1 00:00:01,183 --> 00:00:02,466 Okay, ready? Let's try one more time. 2 00:00:02,468 --> 00:00:03,734 Ready? You can do it. 3 00:00:03,736 --> 00:00:07,738 There you go. One, two, three. 4 00:00:07,740 --> 00:00:10,875 Ooh! 5 00:00:10,877 --> 00:00:13,977 Yeah, why walk when standing there smiling is so much fun? 6 00:00:14,072 --> 00:00:15,236 Alex, we got to go. 7 00:00:15,356 --> 00:00:16,718 No, no, no, he's almost there. We can't leave yet. 8 00:00:16,768 --> 00:00:18,882 - We don't have a choice. - One more time. One more time. 9 00:00:18,967 --> 00:00:20,379 - No, I think we... what? What? - We've got to go. We've got to go. 10 00:00:20,429 --> 00:00:21,257 We've got to go, got to go. 11 00:00:21,307 --> 00:00:23,518 - Ready? Go! Let's go. - Aah! Well, okay. Wait. 12 00:00:23,521 --> 00:00:24,788 Don't walk until mommy comes home. 13 00:00:24,790 --> 00:00:26,422 - Back... back up, back up. - What? What? We got to go. 14 00:00:26,424 --> 00:00:27,991 'Cause I didn't get to kiss him goodbye. 15 00:00:27,993 --> 00:00:29,626 I love you. Mwah! 16 00:00:29,628 --> 00:00:30,927 - I miss you already. - Okay, bye, buddy. 17 00:00:30,929 --> 00:00:32,228 - Mwah. - Bye-bye. Okay. 18 00:00:32,230 --> 00:00:33,762 Put some slippery socks on him till Alex gets home. 19 00:00:33,764 --> 00:00:35,298 And jacket and, uh... 20 00:00:35,300 --> 00:00:36,899 Oh, and my file. There we go. 21 00:00:36,901 --> 00:00:38,301 All right, let's go. 22 00:00:38,303 --> 00:00:40,336 - Okay. Bye, baby. - Good all right, let's go. 23 00:00:40,338 --> 00:00:41,670 - Bye! - Bye. 24 00:00:41,672 --> 00:00:44,407 - Call me if anything happens. - Okay. 25 00:00:46,978 --> 00:00:48,211 Dead eye, please. 26 00:00:49,647 --> 00:00:51,180 - May I ask? - Hmm? 27 00:00:51,182 --> 00:00:52,515 What exactly is a dead eye? 28 00:00:52,517 --> 00:00:54,850 Well, it's coffee with three shots of espresso. 29 00:00:54,852 --> 00:00:56,184 Seems a bit excessive. 30 00:00:56,186 --> 00:00:57,552 Well, the first two are standard. 31 00:00:57,554 --> 00:00:58,787 The third is to help me 32 00:00:58,789 --> 00:01:00,823 - with the mountain of paperwork ahead of me. - Ah. 33 00:01:00,825 --> 00:01:02,891 Took me six months to get my affairs in order 34 00:01:02,893 --> 00:01:04,693 - when I first transferred here. - Any advice? 35 00:01:04,695 --> 00:01:07,429 Think of the salary awaiting you in Cleveland. 36 00:01:07,431 --> 00:01:09,264 - Did I hear someone say Cleveland? - Alex. 37 00:01:09,266 --> 00:01:10,666 You seem in remarkably good spirits, 38 00:01:10,668 --> 00:01:12,935 considering we're about to lose Dr. Lin to the midwest. 39 00:01:12,937 --> 00:01:14,903 I'm not losing you... 40 00:01:14,905 --> 00:01:17,805 Because I am going to visit you as much as I can. 41 00:01:17,807 --> 00:01:19,273 - You are? - Of course. 42 00:01:19,275 --> 00:01:21,509 Look at everything your city has to offer. 43 00:01:21,511 --> 00:01:23,911 You've got the rock and roll hall of fame, 44 00:01:23,913 --> 00:01:25,479 the world's largest rubber stamp. 45 00:01:25,481 --> 00:01:28,750 And if we feel like a road trip, which I'm sure we will, 46 00:01:28,752 --> 00:01:31,986 - a giant building shaped like a basket. - Mm-hmm. 47 00:01:31,988 --> 00:01:33,888 No, but seriously, you are embarking 48 00:01:33,890 --> 00:01:36,057 on an exciting, new, well-paid chapter of your life, 49 00:01:36,059 --> 00:01:37,525 and I am gonna be there for you. 50 00:01:37,527 --> 00:01:38,692 Thank you. 51 00:01:38,694 --> 00:01:40,226 Everyone knows long distance doesn't work. 52 00:01:41,764 --> 00:01:43,930 - Who's this guy? - Oh. 53 00:01:43,932 --> 00:01:46,332 Dr. Bell? 54 00:01:46,334 --> 00:01:47,801 - Yep. - Great. 55 00:01:47,803 --> 00:01:50,003 Okay, Lucille Ball once said, 56 00:01:50,005 --> 00:01:53,040 "if you want something done, ask a busy person to do it." 57 00:01:53,042 --> 00:01:54,407 Apparently, she was wrong. 58 00:01:54,409 --> 00:01:57,044 The deadline for the fellowship award application 59 00:01:57,046 --> 00:01:58,979 is today at 5:00. 60 00:01:58,981 --> 00:02:01,881 I don't care how busy you are. Get it in. 61 00:02:01,883 --> 00:02:06,386 This is a career-defining award with a substantial cash prize. 62 00:02:06,388 --> 00:02:11,857 There. Now you all have one, in case you have misplaced yours. 63 00:02:14,261 --> 00:02:17,197 I will see you all at the donor dinner this evening. 64 00:02:18,799 --> 00:02:20,166 Now go. Heal. 65 00:02:20,168 --> 00:02:23,602 And beware the barrenness of a busy life. 66 00:02:23,604 --> 00:02:24,869 Socrates said that. 67 00:02:26,839 --> 00:02:28,507 You're very inspirational today. 68 00:02:28,509 --> 00:02:30,242 Daily quote calendar. It was a gift. 69 00:02:30,244 --> 00:02:31,976 From someone who doesn't know you very well. 70 00:02:33,079 --> 00:02:37,148 I was just wondering why you paged me when I'm leaving. 71 00:02:37,150 --> 00:02:39,884 I need you to give a guided tour to the junior residents. 72 00:02:39,886 --> 00:02:41,620 They keep getting lost on rounds. 73 00:02:41,622 --> 00:02:44,222 I have so much to do before I leave for Ohio. 74 00:02:44,859 --> 00:02:46,290 Until then, you work for me. 75 00:02:46,292 --> 00:02:49,094 I believe the children are our future. 76 00:02:49,096 --> 00:02:51,596 That's quite a calendar. 77 00:02:51,598 --> 00:02:54,099 Actually, that one was all Whitney. 78 00:02:54,101 --> 00:02:56,300 Funny. 79 00:02:56,302 --> 00:02:57,969 Thought your application would be in already. 80 00:02:57,971 --> 00:03:00,105 And I thought you were only staying here for a year. 81 00:03:00,107 --> 00:03:02,040 I am, but with something like this up for grabs, 82 00:03:02,042 --> 00:03:03,900 it would be ludicrous not to throw my hat in the ring. 83 00:03:03,950 --> 00:03:06,487 - Right. - Do you want to throw your hat in early? 84 00:03:06,800 --> 00:03:08,457 I have to give the junior residents a tour 85 00:03:08,507 --> 00:03:09,414 - of the hospital, and I... - Uh, sorry. 86 00:03:09,464 --> 00:03:10,843 I think that was my phone. 87 00:03:10,893 --> 00:03:12,661 - I didn't hear anything. - I did. 88 00:03:13,938 --> 00:03:15,919 You know, a year ago, I would have had this application 89 00:03:15,921 --> 00:03:17,387 filled out in a second. 90 00:03:17,389 --> 00:03:18,889 Well, now you have other priorities. 91 00:03:18,891 --> 00:03:20,023 Like Luke walking. 92 00:03:20,025 --> 00:03:21,524 He's gonna walk today, Maggs. I can feel it. 93 00:03:21,526 --> 00:03:23,326 And I have to get through this day as soon as possible 94 00:03:23,328 --> 00:03:24,494 so I don't miss it. 95 00:03:24,496 --> 00:03:26,495 Do you need an extra set of hands? Or two? 96 00:03:26,497 --> 00:03:29,298 Ha ha. Don't try to pawn that fresh meat off on me. 97 00:03:29,300 --> 00:03:31,234 It was worth a shot. 98 00:03:37,407 --> 00:03:40,309 Welcome to Hope Zion. I'm Dr. Lin. 99 00:03:40,311 --> 00:03:43,746 I am a surgical fellow and apparently your tour guide. 100 00:03:43,748 --> 00:03:45,481 Hi. I'm Cassie. 101 00:03:47,751 --> 00:03:50,451 Or Dr. Williams. 102 00:03:50,453 --> 00:03:51,953 It's up to you. 103 00:03:51,955 --> 00:03:53,088 Obviously. 104 00:03:53,090 --> 00:03:54,222 And I'm Asha. 105 00:03:54,224 --> 00:03:55,623 After the tour, will we be scrubbing in 106 00:03:55,625 --> 00:03:56,958 to assist on any surgeries? 107 00:03:56,960 --> 00:03:59,127 If you want surgical privileges, you'll have to earn them. 108 00:03:59,129 --> 00:04:00,295 Anything else? 109 00:04:00,297 --> 00:04:01,529 No. No. I'm good. 110 00:04:01,531 --> 00:04:02,764 Good. 111 00:04:06,435 --> 00:04:08,303 Dr. Miller, how was your evening? 112 00:04:08,305 --> 00:04:10,672 That accent... 