1 00:00:01,001 --> 00:00:02,525 Previously on Grey's Anatomy: 2 00:00:02,602 --> 00:00:05,196 You are taking a test that will determine the course 3 00:00:05,271 --> 00:00:06,966 of your entire medical careers. 4 00:00:07,040 --> 00:00:08,268 - Want a big wedding? - Yes. 5 00:00:08,341 --> 00:00:10,775 I know you think I have feelings for you, but I don't. 6 00:00:10,844 --> 00:00:13,836 - Search and Rescue found lost climbers. - One's still missing. 7 00:00:13,913 --> 00:00:16,347 Tell me. Do you remember? Do you know who you are? 8 00:00:16,416 --> 00:00:18,850 He's making his recommendation to the board. 9 00:00:18,918 --> 00:00:21,079 Chief of Surgery and Chief Resident. 10 00:00:21,154 --> 00:00:23,384 - You're adopting? - She hasn't picked us yet. 11 00:00:23,456 --> 00:00:26,084 This heartburn. It's like... 12 00:00:26,159 --> 00:00:28,992 - Fourth climber. - Is that an ax in his head? 13 00:00:29,062 --> 00:00:31,963 If Richard finds out you're carrying another man's baby... 14 00:00:32,032 --> 00:00:33,021 Somebody help! 15 00:00:37,570 --> 00:00:40,835 Being Chief is about responsibility. 16 00:00:40,907 --> 00:00:45,344 Every single surgical patient in the hospital is your patient. 17 00:00:45,412 --> 00:00:47,778 Whether you're the one who cut them open or not. 18 00:00:47,847 --> 00:00:48,939 She lost a lot of blood! 19 00:00:49,015 --> 00:00:50,346 The scalpel stops with you. 20 00:00:50,417 --> 00:00:54,012 Start two large bore IV's and bolus two liters LR. 21 00:00:54,087 --> 00:00:55,850 Need to be able to look at a family... 22 00:00:55,922 --> 00:00:57,617 Ready? One, two... 23 00:00:57,690 --> 00:01:01,490 ...and tell 'em your team did everything they could to save someone's child. 24 00:01:01,561 --> 00:01:03,461 Get me a stat EKG and portable chest. 25 00:01:03,530 --> 00:01:06,294 - She's 34 weeks pregnant with twins. - Their husband... 26 00:01:06,366 --> 00:01:09,927 - Why don't you go to the waiting room? - We're not leaving her. 27 00:01:10,937 --> 00:01:12,097 Their wife... 28 00:01:13,506 --> 00:01:16,771 - What happened? - I don't know. I found her unconscious. 29 00:01:16,843 --> 00:01:21,473 You get caught up. Taking care of other people's families. 30 00:01:21,548 --> 00:01:23,948 She's lost blood. A lot of blood. 31 00:01:24,017 --> 00:01:27,282 And the responsibility, it makes you... 32 00:01:27,353 --> 00:01:30,220 I didn't know she was in the hospital. What she was doing? 33 00:01:30,290 --> 00:01:33,282 You take care of other people's families. 34 00:01:36,496 --> 00:01:39,158 And you sacrifice your own. 35 00:01:39,232 --> 00:01:42,395 Thought I was gonna hate this party game thing, but it's great. 36 00:01:42,469 --> 00:01:45,870 - Can we set her on fire after? - No, we cannot. 37 00:01:45,939 --> 00:01:48,908 - These wedding vows aren't gonna fit. - Write smaller. 38 00:01:48,975 --> 00:01:51,569 Hold still, please. "Thou" just became "Cow. "' 39 00:01:51,644 --> 00:01:55,171 You don't need vows on your hand. Just speak from the heart. 40 00:01:55,248 --> 00:01:58,081 Izzie, the heart is an organ. 41 00:01:58,151 --> 00:02:01,416 It pumps, circulates blood, gets clogged from time to time. 44 00:02:06,392 --> 00:02:10,658 I'm going to like being married. It's the wedding part that's ridiculous. 45 00:02:12,866 --> 00:02:14,891 - The party's over. - Damn. 46 00:02:14,968 --> 00:02:17,163 Hey, mine didn't go off. Piece of crap. 47 00:02:20,406 --> 00:02:21,634 You can do this, right? 48 00:02:21,708 --> 00:02:24,643 Become a piece of chattel? Sure. Looking forward to it. 49 00:02:24,711 --> 00:02:30,479 No matter what, you're walking down that aisle. I need you to go down that aisle. 50 00:02:30,550 --> 00:02:33,883 - Toilet paper cutting off circulation? - You marrying Burke? 51 00:02:33,953 --> 00:02:37,616 It's a sign. A sign that people like you and me can do this. 52 00:02:37,690 --> 00:02:43,390 Be healthy. Be happy. You marrying Burke restores my faith in me. 53 00:02:43,463 --> 00:02:47,797 - Oh, I get it. My wedding's about you. - Yes. 54 00:02:47,867 --> 00:02:50,267 - OK. - You can do this, right? 55 00:02:50,336 --> 00:02:52,327 - I can do this. - OK 56 00:02:54,741 --> 00:02:59,178 They found the fourth climber. Vitals are stabilizing after fluids, but... 57 00:02:59,245 --> 00:03:02,112 - I thought he was dead - Friends said he was. CT show a bleed? 58 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:05,174 - We haven't done a CT yet. - You said it was head trauma. 59 00:03:05,251 --> 00:03:09,381 Yeah, there's been a little head trauma. Ice ax to the head. 60 00:03:09,455 --> 00:03:12,288 What the hell happened up on that mountain? 61 00:03:12,358 --> 00:03:13,916 That's a good question. 62 00:03:19,666 --> 00:03:23,625 You don't think it could be uterine cancer, do you? It runs in the family. 63 00:03:23,703 --> 00:03:28,902 No. It's not. She was in earlier. She was in a fender-bender. 64 00:03:30,143 --> 00:03:33,078 My wife came into my hospital and you neglected to tell me? 65 00:03:33,146 --> 00:03:35,239 Doctor/patient confidentiality. 66 00:03:35,315 --> 00:03:40,014 We're still married. She's unconscious. There are medical decisions to be made. 67 00:03:40,086 --> 00:03:42,611 Legally, I have the right to know. I have a right... 68 00:03:42,689 --> 00:03:46,125 She might be having a miscarriage. 69 00:03:47,594 --> 00:03:48,720 She's pregnant. 70 00:03:53,566 --> 00:03:56,228 I need to know what time your chest pains started. 71 00:03:56,302 --> 00:03:58,827 I don't know. Yesterday afternoon. 72 00:03:58,905 --> 00:04:01,465 What time exactly? This is important. 73 00:04:02,542 --> 00:04:07,445 Around three o'clock. What's wrong with me? 74 00:04:07,513 --> 00:04:09,572 I'm going to explain everything to you. 75 00:04:09,649 --> 00:04:12,516 But, right now, we need to get you up to the surgical floor. 76 00:04:12,585 --> 00:04:16,521 Surgery? What about my babies? 77 00:04:16,589 --> 00:04:18,887 I think those babies are coming out today. 78 00:04:19,659 --> 00:04:21,718 But I haven't decided. 79 00:04:21,794 --> 00:04:26,493 I haven't chosen parents. I need time to decide. 80 00:04:27,634 --> 00:04:31,365 You don't need to decide anything right now. 81 00:04:31,437 --> 00:04:36,739 Right now the most important thing is making sure that you're OK. All right? 82 00:04:40,513 --> 00:04:41,605 Burke. 