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( Door opens )
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What's the matter?
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I have an eating disorder.
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That blows.
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What about you?
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Oh, Paul's my uncle.
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He's just taking me out
for my birthday.
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You don't go
to St. Ann's, do you?
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Packer?
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No.
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You look familiar.
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Well, I live in Milwaukee.
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Well, have a good birthday.
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Thanks.
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- ( Door opens )
- Hey.
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I think you're beautiful
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just the way you are.
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♪ Happy Birthday to me ♪
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♪ Happy Birthday to me ♪
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♪ Happy Birthday dear Jesse ♪
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♪ Happy Birthday
to me. ♪
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Millions of chat sites
are rejoicing
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because 17 is the age of
consent in New York state.
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I'm not kidding.
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It's like a new gay holiday.
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Happy Birthday, Jesse.
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It's just how I always
dreamed it would be.
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So...
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What happened last week?
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Was there a fire?
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Did your son intentionally
set the house on fire?
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No no, it was just...
just an accident.
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Is your son okay?
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Yes.
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Good.
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I'm glad.
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Actually, I'm glad
you brought it up.
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I wanted to talk to you
about why you...
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why you ran off.
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I should have never
been here, okay?
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It was stupid.
It was late and...
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You should have just kicked me
out when I first showed up.
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But I didn't
kick you out, Jesse.
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Yeah, but you
wanted to.
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Now why would you think that?
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Paul, can I ask you something?
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Sure.
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Why did you become a therapist?
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I...
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I guess because I wanted to...
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to help people.
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Are you a good therapist?
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Do you think
I'm a good therapist?
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Is there some way
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that I could be
a better therapist for you?
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Probably not.
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I guess I just... I don't
really see what the point is.
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I don't know why you do it.
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You don't feel
it's working for you?
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Does it make anyone happy?
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Well, the point is
not always to be happy.
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Okay, then what's the point?
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Well, it differs
from person to person.
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You know, a lot of people...
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they spend their whole lives
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in a kind of a fog.
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I think that therapy,
when it works,
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when it really works...
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it helps people
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to, well, unlock themselves.
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Well, I ran into the girl
before me in the waiting room.
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She said she had
an eating disorder.
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What are you telling her?
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Well, I'm trying
to help her identify
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why she sees herself
in that way.
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Do you know why?
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I have some ideas, obviously,
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but, you know, ultimately
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what I think
doesn't really matter.
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It's what she thinks
that matters.
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What, that doesn't sound
credible to you?
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- It sounds like...
- It sounds like what?
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Never mind.
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No, go on.
Please tell me.
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It sounds like those
guys on canal street
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that are selling fake Rolexes.
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Like, what does it matter
if it isn't a rolex
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as long as you think
it's a rolex, you know?
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But it still isn't a rolex.
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It's still just
a cheap piece of shit,
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no matter what you think.
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Well, it's not a rolex.
That's true.
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But it's not
a piece of shit either.
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Because objects are worth
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the meaning that we
invest in them,
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what we ascribe to them,
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and so are people.
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( Sighs ) I got an email from Kevin.
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And what did he say?
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He says...
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That it was a mistake
to contact me prematurely,
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that it was
irresponsible,
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that he won't attempt
to contact me again,
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but he hopes I'll get
back in touch with them
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when I think I'm ready.
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I'm so sorry, Jesse.
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Why?
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It must be
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tremendously disappointing.
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Not really.
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What do you...
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what do you feel about that?
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Nothing.
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Did you email him back?
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No, there's no point.
It's over.
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You don't anticipate ever getting
back in touch with them?
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No, they don't want me to.
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God, it's my fucking birthday.
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( Scoffs )
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17...
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17 years ago I came out
of Karen Scott's vagina.
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And now all she has
to say to me
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is that she contacted me
prematurely.
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God.
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Why is everything
such bullshit?
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Hey, how long do you
think I'll live?
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I don't know, Jesse.
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I mean, if I don't fall off a
building or shoot myself or whatever,
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how long is the average?
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Um, 80... 80 years.
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Jesus.
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That means I have to make it
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through another 63 years.
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You know...
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You're not always gonna feel
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the way you're feeling
right now.
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You mean it's going to
get better?
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Mm-hmm.
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Yeah, but the thing is,
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I've always felt like this,
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even before I met
Kevin and Karen.
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You felt like...
like what way exactly?
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I have this friend, okay?
Named Barrett.
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And he has a really big nose.
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And even when we were,
like, eight
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and all the other kids
had little kid noses,
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Barrett had this honker.
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And I've just...
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I've always thought
that if I were Barrett,
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I would be really
embarrassed by my nose.
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But Barrett isn't.
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He doesn't even notice it.
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And he's always really happy.
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And everyone really likes him.
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And even since
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we've been in High School,
he has girlfriends.
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And it was all just
really confusing to me
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until I met his dad.
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He's this fancy
wall street guy,
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a really good dresser,
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but he has the same nose.
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It's huge.
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And I met his mother.
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She's really beautiful.
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They just seem like
the perfect family.
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And now I get it.
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Where Barrett got
his confidence from.
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Yeah, exactly.
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He looks just like his dad.
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And his dad is really happy.
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So why shouldn't
Barrett be happy?
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I used to spend hours
when I was a kid
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just looking in the mirror,
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trying to figure out
if I was handsome or not.
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And what did you decide?
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Well, it just depended
on the day.
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If someone told me
I was handsome,
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then I was handsome.
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And if someone told me
I was ugly,
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then I believed that.
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I hardly ever look in the
mirror anymore though,
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not if I can help it.