113 00:04:10,674 --> 00:04:12,907 you're sticking with that, huh? 114 00:04:12,909 --> 00:04:14,809 I'm not really sure how to answer that. 115 00:04:14,811 --> 00:04:16,610 Well, it doesn't really matter 116 00:04:16,612 --> 00:04:19,346 because I've forgotten what we were talking about. 117 00:04:19,348 --> 00:04:20,948 We've got a possible O.D. on the way. 118 00:04:20,950 --> 00:04:22,183 Ambulance is a couple minutes out. 119 00:04:22,185 --> 00:04:23,650 Yay. Best part of my job... 120 00:04:23,652 --> 00:04:25,152 saving patients who don't want to live. 121 00:04:25,154 --> 00:04:26,987 Yeah, man. You need to lighten up. 122 00:04:29,524 --> 00:04:30,757 Do I seem heavy to you? 123 00:04:31,960 --> 00:04:34,728 I guess it has been a few days since I've had any fun. 124 00:04:34,730 --> 00:04:35,863 This is the E.R. 125 00:04:35,865 --> 00:04:37,764 Ask, and you shall receive. 126 00:04:38,800 --> 00:04:39,800 Hi. 127 00:04:39,802 --> 00:04:40,967 Come on. 128 00:04:40,969 --> 00:04:42,369 Welcome. 129 00:04:45,984 --> 00:04:47,959 You sleeping with Lin or something? 130 00:04:48,418 --> 00:04:50,675 Is everything about sex with you? 131 00:04:50,914 --> 00:04:51,678 No. 132 00:04:51,680 --> 00:04:54,199 Sometimes after sex, it's about food. 133 00:04:54,735 --> 00:04:56,316 Female, mid-20s. She's bradycardic. 134 00:04:56,318 --> 00:04:58,151 B.P. is 80 over 50. 135 00:04:59,554 --> 00:05:01,287 I still have to pack. 136 00:05:01,289 --> 00:05:02,322 Hey. Hi. What's your name? 137 00:05:02,324 --> 00:05:04,123 Ava. 138 00:05:04,125 --> 00:05:06,392 I'm just gonna check your lungs now, Ava. 139 00:05:09,231 --> 00:05:10,830 She's flushed. 140 00:05:10,832 --> 00:05:12,531 Could be an ibuprofen O.D. 141 00:05:12,533 --> 00:05:13,632 Oh, yeah. 142 00:05:13,634 --> 00:05:15,235 Aah! 143 00:05:15,237 --> 00:05:17,370 Don't touch my face! 144 00:05:31,277 --> 00:05:34,211 This is the O.R. reception, named for obvious reasons. 145 00:05:34,213 --> 00:05:36,947 I have to take this. Wait here. 146 00:05:55,766 --> 00:05:58,234 Last stop on the tour... the lounge, 147 00:05:58,236 --> 00:06:02,338 where you can all have a juice box and use the bathroom. 148 00:06:02,810 --> 00:06:05,608 So, um, I need to borrow a dummy. 149 00:06:05,610 --> 00:06:08,578 They're on a hospital tour with Lin. 150 00:06:08,580 --> 00:06:10,246 Sorry. What are you asking me? 151 00:06:10,248 --> 00:06:11,947 I'm doing a talk on the trauma caused by CPR, 152 00:06:11,949 --> 00:06:13,749 so I need a-a visual aid. 153 00:06:13,751 --> 00:06:15,784 Okay. Check the lab and take whatever you need. 154 00:06:15,786 --> 00:06:16,784 I need your help. 155 00:06:16,786 --> 00:06:19,216 - I don't miss your job. - Mm. 156 00:06:19,384 --> 00:06:20,070 What do you need? 157 00:06:20,120 --> 00:06:22,157 Okay. I'm seeing this lovely gentleman. 158 00:06:22,159 --> 00:06:23,558 He's tall. He's handsome. 159 00:06:23,560 --> 00:06:24,826 He calls his mother once a week. 160 00:06:24,828 --> 00:06:26,261 He volunteers at the humane society. 161 00:06:26,263 --> 00:06:27,962 - He's perfect. - But? 162 00:06:29,565 --> 00:06:31,666 I had a cardiac event in bed. 163 00:06:31,668 --> 00:06:33,034 - What do you mean? - Sex, Dr. Bell. 164 00:06:33,036 --> 00:06:35,137 - We were having sex. - Yes. I got that part. 165 00:06:35,139 --> 00:06:36,804 I can't take any chances after my heart attack, 166 00:06:36,806 --> 00:06:38,139 and-and-and you shouldn't, either. 167 00:06:38,141 --> 00:06:39,340 You know, I'm your top neurosurgeon. 168 00:06:39,342 --> 00:06:41,074 Okay, yes. Sure. I'm happy to help. 169 00:06:41,076 --> 00:06:42,743 We will wire you to the holter monitor, 170 00:06:42,745 --> 00:06:44,111 and we will go over the readout together 171 00:06:44,113 --> 00:06:45,679 before the donor dinner. 172 00:06:47,261 --> 00:06:49,136 You seem different. 173 00:06:50,158 --> 00:06:51,881 Are you on medication? 174 00:07:16,076 --> 00:07:18,211 Charlie, you mind putting that away just while I'm in here? 175 00:07:20,248 --> 00:07:21,514 Yeah. Sorry. 176 00:07:29,155 --> 00:07:32,791 Uh, I need you to, uh, walk me through 177 00:07:32,793 --> 00:07:34,326 the night that Amy died. 178 00:07:36,062 --> 00:07:37,496 I know this is hard for you, 179 00:07:37,498 --> 00:07:39,798 but, uh, I kind of need to hear it from you 180 00:07:39,800 --> 00:07:41,533 and not from a police report. 181 00:07:43,969 --> 00:07:46,672 Yeah. Um... 182 00:07:46,674 --> 00:07:50,341 Amy asked me to draw her a bath before I went out for my run. 183 00:07:50,343 --> 00:07:51,609 I came home an hour later. 184 00:07:51,611 --> 00:07:55,379 I went to shower, and she was 185 00:07:55,381 --> 00:07:57,181 she was in the water. 186 00:07:57,183 --> 00:08:00,084 I tried to pull her up, but my hands kept slipping. 187 00:08:00,086 --> 00:08:01,285 Yeah. 188 00:08:01,287 --> 00:08:04,855 Um... the prosecutor said that the, uh... 189 00:08:04,857 --> 00:08:06,156 the bruises on Amy 190 00:08:06,158 --> 00:08:08,992 prove that you, uh, held her down and drowned her. 191 00:08:08,994 --> 00:08:10,595 I tried to grab any part of her I could 192 00:08:10,597 --> 00:08:11,995 to get her out of the water. 193 00:08:11,997 --> 00:08:13,863 Okay. What happened after you got her out of the water? 194 00:08:13,865 --> 00:08:15,031 I put her down onto the floor. 195 00:08:15,033 --> 00:08:16,766 I started CPR. 196 00:08:16,768 --> 00:08:20,237 Her body was still warm, so I knew I had a chance. 197 00:08:20,239 --> 00:08:22,038 And how long did you do CPR for? 198 00:08:22,040 --> 00:08:24,341 Two, three minutes. 199 00:08:24,343 --> 00:08:27,110 And then I stopped to call 911. 200 00:08:27,112 --> 00:08:30,247 Um... but at that point, it was too late. 201 00:08:30,249 --> 00:08:33,983 I put a towel over her body before the medics showed up, 202 00:08:33,985 --> 00:08:35,818 just, you know... 203 00:08:35,820 --> 00:08:38,288 Uh, the, uh... the coroner 204 00:08:38,290 --> 00:08:40,556 found a fracture in the back of Amy's skull. 205 00:08:40,558 --> 00:08:43,325 Yeah, from when I put her down onto the floor. 206 00:08:45,162 --> 00:08:46,629 Okay, well, how were you, uh... 207 00:08:46,631 --> 00:08:48,631 how were you holding her when you pulled her out of the tub? 208 00:08:48,633 --> 00:08:51,834 I had my arms wrapped around her chest. 209 00:08:51,836 --> 00:08:54,036 What, like, um... 210 00:08:59,409 --> 00:09:00,609 Like that? 211 00:09:00,611 --> 00:09:02,811 Yeah, just-just like that. 212 00:09:08,818 --> 00:09:10,686 You're sure about that? 213 00:09:10,688 --> 00:09:14,757 Well, I wasn't thinking about her head when I put her down. 214 00:09:14,759 --> 00:09:17,893 I just wanted to start CPR as fast as I could. 215 00:09:21,598 --> 00:09:23,432 Can you tell me how long you've had the pain? 216 00:09:23,434 --> 00:09:25,768 Just what every patient likes to see... 217 00:09:25,770 --> 00:09:26,868 their doctor in a rush. 218 00:09:26,870 --> 00:09:29,504 You know what? You're right. 219 00:09:29,506 --> 00:09:31,372 Let's do this again. 220 00:09:31,374 --> 00:09:34,810 Mr.-Mr. Lively. Hello. 221 00:09:34,812 --> 00:09:35,944 I'm Dr. Reid. 222 00:09:35,946 --> 00:09:37,078 Hi. Call me Ralph. 223 00:09:37,080 --> 00:09:38,980 Okay, Ralph. What's up? 224 00:09:38,982 --> 00:09:40,282 My cancer's back. 225 00:09:40,284 --> 00:09:42,117 Well, three years ago, 226 00:09:42,119 --> 00:09:43,982 you had curative surgery for colon cancer. 227 00:09:44,059 --> 00:09:45,298 I can't go through this again. 228 00:09:45,356 --> 00:09:46,922 Well, it might not be cancer. 229 00:09:46,924 --> 00:09:48,356 I'll have to run some tests to be sure. 230 00:09:49,793 --> 00:09:51,293 Excuse me. 231 00:09:51,295 --> 00:09:53,093 Can you take Mr. Lively up to imaging? 