CAITLYN: I've come out to all the girls.
I think it's just harder
for my guy friends. What do you think?
PAM: They're gonna meet Caitlyn and say, "Same personality."
CAITLYN: I don't know if guys get that.
- KYLIE: Hey, pretty. - CAITLYN: Hey, baby.
KIM: You look beautiful.
CAITLYN: Oh, thank you, babe.
They keep saying to me openly that, "Everybody's great, it's great,
we want you to live your life."
You never know when they get away from here
and they go home, they go,
"Oh, my God, I don't know if I really agree with this."
What we're trying to do is normalize
this as much as we possibly can.
KATE: Part of the reason you want to is 'cause you don't want to be a freak.
- PRODUCER: Scott's here. - CAITLYN: Oh, God.
Okay.
I really want to see the reaction to my,
"male straight friends."
(knocking)
CANDIS: I think you should come to New York.
I'm performing there for Gay Pride.
What a better way to have Caitlyn
come out to Gay Pride?
CHANDI: We don't want Cait to feel that pressure
of feeling like she's carrying the load for the community.
CANDIS: No, for sure. And our community
- is desperate for help. - CHANDI: Yes.
CAITLYN: I have always worried about what that
first experience would be like, how
people would react to me.
And here I am
going to a very public outing.
(lively crowd chatter)
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WOMAN: I think it's an amazing opportunity that Caitlyn
has to really raise the narrative and raise the profile
of the trans community as a whole.
MAN: Seeing someone like Caitlyn Jenner,
who is in a position of acknowledged privilege,
go through this is very different
than the experience, day-to-day reality of most of...
The vast 99.9% of trans people
are not having the same experience as her.
WOMAN: I would like to thank
Caitlyn Jenner for raising the bar
and making it that much harder
for an old hag like me.
The bitch is two years older than I am,
and she's absolutely gorgeous.
Here's somebody that is familiar,
somebody you know, somebody who was a hero,
and they're going through this.
This person is a human,
and not a monster,
and that's what it's about.
(lively crowd chatter)
ZACKARY: Are you having fun today?
- CANDIS: I am. - ZACKARY: You look like a vision.
- CANDIS: Oh, my God. - ZACKARY: It's very sandy,
desert, wind and camel zones.
- WOMAN: It is, isn't it? - ZACKARY: Peachy.
CANDIS: Oh.
JEN: Hey!
- CAITLYN: Hey! - JEN: Hi!
You look like you're golfing.
_
- CANDIS: Wow. - JEN: I didn't recognize you.
CANDIS: I know.
_
CANDIS (laughing): Yes.
_
JEN: Well, here, I'll show you.
I'm gonna flip the camera around so you can see.
So, this is Trans Pride.
_
JEN: They think there's like 800 or 900 today.
- _ - JEN: Yeah, it's huge.
- It's their biggest one ever. - CANDIS: We're missing you.
_
- JEN: I don't think I've noticed. - CANDIS: I haven't seen any yet.
- JEN: Your 15 minutes is over. - (Candis laughs)
CANDIS: I think that's less of a trans thing
and more of like a... a community,
like a gay community kind of thing.
Wish you could be here today, though.
_
CANDIS: We'll tell everybody you said hi.
_
- JEN: Love you. - CANDIS: All right, love you.
JEN: Bye.
Now especially because of who Cait is,
she has to attend some,
you know, events like this. Once she
gets past this initial shock of
being afraid to go out in public,
it'll be good for her to make appearances in the community.
(knocking)
CAITLYN: Oh, my God, just come in.
- What are you knocking for? - CANDIS: I know. I'm sorry.
- CAITLYN: Oh, God. - CANDIS: You need an escalator for the front of your house.
CAITLYN: You know what? Honestly, I've already talked to
a guy about putting steps in there.
- It's like almost impossible. Yeah. - CANDIS: It's impossible, yeah.
- Have a seat. - CANDIS: How has it been?
It seems super mellow here. Like...
CAITLYN: Um...
it's not easy.
- (Laughing): A few little incidents. - CANDIS: What do you mean?
CAITLYN: You know, a couple of the kids
thought the, like... the Vanity Fair was a little too sexy.
Just the guys.
I don't think they get kind of the girl thing.
- You know, like... - CANDIS: Yeah, but Cait, like, you have been...
You have been repressing your inner woman
- for so many years. - CAITLYN: So many years. I know.
CANDIS: And I understand. I understand the pushback because you... you...
- CAITLYN: I want to respect my kids. - CANDIS: Of course you do.
- CAITLYN: Yeah. - CANDIS: And you want them
- to respect you, too. - CAITLYN: Yeah.
- CANDIS: Which is super important. - CAITLYN: Mm-hmm.
CANDIS: But, um,
you've been living the past 40 years
taking care of them
- and not taking care of yourself. - CAITLYN: I know.
Taking care of them and not taking care of myself.
Now I'm trying to take care of myself.
CANDIS: Right.
- CANDIS: I think you should come - CAITLYN: I was thinking...
- to New York. - You know what I ought to do? I'm gonna do it...
I'm performing there for Gay Pride.
What a better way to have Caitlyn
come out to Gay Pride?
CAITLYN: Yeah.
