1 00:00:00,510 --> 00:00:02,700 - Stay where you are! - Get down! 2 00:00:04,780 --> 00:00:06,890 A specialist escort agency for the very rich. 3 00:00:06,940 --> 00:00:08,410 Alex didn't use escorts. 4 00:00:08,460 --> 00:00:11,330 I have to buy a battery for my laptop. 5 00:00:11,380 --> 00:00:13,970 'I stole something... from the attic.' 6 00:00:14,020 --> 00:00:16,170 It's a locked cylinder. 7 00:00:16,220 --> 00:00:19,610 - It needs a code. - Which you don't know? - No. 8 00:00:19,660 --> 00:00:22,690 I've gone over every conversation, every word. 9 00:00:22,740 --> 00:00:26,340 Danny, you've got to figure it out, you're the only one who can. 10 00:00:28,220 --> 00:00:30,810 Did you know that I suffer from depression?! 11 00:00:30,860 --> 00:00:33,250 Did you know that in the past I drank?! 12 00:00:33,300 --> 00:00:35,490 I didn't know Alex well personally. 13 00:00:35,540 --> 00:00:38,650 There are not many students who start their degree at 15. 14 00:00:38,700 --> 00:00:40,570 He was murdered. 15 00:00:41,700 --> 00:00:44,010 So I take it you want to speak to his professor? 16 00:00:44,060 --> 00:00:45,490 Marcus Shore. 17 00:00:45,540 --> 00:00:47,690 Why did they murder him? 18 00:00:47,740 --> 00:00:49,290 I don't know. 19 00:00:49,340 --> 00:00:50,690 Whatever Alex discovered, 20 00:00:50,740 --> 00:00:54,650 whatever it was, whatever it is, no-one wants in the open. 21 00:00:54,700 --> 00:00:57,250 We're not up against one intelligence agency, 22 00:00:57,300 --> 00:00:59,770 we're up against them all. 23 00:01:00,500 --> 00:01:02,450 I need information. 24 00:01:02,500 --> 00:01:05,930 What does it mean? It means we are quite alone. 25 00:01:05,980 --> 00:01:07,850 Get in the car. 26 00:01:08,620 --> 00:01:10,360 It's for you. 27 00:01:12,100 --> 00:01:13,640 Not here! 28 00:01:15,780 --> 00:01:19,260 MOBILE PHONE RINGS 29 00:01:26,820 --> 00:01:30,620 - DISTORTED VOICE: - 'You're looking for answers. 30 00:01:32,620 --> 00:01:35,160 'But are you ready for them? 31 00:01:37,060 --> 00:01:39,060 'Get in the hotel. 32 00:01:42,900 --> 00:01:44,660 'Room 116.' 33 00:02:10,180 --> 00:02:11,980 'The bathroom. 34 00:02:21,420 --> 00:02:22,890 'Get in. 35 00:02:22,940 --> 00:02:24,680 'Clothes on.' 36 00:02:44,060 --> 00:02:45,570 'Now you're clean, 37 00:02:45,620 --> 00:02:48,160 'we can talk a little freer. 38 00:02:49,780 --> 00:02:51,520 'Get changed. 39 00:03:00,500 --> 00:03:02,040 'Outside.' 40 00:03:04,780 --> 00:03:06,850 Where are we going? 41 00:03:07,500 --> 00:03:10,700 'Do you want to know who Alex was or not?' 42 00:03:17,220 --> 00:03:19,090 'The doors are locked, Danny. 43 00:03:19,140 --> 00:03:20,810 'No way out. 44 00:03:22,660 --> 00:03:24,400 'No way back. 45 00:03:31,300 --> 00:03:35,860 'I want to take you on a journey... into Alex's past.' 46 00:03:43,260 --> 00:03:45,460 'Remember this place? 47 00:03:51,420 --> 00:03:54,460 'Are you sure you know what really happened in there? 48 00:03:59,660 --> 00:04:01,180 'Walk.' 49 00:04:10,340 --> 00:04:13,500 DISTANT LAUGHTER 50 00:04:15,660 --> 00:04:17,130 'A reservation. 51 00:04:17,180 --> 00:04:19,720 - 'For two.' - PHONE BEEPS 52 00:04:33,860 --> 00:04:35,770 There you go. 53 00:04:35,820 --> 00:04:37,090 Menu. 54 00:05:10,220 --> 00:05:11,760 Here I am. 55 00:05:15,020 --> 00:05:16,690 Alex's past. 56 00:06:11,380 --> 00:06:13,980 Well... this is weird. 57 00:06:26,620 --> 00:06:28,850 Never done anything like this before. 58 00:06:28,900 --> 00:06:30,440 Like this? 59 00:06:32,580 --> 00:06:34,320 What is this? 60 00:06:35,900 --> 00:06:37,610 Being paid 61 00:06:37,660 --> 00:06:40,140 to tell someone how I... 62 00:06:43,220 --> 00:06:45,290 .. their boyfriend. 63 00:06:49,380 --> 00:06:52,250 They said you wouldn't believe me. 64 00:06:52,740 --> 00:06:54,170 Who are they? 65 00:06:54,220 --> 00:06:55,960 Who are they? 66 00:06:58,340 --> 00:07:01,340 They are the people pulling my strings. 67 00:07:01,900 --> 00:07:05,300 I have no control over what I'm about to do. 68 00:07:06,780 --> 00:07:08,450 Like this... 69 00:07:27,140 --> 00:07:28,740 No control. 70 00:07:31,940 --> 00:07:34,540 Alex... ate breakfast here... 71 00:07:35,940 --> 00:07:37,290 .. almost every morning. 72 00:07:37,340 --> 00:07:39,690 You can even tell me what he liked to order? 73 00:07:39,740 --> 00:07:40,930 What? 74 00:07:40,980 --> 00:07:42,890 Oh, to be convincing, you mean? 75 00:07:42,940 --> 00:07:45,610 - You watched him? - Serving. 76 00:07:46,220 --> 00:07:48,530 - A waiter? - Me? No. 77 00:07:48,580 --> 00:07:51,500 Please. I was pretending. 78 00:08:02,460 --> 00:08:04,260 The service... 79 00:08:04,740 --> 00:08:07,980 .. it's very expensive because the people, we... 80 00:08:09,620 --> 00:08:12,700 .. don't know that we are... escorts. 81 00:08:15,660 --> 00:08:17,860 How is that possible? 