1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:01,166 Pamela Moran... 2 00:00:01,735 --> 00:00:02,835 Will you marry me? 3 00:00:02,839 --> 00:00:03,570 Yes. 4 00:00:03,573 --> 00:00:05,950 Now I noticed that empty lot down the street was for sale. 5 00:00:05,951 --> 00:00:08,000 You wanna buy it and build a truck stop. 6 00:00:08,028 --> 00:00:09,741 Rox, I want you to be my partner. 7 00:00:09,976 --> 00:00:12,243 What do you know about truck stops, babe? 8 00:00:12,333 --> 00:00:14,198 If it's really that important to you, 9 00:00:14,233 --> 00:00:16,000 we can talk about it when I get back, okay? 10 00:00:16,033 --> 00:00:17,098 Never mind. 11 00:00:17,133 --> 00:00:19,165 Put her there, partner. 12 00:00:19,199 --> 00:00:21,000 - Is that a Unit coin? - Yeah. 13 00:00:21,499 --> 00:00:22,932 Jeremy Sherwood gave it to me. 14 00:00:22,966 --> 00:00:26,432 (Man) Specialist Sherwood's personal effects have arrived from Afghanistan. 15 00:00:26,966 --> 00:00:28,732 (Denise) Personal effects? 16 00:00:28,766 --> 00:00:31,232 Claudia Joy, it's Frank. Is Denise with you? 17 00:00:32,266 --> 00:00:34,798 - No. Why? - She's gone. 18 00:00:34,833 --> 00:00:35,765 How did you find me? 19 00:00:35,833 --> 00:00:38,165 I remembered how much you loved this place. 20 00:00:38,699 --> 00:00:41,399 I'm not going back, Claudia Joy. I can't. 21 00:00:48,433 --> 00:00:49,932 (Denise) You shouldn't have come. 22 00:00:50,766 --> 00:00:51,999 (Sighs) Frank called. 23 00:00:52,333 --> 00:00:54,332 He's worried about you. We both are. 24 00:00:54,366 --> 00:00:56,532 - Well, I left a note. - You did? 25 00:00:56,566 --> 00:00:57,498 Of course. 26 00:00:57,500 --> 00:00:59,798 You sure? He didn't find it. 27 00:00:59,833 --> 00:01:01,198 Yes, I'm sure. 28 00:01:02,233 --> 00:01:03,098 Where did you leave it, Denise? 29 00:01:03,099 --> 00:01:06,399 On the counter. 30 00:01:06,433 --> 00:01:08,698 (Snap clicks) 31 00:01:12,866 --> 00:01:14,232 (Rustles paper) 32 00:01:14,266 --> 00:01:16,365 I was gonna put it on the counter. 33 00:01:16,400 --> 00:01:17,399 (Sighs) 34 00:01:17,400 --> 00:01:21,098 I got my things together, and Molly started crying. 35 00:01:22,133 --> 00:01:25,232 Well, you've had a lot on your mind. 36 00:01:25,266 --> 00:01:27,365 Tell Frank I'm okay. 37 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:29,020 - Why don't you tell him? - No. 38 00:01:30,033 --> 00:01:32,000 - Denise... - I cant! 39 00:01:32,266 --> 00:01:34,265 Everything reminds me of Jeremy... 40 00:01:34,299 --> 00:01:36,832 Frank, the house, even you. 41 00:01:37,366 --> 00:01:38,332 I understand. 42 00:01:38,366 --> 00:01:40,265 I don't want your understanding. 43 00:01:40,299 --> 00:01:44,032 I don't want anything. I want to be left alone. 44 00:01:44,066 --> 00:01:46,065 (Molly crying) 45 00:01:46,099 --> 00:01:48,050 (Sighs, lowered voice) 46 00:01:48,099 --> 00:01:49,765 Please. Go. 47 00:01:49,799 --> 00:01:52,698 (Crying continues) 48 00:01:53,366 --> 00:01:59,399 Sync & corrections by Alice www.addic7ed.com 49 00:02:00,366 --> 00:02:02,365 (Frank) So she's at Oceanvale? 50 00:02:02,400 --> 00:02:05,732 Yes, and Denise and Molly are both fine. 51 00:02:06,766 --> 00:02:08,065 She meant to leave you a note. 52 00:02:08,099 --> 00:02:10,465 - All right. I'll be right there. - Frank, I don't think 53 00:02:10,466 --> 00:02:12,765 that's a good idea, at least not tonight. 54 00:02:12,766 --> 00:02:14,165 Why not? 55 00:02:14,199 --> 00:02:15,899 She's angry. 56 00:02:15,933 --> 00:02:17,932 She's angry at me? 57 00:02:18,466 --> 00:02:19,232 Well... 58 00:02:20,266 --> 00:02:21,632 She's angry at everything. 59 00:02:22,166 --> 00:02:24,165 She needs some time to sort things through. 60 00:02:24,699 --> 00:02:26,265 Well, how much time? When's she coming home? 61 00:02:26,799 --> 00:02:28,765 I don't know. I will stay with her. 62 00:02:28,799 --> 00:02:31,732 - I won't leave her alone, Frank. - Will you let me talk to her? 63 00:02:32,766 --> 00:02:34,265 She's with the baby. 64 00:02:34,299 --> 00:02:35,432 She doesn't want to talk to anybody right now. 65 00:02:36,466 --> 00:02:38,165 So she meant to leave me a note? 66 00:02:38,199 --> 00:02:39,899 Yeah. I-I saw it. 67 00:02:39,933 --> 00:02:43,298 It was in her purse, so she didn't want you to worry. 68 00:02:43,833 --> 00:02:45,198 You're sure I shouldn't be there? 69 00:02:46,233 --> 00:02:47,365 I know it's hard, Frank, 70 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:49,932 but I... I-I do think it's for the best. 71 00:02:49,966 --> 00:02:51,865 I'll call you in the morning 72 00:02:51,900 --> 00:02:53,700 and let you know everything's all right. 73 00:02:53,734 --> 00:02:56,302 Okay. Okay. Thank you. 74 00:02:56,337 --> 00:02:58,505 All right. Good night, Frank. 75 00:02:58,539 --> 00:02:59,873 Good night. 76 00:02:59,907 --> 00:03:01,708 (Beeps) 77 00:03:01,742 --> 00:03:04,811 (Beeps) 78 00:03:06,845 --> 00:03:10,548 (Inhales and exhales deeply) 79 00:03:21,293 --> 00:03:22,461 (Cooing) 80 00:03:22,995 --> 00:03:25,431 (Sighs) You called Frank? 81 00:03:25,465 --> 00:03:29,401 I did. And I told him not to come tonight. 82 00:03:29,436 --> 00:03:33,105 (Sighs) Thank you. 83 00:03:34,139 --> 00:03:35,941 I don't think you should be alone right now. 84 00:03:36,975 --> 00:03:38,043 I'm not gonna do anything. 85 00:03:38,078 --> 00:03:39,645 I know. 86 00:03:40,179 --> 00:03:43,015 Still, I thought I'd sleep on the sofa. 87 00:03:43,049 --> 00:03:45,417 (Molly coos) 88 00:03:45,452 --> 00:03:47,352 Suit yourself. 89 00:03:47,387 --> 00:03:49,354 Okay. 90 00:03:49,389 --> 00:03:50,656 Good night. 91 00:03:50,690 --> 00:03:53,792 (Molly babbling) 92 00:03:57,831 --> 00:04:01,700 (Indistinct conversations) 93 00:04:01,734 --> 00:04:03,502 (Knock on door) 94 00:04:04,536 --> 00:04:07,438 - Morning. - Morning. 95 00:04:07,473 --> 00:04:09,908 - Hey. - (Chuckles) 96 00:04:09,943 --> 00:04:11,477 Guys... 97 00:04:11,511 --> 00:04:13,912 Your dad's here to take you to school. 98 00:04:13,947 --> 00:04:17,015 You know what? I got an idea. How about I drop the kids off 99 00:04:17,050 --> 00:04:19,518 and come back here in 20 minutes? 100 00:04:19,552 --> 00:04:22,788 Um, well, I'll be on my way to work, 101 00:04:22,822 --> 00:04:25,524 but I'm off at 4:00, and Katie has ballet, 102 00:04:25,558 --> 00:04:28,427 - and Lucas has soccer. - Oh, I got a weapons Seminar. 103 00:04:28,461 --> 00:04:31,630 - When does that end? - 7:00. What are you doing then? 104 00:04:31,664 --> 00:04:34,633 - Parent-Teacher conference. - I could meet you in the Coatroom. 105 00:04:34,667 --> 00:04:36,335 Yes, please. 