I... I... what I wouldn't want
is... and, um... 'Cause my sons,
Burt and Brandon, go, "Oh, going to Gay Pride?"
This last weekend.
I said, uh, "No, I'm not."
And the reason was not because I
certainly don't support what they're doing down there,
but, uh, I didn't want it to be a circus.
Okay?
CANDIS: Well, and you probably don't feel a part of the community yet.
(birds singing, waves crashing)
- PRODUCER: Scott's here. - CAITLYN: Oh, God.
Okay.
I really invited Scott over for a couple of reasons.
I want to stay close with my family members,
and Scott still is part of the family
and will always be because he's the father of three of my grandkids.
The second reason is, I really want to see the reaction
to my, "male straight friends,"
and how they're gonna deal with this situation.
I never really came out with the guys, you know,
been honest with them, so,
kind of going to take the temperature.
(Knocking)
Scott Disick!
CAITLYN: Oh. Here we go.
- Scotty's here. - SCOTT: Hello... sexy lady.
CAITLYN: We're rocking it, baby.
- How we doing? - SCOTT: How's it going?
Good to see you...
- CAITLYN: Good to see you. I can't believe... - SCOTT: ... as you.
CAITLYN: I know.
Um... yeah.
Uh, have a seat.
SCOTT: The house looks really great.
- I love it. - CAITLYN: Yeah.
SCOTT: So how have you been feeling?
CAITLYN: Me?
Like a million pounds are weight... off your chest... off your
- shoulders. - SCOTT: Well, it looks like you got
some more weight put on your chest.
- (both laugh) - CAITLYN: That's right.
No, it's not easy to be able to, in the public eye,
kind of live your true self and be who you are.
What do you think?
Like, what was worrying you?
What were you thinking about coming over here?
SCOTT: Well, it's gonna take some getting used to, I think, for everybody.
CAITLYN: But I'm still the same person.
SCOTT: But obviously, it's interesting to look at you,
because, you know, I've never seen you look like this.
I mean, it's still you, so I'm not, like,
"Who is this person?"
- CAITLYN: Right. It's just like the - SCOTT: It's still the...
same person with just a little icing on the cake.
- SCOTT: Yeah. - CAITLYN: Yeah.
Yeah.
- SCOTT: A little icing. - CAITLYN: Yeah.
Yeah.
SCOTT: I mean, I...
Obviously, I'm just excited for you
to finally have all the weight lifted off of you.
And, I mean, you look great,
- you seem happy. That's all that matters. - CAITLYN: Yeah.
Yeah.
Um...
You're one of the first guys to come over.
Mostly all of them have been women.
Like my buddy Jeff Dunham... he has
been very supportive, but hasn't come out
and actually met Caitlyn.
My buddy Dean...
he had no idea.
What do you think from a guy's perspective?
Because everybody seems to be very supportive
and this and that. I don't know. It's just...
a guy thing. I've just struggled with it,
you know?
SCOTT: Well, I mean, I definitely think it's
a lot different for me...
- than a buddy, you know... - CAITLYN: Yeah.
SCOTT: ... because the sense that, you know,
you've been in my life a long time. You're a part of my kids' lives.
- CAITLYN: Yeah. - SCOTT: So, I mean, to be
completely honest, I don't know...
if every man in the world is gonna be as comfortable as I am.
CAITLYN: Kind of like the Kris Humphries...
Did you hear what he said after the Diane Sawyer piece?
SCOTT: No.
CAITLYN: Kris
Humphries tweets,
- "Thank God I got out of that family in time." - SCOTT: Oh.
CAITLYN: And just got absolutely ripped.
- SCOTT: Oh, my God. I'm sure. - CAITLYN: Oh, just ripped.
To where, four hours later, he had to
do an apology.
SCOTT: But I only think that's a short
period of time. You get used to things.
Anybody who's worth being in your life
will understand
- and will work at the relationship. - CAITLYN: Yeah.
- I got too many friends, too many things to do. - SCOTT: Right.
- And too many people love you. - CAITLYN: I don't need haters in my life.
SCOTT: Right. Any negativity.
- CAITLYN: Yeah. Yeah. - SCOTT: You've been through enough, and
now's your time to live it up.
CAITLYN: I brought this up to Brody the other day.
He was on his way to Vegas.
- You go up there a lot. - SCOTT: Please tell me you want to host a party.
CAITLYN: Yes.
And the theme of the party is
- Come as Who You Really Are. - SCOTT: Yeah. Perfect!
- CAITLYN: Can you imagine all the... - SCOTT: I'll close that right now.
Anybody who's had a struggle
- not being themselves... - CAITLYN: Yeah.
SCOTT: ... come on down.
- CAITLYN: Come on. Down. - SCOTT: I'll be there.
I can understand
why she's so worried about coming out to her guy friends,
because she probably feels like
other men could never in a million years relate to this.
But of course she was fine with me coming over...
so that makes me...
question myself.
Well, it was good to see you.
Give me a good old hand hug.
And then we'll go in for the real thing.
- Good to see you. - CAITLYN: You got it.
- Good seeing you. Thanks for coming out. - SCOTT: Okay, call me soon. I'm around.
- CAITLYN: Okay. - SCOTT: I love the house.
- See you. - CAITLYN: See you.