83 00:04:41,681 --> 00:04:45,811 I've got a surgery. It shouldn't take me more than four hours, five tops. 84 00:04:45,885 --> 00:04:47,648 - I could scrub in. - How's Rina? 85 00:04:47,720 --> 00:04:51,019 Need to get a CT angio, but I'm pretty sure it's a tear in her aorta. 86 00:04:51,090 --> 00:04:52,216 Heart is about to blow. 87 00:04:52,292 --> 00:04:54,658 Most dissecting aortas burst within 48 hours. 88 00:04:54,727 --> 00:04:57,423 We have less than 12 hours to fix it before she's dead. 89 00:04:57,497 --> 00:04:59,965 - Need me to get the babies out. - So I can save her. 90 00:05:00,033 --> 00:05:01,898 You have an aortic dissection? 91 00:05:03,202 --> 00:05:06,228 Yeah. I promise I will make it to the chapel in time. 92 00:05:06,673 --> 00:05:07,833 I... 93 00:05:08,708 --> 00:05:13,111 OK. Listen up. O'Malley, you're with Shepherd and Sloan. 94 00:05:13,179 --> 00:05:15,909 Stevens, you're with Burke, Karev, Addison. Go. 95 00:05:15,982 --> 00:05:20,646 - Grey, you are with the chief's wife. - The chief's wife? 96 00:05:20,720 --> 00:05:24,816 Is pregnant. Yes, I did say pregnant. I recommend you lose the shocked look 97 00:05:24,891 --> 00:05:28,987 and try for something a little more dignified. Go. 98 00:05:29,662 --> 00:05:30,686 Who am I on? 99 00:05:30,763 --> 00:05:33,596 I didn't page you. Go home, get some sleep. 100 00:05:33,666 --> 00:05:34,690 But I'm here, so... 101 00:05:35,301 --> 00:05:37,963 You're getting married in less than 12 hours. 102 00:05:38,037 --> 00:05:39,504 Give us room! 103 00:05:39,806 --> 00:05:42,206 Burke's getting married and he gets to operate. 104 00:05:42,275 --> 00:05:45,904 - There's only one Preston Burke. - There's only one Cristina Yang. 105 00:05:45,978 --> 00:05:50,176 I've given you the day off. The whole day. It's a kindness. Take it. 106 00:05:50,249 --> 00:05:52,809 It's your wedding day. Always be more surgeries. 107 00:05:52,885 --> 00:05:56,719 What would you rather be doing? Prepping a patient or for your wedding? Go home. 108 00:06:06,199 --> 00:06:08,724 I never got the sense you wanted the job. 109 00:06:08,801 --> 00:06:13,636 Seems to me you got in the race to play out some kind of unfinished business 110 00:06:13,706 --> 00:06:14,968 you have with Derek. 111 00:06:16,242 --> 00:06:21,771 I was in this to win, sir. I don't know if he's your new Chief, 112 00:06:21,848 --> 00:06:24,510 but if he is, he got there because I made him fight for it. 113 00:06:24,584 --> 00:06:26,711 You made them all fight for it. 114 00:06:29,322 --> 00:06:33,349 - So I'm not going to be Chief? - No, you're not. 115 00:06:35,061 --> 00:06:37,086 They recovered Lonnie's body? 116 00:06:37,163 --> 00:06:38,858 Not his body. He's alive. 117 00:06:40,333 --> 00:06:43,769 Why don't you tell me what really happened up there on the mountain. 118 00:06:49,942 --> 00:06:54,140 We're halfway up this ice wall. There's a... 119 00:06:55,114 --> 00:06:57,776 There's a ledge a couple hundred feet above us. 120 00:06:57,850 --> 00:07:02,048 We figured we'd set up the tents. Wait out the storm. 121 00:07:02,121 --> 00:07:05,113 Only Lonnie's insisting we go down the mountain. 122 00:07:05,191 --> 00:07:08,490 I told him we got to dig in. Sit tight. 123 00:07:08,561 --> 00:07:11,553 He started freaking out. Keeps saying down's the way to go. 124 00:07:11,631 --> 00:07:15,465 Then he starts climbing down. We were tied together, and just like that... 125 00:07:15,535 --> 00:07:21,337 We're falling. I swing out with my ax... just trying to catch a rock. 126 00:07:23,276 --> 00:07:28,908 I clip Lonnie in the back of the head. The ax just... snags. 127 00:07:30,450 --> 00:07:32,816 We thought he was dead. 128 00:07:35,588 --> 00:07:37,613 It was an accident. 129 00:07:42,995 --> 00:07:47,625 - What happened? - You've been unconscious for a while. 130 00:07:48,701 --> 00:07:50,328 What about...? 131 00:07:50,403 --> 00:07:54,840 He knows. You lost a lot of blood. I'm going to try to find a heartbeat. 132 00:07:54,907 --> 00:07:58,172 You should prepare yourself. 133 00:08:05,751 --> 00:08:09,482 - Heartbeat. - Oh, good. 134 00:08:09,555 --> 00:08:11,352 It's a little slower than I'd like, 135 00:08:11,424 --> 00:08:17,124 but once we tank you with liquids and a transfusion, it might get stronger. 136 00:08:17,563 --> 00:08:20,964 Got to rush off to surgery. I'll be back with you the minute I'm done. 137 00:08:21,033 --> 00:08:23,968 - Thank you. - OK. 138 00:08:28,741 --> 00:08:30,333 Adele, why didn't you tell me? 139 00:08:31,511 --> 00:08:33,376 Oh, come on, Richard. 140 00:08:33,446 --> 00:08:37,314 What do you think you would have done? Congratulate me? 141 00:08:39,719 --> 00:08:42,916 I'm sure you have work to do. 142 00:08:50,296 --> 00:08:52,730 I'm good right here. 143 00:08:52,798 --> 00:08:55,926 Peds residents on-call will be in the OR for Rina's delivery. 144 00:08:56,002 --> 00:08:58,470 Great. Just make sure they notify the NICU. 145 00:08:59,338 --> 00:09:03,707 Hi. Sorry for interrupting. The nurse said that you're Dr. Montgomery? 146 00:09:03,776 --> 00:09:08,406 - Yes. Can I help you with something? - I'm Jeff Pope. Rebecca's husband. 147 00:09:34,874 --> 00:09:37,308 Rebecca? 148 00:09:48,754 --> 00:09:53,248 - Rebecca? - Hi, Jeff. 149 00:09:55,328 --> 00:09:59,560 You... Your face... 150 00:10:02,535 --> 00:10:04,560 But it's you. 151 00:10:10,276 --> 00:10:13,905 I'm so sorry, baby. 152 00:10:16,082 --> 00:10:19,108 I should've never let you go. 153 00:10:19,185 --> 00:10:22,746 I'll never let you go again. 154 00:10:23,856 --> 00:10:25,585 - Hey! - I have a surgery. 155 00:10:25,658 --> 00:10:28,456 - I heard you're the best man. - Yeah. 156 00:10:28,527 --> 00:10:31,394 Maid of honor, best man, kind of perfect. 157 00:10:31,464 --> 00:10:32,453 Yeah. 158 00:10:32,531 --> 00:10:35,193 I know I haven't been myself lately, but I'm me again. 159 00:10:35,267 --> 00:10:38,134 I was thinking you should sleep over 'cause the me that I am 160 00:10:38,204 --> 00:10:41,537 - is horny for the you that you are. - I met a woman last night. 161 00:10:43,075 --> 00:10:45,202 - You met a woman last night? - At Joe's. 162 00:10:45,277 --> 00:10:49,941 Nothing happened. She was pretty, I noticed and we talked. 163 00:10:50,016 --> 00:10:52,450 - You met a woman last night. - Yeah. 164 00:10:52,518 --> 00:10:53,985 Should I be worried? 