232 00:09:53,095 --> 00:09:55,032 And this is emergent, so if you can bump him to the front of the line, 233 00:09:55,082 --> 00:09:57,431 - that would be great. - You got it, Dr. Reid. 234 00:09:57,433 --> 00:09:58,498 See? There are some perks 235 00:09:58,500 --> 00:10:00,334 to having a doctor that's in a hurry. 236 00:10:03,906 --> 00:10:07,975 No! Is someone using the microwave? 237 00:10:07,977 --> 00:10:10,010 What did I say when we toured the lounge? 238 00:10:10,012 --> 00:10:11,678 The fridge is not for urine samples? 239 00:10:11,988 --> 00:10:14,180 - What else? - The microwave messes with the wi-fi. 240 00:10:14,182 --> 00:10:15,949 That's right, Dr. Sekara. 241 00:10:15,951 --> 00:10:18,918 So no more microwaving until I'm in Cleveland, okay? 242 00:10:18,920 --> 00:10:21,721 Got your text. What's up? 243 00:10:21,723 --> 00:10:23,890 We each have to take a rookie for the day. 244 00:10:23,892 --> 00:10:26,392 - What? - Dawn's orders. 245 00:10:26,394 --> 00:10:27,827 Fine. 246 00:10:27,829 --> 00:10:30,230 But I get the best one, someone low-maintenance. 247 00:10:30,232 --> 00:10:31,497 Good luck with that. 248 00:10:31,499 --> 00:10:33,867 Okay, pop quiz. 249 00:10:33,869 --> 00:10:34,901 Hurry up. Let's go. 250 00:10:36,436 --> 00:10:39,004 What is the primary indicator of reoccurring colorectal cancer? 251 00:10:39,006 --> 00:10:40,706 Uh, serial carcinoembryonic antigen 252 00:10:40,708 --> 00:10:42,274 in, uh, asymptomatic patients. 253 00:10:42,276 --> 00:10:44,577 Great, but I didn't say my patient was asymptomatic. 254 00:10:44,579 --> 00:10:46,879 - Anybody else? - Iron-deficiency anemia? 255 00:10:46,881 --> 00:10:48,681 Not bad. What about you, Dr...? 256 00:10:48,683 --> 00:10:51,016 Williams. Um, it depends on the size and location 257 00:10:51,018 --> 00:10:52,985 and if anastomosis is affected. 258 00:10:52,987 --> 00:10:55,388 How would you like to assist in an abdominal exploration? 259 00:10:55,390 --> 00:10:58,858 Me? Oh, yes. Um, yeah. 260 00:10:58,860 --> 00:11:00,292 But Dev's answer was also correct. 261 00:11:00,294 --> 00:11:04,161 Not as correct. Let's go. 262 00:11:04,163 --> 00:11:05,563 Hurry up. 263 00:11:10,403 --> 00:11:13,204 Dr. Hamza. Uh, uh, I apologize. 264 00:11:13,206 --> 00:11:14,472 No. It's okay. 265 00:11:14,474 --> 00:11:15,807 I've been working out. 266 00:11:15,809 --> 00:11:17,475 Are you all right? 267 00:11:17,477 --> 00:11:19,444 It's too soon to tell. 268 00:11:19,446 --> 00:11:20,745 What can I help you with, Dr. Curtis? 269 00:11:20,747 --> 00:11:21,780 There's someone I'd like you to meet. 270 00:11:21,782 --> 00:11:23,548 Okay. 271 00:11:27,085 --> 00:11:30,354 Ava? This is Dr. Hamza. 272 00:11:31,856 --> 00:11:33,690 If she overdosed, she shouldn't be on morphine. 273 00:11:33,692 --> 00:11:36,160 It's a light dosage on a slow drip. 274 00:11:36,162 --> 00:11:38,029 I did a full liver and blood work-up. There's no permanent damage. 275 00:11:38,031 --> 00:11:40,131 I didn't mean to take so many pills. 276 00:11:40,133 --> 00:11:42,199 Ava's been suffering from acute facial pain. 277 00:11:42,201 --> 00:11:44,802 Anytime she or anyone else touches her face... 278 00:11:44,804 --> 00:11:46,137 The pain is unbearable. 279 00:11:46,139 --> 00:11:47,604 How bad is it, on a scale of 1 to 10? 280 00:11:49,108 --> 00:11:50,607 A 17. 281 00:11:50,609 --> 00:11:53,544 Your brain C.T. will tell us everything we need to know 282 00:11:53,546 --> 00:11:55,979 to diagnose the issue, whatever that may be. 283 00:11:55,981 --> 00:11:58,114 I'm supposed to be on a flight to Paris tomorrow. 284 00:11:58,116 --> 00:11:59,850 Well, yeah, you might want to reschedule. 285 00:11:59,852 --> 00:12:01,852 It may take us awhile to diagnose the issue. 286 00:12:01,854 --> 00:12:04,988 Ava, the brain is a wonderful and mysterious organ. 287 00:12:04,990 --> 00:12:07,223 Sorry. I'm just frustrated. 288 00:12:07,225 --> 00:12:09,159 I've been planning Paris for months. 289 00:12:09,161 --> 00:12:10,460 What's the occasion? 290 00:12:10,462 --> 00:12:13,529 It's my boyfriend, Xavier. 291 00:12:13,531 --> 00:12:14,897 I'm moving out there to be with him. 292 00:12:14,899 --> 00:12:16,499 You may want to reconsider. 293 00:12:16,501 --> 00:12:17,767 If you think you're in pain now, 294 00:12:17,769 --> 00:12:19,301 wait until the relationship ends. 295 00:12:20,572 --> 00:12:23,706 He's, uh, obviously joking. 296 00:12:23,708 --> 00:12:26,709 Angelo Marro. 297 00:12:26,711 --> 00:12:27,877 That's me. 298 00:12:27,879 --> 00:12:29,512 I got a little banged up on the job. 299 00:12:29,514 --> 00:12:31,279 Okay, let's take a look at what we got. 300 00:12:31,281 --> 00:12:32,647 Whoa, whoa. 301 00:12:32,649 --> 00:12:35,149 Just give me a cortisone shot, and I'll be on my way. 302 00:12:35,151 --> 00:12:37,953 Okay, well, I can't give you a cortisone shot 303 00:12:37,955 --> 00:12:39,420 until I take a look at what's going on. 304 00:12:39,422 --> 00:12:41,356 I've never missed a day of work in my life. 305 00:12:41,358 --> 00:12:43,424 I'm not gonna start now. 306 00:12:43,426 --> 00:12:45,527 Okay. 307 00:12:45,529 --> 00:12:46,628 Where do you work? 308 00:12:46,630 --> 00:12:48,930 You're looking at it. 309 00:12:48,932 --> 00:12:51,967 Been a custodian in Hope Zion for 10 years. 310 00:12:51,969 --> 00:12:53,735 Yeah, of course. Hey. 311 00:12:53,737 --> 00:12:55,203 You don't need to pretend you recognize me. 312 00:12:55,205 --> 00:12:58,373 Look... you're one of our own, 313 00:12:58,375 --> 00:13:00,975 so all the more reason to be thorough, right? 314 00:13:00,977 --> 00:13:02,442 All right. 315 00:13:04,345 --> 00:13:05,345 Okay. 316 00:13:07,349 --> 00:13:09,349 Okay. 317 00:13:15,557 --> 00:13:16,624 Whoa. 318 00:13:16,626 --> 00:13:19,038 It looks way worse than it is. 319 00:13:19,595 --> 00:13:22,863 Uh... okay. 320 00:13:22,865 --> 00:13:24,531 Someone page Dr. Harris. 321 00:13:24,828 --> 00:13:26,599 Will we be going in laparoscopically, 322 00:13:26,601 --> 00:13:29,002 - or are we gonna open him up? - I haven't decided yet. 323 00:13:29,202 --> 00:13:31,015 Oh, and by the way, don't ever do that again. 324 00:13:31,065 --> 00:13:32,839 - Do what? - Try to give away a surgery. 325 00:13:32,841 --> 00:13:34,041 I don't care if they're your friends. 326 00:13:34,043 --> 00:13:35,975 Oh, Dev's not my friend, per se. 327 00:13:35,977 --> 00:13:38,811 I mean, we share study notes and occasionally a futon, but... 328 00:13:38,813 --> 00:13:41,415 Dr. Williams, you're my junior resident, not my buddy, 329 00:13:41,417 --> 00:13:43,416 and if you make my workday any longer than it needs to be, 330 00:13:43,418 --> 00:13:44,717 you're gonna be sorry I picked you. 331 00:13:44,719 --> 00:13:45,451 Got it? 332 00:13:48,623 --> 00:13:50,890 So, there definitely is a blockage in your belly. 333 00:13:50,892 --> 00:13:51,991 We're just waiting for the lab 334 00:13:51,993 --> 00:13:53,492 to give us a blood and liver work-up 335 00:13:53,494 --> 00:13:56,362 to just help us narrow down the possible causes. 336 00:13:56,364 --> 00:13:58,431 Whatever you need to do to help me. 337 00:13:58,433 --> 00:13:59,799 Do you want us to call your family? 338 00:13:59,801 --> 00:14:01,935 No. I don't want to worry them until we figure this out. 339 00:14:01,937 --> 00:14:03,036 I'm sorry. Who are you? 340 00:14:03,038 --> 00:14:05,038 This is Dr. Williams, my resident. 341 00:14:05,040 --> 00:14:06,705 - She'll be assisting me. - Her? 342 00:14:06,707 --> 00:14:08,607 No offense, but you look like a girl guide. 343 00:14:08,609 --> 00:14:10,309 She's a junior resident. 344 00:14:10,311 --> 00:14:11,643 And this is a teaching hospital. 345 00:14:11,645 --> 00:14:14,680 Okay, but no mistakes, no missteps. 346 00:14:14,682 --> 00:14:16,515 Can only cheat death so many ... 347 00:14:16,517 --> 00:14:17,683 Ralph, what's going on? 348 00:14:17,685 --> 00:14:19,751 - It hurts! - When you're breathing in? 349 00:14:21,121 --> 00:14:23,055 Pain in the right upper quadrant increases when breathing. 