82 00:08:18,620 --> 00:08:20,090 We pretend. 83 00:08:20,140 --> 00:08:22,570 We pretend to meet them by chance, 84 00:08:22,620 --> 00:08:25,860 we pretend to be won over by their charms... 85 00:08:27,460 --> 00:08:29,530 .. we pretend to... 86 00:08:29,580 --> 00:08:31,450 for pleasure... 87 00:08:31,500 --> 00:08:34,530 - which takes some serious pretending. - Who pays you? 88 00:08:34,580 --> 00:08:37,520 Our clients aren't the people we... 89 00:08:39,260 --> 00:08:40,850 We report back. 90 00:08:40,900 --> 00:08:42,570 So and so... 91 00:08:44,260 --> 00:08:46,460 .. likes it like this. 92 00:08:46,900 --> 00:08:48,530 So and so... 93 00:08:48,580 --> 00:08:50,530 likes a little of this. 94 00:08:50,580 --> 00:08:52,580 HE SNIFFS 95 00:08:57,740 --> 00:08:59,280 Blackmail? 96 00:08:59,940 --> 00:09:01,530 But that's not my business. 97 00:09:01,580 --> 00:09:03,920 You just do the fucking. 98 00:09:04,780 --> 00:09:06,980 I just do the fucking. 99 00:09:16,980 --> 00:09:18,450 ALEX GASPS 100 00:09:18,500 --> 00:09:20,410 'They told me to meet him... 101 00:09:20,460 --> 00:09:22,290 'in the way you met him.' 102 00:09:22,340 --> 00:09:24,820 I'm sorry... 'An accident. 103 00:09:27,620 --> 00:09:30,220 'They told me to be like you. 104 00:09:31,620 --> 00:09:34,360 'They told me to act like you.' 105 00:09:35,820 --> 00:09:38,860 In the end, Alex wasn't so tricky. 106 00:09:40,100 --> 00:09:42,640 He just needed to believe... 107 00:09:43,180 --> 00:09:45,290 .. he was being good 108 00:09:45,340 --> 00:09:48,330 .. all the way up until he was being... 109 00:09:48,380 --> 00:09:50,320 a little bit bad. 110 00:09:52,340 --> 00:09:54,940 How do you seduce a good man? 111 00:09:55,780 --> 00:09:57,770 'My approach was simple. 112 00:09:57,820 --> 00:10:00,010 'I told him a sad story.' 113 00:10:00,060 --> 00:10:04,730 I tell him it's the will and last testament of my mother. 114 00:10:04,780 --> 00:10:07,930 And my mother, she never loved me, bitch. 115 00:10:07,980 --> 00:10:11,450 In her will, the bitch leaves just three things to me. 116 00:10:11,500 --> 00:10:14,290 Just three paintings. That's all. 117 00:10:14,340 --> 00:10:17,850 And Alex, listening like a puppy dog. 118 00:10:17,900 --> 00:10:20,570 And I tell him, heartbroken... 119 00:10:21,140 --> 00:10:24,330 .. they are the three paintings I painted for her. 120 00:10:24,380 --> 00:10:26,410 I'm an artist, I say... 121 00:10:26,460 --> 00:10:29,810 No, not yet an artist, 122 00:10:29,860 --> 00:10:32,960 - aspiring to be. - Pretending to be. 123 00:10:33,820 --> 00:10:35,690 That's a true story. 124 00:10:35,740 --> 00:10:37,250 I am an artist. 125 00:10:37,300 --> 00:10:38,570 What? 126 00:10:40,660 --> 00:10:44,760 What do you think? I grew up wanting to be an escort? 127 00:10:45,700 --> 00:10:47,290 Enough, Danny. 128 00:10:47,340 --> 00:10:49,810 Enough with not believing. 129 00:10:50,660 --> 00:10:52,170 What do you need? 130 00:10:52,220 --> 00:10:54,370 I'll give it to you? Hmm? 131 00:10:54,420 --> 00:10:56,890 You need those little details? 132 00:10:56,940 --> 00:10:59,940 A birthmark on the inside of his thigh? 133 00:11:00,900 --> 00:11:03,050 Something whispered? 134 00:11:03,100 --> 00:11:05,040 Something moaned? 135 00:11:05,780 --> 00:11:08,880 He had a thirst, I can tell you that. 136 00:11:09,340 --> 00:11:12,450 Like a man crawling out of the desert. 137 00:11:12,500 --> 00:11:14,210 Yeah? 138 00:11:14,260 --> 00:11:15,730 Throat dry. 139 00:11:15,780 --> 00:11:17,320 Lips dry. 140 00:11:17,940 --> 00:11:20,810 Gulping up all those missed years. 141 00:11:24,780 --> 00:11:26,610 Where? 142 00:11:26,660 --> 00:11:28,200 My place. 143 00:11:29,740 --> 00:11:31,130 Your place? 144 00:11:31,180 --> 00:11:32,530 My fake place. 145 00:11:32,580 --> 00:11:34,780 Why did he come round? 146 00:11:35,420 --> 00:11:38,160 To see my paintings, of course. 147 00:11:43,060 --> 00:11:44,930 What did you do? 148 00:11:45,700 --> 00:11:47,650 'You hate yourself for asking.' 149 00:11:47,700 --> 00:11:49,610 So... 'But you had to know.' 150 00:11:49,660 --> 00:11:51,570 I'll be right back, OK? Give me a second. 151 00:11:51,620 --> 00:11:53,250 'You had to ask... 152 00:11:53,300 --> 00:11:55,240 'what did we do?' 153 00:11:56,540 --> 00:11:58,480 We played a game. 154 00:11:58,740 --> 00:12:01,690 How long can we talk without mentioning 155 00:12:01,740 --> 00:12:05,040 the only thing we were both thinking about? 156 00:12:07,100 --> 00:12:09,770 The first game lasted an hour. 157 00:12:10,940 --> 00:12:12,940 The second game... 158 00:12:13,860 --> 00:12:17,160 - .. lasted a little longer... - ALEX PANTS 159 00:12:29,540 --> 00:12:32,250 I rang him afterwards, 160 00:12:32,300 --> 00:12:34,530 but he didn't answer. 161 00:12:34,580 --> 00:12:37,010 The client wanted more. 162 00:12:37,060 --> 00:12:39,970 But Alex wasn't interested. 