165 00:10:54,053 --> 00:10:58,615 Should you be worried that I met a woman? No. Should you be worried that, 166 00:10:58,691 --> 00:11:02,218 for me, flirting with that woman was the highlight of my week? 167 00:11:02,294 --> 00:11:05,286 Yeah. You should be worried or something. 168 00:11:10,002 --> 00:11:13,028 - I don't understand. - It's not you. 169 00:11:13,105 --> 00:11:15,835 I understand that part. What I don't understand is why? 170 00:11:15,908 --> 00:11:19,036 I need this job, Richard. I need it more than the others. 171 00:11:19,111 --> 00:11:22,103 - Addison. - No, I need a reason to stay here. 172 00:11:22,181 --> 00:11:23,409 I need a reason to get up. 173 00:11:23,482 --> 00:11:28,181 I need to wake up and not care that it's raining or that I'm 39 and alone. 174 00:11:28,254 --> 00:11:32,156 - I need the job, Richard. - That's why. 175 00:11:32,224 --> 00:11:35,318 If you need a job to give you a life, 176 00:11:35,394 --> 00:11:38,488 you either need a new job or a new life. 177 00:11:47,373 --> 00:11:52,709 You know, I'm thinking four hours tops to repair this heart, if all goes well. 178 00:11:52,778 --> 00:11:58,114 You're a lucky man, Burke. Cristina's great. She's there. She's sure. 179 00:11:58,184 --> 00:12:01,915 She's willing to commit. You're a lucky man. 180 00:12:01,987 --> 00:12:03,921 And you're not? 181 00:12:05,891 --> 00:12:09,088 There he is. T minus five hours. 182 00:12:09,161 --> 00:12:11,356 And how's the best man? Up to the challenge? 183 00:12:11,430 --> 00:12:13,364 I was an excellent best man. 184 00:12:13,432 --> 00:12:16,424 Worst case scenario, I sleep with your wife in ten years. 185 00:12:19,071 --> 00:12:20,060 OK. 186 00:12:24,510 --> 00:12:27,070 I just checked. Chief Resident hasn't been posted. 187 00:12:27,146 --> 00:12:29,808 - No. I wasn't looking for Chief... - Yeah, you were. 188 00:12:29,882 --> 00:12:32,077 Yeah. OK, I was. 189 00:12:37,389 --> 00:12:38,686 - George. - Hey. 190 00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:43,786 What I'm about to say is crazy and... I... I... I am not responsible. 191 00:12:43,863 --> 00:12:48,129 I am saying this against my will because I am a surgeon, OK? I love my job, 192 00:12:48,200 --> 00:12:50,794 I love my life exactly as it is. OK, exactly as it is! 193 00:12:50,870 --> 00:12:52,360 - Understand? - Not really. 194 00:12:52,438 --> 00:12:56,340 I have no desire to house a human being in my body for nine long months 195 00:12:56,408 --> 00:12:58,706 and then... and then push it out and raise it, 196 00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:00,803 - OK? None. Zero. - OK. 197 00:13:00,880 --> 00:13:05,317 Except housing a human for nine long months is all that I can think about. 198 00:13:06,185 --> 00:13:11,851 The thoughts are invading the surgeries that I love and it's... It's hormonal. 199 00:13:12,191 --> 00:13:13,783 It's... And horrible. 200 00:13:14,927 --> 00:13:17,919 But it is happening. To me. 201 00:13:19,231 --> 00:13:23,861 - You want to have a baby? - Apparently. 202 00:13:23,936 --> 00:13:26,871 There's a guy with an ax in his head... 203 00:13:26,939 --> 00:13:31,876 Right. Go. It's... I'm a freak. Just go. Just run. Just... 204 00:13:31,944 --> 00:13:33,969 - Thank you. - Please. 205 00:13:34,446 --> 00:13:36,277 Go. I'm fine. 206 00:13:37,950 --> 00:13:40,475 Take your pill and drink your water. 207 00:13:40,553 --> 00:13:44,011 You know you want to go out that door and start bossing people around. 208 00:13:44,089 --> 00:13:45,681 Take your pill, Adele. 209 00:13:49,495 --> 00:13:55,024 See, I can do my bossing right from this chair. 210 00:14:00,506 --> 00:14:05,273 Go ahead, Richard. Ask. I know you are dying to know whose baby... 211 00:14:05,344 --> 00:14:07,039 Not really my place. 212 00:14:08,814 --> 00:14:11,874 Mrs. Webber, your room is ready. 213 00:14:11,951 --> 00:14:16,581 Excuse me, what do you want to do about the announcement for Chief of Surgery? 214 00:14:19,191 --> 00:14:23,821 I will be right back. I promise. 215 00:14:27,366 --> 00:14:33,236 We've met before. You probably don't remember. You were little. 216 00:14:36,175 --> 00:14:39,508 My husband always flirted with your mother. 217 00:14:41,380 --> 00:14:46,943 I didn't want to see that, so I watched you a lot. 218 00:14:47,019 --> 00:14:52,685 Watched you grow. You turned out well. I'm sorry about your mother. 219 00:14:52,758 --> 00:14:57,718 I'm... sorry about my mother too. 220 00:14:57,796 --> 00:15:02,665 It wasn't your fault. Maybe it wasn't anyone's fault. 221 00:15:02,735 --> 00:15:06,227 We get married at 25 thinking, "this is it. "' 222 00:15:06,305 --> 00:15:11,402 "Happily ever after. "' Maybe there is no happily ever after. 223 00:15:13,979 --> 00:15:16,209 It's stunning. 224 00:15:16,282 --> 00:15:19,615 It's a little... Is this supposed to be so tight? 225 00:15:19,685 --> 00:15:22,347 Well, it's a choker. 226 00:15:22,421 --> 00:15:27,984 It's beautiful. It's really, really beautiful. 227 00:15:28,060 --> 00:15:31,325 I just don't know if it's me. 228 00:15:31,397 --> 00:15:35,356 Five generations of Burke women have worn this on their wedding day. 229 00:15:35,434 --> 00:15:38,733 It's a way of joining our family. 230 00:15:38,804 --> 00:15:41,568 - Becoming a Burke. - A Burke. 231 00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:47,278 I'm afraid I misjudged you early on. I thought you were selfish. 232 00:15:47,346 --> 00:15:52,750 You've given way to his ideas about the wedding. You've been flexible about 233 00:15:52,818 --> 00:15:57,482 the things that are... most important to him. 234 00:15:57,556 --> 00:16:01,686 And that is wonderful. Oh, it's just... 235 00:16:03,629 --> 00:16:06,792 What were you planning to do about your eyebrows? 236 00:16:08,233 --> 00:16:11,293 - Nothing. - Uh-huh. 237 00:16:13,539 --> 00:16:17,805 - How she doing? - BP's 92 over 56. 238 00:16:17,876 --> 00:16:20,310 How's Jane Doe and her husband? 239 00:16:20,379 --> 00:16:23,405 Whatever. He cried like a baby, she looked bored. 240 00:16:23,482 --> 00:16:25,916 Don't go overboard with compassion. 241 00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:28,818 She's not sure she wants to stay with him. It's complicated. 