350 00:14:23,057 --> 00:14:24,323 Gallstones. 351 00:14:24,325 --> 00:14:27,059 - Ohh! - Okay, he's febrile, tachycardic. 352 00:14:27,061 --> 00:14:28,394 Could be a gallbladder rupture. 353 00:14:28,396 --> 00:14:29,995 I need 10cc of ketorolac. 354 00:14:29,997 --> 00:14:30,996 I don't know where that is. 355 00:14:30,998 --> 00:14:32,064 The nurse's station. 356 00:14:32,066 --> 00:14:33,098 Hurry up. 357 00:14:33,100 --> 00:14:34,732 Ralph, you're gonna be okay, all right? 358 00:14:34,734 --> 00:14:36,667 - Okay. - Just try to breathe. 359 00:14:36,669 --> 00:14:38,903 You're gonna be okay. 360 00:14:41,566 --> 00:14:43,350 - Sure. - Mr. Marro. 361 00:14:43,352 --> 00:14:46,119 It appears as though you have mulched your elbow. 362 00:14:46,121 --> 00:14:49,890 - As you can see, the joint is in pieces. - Oh, no. 363 00:14:49,892 --> 00:14:51,792 Looks like a map of the Philippines. 364 00:14:51,794 --> 00:14:54,194 It's Manila down there. 365 00:14:54,953 --> 00:14:57,633 I was "jeopardy!" champion of my living room. 366 00:14:57,860 --> 00:15:00,366 Um, can you move your fingers for me? 367 00:15:00,368 --> 00:15:02,102 Peripheral nerve is good. 368 00:15:02,104 --> 00:15:03,503 You are neurovascularly intact. 369 00:15:03,505 --> 00:15:05,806 Great. Slap a cast on it and send me on my way. 370 00:15:05,808 --> 00:15:08,474 Uh, yeah, a cast won't work. There's too many bone fragments. 371 00:15:08,476 --> 00:15:11,178 We're talking about a total elbow replacement. 372 00:15:11,180 --> 00:15:12,745 An implant? 373 00:15:12,747 --> 00:15:14,147 How long will I be off for? 374 00:15:14,149 --> 00:15:15,916 - Four to six weeks. - I can't be off work that long. 375 00:15:15,918 --> 00:15:17,918 - File for disability. - Yeah, right. 376 00:15:17,920 --> 00:15:20,370 And navigate that kafkaesque nightmare. 377 00:15:20,522 --> 00:15:22,487 - Kafka? - Yeah. I read. 378 00:15:22,701 --> 00:15:24,723 Angelo, if you... if you carry on with your current occupation, 379 00:15:24,725 --> 00:15:27,126 a new elbow's not gonna last you two years. 380 00:15:27,128 --> 00:15:29,094 And it's gonna be worse off than before. 381 00:15:29,096 --> 00:15:32,031 We're talking about immobility, scar tissue, nerve damage. 382 00:15:32,081 --> 00:15:33,151 Cut to the chase. 383 00:15:33,201 --> 00:15:34,799 You need to start thinking about getting another job. 384 00:15:34,802 --> 00:15:36,702 What are you... a surgeon or a guidance counselor? 385 00:15:36,704 --> 00:15:38,204 Come on, guys. 386 00:15:38,206 --> 00:15:39,872 There's got to be another option. 387 00:15:39,874 --> 00:15:41,841 Well, normally I would repair it using plates and screws... 388 00:15:41,843 --> 00:15:43,642 Fine. Do that. 389 00:15:43,899 --> 00:15:46,545 If it doesn't work, we can talk about me quitting my job. 390 00:15:46,547 --> 00:15:48,413 Uh, actually, we need to talk about that right now. 391 00:15:48,415 --> 00:15:51,984 I need your permission for both options... 392 00:15:51,986 --> 00:15:55,753 In case I open up your arm, and depending on what I find... 393 00:15:55,755 --> 00:15:57,288 All right. 394 00:15:57,290 --> 00:15:59,157 Get me the consent form. 395 00:15:59,159 --> 00:16:00,225 Bring it here, I'll sign it. 396 00:16:00,227 --> 00:16:02,493 Okay. 397 00:16:02,495 --> 00:16:04,562 Guys's got no intention of quitting. 398 00:16:04,564 --> 00:16:07,465 Ah, well, he better hope I can fix it. 399 00:16:07,467 --> 00:16:09,334 Yep? 400 00:16:14,139 --> 00:16:15,506 What are you doing? 401 00:16:15,508 --> 00:16:18,242 Oh, uh, just a little visualization. 402 00:16:18,244 --> 00:16:21,044 Dr. Reid, thank you for the opportunity 403 00:16:21,046 --> 00:16:22,279 to observe your cholecystectomy. 404 00:16:22,281 --> 00:16:24,281 You're not observing. You're assisting. 405 00:16:24,283 --> 00:16:26,516 As long as you're in there, you're gonna be working. 406 00:16:26,518 --> 00:16:29,569 Oh, great. That's great. 407 00:16:30,018 --> 00:16:32,189 Sink or swim, Dr. Williams. 408 00:16:37,662 --> 00:16:39,262 Hey. 409 00:16:39,264 --> 00:16:40,763 Um... 410 00:16:40,765 --> 00:16:42,031 Just promise me you won't overreact 411 00:16:42,033 --> 00:16:43,399 'cause this is actually really good news. 412 00:16:43,401 --> 00:16:44,800 - What is? - The nanny called, 413 00:16:44,802 --> 00:16:47,836 and Luke took his first steps. 414 00:16:47,838 --> 00:16:48,871 Really? 415 00:16:48,873 --> 00:16:50,172 Oh, my god. 416 00:16:51,433 --> 00:16:53,709 Oh, wow. Look at him. 417 00:16:53,711 --> 00:16:54,944 Oh, he's just so great. 418 00:16:54,946 --> 00:16:56,012 I know. 419 00:16:56,014 --> 00:16:58,915 I can't believe I missed this. 420 00:16:59,596 --> 00:17:00,682 I know. I'm sorry. 421 00:17:01,952 --> 00:17:04,586 No, I... I'm s... I'm scrubbed. 422 00:17:04,588 --> 00:17:05,587 Aw. 423 00:17:05,589 --> 00:17:06,755 It's fine. 424 00:17:06,757 --> 00:17:09,792 I have to work. 425 00:17:16,166 --> 00:17:18,667 - Dr. Reid, are you okay? - Knife. 426 00:17:18,669 --> 00:17:20,368 Have you been crying? 427 00:17:20,370 --> 00:17:22,404 Dr. Williams, if you want to remain in this O.R., 428 00:17:22,406 --> 00:17:24,773 you will limit your conversations to the work. 429 00:17:24,775 --> 00:17:26,241 Prepare to suction. 430 00:17:26,243 --> 00:17:28,276 Yes. Of course. 431 00:17:33,115 --> 00:17:35,083 Is everything okay? 432 00:17:35,085 --> 00:17:36,784 I'm trying to rebook my flight to Paris, 433 00:17:36,786 --> 00:17:38,954 and the only seats left are way out of my price range. 434 00:17:39,770 --> 00:17:43,275 You don't think this is all a sign, do you? 435 00:17:43,449 --> 00:17:45,593 Like maybe I shouldn't be uprooting my life like this? 436 00:17:45,595 --> 00:17:47,795 Well, it's a risk, of course. 437 00:17:48,567 --> 00:17:51,032 But a leap of faith for love... 438 00:17:51,751 --> 00:17:53,868 What could be more exhilarating than that? 439 00:17:54,351 --> 00:17:56,161 Trigeminal neuralgia. 440 00:17:56,827 --> 00:17:58,343 - I'm sorry? - It's what you have. 441 00:17:58,434 --> 00:18:00,778 It's a chronic pain condition that affects this nerve. 442 00:18:01,075 --> 00:18:02,641 It's the nerve that carries sensation 443 00:18:02,691 --> 00:18:03,994 from your face to your brain. 444 00:18:04,091 --> 00:18:06,514 You may have a blood vessel constricting that nerve. 445 00:18:06,516 --> 00:18:08,483 - Can you fix it? - Yes. 446 00:18:08,485 --> 00:18:10,852 Through anticonvulsants and antispasmodics, 447 00:18:10,854 --> 00:18:13,354 many patients feel some relief within a few months. 448 00:18:13,356 --> 00:18:14,856 I don't want some relief. 449 00:18:14,858 --> 00:18:16,657 I want the pain gone. 450 00:18:16,877 --> 00:18:20,940 I want Xavier to be able to touch me without causing me pain. 451 00:18:21,251 --> 00:18:23,343 Okay, well, there are surgical options. 452 00:18:23,595 --> 00:18:25,032 Okay. Tell me more about those. 453 00:18:25,034 --> 00:18:27,067 Microvascular decompression. 454 00:18:27,069 --> 00:18:30,871 Right. 90% of patients feel permanent and immediate relief. 455 00:18:30,873 --> 00:18:32,038 - However... - Okay. 456 00:18:32,463 --> 00:18:33,590 There are risks. 457 00:18:33,640 --> 00:18:35,403 The most common complications with MVD 458 00:18:35,453 --> 00:18:36,676 are nerve damage... 459 00:18:37,228 --> 00:18:38,820 Which can lead to hearing loss, 460 00:18:38,870 --> 00:18:40,904 facial numbness, double vision... 461 00:18:41,136 --> 00:18:42,488 paralysis. 462 00:18:44,525 --> 00:18:45,919 Paralysis? 463 00:18:54,217 --> 00:18:55,998 What w... what would you do? 464 00:18:57,850 --> 00:19:01,067 I'd probably postpone the move and try the drug therapy first. 465 00:19:01,069 --> 00:19:03,136 Don't answer me as a doctor. 