163 00:12:40,020 --> 00:12:42,850 Why wouldn't you tell me that he kept coming back? 164 00:12:42,900 --> 00:12:46,410 Because I can see you're good at sniffing a lie. 165 00:12:46,460 --> 00:12:48,730 So, I told you the truth. 166 00:12:48,780 --> 00:12:50,970 Why did they hire you? 167 00:12:51,020 --> 00:12:52,930 I don't know, I don't care. 168 00:12:52,980 --> 00:12:54,850 It's just a job. 169 00:12:56,300 --> 00:12:57,840 He's dead. 170 00:12:58,740 --> 00:13:01,220 Your job. He was murdered. 171 00:13:02,340 --> 00:13:04,010 You think you're not involved? 172 00:13:04,060 --> 00:13:07,060 Because you seem like a loose end to me. 173 00:13:10,900 --> 00:13:13,770 I was told to pay for our dinner. 174 00:13:15,500 --> 00:13:16,780 Hey? 175 00:13:18,220 --> 00:13:21,490 How else are you going to let them know what a great job you did? 176 00:13:21,540 --> 00:13:24,140 I can see strings on you too. 177 00:13:43,780 --> 00:13:45,980 What are you thinking? 178 00:13:52,900 --> 00:13:54,640 Say it again. 179 00:13:56,900 --> 00:13:59,100 What are you thinking? 180 00:14:16,900 --> 00:14:18,380 Nothing. 181 00:14:22,820 --> 00:14:25,450 You were Alex's first experience of love. 182 00:14:25,500 --> 00:14:28,580 If he enjoyed a second, would you seem less important? 183 00:14:30,540 --> 00:14:35,100 Could the thrill of the new replace the comfort of the old? 184 00:14:37,780 --> 00:14:40,810 Watergate wasn't just about bugging the opposition. 185 00:14:40,860 --> 00:14:44,130 They used prostitutes to collect information on rival candidates 186 00:14:44,180 --> 00:14:48,490 to shame them, manipulate them, destroy them. 187 00:14:48,540 --> 00:14:51,540 Sex has always been a means of control. 188 00:14:52,420 --> 00:14:55,930 In the end, your relationship became a threat 189 00:14:55,980 --> 00:14:58,770 to their relationship with him. 190 00:14:58,820 --> 00:15:01,010 He changed you, you changed him, 191 00:15:01,060 --> 00:15:03,890 priorities altered, loyalties altered. 192 00:15:03,940 --> 00:15:06,680 I noticed it in our friendship. 193 00:15:08,420 --> 00:15:11,020 The two of you were besotted. 194 00:15:11,660 --> 00:15:13,770 The rest of the world ceased to exist, 195 00:15:13,820 --> 00:15:16,860 but Alex was one of their most important minds. 196 00:15:18,020 --> 00:15:21,020 Did you imagine they'd just allow him to drift away? 197 00:15:22,340 --> 00:15:24,010 I didn't think about it. 198 00:15:24,060 --> 00:15:26,130 It's all THEY would've thought about. 199 00:15:26,180 --> 00:15:29,610 What binds this brilliant young man to us? 200 00:15:29,660 --> 00:15:32,660 The Queen? Our history? His parents? 201 00:15:36,700 --> 00:15:39,930 I accept that I didn't know anything about his... work. 202 00:15:39,980 --> 00:15:41,580 His job. 203 00:15:43,060 --> 00:15:46,700 The truth is, I didn't really know him as a person either. 204 00:15:49,060 --> 00:15:51,060 I didn't know him. 205 00:15:53,300 --> 00:15:56,850 Of all the attacks they've used, including your health, 206 00:15:56,900 --> 00:16:00,450 the one that has proved most effective is smut. 207 00:16:00,500 --> 00:16:02,770 For you, of all people. 208 00:16:04,380 --> 00:16:07,250 He made a mistake, that's not it. 209 00:16:07,860 --> 00:16:10,330 But why didn't he tell me? 210 00:16:10,980 --> 00:16:13,180 Some of it? Any of it? 211 00:16:13,980 --> 00:16:15,730 Because you wanted him to be perfect. 212 00:16:15,780 --> 00:16:18,650 He saw that more clearly than you. 213 00:16:21,340 --> 00:16:24,010 It was his funeral last week. 214 00:16:24,060 --> 00:16:26,770 Do you know how I found out? 215 00:16:26,820 --> 00:16:29,420 I heard about it on the news. 216 00:16:30,460 --> 00:16:34,980 He was buried at a private ceremony for... close friends and family. 217 00:16:36,140 --> 00:16:38,290 I can't count how many men I've comforted 218 00:16:38,340 --> 00:16:40,650 when their partners were dying 219 00:16:40,700 --> 00:16:44,290 and the family wouldn't allow them into the hospital, 220 00:16:44,340 --> 00:16:47,280 or the church where they're buried. 221 00:16:47,580 --> 00:16:49,530 I'm tired of it... 222 00:16:49,580 --> 00:16:52,050 tired of hearing about it. 223 00:16:52,860 --> 00:16:55,810 He wasn't close to his parents, he was close to you. 224 00:16:55,860 --> 00:16:59,260 Hold your own funeral, say your own goodbye. 225 00:17:01,180 --> 00:17:03,850 That's what I should be doing. 226 00:17:04,020 --> 00:17:05,890 Saying goodbye. 