1 00:00:00,240 --> 00:00:01,625 Previously on The Fosters... 2 00:00:01,678 --> 00:00:02,978 [Stef] We spoke to Jude's therapist. 3 00:00:03,013 --> 00:00:04,246 - Why isn't he talking? - They think it's something 4 00:00:04,281 --> 00:00:06,015 called selective mutism. 5 00:00:06,099 --> 00:00:07,499 - It's a coping mechanism. - [Brandon] What are we supposed to do then? 6 00:00:07,534 --> 00:00:10,336 - I'm not gonna make a big deal about... - Hey, buddy. 7 00:00:10,370 --> 00:00:12,171 - [Jesus] You told Emma about Haley? - [Mariana] Yes. 8 00:00:12,205 --> 00:00:14,273 Why would you tell Haley you were a couple and not tell Emma? 9 00:00:14,307 --> 00:00:15,274 That's none of your business. 10 00:00:15,308 --> 00:00:16,308 This is about you trying to be 11 00:00:16,343 --> 00:00:17,343 like all those other girls. 12 00:00:17,427 --> 00:00:19,395 - [Stef] Are you OK? - Not really, no. 13 00:00:19,429 --> 00:00:21,530 I ate a pot brownie and I am freaking out. 14 00:00:21,564 --> 00:00:23,555 It's OK, you made a mistake. 15 00:00:23,556 --> 00:00:25,610 And tomorrow everything is gonna be back to normal. 16 00:00:25,611 --> 00:00:27,336 No, things will never be normal again. 17 00:00:27,440 --> 00:00:28,607 I slept with Dani. 18 00:00:28,641 --> 00:00:30,542 [Lena] Dani? 19 00:00:30,577 --> 00:00:32,511 [Callie] I was gonna have sex with Ryan today. 20 00:00:32,545 --> 00:00:34,313 I kinda freaked out. All of the sudden, 21 00:00:34,347 --> 00:00:38,383 I couldn't breathe and I just felt like he was gonna crush me. 22 00:00:38,418 --> 00:00:40,486 - Maybe you were just nervous. - [Callie] Or maybe 23 00:00:40,520 --> 00:00:42,387 I'm still in love with Brandon. 24 00:00:42,422 --> 00:00:44,490 - I thought you were over him. - Yeah, I thought so too. 25 00:00:44,524 --> 00:00:46,191 - Don't give up on Ryan. - I'm not. 26 00:00:46,226 --> 00:00:47,559 - [Callie] That was Liam. - [Brandon] The foster brother 27 00:00:47,627 --> 00:00:49,294 - you told me about? - He forced me to have sex with him. 28 00:00:49,329 --> 00:00:51,363 [Brandon] That's not cool, Callie. You know that, right? 29 00:00:51,397 --> 00:00:52,664 That what he did wasn't cool. 30 00:00:53,654 --> 00:00:54,990 _ 31 00:00:58,371 --> 00:00:59,338 [exhales] 32 00:01:18,258 --> 00:01:20,292 [sighs] 33 00:01:20,326 --> 00:01:22,161 Did we overdo it with the pink? 34 00:01:23,530 --> 00:01:26,431 Maybe we shoulda gone more gender neutral. 35 00:01:26,466 --> 00:01:31,236 You know, less sugar and spice and everything nice. 36 00:01:31,271 --> 00:01:34,540 Hm. No daughter of ours is gonna be everything nice. 37 00:01:34,574 --> 00:01:36,275 [chuckles] 38 00:01:36,309 --> 00:01:38,610 Speaking of naughty, kids are still asleep. 39 00:01:46,219 --> 00:01:47,452 [baby coos] 40 00:01:47,487 --> 00:01:50,422 Mmm. Not all the kids. 41 00:01:50,456 --> 00:01:52,457 [both chuckle] 42 00:01:57,664 --> 00:02:01,600 Oh, honey, Mama's here. 43 00:02:01,634 --> 00:02:03,468 Mama's here. 44 00:02:03,503 --> 00:02:07,239 Yeah. I think she's hungry. 45 00:02:07,273 --> 00:02:08,540 She's always hungry. 46 00:02:08,575 --> 00:02:10,275 [chuckles] 47 00:02:10,310 --> 00:02:12,477 Come here, baby. 48 00:02:12,512 --> 00:02:14,146 Hi. 49 00:02:15,448 --> 00:02:19,218 You know, she has your lovely long fingers. 50 00:02:19,252 --> 00:02:23,155 And your perfect little Flintstone toes. 51 00:02:23,189 --> 00:02:25,457 [chuckles] 52 00:02:26,659 --> 00:02:28,293 Hi. 53 00:02:39,672 --> 00:02:41,273 [sighs] 54 00:02:49,616 --> 00:02:50,649 [indistinct arguing in background] 55 00:02:50,683 --> 00:02:54,553 - [door slams] - [sighs] 56 00:02:54,587 --> 00:02:58,624 [♪ Kari Kimmel: "Where You Belong"] 57 00:02:58,658 --> 00:03:02,194 ♪ It's not where you come from ♪ 58 00:03:02,228 --> 00:03:05,264 ♪ It's where you've belong ♪ 59 00:03:05,331 --> 00:03:08,233 ♪ Nothing I would trade ♪ 60 00:03:08,268 --> 00:03:11,570 ♪ I wouldn't have it any other way ♪ 61 00:03:11,604 --> 00:03:14,172 ♪ You're surrounded ♪ 62 00:03:14,207 --> 00:03:16,575 ♪ By love and you're wanted ♪ 63 00:03:16,609 --> 00:03:20,379 ♪ So never feel alone ♪ 64 00:03:20,413 --> 00:03:23,181 ♪ You are home with me ♪ 65 00:03:23,216 --> 00:03:26,318 ♪ Right where you belong ♪ 66 00:03:28,319 --> 00:03:33,519 - synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 67 00:03:34,627 --> 00:03:36,628 What's with all the yelling and the door slamming? 68 00:03:36,663 --> 00:03:39,531 [both talk at once] 69 00:03:39,565 --> 00:03:41,533 - What friends? - Haley. 70 00:03:41,567 --> 00:03:44,569 - You're dating Haley? - No, no. They're having sex. 71 00:03:45,538 --> 00:03:47,172 See? Shut up! 72 00:03:47,206 --> 00:03:48,473 Don't tell your sister to shut up. 73 00:03:48,508 --> 00:03:51,209 - Thank you. - And you, shut up about your brother's business! 74 00:03:51,244 --> 00:03:52,544 - [chuckles] - What happened with Emma? 75 00:03:52,578 --> 00:03:53,784 We broke up. 76 00:03:53,785 --> 00:03:55,915 [Mariana] But now, Emma wants to get back together 77 00:03:56,215 --> 00:03:58,650 and he didn't wanna tell her about Haley so he can, like, string her along 78 00:03:58,685 --> 00:04:00,385 or something, so I told her. 79 00:04:00,420 --> 00:04:02,554 - Are you using condoms? - [Jesus] Mom. 80 00:04:02,588 --> 00:04:05,324 - Are you? - Yes, of course. 81 00:04:05,358 --> 00:04:07,492 - Gross. - Says the virgin. 82 00:04:07,527 --> 00:04:11,530 OK, enough! No more door slamming. 83 00:04:11,564 --> 00:04:13,131 - Mom. - Are you OK? 84 00:04:14,467 --> 00:04:17,235 I'm fine. Just got up a little too fast. 85 00:04:18,371 --> 00:04:20,172 Do your homework. 86 00:04:24,177 --> 00:04:26,445 Hi, Dr. Hillcroft, it's Lena Adams-Foster. 87 00:04:26,479 --> 00:04:29,548 I'm sorry to call you on your cell but 88 00:04:29,582 --> 00:04:33,418 I just had a headache all day that I can't shake. 