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(Carrie) It's always the same dream.
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(Modern English's "I
Melt With You" playing)
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I'm in the city...
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And I belong.
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Manhattan is mine.
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(Horn blares, tires screech)
Hey, watch it!
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(Alarm beeping) But then I always wake up
the same old Carrie Bradshaw...
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(Beeping stops)
In Castlebury, Connecticut.
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(Liquid sloshes)
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♪ Using all my breath
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They say to key to being a writer
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is figuring out who you are,
finding your voice.
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Aah!
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Well, that seemed to be the only thing
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I had found that day.
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Where is it? Please, please.
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Dorrit!
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Where's the purse?
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What purse?
Give me a break, Dorrit.
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You know exactly which purse
I'm talking about. Mom's purse.
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♪ I'll stop the world
and melt with you ♪
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You can't go through my stuff. Don't.
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You have pot?
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Your friends smoke pot.
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You're 14.
So?
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So if dad finds out,
he's going to kill you.
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So you better not tell him.
Well, it'd serve you right if I did.
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You're such a tattletale.
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I'm sorry I have a life, and you don't.
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Oh, is that way you're always spying on me,
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listening to my phone conversations?
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Do not!
Do too!
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(Talking Heads' "Burning Down
The House" playing)
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(Both arguing indistinctly)
♪ Watch out
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The year? 1984.
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Romance novels were all the rage.
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We had an actor for president,
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and most people could say
they were better off now
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than they were four years ago...
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Except us.
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Four years ago, we had our mom,
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and three months ago,
we lost her to cancer.
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Things were definitely not better.
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Give me back my purse, Dorrit!
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Aah!
Ow!
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God, what the hell is going on in here?!
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She bit me!
She's going through my stuff!
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We do not have time for this.
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You both have to be in school
in half an hour, all right?
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Carrie, go on and get dressed.
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I know you took it.
Go.
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You can't be late on
your first day. And, Dorrit...
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That is... way too much
eye makeup.
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♪ Time for jumping overboard
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Carrie...
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You're the older one.
You can't take the bait.
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I have teeth marks on my arm.
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I know that Dorrit can be difficult.
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But... your mom would want
you two to get along.
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Yeah. Yeah, I know.
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All right? So whatever you two
were fighting about,
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it's not worth it.
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She stole mom's purse.
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You don't know that.
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I can't go to school
without the purse, dad.
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You're going to school.
I don't have anything to wear.
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Come on.
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You've got a whole floor full of clothing.
No.
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Mom used to take me shopping for an outfit.
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It was--was a thing we did, you know?
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Back-to-school clothes?
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(Sighs) Okay.
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Did you want me to take you?
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No. No, that was, um...
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Supposed to be mom.
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I see.
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I just... I need the purse.
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I-I need a piece of her.
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I have an idea.
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My mother left us on Memorial Day,
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and that's what
this closet felt like--
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a memorial,
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a still life of our life without her,
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as if leaving it untouched
might somehow bring her back.
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We had been forbidden to enter...
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Until now.
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Uh, not that dress.
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She wore it on her last birthday.
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You could spill something on it
or rip it, you know?
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Uh...
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Really?
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Yeah. Just... try not to
let 'em get broken
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in your backpack.
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I'll be super careful, I promise.
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(New Order's "Blue Monday" playing)
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The first day of school was something
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I usually found exciting,
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but so much had changed for me.
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(Indistinct conversations)
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Hi! How was your summer?
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(Indistinct conversations continue)
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As I watched everyone passing
around the news of the day
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like mono after a homecoming dance,
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I realized that I was the virus
no one wanted to get near--
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the freak who had lost her mom...
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(Door squeaks)
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Except for Donna Ladonna
and her minions, the Jens.
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Donna was just twisted enough
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to think a connection to tragedy
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would make her
that much more compelling,
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and she wouldn't be wrong.
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Carrie, you poor girl.
Are you doing okay?
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Yeah, I'm fine.
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Okay, well, if you need anything--
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I mean, a shoulder to cry on,
fashion tips,
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maybe even a wand of mascara,
I'm here for you.
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I'll keep that in mind.
Thanks.
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You're such a good person.
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(Voice breaks) Thanks.
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And then there were my people--
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my best friends
who loved me no matter what.
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Bradshaw.
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Mouse.
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(Laughs) Oh!
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(Both laugh)
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I heart you, you know?
I know.
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I need it.
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Boob to boob, baby.
Hi, Maggie.
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Hey.
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Walt, nice sweater.
Is that the one from...
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The one Rob Lowe was wearing
in "Interview"?
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Nice.
How you holding up?
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Mm. I'd be a lot better
if I didn't feel like everyone
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was staring at me.
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Oh, please. No one is even looking at you.
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Believe it or not,
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I think Mags actually meant that
as a compliment.
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Mm-hmm.
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There is way bigger news today.
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I have to agree. New kid.
New guy.
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A junior like us.
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Ah, does new kid have a name?
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Even his name is cool.
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Sebastian Kydd.
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♪ Told me who you are
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♪ tell me how do I feel
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There he was--the new kid,
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Sebastian Kydd.
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♪ Those who came before me
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He's been kicked
out of three boarding schools--
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Deerfield, Exeter, and I forget where else.
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♪ From the past
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His parents finally had to give up
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and bring him home.
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♪ They will turn away no more
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They're totally rich.
He drives a Porsche.
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Mags, you do realize
I'm standing right here,
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and I'm your boyfriend?
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Hey, Bradshaw.
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Hey.
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Heard about your mom.
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Real bummer.
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Thanks.
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(School bell rings)
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I'll see you around.
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I can't get kicked out of another school
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this early in the year.
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(Indistinct conversations)
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So you have some explaining to do.
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(All giggle)
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Why did you hide this from us?
We need to know everything.
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I'm not hiding anything, I swear.
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Last summer, he hung out at the swim club.
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Why don't I swim?
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Because your hair would get wet
and your makeup would run.
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Hey, where's Walt?
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I told him I wanted it to be just us girls.
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Were you two fighting again?
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Come on. You guys are never gonna break up.
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You're forever.
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That's right, and the mouse and I
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would be a couple forever, too.
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Why do you have that look on your face?
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Mouse, did you meet someone?
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Are you breaking up with me?
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At the Page Program in D.C.
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I've been dying to tell you guys.
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So start talking.
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Seth. Seth Glassman.
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He's from Washington, started Princeton.
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He's a freshman.
(Gasps)
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I should date an older guy.
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He's amazing. So smart. I mean,
we'd stay up in the dorm rooms
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and we'd just talk about everything.
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(Gasps) And I'd wake up
in his arms and just think...
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That you got laid.
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Just because all you think about
is losing your virginity
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doesn't mean the mouse does.
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Wait. You lost your virginity to Seth?
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It was like putting a hot dog in a keyhole.
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(Laughs) Ow!
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It hurt so bad.
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And I just kept thinking, like,
when is this going to end?
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And luckily it did, because it
was over in two seconds.
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It wasn't like that for me at all.
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Wait. You and Walt had sex?
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Uh, I wasn't supposed to say anything.
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Walt won't be mad.
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No, he will.
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Just... swear you won't say anything.
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I won't. I swear.
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So... I'm the last virgin?
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It's no big deal, Carrie.
I mean, sex isn't everything.
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So... you don't feel
like it changed you?
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(Chuckles) It's weird.
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Like, I feel more confident,
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like I know stuff,
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but scared 'cause there's
something to lose.
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Are you in love with him?
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(Giggles)
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We should go on a double date.
Is he coming up to visit?
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Yeah, I mean...
While I had spent my summer grieving
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and letting go of my childhood,
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my friends were falling in love
and entering adulthood.
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Hey, we should go on a triple date.
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You should ask Sebastian out.
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Ask him to the new beginnings dance.
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Maybe he'll hot dog your keyhole.
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Delightful.
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(Laughs) That's just how I'll ask him.
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Well, if you do, then he'll
definitely say "Yes."
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(Laughs)
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Virgin--
a sexually inexperienced woman,
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a blank slate unchanged
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by any past intimate connection
or experience.
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The uninitiated.
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Yep, that pretty much described me.
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You stole my hiding place.
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You hang out here a lot?
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Yeah. Yeah, it's a pretty good escape.
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You had a lot to get away from.
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If only I could escape my brain.
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Do you ever-- do you ever just sit there,
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and--and the words and thoughts
are, like,
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happening so fast in your mind
that you just--
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you can't even understand them?
