1 00:00:00,937 --> 00:00:02,672 I want to hold public hearings 2 00:00:02,707 --> 00:00:04,874 for the decertification of their state municipal status. 3 00:00:04,909 --> 00:00:06,710 Forget it. The calendar's packed. 4 00:00:06,744 --> 00:00:10,414 Well, make room. I'm draining the swamp that is Juniper Creek. 5 00:00:10,449 --> 00:00:12,283 I quit Goji. 6 00:00:12,318 --> 00:00:15,321 I know it's hard. But also we learned 7 00:00:15,356 --> 00:00:17,857 that the world is wide and fascinating. 8 00:00:17,892 --> 00:00:20,360 Carl and I are separating. 9 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:23,898 Today begins a new chapter in the history of Juniper Creek. 10 00:00:23,933 --> 00:00:26,267 The age of false prophets is over. 11 00:00:26,302 --> 00:00:28,870 ( on TV ) He won't bring fear and pain 12 00:00:28,905 --> 00:00:31,507 to anyone anymore. 13 00:00:31,542 --> 00:00:35,011 I love you too, Greg. Nothing will ever change that. 14 00:00:35,046 --> 00:00:38,149 - People like you don't deserve love. - ( cries ) 15 00:00:38,183 --> 00:00:40,886 - Help! She's sending me away. - Bill: Why didn't you come to us? 16 00:00:40,920 --> 00:00:44,123 Because I didn't think this household could handle another statutory rape. 17 00:00:44,157 --> 00:00:46,126 Are you comparing me to a predator? 18 00:00:46,160 --> 00:00:48,562 If I have to rot in jail 19 00:00:48,596 --> 00:00:51,498 for the rest of my life because I won't disavow 20 00:00:51,533 --> 00:00:54,068 one of the most cherished relationships in my life, 21 00:00:54,102 --> 00:00:55,569 Then so be it! 22 00:00:55,603 --> 00:00:57,337 Alby: We need a place to go 23 00:00:57,372 --> 00:01:01,007 after we take care of one unfinished item of business. 24 00:01:01,042 --> 00:01:02,776 I don't trust you, Barb. 25 00:01:02,810 --> 00:01:05,912 You doubt my love for this family? 26 00:01:05,946 --> 00:01:08,247 Not your love. Your commitment. 27 00:01:08,282 --> 00:01:09,582 Bills' voice: I won't accept anything 28 00:01:09,616 --> 00:01:11,584 but our family holding together, 29 00:01:11,618 --> 00:01:13,419 now and in eternity. 30 00:01:13,453 --> 00:01:16,923 Why would heavenly father have forsaken us? 31 00:01:16,957 --> 00:01:19,159 - No, listen to me. - He's taken his love from us. 32 00:01:19,193 --> 00:01:21,094 Do not let any of that shake your faith, Nicki. 33 00:01:21,129 --> 00:01:23,164 We're almost free. 34 00:01:23,198 --> 00:01:24,832 - Bill: Drop it! - ( gunshot ) 35 00:01:24,867 --> 00:01:28,703 Ah! ( pants ) 36 00:01:35,545 --> 00:01:45,814 **** Big love 5x10 **** Where Men and Mountains Meet 37 00:01:49,328 --> 00:01:53,732 ♪ home, is this my home? ♪ 38 00:01:54,734 --> 00:01:58,036 ♪ been starting over ♪ 39 00:01:58,071 --> 00:02:01,373 ♪ bathe in the water ♪ 40 00:02:31,473 --> 00:02:36,644 ♪ home, is this my home? ♪ 41 00:02:36,679 --> 00:02:40,115 ♪ been starting over ♪ 42 00:02:40,149 --> 00:02:44,219 ♪ bathe in the water ♪ 43 00:02:45,454 --> 00:02:50,392 ♪ home, is this my home? ♪ 44 00:02:50,426 --> 00:02:54,129 ♪ been starting over ♪ 45 00:02:54,164 --> 00:02:58,400 ♪ bathe in the water. ♪ 46 00:03:00,001 --> 00:03:10,001 Sync by n17t01 www.addic7ed.com 47 00:03:18,921 --> 00:03:20,855 - Where's Nicki? - Outside with Marge. 48 00:03:20,889 --> 00:03:22,623 I wish you'd do this with Lee. 49 00:03:22,657 --> 00:03:23,991 We spoke. 50 00:03:24,025 --> 00:03:25,826 I don't need to hide behind a lawyer, 51 00:03:25,861 --> 00:03:27,461 not for this. 52 00:03:38,271 --> 00:03:39,505 Reporters: There he is! 53 00:03:39,540 --> 00:03:41,007 Senator! 54 00:03:41,041 --> 00:03:42,375 Male reporter: Senator, over here. 55 00:03:42,409 --> 00:03:43,877 Senator, senator, right here. 56 00:03:43,911 --> 00:03:45,879 Is there any truth to these allegations, senator? 57 00:03:45,913 --> 00:03:47,347 Please. 58 00:03:47,382 --> 00:03:51,052 48 hours ago I was arrested on trumped-up charges... 59 00:03:51,086 --> 00:03:53,087 two counts of statutory rape; 60 00:03:53,122 --> 00:03:56,057 alleged victim... my beloved wife Margene. 61 00:03:56,091 --> 00:03:57,625 It's politically motivated. 62 00:03:57,660 --> 00:03:59,327 We've been harassed and investigated 63 00:03:59,361 --> 00:04:01,062 since my election last November. 64 00:04:01,097 --> 00:04:03,264 We intend to fight these charges 65 00:04:03,298 --> 00:04:04,832 and I intend to serve out my term. 66 00:04:04,867 --> 00:04:07,268 I'll have more to say later, believe me. 67 00:04:07,303 --> 00:04:09,637 For now, folks, after two days in the clink, 68 00:04:09,672 --> 00:04:11,506 I'm kind of anxious to get home. 69 00:04:11,540 --> 00:04:12,640 Thank you. 70 00:04:12,675 --> 00:04:14,375 Reporter: Senator, senator, senator! 71 00:04:14,409 --> 00:04:16,210 Let's get out of here. 72 00:04:16,244 --> 00:04:17,878 I'm so glad to see you. 73 00:04:17,913 --> 00:04:19,346 Baby, you said a mouthful. 74 00:04:19,380 --> 00:04:21,748 All right, Nicki, stop it. Don't cry, not here. 75 00:04:21,782 --> 00:04:24,417 Not in front of them. Wait until we get home. 76 00:04:24,451 --> 00:04:26,853 Reporter: This was the scene as senator Bill Henrickson 77 00:04:26,887 --> 00:04:28,654 and his wives left the county jail... 78 00:04:28,689 --> 00:04:30,522 the first duly-elected official 79 00:04:30,557 --> 00:04:32,591 to be arrested on polygamy-related charges 80 00:04:32,625 --> 00:04:35,226 since the Mormon wars of the 1880s. 81 00:04:35,261 --> 00:04:37,228 Trial and initial motions in the case 82 00:04:37,263 --> 00:04:39,530 are set for four weeks from now. 83 00:04:39,564 --> 00:04:41,266 Meanwhile, Albert Grant, 84 00:04:41,300 --> 00:04:43,101 the ousted prophet of Juniper Creek, 85 00:04:43,135 --> 00:04:45,136 remains in jail without bail. 86 00:04:45,170 --> 00:04:48,205 His mother Adaleen Grant, out on bail herself, 87 00:04:48,239 --> 00:04:50,374 spoke to reporters just moments ago. 88 00:04:50,408 --> 00:04:52,309 My son is not a flight risk. 89 00:04:52,344 --> 00:04:55,679 There's only one reason why Albert Grant rots in jail 90 00:04:55,714 --> 00:04:57,882 while Bill Henrickson goes free. 91 00:04:57,916 --> 00:04:59,851 One is a man of God and the other is 92 00:04:59,885 --> 00:05:01,986 a sleazy insider with political pull. 93 00:05:02,021 --> 00:05:04,522 - Margene. - Reporter: Meanwhile Eugene "Salty" Logan... 94 00:05:04,557 --> 00:05:06,090 It's just all my nerves. 95 00:05:06,125 --> 00:05:07,826 Hon, stop doing that a second. Come be with us. 96 00:05:11,597 --> 00:05:13,898 We can't let this arrest define us. 97 00:05:13,933 --> 00:05:15,800 We're gonna push back and counterattack. 98 00:05:15,834 --> 00:05:19,471 But whatever we do, we can't let them see us sweat. 99 00:05:20,573 --> 00:05:23,307 Are we all in? 100 00:05:24,510 --> 00:05:26,744 We're all in, Bill. 101 00:05:26,778 --> 00:05:28,546 All right. 102 00:05:28,580 --> 00:05:31,483 Let me go make sure everything's on track for tomorrow. 103 00:05:40,392 --> 00:05:42,059 Where are you going? 104 00:05:42,094 --> 00:05:43,828 Membership meeting. 105 00:05:43,862 --> 00:05:46,897 - That church of yours? Now? - Today? 106 00:05:46,932 --> 00:05:48,966 Don't worry. I'll be back. 107 00:05:49,001 --> 00:05:50,835 Barb, I just want to say 108 00:05:50,869 --> 00:05:52,469 it's good to have an open mind, 109 00:05:52,504 --> 00:05:54,672 but not so open that your brains fall out. 110 00:06:00,212 --> 00:06:03,081 When I have these baptism talks with our eight-year-olds, 111 00:06:03,115 --> 00:06:05,250 I tell them they're now old enough to commit sin 112 00:06:05,284 --> 00:06:07,085 and become accountable for it. 113 00:06:07,119 --> 00:06:09,120 But you've been old enough to commit sin for years. 114 00:06:09,155 --> 00:06:12,023 Old enough and committing it too. 115 00:06:12,058 --> 00:06:13,992 A baptism is usually 116 00:06:14,026 --> 00:06:16,394 a joyous event in the life of a family. 117 00:06:17,763 --> 00:06:21,699 I have to ask again, Barb... 118 00:06:21,734 --> 00:06:24,268 do you think your marriage can survive this change? 119 00:06:24,303 --> 00:06:27,905 The marriage this church disapproves of? 120 00:06:27,940 --> 00:06:31,008 The marriage we've all chosen to look the other way from. 121 00:06:31,043 --> 00:06:34,011 Your husband's arrest has made it a lot more difficult to do that. 122 00:06:34,046 --> 00:06:37,881 No church is the perfect fit for anyone, 123 00:06:37,916 --> 00:06:41,451 but I know this church is for me. 124 00:06:41,486 --> 00:06:44,789 It's the only place that offers me priesthood authority. 125 00:06:44,823 --> 00:06:48,092 Without that I'm lost 126 00:06:48,126 --> 00:06:51,595 and of no use to myself or my family. 127 00:06:52,530 --> 00:06:54,397 I'll see you Sunday. 128 00:07:00,871 --> 00:07:03,038 - Dinner's almost ready. - Hmm? 129 00:07:03,072 --> 00:07:05,907 I got the boys and Nell all washed up. 130 00:07:05,941 --> 00:07:07,075 Honey. 131 00:07:07,109 --> 00:07:08,343 Mm-hmm? 132 00:07:09,645 --> 00:07:11,746 Before we go over, I want to talk a sec. 133 00:07:13,582 --> 00:07:16,584 I found this in the cupboard beside the mugs. 134 00:07:17,820 --> 00:07:19,621 Oh. 135 00:07:19,655 --> 00:07:21,823 It's not really anything. 136 00:07:21,858 --> 00:07:23,692 Well, it's a passport. 137 00:07:23,726 --> 00:07:25,293 Well, I know it's... 138 00:07:27,497 --> 00:07:30,065 it's something I thought about doing. 