227 00:17:15,100 --> 00:17:17,410 What am I doing all this other stuff for? 228 00:17:17,460 --> 00:17:20,820 Because Alex discovered some government secret? So what? 229 00:17:23,180 --> 00:17:25,410 Cos they lied about a war? 230 00:17:25,460 --> 00:17:28,980 They spy on us? Who..? What's it got to do with me? 231 00:17:38,420 --> 00:17:41,740 And you know, I don't know any code. I don't. 232 00:17:48,420 --> 00:17:50,620 'So, I don't know...' 233 00:17:51,260 --> 00:17:55,620 Maybe, whatever those secrets are, maybe they weren't meant for me. 234 00:17:57,940 --> 00:17:59,940 Then, that's that. 235 00:18:42,220 --> 00:18:46,300 DISTANT SEAGULLS 236 00:19:03,900 --> 00:19:06,500 Do you believe in soul mates? 237 00:19:09,740 --> 00:19:10,940 No. 238 00:19:14,860 --> 00:19:17,860 Not only do I not believe in them... 239 00:19:18,260 --> 00:19:20,860 .. it's not even a nice idea. 240 00:19:21,420 --> 00:19:23,130 Not a nice idea? 241 00:19:23,180 --> 00:19:27,290 That there's only just one other person out there for you. 242 00:19:27,340 --> 00:19:30,490 What are the odds this person would be in the same country? 243 00:19:30,540 --> 00:19:32,170 Or the same city? 244 00:19:32,220 --> 00:19:33,810 That their paths would even cross? 245 00:19:33,860 --> 00:19:37,700 It would mean almost everyone in the world is with the wrong person. 246 00:19:39,540 --> 00:19:42,850 If it's a way of saying, "we're good together", why not just say... 247 00:19:42,900 --> 00:19:45,100 "we're good together"? 248 00:19:45,780 --> 00:19:47,370 But if you mean it literally... 249 00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:52,210 - You think there are better people out there for you? - There might be. 250 00:19:52,260 --> 00:19:54,130 For both of us. 251 00:19:56,740 --> 00:19:59,820 But since we don't know them, it's just a theoretical. 252 00:20:01,380 --> 00:20:03,050 Yes. It's... 253 00:20:03,100 --> 00:20:05,170 a sentimental idea. 254 00:20:07,860 --> 00:20:10,170 The maths doesn't add up. 255 00:20:10,220 --> 00:20:12,730 But... 256 00:20:12,780 --> 00:20:16,370 we're by the fire, we're under a night sky. 257 00:20:16,420 --> 00:20:19,290 Couldn't you just have said "yes"? 258 00:20:19,460 --> 00:20:22,660 Is that what your soul mate would've done? 259 00:22:49,380 --> 00:22:51,050 Can it be opened? 260 00:22:51,100 --> 00:22:53,300 If you know the code. 261 00:23:10,060 --> 00:23:11,660 This is us. 262 00:24:02,500 --> 00:24:06,570 Oh, I've done a lot of things with a lot of different people and... 263 00:24:06,620 --> 00:24:09,330 that's part of the reason I'm sure... 264 00:24:09,380 --> 00:24:11,980 that we're something special. 265 00:24:13,140 --> 00:24:15,210 But, for you, it... 266 00:24:18,740 --> 00:24:23,330 I don't want you to stay with me just because I'm the first. 267 00:24:23,380 --> 00:24:25,730 So, you should see other people. 268 00:24:25,780 --> 00:24:27,380 You should. 269 00:24:28,580 --> 00:24:32,460 - I don't want to. - I only meant... - I don't need to. 270 00:24:40,580 --> 00:24:44,220 .. that there's only just one other person out there for you. 271 00:26:03,860 --> 00:26:05,400 DOG BARKS 272 00:26:09,620 --> 00:26:11,420 DOORBELL RINGS 273 00:26:35,940 --> 00:26:37,620 Scottie? 274 00:26:42,180 --> 00:26:43,720 Scottie?! 275 00:26:47,420 --> 00:26:48,980 Scottie? 276 00:26:54,100 --> 00:26:55,370 FAINT MURMURING 277 00:26:55,420 --> 00:26:57,610 Scottie?! 278 00:26:57,660 --> 00:26:59,130 Scottie? 279 00:27:05,220 --> 00:27:08,090 - I was just remembering. - Huh? 280 00:27:11,940 --> 00:27:13,820 A place. 281 00:27:21,060 --> 00:27:23,200 I was remembering... 282 00:27:23,420 --> 00:27:25,020 .. a place. 283 00:27:27,300 --> 00:27:29,290 Right, we need to get you to the hospital. 284 00:27:29,340 --> 00:27:32,420 Will you just listen to me, for once, Danny?! 285 00:27:38,380 --> 00:27:41,180 You were remembering... a place. 286 00:27:57,540 --> 00:28:00,080 A place where no-one cares. 287 00:28:18,780 --> 00:28:20,320 Pathetic. 288 00:28:24,580 --> 00:28:26,120 Thank you. 289 00:28:32,820 --> 00:28:35,290 My parents used to chide me. 290 00:28:35,340 --> 00:28:38,010 "You were such a happy child." 291 00:28:40,060 --> 00:28:41,600 How long? 292 00:28:42,860 --> 00:28:44,400 Like this? 293 00:28:46,300 --> 00:28:47,970 Three weeks. 294 00:28:50,740 --> 00:28:53,140 Worse and worse each day. 295 00:28:55,260 --> 00:28:57,860 Now as bad as it's ever been. 296 00:29:01,420 --> 00:29:03,490 It can't be coincidence, can it? 297 00:29:03,540 --> 00:29:06,780 30 years I've been OK and, now, like this? 298 00:29:10,580 --> 00:29:14,170 Why might someone who's managed depression for 30 years 299 00:29:14,220 --> 00:29:16,690 suddenly suffer a relapse? 300 00:29:17,340 --> 00:29:19,140 For no reason? 301 00:29:22,140 --> 00:29:24,090 This is what we're going to do. 302 00:29:24,140 --> 00:29:25,810 We'll get new pills. 303 00:29:25,860 --> 00:29:29,370 Real pills from a different doctor. 304 00:29:29,420 --> 00:29:32,410 You can keep them on you at all... 305 00:29:32,460 --> 00:29:35,500 Unless they switch them before they give them to you. 306 00:29:36,660 --> 00:29:39,000 I'll get them illegally. 