466 00:19:03,391 --> 00:19:06,285 Answer me as the romantic you obviously are. 467 00:19:06,674 --> 00:19:09,575 Dr. Hamza is the best neurosurgeon in the country. 468 00:19:10,319 --> 00:19:12,512 But, look, this has to be your decision. 469 00:19:19,911 --> 00:19:21,563 I'd like to have the surgery. 470 00:19:22,708 --> 00:19:23,923 All right, then. 471 00:19:24,227 --> 00:19:25,891 I'll book an O.R. 472 00:19:34,134 --> 00:19:35,733 Dr. Miller! 473 00:19:35,735 --> 00:19:38,803 Think I can I get some more pain meds before my surgery? 474 00:19:39,163 --> 00:19:40,638 I'm really starting to feel this thing. 475 00:19:40,760 --> 00:19:42,381 I'm not a nurse, but I'll send one. 476 00:19:42,431 --> 00:19:44,297 You're kind of a prick. You know that? 477 00:19:45,444 --> 00:19:48,302 Joel always said you were the fun guy around here. 478 00:19:50,383 --> 00:19:52,217 - You knew Joel? - Sure. 479 00:19:52,557 --> 00:19:55,453 The custodians had a weekly poker game in the basement. 480 00:19:55,764 --> 00:19:58,570 Joel used to come by whenever he had time to kill. 481 00:19:58,786 --> 00:20:00,024 Joel was terrible at poker. 482 00:20:00,026 --> 00:20:01,993 Why do you think I kept inviting him? 483 00:20:01,995 --> 00:20:03,828 He was a good guy, though. 484 00:20:03,830 --> 00:20:06,807 Always trying to get me to drop the mop and go back to school. 485 00:20:06,962 --> 00:20:08,232 Oh, he was just trying to get rid of you 486 00:20:08,234 --> 00:20:09,834 - so he could win his money back. - Sure. 487 00:20:10,492 --> 00:20:13,455 He even bet me 100 bucks once I couldn't pass the LSATs. 488 00:20:13,505 --> 00:20:15,807 - How'd you do? - 166. 489 00:20:16,066 --> 00:20:17,361 He still owes me the $100. 490 00:20:17,411 --> 00:20:19,299 Well, good luck getting that back. 491 00:20:24,148 --> 00:20:25,490 Look... 492 00:20:25,881 --> 00:20:28,619 If you're some kind of genius lawyer in the making, 493 00:20:28,621 --> 00:20:30,654 what are you doing pushing a mop here at Hope-Zee? 494 00:20:30,656 --> 00:20:33,724 Same thing you're doing... making a living. 495 00:20:36,360 --> 00:20:38,528 Looks like my ride's here. 496 00:20:38,530 --> 00:20:40,030 I'll see you 'round. 497 00:20:44,739 --> 00:20:46,503 Take me through the next steps. 498 00:20:46,505 --> 00:20:48,505 First we identify calot's triangle. 499 00:20:48,507 --> 00:20:50,740 Then we ligate the cystic duct. 500 00:20:50,742 --> 00:20:51,941 Sounds good. 501 00:20:51,943 --> 00:20:54,877 Oh. You want me to do it? 502 00:20:54,879 --> 00:20:55,945 Let's see what you can do. 503 00:21:02,853 --> 00:21:05,988 Forceps and right angle. 504 00:21:06,532 --> 00:21:07,957 Thank you. 505 00:21:08,549 --> 00:21:11,066 Okay, he has a lot of adhesions from his cancer surgeries, 506 00:21:11,116 --> 00:21:13,411 so be sure of the anatomy before you cut. 507 00:21:13,461 --> 00:21:14,978 Do you have a good visual? 508 00:21:15,150 --> 00:21:16,777 Yes. 509 00:21:17,735 --> 00:21:19,802 Okay. It's tied off. 510 00:21:20,584 --> 00:21:22,337 Next I'll be tying off the cystic artery, 511 00:21:22,339 --> 00:21:24,761 then mobilizing the gallbladder off the bed. 512 00:21:24,975 --> 00:21:26,787 We have a general surgeon in the making. 513 00:21:28,478 --> 00:21:29,744 Oh, crap. 514 00:21:29,746 --> 00:21:30,812 What's wrong? 515 00:21:30,814 --> 00:21:32,147 Okay. Assess. 516 00:21:32,149 --> 00:21:34,015 Cassie, did you cut the common bile duct? 517 00:21:34,017 --> 00:21:36,151 Incise the visceral peritoneum overlying of the gallbladder fundus. 518 00:21:36,153 --> 00:21:38,053 Cassie, snap out of it. You got to do something here. 519 00:21:38,055 --> 00:21:39,721 Grasp the dome of the gallbladder with a kelly clamp and elevate it superiorly. 520 00:21:39,723 --> 00:21:40,822 Cassie, you got to back away so I can get in there. 521 00:21:40,824 --> 00:21:42,390 Cassie, move. Cassie, move. 522 00:21:42,392 --> 00:21:45,426 - Out. - Okay, 4-0 chromic suture. 523 00:21:45,428 --> 00:21:47,428 Retract, please. 524 00:21:47,430 --> 00:21:49,530 Damn it, I need another set of hands in here! 525 00:21:49,532 --> 00:21:51,999 I'll page another resident. 526 00:21:53,703 --> 00:21:55,336 No. Wait. 527 00:21:55,338 --> 00:21:56,870 Let me throw in a couple of sutures, 528 00:21:56,872 --> 00:21:58,206 and then, uh, give me a minute. 529 00:22:01,376 --> 00:22:02,876 He's stabilizing. 530 00:22:04,379 --> 00:22:06,013 Give me a towel, please. 531 00:22:07,381 --> 00:22:09,482 Unbelievable. 532 00:22:16,391 --> 00:22:17,691 - Is he okay? - He's stable. 533 00:22:17,693 --> 00:22:18,926 Dr. Williams, what happened in there? 534 00:22:18,928 --> 00:22:20,293 I thought I was cutting through an adhesion, 535 00:22:20,295 --> 00:22:21,428 and the bile duct was underneath. 536 00:22:21,430 --> 00:22:22,596 So you fix it with a stitch. 537 00:22:22,598 --> 00:22:24,131 - I know. - Then why didn't you? 538 00:22:24,133 --> 00:22:26,466 I-I just kept hearing his voice... 539 00:22:26,468 --> 00:22:28,235 "no missteps, no mistakes"... 540 00:22:28,237 --> 00:22:31,971 and I-I thought, "he beat cancer, and I'm gonna kill him." 541 00:22:31,973 --> 00:22:34,440 So you walk out on him instead? 542 00:22:34,442 --> 00:22:36,475 I knew that you had it under control. 543 00:22:36,477 --> 00:22:38,510 It was your mistake. You needed to fix it. 544 00:22:38,512 --> 00:22:40,179 I was right there beside you the whole time. 545 00:22:40,181 --> 00:22:41,180 I was supporting you. 546 00:22:41,182 --> 00:22:42,414 No, that's not how it felt! 547 00:22:42,416 --> 00:22:44,250 Look, I-I know that I shouldn't care 548 00:22:44,252 --> 00:22:46,385 whether or not you have any confidence in my abilities, 549 00:22:46,387 --> 00:22:48,921 but I do because I'm actually terrified. 550 00:22:48,923 --> 00:22:51,924 Which is why you tried to give the surgery to Dev. 551 00:22:54,728 --> 00:22:56,328 Cassie, look at me. 552 00:22:56,330 --> 00:22:58,798 Look at me. 553 00:23:00,367 --> 00:23:03,235 Everybody's terrified the first time. 554 00:23:03,237 --> 00:23:06,405 And that in there... a version of it has happened to all of us. 555 00:23:08,074 --> 00:23:10,743 But giving up on a patient, giving up on a surgery... 556 00:23:10,745 --> 00:23:12,478 It's inexcusable. 557 00:23:14,814 --> 00:23:16,348 You need to suck it up. 558 00:23:16,350 --> 00:23:19,718 Get your ass back in there and finish what you started. 559 00:23:29,220 --> 00:23:30,654 Hey. How'd the elbow do? 560 00:23:30,656 --> 00:23:32,389 Uh, no matter how many plates or screws I put in, 561 00:23:32,391 --> 00:23:33,623 the joint wouldn't hold. 562 00:23:33,625 --> 00:23:35,291 - So you had to give him a new one. - Yeah. 563 00:23:35,293 --> 00:23:36,926 The best thing we can do for Angelo 564 00:23:36,928 --> 00:23:38,628 is convince him to find another line of work. 565 00:23:38,630 --> 00:23:40,062 Unfortunately, I know guys like him. 566 00:23:40,064 --> 00:23:41,230 They're very stubborn. 567 00:23:41,232 --> 00:23:42,799 Well, we're gonna see him in another couple years 568 00:23:42,801 --> 00:23:44,367 when he blows the new elbow out then. 569 00:23:44,369 --> 00:23:45,869 Yeah, and his arm's so messed up, 570 00:23:45,871 --> 00:23:47,303 he can't even tie his own shoes. 571 00:23:47,305 --> 00:23:48,337 Thanks. 572 00:23:49,707 --> 00:23:51,374 Hell of a surgery, doc. 573 00:23:53,811 --> 00:23:56,645 Um... you saw that? 574 00:23:56,647 --> 00:23:59,148 Best show in town... 575 00:23:59,150 --> 00:24:01,150 Until I figure how to sneak into a leafs game. 576 00:24:01,152 --> 00:24:03,185 Oh, don't do that. That's... that's not worth it. 577 00:24:03,187 --> 00:24:06,255 Beats rooting for the oilers. 578 00:24:06,257 --> 00:24:07,656 I still can't get over '88. 