242 00:16:28,887 --> 00:16:33,381 It's not, actually. Complicated. They're married, she took a vow. 243 00:16:33,459 --> 00:16:37,190 You don't mess with vows. Married is married. Game over. So freaking over. 244 00:16:40,332 --> 00:16:41,765 Just an opinion. 245 00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:45,270 Pressure's dropped to 60. She's bradying down! How much longer? 246 00:16:45,337 --> 00:16:47,965 I just need two minutes to get these babies out. 247 00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:50,873 Make it one. She's flatlined. Start compressions. 248 00:16:50,943 --> 00:16:53,969 - I got the first one out. Clamp. - Come on, come on. 249 00:16:54,713 --> 00:16:57,238 - Second baby's out. OK, go. - Bulky, ten-blade. 250 00:17:03,622 --> 00:17:07,388 Poor guy, he just wanted to climb, and he ends up with an ax in his head. 251 00:17:07,459 --> 00:17:09,324 He shouldn't have tried turning back. 252 00:17:09,395 --> 00:17:12,558 If the group goes up, you move with the group. OK, drill, please. 253 00:17:12,631 --> 00:17:15,293 He panicked. Have a right to turn back if you're scared. 254 00:17:15,367 --> 00:17:17,028 No. He chose to climb a mountain. 255 00:17:17,102 --> 00:17:19,969 You can't change your mind in the middle of a climb. 256 00:17:24,443 --> 00:17:26,570 - OK. - Now we pull it out? 257 00:17:26,645 --> 00:17:31,412 Yeah, but the ax went in as they fell. So there'll be some tearing. 258 00:17:31,483 --> 00:17:34,213 Should be a shallow wound. It should come out easily. 259 00:17:34,286 --> 00:17:36,220 - You got it? - Yep. 260 00:17:37,823 --> 00:17:40,519 All right, everybody. Here we go. Ready? 261 00:17:40,592 --> 00:17:43,925 OK, one, two, three. 262 00:17:48,967 --> 00:17:50,935 That's strange. 263 00:17:51,003 --> 00:17:56,202 One, two, three. 264 00:18:02,614 --> 00:18:05,515 - That's a clean cut. - You said there was gonna be tearing. 265 00:18:05,584 --> 00:18:07,916 I know. That doesn't make sense. 266 00:18:09,188 --> 00:18:11,247 You are a lucky guy. 267 00:18:11,323 --> 00:18:14,724 Yeah. Or the ax didn't go in there by accident. 268 00:18:20,265 --> 00:18:24,634 It's probably unfair, but I hold you to a higher standard. 269 00:18:25,971 --> 00:18:31,273 And you let me down this year, Preston. After you got shot, the tremor. 270 00:18:32,377 --> 00:18:35,642 This job is about making the tough calls. 271 00:18:35,714 --> 00:18:38,114 Sometimes the toughest call you can make 272 00:18:38,183 --> 00:18:40,378 is admitting when you're in over your head. 273 00:18:40,452 --> 00:18:43,114 You don't do that. 274 00:18:43,188 --> 00:18:45,213 You know a lot, Preston. 275 00:18:46,291 --> 00:18:49,124 You're one of the best surgeons I know. 276 00:18:49,194 --> 00:18:51,219 One of the best men. 277 00:18:52,564 --> 00:18:54,555 But you're not perfect. 278 00:18:55,567 --> 00:18:58,695 You don't know everything. 279 00:19:02,841 --> 00:19:05,071 I want to give you the job. 280 00:19:07,012 --> 00:19:09,003 I want to. 281 00:19:10,849 --> 00:19:12,510 But I can't. 282 00:19:18,223 --> 00:19:22,489 - Preston. - I have a wedding to get to. 283 00:19:26,532 --> 00:19:29,023 Thank you. The babies are doing great. 284 00:19:29,101 --> 00:19:32,161 They're in the NICU. How you doing up there, Preston? 285 00:19:32,237 --> 00:19:35,502 - Close call, but she's stabilized. - Good work, Dr. Burke. 286 00:19:35,574 --> 00:19:37,974 We may actually get you to the church on time. 287 00:19:38,043 --> 00:19:39,840 You nervous? 288 00:19:39,912 --> 00:19:43,245 No. Not really. More... excited. 289 00:19:45,284 --> 00:19:48,151 Except about my vows. I wrote them myself. 290 00:19:49,855 --> 00:19:54,849 And I don't know. They may be too... I want them to be right. 291 00:19:54,927 --> 00:19:58,226 - Well, let's hear them. - What? Now? 292 00:19:58,297 --> 00:20:00,424 Got a room full of women. Try 'em out on us. 293 00:20:10,842 --> 00:20:15,245 "Cristina, I could promise... 294 00:20:17,449 --> 00:20:21,715 ...to hold you and to cherish you. 295 00:20:21,787 --> 00:20:25,587 I could promise to be there in sickness and in health. 296 00:20:27,125 --> 00:20:32,324 I could say, "Till death do us part. "' 297 00:20:32,397 --> 00:20:34,695 But I won't. 298 00:20:34,766 --> 00:20:40,534 Those vows are for optimistic couples, 299 00:20:40,606 --> 00:20:41,937 the ones full of hope. 300 00:20:42,007 --> 00:20:45,465 And I do not stand here on my wedding day 301 00:20:45,544 --> 00:20:50,538 - optimistic or full of hope. - OK, um... 302 00:20:52,150 --> 00:20:56,883 I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. 303 00:20:56,955 --> 00:21:02,052 I am sure. I am steady. 304 00:21:03,462 --> 00:21:08,525 And I know I am a heart man. 305 00:21:10,535 --> 00:21:15,495 I take them apart, I put them back together. 306 00:21:15,574 --> 00:21:18,202 I hold them in my hands. 307 00:21:19,244 --> 00:21:21,712 I am a heart man. 308 00:21:22,648 --> 00:21:26,209 So, of this, I am sure: 309 00:21:27,352 --> 00:21:31,846 You are my partner, my lover, 310 00:21:32,891 --> 00:21:35,758 my very best friend. 311 00:21:35,894 --> 00:21:39,330 My heart, my heart, beats for you. 312 00:21:39,398 --> 00:21:43,994 And on this day, the day of our wedding, 313 00:21:44,069 --> 00:21:45,934 I promise you this: 314 00:21:46,004 --> 00:21:51,670 I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands. 315 00:21:54,279 --> 00:21:56,304 I promise you... me. 316 00:22:05,390 --> 00:22:11,226 - Too trite? Because I can rewrite it. - No. No, it's... 317 00:22:12,264 --> 00:22:14,164 I think I speak for... 318 00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:19,934 ...every woman in this room when I say dump her. 319 00:22:20,005 --> 00:22:21,666 Dump Yang and marry me. 320 00:22:30,582 --> 00:22:34,780 Hey. Hey. 321 00:22:34,853 --> 00:22:37,253 Hey. Oh, God! Did I miss a page? 322 00:22:37,322 --> 00:22:39,449 No, no, no, no, no. Everything's OK. 323 00:22:43,161 --> 00:22:46,324 - What? What's up? - Is this really what you want? 324 00:22:48,367 --> 00:22:51,063 Because if it's really what you want, we could do it. 325 00:22:55,607 --> 00:22:57,905 - Really? - Yeah. 326 00:22:59,878 --> 00:23:02,938 - OK, wait, really? - Really. 327 00:23:03,014 --> 00:23:07,280 - Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Really? - Really. 