307 00:29:39,300 --> 00:29:42,300 I know someone. He can get anything. 308 00:29:48,660 --> 00:29:50,460 On your shell. 309 00:29:52,580 --> 00:29:54,920 Until they find a crack. 310 00:29:56,780 --> 00:29:58,320 A frailty. 311 00:29:59,900 --> 00:30:01,770 A vulnerability. 312 00:30:03,420 --> 00:30:05,560 No matter how small. 313 00:30:08,180 --> 00:30:10,520 And then they pick away. 314 00:30:17,580 --> 00:30:20,180 How do you kill an alcoholic? 315 00:30:20,660 --> 00:30:22,450 With alcohol. 316 00:30:22,500 --> 00:30:25,170 How do you kill a drug addict? 317 00:30:25,300 --> 00:30:27,170 With drugs. 318 00:30:27,220 --> 00:30:29,820 How do you kill a depressive? 319 00:30:32,140 --> 00:30:33,730 Where'd you get them? 320 00:30:33,780 --> 00:30:36,610 People tell the doctor whatever story, 321 00:30:36,660 --> 00:30:39,170 collect a prescription, sell it to me. 322 00:30:39,220 --> 00:30:42,500 They're good. It's all good. Always good from me. 323 00:30:43,580 --> 00:30:45,530 Do you want something else? 324 00:30:45,580 --> 00:30:47,330 No. 325 00:30:47,380 --> 00:30:49,120 Nothing else. 326 00:30:58,300 --> 00:30:59,840 Thank you. 327 00:31:38,300 --> 00:31:41,040 Have you examined the contents? 328 00:31:41,340 --> 00:31:43,740 We're going to need help. 329 00:31:45,060 --> 00:31:47,260 With help comes risk. 330 00:31:47,860 --> 00:31:51,090 The more people you involve... 331 00:31:51,140 --> 00:31:53,740 Look what they've done to us. 332 00:31:54,100 --> 00:31:57,380 That was before they knew we had this. 333 00:32:02,140 --> 00:32:04,280 I can do this alone. 334 00:32:11,500 --> 00:32:13,500 There are rumours. 335 00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:16,890 About how the... Kremlin 336 00:32:16,940 --> 00:32:20,340 guarantees the loyalty of its most important citizens. 337 00:32:22,380 --> 00:32:26,570 Under the pretext of celebrating an election to the State Duma, 338 00:32:26,620 --> 00:32:32,570 the individual is treated to the finest meal Moscow has to offer. 339 00:32:32,620 --> 00:32:35,540 At some point during that night... 340 00:32:36,820 --> 00:32:39,820 .. this prized individual blacks out... 341 00:32:40,300 --> 00:32:42,210 .. waking in a hotel suite, 342 00:32:42,260 --> 00:32:45,780 on a bed, beside a terrified naked child. 343 00:32:47,420 --> 00:32:51,450 Before he can say anything, the FSB storm the room, arrest him, 344 00:32:51,500 --> 00:32:56,330 and take him to an interrogation cell in Moscow's Butyrka prison, 345 00:32:56,380 --> 00:32:58,970 where the individual swears he is not a paedophile. 346 00:32:59,020 --> 00:33:01,970 "My drink must have been spiked!" 347 00:33:02,020 --> 00:33:05,130 "I, I've been framed by my enemies!" He doesn't know. 348 00:33:05,180 --> 00:33:08,180 He can't explain. "But it is a mistake!" 349 00:33:08,420 --> 00:33:10,810 And, to his surprise... 350 00:33:10,860 --> 00:33:13,770 the FSB officer agrees that it is a mistake, 351 00:33:13,820 --> 00:33:17,810 but it is a mistake they will hold on record forever, 352 00:33:17,860 --> 00:33:20,890 a mistake no-one will ever see, unless... 353 00:33:20,940 --> 00:33:24,930 the individual makes a mistake of a political kind. 354 00:33:24,980 --> 00:33:27,650 And, with that, the man's choice is clear -- 355 00:33:27,700 --> 00:33:29,930 privilege or disgrace. 356 00:33:29,980 --> 00:33:31,930 Destruction or survival. 357 00:33:31,980 --> 00:33:34,970 The FSB officer believes he's won. 358 00:33:35,020 --> 00:33:36,970 The individual believes he's lost. 359 00:33:37,020 --> 00:33:39,890 But those systems of oppression... 360 00:33:40,860 --> 00:33:43,530 .. as ruthless as they appear, 361 00:33:43,580 --> 00:33:46,410 as unbeatable as they seem, never hold, 362 00:33:46,460 --> 00:33:48,890 never last, never survive, 363 00:33:48,940 --> 00:33:51,540 for we will not live in fear. 364 00:33:55,060 --> 00:33:58,010 I would like to finish this particular adventure with you, 365 00:33:58,060 --> 00:34:00,130 Daniel Edward Holt. 366 00:34:00,180 --> 00:34:02,180 If you'll have me. 367 00:34:07,460 --> 00:34:09,600 We're being watched. 368 00:34:10,020 --> 00:34:12,160 We will be followed. 369 00:34:13,060 --> 00:34:15,010 So we separate. 370 00:34:15,060 --> 00:34:17,170 Shake them off. 371 00:34:17,220 --> 00:34:19,450 And meet up at a place... 372 00:34:19,500 --> 00:34:22,860 where no-one can follow us without revealing themselves. 373 00:34:56,740 --> 00:34:59,340 The place where no-one cares? 374 00:35:01,020 --> 00:35:05,090 I've always taken comfort from the idea that people don't care. 375 00:35:05,140 --> 00:35:07,090 That they have better things to think about, 376 00:35:07,140 --> 00:35:10,610 that there are more important matters to worry about. 377 00:35:10,660 --> 00:35:12,450 I like it when people walk past me 378 00:35:12,500 --> 00:35:16,850 and couldn't care less what I'm wearing, or whose hand I'm holding. 