106 00:04:38,404 --> 00:04:41,440 Oh, Chase. What are we gonna do about this? 107 00:04:41,474 --> 00:04:42,410 This is driving me nuts. 108 00:04:42,420 --> 00:04:44,010 Well, how about you let me take you down to the courthouse 109 00:04:45,011 --> 00:04:46,779 and make an honest woman of you again? 110 00:04:46,780 --> 00:04:47,579 An honest woman, huh? 111 00:04:47,614 --> 00:04:49,515 (Chuckles) 112 00:04:49,549 --> 00:04:52,017 I don't even know when we'd find time to get to the courthouse. 113 00:04:52,051 --> 00:04:54,620 Plus, I-I think it's too soon, don't you think, 114 00:04:54,654 --> 00:04:56,021 with Jeremy and all? 115 00:04:56,055 --> 00:04:58,824 Yeah, I do, unfortunately. 116 00:04:58,858 --> 00:05:00,826 So I'll see you in the Coatroom? 117 00:05:00,860 --> 00:05:03,529 Mm-hmm. 118 00:05:03,563 --> 00:05:05,964 It's crazy. I am spending less time with Chase 119 00:05:05,999 --> 00:05:09,034 than I did before we got back together, and we're paying 120 00:05:09,068 --> 00:05:11,036 for two apartments, which is totally nuts. 121 00:05:11,070 --> 00:05:13,572 Well, it won't be much longer, right? 122 00:05:13,606 --> 00:05:16,975 Soon as you're remarried, you'll be back on Post in a nice house. 123 00:05:17,010 --> 00:05:18,877 Thank God. You wouldn't believe 124 00:05:18,912 --> 00:05:22,447 how hard it's been to find time and space to... you know. 125 00:05:22,482 --> 00:05:25,350 Yeah. I know. And that's all I can think about lately. 126 00:05:25,385 --> 00:05:28,654 It's like I'm having some weird teenage flashback. 127 00:05:28,688 --> 00:05:30,289 And this is bad why? 128 00:05:30,323 --> 00:05:33,625 Because I have a job to do and kids to raise, 129 00:05:33,660 --> 00:05:37,829 and I can only fool around with my "fiance" once a week. 130 00:05:37,864 --> 00:05:39,831 Hey, it's more than I'm getting. 131 00:05:39,866 --> 00:05:41,567 I know. Bye. 132 00:05:41,601 --> 00:05:43,468 Bye. 133 00:05:45,772 --> 00:05:49,007 (Rustles paper) 134 00:05:49,042 --> 00:05:50,576 Morning. 135 00:05:50,610 --> 00:05:53,045 The, uh, fridge was empty, so I picked up 136 00:05:53,079 --> 00:05:55,681 a few things at that little market down the street. 137 00:05:55,715 --> 00:05:57,649 Mm. Yeah, I'm not hungry. 138 00:05:57,684 --> 00:05:59,418 Oh, you need to eat something. 139 00:05:59,452 --> 00:06:01,186 Well, maybe later. 140 00:06:01,221 --> 00:06:03,755 Molly depends on you for nourishment. 141 00:06:03,790 --> 00:06:05,991 Molly is fine. 142 00:06:06,025 --> 00:06:09,127 She is... And you need your strength... 143 00:06:09,162 --> 00:06:13,031 (Sighs) And exercise. Uh, let's go for a walk. 144 00:06:13,566 --> 00:06:15,500 Getting out will make you feel better. 145 00:06:15,535 --> 00:06:18,337 Really? Is that how you got over Amanda's death, 146 00:06:19,371 --> 00:06:21,773 a hearty breakfast and long walks? 147 00:06:22,808 --> 00:06:24,176 That's not fair. 148 00:06:24,210 --> 00:06:26,712 So what's fair about any of this? 149 00:06:26,746 --> 00:06:30,515 What's fair about my son being dead, or your daughter? 150 00:06:30,550 --> 00:06:33,385 Does a day go by that you don't think about Amanda? 151 00:06:33,419 --> 00:06:36,121 And when you think of her, does it feel like 152 00:06:36,155 --> 00:06:38,824 your heart is being ripped right out of your chest? 153 00:06:38,858 --> 00:06:40,859 (Voice breaking) So how can you stand there 154 00:06:40,893 --> 00:06:43,428 and tell me that anything will help? 155 00:06:46,498 --> 00:06:47,497 I'm, uh... 156 00:06:47,498 --> 00:06:49,735 I think I'll take that walk myself. 157 00:06:55,775 --> 00:06:57,242 (Door closes) 158 00:06:57,277 --> 00:07:00,345 ♪ 159 00:07:00,380 --> 00:07:03,415 (indistinct conversations and laughter) 160 00:07:03,449 --> 00:07:06,918 (Man) - Over here! - Ready? Get it. 161 00:07:06,953 --> 00:07:08,687 Spike it! 162 00:07:08,721 --> 00:07:11,156 (Woman) Yes! 163 00:07:11,190 --> 00:07:13,125 (People laughing) 164 00:07:13,159 --> 00:07:14,960 (Man) Get it over! Over! 165 00:07:16,963 --> 00:07:21,466 (Laugh echoes) 166 00:07:23,770 --> 00:07:25,103 (Laughs) 167 00:07:25,138 --> 00:07:27,072 (Laughs) 168 00:07:30,976 --> 00:07:32,810 (Denise) Claudia Joy? 169 00:07:34,846 --> 00:07:36,714 I'm sorry. 170 00:07:36,748 --> 00:07:38,182 (Sighs) 171 00:07:38,216 --> 00:07:40,418 I shouldn't have snapped at you, I... 172 00:07:40,452 --> 00:07:43,487 I shouldn't have said those things. 173 00:07:47,159 --> 00:07:50,028 Claudia Joy? 174 00:07:50,162 --> 00:07:51,830 Are you okay? 175 00:07:51,864 --> 00:07:55,833 I'm fine. Mm-hmm. 176 00:07:55,867 --> 00:07:58,269 May I join you? 177 00:07:58,303 --> 00:08:01,806 Of course. 178 00:08:03,840 --> 00:08:05,076 (Indistinct conversations) 179 00:08:57,923 --> 00:08:59,558 (Sighs) 180 00:08:59,592 --> 00:09:02,994 I brought the girls here once for spring break. 181 00:09:03,028 --> 00:09:06,063 Michael was away, and, uh... 182 00:09:06,097 --> 00:09:09,034 I thought it'd be fun, just the three of us. 183 00:09:10,469 --> 00:09:13,000 I remember Amanda got cotton candy stuck in her hair. 184 00:09:14,973 --> 00:09:16,275 It's true, what they say, isn't it? 185 00:09:16,276 --> 00:09:17,277 What's that? 186 00:09:18,311 --> 00:09:22,247 Parents aren't supposed to bury their children. 187 00:09:22,281 --> 00:09:25,583 How do you do it? How do you get out of bed every day? 188 00:09:25,618 --> 00:09:26,618 (Sighs) 189 00:09:26,619 --> 00:09:28,086 You just do. 190 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:32,323 (Sighs) I'm not as strong as you, Claudia Joy. 191 00:09:34,060 --> 00:09:36,995 You find the strength you need. 192 00:09:38,397 --> 00:09:41,132 And if you can't? 193 00:09:41,667 --> 00:09:43,401 You just, uh... 194 00:09:43,936 --> 00:09:46,938 You hang on until you can. 195 00:09:46,972 --> 00:09:50,208 You think of all the things you have to live for... 196 00:09:52,011 --> 00:09:54,112 And you just hang on. 197 00:09:59,484 --> 00:10:00,452 I'm getting a little chill. 198 00:10:00,486 --> 00:10:02,887 Yeah, we should head back. 199 00:10:05,658 --> 00:10:07,392 I was walking downtown the other day 200 00:10:07,427 --> 00:10:11,163 and I heard this car backfire. I started to drop, 201 00:10:11,197 --> 00:10:14,166 but then I stayed cool, got ahold of myself, 202 00:10:14,200 --> 00:10:16,068 remembered everything you told me. 203 00:10:16,102 --> 00:10:18,470 That's terrific. 204 00:10:18,504 --> 00:10:21,540 Um, Tom, we gotta stop. 205 00:10:22,574 --> 00:10:24,570 So what do you think, Doc? 206 00:10:24,574 --> 00:10:25,577 About what? 207 00:10:25,612 --> 00:10:28,981 I'm ready, right? I mean, I'm sleeping through the night, mostly. 