1 00:00:02,320 --> 00:00:03,833 DANNY: He was murdered. 2 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:06,228 He was murdered, Claire. 3 00:00:08,720 --> 00:00:09,835 (GASPS) 4 00:00:09,960 --> 00:00:12,110 - WOMAN: Who murdered him? - I don't know. 5 00:00:12,920 --> 00:00:16,799 British Ml6, the Chinese Ministry for State Security, 6 00:00:16,920 --> 00:00:19,388 American CIA, Israeli Mossad... 7 00:00:19,520 --> 00:00:22,353 We're not up against one intelligence agency. 8 00:00:22,480 --> 00:00:24,232 We're up against them all. 9 00:00:24,360 --> 00:00:28,751 That conversation took place in my bedroom. We were face to face. 10 00:00:30,280 --> 00:00:31,554 Why did they murder him? 11 00:00:32,360 --> 00:00:36,592 MARCUS: Alex decided to apply his concept to speech. 12 00:00:36,720 --> 00:00:38,073 A lie detector. 13 00:00:38,200 --> 00:00:39,235 He did it for me? 14 00:00:39,360 --> 00:00:43,319 He knew you'd find out that he'd lied about much of his life. 15 00:00:43,440 --> 00:00:45,396 He must have worried that you'd end up hating him. 16 00:00:45,520 --> 00:00:47,556 He must have worried about that moment every day. 17 00:00:47,680 --> 00:00:52,435 I would like to finish this particular adventure with you, Daniel Edward Holt, 18 00:00:52,920 --> 00:00:54,512 if you'll have me. 19 00:00:54,640 --> 00:00:55,959 (PHONE RINGS) 20 00:00:56,080 --> 00:00:57,479 Scottie? 21 00:00:57,600 --> 00:00:58,794 Danny... 22 00:00:59,480 --> 00:01:01,277 SCOTTIE: There will be a note. 23 00:01:05,960 --> 00:01:07,757 (PANTS) 24 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:38,000 Ripped By mstoll 25 00:02:18,560 --> 00:02:20,198 I have a question. 26 00:02:22,960 --> 00:02:26,191 How do we live without the people that we love? 27 00:02:38,240 --> 00:02:39,832 I can hear his reply. 28 00:02:45,360 --> 00:02:47,749 "We must figure this question out for ourselves." 29 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:53,437 (CHUCKLES) 30 00:02:53,560 --> 00:02:54,993 He's right. 31 00:02:56,400 --> 00:02:58,391 He was always right. 32 00:03:01,160 --> 00:03:02,991 Except, my friend... 33 00:03:06,720 --> 00:03:08,392 I don't want to know. 34 00:03:15,480 --> 00:03:17,994 I don't want to know how to live without you. 35 00:03:22,120 --> 00:03:25,635 I don't want to figure out how to stop feeling this sad. 36 00:04:17,400 --> 00:04:20,039 - Marcus, this isn't the time. - MARCUS: Yes, it is, Claire. 37 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:22,628 It's exactly the right time. 38 00:04:22,760 --> 00:04:23,954 (SIGHS) 39 00:04:24,080 --> 00:04:26,992 I have destroyed my copy of Alex's research. 40 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:29,274 You should destroy yours. 41 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:33,556 You asked for my advice. There it is. 42 00:04:33,680 --> 00:04:37,434 You can take it or... or not, but I won't help you. 43 00:04:37,560 --> 00:04:38,709 That's enough. 44 00:04:48,520 --> 00:04:52,593 It was... a nice idea. 45 00:05:47,840 --> 00:05:49,990 (DOG BARKS IN THE DISTANCE) 46 00:05:51,760 --> 00:05:55,070 (POLICE SIREN IN THE DISTANCE) 47 00:05:55,200 --> 00:05:57,509 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 48 00:06:42,520 --> 00:06:43,873 SARA: Danny! 49 00:06:44,520 --> 00:06:45,794 Come on! 50 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:01,994 OK. 51 00:07:02,920 --> 00:07:06,799 - (DANNY CHUCKLES) - Sorry. Goodbye. 52 00:07:38,840 --> 00:07:40,068 (GULLS CRY) 53 00:07:40,200 --> 00:07:41,792 (BIG BEN CHIMES) 54 00:07:52,640 --> 00:07:53,993 This is where you two met. 55 00:07:58,480 --> 00:08:00,436 I visited the nurse who took your blood sample. 56 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:03,791 I was curious because... it's not procedure. 57 00:08:04,680 --> 00:08:06,432 So, I asked a straightforward question. 58 00:08:06,560 --> 00:08:08,312 "Why did you do it?" 59 00:08:09,920 --> 00:08:11,797 And this man was afraid. 60 00:08:13,880 --> 00:08:17,668 Afterwards, I'd barely left the room... my phone rings. 61 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:22,191 It's my superiors demanding to know why I'm interrogating him. 62 00:08:22,320 --> 00:08:24,197 You know what I said? 63 00:08:25,040 --> 00:08:26,314 "No reason." 64 00:08:30,440 --> 00:08:31,998 It wasn't much. 65 00:08:33,040 --> 00:08:35,190 But it's as far as I'm prepared to go. 66 00:08:35,320 --> 00:08:36,673 Why? 67 00:08:36,800 --> 00:08:39,189 Listen, this is what's going to happen. 68 00:08:40,520 --> 00:08:42,988 You'll be the early innocent suspect... 