1 00:00:00,010 --> 00:00:02,200 - Stay where you are! - Get down! 2 00:00:04,280 --> 00:00:06,390 A specialist escort agency for the very rich. 3 00:00:06,440 --> 00:00:07,910 Alex didn't use escorts. 4 00:00:07,960 --> 00:00:10,830 I have to buy a battery for my laptop. 5 00:00:10,880 --> 00:00:13,470 'I stole something... from the attic.' 6 00:00:13,520 --> 00:00:15,670 It's a locked cylinder. 7 00:00:15,720 --> 00:00:19,110 - It needs a code. - Which you don't know? - No. 8 00:00:19,160 --> 00:00:22,190 I've gone over every conversation, every word. 9 00:00:22,240 --> 00:00:25,840 Danny, you've got to figure it out, you're the only one who can. 10 00:00:27,720 --> 00:00:30,310 Did you know that I suffer from depression?! 11 00:00:30,360 --> 00:00:32,750 Did you know that in the past I drank?! 12 00:00:32,800 --> 00:00:34,990 I didn't know Alex well personally. 13 00:00:35,040 --> 00:00:38,150 There are not many students who start their degree at 15. 14 00:00:38,200 --> 00:00:40,070 He was murdered. 15 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:43,510 So I take it you want to speak to his professor? 16 00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:44,990 Marcus Shore. 17 00:00:45,040 --> 00:00:47,190 Why did they murder him? 18 00:00:47,240 --> 00:00:48,790 I don't know. 19 00:00:48,840 --> 00:00:50,190 Whatever Alex discovered, 20 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:54,150 whatever it was, whatever it is, no-one wants in the open. 21 00:00:54,200 --> 00:00:56,750 We're not up against one intelligence agency, 22 00:00:56,800 --> 00:00:59,270 we're up against them all. 23 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:01,950 I need information. 24 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:05,430 What does it mean? It means we are quite alone. 25 00:01:05,480 --> 00:01:07,350 Get in the car. 26 00:01:08,120 --> 00:01:09,860 It's for you. 27 00:01:11,600 --> 00:01:13,140 Not here! 28 00:01:15,280 --> 00:01:18,760 MOBILE PHONE RINGS 29 00:01:26,320 --> 00:01:30,120 - DISTORTED VOICE: - 'You're looking for answers. 30 00:01:32,120 --> 00:01:34,660 'But are you ready for them? 31 00:01:36,560 --> 00:01:38,560 'Get in the hotel. 32 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:44,160 'Room 116.' 33 00:02:09,680 --> 00:02:11,480 'The bathroom. 34 00:02:20,920 --> 00:02:22,390 'Get in. 35 00:02:22,440 --> 00:02:24,180 'Clothes on.' 36 00:02:43,560 --> 00:02:45,070 'Now you're clean, 37 00:02:45,120 --> 00:02:47,660 'we can talk a little freer. 38 00:02:49,280 --> 00:02:51,020 'Get changed. 39 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:01,540 'Outside.' 40 00:03:04,280 --> 00:03:06,350 Where are we going? 41 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:10,200 'Do you want to know who Alex was or not?' 42 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:18,590 'The doors are locked, Danny. 43 00:03:18,640 --> 00:03:20,310 'No way out. 44 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:23,900 'No way back. 45 00:03:30,800 --> 00:03:35,360 'I want to take you on a journey... into Alex's past.' 46 00:03:42,760 --> 00:03:44,960 'Remember this place? 47 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:53,960 'Are you sure you know what really happened in there? 48 00:03:59,160 --> 00:04:00,680 'Walk.' 49 00:04:09,840 --> 00:04:13,000 DISTANT LAUGHTER 50 00:04:15,160 --> 00:04:16,630 'A reservation. 51 00:04:16,680 --> 00:04:19,220 - 'For two.' - PHONE BEEPS 52 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:35,270 There you go. 53 00:04:35,320 --> 00:04:36,590 Menu. 54 00:05:09,720 --> 00:05:11,260 Here I am. 55 00:05:14,520 --> 00:05:16,190 Alex's past. 56 00:06:10,880 --> 00:06:13,480 Well... this is weird. 57 00:06:26,120 --> 00:06:28,350 Never done anything like this before. 58 00:06:28,400 --> 00:06:29,940 Like this? 59 00:06:32,080 --> 00:06:33,820 What is this? 60 00:06:35,400 --> 00:06:37,110 Being paid 61 00:06:37,160 --> 00:06:39,640 to tell someone how I... 62 00:06:42,720 --> 00:06:44,790 .. their boyfriend. 63 00:06:48,880 --> 00:06:51,750 They said you wouldn't believe me. 64 00:06:52,240 --> 00:06:53,670 Who are they? 65 00:06:53,720 --> 00:06:55,460 Who are they? 66 00:06:57,840 --> 00:07:00,840 They are the people pulling my strings. 67 00:07:01,400 --> 00:07:04,800 I have no control over what I'm about to do. 68 00:07:06,280 --> 00:07:07,950 Like this... 69 00:07:26,640 --> 00:07:28,240 No control. 70 00:07:31,440 --> 00:07:34,040 Alex... ate breakfast here... 71 00:07:35,440 --> 00:07:36,790 .. almost every morning. 72 00:07:36,840 --> 00:07:39,190 You can even tell me what he liked to order? 73 00:07:39,240 --> 00:07:40,430 What? 74 00:07:40,480 --> 00:07:42,390 Oh, to be convincing, you mean? 75 00:07:42,440 --> 00:07:45,110 - You watched him? - Serving. 76 00:07:45,720 --> 00:07:48,030 - A waiter? - Me? No. 77 00:07:48,080 --> 00:07:51,000 Please. I was pretending. 78 00:08:01,960 --> 00:08:03,760 The service... 79 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:07,480 .. it's very expensive because the people, we... 80 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:12,200 .. don't know that we are... escorts. 81 00:08:15,160 --> 00:08:17,360 How is that possible? 82 00:08:18,120 --> 00:08:19,590 We pretend. 83 00:08:19,640 --> 00:08:22,070 We pretend to meet them by chance, 84 00:08:22,120 --> 00:08:25,360 we pretend to be won over by their charms... 85 00:08:26,960 --> 00:08:29,030 .. we pretend to... 86 00:08:29,080 --> 00:08:30,950 for pleasure... 