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Not really.
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(Chuckles) Oh.
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I wish I hadn't just said that, then.
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I think it's cool you have
so much going on in your head.
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You've been through stuff.
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Not many people here can say that.
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Can you?
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Who, me?
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Poor little rich kid whose mom
left with the tennis instructor?
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I'm just a cliche.
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Your mom left?
I'm sorry. I didn't know--
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Oh, don't worry.
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Our maid Luisa still
gets dinner on the table.
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Nothing's really changed.
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Nobody's better off without a mom.
263
00:11:07,866 --> 00:11:10,067
Uh...
264
00:11:10,069 --> 00:11:11,936
I'm sorry, Carrie.
265
00:11:16,708 --> 00:11:19,243
It was hard to believe
it was only last year
266
00:11:19,245 --> 00:11:21,479
we had spent the summer hanging out.
267
00:11:21,481 --> 00:11:23,914
I can't believe you
don't know Atari "Adventure".
268
00:11:23,916 --> 00:11:26,083
No way. "Space Invaders."
That's my game.
269
00:11:26,085 --> 00:11:27,351
I mean, come on.
You get to kill aliens.
270
00:11:27,353 --> 00:11:30,254
Oh, you're crazy.
No, "Adventure" is so cool.
271
00:11:30,256 --> 00:11:32,089
You have to get this magic chalice
272
00:11:32,091 --> 00:11:33,858
to a gold castle, and then
there's these dragons
273
00:11:33,860 --> 00:11:35,226
that are trying to kill you.
274
00:11:35,228 --> 00:11:37,862
So you're the princess who
slays their own dragons?
275
00:11:37,864 --> 00:11:40,564
Well, somebody has to.
Might as well be me, right?
276
00:11:40,566 --> 00:11:42,566
I'd slay a dragon for you.
277
00:11:42,568 --> 00:11:45,469
Suddenly everything was different.
278
00:11:45,471 --> 00:11:47,638
I knew he was gonna kiss me, so I did
279
00:11:47,640 --> 00:11:49,307
what any scared 15-year-old girl would do.
280
00:11:49,309 --> 00:11:50,441
Ohh!
Aah!
281
00:11:50,443 --> 00:11:52,810
Aah!
Oh, now you're in for it.
282
00:11:52,812 --> 00:11:55,880
No! Stop. Stop.
283
00:11:55,882 --> 00:11:57,214
Aah! (Laughs)
284
00:12:12,597 --> 00:12:14,932
It was a moment
I wanted to last forever.
285
00:12:14,934 --> 00:12:17,201
(Exhales) My first kiss.
286
00:12:19,237 --> 00:12:23,107
My, uh, parents are putting in
a pool at our house.
287
00:12:23,109 --> 00:12:26,010
It's almost done.
288
00:12:26,012 --> 00:12:29,113
Oh. (Chuckles) Cool.
289
00:12:35,754 --> 00:12:37,221
Once he had his own pool,
290
00:12:37,223 --> 00:12:39,657
I knew I would never see him again.
(School bell rings)
291
00:12:39,659 --> 00:12:40,925
And I was right...
292
00:12:40,927 --> 00:12:42,660
Until today.
293
00:12:42,662 --> 00:12:43,828
Do you still swim?
294
00:12:43,830 --> 00:12:46,597
Yeah. Yeah,
I really love it.
295
00:12:46,599 --> 00:12:48,466
I never swim.
296
00:12:48,468 --> 00:12:49,834
Really?
That's kind of a waste
297
00:12:49,836 --> 00:12:53,537
since you have a pool in your backyard.
298
00:12:53,539 --> 00:12:56,107
Hey, would you, um--
I should...
299
00:12:56,109 --> 00:12:58,642
You.
Me?
300
00:12:58,644 --> 00:12:59,777
Yeah.
301
00:12:59,779 --> 00:13:02,446
Me. Okay. Um...
302
00:13:02,448 --> 00:13:05,316
Would you, uh...
303
00:13:05,318 --> 00:13:07,017
Would--would you...
304
00:13:07,019 --> 00:13:09,520
Check it out.
305
00:13:09,522 --> 00:13:12,223
Would you wanna go to...
306
00:13:12,225 --> 00:13:15,393
(Exhales) Would you want...
307
00:13:17,028 --> 00:13:19,130
Why was my father here?
308
00:13:19,132 --> 00:13:21,298
The last time I had seen
him in these halls,
309
00:13:21,300 --> 00:13:24,201
I lost the most important
person in my life.
310
00:13:24,203 --> 00:13:26,303
(Mr. Bradshaw's voice)
You need to come home.
311
00:13:26,305 --> 00:13:27,505
Your mom's unconscious.
312
00:13:27,507 --> 00:13:29,073
(Footsteps thudding)
313
00:13:29,075 --> 00:13:30,674
It won't be too much longer.
314
00:13:30,676 --> 00:13:34,178
Carrie? Are you okay?
315
00:13:34,180 --> 00:13:35,746
Carrie?
316
00:13:35,748 --> 00:13:38,516
(Footsteps thudding)
317
00:13:39,651 --> 00:13:42,486
(Voice echoing)
Carrie? Are you okay?
318
00:13:42,488 --> 00:13:45,990
Carrie? Carrie?
319
00:13:45,992 --> 00:13:49,059
(Students murmuring)
320
00:13:49,061 --> 00:13:50,694
(Boy) Whoa!
321
00:13:50,696 --> 00:13:51,996
Give her some air.
322
00:13:51,998 --> 00:13:53,264
(Boy) Is she all right?
Kiddo?
323
00:13:53,266 --> 00:13:55,533
Kiddo, can you hear me?
Carrie?!
324
00:13:55,535 --> 00:13:59,470
(Crowd murmuring)
325
00:14:02,272 --> 00:14:04,105
(School bell rings) (Both) Bye!
326
00:14:04,107 --> 00:14:06,441
(Indistinct conversations)
327
00:14:06,443 --> 00:14:07,809
Thanks for keeping an eye on her.
328
00:14:07,811 --> 00:14:09,043
Of course, Mr. Bradshaw.
329
00:14:09,045 --> 00:14:11,012
I better head back in.
330
00:14:11,014 --> 00:14:12,847
Oh. I'll call you later.
Okay.
331
00:14:12,849 --> 00:14:14,415
Bye.
332
00:14:14,417 --> 00:14:15,817
I'm taking you home.
333
00:14:15,819 --> 00:14:17,018
Dad, I'm fine.
334
00:14:17,020 --> 00:14:18,486
You fainted.
I just got scared when I saw you.
335
00:14:18,488 --> 00:14:20,989
You know, the last time you were here...
336
00:14:20,991 --> 00:14:24,392
Yeah. Yeah, I'm sorry.
I should've--
337
00:14:24,394 --> 00:14:25,727
I should've told you
I was coming in to meet
338
00:14:25,729 --> 00:14:27,228
with your guidance counselor.
339
00:14:27,230 --> 00:14:28,263
Yeah, you should have,
and I don't need some shrink
340
00:14:28,265 --> 00:14:29,697
talking about how screwed up I am.
341
00:14:29,699 --> 00:14:31,499
That's not what we were talking about.
342
00:14:31,501 --> 00:14:34,736
Then what?
You've been through a lot,
343
00:14:34,738 --> 00:14:37,105
and we thought maybe
it might be a good idea
344
00:14:37,107 --> 00:14:39,574
if you had a change of pace,
a change of scenery.
345
00:14:39,576 --> 00:14:41,009
You're shipping me off to a loony bin.
346
00:14:41,011 --> 00:14:43,544
Some would call it that...
Or call me crazy
347
00:14:43,546 --> 00:14:45,013
for agreeing to this,
348
00:14:45,015 --> 00:14:46,648
but what about an internship?
349
00:14:46,650 --> 00:14:49,684
One day a week,
for school credit, of course.
350
00:14:49,686 --> 00:14:52,520
Like, work in an office?
351
00:14:52,522 --> 00:14:53,821
Where?
352
00:14:53,823 --> 00:14:56,424
My friend's law firm in Manhattan.
353
00:14:56,426 --> 00:14:58,626
Manhattan?
354
00:14:58,628 --> 00:15:01,262
No way! Aah! No way!
(Laughs)
355
00:15:01,264 --> 00:15:02,697
What would I be doing?
Do--do I need to type?
356
00:15:02,699 --> 00:15:04,532
Because I'm not very good at that.