208 00:10:29,015 --> 00:10:32,010 Hardly any nightmares. I'm real centered, you know? 209 00:10:32,015 --> 00:10:33,118 That sounds great. 210 00:10:34,152 --> 00:10:35,554 So you'll sign my release? 211 00:10:35,588 --> 00:10:37,656 I don't think we're quite there yet. 212 00:10:37,690 --> 00:10:40,525 - My leg's healed. I'm good to go. - I'm glad you feel that way, tom, 213 00:10:40,560 --> 00:10:43,528 but in my judgment, we still have some work to do. 214 00:10:43,563 --> 00:10:46,031 Doc, the guys in my Unit are counting on me. 215 00:10:46,065 --> 00:10:48,934 I understand that, too, but they need you at 100%. 216 00:10:48,968 --> 00:10:51,436 I'll see you next time. 217 00:10:55,041 --> 00:10:57,809 (Footsteps recede, door slides open) 218 00:10:57,844 --> 00:10:59,945 (Danielia Cotton) ♪ I'm gonna let it ride ♪ 219 00:10:59,979 --> 00:11:01,446 ♪ gonna let it ride ♪ 220 00:11:01,481 --> 00:11:03,115 (indistinct conversations) 221 00:11:04,149 --> 00:11:05,950 Hey. 222 00:11:05,984 --> 00:11:08,085 Hey. Do you need lunch? 223 00:11:08,120 --> 00:11:10,688 No, thanks. Not hungry. 224 00:11:10,722 --> 00:11:14,026 Listen, have you talked to Denise at all? 225 00:11:14,060 --> 00:11:16,150 Tried. Her phone goes straight to voice mail. 226 00:11:16,160 --> 00:11:18,663 Yeah, me, too. What is all this? 227 00:11:18,670 --> 00:11:20,699 Uh, financial documents. 228 00:11:20,733 --> 00:11:23,235 I'm meeting with the bank today about my loan. 229 00:11:23,769 --> 00:11:26,304 You would not believe the paperwork. 230 00:11:26,338 --> 00:11:28,330 So you are going through with the truck stop, huh? 231 00:11:28,338 --> 00:11:29,407 Looks that way. 232 00:11:29,441 --> 00:11:32,610 Wow. Try to contain your excitement. 233 00:11:33,645 --> 00:11:34,979 (Laughs) Trevor doesn't like it. 234 00:11:35,014 --> 00:11:37,949 Forget the fact that I turned the Hump Bar around, 235 00:11:37,983 --> 00:11:39,684 and this is a great opportunity. 236 00:11:39,718 --> 00:11:44,055 The thing is, I can't really tell him why I'm doing it. 237 00:11:44,089 --> 00:11:46,224 Well, why are you doing it? 238 00:11:46,258 --> 00:11:51,329 Look out for myself, look out for the boys if... 239 00:11:51,363 --> 00:11:53,464 You know. 240 00:11:53,499 --> 00:11:56,701 Roxy, he's coming back. 241 00:11:56,735 --> 00:11:58,403 You don't know that. 242 00:11:58,437 --> 00:12:01,406 Nobody knows that. 243 00:12:01,440 --> 00:12:05,877 ♪ And I just can't stand in the door ♪ 244 00:12:08,080 --> 00:12:09,347 (knocks on doorjamb) 245 00:12:09,381 --> 00:12:11,282 Yeah. 246 00:12:11,317 --> 00:12:13,952 Hi. I was on my way back 247 00:12:13,986 --> 00:12:16,387 from a city council meeting on post expansion, 248 00:12:16,422 --> 00:12:19,257 and thought I'd drop in on you and Sara Elizabeth. 249 00:12:19,291 --> 00:12:21,259 Um... 250 00:12:21,293 --> 00:12:23,628 Can I get you something? Coffee? Water? 251 00:12:23,662 --> 00:12:26,364 No, I'm good. 252 00:12:30,069 --> 00:12:33,371 Roland, I spoke with captain Reynolds this morning. 253 00:12:33,405 --> 00:12:35,039 Okay. 254 00:12:37,042 --> 00:12:39,110 You're treating two of his men. 255 00:12:39,144 --> 00:12:41,980 He thinks they should have been released for active duty by now. 256 00:12:42,014 --> 00:12:44,449 Well, what he thinks is not my concern. 257 00:12:44,483 --> 00:12:47,518 Furthermore, you know I can't discuss it. 258 00:12:47,553 --> 00:12:49,320 You know, it's inappropriate 259 00:12:49,355 --> 00:12:52,123 for you to intervene about my patients. 260 00:12:52,157 --> 00:12:54,626 I'm not here about your patients. 261 00:12:54,660 --> 00:12:56,895 I'm here about their doctor. 262 00:13:00,132 --> 00:13:02,066 What's that supposed to mean? 263 00:13:02,101 --> 00:13:04,068 Roland, you have not been yourself 264 00:13:04,103 --> 00:13:06,337 since Jeremy Sherwood was killed. 265 00:13:06,372 --> 00:13:09,107 You're not sleeping, you've been crying, 266 00:13:09,141 --> 00:13:11,542 you won't talk about it... 267 00:13:11,577 --> 00:13:13,912 In fact, I think you're hiding from it. 268 00:13:13,946 --> 00:13:16,547 So what, now you have a doctorate in psychiatry? 269 00:13:16,582 --> 00:13:18,149 (Chuckles) No. 270 00:13:18,183 --> 00:13:20,185 But I do think 12 years of marriage 271 00:13:20,186 --> 00:13:23,621 gives me a certain license to express my concern... 272 00:13:24,156 --> 00:13:26,557 Especially when I see my husband's in pain. 273 00:13:29,194 --> 00:13:32,796 I think that you feel guilty that you released Jeremy for active duty... 274 00:13:32,800 --> 00:13:34,799 and now you won't release anyone else. 275 00:13:34,833 --> 00:13:35,702 We are not having this conversation... 276 00:13:35,710 --> 00:13:37,702 - We are having this conversation... - This is totally unprofessional... 277 00:13:37,736 --> 00:13:40,238 - I'm worried about you... - Don't be. Okay? 278 00:13:40,272 --> 00:13:43,174 - I'm fine. - What about the soldiers? 279 00:13:44,608 --> 00:13:46,377 You're not helping them if you're holding them back 280 00:13:46,412 --> 00:13:48,379 from what they've been trained to do, 281 00:13:48,414 --> 00:13:52,150 what they want to do, which is to fight. 282 00:13:52,184 --> 00:13:54,218 Soldiers fight, 283 00:13:54,253 --> 00:13:56,220 and sometimes they die. 284 00:13:56,255 --> 00:13:58,690 - Hey, thanks for that. - Will you... listen to me... 285 00:13:58,724 --> 00:14:00,792 No! you listen to me, Joan. 286 00:14:00,826 --> 00:14:03,261 I don't tell you how to run your Post, 287 00:14:03,295 --> 00:14:07,632 so you don't tell me how to run my practice. Okay? 288 00:14:07,666 --> 00:14:09,434 See you at home. 289 00:14:14,506 --> 00:14:17,342 (Gulls crying) 290 00:14:24,083 --> 00:14:26,584 I had to come, D. I tried calling, but... 291 00:14:26,618 --> 00:14:28,720 My phone's off. 292 00:14:28,754 --> 00:14:31,489 What's going on, D? Huh? 293 00:14:31,523 --> 00:14:33,524 Why'd you leave like that? 294 00:14:33,559 --> 00:14:35,460 I had to get away. 295 00:14:35,994 --> 00:14:38,529 - For how long? - I don't know. 296 00:14:38,564 --> 00:14:39,563 Well, don't you think we could have talked about it first? 297 00:14:39,564 --> 00:14:43,635 - What is there to talk about? - What is there to talk about? 298 00:14:43,669 --> 00:14:45,370 You're not the only one going through this. 299 00:14:45,404 --> 00:14:49,274 He was my son, too. 300 00:14:49,308 --> 00:14:51,877 - You don't think I'm hurting? - (Sighs) 301 00:14:51,911 --> 00:14:54,613 You don't think there are times when I'd like to run away? 302 00:14:54,647 --> 00:14:57,000 You are running away. You're going back to Afghanistan. 