 --> 00:30:31,747 Do you realize what we're doing here? 402 00:30:31,748 --> 00:30:36,073 This is a ten trillion dollar experiment without a control. 403 00:30:36,074 --> 00:30:39,389 I know. - What kind of science is that? 404 00:30:39,390 --> 00:30:41,420 So much could've been done with that money on earth 405 00:30:41,421 --> 00:30:44,628 instead we send eight people across the galaxy 406 00:30:44,629 --> 00:30:46,283 with a rock that we have no idea what... 407 00:30:46,284 --> 00:30:49,279 It's about faith, Claire. 408 00:30:49,280 --> 00:30:52,195 And you know I'm not talking the religious kind. 409 00:30:52,196 --> 00:30:54,771 Now, I dont know where I come down on God, but I 410 00:30:54,772 --> 00:31:00,207 have faith in those eight astronauts, and in Beta. 411 00:31:00,208 --> 00:31:04,131 Well, I'm a scientist, and a doctor. And my only 412 00:31:04,132 --> 00:31:06,772 concern is the well-being of that crew. 413 00:31:06,773 --> 00:31:10,280 I can't just take things on faith. 414 00:31:10,281 --> 00:31:13,243 And neither should you. 415 00:31:21,690 --> 00:31:26,233 I walked in, Hector got out. How many times do I have to tell you? 416 00:31:26,234 --> 00:31:28,179 So you didn't forget to close the door? 417 00:31:28,180 --> 00:31:29,210 No. 418 00:31:29,211 --> 00:31:31,408 - Do you remember who else was home? 419 00:31:31,409 --> 00:31:33,907 I can tell you who wasn't home. 420 00:31:34,759 --> 00:31:41,307 My mother. - Okay. Tell me about that. 421 00:31:41,308 --> 00:31:44,250 I don't wanna talk about this anymore. 422 00:31:44,251 --> 00:31:47,161 You're just questioning my faith. 423 00:31:47,162 --> 00:31:50,394 Because you have none of your own. 424 00:31:50,600 --> 00:31:56,407 Paula. Paula, we're not finished here. 425 00:32:00,179 --> 00:32:02,155 Yes we are. 426 00:32:19,454 --> 00:32:23,284 You know, you strike me as more a usually Cabinet 427 00:32:23,285 --> 00:32:26,077 never Chardonnay type of drinker. - What? 428 00:32:26,078 --> 00:32:29,455 You just don't seem like the type for Whiskey shots. 429 00:32:29,456 --> 00:32:33,062 Are you secretly judging me? - No, no no. 430 00:32:33,063 --> 00:32:38,266 Sounded like judgement. - No, just being observant. 431 00:32:38,267 --> 00:32:40,812 What, did sense deprivation training get to you? 432 00:32:40,813 --> 00:32:46,258 Sure, let's go with that. - You know, I read somewhere 433 00:32:46,259 --> 00:32:50,981 that the best crew to send up into space 434 00:32:50,982 --> 00:32:51,982 would be a group of Buddhist monks. 435 00:32:53,019 --> 00:32:56,579 Think about it. They shut off all desire, 436 00:32:56,580 --> 00:33:00,643 they meditate all the time. They focus on their religion. 437 00:33:00,644 --> 00:33:02,961 Maybe I should try that. 438 00:33:02,962 --> 00:33:06,833 Mind you, just sounds really bloody boring, doesnt it? 439 00:33:16,037 --> 00:33:19,142 Okay. Come here. Come here, I'm gonna help you. 440 00:33:19,143 --> 00:33:22,089 No, I dont need your help. - Yeah, you do. 441 00:33:22,090 --> 00:33:24,909 If only for the safety of Tommy's patrons, okay? 442 00:33:24,910 --> 00:33:27,746 That guy was not hurt. 443 00:33:27,747 --> 00:33:33,204 - Alright, yaw left. Put your arm out. 444 00:33:33,205 --> 00:33:37,140 Now it's all about touch. You want to be solid, but relaxed. 445 00:33:37,141 --> 00:33:39,785 Okay, just let the dart fly itself. 446 00:33:39,786 --> 00:33:42,114 Solid, but relaxed. 447 00:33:44,308 --> 00:33:46,035 Take your time. 448 00:33:51,112 --> 00:33:54,266 That's it. Beautiful. Don't get any better than that. 449 00:33:54,267 --> 00:33:55,606 Alright? - Yeah 450 00:33:55,607 --> 00:33:58,176 That's perfect. - Thank you. 451 00:33:58,781 --> 00:34:02,600 How about you buy me one more drink and take me home? 452 00:34:02,601 --> 00:34:06,214 Okay, yeah yeah. That sounds like a plan. 453 00:34:06,215 --> 00:34:10,717 Ehhh, have a good night. - You too. Tchau 454 00:34:26,945 --> 00:34:28,177 Thanks. 455 00:34:29,291 --> 00:34:33,225 So, I guess Ted never showed, huh? 456 00:34:33,226 --> 00:34:36,169 Well, there was a meeting, he probably got pulled into it. 457 00:34:36,170 --> 00:34:39,150 Right. - Hey, come on. You did it. 458 00:34:39,151 --> 00:34:44,339 Yaay. Why dont you let me take you out for a drink? 459 00:34:44,340 --> 00:34:48,063 I think I've been more than enough trouble, Rollie. 460 00:34:48,064 --> 00:34:51,727 I should just cut my losses and head home. 461 00:34:51,828 --> 00:34:56,624 Thanks. - Jen, you are never any trouble. 