579 00:24:07,658 --> 00:24:10,192 Right. That's when they traded "the great one," isn't it? 580 00:24:10,194 --> 00:24:12,328 I was 7 years old. 581 00:24:12,330 --> 00:24:13,595 Cried like a baby. 582 00:24:13,597 --> 00:24:16,565 First time I realized how unfair life could be, 583 00:24:16,567 --> 00:24:19,568 that you could invest so much time into something 584 00:24:19,570 --> 00:24:20,602 and it could all disappear 585 00:24:20,604 --> 00:24:23,104 because of someone else's mistake. 586 00:24:23,106 --> 00:24:24,573 Yeah. 587 00:24:24,575 --> 00:24:27,275 Well, I need to go see my patient, so... 588 00:24:27,277 --> 00:24:29,077 See you in the morgue. 589 00:24:30,547 --> 00:24:32,380 Scissors. 590 00:24:43,091 --> 00:24:45,259 Your technique is exquisite. 591 00:24:48,664 --> 00:24:50,497 Did Dr. Bell tell you 592 00:24:50,499 --> 00:24:52,533 that I'm on the jury for the fellowship award? 593 00:24:52,535 --> 00:24:53,734 She may have mentioned it. 594 00:24:53,736 --> 00:24:55,770 You don't have to suck up to me, Dr. Curtis. 595 00:24:55,772 --> 00:24:57,404 Your record speaks for itself. 596 00:24:58,031 --> 00:25:00,774 Hmm. The superior cerebellar artery 597 00:25:00,776 --> 00:25:02,542 seems to be the one causing all the fuss. 598 00:25:02,544 --> 00:25:05,045 It's adhering to the trigeminal nerve. 599 00:25:05,047 --> 00:25:06,546 The compression must be causing her pain. 600 00:25:07,847 --> 00:25:10,578 Okay, I'd like to prepare the sponge. 601 00:25:11,186 --> 00:25:13,486 You were top of your class at Oxford. 602 00:25:13,488 --> 00:25:16,522 You interned at King's College, 603 00:25:16,524 --> 00:25:18,959 did your residency at St. George's, 604 00:25:18,961 --> 00:25:21,227 and a fellowship year at Royal Berkshire. 605 00:25:21,229 --> 00:25:22,596 You've committed my record to memory. 606 00:25:22,598 --> 00:25:23,663 I'm flattered. 607 00:25:23,665 --> 00:25:25,164 Don't be. I have an encyclopedic memory. 608 00:25:26,601 --> 00:25:28,468 But there's a 18-month gap, Dr. Curtis, 609 00:25:28,470 --> 00:25:30,103 where you completely fell off the grid. 610 00:25:30,105 --> 00:25:32,004 What happened? 611 00:25:32,006 --> 00:25:34,373 Dr. Hamza, um... 612 00:25:34,375 --> 00:25:35,508 this surgery is so complex. 613 00:25:35,510 --> 00:25:37,176 I-I really feel like I need to focus 614 00:25:37,178 --> 00:25:38,711 if I'm gonna absorb it all. 615 00:25:38,713 --> 00:25:42,281 Fair point. 616 00:25:42,283 --> 00:25:44,450 Okay, I'm gonna insert the sponge 617 00:25:44,452 --> 00:25:47,685 in between the artery and the nerve. 618 00:25:47,687 --> 00:25:49,954 Perfect fit. 619 00:25:49,956 --> 00:25:52,056 Hmm. 620 00:25:56,596 --> 00:25:58,463 Are you having a nice little moment there? 621 00:25:58,465 --> 00:26:01,199 Who knew having a bionic elbow would be so itchy? 622 00:26:02,968 --> 00:26:05,870 I see Dr. Harris already told you the bad news. 623 00:26:05,872 --> 00:26:07,305 Yeah. 624 00:26:07,307 --> 00:26:08,873 Said it was like a jigsaw puzzle in there, 625 00:26:08,875 --> 00:26:11,009 couldn't be fixed. 626 00:26:11,011 --> 00:26:12,409 You win some, you lose some. 627 00:26:14,713 --> 00:26:16,848 You need to find another job, Angelo. 628 00:26:16,850 --> 00:26:18,549 Otherwise, you risk losing the use of that arm. 629 00:26:19,772 --> 00:26:21,485 What do you care? 630 00:26:21,843 --> 00:26:24,488 I saw the way you looked at me when I came in here. 631 00:26:24,490 --> 00:26:26,357 Now all of a sudden we're friends 632 00:26:26,359 --> 00:26:29,226 because I played a couple hands of poker with your buddy Joel? 633 00:26:29,228 --> 00:26:31,228 You know, your whole hard-done-by, 634 00:26:31,230 --> 00:26:32,282 working-class thing... 635 00:26:32,332 --> 00:26:34,265 Sorry? "Thing"? 636 00:26:34,267 --> 00:26:36,332 - It's a thing? - Yeah, w... 637 00:26:36,334 --> 00:26:38,401 What do you think, that there's some inherent nobility 638 00:26:38,403 --> 00:26:39,469 in being working class? 639 00:26:39,471 --> 00:26:40,937 Marx said so. 640 00:26:40,939 --> 00:26:42,064 There you go. I knew it. 641 00:26:42,144 --> 00:26:44,407 You like trying to prove to me how smart you are, don't you? 642 00:26:44,409 --> 00:26:46,342 I got nothing to prove to anybody, especially a... 643 00:26:46,344 --> 00:26:48,444 A what? A what? A rich prick in a lab coat? 644 00:26:48,446 --> 00:26:51,347 My father worked at Algoma Steel for 35 years 645 00:26:51,349 --> 00:26:53,283 and died of lung cancer at 56, 646 00:26:53,285 --> 00:26:57,387 so don't tell me about the working man. 647 00:26:57,389 --> 00:26:59,156 Algoma? 648 00:26:59,158 --> 00:27:00,824 You're from the soo. 649 00:27:00,826 --> 00:27:03,359 I grew up there, yeah. 650 00:27:03,361 --> 00:27:04,928 Me too. 651 00:27:04,930 --> 00:27:05,995 Elliot Lake. 652 00:27:05,997 --> 00:27:07,730 Mm. 653 00:27:09,432 --> 00:27:12,267 I was the first one in my family to go to university. 654 00:27:12,269 --> 00:27:14,536 Same here. 655 00:27:14,538 --> 00:27:17,306 My dad and my brother worked at the foundry. 656 00:27:17,308 --> 00:27:20,042 I got a humanities degree. 657 00:27:20,044 --> 00:27:22,444 A lot of good that did me. 658 00:27:25,648 --> 00:27:28,017 What do you think is gonna happen if you do something else, 659 00:27:28,019 --> 00:27:31,386 something more than they did? 660 00:27:33,991 --> 00:27:35,791 You tell me. 661 00:27:35,793 --> 00:27:40,762 I'm telling you, you have to do something more... 662 00:27:40,764 --> 00:27:43,631 especially when it means losing that arm if you don't. 663 00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:51,405 Problem solved. 664 00:27:51,407 --> 00:27:53,174 All right. 665 00:27:55,811 --> 00:27:57,045 I want you to close. 666 00:27:57,047 --> 00:27:58,479 Okay. 667 00:28:03,885 --> 00:28:05,686 Needle driver. 668 00:28:11,326 --> 00:28:13,160 Take a breath. 669 00:28:17,032 --> 00:28:19,634 Better. 670 00:28:19,636 --> 00:28:20,668 You've got this. 671 00:28:31,879 --> 00:28:33,146 How's our patient? 672 00:28:33,148 --> 00:28:34,281 Still out from the anesthetic. 673 00:28:35,284 --> 00:28:37,817 Good. The rest will do her good. 674 00:28:41,622 --> 00:28:44,457 I need help drafting a response to this e-mail. 675 00:28:47,295 --> 00:28:51,164 "Dear Shahir, I don't understand what happened last night." 676 00:28:51,166 --> 00:28:53,299 "Call me." 677 00:28:53,301 --> 00:28:54,300 Okay. 678 00:28:54,302 --> 00:28:55,668 So, what's a gentler way of saying, 679 00:28:55,670 --> 00:28:57,002 "we won't be seeing each other anymore." 680 00:28:57,004 --> 00:28:59,471 "I'm afraid for my life"? 681 00:28:59,473 --> 00:29:00,706 Are you having me on? 682 00:29:00,708 --> 00:29:02,207 No. 683 00:29:04,211 --> 00:29:07,045 Mm-hmm? 684 00:29:07,047 --> 00:29:09,080 Something is wrong with Ava. 685 00:29:13,153 --> 00:29:14,553 It started when she came out of sedation. 686 00:29:14,555 --> 00:29:16,121 Dr. Hamza, I can't make it stop. 687 00:29:17,424 --> 00:29:18,857 Unh. My heart. 688 00:29:31,403 --> 00:29:33,371 Y-you fixed it. 689 00:29:33,373 --> 00:29:35,473 I-I just gave it something to do. 690 00:29:35,475 --> 00:29:37,142 Ava, look at me. 691 00:29:37,144 --> 00:29:38,976 Follow this light with your eyes, okay? 692 00:29:38,978 --> 00:29:41,678 Ava, are you in any pain? 693 00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:43,580 Um, barely. 694 00:29:43,582 --> 00:29:45,983 Dr. Hamza, what's happening to me? 695 00:29:45,985 --> 00:29:48,118 Pupil response is normal. 696 00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:49,653 Do you have vision problems, Ava? 697 00:29:49,655 --> 00:29:51,621 Dizziness? Any changes to your coordination? 698 00:29:51,623 --> 00:29:53,257 Um... Memory loss? 699 00:29:53,259 --> 00:29:54,691 Fatigue? 700 00:29:54,693 --> 00:29:56,060 No, nothing. Why? 701 00:29:56,062 --> 00:29:57,228 The trigeminal neuralgia... 