1 00:00:14,000 --> 00:00:22,000 Ripped By mstoll 2 00:00:26,960 --> 00:00:30,191 A surgical residency is all about training for the worst. 3 00:00:30,263 --> 00:00:34,359 But as prepared as we might be, we usually don't see disaster coming. 4 00:00:38,872 --> 00:00:41,636 We can try to envision the worst-case scenario 5 00:00:41,708 --> 00:00:43,335 to foresee catastrophe. 6 00:00:43,410 --> 00:00:45,537 - Kepner, where is everyone? - Anyone in particular? 7 00:00:45,612 --> 00:00:47,739 Well, page everyone now. A plane went down. 8 00:00:47,814 --> 00:00:50,248 A small one, but it crashed right in the middle of the city. 9 00:00:50,316 --> 00:00:51,681 I didn't hear anything about that. 10 00:00:51,751 --> 00:00:53,446 There it is. 11 00:00:53,520 --> 00:00:54,714 Let's move, people! 12 00:00:58,825 --> 00:00:59,814 Hey. 13 00:01:00,627 --> 00:01:01,719 Hi. 14 00:01:02,796 --> 00:01:05,765 But when true disaster strikes, 15 00:01:05,832 --> 00:01:07,322 it often comes out of nowhere. 16 00:01:07,400 --> 00:01:08,389 Amelia. 17 00:01:08,968 --> 00:01:13,064 I just don't think this, us, is a good idea. 18 00:01:13,173 --> 00:01:15,004 - Mixing work and play. - Play? 19 00:01:16,743 --> 00:01:19,541 Play? What am I now, some screw? 20 00:01:19,612 --> 00:01:21,978 - I didn't say that. - This is more. 21 00:01:22,048 --> 00:01:24,141 Amelia, you and I both know this is more. 22 00:01:24,217 --> 00:01:26,515 I don't have any more to give. 23 00:01:39,499 --> 00:01:41,990 - I'm not trying to hurt you. - I'm not hurt. 24 00:01:43,470 --> 00:01:45,597 I get it. 25 00:01:47,607 --> 00:01:49,097 And 26 00:01:50,477 --> 00:01:51,466 I'm done. 27 00:01:52,345 --> 00:01:54,313 And when the worst really does happen... 28 00:01:54,380 --> 00:01:57,907 - Owen. - You don't want real. You want the play. 29 00:01:57,984 --> 00:01:59,952 You want the high. You want the rush. And I'm not doing that. 30 00:02:00,019 --> 00:02:02,920 I'm not interested, so I'm done, Amelia. 31 00:02:04,357 --> 00:02:05,915 I've had enough. 32 00:02:09,129 --> 00:02:11,063 We need to set up a central triage area. 33 00:02:11,131 --> 00:02:13,759 Walking wounded can go to the ambulatory care center. 34 00:02:13,833 --> 00:02:16,825 ... we find ourselves completely blindsided. 35 00:02:16,903 --> 00:02:18,427 Hi. You've reached Dr. Shepherd. 36 00:02:18,505 --> 00:02:20,996 Please leave a message, and I will return your call. 37 00:02:21,074 --> 00:02:23,372 Hey. So, I just got off the phone with the White House, 38 00:02:23,443 --> 00:02:24,933 and apparently you missed your meeting. 39 00:02:25,011 --> 00:02:26,035 I don't know what's going on, 40 00:02:26,112 --> 00:02:27,170 but you probably owe them... 41 00:02:27,247 --> 00:02:28,236 ...a phone call, I think. 42 00:02:28,314 --> 00:02:29,508 - Watch out! - Coming through! 43 00:02:30,683 --> 00:02:33,413 Hey! Slow down! What's your problem? 44 00:02:33,486 --> 00:02:35,613 Sorry. There was a plane crash. 45 00:02:40,059 --> 00:02:41,424 This is gonna be so good. 46 00:02:41,494 --> 00:02:44,554 We are probably looking at piles of crush injuries, burns. 47 00:02:44,631 --> 00:02:46,690 - Compound fractures. - If we're lucky. 48 00:02:46,766 --> 00:02:48,358 Move it or lose it, ladies! 49 00:02:54,207 --> 00:02:55,936 Sir, I need you to be still. 50 00:02:56,009 --> 00:02:58,637 Wilson, I need a little help here. 51 00:03:20,733 --> 00:03:22,894 Shut up! Shut up! 52 00:03:22,969 --> 00:03:24,027 Derek! 53 00:03:24,671 --> 00:03:26,935 Grey. Grey, we need a hand. 54 00:03:27,006 --> 00:03:28,997 I flew a plane. I had the controls in my hands. 55 00:03:29,075 --> 00:03:31,976 I don't know how to fly a plane, and I flew a freaking plane! 56 00:03:32,045 --> 00:03:34,639 We were in a plane, and it crashed. Plane crash. 57 00:03:34,714 --> 00:03:36,181 All I could see was freakin' sky. 58 00:03:37,050 --> 00:03:39,041 - Are you the pilot? - No, no, Sam. Sam's the pilot. 59 00:03:39,118 --> 00:03:40,915 Where is he? Where is Sam? 60 00:03:40,987 --> 00:03:43,387 I don't know! I only have one shoe! 61 00:03:43,456 --> 00:03:45,321 Oh, God, Sam. 62 00:03:45,391 --> 00:03:47,689 Transfer her on my count. One, two, three. 63 00:03:49,529 --> 00:03:52,430 I'll need a trauma panel, C-spine, chest, and pelvis. 64 00:03:52,498 --> 00:03:53,897 Edwards, grab the ultrasound. 65 00:03:53,967 --> 00:03:55,195 He had a heart attack or something. 66 00:03:55,268 --> 00:03:57,361 Something happened to him, and I had to try. 67 00:03:57,437 --> 00:03:59,064 I had to try to land the plane. 68 00:03:59,138 --> 00:04:00,503 Visualize the paracolic gutter. 69 00:04:00,573 --> 00:04:02,473 - What's your name? - Kate. 70 00:04:02,542 --> 00:04:04,339 Okay, Kate? We're gonna find your husband, 71 00:04:04,410 --> 00:04:05,707 but first we're gonna take care of you. 72 00:04:05,778 --> 00:04:08,008 Make sure you check for fluid in Morison's pouch. 73 00:04:08,081 --> 00:04:09,207 He's not my husband. 74 00:04:09,282 --> 00:04:10,442 - It was a date. - Smaller movements. 75 00:04:10,516 --> 00:04:12,575 A first date from that site where you... 76 00:04:12,652 --> 00:04:14,779 Where you put down what kind of date you want to go on. 77 00:04:14,854 --> 00:04:16,845 And then you meet the person, and then you go do it. 78 00:04:16,923 --> 00:04:19,448 - What about that? - Yeah. Yeah, I see it. 79 00:04:19,525 --> 00:04:20,890 We're almost done here. 80 00:04:20,960 --> 00:04:22,222 I've been on a bunch of those dates, 81 00:04:22,295 --> 00:04:24,695 and it's always bowling or something that sounds fun, 82 00:04:24,764 --> 00:04:26,254 but then turns out to be dumb. 83 00:04:26,332 --> 00:04:28,562 This guy's like, "Let's go up in my plane." 84 00:04:28,635 --> 00:04:30,102 And I'm like, "Why not?" 85 00:04:30,169 --> 00:04:32,865 - Grey, over here. - And it was perfect. 86 00:04:32,939 --> 00:04:37,376 He turned out to be nice and funny, and we were up in the sky, 87 00:04:37,443 --> 00:04:40,071 and I've never felt like that before. 88 00:04:40,146 --> 00:04:42,080 Not even with guys I've been out with a bunch. 89 00:04:42,148 --> 00:04:45,117 He's amazing. He's... 90 00:04:46,953 --> 00:04:49,945 Is he gonna be okay? I just... Like, I don't want to lose him. 91 00:04:50,023 --> 00:04:52,548 I just found him. I just found him. 92 00:04:52,625 --> 00:04:54,252 Meredith. Get up! 93 00:04:55,061 --> 00:04:56,221 Derek! 94 00:04:56,296 --> 00:04:57,558 I heard your voice. 95 00:04:57,630 --> 00:04:58,654 I thought I was dreaming. 96 00:04:58,731 --> 00:05:00,756 Grey? Grey? 97 00:05:01,534 --> 00:05:04,230 - Where are we at? - She's got free fluid in the belly. 98 00:05:04,304 --> 00:05:06,602 We're gonna have to take her up for a head CT and get her to the OR. 99 00:05:06,673 --> 00:05:08,607 - Page Shepherd. - Sam, he's not dead, right? 100 00:05:08,675 --> 00:05:09,664 Where is Derek? 101 00:05:09,742 --> 00:05:13,143 Please. Please. He can't die. 102 00:05:14,547 --> 00:05:17,175 - Have you seen Dr. Robbins? - No, I'm sorry. 