462 00:34:59,950 --> 00:35:03,206 I couldn't have made it through this without you, Rollie. 463 00:35:04,493 --> 00:35:08,035 Thank you. - Anytime. 464 00:35:12,808 --> 00:35:16,382 So this is how this is gonna work: 465 00:35:16,383 --> 00:35:18,734 You're back on the floor starting tomorrow. 466 00:35:18,735 --> 00:35:20,271 What? 467 00:35:20,272 --> 00:35:22,553 And this cost ISO a small fortune so we 468 00:35:22,554 --> 00:35:25,356 would really appreciate it if you keep this to yourself. 469 00:35:25,357 --> 00:35:29,872 As far as you're concerned, this never happened. 470 00:35:29,873 --> 00:35:32,727 What about the girl? Did you hear me? 471 00:35:32,728 --> 00:35:37,965 It never happened. - This is messed up. 472 00:35:37,966 --> 00:35:40,368 Is that what you plan to tell her family, Mike? 473 00:35:40,369 --> 00:35:43,282 You're gonna tell them nothing ever happened? 474 00:35:43,283 --> 00:35:44,292 Is that what you're gonna tell her, 475 00:35:44,293 --> 00:35:46,749 if she ever wakes up, nothing ever happened? 476 00:35:46,750 --> 00:35:48,684 I may not have killed her, but you probably wont walk again, 477 00:35:48,685 --> 00:35:52,779 but nothing ever happened? Did it, Mike? 478 00:35:54,405 --> 00:35:57,212 Now I'm supposed to just walk the hell outta here? 479 00:35:57,213 --> 00:36:00,111 Because nothing ever happened. 480 00:36:02,823 --> 00:36:04,712 Go home and call your wife. 481 00:36:04,713 --> 00:36:06,692 She's been looking for you. 482 00:36:47,867 --> 00:36:49,791 Can I help you? 483 00:36:53,809 --> 00:36:58,545 Woah, woah. Hey, those are vintage. 484 00:37:13,287 --> 00:37:17,020 Hey, hey. Shhh. It's okay. 485 00:37:17,021 --> 00:37:20,388 I messed up. 486 00:37:28,062 --> 00:37:31,113 Just hold me. 487 00:37:34,039 --> 00:37:36,941 So, how's Paula? - She's okay on the surface 488 00:37:36,942 --> 00:37:39,039 but there's something underneath it all. 489 00:37:39,040 --> 00:37:44,386 Something she's hiding. Repressing. 490 00:37:44,387 --> 00:37:46,717 I think I can help her once I figure it out. 491 00:37:46,718 --> 00:37:48,063 You okay? 492 00:37:49,816 --> 00:37:53,941 Yeah, I'm fine. It's just one of those days. 493 00:37:53,942 --> 00:37:58,344 Je t'aime. - I love you too. 494 00:37:59,128 --> 00:38:00,707 Bye. 495 00:38:09,803 --> 00:38:11,832 Thirty meters. 496 00:38:35,489 --> 00:38:39,502 Simulation failed. - Alright, going again. 497 00:38:46,013 --> 00:38:49,501 End simulation. - You can't be in here! 498 00:38:49,502 --> 00:38:52,017 You're throwing me off my game. 499 00:38:52,018 --> 00:38:55,565 You're holding on too tight. - What? 500 00:38:55,566 --> 00:39:01,172 It's all about touch. Solid but relaxed. 501 00:39:03,979 --> 00:39:08,396 Alright, get out of here. - I'm not going anywhere. 502 00:39:16,513 --> 00:39:17,947 Twenty meters. 503 00:39:18,511 --> 00:39:20,058 Ten meters. 504 00:39:29,118 --> 00:39:31,655 Touchdown. SIMULATION COMPLETE 505 00:39:31,656 --> 00:39:35,215 Alright, Nadia, let's call it, I think I'm good. 506 00:39:35,216 --> 00:39:37,696 All good. 507 00:39:47,557 --> 00:39:50,874 Isolation is a fact of life in space. 508 00:39:50,875 --> 00:39:54,683 I don't know if there's any real training for it. 509 00:39:54,684 --> 00:39:57,124 There certainly isn't a cure. 510 00:39:59,587 --> 00:40:03,199 Most of the time isolation is self-imposed. 511 00:40:04,456 --> 00:40:09,082 Sorry. I got called into a meeting at MC. 512 00:40:09,083 --> 00:40:10,269 - Jen? 513 00:40:10,270 --> 00:40:12,212 Sometimes by shutting people out. 514 00:40:12,213 --> 00:40:15,226 Please, dont. Jen, dont. Jen. 515 00:40:17,687 --> 00:40:20,669 Sometimes by inviting people in. 516 00:40:22,059 --> 00:40:26,499 And sometimes by hiding alone in an oak barrel. 517 00:40:27,274 --> 00:40:32,055 Sometimes by losing faith in things that keep us going. 518 00:41:12,104 --> 00:41:14,617 What are you doing here? 519 00:41:14,618 --> 00:41:19,186 You were there for me before I left for Antares. 520 00:41:19,187 --> 00:41:21,553 I'm here for you tonight. 521 00:41:23,336 --> 00:41:29,060 Uhm... I think, I think I'm okay. 522 00:41:30,782 --> 00:41:32,792 Well... 523 00:41:36,657 --> 00:41:42,538 I'm not. I'm terrified. 524 00:41:46,736 --> 00:41:51,807 We lean on each other. Seek solace where we think we'll find it. 525 00:41:52,783 --> 00:41:55,464 But sometimes its just unavoidable. 526 00:41:55,877 --> 00:41:58,812 There's nothing to do but embrace the isolation. 527 00:41:58,813 --> 00:42:01,504 And walk out into the void, alone.