357
00:15:04,534 --> 00:15:07,635
I just--I can't believe it.
I-I can't believe it.
358
00:15:07,637 --> 00:15:09,937
Okay, I guess--I guess
you really are feeling okay.
359
00:15:09,939 --> 00:15:12,640
Now, look, I know this all
sounds really cool, right? Yeah.
360
00:15:12,642 --> 00:15:14,309
But it's also a lot of responsibility.
361
00:15:14,311 --> 00:15:15,777
New York is an intense place,
362
00:15:15,779 --> 00:15:18,079
and you're gonna have to prove
to me that you can handle it.
363
00:15:18,081 --> 00:15:20,214
I will. I promise.
I'll be a total professional.
364
00:15:20,216 --> 00:15:23,618
(Sighs) Will I need a briefcase?
365
00:15:23,620 --> 00:15:25,653
Dorrit.
366
00:15:25,655 --> 00:15:28,356
I start my job tomorrow.
Can I have the purse back?
367
00:15:28,358 --> 00:15:31,025
I know you have it.
You mean your lame internship?
368
00:15:31,027 --> 00:15:32,293
Like I care.
369
00:15:32,295 --> 00:15:33,828
Please, can I have mom's purse back?
370
00:15:33,830 --> 00:15:37,165
(Rock music playing over headphones)
371
00:15:38,867 --> 00:15:40,802
Maybe you lost it.
372
00:15:40,804 --> 00:15:42,570
You won't mind if I look around.
373
00:15:49,445 --> 00:15:53,014
Get away from my stuff.
374
00:15:53,016 --> 00:15:55,183
(Clatter)
375
00:15:56,352 --> 00:15:57,552
(Snap)
376
00:15:57,554 --> 00:15:59,654
You're such a klepto.
377
00:16:07,329 --> 00:16:08,863
It's covered in nail polish.
378
00:16:08,865 --> 00:16:10,365
Oh--oh, my God.
379
00:16:10,367 --> 00:16:11,599
It's ruined.
380
00:16:11,601 --> 00:16:13,067
Why did you do that?
381
00:16:13,069 --> 00:16:15,269
I didn't mean to.
The bottle must have broke.
382
00:16:15,271 --> 00:16:16,237
You wanted to destroy it.
383
00:16:16,239 --> 00:16:18,139
No.
384
00:16:18,141 --> 00:16:20,808
I wanted something of mom,
and you got everything.
385
00:16:20,810 --> 00:16:22,810
No, I, don't.
You got the purse.
386
00:16:22,812 --> 00:16:24,412
Your 16th birthday.
The start of high school.
387
00:16:24,414 --> 00:16:26,714
I got nothing.
388
00:16:30,052 --> 00:16:33,054
I never thought of myself
as the lucky one,
389
00:16:33,056 --> 00:16:35,022
but I had precious extra years
with our mom
390
00:16:35,024 --> 00:16:38,025
that Dora would never have.
391
00:16:38,027 --> 00:16:41,596
(Sighs) You're okay, Dorrit.
392
00:16:41,598 --> 00:16:43,398
You're okay.
393
00:16:45,601 --> 00:16:48,870
Mom loved you.
394
00:16:48,872 --> 00:16:50,071
So much.
395
00:16:50,073 --> 00:16:52,306
I don't need your pity.
396
00:16:52,308 --> 00:16:54,842
I'm just trying to--
You think because you always acted
397
00:16:54,844 --> 00:16:56,177
like such a goody-goody
around mom
398
00:16:56,179 --> 00:16:58,913
that you can boss me around?
Well, screw you.
399
00:16:58,915 --> 00:17:01,349
You're pissed at me?
I should be angry at you.
400
00:17:01,351 --> 00:17:03,451
You ruined mom's purse.
401
00:17:03,453 --> 00:17:04,719
You know what? I'm glad I did.
402
00:17:04,721 --> 00:17:07,422
Now you can't have it, either.
403
00:17:12,761 --> 00:17:16,097
I realized I had a choice.
404
00:17:16,099 --> 00:17:18,900
I could blame Dorrit,
or I could let go of my anger
405
00:17:18,902 --> 00:17:21,669
and still find a way
to hold on to my mother
406
00:17:21,671 --> 00:17:23,271
and to the purse.
407
00:17:23,273 --> 00:17:26,908
(The Bird & The Bee's
"Material Girl" playing)
408
00:17:26,910 --> 00:17:30,845
♪ Living in a material world
♪ material
409
00:17:30,847 --> 00:17:32,780
♪ living in a material world
410
00:17:32,782 --> 00:17:36,851
♪ 'cause everybody's living
in a material world ♪
411
00:17:36,853 --> 00:17:39,454
♪ and I am a material girl
412
00:17:39,456 --> 00:17:43,825
♪ you know that we are living
in a material world ♪
413
00:17:43,827 --> 00:17:46,360
♪ and I am a material girl
414
00:17:48,431 --> 00:17:52,166
♪ a material, a material
415
00:17:52,168 --> 00:17:53,901
♪ a material girl
416
00:17:53,903 --> 00:17:58,072
♪ living in a material world ♪ material
417
00:17:58,074 --> 00:18:00,641
♪ living in a material world
418
00:18:00,643 --> 00:18:03,144
(Mr. Bradshaw) Carrie, we leave
for the city in five minutes!
419
00:18:03,146 --> 00:18:04,312
You ready?
420
00:18:04,314 --> 00:18:05,513
♪ Material
421
00:18:05,515 --> 00:18:10,051
You bet I was.
422
00:18:12,553 --> 00:18:15,887
(The Three O'Clock's "Jet Fighter" playing)
423
00:18:25,131 --> 00:18:26,999
Manhattan was a lot like my purse--
424
00:18:27,001 --> 00:18:29,568
damaged, and it had seen better days.
425
00:18:29,570 --> 00:18:31,970
But I wouldn't have traded
that purse for this moment
426
00:18:31,972 --> 00:18:34,606
for anything.
427
00:18:34,608 --> 00:18:36,575
(Horn blares)
428
00:18:36,577 --> 00:18:39,344
(Indistinct conversations)
429
00:18:46,887 --> 00:18:48,186
Is this it?
430
00:18:48,188 --> 00:18:49,187
Yep.
431
00:18:49,189 --> 00:18:50,622
It's huge.
432
00:18:50,624 --> 00:18:51,890
(Brakes squeal)
433
00:18:57,164 --> 00:18:59,398
I can pick you up after work.
No.
434
00:18:59,400 --> 00:19:01,433
I'll take the 6:00 train
like we talked about.
435
00:19:01,435 --> 00:19:02,534
You said the woman I'm
working for can take me there,
436
00:19:02,536 --> 00:19:03,568
so I'm fine.
437
00:19:03,570 --> 00:19:04,770
All right, but if you change your mind,
438
00:19:04,772 --> 00:19:06,671
I can be here in an hour.
And don't forget.
439
00:19:06,673 --> 00:19:08,774
I'm going straight from
the train to the dance
440
00:19:08,776 --> 00:19:11,009
and home by curfew.
Good.
441
00:19:11,011 --> 00:19:13,178
How do I look?
442
00:19:13,180 --> 00:19:15,280
Like a young woman.
443
00:19:17,116 --> 00:19:20,018
How did that happen?
444
00:19:21,521 --> 00:19:22,821
You sure you don't want me
to walk you in?
445
00:19:22,823 --> 00:19:25,323
Dad, young woman, remember?
I got this.
446
00:19:25,325 --> 00:19:27,526
It's okay. You can go.
447
00:19:27,528 --> 00:19:28,760
I love you, kiddo.
448
00:19:28,762 --> 00:19:30,462
Dad.
449
00:19:30,464 --> 00:19:32,664
Okay.
450
00:19:32,666 --> 00:19:35,033
(Kim Carnes' "Bette Davis Eyes" playing)
451
00:19:35,035 --> 00:19:36,968
(Engine starts)
452
00:19:39,906 --> 00:19:41,773
♪ Her hair is hollow gold
I had arrived
453
00:19:41,775 --> 00:19:44,109
to the place where so many
before me had come
454
00:19:44,111 --> 00:19:46,344
to live out their dreams.
455
00:19:46,346 --> 00:19:48,146
I wasn't sure where the city
would take me,
456
00:19:48,148 --> 00:19:50,282
but I couldn't wait to find out.
457
00:19:50,284 --> 00:19:53,418
It was the beginning
of my Manhattan love story.