89 00:04:33,453 --> 00:04:36,455 and I was wondering if there was anything I could take? 90 00:04:36,489 --> 00:04:39,491 So could you call me, please, on my cell or text me? 91 00:04:39,525 --> 00:04:41,226 Thanks. 92 00:04:41,594 --> 00:04:44,463 [phone beeps] 93 00:04:46,666 --> 00:04:48,200 [Stef] Hey, babe. 94 00:04:48,234 --> 00:04:49,601 Hey, where are you? 95 00:04:49,635 --> 00:04:52,237 Well, I was just getting ready to leave here. Is everything OK? 96 00:04:53,339 --> 00:04:54,506 Yeah, yeah. 97 00:04:54,540 --> 00:04:57,542 - Hurry home. - I will. 98 00:04:59,579 --> 00:05:01,246 So how long's this been going on? 99 00:05:01,280 --> 00:05:02,514 Don't make it sound like we're having an affair. 100 00:05:02,548 --> 00:05:05,117 Well, something secret is going on here. 101 00:05:05,151 --> 00:05:08,220 OK, look, I went to the halfway house 102 00:05:08,254 --> 00:05:10,522 - the night I slipped, OK? - Yeah, I know. A witness saw you. 103 00:05:10,556 --> 00:05:12,290 What do you mean a witness saw me? 104 00:05:12,325 --> 00:05:14,192 [Stef] I showed him your picture and he identified you. 105 00:05:14,227 --> 00:05:16,395 - You're investigating me?! - Because you were lying. 106 00:05:16,429 --> 00:05:19,131 - And you thought what, Stef? - You had been drinking... 107 00:05:19,165 --> 00:05:20,298 - What, that I killed her? - ... and you had blood on your hands. 108 00:05:20,333 --> 00:05:23,168 He's been helping me. 109 00:05:23,202 --> 00:05:25,470 I've been sober for 60 days now. 110 00:05:25,505 --> 00:05:27,472 It's the longest since I was 15. 111 00:05:27,507 --> 00:05:29,541 So you were doing drugs while you were pregnant with the twins? 112 00:05:29,575 --> 00:05:32,511 - That's a low blow. - Why don't we take this outside. 113 00:05:32,545 --> 00:05:34,546 Please. 114 00:05:40,293 --> 00:05:43,395 So, what, Mike? You're her "sponsor"? Is that it? 115 00:05:43,429 --> 00:05:45,497 You really think I'm capable of murder? 116 00:05:45,531 --> 00:05:47,466 Don't turn this around on me. 117 00:05:47,500 --> 00:05:49,334 Do you know how many nights I have laid awake... 118 00:05:49,368 --> 00:05:50,469 I knew you wouldn't approve... 119 00:05:50,503 --> 00:05:52,537 I don't approve. 120 00:05:52,572 --> 00:05:57,375 That woman has lied, and threatened, and manipulated my family. 121 00:05:57,410 --> 00:06:02,247 She almost landed you in jail. She used our son to try and extort us, Mike. 122 00:06:02,281 --> 00:06:05,417 Yes. She's done horrible things, because she's sick. 123 00:06:05,451 --> 00:06:08,220 I don't expect you to understand, you're not an addict. 124 00:06:08,254 --> 00:06:10,455 But she's not a terrible person. 125 00:06:10,490 --> 00:06:12,557 Who's paying for this? 126 00:06:12,592 --> 00:06:15,460 I am but just until she can get a job... 127 00:06:15,495 --> 00:06:18,396 I can't believe how foolish you're being. 128 00:06:18,431 --> 00:06:20,365 You could be charged with witness tampering... 129 00:06:20,399 --> 00:06:22,167 She's not gonna go to the DA. 130 00:06:23,236 --> 00:06:24,336 I want no part of this. 131 00:06:24,370 --> 00:06:27,339 Good. Then stop following me and mind your own business. 132 00:06:27,373 --> 00:06:30,208 [cell phone rings] 133 00:06:30,243 --> 00:06:31,543 Hey, baby, what's going on? 134 00:06:31,577 --> 00:06:33,445 Brandon just took Mama to the emergency room. 135 00:06:33,479 --> 00:06:36,581 - What? Why? - She fainted and she was throwing up. 136 00:06:36,616 --> 00:06:38,517 - What ER? - Sacred Cross. 137 00:06:38,551 --> 00:06:39,651 I'm on my way. 138 00:06:44,528 --> 00:06:46,729 [machine beeping] 139 00:06:48,598 --> 00:06:51,400 - 140 over 90. - [Lena] Which is good. 140 00:06:51,435 --> 00:06:55,638 - It hasn't risen. - It hasn't gone down either. 141 00:06:55,672 --> 00:06:57,406 OK. 142 00:06:57,441 --> 00:06:59,375 Eight glasses a day, please. 143 00:06:59,409 --> 00:07:00,476 Are you sure you don't want me to call your mother? 144 00:07:00,510 --> 00:07:02,478 No. I'm supposed to avoid stress, 145 00:07:02,512 --> 00:07:03,546 not invite it for the weekend. 146 00:07:03,580 --> 00:07:05,448 Maybe I should call the doctor. 147 00:07:05,482 --> 00:07:08,417 Mm. No. Don't be the boy who cried wolf, please. 148 00:07:08,452 --> 00:07:09,585 If the medication isn't working... 149 00:07:09,619 --> 00:07:11,620 As long as it doesn't go any higher, 150 00:07:11,655 --> 00:07:13,589 the doctor said there's nothing to worry about. 151 00:07:13,623 --> 00:07:15,458 Well, I wouldn't say nothing. 152 00:07:16,693 --> 00:07:18,527 - Am I driving you crazy? - A little bit. 153 00:07:18,562 --> 00:07:21,530 - OK. - Honey, I love you for taking such good care of me 154 00:07:21,565 --> 00:07:23,666 but you gotta get out of the house. 155 00:07:23,700 --> 00:07:29,305 Go for a run. Go run an errand. Go get me a veggie burger from Viv's. 156 00:07:29,339 --> 00:07:32,575 OK, all right. If you need anything use this. 157 00:07:32,609 --> 00:07:33,676 - [horn blares] - Oh! 158 00:07:33,710 --> 00:07:36,545 - I got it from the earthquake kit. - Seriously? 159 00:07:36,580 --> 00:07:38,581 I don't want you having to yell for us. 160 00:07:42,352 --> 00:07:44,453 I... don't know what's going on with her. 161 00:07:44,488 --> 00:07:48,424 Things were really good and then she, like, suddenly pulled away. 162 00:07:48,458 --> 00:07:51,494 And she's not talking to me, really. 163 00:07:51,528 --> 00:07:54,363 She just keeps saying everything's fine but I know it's not. 164 00:07:54,397 --> 00:07:56,665 I'm not really sure what to say. 165 00:07:56,700 --> 00:07:59,301 Is she still hung up on you? I mean... are you guys... ? 166 00:07:59,336 --> 00:08:02,404 - We're brother and sister. - Not yet. 167 00:08:02,439 --> 00:08:05,508 Look, we're not friends. 168 00:08:05,542 --> 00:08:08,377 And I can't be your couples counselor. 