87 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:34,030 - which takes some serious pretending. - Who pays you? 88 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:37,020 Our clients aren't the people we... 89 00:08:38,760 --> 00:08:40,350 We report back. 90 00:08:40,400 --> 00:08:42,070 So and so... 91 00:08:43,760 --> 00:08:45,960 .. likes it like this. 92 00:08:46,400 --> 00:08:48,030 So and so... 93 00:08:48,080 --> 00:08:50,030 likes a little of this. 94 00:08:50,080 --> 00:08:52,080 HE SNIFFS 95 00:08:57,240 --> 00:08:58,780 Blackmail? 96 00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:01,030 But that's not my business. 97 00:09:01,080 --> 00:09:03,420 You just do the fucking. 98 00:09:04,280 --> 00:09:06,480 I just do the fucking. 99 00:09:16,480 --> 00:09:17,950 ALEX GASPS 100 00:09:18,000 --> 00:09:19,910 'They told me to meet him... 101 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:21,790 'in the way you met him.' 102 00:09:21,840 --> 00:09:24,320 I'm sorry... 'An accident. 103 00:09:27,120 --> 00:09:29,720 'They told me to be like you. 104 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:33,860 'They told me to act like you.' 105 00:09:35,320 --> 00:09:38,360 In the end, Alex wasn't so tricky. 106 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:42,140 He just needed to believe... 107 00:09:42,680 --> 00:09:44,790 .. he was being good 108 00:09:44,840 --> 00:09:47,830 .. all the way up until he was being... 109 00:09:47,880 --> 00:09:49,820 a little bit bad. 110 00:09:51,840 --> 00:09:54,440 How do you seduce a good man? 111 00:09:55,280 --> 00:09:57,270 'My approach was simple. 112 00:09:57,320 --> 00:09:59,510 'I told him a sad story.' 113 00:09:59,560 --> 00:10:04,230 I tell him it's the will and last testament of my mother. 114 00:10:04,280 --> 00:10:07,430 And my mother, she never loved me, bitch. 115 00:10:07,480 --> 00:10:10,950 In her will, the bitch leaves just three things to me. 116 00:10:11,000 --> 00:10:13,790 Just three paintings. That's all. 117 00:10:13,840 --> 00:10:17,350 And Alex, listening like a puppy dog. 118 00:10:17,400 --> 00:10:20,070 And I tell him, heartbroken... 119 00:10:20,640 --> 00:10:23,830 .. they are the three paintings I painted for her. 120 00:10:23,880 --> 00:10:25,910 I'm an artist, I say... 121 00:10:25,960 --> 00:10:29,310 No, not yet an artist, 122 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:32,460 - aspiring to be. - Pretending to be. 123 00:10:33,320 --> 00:10:35,190 That's a true story. 124 00:10:35,240 --> 00:10:36,750 I am an artist. 125 00:10:36,800 --> 00:10:38,070 What? 126 00:10:40,160 --> 00:10:44,260 What do you think? I grew up wanting to be an escort? 127 00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:46,790 Enough, Danny. 128 00:10:46,840 --> 00:10:49,310 Enough with not believing. 129 00:10:50,160 --> 00:10:51,670 What do you need? 130 00:10:51,720 --> 00:10:53,870 I'll give it to you? Hmm? 131 00:10:53,920 --> 00:10:56,390 You need those little details? 132 00:10:56,440 --> 00:10:59,440 A birthmark on the inside of his thigh? 133 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:02,550 Something whispered? 134 00:11:02,600 --> 00:11:04,540 Something moaned? 135 00:11:05,280 --> 00:11:08,380 He had a thirst, I can tell you that. 136 00:11:08,840 --> 00:11:11,950 Like a man crawling out of the desert. 137 00:11:12,000 --> 00:11:13,710 Yeah? 138 00:11:13,760 --> 00:11:15,230 Throat dry. 139 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:16,820 Lips dry. 140 00:11:17,440 --> 00:11:20,310 Gulping up all those missed years. 141 00:11:24,280 --> 00:11:26,110 Where? 142 00:11:26,160 --> 00:11:27,700 My place. 143 00:11:29,240 --> 00:11:30,630 Your place? 144 00:11:30,680 --> 00:11:32,030 My fake place. 145 00:11:32,080 --> 00:11:34,280 Why did he come round? 146 00:11:34,920 --> 00:11:37,660 To see my paintings, of course. 147 00:11:42,560 --> 00:11:44,430 What did you do? 148 00:11:45,200 --> 00:11:47,150 'You hate yourself for asking.' 149 00:11:47,200 --> 00:11:49,110 So... 'But you had to know.' 150 00:11:49,160 --> 00:11:51,070 I'll be right back, OK? Give me a second. 151 00:11:51,120 --> 00:11:52,750 'You had to ask... 152 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:54,740 'what did we do?' 153 00:11:56,040 --> 00:11:57,980 We played a game. 154 00:11:58,240 --> 00:12:01,190 How long can we talk without mentioning 155 00:12:01,240 --> 00:12:04,540 the only thing we were both thinking about? 156 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:09,270 The first game lasted an hour. 157 00:12:10,440 --> 00:12:12,440 The second game... 158 00:12:13,360 --> 00:12:16,660 - .. lasted a little longer... - ALEX PANTS 159 00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:31,750 I rang him afterwards, 160 00:12:31,800 --> 00:12:34,030 but he didn't answer. 161 00:12:34,080 --> 00:12:36,510 The client wanted more. 162 00:12:36,560 --> 00:12:39,470 But Alex wasn't interested. 163 00:12:39,520 --> 00:12:42,350 Why wouldn't you tell me that he kept coming back? 164 00:12:42,400 --> 00:12:45,910 Because I can see you're good at sniffing a lie. 165 00:12:45,960 --> 00:12:48,230 So, I told you the truth. 166 00:12:48,280 --> 00:12:50,470 Why did they hire you? 167 00:12:50,520 --> 00:12:52,430 I don't know, I don't care. 168 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:54,350 It's just a job. 169 00:12:55,800 --> 00:12:57,340 He's dead. 170 00:12:58,240 --> 00:13:00,720 Your job. He was murdered. 171 00:13:01,840 --> 00:13:03,510 You think you're not involved? 172 00:13:03,560 --> 00:13:06,560 Because you seem like a loose end to me. 173 00:13:10,400 --> 00:13:13,270 I was told to pay for our dinner. 