303 00:14:57,005 --> 00:14:58,817 No, I am redeploying as ordered! 304 00:14:58,851 --> 00:15:01,753 - You had a choice. - We talked about this, did we not? 305 00:15:01,787 --> 00:15:03,788 I asked, "are you okay with redeployment?" 306 00:15:03,823 --> 00:15:06,658 - You said yes. - As if I could stop you? 307 00:15:06,692 --> 00:15:09,294 - All you had to say was no. - It's what you want! 308 00:15:09,328 --> 00:15:10,430 It's my duty! 309 00:15:10,440 --> 00:15:12,230 It's the easy way out, Frank. And you know it! 310 00:15:12,235 --> 00:15:13,233 Easy?? 311 00:15:13,235 --> 00:15:14,733 You want to get back there 312 00:15:14,735 --> 00:15:16,770 so you can lose yourself in that damn war. 313 00:15:16,780 --> 00:15:17,470 Is that what you think? 314 00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:20,472 It's the truth... That's what men do. 315 00:15:20,506 --> 00:15:22,474 You leave and let the women stay behind 316 00:15:22,508 --> 00:15:24,810 to bury the dead and care for the rest. 317 00:15:24,845 --> 00:15:29,114 If you think this is easy, you don't know me at all! 318 00:15:37,032 --> 00:15:40,734 (Gulls crying) 319 00:15:40,769 --> 00:15:43,671 (Indistinct conversations) 320 00:15:55,216 --> 00:15:56,750 Amanda? 321 00:15:58,219 --> 00:16:01,822 (Indistinct conversations continue) 322 00:16:10,674 --> 00:16:12,642 Amanda. 323 00:16:12,676 --> 00:16:14,377 Amanda! 324 00:16:16,496 --> 00:16:20,199 I'm sorry. I-I thought you were someone... 325 00:16:38,952 --> 00:16:42,388 (Indistinct conversations) 326 00:16:43,724 --> 00:16:46,475 Hey, Roland. Looks like you had a good one. 327 00:16:46,477 --> 00:16:47,677 Yeah. (Pants) 328 00:16:48,511 --> 00:16:49,779 How you doing, Frank? 329 00:16:50,063 --> 00:16:51,966 Ah, you know, one foot in front of the other. 330 00:16:53,000 --> 00:16:55,169 Denise? (Panting) 331 00:16:56,703 --> 00:17:01,073 Well, uh, tell her I'll be by to see her soon, will you? 332 00:17:01,108 --> 00:17:02,942 I will. I will. 333 00:17:04,645 --> 00:17:06,379 Roland. 334 00:17:09,815 --> 00:17:13,019 Denise and I are both very thankful for what you did for Jeremy. 335 00:17:13,553 --> 00:17:15,755 You know, I... 336 00:17:15,789 --> 00:17:20,760 I know I-I made some mistakes with the boy growing up. 337 00:17:20,794 --> 00:17:23,963 I think he enlisted to prove something to me, you know? 338 00:17:23,997 --> 00:17:27,533 Maybe... The... the first time. 339 00:17:27,567 --> 00:17:31,070 Yeah. Yeah, that first tour, man, that was tough on him. 340 00:17:31,104 --> 00:17:35,975 Him... his buddy getting killed like that. 341 00:17:36,009 --> 00:17:38,844 I just didn't see how bad he was hurting 342 00:17:38,879 --> 00:17:40,579 when he got home. 343 00:17:43,516 --> 00:17:45,551 We almost lost him then, and I think we would have 344 00:17:45,585 --> 00:17:47,186 if it hadn't have been for you. 345 00:17:47,187 --> 00:17:48,522 I was just doing my job, Frank. 346 00:17:48,523 --> 00:17:50,000 No. No, you went above and beyond, 347 00:17:50,758 --> 00:17:53,226 'Cause that second tour, he was a different man. 348 00:17:53,261 --> 00:17:55,862 He was proud, he was confident, and you did that. 349 00:17:55,897 --> 00:17:57,230 He did all the work. 350 00:17:58,265 --> 00:18:02,935 Well, I will always treasure that... 351 00:18:02,969 --> 00:18:04,537 you know, that... that... 352 00:18:04,571 --> 00:18:08,174 that... that time that we had together in Afghanistan. 353 00:18:14,548 --> 00:18:17,917 I got to know my son. 354 00:18:17,951 --> 00:18:20,886 And even though it was only for a little while, 355 00:18:20,921 --> 00:18:23,322 I am very grateful. 356 00:18:30,764 --> 00:18:34,500 (Engine turns over) 357 00:18:34,534 --> 00:18:37,269 (Helicopter blades whirring) 358 00:18:37,304 --> 00:18:40,206 Did I catch you at a bad time? I had a few minutes. 359 00:18:40,240 --> 00:18:42,074 I'm so glad it's you, Michael. 360 00:18:42,109 --> 00:18:43,776 Why? What's the matter? 361 00:18:43,810 --> 00:18:47,813 I'm, uh, with Denise at Oceanvale. 362 00:18:47,848 --> 00:18:50,583 She came out here to get away, and... 363 00:18:50,617 --> 00:18:51,884 She's confused. 364 00:18:51,918 --> 00:18:53,119 And? 365 00:18:53,153 --> 00:18:54,920 Well, it's upsetting. 366 00:18:54,955 --> 00:18:58,724 Twice now, I, um... 367 00:18:58,759 --> 00:19:00,693 I thought I saw Amanda. 368 00:19:00,727 --> 00:19:02,828 I know how that sounds, Michael. 369 00:19:02,863 --> 00:19:07,233 I know it's impossible, but it was... it was so real. 370 00:19:07,267 --> 00:19:09,535 I even followed her. 371 00:19:09,569 --> 00:19:12,138 Where are you now? Can you get home? 372 00:19:12,172 --> 00:19:14,106 I'm okay. 373 00:19:14,141 --> 00:19:16,575 No, you're not okay. 374 00:19:16,610 --> 00:19:18,577 I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said anything. 375 00:19:18,612 --> 00:19:22,148 - I-I don't want to worry you. - Well, I am worried. 376 00:19:22,182 --> 00:19:24,250 I don't know what's happening. 377 00:19:24,284 --> 00:19:26,585 You're tired, and you're upset, 378 00:19:26,620 --> 00:19:29,121 and being around Denise is getting to you. 379 00:19:29,156 --> 00:19:33,726 You need to go home and get some rest. 380 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:37,163 (Voice breaks) Michael, I can't do that. Denise needs me... 381 00:19:37,197 --> 00:19:39,098 Claudia Joy, listen to yourself. 382 00:19:39,132 --> 00:19:42,701 You are in no position to help Denise right now. 383 00:19:44,337 --> 00:19:46,872 (Sighs) Yeah, I know. You're right. 384 00:19:46,907 --> 00:19:48,908 It's stress, that's all. 385 00:19:48,942 --> 00:19:52,178 You'll feel better once you get a good night's sleep. 386 00:19:52,212 --> 00:19:53,879 I know you will. 387 00:19:53,914 --> 00:19:56,816 Okay. 388 00:19:56,850 --> 00:20:00,553 I wish you were here. (Exhales) 389 00:20:00,587 --> 00:20:03,155 (Shady) Now that's not what I call a happy face. 390 00:20:03,190 --> 00:20:05,991 Bank only approved half my loan. 391 00:20:06,026 --> 00:20:07,827 Half? 392 00:20:07,861 --> 00:20:10,596 I thought it was all set, then upper management stepped in, 393 00:20:10,630 --> 00:20:12,765 wouldn't approve the full amount. 394 00:20:12,799 --> 00:20:15,901 Why not? The Hump's worth a lot more than you're asking for. 395 00:20:15,936 --> 00:20:18,604 They say they already own a mess of properties, 396 00:20:18,638 --> 00:20:21,006 and they don't want to add a bar and truck stop. 397 00:20:21,041 --> 00:20:22,908 How about we find some more investors? 