139 00:07:34,338 --> 00:07:37,073 But not anymore. Not now. 140 00:07:39,043 --> 00:07:40,377 You want to go on a cruise? 141 00:07:40,411 --> 00:07:42,245 It's a medical ship. 142 00:07:42,280 --> 00:07:45,048 They go on six-week stints down to central America. 143 00:07:45,082 --> 00:07:48,050 They take volunteers. 144 00:07:48,085 --> 00:07:50,285 I wanted to work in the galley. 145 00:07:50,320 --> 00:07:51,720 You were gonna go away? 146 00:07:51,755 --> 00:07:53,789 A little. 147 00:07:56,325 --> 00:07:58,693 Goji taught me there's this whole world out there 148 00:07:58,727 --> 00:08:01,062 I'd never been aware of before. 149 00:08:02,832 --> 00:08:06,000 I was so unformed when I came into this marriage, Bill. 150 00:08:06,034 --> 00:08:10,170 You gave me a foundation in life, 151 00:08:10,205 --> 00:08:13,573 in faith. 152 00:08:13,608 --> 00:08:16,510 I wanted to fly a bit. 153 00:08:17,645 --> 00:08:20,181 You can do charity work here in town. 154 00:08:20,215 --> 00:08:22,183 There's the shelter, 155 00:08:22,218 --> 00:08:24,486 a lot of other good causes. 156 00:08:24,520 --> 00:08:26,521 I can help you choose one if you want. 157 00:08:28,725 --> 00:08:31,260 It's okay, really. 158 00:08:32,663 --> 00:08:34,464 We have three children, honey. 159 00:08:34,498 --> 00:08:36,332 Whom I love more than life itself. 160 00:08:36,366 --> 00:08:38,368 And we're working on a fourth. 161 00:08:38,402 --> 00:08:39,636 We are. 162 00:08:39,670 --> 00:08:41,671 This would have been in addition to, 163 00:08:41,705 --> 00:08:43,539 not in place of that. 164 00:08:46,610 --> 00:08:49,278 I think I understand. 165 00:08:51,681 --> 00:08:54,549 What's happening to you pierces my heart, Bill. 166 00:08:56,519 --> 00:08:58,620 You're my anchor. 167 00:08:58,655 --> 00:09:00,889 You're my home. 168 00:09:00,924 --> 00:09:03,459 But someday 169 00:09:03,493 --> 00:09:07,130 I do want to meet new people 170 00:09:07,164 --> 00:09:11,736 and share what's in my heart with others. 171 00:09:13,305 --> 00:09:15,307 And I'm so scared 172 00:09:15,341 --> 00:09:18,943 because I've made so many false starts in my life. 173 00:09:18,978 --> 00:09:22,013 Because you're young, Margie. 174 00:09:25,017 --> 00:09:28,087 And now I know what I want to do. 175 00:09:29,622 --> 00:09:34,192 And I'm so afraid it's too late for me. 176 00:09:37,997 --> 00:09:40,131 Thank you. 177 00:09:40,165 --> 00:09:42,299 I'm gone for two days, and this is what happens? 178 00:09:42,334 --> 00:09:43,767 Oranges for dessert? 179 00:09:43,802 --> 00:09:46,637 Where's the pudding and the pies? 180 00:09:46,671 --> 00:09:49,039 Honestly, Bill. Who has time to bake? 181 00:09:49,074 --> 00:09:50,774 I'm just kidding. Right, Aaron? 182 00:09:50,809 --> 00:09:52,109 We love oranges. 183 00:09:52,143 --> 00:09:53,244 You need them. 184 00:09:53,278 --> 00:09:54,512 You look like you have scurvy. 185 00:09:54,546 --> 00:09:56,280 When are we gonna dye our eggs? 186 00:09:56,314 --> 00:09:59,382 Are we doing something special for Easter at the church, dad? 187 00:10:02,286 --> 00:10:04,187 We are. 188 00:10:04,221 --> 00:10:06,422 But we'll have plenty of time to talk about all that. 189 00:10:06,456 --> 00:10:08,557 Bill, Stan hasn't gotten back to me. 190 00:10:08,592 --> 00:10:11,293 Is my car door covered for that incident at Harmon's? 191 00:10:11,328 --> 00:10:13,662 I'm sure it's covered. I'll call. 192 00:10:17,134 --> 00:10:20,403 Cara Lynn, we all know you and your mother 193 00:10:20,437 --> 00:10:22,772 have been talking and making some progress. 194 00:10:22,806 --> 00:10:25,742 And we wanted you to know that until we can sort out your adoption, 195 00:10:25,776 --> 00:10:29,580 because of legal issues we may be facing, 196 00:10:29,614 --> 00:10:31,849 your mother's adding a directive to her will. 197 00:10:31,883 --> 00:10:34,652 If anything happens to her, Barb becomes your legal guardian. 198 00:10:39,324 --> 00:10:40,791 Honey, 199 00:10:40,825 --> 00:10:43,893 I know you've been taking my apologies to heart, 200 00:10:43,928 --> 00:10:45,695 but I just want to say 201 00:10:45,729 --> 00:10:49,198 in front of our entire family, 202 00:10:49,232 --> 00:10:51,200 I am so seriously sorry 203 00:10:51,234 --> 00:10:53,502 for any pain my words have caused you, 204 00:10:53,536 --> 00:10:56,438 and I hope that we can, all of us, 205 00:10:56,473 --> 00:10:59,008 have a clean, fresh start. 206 00:11:05,984 --> 00:11:08,586 ( Growls ) Ha ha ha. 207 00:11:17,564 --> 00:11:19,298 Hi. 208 00:11:21,234 --> 00:11:24,637 I was just taking Barb's turkey roaster back downstairs. 209 00:11:24,671 --> 00:11:29,074 So if something were to happen to you, 210 00:11:29,109 --> 00:11:31,377 I would go to Barb? 211 00:11:35,348 --> 00:11:39,118 Things seem so up in the air. 212 00:11:40,587 --> 00:11:42,688 Did you really think that you could manipulate me 213 00:11:42,723 --> 00:11:45,324 into accepting an apology because it was public? 214 00:11:45,392 --> 00:11:47,527 Or was that an attempt to fool them into thinking 215 00:11:47,561 --> 00:11:49,829 you didn't mean all the terrible things that you said to me? 216 00:11:49,864 --> 00:11:51,498 I would have said anything to you 217 00:11:51,532 --> 00:11:53,833 if I thought it would have protected you. 218 00:11:53,868 --> 00:11:56,103 It was a stupid, desperate act 219 00:11:56,137 --> 00:11:58,438 trying to send you off to that school. 220 00:11:58,473 --> 00:12:01,174 And I... I never meant 221 00:12:01,208 --> 00:12:03,176 to speak such hurtful words to you. 222 00:12:03,210 --> 00:12:06,512 I wish you would believe how sorry I am. 223 00:12:06,547 --> 00:12:08,948 I only wanted to help you. 224 00:12:11,886 --> 00:12:15,588 I'm thinking of going back to my other family. 225 00:12:15,623 --> 00:12:19,393 It might be the best thing for both us, I'm thinking. 226 00:12:26,134 --> 00:12:27,934 ( Door closes ) 227 00:12:27,968 --> 00:12:30,704 The trial could start as early as May. 228 00:12:30,738 --> 00:12:33,207 I just wanted you to know. 229 00:12:33,241 --> 00:12:37,244 Well, thank you for telling me. 230 00:12:37,278 --> 00:12:39,213 I appreciate that... 231 00:12:39,247 --> 00:12:42,250 you coming here and telling me. 232 00:12:42,284 --> 00:12:45,053 Well... 233 00:12:47,957 --> 00:12:50,492 Mom, mom, come on, stay. 234 00:12:50,527 --> 00:12:53,029 You have good days and bad days. 235 00:12:53,063 --> 00:12:55,165 It's okay, you hear me? 236 00:12:55,199 --> 00:12:58,068 You have crummy days, a crummy week. 237 00:12:58,102 --> 00:13:01,404 And then... pow! Something great happens, 238 00:13:01,439 --> 00:13:03,406 and you're glad to be alive 239 00:13:03,441 --> 00:13:05,475 and wouldn't trade it for a million bucks. 240 00:13:05,509 --> 00:13:07,577 Admit it. 241 00:13:07,612 --> 00:13:10,213 Just nod your head yes. 242 00:13:10,247 --> 00:13:12,382 Just nod. 243 00:13:12,416 --> 00:13:14,617 Or don't. Boy, you're not gonna give an inch, are you? 244 00:13:14,651 --> 00:13:18,187 I don't have any memories. 245 00:13:18,221 --> 00:13:20,555 I can't remember a thing... nothing. 246 00:13:20,589 --> 00:13:22,557 Yeah? 247 00:13:22,591 --> 00:13:24,192 Well, who am I? 248 00:13:24,226 --> 00:13:27,127 My son Bill. 249 00:13:27,161 --> 00:13:30,030 And that's all you need to know. 250 00:13:30,064 --> 00:13:32,632 Now, come on, shape up. Easter's this weekend... 251 00:13:32,667 --> 00:13:35,435 our first Easter in our new church. 252 00:13:35,469 --> 00:13:37,738 Dinner at the houses after? 253 00:13:37,772 --> 00:13:39,506 Lamb with mint sauce. 254 00:13:41,043 --> 00:13:43,644 We used to wear hats 255 00:13:43,678 --> 00:13:46,013 on Easter Sunday. 256 00:13:46,047 --> 00:13:48,048 Do you remember those hats? 257 00:13:48,082 --> 00:13:50,784 Sure, sure I do. 258 00:13:50,818 --> 00:13:55,489 They made us feel so full of ourselves, 259 00:13:57,993 --> 00:14:01,062 like we were something special. 260 00:14:10,672 --> 00:14:13,241 Paul Westcliffe, "New York Times." 261 00:14:13,275 --> 00:14:15,609 Elizabeth Starkey, "Washington Post." 262 00:14:15,644 --> 00:14:17,611 Ana Balaban, "Denver Post." 263 00:14:17,645 --> 00:14:19,013 Welcome to Utah, folks. 264 00:14:19,047 --> 00:14:20,848 - My wife Barbara. - Hello. 265 00:14:20,882 --> 00:14:22,783 - My wife Nicolette. - Hi. 266 00:14:22,818 --> 00:14:26,120 Please meet the woman that I allegedly raped... 267 00:14:26,155 --> 00:14:29,457 - my beloved wife Margene. - It's nice to meet you all. 268 00:14:29,491 --> 00:14:31,526 Please sit. 269 00:14:31,560 --> 00:14:33,595 Margene: Bill and I have been married for six years. 270 00:14:33,629 --> 00:14:35,764 We have three lovely children. 271 00:14:35,798 --> 00:14:37,733 The first two... our sons Aaron and Lester... 272 00:14:37,767 --> 00:14:40,869 conceived out of successive rapes, if you believe our D.A. 273 00:14:40,904 --> 00:14:44,274 It may seem harsh, but this is exactly what our D.A. is contending. 274 00:14:44,309 --> 00:14:47,578 The state is using my boys as their evidence of statutory rape: 275 00:14:47,612 --> 00:14:49,880 Aaron... count one; Lester... count two. 276 00:14:49,915 --> 00:14:53,151 Obviously we welcome this opportunity to get our message out. 277 00:14:53,185 --> 00:14:54,619 Westcliffe: And, senator, 278 00:14:54,653 --> 00:14:57,021 since you invited us here, what is your message? 