1 00:00:00,500 --> 00:00:02,440 He was murdered. 2 00:00:03,000 --> 00:00:05,470 He was murdered, Claire. 3 00:00:08,300 --> 00:00:09,970 Who murdered him? 4 00:00:10,020 --> 00:00:11,250 I don't know. 5 00:00:11,300 --> 00:00:15,170 British MI6, the Chinese Ministry for State Security, 6 00:00:15,220 --> 00:00:17,810 American CIA, Israeli Mossad... 7 00:00:17,860 --> 00:00:20,290 We're not up against one intelligence agency, 8 00:00:20,340 --> 00:00:22,810 we're up against them all. 9 00:00:22,860 --> 00:00:25,690 That conversation took place in my bedroom. 10 00:00:25,740 --> 00:00:28,010 We were face to face! 11 00:00:28,580 --> 00:00:30,490 Why did they murder him? 12 00:00:30,540 --> 00:00:34,970 Alex decided to apply his concept to speech. 13 00:00:35,020 --> 00:00:36,450 A lie detector. 14 00:00:36,500 --> 00:00:37,890 He did it for me! 15 00:00:37,940 --> 00:00:41,890 He knew you'd find out that he had lied about much of his life. 16 00:00:41,940 --> 00:00:44,170 He must have worried that you'd end up hating him. 17 00:00:44,220 --> 00:00:46,330 He must have worried about that moment every day. 18 00:00:46,380 --> 00:00:48,850 I would like to finish this particular adventure 19 00:00:48,900 --> 00:00:52,890 with you, Daniel Edward Holt, if you'll have me? 20 00:00:52,940 --> 00:00:54,170 PHONE RINGS 21 00:00:54,220 --> 00:00:55,810 Scottie? 22 00:00:55,860 --> 00:00:57,770 Danny... 23 00:00:57,820 --> 00:01:00,090 there will be a note. 24 00:02:16,820 --> 00:02:18,890 I have a question. 25 00:02:21,260 --> 00:02:25,160 How do we live without the people that we love? 26 00:02:36,460 --> 00:02:38,730 I can hear his reply. 27 00:02:43,620 --> 00:02:47,720 "We must figure this question out for ourselves." 28 00:02:51,820 --> 00:02:53,490 He's right. 29 00:02:54,820 --> 00:02:57,020 He was always right. 30 00:02:59,500 --> 00:03:01,700 Except, my friend... 31 00:03:04,820 --> 00:03:07,290 .. I don't want to know. 32 00:03:13,780 --> 00:03:17,480 I don't want to know how to live without you. 33 00:03:20,380 --> 00:03:23,580 I don't want to figure out how to stop feeling this sad. 34 00:03:43,620 --> 00:03:46,740 INAUDIBLE 35 00:04:15,700 --> 00:04:18,250 - Marcus, this isn't the time... - Yes, it is, Claire. 36 00:04:18,300 --> 00:04:20,970 It's exactly the right time. 37 00:04:22,260 --> 00:04:25,960 I have destroyed my copy of Alex's research. 38 00:04:26,420 --> 00:04:28,370 You should destroy yours. 39 00:04:28,420 --> 00:04:31,610 You asked for my advice. There it is. 40 00:04:31,660 --> 00:04:34,570 You can take it, or not. 41 00:04:34,620 --> 00:04:38,120 - But I won't help you... - That's enough. 42 00:04:46,700 --> 00:04:50,540 It was... a nice idea. 43 00:06:40,820 --> 00:06:42,770 Danny! 44 00:06:42,820 --> 00:06:44,290 Come on! 45 00:06:59,060 --> 00:07:00,260 OK. 46 00:07:03,220 --> 00:07:05,160 Sorry. Goodbye. 47 00:07:39,580 --> 00:07:41,890 BIG BEN TOLLS 48 00:07:41,940 --> 00:07:43,780 SEAGULLS CAW 49 00:07:51,020 --> 00:07:53,560 This is where you two met. 50 00:07:56,740 --> 00:07:58,850 I visited the nurse who took your blood sample. 51 00:07:58,900 --> 00:08:02,690 I was curious, because it's not procedure. 52 00:08:02,740 --> 00:08:04,890 So, I asked a straightforward question. 53 00:08:04,940 --> 00:08:07,140 "Why did you do it?" 54 00:08:08,140 --> 00:08:10,340 This man was afraid. 55 00:08:12,140 --> 00:08:16,050 Afterwards, I'd barely left the room, my phone rings. 56 00:08:16,100 --> 00:08:20,450 It's my superiors, demanding to know why I'm interrogating him. 57 00:08:20,500 --> 00:08:22,770 You know what I said? 58 00:08:23,180 --> 00:08:24,920 "No reason." 