Kind of a crazy day.
(Gulls squawking)
(line ringing)
CAITLYN: Sergio, did you change my name
in your, uh, Rolodex?
_
CAITLYN: Of course you did. You're... That's great.
SERGIO: My phone just said, "Caitlyn Jenner called you."
CAITLYN: I like that. It really did?
SERGIO: My wife is jealous now.
I told her I have a hot friend. She's like... (indistinct)
(laughing)
CAITLYN: That's great.
That's great. That's good.
Well, here's my dilemma.
I'm looking at my poor little helicopters,
and, my 600, one of the servos
went while I was flying and it kind of went in.
Uh, what are you doing over the next couple of days?
Could you sneak out here?
'Cause I kind of have a hard time getting in there.
SERGIO: Yeah, I can.
CAITLYN: Oh, very good.
I'm gonna look at my schedule.
- _ - CAITLYN: Okay.
Yeah, and I'll... I'll give you directions on how to get here.
SERGIO: Okay.
CAITLYN: Till then.
- SERGIO: Take care. - CAITLYN: Okay, bye.
He even changed
his phone to "Caitlyn."
Sergio's a very good friend.
Never met Caitlyn, obviously. I think he had
kind of figured it out, but nobody would ever talk about it.
And the guys at the heli-field have all said,
"Well, is she coming out?"
You know? "Is she gonna come fly helicopters with us?"
Um, you know, I could be the best female helicopter pilot out there.
This... this... I could, you know, go to the top here.
So, anyway,
Sergio's gonna come out.
Great guy, a lot of fun.
- The doors have opened. - (Candis chuckles)
- Hello. How are you? - SARAH: Hi. Sarah Kate Ellis.
CAITLYN: Nice to meet you. Yes, we hug around here.
SARAH: I know. (Chuckles) So nice to meet you.
- And you know Nick Adams. - NICK: Yes.
SARAH: At GLAAD, we accelerate acceptance for the LGBT community
through media, through positive portrayals.
And the more people know trans people
and the issues that they face,
the more accepting they become,
and it creates a safer environment for everyone.
CAITLYN: It seems like every time I saw anything, you guys had my back,
and I certainly appreciated that.
SARAH: We tried. And Nick worked endlessly, tirelessly,
- especially with the... uh, the tabloid press. - CAITLYN: Oh, God.
- Yes. - NICK: Well, we put out a style guide, like, how,
for journalists, to report respectfully about Caitlyn Jenner,
and it was viewed 200,000 times in 24 hours.
- CAITLYN: Yeah, I... I know. - NICK: So we got a lot of traffic
- saying, like, "How do we write about this?" - CAITLYN: Yeah. No, it... it was...
it was amazing to me.
- Yeah. - SARAH: I think something that people don't realize
is that, in the media, it's taboo to out people if they're gay.
And if you're trans, however,
it's fair game.
And we kept trying to remind the media that
this is actually creating a really
- dangerous environment out there. - CAITLYN: Oh, I agree.
NICK: I transitioned in 1997
and I still find myself learning new things about the trans community
every time I meet someone new,
because we're an incredibly diverse community.
- CAITLYN: Incredibly. - NICK: Depending on when we transitioned,
at what age, which way we're going, where we grew up,
you know, whether we're... what our sexual orientation is.
I mean, there's... whether people of color and everybody's
experience is so incredibly different.
CAITLYN: And you know what I found out,
like, uh, first is they're all
- just so damn normal. - (Nick chuckles)
- No, they really are. - SARAH: No, they're nothing scary.
CAITLYN: They've been through incredible things to get where they are.
- SARAH: Well, they're incredible, yeah. - CAITLYN: I mean, you hear these stories
and you can't believe
that all these girls were just, like, now, so normal.
And so much fun and want to enjoy life and...
I'm trying to make sure we project them that way, like they're not
freaks, they're not freaks of nature and
- this and that. - CANDIS: We're... we're not.
It's hard to hear her say "them" and "they"
when she talks about the trans community.
She still can't grasp the concept that
she's a part of our community.
Maybe it's because she's been outside looking in
for so many years that she refers to us as "they."
But then, at the same time, people are going to look at that in,
in a snobby kind of way,
because it isolates her from her own community.
(Birds singing)
Wow, what a view, Caitlyn.
- CAITLYN: Do you like this? This is kind of different. - CANDIS: I love it.
- CAITLYN: Kind of Malibu chic. - CANDIS: Yes.
CAITLYN: I bought it yesterday.
I... I actually went shopping.
- With Courtney. - CANDIS: I love that.
Oh, wait, which Courtney?
- Your daughter Kourtney? - CAITLYN: No.
- CANDIS: Oh. - CAITLYN: I talked to her, too.
- CANDIS: You did? - CAITLYN: But... yes.
- CANDIS: Is she doing okay? - CAITLYN: Is she doing okay?
She's doing as well as she can do
under the circumstances. It's obviously very tough on her.
- CANDIS: No, of course. - CAITLYN: So, um,
obviously Scott has a lot of issues
and she's trying to deal with them the best she can.
And she's got three kids with him and...
- She'll be okay. - CANDIS: Yeah.
CAITLYN: Relationships aren't easy.
CANDIS: They're not easy.