458
00:19:53,420 --> 00:19:54,986
♪ Bette Davis eyes
459
00:19:54,988 --> 00:19:56,788
Oh! Ow.
Yo, watch it.
460
00:19:56,790 --> 00:19:58,890
Ow.
461
00:20:04,530 --> 00:20:06,531
Blue files are cases that were litigated.
462
00:20:06,533 --> 00:20:08,533
Green are out of court settlements.
463
00:20:08,535 --> 00:20:11,736
They must be filed separately,
but alphabetically.
464
00:20:11,738 --> 00:20:12,904
I can do that.
465
00:20:12,906 --> 00:20:14,139
Is this a big case?
466
00:20:14,141 --> 00:20:15,941
They're files from old closed cases.
467
00:20:15,943 --> 00:20:17,843
They'll be taken to cold storage.
468
00:20:17,845 --> 00:20:18,944
This...
(Sets down files)
469
00:20:18,946 --> 00:20:20,479
Is where you'll be working.
470
00:20:20,481 --> 00:20:21,713
Oh.
471
00:20:21,715 --> 00:20:24,182
Oh. And you get a half-hour for lunch.
472
00:20:24,184 --> 00:20:25,884
And may I suggest you go get
yourself a pair of stockings
473
00:20:25,886 --> 00:20:30,188
- during that time? - Of course. I-I fell,
and they ripped, and where would I--
474
00:20:30,190 --> 00:20:31,323
Try Century 21.
475
00:20:31,325 --> 00:20:33,391
Oh. And one more thing.
Yes?
476
00:20:33,393 --> 00:20:35,694
No personal phone calls.
477
00:20:37,730 --> 00:20:41,533
(Depeche Mode's "Just Can't Get
Enough" plays) (Horn honks)
478
00:20:56,015 --> 00:21:00,185
♪ When I'm with you, baby,
I go out of my head ♪
479
00:21:00,187 --> 00:21:01,853
♪ and I just can't get enough
480
00:21:01,855 --> 00:21:03,188
♪ and I just can't get enough
481
00:21:03,190 --> 00:21:05,357
In my years of playing dress-up as a child,
482
00:21:05,359 --> 00:21:08,894
I understood that what you wore
could help define you.
483
00:21:08,896 --> 00:21:11,730
But in this store, I realized
you might even be able
484
00:21:11,732 --> 00:21:13,665
to change who you are.
485
00:21:13,667 --> 00:21:15,333
♪ As we fall in love
486
00:21:15,335 --> 00:21:20,372
♪ and I just can't seem
to get enough of ♪
487
00:21:24,143 --> 00:21:26,511
Maybe you could walk in here one person,
488
00:21:26,513 --> 00:21:29,247
a kid from Connecticut, and walk out...
489
00:21:29,249 --> 00:21:31,283
Your bag! Aah!
490
00:21:31,285 --> 00:21:32,484
(Hangers clatter)
491
00:21:32,486 --> 00:21:33,418
(Gasps)
492
00:21:33,420 --> 00:21:35,754
Oh! (Laughs)
What the hell?
493
00:21:35,756 --> 00:21:37,155
Why'd you do that?
494
00:21:37,157 --> 00:21:38,723
Um, aren't you trying to steal my purse?
495
00:21:38,725 --> 00:21:41,226
No. Though I do wanna get my hands on it,
496
00:21:41,228 --> 00:21:44,429
but not to steal.
To shoot it.
497
00:21:44,431 --> 00:21:46,531
I don't understand.
498
00:21:46,533 --> 00:21:48,867
For a photo shoot I'm doing
for "Interview" magazine.
499
00:21:48,869 --> 00:21:52,037
You work at "Interview" magazine?
500
00:21:52,039 --> 00:21:54,406
Larissa Loughlin, style editor.
501
00:21:54,408 --> 00:21:55,874
Carrie Bradshaw. Mortified.
502
00:21:55,876 --> 00:21:57,075
(Chuckles)
503
00:21:57,077 --> 00:21:58,777
I'm doing this fashion shoot that's a cross
504
00:21:58,779 --> 00:22:00,145
between "A Midsummer Night's Dream"
505
00:22:00,147 --> 00:22:03,081
and "Scarface," and that
purse would be perfect.
506
00:22:03,083 --> 00:22:05,283
My purse? In "Interview"?
507
00:22:06,319 --> 00:22:08,286
That would be so cool.
508
00:22:08,288 --> 00:22:09,588
You like the magazine?
509
00:22:09,590 --> 00:22:12,991
Oh. That--that doesn't
even begin to describe it.
510
00:22:12,993 --> 00:22:14,492
And the one with Rob Lowe on the cover--
511
00:22:14,494 --> 00:22:16,094
Oh! He's so hot.
512
00:22:16,096 --> 00:22:17,929
I get it. You're obsessed.
Just come in.
513
00:22:17,931 --> 00:22:19,931
So...
514
00:22:19,933 --> 00:22:21,233
Do you work around here?
515
00:22:21,235 --> 00:22:23,435
Um, at long and Whitney?
The law firm?
516
00:22:23,437 --> 00:22:26,004
Oh, I slept with a guy from there once.
517
00:22:26,006 --> 00:22:27,906
Kevin... something or other.
518
00:22:27,908 --> 00:22:30,742
He was sexy...
In a suit-tie kind of way.
519
00:22:30,744 --> 00:22:33,011
You're not shagging your
boss or anything, are you?
520
00:22:33,013 --> 00:22:35,013
No.
Smart girl.
521
00:22:35,015 --> 00:22:37,282
Don't crap where you eat, Carrie.
522
00:22:37,284 --> 00:22:38,850
Doesn't sound very appetizing.
523
00:22:38,852 --> 00:22:41,720
(Laughs) You are funny.
524
00:22:41,722 --> 00:22:42,887
I can't believe you made that purse.
525
00:22:42,889 --> 00:22:45,290
How did you come up with the idea?
Oh.
526
00:22:45,292 --> 00:22:46,825
Necessity-- the mother of invention.
527
00:22:46,827 --> 00:22:49,794
You're quoting Plato?
Oh, I love you.
528
00:22:49,796 --> 00:22:51,630
(Chuckles)
529
00:22:51,632 --> 00:22:54,165
You look amazing.
530
00:22:54,167 --> 00:22:55,934
You wanna help me with something?
531
00:23:00,072 --> 00:23:02,440
(Alarm blaring)
Miss? Miss?
532
00:23:02,442 --> 00:23:03,842
Yes. May I look in your bag, please?
533
00:23:03,844 --> 00:23:05,010
Uh, sure.
534
00:23:05,012 --> 00:23:08,280
There's my receipt.
One pair of nude panty hose.
535
00:23:08,282 --> 00:23:10,148
Sorry.
536
00:23:10,150 --> 00:23:11,483
Must have been a false alarm.
537
00:23:11,485 --> 00:23:14,386
Thank you.
538
00:23:14,388 --> 00:23:17,555
(Horn honks)
539
00:23:17,557 --> 00:23:20,925
(Laughs)
540
00:23:22,161 --> 00:23:26,164
Oh, that whole innocent,
young thing you have going...
541
00:23:26,166 --> 00:23:28,867
You could come in handy,
miss Carrie Bradshaw.
542
00:23:28,869 --> 00:23:31,202
I'm gonna have to keep you around.
543
00:23:31,204 --> 00:23:32,704
I collect people, you know.
544
00:23:32,706 --> 00:23:34,072
What does that even mean?
545
00:23:34,074 --> 00:23:35,507
Some people collect art,
546
00:23:35,509 --> 00:23:38,076
or like my mother, porcelain frogs.
547
00:23:38,078 --> 00:23:39,044
(Chuckles)
548
00:23:39,046 --> 00:23:40,312
I collect people.
549
00:23:40,314 --> 00:23:42,113
I guess we're less creepy.
(Chuckles)
550
00:23:42,115 --> 00:23:43,348
Do you need money or something?
551
00:23:43,350 --> 00:23:45,016
No. Why?
552
00:23:45,018 --> 00:23:46,418
Because you stole.
553
00:23:46,420 --> 00:23:47,752
When I was a teenager,
554
00:23:47,754 --> 00:23:50,522
I used to steal lipstick
from marks and sparks.
555
00:23:50,524 --> 00:23:53,024
As an adult, I've just upped the ante.
556
00:23:53,026 --> 00:23:54,826
I like the thrill.
557
00:23:54,828 --> 00:23:57,629
I've never stolen anything before.