59 00:08:28,660 --> 00:08:30,600 It wasn't much. 60 00:08:31,300 --> 00:08:33,650 But it's as far as I'm prepared to go. 61 00:08:33,700 --> 00:08:34,690 Why? 62 00:08:34,740 --> 00:08:37,940 Listen, this is what's going to happen. 63 00:08:38,740 --> 00:08:42,210 You'll be the early, innocent suspect 64 00:08:42,260 --> 00:08:45,260 and I'll be the simple-minded copper. 65 00:08:46,300 --> 00:08:50,100 That's the account that's going to be written. 66 00:08:58,380 --> 00:09:00,810 With Scottie, we had a chance. Without him, we haven't. 67 00:09:00,860 --> 00:09:03,060 I don't accept that. 68 00:09:04,220 --> 00:09:06,970 We knew him better than anyone. 69 00:09:07,020 --> 00:09:08,250 What would he do? 70 00:09:08,300 --> 00:09:10,770 You're confused, Danny... 71 00:09:10,900 --> 00:09:13,930 .. between trying to prove how much you loved him 72 00:09:13,980 --> 00:09:16,530 and trying to prove a conspiracy. 73 00:09:16,580 --> 00:09:19,570 You're confused, and I wonder if you haven't always been. 74 00:09:19,620 --> 00:09:21,820 What does that mean? 75 00:09:22,380 --> 00:09:24,250 Scottie was... 76 00:09:25,060 --> 00:09:27,570 .. sentimental about you. 77 00:09:27,620 --> 00:09:29,330 You're doing this for him. 78 00:09:29,380 --> 00:09:31,850 He was doing it for you. 79 00:09:32,700 --> 00:09:35,440 Maybe I was doing it for him. 80 00:09:36,340 --> 00:09:38,610 But it's not real, Danny. It won't work. 81 00:09:38,660 --> 00:09:41,780 Whatever you do, whatever you try, it won't work. 82 00:09:53,820 --> 00:09:55,760 He sent me this. 83 00:09:57,340 --> 00:10:01,490 There was a letter. It read, "Ambition, but no conviction. 84 00:10:01,540 --> 00:10:03,480 "Love, Scottie". 85 00:10:04,180 --> 00:10:05,980 Walk with me. 86 00:10:26,420 --> 00:10:30,140 I'll be here, when you're ready. 87 00:11:52,660 --> 00:11:54,130 SLAM 88 00:11:54,180 --> 00:11:55,720 DOGS BARK 89 00:12:13,260 --> 00:12:15,500 CLANGING 90 00:12:27,220 --> 00:12:29,460 CLANGING 91 00:14:08,740 --> 00:14:11,380 VEHICLE APPROACHES OUTSIDE 92 00:14:41,140 --> 00:14:43,010 DOORBELL RINGS 93 00:14:48,460 --> 00:14:50,330 DOORBELL RINGS 94 00:15:01,260 --> 00:15:06,500 DOORBELL RINGS 95 00:15:09,100 --> 00:15:10,930 How did you find me? 96 00:15:10,980 --> 00:15:13,450 You gave us this address. 97 00:15:14,980 --> 00:15:16,520 11 years. 98 00:15:17,660 --> 00:15:19,400 A long time. 99 00:15:22,420 --> 00:15:23,890 And now? 100 00:15:26,860 --> 00:15:29,200 Dan, your dad's dying. 101 00:15:31,180 --> 00:15:33,920 We weren't much as parents... 102 00:15:40,380 --> 00:15:43,250 You read about me in the paper? 103 00:15:43,500 --> 00:15:45,570 We read about you. 104 00:15:46,420 --> 00:15:49,290 But that's not why you're here? 105 00:15:51,420 --> 00:15:53,360 You need money? 106 00:15:53,860 --> 00:15:55,010 No. 107 00:15:55,060 --> 00:15:56,650 No? 108 00:15:56,700 --> 00:15:57,900 No! 109 00:16:00,260 --> 00:16:02,400 This was a mistake. 110 00:16:14,500 --> 00:16:16,240 Tell me why. 111 00:16:17,020 --> 00:16:18,810 Why now? Why today? 112 00:16:18,860 --> 00:16:20,850 Weeks -- 113 00:16:20,900 --> 00:16:23,370 that's all he's got left. 114 00:16:25,500 --> 00:16:26,970 We've said goodbye. 115 00:16:27,020 --> 00:16:28,890 Want to do a better job of it? 116 00:16:28,940 --> 00:16:32,240 There's something we'd like to show you. 117 00:16:41,820 --> 00:16:46,220 If this is a lie, please stop the car and let me out. 118 00:16:47,220 --> 00:16:50,900 Because I've been through too much for this to be another lie. 119 00:16:54,940 --> 00:16:56,610 I won't be angry. 