- At all. - CAITLYN: At all.
CHANDI: How's my girls?
- CANDIS: Hi. - CHANDI: Wow!
- CANDIS: Wow. - CAITLYN: Doing great, baby.
- How are you doing, babe? - CANDIS: Oh...
- CAITLYN: How you doing, babe? - CANDIS: We ordered you a margarita.
CHANDI: Oh, well, you did the right thing.
CAITLYN: Good, yeah, I know,
we were thinking about that, yeah.
I haven't seen you in a while, babe, how have you been?
CHANDI: I know. Good. How are you?
CAITLYN: I'm doing great.
What did you think of the GLAAD meeting today?
CANDIS: It was good.
CAITLYN: I thought it was really... CANDIS: I thought they're...
- I liked them. - they're on their (bleep),
- excuse my French. - CAITLYN: Oh, they, they, yeah, they got their stuff.
They've got their act together.
- They know what they're doing. - CANDIS: It's amazing.
CHANDI: So are you starting to feel
as if you are a part of this community?
CAITLYN: Yes.
Um, I have learned...
because of you guys...
- CHANDI: Mm-hmm. - CAITLYN: ... so much.
CANDIS: But sometimes, when you do say "them" and "they,"
it's like you're not including yourself
- in that group of people. - CAITLYN: Yeah.
CANDIS: But you're... you're one of us.
CHANDI: The world needs to feel as if you are inclusive
of our community.
So it's totally...
one of those things where you have to
start embracing the word "we."
We can start there.
CHANDI: The world needs to feel as if you are inclusive
of our community.
So it's totally...
one of those things where you have to
start embracing the word "we."
We can start there.
Because when you say "they" or "them"
to girls who have been on the streets,
they don't feel included.
As you continue, I need you to say "we"
and not "they" and not "them," because they want to feel like
- you're a part of their struggle. - CAITLYN: A part of that.
CHANDI: Regardless of whether or not you know what that looks like,
because have you ever thought about if...
if there was no one around, no security,
no nothing, and you just walked outside alone, by yourself,
how would that be for you?
CAITLYN: Tough.
Tough.
Um, I have had
a hard time even with myself...
CHANDI: Mm-hmm.
CAITLYN: ... identifying myself as me and who I am.
- CHANDI: Right. - CANDIS: Right.
CAITLYN: Okay? It's tough.
- CANDIS: It is tough. - CHANDI: It's...
- it's not easy. - CAITLYN: Because I have for all these years...
- CANDIS: Because in your eyes, they were - CAITLYN: ... she's been, they were the...
- "them" and "they." - ... they were the outside,
- not the inside. - CANDIS: Yeah.
- CHANDI: Mm-hmm. - CAITLYN: I find myself
all the time, uh, kind of falling back into that rut.
- CHANDI: Mm-hmm. - CANDIS: Yeah, we want the outside world...
- CAITLYN: Right. - CANDIS: ... to embrace every aspect of you,
- CHANDI: The way we do. - CANDIS: ... the way we do.
CAITLYN: Here's to "we."
- CHANDI: Yes, to "we." - CANDIS: Here's to "we"
- ... and "us." - CAITLYN: Here's to "we." I'm here.
- CANDIS: And not "them" and "they." - CHANDI: And... and we're going to
figure out how we're going to begin to work that
into our repertoire.
- CAITLYN: Yeah. - CANDIS: Yeah.
CAITLYN: We got plenty of battery there.
Battery charged there.
PRODUCER: Should we call Sergio and make sure he didn't get lost?
CAITLYN: I'm sure he'll be fine.
The guy friends.
I've text...
Uh, I've talked to 'em on the phone, pretty much sound the same thing,
sounds like old, you know, good old whatever his name was.
But meeting you is a whole different story.
This one has a boo-boo.
We'll give that one to Sergio.
He's the doctor.
(humming) Where is he?
This is the last text he had,
but I didn't hear anything after that.
Can you make it?
It looks like this is the first time I've been stood up.
He would have been here by now.
This morning the Supreme Court recognized
that the Constitution guarantees marriage equality,
regardless of who they are or who they love.
REPORTER: You can hear the crowd cheering behind me.
This morning, in a landmark,
5-4 decision, same-sex marriage.
the Supreme Court has said that same-sex marriage,
should be protected under the Constitution.
CAITLYN: What a day. This is a
monumental week for the LGBT community.
Just found out
the Supreme Court
just passed same-sex marriage.
Good for all the people out there.
It just shows you how far the gay issue has come in so many ways.
The trans issue, the "T," um,
we still have a long ways to go.
The trans issue's probably 20 years behind.
Um, we've got a lot of decisions
and a lot of things that we have to get passed, too.
So, uh, good step in the right direction.
I'm actually... I am off to New York,
and, uh, for Gay Pride Week.
Uh, it's going to be,
after this decision, quite
a party.
Might be a little overwhelming,
but it's gonna be quite a party.
It'd be fun to see Candis, too.
She's performing in New York, so
I'll have to look into that.
CANDIS: Just your mere presence of coming to the event
will be a huge thing for the community.
CAITLYN: I mean, I've never been that out and that exposed in my life.
It's kind of scary.