279 00:14:57,055 --> 00:14:59,023 Starkey: The L.D.S. bishop's handbook 280 00:14:59,057 --> 00:15:01,025 states that a bishop must report abuse. 281 00:15:01,059 --> 00:15:04,327 They're told to call the church's 800 number helpline for counsel. 282 00:15:04,362 --> 00:15:05,929 There was no abuse. 283 00:15:05,963 --> 00:15:08,065 I don't know how it is in New York and Washington, 284 00:15:08,099 --> 00:15:09,901 but here, with her mother's permission... 285 00:15:09,935 --> 00:15:11,135 Which I had. 286 00:15:11,169 --> 00:15:13,204 Margene and I would have been allowed to marry 287 00:15:13,238 --> 00:15:16,407 like any regular, non-polygamist couple in this state. 288 00:15:16,441 --> 00:15:18,809 None of this three-ring circus would be happening. 289 00:15:18,844 --> 00:15:20,912 I'd like to know how you're holding up under such pressure. 290 00:15:20,946 --> 00:15:24,449 How has this arrest, this charge affected your marriage? 291 00:15:24,483 --> 00:15:26,318 Bill: Made it stronger, no question. 292 00:15:26,352 --> 00:15:29,621 Starkey: So why these charges? This is take no prisoners. 293 00:15:29,656 --> 00:15:31,657 It's pretty scorched earth, I'd say. 294 00:15:31,691 --> 00:15:33,458 Because we're calling ourselves 295 00:15:33,493 --> 00:15:35,560 Mormon polygamists publicly. 296 00:15:35,595 --> 00:15:38,197 We're moving forward to clean up the compounds, 297 00:15:38,231 --> 00:15:39,998 to reform polygamy. 298 00:15:40,032 --> 00:15:42,467 And to clear our husband's good name. 299 00:15:44,470 --> 00:15:47,105 Heather. 300 00:15:47,139 --> 00:15:49,340 I'm late for class. 301 00:15:49,375 --> 00:15:51,442 I know you don't want to talk to me, 302 00:15:51,477 --> 00:15:53,645 but I just want to give you something. 303 00:15:55,314 --> 00:15:56,614 Please. 304 00:15:56,649 --> 00:15:57,949 What is this? 305 00:15:57,983 --> 00:16:01,586 It's a certificate. I named a star after you. 306 00:16:01,620 --> 00:16:03,054 It's in the Andromeda galaxy. 307 00:16:03,088 --> 00:16:06,925 "Heather, you are one in a trillion." 308 00:16:06,959 --> 00:16:08,594 Seriously? 309 00:16:08,628 --> 00:16:09,929 I know it's lame. 310 00:16:09,963 --> 00:16:11,431 It's really lame. 311 00:16:11,465 --> 00:16:14,467 And I know it doesn't fix anything, but it's true. 312 00:16:14,501 --> 00:16:16,669 It's how I feel about you. 313 00:16:16,704 --> 00:16:18,004 I'm sorry. I'm an idiot. 314 00:16:18,038 --> 00:16:19,872 No, Ben, you made me feel like an idiot 315 00:16:19,906 --> 00:16:22,642 for ever thinking we could work. You're a polygamist. 316 00:16:22,676 --> 00:16:24,677 Of course you're gonna want to mess around with other girls. 317 00:16:24,711 --> 00:16:26,679 I don't want to mess around with other girls. 318 00:16:26,714 --> 00:16:28,448 And that's not how polygamy works. 319 00:16:28,482 --> 00:16:30,049 That's exactly how polygamy works. 320 00:16:30,083 --> 00:16:31,184 You know what I mean. 321 00:16:31,218 --> 00:16:32,585 No, I don't know what you mean. 322 00:16:32,619 --> 00:16:34,053 I want us to work things out. 323 00:16:34,087 --> 00:16:35,455 I don't want to lose you, okay? 324 00:16:35,489 --> 00:16:37,490 I have to go to class now. 325 00:16:43,429 --> 00:16:45,730 Barn: Are you crazy? You just got arrested. 326 00:16:45,765 --> 00:16:47,732 I want to take up where I left off. 327 00:16:47,766 --> 00:16:49,700 I want my hearings and to introduce my bill 328 00:16:49,734 --> 00:16:52,569 to strip Juniper Creek of its state and municipal status. 329 00:16:52,603 --> 00:16:55,105 You are crazy. We're wrapping up session in two days. 330 00:16:55,139 --> 00:16:57,207 Not happening. 331 00:16:57,241 --> 00:17:00,377 That wackjob Albert Grant is in jail anyway. 332 00:17:00,411 --> 00:17:02,746 Someone else will come along to fill the vacuum. 333 00:17:02,780 --> 00:17:05,281 A madman invaded our capitol. 334 00:17:05,316 --> 00:17:06,983 Now we have an opportunity 335 00:17:07,017 --> 00:17:09,285 to strike at the heart of the compounds. 336 00:17:09,320 --> 00:17:12,322 Have you heard the expression "box office poison"? 337 00:17:12,356 --> 00:17:15,392 Just slip quietly off into the sweet good night. 338 00:17:15,426 --> 00:17:17,160 I think that's a better idea. 339 00:17:17,195 --> 00:17:19,730 You can patronize me, but you can't expel me. 340 00:17:19,764 --> 00:17:21,665 I've yet to be convicted of a thing. 341 00:17:21,700 --> 00:17:24,135 I'm gonna be active in this session until the end, 342 00:17:24,169 --> 00:17:25,837 however bitter that may be. 343 00:17:25,871 --> 00:17:27,038 Committee rooms are all taken. 344 00:17:27,073 --> 00:17:28,307 Then give me the senate chamber. 345 00:17:28,341 --> 00:17:30,042 Oh, for your dinky hearings 346 00:17:30,076 --> 00:17:33,179 on something no one gives a shit about? 347 00:17:33,213 --> 00:17:34,581 I got news for you: 348 00:17:34,615 --> 00:17:37,951 Juniper Creek decertification isn't exactly star-chamber- 349 00:17:37,985 --> 00:17:39,886 alger-hiss-in-the-pumpkin-patch material. 350 00:17:39,920 --> 00:17:41,888 Two hours between votes. 351 00:17:41,922 --> 00:17:44,023 It holds up no one. 352 00:17:44,058 --> 00:17:46,026 I will go on hunger strike. 353 00:17:46,060 --> 00:17:48,796 I will take off my clothes and moon the chamber. 354 00:17:48,830 --> 00:17:50,598 I'll wear a clown costume 355 00:17:50,632 --> 00:17:52,600 and ride a trike in a shriners' parade, 356 00:17:52,634 --> 00:17:55,202 but the only thing I won't do is go away. 357 00:17:58,740 --> 00:18:00,774 Raymond put cabbage down the disposal. 358 00:18:00,809 --> 00:18:03,077 Before I take the elbow joint apart, do you have any drano? 359 00:18:03,111 --> 00:18:05,212 Oh, Nicki, that stuff's so bad. 360 00:18:05,247 --> 00:18:07,081 Use this. 361 00:18:07,115 --> 00:18:10,785 Margie, I don't have time or patience for any of your organic stuff. 362 00:18:10,819 --> 00:18:12,286 I want drano. 363 00:18:12,320 --> 00:18:14,588 Oh, forget it. 364 00:18:18,494 --> 00:18:20,461 Bill's very worried, by the way, 365 00:18:20,496 --> 00:18:22,630 about your desire to run away on that ship. 366 00:18:22,665 --> 00:18:23,898 It's not running away. 367 00:18:23,933 --> 00:18:25,900 Whatever it is, I just want to say 368 00:18:25,935 --> 00:18:27,936 I agree with him completely. You don't have to feel so bad. 369 00:18:27,970 --> 00:18:29,904 - About what? - You don't have to feel 370 00:18:29,939 --> 00:18:31,706 like you have to run off out of guilt and shame 371 00:18:31,740 --> 00:18:33,708 and exile yourself because it was all your fault. 372 00:18:33,742 --> 00:18:35,610 I don't feel that way. 373 00:18:39,682 --> 00:18:41,850 "For as we have many members in one body, 374 00:18:41,884 --> 00:18:46,321 so we, being many, are one body in Christ." 375 00:18:46,355 --> 00:18:48,156 Romans 12:3-12:5. 376 00:18:48,191 --> 00:18:49,758 What does that have to do with anything? 377 00:18:49,792 --> 00:18:51,960 I want to be of service. That's why I wanted to go. 378 00:18:51,995 --> 00:18:54,163 It is? 379 00:18:54,197 --> 00:18:55,864 Yes. 380 00:18:55,899 --> 00:18:58,567 That's about the most selfish thing I've ever heard. 381 00:18:58,602 --> 00:19:00,769 How can you not feel guilty? 382 00:19:00,803 --> 00:19:02,270 And what about your children? 383 00:19:02,305 --> 00:19:04,106 Who? You mean our children? 384 00:19:04,140 --> 00:19:06,808 ( Harrumphs ) Nell, you stop it right there. 385 00:19:06,842 --> 00:19:09,209 If you think Barb and I are gonna take over 386 00:19:09,244 --> 00:19:11,011 the care and feeding of your children 387 00:19:11,046 --> 00:19:14,047 while Bill's in prison and you're on a cruise off the coast... 388 00:19:14,082 --> 00:19:16,349 I'm not doing it, obviously. 389 00:19:16,384 --> 00:19:19,819 Of course you aren't. It's too ridiculous for words. 390 00:19:19,854 --> 00:19:21,855 Please don't categorize it as ridiculous. 391 00:19:21,889 --> 00:19:23,590 Because it really hurts my feelings, 392 00:19:23,624 --> 00:19:26,625 and I don't believe it is. 393 00:19:28,128 --> 00:19:30,229 ( Door closes ) 394 00:19:31,898 --> 00:19:34,033 Lee spoke with the D.A. 395 00:19:34,067 --> 00:19:36,035 If I plead guilty, they'd recommend 396 00:19:36,070 --> 00:19:39,238 one to two years instead of seven to 20. 397 00:19:39,273 --> 00:19:41,708 We said I'd consider pleading to a lesser charge 398 00:19:41,742 --> 00:19:43,543 of polygamy, but never to rape. 399 00:19:43,578 --> 00:19:45,546 They said no go. 400 00:19:49,117 --> 00:19:51,987 My nerves are just so frayed. 401 00:19:53,656 --> 00:19:55,624 We have to talk about Easter, 402 00:19:55,658 --> 00:19:57,626 whether you think you might be able 403 00:19:57,660 --> 00:20:00,161 to come to church with us. 404 00:20:08,236 --> 00:20:10,170 Where are you going? 405 00:20:10,204 --> 00:20:12,005 The sofa. I need a night off. 406 00:20:12,039 --> 00:20:14,407 Bill, please. 407 00:20:14,441 --> 00:20:17,443 The reason it's hard for me... 408 00:20:21,148 --> 00:20:24,183 The reason it's so darn... 409 00:20:24,218 --> 00:20:27,553 I'm being baptized on Sunday. 410 00:20:29,122 --> 00:20:31,424 You're getting baptized 411 00:20:31,458 --> 00:20:33,559 into the reformed church? 412 00:20:33,593 --> 00:20:35,094 Yes. 413 00:20:39,300 --> 00:20:41,334 But I just... I didn't know 414 00:20:41,369 --> 00:20:43,370 how to tell you, obviously, 415 00:20:43,404 --> 00:20:45,505 and I didn't think 416 00:20:45,540 --> 00:20:47,707 it would really change that much, 417 00:20:47,742 --> 00:20:49,376 not really. 