398 00:20:22,943 --> 00:20:25,978 I told you when we started, there's not many people I trust. 399 00:20:26,012 --> 00:20:29,248 It's either you and me, or it's nothing at all. 400 00:20:29,282 --> 00:20:33,152 Okay. Well, um, then we'll just take the loan, 401 00:20:33,186 --> 00:20:35,287 and we'll build for less. 402 00:20:35,322 --> 00:20:38,257 I may be a dreamer, Roxy, but I'm no fool. 403 00:20:38,291 --> 00:20:41,293 I mean, starting a construction project underfunded... 404 00:20:41,328 --> 00:20:44,597 I just can't afford to lose my retirement. 405 00:20:44,631 --> 00:20:47,733 I mean, can you afford to lose the Hump Bar? 406 00:20:47,767 --> 00:20:49,235 So that's it? 407 00:20:49,269 --> 00:20:53,272 Gotta know when to hold 'em, and know when to fold 'em. 408 00:20:53,306 --> 00:20:56,041 ♪ 409 00:20:56,076 --> 00:20:59,278 it's been nice dreaming with you, missy. 410 00:20:59,312 --> 00:21:02,348 ♪ 411 00:21:11,958 --> 00:21:13,626 You leaving? 412 00:21:13,660 --> 00:21:16,962 Yeah, I have to get back, you know, work, FRG. 413 00:21:16,997 --> 00:21:19,265 Of course. 414 00:21:19,299 --> 00:21:23,135 Besides, I'm just getting in your way here. 415 00:21:23,169 --> 00:21:25,037 How'd it go with Frank? 416 00:21:26,071 --> 00:21:27,806 Not so good. 417 00:21:27,841 --> 00:21:29,141 Mm. 418 00:21:29,175 --> 00:21:31,911 I'm just a phone call away. 419 00:21:31,945 --> 00:21:33,846 Thank you. 420 00:21:37,984 --> 00:21:39,718 Denise... 421 00:21:39,753 --> 00:21:43,088 If being here by yourself really helps, then stay, 422 00:21:43,123 --> 00:21:46,125 but if not, you have a husband who needs you. 423 00:21:46,159 --> 00:21:49,395 You have a family to take care of. 424 00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:56,869 (Kisses) 425 00:22:14,354 --> 00:22:15,822 Oh. Hey, let me get that. 426 00:22:15,856 --> 00:22:18,725 No, I got her. 427 00:22:23,063 --> 00:22:23,797 You staying? 428 00:22:23,798 --> 00:22:24,800 Yeah. 429 00:22:25,798 --> 00:22:28,000 It wasn't any easier being there than it is here. 430 00:22:29,803 --> 00:22:31,004 Besides, you'll be deploying soon. 431 00:22:32,738 --> 00:22:35,641 No. No, I'm not going. 432 00:22:35,675 --> 00:22:38,044 You didn't have to do that for me. 433 00:22:38,050 --> 00:22:40,946 I didn't. My orders changed. 434 00:22:41,981 --> 00:22:44,282 Word is the Division might be coming back sooner than expected. 435 00:22:44,285 --> 00:22:45,819 They want me here to help coordinate. 436 00:22:46,053 --> 00:22:48,221 I'm sorry to hear that. I know you wanted to go. 437 00:22:48,255 --> 00:22:50,290 Yeah, well, I guess it doesn't matter 438 00:22:50,324 --> 00:22:53,693 a whole hell of a lot what I wanted, does it? 439 00:22:53,728 --> 00:22:56,930 There's some, uh, some food, if you're hungry. 440 00:22:56,964 --> 00:22:58,898 Uh, no, thanks. 441 00:22:59,933 --> 00:23:01,400 D. 442 00:23:05,005 --> 00:23:07,339 Maybe you were right, huh? 443 00:23:07,374 --> 00:23:10,109 Maybe I was trying to run away... 444 00:23:10,143 --> 00:23:13,479 But... well... 445 00:23:13,513 --> 00:23:16,615 Like it or not, we're both stuck here now. 446 00:23:23,490 --> 00:23:25,090 (Grunts) 447 00:23:29,704 --> 00:23:31,338 (Knock on door) 448 00:23:34,774 --> 00:23:36,508 - Hey, you. - Hey. 449 00:23:40,381 --> 00:23:42,515 Where are the kids? 450 00:23:43,549 --> 00:23:45,517 Oh, the kids... 451 00:23:45,551 --> 00:23:47,050 Yeah. 452 00:23:47,053 --> 00:23:49,010 Relax. They're at the movies with Peyton's family. 453 00:23:49,523 --> 00:23:51,891 And you're not there, because... 454 00:23:51,925 --> 00:23:53,559 Because I had other plans. 455 00:23:53,594 --> 00:23:55,094 Such as? 456 00:23:56,129 --> 00:23:58,497 Well, there's this girl I really wanted to see... 457 00:23:58,531 --> 00:23:59,532 Mm? 458 00:23:59,566 --> 00:24:02,902 And she is a whole lot prettier than any girl in the movies. 459 00:24:02,936 --> 00:24:04,570 Anyone I know? 460 00:24:05,105 --> 00:24:06,505 Maybe. 461 00:24:14,947 --> 00:24:17,415 (Both sigh) 462 00:24:17,449 --> 00:24:18,451 (Finn) And guess what. 463 00:24:19,186 --> 00:24:19,986 (Trevor) What? 464 00:24:20,021 --> 00:24:22,989 The museum has a skeleton of a crocodile that's 18 feet long. 465 00:24:24,024 --> 00:24:27,126 Wow. That sounds amazing, Bud. When do you go? 466 00:24:27,160 --> 00:24:28,661 Tomorrow. 467 00:24:28,695 --> 00:24:31,397 Well, you have fun with that, okay? 468 00:24:31,431 --> 00:24:34,099 I will. Want to talk to mom again? 469 00:24:34,134 --> 00:24:36,101 Sure. 470 00:24:36,136 --> 00:24:38,938 Thank you. 471 00:24:38,972 --> 00:24:42,408 He's been talking our ears off about that museum trip 472 00:24:42,442 --> 00:24:45,277 - for a week now. - Well, that's a good thing, right? 473 00:24:45,312 --> 00:24:46,579 So how you doing? 474 00:24:47,113 --> 00:24:48,147 Okay. 475 00:24:48,181 --> 00:24:50,516 What's going on with the truck stop? 476 00:24:50,550 --> 00:24:51,749 Nothing. 477 00:24:51,750 --> 00:24:54,920 Nothing? Last time we talked, it was full speed ahead. 478 00:24:54,955 --> 00:24:58,190 Well, that was before the bank cut my loan in half. 479 00:24:58,225 --> 00:24:59,292 Why did they do that? 480 00:24:59,327 --> 00:25:01,901 The economy. Money's still tight. 481 00:25:01,927 --> 00:25:03,162 Sorry, babe. 482 00:25:03,196 --> 00:25:06,332 But who knows? Maybe it was a blessing in disguise. 483 00:25:06,366 --> 00:25:08,167 What does that mean? 484 00:25:08,201 --> 00:25:09,469 Well, it means, what did this partner of yours know 485 00:25:09,503 --> 00:25:11,004 about building truck stops? 486 00:25:11,539 --> 00:25:14,941 Shady's driven trucks his entire life. He knows truck stops. 487 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:16,868 Okay, maybe, 488 00:25:16,902 --> 00:25:19,991 but all I know about this guy is that he asked my wife to put up 489 00:25:19,992 --> 00:25:22,000 25% of the money for a new business. 490 00:25:22,010 --> 00:25:23,674 I trust him, Trevor. 491 00:25:23,709 --> 00:25:25,176 Clearly, Roxy. 492 00:25:25,210 --> 00:25:27,945 And could you have done it? Yes. But was it really smart... 493 00:25:27,980 --> 00:25:30,581 putting our money in the hands of a stranger, 494 00:25:30,616 --> 00:25:33,684 - risking the Hump as collateral? - Are you saying I made a mistake? 495 00:25:33,719 --> 00:25:37,021 All I'm saying is, I'm glad we don't have to find out. 496 00:25:38,055 --> 00:25:39,757 Rox? 497 00:25:39,791 --> 00:25:42,093 Yeah, I heard you. 498 00:25:42,127 --> 00:25:44,128 Hey... when do you think 499 00:25:44,162 --> 00:25:47,698 we can get into a real house on Post again? 