174 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:16,280 Hey? 175 00:13:17,720 --> 00:13:20,990 How else are you going to let them know what a great job you did? 176 00:13:21,040 --> 00:13:23,640 I can see strings on you too. 177 00:13:43,280 --> 00:13:45,480 What are you thinking? 178 00:13:52,400 --> 00:13:54,140 Say it again. 179 00:13:56,400 --> 00:13:58,600 What are you thinking? 180 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:17,880 Nothing. 181 00:14:22,320 --> 00:14:24,950 You were Alex's first experience of love. 182 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:28,080 If he enjoyed a second, would you seem less important? 183 00:14:30,040 --> 00:14:34,600 Could the thrill of the new replace the comfort of the old? 184 00:14:37,280 --> 00:14:40,310 Watergate wasn't just about bugging the opposition. 185 00:14:40,360 --> 00:14:43,630 They used prostitutes to collect information on rival candidates 186 00:14:43,680 --> 00:14:47,990 to shame them, manipulate them, destroy them. 187 00:14:48,040 --> 00:14:51,040 Sex has always been a means of control. 188 00:14:51,920 --> 00:14:55,430 In the end, your relationship became a threat 189 00:14:55,480 --> 00:14:58,270 to their relationship with him. 190 00:14:58,320 --> 00:15:00,510 He changed you, you changed him, 191 00:15:00,560 --> 00:15:03,390 priorities altered, loyalties altered. 192 00:15:03,440 --> 00:15:06,180 I noticed it in our friendship. 193 00:15:07,920 --> 00:15:10,520 The two of you were besotted. 194 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:13,270 The rest of the world ceased to exist, 195 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:16,360 but Alex was one of their most important minds. 196 00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:20,520 Did you imagine they'd just allow him to drift away? 197 00:15:21,840 --> 00:15:23,510 I didn't think about it. 198 00:15:23,560 --> 00:15:25,630 It's all THEY would've thought about. 199 00:15:25,680 --> 00:15:29,110 What binds this brilliant young man to us? 200 00:15:29,160 --> 00:15:32,160 The Queen? Our history? His parents? 201 00:15:36,200 --> 00:15:39,430 I accept that I didn't know anything about his... work. 202 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:41,080 His job. 203 00:15:42,560 --> 00:15:46,200 The truth is, I didn't really know him as a person either. 204 00:15:48,560 --> 00:15:50,560 I didn't know him. 205 00:15:52,800 --> 00:15:56,350 Of all the attacks they've used, including your health, 206 00:15:56,400 --> 00:15:59,950 the one that has proved most effective is smut. 207 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:02,270 For you, of all people. 208 00:16:03,880 --> 00:16:06,750 He made a mistake, that's not it. 209 00:16:07,360 --> 00:16:09,830 But why didn't he tell me? 210 00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:12,680 Some of it? Any of it? 211 00:16:13,480 --> 00:16:15,230 Because you wanted him to be perfect. 212 00:16:15,280 --> 00:16:18,150 He saw that more clearly than you. 213 00:16:20,840 --> 00:16:23,510 It was his funeral last week. 214 00:16:23,560 --> 00:16:26,270 Do you know how I found out? 215 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:28,920 I heard about it on the news. 216 00:16:29,960 --> 00:16:34,480 He was buried at a private ceremony for... close friends and family. 217 00:16:35,640 --> 00:16:37,790 I can't count how many men I've comforted 218 00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:40,150 when their partners were dying 219 00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:43,790 and the family wouldn't allow them into the hospital, 220 00:16:43,840 --> 00:16:46,780 or the church where they're buried. 221 00:16:47,080 --> 00:16:49,030 I'm tired of it... 222 00:16:49,080 --> 00:16:51,550 tired of hearing about it. 223 00:16:52,360 --> 00:16:55,310 He wasn't close to his parents, he was close to you. 224 00:16:55,360 --> 00:16:58,760 Hold your own funeral, say your own goodbye. 225 00:17:00,680 --> 00:17:03,350 That's what I should be doing. 226 00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:05,390 Saying goodbye. 227 00:17:14,600 --> 00:17:16,910 What am I doing all this other stuff for? 228 00:17:16,960 --> 00:17:20,320 Because Alex discovered some government secret? So what? 229 00:17:22,680 --> 00:17:24,910 Cos they lied about a war? 230 00:17:24,960 --> 00:17:28,480 They spy on us? Who..? What's it got to do with me? 231 00:17:37,920 --> 00:17:41,240 And you know, I don't know any code. I don't. 232 00:17:47,920 --> 00:17:50,120 'So, I don't know...' 233 00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:55,120 Maybe, whatever those secrets are, maybe they weren't meant for me. 234 00:17:57,440 --> 00:17:59,440 Then, that's that. 235 00:18:41,720 --> 00:18:45,800 DISTANT SEAGULLS 236 00:19:03,400 --> 00:19:06,000 Do you believe in soul mates? 237 00:19:09,240 --> 00:19:10,440 No. 238 00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:17,360 Not only do I not believe in them... 239 00:19:17,760 --> 00:19:20,360 .. it's not even a nice idea. 240 00:19:20,920 --> 00:19:22,630 Not a nice idea? 241 00:19:22,680 --> 00:19:26,790 That there's only just one other person out there for you. 242 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:29,990 What are the odds this person would be in the same country? 243 00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:31,670 Or the same city? 244 00:19:31,720 --> 00:19:33,310 That their paths would even cross? 245 00:19:33,360 --> 00:19:37,200 It would mean almost everyone in the world is with the wrong person. 