120 00:16:56,660 --> 00:16:59,730 I know it's not your fault, 121 00:16:59,780 --> 00:17:03,140 but just stop the car and let me out. 122 00:17:06,980 --> 00:17:10,930 But if you drive me home, after I've given you this chance, I... 123 00:17:10,980 --> 00:17:12,300 Mum? 124 00:17:37,300 --> 00:17:40,050 - LABOURED BREATHING - CAMERA TURNS ON 125 00:17:40,100 --> 00:17:42,170 All right if I...? 126 00:17:56,420 --> 00:17:59,220 CAMERA BEEPS 127 00:18:02,140 --> 00:18:03,940 CAMERA CLICKS 128 00:18:40,180 --> 00:18:42,720 I wish this could be true. 129 00:19:20,580 --> 00:19:21,900 Shh. 130 00:19:24,460 --> 00:19:27,560 People can change this much, you know? 131 00:19:29,060 --> 00:19:31,060 For real, I mean. 132 00:19:40,260 --> 00:19:41,930 LABOURED BREATHING 133 00:19:41,980 --> 00:19:44,290 You're not dying. 134 00:19:44,340 --> 00:19:46,850 Not today, not next week. 135 00:19:46,900 --> 00:19:48,690 They're scary people, Dan. 136 00:19:48,740 --> 00:19:50,610 They know everything about us. 137 00:19:50,660 --> 00:19:53,660 Everything we've ever done wrong. 138 00:19:54,420 --> 00:19:56,360 What did you do? 139 00:19:57,300 --> 00:20:01,100 This isn't like pinching stuff from the shops. 140 00:20:02,420 --> 00:20:04,730 - Why am I here? - Why are WE here? 141 00:20:04,780 --> 00:20:08,290 Being made to do this? Being threatened? 142 00:20:08,340 --> 00:20:10,890 What have you dragged us into? 143 00:20:10,940 --> 00:20:15,090 How could you do this to us? To your father? 144 00:20:15,140 --> 00:20:18,300 HER VOICE FADES TO ECHOES 145 00:20:32,940 --> 00:20:34,850 They gave you this, didn't they? 146 00:20:34,900 --> 00:20:37,450 They told you to take a photo. 147 00:20:37,500 --> 00:20:38,820 Why? 148 00:20:41,060 --> 00:20:43,260 CAMERA WHIRRS, BEEPS 149 00:20:53,140 --> 00:20:55,680 I always wanted to know... 150 00:20:56,300 --> 00:21:00,400 .. wouldn't it have been easier to have loved me? 151 00:21:02,300 --> 00:21:05,040 I can't say why we never did. 152 00:21:19,620 --> 00:21:21,960 I'm not angry anymore. 153 00:21:33,340 --> 00:21:35,340 DOOR OPENS, SHUTS 154 00:22:02,900 --> 00:22:05,820 BEEPING 155 00:22:24,620 --> 00:22:26,490 COMPUTER BEEPS 156 00:22:32,740 --> 00:22:35,540 PRINTER WHIRRS 157 00:23:06,980 --> 00:23:09,650 Have you been to any forums on living with HIV before? 158 00:23:09,700 --> 00:23:12,330 - No. - If you take a seat, maybe over there. 159 00:23:12,380 --> 00:23:14,580 All right? Hi, guys. 160 00:23:22,180 --> 00:23:24,850 I'd like us to welcome Ryan. 161 00:23:25,580 --> 00:23:28,100 APPLAUSE 162 00:23:30,740 --> 00:23:33,250 A lot of people don't speak until they've been a few times, 163 00:23:33,300 --> 00:23:35,970 so you shouldn't feel any pressure. 164 00:23:36,020 --> 00:23:39,220 But I wanted to give you the chance. 165 00:23:40,180 --> 00:23:42,570 And remember, there's no point talking 166 00:23:42,620 --> 00:23:45,820 unless you feel able to tell the truth. 167 00:23:53,060 --> 00:23:55,460 Maybe you're not ready? 168 00:24:00,180 --> 00:24:02,380 - I'll go. - Danny. 169 00:24:12,380 --> 00:24:14,890 My partner, his name was Alex. 170 00:24:14,940 --> 00:24:18,490 He died some months ago 171 00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:23,540 and I've been trying to find out why he was killed... 172 00:24:35,660 --> 00:24:37,370 Are you OK? 173 00:24:37,420 --> 00:24:42,650 .. and he was working as a spy for MI6. 174 00:24:42,700 --> 00:24:45,800 Although, when we were together... 175 00:24:55,380 --> 00:24:57,980 - Get down! - SIRENS BLARE 176 00:25:00,380 --> 00:25:02,810 .. An attic in his apartment, 177 00:25:02,860 --> 00:25:07,010 and one of the ways they did that was to... 178 00:25:07,060 --> 00:25:10,340 inject me with HIV virus. 