103 00:05:18,685 --> 00:05:19,777 Alex, where's Robbins? 104 00:05:19,852 --> 00:05:21,911 I don't know. What do you need, a consult? 105 00:05:21,988 --> 00:05:23,512 I need Robbins. 106 00:05:39,906 --> 00:05:43,034 - There was a plane crash. - I know. 107 00:05:46,846 --> 00:05:50,179 But we're okay. 'Cause it's not us. 108 00:05:50,883 --> 00:05:55,343 - It's not us, so we're... We're okay. - We are okay. 109 00:05:56,289 --> 00:05:58,519 We are... We are okay. 110 00:05:58,591 --> 00:06:02,527 Did you see the guy out there? His leg is severed beneath the knee. 111 00:06:02,595 --> 00:06:03,926 Did you see him? 112 00:06:04,831 --> 00:06:06,696 I did. We're okay. 113 00:06:06,766 --> 00:06:07,755 Mmm-hmm. 114 00:06:15,208 --> 00:06:19,042 The girl, she can't find her boyfriend. 115 00:06:27,787 --> 00:06:29,084 We're okay. 116 00:06:30,556 --> 00:06:31,853 We're okay. 117 00:07:00,253 --> 00:07:03,120 - You're awake. - I am now. 118 00:07:03,189 --> 00:07:06,556 Don't pretend staring at me like that isn't creepy because it is. 119 00:07:06,626 --> 00:07:07,957 Is it sexy creepy or just... 120 00:07:08,027 --> 00:07:10,757 How long have you been awake? It's still dark out. 121 00:07:10,830 --> 00:07:13,162 A little while. Not too long. 122 00:07:13,232 --> 00:07:16,759 - Your snoring woke me up. - I don't snore anymore. 123 00:07:16,836 --> 00:07:18,167 You know, in D.C., 124 00:07:18,237 --> 00:07:20,296 I could hear the metro station from my apartment. 125 00:07:21,240 --> 00:07:23,265 The trains would wake me up every morning. 126 00:07:23,342 --> 00:07:25,810 This is a much better way to wake up. 127 00:07:27,447 --> 00:07:28,573 Yeah? 128 00:07:29,248 --> 00:07:32,945 Your snoring is like a train. It's much cuter. 129 00:07:33,019 --> 00:07:36,284 - I don't snore. - Yes, you do. It's like music. 130 00:07:37,056 --> 00:07:38,421 It's like a birdsong. 131 00:07:38,491 --> 00:07:41,255 A loud, gargling bird. 132 00:07:43,129 --> 00:07:44,118 On a train. 133 00:07:50,803 --> 00:07:52,862 - They just keep coming. - Is that the pilot? 134 00:07:52,939 --> 00:07:55,908 Yeah, Sam Garrett, 36. BP's 90 palp. Tachy at 120. 135 00:07:55,975 --> 00:07:58,535 - Probable abdominal injuries. - Then let's get him in. 136 00:08:02,515 --> 00:08:04,847 Have you seen Meredith or Arizona today? 137 00:08:04,917 --> 00:08:06,908 - Mmm-mmm. No. I haven't. - They okay? 138 00:08:06,986 --> 00:08:08,385 There ought to be some rule 139 00:08:08,454 --> 00:08:10,684 that people who have been in a plane crash can't work on one. 140 00:08:10,756 --> 00:08:11,814 That's not a bad idea. 141 00:08:11,891 --> 00:08:14,985 We should, uh, you know, look out for them today, you know? 142 00:08:15,061 --> 00:08:16,961 Yes. Oh, uh... 143 00:08:17,029 --> 00:08:18,291 No. 144 00:08:18,831 --> 00:08:21,095 No. Uh, I can't. 145 00:08:21,200 --> 00:08:24,499 I mean, I want to, but I can't be that person for Arizona. 146 00:08:24,570 --> 00:08:28,006 It's, uh, not my place, you know. Not anymore. 147 00:08:28,407 --> 00:08:30,807 Right. Yeah. Okay. 148 00:08:32,845 --> 00:08:34,005 Yeah. 149 00:08:34,614 --> 00:08:35,774 I need tocolytics for bed six. 150 00:08:35,848 --> 00:08:37,372 One of the overflows needs a fetal monitor, 151 00:08:37,450 --> 00:08:39,008 and I need you to call Labor and Delivery 152 00:08:39,085 --> 00:08:40,950 and have them prep for a C that's heading their way. 153 00:08:41,020 --> 00:08:43,147 - Right away. - Oh, my... Don't do that to people! 154 00:08:43,222 --> 00:08:44,450 Sorry. You okay? 155 00:08:44,524 --> 00:08:46,549 Are you kidding? Of course I'm not okay. 156 00:08:46,626 --> 00:08:47,923 Well, I figured. Look... 157 00:08:47,994 --> 00:08:50,588 A plane crashes into a whole prenatal yoga class? 158 00:08:50,663 --> 00:08:52,392 - I mean, what are the odds of that? - Wait. What? 159 00:08:52,465 --> 00:08:55,025 We were just doing triangle pose, and there was this crash, 160 00:08:55,101 --> 00:08:56,625 and a car came right through the window. 161 00:08:56,702 --> 00:08:57,930 It was terrifying. 162 00:08:58,004 --> 00:09:01,132 Okay, um, moms one and two are possible labors. 163 00:09:01,207 --> 00:09:03,300 Mom three is hypertensive. 164 00:09:03,376 --> 00:09:06,209 Mom four is possible labor, or she's freaking out. 165 00:09:06,279 --> 00:09:07,541 Why wouldn't she be? 166 00:09:07,613 --> 00:09:10,741 And mom five is a small abruption that might require a section. 167 00:09:10,816 --> 00:09:13,341 - I mean... - Yeah, you don't really seem okay. 168 00:09:13,419 --> 00:09:15,887 - You need a hand? - No. I'm just in the weeds here. 169 00:09:16,689 --> 00:09:18,418 Yeah, you need a hand. 170 00:09:20,159 --> 00:09:21,592 Kate... 171 00:09:21,861 --> 00:09:23,658 She was so good. She was amazing. 172 00:09:23,729 --> 00:09:26,357 Abdominal distension. Diffuse tenderness. 173 00:09:26,432 --> 00:09:28,332 He needs a scan and a cardio consult. 174 00:09:28,401 --> 00:09:30,562 A guy has a heart attack, crashes his plane. 175 00:09:30,636 --> 00:09:32,399 It's a miracle he's still talking. 176 00:09:32,471 --> 00:09:34,735 It wasn't me. It was Kate. She was the miracle. 177 00:09:34,807 --> 00:09:36,775 My chest... Like a load of bricks on it. 178 00:09:36,842 --> 00:09:39,276 I couldn't move. She just took over. 179 00:09:39,345 --> 00:09:44,578 I tried to talk her through the landing, but she was so brave. She just did it. 180 00:09:44,684 --> 00:09:47,619 - Dr. Grey? Is this Sam? - This is Sam. 181 00:09:47,687 --> 00:09:49,086 Kate won't stop talking about him. How is he? 182 00:09:49,488 --> 00:09:51,422 You've seen her? Is she okay? 183 00:09:51,490 --> 00:09:53,355 We're taking very good care of her. Don't you worry. 184 00:09:55,328 --> 00:09:59,094 - I'm gonna marry that girl. - Uh, I think the feeling's mutual. 185 00:09:59,165 --> 00:10:02,896 That sounds crazy, but I will. I'm gonna marry her. 186 00:10:04,470 --> 00:10:06,938 Oh, his pressure's bottomed out. We need to get him upstairs now. 187 00:10:07,006 --> 00:10:09,031 Hang another unit on the infuser. 188 00:10:11,210 --> 00:10:13,542 - Tell me again. - He likes you. 189 00:10:13,613 --> 00:10:15,478 One, two, three. 