246 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:42,350 If it's a way of saying, "we're good together", why not just say... 247 00:19:42,400 --> 00:19:44,600 "we're good together"? 248 00:19:45,280 --> 00:19:46,870 But if you mean it literally... 249 00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:51,710 - You think there are better people out there for you? - There might be. 250 00:19:51,760 --> 00:19:53,630 For both of us. 251 00:19:56,240 --> 00:19:59,320 But since we don't know them, it's just a theoretical. 252 00:20:00,880 --> 00:20:02,550 Yes. It's... 253 00:20:02,600 --> 00:20:04,670 a sentimental idea. 254 00:20:07,360 --> 00:20:09,670 The maths doesn't add up. 255 00:20:09,720 --> 00:20:12,230 But... 256 00:20:12,280 --> 00:20:15,870 we're by the fire, we're under a night sky. 257 00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:18,790 Couldn't you just have said "yes"? 258 00:20:18,960 --> 00:20:22,160 Is that what your soul mate would've done? 259 00:22:48,880 --> 00:22:50,550 Can it be opened? 260 00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:52,800 If you know the code. 261 00:23:09,560 --> 00:23:11,160 This is us. 262 00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:06,070 Oh, I've done a lot of things with a lot of different people and... 263 00:24:06,120 --> 00:24:08,830 that's part of the reason I'm sure... 264 00:24:08,880 --> 00:24:11,480 that we're something special. 265 00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:14,710 But, for you, it... 266 00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:22,830 I don't want you to stay with me just because I'm the first. 267 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:25,230 So, you should see other people. 268 00:24:25,280 --> 00:24:26,880 You should. 269 00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:31,960 - I don't want to. - I only meant... - I don't need to. 270 00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:43,720 .. that there's only just one other person out there for you. 271 00:26:03,360 --> 00:26:04,900 DOG BARKS 272 00:26:09,120 --> 00:26:10,920 DOORBELL RINGS 273 00:26:35,440 --> 00:26:37,120 Scottie? 274 00:26:41,680 --> 00:26:43,220 Scottie?! 275 00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:48,480 Scottie? 276 00:26:53,600 --> 00:26:54,870 FAINT MURMURING 277 00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:57,110 Scottie?! 278 00:26:57,160 --> 00:26:58,630 Scottie? 279 00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:07,590 - I was just remembering. - Huh? 280 00:27:11,440 --> 00:27:13,320 A place. 281 00:27:20,560 --> 00:27:22,700 I was remembering... 282 00:27:22,920 --> 00:27:24,520 .. a place. 283 00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:28,790 Right, we need to get you to the hospital. 284 00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:31,920 Will you just listen to me, for once, Danny?! 285 00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:40,680 You were remembering... a place. 286 00:27:57,040 --> 00:27:59,580 A place where no-one cares. 287 00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:19,820 Pathetic. 288 00:28:24,080 --> 00:28:25,620 Thank you. 289 00:28:32,320 --> 00:28:34,790 My parents used to chide me. 290 00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:37,510 "You were such a happy child." 291 00:28:39,560 --> 00:28:41,100 How long? 292 00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:43,900 Like this? 293 00:28:45,800 --> 00:28:47,470 Three weeks. 294 00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,640 Worse and worse each day. 295 00:28:54,760 --> 00:28:57,360 Now as bad as it's ever been. 296 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:02,990 It can't be coincidence, can it? 297 00:29:03,040 --> 00:29:06,280 30 years I've been OK and, now, like this? 298 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:13,670 Why might someone who's managed depression for 30 years 299 00:29:13,720 --> 00:29:16,190 suddenly suffer a relapse? 300 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:18,640 For no reason? 301 00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:23,590 This is what we're going to do. 302 00:29:23,640 --> 00:29:25,310 We'll get new pills. 303 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:28,870 Real pills from a different doctor. 304 00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:31,910 You can keep them on you at all... 305 00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:35,000 Unless they switch them before they give them to you. 306 00:29:36,160 --> 00:29:38,500 I'll get them illegally. 307 00:29:38,800 --> 00:29:41,800 I know someone. He can get anything. 308 00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:49,960 On your shell. 309 00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:54,420 Until they find a crack. 310 00:29:56,280 --> 00:29:57,820 A frailty. 311 00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:01,270 A vulnerability. 312 00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:05,060 No matter how small. 313 00:30:07,680 --> 00:30:10,020 And then they pick away. 314 00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:19,680 How do you kill an alcoholic? 315 00:30:20,160 --> 00:30:21,950 With alcohol. 316 00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:24,670 How do you kill a drug addict? 317 00:30:24,800 --> 00:30:26,670 With drugs. 318 00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:29,320 How do you kill a depressive? 