Three...
four...
five...
six...
seven...
eight.
One, two, three,
four, five, six,
seven, eight.
One, two, three,
four, five, six, seven, eight.
I just can't stop thinking about Jessa, you know?
Like, where is she?
What is she wearing? Is it linen?
What language is she speaking, you know?
Is she in a tropical climate
or, like, somewhere up high?
Oh, my God. Is she warm enough?
She's warm enough.
She's definitely warm enough.
Honestly, she's probably better off than any of us.
She's a fucking hustler, you know?
And not in the positive sense of that word.
I just... I miss her so much.
Will you hold these?
Shosh, you're falling for this.
This is what she does.
She, like, fucks shit up, leaves,
and blames it on, like, her marriage
or her relationship with her dad.
But, like, this is what she does.
This is classic Jessa.
I just don't think Hannah seems to care.
She does care. She's just working
really hard on her book.
Oh, my God. We totally forgot to talk about Charlie
selling his app, "Forbid."
Wait, what? Charlie has an app?
- Yeah. - Yeah. Forbid.
He sold it to, like, a very esteemed business tycoon
for, like, a very large sum of money
and now he has a corner office
in said tycoon's Chelsea building
with, like, 11 employees.
- Charlie has a company? - Yeah.
He's basically become a bougie nightmare.
I'm sorry.
I have... I have to go.
We may never see her again.
I do not trust anyone anymore.
Seriously, the fabric of life is just...
Radhika!
Oh, my God. Shoshanna?
Radhika!
Shoshie!
Oh, my God. Radhika!
Radhi... you're rollerblading.
Aren't these so funny and vintage?
Vintage.
You're about to make me cry and I don't even know you.
This is my boyfriend Ray.
Oh, love it.
Now I know where you've been all summer.
Um, I mean, like, what do you mean?
I've... I'm, like, right here.
You know, I haven't... I've been here.
Well, I'm just so happy to see you.
You guys should come to my impromptu tonight.
We will so come to your party.
- Oh, my God. - Great, I'll text you the deets.
I'm going to J.Crew. I'm going shopping,
and I'm gonna be so late.
- Oh, love you. - Bye, lovie.
- Kisses. Bye. - Bye.
She's the richest Hindi I know.
We are not going to that party tonight.
Why?
I don't even know where to begin explaining that to you.
Um, do I need to explain to you
that she said, "I know where you have been all summer"?
Okay, seriously?
I am a girl who has found love and then disappeared,
and my worst nightmare is that someone knows
or thinks that I've died when I haven't,
and I'm living that.
First of all, you know I don't like it
when you use air quotes.
Pantomime to express your emotions is a crutch.
We've talked about that.
Secondly, I'm a 33-year-old man.
It's creepy for me to go to a college party.
You have to understand that.
I think it's creepy for a college senior to go to a college party.
Okay, well, I don't think it's creepy and I'm going.
Okay, well, fine. Have a good time.
- Fine. - Fine.
Shosh!
I would like to thank everybody
that spoke this afternoon.
Now, final order of business.
Next week's cookies.
I've been the only person buying cookies
for the last three or four weeks.
And it might be nice
if somebody else decided to step up and buy a batch.
Aw, come on, guys. It's part of the deal.
Hi, I'm Adam and I'm an alcoholic.
Hi, Adam.
- Um... - Hi, Adam.
I've been sober since I was 17.
Um...
I knew I had a problem pretty early on
and I dealt with it because I didn't want to wait
and I knew it would just get worse.
I felt pretty solid after I stopped drinking.
I stopped coming to as many meetings,
but lately I haven't felt so solid anymore, so...
I have this girlfriend who at first I didn't like very much.
Or I didn't take her very seriously, I guess.
She just seemed like, you know, a piece of ass.
But she was persistent, man.
And she just hung around
and hung around and showed up at my place.
And gradually it started to feel better when she was there.
It wasn't love the way I imagined it.
I just felt weird if I didn't know what she was up to or whatever.
And I liked knowing that she was just gonna be there
and... warm and staying the night.
And she acted like I was teaching her everything
about fucking history,
about sex.
She didn't know what street Central Park started on
or how to use soap and I showed her.
And I wanted that chance to show someone everything.
But she changed her mind about me and it was that fast.
I'm so exhausted.
Okay.
And I'll bring cookies.
I don't really like cookies that much,
so don't get mad at me if I bring the wrong shit.