169 00:08:08,411 --> 00:08:10,479 - That's not what I'm asking. - What are you asking? 170 00:08:10,514 --> 00:08:13,682 - For a little help? - I already helped. 171 00:08:13,717 --> 00:08:15,518 I got out of your way. 172 00:08:15,552 --> 00:08:21,323 Look, nobody gave me a guide to understanding Callie. OK? 173 00:08:21,358 --> 00:08:23,592 If that's even possible. 174 00:08:23,627 --> 00:08:24,660 So... 175 00:08:26,663 --> 00:08:29,698 I don't know, maybe you need to give her some space. 176 00:08:30,634 --> 00:08:32,501 That's all I got. 177 00:08:36,406 --> 00:08:38,274 Thanks for the advice. 178 00:08:41,378 --> 00:08:44,413 [doorbell rings] 179 00:08:44,447 --> 00:08:47,583 Hi, I'm Brian. These are my parents. 180 00:08:47,617 --> 00:08:52,354 - Uh-huh... - We're here to see the bed. 181 00:08:52,389 --> 00:08:54,356 I got this. I'm Jesus. 182 00:08:54,391 --> 00:08:57,593 - Hey, I'm selling mom's bed. - The one she's lying in right now? 183 00:08:57,627 --> 00:08:59,495 - You can't. - They asked me to. 184 00:08:59,529 --> 00:09:02,264 - What's in it for you? - Ten percent. 185 00:09:02,299 --> 00:09:05,234 Mom, I forgot I had people coming to see the bed today. 186 00:09:05,268 --> 00:09:08,404 - Should you be up? - I'm supposed to stretch my legs. 187 00:09:08,438 --> 00:09:10,639 And, yeah, it's fine to show the bed. 188 00:09:10,674 --> 00:09:12,641 Well, why does he get to sell the bed? 189 00:09:12,676 --> 00:09:15,344 Why don't you two just work together. 190 00:09:15,378 --> 00:09:17,513 This girl couldn't sell a dollar for fifty cents. 191 00:09:17,547 --> 00:09:20,349 Uh, the 1950's called, they want their joke back. 192 00:09:20,383 --> 00:09:22,685 So is now a good time? 193 00:09:27,290 --> 00:09:30,593 [speaking foreign language] 194 00:09:30,627 --> 00:09:32,561 My mom was wondering how long you've had the bed. 195 00:09:32,596 --> 00:09:34,630 Less than six months, it's practically new. 196 00:09:34,664 --> 00:09:36,699 It has a 20 year transferable warranty. 197 00:09:36,733 --> 00:09:38,601 And it's retailed at $6,000. 198 00:09:38,635 --> 00:09:40,736 For 2,500, this is a steal. 199 00:09:40,770 --> 00:09:42,571 [speaks foreign language] 200 00:09:43,440 --> 00:09:45,474 Are you clean? 201 00:09:45,508 --> 00:09:46,642 Like, hygienic? 202 00:09:46,676 --> 00:09:48,677 My moms shower before bed every night. 203 00:09:48,712 --> 00:09:51,580 [speaks foreign language] 204 00:10:00,757 --> 00:10:03,325 My mom wants to know if you have a husband? 205 00:10:03,360 --> 00:10:07,596 Yes, but he's not home right now. He's working. 206 00:10:07,631 --> 00:10:12,568 I have a wife and the bed was a wedding gift but it doesn't suit us. 207 00:10:12,602 --> 00:10:14,570 They're lesbians. 208 00:10:14,604 --> 00:10:15,604 Is that a problem? 209 00:10:15,639 --> 00:10:18,340 [speaks foreign language] 210 00:10:37,560 --> 00:10:39,328 It's not a problem. 211 00:10:39,362 --> 00:10:40,429 - [Jesus] Great. - [horn blares] 212 00:10:40,463 --> 00:10:44,667 [shouts in foreign language] 213 00:10:44,701 --> 00:10:48,370 Why don't we let the Kims discuss this privately for a few minutes? 214 00:10:48,405 --> 00:10:50,406 - Thank you. - I just want to let you know 215 00:10:50,440 --> 00:10:51,733 there's a lot of interest in this bed. 216 00:10:51,734 --> 00:10:53,292 You're the first people to see it today. 217 00:10:53,510 --> 00:10:55,611 So I'd act fast. 218 00:11:09,392 --> 00:11:11,727 Hey, you wanna help? 219 00:11:15,365 --> 00:11:18,367 Thought I'd do some planting for Lena. 220 00:11:18,401 --> 00:11:22,705 She's been so busy at school and now with the baby... 221 00:11:24,674 --> 00:11:29,378 Everything's gonna be fine, it's just a drag, to be on bed rest. 222 00:11:32,382 --> 00:11:37,586 Just plant these ones in rows about, like, six inches apart, OK? 223 00:11:44,627 --> 00:11:47,363 You know... 224 00:11:47,397 --> 00:11:48,797 you've always been so good. 225 00:11:48,832 --> 00:11:51,400 You always held it together. You never lost it. 226 00:11:51,434 --> 00:11:54,503 No matter what bad stuff happened to us. 227 00:11:56,406 --> 00:11:58,374 You're due for a breakdown. 228 00:11:59,743 --> 00:12:03,412 So, don't let me 229 00:12:03,446 --> 00:12:06,348 or anyone else make you feel like you have to talk. 230 00:12:07,584 --> 00:12:09,451 Until you're ready. 231 00:12:23,135 --> 00:12:26,838 OK, special delivery for the sexiest pregnant woman in... 232 00:12:27,239 --> 00:12:30,908 - [Brian] Hi. - Uh, hello. 233 00:12:30,943 --> 00:12:34,879 I'm Brian. Those are my parents and they're interested in the bed. 234 00:12:34,913 --> 00:12:39,016 [speaking foreign language] 235 00:12:44,790 --> 00:12:48,759 Actually, my mom is interested but my dad doesn't like it. 236 00:12:48,794 --> 00:12:52,997 Would you be willing to sell half the bed? 237 00:12:55,968 --> 00:12:58,035 In case you change your mind about splitting the bed. 238 00:12:58,070 --> 00:12:59,804 If someone else wants half, we'll call you. 239 00:13:02,908 --> 00:13:05,076 - What? - Way to close the deal. 240 00:13:05,110 --> 00:13:06,878 I'm not selling half a bed. 241 00:13:06,912 --> 00:13:09,046 I'm surprised you didn't just string them along. 242 00:13:09,081 --> 00:13:10,882 Just in case you couldn't decide. 243 00:13:10,916 --> 00:13:12,984 Don't go there. 244 00:13:13,018 --> 00:13:17,922 And by the way, I'm still a virgin because I want to be, not because I have to be. 245 00:13:17,956 --> 00:13:22,126 Mat. You know Jesus and my sister, the virgin Mariana. 246 00:13:29,801 --> 00:13:31,035 [machine beeps] 247 00:13:31,069 --> 00:13:33,104 139 over 80. 248 00:13:33,138 --> 00:13:35,039 See? The medication is working. 249 00:13:35,073 --> 00:13:36,140 Yeah, I didn't doubt it for a minute. 250 00:13:36,174 --> 00:13:37,174 Ha. 251 00:13:37,209 --> 00:13:39,744 But you still have to stay right here and rest. 252 00:13:39,778 --> 00:13:41,879 Not letting anymore strangers up here to see the bed today. 