69 00:08:44,160 --> 00:08:46,594 and I'll be the simple-minded copper. 70 00:08:47,960 --> 00:08:50,030 That's the account that's going to be written. 71 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:55,714 (DETECTIVE SIGHS) 72 00:09:00,080 --> 00:09:02,196 With Scottie, we had a chance. Without him, we haven't. 73 00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:03,878 I don't accept that. 74 00:09:06,080 --> 00:09:09,755 We knew him better than anyone. What would he do? 75 00:09:09,880 --> 00:09:11,598 You're confused, Danny... 76 00:09:12,640 --> 00:09:15,791 between trying to prove how much you loved him 77 00:09:15,920 --> 00:09:17,831 and trying to prove a conspiracy. 78 00:09:18,400 --> 00:09:21,312 You're confused, and I wonder if you haven't always been. 79 00:09:21,440 --> 00:09:22,793 What does that mean? 80 00:09:24,240 --> 00:09:28,358 Scottie was... sentimental about you. 81 00:09:29,400 --> 00:09:32,836 You're doing this for him. He was doing it for you. 82 00:09:34,480 --> 00:09:36,311 Maybe I was doing it for him. 83 00:09:38,120 --> 00:09:40,236 But it's not real, Danny. It won't work. 84 00:09:40,360 --> 00:09:43,989 Whatever you do, whatever you try, it won't work. 85 00:09:55,520 --> 00:09:56,999 He sent me this. 86 00:09:59,160 --> 00:10:03,233 There was a letter. It read, "Ambition but no conviction." 87 00:10:03,360 --> 00:10:05,191 "Love, Scottie." 88 00:10:06,040 --> 00:10:07,314 Walk with me. 89 00:10:28,200 --> 00:10:29,713 I'll be here... 90 00:10:31,080 --> 00:10:33,230 when you're ready. 91 00:10:58,720 --> 00:10:59,755 (BEEPING) 92 00:11:54,360 --> 00:11:55,759 (LOUD BANG) 93 00:11:55,880 --> 00:11:57,393 (DOG BARKS) 94 00:12:01,720 --> 00:12:03,597 (DISTANT CLANGING) 95 00:12:05,680 --> 00:12:06,715 (DISTANT CLANGING) 96 00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:16,791 (DISTANT CLANGING) 97 00:12:21,920 --> 00:12:23,990 (DOG BARKS) 98 00:12:29,240 --> 00:12:32,198 (METALLIC CREAKING) 99 00:13:47,880 --> 00:13:51,316 (TYPES) 100 00:13:56,200 --> 00:13:59,158 (MOUSE CLICKS) 101 00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:12,196 (CAR APPROACHES) 102 00:14:15,200 --> 00:14:16,428 (ENGINE STOPS) 103 00:14:42,800 --> 00:14:44,597 (DOORBELL) 104 00:14:50,200 --> 00:14:51,997 (DOORBELL) 105 00:15:02,920 --> 00:15:06,356 (DOORBELL RINGS CONTINUOUSLY) 106 00:15:08,520 --> 00:15:10,670 (QUIET WHEEZING) 107 00:15:10,800 --> 00:15:14,395 - How'd you find me? - You gave us this address. 108 00:15:16,760 --> 00:15:18,478 Eleven years. 109 00:15:19,480 --> 00:15:21,198 A long time. 110 00:15:24,160 --> 00:15:25,388 And now? 111 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:30,596 Dan, your dad's dying. 112 00:15:33,040 --> 00:15:35,076 We weren't much as parents. 113 00:15:42,160 --> 00:15:43,912 You read about me in the paper. 114 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:47,436 We read about you. 115 00:15:48,240 --> 00:15:49,992 But that's not why you're here. 116 00:15:53,280 --> 00:15:56,397 - You need money? - No. 117 00:15:56,520 --> 00:15:59,478 - No? - No. 118 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:03,632 This was a mistake. 119 00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:17,548 Tell me why. 120 00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:20,318 Why now? Why today? 121 00:16:20,440 --> 00:16:24,592 Weeks... that's all he's got left. 122 00:16:27,200 --> 00:16:28,553 We've said goodbye. 123 00:16:28,680 --> 00:16:33,515 Want to do a better job of it? There's something we'd like to show you. 124 00:16:43,400 --> 00:16:46,312 If this is a lie, please stop the car and let me out. 125 00:16:48,920 --> 00:16:52,196 Because I've been through too much for this to be another lie. 126 00:16:56,680 --> 00:16:58,398 I won't be angry. I know it's... 127 00:16:59,680 --> 00:17:05,198 It's not your fault, but just stop the car and let me out. 128 00:17:08,840 --> 00:17:12,196 But if you drive me home after I've given you this chance, I... 129 00:17:12,960 --> 00:17:13,995 Mum? 130 00:17:35,600 --> 00:17:37,989 (QUIET WHEEZING) 131 00:17:40,240 --> 00:17:41,753 (CAMERA BEEPS) 132 00:17:41,880 --> 00:17:43,313 Alright if I? 133 00:17:57,200 --> 00:18:01,193 (CAMERA BEEPS) 134 00:18:11,760 --> 00:18:15,355 (QUIET WHEEZING) 135 00:18:41,960 --> 00:18:43,552 I wish this could be true. 136 00:19:10,800 --> 00:19:12,199 (SCOFFS) 137 00:19:22,280 --> 00:19:23,759 Shh. 138 00:19:26,360 --> 00:19:28,794 People can change this much, you know. 139 00:19:30,920 --> 00:19:32,558 For real, I mean. 140 00:19:41,960 --> 00:19:43,632 (WHEEZING) 141 00:19:43,760 --> 00:19:46,115 You're not dying. 