179 00:25:14,500 --> 00:25:16,690 You have to believe me! 180 00:25:16,740 --> 00:25:20,090 If you don't believe me, I don't have anyone else, Scottie. 181 00:25:20,140 --> 00:25:22,610 I don't have anyone else. 182 00:25:40,060 --> 00:25:42,800 What are you going to do now? 183 00:25:45,940 --> 00:25:48,410 I'm going to do nothing. 184 00:25:58,980 --> 00:26:00,620 You OK? 185 00:26:53,940 --> 00:26:56,610 'I wish this could be true.' 186 00:27:44,900 --> 00:27:46,770 KNOCKS AT DOOR 187 00:28:06,820 --> 00:28:09,820 I rather thought it might be you. 188 00:28:09,940 --> 00:28:12,340 Is it too late to talk? 189 00:28:12,740 --> 00:28:14,280 Too late? 190 00:28:15,260 --> 00:28:17,130 Perhaps it is. 191 00:28:31,060 --> 00:28:32,540 THUD 192 00:28:35,020 --> 00:28:36,930 What harm can it do? 193 00:28:36,980 --> 00:28:40,250 What good can it do? 194 00:28:40,300 --> 00:28:43,420 "What good"? What possible good? 195 00:28:46,060 --> 00:28:48,660 What good can any of us do? 196 00:28:49,300 --> 00:28:52,610 Better leave him be. He's just a boy. 197 00:28:52,660 --> 00:28:54,850 CHARLES LAUGHS 198 00:28:54,900 --> 00:28:57,460 Just a stupid boy. 199 00:29:06,220 --> 00:29:09,490 I take it you have something you wish to discuss? 200 00:29:09,540 --> 00:29:12,840 More than that -- you intend to accuse me? 201 00:29:13,380 --> 00:29:14,570 I have a question. 202 00:29:14,620 --> 00:29:17,720 A question. I'll permit a question. 203 00:29:19,780 --> 00:29:21,580 But just one. 204 00:29:43,380 --> 00:29:45,380 That will be all. 205 00:29:46,580 --> 00:29:48,650 We both loved him. 206 00:29:49,820 --> 00:29:51,090 Yes. 207 00:29:52,300 --> 00:29:55,620 Can't we pretend, for a while, that's all we need to say? 208 00:30:15,460 --> 00:30:18,290 There was always something of the mystic about you. 209 00:30:18,340 --> 00:30:20,530 Fortune teller-soothsayer, 210 00:30:20,580 --> 00:30:24,020 a person who knows nothing, yet sees everything. 211 00:30:29,860 --> 00:30:33,210 Alex was the last person to hold your hand. 212 00:30:33,260 --> 00:30:34,890 Question? 213 00:30:34,940 --> 00:30:36,540 Statement. 214 00:30:37,940 --> 00:30:39,690 Yes. 215 00:30:39,740 --> 00:30:41,480 Yes, he was. 216 00:30:49,700 --> 00:30:52,300 You blame me for his death. 217 00:30:53,260 --> 00:30:55,290 - Question? - Statement. 218 00:30:55,340 --> 00:30:56,740 Yes. 219 00:30:58,380 --> 00:30:59,980 Yes, I do. 220 00:31:02,620 --> 00:31:05,020 How can you blame me... 221 00:31:05,540 --> 00:31:08,540 .. unless you know why he was killed? 222 00:31:09,140 --> 00:31:11,480 It is a good question. 223 00:31:40,460 --> 00:31:42,930 For all your efforts, 224 00:31:42,980 --> 00:31:46,380 all your loss, all your grief and sacrifice... 225 00:31:48,660 --> 00:31:50,860 .. you have nothing. 226 00:31:53,980 --> 00:31:56,650 You accept I'm continuing this conversation 227 00:31:56,700 --> 00:31:59,970 solely for my own personal reasons? 228 00:32:00,020 --> 00:32:01,290 Which are? 229 00:32:01,340 --> 00:32:05,100 It's very important to me that you understand how much I loved my son. 230 00:32:06,740 --> 00:32:08,740 Show me his room. 231 00:33:10,540 --> 00:33:13,700 Alistair spent more time in this room than any other. 232 00:33:31,980 --> 00:33:33,920 How do you know? 233 00:33:36,540 --> 00:33:37,860 How? 234 00:33:40,340 --> 00:33:43,940 No! No, no, no! Stop... 235 00:33:46,020 --> 00:33:49,690 No! No, no, no, no! 236 00:33:49,740 --> 00:33:51,480 FRANCES SOBS 237 00:33:54,340 --> 00:33:55,880 Please... 