379 00:35:16,900 --> 00:35:19,530 The place where no-one cares. 380 00:35:19,580 --> 00:35:22,810 When I was young, I spent a lot of time searching for it, 381 00:35:22,860 --> 00:35:26,090 and I promised myself, if I ever found it, 382 00:35:26,140 --> 00:35:29,260 if it ever existed, that's where I'd make my home. 383 00:36:03,860 --> 00:36:05,860 What do you think? 384 00:36:07,740 --> 00:36:09,850 Ambition. 385 00:36:09,900 --> 00:36:11,900 But no conviction. 386 00:36:12,860 --> 00:36:16,770 You skip from short stories to lyrics, 387 00:36:16,820 --> 00:36:19,250 from poems to sketches, 388 00:36:19,300 --> 00:36:21,330 hoping the world will tell you who you are. 389 00:36:21,380 --> 00:36:23,720 You must tell the world. 390 00:36:38,540 --> 00:36:40,330 There you are. 391 00:36:40,380 --> 00:36:42,290 Well done. 392 00:36:42,340 --> 00:36:43,690 You weren't followed? 393 00:36:43,740 --> 00:36:45,410 Well, I hope not. 394 00:36:45,460 --> 00:36:47,800 So, will Marcus help us? 395 00:36:49,060 --> 00:36:50,860 He didn't say. 396 00:36:55,060 --> 00:36:56,290 Keep back, 397 00:36:56,340 --> 00:37:00,020 and then that gives you your 'B' for 'Baritone'. 398 00:37:01,340 --> 00:37:04,540 - Oh, I see -- no, four, of course. - Yes. 399 00:37:04,940 --> 00:37:07,610 - And that's got... - Where did you two meet? 400 00:37:07,660 --> 00:37:09,490 Cambridge. 401 00:37:09,540 --> 00:37:11,480 We shared a flat. 402 00:37:14,380 --> 00:37:18,490 I was the first person he shared the secret of his sexuality with. 403 00:37:18,540 --> 00:37:20,930 At that time, it was illegal. 404 00:37:20,980 --> 00:37:23,290 And there were rumours. 405 00:37:23,340 --> 00:37:27,180 So, then, I... agreed to play the part of... his lover. 406 00:37:28,420 --> 00:37:31,730 And we walked around arm in arm, and we... 407 00:37:31,780 --> 00:37:34,980 had picnics in the scholar's garden and... 408 00:37:37,100 --> 00:37:39,890 .. it was supposed to last about two months or so. 409 00:37:39,940 --> 00:37:42,080 It lasted two years. 410 00:37:43,420 --> 00:37:45,090 Are you gay? 411 00:37:45,940 --> 00:37:47,220 No. 412 00:37:49,380 --> 00:37:51,450 Did you see other people? 413 00:37:51,500 --> 00:37:53,530 No. 414 00:37:53,580 --> 00:37:57,380 I tried to become the man I was pretending to be. 415 00:38:00,780 --> 00:38:04,480 You know, I prayed for the right kind of desire? 416 00:38:07,220 --> 00:38:10,320 - A sham romance, you might say. - No. 417 00:38:11,740 --> 00:38:13,140 No, no. 418 00:38:15,660 --> 00:38:19,210 We're friends. We have been ever since. 419 00:38:19,260 --> 00:38:22,250 We can't be sad about that. I refuse to be sad about that. 420 00:38:22,300 --> 00:38:24,570 It's all very touching. 421 00:38:27,060 --> 00:38:28,690 Marcus... 422 00:38:28,740 --> 00:38:32,170 This is Danny, Alex's partner. And Scottie. 423 00:38:32,220 --> 00:38:33,890 Where is it? 424 00:39:49,580 --> 00:39:50,980 Cheers. 425 00:40:06,380 --> 00:40:09,500 You didn't know, did you? How smart he was? 426 00:40:10,540 --> 00:40:12,050 I knew. 427 00:40:12,100 --> 00:40:13,970 But not really. 428 00:40:16,860 --> 00:40:19,400 Not in the way you did, no. 429 00:40:21,740 --> 00:40:24,010 His partner... 430 00:40:24,060 --> 00:40:26,970 without any appreciation of his intellect. 431 00:40:27,020 --> 00:40:31,140 Beyond some generalised idea that he was good with numbers. 432 00:40:32,260 --> 00:40:34,530 Love without knowledge. 433 00:40:35,020 --> 00:40:39,020 Popular culture might depict that as a romantic notion, I suppose. 434 00:40:40,780 --> 00:40:43,530 He never spoke about his work. 435 00:40:43,580 --> 00:40:44,970 What did you talk about? 436 00:40:45,020 --> 00:40:46,890 Everything else. 437 00:40:47,540 --> 00:40:50,290 I see. 438 00:40:50,340 --> 00:40:53,140 No, I don't. I don't see at all. 439 00:40:56,740 --> 00:40:58,930 Well, what did you two talk about? 440 00:40:58,980 --> 00:41:01,820 - Outside of work? - We didn't. 441 00:41:03,140 --> 00:41:05,410 Look, try to understand, 442 00:41:05,460 --> 00:41:07,050 I was sure, 443 00:41:07,100 --> 00:41:12,050 absolutely certain that he was going to change the world in some way. 444 00:41:12,100 --> 00:41:15,690 Not my world. THE world. 445 00:41:15,740 --> 00:41:18,650 Can you imagine the enormity of that feeling? 446 00:41:18,700 --> 00:41:22,180 Being in the company of someone like that? 447 00:41:27,620 --> 00:41:30,020 We knew different people. 448 00:41:30,180 --> 00:41:31,650 Hmm. 449 00:41:31,700 --> 00:41:34,440 The man I knew was exceptional. 450 00:41:34,500 --> 00:41:37,170 - The man you knew was not. - The... - Unless you're going to tell me 451 00:41:37,220 --> 00:41:40,540 how many sugars he took in his tea, or how he liked to be fucked. 