558
00:23:57,631 --> 00:24:00,665
You have to come out with me tonight.
559
00:24:00,667 --> 00:24:02,467
We're starting at Indochine.
560
00:24:03,703 --> 00:24:06,271
Oh, let me guess.
You've never been there.
561
00:24:06,273 --> 00:24:08,540
I couldn't decide whether
to tell her the truth
562
00:24:08,542 --> 00:24:10,675
or create a life for myself--
563
00:24:10,677 --> 00:24:12,510
a life I wanted.
564
00:24:12,512 --> 00:24:14,446
Uh, there's this guy at my office
565
00:24:14,448 --> 00:24:15,780
who I've been messing around with,
566
00:24:15,782 --> 00:24:17,882
and so I--
He always hangs out there.
567
00:24:17,884 --> 00:24:21,119
So screw him. He doesn't
own Indochine. We do.
568
00:24:21,121 --> 00:24:23,254
Meet me there at 7:00.
Do not put on those panty hose.
569
00:24:23,256 --> 00:24:24,556
You'll look like an old maid.
570
00:24:24,558 --> 00:24:26,091
Ciao!
571
00:24:26,093 --> 00:24:27,225
Ciao.
572
00:24:27,227 --> 00:24:28,626
(Woman) Oh, yeah! You!
573
00:24:28,628 --> 00:24:30,161
(Gasps)
574
00:24:34,433 --> 00:24:36,034
She gave me her card and everything.
575
00:24:36,036 --> 00:24:37,736
Okay, stop for one second
and just take a breath,
576
00:24:37,738 --> 00:24:38,837
because when I tell you this,
577
00:24:38,839 --> 00:24:40,805
you might start hyperventilating.
578
00:24:40,807 --> 00:24:42,006
Is it good or bad?
579
00:24:42,008 --> 00:24:44,175
Sebastian called here.
For you?
580
00:24:44,177 --> 00:24:45,310
For your number!
581
00:24:45,312 --> 00:24:48,713
Shut up. Shut up, shut up.
W--
582
00:24:48,715 --> 00:24:50,415
(laughs) Apparently, like,
his mom knows my mom
583
00:24:50,417 --> 00:24:51,549
or something like that.
584
00:24:51,551 --> 00:24:53,718
Anyway, he had my number,
and he called for yours.
585
00:24:53,720 --> 00:24:55,086
Well, what did he say?
586
00:24:55,088 --> 00:24:56,588
He asked if you were gonna be back tonight.
587
00:24:56,590 --> 00:24:58,390
I think he wants to ask you to the dance.
588
00:24:58,392 --> 00:25:00,825
Aah! Aah! I have to call my house.
I hope he got the machine.
589
00:25:00,827 --> 00:25:02,560
I swear, if Dorrit answers the phone
590
00:25:02,562 --> 00:25:05,864
and says something weird, I'm going to kill her.
Yeah, okay. Call home.
591
00:25:05,866 --> 00:25:08,166
Okay.
Bye. (Laughs)
592
00:25:08,168 --> 00:25:10,101
(Button clicks)
593
00:25:10,103 --> 00:25:12,270
(Keypad beeps)
594
00:25:12,272 --> 00:25:13,405
(Telephone rings)
595
00:25:13,407 --> 00:25:15,874
(Ring)
596
00:25:15,876 --> 00:25:18,042
Dorrit, will you answer that, please?
597
00:25:18,044 --> 00:25:19,377
(Ring)
598
00:25:35,928 --> 00:25:36,448
(Busy signal)
599
00:25:41,834 --> 00:25:43,134
This came for you.
600
00:25:43,136 --> 00:25:45,203
For me?
601
00:25:45,205 --> 00:25:47,138
Well, this must be a mistake.
602
00:25:47,140 --> 00:25:51,810
So you bought a dress but not stockings.
603
00:25:51,812 --> 00:25:56,147
It's a gift from my dad.
I have a school dance tonight.
604
00:25:56,149 --> 00:25:57,916
You're wearing that to a school dance?
605
00:25:57,918 --> 00:25:59,217
I would never.
606
00:25:59,219 --> 00:26:03,254
It looks like something
that singer would wear.
607
00:26:03,256 --> 00:26:04,923
You know the one.
608
00:26:04,925 --> 00:26:07,425
The one who--who takes Jesus' name in vain.
609
00:26:07,427 --> 00:26:08,493
Madonna?
610
00:26:08,495 --> 00:26:10,829
Yes. Her. So disrespectful.
611
00:26:10,831 --> 00:26:14,098
Anyway, I have to pick up
my son from soccer practice.
612
00:26:14,100 --> 00:26:16,134
My idiot ex-husband just told me.
613
00:26:16,136 --> 00:26:18,102
Are you gonna be okay getting
yourself to the train?
614
00:26:18,104 --> 00:26:20,438
Just promise me you'll
take a cab to the station.
615
00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:21,406
Okay. No subway.
616
00:26:21,408 --> 00:26:23,241
Yeah, I promise.
All right.
617
00:26:23,243 --> 00:26:25,643
Have fun.
618
00:26:25,645 --> 00:26:28,646
(Cobra Verde's "Temptation" playing)
619
00:26:28,648 --> 00:26:30,915
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh
620
00:26:30,917 --> 00:26:32,584
♪ ooh, ooh, ooh
621
00:26:32,586 --> 00:26:33,718
(zip)
622
00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:34,886
♪ Ooh, ooh
623
00:26:34,888 --> 00:26:36,521
♪ ooh, ooh
624
00:26:36,523 --> 00:26:40,058
♪ heaven, a gateway
625
00:26:40,060 --> 00:26:41,226
♪ a hope
626
00:26:41,228 --> 00:26:42,393
♪ ooh, ooh
627
00:26:42,395 --> 00:26:44,662
♪ up, down, turn around
628
00:26:44,664 --> 00:26:46,164
♪ please don't let me hit the ground ♪
629
00:26:46,166 --> 00:26:47,632
♪ tonight I think I'll walk alone ♪
630
00:26:47,634 --> 00:26:49,167
I wondered where this golden chariot
631
00:26:49,169 --> 00:26:50,535
would take me--
632
00:26:50,537 --> 00:26:53,071
to the New Beginnings Dance and Sebastian?
633
00:26:53,073 --> 00:26:55,039
Or to Larissa and a new world?
634
00:26:55,041 --> 00:26:56,341
Where to?
635
00:26:56,343 --> 00:26:57,909
♪ Oh, you've got green eyes
636
00:26:57,911 --> 00:26:59,210
♪ oh, you've got blue eyes
637
00:26:59,212 --> 00:27:02,380
It was a good question.
638
00:27:02,382 --> 00:27:06,851
♪ Oh, it's the last time
639
00:27:08,903 --> 00:27:12,171
(Laid Back's "White Horse" playing)
640
00:27:14,274 --> 00:27:16,442
♪ If you wanna ride
641
00:27:16,444 --> 00:27:17,977
(sirens blaring)
642
00:27:17,979 --> 00:27:20,646
I had kept my promise to take a cab,
643
00:27:20,648 --> 00:27:22,114
but my bitchy boss was right.
644
00:27:22,116 --> 00:27:24,317
This dress didn't belong at a dance.
645
00:27:24,319 --> 00:27:28,354
It belonged here, in the
city, and so did I.
646
00:27:28,356 --> 00:27:32,491
(Indistinct conversations)
647
00:27:37,364 --> 00:27:39,465
There you are.
648
00:27:39,467 --> 00:27:40,933
(Gasps) And in the dress.
649
00:27:40,935 --> 00:27:42,268
Oh, it looks fabu on you.
650
00:27:42,270 --> 00:27:43,369
Thanks.
651
00:27:43,371 --> 00:27:44,737
Will I be arrested in it?
652
00:27:44,739 --> 00:27:46,539
Don't worry. I didn't
steal it from a store.
653
00:27:46,541 --> 00:27:48,374
Just our style rack.
654
00:27:48,376 --> 00:27:49,842
Carrie, this is everybody.
655
00:27:49,844 --> 00:27:52,311
Everybody, this is Carrie.
Hi.
656
00:27:52,313 --> 00:27:53,546
Hello.
Hi.
657
00:27:53,548 --> 00:27:54,847
That's Dominick.
658
00:27:54,849 --> 00:27:56,849
He's an artist who works
with found objects and wax.
659
00:27:56,851 --> 00:27:58,918
That's Cathy.