319 00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:33,230 Where'd you get them? 320 00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:36,110 People tell the doctor whatever story, 321 00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:38,670 collect a prescription, sell it to me. 322 00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:42,000 They're good. It's all good. Always good from me. 323 00:30:43,080 --> 00:30:45,030 Do you want something else? 324 00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:46,830 No. 325 00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:48,620 Nothing else. 326 00:30:57,800 --> 00:30:59,340 Thank you. 327 00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:40,540 Have you examined the contents? 328 00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:43,240 We're going to need help. 329 00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:46,760 With help comes risk. 330 00:31:47,360 --> 00:31:50,590 The more people you involve... 331 00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:53,240 Look what they've done to us. 332 00:31:53,600 --> 00:31:56,880 That was before they knew we had this. 333 00:32:01,640 --> 00:32:03,780 I can do this alone. 334 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:13,000 There are rumours. 335 00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:16,390 About how the... Kremlin 336 00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:19,840 guarantees the loyalty of its most important citizens. 337 00:32:21,880 --> 00:32:26,070 Under the pretext of celebrating an election to the State Duma, 338 00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:32,070 the individual is treated to the finest meal Moscow has to offer. 339 00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:35,040 At some point during that night... 340 00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:39,320 .. this prized individual blacks out... 341 00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:41,710 .. waking in a hotel suite, 342 00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:45,280 on a bed, beside a terrified naked child. 343 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:50,950 Before he can say anything, the FSB storm the room, arrest him, 344 00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:55,830 and take him to an interrogation cell in Moscow's Butyrka prison, 345 00:32:55,880 --> 00:32:58,470 where the individual swears he is not a paedophile. 346 00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:01,470 "My drink must have been spiked!" 347 00:33:01,520 --> 00:33:04,630 "I, I've been framed by my enemies!" He doesn't know. 348 00:33:04,680 --> 00:33:07,680 He can't explain. "But it is a mistake!" 349 00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:10,310 And, to his surprise... 350 00:33:10,360 --> 00:33:13,270 the FSB officer agrees that it is a mistake, 351 00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:17,310 but it is a mistake they will hold on record forever, 352 00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:20,390 a mistake no-one will ever see, unless... 353 00:33:20,440 --> 00:33:24,430 the individual makes a mistake of a political kind. 354 00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:27,150 And, with that, the man's choice is clear -- 355 00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:29,430 privilege or disgrace. 356 00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:31,430 Destruction or survival. 357 00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:34,470 The FSB officer believes he's won. 358 00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:36,470 The individual believes he's lost. 359 00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:39,390 But those systems of oppression... 360 00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:43,030 .. as ruthless as they appear, 361 00:33:43,080 --> 00:33:45,910 as unbeatable as they seem, never hold, 362 00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:48,390 never last, never survive, 363 00:33:48,440 --> 00:33:51,040 for we will not live in fear. 364 00:33:54,560 --> 00:33:57,510 I would like to finish this particular adventure with you, 365 00:33:57,560 --> 00:33:59,630 Daniel Edward Holt. 366 00:33:59,680 --> 00:34:01,680 If you'll have me. 367 00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:09,100 We're being watched. 368 00:34:09,520 --> 00:34:11,660 We will be followed. 369 00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:14,510 So we separate. 370 00:34:14,560 --> 00:34:16,670 Shake them off. 371 00:34:16,720 --> 00:34:18,950 And meet up at a place... 372 00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:22,360 where no-one can follow us without revealing themselves. 373 00:34:56,240 --> 00:34:58,840 The place where no-one cares? 374 00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:04,590 I've always taken comfort from the idea that people don't care. 375 00:35:04,640 --> 00:35:06,590 That they have better things to think about, 376 00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:10,110 that there are more important matters to worry about. 377 00:35:10,160 --> 00:35:11,950 I like it when people walk past me 378 00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:16,350 and couldn't care less what I'm wearing, or whose hand I'm holding. 379 00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:19,030 The place where no-one cares. 380 00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:22,310 When I was young, I spent a lot of time searching for it, 381 00:35:22,360 --> 00:35:25,590 and I promised myself, if I ever found it, 382 00:35:25,640 --> 00:35:28,760 if it ever existed, that's where I'd make my home. 383 00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:05,360 What do you think? 