253 00:13:41,914 --> 00:13:44,148 I'm fine. And we have to get rid of this thing. 254 00:13:44,216 --> 00:13:45,983 Especially before the baby comes. 255 00:13:46,018 --> 00:13:48,085 We don't want her falling into the crack. 256 00:13:48,120 --> 00:13:49,787 Oh, so we're co-sleeping, are we? 257 00:13:49,821 --> 00:13:52,790 I kinda think it'd be nice, you know? 258 00:13:52,824 --> 00:13:54,258 I've been reading about attachment parenting... 259 00:13:54,293 --> 00:13:57,194 Yeah, well, you know, people have been known to roll over on their babies. 260 00:13:57,229 --> 00:13:59,864 We're not heavy drinkers or sleepers. 261 00:13:59,898 --> 00:14:01,899 I'm just saying, it's not recommended. 262 00:14:01,934 --> 00:14:05,036 Can you imagine coming out of the comfort and warmth of the womb 263 00:14:05,070 --> 00:14:07,805 and then being left in a crib all alone. 264 00:14:07,839 --> 00:14:09,275 That's what a swaddle's for. 265 00:14:09,276 --> 00:14:11,693 Brandon slept in a crib and he has turned out just fine. 266 00:14:13,011 --> 00:14:15,046 Hey, Mike and Dani are here. 267 00:14:16,114 --> 00:14:19,817 OK. Stay. Rest. You. 268 00:14:23,989 --> 00:14:26,757 So just heat on 350 for about 30 minutes. 269 00:14:26,792 --> 00:14:27,959 OK, thanks. I appreciate it. 270 00:14:27,993 --> 00:14:29,961 - All Dani's idea. - Yeah? 271 00:14:29,995 --> 00:14:33,864 With Lena on bed rest, I don't want you to have to cook. 272 00:14:33,899 --> 00:14:35,166 Is this like serious? 273 00:14:35,200 --> 00:14:38,002 Not if they get it under control, 274 00:14:38,036 --> 00:14:39,937 but she may be on bed rest for a while. 275 00:14:39,972 --> 00:14:42,807 - Is she up for visitors? - Yeah, I think so. 276 00:14:43,842 --> 00:14:45,843 Hey. 277 00:14:45,877 --> 00:14:48,179 Hey. What're you doing here? 278 00:14:48,213 --> 00:14:51,048 Dani made us dinner. Isn't that nice of her? 279 00:14:51,083 --> 00:14:53,818 - Yeah. - We're just going up and say hi to Lena. 280 00:14:53,852 --> 00:14:57,221 Is that a good idea? I mean, she barely knows Dani. 281 00:14:57,255 --> 00:14:59,757 - [Stef] Brandon. - No. He's right. 282 00:14:59,791 --> 00:15:02,994 - You should just go, Mike. - You sure? 283 00:15:03,028 --> 00:15:05,696 Yeah. I have to make the salad anyway. 284 00:15:05,731 --> 00:15:08,733 OK. I'll be right back. 285 00:15:10,202 --> 00:15:11,802 Um, can I get a salad bowl? 286 00:15:11,837 --> 00:15:14,005 Yeah, Brandon, will you grab her a salad bowl, please? 287 00:15:14,039 --> 00:15:15,773 Yep. 288 00:15:20,846 --> 00:15:22,947 - Thanks. - Mm-hmm. 289 00:15:26,985 --> 00:15:29,020 - [Mike] Hey. - Hey. 290 00:15:29,054 --> 00:15:33,824 - How you doing? - Much better. Thank you. 291 00:15:33,859 --> 00:15:36,961 Good. I heard you're having a girl. 292 00:15:36,995 --> 00:15:40,765 - Yeah. - I'm really happy for you. Both. 293 00:15:40,799 --> 00:15:42,033 That means a lot. 294 00:15:42,067 --> 00:15:45,002 You know, Dani and I are talking about having a baby. 295 00:15:46,972 --> 00:15:50,107 - Really? - Yeah, she's younger than me and wants kids. 296 00:15:50,142 --> 00:15:53,144 And I don't know, I wouldn't mind getting another chance. 297 00:15:53,178 --> 00:15:56,981 You know. Maybe do a better job of it this time. 298 00:15:57,015 --> 00:15:58,716 Mike, you're a really good father. 299 00:15:58,750 --> 00:16:02,153 - I made a lot of mistakes. - Everybody makes mistakes. 300 00:16:03,922 --> 00:16:07,892 Brandon, um, he loves you very much. 301 00:16:07,926 --> 00:16:10,961 He's made mistakes too. 302 00:16:12,064 --> 00:16:14,732 But he's back on the right track now. 303 00:16:14,766 --> 00:16:15,900 Right? 304 00:16:15,934 --> 00:16:18,703 I should let you rest. 305 00:16:18,737 --> 00:16:22,840 Dani just wanted to drop off her special lasagna for you guys. 306 00:16:26,144 --> 00:16:28,913 - Mike. - Yeah? 307 00:16:28,947 --> 00:16:32,783 Uh... Thank you. 308 00:16:32,818 --> 00:16:34,051 Thank Dani, she did all the cooking. 309 00:16:34,086 --> 00:16:36,787 Please, thank her for me. 310 00:16:36,822 --> 00:16:38,789 I will. 311 00:16:38,824 --> 00:16:40,791 Hi. 312 00:16:47,165 --> 00:16:49,900 Your dad is talking about having a baby with Dani. 313 00:16:58,130 --> 00:16:59,770 I need you to know why I'm helping Ana. 314 00:16:59,771 --> 00:17:02,462 - I know why. - No, you don't. 315 00:17:02,496 --> 00:17:06,366 I went to the halfway house twice that night. 316 00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:09,235 First, to threaten Ana. 317 00:17:09,270 --> 00:17:12,438 [sighs] And then, after I drank again... 318 00:17:13,674 --> 00:17:17,310 ... I went back, to shut her up. 319 00:17:17,344 --> 00:17:18,278 For good. 320 00:17:19,580 --> 00:17:22,582 Yelling at her didn't make me feel any better. 321 00:17:22,616 --> 00:17:25,551 She still had all the power to destroy my career, maybe yours. 322 00:17:25,586 --> 00:17:28,688 But worst of all, to hurt our son. 323 00:17:30,391 --> 00:17:31,591 I was disgusted with myself. 324 00:17:31,625 --> 00:17:35,228 At least Brandon did something to try to make her go away. 325 00:17:35,262 --> 00:17:38,598 To protect our family. What was I doing? Nothing. 326 00:17:38,632 --> 00:17:43,236 So I went back. I parked outside. 327 00:17:43,270 --> 00:17:45,371 With a bottle and I waited. 328 00:17:45,406 --> 00:17:48,508 And the next thing I remember was Dani found me passed out 329 00:17:48,542 --> 00:17:52,345 in my car in some parking lot somewhere with blood on my hands. 330 00:17:52,379 --> 00:17:55,315 - Mike... - Then... 331 00:17:55,349 --> 00:17:59,285 when I found out Ana went missing that night... 332 00:17:59,320 --> 00:18:02,555 I had to find out what happened, 333 00:18:02,589 --> 00:18:05,291 even if it meant I'd done something terrible. 