190 00:10:18,117 --> 00:10:21,609 He gushed. He said he was gonna marry you. 191 00:10:21,687 --> 00:10:22,949 - Oh, my God. - I know. 192 00:10:23,022 --> 00:10:24,990 He has these pretty eyes where you can't tell 193 00:10:25,057 --> 00:10:28,390 if they're green or hazel or blue or what, but against the sky, they're blue. 194 00:10:28,461 --> 00:10:32,227 And he was looking at me, and he asked me if I was ready to fly. 195 00:10:32,298 --> 00:10:35,165 And the next thing I know, we were up in the air. 196 00:10:35,234 --> 00:10:36,997 He said flying is his favorite thing in the world, 197 00:10:37,069 --> 00:10:39,560 and he's so excited, and he was so good at it. 198 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:42,233 Like, this is what he was born to do. 199 00:10:43,242 --> 00:10:45,574 I fell. Right then. 200 00:10:46,345 --> 00:10:48,643 I knew I was looking at the love of my life. 201 00:10:49,248 --> 00:10:50,840 And we were flying, 202 00:10:50,916 --> 00:10:54,784 and the air was underneath us and clouds all around us, and... 203 00:10:56,022 --> 00:10:59,583 I mean, this doesn't happen, right? First dates like this, guys like this? 204 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:02,093 Up until now, I would have said no. 205 00:11:05,598 --> 00:11:10,535 But then he started grabbing his chest, and then we were falling out of the sky. 206 00:11:12,038 --> 00:11:13,528 It's not fair. 207 00:11:16,409 --> 00:11:17,398 It's not fair. 208 00:11:22,548 --> 00:11:24,448 Hey. Heard you two caught the pilot. 209 00:11:24,517 --> 00:11:27,418 Yeah, we did. Going in on him now. 210 00:11:37,430 --> 00:11:39,625 - You good? You okay? - I'm fine. 211 00:11:41,100 --> 00:11:42,397 'Cause, you know, there was a plane crash, 212 00:11:42,468 --> 00:11:44,060 and I just thought maybe... 213 00:11:44,937 --> 00:11:47,804 For about a year after the crash, Arizona had nightmares, 214 00:11:47,873 --> 00:11:50,205 and if I'd come home even 10 minutes late, she'd freak out, 215 00:11:50,276 --> 00:11:53,609 so I just wanted to see if you're doing okay. 216 00:11:56,515 --> 00:12:01,350 Derek missed his meeting in D.C., and I haven't heard from him. 217 00:12:01,420 --> 00:12:03,183 - That's not weird. - Okay. 218 00:12:03,255 --> 00:12:05,018 It's not like I should have heard from him. 219 00:12:05,091 --> 00:12:07,753 We don't call each other every second. We're not those people. 220 00:12:07,827 --> 00:12:10,523 I'm a surgeon. I'm busy. He's in D.C. He's busy. 221 00:12:10,596 --> 00:12:14,054 So it's fine that I haven't heard from him. 222 00:12:14,934 --> 00:12:16,196 It's not a thing. 223 00:12:19,572 --> 00:12:21,199 It's the plane crash, Meredith. 224 00:12:21,273 --> 00:12:24,709 - The plane crash is making you worry. - I know. I know. 225 00:12:34,487 --> 00:12:35,886 You call me if she... 226 00:12:36,589 --> 00:12:37,613 Just call me. 227 00:12:43,362 --> 00:12:45,990 For a while, I would FaceTime Cristina. 228 00:12:46,065 --> 00:12:49,057 I would prop her up right there where your head is now. 229 00:12:49,135 --> 00:12:50,727 Half the time, she was in surgery, 230 00:12:50,803 --> 00:12:53,704 so I would just watch her operate until I drifted off. 231 00:12:54,640 --> 00:12:58,770 I brought the kids in the bed for a while so we could all sleep together. 232 00:12:58,844 --> 00:13:02,075 I printed a tumor, and I slept with that there for a bit. 233 00:13:05,151 --> 00:13:07,176 It's just weird. I... 234 00:13:07,253 --> 00:13:09,813 That pillow's been empty for such a long time. 235 00:13:09,889 --> 00:13:11,948 Not now. Not anymore. 236 00:13:14,426 --> 00:13:15,450 I know. 237 00:13:15,528 --> 00:13:17,723 I just wished you didn't have to go back to D.C. At all. 238 00:13:17,797 --> 00:13:19,765 I wish you could just stay right here, right now. 239 00:13:19,832 --> 00:13:22,801 It's my last trip, and then I'm back for good. 240 00:13:22,868 --> 00:13:24,859 - I promise. - I know. 241 00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:29,130 I've missed you. 242 00:13:30,709 --> 00:13:33,041 - I missed us. - I have, too. 243 00:13:38,250 --> 00:13:41,117 Okay, let's pack all four quadrants. 244 00:13:41,187 --> 00:13:42,950 Can you feel the mesentery? 245 00:13:45,424 --> 00:13:47,585 Grey. Did you find the mesentery? 246 00:13:48,060 --> 00:13:50,153 Oh. I was just... Sorry. 247 00:13:50,996 --> 00:13:54,329 - Dr. Grey, do you need to be replaced? - No. I'm fine. 248 00:13:54,400 --> 00:13:56,664 No, you're not fine. You're distracted. 249 00:13:58,304 --> 00:14:02,240 You and Derek went down in a plane. You drowned. He got shot. 250 00:14:02,308 --> 00:14:04,299 You gave birth in a power outage. 251 00:14:04,376 --> 00:14:06,037 Is this supposed to make me feel better? 252 00:14:06,111 --> 00:14:09,342 I'm just saying you have every reason to be distracted, 253 00:14:09,415 --> 00:14:11,713 every reason to think the sky is falling. 254 00:14:11,784 --> 00:14:14,116 - Do you need to go? - No! 255 00:14:15,354 --> 00:14:16,981 Okay, well, how long can you go 256 00:14:17,056 --> 00:14:19,957 without hearing from him before you absolutely go crazy? 257 00:14:20,025 --> 00:14:22,994 I don't know. 6:00, 6:30, maybe. 258 00:14:23,629 --> 00:14:25,893 Okay, then, let's say 5:00. 259 00:14:25,965 --> 00:14:29,059 At 5:00 p.m., if you haven't heard from him, you can panic. 260 00:14:29,134 --> 00:14:31,796 You can call the police, call the paramedics. 261 00:14:31,871 --> 00:14:34,931 You can freak out until your little heart's content. 262 00:14:35,007 --> 00:14:37,669 But not one minute before and not in this OR. 263 00:14:37,743 --> 00:14:38,732 Can you do that? 264 00:14:39,845 --> 00:14:41,836 5:00 p. M? - 5:00 p.m. 265 00:14:43,215 --> 00:14:45,376 - Yes. - Okay. 266 00:14:51,090 --> 00:14:53,456 So, it's kind of an amazing story. 267 00:14:53,525 --> 00:14:56,858 - It was their first date, and they both... - Chief, in or out, please? 268 00:14:56,929 --> 00:15:00,092 I just need to know if Kate is good to go to the OR for abdominal surgery. 269 00:15:00,165 --> 00:15:01,655 - I'm looking. - Please look fast. 270 00:15:01,734 --> 00:15:04,362 - I'm on a timeframe here. - I will not hold you up. 271 00:15:04,436 --> 00:15:06,404 Because this lady will bleed out if I don't get her up there. 272 00:15:06,472 --> 00:15:09,407 Yes, I am aware you are impatient. I can't make it my problem. 273 00:15:09,475 --> 00:15:11,943 Does the patient have a brain bleed or not? 274 00:15:16,081 --> 00:15:19,107 - She looks clear. - Edwards, take her up to OR two. 275 00:15:23,756 --> 00:15:26,623 Kind of amazing about these two, isn't it? 276 00:15:26,692 --> 00:15:29,024 They meet for all of 20 minutes and just fall in love. 277 00:15:29,094 --> 00:15:31,688 I'm not someone who believes in fate or anything like that, 278 00:15:31,764 --> 00:15:33,061 but it kind of makes you wonder, doesn't it? 279 00:15:35,134 --> 00:15:37,728 Or maybe not. Maybe they're both crazy. 280 00:15:38,837 --> 00:15:40,737 But even then, that's what my grandma used to say, 281 00:15:40,806 --> 00:15:45,539 that that's what love is all about, that everyone is crazy in their own way. 282 00:15:45,611 --> 00:15:51,481 And the trick is finding someone whose crazy complements your own. 283 00:15:51,550 --> 00:15:54,678 Edwards, let's just work without all the talking. 284 00:16:01,360 --> 00:16:02,554 Edwards, what? 285 00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:04,755 Well, I have questions about the procedure. 286 00:16:04,830 --> 00:16:06,388 You're supposed to allow me to ask questions, 287 00:16:06,465 --> 00:16:08,490 and I'm supposed to learn. I have a right to learn. 