1 00:00:05,903 --> 00:00:07,202 Okay, everybody. 2 00:00:07,238 --> 00:00:08,870 We're starting in ten minutes. 3 00:00:08,905 --> 00:00:10,939 Ten minutes to start! 4 00:00:10,974 --> 00:00:13,175 Come on, Gabe, triathlon's about to start! 5 00:00:13,210 --> 00:00:14,143 Hey, Max. How are you, honey? 6 00:00:14,178 --> 00:00:17,312 - Who's that? - That is Ava. 7 00:00:17,348 --> 00:00:18,813 She works at the club. 8 00:00:18,849 --> 00:00:21,517 - She's pretty. - Yeah, she is. 9 00:00:21,552 --> 00:00:22,817 Lookit, there's Mom. 10 00:00:22,853 --> 00:00:26,120 - Whoo! Hey, boys. - Yes. 11 00:00:26,156 --> 00:00:27,288 - Hello. - Whoo! 12 00:00:27,323 --> 00:00:29,157 It's almost time. 13 00:00:29,192 --> 00:00:30,291 You've got to give her a pep talk. 14 00:00:30,326 --> 00:00:32,126 Okay, lay it on me, kids. 15 00:00:32,162 --> 00:00:34,962 - Try to be a gracious loser. - Yeah? 16 00:00:34,997 --> 00:00:36,464 Remember what happened last year? 17 00:00:36,499 --> 00:00:39,099 The police will not always be so gracious. 18 00:00:39,135 --> 00:00:41,934 Okay, I'm feeling it. Put it here. 19 00:00:41,970 --> 00:00:43,670 Great talk, great talk, great talk. 20 00:00:43,705 --> 00:00:45,405 - Whoo! - Go get 'em. 21 00:00:45,440 --> 00:00:46,706 I got this. 22 00:00:46,741 --> 00:00:47,707 Dr. Millicent Silvano... 23 00:00:47,742 --> 00:00:48,942 - Watch out, people! - Hello... 24 00:00:48,977 --> 00:00:49,976 Coming through, coming through, coming through. 25 00:00:50,011 --> 00:00:51,611 And welcome, everybody, 26 00:00:51,647 --> 00:00:54,614 to St. Matthew's Free Clinic annual triathlon. 27 00:00:57,085 --> 00:00:58,450 Even County General, 28 00:00:58,486 --> 00:01:01,420 who this year will eat our dust, losers. 29 00:01:03,724 --> 00:01:04,890 I digress. 30 00:01:06,561 --> 00:01:08,227 LA's hospitals have contributed 31 00:01:08,262 --> 00:01:09,728 their finest tricyclists, 32 00:01:09,763 --> 00:01:11,963 hippity hoppers, and roller skaters... 33 00:01:11,999 --> 00:01:13,799 Woo-hoo! 34 00:01:13,834 --> 00:01:16,934 To this fierce sporting spectacle. 35 00:01:16,969 --> 00:01:18,636 The clinic gets the entry fee, 36 00:01:18,672 --> 00:01:21,972 the winner gets the bragging rights. 37 00:01:22,008 --> 00:01:24,942 So, does every tricyclist have a bedpan? 38 00:01:26,145 --> 00:01:28,112 Okay. 39 00:01:28,147 --> 00:01:31,583 Ready, steady... 40 00:01:31,618 --> 00:01:34,685 Go! 41 00:01:34,720 --> 00:01:37,688 Go, Forester! Go! 42 00:01:41,993 --> 00:01:44,361 Oh, man down! 43 00:01:44,396 --> 00:01:45,662 Hey, Marty. 44 00:01:45,698 --> 00:01:47,831 Grab your big ball and get in position. 45 00:01:47,866 --> 00:01:50,899 There's this stupid story about last year's intern. 46 00:01:50,935 --> 00:01:53,402 The hippity hopper who dropped the bedpan. 47 00:01:53,438 --> 00:01:55,471 They eventually found her body, right? 48 00:01:55,506 --> 00:01:56,739 Her body? 49 00:01:56,774 --> 00:01:57,840 Yeah. 50 00:01:57,875 --> 00:01:59,375 Her career? 51 00:01:59,410 --> 00:02:00,776 No. 52 00:02:00,811 --> 00:02:02,478 Oh, God. 53 00:02:25,334 --> 00:02:26,734 Doctor? Nurse? 54 00:02:26,769 --> 00:02:28,669 - Administrator? - Consultant. 55 00:02:28,704 --> 00:02:30,154 Oh, that's how you spell "ringer." 56 00:02:30,272 --> 00:02:32,906 - Give it to me! - Here! 57 00:02:36,579 --> 00:02:37,978 Whoa! Back off. 58 00:02:39,948 --> 00:02:41,914 Yeah, go, Mom! 59 00:02:41,949 --> 00:02:44,317 Go, Alex! Go, Alex! 60 00:02:44,352 --> 00:02:47,287 Don't, I'm pregnant! 61 00:02:47,322 --> 00:02:48,554 Ha, ha, ha! 62 00:02:52,761 --> 00:02:54,761 Hey! 63 00:02:58,399 --> 00:03:00,231 Don't screw this up, Alex! 64 00:03:03,337 --> 00:03:04,503 Hey! 65 00:03:05,539 --> 00:03:06,505 Come on, Alex! 66 00:03:06,540 --> 00:03:08,640 Yes, come on, Alex! 67 00:03:19,218 --> 00:03:21,352 Sorry, are you okay? 68 00:03:21,387 --> 00:03:23,688 My backside's a bit sore. 69 00:03:23,723 --> 00:03:25,155 Would a kiss make it better? 70 00:03:25,191 --> 00:03:27,658 Whoo! 71 00:03:33,064 --> 00:03:35,553 That's right, baby! I won. 72 00:03:35,554 --> 00:03:38,802 Alex, Alex! Are you really pregnant? 73 00:03:38,837 --> 00:03:41,270 I'm just... I'm gonna get you water. 74 00:03:45,447 --> 00:03:49,589 Synced and corrected by VitoSilans - www.Addic7ed.com - 75 00:03:51,048 --> 00:03:53,915 - Hey, babe. - Hey. 76 00:03:53,951 --> 00:03:56,652 - Sorry, I'm kind of busy. - Yeah, we're swamped, I know. 77 00:03:56,687 --> 00:03:58,220 I'm so sorry I upset you. 78 00:03:58,255 --> 00:03:59,555 Yeah, it was a joke. I get it. 79 00:03:59,590 --> 00:04:02,057 I like to win. I won! 80 00:04:02,092 --> 00:04:04,493 And sometimes I say things, and... 81 00:04:04,528 --> 00:04:07,729 Look, Al, it's all good. 82 00:04:07,764 --> 00:04:09,831 Yeah? 83 00:04:09,866 --> 00:04:11,198 Exam room two. 84 00:04:14,371 --> 00:04:16,671 All right, looks normal. 85 00:04:16,706 --> 00:04:20,775 - Hi, I'm Dr. Panttiere. - Hi. 86 00:04:20,810 --> 00:04:22,076 I know you. 87 00:04:22,111 --> 00:04:23,777 I work at the Waiting Room part time. 88 00:04:23,812 --> 00:04:25,945 - Right. - You put down "dance teacher." 89 00:04:25,981 --> 00:04:26,764 Was. 90 00:04:26,765 --> 00:04:29,549 When it gets slow, Brian lets me wait tables. 91 00:04:29,585 --> 00:04:31,651 You didn't finish filling out the form. 92 00:04:31,687 --> 00:04:33,453 Here, sorry. Hospital rules. 93 00:04:33,489 --> 00:04:35,622 The part where it asks male or female? 94 00:04:35,657 --> 00:04:38,191 - Your form needs more boxes. - Ah. 95 00:04:38,226 --> 00:04:39,592 I was assigned male at birth, 96 00:04:39,627 --> 00:04:41,293 but I've always identified female. 97 00:04:41,328 --> 00:04:44,162 I take hormones and I'm in transition. 98 00:04:44,198 --> 00:04:45,531 Cool. 99 00:04:45,566 --> 00:04:47,700 Which pronouns do you prefer? 100 00:04:47,735 --> 00:04:50,503 "She" and "her." Thanks for asking. 