328 00:23:16,661 --> 00:23:21,291 She looks like Rebecca. Or, at least, what Rebecca used to look like. 329 00:23:23,368 --> 00:23:28,135 - But still... around the eyes. - Yeah. 330 00:23:28,673 --> 00:23:32,575 I thought I'd give her some space. She seemed a little overwhelmed. 331 00:23:39,017 --> 00:23:43,784 The ferry crash was on the news everywhere. Your wife goes missing. 332 00:23:43,855 --> 00:23:46,756 How could you not look for her? 333 00:23:48,026 --> 00:23:49,857 I thought she left me. 334 00:23:52,431 --> 00:23:54,092 We got into a fight that night. 335 00:23:54,166 --> 00:23:58,830 She was trying to tell me how unhappy she was and I shut her down. 336 00:24:00,605 --> 00:24:05,406 Yeah, I didn't look for her when she was missing, but what's worse is, 337 00:24:05,477 --> 00:24:07,672 I didn't see her when she was there. 338 00:24:09,514 --> 00:24:12,642 I can't imagine what it must have been like for her. 339 00:24:12,717 --> 00:24:15,652 Her face must have looked all broken. 340 00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:17,847 She was beautiful. 341 00:24:26,231 --> 00:24:29,632 I love her. You know? 342 00:24:46,918 --> 00:24:48,408 Meredith. 343 00:24:48,487 --> 00:24:53,584 Oh, you are not going to believe... Derek met a girl. 344 00:24:53,658 --> 00:24:56,525 In a bar. And he flirted with her. 345 00:24:56,595 --> 00:24:58,654 He told me. You know, no big deal. 346 00:24:58,763 --> 00:25:00,663 - Thought I should know. - Meredith. 347 00:25:00,699 --> 00:25:04,465 I'm not exaggerating. He didn't even hint. He just flat-out told me. 348 00:25:04,536 --> 00:25:07,664 You know how sometimes it's about you and sometimes it's about me? 349 00:25:07,739 --> 00:25:12,039 - This is really, really about me. - Whoa. 350 00:25:13,278 --> 00:25:19,183 Mama took my eyebrows. She took my eyebrows, and now I am a Burke. 351 00:25:24,089 --> 00:25:29,527 Lonnie's stable. But the damage he sustained is significant. 352 00:25:29,594 --> 00:25:33,030 - But is he going to wake up? - Do you want him to? 353 00:25:33,098 --> 00:25:34,497 What? 354 00:25:34,566 --> 00:25:37,729 The ax in his head was put there deliberately. 355 00:25:37,802 --> 00:25:41,863 I want to give you three guys another opportunity to tell me the truth. 356 00:25:46,111 --> 00:25:47,874 - It wasn't what... - Shut up, Andy. 357 00:25:47,946 --> 00:25:50,506 - But we can't just... - I said shut up, Andy! 358 00:25:50,582 --> 00:25:53,517 Is that how you let him talk to you at 14,000 feet? 359 00:25:54,686 --> 00:25:58,019 I have to talk to his family. You guys can talk to the cops. 360 00:26:07,232 --> 00:26:10,224 - Dr. Bailey? - Yeah? What? 361 00:26:10,302 --> 00:26:13,533 Cristina needs to cut something. 362 00:26:13,605 --> 00:26:17,632 I can't really explain it in a way that won't make you glare. 363 00:26:17,709 --> 00:26:21,770 But they took her eyebrows and they called her a Burke. 364 00:26:21,846 --> 00:26:23,973 She really needs to cut somebody open. 365 00:26:24,049 --> 00:26:27,541 Yang, go. 366 00:26:27,619 --> 00:26:31,715 Do "getting married" things. Get out of this hospital. 367 00:26:32,757 --> 00:26:34,247 Hey! 368 00:26:36,127 --> 00:26:38,891 I mean, hey... I... 369 00:26:41,199 --> 00:26:43,190 You have to let me cut 370 00:26:43,268 --> 00:26:47,170 because I'm standing here eyebrow-less with no dignity left. 371 00:26:47,238 --> 00:26:50,833 I'm a surgeon, Dr. Bailey. But right now, I don't feel like one. 372 00:26:50,909 --> 00:26:55,141 I feel... like... 373 00:26:55,213 --> 00:26:56,942 ...somebody else. 374 00:26:57,949 --> 00:27:01,783 Do you know what that's like? Not to feel like yourself? 375 00:27:07,392 --> 00:27:08,689 Yeah. 376 00:27:11,129 --> 00:27:12,118 What's going on? 377 00:27:12,197 --> 00:27:14,631 Started cramping and then she got diaphoretic. 378 00:27:14,699 --> 00:27:19,261 Alert OB to a possible D&C due to an incomplete miscarriage. 379 00:27:19,337 --> 00:27:23,296 Adele, you could have a placental abruption due to the trauma. 380 00:27:23,375 --> 00:27:27,106 We've got to get you to an OR now. Let's move, people! 381 00:27:34,853 --> 00:27:38,812 Sir, Dr. Shepherd is here. 382 00:27:39,924 --> 00:27:41,585 Thank you. 383 00:27:43,928 --> 00:27:49,195 Richard, are you sure you want to...? You don't have to do this today. 384 00:27:51,936 --> 00:27:53,130 Yes, I do. 385 00:27:59,177 --> 00:28:03,876 She went into early DIC. I gave her blood, platelets, FFP. 386 00:28:03,948 --> 00:28:09,909 Pregnancy at 52 is dangerous. I tried everything. I couldn't save... 387 00:28:25,704 --> 00:28:30,607 Ohh... I thought... 388 00:28:32,143 --> 00:28:34,168 I thought... 389 00:28:34,245 --> 00:28:36,509 For a second I thought I'd lost you. 390 00:28:42,187 --> 00:28:47,625 - Do you want to call somebody? I can... - No. No one. 391 00:28:47,692 --> 00:28:50,786 Well, the father of the baby, maybe you want to... 392 00:28:50,862 --> 00:28:53,558 He doesn't even know about it. I didn't tell him. 393 00:28:54,365 --> 00:28:57,960 I... I think I misjudged him. 394 00:28:59,170 --> 00:29:01,229 I thought he'd go running for the hills. 395 00:29:01,306 --> 00:29:03,604 But, actually, 396 00:29:03,675 --> 00:29:07,577 he's a much better man than I thought. 397 00:29:08,980 --> 00:29:14,612 He'll get over his initial judgments and he'll sit with you, 398 00:29:16,354 --> 00:29:19,289 and he'll make you drink your water. 399 00:29:26,865 --> 00:29:30,824 - Adele. - It was a boy. 400 00:29:32,804 --> 00:29:35,136 I'm sorry. 401 00:29:42,914 --> 00:29:46,782 Dr. Leonard, would you please close for Dr. Burke. He has a wedding to get to. 402 00:29:46,851 --> 00:29:51,311 One cut and then you're gone. One. 403 00:29:51,389 --> 00:29:52,378 I still have to... 404 00:29:52,457 --> 00:29:55,449 You want your bride waiting for you? They don't like that. 405 00:29:55,527 --> 00:29:57,290 Let's go. 406 00:29:57,362 --> 00:30:01,696 - Got to go now, Cristina. - Grey. 407 00:30:01,766 --> 00:30:03,666 Put the scalpel down, Cristina. 408 00:30:10,842 --> 00:30:12,833 You can still do this, right? 409 00:30:18,750 --> 00:30:22,345 - What? - Hold on a minute. 410 00:30:28,026 --> 00:30:31,427 I just wanted to make sure no one's around so I can say this. 411 00:30:31,496 --> 00:30:34,158 - We've said everything we need to say. - Shut up. 412 00:30:34,232 --> 00:30:37,599 I am an optimist. 