- CANDIS: No, it is. I get that. - CAITLYN: Big time scary.
- CANDIS: Yeah. - CAITLYN: Eventually,
it'll be part of everyday life, but I,
you know, I need to get out there.
How are we doing on a plane?
RONDA: Uh, oh, the plane. It's all taken care of.
Wheels Up.
CAITLYN: Wheels up?
(chuckles) RONDA: Kenny D.
CAITLYN: Oh, yeah, Kenny Dichter from Wheels Up.
Actually, I met him at the golf course.
RONDA: They were very, very accommodating, so...
- CAITLYN: Oh. Good. - RONDA: I did not know
that you knew them.
- CAITLYN: Yeah. Yeah. - RONDA: So that's
- good, you know? - CAITLYN: Well, that's good. I'm glad we're using them.
Well, I'm very excited about your show.
- CANDIS: I think it'll be fun. - RONDA: Well, so, guys, I...
CAITLYN: I've never... Everybody is funny, because
everybody knows you for your show...
CANDIS: Right.
CAITLYN: ... and I've never seen your show.
Can you still kick it as high as you used to?
(Ronda and Candis chuckle)
- CANDIS: Not... not as high. - RONDA: Come on, let's...
I saw you the other day, come on.
CANDIS: No, I mean, and I'm not warmed up.
- CAITLYN: But that's true. - RONDA: Oh, all right, all right, let's just...
just see how you do it without warming up.
CAITLYN: Don't hurt yourself, damn it.
- CANDIS: I know, uh, I just... - RONDA: In heels?!
CAITLYN: Wait a second, not in those shoes.
Do you want to take those shoes off?
CANDIS: No, I don't want to take my shoes off.
RONDA: What the heck?! Do it again.
- CANDIS: ... a little bit of... - RONDA: ... the sexiest ever.
- CAITLYN: Wow. Wow. Do it one more time for camera. - RONDA: Please one more time.
- CAITLYN: There you go, that's good. - (Candis laughs)
(phone line rings)
Let's see if he's even gonna answer.
He didn't answer his other phone.
- SERGIO: Hello? - CAITLYN: Sergio.
SERGIO: Yes?
CAITLYN: It's Caitlyn.
SERGIO: Hey!
CAITLYN: What's happening?
SERGIO: Not much.
CAITLYN: Here's the deal.
My little 600
got a boo-boo.
It needs a little massaging. I was thinking about coming in.
- SERGIO: Okay. - CAITLYN: I really like Sergio.
I understand that he might be a little
apprehensive in meeting me now.
I mean, we were good friends for many years.
You know, I'm not gonna call him out for not showing up.
SERGIO: What... what do you think?
CAITLYN: I don't know, I look pretty good. I think you can handle it.
SERGIO: There you go.
CAITLYN: There you go.
I have to admit,
when it comes to my male friends,
and meeting them...
been kind of dragging my feet,
but friendship is a two-way street, so
I just decided I'm going over to the hobby shop
for the first time in six months.
(Engine revs)
I would just like to get life back to normal, that's all.
_
Do you have any nerves about it?
SERGIO: I don't know, I'm...
- Uh, kind of. - PRODUCER: Yeah.
SERGIO: Like, you know, it's the first time I kind of, like...
I... I'm confused.
- PRODUCER: Right. - SERGIO: We were shocked like everybody else.
But I guess we will get used to it.
- She's here? - PRODUCER: Yeah, she's here.
CAITLYN: As of right now, I've just met
with a lot of very positive people,
and I certainly hope that continues.
But you always wonder.
What will their reaction be?
Are they going to be accepting?
'Cause I hope at some point that
somebody doesn't turn on me. I'm scared,
I'm skeptical and,
you know, gonna do my best.
How bad did you miss me?
Well, things haven't changed.
SERGIO: Sure.
How bad did you miss me?
Well, things haven't changed.
SERGIO: Sure.
CAITLYN: So what have I missed? What's new?
SERGIO: Not much.
- CAITLYN: No? - SERGIO: Everything's the same.
- CAITLYN: Same old, same old? - SERGIO: Same old, same old.
CAITLYN: Well, me, too. I haven't... Nothing's going on with me.
- (Sergio chuckles) - Uh, but anyway,
I think all the servos are good on this.
'Cause it came down hard, it went all...
hell started breaking loose.
I got it down, landed it. I got tall grass,
landed in the tall grass.
But it was flying good till it crashed.
So have you heard from Dunham?
- SERGIO: I was talking to him earlier today. - CAITLYN: Oh, God.
SERGIO: I... I would...
CAITLYN: He's, like, my next one.
He keeps talking about coming out
to the house, but he never seems to quite get it done.
It is what it is.
- Sergio... - SERGIO: What... what matters is your happiness.
- You're happy? - CAITLYN: Oh, I'm happy.
- SERGIO: That's it. Yeah. - CAITLYN: That's all, that's all that matters.
I'm moving on.
SERGIO: Okay, Caitlyn.
CAITLYN: Till then, buddy. Good seeing you.
_
SERGIO: No. No.
_
SERGIO: It's kind of awkward but
we got, we got used to it.
Whatever makes him happy. Or her, now.
CAITLYN: You know, everybody's a little nervous.