101 00:04:50,538 --> 00:04:52,237 Of course. Okay, where does it hurt? 102 00:04:52,273 --> 00:04:53,839 It's just along my ribs here. 103 00:04:53,875 --> 00:04:55,908 Okay. 104 00:04:55,943 --> 00:04:57,975 Excuse me. 105 00:04:58,011 --> 00:04:59,477 There's some contusions. 106 00:04:59,513 --> 00:05:01,345 I'm gonna press lightly along your ribs. 107 00:05:01,381 --> 00:05:03,815 Okay? See if there's a fracture. 108 00:05:03,850 --> 00:05:05,650 Let me know if there's any sharp pain. 109 00:05:05,685 --> 00:05:08,986 The whole area is just sore. 110 00:05:09,022 --> 00:05:10,121 What's this? 111 00:05:10,156 --> 00:05:12,590 That's my right breast. 112 00:05:12,626 --> 00:05:14,190 No, the hard tissue. 113 00:05:14,226 --> 00:05:16,560 I want to do a fine needle aspiration 114 00:05:16,595 --> 00:05:18,328 and some imaging studies to be sure. 115 00:05:18,363 --> 00:05:20,497 It might be nothing, maybe just fibrous tissue, 116 00:05:20,533 --> 00:05:22,900 but let's not take any chances. 117 00:05:22,935 --> 00:05:24,735 Ji-Sung will schedule the appointments, 118 00:05:24,770 --> 00:05:29,272 and once we get your results, we'll take it from there. 119 00:05:29,308 --> 00:05:30,540 Okay? 120 00:05:30,575 --> 00:05:32,542 Okay. 121 00:05:37,482 --> 00:05:40,082 Hey, excuse me. 122 00:05:40,117 --> 00:05:42,084 Didn't we collide at the track? 123 00:05:42,119 --> 00:05:44,754 A woman never forgets a man that makes her see stars. 124 00:05:47,391 --> 00:05:49,090 Do you need to see a doctor? 125 00:05:49,125 --> 00:05:50,859 Just did. All better. 126 00:05:50,894 --> 00:05:52,694 - That's beautiful ink. - Yeah, thanks, 127 00:05:52,729 --> 00:05:54,195 - I'm a tattoo artist. - Really? 128 00:05:54,230 --> 00:05:55,530 No way. 129 00:05:55,566 --> 00:05:57,031 Tribal, portrait, floral, geometric? 130 00:05:57,067 --> 00:05:58,700 What's your specialty? 131 00:05:58,735 --> 00:06:00,916 - Transformative. - Wow. 132 00:06:01,023 --> 00:06:03,171 I fractured my forearm; the scar was permanent. 133 00:06:03,206 --> 00:06:05,138 - So I did this. - That's beautiful. 134 00:06:05,174 --> 00:06:07,240 People come to me with scars, amputations, 135 00:06:07,276 --> 00:06:09,409 things that make them feel unattractive. 136 00:06:09,445 --> 00:06:13,080 So I take those wounds and transform them into beauty. 137 00:06:15,250 --> 00:06:17,250 Do you ever transform old tattoos? 138 00:06:17,286 --> 00:06:18,418 All the time. 139 00:06:18,736 --> 00:06:20,855 All right, I've got something I want to show you. 140 00:06:20,890 --> 00:06:23,022 - Is it a tattoo? - Yes. 141 00:06:23,057 --> 00:06:24,791 - I didn't mean... - Uh-huh, no. 142 00:06:24,826 --> 00:06:26,960 - Sorry. - Call me. 143 00:06:26,995 --> 00:06:29,161 I want to see what you've got. 144 00:06:29,197 --> 00:06:31,330 Still talking tattoos? 145 00:06:40,441 --> 00:06:42,007 I thought Brian was back. 146 00:06:42,042 --> 00:06:43,375 He's got another couple days. 147 00:06:43,411 --> 00:06:45,311 But it looks like 148 00:06:45,346 --> 00:06:47,112 he's going to get that club, fingers crossed. 149 00:06:47,147 --> 00:06:48,681 Well, you're a very good boyfriend 150 00:06:48,716 --> 00:06:52,117 and a hell of a husband, should you need a reference. 151 00:06:54,455 --> 00:06:55,820 Hey, Ava. 152 00:06:55,855 --> 00:06:57,422 I've been trying to reach you all week. 153 00:06:58,758 --> 00:07:00,525 You missed two appointments. 154 00:07:00,560 --> 00:07:03,528 - I've been busy. - Hey, if you need time off... 155 00:07:03,563 --> 00:07:05,330 And you haven't returned my calls. 156 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:11,336 Ava, the cytopathology report is worrisome. 157 00:07:12,538 --> 00:07:14,304 There are some atypical cells. 158 00:07:14,340 --> 00:07:15,772 It doesn't mean cancer, 159 00:07:15,808 --> 00:07:17,774 but we need to do a more definitive biopsy, 160 00:07:17,810 --> 00:07:19,443 sample more of the tissue 161 00:07:19,478 --> 00:07:21,411 to find out if cancer is present or not. 162 00:07:21,447 --> 00:07:25,582 Dr. Zhang is the best breast surgeon in the business. 163 00:07:25,617 --> 00:07:27,718 I personally recruited him from Baltimore. 164 00:07:27,753 --> 00:07:30,986 His incisions are tiny and they heal beautifuly. 165 00:07:31,021 --> 00:07:32,655 How does he feel about trans women? 166 00:07:32,690 --> 00:07:34,690 The same way he feels about any woman, 167 00:07:34,726 --> 00:07:36,859 or I wouldn't let him near my hospital. Okay? 168 00:07:36,894 --> 00:07:39,528 Come on, after everything you've been through? 169 00:07:39,564 --> 00:07:41,930 You know, caught early, most breast cancers are curable. 170 00:07:41,966 --> 00:07:45,267 But the fear of letting that cancer spread and metastasize? 171 00:07:45,302 --> 00:07:47,802 That bitch kills. 172 00:07:47,838 --> 00:07:49,804 I'm glad we caught this early. 173 00:07:58,382 --> 00:08:00,382 Oh, no, Ava. 174 00:08:02,853 --> 00:08:04,852 How long have you known? 175 00:08:06,221 --> 00:08:08,589 Well, I had... I had a little lump 176 00:08:08,624 --> 00:08:10,257 when I was still a boy, 177 00:08:10,292 --> 00:08:12,426 but I didn't think that men could get breast cancer. 178 00:08:12,461 --> 00:08:14,261 Breast cancer doesn't respect gender. 179 00:08:21,436 --> 00:08:24,036 Has there been any significant growth recently? 180 00:08:26,741 --> 00:08:29,108 Yes. 181 00:08:34,291 --> 00:08:36,628 This is your room. 182 00:08:36,765 --> 00:08:38,383 You remember Ji-Sung. 183 00:08:38,575 --> 00:08:39,840 She'll help you get settled in. 184 00:08:39,876 --> 00:08:41,842 Hello again. 185 00:08:44,346 --> 00:08:46,747 Your skin is beautiful. 186 00:08:46,782 --> 00:08:49,048 No, that's... that's crazy. 187 00:08:49,084 --> 00:08:50,850 Really? 