142 00:19:46,240 --> 00:19:48,390 Not today, not next week. 143 00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:52,229 They're scary people, Dan. They know everything about us. 144 00:19:52,360 --> 00:19:54,316 Everything we've ever done wrong. 145 00:19:56,360 --> 00:19:57,429 What did you do? 146 00:19:59,080 --> 00:20:01,913 This isn't like pinching stuff from the shops. 147 00:20:04,160 --> 00:20:06,276 - Why am I here? - MOTHER: Why are we here? 148 00:20:06,400 --> 00:20:09,995 Being made to do this? Being threatened? 149 00:20:10,120 --> 00:20:11,838 What have you dragged us into? 150 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:16,355 How could you do this to us? To your father? (VOICE FADES) 151 00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:18,994 (CONTINUES SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 152 00:20:19,120 --> 00:20:20,838 (MUSIC PLAYS OVER DIALOGUE) 153 00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:39,396 DANNY: They gave you this, didn't they? They told you to take a photo? 154 00:20:39,520 --> 00:20:40,509 Why? 155 00:20:42,520 --> 00:20:43,999 (CAMERA WHIRS) 156 00:20:54,880 --> 00:20:57,758 I always wanted to know. 157 00:20:57,880 --> 00:21:00,394 Wouldn't it have been easier to have loved me? 158 00:21:04,040 --> 00:21:06,315 I can't say why we never did. 159 00:21:21,200 --> 00:21:23,191 I'm not angry anymore. 160 00:22:03,920 --> 00:22:07,833 (BEEPING) 161 00:22:26,200 --> 00:22:27,394 (COMPUTER CHIMES) 162 00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:35,952 (PRINTER WHIRS) 163 00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:12,110 MAN: Have you been to any forums on living with HIV before? No? 164 00:23:12,240 --> 00:23:14,276 If you take a seat, maybe over there? 165 00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:17,710 Alright. Hi, guys. Hi. 166 00:23:23,840 --> 00:23:26,798 I'd like us to welcome Ryan. 167 00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:34,994 A lot of people don't speak until they've been a few times, 168 00:23:35,120 --> 00:23:39,159 so you shouldn't feel any pressure, but I wanted to give you the chance. 169 00:23:41,960 --> 00:23:46,590 And remember, there's no point talking unless you feel able to tell the truth. 170 00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:56,199 Maybe you're not ready. 171 00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:04,189 - I'll go. - MAN: Danny. 172 00:24:14,120 --> 00:24:20,514 Uh, my partner, his name was Alex, he, uh, died, some months ago, 173 00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:26,397 and I've been trying to... find out why he was killed. 174 00:24:37,280 --> 00:24:38,952 Are you OK? 175 00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:44,154 And, um, he was working as a spy for Ml6, 176 00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:46,191 although when we were together, I didn't know. 177 00:24:46,320 --> 00:24:48,914 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 178 00:24:56,520 --> 00:24:59,637 Get down! Show us your hands. 179 00:24:59,760 --> 00:25:00,875 On your front! 180 00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:05,429 ...an attic in his apartment, and, um... 181 00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:08,559 ways they did that was to, uh, 182 00:25:08,680 --> 00:25:12,229 inject me with the HIV virus. 183 00:25:16,560 --> 00:25:18,312 DANNY: You have to believe me! 184 00:25:18,440 --> 00:25:21,796 If you don't believe me, I don't have anyone else, Scottie. 185 00:25:21,920 --> 00:25:23,990 I don't have anyone else. 186 00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:44,837 What are you going to do now? 187 00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:49,192 I'm going to do nothing. 188 00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:57,990 Your parents are waiting. Oh, here they are. 189 00:25:59,520 --> 00:26:02,592 Hey, Ryan. How was it? You OK? 190 00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:05,473 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 191 00:26:08,760 --> 00:26:10,990 Let's go home. 192 00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:57,591 DANNY: I wish this could be true. 193 00:28:08,560 --> 00:28:10,710 I rather thought it might be you. 194 00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:13,591 DANNY: Is it too late to talk? 195 00:28:14,640 --> 00:28:18,394 Too late? Perhaps it is. 196 00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:28,993 (DOOR CLOSES) 197 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:34,193 (LOUD THUD) 198 