She's a fashion designer.
660
00:27:58,920 --> 00:28:00,119
That's...
They were artists,
661
00:28:00,121 --> 00:28:01,921
musicians, writers,
662
00:28:01,923 --> 00:28:03,489
distinctly themselves
663
00:28:03,491 --> 00:28:07,026
in a city that celebrated them.
664
00:28:07,028 --> 00:28:09,195
(Kenny Loggins' "Footloose" playing)
665
00:28:09,197 --> 00:28:12,365
It was such a stark contrast
to the world I came from,
666
00:28:12,367 --> 00:28:13,432
where conformity is demanded,
667
00:28:13,434 --> 00:28:16,369
and the Donnas of the world rule.
668
00:28:16,371 --> 00:28:19,271
(Laughs) Mags, you are so tipsy.
669
00:28:19,273 --> 00:28:20,806
I think we should get you home.
670
00:28:20,808 --> 00:28:22,508
Being the police chief's daughter
671
00:28:22,510 --> 00:28:24,944
doesn't mean you won't get kicked
out of school. Party pooper.
672
00:28:24,946 --> 00:28:26,812
I'm just trying to have some fun.
673
00:28:26,814 --> 00:28:28,047
Hey. Hey, new kid, new kid.
674
00:28:28,049 --> 00:28:29,615
♪ I've got this feeling
675
00:28:29,617 --> 00:28:31,283
We'll be right back.
(Scoffs)
676
00:28:31,285 --> 00:28:32,284
Good luck with that.
677
00:28:32,286 --> 00:28:34,854
You're here right on time.
678
00:28:36,491 --> 00:28:37,556
For what?
679
00:28:37,558 --> 00:28:39,058
For me, silly.
680
00:28:39,060 --> 00:28:40,893
♪ I'll hit the ceiling
681
00:28:40,895 --> 00:28:43,496
♪ or else I'll tear up this town ♪
682
00:28:43,498 --> 00:28:45,364
(Man) So what school did you go to?
683
00:28:45,366 --> 00:28:46,899
Uh, Castlebury High.
684
00:28:46,901 --> 00:28:48,734
No. I meant college.
685
00:28:48,736 --> 00:28:50,569
Mm. You don't need to go
to college these days.
686
00:28:50,571 --> 00:28:51,871
This city is all about the young.
687
00:28:51,873 --> 00:28:54,040
I mean, you're dead here
by the time you're 25,
688
00:28:54,042 --> 00:28:56,909
or living in the suburbs,
which is worse than dead. (Laughter)
689
00:28:56,911 --> 00:28:58,611
Oh, she should write something for us.
690
00:28:58,613 --> 00:29:00,546
Oh, I-I'm not really a writer.
691
00:29:00,548 --> 00:29:01,847
My mom used to write, though, in a journal.
692
00:29:01,849 --> 00:29:04,050
Are you for real?
Still has her innocence.
693
00:29:04,052 --> 00:29:06,318
Still talks about her mom and her sister.
694
00:29:06,320 --> 00:29:09,889
What's her name again?
Dorrit. She's in a rebellious phase.
695
00:29:09,891 --> 00:29:11,624
(Snickers) Aren't we all?
696
00:29:11,626 --> 00:29:13,092
(Laughter)
697
00:29:13,094 --> 00:29:15,861
I-I should make a quick phone call.
I'll be right back.
698
00:29:15,863 --> 00:29:17,663
(Telephone ringing) (Whispers) Come on.
699
00:29:17,665 --> 00:29:19,265
Come on, dad. Pick up.
700
00:29:19,267 --> 00:29:20,633
Please. Come on, come on, come on.
701
00:29:20,635 --> 00:29:21,767
(Ring)
702
00:29:21,769 --> 00:29:23,869
While I was getting
no answer from my dad,
703
00:29:23,871 --> 00:29:26,472
the mouse was getting an answer
she didn't like.
704
00:29:26,474 --> 00:29:29,575
Oh, hi. Is Seth there?
Room 215.
705
00:29:29,577 --> 00:29:31,377
He's still not there?
706
00:29:31,379 --> 00:29:35,047
Okay. Uh, thanks.
I'll try again later.
707
00:29:35,049 --> 00:29:36,415
Thanks.
708
00:29:37,718 --> 00:29:39,351
(Sighs)
709
00:29:43,757 --> 00:29:49,061
(Shannon's "Let The Music Play" playing)
710
00:29:49,063 --> 00:29:54,200
(Indistinct conversations, laughter)
711
00:29:58,673 --> 00:30:02,441
(Laughter)
712
00:30:03,944 --> 00:30:05,611
♪ We started dancing oh.
713
00:30:05,613 --> 00:30:08,280
♪ And love put us into a groove ♪
714
00:30:08,282 --> 00:30:11,350
(Giggles) I'm--I'm sorry.
I-I-I didn't know.
715
00:30:11,352 --> 00:30:12,852
Know we were gay?
716
00:30:12,854 --> 00:30:14,687
Yeah. Can I tell you a secret?
717
00:30:14,689 --> 00:30:16,555
I-I've never met anyone gay before.
718
00:30:16,557 --> 00:30:17,923
Of course you have.
719
00:30:17,925 --> 00:30:19,425
No. No one I know is gay.
720
00:30:19,427 --> 00:30:21,560
Oh, honey, someone you know is very gay,
721
00:30:21,562 --> 00:30:22,695
but they're just hiding it.
722
00:30:22,697 --> 00:30:23,763
Or don't know yet.
723
00:30:23,765 --> 00:30:25,564
Look for the hot guy who loves fashion.
724
00:30:25,566 --> 00:30:26,732
And hates sports.
725
00:30:26,734 --> 00:30:28,100
Oh, my God. It's almost midnight.
726
00:30:28,102 --> 00:30:31,036
Kiss me again.
It's almost midnight?
727
00:30:31,038 --> 00:30:32,171
♪ He won't get away
728
00:30:32,173 --> 00:30:34,907
I'm sorry. I'm leaving.
729
00:30:34,909 --> 00:30:36,408
Oh, it's early. The night's just beginning.
730
00:30:36,410 --> 00:30:38,511
No, I-I, um, have a thing
at my dad's in the morning.
731
00:30:38,513 --> 00:30:39,545
I gotta go.
732
00:30:39,547 --> 00:30:40,980
Okay. Mmm, mwah!
733
00:30:40,982 --> 00:30:42,281
♪ The groove he can't ignore
734
00:30:42,283 --> 00:30:45,918
♪ he won't leave you anymore
735
00:30:48,189 --> 00:30:50,156
Maybe it was the champagne or the dancing
736
00:30:50,158 --> 00:30:54,059
or that I was out of breath,
racing for the last train.
737
00:30:54,061 --> 00:30:56,462
Or maybe it was the realization that
738
00:30:56,464 --> 00:30:59,532
I might have just lost
my innocence, my virginity,
739
00:30:59,534 --> 00:31:01,634
and not to the guy I had hoped,
740
00:31:01,636 --> 00:31:04,270
but to a different man--
741
00:31:04,272 --> 00:31:05,805
Manhattan.
742
00:31:05,807 --> 00:31:07,640
And maybe it wouldn't
respect me in the morning
743
00:31:07,642 --> 00:31:11,510
or even remember me,
but... I knew after tonight
744
00:31:11,512 --> 00:31:14,313
I would never be the same.
745
00:31:14,315 --> 00:31:17,283
Thanks for picking me up, Walt.
746
00:31:17,285 --> 00:31:18,450
I would never let a lady walk home alone.
747
00:31:18,452 --> 00:31:19,618
(Giggles)
748
00:31:19,620 --> 00:31:22,254
Now I want details.
Every last one.
749
00:31:22,256 --> 00:31:25,357
Well, I met a girl who works
at "Interview" magazine,
750
00:31:25,359 --> 00:31:27,793
and she took me to this
restaurant, Indochine,
751
00:31:27,795 --> 00:31:30,896
and people were drinking
champagne from the bottle,
752
00:31:30,898 --> 00:31:33,666
and... (Laughs) I was drinking
champagne from the bottle,
753
00:31:33,668 --> 00:31:34,700
and...
Wow.
754
00:31:34,702 --> 00:31:37,937
I never saw anyone pay for anything.
755
00:31:37,939 --> 00:31:40,639
We drank a six-pack
of peach wine coolers.
756
00:31:40,641 --> 00:31:43,209
Oh. So the dance wasn't fun?