Thank you, Adam.
So, Adam's bringing the cookies.
Honey.
- Me? - Yeah, you.
Yeah, uh, hi.
Oh, my, God's teeth. You are tall.
Yeah, I'm a little taller than average, yeah.
How tall are you, 6'2"?
- 6'3". - Ha!
That's a very respectable height.
Oh, my God. Yeah, that's good.
I'm en... I'm enjoying it, yeah.
Yeah, listen. I gotta tell ya.
I'm just gonna tell ya. I'm very impressed by you.
Your honesty.
I want you to meet my daughter.
I want you to.
Really, I don't even usually encourage her dating
because she is a very nice, busy girl.
But God damn if you're not cuter than a dimple on a bug's ass.
- Jesus Christ. - Ha!
Oh, thank you.
- Yeah. - That was scary.
- Really? But I like you. - No.
Oh, thanks... thanks.
Um, uh, no.
Wonderful. So you'll give her a call.
You'll give her a call. Her name is Natalia.
I will tell her that you'll be calling her.
I'll tell her you'll be calling her.
Oh, you've got a phone, right?
Yes, I do. I do have a phone.
Fabulous.
I mean fabulous.
- Fabulous. - Fabulous.
Yeah.
So, I'm gonna have my assistant send over
the new Jack Johnson album. You're gonna love it.
Nah, dude, that's all right.
- I'm not too in... - Trust me, you're gonna love it, okay?
And when you love it, we're going the 29th.
- All right. - Take care.
Okay, see ya.
Funny.
Excuse me, can I help you?
Mindy, how is the Rothberry account?
Did that go well?
There is no Rothberry account.
You're just making stuff up now?
You're such a good employee.
All right, I'll see you later.
Yo.
Hi.
Hi, this message is for Natalia.
Uh, I'm Adam...
Sackler.
Your mother Cloris gave me your number
and suggested that I call you.
So, here I am.
Um, so...
hello!
Hello, yes, hi.
This is a fucking landline.
Whoa.
Oh, you would. Great.
Yes, I'll call you back with a spot.
You'll know me. I'm very tall.
And, uh, semi-dashing.
Your mother said you had great, um, teeth,
so I'll be lookin' at you.
Like a creep.
Okay.
Yes, nice to talk to you.
Adios.
I'll be staring at you like a creep,
'cause I'm a creep.
Hi, Natalia. I'm a creep.
Fuck.
This place is crazy.
Yeah, well, it's the guy that bought the app.
- He had the extra space for us. - Oh, I see.
So, what, you were just in the neighborhood?
Yeah, yeah. I was just running some errands.
I mean, Chelsea's really, really central, and then I was like,
I have an appointment after and I haven't seen you in a while,
so I just thought, why don't I just stop by?
- And so I just, like... - Yeah.
- figured out where it was and... - All right.
- Okay, are you okay? - Yeah.
Okay, 'cause you seem kinda all over the place.
- I don't know. - No, no, no, no.
I'm just here for support.
Yeah? From me or for me?
- What? - Okay, so...
that's my office there.
There's the kitchen there.
Free candy.
I'm not really that into it, but it makes people happy.
- That's so cool. - You know?
- That's very cool. - It's pretty cool.
- Yeah? Oh. - Charlie, when you have a moment.
I have some mock-ups of the interface
that I think are closer to what you imagined.
Oh, right. Okay, cool.
I'll be there in, like, one minute, Marla.
Thank you.
Yep.
What is she working on?
Uh, well, we're developing these other apps
in the vein of Forbid.
And our people are really responding to software
that protects them from themselves, you know?
Or other people.
I'm sorry to be so behind the times,
but what exactly does Forbid do?
- Um... - Hey, Charlie.
Um... oh, hey. Uh...
It prevents you from calling people that you shouldn't call,
be it a unrequited love or someone that fired you.
But if you want to call them,
then you have to pay $10 to "unforbid."
- Got it. - So the app is free,
but breaking your word to yourself isn't.
- Oh. That's smart. - Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Well, I mean, you were the inspiration, actually.
I started it right after we first broke up.
That's weird.
No.
I mean, it makes sense.
At least it turned out really well for you, right?
No, I mean, everything turned out great.
Yeah. It's awesome.
Yeah. I mean, I hope you got paid a lot of money for it.
- They paid me a shitload. - Good.