452 00:41:43,420 --> 00:41:46,050 Are these the details that define us? 453 00:41:46,100 --> 00:41:47,970 I think that... 454 00:41:48,420 --> 00:41:51,170 .. being admired is lonely. 455 00:41:51,220 --> 00:41:52,770 You're right, I'm sure. 456 00:41:52,820 --> 00:41:55,570 But that was the price he had to pay. 457 00:41:55,620 --> 00:41:58,170 The ordinary world wasn't for him. 458 00:41:58,220 --> 00:42:01,050 And his flirtation with it... 459 00:42:01,100 --> 00:42:03,770 was always going to end badly. 460 00:42:08,580 --> 00:42:10,120 Professor? 461 00:42:12,340 --> 00:42:14,210 I miss him, too. 462 00:42:48,180 --> 00:42:49,850 He did it. 463 00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:53,410 The 9/11 attackers sent e-mails 464 00:42:53,460 --> 00:42:55,450 using pre-arranged code words. 465 00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:58,490 "The Faculty Of Urban Planning" was the World Trade Center. 466 00:42:58,540 --> 00:43:01,770 The, uh, The Pentagon was "The Faculty Of Fine Arts". 467 00:43:01,820 --> 00:43:06,050 Mohammed Atta's final message to the other terrorists 468 00:43:06,100 --> 00:43:08,450 referred to their semesters beginning 469 00:43:08,500 --> 00:43:12,580 in three weeks at the faculties of Urban Planning and Fine Arts. 470 00:43:23,620 --> 00:43:25,290 Two e-mails. 471 00:43:28,340 --> 00:43:29,890 In this one, 472 00:43:29,940 --> 00:43:31,970 "zoo" means zoo. 473 00:43:32,020 --> 00:43:34,530 In this one, it means airport. 474 00:43:34,580 --> 00:43:37,120 How do you tell them apart? 475 00:43:38,180 --> 00:43:39,610 When... 476 00:43:39,660 --> 00:43:41,570 people... 477 00:43:41,620 --> 00:43:43,850 who go to the zoo 478 00:43:43,900 --> 00:43:45,700 also visit... 479 00:43:46,860 --> 00:43:48,460 .. museums. 480 00:43:49,740 --> 00:43:52,170 They watch animated movies. 481 00:43:52,220 --> 00:43:54,850 Buy children's clothes. 482 00:43:54,900 --> 00:43:58,850 And donate... to animal charities. 483 00:43:58,900 --> 00:44:03,770 Convert our entire online history into numbers, 484 00:44:03,820 --> 00:44:06,170 and a visit to the zoo... 485 00:44:06,220 --> 00:44:08,730 looks... 486 00:44:08,780 --> 00:44:10,320 like this. 487 00:44:12,180 --> 00:44:14,780 A coded message looks... 488 00:44:18,580 --> 00:44:20,320 .. like this. 489 00:44:24,420 --> 00:44:28,090 The 9/11 terrorists used innocent words, 490 00:44:28,140 --> 00:44:30,410 but they didn't use them like the rest of us. 491 00:44:30,460 --> 00:44:34,420 We like to think of ourselves as individuals. 492 00:44:36,580 --> 00:44:38,210 But we're not. 493 00:44:38,260 --> 00:44:39,610 We're a pattern. 494 00:44:39,660 --> 00:44:41,370 We are... 495 00:44:41,420 --> 00:44:43,340 married, gay... 496 00:44:44,700 --> 00:44:46,970 .. straight, professional, 497 00:44:47,020 --> 00:44:48,860 rich, poor. 498 00:44:51,700 --> 00:44:54,090 Our online DNA, 499 00:44:54,140 --> 00:44:56,880 revealing... our true nature... 500 00:44:57,780 --> 00:44:59,610 .. even... 501 00:44:59,660 --> 00:45:01,330 when we lie. 502 00:45:04,220 --> 00:45:07,320 I told him he would change the world. 503 00:45:08,580 --> 00:45:12,380 I just didn't tell him how dangerous it would be. 504 00:45:15,540 --> 00:45:18,940 Alex decided to apply his concept to speech. 505 00:45:20,420 --> 00:45:22,930 Words don't occur in isolation. 506 00:45:22,980 --> 00:45:25,250 They're part of a series of actions. 507 00:45:25,300 --> 00:45:27,010 Your intake of breath, 508 00:45:27,060 --> 00:45:31,290 facial gestures, pupil dilation, hand movements. 509 00:45:31,340 --> 00:45:34,170 Alex theorised they formed patterns, 510 00:45:34,220 --> 00:45:36,450 and these patterns would be different 511 00:45:36,500 --> 00:45:39,010 if we were telling the truth or telling a lie. 512 00:45:39,060 --> 00:45:41,050 A lie detector? 513 00:45:41,100 --> 00:45:43,250 Important lies are told by important people. 514 00:45:43,300 --> 00:45:46,050 They'd never consent to a test of any kind. 515 00:45:46,100 --> 00:45:47,610 Alex didn't need their consent. 516 00:45:47,660 --> 00:45:50,010 They've already provided all the information. 517 00:45:50,060 --> 00:45:53,930 The most important people in the world are also the most documented. 518 00:45:53,980 --> 00:45:57,290 Study every word they've ever spoken. 519 00:45:57,340 --> 00:46:00,330 Mundane, profound -- it doesn't matter. 520 00:46:00,380 --> 00:46:03,010 Analyse every variable possible. 521 00:46:03,060 --> 00:46:05,130 Translate that information into numbers, 522 00:46:05,180 --> 00:46:07,330 and identify the patterns. 523 00:46:07,380 --> 00:46:09,050 A fingerprint... 524 00:46:09,100 --> 00:46:12,090 for our truths and our lies. 525 00:46:12,140 --> 00:46:14,490 We'd be able to analyse every statement. 526 00:46:14,540 --> 00:46:16,570 Every political claim. 