238 00:34:08,900 --> 00:34:12,140 Because he was my spy. 239 00:34:14,980 --> 00:34:17,980 I made him a spy. 240 00:34:30,340 --> 00:34:34,460 I told you, my husband was an important man. 241 00:34:35,740 --> 00:34:39,140 An important man, with a second-rate mind. 242 00:34:40,380 --> 00:34:43,180 We were together at Cambridge. 243 00:34:45,220 --> 00:34:49,780 The tutor who recruited him was as blind to my talents... 244 00:34:50,860 --> 00:34:55,290 .. as he was to Charles' flaws. 245 00:34:55,340 --> 00:34:59,730 Nonetheless, in the gentlemen's club of MI5, 246 00:34:59,780 --> 00:35:03,680 Charles flourished, while I was relegated to... 247 00:35:05,820 --> 00:35:09,300 .. hosting dinners and cocktail parties for his spies. 248 00:35:10,700 --> 00:35:12,900 GENTLE CONVERSATION 249 00:35:17,180 --> 00:35:19,260 LAUGHTER 250 00:35:26,620 --> 00:35:30,410 'Three moles at the heart of his organization... 251 00:35:30,460 --> 00:35:32,570 '.. and Charles didn't see them.' 252 00:35:32,620 --> 00:35:34,930 They were men like him -- 253 00:35:34,980 --> 00:35:37,090 talked like him, dressed like him, 254 00:35:37,140 --> 00:35:38,530 fucked like him. 255 00:35:38,580 --> 00:35:40,920 Well, two did, anyway. 256 00:35:43,140 --> 00:35:45,480 They were his friends. 257 00:35:47,100 --> 00:35:50,010 Agents were lost, operations compromised. 258 00:35:50,060 --> 00:35:51,650 When the three finally defected, 259 00:35:51,700 --> 00:35:54,770 we were disgraced, removed from the service, 260 00:35:54,820 --> 00:35:56,770 exiled from power, 261 00:35:56,820 --> 00:36:02,770 left to rot in this place, guarded night and day by agents, 262 00:36:02,820 --> 00:36:06,020 for fear that we too might be traitors. 263 00:36:08,340 --> 00:36:11,250 I took to drink, for a while. 264 00:36:11,300 --> 00:36:14,130 I became promiscuous, for a while. 265 00:36:14,180 --> 00:36:16,380 Scandal engulfed me. 266 00:36:17,420 --> 00:36:20,520 I couldn't go on behaving that way. 267 00:36:21,220 --> 00:36:24,220 You either step into the abyss... 268 00:36:25,700 --> 00:36:27,690 .. or step back from it. 269 00:36:27,740 --> 00:36:31,040 You cannot walk along its edge for long. 270 00:36:33,700 --> 00:36:35,890 You know this edge? 271 00:36:35,940 --> 00:36:37,530 Don't you? 272 00:36:37,580 --> 00:36:39,450 - Yes. - Yes. 273 00:36:40,940 --> 00:36:43,410 Alex was your step back? 274 00:36:45,020 --> 00:36:47,020 He was mine, too. 275 00:36:48,100 --> 00:36:50,210 I decided to have a child. 276 00:36:50,260 --> 00:36:53,850 He'd be my future, my saviour, my second chance. 277 00:36:53,900 --> 00:36:57,500 I'd make him into the spy I should've been. 278 00:36:58,300 --> 00:37:00,570 My spy, made by me... 279 00:37:04,420 --> 00:37:06,420 It was a mistake. 280 00:37:10,100 --> 00:37:11,890 Not a lie. Not the truth. 281 00:37:11,940 --> 00:37:14,890 For once, your intuitions let you down. 282 00:37:14,940 --> 00:37:17,610 You decided to have a child? 283 00:37:18,540 --> 00:37:21,980 What, fuck old Charles and see what happens? 284 00:37:23,180 --> 00:37:27,170 Not much of a plan, considering how stupid you think he is. 285 00:37:27,220 --> 00:37:30,570 But luck was on your side. 286 00:37:30,620 --> 00:37:32,650 Your child was a genius. 287 00:37:32,700 --> 00:37:35,800 Be very careful what you say next. 288 00:37:37,260 --> 00:37:40,000 I want to tell you a story... 289 00:37:44,940 --> 00:37:46,880 .. about a man. 290 00:37:50,340 --> 00:37:53,660 While other people were laughing and drinking... 291 00:37:54,860 --> 00:37:57,530 .. this man would just walk. 292 00:37:59,020 --> 00:38:02,370 '.. Until he reached the exact same spot -- 293 00:38:02,420 --> 00:38:05,620 'where he'd sit, with his back to all those people.' 