384 00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:09,350 Ambition. 385 00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:11,400 But no conviction. 386 00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:16,270 You skip from short stories to lyrics, 387 00:36:16,320 --> 00:36:18,750 from poems to sketches, 388 00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:20,830 hoping the world will tell you who you are. 389 00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:23,220 You must tell the world. 390 00:36:38,040 --> 00:36:39,830 There you are. 391 00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:41,790 Well done. 392 00:36:41,840 --> 00:36:43,190 You weren't followed? 393 00:36:43,240 --> 00:36:44,910 Well, I hope not. 394 00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:47,300 So, will Marcus help us? 395 00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:50,360 He didn't say. 396 00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:55,790 Keep back, 397 00:36:55,840 --> 00:36:59,520 and then that gives you your 'B' for 'Baritone'. 398 00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:04,040 - Oh, I see -- no, four, of course. - Yes. 399 00:37:04,440 --> 00:37:07,110 - And that's got... - Where did you two meet? 400 00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:08,990 Cambridge. 401 00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:10,980 We shared a flat. 402 00:37:13,880 --> 00:37:17,990 I was the first person he shared the secret of his sexuality with. 403 00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:20,430 At that time, it was illegal. 404 00:37:20,480 --> 00:37:22,790 And there were rumours. 405 00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:26,680 So, then, I... agreed to play the part of... his lover. 406 00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:31,230 And we walked around arm in arm, and we... 407 00:37:31,280 --> 00:37:34,480 had picnics in the scholar's garden and... 408 00:37:36,600 --> 00:37:39,390 .. it was supposed to last about two months or so. 409 00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:41,580 It lasted two years. 410 00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:44,590 Are you gay? 411 00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:46,720 No. 412 00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:50,950 Did you see other people? 413 00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:53,030 No. 414 00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:56,880 I tried to become the man I was pretending to be. 415 00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:03,980 You know, I prayed for the right kind of desire? 416 00:38:06,720 --> 00:38:09,820 - A sham romance, you might say. - No. 417 00:38:11,240 --> 00:38:12,640 No, no. 418 00:38:15,160 --> 00:38:18,710 We're friends. We have been ever since. 419 00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:21,750 We can't be sad about that. I refuse to be sad about that. 420 00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:24,070 It's all very touching. 421 00:38:26,560 --> 00:38:28,190 Marcus... 422 00:38:28,240 --> 00:38:31,670 This is Danny, Alex's partner. And Scottie. 423 00:38:31,720 --> 00:38:33,390 Where is it? 424 00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:50,480 Cheers. 425 00:40:05,880 --> 00:40:09,000 You didn't know, did you? How smart he was? 426 00:40:10,040 --> 00:40:11,550 I knew. 427 00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:13,470 But not really. 428 00:40:16,360 --> 00:40:18,900 Not in the way you did, no. 429 00:40:21,240 --> 00:40:23,510 His partner... 430 00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:26,470 without any appreciation of his intellect. 431 00:40:26,520 --> 00:40:30,640 Beyond some generalised idea that he was good with numbers. 432 00:40:31,760 --> 00:40:34,030 Love without knowledge. 433 00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:38,520 Popular culture might depict that as a romantic notion, I suppose. 434 00:40:40,280 --> 00:40:43,030 He never spoke about his work. 435 00:40:43,080 --> 00:40:44,470 What did you talk about? 436 00:40:44,520 --> 00:40:46,390 Everything else. 437 00:40:47,040 --> 00:40:49,790 I see. 438 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:52,640 No, I don't. I don't see at all. 439 00:40:56,240 --> 00:40:58,430 Well, what did you two talk about? 440 00:40:58,480 --> 00:41:01,320 - Outside of work? - We didn't. 441 00:41:02,640 --> 00:41:04,910 Look, try to understand, 442 00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:06,550 I was sure, 443 00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:11,550 absolutely certain that he was going to change the world in some way. 444 00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:15,190 Not my world. THE world. 445 00:41:15,240 --> 00:41:18,150 Can you imagine the enormity of that feeling? 446 00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:21,680 Being in the company of someone like that? 447 00:41:27,120 --> 00:41:29,520 We knew different people. 448 00:41:29,680 --> 00:41:31,150 Hmm. 449 00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:33,940 The man I knew was exceptional. 450 00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:36,670 - The man you knew was not. - The... - Unless you're going to tell me 451 00:41:36,720 --> 00:41:40,040 how many sugars he took in his tea, or how he liked to be fucked. 