00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:41,630 - What harm can it do? - What good can it do? 199 00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:45,799 What good? What possible good? 200 00:28:47,800 --> 00:28:50,917 What good can any of us do? 201 00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:54,032 Better leave him be. He's just a boy. 202 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:55,559 (CHUCKLES) 203 00:28:56,600 --> 00:28:59,398 CHARLES: Just a stupid boy. 204 00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:00,669 (LAUGHS) 205 00:29:02,760 --> 00:29:04,990 (CONTINUES LAUGHING) 206 00:29:07,880 --> 00:29:11,270 I take it you have something you wish to discuss. 207 00:29:11,400 --> 00:29:14,756 More than that, you intend to accuse me? 208 00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:16,074 I have a question. 209 00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:19,795 A question. I'll permit a question. 210 00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:22,993 But just one. 211 00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:45,949 That will be all. 212 00:29:48,440 --> 00:29:50,192 FRANCES: We both loved him. 213 00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:52,994 DANNY: Yes. 214 00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:57,232 Can't we pretend for a while that's all we need to say? 215 00:30:10,760 --> 00:30:13,433 (DANNY TAKES A DEEP BREATH) 216 00:30:17,040 --> 00:30:19,759 FRANCES: There was always something of the mystic about you. 217 00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:22,075 Fortune teller, soothsayer, 218 00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:26,478 a person who knows nothing yet sees everything. 219 00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:34,353 Alex was the last person to hold your hand. 220 00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:36,149 Question? 221 00:30:36,760 --> 00:30:38,159 Statement. 222 00:30:39,720 --> 00:30:43,076 Yes. Yes, he was. 223 00:30:49,360 --> 00:30:51,237 (YOUNG ALEX LAUGHS) 224 00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:53,794 You blame me for his death. 225 00:30:55,120 --> 00:30:57,270 - FRANCES: Question? - Statement. 226 00:30:57,400 --> 00:30:58,469 Yes. 227 00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:01,519 Yes, I do. 228 00:31:04,360 --> 00:31:09,718 How can you blame me, unless you know why he was killed? 229 00:31:10,520 --> 00:31:13,034 It is a good question. 230 00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:44,794 For all your efforts, 231 00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:48,993 all your loss, all your grief and sacrifice... 232 00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:51,913 you have nothing. 233 00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:57,910 You accept I'm continuing this conversation 234 00:31:58,040 --> 00:32:01,589 solely for my own personal reasons? 235 00:32:01,720 --> 00:32:04,109 - Which are? - It's very important to me 236 00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:07,596 that you understand how much I loved my son. 237 00:32:08,640 --> 00:32:09,959 Show me his room. 238 00:33:12,360 --> 00:33:15,557 Alistair spent more time in this room than any other. 239 00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:35,397 DANNY: How do you know? 240 00:33:38,240 --> 00:33:39,593 How? 241 00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:44,669 No! No! No, don't! Stop! 242 00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:46,472 How do you know? 243 00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:47,635 (FRANCES CRIES) 244 00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:51,469 No! No! No! No! No! 245 00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:54,468 (SOBS) Don't! 246 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:57,991 Please. 247 00:34:05,720 --> 00:34:08,393 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 248 00:34:10,680 --> 00:34:14,389 Because... he was my spy. 249 00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:20,228 I made him a spy. 250 00:34:32,000 --> 00:34:37,199 I told you my... my husband was an important man, 251 00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:40,995 an important man with a second-rate mind. 252 00:34:42,160 --> 00:34:43,991 We were together at Cambridge. 253 00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:52,517 The tutor who recruited him was as blind to my talents 254 00:34:52,640 --> 00:34:56,519 as he was to Charles's flaws. 