334 00:18:05,326 --> 00:18:09,495 Thank God, I found her alive, strung out in some crack house. 335 00:18:09,530 --> 00:18:13,399 I was so relieved, that I vowed to myself and to God 336 00:18:13,434 --> 00:18:14,567 that I would do anything I could to help her. 337 00:18:14,601 --> 00:18:17,503 To get her on her feet and get sober. 338 00:18:17,538 --> 00:18:21,441 Because in my heart, I did want to kill her that night. 339 00:18:23,310 --> 00:18:26,479 And that's a sin I need to make amends for, Stef. 340 00:18:28,248 --> 00:18:30,450 And knowing that alcohol put me in that state of mind 341 00:18:30,484 --> 00:18:33,252 is why I'll never have another drink ever again. 342 00:18:33,287 --> 00:18:35,621 - [door opens] - Hey, all done? 343 00:18:35,656 --> 00:18:38,558 - Yep. Salad's in the fridge. - Thank you. 344 00:18:38,592 --> 00:18:40,360 Hey, let us know if you need anything else. 345 00:18:40,394 --> 00:18:41,527 Will do. 346 00:18:49,336 --> 00:18:52,705 - Hey. - Oh. I didn't know you were still here. 347 00:18:52,740 --> 00:18:55,541 - What's that? - Geometry. 348 00:18:55,576 --> 00:18:58,211 Are you like a mathlete or something? 349 00:18:58,245 --> 00:18:59,579 I'm on the dance team. 350 00:18:59,613 --> 00:19:01,447 Which makes you better than a mathlete? 351 00:19:01,482 --> 00:19:03,349 - No. - Hey, why do you dye your hair? 352 00:19:03,384 --> 00:19:05,418 - None of your business. - Don't move. 353 00:19:05,452 --> 00:19:09,222 - What? - There's a chip on your shoulder. 354 00:19:09,256 --> 00:19:10,590 I do not have a chip on my shoulder. 355 00:19:12,526 --> 00:19:15,294 Are you a good dancer? 356 00:19:15,329 --> 00:19:18,297 I don't know. I mean, I'm OK. 357 00:19:18,332 --> 00:19:19,565 - I'm not the best. - Why not? 358 00:19:19,600 --> 00:19:20,633 - I'm just... - Lazy? 359 00:19:20,667 --> 00:19:23,269 I work harder than anyone on that dance team. 360 00:19:23,303 --> 00:19:24,270 - See? - What? 361 00:19:24,304 --> 00:19:25,605 The not a chip thing. 362 00:19:25,639 --> 00:19:27,340 OK, I really need to do my homework. 363 00:19:27,374 --> 00:19:28,441 Do you want to go out sometime? 364 00:19:30,711 --> 00:19:32,345 With you? 365 00:19:32,379 --> 00:19:34,480 - Yeah. - Alone, with you? 366 00:19:34,515 --> 00:19:35,615 Are you afraid to be alone with me? 367 00:19:35,649 --> 00:19:37,617 No. 368 00:19:37,651 --> 00:19:39,685 So? 369 00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:41,387 Could you be more specific? 370 00:19:41,422 --> 00:19:42,388 Friday night? 371 00:19:44,758 --> 00:19:48,394 - OK. - OK. 372 00:19:59,373 --> 00:20:03,309 Sir. Can I ask you what you're doing? 373 00:20:03,343 --> 00:20:07,447 Looking for signs of urine, semen, or blood 374 00:20:07,481 --> 00:20:10,249 not visible to the human eye. 375 00:20:11,351 --> 00:20:12,785 Hey. There are more people here to see the bed. 376 00:20:12,820 --> 00:20:15,388 - [Jesus] Get them some water or something. - No. I'm not your assistant. 377 00:20:15,422 --> 00:20:17,557 I can't leave all these strangers alone in our house. 378 00:20:17,591 --> 00:20:19,492 - That's your problem. - Look, I'll cut you in. 379 00:20:19,526 --> 00:20:21,627 Like, ten percent of my ten percent. 380 00:20:21,662 --> 00:20:23,362 Twenty-five dollars? Get real. 381 00:20:23,397 --> 00:20:24,697 - Twenty-five percent. - Half. 382 00:20:24,731 --> 00:20:27,266 - No way. - All right, have fun. Hope nobody steals anything. 383 00:20:27,301 --> 00:20:28,534 Fine, fine. Forty/sixty. 384 00:20:30,370 --> 00:20:31,337 Deal. 385 00:20:34,641 --> 00:20:35,741 Hello? 386 00:20:38,679 --> 00:20:40,413 [man] How many amps is this motor? 387 00:20:44,485 --> 00:20:46,352 - Hello. - Do you live here? 388 00:20:46,386 --> 00:20:48,521 - Uh, yeah. - How much do you want for the kitchen table? 389 00:20:48,555 --> 00:20:50,523 Oh, hey. They're here to see the bed. 390 00:20:50,557 --> 00:20:51,657 It'll just be a few more minutes. 391 00:20:51,692 --> 00:20:53,493 Yeah, and the kitchen table's not for sale. 392 00:20:55,429 --> 00:20:57,363 Well, how much are you willing to pay for it? 393 00:21:00,367 --> 00:21:02,268 What? 394 00:21:04,705 --> 00:21:07,673 You know that we haven't talked about baby names. 395 00:21:09,743 --> 00:21:13,312 I was kinda thinking we could 396 00:21:13,347 --> 00:21:15,281 name her after your dad. 397 00:21:15,315 --> 00:21:20,286 Frank? That's a good way to scar her for the rest of her life. 398 00:21:20,320 --> 00:21:22,288 [laughs] 399 00:21:22,322 --> 00:21:27,627 Francesca, and we could call her Frankie. 400 00:21:29,596 --> 00:21:33,299 - Seriously? - Yeah. 401 00:21:33,333 --> 00:21:35,301 What do you think? 402 00:21:37,771 --> 00:21:39,605 I think I love it. 403 00:21:47,748 --> 00:21:50,349 So... 404 00:21:51,485 --> 00:21:53,753 There's something I need to tell you. 405 00:21:54,788 --> 00:21:56,322 What about? 406 00:21:57,791 --> 00:21:59,625 Brandon. 407 00:22:07,907 --> 00:22:11,810 [playing softly] 408 00:22:11,845 --> 00:22:12,945 - Hey. - Hey. 409 00:22:12,979 --> 00:22:15,714 I was just working on a new song. 410 00:22:15,749 --> 00:22:17,883 Can you come sit please? 411 00:22:19,619 --> 00:22:20,886 Yeah. 412 00:22:30,697 --> 00:22:33,899 - Mama told me what happened. - She did? 413 00:22:36,803 --> 00:22:40,606 Uh, what did she tell you? 414 00:22:40,640 --> 00:22:41,974 That you got high. 415 00:22:44,978 --> 00:22:47,846 You did the right thing, calling one of us. 416 00:22:47,881 --> 00:22:53,652 I'm assuming that you got the pot from one of your band mates? 417 00:22:53,687 --> 00:22:57,890 - I'm never going to do it again. - [laughs] 418 00:22:57,924 --> 00:23:01,660 I probably should have warned you. We're not exactly pot people. 