452 00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:45,550 Are these the details that define us? 453 00:41:45,600 --> 00:41:47,470 I think that... 454 00:41:47,920 --> 00:41:50,670 .. being admired is lonely. 455 00:41:50,720 --> 00:41:52,270 You're right, I'm sure. 456 00:41:52,320 --> 00:41:55,070 But that was the price he had to pay. 457 00:41:55,120 --> 00:41:57,670 The ordinary world wasn't for him. 458 00:41:57,720 --> 00:42:00,550 And his flirtation with it... 459 00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:03,270 was always going to end badly. 460 00:42:08,080 --> 00:42:09,620 Professor? 461 00:42:11,840 --> 00:42:13,710 I miss him, too. 462 00:42:47,680 --> 00:42:49,350 He did it. 463 00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:52,910 The 9/11 attackers sent e-mails 464 00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:54,950 using pre-arranged code words. 465 00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:57,990 "The Faculty Of Urban Planning" was the World Trade Center. 466 00:42:58,040 --> 00:43:01,270 The, uh, The Pentagon was "The Faculty Of Fine Arts". 467 00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:05,550 Mohammed Atta's final message to the other terrorists 468 00:43:05,600 --> 00:43:07,950 referred to their semesters beginning 469 00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:12,080 in three weeks at the faculties of Urban Planning and Fine Arts. 470 00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:24,790 Two e-mails. 471 00:43:27,840 --> 00:43:29,390 In this one, 472 00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:31,470 "zoo" means zoo. 473 00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:34,030 In this one, it means airport. 474 00:43:34,080 --> 00:43:36,620 How do you tell them apart? 475 00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:39,110 When... 476 00:43:39,160 --> 00:43:41,070 people... 477 00:43:41,120 --> 00:43:43,350 who go to the zoo 478 00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:45,200 also visit... 479 00:43:46,360 --> 00:43:47,960 .. museums. 480 00:43:49,240 --> 00:43:51,670 They watch animated movies. 481 00:43:51,720 --> 00:43:54,350 Buy children's clothes. 482 00:43:54,400 --> 00:43:58,350 And donate... to animal charities. 483 00:43:58,400 --> 00:44:03,270 Convert our entire online history into numbers, 484 00:44:03,320 --> 00:44:05,670 and a visit to the zoo... 485 00:44:05,720 --> 00:44:08,230 looks... 486 00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:09,820 like this. 487 00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:14,280 A coded message looks... 488 00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:19,820 .. like this. 489 00:44:23,920 --> 00:44:27,590 The 9/11 terrorists used innocent words, 490 00:44:27,640 --> 00:44:29,910 but they didn't use them like the rest of us. 491 00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:33,920 We like to think of ourselves as individuals. 492 00:44:36,080 --> 00:44:37,710 But we're not. 493 00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:39,110 We're a pattern. 494 00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:40,870 We are... 495 00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:42,840 married, gay... 496 00:44:44,200 --> 00:44:46,470 .. straight, professional, 497 00:44:46,520 --> 00:44:48,360 rich, poor. 498 00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:53,590 Our online DNA, 499 00:44:53,640 --> 00:44:56,380 revealing... our true nature... 500 00:44:57,280 --> 00:44:59,110 .. even... 501 00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:00,830 when we lie. 502 00:45:03,720 --> 00:45:06,820 I told him he would change the world. 503 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:11,880 I just didn't tell him how dangerous it would be. 504 00:45:15,040 --> 00:45:18,440 Alex decided to apply his concept to speech. 505 00:45:19,920 --> 00:45:22,430 Words don't occur in isolation. 506 00:45:22,480 --> 00:45:24,750 They're part of a series of actions. 507 00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:26,510 Your intake of breath, 508 00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:30,790 facial gestures, pupil dilation, hand movements. 509 00:45:30,840 --> 00:45:33,670 Alex theorised they formed patterns, 510 00:45:33,720 --> 00:45:35,950 and these patterns would be different 511 00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:38,510 if we were telling the truth or telling a lie. 512 00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:40,550 A lie detector? 513 00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:42,750 Important lies are told by important people. 514 00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:45,550 They'd never consent to a test of any kind. 515 00:45:45,600 --> 00:45:47,110 Alex didn't need their consent. 516 00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:49,510 They've already provided all the information. 517 00:45:49,560 --> 00:45:53,430 The most important people in the world are also the most documented. 518 00:45:53,480 --> 00:45:56,790 Study every word they've ever spoken. 519 00:45:56,840 --> 00:45:59,830 Mundane, profound -- it doesn't matter. 520 00:45:59,880 --> 00:46:02,510 Analyse every variable possible. 521 00:46:02,560 --> 00:46:04,630 Translate that information into numbers, 522 00:46:04,680 --> 00:46:06,830 and identify the patterns. 523 00:46:06,880 --> 00:46:08,550 A fingerprint... 524 00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:11,590 for our truths and our lies. 525 00:46:11,640 --> 00:46:13,990 We'd be able to analyse every statement. 