188 00:08:50,886 --> 00:08:53,387 - Your pores are really tiny. - You know what, you can go. 189 00:08:53,422 --> 00:08:55,855 - I got this. - Yeah, just... 190 00:08:55,891 --> 00:08:58,792 Thank you. 191 00:08:58,827 --> 00:09:01,394 How tiny are they? 192 00:09:04,455 --> 00:09:06,098 It's very kind of you to meet me here. 193 00:09:06,133 --> 00:09:07,633 Oh, no problem. 194 00:09:09,637 --> 00:09:11,003 It's on my upper back. 195 00:09:11,038 --> 00:09:12,371 So... 196 00:09:13,775 --> 00:09:15,974 Jesse, nakedness goes with the job. 197 00:09:16,010 --> 00:09:17,809 I can handle your bare back. 198 00:09:17,844 --> 00:09:19,844 Okay. 199 00:09:26,787 --> 00:09:29,554 Ah, outline of a hat. 200 00:09:29,589 --> 00:09:31,155 - Yeah. - Is that a bowler derby? 201 00:09:31,191 --> 00:09:32,857 Sort of. 202 00:09:32,892 --> 00:09:35,025 Which signifies? 203 00:09:35,060 --> 00:09:36,960 Just a crazy moment. 204 00:09:36,995 --> 00:09:38,161 Ah, was it a girl? 205 00:09:40,399 --> 00:09:42,833 Could be a guy, I'm not judgey. 206 00:09:42,868 --> 00:09:47,270 It's complicated, but, uh, yeah, it was for a girl. 207 00:09:47,306 --> 00:09:48,271 Hmm. 208 00:09:48,307 --> 00:09:51,308 But she never actually saw it, so... 209 00:09:54,579 --> 00:09:56,746 Not much shading and the lines are clean. 210 00:09:56,781 --> 00:09:58,134 You could get it lasered off. 211 00:09:58,243 --> 00:10:00,316 No, I don't want to pretend it didn't happen. 212 00:10:00,352 --> 00:10:03,986 But I think it's time to move on. 213 00:10:04,021 --> 00:10:05,955 Okay, then. 214 00:10:05,990 --> 00:10:07,923 I have some design software. 215 00:10:07,959 --> 00:10:09,591 I could show you some possibilities. 216 00:10:09,626 --> 00:10:11,226 Mind if I take some photos? 217 00:10:11,261 --> 00:10:13,261 Sure, that's what they all say. 218 00:10:13,296 --> 00:10:14,563 Ah. 219 00:10:21,071 --> 00:10:22,537 Wrong room. 220 00:10:33,115 --> 00:10:34,982 Okay, people. You know the drill. 221 00:10:35,017 --> 00:10:36,417 Budget distribution comes down 222 00:10:36,452 --> 00:10:38,519 to relative value units for each department. 223 00:10:38,554 --> 00:10:40,020 So, rack up the points. 224 00:10:40,055 --> 00:10:42,055 Because medical care and World of Warcraft 225 00:10:42,091 --> 00:10:43,823 have so much in common. 226 00:10:43,859 --> 00:10:46,659 What kinds of points were you racking up yesterday, Jesse? 227 00:10:46,695 --> 00:10:49,829 Sorry? 228 00:10:49,865 --> 00:10:51,998 I walked into an examination room 229 00:10:52,033 --> 00:10:56,068 and there he was, half naked with a woman touching his body. 230 00:10:56,104 --> 00:10:58,938 Wait, half naked? 231 00:10:58,973 --> 00:11:00,105 - Which half? - It's not like that. 232 00:11:00,140 --> 00:11:01,273 She's a tattoo artist. 233 00:11:01,308 --> 00:11:02,441 Wait a second, you've got tats? 234 00:11:02,476 --> 00:11:04,142 A tat. I've got one tat. 235 00:11:04,177 --> 00:11:06,144 - Do I want to see it? - That's not gonna happen. 236 00:11:06,179 --> 00:11:07,880 - Oh, he's ashamed of it. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 237 00:11:07,915 --> 00:11:09,047 There's nothing to be ashamed of. 238 00:11:09,082 --> 00:11:10,248 Completely innocent question. 239 00:11:10,284 --> 00:11:12,384 Is this an imaginary tattoo? 240 00:11:14,221 --> 00:11:15,387 Yeah. 241 00:11:15,423 --> 00:11:16,621 You're not gonna let this go, are you? 242 00:11:16,656 --> 00:11:17,922 - No. - Show us. 243 00:11:17,957 --> 00:11:19,657 Yeah, show us. 244 00:11:19,692 --> 00:11:21,592 All right, sure. 245 00:11:21,628 --> 00:11:22,948 You're really gonna take it off. 246 00:11:22,962 --> 00:11:24,161 Oh, he's taking it off. 247 00:11:24,196 --> 00:11:27,164 - Oh, God. - Oh, my God. 248 00:11:27,199 --> 00:11:28,566 What's that, an Afro? Or... 249 00:11:28,601 --> 00:11:30,334 A hat? 250 00:11:30,369 --> 00:11:32,637 - What is that? - I like it. 251 00:11:32,672 --> 00:11:34,404 It's edgy and it's English. 252 00:11:34,440 --> 00:11:36,740 Wait, is it ironic, or what? I don't... 253 00:11:36,775 --> 00:11:40,043 Did you lose a bet? Nerd alert. 254 00:11:42,748 --> 00:11:44,681 So how about you, Panttiere? 255 00:11:44,716 --> 00:11:46,583 A bowler hat? 256 00:11:46,618 --> 00:11:47,851 Okay. 257 00:11:47,886 --> 00:11:49,185 Must mean something. 258 00:11:57,628 --> 00:12:00,529 - Okay, that is not true. - Yep, it is. 259 00:12:00,565 --> 00:12:02,531 - You're just lying to me. - No, I'm not. 260 00:12:02,567 --> 00:12:03,532 Dad! Dad! 261 00:12:03,568 --> 00:12:04,601 It's not fair. 262 00:12:04,602 --> 00:12:07,235 I'm the oldest, so I get to slice the cake. 263 00:12:07,271 --> 00:12:10,271 - Right? - Not fair. 264 00:12:10,306 --> 00:12:12,139 The oldest gets to slice the cake. 265 00:12:12,175 --> 00:12:13,675 Oh, yeah! What did I tell you? 266 00:12:13,710 --> 00:12:15,677 While the youngest gets first pick. 267 00:12:15,712 --> 00:12:17,645 - Dad! - Oh! 268 00:12:17,681 --> 00:12:19,881 So I would make sure that both those slices 269 00:12:19,916 --> 00:12:22,584 of cake are completely equal. 270 00:12:22,619 --> 00:12:24,385 Why would you even say that? 271 00:12:24,420 --> 00:12:25,986 That's not even a part... you're just making this up. 272 00:12:26,021 --> 00:12:27,554 By the way, this is your one hour 273 00:12:27,590 --> 00:12:29,155 of video games for the night. Are you sure 274 00:12:29,191 --> 00:12:31,191 you want to spend it arguing about a piece of cake? 275 00:12:32,495 --> 00:12:35,428 Man, you are a natural-born father. 276 00:12:37,332 --> 00:12:39,779 Well, I've always kind of grooved to the crazy kids. 277 00:12:39,942 --> 00:12:42,301 Did you always know you wanted them? 278 00:12:42,336 --> 00:12:43,870 Yeah. 279 00:12:43,905 --> 00:12:45,237 How about you? 280 00:12:46,650 --> 00:12:48,574 I mean, kids were never that important to me. 281 00:12:48,610 --> 00:12:50,242 My sisters got two, I mean, they're great kids. 282 00:12:50,277 --> 00:12:51,511 But it was never like 283 00:12:51,546 --> 00:12:53,613 I had to have one, you know? 284 00:12:53,648 --> 00:12:55,781 Yeah, Alex is pretty clear about the fact that... 285 00:12:55,817 --> 00:12:57,149 That, I do know. 286 00:12:58,952 --> 00:13:00,352 Before she agreed to go out with me, 287 00:13:00,353 --> 00:13:01,953 she said I needed to know three things. 