288 00:16:08,567 --> 00:16:10,228 - I'm not... - Instead, you're silencing me. 289 00:16:10,302 --> 00:16:12,497 I've been silenced. It's unprofessional. 290 00:16:12,571 --> 00:16:14,471 Just because you're having personal issues 291 00:16:14,540 --> 00:16:16,303 with a co-worker, with a neurosurgeon, 292 00:16:16,375 --> 00:16:17,808 it's not fair that you silence my voice. 293 00:16:17,876 --> 00:16:20,106 Fine, fine! What is your question? 294 00:16:22,281 --> 00:16:24,545 Well, when you glare at me like that, I can't remember it. 295 00:16:27,753 --> 00:16:30,187 I actually felt it before I saw it. 296 00:16:30,255 --> 00:16:32,815 Even small planes have that engine power, you know, 297 00:16:32,891 --> 00:16:34,984 the kind that vibrates inside your chest. 298 00:16:35,060 --> 00:16:37,028 - Did it seem like something was wrong? - As soon as I looked up, 299 00:16:37,096 --> 00:16:38,996 I immediately knew the descent was in trouble. 300 00:16:39,064 --> 00:16:41,498 The drag, the thrust, the angle. 301 00:16:41,567 --> 00:16:43,865 Practically scraped my roof. I couldn't believe it. 302 00:16:43,936 --> 00:16:45,164 Well, how close were you again? 303 00:16:46,739 --> 00:16:50,175 I should, you know, probably see how they're doing in the ER. 304 00:16:52,678 --> 00:16:54,612 Uh, I thought Torres was down here. I need a consult. 305 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:55,942 No, she's in OR six. 306 00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:58,040 Hey, are you working with Arizona today? 307 00:16:58,117 --> 00:16:59,379 Is she doing okay? 308 00:16:59,451 --> 00:17:01,442 Yeah, well, I mean, she keeps yelling at me to do crap, 309 00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:02,646 so I guess that's normal. 310 00:17:02,721 --> 00:17:03,847 Anyone know how Mer's doing? 311 00:17:06,492 --> 00:17:09,655 Uh, they, um, had a bad experience on a plane a while back. 312 00:17:09,728 --> 00:17:10,717 Oh... 313 00:17:11,130 --> 00:17:13,394 Yeah, I get that. I hate flying. 314 00:17:13,465 --> 00:17:16,628 My flight out here from Boston was the worst. 315 00:17:16,702 --> 00:17:19,102 There was some technical problem with the plane, 316 00:17:19,171 --> 00:17:23,005 and so they left us on the tarmac for four hours. 317 00:17:23,075 --> 00:17:25,509 And they wouldn't let anybody out of their seats to use the bathroom. 318 00:17:25,577 --> 00:17:27,909 They weren't serving water, and it was so hot. 319 00:17:27,980 --> 00:17:30,005 It smelled like boiled feet. 320 00:17:30,082 --> 00:17:34,382 And then, after four hours, they just canceled the flight. 321 00:17:34,486 --> 00:17:38,115 I mean, they just kicked us off. There was no apology. There was no... 322 00:17:40,092 --> 00:17:42,083 - What? - You tell her. 323 00:17:42,161 --> 00:17:43,890 Oh, okay. Um... 324 00:17:45,998 --> 00:17:46,987 Here we go. 325 00:17:48,267 --> 00:17:50,531 Looking good here. How are we doing there? 326 00:17:50,602 --> 00:17:53,833 Looking good so far. Let's unpack, check what we have. 327 00:17:54,973 --> 00:17:56,031 Pressure's dropping. 328 00:17:56,108 --> 00:17:57,541 That doesn't make any sense. 329 00:17:58,544 --> 00:18:00,102 Uh... There's no blood in the abdomen. 330 00:18:00,179 --> 00:18:02,511 He's throwing PVCs, and his pressure is still dropping. 331 00:18:02,581 --> 00:18:04,515 He's going into cardiogenic shock from the heart attack. 332 00:18:04,583 --> 00:18:05,948 He might be having a repeat MI. 333 00:18:06,485 --> 00:18:07,611 Get Pierce up here now. 334 00:18:15,727 --> 00:18:18,855 - Meredith's sister? - Yeah. 335 00:18:19,798 --> 00:18:22,961 And that's how Arizona lost her leg. I never wanted to ask. 336 00:18:23,035 --> 00:18:24,627 Callie had to amputate. 337 00:18:27,005 --> 00:18:29,473 She would have died if the leg didn't come off. 338 00:18:29,541 --> 00:18:30,803 It would have killed her. 339 00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:33,434 Oh, my God. 340 00:18:35,214 --> 00:18:36,476 Oh, my God. 341 00:18:41,687 --> 00:18:42,676 Uh... 342 00:18:45,224 --> 00:18:47,920 Cutting the pericardium. Suction. 343 00:18:49,962 --> 00:18:51,156 Here. 344 00:18:54,933 --> 00:18:56,491 Okay, good. That did it. 345 00:18:57,569 --> 00:18:58,558 Oh! 346 00:18:59,938 --> 00:19:01,030 What are you doing? 347 00:19:01,106 --> 00:19:02,767 Acute MI. Cardiac tamponade. 348 00:19:02,841 --> 00:19:04,968 - His ventricle ruptured. - You need to plug the hole. 349 00:19:05,043 --> 00:19:08,171 I'm trying. I can't find it. Suction. 350 00:19:08,247 --> 00:19:11,341 - Stick your hand in there. - There you are. 351 00:19:11,416 --> 00:19:12,542 Gown me. 352 00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:20,352 Don't move. 353 00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:28,326 He's barely perfusing. Are you compressing hard enough? 354 00:19:28,400 --> 00:19:30,800 - I know how to compress a heart. - Watch my finger. 355 00:19:30,869 --> 00:19:32,029 Okay, Grey, you'd do well to remember 356 00:19:32,104 --> 00:19:33,435 who you talking to before you get smacked. 357 00:19:33,505 --> 00:19:35,473 I need a patch, pledget, and 3-0 Prolene. 358 00:19:35,541 --> 00:19:38,032 His tissue's pretty friable. You sure a patch will hold? 359 00:19:38,110 --> 00:19:41,204 It has to. In a perfect world, I'd put him on bypass 360 00:19:41,280 --> 00:19:43,180 and stop his heart completely, 361 00:19:43,248 --> 00:19:46,706 give myself plenty of time to make sure that I am sewing up healthy tissue. 362 00:19:46,785 --> 00:19:49,879 - No. No bypass. - Well, we have to do a splenectomy 363 00:19:49,955 --> 00:19:53,152 and a partial hepatectomy in order to salvage the liver. 364 00:19:53,225 --> 00:19:55,659 If we put him on bypass, we'll have to heparinize him, 365 00:19:55,727 --> 00:19:57,456 - and he'll bleed out on the table. - I know. 366 00:19:57,529 --> 00:19:59,793 There's nothing I like more than being painted into a corner. 367 00:19:59,865 --> 00:20:02,390 That's the spirit. Let's be optimistic, shall we? 368 00:20:03,168 --> 00:20:06,604 Okay. Meredith, I'm gonna need you to lift your finger on my count. 369 00:20:06,705 --> 00:20:09,230 One, two, three. 370 00:20:11,109 --> 00:20:12,098 Ugh. 371 00:20:14,613 --> 00:20:16,547 We managed to fix the intestinal tears 372 00:20:16,615 --> 00:20:17,946 without having to resect the bowel. 373 00:20:18,016 --> 00:20:19,074 You're actually pretty lucky. 374 00:20:19,151 --> 00:20:21,585 With the kind of sudden impact you took, it could have been a lot worse. 375 00:20:21,653 --> 00:20:24,451 Oh, yeah, and just so you know, Sam is still in surgery, 376 00:20:24,523 --> 00:20:25,854 but he is in excellent hands, 377 00:20:25,924 --> 00:20:28,154 and we will let you know as soon as we have more news. 378 00:20:29,061 --> 00:20:31,325 - Sam? - Yeah, Sam, your date. 379 00:20:32,931 --> 00:20:34,262 The pilot of the plane. 