419 00:23:01,695 --> 00:23:03,929 Of course nobody should be. 420 00:23:03,963 --> 00:23:06,799 But, I freaked out when I tried it too. 421 00:23:11,538 --> 00:23:14,907 Being in a band doesn't mean you have to act like a rock star. 422 00:23:14,941 --> 00:23:17,843 - [chuckles] - That goes for alcohol, too. 423 00:23:17,877 --> 00:23:20,679 - OK. - I'm very happy that you're playing music again 424 00:23:20,714 --> 00:23:23,615 but if being in this band affects your grades 425 00:23:23,650 --> 00:23:25,551 or your judgment again, you're done. 426 00:23:25,618 --> 00:23:28,487 Yeah, I get it. 427 00:23:28,521 --> 00:23:30,956 I don't like having to be the hard ass, Brandon. 428 00:23:30,990 --> 00:23:34,760 - Don't. - Why do you have to be? 429 00:23:37,697 --> 00:23:39,798 Because someone has to. 430 00:23:41,735 --> 00:23:44,636 You'll understand one day when you have kids of your own. 431 00:23:44,671 --> 00:23:47,873 I can't believe I just said that. 432 00:23:47,907 --> 00:23:49,875 Dinner's in thirty minutes, OK? 433 00:24:00,553 --> 00:24:03,489 You know, it also has a massage setting. 434 00:24:03,523 --> 00:24:05,724 And memory foam so it contours to your body. 435 00:24:05,759 --> 00:24:07,526 Well then, why are you selling it? 436 00:24:07,560 --> 00:24:09,828 It's too big. It takes up the whole room. 437 00:24:09,863 --> 00:24:12,564 Well, I don't believe my bedroom's any bigger than this. 438 00:24:12,599 --> 00:24:14,533 Maybe it's too big for me too. 439 00:24:14,567 --> 00:24:18,904 It's not too big, it's just, it's not good for... intimacy, 440 00:24:18,938 --> 00:24:20,839 because of the split between the beds. 441 00:24:20,874 --> 00:24:23,509 That's why we're selling it. 442 00:24:23,543 --> 00:24:27,646 Oh... Well, that's no issue. 443 00:24:27,680 --> 00:24:29,848 At my age, the less intimacy the better. 444 00:24:29,883 --> 00:24:31,850 Then this is the bed for you, I think. 445 00:24:31,885 --> 00:24:34,787 Oh, I hear a little squeaking sound. 446 00:24:34,821 --> 00:24:36,789 Probably needs some maintenance. 447 00:24:36,823 --> 00:24:37,790 I don't hear anything. 448 00:24:37,824 --> 00:24:39,758 You know, it's illegal to sell a used bed. 449 00:24:39,793 --> 00:24:42,728 - Not privately. - And she would know, she's a cop. 450 00:24:42,762 --> 00:24:44,830 Ah. The fuzz, eh? 451 00:24:44,864 --> 00:24:48,567 Well, it's not worth it but I'll give you $500 bucks. 452 00:24:48,601 --> 00:24:51,804 We're asking for twenty-five hundred. And it sells for twice that new! 453 00:24:51,838 --> 00:24:54,640 But it's not new, it's used and it squeaks. 454 00:24:54,674 --> 00:24:56,775 - It doesn't squeak. - Fifteen hundred. 455 00:24:56,810 --> 00:24:57,743 Mom, we can get more for it. 456 00:24:57,777 --> 00:24:59,511 - Seven-fifty. - Twelve-fifty. 457 00:24:59,546 --> 00:25:00,846 - Please. - One thousand, my last offer. 458 00:25:00,880 --> 00:25:02,548 Sold. 459 00:25:02,582 --> 00:25:04,817 Hey, you just made a hundred dollars. 460 00:25:04,851 --> 00:25:06,718 Sixty. 461 00:25:10,757 --> 00:25:12,925 It's been so long since you've all gotten in bed with us. 462 00:25:12,959 --> 00:25:14,693 This is nice. 463 00:25:14,727 --> 00:25:17,314 Which reminds me, we have to go shopping for a new mattress 464 00:25:17,315 --> 00:25:18,975 tomorrow after your doctor's appointment. 465 00:25:18,976 --> 00:25:20,956 - Hopefully we'll get same-day delivery. - Yes. 466 00:25:20,969 --> 00:25:22,936 Or, I guess, I'm sleeping on the floor tomorrow night? 467 00:25:22,971 --> 00:25:25,906 - [Stef] 'Fraid so. - Just make sure that old bag pays you in cash. 468 00:25:25,940 --> 00:25:27,975 [Stef] Hey, hey, hey. Language, please. 469 00:25:28,009 --> 00:25:29,109 What time's your appointment tomorrow? 470 00:25:29,144 --> 00:25:30,844 [Lena] Nine A.M. 471 00:25:30,879 --> 00:25:31,912 [Mariana] Will you let us know what she says? 472 00:25:31,946 --> 00:25:33,814 I will text you immediately. 473 00:25:33,848 --> 00:25:35,249 Where are you going to put the baby's crib? 474 00:25:35,283 --> 00:25:38,285 We were thinking right here, by the window. 475 00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,921 B, you're awfully quiet tonight. 476 00:25:40,955 --> 00:25:43,123 He's not as quiet as Jude is. 477 00:25:45,260 --> 00:25:46,960 I'm just kidding. 478 00:25:48,063 --> 00:25:50,898 - [chuckles] - [laughing] 479 00:25:50,932 --> 00:25:53,100 I do miss your sweet, sweet voice. 480 00:25:53,134 --> 00:25:54,935 Now, shut up and roll. 481 00:25:54,969 --> 00:25:57,004 [laughing] 482 00:25:57,038 --> 00:25:59,873 Oh, oh! [Laughs] 483 00:25:59,908 --> 00:26:01,975 Park Place. Pay me, sucka! 484 00:26:02,010 --> 00:26:04,945 And there's a hotel. You are in big trouble, bud. 485 00:26:04,979 --> 00:26:06,013 Ohh. 486 00:26:06,047 --> 00:26:08,115 My turn. All right. 487 00:26:22,931 --> 00:26:35,273 [whispering] 488 00:26:35,307 --> 00:26:36,841 What's going on? 489 00:26:39,978 --> 00:26:42,847 I don't understand how this can happen overnight, literally. 490 00:26:42,881 --> 00:26:46,250 Preeclampsia can go from mild to severe very quickly. 491 00:26:46,285 --> 00:26:48,920 Well, there must be another medication. 492 00:26:48,954 --> 00:26:54,125 There's protein in your urine and your blood pressure is dangerously high and rising. 493 00:26:54,159 --> 00:26:56,961 At this point, all we can do is deliver the baby and the placenta... 494 00:26:56,995 --> 00:26:58,229 as soon as possible. 495 00:26:58,263 --> 00:27:00,831 But the baby's only 20 weeks. 496 00:27:00,866 --> 00:27:02,199 How many weeks does she have to be? 497 00:27:02,234 --> 00:27:05,937 The earliest a premie can survive is 24 weeks 498 00:27:05,971 --> 00:27:10,107 and even then there's only a 35% chance. 499 00:27:10,142 --> 00:27:14,045 Then we wait... another six to eight weeks. Whatever it takes. 500 00:27:14,079 --> 00:27:16,781 It's not just about the baby. 501 00:27:16,815 --> 00:27:20,084 You could have a stroke, or impaired liver or kidney function. 