757
00:31:43,211 --> 00:31:44,543
The usual. Maggie got wasted,
758
00:31:44,545 --> 00:31:48,447
and Donna hooked her claws
into the new kid.
759
00:31:48,449 --> 00:31:49,548
Sebastian?
760
00:31:49,550 --> 00:31:50,616
Hmm.
761
00:31:50,618 --> 00:31:52,952
Oh.
762
00:31:52,954 --> 00:31:54,753
(Sighs)
763
00:31:54,755 --> 00:31:56,689
Speak of the devils.
764
00:31:56,691 --> 00:31:59,959
Oh. Uh... careful.
Huh?
765
00:31:59,961 --> 00:32:04,630
(Man) ♪ I used to give up everything ♪
766
00:32:04,632 --> 00:32:08,200
♪ there were no clouds up in the sky ♪
767
00:32:08,202 --> 00:32:09,435
Bradshaw?
768
00:32:09,437 --> 00:32:11,971
Yours truly.
769
00:32:11,973 --> 00:32:14,974
I didn't see you at the dance.
770
00:32:14,976 --> 00:32:17,142
I wasn't there.
771
00:32:17,144 --> 00:32:20,145
Oh.
772
00:32:20,147 --> 00:32:21,513
You two need a ride?
773
00:32:21,515 --> 00:32:23,816
Looks a little crowded in there.
774
00:32:23,818 --> 00:32:27,219
Look, this isn't what you think.
775
00:32:27,221 --> 00:32:29,622
Uh, it's exactly what I think.
776
00:32:29,624 --> 00:32:33,025
(Laughs) Sebastian, come on.
We have to go.
777
00:32:34,729 --> 00:32:36,929
You should go.
778
00:32:36,931 --> 00:32:37,997
I'll see you around.
779
00:32:37,999 --> 00:32:40,165
That's it?
780
00:32:40,167 --> 00:32:42,368
For now.
781
00:32:44,271 --> 00:32:46,739
All right.
782
00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:54,880
(Engine starts)
783
00:32:54,882 --> 00:32:57,950
Maybe my night with Manhattan
had changed me.
784
00:33:00,220 --> 00:33:05,457
Even though I felt vulnerable,
it was like the mouse said.
785
00:33:05,459 --> 00:33:09,695
I also felt powerful,
like I now knew things.
786
00:33:09,697 --> 00:33:12,398
Why can't I find the perfect person for me?
787
00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:16,068
You know, like Maggie is for you.
788
00:33:18,004 --> 00:33:21,240
I'm not sure she is.
789
00:33:21,242 --> 00:33:22,808
Does she know that?
790
00:33:22,810 --> 00:33:26,345
She knows that I wanna wait until I am.
791
00:33:26,347 --> 00:33:27,913
To have sex?
792
00:33:28,949 --> 00:33:32,318
You guys haven't?
No.
793
00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:34,286
I didn't understand.
If Maggie wasn't a virgin,
794
00:33:34,288 --> 00:33:37,957
and Walt had said "No,"
who had said "Yes"?
795
00:33:37,959 --> 00:33:39,892
I must be the only 17-year-old guy
796
00:33:39,894 --> 00:33:41,961
saying "No" to his girlfriend.
797
00:33:44,531 --> 00:33:46,365
Did your dad call the cops on you?
798
00:33:46,367 --> 00:33:47,800
(Carrie) What?
799
00:33:47,802 --> 00:33:49,835
Why would he do that?
800
00:33:49,837 --> 00:33:51,270
Dad, I-I'm--I'm here!
801
00:33:51,272 --> 00:33:52,805
I'm here.
I'm sorry I'm late.
802
00:33:52,807 --> 00:33:54,206
Uh, we ended up walking home.
803
00:33:54,208 --> 00:33:55,774
It's Dorrit.
804
00:33:55,776 --> 00:33:57,242
She's missing.
805
00:33:58,211 --> 00:34:00,616
What?
806
00:34:06,818 --> 00:34:09,019
Something horrible might
have happened to her.
807
00:34:09,021 --> 00:34:10,554
She's okay, dad.
808
00:34:10,556 --> 00:34:12,088
This never would have happened
if your mother was here.
809
00:34:12,090 --> 00:34:16,660
I will kill her when she gets home.
810
00:34:16,662 --> 00:34:17,894
(Door opens)
811
00:34:17,896 --> 00:34:19,129
(Door closes)
812
00:34:20,164 --> 00:34:21,198
Hey.
813
00:34:21,200 --> 00:34:22,766
Dorrit.
814
00:34:22,768 --> 00:34:24,935
Where have you been?
815
00:34:24,937 --> 00:34:26,570
Whatever. With friends.
816
00:34:26,572 --> 00:34:29,105
I tried to call. The phone
must have been off the hook.
817
00:34:29,107 --> 00:34:30,507
Because you took it off.
818
00:34:31,442 --> 00:34:33,109
Are you drunk?
819
00:34:34,011 --> 00:34:35,712
Do you know how worried we've been?
820
00:34:35,714 --> 00:34:37,514
You better start explaining yourself.
821
00:34:37,516 --> 00:34:38,582
Or what?
822
00:34:38,584 --> 00:34:40,050
You'll ground me?
823
00:34:40,052 --> 00:34:41,551
You're not my mom.
824
00:34:41,553 --> 00:34:44,788
I'm done.
825
00:34:44,790 --> 00:34:45,956
I'm just done.
826
00:34:45,958 --> 00:34:47,924
Do you think I like this?
827
00:34:47,926 --> 00:34:49,726
Worrying about you?
828
00:34:49,728 --> 00:34:52,362
And having to be the mature one?
829
00:34:53,331 --> 00:34:55,865
(Voice breaking) I would do anything.
830
00:34:55,867 --> 00:34:57,400
I would do anything to have mom back
831
00:34:57,402 --> 00:35:00,971
and just to be your sister
and not have to worry every day
832
00:35:00,973 --> 00:35:03,340
what might happen to you.
I just...
833
00:35:03,342 --> 00:35:05,709
Ugh! I can't take it!
834
00:35:09,614 --> 00:35:11,982
(Sighs)
835
00:35:11,984 --> 00:35:15,151
(Rock music playing)
836
00:35:19,724 --> 00:35:23,326
Kiddo.
837
00:35:23,328 --> 00:35:25,028
I'm--I'm sorry.
(Music stops)
838
00:35:25,030 --> 00:35:27,364
Don't be.
839
00:35:33,170 --> 00:35:34,237
You know...
840
00:35:34,239 --> 00:35:37,173
I saw a lot of your mother in you today.
841
00:35:37,175 --> 00:35:39,142
Because I lost it?
842
00:35:39,144 --> 00:35:42,779
(Chuckles)
843
00:35:42,781 --> 00:35:45,148
When you were little,
844
00:35:45,150 --> 00:35:46,449
and you'd do something awful,
845
00:35:46,451 --> 00:35:49,653
I would just look at your tear-stained face
846
00:35:49,655 --> 00:35:50,887
and I'd melt.
847
00:35:50,889 --> 00:35:54,157
I couldn't punish you.
848
00:35:54,159 --> 00:35:56,293
Your mother was tough.
849
00:35:56,295 --> 00:35:57,827
Yeah, I remember.
850
00:35:57,829 --> 00:35:59,729
When I did cartwheels in the pizza place,
851
00:35:59,731 --> 00:36:00,830
she wouldn't let me go
852
00:36:00,832 --> 00:36:02,766
to Valerie Weiss' 7th birthday party.
853
00:36:03,934 --> 00:36:05,568
And she had a moon bounce
in the backyard.
854
00:36:05,570 --> 00:36:08,738
Well, she wanted you
girls to be accountable,
855
00:36:08,740 --> 00:36:11,608
said it would make you good people.
856
00:36:11,610 --> 00:36:14,277
And now that's my job.
857
00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:19,182
I haven't wanted to do it.
858
00:36:19,184 --> 00:36:22,686
You girls have been
through enough as it is.
859
00:36:22,688 --> 00:36:26,156
But also, um...
860
00:36:26,158 --> 00:36:28,925
By taking on your mom's role...
861
00:36:31,495 --> 00:36:34,798
That means I would have
to admit that, uh...
862
00:36:36,467 --> 00:36:39,402
That mom's really gone.
863
00:36:42,139 --> 00:36:43,740
Yeah.
864
00:36:45,676 --> 00:36:48,111
But I have to.