413 00:30:37,669 --> 00:30:40,934 I am hopeful. I am not sure. 414 00:30:41,005 --> 00:30:43,769 - Izzie, I can do this myself. - Let me speak. 415 00:30:46,144 --> 00:30:51,104 Because I'm your best friend and because I love you, 416 00:30:51,182 --> 00:30:53,548 if what you want is to be with Callie, 417 00:30:53,618 --> 00:30:56,485 then I will do everything in my power to support you. 418 00:30:57,989 --> 00:31:00,184 And help you make your marriage work. 419 00:31:02,527 --> 00:31:07,624 But because I'm your best friend and because I love you... 420 00:31:09,901 --> 00:31:12,426 ...I also have to say... 421 00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:16,907 ...that I'm in love with you. 422 00:31:20,979 --> 00:31:22,810 I'm in love with you. 423 00:31:24,682 --> 00:31:28,448 I can't promise the future, I can't promise perfection 424 00:31:28,519 --> 00:31:33,684 because we're us and I'm me and who knows what will happen. 425 00:31:35,393 --> 00:31:40,729 But in my heart, I am sure. 426 00:31:41,933 --> 00:31:47,496 I'm in love with you, George. And I hope you're in love with me too. 427 00:31:53,044 --> 00:31:55,706 Say something. 428 00:31:56,014 --> 00:31:57,743 - What time is it? - Got 30 minutes. 429 00:31:57,882 --> 00:32:01,147 - I'm gonna be late for my own wedding. - No, we're not. 430 00:32:04,822 --> 00:32:06,949 Dr. Burke asked me to check on you. 431 00:32:07,025 --> 00:32:08,720 Let's see here... 432 00:32:10,094 --> 00:32:13,086 Post-op X-rays look good. We'll discuss releasing you. 433 00:32:13,164 --> 00:32:14,927 - Any change in Lonnie? - Andy. 434 00:32:14,999 --> 00:32:17,559 - Who are you? - He's my lawyer. 435 00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:19,926 That was fast. 436 00:32:20,004 --> 00:32:23,633 Don't you dare judge me. You weren't there. 437 00:32:25,009 --> 00:32:29,673 We thought... He was almost dead, no way he was going to make it. 438 00:32:29,747 --> 00:32:32,910 He was in so much pain. 439 00:32:34,619 --> 00:32:39,556 - So I... picked it up and I put... - Andy shut up! 440 00:32:39,624 --> 00:32:42,593 No! I'm not going to shut up. 441 00:32:46,464 --> 00:32:48,830 I put him out of his misery. 442 00:32:52,437 --> 00:32:58,205 And if I was back there right now, I'd do the same thing. 443 00:32:58,576 --> 00:33:01,340 He was my friend. 444 00:33:01,412 --> 00:33:04,347 He is my friend. 445 00:33:05,650 --> 00:33:08,278 I put him out of his misery. 446 00:33:12,490 --> 00:33:13,616 Got any deodorant? 447 00:33:13,691 --> 00:33:15,750 Not for your hairy armpits. 448 00:33:15,827 --> 00:33:19,126 Don't move. You're gonna have a unibrow. I have some in my locker. 449 00:33:19,197 --> 00:33:21,028 Closed? Open? 450 00:33:21,099 --> 00:33:25,536 - Closed. Perfect. Dashing. - Thanks. 451 00:33:25,603 --> 00:33:26,695 You look great. 452 00:33:27,638 --> 00:33:29,333 - Moment of truth. - Our scores? 453 00:33:29,407 --> 00:33:33,503 Grey. Karev. Yang. Stevens. 454 00:33:33,578 --> 00:33:34,840 O'Malley. 455 00:33:34,912 --> 00:33:37,472 - Yes! - Right here, baby! 456 00:33:37,548 --> 00:33:38,981 Yes! Thank God! 457 00:33:40,251 --> 00:33:43,414 - Did you pass? - You bet your married booty I did. 458 00:33:44,756 --> 00:33:46,724 How'd you do? Did you pass? 459 00:33:46,791 --> 00:33:49,919 Yeah. I'll talk to you at the church. 460 00:33:49,994 --> 00:33:51,985 OK. 461 00:33:52,997 --> 00:33:56,592 - Oh, hey! Sorry. Excuse me. - Hey. 462 00:33:57,201 --> 00:33:59,863 - Meredith? - I'll meet you at the chapel. 463 00:33:59,971 --> 00:34:01,370 - You take the dress? - Yes. 464 00:34:01,406 --> 00:34:03,169 - I'll be right there. - OK. 465 00:34:10,815 --> 00:34:14,251 I like the suit. The suit is way better than the scrubs. 466 00:34:14,318 --> 00:34:17,344 Thanks. Hey, I passed my intern exam. 467 00:34:17,422 --> 00:34:18,514 - Good! - Yeah. 468 00:34:18,589 --> 00:34:20,079 That's good! 469 00:34:24,529 --> 00:34:26,690 We got discharged. Me and the baby. 470 00:34:28,666 --> 00:34:33,035 Oh, come on. You just had brain surgery. You're still on antibiotics. 471 00:34:33,137 --> 00:34:39,098 My body's been signed off by plastics, cardio, orthopedics, neuro and OB. 472 00:34:39,177 --> 00:34:44,171 And my teeth got the blessing from, wait, I can say this, prosthodontics. 473 00:34:44,248 --> 00:34:45,442 Still, your memory... 474 00:34:45,516 --> 00:34:48,417 Know how I know my memory's fine? I can say prosthodontics. 475 00:34:48,486 --> 00:34:52,388 - Yeah, but the baby. - Discharged by peds. 476 00:34:52,457 --> 00:34:53,549 Yeah, but... 477 00:35:00,164 --> 00:35:02,064 I have every reason to go. 478 00:35:02,433 --> 00:35:06,426 And yeah, I'm scared and, yeah, this is moving at warp speed 479 00:35:06,504 --> 00:35:07,630 and I'm freaking out. 480 00:35:07,705 --> 00:35:11,038 But Jeff is good and Jeff is the father of my child. 481 00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:13,669 The man is out buying a car seat right now. 482 00:35:13,744 --> 00:35:15,177 The minute he gets back... 483 00:35:18,049 --> 00:35:22,452 I have every reason to go. Because medically, 484 00:35:22,520 --> 00:35:27,389 there's no need for me to stay. Medically. 485 00:35:29,393 --> 00:35:30,587 Oh. 486 00:35:30,661 --> 00:35:34,188 Yeah. OK. Well, then I'll just check the chart and we'll see what, 487 00:35:34,265 --> 00:35:35,789 - what might... - Damn it. 488 00:35:36,968 --> 00:35:39,061 - What? - Are you...? 489 00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:42,231 Do I... Do I have to spell everything out for you? 490 00:35:42,306 --> 00:35:46,640 Did you sniff too much glue as a child? I'm asking you something here. 491 00:35:48,379 --> 00:35:49,607 What do you want from me? 492 00:35:50,882 --> 00:35:52,747 I want... 493 00:35:53,784 --> 00:35:55,945 I want you to give me a reason to stay. 494 00:35:58,022 --> 00:35:59,819 A real reason. 495 00:36:01,192 --> 00:36:04,821 Jeff's... Jeff's a decent guy. A good, decent guy. 496 00:36:05,596 --> 00:36:11,535 But to him, I'm Rebecca. I don't know if I am Rebecca anymore. 497 00:36:12,670 --> 00:36:16,037 You know me. You knew when I couldn't even speak who I was. 498 00:36:16,974 --> 00:36:18,771 You... 499 00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:24,372 You named me Ava and I was more me as Ava than I'll ever be as Rebecca. 