288 00:13:01,989 --> 00:13:04,589 One, she spits on other people when she gets excited. 289 00:13:04,625 --> 00:13:07,692 She hates being called "Alexandra." 290 00:13:07,728 --> 00:13:10,829 And she's done having kids. 291 00:13:10,864 --> 00:13:13,798 And you said okay. 292 00:13:13,834 --> 00:13:16,366 It's okay. Things change, Pierce. 293 00:13:18,037 --> 00:13:21,005 I mean, I love Alex. 294 00:13:22,842 --> 00:13:25,075 And I want kids. 295 00:13:25,110 --> 00:13:27,545 You said it out loud. How'd that feel? 296 00:13:27,580 --> 00:13:29,346 I don't know, I don't know. 297 00:13:29,381 --> 00:13:30,748 Give it to me! 298 00:13:30,783 --> 00:13:32,149 Do I want to know? 299 00:13:32,184 --> 00:13:33,382 Both: No. 300 00:13:39,824 --> 00:13:41,457 Your flash mob would have rocked. 301 00:13:41,492 --> 00:13:42,759 Maybe next year. 302 00:13:42,794 --> 00:13:44,126 When I was a dance teacher... 303 00:13:44,162 --> 00:13:45,227 You taught dance? 304 00:13:45,263 --> 00:13:48,364 Mostly kids, so sweet. 305 00:13:48,399 --> 00:13:50,331 Why did you give it up? 306 00:13:50,367 --> 00:13:52,467 Well, one summer Mr. Andy went away 307 00:13:52,502 --> 00:13:55,370 and Ms. Ava came back. 308 00:13:55,405 --> 00:13:57,973 That was a little hard to explain to the parents, 309 00:13:58,008 --> 00:14:01,109 so the studio let me go. 310 00:14:01,144 --> 00:14:04,780 I still miss it. 311 00:14:04,815 --> 00:14:06,081 Well, anyways. 312 00:14:06,116 --> 00:14:09,016 Do me proud and show me your moves. 313 00:14:09,052 --> 00:14:11,052 - Ready? Okay. - Right. 314 00:14:11,087 --> 00:14:13,054 - Five, six, seven... - Ready? 315 00:14:13,089 --> 00:14:16,023 In pre-op, we're supposed to help the patients relax, 316 00:14:16,059 --> 00:14:18,525 which is why you're all leaving. 317 00:14:18,561 --> 00:14:20,995 Get out of here. Farewell, hookers. 318 00:14:21,030 --> 00:14:22,597 - You mean "hoofers." - No. 319 00:14:22,632 --> 00:14:25,899 Um, Ava, you can't wear makeup in surgery. 320 00:14:25,934 --> 00:14:27,701 I need to get a nurse to take it off. 321 00:14:27,736 --> 00:14:30,536 Please, I can deal with anything if I feel beautiful. 322 00:14:30,572 --> 00:14:31,673 It's hospital rules. 323 00:14:31,781 --> 00:14:34,540 Anesthesiologist needs to see the color of your skin and lips 324 00:14:34,576 --> 00:14:37,310 to make sure your blood is properly oxygenated. 325 00:14:39,547 --> 00:14:42,447 If it's your kids you should take it. 326 00:14:42,483 --> 00:14:45,417 One quick text, and thank you. 327 00:14:45,452 --> 00:14:47,853 You promise you won't laugh? 328 00:14:47,888 --> 00:14:49,421 I want four kids, 329 00:14:49,456 --> 00:14:51,556 a mini van, and to be, like, 330 00:14:51,592 --> 00:14:53,492 the most glamorous soccer mom 331 00:14:53,527 --> 00:14:55,360 that all the other moms hate. 332 00:14:55,395 --> 00:14:56,835 Oh, you don't need to be glamorous. 333 00:14:56,864 --> 00:14:58,329 They'll still hate you. 334 00:14:58,364 --> 00:15:01,132 Because you work, and bring lousy snacks, 335 00:15:01,167 --> 00:15:03,167 and once, one time, 336 00:15:03,202 --> 00:15:05,603 I parked in the handicap spot because I was running late. 337 00:15:07,007 --> 00:15:09,206 Four kids? 338 00:15:09,242 --> 00:15:11,542 Big families are the best. 339 00:15:11,577 --> 00:15:12,910 Are you gonna have more? 340 00:15:12,946 --> 00:15:16,046 I thought I was done, but my boyfriend 341 00:15:16,081 --> 00:15:18,581 and I have some issues we need to explore. 342 00:15:18,617 --> 00:15:22,085 Oh. 343 00:15:22,121 --> 00:15:23,453 Ava used the words "makeover." 344 00:15:23,488 --> 00:15:27,124 I don't remember the rest. 345 00:15:27,159 --> 00:15:28,625 Am I... am I pretty? 346 00:15:28,661 --> 00:15:31,394 That lipstick is nice. 347 00:15:31,429 --> 00:15:33,062 But you can't wear any. 348 00:15:33,097 --> 00:15:34,196 I'm sorry. 349 00:15:34,231 --> 00:15:35,831 We're gonna have to take it off. 350 00:15:37,468 --> 00:15:40,369 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 351 00:15:40,404 --> 00:15:43,673 How about a compromise? 352 00:16:14,576 --> 00:16:16,848 - Hey. - Bad memory. 353 00:16:19,318 --> 00:16:22,003 When I was still a boy in the schoolyard. 354 00:16:22,437 --> 00:16:23,627 It's recess, 355 00:16:23,752 --> 00:16:26,685 and the boys don't pick me for dodgeball and the girls 356 00:16:26,687 --> 00:16:28,587 don't want me touching their dolls, 357 00:16:28,589 --> 00:16:30,922 and recess just never ends. 358 00:16:33,259 --> 00:16:36,260 - Did you get the results yet? - No, but... 359 00:16:36,262 --> 00:16:39,863 Can anything be done about it until we do? 360 00:16:39,865 --> 00:16:42,433 Then allow me to live in hope. 361 00:16:42,435 --> 00:16:43,801 I love hope. 362 00:16:44,770 --> 00:16:49,140 I also love spa days. 363 00:16:49,142 --> 00:16:51,608 - Ding! - Is that my makeup kit? 364 00:16:51,610 --> 00:16:52,742 Yeah. I figured a woman 365 00:16:52,744 --> 00:16:53,970 as pretty as you knows a thing 366 00:16:53,971 --> 00:16:56,379 or two about makeup, maybe even threading eyebrows. 367 00:16:57,916 --> 00:16:59,616 We could do that. 368 00:16:59,618 --> 00:17:02,352 Or we could, and it's just a suggestion here, 369 00:17:04,055 --> 00:17:06,423 get rid of your mustache. 370 00:17:06,425 --> 00:17:08,724 Both: Mm-hmm, mm-hmm. 371 00:17:08,726 --> 00:17:10,593 I don't have a mustache. 372 00:17:12,530 --> 00:17:14,463 - Mm, mm-hmm, mm-hmm. - Just little one. 373 00:17:15,933 --> 00:17:17,533 Mm-hmm. 374 00:17:19,770 --> 00:17:23,305 - No, a couple more minutes. - It's itchy. 