865
00:36:48,113 --> 00:36:49,479
It's what your mother would have wanted,
866
00:36:49,481 --> 00:36:52,048
no matter how much it hurts.
867
00:36:53,384 --> 00:36:54,584
(Inhales and exhales deeply)
868
00:36:54,586 --> 00:36:57,987
She also would
have wanted me to ground you
869
00:36:57,989 --> 00:37:01,991
for coming in an hour past your curfew.
870
00:37:01,993 --> 00:37:07,263
So... no more going out
the next two weeks. Okay?
871
00:37:09,133 --> 00:37:10,333
Okay.
872
00:37:10,335 --> 00:37:12,268
Okay.
873
00:37:14,672 --> 00:37:16,573
You don't seem too upset about that.
874
00:37:16,575 --> 00:37:19,943
No.
875
00:37:31,155 --> 00:37:32,856
(Knock on door)
876
00:37:32,858 --> 00:37:35,358
(Footsteps approach)
877
00:37:37,695 --> 00:37:39,362
Mouse.
Hi.
878
00:37:39,364 --> 00:37:41,631
What's wrong?
879
00:37:41,633 --> 00:37:43,666
Are you okay?
880
00:37:45,302 --> 00:37:47,003
(Sighs)
881
00:37:48,773 --> 00:37:51,040
I think Seth is breaking up with me.
882
00:37:51,042 --> 00:37:53,042
Why? What happened?
883
00:37:53,044 --> 00:37:55,245
He hasn't called in two days.
884
00:37:55,247 --> 00:37:58,948
Well, that's nothing, right?
885
00:37:58,950 --> 00:38:00,917
I called a bunch.
886
00:38:00,919 --> 00:38:04,421
No, mouse.
How many times?
887
00:38:04,423 --> 00:38:06,990
(Chuckles)
888
00:38:06,992 --> 00:38:08,224
Too many.
889
00:38:09,794 --> 00:38:11,661
Well...
890
00:38:11,663 --> 00:38:16,166
Well, you know, maybe he's just studying?
891
00:38:20,104 --> 00:38:21,971
Yeah.
892
00:38:21,973 --> 00:38:24,407
How could he have...
893
00:38:24,409 --> 00:38:27,010
Had sex with me and treat me like this?
894
00:38:31,749 --> 00:38:32,916
Come here.
895
00:38:32,918 --> 00:38:35,452
(Crying)
896
00:38:35,454 --> 00:38:37,454
Oh, I'm sorry.
897
00:38:37,456 --> 00:38:39,322
(Whimpering)
898
00:38:39,324 --> 00:38:42,292
Love is something we wait for.
899
00:38:42,294 --> 00:38:43,827
We imagine our first kiss,
900
00:38:43,829 --> 00:38:45,728
our first sex,
our first "I love you."
901
00:38:45,730 --> 00:38:49,232
But we never imagine
our first heartbreak.
902
00:38:49,234 --> 00:38:53,937
Maybe because it's too painful
to even imagine.
903
00:38:53,939 --> 00:38:58,107
But in a way, the pain of love
is what truly changes us.
904
00:38:58,109 --> 00:38:59,642
(Greg Laswell's "Girls Just
Wanna Have Fun" playing)
905
00:38:59,644 --> 00:39:01,144
Are you sure, dad?
906
00:39:01,146 --> 00:39:02,812
I'm sure, kiddo.
907
00:39:02,814 --> 00:39:09,385
♪ Well, daddy dear,
you're still number one ♪
908
00:39:09,387 --> 00:39:15,024
♪ oh, girls, they wanna have fun ♪
909
00:39:15,026 --> 00:39:16,526
You should take this, Carrie.
910
00:39:16,528 --> 00:39:20,063
♪ Oh, girls, they...
911
00:39:20,065 --> 00:39:21,764
I think Dorrit should have it.
912
00:39:21,766 --> 00:39:24,734
Mom always loved you in green.
913
00:39:24,736 --> 00:39:29,305
♪ In the middle of the night
914
00:39:29,307 --> 00:39:36,479
♪ my mother says, "When you
gonna live your life right?" ♪
915
00:39:36,481 --> 00:39:39,449
♪ well, mother dear
916
00:39:39,451 --> 00:39:43,019
♪ we're not the fortunate ones
917
00:39:43,021 --> 00:39:44,921
♪ oh, girls, they...
918
00:39:44,923 --> 00:39:48,124
It's the losing of love
that makes us who we are--
919
00:39:48,126 --> 00:39:50,226
the loss of a parent.
920
00:39:50,228 --> 00:39:55,632
♪ Oh, girls, they...
921
00:39:55,634 --> 00:39:57,200
Of your virginity...
922
00:39:57,202 --> 00:40:03,473
♪ All they really want
923
00:40:03,475 --> 00:40:06,943
♪ those girls, they...
924
00:40:06,945 --> 00:40:09,779
Who you thought you might be...
925
00:40:12,082 --> 00:40:13,316
Nobody saw you, right?
926
00:40:13,318 --> 00:40:14,984
'Cause if your dad found out...
927
00:40:14,986 --> 00:40:16,853
He won't.
928
00:40:16,855 --> 00:40:18,821
Of your innocence...
929
00:40:19,823 --> 00:40:21,324
♪ Only hide her away
930
00:40:21,326 --> 00:40:25,762
Those losses are perhaps
our first steps into adulthood.
931
00:40:25,764 --> 00:40:27,730
Life gets more complicated.
932
00:40:27,732 --> 00:40:29,165
♪ But not me (Exhales)
933
00:40:29,167 --> 00:40:31,167
♪ I wanna be the one
934
00:40:31,169 --> 00:40:32,435
I thought you didn't swim.
935
00:40:32,437 --> 00:40:34,304
I don't.
936
00:40:35,539 --> 00:40:38,608
♪ Girls, they
937
00:40:38,610 --> 00:40:41,878
♪ wanna have fun
938
00:40:41,880 --> 00:40:43,146
♪ oh
939
00:40:43,148 --> 00:40:44,714
Is that how it's gonna be?
Yeah.
940
00:40:44,716 --> 00:40:46,749
All right.
Aah!
941
00:40:46,751 --> 00:40:54,751
Aah!
♪ It's all they really want
942
00:40:55,093 --> 00:40:57,226
♪ those girls
943
00:40:57,228 --> 00:41:00,330
Oh, my God.
Donna's gonna be so pissed.
944
00:41:00,332 --> 00:41:01,664
♪ It's all they really
945
00:41:01,666 --> 00:41:04,567
But it's also filled with promise
946
00:41:04,569 --> 00:41:07,503
and the possibility of opening
your heart to new beginnings...
947
00:41:07,505 --> 00:41:14,510
♪ Those girls, they wanna have fun ♪
948
00:41:14,512 --> 00:41:17,847
Are these...
mom's journals?
949
00:41:17,849 --> 00:41:19,816
They're blank ones.
She always had a few extras
950
00:41:19,818 --> 00:41:22,685
just in case inspiration struck.
951
00:41:22,687 --> 00:41:23,987
Can I keep them?
952
00:41:23,989 --> 00:41:25,688
Of course.
953
00:41:25,690 --> 00:41:27,991
Thanks.
954
00:41:27,993 --> 00:41:31,294
(Cyndi Lauper's "Girls Just
Wanna Have Fun" playing)
955
00:41:34,598 --> 00:41:37,600
And new dreams in new places.
956
00:41:37,602 --> 00:41:41,104
The city was no longer
a fantasy. It was real,
957
00:41:41,106 --> 00:41:44,007
and I knew now I wasn't
searching for something
958
00:41:44,009 --> 00:41:45,708
or somebody here.
959
00:41:45,710 --> 00:41:47,910
I was searching for me--
960
00:41:47,912 --> 00:41:52,148
who I was, who I wanted to be.
961
00:41:52,150 --> 00:41:54,417
♪ Oh, girls just wanna have fun ♪
962
00:41:54,419 --> 00:41:58,154
♪ just wanna, they just wanna
963
00:41:58,156 --> 00:41:59,856
♪ girls
964
00:41:59,858 --> 00:42:02,625
♪ girls just wanna have fun
965
00:42:02,627 --> 00:42:05,695
Finding my voice wasn't gonna be easy.
966
00:42:05,697 --> 00:42:09,799
But for the first time in a long time,
967
00:42:09,801 --> 00:42:11,768
I thought it might be fun.
968
00:42:11,770 --> 00:42:21,505
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