Com how can I help youthis beautiful morning?
You got any cases?
Three.
I got a teenage,african-americanlung transplant
next few days you'll be doing nothing but clinic work.
- I just said- - you're lying!
Then why'd you ask?
Because if you told the truth,I was only gonna give youone day of clinic duty.
That's dishonest.
- I refuse to participate in this - you'll do it.
You owe me.I kept you out of jail.
I can put you back.
Perjurer.
Felon.
How can I help youthis beautiful morning?
I told the nurseI have a runny nose,but I don'T.
I-I think I have,uh.
syphilis or gonorrhea.
I think I have an std.
I think I have A.
who is herefor a runny nose?
It's a cold!
It'll get better.Go home.
Those of you who have stayedobviously do not have colds.
You will be assigned a doctor who is not me,
'cause I'm tired of wiping crotches.
House!
You're doing this.
Call security.
Should I get a sedative?
No,I'm good.Thanks.
My head hurts!
need a team here!
I have the sedative.
A little late.
Just in time.
- What did you give him? - paralytic.
why would you do that?
Somebody hadto stop the screaming.
Then he's still in pain.
Yeah,but quietly.
So either I can continueto swab people's privates or I can figure outif this guy's delirium,pain,
and insanely high heart rate are life-threatening or just a personality quirk.
I think the latter choiceis better for all three of us.
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he's sedated.
It took 5ccs of haloperidol to get him down after the paralytic wore off.
so,the pain in his right ear, psychotic behavior,and dizziness.
Go!
Nurses said he was smacking his head.
How do you know it was specifically his ear?
Because he was dizzy.
It means the problem was affecting his inner ear.
Nurses said he was running in circles.Doesn't mean he was dizzy.
He wasn't running in circles.
He was running in oblongs.
Looked like a 3-year-old kid drew them.
Acoustic neuroma that started to hemorrhage.
Explains the pain,vertigo,everything.
Get an mri.
What else?
- If it explains everything - might not explain everything.
well,what if he was psychotic first,
then self-mutilated,damaged the ear.
Excellent.
We need a complete psychiatric workup.
Your turn.
Uh,I was gonna say what foreman.
well,say something else.
He.came to the clinic.
Good.
Decent chance he had a chronic illness first,especially given the rapid heart rate.
Lingering ear infection.Pressure builds up in his inner ear
and bursts through the mastoid bone while he's waiting in the clinic.
yes.
Get a head ct,draw blood cultures,run a chem panel,
and get a complete blood count.
Oh,while you're at it,pour some alcohol into his ear
and take out the cockroach.
He has a cockroach in his ear?
He was scratching that ear right before the event,so I took a peek.
My guess is it started biting.
Nothing else wrong with him?
Well,isn't that enough?
It's pretty gross.
So.why are we doing the tests?
Well,it's either that or I have to keep doing clinic duty.
Do the tests,or just stay out of cuddy's sight.
I don't really care which.
Why are you here?
Because it's not a hospital.
It's a jogging park.
You're not jogging.
You can't jog.
I'm watching jogging.
I sit,I watch,and I imagine.
So what do you watch for?
That guy's running in shorts.
he's not running.He's trolling.
You're good at this.
How long are you going to stay here?
The beauty of this place is it's the last placecuddy will look.
How can I help you?
The doctors gave me this.
What doctors?
At the other hospital.
last month.
Do you knowwhat this says?
Yes.
The patienthas a 6-centimeter mass in the right lung--cancerous,inoperable.
Do you understandwhat this means?
Is it okayif I sleep here tonight?
It's cold outside.
What are you doing here?
I thought house had a case.
He doesn'T.
You ordered a ct on a patientwith a bug in his ear.
How'd you knowI was here?
Ran into cameronin the clinic.
"Ran into"?
You ordered pointless testsjust to--
it wouldn'thave been pointless if you had"run into" cameron.
She got punished.
She's stuckwith another dying patient.
Is that vicodin?
Breath mint.
Thought youwere gonna kiss me.
What happened to rehab?
I got out.
- it was a scam? - Enough foreplay.
Are you gonna kiss me or not?
You are going backto the clinic.
Or jaiL.
You perjured yourselfto keep me out of jail.How are you gonna tell--
I only did that because I thought youwere getting clean.
So it's do clinic dutyor go to jail?
Yes.
And then it'll be, "finish your paper work "or go to jail,"
help with fundraisingor go to jail,
do your job or go to jail.
I think I'd rather go to jail.
You owe me.
Be-yootiful.
Thank you.
It's dry.
Who cares?
It's beautiful.
If my lawn were halfas well maintained as that,
pigeons wouldn't have the nerveto poop on it.