294 00:38:07,580 --> 00:38:10,770 And while he did everything to signal to the world 295 00:38:10,820 --> 00:38:13,170 that he wanted to be left alone... 296 00:38:13,220 --> 00:38:14,650 'More than anything, 297 00:38:14,700 --> 00:38:18,210 'he hoped that someone passing would understand 298 00:38:18,260 --> 00:38:21,010 'that what he really wanted was the exact opposite.' 299 00:38:21,060 --> 00:38:25,780 And that this someone would sit next to him... 300 00:38:28,260 --> 00:38:30,930 .. Strike up a conversation. 301 00:38:35,300 --> 00:38:37,300 'I was that man.' 302 00:38:40,060 --> 00:38:42,400 You were that someone. 303 00:38:44,540 --> 00:38:46,810 Why was he so lonely? 304 00:38:50,100 --> 00:38:52,970 I put too much pressure on him. 305 00:38:53,620 --> 00:38:56,820 I made him too important in my life. 306 00:38:57,140 --> 00:38:59,010 It was unfair. 307 00:39:00,540 --> 00:39:02,480 I see that now. 308 00:39:04,020 --> 00:39:07,120 No child can redeem their parents. 309 00:39:13,500 --> 00:39:16,040 Hard to connect to people. 310 00:39:17,860 --> 00:39:21,980 Especially when you're not sure how they're connected to you. 311 00:39:41,540 --> 00:39:45,340 For an hour or so, I hoped that my real parents were real parents. 312 00:39:57,300 --> 00:39:58,700 Daniel! 313 00:40:18,620 --> 00:40:20,620 I was in a state. 314 00:40:21,860 --> 00:40:24,730 I didn't deserve to be his mum. 315 00:40:27,300 --> 00:40:29,410 Surely you can't be so conventional as to think 316 00:40:29,460 --> 00:40:32,760 there's only one way to bring up a child? 317 00:40:38,060 --> 00:40:40,460 We are both his mother. 318 00:40:41,500 --> 00:40:45,300 Neither one less nor more real than the other. 319 00:40:46,300 --> 00:40:50,730 I took care of his mind and she took care of his other needs. 320 00:40:50,780 --> 00:40:52,720 He didn't know? 321 00:40:54,660 --> 00:40:55,900 No. 322 00:40:57,260 --> 00:40:59,370 Except he did. 323 00:40:59,420 --> 00:41:01,560 Didn't he? He knew. 324 00:41:03,020 --> 00:41:05,370 On some level, maybe. 325 00:41:05,420 --> 00:41:08,410 He was very young when it happened. 326 00:41:08,460 --> 00:41:12,450 At the time, she was working for me and stealing. 327 00:41:12,500 --> 00:41:15,130 I went to her house, to threaten her with the police 328 00:41:15,180 --> 00:41:18,050 if she didn't return the items. 329 00:41:22,220 --> 00:41:25,220 I've never seen anything like it. 330 00:41:27,900 --> 00:41:30,770 - TAP DRIPS WATER - FLY BUZZES 331 00:41:34,340 --> 00:41:37,440 No father, no mother to speak of... 332 00:41:38,980 --> 00:41:42,660 She thought the boy disturbed, damaged by her drink and drugs. 333 00:41:44,740 --> 00:41:47,740 I saw how precious he really was. 334 00:41:55,380 --> 00:41:57,170 We came to an arrangement. 335 00:41:57,220 --> 00:41:59,450 "An arrangement?" 336 00:41:59,500 --> 00:42:01,840 I would be his mother. 337 00:42:05,740 --> 00:42:07,740 I'd be his nanny. 338 00:42:08,180 --> 00:42:10,490 He would be provided for in every way -- 339 00:42:10,540 --> 00:42:13,540 every opportunity, every comfort. 340 00:42:14,340 --> 00:42:17,660 - And Charles agreed? - He resisted, initially. 341 00:42:20,380 --> 00:42:22,330 Then, he was persuaded. 342 00:42:22,380 --> 00:42:25,050 You could persuade anyone... 343 00:42:26,300 --> 00:42:29,040 .. of anything. Couldn't you? 344 00:42:30,180 --> 00:42:34,010 In this society, it's not enough to be born brilliant. 345 00:42:34,060 --> 00:42:37,260 I opened up a world that would've been closed to him. 346 00:42:40,020 --> 00:42:42,090 He didn't belong there. 