375 00:17:23,307 --> 00:17:26,241 - I think I'm done. - Trust me. 376 00:17:26,243 --> 00:17:29,444 No one knows more about hair removal than a trans woman. 377 00:17:31,648 --> 00:17:33,681 Go. 378 00:17:36,819 --> 00:17:38,653 You said you always knew. 379 00:17:38,655 --> 00:17:42,289 When did you let other people know? 380 00:17:42,291 --> 00:17:43,790 I was nine. 381 00:17:43,792 --> 00:17:45,292 And I got into my mother's makeup 382 00:17:45,294 --> 00:17:47,794 'cause I wanted to make myself look pretty 383 00:17:47,796 --> 00:17:51,097 for Sunday night dinner with the family. 384 00:17:51,099 --> 00:17:53,700 They weren't even surprised. 385 00:17:53,702 --> 00:17:57,003 The thing is, I looked pretty. 386 00:17:57,005 --> 00:17:58,337 I looked right. 387 00:17:58,339 --> 00:18:00,773 - And you never had any doubts? - Zero. 388 00:18:00,775 --> 00:18:02,608 I mean, I'm a woman. 389 00:18:02,610 --> 00:18:05,711 What nature confused, hormones put right. 390 00:18:07,148 --> 00:18:08,648 Wow. 391 00:18:08,650 --> 00:18:10,149 In my entire life, 392 00:18:10,151 --> 00:18:12,785 I have never been that sure about anything. 393 00:18:12,787 --> 00:18:14,453 I've noticed that about you. 394 00:18:14,455 --> 00:18:17,556 Yeah? Do you know what I've noticed about you? 395 00:18:19,859 --> 00:18:21,293 Your muzzy was out of control. 396 00:18:21,295 --> 00:18:23,961 Whoa. 397 00:18:33,072 --> 00:18:36,273 - Hey. - Hey. 398 00:18:43,849 --> 00:18:45,316 You're killing me. 399 00:18:45,318 --> 00:18:47,384 Am I making those smacky sounds again? 400 00:18:47,386 --> 00:18:50,253 You're not making any sound. 401 00:18:50,255 --> 00:18:52,322 You're the one who always wants to talk about his feelings. 402 00:18:52,324 --> 00:18:53,590 What happened? 403 00:18:53,592 --> 00:18:55,725 I learned from you. 404 00:18:57,362 --> 00:18:59,862 Come on, Harrison. Talk. 405 00:19:02,234 --> 00:19:03,766 You were up front from the beginning 406 00:19:03,768 --> 00:19:05,835 and told me you didn't want any more kids. 407 00:19:05,837 --> 00:19:08,737 And I was okay with that, because I wanted you. 408 00:19:08,739 --> 00:19:11,506 On whatever terms, I wanted you. 409 00:19:11,508 --> 00:19:13,908 Okay, but now? 410 00:19:13,910 --> 00:19:17,846 The minute you said you were pregnant, I saw her. 411 00:19:17,848 --> 00:19:19,981 Who? 412 00:19:19,983 --> 00:19:22,284 Our daughter. 413 00:19:25,355 --> 00:19:28,922 I'm holding her in my arms. 414 00:19:28,924 --> 00:19:33,361 She's got your smile, your eyes. 415 00:19:33,363 --> 00:19:35,863 She's got my great hair. 416 00:19:35,865 --> 00:19:37,965 She yelled at me for making smacky sounds. 417 00:19:39,569 --> 00:19:42,201 She's beautiful. 418 00:19:46,308 --> 00:19:48,308 If you tell me you named her... 419 00:20:05,793 --> 00:20:07,760 Your patient's in trouble. 420 00:20:07,762 --> 00:20:10,128 We used your new 3D breast tomography... 421 00:20:10,130 --> 00:20:11,830 Great images, by the way. 422 00:20:11,832 --> 00:20:14,332 She's got a suspicious lesion on the other breast 423 00:20:14,334 --> 00:20:17,234 that the digital mammogram missed. 424 00:20:17,236 --> 00:20:19,136 I biopsied both sides, 425 00:20:19,138 --> 00:20:22,340 and they both came back with invasive ductal carcinoma. 426 00:20:22,342 --> 00:20:23,685 Poorly differentiated. 427 00:20:23,820 --> 00:20:26,143 Her genetic testing shows she has a BRCA gene mutation. 428 00:20:26,145 --> 00:20:27,945 She's genetically male, 429 00:20:27,947 --> 00:20:30,247 and the BRCA 1 and 2 gene in men 430 00:20:30,249 --> 00:20:33,183 increases the risk of breast cancer. 431 00:20:33,185 --> 00:20:35,919 I'm gonna recommend a bilateral mastectomy. 432 00:20:35,921 --> 00:20:37,253 - Yeah, of course. - Because of 433 00:20:37,255 --> 00:20:38,955 the aggressive nature of the disease 434 00:20:38,957 --> 00:20:40,824 and the tumor size. 435 00:20:40,826 --> 00:20:42,292 I'll talk to her. 436 00:20:42,294 --> 00:20:44,428 You want me to do it? 437 00:20:44,430 --> 00:20:47,030 She's my patient, thank you. 438 00:20:48,533 --> 00:20:50,199 Good work. 439 00:20:50,201 --> 00:20:53,803 Alex, do it now. 440 00:21:05,608 --> 00:21:09,314 You want to cut off my breasts and leave scars across my chest? 441 00:21:09,316 --> 00:21:13,285 There are reconstructive surgeries and implants, Ava. 442 00:21:13,287 --> 00:21:16,486 Will the hormones that I take allow me to grow 443 00:21:16,488 --> 00:21:18,155 my natural breasts back? 444 00:21:18,157 --> 00:21:19,022 No. 445 00:21:19,167 --> 00:21:21,458 I mean, the hormones, you have to stop taking them. 446 00:21:21,460 --> 00:21:23,260 - What? - Hormones can accelerate 447 00:21:23,262 --> 00:21:24,728 the growth of cancers in the body. 448 00:21:24,730 --> 00:21:26,463 Hormones don't cause cancer. 449 00:21:26,465 --> 00:21:28,899 No. Emphatically, no. 450 00:21:28,901 --> 00:21:30,265 But what we found, 451 00:21:30,266 --> 00:21:32,969 it could've already existed before you began the transition. 452 00:21:32,971 --> 00:21:36,572 Continued use could accelerate growth of cancer. 453 00:21:36,574 --> 00:21:39,242 Nothing is worth that. 454 00:21:39,244 --> 00:21:40,643 I'm sorry, Ava. 455 00:21:40,645 --> 00:21:42,312 We'll manage a gradual withdrawal, 456 00:21:42,314 --> 00:21:44,113 but you need to stop using hormones. 457 00:21:44,115 --> 00:21:47,616 You're telling me to give up my identity as a woman. 458 00:21:47,618 --> 00:21:49,985 I'm telling you we can fight this and win. 459 00:21:49,987 --> 00:21:51,786 Win what? 460 00:21:51,788 --> 00:21:54,423 Without my hormones, I don't have my soft skin, 461 00:21:54,425 --> 00:21:57,692 I don't have my roundness, I will not be a woman anymore. 462 00:21:57,694 --> 00:22:00,495 You need to do this. 463 00:22:06,069 --> 00:22:08,769 - Okay. - So? 464 00:22:08,771 --> 00:22:10,804 There are a lot of possibilities. 465 00:22:13,709 --> 00:22:15,843 Is that a clown car? 466 00:22:15,845 --> 00:22:18,879 - Spaceship. - Spaceship. 