Good grooming is important.
Was that a shot?
People do judge youon your appearance.
When you entered I notedyour shirt hadn't been pressed,
you hadn't shavedin quite some time.
I extrapolated youwere a person for whom detail was not a major concern.
I was worriedyou might apply that same standardin your work.
Do you use toenail clippersup there?
They're longer,so they allow me to better reachthe upper hairs.
I'm wearing a rumpled shirt and forgot to brush my hairthis week.
You've got athlete's footin your nose.
I'm ready to be judged.
Okay.
$50 to any patient who is willingto leave here right now.
House,
- you can't - my money.
I don't care.People do not--
if they'll leavefor 50 bucks, they're not all that sick.
Or they're poorand desperate, which is why this placeis here.
If they're that poor, then they'd rather have50 bucks.
Can I have the money?
Look,it's monogrammed.
He doesn't need money,ergo he's not sick.
And the blood?
Could be anybody'S.
The monogram's definitely his.
We need to talk.
it doesn't matter what you say,do,or threaten,
I will find a way out.
How can we make thismore interesting for you?
How can we makethe sky green?
How can we make the tall short?
You cannot makethe uninteresting interesting.
I'll pay you $10 for every patient you diagnosewithout touching.
You pay me $10 for every oneyou have to touch.
You're making thisinto a game for me.
From which I can only conclude this isn't a game for you.
No.
Why?You think if I dealwith enough people I'll find some humanity?
Yes.
Why do I ha--to do thi-- mysel--?
I got a bum leg.
Say,"ahh.
Ahh.
It feels rough.
Yes,it's a rash.
I'm gonna need morethan "rough."
It--it's just rough.
Can't you feel it?
I could,but then what satisfactionwould you get?
Got it.
Start counting.
How many?
26.
20.
okay.
either you suck at math or you're gonna diein two seconds.
You suck amath.
DiagnosiS.
Prescription.
You owe me 30.
I owe you ten.
Test results are backfor your std patients.
And I'm not paying youfor them.
You already touched them.
How old are you?
30.
And you've never seenan afterschool special,dawson's creek?
How do you get to 30and not know about condoms?
Oh,god,I-I have an std.
No,but you will.
Every patient who comesin here for an std test has one thing in common:
They had sws.
sex whe stupid.
How old are you?
60.
You're lying.
But that's not the point.
You've neverseen dawson's creek?
And you've never seenan afterschool special?
How do you live to your ageand not know about condoms?
I have an std?
You're actuallythe first one today.
Lucky day.
Well,not for you.
But you oughta feel good for everyone else.
It's chlamydia.
As bad news goes,it's about the best.
Oh,settle down.
It's treatable.
It's actually curable.
All you gotta dois take these pilllls--
don'touch me!
Oh,god.
I need someoneto cover a patient.
House,you committed to--
she was raped.
You think I'm the right doctorfor her?
we've assigned another doctorto your care.
I didn't meanto upset dr.House.
He knows that.
That's not whywe're doing this.
I'd like to keepbeing treated by him.
- Why? - Just do.
Well,trust me,it's betterif you deal with somebody who specializes in--
I'm fine.
You told dr.Houseit's been less than a week.
You haven't told anyoneother than him.
- Emotionally,you're still - you knowwhat I'm dealing with?
You knowwhat I'm going through?
No.
You think dr.House does?
I'm not suggesting either oneof us be your doctor.
Dr.Stoneis a psychiatrist.
If dr.House is too busy,I could wait.
Why do you want me?
I don't know.
I don't want to treat you.
You're just saying that so I'll seethe psychiatrist.
True,except for the word "just."
I'm saying I don't want see youso you'll see the psychiatrist
and because I don't wantto treat you.
Why don't you wantto treat me anymore?
I never wanted to treat you.
The factthat you were raped.
holds no interest for me.
It's nothing personal.
There's nothing to treat.
You're physically healthy.
Okay.
But I want youto be my doctor.
Why?
I don't know.
Well,you've gotta have a reason.
Everything has a reason.
I trust you.
Now,you see,that's a bad reason.
See,I'll lie to you.
I'll tell you anything just to get you out of here.
I don't care.
I want to talk to you.
Look.you were raped.
Now,all controlwas taken away from you, and you're trying to findthat control again.
You want mebecause I don't want you.
I'm raping you?
In a very non-invasive,more annoying--
get the hell out of here!
I'll send in dr.Stone.
I didn't consentto all this medicine.
You've been outon the streets.
- No treatment - I'm dying.
There's no treatment for dying.
We can make you comfortable.