- No, it's not that much. - Oh.
But enough.
- Good. - Yeah.
- Well... - Do you need money?
- Is that why you're here? - Oh, my God, no.
Charlie.
- What? Oh, my God. - Charlie.
Oh, fuck. Yes, that's right.
- We gotta go do this. - What's happening?
Oh, the office next door.
They're doing a lip-dub thing for their YouTube channel.
- Lip-dub. - Yeah, sorry.
Lip-dub. Come on.
Where is she?
I always factor in a Hannah cushion
of 15 to 45 minutes.
Oh, oh, oh.
- Hi. - Hi.
Sorry I'm late. I was working.
Oh, well, if you get in the zone,
you get in the zone. No fears, bro.
We had such a good time at the museum yesterday.
And today was the commencement address at the conference.
It has been such an awesome conference.
I never thought I'd meet so many other women
that feel the same way I do about Ann Patchett.
What about Ann Patchett?
Holy shit.
Oh, myod. I love my mom.
I'm excited about Judy Collins.
Judy is so timeless.
I'm just as happy now to see her perform
as when I was in my barefoot days.
You guys, things are going really, really well with my book.
You know, my first pages are due next week
and I've gotten a lot done, so I feel like
if I continue at this rate, then...
I'm gonna get there quickly with the book.
What's up, honey?
Loreen.
Nothing, I'm just telling you about my book.
- You're counting to eight. - Loreen.
- No, she's counting. - Maybe after the show.
No, I'm not.
I'm not.
Look, if your head is filling up and you're getting count-y,
we need to know.
We can help you, but not if you don't let us know.
Well, how would you help me?
If it was going on, theoretically,
which it isn't, so I don't need help.
We'd bring you home for a little bit
and get you straightened out with Dr....
- Schupak. - Schupak.
With your OCD.
Dr. Schupak is a pediatrician, okay?
And I don't have OCD.
If I did have OCD, I would tell you
because I wouldn't be able to hold that in.
Sweetie, you're not holding it in.
I'm not holding it in 'cause I don't have to hold it in
because it's not going on, Mom.
And if it was, don't you think that I would say something to you about it?
Okay, it hurts me more than it hurts you.
I'm the one who has to experience it, not you.
I'm the one who has to experience it.
You think we didn't experience it?
You think we didn't suffer,
worrying about whether you'd have a normal life?
- Mom. - No.
We don't know why you had OCD.
We don't know why.
I mean, we're still married.
We never raised a hand to you.
- Of course not. - It's not our fault.
- Okay. - Well, it's genetic,
which is sort of the ultimate "your fault," so...
Oh, come on.
Ladies and gentlemen,
will you please welcome back to Cafe Carlisle
Ms. Judy Collins?
Oh.
Thank you so much.
♪ Sometimes I remember the old days ♪
♪ When the world was filled with sorrow ♪
♪ You might've thought I was livin' ♪
♪ I was all alone ♪
♪ In my heart, the rain was falling ♪
♪ The wind blew, the night was callin' ♪
♪ Come back, come back ♪
♪ I'm all you've ever known. ♪
No, I work with a private eye.
You work for a private eye?
Yeah, and I love it.
Because sometimes he uses me as the decoy.
- No fuckin' way. - Mm, yes way.
He lets me be the girl that distracts, you know?
Like, at a bar or something,
so he can collect documents.
- Unreal. - Mm-hmm.
Is that why you're here now, as a decoy?
No, I'm here because my mom said
that you were a very nice boy.
With a fresh look.
Well, I like your mom.
She's very, uh...
- ferocious. - She is.
Yes, that's one word for it.
Yeah. Mm-hmm.
You're very easy to talk to.
I thought this was gonna suck ass,
but you're very easy to talk to.
Okay, good.
That's great. I just... I think that dating is awful.
I just don't understand people who can go out with someone
and be so relaxed about it.
I know, I can't be relaxed.
I'm fucking sweating bullets over here.
I've had to pee for the past 30 minutes.
Miss?
Miss? Who are you here to see?
Oh, uh, sorry.
Radhika, G78.
Of course. Radhika's a party girl.
You have a lovely evening.
Um, thank... thank... you, too.