467 00:22:18,881 --> 00:22:20,647 I don't know, what would you choose? 468 00:22:21,980 --> 00:22:23,483 Come on, you're a tattoo artist. 469 00:22:23,485 --> 00:22:25,352 I want your professional opinion. 470 00:22:25,354 --> 00:22:27,387 This is why amateurs should not get ink 471 00:22:27,389 --> 00:22:30,156 without using their mind or their spirit. 472 00:22:30,158 --> 00:22:32,225 Whoa, this took a turn, all right. 473 00:22:32,227 --> 00:22:36,129 Body art is the most personal statement you can make. 474 00:22:36,131 --> 00:22:37,830 You're writing on your flesh 475 00:22:37,832 --> 00:22:41,000 to tell the world something indelible about yourself. 476 00:22:41,002 --> 00:22:43,668 You don't ask another person what that should be. 477 00:22:57,317 --> 00:22:59,384 This Maori tattoo, 478 00:23:02,355 --> 00:23:04,788 a boy from New Zealand. 479 00:23:07,994 --> 00:23:13,363 These bougainvilleas, a cousin I lost too soon. 480 00:23:13,365 --> 00:23:19,002 This stupid goldfish, summer theater camp. 481 00:23:19,004 --> 00:23:22,939 I regret nothing, especially my mistakes. 482 00:23:24,410 --> 00:23:26,343 Your bowler hat? 483 00:23:26,345 --> 00:23:30,212 Something touched you so deeply that you wanted a record of it, 484 00:23:30,214 --> 00:23:32,415 so you wrote it on your body. 485 00:23:32,417 --> 00:23:35,217 Not in glitter, but in ink. 486 00:23:35,219 --> 00:23:36,652 Permanent ink. 487 00:23:39,290 --> 00:23:41,957 Now you want to change that? 488 00:23:41,959 --> 00:23:45,561 Let's find the thing that you want more, 489 00:23:45,563 --> 00:23:47,995 and we'll write that on your body. 490 00:23:52,035 --> 00:23:54,102 You know, not a lot of therapists 491 00:23:54,104 --> 00:23:56,204 would let me have a session while shooting hoops. 492 00:23:56,206 --> 00:23:59,441 I discovered it was the best way 493 00:23:59,443 --> 00:24:01,443 for my stepson to talk to me, too. 494 00:24:01,445 --> 00:24:03,378 I didn't know you had a son. 495 00:24:03,380 --> 00:24:07,247 Trevon was from my ex-wife's first marriage. 496 00:24:07,249 --> 00:24:09,416 After we split, she wouldn't let me see him. 497 00:24:09,418 --> 00:24:12,286 The woman has no problem cleaning out my pockets 498 00:24:12,288 --> 00:24:14,654 to pay for his private school. 499 00:24:14,656 --> 00:24:15,922 Sorry, I had no idea. 500 00:24:15,924 --> 00:24:18,525 He's a good kid, so I deal. 501 00:24:20,496 --> 00:24:22,995 Well, before your marriage, 502 00:24:22,997 --> 00:24:25,498 how important was being a father to you? 503 00:24:25,500 --> 00:24:29,402 Hmm, I couldn't imagine it before it happened. 504 00:24:29,404 --> 00:24:31,537 Now I can't imagine my life any other way. 505 00:24:36,677 --> 00:24:37,943 Am I missing something? 506 00:24:37,945 --> 00:24:39,611 Am I gonna regret not having kids? 507 00:24:39,613 --> 00:24:41,346 That's the question I should ask you. 508 00:24:41,348 --> 00:24:43,181 Do me a favor and don't. 509 00:24:43,183 --> 00:24:45,717 Any chance of Alex changing her mind? 510 00:24:50,324 --> 00:24:52,557 What are the chances of you changing yours? 511 00:24:59,932 --> 00:25:01,499 Max, you got my message. 512 00:25:01,501 --> 00:25:03,967 Thanks for coming. I need all the help I can get 513 00:25:03,969 --> 00:25:05,769 convincing Ava to have the surgery. 514 00:25:05,771 --> 00:25:07,671 Oh, uh, when was the last time you talked to her? 515 00:25:07,673 --> 00:25:12,175 This afternoon. What's going on? 516 00:25:12,177 --> 00:25:13,543 There's not going to be any surgery. 517 00:25:13,545 --> 00:25:15,345 - Ava... - I get it. 518 00:25:15,347 --> 00:25:17,547 I'm gonna die young and it's not gonna be pretty. 519 00:25:17,549 --> 00:25:20,517 But I'm gonna die the woman I was born to be. 520 00:25:20,519 --> 00:25:21,741 Will you talk to her? 521 00:25:21,884 --> 00:25:24,120 - You think I haven't tried? - I don't understand. 522 00:25:24,122 --> 00:25:26,623 If your offer to take me home still stands, 523 00:25:26,625 --> 00:25:27,826 I'd like to go. 524 00:25:28,048 --> 00:25:29,558 You know, for the first time, I don't believe you're a woman. 525 00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:30,959 Excuse me? 526 00:25:30,961 --> 00:25:32,361 What does being a woman mean to you? 527 00:25:32,363 --> 00:25:33,862 You have no idea how entitled you are. 528 00:25:33,864 --> 00:25:36,131 Okay, maybe. But owning my gender identity 529 00:25:36,133 --> 00:25:38,500 has nothing to do with hair or makeup 530 00:25:38,502 --> 00:25:40,569 or clothes. That's drag. 531 00:25:40,571 --> 00:25:43,038 Did you just compare trans to drag? 532 00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:47,841 All I'm saying is real women fight. 533 00:25:47,843 --> 00:25:51,646 Real women endure hardship to live another day. 534 00:25:51,648 --> 00:25:53,381 You want to own your identity as a woman? 535 00:25:53,383 --> 00:25:56,584 - Stay with me and fight. - I don't care what you do 536 00:25:56,586 --> 00:25:58,186 or you don't understand. 537 00:25:58,188 --> 00:26:00,488 This is me saying no. 538 00:26:00,490 --> 00:26:01,589 This is my decision, 539 00:26:01,591 --> 00:26:03,856 and it's no. 540 00:26:13,142 --> 00:26:16,311 Excuse me, I'm here to see Dr. Shane. 541 00:26:16,346 --> 00:26:17,696 Actually, I'm a little early. 542 00:26:17,697 --> 00:26:19,297 He said I could set up in exam room four. 543 00:26:19,316 --> 00:26:20,648 I'll take her. 544 00:26:27,590 --> 00:26:30,257 How far along are you? 545 00:26:30,293 --> 00:26:31,925 "Don't, I'm pregnant." 546 00:26:31,961 --> 00:26:34,628 Yeah, yeah. I'm not pregnant, 547 00:26:34,663 --> 00:26:37,027 just a thing I wish I hadn't said. 548 00:26:37,144 --> 00:26:40,301 I figured, but hey, you pushed me into Jesse's arms. 549 00:26:40,336 --> 00:26:42,303 So, thanks for that. 550 00:26:42,338 --> 00:26:43,471 I looked you up. 551 00:26:43,506 --> 00:26:45,838 - Did you? - You're good. 552 00:26:45,873 --> 00:26:47,807 The work you do with amputees is amazing. 