347 00:42:42,140 --> 00:42:43,940 He's not you. 348 00:42:44,660 --> 00:42:46,290 He wasn't like you. 349 00:42:46,340 --> 00:42:49,290 Just a few years, that's all I asked, 350 00:42:49,340 --> 00:42:51,610 then he would be free to do whatever he wanted. 351 00:42:51,660 --> 00:42:54,010 Such as end all lies? 352 00:42:54,060 --> 00:42:56,650 Oh, such a sentimental, ridiculous notion. 353 00:42:56,700 --> 00:42:58,500 I warned him. 354 00:43:01,100 --> 00:43:03,300 I tried to save him. 355 00:43:05,420 --> 00:43:07,020 I tried... 356 00:43:30,980 --> 00:43:32,620 BUZZER 357 00:43:53,420 --> 00:43:54,740 Sir. 358 00:44:15,980 --> 00:44:17,850 KNOCKS AT DOOR 359 00:44:32,860 --> 00:44:34,530 Mrs Turner. 360 00:45:53,620 --> 00:45:55,690 HE HYPERVENTILATES 361 00:46:02,940 --> 00:46:06,530 - Alistair? - HE CRIES OUT 362 00:46:06,580 --> 00:46:08,650 Shh. 363 00:46:08,700 --> 00:46:10,210 Frances! 364 00:46:10,260 --> 00:46:12,890 - Shh. - Aghh! 365 00:46:12,940 --> 00:46:15,660 Shh... Alistair. 366 00:46:16,820 --> 00:46:18,500 Shh... 367 00:46:21,300 --> 00:46:25,210 Listen, we have very little time. 368 00:46:25,260 --> 00:46:27,060 Listen to me. 369 00:46:29,300 --> 00:46:32,850 You're in a great deal of trouble, but there is a way out. 370 00:46:32,900 --> 00:46:34,970 Do you understand? 371 00:46:43,180 --> 00:46:45,370 I understand. 372 00:46:45,420 --> 00:46:48,970 It's all been arranged. This is a warning. 373 00:46:49,020 --> 00:46:52,300 You'll go to America, for a few years, to work. 374 00:46:53,540 --> 00:46:57,130 A new identity. A new life. A new name. 375 00:46:57,180 --> 00:47:00,180 But you must leave everything behind. 376 00:47:01,380 --> 00:47:04,540 This project -- what were you thinking? 377 00:47:06,820 --> 00:47:09,370 All you have to do is say yes. 378 00:47:09,420 --> 00:47:12,460 You'll be flown out tonight. No belongings. No bags. 379 00:47:17,500 --> 00:47:21,020 Alistair, all you have to do is agree. 380 00:47:22,100 --> 00:47:24,970 All you have to do is agree. 381 00:47:25,020 --> 00:47:26,980 HE YELLS 382 00:47:31,020 --> 00:47:32,610 HE SOBS 383 00:47:32,660 --> 00:47:34,200 Alistair? 384 00:47:37,300 --> 00:47:39,970 All you have to do is agree. 385 00:47:47,060 --> 00:47:48,330 I agree. 386 00:47:48,380 --> 00:47:50,780 You will go to America? 387 00:47:52,340 --> 00:47:53,770 I'll go. 388 00:47:53,820 --> 00:47:55,890 You must speak clearly. 389 00:47:55,940 --> 00:47:58,210 I will go to America. 390 00:47:59,220 --> 00:48:01,450 You will destroy your research? 391 00:48:01,500 --> 00:48:03,130 I will destroy it. 392 00:48:03,180 --> 00:48:05,650 You'll never work on it again? 393 00:48:05,700 --> 00:48:07,970 I'll never work on it again. 394 00:48:08,020 --> 00:48:10,620 You'll leave it all behind? 395 00:48:15,980 --> 00:48:20,180 Alistair, you must never make contact with anyone from this life again. 396 00:48:28,180 --> 00:48:29,720 Alistair? 397 00:48:33,220 --> 00:48:35,290 His name is Danny. 398 00:48:36,580 --> 00:48:37,940 Danny. 399 00:48:46,660 --> 00:48:49,460 I'll never speak to him again. 400 00:49:02,460 --> 00:49:05,170 This can be a new start for us, too. 401 00:49:05,220 --> 00:49:07,820 You'll hate me for a while. 402 00:49:08,060 --> 00:49:10,460 But I love you so much. 403 00:49:14,300 --> 00:49:16,240 I love you too. 404 00:49:28,660 --> 00:49:30,800 Get me out of here! 405 00:49:42,380 --> 00:49:46,020 Get me out! Get me out! 406 00:49:49,660 --> 00:49:51,490 'You must be clearer. 407 00:49:51,540 --> 00:49:53,410 'I'll go to America. 408 00:49:53,460 --> 00:49:55,890 'You will destroy your research? 409 00:49:55,940 --> 00:49:57,490 'I'll destroy it. 410 00:49:57,540 --> 00:49:59,530 'You'll never work on it again? 