380 00:20:35,334 --> 00:20:36,358 What plane? 381 00:20:38,804 --> 00:20:41,773 Why do you keep talking about a plane? 382 00:20:43,175 --> 00:20:45,405 What happened to me? 383 00:20:45,477 --> 00:20:48,105 Please, tell me what happened to me. 384 00:20:49,214 --> 00:20:52,274 Temporary memory loss is very common in situations like this. 385 00:20:52,351 --> 00:20:54,444 That's your assessment, that this is all just temporary? 386 00:20:54,519 --> 00:20:57,079 It's my opinion and my hope. 387 00:20:58,824 --> 00:21:01,850 But I will do a repeat CT and a neuro check every hour. 388 00:21:01,927 --> 00:21:03,861 And you're sure you didn't miss anything in the first CT? 389 00:21:04,663 --> 00:21:07,928 I didn't miss anything on the first CT because there wasn't anything to see, 390 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:10,468 but she could have had a post-surgery stroke 391 00:21:10,535 --> 00:21:13,129 or an evolving intracerebral contusion. 392 00:21:13,205 --> 00:21:14,433 So you're saying this was my fault. 393 00:21:15,741 --> 00:21:19,199 I'm saying this is no one's fault. This kind of thing happens all the time. 394 00:21:20,212 --> 00:21:22,203 Do the CT. Let me know when you have the results. 395 00:21:24,383 --> 00:21:26,146 Hey, mom four looks okay to me. 396 00:21:26,218 --> 00:21:27,845 I think you can discharge her when you're done here. 397 00:21:27,919 --> 00:21:29,113 - Thanks. - Uh, who do we got? 398 00:21:29,187 --> 00:21:31,815 Uh, mom one, possible labor turned into definite labor. 399 00:21:31,890 --> 00:21:33,221 - Great. Need help? - No. 400 00:21:33,292 --> 00:21:36,261 Um, no, yeah. Check on mom two. I just started her on nifedipine. 401 00:21:36,328 --> 00:21:37,920 Do what you got to do, but you keep that baby in there. 402 00:21:39,498 --> 00:21:40,556 - What? - Nothing. 403 00:21:40,632 --> 00:21:42,998 Then go. Go. Go, go! 404 00:21:44,903 --> 00:21:48,168 Okay, you may feel a little sting here, but we are almost done, okay? 405 00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:50,401 No, I could tell right away there was a problem, 406 00:21:50,475 --> 00:21:51,840 the pitch, the air speed. 407 00:21:51,910 --> 00:21:53,571 And I'm wondering, where does this pilot think 408 00:21:53,645 --> 00:21:56,079 he's gonna land this bird? But then it's too late. 409 00:21:56,148 --> 00:21:57,945 The thing just roars right over my head 410 00:21:58,016 --> 00:21:59,984 and crashed in the street right behind me. 411 00:22:00,052 --> 00:22:01,041 Right behind you? 412 00:22:01,553 --> 00:22:03,111 Hmm? 413 00:22:03,188 --> 00:22:05,986 Behind? Yeah, well, a little back, a little beyond. 414 00:22:06,058 --> 00:22:08,219 I mean, of course, we're moving in opposite directions. 415 00:22:08,327 --> 00:22:09,316 Wow! 416 00:22:09,394 --> 00:22:12,727 And then I'm racing to the ER to prep it for the first casualties 417 00:22:12,798 --> 00:22:15,164 and just thanking God I'm alive. 418 00:22:15,867 --> 00:22:18,062 I mean, I knew that they were stranded out there, 419 00:22:18,136 --> 00:22:19,899 but what they went through? 420 00:22:19,971 --> 00:22:22,166 They gave Dr. Sloan a pericardiocentesis 421 00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:24,470 with, like, a drinking straw. 422 00:22:24,543 --> 00:22:26,101 They all almost died. 423 00:22:26,178 --> 00:22:29,170 It was love at first sight. It's real, and they had it. 424 00:22:29,981 --> 00:22:32,848 - Who? Oh... - Kate and Sam, the plane-crash couple. 425 00:22:32,918 --> 00:22:35,853 They had it, and now she can't remember any of it or him 426 00:22:35,921 --> 00:22:38,481 or any of their amazing, unicorn-magical first date. 427 00:22:38,557 --> 00:22:42,391 Did you know that it was Torres who sawed off Arizona's leg? 428 00:22:43,028 --> 00:22:44,052 That's what happened? 429 00:22:44,129 --> 00:22:46,495 Yes, and it's so weird because now we know them. 430 00:22:46,565 --> 00:22:49,659 They're like real people, and they were in a plane crash. 431 00:22:49,901 --> 00:22:53,029 Oh, oh. And Alex used to hook up with Grey's sister. 432 00:22:53,105 --> 00:22:54,970 Pierce? She wasn't even here. 433 00:22:55,040 --> 00:22:58,032 - No, there was another one, Lexie. - Was? 434 00:22:58,110 --> 00:23:00,738 She died out there in the woods. 435 00:23:02,848 --> 00:23:05,749 Oh, my God. What if Sam dies? 436 00:23:05,817 --> 00:23:07,512 What if Kate never remembers? 437 00:23:07,586 --> 00:23:10,714 What if Shepherd made the wrong call 438 00:23:10,789 --> 00:23:13,587 because she's so pissed at Hunt, and Hunt's so pissed at her, 439 00:23:13,658 --> 00:23:17,992 and he dies, and Kate doesn't remember any of it? 440 00:23:18,063 --> 00:23:19,553 Like, it never even happened? 441 00:23:19,631 --> 00:23:23,260 Like, poof, gone, just evaporated like it was nothing? 442 00:23:25,437 --> 00:23:29,533 I can never look at any of them the same again. Never. 443 00:23:29,608 --> 00:23:33,339 Yeah, that woman is never gonna find this kind of love again. Ever. 444 00:23:35,013 --> 00:23:37,413 Hey, who is that? Where'd you get that baby? 445 00:23:37,482 --> 00:23:39,382 It came flying out of mom two. 446 00:23:39,451 --> 00:23:42,079 - I told you to keep that baby in. - I tried. She didn't respond to the meds. 447 00:23:42,154 --> 00:23:43,485 Little bugger apparently wanted out. 448 00:23:43,555 --> 00:23:45,853 - How's his mom? - She's doing great. Easy delivery. 449 00:23:45,924 --> 00:23:48,119 All right, I'll check on her after my section on mom five. 450 00:23:48,193 --> 00:23:49,785 - You need a hand with that? - No, I'm fine. 451 00:23:49,861 --> 00:23:51,385 Well, I mean, it's not a problem if you want an assist. 452 00:23:51,463 --> 00:23:52,953 - No, I got it. - Well, no, I mean... 453 00:23:53,031 --> 00:23:54,259 No, Alex! 454 00:23:54,332 --> 00:23:57,699 Just get that baby settled in the NICU and this one, too. 455 00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:04,065 Okay, last suture going in. 456 00:24:05,177 --> 00:24:08,704 Okay. You can let go now. 457 00:24:13,318 --> 00:24:15,786 Damn it! Damn it. It's not holding. 458 00:24:15,854 --> 00:24:17,446 So much for optimism and joy. 459 00:24:17,522 --> 00:24:19,251 - What now? - I don't know. 460 00:24:19,324 --> 00:24:21,986 Maybe there's a way we can put him on bypass after all. 461 00:24:22,060 --> 00:24:24,460 - Are you out of your mind? - No, but I am out of options. 462 00:24:24,529 --> 00:24:27,293 - Bypass isn't an option. You know that. - Do you have a better idea? 463 00:24:27,365 --> 00:24:28,923 Yeah, don't do something that kills my patient. 464 00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:32,060 Dr. Grey, this is our patient, and you're having a bad day. 465 00:24:34,005 --> 00:24:37,168 Pierce, you are a very smart woman. 