255 00:34:56,640 --> 00:35:01,191 Nonetheless, in the gentlemen's club of Ml5, 256 00:35:01,320 --> 00:35:04,392 Charles flourished while I was relegated to... 257 00:35:07,760 --> 00:35:11,673 hosting dinners and cocktail parties for his spies. 258 00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:14,633 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 259 00:35:18,880 --> 00:35:20,996 (LAUGHS LOUDLY) 260 00:35:28,400 --> 00:35:31,198 FRANCES: Three moles at the heart of his organization... 261 00:35:32,280 --> 00:35:34,111 and Charles didn't see them. 262 00:35:34,240 --> 00:35:36,800 They were men like him. 263 00:35:36,920 --> 00:35:40,196 Talked like him, dressed like him, fucked like him. 264 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:41,389 Well, two did, anyway. 265 00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:46,512 They were his friends. 266 00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:48,875 (DOOR CLOSES) 267 00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:51,833 Agents were lost. Operations compromised. 268 00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:54,793 When the three finally defected, we were disgraced, 269 00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:58,117 removed from the service, exiled from power, 270 00:35:58,240 --> 00:36:00,708 left to rot in this place, 271 00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:07,791 guarded night and day by... by agents for fear that we too might be traitors. 272 00:36:09,880 --> 00:36:12,997 I took to drink for a while. 273 00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:15,953 I became promiscuous for a while. 274 00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:18,469 Scandal engulfed me. 275 00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:20,952 I couldn't go on behaving that way. 276 00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:25,718 You either step into the abyss... 277 00:36:27,520 --> 00:36:29,272 or step back from it. 278 00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:32,472 You cannot walk along its edge for long. 279 00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:39,274 You know this edge, don't you? 280 00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:42,631 - Yes. - Yes. 281 00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:44,990 FRANCES: Alex was your step back. 282 00:36:46,680 --> 00:36:48,796 He was mine, too. 283 00:36:49,760 --> 00:36:51,955 I decided to have a child. 284 00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:55,390 He would be my future, my savior, my second chance. 285 00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:58,717 I'd make him into the spy I should have been. 286 00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:02,873 My spy made by me. 287 00:37:05,280 --> 00:37:07,874 (SIGHS) It was a mistake. 288 00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:13,836 Not a lie, not the truth. 289 00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:16,679 For once your intuitions let you down. 290 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:18,791 You decided to have a child. 291 00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:23,835 What, fuck old Charles and see what happens? 292 00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:28,748 Not much of a plan, considering how stupid you think he is. 293 00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:32,509 But luck was on your side. 294 00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:34,073 Your child was a genius. 295 00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:36,794 Be very careful what you say next. 296 00:37:39,240 --> 00:37:41,196 I want to tell you a story... 297 00:37:46,680 --> 00:37:48,477 about a man. 298 00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:55,839 While other people were laughing and drinking... 299 00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:58,869 this man would just walk... 300 00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:04,189 ALEX: ...until he reached the exact same spot, 301 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:07,198 where he'd sit with his back to all those people. 302 00:38:09,240 --> 00:38:12,357 And while he did everything to signal to the world 303 00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:14,277 that he wanted to be left alone... 304 00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:15,799 ALEX: ... more than anything, 305 00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:19,595 he hoped that someone passing would understand 306 00:38:19,720 --> 00:38:22,632 that what he really wanted was the exact opposite... 