♪ And is looking for his fun ♪
♪ Someday soon I'm going with him ♪
♪ Someday soon ♪
♪ My parents, they can't stand him ♪
♪ 'Cause he works the rodeo ♪
♪ My father says that he ♪
♪ Will leave me cryin' ♪
♪ Oh, I would follow him right down... ♪
What the fuck? You just hit me like five times.
It was eight times.
♪ Someday soon ♪
Honey, where are you going?
♪ When he comes to call my pa ♪
♪ He ain't got a good word to say. ♪
You are fine and good. You are fine and good.
You are good and fine. You are good and fine.
So, I mean, it's just like, between me and Marnie and Ray,
it's kind of like an orphanage, you know what I mean?
Do not get me wrong, I love Ray.
And it's, like, great having Marnie around when I'm not
solving her life, which is, like, all the time.
But it's just like, when is Shosh time?
- You know? - Yeah.
Anyways, I've just been thinking a lot about growing up recently,
and, like, I realized that I'm always gonna be surrounded by people.
Like, always. And they're always gonna need something from me.
Like, if it's not my boss, it'll be my husband
or it'll be my kids or, like, my Aunt Eileen, who has no one
and I'm gonna have to, like, coddle and feed her when she gets older, you know?
So, like, I just think that this living experience
is a really great opportunity to learn
what it's gonna be like when I'm an adult.
When my kids actually need things from me.
Like, when I have to clothe and feed them.
- And, like, it's... - Hey, asshole.
Literally the one thing I told you
was not to ash in my mermaid.
Ugh.
You leaving already?
Uh, yeah.
It's not a cool vibe up there?
Um, it's... no, it's, like... uh, it's fine.
I think just not... I think I'm not a party person.
Me neither.
Really?
Well, I'm more into clubs and stuff.
Um, yeah... yeah, me, too.
Totally into clubs.
That's maybe where I've seen you.
I feel like I've seen you in a club or something.
I mean, that's, like... yeah.
That's really possible that you've seen me at a club.
That's, like, totally possible.
What's your name?
Shoshanna.
That's a nice name.
I never heard it before.
Is it, like, Muslim or something?
Sort of.
I'm sorry if this is, like, really insulting,
but you're, like, really good-looking for a doorman.
Thank you.
I think you're beautiful.
Um, thank you, too.
Thank you.
What happens if you leave the door?
Nothing, nothing.
A tranny walked in last time
and he was just walking around the floors,
but it was nothing. It was... I swear to God.
Where's Shosh?
She's at a party.
Navigating her way through the folds of pure conformity.
Charlie is living the dream.
I thought he was gonna be broken for at least six years.
I mentally budgeted six years of brokenness.
He's not broken at all.
And it just proves to me, like,
it doesn't matter how right you do things.
Because you know who end up living their dreams
are, like, sad messes like Charlie.
And the people who end up flailing behind
are people like me
who have their shit together.
Marnie learned another life lesson.
How adorable.
Want a gummy frog?
Ugh.
I'm gonna have you retrieve that when you're less upset.
Okay, look.
You're mad because you want what he has.
So stop thinking and start doing that
I don't understand.
- Okay, Marnie... - I don't understand.
What's your dream, hmm?
What do you really, really wanna do?
You wanna be a curator?
Open up a small gallery
in an old burrito factory.
You wanna be a mother? Get fucking pregnant.
Oh, my God.
Turn this potential energy into kinetic energy.
Stop being a cartographer
and become an explorer.
What do you really want to do?
What's your dream?
Stop thinking. Just tell me. What is it?
- Just yell it out? - What are you feeling?
What's inside of you? Just tell me...
I wanna sing.
What's the second thing you wanna do?
That's my dream.
To sing?
Yes.
Okay.
That's not... that's not the road
I thought you were gonna take here, but okay.
- Let me hear something. - Oh, now you wanna hear me sing?
Just a few bars. Just let me hear something.
Just give me a little...
Okay, give me a second. Ahem.
♪ I waited till I saw the sun ♪
♪ I don't know why I didn't come ♪
♪ I left you by the house of fun ♪
♪ I don't know why I didn't come ♪
♪ I don't know why... ♪
Okay, it's getting a little too intimate for me
so I'm gonna stop you there, but your voice is...
it's nice.
Thank you.
Marnie, if you wanna sing,
if you really wanna sing,
then you have to sing,
and you have to do it now.
You're never gonna look this good again.
- Thank you. - The clay is drying, okay?
You can't dress like a magician's assistant
for very much longer.