466 00:24:37,242 --> 00:24:41,178 There has to be something that we can do, apart from bypass, 467 00:24:41,279 --> 00:24:43,110 that doesn't involve sending this man home 468 00:24:43,181 --> 00:24:44,443 with your hand in his chest. 469 00:24:44,516 --> 00:24:47,679 So we are all going to be quiet and let you think, 470 00:24:47,752 --> 00:24:50,084 and you are going to come up with something. 471 00:24:56,595 --> 00:24:57,687 Cyanoacrylate. 472 00:24:58,430 --> 00:25:01,024 Glue? You want to use glue to put the patch in? 473 00:25:01,099 --> 00:25:03,659 What makes you think that's gonna hold any better than the stitches did? 474 00:25:03,735 --> 00:25:05,669 Bailey's infectious optimism. 475 00:25:09,908 --> 00:25:11,842 You heard the woman. Cyanoacrylate. 476 00:25:11,910 --> 00:25:15,311 - We don't have any on hand. - Then go get some! 477 00:25:17,949 --> 00:25:20,440 - He's in fib. - What are you waiting for? 478 00:25:20,519 --> 00:25:21,543 Go get that glue now! 479 00:25:21,620 --> 00:25:22,644 - Move! - Run! 480 00:25:24,189 --> 00:25:27,124 Charge to 25. Clear. 481 00:25:31,062 --> 00:25:32,359 Again. Clear. 482 00:25:34,299 --> 00:25:35,323 Come on, come on, come on. 483 00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:37,732 Come on, come on, come on. 484 00:25:37,802 --> 00:25:40,293 - Come on. Come on. - Come on, come on. 485 00:25:40,972 --> 00:25:43,167 Oh, there he is. We got him back. 486 00:25:43,241 --> 00:25:44,674 He barely has a pressure. 487 00:25:44,743 --> 00:25:48,474 - Where the hell is that glue? - It's coming. Any minute now. 488 00:25:48,547 --> 00:25:51,345 - Any minute. - I have the glue! 489 00:25:51,416 --> 00:25:52,849 Optimism for the win. 490 00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:55,645 All right, nurse, I need your finger back in here, 491 00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:58,985 and I need another patch. All right. 492 00:26:04,462 --> 00:26:05,827 Let's try this again, shall we? 493 00:26:06,598 --> 00:26:09,158 On my count. Hands up and see if it holds. 494 00:26:09,234 --> 00:26:12,863 One, two, three. 495 00:26:26,184 --> 00:26:27,276 Pressure's 496 00:26:30,155 --> 00:26:31,179 good. 497 00:26:32,123 --> 00:26:35,251 Well, that was fun. 498 00:26:38,964 --> 00:26:41,262 Okay, great. Now tell me your name again. 499 00:26:41,333 --> 00:26:42,425 Kate Shaw. 500 00:26:42,534 --> 00:26:44,161 Good. Squeeze my finger. 501 00:26:44,235 --> 00:26:46,294 - What city are we in? - Seattle, Washington. 502 00:26:46,371 --> 00:26:47,429 Very good, other hand. 503 00:26:47,505 --> 00:26:49,097 Now, tell me who's the current US President? 504 00:26:49,174 --> 00:26:51,972 Unless it's changed in the last hour, it is still Barack Obama. 505 00:26:52,043 --> 00:26:54,603 Nice. Now, tell me about when you got on the plane. 506 00:26:56,448 --> 00:26:59,713 - I'm sorry. I still... - No! No. Sorry. 507 00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:06,785 You have to, okay? Remember. Sam. Remember? 508 00:27:06,858 --> 00:27:09,884 - You thought he was really cute. - I know, you keep saying that. 509 00:27:09,961 --> 00:27:12,930 And you really liked him, and he really, really liked you. 510 00:27:12,998 --> 00:27:14,090 Why do you keep... 511 00:27:14,165 --> 00:27:15,826 Because I think you're meant to be together, okay? 512 00:27:15,900 --> 00:27:17,595 - I don't... - lf you're not, then what's the point 513 00:27:17,669 --> 00:27:19,933 of a plane crashing and bringing the two of you here? 514 00:27:20,005 --> 00:27:21,267 - It's just... - Stop it! 515 00:27:22,574 --> 00:27:24,633 I don't know, okay? I don't know! 516 00:27:24,709 --> 00:27:26,233 You keep telling me all of these things 517 00:27:26,311 --> 00:27:28,006 that I'm supposed to know, and I don't know! 518 00:27:28,079 --> 00:27:29,410 You're not helping! 519 00:27:29,481 --> 00:27:30,778 - This isn't helping. - Dr. Edwards! 520 00:27:35,687 --> 00:27:37,279 Edwards! 521 00:27:37,355 --> 00:27:39,983 What the hell were you trying to do in there? 522 00:27:40,058 --> 00:27:43,152 - You do not push a patient like that. - I just... I hoped that I could... 523 00:27:43,228 --> 00:27:44,991 What, that you could badger her into remembering? 524 00:27:45,063 --> 00:27:46,257 That is not how this works. 525 00:27:46,331 --> 00:27:49,459 She was distressed enough already, and you are only making it worse. 526 00:27:49,534 --> 00:27:51,934 Dr. Shepherd, you can stop yelling at my resident in the hallway. 527 00:27:52,003 --> 00:27:53,027 Your resident? 528 00:27:53,104 --> 00:27:54,503 Yes, yes, today she's my resident. 529 00:27:54,606 --> 00:27:56,233 Okay, I can yell at any resident I want to, 530 00:27:56,307 --> 00:27:58,537 especially if she has been tormenting my patient. 531 00:27:58,610 --> 00:28:00,942 It looks completely unprofessional. You really wanna argue about this? 532 00:28:01,012 --> 00:28:02,809 - Listen... - I do, actually, because you have been 533 00:28:02,881 --> 00:28:04,781 totally unreasonable at every level. 534 00:28:04,849 --> 00:28:07,841 - And you are completely out of line. - Listen! Okay? 535 00:28:08,853 --> 00:28:10,946 This story? It's all about me. 536 00:28:11,022 --> 00:28:12,956 When I tell it, it's about me. 537 00:28:13,024 --> 00:28:16,551 It's not about you or you or the fact that you two are messed up 538 00:28:16,628 --> 00:28:18,789 'cause you can't figure out how to date or hook up 539 00:28:18,863 --> 00:28:21,195 or whatever it is that you're doing that I just don't care about. 540 00:28:21,266 --> 00:28:24,827 Me. I am the protagonist. You don't interest me. 541 00:28:24,903 --> 00:28:29,169 This story is about love and I will find it, 542 00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:32,300 that he is out there, and that even if I crash a plane, 543 00:28:32,377 --> 00:28:33,969 he is out there. 544 00:28:34,045 --> 00:28:35,774 And it doesn't work unless she remembers, 545 00:28:35,847 --> 00:28:37,007 and you're ruining it for me. 546 00:28:37,982 --> 00:28:39,347 I am the hero. 547 00:28:39,417 --> 00:28:41,885 Kate is the patient that I saved, 548 00:28:41,953 --> 00:28:45,719 and you two, you two are messing it up. 549 00:28:53,198 --> 00:28:55,393 I'm gonna... 550 00:28:56,568 --> 00:28:57,557 I should... 551 00:29:04,109 --> 00:29:06,043 - Hey. - Hey, oh, please don't tell me 552 00:29:06,111 --> 00:29:07,578 you've birthed another one of my babies. 553 00:29:07,645 --> 00:29:10,443 No, no. All the yoga ladies are in repose. 554 00:29:10,515 --> 00:29:12,847 - Their word, not mine. - Oh, it's about time. 555 00:29:12,917 --> 00:29:14,680 Is this the abruption? 556 00:29:15,253 --> 00:29:16,880 - Where do you want me? - Outside. 557 00:29:16,955 --> 00:29:18,650 - Oh, come on, let me help. - I don't need your help. 558 00:29:18,723 --> 00:29:19,747 I need you to stop hovering. 559 00:29:19,824 --> 00:29:21,121 - I'm not hovering. - Yes, you are. 560 00:29:21,192 --> 00:29:23,057 You're hovering and lurking and creeping. 