307 00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:28,072 and that this someone would sit next to him... 308 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:31,996 ...and strike up a conversation. 309 00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:38,797 ALEX: I was that man. 310 00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:43,478 You were that someone. 311 00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:48,229 Why was he so lonely? 312 00:38:51,720 --> 00:38:53,995 I put too much pressure on him. 313 00:38:55,560 --> 00:38:57,835 I made him too important in my life. 314 00:38:58,880 --> 00:39:00,518 It was unfair. 315 00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:03,992 I see that now. 316 00:39:05,960 --> 00:39:08,599 No child can redeem their parents. 317 00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:17,077 Hard to connect to people... 318 00:39:19,560 --> 00:39:23,997 especially when you're not sure how they're connected to you. 319 00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:47,591 For an hour or so, I hoped that my real parents were real parents. 320 00:39:59,040 --> 00:40:00,234 Daniel! 321 00:40:16,240 --> 00:40:19,312 (TAKES DEEP BREATH) 322 00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:23,358 I was in a state. 323 00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:25,391 I didn't deserve to be his mum. 324 00:40:25,520 --> 00:40:28,353 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACH) 325 00:40:28,960 --> 00:40:30,552 Surely you can't be so conventional 326 00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:33,797 as to think there's only one way to bring up a child? 327 00:40:39,720 --> 00:40:41,312 We are both his mother. 328 00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:46,358 Neither one less nor more real than the other. 329 00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:52,198 I took care of his mind, and she took care of his other needs. 330 00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:54,390 He didn't know? 331 00:40:56,480 --> 00:40:57,799 FRANCES: No. 332 00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:01,799 Except he did, didn't he? 333 00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:03,399 He knew. 334 00:41:04,840 --> 00:41:06,512 On some level, maybe. 335 00:41:07,320 --> 00:41:09,993 He was very young when it happened. 336 00:41:10,120 --> 00:41:13,715 At the time, she was working for me... and stealing. 337 00:41:14,320 --> 00:41:16,675 I went to her house to threaten her with the police 338 00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:19,189 if she didn't return the items. 339 00:41:23,960 --> 00:41:26,315 I've never seen anything like it. 340 00:41:28,480 --> 00:41:31,472 (TAP DRIPS / FLIES BUZZ) 341 00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:38,474 No father, no mother to speak of. 342 00:41:40,680 --> 00:41:44,593 She thought the boy disturbed, damaged by her drink and drugs. 343 00:41:46,600 --> 00:41:49,353 I saw how precious he really was. 344 00:41:57,160 --> 00:42:00,436 - We came to an arrangement. - DANNY: An arrangement? 345 00:42:01,480 --> 00:42:03,596 I would be his mother. 346 00:42:07,640 --> 00:42:09,358 I'd be his nanny. 347 00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:11,835 FRANCES: He would be provided for in every way, 348 00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:14,997 every opportunity, every comfort. 349 00:42:15,760 --> 00:42:16,954 And Charles agreed? 350 00:42:17,080 --> 00:42:20,197 He resisted, initially. 351 00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:23,598 Then he was persuaded. 352 00:42:23,720 --> 00:42:26,792 You could persuade anyone... 353 00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:30,912 of anything, couldn't you? 354 00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:35,189 In this society, it's not enough to be born brilliant. 355 00:42:35,960 --> 00:42:39,669 I opened up a world that would have been closed to him. 356 00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:43,637 DANNY: He didn't belong there. 357 00:42:43,760 --> 00:42:47,958 He's not you. He wasn't like you. 358 00:42:48,080 --> 00:42:51,117 Just a few years, that's all I asked. 359 00:42:51,240 --> 00:42:53,276 Then he would be free to do whatever he wanted. 360 00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:55,391 Such as end all lies? 361 00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:58,034 FRANCES: Such a sentimental, ridiculous notion. 