500 00:25:47,733 --> 00:25:50,868 Yeah... (Clears throat) About that... 501 00:25:51,903 --> 00:25:52,670 What? 502 00:25:52,704 --> 00:25:55,606 Well, I went to the housing office today. Apparently, 503 00:25:55,641 --> 00:25:58,075 another unit is transferring to Fort Marshall soon. 504 00:25:58,110 --> 00:25:59,744 Something about consolidation. 505 00:25:59,778 --> 00:26:01,212 So? 506 00:26:01,246 --> 00:26:03,881 So the waiting list for a house is six months. 507 00:26:03,916 --> 00:26:05,283 Six months? 508 00:26:05,317 --> 00:26:07,084 Or longer. 509 00:26:07,119 --> 00:26:08,819 And another thing. 510 00:26:08,854 --> 00:26:10,221 Oh, there's more? 511 00:26:10,255 --> 00:26:12,790 They're not even gonna put us on the list 512 00:26:12,824 --> 00:26:14,759 until we're married again. 513 00:26:15,793 --> 00:26:17,328 So what do we do in the meantime? 514 00:26:18,362 --> 00:26:20,231 Your place is bigger than mine. 515 00:26:22,265 --> 00:26:23,734 Barely. 516 00:26:24,769 --> 00:26:26,037 These walls are so thin 517 00:26:26,038 --> 00:26:29,273 you can practically hear people thinking, 518 00:26:29,308 --> 00:26:31,475 let alone... 519 00:26:35,178 --> 00:26:37,582 How long did you say before the kids come back? 520 00:26:38,616 --> 00:26:42,953 (Sara Bareilles' "Between the Lines" playing) 521 00:26:55,132 --> 00:26:57,801 ♪ Time ♪ 522 00:26:57,835 --> 00:27:01,671 ♪ to tell me the truth ♪ 523 00:27:01,706 --> 00:27:05,475 ♪ to burden your mouth for what you say ♪ 524 00:27:05,509 --> 00:27:09,279 ♪ no pieces of paper in the way ♪ 525 00:27:09,313 --> 00:27:13,049 ♪ 'cause I can't continue ♪ 526 00:27:13,084 --> 00:27:16,720 ♪ pretending to choose ♪ 527 00:27:16,754 --> 00:27:20,924 ♪ these opposite sides on which we fall ♪ 528 00:27:20,958 --> 00:27:25,128 ♪ the loving you laters if at all ♪ 529 00:27:25,162 --> 00:27:30,900 ♪ no right minds could wrong be ♪ 530 00:27:30,935 --> 00:27:33,703 ♪ this many times ♪ 531 00:27:35,339 --> 00:27:38,675 ♪ my memory is cruel ♪ 532 00:27:38,709 --> 00:27:42,779 ♪ I'm queen of attention to details ♪ 533 00:27:42,813 --> 00:27:46,216 ♪ defending intentions if he fails ♪ 534 00:27:46,250 --> 00:27:49,719 ♪ until now ♪ 535 00:27:49,754 --> 00:27:52,222 ♪ he told me her name ♪ 536 00:27:53,791 --> 00:27:56,960 ♪ it sounded familiar in a way ♪ 537 00:27:56,994 --> 00:27:58,828 ♪ that I could have sworn ♪ 538 00:27:58,863 --> 00:28:04,467 ♪ I'd heard him say it 10,000 times ♪ 539 00:28:04,502 --> 00:28:09,406 ♪ oh, if only I had been listening ♪ 540 00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:12,976 ♪ always be ♪ 541 00:28:13,010 --> 00:28:16,780 ♪ you and me ♪ 542 00:28:16,814 --> 00:28:20,984 ♪ always be ♪ 543 00:28:21,018 --> 00:28:24,087 ♪ I tell myself ♪ 544 00:28:24,121 --> 00:28:28,358 ♪ all the words he surely meant to say ♪ 545 00:28:28,392 --> 00:28:30,694 ♪ I'll talk until ♪ 546 00:28:30,728 --> 00:28:34,264 ♪ the conversation doesn't stay on ♪ 547 00:28:34,298 --> 00:28:38,468 ♪ wait for me ♪ 548 00:28:38,502 --> 00:28:42,405 ♪ I'm almost ready ♪ 549 00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:54,084 ♪ when he meant let go ♪ 550 00:28:54,118 --> 00:28:56,953 ♪ leave unsaid ♪ 551 00:28:56,987 --> 00:29:01,224 ♪ unspoken ♪ 552 00:29:01,258 --> 00:29:04,027 ♪ eyes wide shut ♪ 553 00:29:04,061 --> 00:29:08,531 ♪ unopened ♪ 554 00:29:08,566 --> 00:29:12,268 ♪ you and me ♪ 555 00:29:12,303 --> 00:29:17,040 ♪ always be ♪ 556 00:29:17,074 --> 00:29:19,876 ♪ you and me ♪ 557 00:29:19,910 --> 00:29:21,444 ♪ always ♪ 558 00:29:21,479 --> 00:29:26,416 ♪ between ♪ 559 00:29:26,450 --> 00:29:29,152 ♪ the lines ♪ 560 00:29:29,186 --> 00:29:33,389 ♪ between the lines ♪ 561 00:29:33,424 --> 00:29:38,027 ♪ between the lines ♪ 562 00:29:38,062 --> 00:29:41,131 ♪ mm ♪ 563 00:29:45,269 --> 00:29:47,237 (footsteps sound) 564 00:29:47,271 --> 00:29:50,273 (Objects rustling) 565 00:29:58,315 --> 00:30:01,384 (Rustling continues) 566 00:30:12,429 --> 00:30:14,130 What are you doing? 567 00:30:14,165 --> 00:30:16,199 Oh, putting stuff away. 568 00:30:18,235 --> 00:30:19,803 What are you doing?! 569 00:30:19,837 --> 00:30:22,205 - D, it's a tube of toothpaste. - It was his. 570 00:30:22,210 --> 00:30:25,108 What are you gonna do with it? 571 00:30:25,142 --> 00:30:27,076 (Sighs) Okay, don't. 572 00:30:27,111 --> 00:30:27,990 Come on, D... D! 573 00:30:27,991 --> 00:30:30,713 - You're not making sense! - No, just give it to... 574 00:30:40,090 --> 00:30:41,624 (rustles paper) 575 00:30:41,659 --> 00:30:43,226 (Inhales deeply) Well, open it. 576 00:30:44,529 --> 00:30:47,097 (Whispers) I can't. (Sighs) 577 00:30:47,132 --> 00:30:48,332 All right. 578 00:30:48,366 --> 00:30:50,334 (Rustles paper) 579 00:30:50,368 --> 00:30:52,603 (Exhales deeply) 580 00:30:55,373 --> 00:30:58,608 (Jeremy's voice) "Dear mom and dad, 581 00:30:58,643 --> 00:31:02,746 "if you're reading this, it means that I'm gone. 582 00:31:02,780 --> 00:31:06,350 "I hate to think of what you're going through right now. 583 00:31:06,384 --> 00:31:08,952 "I know how I felt when Rison died, 584 00:31:08,986 --> 00:31:11,955 "and this has got to be a thousand times worse. 585 00:31:11,989 --> 00:31:15,025 "But there are a few things i wanted you to know. 586 00:31:15,059 --> 00:31:19,996 "First... I love you both very much. 587 00:31:20,031 --> 00:31:23,633 "Please don't blame yourself for my choices. 588 00:31:23,668 --> 00:31:27,504 "Mom, I know how hard it was for you to let me reenlist, 589 00:31:27,538 --> 00:31:30,440 "but it was so important to me to have your blessing. 590 00:31:30,475 --> 00:31:32,909 "It meant you believed in me. 591 00:31:32,944 --> 00:31:34,611 "And always remember, 592 00:31:34,645 --> 00:31:37,013 "I was proud to be a soldier. 593 00:31:37,048 --> 00:31:39,516 "I put off writing this for a long time, 594 00:31:39,550 --> 00:31:42,119 "but two amazing things happened today... 595 00:31:42,153 --> 00:31:44,054 "Tanya agreed to marry me, 596 00:31:44,088 --> 00:31:46,056 "and Molly was born. 597 00:31:46,090 --> 00:31:48,392 "I hope you get to meet Tanya. 598 00:31:48,426 --> 00:31:51,027 "I know you'll love her like I do. 599 00:31:51,062 --> 00:31:53,663 "About Molly, promise me you'll give her 600 00:31:53,698 --> 00:31:56,833 "all the love and attention that you gave me, okay? 601 00:31:56,868 --> 00:31:58,869 "She deserves it, 602 00:31:58,903 --> 00:32:02,038 "every time that she laughs, I'll know, 603 00:32:02,073 --> 00:32:04,074 "because I'll be watching. 604 00:32:04,108 --> 00:32:06,710 "I love you all forever. 605 00:32:06,744 --> 00:32:08,445 Jeremy." 