- Don't wanna be. - Why not?
Because I screwed up my life.
So you wantto punish yourself for messing up your life?
Please.
stop the treatment.
It'll go awayon it's own.
It's not.Can't you-
Nope.It'll go away.
It's been all day.
There must be some treatmentyou can--
nope. It'll go away.
Or it won't go away.
I read about a treatment.
Some doctorwon a prize for it.
I read about it.
You don't have the hiccups,do you?
Make a note.
Drug-seeking behavior.
- Morphine? - No.
Anal digital stimulation.
How long has stonebeen in with her?
Are you concerned?
You know how many peopleget raped every day?
So it's common,therefore boring?
If I were to careabout every person suffering on the planet,
life would shut down.
How about just the oneswe meet?
They deserve our sympathymore than the other people?
So your solution is not to givea damn about any of them?
How do you do that?
How do you take that theory and put it in practice?
You met her
I paid these people 50 bucks to leave here an hour ago.
Yeah,we came back.
Well,then,you owe me 50.
The kid needs surgery.
and he could walk way back then.
Stand up,kid.
He swallowed a magnet.
We gotta cut it out.
How old are you?
8.
And he swallowed somethingstuck to a fridge.
Darwin says let him die.
It's alreadybelow the stomach. It should passon its own.
Strong magnet.
It's messin'with the imaging. We have no way to--
you got x-ray vision,house?
Oh,you gonna cut him open?
Right here?
It's well into the intestines.
He's fine.
I want my 50 back.
need a crash cart,stat.
What happened?
pills--benzos.
We needto get her stomach pumped.
Respiration's shallow.
What did you say to her?
- Nothing that wouldmake her want to - heartbeat's irregular.
What did she say to you?
Nothing.I gave her a coupleof sedatives,turned around,
she grabbed the whole bottle.
You must have said something.
I said plenty.
She said nothing.
I was with herfor over an hour.
She didn't say one word.
Are you gonna do that again?
You're gonna be okay.Physically.
Which is allthat interests you.
But you're here.
Under orders.
Why would you tell me that?
Because idon't like hypocrisy.
But you don't have a problemwith cruelty?
Which brings usback to.
why do you want me?
I don't know.
You tried to kill yourself, because you couldn'ttalk to me.
You must have a reason.
Why does there always have to be a reason?
Can't we just talk?
There's a phone.
Talk to a friend,a family member.
Call the police.
Do you want to talkabout what happened to you?
No.
Do you want to talkabout your std meds?
No.
You don't really seemto want to talk.
No,I do.
About what?
I don't know.
Anything.
The weather?
You were raped,and you want to talkabout the weather?
Yeah.
I'm not gonna talk to youabout the weather.
You help her.
She wants you.
God knows why.
She doesn't knowwhat she wants.
She knows she wants you.
You're the first personshe spoke to about this.
The fact that I was in the wrong placeat the wrong time
should be trumped by the factthat I'm useless at this.
No,you're not.
you romantically wanting to believe that is nevergonna make it true.
I'm agreeing with you.
You are the last person she should be talking to.
If she wants to talkabout the weather,talk about the weather.
She wants normalcy.
She wants to feellike the world didn't end.
Right.
I'll tell her that everythingwent on without her:
Babies were born,people got married.
Thousands of people will remember the day
she got raped as the happiest dayof their lives.
You might not wantto phrase it quite that way.
You need to get herto talk about what happened.
no,he doesn'T.
Pretending it didn't happen--
Wrong.Pretending this didn't happen is the best thingshe could possibly do.
She's gotta make this real.
You know what we should be trying to make real or process?
The few decent momentsin our lives,not the crap.
Maybe you're right,except there's no way she can pretendthis didn't happen.
So she has no choicebut to process it.
You've got to tell mewhat happened.
You don't reallywant to hear.
- Sure i do. - You're lying.
This doesn't haveto destroy your life.
I know.
It doesn't mean anythingabout you.
It wasn't your fault.
I know.
You did nothing wrong.
Some jerk hurt you.That's all.
I know.
You're worried that youcan never trust men again.
No.
Statistically,there was always a chance this could happen.
The fact that it did happen doesn't change anything.
The world doesn'tsuck any more today than it did yesterday.
I know all that.
Well,what do you want meto tell you?
Nothing.
I just wanna talk.
About nothing.
If we talk about nothing,nothing will change.
- It might. - How?
Time.
Time changes everything.
That's what people say.
It's not true.
Doing things changes things.
Not doing things...
leaves things exactlyas they were.
Why do you have to suffer?
I gave my word.
Who would make youpromise that?
My father.
He said I would die aloneand miserable.