362 00:42:58,160 --> 00:42:59,991 I warned him. 363 00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:04,795 I tried to save him. 364 00:43:07,000 --> 00:43:08,797 I tried... 365 00:43:42,920 --> 00:43:45,798 (DIALS NUMBER) 366 00:43:54,960 --> 00:43:56,234 MAN: Sir. 367 00:44:31,360 --> 00:44:33,237 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 368 00:44:34,600 --> 00:44:36,397 WOMAN: Mrs Turner? 369 00:44:58,160 --> 00:45:01,675 (SLOW MUFFLED BREATHING) 370 00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:20,399 (SLOW BREATHING) 371 00:45:26,000 --> 00:45:27,592 (MOANS) 372 00:45:36,040 --> 00:45:39,191 (MOANS) 373 00:45:43,280 --> 00:45:45,077 (BREATHING INTENSIFIES) 374 00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:47,589 (MOANS) 375 00:45:50,160 --> 00:45:53,789 (MUFFLED BREATHING) 376 00:45:55,160 --> 00:45:56,991 (PANICKED BREATHING) 377 00:46:04,880 --> 00:46:08,156 - Alistair? - (YELLS) 378 00:46:08,280 --> 00:46:09,599 Shh. 379 00:46:09,720 --> 00:46:11,517 (YELLS) Frances! 380 00:46:11,640 --> 00:46:14,393 - Shh. - (CONTINUES YELLING) 381 00:46:14,520 --> 00:46:16,511 - Shh! - (GRUNTS) 382 00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:19,313 FRANCES: Alistair! Shh. 383 00:46:19,440 --> 00:46:21,476 (WHIMPERS) 384 00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:26,789 (WHISPERS) Listen, we have very little time. 385 00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:28,990 Listen to me. 386 00:46:31,120 --> 00:46:34,590 You're in a great deal of trouble, but there is a way out. 387 00:46:34,720 --> 00:46:36,597 Do you understand? 388 00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:44,880 (SLOWS BREATHING) 389 00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:47,514 I understand. 390 00:46:47,640 --> 00:46:50,598 FRANCES: It's all been arranged. This is a warning. 391 00:46:50,720 --> 00:46:55,236 You'll go to America for a few years, to work. 392 00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:58,750 A new identity, a new life, a new name. 393 00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:01,997 But you must leave everything behind. 394 00:47:03,200 --> 00:47:06,988 This... This project... what were you thinking? 395 00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:12,389 All you have to do is say yes. You'll be flown out tonight. 396 00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:14,715 No belongings, no bags. 397 00:47:19,240 --> 00:47:23,916 Alistair, all you have to do is agree. 398 00:47:24,040 --> 00:47:26,838 All you have to do is agree. 399 00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:29,872 (SCREAMS) 400 00:47:31,240 --> 00:47:33,037 No way! 401 00:47:33,160 --> 00:47:34,434 (GRUNTS) 402 00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:35,993 FRANCES: Alistair? 403 00:47:39,160 --> 00:47:41,594 All you have to do is agree. 404 00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:49,629 I agree. 405 00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:51,990 You will go to America? 406 00:47:53,920 --> 00:47:56,673 - ALEX: I'll go. - You must speak clearly. 407 00:47:57,640 --> 00:48:00,791 I will go to America. 408 00:48:00,920 --> 00:48:03,195 FRANCES: You will destroy your research? 409 00:48:03,320 --> 00:48:04,833 I will destroy it. 410 00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:07,349 FRANCES: You'll never work on it again? 411 00:48:07,480 --> 00:48:09,755 I'll never work on it again. 412 00:48:09,880 --> 00:48:12,394 FRANCES: You'll leave it all behind? 413 00:48:17,720 --> 00:48:22,236 Alistair, you must never make contact with anyone from this life again. 414 00:48:29,920 --> 00:48:31,399 Alistair? 415 00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:39,710 - His name is Danny. - FRANCES: Danny. 416 00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:51,358 I'll never speak to him again. 417 00:49:04,240 --> 00:49:07,073 This can be a new start for us, too. 418 00:49:07,200 --> 00:49:09,794 You'll hate me for a while, 419 00:49:09,920 --> 00:49:11,717 but I love you so much. 420 00:49:16,080 --> 00:49:18,275 I love you, too. 421 00:49:21,080 --> 00:49:22,115 (KISSES CHEST) 422 00:49:29,680 --> 00:49:31,591 - (BANGING) - ALEX: Get me out of here! 423 00:49:34,800 --> 00:49:37,519 (PANICKED BREATHING) 424 00:49:39,120 --> 00:49:42,908 (HEAVY BREATHING) 425 00:49:43,040 --> 00:49:46,271 (YELLS) Get me out! 426 00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:48,470 (YELLS) 427 00:49:51,240 --> 00:49:54,915 - FRANCES: You must speak clearly. - ALEX: I will go to America. 