418 00:20:51,512 --> 00:20:52,846 Now what are you doing? 419 00:20:52,880 --> 00:20:54,114 Going to Nicki's. 420 00:20:54,148 --> 00:20:56,116 No, Bill. 421 00:20:56,150 --> 00:20:57,484 That's not right. 422 00:20:57,518 --> 00:20:59,853 Not right? In the midst of this maelstrom, 423 00:20:59,887 --> 00:21:02,322 it's becoming obvious we don't have much in common. 424 00:21:02,356 --> 00:21:03,990 Marriage is about sharing. 425 00:21:04,024 --> 00:21:06,293 There's none of that going on between us, 426 00:21:06,327 --> 00:21:08,294 except sharing problems, 427 00:21:08,329 --> 00:21:10,997 suspicions and disrespect. 428 00:21:11,031 --> 00:21:13,066 No, I've come to realize 429 00:21:13,100 --> 00:21:15,268 that it's unfair for me to expect you 430 00:21:15,303 --> 00:21:17,404 to compromise your deeply held beliefs, 431 00:21:17,438 --> 00:21:19,439 so why keep rubbing your nose in it? 432 00:21:19,473 --> 00:21:22,575 That's why I chose not to tell you. 433 00:21:22,609 --> 00:21:24,777 - How much are you packing? - I don't know. 434 00:21:24,811 --> 00:21:26,045 How long are you staying? 435 00:21:26,079 --> 00:21:27,813 I don't know. 436 00:21:27,847 --> 00:21:29,614 Maybe this is just reality. 437 00:21:29,649 --> 00:21:32,050 Maybe things are shifting. 438 00:21:32,084 --> 00:21:34,318 My responsibilities lie elsewhere... 439 00:21:34,353 --> 00:21:36,821 other children and other houses, other churches. 440 00:21:36,855 --> 00:21:39,023 That's not fair. And this isn't right. 441 00:21:39,057 --> 00:21:40,759 I followed you into polygamy, 442 00:21:40,793 --> 00:21:44,262 and let me tell you, it was pretty alien from my beliefs, 443 00:21:44,296 --> 00:21:45,930 but I did it out of love. 444 00:21:45,965 --> 00:21:47,966 We're back in the public eye in a big way. 445 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:49,801 This will only be seen 446 00:21:49,835 --> 00:21:51,970 as your repudiation of us, of me. 447 00:21:52,004 --> 00:21:55,073 Now? At our most delicate time as a family, 448 00:21:55,108 --> 00:21:56,575 you just had to go and do this now? 449 00:21:56,609 --> 00:21:58,077 Yes, now. 450 00:21:58,111 --> 00:22:00,546 It's deliberately throwing a lit match on the gasoline. 451 00:22:00,580 --> 00:22:03,749 If you're gonna be gone for one year or 20, 452 00:22:03,783 --> 00:22:06,018 I need support... 453 00:22:06,052 --> 00:22:08,921 a spiritual home to draw strength from. 454 00:22:08,956 --> 00:22:10,990 - And it will destroy us. - How? 455 00:22:11,024 --> 00:22:13,026 Your church is antipolygamist. 456 00:22:13,060 --> 00:22:15,395 Church members are judged by their families, 457 00:22:15,429 --> 00:22:17,863 and you'll be judged and held back because of us. 458 00:22:17,898 --> 00:22:20,566 You'll be a chipped plate, a second-class citizen. 459 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:22,535 You'll be ashamed of your church 460 00:22:22,569 --> 00:22:24,203 for being intolerant of us, 461 00:22:24,237 --> 00:22:26,171 and resentful of us for holding you back. 462 00:22:26,206 --> 00:22:27,473 No, please. 463 00:22:27,507 --> 00:22:29,875 The two nights I spent in jail, I didn't sleep. 464 00:22:29,909 --> 00:22:32,178 I wasn't thinking about rape or... 465 00:22:32,212 --> 00:22:34,746 or being arrested or the humiliation. 466 00:22:34,781 --> 00:22:37,082 I was thinking about us... you and me... 467 00:22:37,116 --> 00:22:40,218 and how we got to this place. 468 00:22:43,790 --> 00:22:45,757 Well, what am I supposed to do? 469 00:22:45,791 --> 00:22:48,660 You have two spouses to be with at night. 470 00:22:48,694 --> 00:22:50,028 I have none. 471 00:22:51,264 --> 00:22:53,164 I'm sure we'll see each other tomorrow, 472 00:22:53,199 --> 00:22:55,667 but I just can't be with you right now. 473 00:22:57,269 --> 00:22:59,070 I built this church for you 474 00:22:59,104 --> 00:23:00,972 when you were excommunicated... 475 00:23:01,007 --> 00:23:02,607 for you. 476 00:23:02,642 --> 00:23:04,276 Do you know how much it kills me 477 00:23:04,310 --> 00:23:06,578 that you can't find a home in it? 478 00:23:17,390 --> 00:23:20,192 ( Door opens, closes ) 479 00:23:20,226 --> 00:23:22,594 Cara Lynn? 480 00:23:22,629 --> 00:23:25,965 Cara Lynn, are you going out? 481 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:29,735 ( Rustling ) 482 00:23:36,576 --> 00:23:38,244 - Bill. - Hon? 483 00:23:38,278 --> 00:23:42,281 I thought you were Cara Lynn. 484 00:23:44,051 --> 00:23:46,019 What are you doing here? 485 00:23:46,053 --> 00:23:49,122 Barb and I are taking a little time off. 486 00:23:49,156 --> 00:23:51,691 I'm staying here tonight. 487 00:23:55,963 --> 00:23:58,097 Hi Sarah. It's mom. 488 00:23:58,132 --> 00:24:01,635 What are you and Scott doing on Sunday? 489 00:24:01,669 --> 00:24:05,273 Gee, I'd love to see you and Teenie. 490 00:24:05,307 --> 00:24:07,608 Everyone would love 491 00:24:07,643 --> 00:24:10,611 to see you all here for Easter. 492 00:24:10,646 --> 00:24:12,947 Well, I know you're busy. 493 00:24:12,982 --> 00:24:15,050 Call me if you can. 494 00:24:19,888 --> 00:24:23,591 ( Sighs ) 495 00:24:29,230 --> 00:24:31,431 How are you this morning, Barb? 496 00:24:31,465 --> 00:24:32,999 Fine. Why do you ask? 497 00:24:33,034 --> 00:24:34,534 No reason. 498 00:24:34,568 --> 00:24:36,035 You have your planners. 499 00:24:36,070 --> 00:24:38,304 Is this an official wives' meeting? 500 00:24:38,339 --> 00:24:40,006 It's just scratch paper is all. 501 00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:43,510 It just felt like we needed to discuss some things. 502 00:24:44,679 --> 00:24:46,480 Sit with us. 503 00:24:47,850 --> 00:24:50,218 All right. 504 00:24:50,252 --> 00:24:52,921 I thought we could go over some bulk supply issues 505 00:24:52,955 --> 00:24:54,890 in anticipation of Easter and Easter dinner. 506 00:24:54,924 --> 00:24:57,125 What does bulk supply have to do with Easter dinner? 507 00:24:57,160 --> 00:24:59,928 We're short on paper towels and toilet paper. 508 00:24:59,962 --> 00:25:02,464 No, actually I have cases of each in my basement, 509 00:25:02,498 --> 00:25:04,799 so you can cross that off your list. 510 00:25:04,833 --> 00:25:07,768 Barb, I don't have a list. No one's usurping anyone. 511 00:25:07,803 --> 00:25:10,171 But Margie's car does need to get picked up from the shop. 512 00:25:10,205 --> 00:25:12,473 That's something we could have handled informally. 513 00:25:12,507 --> 00:25:14,708 But you can put this on your list: 514 00:25:14,742 --> 00:25:16,543 My car needs to go into the body shop 515 00:25:16,577 --> 00:25:18,145 for the ding on my driver's side door. 516 00:25:18,179 --> 00:25:20,614 I thought Bill said insurance was covering your ding. 517 00:25:20,649 --> 00:25:22,016 Well, it's not. 518 00:25:22,050 --> 00:25:24,318 Why are you being so overtly hostile and mean to me? 519 00:25:24,353 --> 00:25:26,888 We're trying to give you an opportunity to open up to us. 520 00:25:26,922 --> 00:25:29,157 You can talk to us about it, Barb. 521 00:25:29,192 --> 00:25:32,328 We know how much this must hurt your pride. 522 00:25:32,362 --> 00:25:35,598 I don't know what you're talking about. 523 00:25:39,270 --> 00:25:41,437 Bill and I are at a little impasse. 524 00:25:43,173 --> 00:25:44,540 Stop looking like that. 525 00:25:44,574 --> 00:25:46,408 Oh, for Pete's sake, Barb. 526 00:25:46,442 --> 00:25:48,476 Why don't we rip the band-aid off right now? 527 00:25:48,511 --> 00:25:50,211 You and Bill are apparently through. 528 00:25:50,245 --> 00:25:53,380 And we're just sitting here, tiptoeing around it. 529 00:25:53,415 --> 00:25:55,215 No, we are most definitely not through. 530 00:25:55,250 --> 00:25:58,418 You thought you could just say, "I reject your church, 531 00:25:58,452 --> 00:26:01,154 and I have the priesthood, and I find greater comfort 532 00:26:01,188 --> 00:26:04,425 with lesbians and reformed churches than I do with my sisterwives"? 533 00:26:04,459 --> 00:26:07,662 "And, by the way, I'm being baptized on Sunday"? 534 00:26:07,696 --> 00:26:08,930 Nicki. 535 00:26:08,964 --> 00:26:10,565 Nicki says he walked out, Barb. 536 00:26:10,599 --> 00:26:13,068 Which leaves Margene and me where exactly, we'd like to know? 537 00:26:13,103 --> 00:26:14,570 He did not walk out. 538 00:26:14,604 --> 00:26:17,607 And if he did, thank you very much, Nicki, 539 00:26:17,641 --> 00:26:19,843 for inviting him in and giving him comfort 540 00:26:19,877 --> 00:26:22,378 instead of sending him right back home where he belongs, 541 00:26:22,413 --> 00:26:24,113 so we could work out our problems. 542 00:26:24,148 --> 00:26:27,050 He's my husband too, and he was upset. Of course I comforted him. 543 00:26:27,085 --> 00:26:30,153 I'm going down with the Captain while you two are deserting the sinking ship... 544 00:26:30,187 --> 00:26:33,557 you off to your new church and Margie sailing away on her cruise to Africa. 545 00:26:33,591 --> 00:26:36,559 It's a medical ship to central America. 546 00:26:36,594 --> 00:26:38,828 Oh, I don't know, Margie. 547 00:26:38,863 --> 00:26:40,930 Do you think this is really a good idea? 548 00:26:40,965 --> 00:26:43,233 Central America is awfully dangerous. 