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I spend half my life
removing hair and maintaining my body.
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Being an escort involves pain
but it's almost always self-inflicted.
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But sometimes pain can be pleasure.
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www.1000fr.com presents
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Secret Diary of A Call Girl
Season 1 Episode 4
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How much money do I owe you then?
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Shall we say 300?
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In that case
we could just call it even.
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No. By the book.
I need to declare it.
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You'll need a receipt.
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- Thank you.
- Thank you.
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- Please put 40 per cent away from now on.
- I know.
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So you don't
get a nasty shock in April.
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- Everything all right?
- Everything's fine.
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Sure?
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Sometimes there are things
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that you do when we...
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You can tell me whatever you want.
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There are things that I think about.
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Oui, ma cher.
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- You've always been so nice to me.
- If it wasn't for you£¬
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I'd still be sobbing over
a shoebox full of receipts.
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No...
You see...
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I don't want you to be nice to me.
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I bet you're
the gimp in the relationship.
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No, sweetheart.
I'm the boss in the bedroom.
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Course you are.
Smack her about a bit, do you?
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Well, you've got to, ain't you?
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As long as it's with
an open palm it's allowed.
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No, it's just...
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I was sleeping with
this bloke who's quite into S&M.
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- What bloke?
- Some bloke.
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- Who? Do I know him?
- Doubt it.
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Is it serious?
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All that pain and paraphernalia,
I don't really get it.
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I wish I could just be honest.
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I can tell him about the men.
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I just can't tell him
I get paid for it.
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You're not even out of breath.
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I'm trying to
lose some weight for next year.
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Why, what happens next year?
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I'm getting married.
I asked Vanessa to marry me.
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My God...
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That's brilliant.
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When did this happen?
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- In Amsterdam. I took her to this place...
- In Amsterdam?
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Yeah.
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- That was months ago.
- It was one month ago.
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- You proposed a month ago?
- Yeah.
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- Why didn't you tell me?
- I am.
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Right...
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Married?
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- Don't be pissed off.
- Why would I be pissed off?
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I mean, well done,
it's...great.
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Hann...
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I could have
helped you choose the ring.
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We chose it together.
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OK.
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I was a dom for a while.
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I tell you,
there's no fucking money in it.
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I'm not changing career,
I just want to give it a go.
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Good. I understand.
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You do this job long enough,
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you want to kick
the shit out of a man eventually.
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No£¬it's not that.
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I like him,
and he does my taxes.
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Sirona runs a dungeon in Angel.
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Tell the bitch I say hi.
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Hi. I wonder if you
could spare a few minutes to
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talk to us about Jesus?
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You must be Sirona.
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- Hello, darling.
- Come in.
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Hello.
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I don't think so.
Position three.
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You don't mind, do you?
He's not allowed clothes indoors.
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Oh, no, I'm used to it.
Can I get you anything to drink?
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- Oh, herbal tea.
- Absolutely. Erm...?
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He won't speak without permission.
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Do you wantanything to drink, pet?
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Yes, mistress.
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You can drink out of
the nice lady's toilet then.
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Actually, I'd rather he didn't.
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So why not send your client my way?
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I'm curious.
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Curiosity is the first stop
to enlightenment.
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I thought it killed the cat.
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Belle, I like you.
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I like anyone with
an open mind and clean shoes.
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Just to be clear though.
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- I take this job seriously.
- Of course.
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Some people meditate.
Some people pray.
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Sure.
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And fetish is not
something for working girls
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to retire to
once their tits start to sag.
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My tits are fine.
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Then
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Let's begin.
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To speak in very basic terms,
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it breaks down into
cross-dress roleplay, Japanese rope bondage,
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dog training, maid training,
dildo training, slaves, feet and medical
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but you're just a beginner.
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So is he married?
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Yeah. Obviously she doesn't know.
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Shame.
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All these secrets.
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- So how do I avoid leaving marks?
- Ah...
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The key is building up.
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Light spanking,
light flogging, soft leather.
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Increasing the circulation.
Get it red.
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The fluid in the tissue
acts as a cushion.
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Far less likely to split or bruise.
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Then you can go to town.
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Position four.
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Avoid...
Avoid.
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Here.
And here.
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Now get off the carpet,
you disgust me!
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Yes, mistress.
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Before we go any further,
can I use your bathroom?
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Yeah, sure,
it's just up there to the right.
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Slave, wipe!
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That's not a bad lark's head.
Were you in the Guides?
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In the Brownies.
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What about the sex?
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There is no sex.
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None at all?
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How do you know
when you've finished?
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My watch peeps.
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I'm a goddess to my slaves.
That's what they want.
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I wouldn't stoop to sex with them.
Plus I'm a married woman.
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- He knows?
- Of course he knows.
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Our sitting room's a dungeon.
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That's great.
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Is he in the business?
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Oh, Frank's a professor£¬
but he's often there in sessions.
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Pottering about making tea.
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It must be lovely.
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Sharing it with someone.
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It's marriage.
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Not clean enough.
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You try it.
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- There you go.
- That was bizarre.
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You've got to see for a lot of people,
Belle, it's a huge relief.
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Not being in charge?
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It's not him doing these dirty things.
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His mistress is forcing him.
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He has no choice.
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Yeah, must be peaceful under the table.