Now is the time... if you wanna sing,
then you should sing now. Right now.
♪ My heart is... ♪
Not at this moment, right now.
I mean, like, in general...
Well, be more fucking specific.
I thought it was obvious.
I can't fucking believe this.
Yeah, well.
This isn't exactly how we wanted
to spend our visit, either.
You know, this guy helped
Sharon Klingman's son...
- He was an arsonist, Dad. - Yeah.
- He strapped frogs to rockets. - Oh.
Okay, he was deeply disturbed.
I don't know how he got into college.
I'm not supposed to be here.
Look, after this, why don't...
we'll just head downtown to Serendipity's
and we'll have ice-cream sundaes
and we'll kinda just... we'll talk...
- I'm not hungry. - Okay.
Did you hear that, Mom? I said I'm not hungry.
- She heard that. - Maybe I'm anorexic.
Oh, God. Maybe we should see another specialist.
Come on, now.
You're not anorexic. That's ridiculous.
I've... I've seen you in a bathing suit.
Tad.
- She was kidding. - Oh.
Yeah.
Like I didn't know that.
I mean, this hasn't happened since high school.
And it was very bad in high school?
Yeah, I mean, it was pretty bad.
I counted stuff. It was bad.
What did you count?
Uh...
every pulse in my vagina.
Um, I would force myself to see things
on a loop of eight.
Like sexual things, murder things.
So, it was really a classical presentation.
Well, okay.
Then I guess it's classic to have to masturbate
eight or 16 times a night
until your legs shake and you're crying
and you're trying to make sure that your parents
didn't hear you, so you check their door eight times,
then you move your toothbrush 64 times,
then you move your dad's toothbrush 64 times,
then you go back and forth between the two,
moving each one eight times until you've reached 64 times
but then you realize that that doesn't feel quite right either,
and suddenly it's 3:00 in the morning
and you're fucking exhausted and you go to school
the next day looking like a zombie.
It's classical.
Anyway, I took medicine.
Are you taking medicine now?
- Mm-mm. - Why?
Uh, because it made me tired.
- How tired? - Very tired.
So, why are your parents so worried, do you think?
Uh, because they think I seem anxious.
Do you have a reason to be anxious?
Um, I went through a breakup about a month ago.
And was that stressful?
Uh, yeah. It was pretty stressful.
He acted very crazy and not normal.
And he's still trying to contact me.
- And that was unwanted? - Uh, in some ways.
I can't decide if he's the greatest person in the world or the worst,
and I should probably take my space till I figure that out.
According to everybody.
Also,
I don't really think you would understand any of my problems
because you seem like you have a tremendous amount
of willpower and general togetherness.
And why do you say that?
Well, I'm not gonna give you a compliment now.
I have a book deal. I don't know if my mom told you that,
that it's a really important professional moment for me.
Well, that... that's just really
tremendously stressful.
I mean, no wonder, you know?
Have you written a book?
Yes, mm-hmm.
Was it a therapeutic text?
No.
Was it a memoir?
No, it was about a dog.
A little boy and his bionic dog.
Your book's about a bionic dog?
Yes, mm-hmm.
Every book, he would save the world from disaster.
I...
I think we sold about...
yeah, we sold two and a half million copies.
I will really do anything you say
if you just tell my parents that I'm okay.
Are you?
I hate it when you look so concerned about me.
♪ Sometimes I remember the old days ♪
♪ When the world was filled with sorrow ♪
♪ You might have thought I was living ♪
♪ But I was all alone ♪
♪ In my heart ♪
♪ The rain was falling ♪
♪ The wind blew ♪
♪ The night was calling ♪
♪ Come back, come back ♪
♪ I'm all you've ever known ♪
♪ Open the door and come on in ♪
♪ I'm so glad to see you, my friend ♪
♪ You're like a rainbow ♪
♪ Coming around the bend ♪
♪ And when I see you happy ♪
♪ Well, it sets my heart free ♪
♪ I'd like to be as ♪
♪ Good a friend to you ♪
♪ As you are to me ♪
♪ Open the door and come on in ♪
♪ I'm so glad to see you, my friend ♪
♪ You're all like rainbows ♪
♪ Coming around the bend ♪
♪ And when I see you happy ♪
♪ Well, it sets my heart free ♪
♪ I'd like to be as ♪
♪ Good a friend to you ♪
♪ As you are to me. ♪