549 00:26:43,267 --> 00:26:45,702 I read all the time about Christian groups being held up 550 00:26:45,737 --> 00:26:48,338 and carjacked on back roads in the middle of the night. 551 00:26:48,372 --> 00:26:50,240 If you want to be Margene without borders, 552 00:26:50,275 --> 00:26:52,242 you hardly have to leave home to do it. 553 00:26:52,276 --> 00:26:54,111 I mean, you're doing a pretty great job of it 554 00:26:54,145 --> 00:26:55,845 right here in Sandy for the last five years. 555 00:26:55,880 --> 00:26:57,948 Marge leaving, me leaving... 556 00:26:57,982 --> 00:27:00,383 it's like a dream come true then, Nicki. 557 00:27:00,418 --> 00:27:03,687 That is so mean. 558 00:27:03,721 --> 00:27:07,390 All I've ever wanted is for you both to be happy. 559 00:27:07,425 --> 00:27:09,393 If you don't fix things with Bill, 560 00:27:09,427 --> 00:27:11,395 the next official wives' meeting 561 00:27:11,429 --> 00:27:13,397 just might be here in my dining room. 562 00:27:13,431 --> 00:27:14,832 Fine. 563 00:27:14,866 --> 00:27:16,833 And the first order of business is 564 00:27:16,868 --> 00:27:19,169 I need that $700 for my ding. 565 00:27:19,203 --> 00:27:20,570 That car is a piece of junk. 566 00:27:20,604 --> 00:27:23,806 Do you really think $700 wasted on that car is worth it? 567 00:27:23,841 --> 00:27:26,610 You worry way too much about appearances, Barbara. 568 00:27:26,644 --> 00:27:28,745 You always have. 569 00:27:33,384 --> 00:27:35,485 ( Knocks ) 570 00:27:36,787 --> 00:27:38,755 Hey sunshine. 571 00:27:38,790 --> 00:27:41,525 Look what I got for you... 572 00:27:41,559 --> 00:27:43,560 two of your old Easter hats. 573 00:27:43,594 --> 00:27:46,129 I spared no expense in getting them. 574 00:27:46,163 --> 00:27:48,931 Don't ask me how. I got my sources. 575 00:27:48,966 --> 00:27:52,468 Didn't I tell you good things could happen? 576 00:27:53,837 --> 00:27:57,305 I remember this one. You remember? 577 00:27:57,340 --> 00:28:00,809 You sang that funny song while you wore it to make us laugh. 578 00:28:00,843 --> 00:28:01,943 What was it? 579 00:28:01,978 --> 00:28:03,812 You changed the words around. 580 00:28:03,846 --> 00:28:06,849 Oh, come on. I bet you remember. 581 00:28:08,752 --> 00:28:10,353 Here. 582 00:28:10,387 --> 00:28:12,588 - Here, let's try it on. - Argh! 583 00:28:12,623 --> 00:28:15,090 Hey, what's the big idea? 584 00:28:15,125 --> 00:28:17,293 Now come on. 585 00:28:17,328 --> 00:28:19,496 Let's get you looking like a million bucks. 586 00:28:23,601 --> 00:28:25,236 There. 587 00:28:25,270 --> 00:28:27,204 A real Easter bonnet. 588 00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:41,787 Mom, look. 589 00:28:41,821 --> 00:28:43,589 Look. 590 00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:49,928 Oh, she's ugly. 591 00:28:49,963 --> 00:28:51,697 Why is she wearing my hat? 592 00:28:51,731 --> 00:28:53,733 No, mom, it's you. 593 00:29:06,948 --> 00:29:09,049 God save me. 594 00:29:28,502 --> 00:29:30,102 ( Knocks ) 595 00:29:31,505 --> 00:29:33,606 Don, what did you want? 596 00:29:37,110 --> 00:29:38,611 What is it? Tell me. 597 00:29:38,646 --> 00:29:42,282 It's the end, Bill. 598 00:29:42,317 --> 00:29:44,752 No, buddy, it's not. 599 00:29:44,786 --> 00:29:47,589 Whatever it is, I can help you. 600 00:29:47,623 --> 00:29:49,891 Come on down. We got free balloons 601 00:29:49,925 --> 00:29:51,793 and popcorn for the kiddies. 602 00:29:51,828 --> 00:29:54,330 ( Music playing on stereo ) 603 00:30:03,040 --> 00:30:05,207 Get in. 604 00:30:05,242 --> 00:30:08,511 Oh! A new car? Oh, it is so cute. 605 00:30:08,545 --> 00:30:10,345 Bill got you a new car? 606 00:30:10,380 --> 00:30:13,648 Actually I got me a new car, and it's all mine. 607 00:30:13,683 --> 00:30:15,650 I can afford the payments out of my allowance. 608 00:30:15,685 --> 00:30:17,885 You were right after all, Nicki. 609 00:30:17,920 --> 00:30:20,321 I needed a new car. 610 00:30:21,223 --> 00:30:22,757 Get in. 611 00:30:25,994 --> 00:30:28,562 It's cramped back here. 612 00:30:28,596 --> 00:30:30,530 I figured I didn't need the extra space 613 00:30:30,565 --> 00:30:33,333 since I'm no longer hauling kids and groceries full-time. 614 00:30:34,902 --> 00:30:37,938 My responsibilities have changed, 615 00:30:37,972 --> 00:30:40,540 as both you and Bill keep reminding me. 616 00:30:40,575 --> 00:30:42,475 Make it go really fast. 617 00:30:42,510 --> 00:30:43,943 Where do you want to go? Downtown? 618 00:30:43,978 --> 00:30:45,579 No, out of town. 619 00:30:45,613 --> 00:30:48,982 Past the airport, way way out. 620 00:30:49,016 --> 00:30:51,018 Could you put the top up, please? 621 00:30:51,052 --> 00:30:53,287 Just relax. 622 00:30:53,321 --> 00:30:54,755 Enjoy the ride. 623 00:30:54,789 --> 00:30:57,425 It's the last time we'll all be together 624 00:30:57,459 --> 00:30:59,427 for the first time in honey bee. 625 00:30:59,461 --> 00:31:03,031 You named your impractical little car "honey bee"? 626 00:31:03,066 --> 00:31:04,533 Mm-hmm. 627 00:31:04,567 --> 00:31:07,036 I think "in your face" would be a better name. 628 00:31:07,070 --> 00:31:09,271 All right, everyone, be quiet. Let's go! 629 00:31:49,244 --> 00:31:52,080 I'd like to go with you to your baptism. 630 00:31:57,520 --> 00:31:59,988 I'll be fine on my own. 631 00:32:07,496 --> 00:32:11,366 Let's go pick up Bill and all of us just keep on driving. 632 00:32:36,122 --> 00:32:39,157 - A new car out front? - Yes. 633 00:32:39,192 --> 00:32:41,460 And where's the station wagon? 634 00:32:41,495 --> 00:32:42,961 I traded it in. 635 00:32:42,996 --> 00:32:44,196 Obviously, Barbara. Where? 636 00:32:44,230 --> 00:32:46,165 Trans-Metro motors. 637 00:32:49,336 --> 00:32:51,603 - Where are you going? - I'm going to get it back. 638 00:32:51,638 --> 00:32:53,906 Honestly, Bill, I'm sure 639 00:32:53,940 --> 00:32:55,808 it's on its way to the trash compactors by now. 640 00:32:55,842 --> 00:32:56,976 How could you? 641 00:32:57,010 --> 00:32:59,111 It was shot. 642 00:32:59,146 --> 00:33:01,747 It was a good old car, but we drove it into the ground. 643 00:33:01,781 --> 00:33:04,149 How could you just get rid of it like that? 644 00:33:04,184 --> 00:33:06,318 How could you? 645 00:33:06,352 --> 00:33:07,786 It was just a car, Bill. 646 00:33:07,820 --> 00:33:09,588 It was our car. 647 00:33:09,622 --> 00:33:11,623 I got you that car for our ninth anniversary, 648 00:33:11,657 --> 00:33:13,258 before you got sick, 649 00:33:13,292 --> 00:33:15,026 before Nicki and Marge and these houses. 650 00:33:15,061 --> 00:33:16,928 Sarah and Ben learned to drive in that car, 651 00:33:16,963 --> 00:33:19,131 and you just went and got rid of it. You got rid of us. 652 00:33:19,165 --> 00:33:21,466 You threw us away without so much as a second thought. 653 00:33:21,501 --> 00:33:24,169 I'm sorry. 654 00:33:24,203 --> 00:33:26,338 No, you can't do that. You can't just walk away. 655 00:33:26,372 --> 00:33:29,041 What exactly the heck is happening between you two? 656 00:33:29,075 --> 00:33:31,543 Should we expect you to resolve this 657 00:33:31,577 --> 00:33:33,512 or is it over? 658 00:33:33,546 --> 00:33:35,514 All right, I really don't want to discuss it 659 00:33:35,548 --> 00:33:37,216 like this, with all of this emotion. 660 00:33:37,250 --> 00:33:39,251 Well, too bad, because this is our marriage, 661 00:33:39,285 --> 00:33:42,053 and what happens to you right now happens to us too. 662 00:33:42,087 --> 00:33:43,754 You think the survival of this family 663 00:33:43,788 --> 00:33:46,456 isn't the foremost thing on my mind every waking minute? 664 00:33:46,491 --> 00:33:48,024 Just hire a private detective 665 00:33:48,059 --> 00:33:49,793 and ferret out some unsavory facts 666 00:33:49,827 --> 00:33:52,395 about this new church of hers and end it once and for all. 667 00:33:52,429 --> 00:33:53,896 We lost Home Plus. 668 00:33:59,803 --> 00:34:01,870 Sales were down, 669 00:34:01,905 --> 00:34:04,707 then the protestors, the boycotts and everything else. 670 00:34:04,742 --> 00:34:07,910 With the arrest, Valley National called in all our loans. 671 00:34:07,945 --> 00:34:09,578 No other bank will touch us. 672 00:34:09,613 --> 00:34:13,115 I'd have to sell the houses to keep the stores afloat. 673 00:34:13,150 --> 00:34:16,719 They stole our store 674 00:34:16,754 --> 00:34:18,588 because I'm a polygamist, 675 00:34:18,622 --> 00:34:20,723 and polygamy is illegal. 676 00:34:20,758 --> 00:34:22,692 I'm going to prison 677 00:34:22,726 --> 00:34:24,927 because our marriage is illegal. 678 00:34:24,962 --> 00:34:28,397 Everything keeps coming back to that. 679 00:34:28,431 --> 00:34:31,367 Well, we may be going down, 680 00:34:31,401 --> 00:34:33,602 but if we are, we're going down in flames. 681 00:34:33,637 --> 00:34:35,605 I've got the senate floor tomorrow, 682 00:34:35,639 --> 00:34:37,639 and this state, this church 683 00:34:37,674 --> 00:34:39,608 is gonna deal with some issues 684 00:34:39,642 --> 00:34:41,743 whether they like it or not. 685 00:34:49,918 --> 00:34:51,418 Are you awake? 686 00:34:51,453 --> 00:34:52,753 Yes. 687 00:34:54,089 --> 00:34:56,056 So am I. 688 00:34:56,090 --> 00:34:58,292 I figured. 689 00:34:58,326 --> 00:35:00,961 Are we gonna be all right? 