428 00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:57,429 FRANCES: You will destroy your research? 429 00:49:57,560 --> 00:49:58,959 ALEX: I'll destroy it. 430 00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:01,150 FRANCES: You'll never work on it again? 431 00:50:01,280 --> 00:50:03,032 ALEX: I'll never work on it again. 432 00:50:03,160 --> 00:50:05,390 FRANCES: You'll leave it all behind? 433 00:50:08,960 --> 00:50:15,195 Alistair, you must never make contact with anyone from this life again. 434 00:50:17,640 --> 00:50:21,394 - His name is Danny. - FRANCES: Danny. 435 00:50:23,000 --> 00:50:24,228 Alistair? 436 00:50:25,640 --> 00:50:28,473 ALEX: I'll never speak to him again. 437 00:50:29,640 --> 00:50:31,517 Frances! Frances! 438 00:50:31,640 --> 00:50:34,108 FRANCES: This could be a new start for us, too. 439 00:50:34,240 --> 00:50:35,958 You'll hate me for a while... 440 00:50:36,960 --> 00:50:39,110 but I love you so much. 441 00:50:39,240 --> 00:50:40,514 ALEX: I love you, too. 442 00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:45,998 - (BANGING) - ALEX: Let me out! Let me out! 443 00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:47,872 Get me out of here! 444 00:50:53,680 --> 00:50:57,229 Well, it's wrong. It's wrong. 445 00:50:58,120 --> 00:51:00,953 I can go back up there. I'll talk to him. I'll explain. 446 00:51:01,080 --> 00:51:02,513 He... He'll listen to me. 447 00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:05,074 He didn't understand, that's all. He... He... 448 00:51:05,200 --> 00:51:10,399 I can persuade him. Alistair... Alistair... 449 00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:12,476 Listen to me. Listen to me. 450 00:51:13,720 --> 00:51:17,190 Let... Let me speak to him. Let me speak to my son! 451 00:51:17,320 --> 00:51:19,880 Let me speak to him! 452 00:51:20,000 --> 00:51:23,197 Let me speak to my son! 453 00:52:04,080 --> 00:52:05,672 (GROANS) 454 00:52:05,800 --> 00:52:08,712 (SOBS) 455 00:52:45,680 --> 00:52:47,511 I know a police officer. 456 00:52:52,080 --> 00:52:55,834 You fail to grasp what has been done to you. 457 00:52:55,960 --> 00:52:59,077 The fact that you know the truth is irrelevant. 458 00:53:01,160 --> 00:53:06,075 No one is going to publish anything you say. 459 00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:09,556 No one is going to investigate your claims. 460 00:53:09,680 --> 00:53:13,593 No one will believe you. 461 00:53:13,720 --> 00:53:15,358 But they'll believe you. 462 00:53:15,480 --> 00:53:17,391 You're his mother. 463 00:53:19,880 --> 00:53:21,711 What do you owe them? 464 00:53:25,200 --> 00:53:26,599 You gave them your son. 465 00:53:31,720 --> 00:53:32,994 Tell me... 466 00:53:34,400 --> 00:53:38,837 were I to agree, what would we do? 467 00:53:38,960 --> 00:53:41,474 We'd tell them the truth. 468 00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:48,309 I can't. 469 00:53:51,880 --> 00:53:53,154 She can't. 470 00:53:53,280 --> 00:53:55,714 - I want to hear it from you. - FRANCES: You heard it from me. 471 00:53:55,840 --> 00:53:59,435 DANNY: His name is Alex. His real name. The name you gave him. 472 00:53:59,560 --> 00:54:02,233 - She won't help you. - She renamed him, but you let it slip. 473 00:54:02,920 --> 00:54:05,195 - Deliberately? - FRANCES: She can't help you. 474 00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:16,792 It's time you left. 475 00:54:17,720 --> 00:54:19,199 She's gone. 476 00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:40,991 (SOBS) 477 00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:54,798 (FIRE ROARS) 478 00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:28,790 (HEAVY BREATHING) 479 00:55:33,320 --> 00:55:34,639 For her son. 480 00:55:42,120 --> 00:55:43,997 For Alex. 481 00:55:44,960 --> 00:55:46,996 All she can do. 482 00:55:53,240 --> 00:55:55,231 It's all she can do! 483 00:56:03,120 --> 00:56:05,998 (DOOR OPENS) 484 00:56:16,640 --> 00:56:18,631 Just a stupid boy? 485 00:57:29,640 --> 00:57:32,996 ♪ I'm slowly drifting to... 486 00:57:35,040 --> 00:57:37,793 ♪ You 487 00:57:44,800 --> 00:57:47,997 ♪ The stars and the planets 488 00:57:49,400 --> 00:57:50,719 ♪ Are calling me 489 00:57:52,280 --> 00:57:54,635 Let's burn them down for real. 490 00:57:55,800 --> 00:57:59,429 ♪ A billion years away... 491 00:57:59,560 --> 00:58:00,913 We'd probably better hurry. 492 00:58:01,040 --> 00:58:02,439 ♪ From you 493 00:58:10,600 --> 00:58:13,990 ♪ I'm on my way, I'm on... 494 00:58:16,000 --> 00:58:19,390 You understand we don't stand a chance? 495 00:58:22,500 --> 00:58:30,500 Ripped By mstoll