500 00:36:24,448 --> 00:36:29,408 I mean, look, I have every reason to go back to my life. 501 00:36:30,688 --> 00:36:33,486 And I will. 502 00:36:33,558 --> 00:36:36,425 Unless you... 503 00:36:39,430 --> 00:36:44,265 Alex, I'm asking you to give me a reason to stay here. A reason from you. 504 00:36:48,472 --> 00:36:51,908 Jeff loves you, he's a... He's a decent guy. 505 00:36:51,976 --> 00:36:54,171 Alex, give me a reason. 506 00:37:07,291 --> 00:37:10,419 I think you should stick with the decent guy. 507 00:37:21,138 --> 00:37:25,165 If you want to break up with me so you can see other women, just do it. 508 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:28,872 Don't tell me you met another woman. Just end it, if that's what you want. 509 00:37:28,946 --> 00:37:30,004 I can't. 510 00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:32,606 Sure you can. Here's how it goes. 511 00:37:32,683 --> 00:37:37,711 "I don't want to see you anymore. Meredith, I don't love you anymore. "' 512 00:37:37,788 --> 00:37:39,050 Meredith... 513 00:37:41,192 --> 00:37:43,092 ...I do love you. 514 00:37:43,761 --> 00:37:48,289 Don't you see? Don't you understand? 515 00:37:50,167 --> 00:37:54,069 You're the love of my life. I can't leave you. 516 00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:57,938 But you're constantly leaving me. 517 00:37:58,042 --> 00:38:01,876 You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. 518 00:38:01,912 --> 00:38:06,747 Not everyone. Not your friends. But you leave me. 519 00:38:09,887 --> 00:38:15,848 So I'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us, if you're not in this... 520 00:38:17,828 --> 00:38:22,925 Please... please just end it because I can't. I'm in it. 521 00:38:25,569 --> 00:38:27,332 Put me out of my misery. 522 00:38:33,711 --> 00:38:37,147 I can't. Cris... Cristina's getting married. 523 00:38:37,214 --> 00:38:40,149 I have to go make sure she gets married. 524 00:38:40,217 --> 00:38:41,616 Meredith. 525 00:38:41,686 --> 00:38:44,484 I really need to make sure she gets down that aisle. 526 00:38:46,290 --> 00:38:48,121 Let's go. We're running late. 527 00:39:04,375 --> 00:39:08,072 - You OK? - I'm fine. Fine. 528 00:39:09,613 --> 00:39:14,107 You need anything? Need a mint? Getaway car? 529 00:39:14,785 --> 00:39:17,549 If it's the chief thing, don't worry. You deserve it. 530 00:39:17,621 --> 00:39:19,418 Richard didn't pick me to be Chief. 531 00:39:21,525 --> 00:39:25,427 We all assumed... Well, who did he pick? 532 00:39:25,496 --> 00:39:27,487 I don't know. It wasn't me. 533 00:39:29,867 --> 00:39:33,098 Oh, you really don't... look so good. 534 00:39:33,170 --> 00:39:36,196 Meredith and I, we may not make it. 535 00:39:37,241 --> 00:39:39,766 I think I want it more than she does. 536 00:39:39,844 --> 00:39:42,836 But today's your day. It's all about you today. 537 00:39:42,913 --> 00:39:46,576 - You really are a good best man. - I'm trying. 538 00:39:46,650 --> 00:39:48,880 Cristina. 539 00:39:53,858 --> 00:39:57,089 - Cristina? - I didn't run. 540 00:39:59,063 --> 00:40:01,463 You look beautiful. 541 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:06,133 - I'm proud of you. - Thank you. 542 00:40:06,203 --> 00:40:09,036 Frankly, I always feared you were 543 00:40:09,106 --> 00:40:12,542 too emotionally stunted to settle down. 544 00:40:15,279 --> 00:40:16,507 You can do this. 545 00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:21,408 I always found it confusing. 546 00:40:21,485 --> 00:40:24,818 If you know both the bride and the groom, whose side do you sit on? 547 00:40:25,723 --> 00:40:28,123 I look for the hottest chick and sit next to her. 548 00:40:28,192 --> 00:40:30,217 - Stop. - Wanna ditch the reception? 549 00:40:30,294 --> 00:40:34,560 - Grab a drink instead? - Stop it. You don't want me. 550 00:40:34,632 --> 00:40:37,226 - Maybe I do. - No, you don't. 551 00:40:38,636 --> 00:40:40,069 You want Ava. 552 00:40:40,137 --> 00:40:43,129 She's not Ava anymore. She's Rebecca now. I barely know her. 553 00:40:43,207 --> 00:40:48,008 Look at me. Look at me. 554 00:40:49,046 --> 00:40:50,911 You suck. 555 00:40:50,981 --> 00:40:54,747 To me, you suck. I kind of hate you. 556 00:40:54,819 --> 00:40:56,946 But, Alex? 557 00:40:57,254 --> 00:40:59,984 We do not get unlimited chances 558 00:41:00,090 --> 00:41:04,026 to have the things we want. And this I know. 559 00:41:04,061 --> 00:41:05,961 Nothing is worse 560 00:41:06,030 --> 00:41:09,431 than missing an opportunity that could have changed your life. 561 00:41:09,500 --> 00:41:13,698 And no matter what her name is, she'll always be Ava to you. 562 00:41:19,410 --> 00:41:20,843 Dr. Bailey? 563 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:24,846 - You didn't go to the wedding either. - No. 564 00:41:28,052 --> 00:41:31,852 I am so sorry, George. 565 00:41:33,224 --> 00:41:35,954 So... 566 00:41:37,161 --> 00:41:39,186 What do I do now? 567 00:41:40,698 --> 00:41:43,861 You fail your intern test, you have two options. 568 00:41:43,934 --> 00:41:49,372 You can walk away from being a surgical resident altogether. 569 00:41:49,440 --> 00:41:53,308 Or you can start from the very beginning. 570 00:41:53,377 --> 00:41:56,210 Repeat my internship? 571 00:41:57,982 --> 00:41:59,574 No. 572 00:42:01,585 --> 00:42:04,520 I can't. 573 00:42:07,691 --> 00:42:11,627 I can't. 574 00:42:20,905 --> 00:42:25,865 - Did I... Did I fail you, George? - No. 575 00:42:29,847 --> 00:42:31,405 No. 576 00:42:33,717 --> 00:42:38,381 I failed you. 577 00:42:47,164 --> 00:42:51,032 Oh, it looks so pretty in there. I see Burke. 578 00:42:52,336 --> 00:42:54,429 Yang. The twins look nice in that dress. 579 00:42:54,505 --> 00:42:57,133 Thank you. Sort of. 580 00:42:57,207 --> 00:42:59,107 - Gotta go. Congrats. - You're on call? 581 00:42:59,209 --> 00:43:01,268 Wait! Alex, did you see George in there? 