690 00:35:09,204 --> 00:35:10,938 If Margene is serious, 691 00:35:10,973 --> 00:35:14,007 I want you to get behind her 692 00:35:14,042 --> 00:35:16,010 and support her desire to go away 693 00:35:16,044 --> 00:35:18,312 and do some kind of mission. 694 00:35:18,346 --> 00:35:21,115 It's loving 695 00:35:21,149 --> 00:35:23,050 and it comes from her heart. 696 00:35:24,186 --> 00:35:25,920 I know that. 697 00:35:25,955 --> 00:35:27,289 But what? 698 00:35:29,559 --> 00:35:33,028 I just don't think she has any right to leave. 699 00:35:33,063 --> 00:35:34,563 That's what. 700 00:35:36,467 --> 00:35:40,537 This is the best place for her. 701 00:35:40,571 --> 00:35:42,305 She was nothing without us. 702 00:35:42,340 --> 00:35:44,874 Everyone has a choice, Nicki... 703 00:35:44,909 --> 00:35:47,677 to go, to stay. Understand? 704 00:35:47,712 --> 00:35:50,881 That's the thing... everyone's free. 705 00:35:54,018 --> 00:35:55,685 Close your eyes. 706 00:35:55,720 --> 00:35:57,586 Get some sleep. 707 00:36:02,359 --> 00:36:04,860 ( Birds chipping ) 708 00:36:07,831 --> 00:36:09,332 ( Knocks on door ) 709 00:36:09,367 --> 00:36:10,700 Come in. 710 00:36:12,436 --> 00:36:13,736 Bill. 711 00:36:13,770 --> 00:36:15,504 Hey sleepyhead. We're all downstairs. 712 00:36:15,539 --> 00:36:17,039 Your mom made a nice breakfast. 713 00:36:17,074 --> 00:36:19,141 I don't eat with Nicki anymore. 714 00:36:19,176 --> 00:36:20,910 We're on different schedules. 715 00:36:20,944 --> 00:36:23,513 Her name's mom. And yes, you do. 716 00:36:23,548 --> 00:36:26,283 We don't solve problems in this family 717 00:36:26,317 --> 00:36:28,152 by avoiding each other. 718 00:36:28,186 --> 00:36:30,722 We dig in for the long haul. 719 00:36:30,756 --> 00:36:33,992 I see you trying to do that, Bill. 720 00:36:34,026 --> 00:36:35,460 I do. 721 00:36:35,495 --> 00:36:38,230 But I don't see it as necessarily working. 722 00:36:38,264 --> 00:36:40,498 Because it isn't always working. 723 00:36:40,532 --> 00:36:43,634 But isn't that 724 00:36:43,668 --> 00:36:45,970 reason enough to dig deeper? 725 00:36:46,004 --> 00:36:49,172 That is, if you really love someone, I mean. 726 00:36:52,476 --> 00:36:56,712 I loved him with my whole heart, Bill. 727 00:36:56,746 --> 00:37:00,883 I don't think that any of you understand that. 728 00:37:15,068 --> 00:37:16,902 What's going on? 729 00:37:16,937 --> 00:37:18,737 What's the matter? Are you all right? 730 00:37:18,772 --> 00:37:21,040 I'm fine. We're just awfully busy here. 731 00:37:21,074 --> 00:37:24,042 You ran off without telling anyone. 732 00:37:24,077 --> 00:37:27,245 People here need help... real help. 733 00:37:27,279 --> 00:37:28,613 Why didn't you call? 734 00:37:28,647 --> 00:37:30,514 It's not like I can call in every minute of the day 735 00:37:30,549 --> 00:37:32,583 with my exact whereabouts. Is that what it's come to? 736 00:37:32,618 --> 00:37:35,385 Doesn't anybody trust anybody in this marriage anymore? 737 00:37:35,420 --> 00:37:38,355 - We can't flag, not now. - I'm not flagging. 738 00:37:38,389 --> 00:37:40,925 Nicki, please calm down. What on earth is the matter with you? 739 00:37:40,959 --> 00:37:43,127 I will tell you what's the matter with me. 740 00:37:43,162 --> 00:37:44,696 Everyone is leaving. 741 00:37:44,730 --> 00:37:46,631 Margene is going eventually, you know, 742 00:37:46,666 --> 00:37:48,533 and you're leaving us. 743 00:37:48,568 --> 00:37:50,669 We're not enough for you anymore. 744 00:37:50,703 --> 00:37:53,172 Suddenly we're all free to choose? 745 00:37:53,206 --> 00:37:54,840 It's the latest thing. 746 00:37:54,875 --> 00:37:56,676 Our husband is going to prison. 747 00:37:56,710 --> 00:37:58,578 My daughter is virtually out the door. 748 00:37:58,612 --> 00:38:00,313 And there's nothing I can do. 749 00:38:00,347 --> 00:38:01,881 And I don't want to be alone, Barb. 750 00:38:01,916 --> 00:38:05,017 I'm frightened too, but you won't be alone, sweetie. 751 00:38:05,051 --> 00:38:06,352 I promise you that. 752 00:38:06,386 --> 00:38:08,587 Yes, I will. 753 00:38:08,621 --> 00:38:10,556 I don't have one ounce 754 00:38:10,591 --> 00:38:13,258 of the milk of human kindness in me. 755 00:38:13,293 --> 00:38:17,028 I'm spiteful and jealous and mean. 756 00:38:17,063 --> 00:38:18,563 I know. 757 00:38:18,598 --> 00:38:19,864 No, I really am. 758 00:38:19,899 --> 00:38:22,468 I know. 759 00:38:25,839 --> 00:38:27,541 What do you think you're doing? 760 00:38:27,575 --> 00:38:28,942 Please just sit down with me. 761 00:38:28,976 --> 00:38:30,544 - No, I'm not. - Please sit on the bed. 762 00:38:30,578 --> 00:38:32,213 Just get on the bed, Nicki. 763 00:38:32,247 --> 00:38:34,148 Don't. You know I don't like to be touched. 764 00:38:34,182 --> 00:38:35,416 I know. 765 00:38:35,451 --> 00:38:37,452 I don't like it, and you know it. 766 00:38:48,464 --> 00:38:52,067 Do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, so help you God? 767 00:38:53,169 --> 00:38:55,270 Senator, I stand corrected. 768 00:38:55,305 --> 00:38:58,606 Who'd have thought decertification would be such a hot ticket? 769 00:38:58,641 --> 00:39:00,909 I suspect it's me. The devil is a top draw, 770 00:39:00,943 --> 00:39:03,378 second only to Jesus Christ, 771 00:39:03,412 --> 00:39:05,213 and he hasn't been seen a lot lately. 772 00:39:05,248 --> 00:39:07,382 Proceed with your opening statement. 773 00:39:07,416 --> 00:39:09,317 I wish I could. 774 00:39:09,351 --> 00:39:11,485 I started all this thinking that decertification 775 00:39:11,520 --> 00:39:13,454 would strip the compounds of their power, 776 00:39:13,488 --> 00:39:16,923 but I've come to realize that's not enough. 777 00:39:16,958 --> 00:39:18,892 - Senator? - Juniper Creek is 778 00:39:18,927 --> 00:39:20,861 a grotesque manifestation of the Principle 779 00:39:20,896 --> 00:39:23,130 that's been allowed to fester and bloom 780 00:39:23,165 --> 00:39:26,167 like a cancer in the dark closet of illegality. 781 00:39:26,201 --> 00:39:30,071 And we have three hours before the session comes to a close. 782 00:39:30,105 --> 00:39:32,607 I wish to offer an amendment to decertification. 783 00:39:32,641 --> 00:39:35,209 Wait, I came for these hearings. 784 00:39:35,243 --> 00:39:38,513 Now if you have no questions for these witnesses, I certainly do. 785 00:39:38,547 --> 00:39:40,481 I offer an amendment to the bill 786 00:39:40,516 --> 00:39:43,417 that rescinds municipal certification of Juniper Creek. 787 00:39:43,452 --> 00:39:45,853 Name of amendment then? 788 00:39:45,888 --> 00:39:48,891 The legalization of polygamy. 789 00:39:48,925 --> 00:39:51,360 - Oh, come on. - ( Crowd murmuring ) 790 00:39:51,394 --> 00:39:54,964 We are not wandering off into the weeds here. ( Banging gavel ) 791 00:39:54,998 --> 00:39:57,300 - Senate resolution 312. - No. ( Banging gavel ) 792 00:39:57,334 --> 00:39:59,903 An act for the legalization of plural marriage. 793 00:39:59,937 --> 00:40:01,871 You are not hijacking this body. 794 00:40:01,905 --> 00:40:04,840 A 19th-century ban that's based on comparing polygamy 795 00:40:04,875 --> 00:40:07,876 to religious murder and actual human sacrifice and cannibalism 796 00:40:07,910 --> 00:40:09,577 doesn't even pass the stink test. 797 00:40:09,611 --> 00:40:11,479 In this respect, it does: 798 00:40:11,513 --> 00:40:14,916 It is a remnant of a neolithic time, 799 00:40:14,950 --> 00:40:17,351 something from the dark ages that... that enslaves women... 800 00:40:17,386 --> 00:40:19,520 for 50 years the Utah territory... 801 00:40:19,554 --> 00:40:21,589 a polygamist territory... 802 00:40:21,623 --> 00:40:24,625 was progressive, idealistic. 803 00:40:24,660 --> 00:40:26,394 Our polygamist women demanded 804 00:40:26,428 --> 00:40:28,129 and received the right to vote 805 00:40:28,163 --> 00:40:30,031 decades before the rest of this nation. 806 00:40:30,065 --> 00:40:32,032 And it was this chamber 807 00:40:32,067 --> 00:40:33,934 that stripped them of their voices 808 00:40:33,969 --> 00:40:36,103 when you voted to make polygamy illegal, 809 00:40:36,137 --> 00:40:38,339 casting them into the shadows 810 00:40:38,373 --> 00:40:40,475 and then turning your backs on them. 811 00:40:40,509 --> 00:40:42,978 My husband's right. We share a sisterhood. 812 00:40:43,012 --> 00:40:44,413 You are out of order. 813 00:40:44,447 --> 00:40:46,715 I am the presiding hearing officer, 814 00:40:46,750 --> 00:40:50,153 and if I decide to invite comment from the gallery, then I can. 815 00:40:50,187 --> 00:40:52,022 And I'm the presiding officer of this chamber, 816 00:40:52,056 --> 00:40:53,590 and I say you can't. 817 00:40:53,625 --> 00:40:55,292 And... and you're not one to talk. 818 00:40:55,326 --> 00:40:58,362 Your L.D.S. religion suppresses women as well, 819 00:40:58,396 --> 00:41:00,932 - excommunicating us for speaking out... - ( Gavel banging ) 820 00:41:00,966 --> 00:41:03,500 And attempting to bury the mother in heaven doctrine. 821 00:41:03,534 --> 00:41:07,070 - Are you talking to me? - No one's talking to anyone. 822 00:41:07,104 --> 00:41:10,039 Clear the gallery. Senator, you will sit down. 823 00:41:10,074 --> 00:41:12,041 For the first time in 120 years 824 00:41:12,075 --> 00:41:15,010 this body and this state will discuss and debate 825 00:41:15,044 --> 00:41:17,846 the merits of the legalization of polygamy. 