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I think I'm starting to get it.
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Then you're ready.
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Hi, this is Hannah. I'm not around.
Leave a message. Bye.'
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So glad
even get hit by a buss.
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Hi, this is Hannah. I'm not around.
Leave a message. Bye.'
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Hann, it's Ben.
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Stop ignoring me,
would you and give us a ring.
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I've been trying you loads.
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Close the door.
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Clothes off. Wear this.
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- Kneel here.
- Yes...
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Yes what?
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Yes, mistress.
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Everything's worked out in advance.
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The script. The scenario.
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Even the insults I'll use
have been agreed with him over e-mail.
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Hands behind your back.
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I'm not gonna
bend down for you.
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On the chair.
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Now you're going to do
whatever I tell you.
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When we caught you trying
to escape I could have had you shot.
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This way
I thought it'd be more fun.
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For me.
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Please let me go,
mistress.
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- Speak up.
- Please let me go, mistress.
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Yes...
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- Stop moving.
- Sorry, mistress.
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- I shall have to punish you.
- No, mistress.
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I don't think
I could take any more.
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- Really?
- Yes, mistress. Please stop.
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OK, get up if you want.
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No, I'm a bad slave.
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Yes, you are.
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But if you want,
you can just get up.
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- Red, amber or green?
- Green.
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- All right. Sorry.
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This is what you deserve.
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How do you know
if you're doing it right?
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In my job
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if you make a man come,
that's success.
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- With this
I can't even tell if he's enjoying it.
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What shall I do next, mistress?
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Just a minute.
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You disgust me.
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Sirona, it's Belle.
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Yeah, Look,
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I've run out of ideas
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and I've still got ages to go.
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Yes, I suppose so...
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OK.
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And then do the kitchen.
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'Thank you for calling.
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You have seven new messages.
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And one new caller
who left no message.'
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'Hey look,
if you're being a dick,
fine, be a dick
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but at least drop me a text,
let me know you're all right.'
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- Hello.
- You think I'm being a dick?
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Hi. How are you?
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I'm not the one
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who's too scared to tell his best mate
he's getting married.
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What?
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Two months, two months ago
you went to Amsterdam.
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It's a month and a half.
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- Well, fucking hell!
- Hann,
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this isn't about you.
I told who I wanted to tell.
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Deal with it.
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You didn't tell me cos
you knew what I'd say: Bad idea.
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Fuck you.
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You want me to
apologise for not telling you?
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Fine, you always have to be in control.
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You know what, Hann?
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You're the one who never
speaks about anything real these days.
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I can't even come round
your flat any more.
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So stop being a hypocrite
cos you're doing my head in.
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Red... Red.
Red. Red!!
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I don't want scars.
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Can you
help me undo this, please?
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- Sorry.
- I'm sorry.
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I don't think that's for me.
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You were very good.
I just got a bit...
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- No, I'm sorry.
- No. I am.
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I'll recommend someone else.
She'll be great.
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Maybe I am a hypocrite
but at least I'm not a fucking coward.
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All right.
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Come and sit down.
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Come on.
You look mental.
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I was gonna tell you.
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You know I always said I
couldn't see me getting married?
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Like me.
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Yeah. And you've
never got on with Vanessa.
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You thought I wouldn't approve?
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No.
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You know...
we're best mates, Ben.
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I'd like to know
you're getting married.
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OK.
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But we're not best mates
like that really. Are we?
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Why?
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Is it Vanessa,
is she threatened by me?
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No, Hannah, it's you.
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I didn't
tell you about this, yeah,
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but you
don't tell me anything.
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What?
Share our feelings more?
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Don't make it like I'm being a girl.
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It's fucking obvious
you keep secrets everywhere,
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seeing someone or whatever
you're doing.
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You know what,
it's fine.
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But don't make it out like
it's my fault we're not tight.
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I know that's my fault, OK?
I know.
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I'm a private person,
that's all.
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Yeah, well, I just don't understand
what's going on, do I?
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- Look, you'd better go, yeah?
- Yeah.
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00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:12,000
Ben...
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00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:13,200
Yeah?
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00:20:14,900 --> 00:20:16,300
Congratulations.
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00:20:18,600 --> 00:20:19,500
Thanks.
264
00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:38,900
Sirona was right.
265
00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:43,000
Hurting people
is a very special talent.
266
00:20:53,100 --> 00:20:55,000
S&M has
taught me one thing.
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00:20:55,600 --> 00:20:58,100
Maybe absolute control
isn't always best.
268
00:20:58,600 --> 00:21:02,200
Maybe sometimes
you've got to give a bit away.
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00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:48,800
It's all arranged.
You'll be working with Naomi.
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00:21:48,900 --> 00:21:49,600
Hello.
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00:21:49,700 --> 00:21:52,900
Lucky boy. I'm sending
him the creme de la creme.
272
00:21:53,100 --> 00:21:57,000
I'm hardly a girl's girl
but I will go gay for pay.
273
00:21:57,400 --> 00:21:58,200
Why do you do it?
274
00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:00,800
Would you believe me
if I said I enjoyed it?
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00:22:01,100 --> 00:22:04,000
A little girl's dream.
Or nightmare.
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00:22:05,600 --> 00:22:08,200
Am I ever gonna be
able to talk to you about this?
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