They meet you and they find out you're the same person,
just you look different. He had to get that first one over with,
and I got it over with.
One more down.
All my buddies.
It's all good.
(Birds singing)
Hello.
How you doing?
- Caitlyn. Nice to meet you. - MILES: Wonderful.
CAITLYN: Candis. Chandi.
- CHANDI: Hi. - MILES: Hi, how are you?
- Nice to meet you. - I'm Miles from Wheels Up.
- Have a wonderful trip. - CHANDI: Thank you.
CAITLYN: We need a picture.
- MILES: Perfect. - CAITLYN: Got it. Off to New York!
CHANDI: I've never been on a private jet.
CAITLYN: Okay, hey, now we'll see how you do here.
- CHANDI: Okay. - CANDIS: Have a good flight,
- ladies and gentlemen. - CAITLYN: Yeah.
Look out the window.
We are climbing up and we are out of L.A.
CANDIS: You guys.
- How cool is that? - CHANDI: Way to go.
- It's amazing. - CANDIS: When I saw that, I was like,
what a gorgeous picture.
- CHANDI: So exciting. - CANDIS: That's so good!
CHANDI: You're ready, you're ready, you're ready.
CANDIS: You have to know that, because you're new to this
and this is a whole new chapter,
we're here for you.
CAITLYN: Oh, I know. I know that.
- No, I know that very well. - CANDIS: Because we've been experienced this
- for a long time. - CAITLYN: See, I've always had
a tendency to be a little bit of a loner.
- CANDIS: Which makes sense. - CAITLYN: You deal with this issue,
can't tell anybody...
- CHANDI: Right. - CAITLYN: ... you become a loner.
I mean, I would play golf...
95% of the time, play by myself.
Just, I never felt
like one of the guys and I never felt like one of the girls.
But I've always kind of been that way.
And I always have survived on my own just fine.
But it's much better to go through life with friends.
CAITLYN: All right, just remember, girls.
When it comes to these things, I'm a virgin.
- CANDIS: I know. - CHANDI: Oh!
CAITLYN: Yes, I'm a virgin. You're gonna have to take it slow.
CHANDI: Take it slow.
CAITLYN: You're gonna have to do a lot of explaining.
CHANDI: But I'm a virgin to the NYC Pride.
- CANDIS: Yes. - CAITLYN: We're both virgins?
- CHANDI: We're both virgins. - CANDIS: It's been many years since I was...
CAITLYN: Okay, guys.
- This is it. The disco. - CHANDI: All right!
CANDIS: This is the party room.
CAITLYN: Oh! Even better yet, we've got cookies.
(Candis laughs)
CANDIS: I'll skip the cookies, I'll go to the bar.
- (laughs) - CHANDI: I'll join you.
CAITLYN: I'm going with the cookies.
CHANDI: Cait, I'm being nosy.
- Ooh, wow. - CANDIS: Back here?
Chandi? Chandi, girl.
- Look at this. - CHANDI: Ooh.
- CANDIS: This is gorgeous. - CHANDI: It's gorgeous.
CAITLYN: Look at this bathroom.
CANDIS: Oh, my God, that shower.
(Caitlyn laughs)
(Chandi laughs)
- CAITLYN: Perfect! - CHANDI: Perfect!
- CAITLYN: Yay! - CHANDI: Brava.
- CAITLYN: To New York. - CANDIS: To an amazing trip.
CAITLYN: And here we are.
CHANDI: It's marriage equality.
- CAITLYN: I love it. - CHANDI: Cait, you're here.
- CAITLYN: First time. - CANDIS: Oh, my God, Cait is coming to my show.
- CHANDI: Let's toast to that. - CAITLYN: I'll drink to that.
CAITLYN: I'll drink to that.
- You know what's next on the schedule? - CANDIS: What?
CAITLYN: Sleep.
Not that I'm kicking you out. You can stay here;
there's another bottle in there you can finish off.
- CHANDI: Mm-hmm. - CANDIS: Oh, no, we'll be bringing...
CAITLYN: It's been a long day; I'm getting some sleep.
- It'll be a long day tomorrow. - CHANDI: Mm-hmm. Good night.
CAITLYN: See you in the morning.
CANDIS: As much as I was a part of the community and I was,
you know, praised for my work and I have a lot of, like,
gay friends and,
you know, people in the community that look up to me,
there's always been something missing.
- CHANDI: Mm-hmm. - CANDIS: On a larger scale.
CHANDI: Right.
CANDIS: You know, our community's always kind of been...
at the bottom of the totem pole.
CHANDI: And it's not like we've ever looked for the gay men
to... to give us our rah-rahs,
because we have to give them to ourselves.
- CANDIS: Yeah. - CHANDI: We've always had to do that.
But hopefully,
the "T" will be able
to be embraced in the way that we always should have been.
CANDIS: Right.
No, that's true.
CHANDI: I don't think Cait has a clue
that there is so much separation within
our LGBT community.
The history with gay boys is they've never been able to see
trans women as someone
who is a human being.
Being able to respect us for the walk
that we live each day
has been a problem.
There's segregation right within our own community.
It's crazy, because we don't want Cait to feel that pressure,
of feeling like she's carrying the load
- for the community. - CANDIS: Right.
No, for sure. And... and our community
is desperate for help.