826 00:41:17,880 --> 00:41:19,415 Oh no, we won't. 827 00:41:19,449 --> 00:41:21,851 And failure to do so lays its abuses, 828 00:41:21,885 --> 00:41:24,921 its victims at your feet, not ours. 829 00:41:24,955 --> 00:41:27,424 We've stepped out of the shadows 830 00:41:27,458 --> 00:41:30,193 and demand our day in the sun. 831 00:41:30,228 --> 00:41:33,331 This may not happen in this session or the next 832 00:41:33,365 --> 00:41:36,301 or even in my lifetime, but it will happen. 833 00:41:36,335 --> 00:41:39,604 And that conversation has now begun. 834 00:41:45,745 --> 00:41:48,080 Radio reporter: Thrust into the news late yesterday, 835 00:41:48,114 --> 00:41:51,350 embattled senator Henrickson lodged a reconsideration of polygamy 836 00:41:51,385 --> 00:41:53,853 into the last day of the legislative session, 837 00:41:53,887 --> 00:41:55,855 igniting a firestorm in the chamber 838 00:41:55,890 --> 00:41:58,057 and a furious statewide debate. 839 00:41:58,091 --> 00:42:00,059 Governor Linton expressed no comments 840 00:42:00,093 --> 00:42:02,060 on Henrickson's kamikaze-like strike, 841 00:42:02,095 --> 00:42:03,996 and the church has yet to issue a statement 842 00:42:04,030 --> 00:42:07,666 regarding Henrickson's allegations of harassment and persecution 843 00:42:07,701 --> 00:42:10,435 contained in extensive articles in "the New York Times" 844 00:42:10,470 --> 00:42:12,905 and other national papers of record. 845 00:42:12,939 --> 00:42:14,640 We'll have more on this story 846 00:42:14,674 --> 00:42:17,143 and also on senator Henrickson's arrest as both... 847 00:42:17,177 --> 00:42:18,311 ( turns off radio ) 848 00:42:18,345 --> 00:42:20,612 This is crazy. 849 00:42:22,315 --> 00:42:24,516 I guess you're off now. 850 00:42:39,732 --> 00:42:42,867 I'm really proud of you, Bill, for yesterday. 851 00:42:42,901 --> 00:42:45,236 You lit a fuse. 852 00:42:45,271 --> 00:42:48,106 I never planned on this. 853 00:42:48,141 --> 00:42:50,776 I'm not a prophet or some figurehead. 854 00:42:52,879 --> 00:42:54,914 I want you to know I'm trying, Barb. 855 00:42:54,948 --> 00:42:57,250 I'm trying. 856 00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:02,788 I won't ask you not to go. 857 00:43:03,824 --> 00:43:07,926 I do still love you, you know. 858 00:43:07,961 --> 00:43:12,097 If you'd like to join us after, you'd... 859 00:43:12,131 --> 00:43:14,833 well, you'd be welcome 860 00:43:14,868 --> 00:43:17,269 always. 861 00:43:29,915 --> 00:43:31,616 We need to get ready. 862 00:43:31,650 --> 00:43:35,453 I replaced the button on the gray sweater, 863 00:43:35,487 --> 00:43:37,021 sent it to be cleaned. 864 00:43:37,055 --> 00:43:38,990 Thanks. 865 00:43:39,024 --> 00:43:40,625 Anytime. 866 00:43:50,501 --> 00:43:53,603 I know what you're going through. 867 00:43:53,637 --> 00:43:57,005 This was your first real love. 868 00:43:57,040 --> 00:43:59,441 It was dangerous. 869 00:44:00,810 --> 00:44:02,812 You chose something that couldn't last, 870 00:44:02,846 --> 00:44:06,783 and that felt safe. 871 00:44:09,387 --> 00:44:13,725 Because maybe you wanted to learn 872 00:44:13,759 --> 00:44:16,495 about what love really is, 873 00:44:16,529 --> 00:44:19,365 because you didn't understand it. 874 00:44:22,970 --> 00:44:24,370 How do you know that? 875 00:44:24,405 --> 00:44:28,107 Because I've been through that. 876 00:44:30,678 --> 00:44:34,782 Because it scares me too. 877 00:44:34,816 --> 00:44:38,552 Because it still always feels dangerous somehow. 878 00:45:15,489 --> 00:45:17,122 What's happening? 879 00:45:17,157 --> 00:45:18,824 I don't know. 880 00:45:29,802 --> 00:45:31,369 ( Applause ) 881 00:45:31,404 --> 00:45:32,637 Man: Thank you, Bill. - Thank you. 882 00:45:32,672 --> 00:45:34,473 Woman: Thank you so much. 883 00:45:36,276 --> 00:45:38,511 - Thank you, Bill. - Thank you, Bill. - Appreciate it, Bill. 884 00:45:38,545 --> 00:45:40,746 - We appreciate you, Bill. - Thank you so much, Bill. 885 00:45:40,781 --> 00:45:42,314 - Thank you, Bill. - Thank you. 886 00:45:42,349 --> 00:45:44,383 Child: Thank you, Bill. 887 00:45:47,887 --> 00:45:51,523 - Thank you, Bill. - Thank you, Bill. 888 00:45:51,558 --> 00:45:52,858 Don. 889 00:45:52,892 --> 00:45:56,261 They started driving up from the compound at 3:00 a.m., 890 00:45:56,296 --> 00:45:58,197 and from all over town too. 891 00:45:58,231 --> 00:45:59,331 We can't hold them all. 892 00:45:59,366 --> 00:46:01,400 Can you get some loudspeakers? 893 00:46:01,435 --> 00:46:03,035 We can put them out front. 894 00:46:11,579 --> 00:46:13,313 Congratulations. 895 00:46:26,760 --> 00:46:28,127 Sister Dutton. 896 00:46:44,242 --> 00:46:45,776 Barbara? 897 00:46:57,690 --> 00:46:59,858 - It's okay. - Yeah. 898 00:47:02,963 --> 00:47:04,397 Ready? 899 00:47:06,768 --> 00:47:09,469 Having been commissioned of Jesus Christ, 900 00:47:09,504 --> 00:47:12,039 I baptize you in the name of the Father 901 00:47:12,073 --> 00:47:14,809 and of the Son and of the Holy Ghost. 902 00:47:14,843 --> 00:47:16,043 Amen. 903 00:47:16,078 --> 00:47:18,913 I can't. 904 00:47:18,947 --> 00:47:22,082 I'm sorry. 905 00:47:22,117 --> 00:47:25,552 I'm not Barbara Dutton. 906 00:47:25,586 --> 00:47:28,355 I am Barbara Henrickson. 907 00:47:28,390 --> 00:47:30,391 If my family's not here, 908 00:47:30,425 --> 00:47:33,761 then I'm not here. 909 00:47:35,397 --> 00:47:36,931 I know. 910 00:47:36,965 --> 00:47:38,699 It's okay. 911 00:47:47,711 --> 00:47:50,079 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, everyone. 912 00:47:52,716 --> 00:47:55,418 - The speakers are all set. - Okay. 913 00:47:55,452 --> 00:47:57,687 ( Exhales ) 914 00:48:01,091 --> 00:48:04,393 I think I might need a minute here. 915 00:48:04,428 --> 00:48:07,563 Next week, I promise, we'll have 916 00:48:07,598 --> 00:48:09,365 a few more chairs back there. 917 00:48:09,399 --> 00:48:11,700 ( Laughter ) 918 00:48:14,104 --> 00:48:18,640 I guess you all know the rules here. 919 00:48:18,674 --> 00:48:21,543 No one holds the keys. 920 00:48:21,577 --> 00:48:25,246 We're just custodians of the word 921 00:48:25,281 --> 00:48:27,348 until heavenly father designates 922 00:48:27,382 --> 00:48:29,884 a true prophet to lead us. 923 00:48:31,419 --> 00:48:34,554 Until then, well, I... 924 00:48:34,588 --> 00:48:37,723 I guess we'll do the best we can. 925 00:48:57,411 --> 00:48:59,379 Easter Sunday... 926 00:48:59,414 --> 00:49:01,982 a joyous day. 927 00:49:02,016 --> 00:49:03,984 We're promised that one day 928 00:49:04,019 --> 00:49:06,754 all the people we have ever loved 929 00:49:06,788 --> 00:49:09,223 will be resurrected. 930 00:49:09,257 --> 00:49:12,493 Our parents, brothers and sisters, 931 00:49:12,527 --> 00:49:14,895 our grandparents and friends 932 00:49:14,930 --> 00:49:16,898 will all live again 933 00:49:16,932 --> 00:49:20,000 together forever. 934 00:49:21,770 --> 00:49:24,372 But for now this... 935 00:49:24,406 --> 00:49:27,241 this is our home... 936 00:49:27,276 --> 00:49:29,878 a true spiritual home for the many of us 937 00:49:29,912 --> 00:49:33,247 who haven't had a home for a long long time. 938 00:49:33,282 --> 00:49:35,250 This is our meeting place, 939 00:49:35,284 --> 00:49:38,486 the place where we come to celebrate the births 940 00:49:38,520 --> 00:49:41,055 and marriages, 941 00:49:41,090 --> 00:49:43,190 the sealings 942 00:49:43,225 --> 00:49:45,927 and funerals... 943 00:50:24,234 --> 00:50:27,070 ( Wayne coughing ) 944 00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:39,083 that make us an eternal family. 945 00:51:06,210 --> 00:51:08,845 Nicki, the stock's boiling for the gravy. 946 00:51:11,682 --> 00:51:13,717 Could you hand me three tablespoons of flour? 947 00:51:13,751 --> 00:51:14,885 Mm-hmm. 948 00:51:14,919 --> 00:51:16,286 Where'd Lois go? 949 00:51:16,321 --> 00:51:19,656 She wanted to go back to the home first. 950 00:51:19,690 --> 00:51:21,558 She had something to do with Frank. 951 00:51:23,361 --> 00:51:24,761 What's the matter? 952 00:51:26,464 --> 00:51:30,399 I chose not to go through with it. 953 00:51:33,436 --> 00:51:34,904 Why not? 954 00:51:36,439 --> 00:51:38,574 - Have you told Bill yet? - Hey, give it a rest. 955 00:51:40,944 --> 00:51:42,945 It's okay. 956 00:51:42,979 --> 00:51:45,480 Maybe. 957 00:51:45,515 --> 00:51:49,685 I'm just not sure where it leaves me. 958 00:52:18,514 --> 00:52:19,881 Ben. 959 00:52:19,915 --> 00:52:21,316 Come sit. 960 00:52:26,290 --> 00:52:28,892 Spring is in the air. 961 00:52:28,926 --> 00:52:30,761 You can smell it. 962 00:52:30,796 --> 00:52:33,931 The sky. 963 00:52:33,966 --> 00:52:37,502 I'd like to dip this moment in amber and preserve it forever. 964 00:52:37,536 --> 00:52:39,971 What happened in church today? 965 00:52:40,005 --> 00:52:41,773 Everyone sensed something. 966 00:52:47,046 --> 00:52:50,115 I felt a grace descend upon me. 967 00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:55,354 Thanks, Barb. I see him. 968 00:52:55,388 --> 00:52:58,257 Don, I'm glad you could make it. 969 00:52:58,292 --> 00:52:59,725 Am I...? 970 00:52:59,759 --> 00:53:02,494 No no, come join us. The more the merrier. 971 00:53:06,700 --> 00:53:08,667 Everybody's talking, Bill. 972 00:53:08,702 --> 00:53:12,037 There were 480 people at church... 480. 973 00:53:12,072 --> 00:53:15,641 They're trying to throw off the shackles on their hearts. 974 00:53:15,675 --> 00:53:18,377 - ( Door opens ) - Bill, we're mashing the potatoes. 