561 00:29:23,128 --> 00:29:25,221 - Look, I'm just trying to help you. - No, Alex, you're not. 562 00:29:25,296 --> 00:29:26,388 Meredith asked you to watch out for me 563 00:29:26,464 --> 00:29:28,557 because she thinks I'm coming apart, but I am not coming apart. 564 00:29:28,633 --> 00:29:30,567 But you hovering doesn't make it any easier. 565 00:29:30,635 --> 00:29:32,034 What would make it easier 566 00:29:32,103 --> 00:29:34,936 is if you got out of my OR and let me do my job! 567 00:29:44,215 --> 00:29:48,208 I'll do a TEE on Sam later to make sure that the repair holds. 568 00:29:49,387 --> 00:29:51,082 - Any word? - No. 569 00:29:52,390 --> 00:29:53,584 5:00. 570 00:29:54,692 --> 00:29:55,818 What's at 5:00? 571 00:29:55,894 --> 00:29:58,124 Derek missed his meeting in D.C. This morning. 572 00:29:58,463 --> 00:30:02,229 I called him, and he didn't pick up, and I haven't heard from him all day. 573 00:30:03,134 --> 00:30:04,601 5:00 is my deadline. 574 00:30:04,669 --> 00:30:08,730 If there's no news, then I'm gonna go home and freak out. 575 00:30:10,375 --> 00:30:12,070 You're freaking out now, though, aren't you? 576 00:30:13,178 --> 00:30:16,238 - Yeah. - Going over everything you can think of. 577 00:30:16,314 --> 00:30:18,145 You're going back to the last conversation you had 578 00:30:18,216 --> 00:30:20,081 and playing it over and over in your head 579 00:30:20,151 --> 00:30:22,278 from beginning to end, right? 580 00:30:24,122 --> 00:30:25,111 Yeah. 581 00:30:26,658 --> 00:30:29,320 Yeah. That's what I would do, too. 582 00:30:30,829 --> 00:30:32,797 You should go home, Mer. 583 00:30:42,140 --> 00:30:44,335 Zola wants a car. Did she tell you? 584 00:30:44,409 --> 00:30:45,967 - A car? - Yeah. 585 00:30:46,044 --> 00:30:48,103 I asked her, "I'm gonna bring something back from D.C. 586 00:30:48,179 --> 00:30:49,168 "What would you like?" 587 00:30:49,247 --> 00:30:52,478 And she goes, "I would like to have a car." 588 00:30:54,886 --> 00:30:57,047 I thought we were at least 10 years away from that. 589 00:30:57,121 --> 00:30:58,452 Oh, it's gonna be here before you know it. 590 00:31:01,359 --> 00:31:05,318 You know, remember ages ago, you and I had a really big fight? 591 00:31:07,832 --> 00:31:09,993 And I told you, I said, 592 00:31:11,569 --> 00:31:13,560 "You're like coming up for fresh air." 593 00:31:14,672 --> 00:31:17,232 Like I was drowning, and you saved me. 594 00:31:18,843 --> 00:31:20,674 I still feel that way 595 00:31:21,512 --> 00:31:26,643 when I see you, what we have, our family. 596 00:31:31,256 --> 00:31:34,089 That's the feeling. It's you. 597 00:31:34,459 --> 00:31:36,324 It's always been you. 598 00:31:43,134 --> 00:31:47,434 And I want more. Of this, of us, of... 599 00:31:49,641 --> 00:31:51,199 I want to have more. 600 00:31:53,745 --> 00:31:55,110 Let's have more. 601 00:31:57,415 --> 00:32:00,111 - I mean it. - You're crazy. 602 00:32:00,184 --> 00:32:01,674 That's not a no. 603 00:32:01,753 --> 00:32:03,380 - Another baby? - Sure. 604 00:32:03,988 --> 00:32:07,082 - Seriously? - I'm completely serious. 605 00:32:07,158 --> 00:32:08,716 Like right now, you want to... 606 00:32:08,793 --> 00:32:11,694 No, you are serious. 607 00:32:15,466 --> 00:32:17,434 And now I see it, like 20 yards out, 608 00:32:17,502 --> 00:32:19,697 nothing but fear and panic on the pilot's face. 609 00:32:19,771 --> 00:32:21,363 You could see into the cockpit? 610 00:32:21,439 --> 00:32:22,804 We locked eyes. 611 00:32:22,874 --> 00:32:23,863 And then at the last second, 612 00:32:23,975 --> 00:32:26,443 I dove into the passenger seat. I could feel the plane. 613 00:32:26,511 --> 00:32:29,139 Dr. Webber? Can I grab you for a sec? 614 00:32:29,213 --> 00:32:30,680 Um, excuse me. 615 00:32:35,286 --> 00:32:38,380 So, I've heard you tell this story six different ways today, 616 00:32:38,456 --> 00:32:40,617 and each time, the plane seems to be getting closer. 617 00:32:40,692 --> 00:32:42,819 I'm pretty sure the next time it'll end with, "And then I died." 618 00:32:42,894 --> 00:32:45,795 - I think you're missing the point here. - I guarantee I am. 619 00:32:47,532 --> 00:32:51,298 Maybe I didn't exactly die back there, 620 00:32:51,369 --> 00:32:53,462 but I sure as hell could have. 621 00:32:53,538 --> 00:32:56,405 I did look up from my car today. 622 00:32:56,474 --> 00:32:59,500 I did see a plane coming toward me. 623 00:33:00,445 --> 00:33:04,848 And for a split second, I did find myself thinking, 624 00:33:04,916 --> 00:33:08,750 "Maybe this is it. This is where it all ends, 625 00:33:08,820 --> 00:33:13,450 "on 37th street, between a yarn shop and a falafel stand." 626 00:33:14,225 --> 00:33:17,285 I know what a near-death experience is, and this wasn't my first. 627 00:33:18,363 --> 00:33:22,231 And it's true. Your life flashes right before your eyes. 628 00:33:22,300 --> 00:33:24,666 And this morning, mine did. 629 00:33:25,370 --> 00:33:28,635 And suddenly, I saw how much I had. 630 00:33:29,941 --> 00:33:34,207 Catherine, this hospital, all of the people I've affected, 631 00:33:34,278 --> 00:33:36,109 all the people who've affected me. 632 00:33:37,682 --> 00:33:39,081 And let me tell you. 633 00:33:39,884 --> 00:33:41,613 It scared the hell out of me. 634 00:33:42,653 --> 00:33:45,986 Because the minute you see all the things you have, 635 00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:50,517 you see all the things that you stand to lose. 636 00:33:52,864 --> 00:33:56,231 Look, maybe I did embellish the story some. 637 00:33:56,300 --> 00:33:58,325 I mean, that's human nature, I guess. 638 00:33:59,370 --> 00:34:03,067 But right now, I'm taking stock of what I have, 639 00:34:04,709 --> 00:34:06,802 and I'm feeling pretty grateful. 640 00:34:14,552 --> 00:34:17,350 Alex, hey. I'm sorry that I snapped at you. 641 00:34:17,422 --> 00:34:18,980 I know you were trying to make me feel better, but... 642 00:34:19,057 --> 00:34:20,217 I was making me feel better. 643 00:34:20,925 --> 00:34:23,519 It's just I wanted you to be okay, all right? 644 00:34:24,195 --> 00:34:25,389 I'm sick of feeling bad. 645 00:34:26,064 --> 00:34:27,691 Why? Why would you feel bad? 646 00:34:29,367 --> 00:34:31,995 Do you know it was me who cut off your leg? 647 00:34:32,970 --> 00:34:34,369 Callie was stuck in surgery, 648 00:34:34,439 --> 00:34:36,304 and your circulation collapsed from sepsis, 649 00:34:36,374 --> 00:34:37,966 and she decided you had to lose it. 650 00:34:38,743 --> 00:34:41,678 But I made the cut. I'm the one who did it. 651 00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:45,341 Just... I don't know if you knew that or wanted to, but it's true. 652 00:34:49,887 --> 00:34:52,219 Are you pissed? I mean, you can be pissed. I get it. 653 00:34:53,057 --> 00:34:54,319 Thanks. 