CHANDI: Yes.
CANDIS: This is the haven.
- For all us girls. - PATRICIA: This is the breeding ground. (Laughter)
CHANDI: Right, right, right, right.
- (Candis laughs) - CAITLYN: Get ready for Kendall's runway.
- CHANDI: Right. - CAITLYN: You know, just...
- cool me down. - CHANDI: Cool you down.
(Crowd cheering)
FAN: Caitlyn! Caitlyn!
CAITLYN: I have always worried about
what that first experience would be like.
How people would react to me.
And here I am, going to a very public outing.
CANDIS: So I just wanted to
take you to Patricia Field's, because she is a designer
and from the '80s, she had stores in...
in the city and it was kind of the only place that
anybody who was different could go
and get clothing, bigger shoes, bras, corsets...
- CAITLYN: Really? - CANDIS: ... and it was all the,
all the people from the clubs, all the cross-dressers,
all the trans people.
They would go to Patricia Field,
'cause that was the only place you could go.
And she would open her arms and,
you know... we would all work at her store.
- CAITLYN: And you worked there? - CANDIS: I worked there, yeah.
CAITLYN: Oh, my God.
CHANDI: She also did the styling for Sex and the City, right?
CANDIS: Styled Sex and the City.
- CAITLYN: Oh, no way! - CANDIS: Yeah.
- CAITLYN: Oh, that's big. - CANDIS: Yeah, she was the...
CAITLYN: Yeah, 'cause that show was just known for...
- CANDIS: For its fashion. - CHANDI: For fashion.
Wow. How exciting.
- CANDIS: Yeah. - CAITLYN: May be a little over the top for me.
- (Chandi laughs) - I don't know.
REPORTER: Caitlyn! Just look here!
- (reporters clamoring) - MAN: Keep doing your thing, Caitlyn!
- PATRICIA: Hi, gals. - CANDIS: Chandi, Caitlyn,
this is Patricia Field.
PATRICIA: How do you do?
- How do you do? Welcome. - CAITLYN: Nice to meet you. Thank you.
PATRICIA: You got somebody great here.
CAITLYN: Oh... Can you believe that Candis
- worked here many years ago? - PATRICIA: Of course.
- CAITLYN: She's... yeah. - CANDIS: This is the haven.
- For all of us girls. - PATRICIA: This is the breeding ground.
(Laughter)
- CHANDI: I love it. - CANDIS: It is the breeding ground...
- CAITLYN: Yeah. - CANDIS: ... for all the girls to just be themselves.
CAITLYN: Yeah. How great.
Well, let's check it out.
PATRICIA: Good. (Laughs)
CAITLYN: Look at that.
I actually love that.
- CANDIS: This is cute, right? - CHANDI: Right, right, right, right.
(Laughter)
CANDIS: I love it.
- CHANDI: I'm thinkin' that's kind of hot. - CAITLYN: Yeah.
CHANDI: Oh, wow.
Ooh!
- CANDIS: Oh, yeah! - PATRICIA: Ta-da!
CHANDI: Ooh. Right.
CANDIS: I love that.
PATRICIA: Love that. I think it's so important
to, you know, catch... her essence
and then develop it in our way.
- CAITLYN: You know, we just kind of work it, Chandi. - CHANDI: Oh.
PATRICIA: I try to get to understand
her taste, her soul, her heart...
so she has to feel comfortable.
Otherwise, the clothes are wearing her,
and we don't want that.
Yeah.
CAITLYN: Get ready for Kendall's runway.
- CHANDI: Right. - CAITLYN: You know? Just...
- cool me down. - CHANDI: Cool you down.
CAITLYN: Yeah, just cool me down.
PATRICIA: I can tell she's feeling it.
(laughter)
- CAITLYN: Thank you. Thank you. - PATRICIA: Oh, it was great.
CAITLYN: ... for being so nice and
- having fun with this. Thank you. - PATRICIA: It was great.
CAITLYN: What an amazing experience, to meet
and spend some time with Patricia.
I mean, over the years,
she has been very supportive and committed to
making a difference for the transgender community.
That, to me, is like... amazing.
CANDIS: Do you want some coffee or anything?
CHANDI: I would love some coffee. Great.
CANDIS: One of, like, the trans pioneers is really sick right now.
In the hospital, in Cedars. Her name's Holly Woodlawn.
- Do you know Holly? - CAITLYN: No.
CANDIS: She was one of the original, like,
Andy Warhol girls.
She's not doing very well right now.
She was kind of trans before
- you could... you know, - CAITLYN: Right.
CANDIS: be trans and, you know,
- get killed in the home life. - CAITLYN: So this is in what years?
'60s, '70s?
CANDIS: Yeah.
- CAITLYN: Wow. - CANDIS: I think about the '60s.
CAITLYN: You know, Holly's story really touched me.
I'm sitting there getting tears into my eyes,
thinking how difficult life has been for her.
And it just reminds me
of just how much of a short time we all have to
really make a difference.
CANDIS: I just want to send a little prayer out to Holly. And... and, you know...
CHANDI: We definitely need to say a little prayer for Holly.
- Send up some prayers. - CANDIS: Send up some prayers.
CAITLYN: They're ready for us?