702 00:29:57,230 --> 00:29:58,963 I think it was masking an underlying condition, 703 00:29:58,965 --> 00:30:00,497 and now other symptoms are surfacing. 704 00:30:00,499 --> 00:30:03,000 W-what condition? 705 00:30:04,903 --> 00:30:06,670 Multiple sclerosis. 706 00:30:08,373 --> 00:30:10,306 We'll have to run some more tests. 707 00:30:10,308 --> 00:30:12,475 Even then, diagnosing M.S. is difficult. 708 00:30:12,477 --> 00:30:14,443 You see, it's a diagnosis of exclusion, 709 00:30:14,445 --> 00:30:16,846 which means we have to rule out everything else first. 710 00:30:16,848 --> 00:30:20,016 But... 711 00:30:20,018 --> 00:30:21,650 that's what you think I have? 712 00:30:21,652 --> 00:30:23,853 Yes. 713 00:30:33,130 --> 00:30:35,179 I thought you should hear it from me 714 00:30:35,181 --> 00:30:37,781 and know that I will be informing the chief of surgery 715 00:30:37,783 --> 00:30:39,717 of my mistake. 716 00:30:39,719 --> 00:30:41,819 Am I gonna have any weird side effects? 717 00:30:41,821 --> 00:30:43,754 You shouldn't. 718 00:30:43,756 --> 00:30:46,224 Then why so glum? 719 00:30:46,226 --> 00:30:48,226 I'm down a gallbladder, 720 00:30:48,228 --> 00:30:50,294 and my bile duct... whatever that does... 721 00:30:50,296 --> 00:30:51,562 has a couple stitches in it. 722 00:30:52,124 --> 00:30:54,031 I'm alive. I'm still cancer-free. 723 00:30:54,033 --> 00:30:55,333 It's a great day. 724 00:30:55,919 --> 00:30:58,936 I'll check in on you again before I leave for the day. 725 00:31:00,371 --> 00:31:02,906 That's good patient care, Dr. Williams. 726 00:31:05,043 --> 00:31:07,244 I take it you're feeling better? 727 00:31:07,246 --> 00:31:08,345 Well, a little tender, 728 00:31:08,347 --> 00:31:10,748 but compared to before, it's a breeze. 729 00:31:11,984 --> 00:31:13,383 You know, they say gallstones 730 00:31:13,385 --> 00:31:15,019 are the closest pain to childbirth. 731 00:31:15,021 --> 00:31:16,954 I should get my wife some flowers. 732 00:31:17,957 --> 00:31:19,222 So you have kids? 733 00:31:19,224 --> 00:31:22,358 Three. All girls. 734 00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:23,693 Loves of my life. 735 00:31:23,695 --> 00:31:27,363 You seem less wired than before. 736 00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:33,036 Um... 737 00:31:33,038 --> 00:31:35,538 Mr. Lively, I owe you an apology. 738 00:31:35,540 --> 00:31:38,875 I was hoping to get home before my son took his first steps. 739 00:31:38,877 --> 00:31:40,609 They happened without you? 740 00:31:40,611 --> 00:31:44,681 Listen, when I was first diagnosed with cancer, 741 00:31:44,683 --> 00:31:46,115 I had to get used to the idea 742 00:31:46,117 --> 00:31:47,950 that I was gonna miss everything... 743 00:31:47,952 --> 00:31:51,087 birthdays, graduations, weddings... 744 00:31:51,089 --> 00:31:53,621 Hopefully in that order. 745 00:31:53,623 --> 00:31:56,658 Those milestones... 746 00:31:56,660 --> 00:31:58,526 they're not the end of something. 747 00:31:58,528 --> 00:32:00,662 They're just the beginning. 748 00:32:00,664 --> 00:32:01,730 You'll see. 749 00:32:01,732 --> 00:32:04,232 There are my girls. 750 00:32:04,234 --> 00:32:06,001 Easy on the hugs. 751 00:32:06,003 --> 00:32:07,769 He's still sore. 752 00:32:07,771 --> 00:32:09,571 Hey, guys. Great to see you. 753 00:32:09,573 --> 00:32:12,174 Did you forget something, Dr. Williams? 754 00:32:12,176 --> 00:32:15,276 I, uh... I couldn't help but overhear... 755 00:32:15,278 --> 00:32:16,276 about your son. 756 00:32:16,278 --> 00:32:17,477 I'm sorry. 757 00:32:17,479 --> 00:32:19,446 Cost of doing the job, I guess. 758 00:32:19,448 --> 00:32:21,481 I'll get over it... I hope. 759 00:32:21,483 --> 00:32:23,617 So, are you dragging yourself to this event? 760 00:32:23,619 --> 00:32:25,552 - Yeah. - Yeah, I-I'll see you there. 761 00:32:25,554 --> 00:32:27,188 - Sure. - Dr. Reid? 762 00:32:27,190 --> 00:32:28,422 Yeah? 763 00:32:28,424 --> 00:32:30,657 For what it's worth, 764 00:32:30,659 --> 00:32:33,127 you were there for my first steps... 765 00:32:33,129 --> 00:32:34,161 So thank you. 766 00:32:50,244 --> 00:32:51,878 Hello? 767 00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:53,646 Yes. Nice to hear from you. 768 00:32:57,184 --> 00:32:59,753 How is that... how is that possible? 769 00:33:09,929 --> 00:33:11,731 Hey. Just handing in my application. 770 00:33:11,733 --> 00:33:12,931 If I can't win mother of the year, 771 00:33:12,933 --> 00:33:14,900 I might as well win fellow of the year. 772 00:33:14,902 --> 00:33:16,736 Maggs? What's up? 773 00:33:16,738 --> 00:33:19,639 There's no job for me in Cleveland. 774 00:33:19,641 --> 00:33:22,207 Uh, the funding fell through. 775 00:33:23,443 --> 00:33:26,478 God, I'm-I'm sorry. 776 00:33:26,480 --> 00:33:28,045 Hey, listen. Let's get you an application. 777 00:33:28,047 --> 00:33:29,748 There's no time to fill it out now. 778 00:33:29,750 --> 00:33:31,516 Well, we can photocopy mine. 779 00:33:31,518 --> 00:33:32,984 We can fill in a few things. It'll be great. 780 00:33:32,986 --> 00:33:34,619 - I just... - It's too late. 781 00:33:36,255 --> 00:33:39,190 At least I get to stay here with you, right? 782 00:33:41,026 --> 00:33:43,928 You should go. 783 00:33:50,869 --> 00:33:53,404 Dr. Hamza, you look so handsome. 784 00:33:53,406 --> 00:33:56,373 Social worker stop by? 785 00:33:57,260 --> 00:34:00,243 Yeah, I asked her for some reading material, 786 00:34:00,245 --> 00:34:02,513 but these are actually making me feel a lot worse. 787 00:34:02,515 --> 00:34:05,115 Ava, M.S. is not a death sentence. 788 00:34:05,117 --> 00:34:06,283 Many of those diagnosed 789 00:34:06,285 --> 00:34:07,718 still continue their everyday activities. 790 00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:09,687 Yeah, I know. 791 00:34:09,689 --> 00:34:11,154 It says that right here, 792 00:34:11,156 --> 00:34:13,791 along with, "2/3 of individuals with M.S." 793 00:34:13,793 --> 00:34:17,060 "will not suffer paralysis or a major disability." 794 00:34:17,062 --> 00:34:18,594 Precisely. 795 00:34:18,596 --> 00:34:20,396 You can still live your life and go to Paris. 796 00:34:22,267 --> 00:34:25,235 I'm not going to Paris. 797 00:34:25,237 --> 00:34:28,404 All these hopeful words... 798 00:34:28,406 --> 00:34:30,740 "most patients," "2/3 of individuals." 799 00:34:30,742 --> 00:34:32,642 I mean, I can't help but feel 800 00:34:32,644 --> 00:34:35,145 that those are terrible odds to build a future on. 801 00:34:35,147 --> 00:34:37,247 Don't make any rash decisions, Ava. 802 00:34:37,249 --> 00:34:40,683 This is all very new for you. 803 00:34:40,685 --> 00:34:43,019 Have you ever been in love, Dr. Hamza? 804 00:34:46,157 --> 00:34:47,657 Yes. 805 00:34:50,027 --> 00:34:51,922 Once. 806 00:34:52,530 --> 00:34:54,497 What happened? 807 00:34:58,101 --> 00:35:00,737 We had three wonderful years, and then it all fell apart. 808 00:35:05,275 --> 00:35:08,811 Would you do it all over again... 809 00:35:08,813 --> 00:35:10,413 Knowing it might end badly? 810 00:35:10,415 --> 00:35:12,214 Yes. 811 00:35:15,018 --> 00:35:16,986 Even for one good week. 812 00:35:27,120 --> 00:35:29,222 Okay, if it's bad news, I'd rather just hear it outright. 813 00:35:29,224 --> 00:35:30,990 You're fine, Shahir. 814 00:35:30,992 --> 00:35:33,326 Your heart rate was elevated because you were under stress. 815 00:35:33,328 --> 00:35:36,496 And even then, your heart rhythm was normal. 816 00:35:36,498 --> 00:35:39,765 Look. 817 00:35:40,441 --> 00:35:43,136 - But last night in bed with Jonathan... - Okay, what exactly was going on 818 00:35:43,138 --> 00:35:44,937 when you had this cardiac event? 819 00:35:44,939 --> 00:35:47,340 I suppose I could draw you a diagram. 