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It's just too stressful.
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When you met
your birth parents...
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Did you... did you...
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did you see yourself
in their faces?
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Were they...
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were they good-looking,
did you think?
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And rich
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and happy,
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until they kicked me out.
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Kicked you out?
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Is that...
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that's how you remember
the experience?
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I imagine you've been
thinking quite a lot
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about what happened
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at Kevin and Karen's last week.
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Yeah.
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And when you were telling the
story of Barrett's father,
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can I tell you
what I thought of?
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Sure.
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How last week
you were considering
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donating your kidney
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to your...
to your brother.
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Did Kevin mention anything
about that in his email?
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No.
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I guess I was wrong
about all that.
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You know, when you talk
about Barrett
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it sounds like you saw his nose
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as like a promise,
some kind of contract
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passed down from father to son:
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You have my nose;
You are my son;
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I am a happy man therefore
you are a happy man.
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So maybe you were
trying to create
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your own contract with Kevin.
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Maybe you thought,
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if you gave your brother
a kidney, they'd have...
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they'd really have to be
your parents finally
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and recognize you
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as part of them,
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you know?
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You're probably right.
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That sounds smart.
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Thanks.
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You know, Jesse,
there's no reason
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why you can't write Kevin back
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and just say to him
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how painful it was
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to receive his email.
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He has left the door open
to communication.
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Yeah, when I feel
that I'm ready.
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Yeah, I think that's up to you
to decide what that means.
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Well, he basically just
told me to go fuck myself.
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Okay, I can see
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why you would think that.
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Maybe he's trying
to give you space
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if you need it,
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but still maintain
a connection.
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Look, if he really wanted to
maintain a connection with me
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he shouldn't have given me
up for fucking adoption.
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You have plans
for tonight,
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for your birthday?
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I might go to the
marriott in Times Square
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to ride the elevators.
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You can ride them for free.
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They're glass.
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And they go up
over this huge atrium.
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It's really peaceful.
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Sounds... sounds nice.
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Will you invite anybody
to go with you?
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Like who?
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Josh, Raif.
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They're out of town.
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Anyone else?
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What were you gonna say?
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Nobody.
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Nate, but he would never come.
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- Why not?
- He just wouldn't.
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So have you talked
to him recently?
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Not since he beat
the crap out of me.
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Do you want to speak to him?
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No, he hates me.
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You're certain of that?
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He punched me.
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Jesse, do you remember what
happened before he punched you?
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Are you saying
that I deserved it?
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No, I'm not.
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Why don't they want me
in their lives?
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What is so wrong with me?
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I don't understand.
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Am I that awful?
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No, Jesse, you're not.
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Well, then why don't
they want me?
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I'm his son.
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He kicked me out of his house.
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I think he was frightened.
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Of what?
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Of the situation.
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God, what does that mean?
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Jesse, you were high.
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And you were upset with them
after seeing your siblings.
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From their point of view
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you must have seemed
highly volatile.
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You've been fantasizing
about Kevin and Karen
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all your life.
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You imagined that they
would be your saviors.
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And now that you've met them,
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you know that they're
not capable of that.
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They're just ordinary people.
Worse than that...
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they're deeply
disappointing.
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And that's
incredibly difficult.
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I don't want to be anywhere.
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I don't want to talk to anyone.
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I just want...
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( exhales )
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I just want to disappear.
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Jesse,
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as your therapist,
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I'm not supposed to
tell you what to do,
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but as someone who cares
about you, I'm going to.
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Go home to the people
who love you
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and celebrate your
birthday with them.
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Go home.
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I can't go home.
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I have to get to RISD.
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They want to set up
an interview.
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That means I'm a finalist.
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Roberto gave me money
for my birthday
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and I'm gonna use it
to buy a train ticket.
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Mm-hmm, and have you found a
way to cover the tuition?
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No, I'm...
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I'm just gonna show
them the pictures.
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- Which pictures?
- The ones from Westchester.
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- From the yard?
- Yeah.
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I'll just show them
the pictures
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and then I'll tell them
my story.
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You said they don't
offer financial aid.
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Are you hoping they'll
let you come anyway
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because they're gonna
feel sorry for you?
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That place was made for me.
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You saw the brochure.
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- It's a school for people
just like you. - Yeah.
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A place where they'll finally
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appreciate and embrace you,
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the true home you've
been searching for.
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Do you see what
you're doing here?
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Go fuck yourself.
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Jesse, y need
to stay here.
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I know that running away
seems like a good idea now,
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but I promise you you will take this
feeling with you wherever you go.
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It will not leave you
until you deal with it.
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And it won't leave you
even then,
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but it will lessen.
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And believe it or not,
eventually you'll be able
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to draw a strength
from this experience
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that you never
imagined possible.
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How's your son?
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You... you've asked me
that already.
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He... he's fine.
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Is he still here?
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No, he...
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he went back to Baltimore
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to live with his...
with his mother.
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Have you ever been to that ice
cream place by the waterfront?
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I don't think so.
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Well, I was thinking
of going there later
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for my birthday.
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Do you want to come?
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Why don't you ask Roberto?
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I can't.
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Yes, you can.
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- God, you don't understand.
- What don't I understand?
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You so obviously don't get it.
Nobody gets it.
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Jesse, look at me.
I get it.
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I get it.
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Is the session over?
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Oh yes.
Yes, it is.
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Do you want me to leave?
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Not alone.
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With your permission, I'd like
to call your mother and father
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- to come pick you up.
- Please don't do that.
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I'll be all right.
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Just let me sit here
for a moment.
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Okay.
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I was looking forward
to this all week.
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