553 00:26:47,842 --> 00:26:49,442 You're an artist. 554 00:26:49,478 --> 00:26:51,398 Ah, that's what Jesse said about your suturing. 555 00:26:52,914 --> 00:26:54,083 Did he? 556 00:26:54,188 --> 00:26:56,549 Most surgeons sew your body back together, he said. 557 00:26:56,585 --> 00:27:00,286 But Alex sutures like she could restore your soul. 558 00:27:00,322 --> 00:27:03,122 Did he mention everything I know, I learned from him? 559 00:27:03,157 --> 00:27:06,691 He left that part out. 560 00:27:42,861 --> 00:27:45,262 Come on. Come on. 561 00:27:45,297 --> 00:27:49,999 Come on, come on, come on. 562 00:27:50,035 --> 00:27:52,434 Okay. 563 00:27:52,470 --> 00:27:54,436 Ooh, ooh, eee, eee! 564 00:27:54,472 --> 00:27:57,139 No! 565 00:28:00,711 --> 00:28:02,278 Whoa! 566 00:28:02,313 --> 00:28:04,180 You don't have to kick the thing. 567 00:28:04,215 --> 00:28:05,747 It's got feelings too, you know. 568 00:28:05,783 --> 00:28:08,016 Inanimate objects don't have feelings. 569 00:28:08,052 --> 00:28:09,383 Like your heart. 570 00:28:09,384 --> 00:28:10,918 That's where you're wrong, Panttiere. 571 00:28:10,953 --> 00:28:14,222 You've got to be one with the claw. 572 00:28:14,257 --> 00:28:17,458 - "Be one with the claw." - Feel the negative space. 573 00:28:17,494 --> 00:28:18,893 Yeah. 574 00:28:18,928 --> 00:28:20,728 - Compensate. - Compensate. 575 00:28:20,763 --> 00:28:23,030 Compen... what? 576 00:28:23,066 --> 00:28:24,666 Yeah. 577 00:28:24,701 --> 00:28:26,200 You see that? 578 00:28:26,235 --> 00:28:28,669 You had a seriously misspent youth. 579 00:28:28,704 --> 00:28:31,638 - What, you don't want it? - Yeah, I want it. 580 00:28:35,877 --> 00:28:36,943 Hmm. 581 00:28:36,978 --> 00:28:39,513 - It's a stupid bowler hat. - Ha. 582 00:28:39,548 --> 00:28:43,083 It's a tiny bowler hat with a hair clip. 583 00:28:43,118 --> 00:28:45,651 You're missing the point. 584 00:28:45,687 --> 00:28:47,019 Is that an actual smile? 585 00:28:47,054 --> 00:28:49,088 I forgot you knew how to do that. 586 00:28:49,123 --> 00:28:51,757 You know what my days are like since I was banned from surgery? 587 00:28:51,792 --> 00:28:54,193 I change dressings on venous stasis ulcers. 588 00:28:54,229 --> 00:28:56,395 - That smells. - I plate sputum. 589 00:28:56,431 --> 00:29:00,365 - Hopefully in a petri dish. - I disimpact bowels manually. 590 00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:01,766 You know, you've got to triple glove yourself 591 00:29:01,801 --> 00:29:02,791 if you're gonna do that. 592 00:29:02,792 --> 00:29:04,177 And you know what? I can't even go to Cleveland, 593 00:29:04,178 --> 00:29:05,397 because you wouldn't recommend me. 594 00:29:05,398 --> 00:29:06,838 Oh, stop your whining. 595 00:29:06,873 --> 00:29:08,072 - I saved you. - Saved me? 596 00:29:08,108 --> 00:29:09,774 Mclntyre was gonna fire your ass, 597 00:29:09,809 --> 00:29:11,576 and I got her to change it to a probation. 598 00:29:11,612 --> 00:29:13,245 You keep your head down for six months, 599 00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:15,146 and you'll be fine. 600 00:29:15,181 --> 00:29:16,214 Without you. 601 00:29:16,250 --> 00:29:17,615 Yeah, without me. 602 00:29:19,285 --> 00:29:21,818 You know what I have to say about that? 603 00:29:47,044 --> 00:29:51,280 I can't. I can't, you're leaving. 604 00:29:51,315 --> 00:29:53,014 This never happened. 605 00:29:53,049 --> 00:29:54,883 It happened, all right. 606 00:29:54,918 --> 00:29:58,720 And that's the john. 607 00:29:58,756 --> 00:29:59,921 Shoot. 608 00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:05,427 You can't prove it. 609 00:30:14,236 --> 00:30:17,204 Jesse! 610 00:30:17,239 --> 00:30:20,140 Oh, you're finished. 611 00:30:20,176 --> 00:30:22,209 What did he change it to? 612 00:30:22,244 --> 00:30:25,878 I think that's a question you need to ask Jesse. 613 00:30:25,914 --> 00:30:27,380 Yeah. 614 00:30:27,416 --> 00:30:29,382 Probably not. 615 00:30:29,418 --> 00:30:31,551 The bowler hat! 616 00:30:31,586 --> 00:30:33,553 That was you? 617 00:30:42,396 --> 00:30:43,995 It's been a strange day, 618 00:30:44,031 --> 00:30:46,398 and it's about to get stranger. 619 00:30:49,069 --> 00:30:50,703 I'd like to ask you a favor. 620 00:30:51,839 --> 00:30:54,105 I love you too. Congratulations. 621 00:30:56,977 --> 00:30:58,410 That was Brian. 622 00:30:58,446 --> 00:31:00,745 He made an offer on the club. 623 00:31:00,780 --> 00:31:03,214 Vegas, baby! 624 00:31:03,249 --> 00:31:06,917 Come on, everybody loves Vegas. 625 00:31:06,953 --> 00:31:09,119 - Sin City, huh? - For a weekend. 626 00:31:09,155 --> 00:31:11,589 Hey, Ava. 627 00:31:11,624 --> 00:31:12,923 You got a moment? 628 00:31:12,959 --> 00:31:14,892 Grilled cheese is today's special. 629 00:31:14,927 --> 00:31:17,694 That'll raise your spirits and your cholesterol. 630 00:31:17,730 --> 00:31:19,529 I want you to meet someone. 631 00:31:19,565 --> 00:31:20,997 I'm Ruby. I'm a tattoo artist. 632 00:31:21,032 --> 00:31:23,400 Would you like a table or a booth? 633 00:31:23,435 --> 00:31:24,800 I'd like to show you some photos 634 00:31:24,801 --> 00:31:26,370 of the work I do on people with surgical scars 635 00:31:26,405 --> 00:31:27,437 and amputations. 636 00:31:27,473 --> 00:31:29,205 And women with mastectomies. 637 00:31:29,241 --> 00:31:32,208 I'm not doing this. 638 00:31:46,557 --> 00:31:49,291 You should take a look at these, Ava. 639 00:31:49,326 --> 00:31:52,427 They're really pretty amazing. 640 00:31:56,299 --> 00:31:59,934 This woman took shrapnel in Afghanistan. 641 00:31:59,969 --> 00:32:03,671 Even with her flak jacket, her chest was crushed. 642 00:32:03,707 --> 00:32:06,674 Now look, a phoenix rising. 