502 00:27:20,118 --> 00:27:22,920 It's maternal mortality that's the risk here. 503 00:27:22,955 --> 00:27:27,258 OK. But this is all just worse case scenario stuff. 504 00:27:27,292 --> 00:27:29,260 I could still respond to the blood pressure medication, 505 00:27:29,294 --> 00:27:31,720 I can stay here in the hospital, I can stay on bed rest. 506 00:27:31,721 --> 00:27:32,926 There's still a chance, right? 507 00:27:34,731 --> 00:27:36,532 One I wouldn't recommend taking. 508 00:27:39,902 --> 00:27:41,803 I'll leave you to talk. 509 00:27:44,907 --> 00:27:46,975 I'm gonna be right back, OK? 510 00:27:50,847 --> 00:27:53,949 Excuse me. What are we gonna do? 511 00:27:53,983 --> 00:27:55,917 We can't make her deliver against her will. 512 00:27:55,952 --> 00:27:57,069 Even if she could die? 513 00:27:57,254 --> 00:27:59,154 Legally, we have to respect her wishes. 514 00:27:59,189 --> 00:28:00,589 But she's isn't in crisis yet. 515 00:28:00,624 --> 00:28:03,425 I know it's scary, 516 00:28:03,460 --> 00:28:07,329 but let's give her a little time to process this. 517 00:28:07,364 --> 00:28:08,497 OK? 518 00:28:08,681 --> 00:28:10,315 Yeah. Thank you. 519 00:28:21,828 --> 00:28:22,761 Come here. 520 00:28:28,802 --> 00:28:30,669 I saw her, in a dream. 521 00:28:30,703 --> 00:28:32,771 She was in our bed with us 522 00:28:32,806 --> 00:28:36,775 and she was beautiful and she was healthy. 523 00:28:36,810 --> 00:28:39,445 I can feel her inside me. 524 00:28:39,479 --> 00:28:41,780 I have faith. 525 00:28:41,815 --> 00:28:43,482 Even if it takes a miracle. 526 00:28:43,516 --> 00:28:46,385 She's gonna be all right, she's going to make it. 527 00:28:49,722 --> 00:28:52,524 I don't have faith. 528 00:28:54,494 --> 00:28:58,630 That's OK. Because I have enough for the both of us. 529 00:28:58,665 --> 00:29:01,767 [soft music] 530 00:29:10,477 --> 00:29:13,645 So... Mama's gonna be all right. 531 00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:15,547 What about the baby? 532 00:29:15,582 --> 00:29:19,751 Um... it doesn't look good. 533 00:29:26,459 --> 00:29:27,626 So what can we do? 534 00:29:27,660 --> 00:29:30,429 You can support Mama. 535 00:29:30,463 --> 00:29:32,631 And love her. 536 00:29:32,665 --> 00:29:34,533 OK? 537 00:29:34,567 --> 00:29:35,801 [Brandon] Grandma's here. 538 00:29:48,615 --> 00:29:50,449 [exhales sharply] 539 00:30:00,460 --> 00:30:02,528 [sobbing] 540 00:30:11,838 --> 00:30:13,572 [whispers] It's OK. 541 00:30:13,606 --> 00:30:15,574 It's all right, baby. 542 00:30:15,608 --> 00:30:16,742 It's OK. 543 00:30:16,776 --> 00:30:19,645 [sobbing continues] 544 00:30:31,663 --> 00:30:33,897 [soft music] 545 00:30:49,748 --> 00:30:51,882 Is Lena OK? 546 00:30:51,916 --> 00:30:53,851 Grandma's still in with her. 547 00:30:55,720 --> 00:30:57,654 I feel so sad. 548 00:30:58,757 --> 00:31:00,024 Yeah, me too. 549 00:31:01,626 --> 00:31:03,594 You should call Wyatt. 550 00:31:03,628 --> 00:31:04,928 Why? 551 00:31:04,963 --> 00:31:07,698 He's your boyfriend, right? 552 00:31:07,732 --> 00:31:08,866 Right. 553 00:31:12,804 --> 00:31:14,038 I met him yesterday. 554 00:31:14,072 --> 00:31:15,939 You ran into Wyatt? 555 00:31:15,974 --> 00:31:20,611 He asked to meet. To talk. About you. 556 00:31:20,645 --> 00:31:23,047 Why? What did he say? 557 00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:26,884 Ah... 558 00:31:26,918 --> 00:31:30,854 Just that things were good and then something happened. 559 00:31:30,889 --> 00:31:31,889 Did he say what? 560 00:31:31,923 --> 00:31:34,024 No. 561 00:31:35,126 --> 00:31:38,062 He was just wondering... 562 00:31:39,731 --> 00:31:40,864 ... if it had to do with me. 563 00:31:53,011 --> 00:31:54,711 We tried to have sex. 564 00:31:54,746 --> 00:31:58,682 I freaked out. I had like... a panic attack. 565 00:32:00,852 --> 00:32:03,654 At first, I did think... 566 00:32:03,688 --> 00:32:04,988 maybe I wasn't over you. 567 00:32:05,023 --> 00:32:08,092 But, then I realized... 568 00:32:08,126 --> 00:32:09,860 Is it because of Liam? 569 00:32:14,933 --> 00:32:16,033 Why don't you just tell Wyatt. 570 00:32:16,067 --> 00:32:17,768 Because, I don't want to. 571 00:32:17,802 --> 00:32:19,970 And I really wish he hadn't involved you. 572 00:32:20,004 --> 00:32:20,971 Well, me too. 573 00:32:21,005 --> 00:32:22,739 But... 574 00:32:24,042 --> 00:32:26,076 I know how it feels to love you 575 00:32:26,111 --> 00:32:29,046 and not know why you're pulling away. 576 00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:32,983 It's a lonely place to be. 577 00:32:33,017 --> 00:32:34,051 And frankly, it's not OK. 578 00:32:34,085 --> 00:32:35,886 I really don't want to talk about this. 579 00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:37,654 Of course you don't. 580 00:32:37,689 --> 00:32:40,090 But you never want to talk about things that are hard. 581 00:32:40,125 --> 00:32:45,662 But keeping stuff inside doesn't make it hurt less. 582 00:32:45,697 --> 00:32:47,898 You just hurt the people you shut out. 583 00:32:49,767 --> 00:32:51,668 We should get back inside. 584 00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:02,980 I know that this sounds so selfish, 585 00:33:03,014 --> 00:33:07,851 but everyone in the house is connected to somebody by blood. 