That's not a promise,and even if it was,he's dead.
And even if he's not,he's not going to care.
Why did your husbandhave to suffer?
How do you knowabout my husband?
Well,I just know.
You have to die in pain because of a promise you made to your father?
If I'd say yes,you'd use that as proofthat I'm insane.
Force treatment on me.
Did the nurse tell youabout my husband?
No.
- Nurse? - Yes.
It's under control.
I'm sorry.
I was just tryingto freak you out.
Why?
Because I need youto remember me.
I need somebodyto remember me.
Where'd you go to college?
Northwestern.
- You? - Hopkins.
What was your major?
Comparative religion.
Why do you trust me?
I don't know.
- Can't we just... - that's not rational!
Nothing's rational.
Everything is rational.
I was raped.
Explain how thatmakes sense to you.
We are selfish,base animals crawling across the earth.
But because we've got brains,if we try real hard,
we can occasionally aspire to something that is lessthan pure evil.
Has anything terribleever happened to you?
What do you want me to say?
You wanted this conversation.
You wanted to talk about something that matters.
Talk.
She's waitingfor your answer?
She's asleep.
I sedated her.
Why do you carewhat you say to her?
Because I don't know howto answer these questions.
It's a simple question:Has your life sucked?
Tell her the truth.
Tell her you were shot.
She doesn't wantto hear the truth.
She's looking for something,looking to extrapolate some--
she's looking to connectwith you.
And that's what's scaring the hell out of you.
Tell her the truth.
There is no truth.
Are we role-playing?
Am I you?I don't want be you.
She's not askingfor test results.
She's not askingwhat 2 plus 2 equals.
She's asking for my personal life experience
so she can extrapolateto all humanity.
That's not truth.
That's bad science.
It's not science at all.
Tell her the truth.
Tell her your lifehas been good.
It hasn't been.
Tell her anyway.
She wants hope.
She wants to knowthat what happened to her wasn't the norm,
that things can be okay,which means maybe they canbe okay for her again.
Tell her your life sucked.
It didn'T.
Tell her anyway.
She wants to knowshe's not alone.
She wants to knowshe's gonna survive this,
that other people have beenthrough this and worse and come outthe other end.
She wants to knowshe's going to heal.
Act like...you're healed.
Tell her...keep her asleep.
Thanks.You've all been a huge help.
There's no wrong answer,because there'sno right answer.
Wrong.
We just don't knowwhat the right answer is.
Wake up.
It's not as badas what happened to you,I don't think.
I don't knowwhat happened to you.
But given how lousyyou're responding,
I assume it was worse than getting abusedby your grandmother.
What did she do to you?
My parents traveled a lot,and they'd leave mewith her.
She liked thingsthe way she liked them.
And she believed in discipline.
She was right,I suppose,because
I hardly ever screwed upwhen she was around.
Too scared of being forcedto sleep in the yard or take a bath in ice.
Your turn.
Your parents,they--they never stopped her?
I never told them.
Why not?
Usual reasons: I was afraidthey wouldn't believe me,
and I was afraid they'd thinkI'd done something wrong.
I opened up to you,you open up to me.
- What did you call her? - Oma.
And you kept calling her thatafter this?
Dutch for "grandmother.
" She was still my grandmother,and she was still dutch.
Is any partof that story true?
All of it.
You wouldn't keepcalling her oma.
Something would have to change.
- You don't know me. - You wouldn't keepcalling her oma.
Look,you're overreacting.
Do not dismiss me.
I'm not dismissing you.
I'm just sayingyou're not acting rationally.
I'm angry because youare lying to me.
No.You are--
What can I do?
What the hell can I dothat you're not gonna dismiss
as just beingbecause I was raped?
Nothing.
Your story...is it true?
True for somebody.
But not for you.
These things happen.
It happened to somebody.
What do you careif it happened to me?
They're notin this room.
No!They're out there:Doctors,lawyers...postal workers.
Some of them doing great.
Some of them doing lousy.
Are you gonnabase your whole life on who you got stuckin a room with?
I'm gonna base this moment on who I'm stuckin a room with.
That's what life is.
It's a series of rooms.
And who we get stuckin those rooms with adds upto what are lives are.
House.
You've gotto get me out of this.
There's nothing to diagnose.
- There's nothing... - You only tested herfor stds?
I had seven moronswho forgot their raincoats.
It's all they asked for,so I didn't wastethe lab's time.Why?
I wasted their time.
She's pregnant.
Do you understand?
Are you okay?
I mean,I know you're not okay,but are you moreor
less not okay than you werefive minutes ago?
About the same.
Good.
The termination procedureisn't pleasant.