582 00:43:02,212 --> 00:43:03,804 I don't see him. 583 00:43:03,881 --> 00:43:08,318 He's probably going to be late. We had kind of had a big emotional day. 584 00:43:08,385 --> 00:43:09,409 - Really? - Yeah. 585 00:43:09,486 --> 00:43:11,977 Did something happen between you two? I mean... 586 00:43:12,056 --> 00:43:15,822 Just that I was named Chief Resident. Plus, we decided to have a baby. 587 00:43:18,062 --> 00:43:20,587 - A baby? - We're trying. We tried today, in fact. 588 00:43:21,231 --> 00:43:24,598 - Wow. - Yeah. Big day. 589 00:43:29,873 --> 00:43:31,067 - This is it. - Yeah. 590 00:43:31,141 --> 00:43:32,335 - OK? - Yeah. 591 00:43:32,409 --> 00:43:33,740 - Have the bouquet? - Yeah. 592 00:43:33,811 --> 00:43:35,142 - I have the ring. - Yeah. 593 00:43:35,212 --> 00:43:36,304 Remember your vows? 594 00:43:36,380 --> 00:43:38,405 - Yeah, I wrote them on my... - OK. 595 00:43:38,482 --> 00:43:43,476 Oh, my God. I scrubbed in. 596 00:43:43,554 --> 00:43:46,614 I scrubbed in. The vows were on my hand. I scrubbed off my vows. 597 00:43:46,690 --> 00:43:47,816 Oh. OK, um... 598 00:43:47,891 --> 00:43:51,884 Hello! Scrubbed off my vows. I can't do this. I don't have anything on my hand! 599 00:44:00,137 --> 00:44:01,832 I should go see what's going on. 600 00:44:01,905 --> 00:44:05,432 Cristina wouldn't be Cristina if she didn't need a little push. 601 00:44:07,344 --> 00:44:10,279 There are no words in my head. OK, I have no vows. No vows! 602 00:44:10,347 --> 00:44:11,974 It's OK. It's going to be OK. 603 00:44:12,049 --> 00:44:14,449 Stop saying that! Will you say something else? 604 00:44:14,518 --> 00:44:16,952 - Like what? - Say something that's going to help! 605 00:44:17,021 --> 00:44:20,286 OK! OK! I... 606 00:44:20,357 --> 00:44:22,518 Meredith! Please! Say something! 607 00:44:22,593 --> 00:44:26,324 Say... Say... OK, say what I would say to you if you were me. 608 00:44:27,464 --> 00:44:28,453 - OK. - Good. 609 00:44:28,532 --> 00:44:30,124 - Got it. - Good. Go. 610 00:44:31,468 --> 00:44:34,301 Stop whining! This is your wedding day! 611 00:44:34,371 --> 00:44:36,532 You will go down that aisle and get married 612 00:44:36,607 --> 00:44:39,337 if I have to kick your ass every step to get you there. 613 00:44:39,410 --> 00:44:42,675 You will walk down the aisle, you will get married. Do you hear me? 614 00:44:42,746 --> 00:44:46,682 We need this. We need you to get your happy ending. 615 00:44:49,019 --> 00:44:51,783 - OK. I'm ready. - All right then. 616 00:44:51,855 --> 00:44:53,345 - Oh, here. - My train. 617 00:44:54,358 --> 00:44:56,622 I'll go. 618 00:45:31,562 --> 00:45:34,531 I'm ready. I'm fine. Meredith talked me down. I'm fine. 619 00:45:34,598 --> 00:45:35,860 Go. I'll be right behind. 620 00:45:38,168 --> 00:45:39,726 I'm sorry. 621 00:45:41,271 --> 00:45:46,072 Oh, no. I can do this. You know, I had a momentary freak out, but now I'm fine. 622 00:45:46,143 --> 00:45:48,907 - I can do this. Come on. - But you don't want to do this. 623 00:45:50,347 --> 00:45:52,941 I'm up there waiting for you to come down the aisle. 624 00:45:53,016 --> 00:45:54,643 And I know you don't want to come. 625 00:45:55,619 --> 00:46:00,056 I know you don't want to come, but that you'll come anyway because you love me. 626 00:46:01,825 --> 00:46:05,761 And if I loved you, if I loved you, 627 00:46:05,829 --> 00:46:08,059 not the woman that I'm trying to make you be, 628 00:46:08,132 --> 00:46:13,900 not the woman that I hope you'll become, but you. 629 00:46:13,971 --> 00:46:16,462 If I did, 630 00:46:16,540 --> 00:46:19,202 I wouldn't be up there waiting for you. 631 00:46:21,078 --> 00:46:22,909 I would be letting you go. 632 00:46:27,484 --> 00:46:30,942 I am wearing the dress. I'm ready. 633 00:46:31,021 --> 00:46:34,752 And maybe I didn't want to before, but I want to now. 634 00:46:34,825 --> 00:46:36,690 I really think I want this. 635 00:46:36,760 --> 00:46:40,560 I really wish that you didn't think. 636 00:46:41,431 --> 00:46:43,991 I wish that you knew. 637 00:47:17,568 --> 00:47:21,868 It's over. You can all go home. 638 00:47:23,707 --> 00:47:25,231 It's over. 639 00:47:27,945 --> 00:47:30,539 So over. 640 00:48:38,482 --> 00:48:39,471 He's gone. 641 00:48:41,285 --> 00:48:46,154 I don't think he's gone. His stuff is still here. 642 00:48:46,223 --> 00:48:50,182 No. His trumpet was here. 643 00:48:50,260 --> 00:48:55,220 His entire Eugene Foote collection, vinyl's and CDs. 644 00:48:55,299 --> 00:48:59,235 His grandmother's picture was by the bed. 645 00:48:59,336 --> 00:49:04,330 His lucky scrub cap was hanging on the door. 646 00:49:10,614 --> 00:49:13,174 He's gone. 647 00:49:15,452 --> 00:49:19,354 I'm... I'm free. 648 00:49:22,359 --> 00:49:25,089 Damn it. 649 00:49:25,162 --> 00:49:29,929 Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. 650 00:49:30,000 --> 00:49:35,734 Oh, God, get this off! Take this off! Take this off! Please! 651 00:49:37,908 --> 00:49:39,432 I need scissors. 652 00:49:41,044 --> 00:49:43,012 Help. Help me. 653 00:50:17,681 --> 00:50:20,673 - Ah, nice. - Do we get assigned lockers? 654 00:50:20,751 --> 00:50:23,151 - It stinks in here. - What? It's a locker room. 655 00:50:23,220 --> 00:50:26,519 No, it's our locker room. You guys, look. Bloody scrubs! 656 00:50:30,794 --> 00:50:32,352 - Hey. - Hi. 657 00:50:32,429 --> 00:50:35,262 Come on, you guys, let's go check out the cafeteria. 658 00:50:35,332 --> 00:50:36,492 Yeah. 659 00:50:39,569 --> 00:50:42,538 - Hey. - Hi. 660 00:50:42,606 --> 00:50:45,769 - We're the new interns. - Yeah. 661 00:50:46,209 --> 00:50:49,201 Well, you look seasoned and wise. Got any advice? 662 00:50:50,947 --> 00:50:51,936 No. 663 00:50:56,553 --> 00:51:00,785 Learn how to do an appendectomy start to finish before your first day. 664 00:51:01,691 --> 00:51:03,249 OK. 665 00:51:03,326 --> 00:51:05,351 - You're leaving? - Yeah. 666 00:51:05,429 --> 00:51:06,794 Better offer? 667 00:51:07,364 --> 00:51:11,926 Just... you know... life. 668 00:51:13,670 --> 00:51:18,698 Yeah. Anyways, good luck with... 669 00:51:18,775 --> 00:51:20,402 ...life, Dr...? 670 00:51:22,579 --> 00:51:25,571 - My name's George. - I'm Lexie. Lexie Grey. 671 00:51:30,921 --> 00:51:35,324 Congratulations. You'll make a fine Chief. 672 00:51:37,594 --> 00:51:38,583 Derek? 673 00:51:38,662 --> 00:51:43,929 I'm not the best man for this job. You're the best man for this job. 674 00:51:44,000 --> 00:51:45,627 What are you talking about? 675 00:51:47,337 --> 00:51:51,467 A good Chief learns from his mistakes. I'm still working on that. 676 00:51:51,541 --> 00:51:56,444 But you? If you had a chance to do it all over again, you'd do it differently. 677 00:51:56,513 --> 00:52:01,974 Go ahead. Do it all over again. Be the best man.