606 00:32:14,652 --> 00:32:17,921 (Sighs) 607 00:32:17,955 --> 00:32:20,957 (Sniffles) 608 00:32:23,694 --> 00:32:26,730 (Voice breaks) If I could trade places with him right now... 609 00:32:26,764 --> 00:32:29,199 (Voice breaking) Frank, don't even say that. (Sobs) 610 00:32:29,233 --> 00:32:32,235 (Crying) 611 00:32:32,270 --> 00:32:34,738 (Sniffles) Mm. I want him back, D. 612 00:32:34,772 --> 00:32:37,107 Ohh. 613 00:32:37,141 --> 00:32:39,709 We're gonna get through this, all right? 614 00:32:39,744 --> 00:32:40,977 (Sighs) We will. 615 00:32:41,512 --> 00:32:42,979 We will. 616 00:32:43,514 --> 00:32:45,649 (Sniffles) For Molly. 617 00:32:45,683 --> 00:32:46,850 (Chuckles) 618 00:32:46,884 --> 00:32:49,853 And for Jeremy. 619 00:32:55,950 --> 00:32:58,252 - We build it in stages. - What's this? 620 00:32:58,286 --> 00:33:01,255 Our new business plan. We start with six pumps instead of eight. 621 00:33:01,289 --> 00:33:03,590 We can always add more later if we've got the tank capacity, 622 00:33:03,625 --> 00:33:05,559 which we will, okay? 623 00:33:05,593 --> 00:33:08,762 - Okay. - Ditto for the laundry room and the maintenance shed. 624 00:33:08,796 --> 00:33:10,298 In the meantime, customers can use the Wash 'n' Dry 625 00:33:10,300 --> 00:33:11,730 for their dirty clothes 626 00:33:11,734 --> 00:33:14,235 and Gallardo's garage for mechanical problems. 627 00:33:14,270 --> 00:33:16,771 I talked to Tony, and he'll give us a 10% break on all referrals. 628 00:33:16,805 --> 00:33:19,807 - You with me? - When did you do all this? 629 00:33:19,842 --> 00:33:22,777 Last night. I couldn't sleep. 630 00:33:22,811 --> 00:33:24,746 Okay. Well, wait a minute, missy. 631 00:33:24,780 --> 00:33:27,548 How'd you get the contractor's fee so low? 632 00:33:27,583 --> 00:33:29,484 I mean, that's half my estimate. 633 00:33:29,518 --> 00:33:32,120 Well, for one thing, we're building less, 634 00:33:32,154 --> 00:33:34,789 - and for another, I've got a friend. - A friend? 635 00:33:34,823 --> 00:33:36,791 - A Contractor in Tuscaloosa. - And he's good? 636 00:33:36,825 --> 00:33:39,494 - He's real good. - And he'll do it for this price? 637 00:33:39,528 --> 00:33:43,197 I-I don't know. I haven't asked him yet, but I think he will. 638 00:33:43,232 --> 00:33:45,800 Well, what are we waiting for? Call him. 639 00:33:45,832 --> 00:33:46,530 Really? 640 00:33:46,535 --> 00:33:49,070 Hell, yeah. If he can get it done for this price... (Keypad beeping) 641 00:33:49,104 --> 00:33:51,172 We got ourselves a truck stop. 642 00:33:51,206 --> 00:33:52,540 Okay. 643 00:33:53,574 --> 00:33:54,475 Hey, Whit. It's me. 644 00:33:55,510 --> 00:33:56,878 Uh, yeah, yeah, everything's fine. 645 00:33:57,912 --> 00:34:00,580 Hey, um, this is gonna sound crazy but... 646 00:34:00,590 --> 00:34:02,583 how would you like a job up here? 647 00:34:05,720 --> 00:34:08,689 (Indistinct conversations) 648 00:34:12,527 --> 00:34:14,695 (Knocks on door) 649 00:34:16,831 --> 00:34:18,832 (Sighs) 650 00:34:18,866 --> 00:34:20,934 You can tell captain Reynolds 651 00:34:20,968 --> 00:34:23,470 that PFC Reddings will be reporting for duty. 652 00:34:23,504 --> 00:34:26,373 - You signed his release papers? - Mm-hmm. 653 00:34:26,407 --> 00:34:28,408 Because of me? 654 00:34:28,443 --> 00:34:31,645 Because he's ready. 655 00:34:31,679 --> 00:34:34,781 I was holding him back, 656 00:34:34,816 --> 00:34:38,518 and, uh... 657 00:34:38,553 --> 00:34:40,687 You were right... 658 00:34:40,722 --> 00:34:43,490 About Jeremy. 659 00:34:43,524 --> 00:34:46,593 A doctor is not supposed to get so caught up 660 00:34:46,627 --> 00:34:48,562 with one patient. 661 00:34:48,596 --> 00:34:50,931 He wasn't just any patient. 662 00:34:50,965 --> 00:34:54,334 No. 663 00:34:54,369 --> 00:34:57,404 I was really looking forward to watching his life unfold, 664 00:34:57,438 --> 00:34:59,239 you know? 665 00:35:01,576 --> 00:35:04,678 You helped him. 666 00:35:04,712 --> 00:35:08,115 That's what Frank said. 667 00:35:08,149 --> 00:35:10,484 Maybe you should start believing it. 668 00:35:12,687 --> 00:35:16,390 I'm trying. 669 00:35:17,424 --> 00:35:19,726 (Denise sighs) Frank and I finally talked, 670 00:35:20,761 --> 00:35:23,263 and we're working through it. 671 00:35:23,897 --> 00:35:25,800 - That's great. - (Chuckles) 672 00:35:26,834 --> 00:35:29,436 You were right, Claudia Joy. 673 00:35:29,470 --> 00:35:31,905 You can't run away from something like this. 674 00:35:31,939 --> 00:35:34,441 It follows you everywhere. You have to keep living. 675 00:35:34,475 --> 00:35:37,611 You have to stay connected to your friends. 676 00:35:37,645 --> 00:35:40,647 (Sighs) I'm so lucky to have you in my life. 677 00:35:40,681 --> 00:35:43,183 Oh. 678 00:35:43,217 --> 00:35:46,353 So I wanted you to be the first to know 679 00:35:46,387 --> 00:35:49,222 that Frank and I decided to have a christening for Molly. 680 00:35:49,257 --> 00:35:51,792 (Sighs) I've been holding it off, 681 00:35:51,826 --> 00:35:55,562 but we both figured that... 682 00:35:55,596 --> 00:35:57,497 Claudia Joy? 683 00:35:57,532 --> 00:35:59,299 Oh, sorry. 684 00:35:59,333 --> 00:36:02,903 Sorry. Hearing, um... 685 00:36:02,937 --> 00:36:04,838 Hearing about Molly's christening 686 00:36:04,872 --> 00:36:07,741 makes me think about Amanda... 687 00:36:07,775 --> 00:36:09,609 her christening, the gown she wore. 688 00:36:09,644 --> 00:36:13,180 (Sighs deeply) 689 00:36:13,214 --> 00:36:16,550 I've been thinking about Amanda a lot lately. 690 00:36:17,952 --> 00:36:20,620 Last night I dreamt she was here, 691 00:36:20,655 --> 00:36:22,556 back home. 692 00:36:25,358 --> 00:36:26,326 And I tried to hold her, 693 00:36:26,360 --> 00:36:29,663 and... she disappeared, 694 00:36:29,697 --> 00:36:32,466 didn't say a word. 695 00:36:32,500 --> 00:36:34,334 (Sighs) 696 00:36:34,368 --> 00:36:38,271 She was taken from you so suddenly. 697 00:36:41,476 --> 00:36:44,778 This morning Frank and I found a letter from Jeremy. 698 00:36:44,812 --> 00:36:46,847 It was in his footlocker. 699 00:36:46,881 --> 00:36:49,883 He wrote it in case he... 700 00:36:49,917 --> 00:36:53,320 (Inhales and exhales deeply) 701 00:36:53,354 --> 00:36:56,022 It was a beautiful thing, really, 702 00:36:56,057 --> 00:36:58,892 to read his words and know what he was feeling. 703 00:36:58,926 --> 00:37:00,894 It helped me so much. 704 00:37:00,928 --> 00:37:04,631 You never got that. 705 00:37:04,665 --> 00:37:07,367 No, I didn't. 706 00:37:07,401 --> 00:37:10,470 You know, Amanda and I spent a lot of time together 707 00:37:10,505 --> 00:37:12,572 those last weeks before she died. 708 00:37:12,607 --> 00:37:15,108 I remember. 