975 00:53:18,412 --> 00:53:20,580 You've got to get your mother now. 976 00:53:24,251 --> 00:53:26,619 Your mom and I are gonna be all right now. 977 00:53:27,722 --> 00:53:30,057 We're all gonna be all right. 978 00:53:31,793 --> 00:53:34,761 The only thing that matters... 979 00:53:34,795 --> 00:53:39,098 our families, our marriages. 980 00:53:39,133 --> 00:53:41,901 Faith comes from that love, 981 00:53:41,935 --> 00:53:44,103 not the other way around. 982 00:53:44,137 --> 00:53:47,339 Do you understand? 983 00:53:47,373 --> 00:53:49,074 Do you know what I'm saying? 984 00:53:57,383 --> 00:54:00,452 None of them wanted us to marry, 985 00:54:00,486 --> 00:54:03,588 said it can't last. 986 00:54:03,622 --> 00:54:06,492 Hmm. 987 00:54:06,526 --> 00:54:10,396 And I moved you into that little trailer. 988 00:54:10,431 --> 00:54:14,535 God, you hated that. 989 00:54:16,037 --> 00:54:18,672 But you stuck it out. 990 00:54:18,707 --> 00:54:23,343 Then we moved into our first house. 991 00:54:23,378 --> 00:54:26,046 You wanted to paint it yellow. 992 00:54:26,081 --> 00:54:29,283 I wanted brown. 993 00:54:29,318 --> 00:54:31,719 You said, "no, I insist, Frank. 994 00:54:31,753 --> 00:54:34,188 It's gonna be yellow. Yellow's cheerful. 995 00:54:34,222 --> 00:54:37,091 I'm determined to be cheerful." 996 00:54:39,627 --> 00:54:41,629 Then we married Nita. ( Chuckles ) 997 00:54:41,663 --> 00:54:45,566 God, you guys fought 998 00:54:45,601 --> 00:54:49,605 like cats and dogs that first year. 999 00:54:49,639 --> 00:54:52,541 I thought you'd kill each other. 1000 00:54:55,045 --> 00:54:59,215 Then Bill was born. 1001 00:54:59,250 --> 00:55:01,184 You called him 1002 00:55:01,218 --> 00:55:04,921 the light of your life. 1003 00:55:06,624 --> 00:55:08,825 You remember that, Lois? 1004 00:55:08,860 --> 00:55:12,562 The light of your life. 1005 00:55:14,031 --> 00:55:16,766 Went to San Felipe 1006 00:55:16,801 --> 00:55:21,571 and we cooked fish out on the beach at night. 1007 00:55:21,606 --> 00:55:24,208 Then the cops came, 1008 00:55:24,242 --> 00:55:27,344 tried to shoo us away. 1009 00:55:27,379 --> 00:55:29,580 Oh no. 1010 00:55:29,615 --> 00:55:33,252 You gave them what for. 1011 00:55:35,589 --> 00:55:38,691 Remember, Lois? 1012 00:55:38,725 --> 00:55:42,028 You gave them what for. 1013 00:55:54,541 --> 00:55:57,343 Hey neighbor. Happy Easter. 1014 00:55:57,378 --> 00:55:59,546 Same to you, Bill. 1015 00:56:01,682 --> 00:56:02,882 How are you doing? 1016 00:56:02,917 --> 00:56:07,220 Well, I tell ya, I come home, 1017 00:56:07,255 --> 00:56:09,022 I see my front lawn has been resodded. 1018 00:56:09,056 --> 00:56:12,025 Yeah. I promised you I would, 1019 00:56:12,059 --> 00:56:13,894 last fall after the election. 1020 00:56:13,928 --> 00:56:16,696 I wonder if... 1021 00:56:16,731 --> 00:56:20,534 if you think I can't do that for myself, 1022 00:56:20,569 --> 00:56:22,570 if you think I'm unworthy 1023 00:56:22,604 --> 00:56:24,204 or inadequate 1024 00:56:24,239 --> 00:56:26,540 or I can't take care of my wife. 1025 00:56:26,574 --> 00:56:28,542 Carl, it's okay. 1026 00:56:28,576 --> 00:56:31,912 I understand the expectations and all the pressure. 1027 00:56:31,946 --> 00:56:34,448 No, it's not okay. 1028 00:56:34,483 --> 00:56:37,986 You don't understand. 1029 00:56:38,020 --> 00:56:39,754 I love my wife. 1030 00:56:39,788 --> 00:56:41,289 I love my church. 1031 00:56:41,323 --> 00:56:43,825 I won't be ridiculed. 1032 00:56:43,859 --> 00:56:46,861 I will not be a failure! 1033 00:56:48,164 --> 00:56:50,398 Here, Barb. Sorry... I'm sorry. Okay. 1034 00:56:51,733 --> 00:56:53,934 ( Three gunshots ) 1035 00:57:02,445 --> 00:57:04,179 - Oh my God. - Bill! 1036 00:57:04,214 --> 00:57:05,614 - Oh no. - No. 1037 00:57:05,648 --> 00:57:08,317 - Bill. - Bill, stay with us. 1038 00:57:08,352 --> 00:57:11,321 Margene: Please, we need an ambulance. Sandy, 2115 Linda Vista Lane. 1039 00:57:11,355 --> 00:57:13,023 Margie, help me! Give me your sweater. 1040 00:57:13,057 --> 00:57:15,092 Stay with us. 1041 00:57:15,126 --> 00:57:17,227 Bill. 1042 00:57:19,863 --> 00:57:22,231 ( Inaudible ) 1043 00:57:41,050 --> 00:57:42,684 Bless me. 1044 00:57:42,719 --> 00:57:45,454 Hold on, Bill. Please hold on. 1045 00:57:45,488 --> 00:57:48,124 I need a blessing. 1046 00:57:48,158 --> 00:57:51,227 No, hold on. Bill, please hold on. 1047 00:57:51,262 --> 00:57:54,264 I need a blessing 1048 00:57:54,299 --> 00:57:56,767 from you. 1049 00:58:02,274 --> 00:58:04,609 Please. 1050 00:58:15,621 --> 00:58:19,691 Bill Orville Henrickson, 1051 00:58:19,725 --> 00:58:23,462 by the power of the Melchizedek priesthood, 1052 00:58:23,497 --> 00:58:26,899 I give you this blessing of comfort. 1053 00:58:26,933 --> 00:58:30,669 Heavenly father knows what's in your heart. 1054 00:58:30,704 --> 00:58:33,305 ( Inaudible ) 1055 00:58:47,420 --> 00:58:49,521 Your family has faith in you. 1056 00:58:49,556 --> 00:58:53,058 Your family loves you. 1057 00:58:54,260 --> 00:58:57,228 We will always be together. 1058 00:58:59,365 --> 00:59:01,399 Your family will be with you, 1059 00:59:01,434 --> 00:59:03,535 and you'll be there to see it. 1060 00:59:29,931 --> 00:59:32,866 ( Babies crying ) 1061 00:59:32,901 --> 00:59:35,803 ( Children playing ) 1062 00:59:40,441 --> 00:59:43,142 It really was a beautiful ceremony. 1063 00:59:43,177 --> 00:59:44,911 I know. 1064 00:59:52,986 --> 00:59:54,953 I've never seen her like this. 1065 00:59:57,690 --> 00:59:59,658 I didn't get to spend enough time with you guys. 1066 00:59:59,692 --> 01:00:01,293 It's okay. We'll come and visit. 1067 01:00:01,327 --> 01:00:02,628 ( Baby crying ) 1068 01:00:02,662 --> 01:00:04,162 He's getting fussy. 1069 01:00:04,197 --> 01:00:06,332 Here. 1070 01:00:06,366 --> 01:00:07,567 No. 1071 01:00:07,601 --> 01:00:09,435 That's 'cause it's almost time to go. 1072 01:00:09,470 --> 01:00:11,104 Where's Margene? 1073 01:00:11,139 --> 01:00:13,774 I swear she's drawn out this goodbye as long as possible. 1074 01:00:13,808 --> 01:00:15,609 I think she just likes the attention. 1075 01:00:15,643 --> 01:00:16,910 She has a lot to pack, Nicki. 1076 01:00:16,945 --> 01:00:19,679 It was a really beautiful blessing, Barb. 1077 01:00:19,713 --> 01:00:21,949 I was inspired. You allowed me 1078 01:00:21,983 --> 01:00:25,652 to give our first grandchild his grandfather's name. 1079 01:00:25,687 --> 01:00:27,721 ( Sighs ) 1080 01:00:27,756 --> 01:00:30,190 We loaded all of my bags into your car. 1081 01:00:30,225 --> 01:00:31,858 Hey, Sarah, we should leave, 1082 01:00:31,892 --> 01:00:33,326 'cause we might miss our flights. 1083 01:00:33,360 --> 01:00:35,962 And Teenie's in my bathroom putting mascara on Wayne. 1084 01:00:35,996 --> 01:00:38,397 That girl doesn't know where she's coming or going. 1085 01:00:38,432 --> 01:00:40,065 I'll go... I'll go get her. 1086 01:00:40,100 --> 01:00:41,868 Hey, will you change him, please? 1087 01:00:41,902 --> 01:00:43,636 Oh yeah. Come here, come here. 1088 01:00:43,670 --> 01:00:45,471 Cara Lynn: I'll help you. 1089 01:00:51,244 --> 01:00:53,178 Thank you. 1090 01:00:58,349 --> 01:01:00,517 Your father made this possible. 1091 01:01:03,154 --> 01:01:05,656 I never thought I'd see you back in this church. 1092 01:01:07,091 --> 01:01:09,994 I never thought I'd see you up on that dais. 1093 01:01:12,164 --> 01:01:14,899 We're strong. 1094 01:01:14,934 --> 01:01:17,101 We've been forged. 1095 01:01:17,136 --> 01:01:19,204 We endure. 1096 01:01:23,909 --> 01:01:25,844 I'll be right out. 1097 01:01:29,248 --> 01:01:31,349 It's nice to see them. 1098 01:01:31,384 --> 01:01:33,718 And that baby looks just like Bill, doesn't he? 1099 01:01:36,222 --> 01:01:38,523 I'll be back in three months. 1100 01:01:38,557 --> 01:01:40,958 Just call, okay? 1101 01:01:40,992 --> 01:01:43,861 I mean, honestly, you can be so selfish. 1102 01:01:43,895 --> 01:01:45,696 And we need to hear from you more this time, 1103 01:01:45,730 --> 01:01:47,531 so we know that you're safe. 1104 01:01:47,566 --> 01:01:49,566 Barb was so worried. 1105 01:01:53,872 --> 01:01:56,740 - You be careful. - Mm-hmm. 1106 01:01:56,774 --> 01:01:59,576 And Nicki's right. You call us more. 1107 01:01:59,611 --> 01:02:01,378 Okay. 1108 01:02:08,519 --> 01:02:12,454 It breaks my heart that he wasn't here to see this day. 1109 01:02:50,796 --> 01:02:54,899 ♪ I may not always love you ♪ 1110 01:02:54,934 --> 01:02:59,037 ♪ but long as there are stars above you ♪ 1111 01:02:59,071 --> 01:03:03,407 ♪ you'll never need to doubt it ♪ 1112 01:03:03,442 --> 01:03:07,612 ♪ I'll make you so sure about it ♪ 1113 01:03:07,646 --> 01:03:13,851 ♪ God only knows what I'd be without you ♪ 1114 01:03:13,885 --> 01:03:18,255 ♪ and if you should ever leave me ♪ 1115 01:03:18,290 --> 01:03:22,159 ♪ though life would still go on, believe me ♪ 1116 01:03:22,194 --> 01:03:26,162 ♪ the world could show nothing to me ♪ 1117 01:03:26,196 --> 01:03:30,866 ♪ so what good would living do me? ♪ 1118 01:03:30,901 --> 01:03:36,038 ♪ God only knows what I'd be without you ♪ 1119 01:03:38,841 --> 01:03:43,812 ♪ God only knows what I'd be without you ♪ 1120 01:03:43,847 --> 01:03:46,049 ♪ God only knows what I'd be with you ♪ 1121 01:03:46,083 --> 01:03:47,517 ♪ God only knows ♪ 1122 01:03:47,551 --> 01:03:51,655 ♪ God only knows what I'd be without you ♪ 1123 01:03:51,689 --> 01:03:54,224 ♪ God only knows what I'd be without you ♪