I don't want to terminate.
You want to keep the baby?
Abortion is murder.
True.It's a life,and...
you should end it.
Every life is sacred.
Come on.Talk to me.Don't quote me bumper stickers.
- It's true. - It's meaningless.
It means every lifematters to god.
Not to me,not to you.
Judging by the numberof natural disasters,not to god either.
You're just being argumentative.
Yeah!I do do that.
What about hitler?
Was his life sacred to god?
Father of your child,is his life sacred to you?
My child isn't hitler.
Either every life is sacred,or it--
Stop it!I don't wanna chatabout philosophy.
You're not killingyour rape baby because of a philosophy.
It's murder.I'm against it.You for it?
Not as a general rule.
Just for unborn children?
Yes.
The problemwith exceptions to rules is the line-drawing.
It might make sensefor us to kill the ass that did this to you.
I mean,wheredo we draw the line?
Which asses do we get to kill,and which asses getto keep on being asses?
The nice thingabout the abortion debate is
that we can quibbleover trimesters,but ultimately,
there's a nice,clean line: Birth.
Morally thereisn't a lot of difference.Practically,huge.
You're enjoyingthis conversation.
This is the typeof conversation I do well.
But the other type...
the personal stuff?
There are no answers.
If there are no answers,why talk about it?
You're healthy.
You shouldn't here.
I don't want to go.
Fine.I won't discharge you.
You wanna go for a walk?
This is the lastof my journey.
You don't deserve pain.
- You're just an insane old man. - No,no.
I'm not gonna watch you suffer.
I need you to remember me.
I'll remember you!
Why?
Because you're a nice man.
You don'know that.
You don't knowanything about me.
Either you are a nice manor you're an ass.
Either way,you did somethingto somebody that they're gonna remember.
I have no family.
I have no friends.
I didn't even havea real job.
If I die in peace,then I'm just another patient.
- But if I die suffering-- - it'll be horrible.
Don't do thatto either of us.
No,I just need to die knowing that somethingis different because I was here.
Oh...Oh,no.
Life goes on.
Is that the reasonwhy we're out here?
You know why I come here?
I sit,I watch,I imagine.
Sounds nicE.
I imagine that one of themwill break a leg.
Just one false step,one crackin the sidewalk.
You don't really.
I'm evil.
Evil people don't saythey're evil.
That soundslike an easy loophole.
People can do good things.
But if their instinctsare not good,
either god doesn't exist or he's unimaginably cruel.
I don't believe that.
So what do you believe?
Why do you thinkthis happened?
I don't wantto talk about it.
Me neither.
Too bad.
You know,I don't thinkthere was a reason.
Uh-huh,so god does exist,lets you get raped,
and needs youto keep your rape baby for no reason.
Well,maybe hewas challenging me.
He hurts you to help you.
I guess it's better than because he hates you.
You're trying to convince me there's no god.
Why would you even saysomething like that?
Because you'rethrowing your life away.
I'm doing what I believe.
What you believedoesn't make sense.
This is not helping me.
Then I can't help you.
If you believe in eternity,then life is irrelevant.
The same as a bugis irrelevant in comparisonto the universe.
If you don't believein eternity,then what you do hereis irrelevant.
Your actions hereare all that matters.
Then nothing matters.
There's noultimate consequences.
I couldn't livelike that.
So you need to think that the guy who did this to you is gonna be punished.
I need to know that it all means something.
I need that comfort.
Yeah.Are you feeling comfortable?
You feeling good right now,feel warm inside?
I was raped.
What's your excuse?
Do you think the guywho did this to me feels bad?
That'd help you?
It'll make youfeel better?
Why do you always do that...
ask why I'm asking questions instead of just answering the question?
Because the answerdoesn't interest me.
I don't carewhat he's feeling.
I'm interestedin what you're feeling.
You are?
I'm trapped in the roomwith you,right?
Why did you choose me?
There's somethingabout you.
It's like you're hurt too.
It was truE.
What was?
It wasn't my grandmother,but it was true.
Who was it?
It was my dad.
I'd like to tell youwhat happened to me now.
I'd like to hear it.
It was my friends' birthday party
she terminated.
She's been discharged.
She's gonna be okaY.
Yeah.It's that simple.
She's talkingabout what happened.
That's huge.You did good.
And everyone'll tell you that's whatwe gotta
make her do if we're gonna help her,right?
Except we can'T.
We drag out her story,tell each other that it'll help her heal,
and feel real goodabout ourselves.
But maybe all we've doneis make a girl cry.
Then why did you--
Because I don't know.
you gonna follow upwith her?
One day.One room.
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