654 00:34:55,226 --> 00:34:56,523 For telling me. 655 00:35:02,233 --> 00:35:04,064 You're sure it's okay that we're up here? 656 00:35:04,135 --> 00:35:07,195 Oh, yeah, totally sure, but maybe keep your voice down. 657 00:35:07,271 --> 00:35:09,466 - People are sleeping. That's all. - Okay. 658 00:35:11,642 --> 00:35:13,735 All right. Here we are. 659 00:35:15,413 --> 00:35:17,881 - This is him? - This is Sam. 660 00:35:28,059 --> 00:35:30,254 - You don't recognize him at all? - I... 661 00:35:31,629 --> 00:35:34,291 - I don't know. - Dr. Edwards. 662 00:35:36,467 --> 00:35:39,129 You know what? Take your time. I'm gonna be right back. 663 00:35:41,205 --> 00:35:43,435 You are just trying to get fired, aren't you? 664 00:35:43,508 --> 00:35:44,600 Dr. Shepherd, I'm sorry. 665 00:35:44,675 --> 00:35:47,303 I told you to take it easy. This is not taking it easy. 666 00:35:47,378 --> 00:35:49,107 She just had surgery. She should not be out of bed. 667 00:35:49,180 --> 00:35:51,045 - I know. I thought that if she saw... - No, I disagree. 668 00:35:51,115 --> 00:35:52,810 These are not the actions of someone who thinks. 669 00:35:52,884 --> 00:35:54,374 - This is someone... - Oh, my God! 670 00:35:55,786 --> 00:35:59,483 I'm sorry. I know I'm supposed to keep it down, but... 671 00:36:04,328 --> 00:36:06,296 We had sandwiches. 672 00:36:06,364 --> 00:36:07,956 Wait... You did? 673 00:36:09,267 --> 00:36:12,236 We did. He made them. 674 00:36:13,271 --> 00:36:15,239 I don't like to eat on dates. 675 00:36:15,306 --> 00:36:18,969 I never have an appetite. I'm too nervous. 676 00:36:19,043 --> 00:36:21,511 But he made them, and so I took one, 677 00:36:21,579 --> 00:36:25,015 and I ate it because I wasn't nervous at all. 678 00:36:25,883 --> 00:36:27,316 Not with him. 679 00:36:29,487 --> 00:36:33,617 We had sandwiches on his plane on our date, 680 00:36:33,691 --> 00:36:36,819 on our first date. 681 00:36:36,894 --> 00:36:41,126 This is Sam, right? And I'm actually remembering this? 682 00:36:41,199 --> 00:36:45,329 This isn't... I'm not just remembering what you told me? 683 00:36:45,403 --> 00:36:48,031 No, the sandwich story is news to us. 684 00:36:53,711 --> 00:36:55,611 I want to see his eyes. 685 00:36:56,047 --> 00:36:59,505 You said they were beautiful. I don't remember. 686 00:37:01,352 --> 00:37:03,047 I wish he'd open them. 687 00:37:04,021 --> 00:37:05,386 He will. 688 00:37:10,394 --> 00:37:12,794 So, am I still fired? 689 00:37:13,864 --> 00:37:16,628 Not today. Not for this. 690 00:37:18,135 --> 00:37:20,262 But who knows what you'll pull tomorrow. 691 00:37:26,377 --> 00:37:27,969 - Why didn't you tell me? - Hmm? 692 00:37:28,045 --> 00:37:29,637 About Alex and my leg. 693 00:37:31,849 --> 00:37:32,838 Freaking Karev. 694 00:37:32,917 --> 00:37:34,578 - Don't be mad at him. - He's an idiot. 695 00:37:34,652 --> 00:37:38,019 I was trying to protect him, but why did he have to... 696 00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:40,990 All this time, you let me hold it against you. 697 00:37:41,058 --> 00:37:42,116 Why? 698 00:37:46,230 --> 00:37:47,697 I made the call. 699 00:37:48,432 --> 00:37:49,660 I mean, no matter what, 700 00:37:50,268 --> 00:37:53,135 it was still me making the call to take your leg, 701 00:37:53,204 --> 00:37:56,173 and I knew that you were going to hate me. 702 00:37:58,643 --> 00:38:01,339 I didn't want you to hate Alex, too. I wanted you to have somebody. 703 00:38:06,584 --> 00:38:07,710 Thank you. 704 00:38:13,291 --> 00:38:14,280 Chief! 705 00:38:14,358 --> 00:38:18,089 Tell Kepner I'll be down soon to help triage the stragglers. 706 00:38:18,162 --> 00:38:20,722 I thought you'd like to know Kate's memory is coming back. 707 00:38:20,798 --> 00:38:23,790 It's still incomplete, but I'm expecting a full recovery. 708 00:38:23,868 --> 00:38:25,563 Thank you. I'm glad to hear it. 709 00:38:27,538 --> 00:38:29,005 You say I'm playing games? 710 00:38:29,073 --> 00:38:30,563 I am here, ready to talk, 711 00:38:30,641 --> 00:38:32,268 but you are pissed at me, so I'm getting punished. 712 00:38:32,343 --> 00:38:34,072 I'm not punishing anyone, and I'm not doing this. 713 00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:35,578 I want to. 714 00:38:35,646 --> 00:38:39,343 I want to do this because this is unfair! This is... 715 00:38:39,984 --> 00:38:41,110 Amelia, back off. 716 00:38:41,185 --> 00:38:43,119 You wanted professional. I'm giving you professional. 717 00:38:43,187 --> 00:38:45,280 No, you're not. You are hardly being civil. 718 00:38:45,389 --> 00:38:48,654 I am sorry if I hurt your feelings. I am, but... 719 00:38:48,726 --> 00:38:50,489 This is not about you! Everything isn't about you! 720 00:38:50,561 --> 00:38:52,119 - Then what is it? - There was a plane crash. 721 00:38:52,196 --> 00:38:54,357 - Yes, but... - Not the one today. 722 00:38:56,133 --> 00:38:58,533 I'm talking about the plane that had Meredith and Derek 723 00:38:58,602 --> 00:39:04,131 and Arizona and Mark and Lexie and Cristina. 724 00:39:07,111 --> 00:39:08,976 I put them on that plane. 725 00:39:09,046 --> 00:39:12,504 I signed the requisition for the airline. 726 00:39:12,583 --> 00:39:15,245 I paid for it. I was in charge. 727 00:39:17,188 --> 00:39:19,179 I don't care how long I've been out of the service. 728 00:39:19,256 --> 00:39:21,417 It was my watch, and they were my men. 729 00:39:22,259 --> 00:39:23,487 And... 730 00:39:26,197 --> 00:39:27,459 I failed them. 731 00:39:28,799 --> 00:39:29,925 It was my fault. 732 00:39:31,235 --> 00:39:33,897 So, when something like this happens today, 733 00:39:33,971 --> 00:39:35,438 it brings it all back up. 734 00:39:39,443 --> 00:39:41,570 There was a plane crash. 735 00:39:55,025 --> 00:39:56,515 Owen. 736 00:39:57,828 --> 00:40:00,456 And I won't survive another plane crash, Amelia. 737 00:40:04,435 --> 00:40:06,369 And that's all we are. 738 00:40:26,157 --> 00:40:29,718 Why do bad things happen to good people? 739 00:40:29,794 --> 00:40:33,230 We ask that question so often, it's become a cliché. 740 00:40:34,198 --> 00:40:36,996 But that's because bad things do happen to good people. 741 00:40:42,540 --> 00:40:44,337 Constantly. 742 00:40:48,012 --> 00:40:52,881 You just have to hope that when it's your turn, 743 00:40:52,950 --> 00:40:55,009 you'll know what to do, 744 00:40:58,422 --> 00:41:00,447 how to cope, 745 00:41:02,827 --> 00:41:04,920 how to persevere. 746 00:41:08,265 --> 00:41:11,757 - Help you with something, Edwards? - No, sir. 747 00:41:12,403 --> 00:41:16,703 - What are you doing? - I am enjoying the view, sir. 748 00:41:21,245 --> 00:41:22,906 Me, too, Edwards. 749 00:41:24,915 --> 00:41:26,075 Me, too. 750 00:41:32,056 --> 00:41:33,990 But the truth is 751 00:41:38,095 --> 00:41:41,394 you don't know how you'll react to your worst-case scenario. 752 00:42:06,757 --> 00:42:08,384 None of us do. 753 00:42:16,567 --> 00:42:18,467 Not until it happens. 754 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:29,000 Ripped By mstoll