709 00:37:15,142 --> 00:37:17,844 If she had had the chance, Claudia Joy, 710 00:37:17,879 --> 00:37:21,515 I know she would've said the same things Jeremy did... 711 00:37:21,549 --> 00:37:23,550 that she loved you so much, 712 00:37:23,584 --> 00:37:26,486 that she appreciated everything you and Michael did for her, 713 00:37:26,521 --> 00:37:28,889 and even though she can't be here, 714 00:37:28,923 --> 00:37:30,824 she wants you to be happy, 715 00:37:30,858 --> 00:37:33,727 truly happy. 716 00:37:33,761 --> 00:37:35,662 (Whispers) I know. 717 00:37:35,696 --> 00:37:37,430 (Sniffles) 718 00:37:37,465 --> 00:37:38,732 Ohh. 719 00:37:38,766 --> 00:37:40,467 (Sighs) 720 00:37:43,070 --> 00:37:45,639 (Denise) Thank you all for coming. 721 00:37:45,673 --> 00:37:47,040 (Molly coos) 722 00:37:47,074 --> 00:37:48,842 As you know, when Molly was born, 723 00:37:48,876 --> 00:37:50,510 I postponed the baptism 724 00:37:50,545 --> 00:37:54,648 until both Frank and Jeremy came home. 725 00:37:54,682 --> 00:37:56,216 (Sighs) 726 00:38:02,722 --> 00:38:04,925 When Jeremy was killed, 727 00:38:05,959 --> 00:38:07,594 I didn't think I could go through with it. 728 00:38:07,628 --> 00:38:09,029 (Fusses) Shh, shh, shh. 729 00:38:09,563 --> 00:38:13,600 I didn't want to go through with it. 730 00:38:13,634 --> 00:38:16,436 (Sighs) 731 00:38:16,970 --> 00:38:19,339 But because of your love and support, 732 00:38:19,373 --> 00:38:20,874 particularly from my husband... 733 00:38:20,908 --> 00:38:22,842 (Chuckles) 734 00:38:22,877 --> 00:38:25,579 It's time. 735 00:38:25,613 --> 00:38:30,117 Jeremy is home now, maybe not the way we imagined it... 736 00:38:33,021 --> 00:38:35,622 Yet life goes on. 737 00:38:35,656 --> 00:38:37,390 It has to. 738 00:38:39,694 --> 00:38:41,795 (Sighs deeply) 739 00:38:43,998 --> 00:38:45,865 Jeremy's last letter reminded us of the... 740 00:38:45,900 --> 00:38:49,603 importance of celebrating the moments of joy in our lives, 741 00:38:49,637 --> 00:38:51,871 you know, great and small. 742 00:38:51,906 --> 00:38:53,773 He was particularly concerned that... 743 00:38:53,808 --> 00:38:55,275 (Sighs) 744 00:38:55,309 --> 00:38:59,079 That his little sister know love and happiness 745 00:38:59,113 --> 00:39:02,649 and that we all support her. 746 00:39:02,683 --> 00:39:06,286 Jeremy said he'll always be watching. 747 00:39:06,320 --> 00:39:09,289 I'd like to believe that he's watching right now. 748 00:39:10,891 --> 00:39:12,592 Chaplain. 749 00:39:12,627 --> 00:39:15,595 Thank you, Denise and Frank, for those lovely words. 750 00:39:15,630 --> 00:39:18,665 I know we're all honored to be here today to share 751 00:39:18,699 --> 00:39:22,469 in this particular moment of joy. 752 00:39:22,503 --> 00:39:25,872 In the Gospel of Mark, Chapter 10, 753 00:39:25,906 --> 00:39:28,775 we read, 754 00:39:28,809 --> 00:39:30,844 "Jesus said, 755 00:39:30,878 --> 00:39:33,913 " 'let the children come to me. 756 00:39:33,948 --> 00:39:36,282 " 'Do not try to stop them, 757 00:39:36,317 --> 00:39:39,552 " 'for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. 758 00:39:39,587 --> 00:39:41,621 " 'I tell you, 759 00:39:41,656 --> 00:39:44,758 " 'whoever does not accept the kingdom of God like a child 760 00:39:44,792 --> 00:39:46,226 " will never enter it.' 761 00:39:46,260 --> 00:39:48,928 "and he put his arms around them, 762 00:39:48,963 --> 00:39:50,897 "laid his hands upon them, 763 00:39:50,931 --> 00:39:53,833 "and blessed them." 764 00:39:53,868 --> 00:39:56,770 Frank, Denise, 765 00:39:56,804 --> 00:39:58,571 by baptizing this child, 766 00:39:58,606 --> 00:40:01,241 you are affirming your faith and committing yourselves 767 00:40:01,275 --> 00:40:04,144 to raising her in the ways of a loving God. 768 00:40:04,178 --> 00:40:05,845 Do you so agree? 769 00:40:06,380 --> 00:40:07,447 (Both) - I do. - I do. 770 00:40:08,481 --> 00:40:10,650 What name shall be given this child? 771 00:40:10,685 --> 00:40:12,485 Molly Victoria. 772 00:40:12,520 --> 00:40:14,854 Molly Victoria... (Chuckles) 773 00:40:14,889 --> 00:40:16,290 I baptize you 774 00:40:16,324 --> 00:40:17,826 in the Name of the Father, 775 00:40:19,024 --> 00:40:20,100 the Son, 776 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:21,661 (Gasps) (Gurgles) 777 00:40:21,696 --> 00:40:23,063 and the Holy Spirit. 778 00:40:23,097 --> 00:40:25,932 (Denise and Frank chuckle) 779 00:40:25,966 --> 00:40:28,635 (Gurgles) 780 00:40:28,669 --> 00:40:30,103 (Chuckles) 781 00:40:32,137 --> 00:40:36,109 May I present to you Molly Victoria Sherwood? 782 00:40:36,143 --> 00:40:38,745 (Laughs) 783 00:40:38,779 --> 00:40:40,246 (Laughs) 784 00:40:40,281 --> 00:40:43,349 (Laughs) 785 00:40:43,384 --> 00:40:45,885 (Chuckles) - Well, thank you, Chaplain. (Whispers) - Yeah. 786 00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:48,088 Well, y'all, there's drinks and tons of sweets 787 00:40:48,122 --> 00:40:50,924 in the reception room, so please eat up. 788 00:40:50,958 --> 00:40:52,726 (Sniffles and sighs) 789 00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:54,961 (Claudia Joy sighs) 790 00:40:54,995 --> 00:40:56,629 That was so sweet. 791 00:40:56,664 --> 00:40:57,964 (Chuckles) 792 00:40:57,998 --> 00:40:59,666 - Absolutely. - Mm. 793 00:40:59,700 --> 00:41:00,936 You think Jeremy would have liked it? 794 00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:02,036 Oh, yeah. 795 00:41:03,070 --> 00:41:04,771 (Indistinct conversations) 796 00:41:04,805 --> 00:41:06,873 She's so adorable. 797 00:41:06,907 --> 00:41:10,243 (Pamela) - Yeah, this gown is pretty. - Claudia Joy let us borrow it. 798 00:41:10,277 --> 00:41:13,747 Wasn't Sara Elizabeth christened in that, too? 799 00:41:13,781 --> 00:41:16,583 - She was. - Thought it'd be nice to keep it in the family. 800 00:41:16,617 --> 00:41:20,987 Yes, it is. Pamela, what is that on your finger? 801 00:41:21,021 --> 00:41:23,189 - Uh... - Busted. 802 00:41:24,224 --> 00:41:26,993 (Claudia Joy and Denise chuckle) Well, I wasn't gonna say anything till later, 803 00:41:27,027 --> 00:41:29,662 - but Chase and I are... - She said yes! 804 00:41:29,697 --> 00:41:32,398 Ohh! Wow! You're getting married? When's the date? 805 00:41:32,433 --> 00:41:34,250 Well, we haven't decided on a time yet. 806 00:41:36,727 --> 00:41:38,293 If you ask me, the sooner the better. 807 00:41:38,732 --> 00:41:39,698 Yeah? 808 00:41:41,467 --> 00:41:43,834 Absolutely. 809 00:41:44,369 --> 00:41:45,851 Well, in that case, 810 00:41:45,886 --> 00:41:48,905 what's everybody doing next Sunday? 811 00:41:49,010 --> 00:41:55,010 Sync & corrections by Alice www.addic7ed.com