411 00:49:59,580 --> 00:50:01,330 'I'll never work on it again. 412 00:50:01,380 --> 00:50:04,050 'You'll leave it all behind? 413 00:50:07,620 --> 00:50:09,050 'Alistair, 414 00:50:09,100 --> 00:50:12,660 'you must never make contact with anyone from this life again. 415 00:50:16,020 --> 00:50:18,210 'His name is Danny. 416 00:50:18,260 --> 00:50:19,780 'Danny. 417 00:50:21,180 --> 00:50:22,780 'Alistair? 418 00:50:23,940 --> 00:50:27,330 'I'll never speak to him again. 419 00:50:27,380 --> 00:50:29,890 'Frances! Frances! 420 00:50:29,940 --> 00:50:32,490 'This can be a new start for us too. 421 00:50:32,540 --> 00:50:34,770 'You'll hate me for a while. 422 00:50:34,820 --> 00:50:37,530 'But I love you so much. 423 00:50:37,580 --> 00:50:39,520 'I love you too. 424 00:50:41,100 --> 00:50:44,410 Get me out! Get me out! 425 00:50:44,460 --> 00:50:46,730 'Get me out of here!' 426 00:50:52,140 --> 00:50:54,880 Well, it's wrong. It's wrong! 427 00:50:56,460 --> 00:50:59,490 I'll go back up there. I'll talk to him. I'll explain. 428 00:50:59,540 --> 00:51:03,450 He'll listen to me. He didn't understand, that's all. 429 00:51:03,500 --> 00:51:07,220 I can persuade him. Alistair, Alistair... 430 00:51:08,900 --> 00:51:11,640 Listen to me. Listen to me... 431 00:51:12,500 --> 00:51:15,570 Let me speak to him! Let me speak to my son! 432 00:51:15,620 --> 00:51:20,060 Let me speak to him! Let me speak to my son... 433 00:52:04,420 --> 00:52:06,780 FRANCES WEEPS 434 00:52:43,980 --> 00:52:46,450 I know a police officer. 435 00:52:50,220 --> 00:52:53,920 You fail to grasp what has been done to you. 436 00:52:54,180 --> 00:52:58,080 The fact that you know the truth is irrelevant. 437 00:52:59,380 --> 00:53:03,260 No-one is going to publish anything you say. 438 00:53:04,460 --> 00:53:07,850 No-one is going to investigate your claims. 439 00:53:07,900 --> 00:53:10,370 No-one will believe you. 440 00:53:12,020 --> 00:53:15,620 But they'll believe you. You're his mother. 441 00:53:17,940 --> 00:53:20,210 What do you owe them? 442 00:53:23,540 --> 00:53:25,940 You gave them your son! 443 00:53:30,020 --> 00:53:31,620 Tell me... 444 00:53:32,700 --> 00:53:34,970 .. were I to agree... 445 00:53:35,300 --> 00:53:37,530 .. what would we do? 446 00:53:37,580 --> 00:53:40,050 We'd tell them the truth. 447 00:53:45,740 --> 00:53:47,260 I can't. 448 00:53:50,220 --> 00:53:51,610 She can't. 449 00:53:51,660 --> 00:53:53,970 - I want to hear it from you. - You heard it from me. 450 00:53:54,020 --> 00:53:56,930 His name is Alex. His real name. 451 00:53:56,980 --> 00:53:59,090 - The name you gave him. - She won't help you. 452 00:53:59,140 --> 00:54:00,930 She renamed him, but you let it slip. 453 00:54:00,980 --> 00:54:02,730 - Deliberately? - She can't help you. 454 00:54:02,780 --> 00:54:04,820 SOBBING 455 00:54:13,380 --> 00:54:15,520 It's time you left. 456 00:54:16,180 --> 00:54:17,850 She's gone. 457 00:54:48,660 --> 00:54:51,260 FLAMES CRACKLE OUTSIDE 458 00:55:31,620 --> 00:55:33,360 For her son. 459 00:55:40,340 --> 00:55:41,880 For Alex. 460 00:55:43,300 --> 00:55:45,240 All she can do. 461 00:55:51,540 --> 00:55:53,740 It's all SHE can do! 462 00:56:02,020 --> 00:56:03,980 DOOR OPENS 463 00:56:14,940 --> 00:56:17,010 Just a stupid boy? 464 00:57:26,860 --> 00:57:29,900 MUSIC: My Tears Are Becoming A Sea by M83 465 00:57:41,260 --> 00:57:43,100 DOOR OPENS 466 00:57:50,700 --> 00:57:53,500 Let's burn them down for real. 467 00:57:57,980 --> 00:58:00,580 We'd probably better hurry. 468 00:58:14,380 --> 00:58:16,860 You understand we don't stand a chance?