- CHANDI: They're ready for us. - CAITLYN: I say we go do it.
I thought all my life about going public.
You know, I've snuck around when nobody's known
who I was or anything.
I have always worried about
what that first experience would be like, how
people would react to me.
And here I am...
going to a very public outing.
That acceptance in the public where I really
don't know what's going to happen there.
I'm hoping for the best,
but you just don't know.
(crowd cheers, whoops)
CROWD (chanting): Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn,
Caitlyn, Caitlyn... ! (Crowd cheering)
_
- _ - _
CAITLYN: I am so blessed
to be able to get the reaction that I have gotten.
It has been overwhelmingly good.
You have no idea how freeing it is.
EMCEE: Ladies and gentlemen,
- welcome to the stage Candis Cayne! - (Crowd applauds, whoops)
(up-tempo jazz music plays)
CAITLYN: One thing I really do admire about Candis
is she has really embraced her femininity.
(crowd whoops, whistles)
And her show is, like, over the top,
a lot of fun, and it's, for me, in a lot of ways, you know,
it inspires me,
that I can have that inner beauty
come out in me.
- (crowd whoops) - MAN: New York loves you, Candis!
- (Candis sighs) - (crowd whoops)
CANDIS: Thank you. It's so good to be home.
- What a good, amazing Gay Pride to be at, I mean... - (crowd whoops)
And let me just give a shout-out to my mom and dad who are here today.
(Applause, whoops)
I love you guys. Thank you so much.
I've had the most amazing few days.
And, you know, a lot of that has to do
with somebody that I met recently
and that I've got to know
and really got to love.
And I'm so honored and happy that she's here today.
- Caitlyn Jenner, we love you. - (crowd cheering, whooping)
CROWD (chanting): Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn... !
- _ - _
I think that Cait was probably a little nervous
about going to New York City and be a part of Gay Pride,
which she doesn't really... she hasn't really
felt a part of ever in her life.
But the response from the community was so immense,
and I think that was proof to her
that she had a family in our community,
which was really important.
- CHANDI: I am so impressed... - CAITLYN: Impressed?
- CHANDI: ... with the LGB... - CAITLYN: Oh, I know.
CHANDI: ... embracing your T, like mine.
- (everyone laughs, groans) - That just meant the world to me.
It almost brought tears to my eyes
to hear them chanting "Caitlyn."
- CAITLYN: Yeah, I know, it was cute. Very cute. - CHANDI: Oh, my goodness.
See what I mean?
- This is the type of impact... - COURTNEY: Not... not "cute,"
- that was a moment. - CHANDI: ... that you are making on the community.
And it's not about you even doing
or saying a thing.
- You haven't said a word. - COURTNEY: No, you were just there.
CHANDI: But look how they love you.
That's what we need.
Just to be in that room just felt so electric.
Just to feel all the love that was going on was amazing.
I wouldn't trade it for the world.
- KATE: That hasn't happened. - CAITLYN: No way.
KATE: That's a big deal.
You're opening doors for a lot of us. Thank you.
- CAITLYN: That's good. - BARBARA: Yeah, you are.
CAITLYN: You've been doing this a long time.
It's been a long struggle, you know?
And I'm glad we're moving forward.
I'm glad I can be a part of it.
KATE: Less of a struggle,
- more of a giggle. - BARBARA: Yes. Yes. Yes.
CAITLYN: I'm in! (Chuckles) I am so into that. Yes.
CANDIS: Oh, my God, that was so good.
I can't wait to go backstage.
I'm on Broadway!
I'm finally on Broadway!
Goddamn it!
JR JR: ♪ I can't be... ♪
♪ Everything you want me to be ♪
♪ I can't be... everything... ♪
CAITLYN: Over the last couple of years, I've really
isolated myself from the world,
uh, especially the last five months
leading up to the Vanity Fair article.
Uh, the vibe
in New York is so different than what I'm used to.
Everybody seems to be
so excited,
one, that I'm there,
and so enthusiastic
that it's kind of overwhelming.
I'm not used to that.
Even in the old days.
This is a bigger response.
CANDIS: I'll buffer it for you.
- CAITLYN: Go. - JR JR: ♪ Over and over... ♪
- CAITLYN: Let's do it. - JR JR: ♪ I can't be... ♪
CAITLYN: All right, here we go.
JR JR: ♪ Everything you want me to be ♪
♪ I can't be... ♪
Everything you want me to be
♪ Finally... ♪
I can see the light
♪ Through the leaves... ♪
CAITLYN: It has been an amazing journey for me.
And I'm seeing all of it come true.
JR JR: ♪ But it's all gone. ♪
CANDIS: Wow, what a crowd.
(playful shouting)
CHILD: We want to welcome everyone to camp.
CHILD 2: Being around friends is
really nice when you haven't been around friends
- for most of your life. - CAITLYN: We're all beautiful!
Hey!
CANDIS: We could have, like, a girls' night.
JENNY: What I'm afraid of is that
you're afraid to come out and say,
"I love women, and I'm a lesbian."
CAITLYN: Just kind of so obsessed with educating people.
- JENNY: But you're not answering my question. - CAITLYN: W... wait, wait, wait.
JENNY: Caitlyn Jenner, you're
running away from it.
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