643 00:32:09,478 --> 00:32:11,144 And this boy, 644 00:32:11,179 --> 00:32:13,647 his arm was nearly severed in a car crash. 645 00:32:13,682 --> 00:32:16,016 And now it's beautiful blue bolts of lightning. 646 00:32:16,051 --> 00:32:17,684 These photos are just examples 647 00:32:17,720 --> 00:32:19,853 of how people have turned loss into beauty. 648 00:32:19,889 --> 00:32:21,655 Something you already know. 649 00:32:21,690 --> 00:32:24,291 None of these people planned to look like this. 650 00:32:24,326 --> 00:32:26,592 But something happened, and their plans changed. 651 00:32:26,628 --> 00:32:30,229 They could've gone the rest of their life feeling ugly, 652 00:32:30,264 --> 00:32:34,199 or they could redefine what beauty is. 653 00:32:34,235 --> 00:32:35,668 You were born in the wrong body 654 00:32:35,703 --> 00:32:37,470 and you made a change. You can make another. 655 00:32:37,505 --> 00:32:38,838 I won't look like a woman. 656 00:32:38,873 --> 00:32:41,606 Nothing can change what's true. 657 00:32:49,049 --> 00:32:50,582 Fine. 658 00:32:50,617 --> 00:32:51,850 Hydrangeas. 659 00:32:51,885 --> 00:32:54,486 - Hydrangeas? - Hydrangeas. 660 00:32:56,356 --> 00:32:58,122 Easter Sunday, my mom used to wear a hat 661 00:32:58,158 --> 00:33:01,391 that looked like hydrangeas. 662 00:33:01,427 --> 00:33:03,393 She looked like a movie star. 663 00:33:05,865 --> 00:33:07,798 Why do you care so much? 664 00:33:07,834 --> 00:33:10,868 Because a good woman is worth fighting for. 665 00:34:12,925 --> 00:34:15,024 Let's see what the pathology says. 666 00:34:15,059 --> 00:34:18,628 I believe I have negative margins. 667 00:34:18,663 --> 00:34:20,563 In terms of closure, 668 00:34:20,599 --> 00:34:22,359 inversion sutures following the chest contour 669 00:34:22,367 --> 00:34:25,234 might prevent hypertrophic scarring. 670 00:34:25,270 --> 00:34:28,538 - I'm aware of that. - I know it's not protocol, 671 00:34:28,573 --> 00:34:32,474 but I'd like to do the closure myself. 672 00:34:32,510 --> 00:34:33,950 Allow me to observe your technique. 673 00:34:37,615 --> 00:34:39,247 Is that a 5-0? 674 00:34:39,283 --> 00:34:40,348 I want a 6-0 monofilament. 675 00:35:12,213 --> 00:35:13,432 Oh, Alex. 676 00:35:13,552 --> 00:35:15,549 Max called when you were in surgery. 677 00:35:15,584 --> 00:35:16,850 - Is something wrong? - No, no, no. 678 00:35:16,885 --> 00:35:18,652 Gabe pulled his tooth out in school. 679 00:35:18,687 --> 00:35:20,216 Oh, my God, he did? 680 00:35:20,365 --> 00:35:22,521 They make such a big deal about it 681 00:35:22,557 --> 00:35:24,256 when a kid loses a tooth in school. 682 00:35:24,291 --> 00:35:26,926 They give the kids this fake plastic tooth to put it in, 683 00:35:26,961 --> 00:35:29,929 and everyone congratulates you... 684 00:35:33,801 --> 00:35:35,801 You don't know. 685 00:35:40,139 --> 00:35:41,606 Huh? 686 00:35:46,546 --> 00:35:49,013 This is gonna be a tough one to get around. 687 00:35:49,048 --> 00:35:51,282 Yeah, but it doesn't mean we can't get around it. 688 00:35:54,654 --> 00:35:57,821 Can we put this on hold? 689 00:35:57,857 --> 00:35:58,922 - Yes. - Okay. 690 00:35:58,958 --> 00:36:00,657 But we're coming back to it. 691 00:36:00,693 --> 00:36:03,393 - Okay. - I need to. 692 00:36:16,908 --> 00:36:20,342 It must feel tight, but that's just the swelling. 693 00:36:20,378 --> 00:36:22,612 It'll go down. 694 00:36:22,647 --> 00:36:24,079 This is gonna help a little bit 695 00:36:24,115 --> 00:36:26,516 with that soreness and back pain, okay? 696 00:36:31,722 --> 00:36:35,156 We customize the breast forms to fit your body. 697 00:36:55,110 --> 00:36:57,377 I know it's been a rough two weeks, Ava, 698 00:36:57,413 --> 00:36:59,013 but you know all about transitions. 699 00:36:59,048 --> 00:37:00,648 It's gonna take a while. 700 00:37:00,683 --> 00:37:03,216 You say that like there's gonna be an end to this. 701 00:37:03,252 --> 00:37:06,619 There is, I just got your pathology report. 702 00:37:06,655 --> 00:37:09,088 Now, you'll still need radiation and tamoxifen, 703 00:37:09,123 --> 00:37:10,990 but we got it. 704 00:37:13,962 --> 00:37:16,295 I'm not talking about the surgery, Alex. 705 00:37:16,330 --> 00:37:18,464 Wait! 706 00:37:18,499 --> 00:37:19,799 - Ava! - Wait! 707 00:37:21,936 --> 00:37:23,456 You can't leave until we dance for you. 708 00:37:23,470 --> 00:37:25,771 - Are you crazy? - We're not crazy. 709 00:37:25,806 --> 00:37:30,141 We are Hip House Hospital. 710 00:37:32,245 --> 00:37:33,579 Hit it. 711 00:37:47,126 --> 00:37:48,125 Keep your day jobs. 712 00:37:48,160 --> 00:37:50,160 Thank you. 713 00:37:50,196 --> 00:37:51,963 Was that a vote of confidence? 714 00:37:54,300 --> 00:37:57,000 Hello, ladies. 715 00:37:57,035 --> 00:38:00,070 Ava, this is your new support group. 716 00:38:01,473 --> 00:38:04,674 Welcome to breast cancer survivors. 717 00:38:04,710 --> 00:38:06,442 Okay, let's just get this out of the way, 718 00:38:06,478 --> 00:38:09,579 because some of you might not want me in your group. 719 00:38:09,615 --> 00:38:11,915 - Why is that? - Because I'm a trans woman 720 00:38:11,950 --> 00:38:14,382 and I make zero apologies for that. 721 00:38:14,418 --> 00:38:16,384 Did you have a mastectomy? 722 00:38:18,723 --> 00:38:19,955 Yes. 723 00:38:19,991 --> 00:38:21,289 Ava, in this group 724 00:38:21,325 --> 00:38:23,191 that makes you just one of the girls. 725 00:38:25,763 --> 00:38:27,930 Just one of the girls. 726 00:40:07,025 --> 00:40:08,891 So, I hear you have new tattoo. 727 00:40:08,927 --> 00:40:10,259 What does it look like? 728 00:40:10,294 --> 00:40:13,228 A lot like the old one. 729 00:40:13,263 --> 00:40:15,764 Someone told me I should only replace an old tattoo 730 00:40:15,799 --> 00:40:17,665 with something that means more. 731 00:40:22,606 --> 00:40:24,639 You kept the bowler hat. 732 00:40:42,024 --> 00:40:44,024 You did this, didn't you? 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