527 00:46:16,620 --> 00:46:18,730 Er, every case for war. 528 00:46:18,780 --> 00:46:20,650 Every court case verdict. 529 00:46:20,700 --> 00:46:22,570 The end of lies. 530 00:46:32,060 --> 00:46:34,610 If the four of us survive a week, 531 00:46:34,660 --> 00:46:36,860 I'd be very surprised. 532 00:46:52,180 --> 00:46:55,880 You're a thoroughly nice guy, aren't you, Danny? 533 00:46:56,580 --> 00:46:58,610 So was Alex. 534 00:46:58,660 --> 00:47:01,960 For all his intellect, an innocent, really. 535 00:47:03,820 --> 00:47:07,690 When he told me he was going to work for GCHQ, I knew it was a mistake. 536 00:47:07,740 --> 00:47:09,730 He didn't belong in that world. 537 00:47:09,780 --> 00:47:13,380 And I could feel him wanting me to tell him so. 538 00:47:15,460 --> 00:47:18,050 Why didn't you say something? 539 00:47:18,100 --> 00:47:21,610 We didn't have that kind of a relationship. 540 00:47:21,660 --> 00:47:24,890 I take it you have some kind of plan? 541 00:47:24,940 --> 00:47:27,210 We must prove it works. 542 00:47:36,820 --> 00:47:38,250 You don't have a plan, do you? 543 00:47:38,300 --> 00:47:39,810 No. 544 00:47:39,860 --> 00:47:43,260 He needed to believe I did. And we need him. 545 00:47:43,860 --> 00:47:45,010 You see? 546 00:47:45,060 --> 00:47:47,890 Proof -- the orderly functioning of society 547 00:47:47,940 --> 00:47:50,250 depends on our ability to lie. 548 00:47:50,300 --> 00:47:53,650 Given the choice of no lies, or lies, every organization, 549 00:47:53,700 --> 00:47:57,740 every person of power, without exception, will choose lies. 550 00:47:58,900 --> 00:48:02,700 Maybe Alex imagined a better way of doing things. 551 00:48:04,300 --> 00:48:07,700 I wonder when he began work on this project. 552 00:48:08,340 --> 00:48:09,970 Why does that matter? 553 00:48:10,020 --> 00:48:13,530 Maybe he was ashamed of the lies he'd told you. 554 00:48:13,580 --> 00:48:17,130 Ashamed that your relationship was built on lies. 555 00:48:17,180 --> 00:48:19,010 Maybe on some level, 556 00:48:19,060 --> 00:48:21,250 he thought he was making amends. 557 00:48:21,300 --> 00:48:23,440 - To who? - To you. 558 00:48:31,060 --> 00:48:32,660 Danny! 559 00:48:44,380 --> 00:48:46,980 - I'm to blame. - I'm sorry. 560 00:48:48,420 --> 00:48:49,850 I'm to blame. 561 00:48:49,900 --> 00:48:52,240 I never said "to blame". 562 00:48:53,500 --> 00:48:55,440 He did it for me? 563 00:48:56,380 --> 00:48:58,180 It's possible. 564 00:48:59,740 --> 00:49:01,450 I never asked for it. 565 00:49:01,500 --> 00:49:06,090 He knew you'd find out that he'd lied about much of his life. 566 00:49:06,140 --> 00:49:08,530 He must have worried that you'd end up hating him. 567 00:49:08,580 --> 00:49:11,370 He must have worried about that moment every day. 568 00:49:11,420 --> 00:49:13,090 Would you still love him if you knew? 569 00:49:13,140 --> 00:49:16,090 Could you still love him if you knew? 570 00:49:16,140 --> 00:49:20,540 Would you re-examine your love story -- Alex's only love story... 571 00:49:21,700 --> 00:49:26,330 .. and decide, in the end, it was nothing but a lie? 572 00:49:26,380 --> 00:49:28,380 He was never sure. 573 00:49:28,900 --> 00:49:30,770 How could he be? 574 00:49:34,780 --> 00:49:37,330 I wish I could've told him. 575 00:49:37,380 --> 00:49:39,770 That none of it mattered. 576 00:49:39,820 --> 00:49:42,090 The lies, the mistakes. 577 00:49:43,700 --> 00:49:46,500 That I loved him, just the same. 578 00:49:47,380 --> 00:49:50,860 That I, I love him. Still. Now. Knowing it all. 579 00:49:53,940 --> 00:49:56,850 I wish he could've heard me say it. 580 00:49:56,900 --> 00:49:58,220 Yes. 581 00:50:02,500 --> 00:50:04,440 He'll never know. 582 00:50:04,860 --> 00:50:06,060 No. 583 00:50:54,100 --> 00:50:56,970 This is going to sound a, a bit... 584 00:50:57,860 --> 00:51:01,460 But... it occurred to me I'd never said it out loud before. 585 00:51:03,940 --> 00:51:05,540 I love you. 586 00:51:06,700 --> 00:51:08,240 Very much. 587 00:51:52,900 --> 00:51:55,640 You're not going to be charged. 588 00:52:02,620 --> 00:52:04,220 Is that it? 589 00:52:05,900 --> 00:52:07,900 You're free to go. 590 00:52:10,620 --> 00:52:14,220 You brought me here like this to tell me that? 591 00:52:17,940 --> 00:52:20,210 Will anyone be charged? 592 00:52:24,980 --> 00:52:26,450 Danny... 593 00:52:27,980 --> 00:52:29,720 .. for you... 594 00:52:30,620 --> 00:52:32,490 .. this is over. 595 00:52:33,300 --> 00:52:35,170 This isn't over. 596 00:52:46,140 --> 00:52:48,010 This isn't over. 597 00:53:29,900 --> 00:53:31,780 APPLAUSE 598 00:54:12,460 --> 00:54:14,340 PHONE RINGS 599 00:54:26,540 --> 00:54:28,680 - Scottie? - Danny. 600 00:54:36,860 --> 00:54:39,210 - Danny... - Scottie? 601 00:54:39,260 --> 00:54:41,460 There will be a note. 602 00:55:05,140 --> 00:55:06,610 APPLAUSE 603 00:55:34,260 --> 00:55:36,380 HE BEGINS TO CRY