526 00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:16,070 Every political claim. 527 00:46:16,120 --> 00:46:18,230 Er, every case for war. 528 00:46:18,280 --> 00:46:20,150 Every court case verdict. 529 00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:22,070 The end of lies. 530 00:46:31,560 --> 00:46:34,110 If the four of us survive a week, 531 00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:36,360 I'd be very surprised. 532 00:46:51,680 --> 00:46:55,380 You're a thoroughly nice guy, aren't you, Danny? 533 00:46:56,080 --> 00:46:58,110 So was Alex. 534 00:46:58,160 --> 00:47:01,460 For all his intellect, an innocent, really. 535 00:47:03,320 --> 00:47:07,190 When he told me he was going to work for GCHQ, I knew it was a mistake. 536 00:47:07,240 --> 00:47:09,230 He didn't belong in that world. 537 00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:12,880 And I could feel him wanting me to tell him so. 538 00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:17,550 Why didn't you say something? 539 00:47:17,600 --> 00:47:21,110 We didn't have that kind of a relationship. 540 00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:24,390 I take it you have some kind of plan? 541 00:47:24,440 --> 00:47:26,710 We must prove it works. 542 00:47:36,320 --> 00:47:37,750 You don't have a plan, do you? 543 00:47:37,800 --> 00:47:39,310 No. 544 00:47:39,360 --> 00:47:42,760 He needed to believe I did. And we need him. 545 00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:44,510 You see? 546 00:47:44,560 --> 00:47:47,390 Proof -- the orderly functioning of society 547 00:47:47,440 --> 00:47:49,750 depends on our ability to lie. 548 00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:53,150 Given the choice of no lies, or lies, every organization, 549 00:47:53,200 --> 00:47:57,240 every person of power, without exception, will choose lies. 550 00:47:58,400 --> 00:48:02,200 Maybe Alex imagined a better way of doing things. 551 00:48:03,800 --> 00:48:07,200 I wonder when he began work on this project. 552 00:48:07,840 --> 00:48:09,470 Why does that matter? 553 00:48:09,520 --> 00:48:13,030 Maybe he was ashamed of the lies he'd told you. 554 00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:16,630 Ashamed that your relationship was built on lies. 555 00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:18,510 Maybe on some level, 556 00:48:18,560 --> 00:48:20,750 he thought he was making amends. 557 00:48:20,800 --> 00:48:22,940 - To who? - To you. 558 00:48:30,560 --> 00:48:32,160 Danny! 559 00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:46,480 - I'm to blame. - I'm sorry. 560 00:48:47,920 --> 00:48:49,350 I'm to blame. 561 00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:51,740 I never said "to blame". 562 00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:54,940 He did it for me? 563 00:48:55,880 --> 00:48:57,680 It's possible. 564 00:48:59,240 --> 00:49:00,950 I never asked for it. 565 00:49:01,000 --> 00:49:05,590 He knew you'd find out that he'd lied about much of his life. 566 00:49:05,640 --> 00:49:08,030 He must have worried that you'd end up hating him. 567 00:49:08,080 --> 00:49:10,870 He must have worried about that moment every day. 568 00:49:10,920 --> 00:49:12,590 Would you still love him if you knew? 569 00:49:12,640 --> 00:49:15,590 Could you still love him if you knew? 570 00:49:15,640 --> 00:49:20,040 Would you re-examine your love story -- Alex's only love story... 571 00:49:21,200 --> 00:49:25,830 .. and decide, in the end, it was nothing but a lie? 572 00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:27,880 He was never sure. 573 00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:30,270 How could he be? 574 00:49:34,280 --> 00:49:36,830 I wish I could've told him. 575 00:49:36,880 --> 00:49:39,270 That none of it mattered. 576 00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:41,590 The lies, the mistakes. 577 00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:46,000 That I loved him, just the same. 578 00:49:46,880 --> 00:49:50,360 That I, I love him. Still. Now. Knowing it all. 579 00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:56,350 I wish he could've heard me say it. 580 00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:57,720 Yes. 581 00:50:02,000 --> 00:50:03,940 He'll never know. 582 00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:05,560 No. 583 00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:56,470 This is going to sound a, a bit... 584 00:50:57,360 --> 00:51:00,960 But... it occurred to me I'd never said it out loud before. 585 00:51:03,440 --> 00:51:05,040 I love you. 586 00:51:06,200 --> 00:51:07,740 Very much. 587 00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:55,140 You're not going to be charged. 588 00:52:02,120 --> 00:52:03,720 Is that it? 589 00:52:05,400 --> 00:52:07,400 You're free to go. 590 00:52:10,120 --> 00:52:13,720 You brought me here like this to tell me that? 591 00:52:17,440 --> 00:52:19,710 Will anyone be charged? 592 00:52:24,480 --> 00:52:25,950 Danny... 593 00:52:27,480 --> 00:52:29,220 .. for you... 594 00:52:30,120 --> 00:52:31,990 .. this is over. 595 00:52:32,800 --> 00:52:34,670 This isn't over. 596 00:52:45,640 --> 00:52:47,510 This isn't over. 597 00:53:29,400 --> 00:53:31,280 APPLAUSE 598 00:54:11,960 --> 00:54:13,840 PHONE RINGS 599 00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:28,180 - Scottie? - Danny. 600 00:54:36,360 --> 00:54:38,710 - Danny... - Scottie? 601 00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:40,960 There will be a note. 602 00:55:04,640 --> 00:55:06,110 APPLAUSE 603 00:55:33,760 --> 00:55:35,880 HE BEGINS TO CRY