820 00:35:47,342 --> 00:35:48,741 No, I mean 821 00:35:48,743 --> 00:35:50,977 was there anything other than sex going on? 822 00:35:54,283 --> 00:35:56,283 He said, "I love you." 823 00:35:57,859 --> 00:35:59,594 And what did you say? 824 00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:02,742 I'm-I'm not feeling well. 825 00:36:02,792 --> 00:36:04,056 Okay, sit. 826 00:36:04,448 --> 00:36:06,024 Come. Sit. 827 00:36:08,566 --> 00:36:10,856 Have you seen anyone since Victor? 828 00:36:11,739 --> 00:36:12,331 No. 829 00:36:12,333 --> 00:36:17,202 Maybe you are just a little out of practice. 830 00:36:17,204 --> 00:36:20,639 You want my advice, as your cardiac surgeon? 831 00:36:20,641 --> 00:36:22,374 Tell Jonathan how you feel. 832 00:36:26,646 --> 00:36:28,580 You are a gorgeous woman, Dr. Bell. 833 00:36:29,883 --> 00:36:32,083 And it's about time a man... ideally a heterosexual man... 834 00:36:32,085 --> 00:36:33,352 got to appreciate that. 835 00:36:36,222 --> 00:36:37,689 Thanks, Shahir. 836 00:36:46,866 --> 00:36:48,833 Wow. 837 00:36:48,835 --> 00:36:50,835 You look, uh... 838 00:37:05,085 --> 00:37:07,952 Maggie? What are you doing? 839 00:37:09,002 --> 00:37:10,421 I know I said I would give you my support, 840 00:37:10,423 --> 00:37:12,557 but I really don't want to go to this dinner. 841 00:37:13,492 --> 00:37:15,393 If I have to go, so do you. 842 00:37:15,395 --> 00:37:17,127 Put it on. 843 00:37:21,369 --> 00:37:23,167 Thank you all for coming. 844 00:37:23,169 --> 00:37:24,868 - We are here tonight... - Good to see you. 845 00:37:24,870 --> 00:37:28,573 To celebrate the inauguration of a very prestigious award, 846 00:37:28,575 --> 00:37:32,410 an award that was made possible by the generous donation 847 00:37:32,412 --> 00:37:35,145 of Mrs. Iris Ackermann. 848 00:37:40,585 --> 00:37:42,586 Thanks to Mrs. Ackermann, 849 00:37:42,588 --> 00:37:45,488 Hope Zion will be rewarding its top surgical fellow 850 00:37:45,490 --> 00:37:48,758 with the opportunity to pursue cutting-edge research, 851 00:37:48,760 --> 00:37:52,362 fully funded, for the next two years. 852 00:37:52,364 --> 00:37:54,731 The surgeons who will be competing for this award 853 00:37:54,733 --> 00:37:58,435 are Jeffrey Richmond... 854 00:37:58,437 --> 00:38:01,438 Lila Bradley... 855 00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:03,806 Patrick Curtis... 856 00:38:03,808 --> 00:38:05,275 Alex Reid... 857 00:38:06,236 --> 00:38:07,715 - Charles Saipan... - You two keep it clean out there. 858 00:38:07,765 --> 00:38:08,544 I can't make any promises. 859 00:38:08,546 --> 00:38:10,045 And finally, Maggie Lin. 860 00:38:11,649 --> 00:38:13,815 We owe Dawn 50 hours of free overtime. 861 00:38:14,985 --> 00:38:18,954 Congratulations, and may the best surgeon win. 862 00:38:18,956 --> 00:38:20,356 Cheers. 863 00:38:20,358 --> 00:38:21,790 You never did answer that question 864 00:38:21,792 --> 00:38:24,326 about that 18-month gap. 865 00:38:24,919 --> 00:38:28,150 I'm not inebriated enough to tell that tale. 866 00:38:28,629 --> 00:38:30,857 Shall we have a few more? 867 00:38:30,957 --> 00:38:33,000 Well, I don't even drink. 868 00:38:33,502 --> 00:38:35,169 Plus, I'm leaving soon anyway. 869 00:38:35,171 --> 00:38:36,237 I have a date. 870 00:38:36,239 --> 00:38:37,805 You move on quickly. 871 00:38:37,807 --> 00:38:40,007 I called Jonathan to make amends. 872 00:38:41,265 --> 00:38:43,244 He's a lucky man, Dr. Hamza. 873 00:39:01,396 --> 00:39:02,762 Hey. 874 00:39:02,764 --> 00:39:06,266 I didn't want to disturb you. 875 00:39:06,268 --> 00:39:08,734 I just left you a little something there. 876 00:39:12,573 --> 00:39:14,340 I can't accept this. 877 00:39:14,342 --> 00:39:16,509 It's not a handout, Angelo. I'm just clearing Joel's debt. 878 00:39:16,511 --> 00:39:18,544 This is way more than 100 bucks. 879 00:39:18,546 --> 00:39:22,048 I added the interest. 880 00:39:22,050 --> 00:39:23,382 What? 881 00:39:23,384 --> 00:39:25,051 I'm a rich prick in a lab coat, remember? 882 00:39:25,053 --> 00:39:26,352 I can afford it. 883 00:39:26,354 --> 00:39:29,422 Nah. You're not a prick. 884 00:39:29,424 --> 00:39:31,724 You got a chip on your shoulder, though. 885 00:39:32,536 --> 00:39:34,059 Listen, I don't care how you spend that. 886 00:39:34,061 --> 00:39:37,730 You can blow it all on beer and ATVs for all I care, but... 887 00:39:37,732 --> 00:39:39,965 You and Joel are square. 888 00:39:39,967 --> 00:39:42,100 What about you and Joel? 889 00:39:44,605 --> 00:39:47,105 Hmm. 890 00:39:47,107 --> 00:39:48,374 Get some rest, Angelo. 891 00:39:48,376 --> 00:39:51,276 Hey. Poker game in the basement next saturday. 892 00:39:53,314 --> 00:39:55,648 This is a start, but if I'm thinking law school, 893 00:39:55,650 --> 00:39:58,951 I'm gonna need some more of your money. 894 00:39:58,953 --> 00:40:01,386 I said thinking about it. 895 00:40:01,388 --> 00:40:04,923 Get some rest. 896 00:40:09,997 --> 00:40:13,999 We've never competed for anything before, not directly. 897 00:40:14,001 --> 00:40:16,668 It's not gonna get weird, is it? 898 00:40:16,670 --> 00:40:18,003 I don't know. Let's make a deal. 899 00:40:18,005 --> 00:40:19,670 No matter how hard this year gets, 900 00:40:19,672 --> 00:40:22,173 we won't let it stand in the way of our friendship. 901 00:40:22,175 --> 00:40:25,176 May the best surgeon win. 902 00:40:25,178 --> 00:40:27,078 It's gonna be me. 903 00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:28,579 I was so nervous. 904 00:40:28,581 --> 00:40:30,119 Cassie. 905 00:40:31,150 --> 00:40:33,517 I-I wasn't expecting you to be here. 906 00:40:33,519 --> 00:40:35,486 I, uh 907 00:40:35,488 --> 00:40:36,988 I had this whole speech planned. 908 00:40:44,629 --> 00:40:46,963 You know, this doesn't look anything like Amy. 909 00:40:46,965 --> 00:40:50,000 You're a liar, Tom. 910 00:40:52,169 --> 00:40:54,337 The average human skull 911 00:40:54,339 --> 00:40:57,508 can withstand 2,100 pounds of compression. 912 00:40:57,510 --> 00:40:59,175 And you want to tell me that your wife's fracture 913 00:40:59,177 --> 00:41:01,845 was caused by you placing her on the floor too roughly? 914 00:41:01,847 --> 00:41:05,883 Look, I already told you what happened, okay? 915 00:41:05,885 --> 00:41:07,583 I came home. 916 00:41:07,585 --> 00:41:09,652 Amy was in the tub under the water. 917 00:41:09,654 --> 00:41:11,854 - I tried to pull her out, and... - Right. 918 00:41:11,856 --> 00:41:13,222 Look, I was trying everything I could do, 919 00:41:13,224 --> 00:41:15,024 but I couldn't keep her alive. 920 00:41:19,463 --> 00:41:21,363 I was so, uh... 921 00:41:23,767 --> 00:41:25,401 I shook her. 922 00:41:31,942 --> 00:41:33,509 You shook her? 923 00:41:36,579 --> 00:41:38,880 You shook her? 924 00:41:42,051 --> 00:41:44,085 What? Like what? 925 00:41:44,087 --> 00:41:47,322 Like... like this? 926 00:41:47,324 --> 00:41:48,857 Like that? 927 00:41:48,859 --> 00:41:50,391 - Please, Charlie, don't. - Was it more than once? 928 00:41:50,393 --> 00:41:51,726 - Don't do this. - Was it more like this? 929 00:41:51,728 --> 00:41:53,962 And this? Or this? 930 00:41:53,964 --> 00:41:55,396 This? This?! 931 00:41:55,398 --> 00:41:57,397 Stop it! Stop it! 932 00:41:57,399 --> 00:42:00,468 It wasn't like that! 933 00:42:00,470 --> 00:42:02,937 I spent half of the marriage on suicide watch. 934 00:42:02,939 --> 00:42:05,840 I-I leave for an hour, and she's gone. 935 00:42:05,842 --> 00:42:07,374 So you were angry. 936 00:42:09,210 --> 00:42:14,047 I know how this makes me look, Charlie... 937 00:42:14,049 --> 00:42:15,749 but I loved her. 938 00:42:20,989 --> 00:42:23,556 I want to believe you, Tom. 939 00:42:26,394 --> 00:42:28,795 So help me. 940 00:42:35,773 --> 00:42:37,979 Sync and corrected by MystEre www.addic7ed.com