586 00:33:10,722 --> 00:33:14,625 I know that you don't need that to be a family, I know that. 587 00:33:15,860 --> 00:33:18,929 But sometimes I'm afraid that... 588 00:33:21,900 --> 00:33:25,068 ... they won't love me as much as I love them 589 00:33:25,103 --> 00:33:27,604 because I'm not their biological mom. 590 00:33:29,107 --> 00:33:32,843 That they won't have that to tether them to me, 591 00:33:32,877 --> 00:33:36,013 when I'm driving them crazy or I won't give them what they want. 592 00:33:36,047 --> 00:33:38,849 Or I fail them. 593 00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:43,687 That they'll just... 594 00:33:45,723 --> 00:33:48,792 that they'll look at me and they'll say, "You're not my real mom." 595 00:33:48,826 --> 00:33:50,794 And walk away. 596 00:33:54,098 --> 00:33:57,568 Honey, to be honest, 597 00:33:57,602 --> 00:34:01,805 every mother's afraid that our children won't love us the way we love them. 598 00:34:01,839 --> 00:34:05,809 And they won't. Not in the same way. 599 00:34:05,843 --> 00:34:07,878 Biology or not. 600 00:34:07,912 --> 00:34:10,948 That's the way it's supposed to be. 601 00:34:10,982 --> 00:34:16,853 Mothers and fathers, we have to love our children more... 602 00:34:18,790 --> 00:34:21,625 ... in order to make the sacrifices 603 00:34:21,659 --> 00:34:25,629 it takes to put them first. 604 00:34:25,663 --> 00:34:27,898 But one thing is true. 605 00:34:27,932 --> 00:34:32,636 Love will always be a stronger bond than blood. 606 00:34:33,705 --> 00:34:35,973 Trust that. 607 00:34:36,007 --> 00:34:39,876 And those children out there love you. 608 00:34:41,946 --> 00:34:44,615 They need you. 609 00:34:46,017 --> 00:34:48,819 They can't lose you. 610 00:34:51,723 --> 00:34:55,993 Their needs trump your wants. 611 00:34:57,629 --> 00:35:02,633 And that's what being a real mother is all about. 612 00:35:12,877 --> 00:35:14,878 [sniffles] 613 00:35:21,886 --> 00:35:23,587 [sighs] 614 00:35:26,090 --> 00:35:29,593 Hey, Mom. I've been thinking... 615 00:35:29,627 --> 00:35:32,629 I want you to keep the commission on the bed, OK? 616 00:35:33,765 --> 00:35:35,032 I'm sorry. 617 00:35:35,099 --> 00:35:36,667 I love you, baby. 618 00:35:49,747 --> 00:35:52,749 I know you're angry we don't have the same birth father. 619 00:35:55,053 --> 00:35:58,622 And that I have a half-sister and that I wanted to meet her. 620 00:35:58,656 --> 00:36:02,726 And I know you're angry that we couldn't get adopted together. 621 00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:07,698 And you don't feel like you have any say over anything. 622 00:36:07,732 --> 00:36:11,902 But you do. When it comes to me, you do. 623 00:36:15,039 --> 00:36:18,909 I won't ever see Sophia again if it hurts you. 624 00:36:20,078 --> 00:36:21,978 And there is nothing you can ever say to me 625 00:36:22,013 --> 00:36:24,047 that's gonna make me run away again. 626 00:36:27,018 --> 00:36:28,819 But you have to talk to me. 627 00:36:28,853 --> 00:36:31,755 And to the people who love you. 628 00:36:31,789 --> 00:36:33,623 You can't shut us out. 629 00:36:36,794 --> 00:36:40,697 It's selfish. And you're not selfish. 630 00:37:04,055 --> 00:37:05,622 OK. 631 00:37:31,783 --> 00:37:34,918 So, is Lena going to be OK? 632 00:37:34,952 --> 00:37:37,954 Yeah, for now. 633 00:37:39,056 --> 00:37:41,691 But she lost the baby so... 634 00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:45,762 That's so sad. 635 00:37:45,797 --> 00:37:47,764 I'm really sorry. 636 00:37:49,834 --> 00:37:51,835 We all are. 637 00:37:53,905 --> 00:37:56,940 I'm also sorry... 638 00:37:56,974 --> 00:38:01,545 that I haven't told you why I couldn't... 639 00:38:08,052 --> 00:38:09,953 I was raped. 640 00:38:18,629 --> 00:38:19,930 Was it that guy, who... 641 00:38:19,964 --> 00:38:21,998 Yeah. Yeah. 642 00:38:25,670 --> 00:38:28,638 I thought I put it behind me. 643 00:38:29,774 --> 00:38:31,908 But it turns out I... 644 00:38:31,943 --> 00:38:36,746 still have some stuff I have to work through. 645 00:38:37,949 --> 00:38:42,052 So I'm gonna need some space to do that. 646 00:38:45,890 --> 00:38:47,724 OK. 647 00:38:49,694 --> 00:38:51,061 Take as long as you need. 648 00:38:58,002 --> 00:39:03,540 All I ever ask from you is this... 649 00:39:04,976 --> 00:39:06,743 is to talk to me. 650 00:39:30,950 --> 00:39:31,950 Hi. 651 00:39:31,985 --> 00:39:33,986 Hi. 652 00:39:34,020 --> 00:39:36,622 - What's your name? - Layla. 653 00:39:36,656 --> 00:39:40,726 That's a beautiful name. I like your unicorn. 654 00:39:40,760 --> 00:39:43,695 - She talks. - Oh, she does? 655 00:39:43,730 --> 00:39:47,666 - What does she say? - Lots of stuff. 656 00:39:50,136 --> 00:39:51,737 Where's your mommy? 657 00:39:53,039 --> 00:39:56,642 - Are you sick? - No. Not really. 658 00:39:56,676 --> 00:39:58,710 Then why are you in the hospital? 659 00:39:58,745 --> 00:40:03,115 Layla! There you are. What are you doing? 660 00:40:03,149 --> 00:40:05,984 - I'm so sorry. - It's OK. 661 00:40:06,019 --> 00:40:08,020 What did I tell you about wandering off? 662 00:40:08,054 --> 00:40:10,122 - Wait. - Layla. 663 00:40:10,156 --> 00:40:12,758 She has to tell me something. 664 00:40:15,828 --> 00:40:17,930 [whispering, indistinct] 665 00:40:17,964 --> 00:40:20,065 Are you sure? 666 00:40:20,099 --> 00:40:21,967 OK. 667 00:40:22,001 --> 00:40:25,771 Here. She says she wants to stay with you. 668 00:40:30,129 --> 00:40:32,864 - Won't you miss her? - It's OK. 669 00:40:35,101 --> 00:40:36,968 Thank you. 670 00:40:39,071 --> 00:40:41,806 Wait a second. 671 00:40:43,042 --> 00:40:46,077 - What's her name? - Frankie. 672 00:40:49,048 --> 00:40:52,917 [soft music] 673 00:41:01,060 --> 00:41:05,930 [Jude] A cherry tree symbolizes birth, death and new awakening. 674 00:41:05,965 --> 00:41:08,099 We've planted it for you, Frankie. 675 00:41:08,134 --> 00:41:13,138 This tree, which blooms brilliantly but briefly each year, 676 00:41:13,172 --> 00:41:18,743 will remind us that life is precious and we need to live each day out loud, 677 00:41:18,811 --> 00:41:21,012 and never forget how lucky we are to have this family 678 00:41:21,047 --> 00:41:22,881 that you will always be part of, 679 00:41:22,915 --> 00:41:27,118 where you live in our hearts, forever. 680 00:41:27,153 --> 00:41:29,120 [soft music continues] 681 00:41:43,521 --> 00:41:50,848 - synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com -