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[glass cracks]
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Sync and corrections by explosiveskull
www.addic7ed.com
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[chatter and whooping]
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["Heaven is a Place on Earth" playing]
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[DJ] Belinda Carlisle there with one
of the biggest hits of 1987 so far.
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Gotta love that track!
Coming up next in just a moment...
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[woman] Could you please stop it?
I just wanna have some fun, okay?
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[man] Kelly, come on.
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- Kelly.
- I'm still walking, Wes.
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We've only got a couple of hours
so let's, uh... let's use it.
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I am using it.
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["C'est La Vie"
by Robbie Nevil playing]
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[chatter and laughter]
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[shouting]
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♪ Got a job, that's okay ♪
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♪ But they've got me workin'
night and day ♪
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♪ Punching in, punching out ♪
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♪ Is this really what it's all about? ♪
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♪ What you gonna do,
what you gonna feel? ♪
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♪ I don't know ♪
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♪ What you gonna feel,
what you gonna do? ♪
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♪ Won't someone tell me? ♪
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♪ What you gonna say,
what you gonna do? ♪
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♪ There's only one thing left to say ♪
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♪ C'est la vie, c'est la vie ♪
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♪ That's just the way it goes ♪
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♪ That's right ♪
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♪ C'est la vie, c'est la vie ♪
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[machines bleep]
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[coin drops]
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[machine bleeps]
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Hey.
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You're good at this.
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It's, uh... got different endings.
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Depending on if you're in one
or two player.
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[woman] Uh-huh?
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- It was kinda the first game to do that.
- [bangs machine] Damn it!
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Do you wanna play Top Speed?
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- [crash]
- Oh, no.
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Thank you.
I just wanna get my bearings a bit.
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Uh... okay.
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- See you around?
- Mm-hmm.
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[music and chatter]
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Go along with whatever I say.
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- Sorry?
- Whatever I say, go along with it.
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Okay, Wes, you're just pestering now.
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- Do I have to red light you?
- Two hours 35.
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- There's not much time left.
- Wes.
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[Wes] Look...
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- Last week, we had the most amazing...
- Last week was last week.
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I need to talk with my friend here, okay?
Haven't seen her in a while.
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Wes, she's sick.
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Like "six months to live" sick.
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Five, actually.
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I need to catch up with her.
Private time.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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- Hey, I'm sorry.
- That's okay.
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See you around?
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Sure.
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Sorry for killing you.
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The whole "six months to live" thing?
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Sorry. Five.
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- Five was a nice touch.
- [laughs]
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- Kelly.
- Yorkie.
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- Yurgie?
- Yorkie.
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Like the dog breed?
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Yeah.
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He's not a bad guy. I feel kinda bad.
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- Met him at the Quagmire so...
- What's the Quagmire?
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If you don't already know
what the Quagmire is,
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you probably don't wanna know.
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No?
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You want another one?
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- Oh, no, I...
- Yeah, you do. Come on.
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Do I have to tug your leash?
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- Hey, Blondie.
- I'm Blondie?
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You are. Jack and Coke times two.
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- Oh, no. Mine was just a Coke.
- Times two.
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- What are you doing?
- I'm... regarding you.
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[laughs] I feel like I'm being analysed.
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- Why the glasses?
- Um...
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I like them. They totally work on you.
But do you need them?
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- Yeah, the lenses don't do anything.
- Knew it!
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I used to wear them in school.
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So I guess now
they're just kind of a... comfort thing.
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I figured they were
kind of a fashion statement.
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- Really?
- But then the rest of your outfit is not.
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Don't take that wrong.
It's refreshing. I mean, look around.
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People try so hard to look
how they think they should look.
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They probably saw it in some movie.
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But I like these.
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You're authentically you.
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Thanks.
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Cheers.
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- [clears throat]
- You never tasted it before?
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No, I...
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I just haven't had it in a while.
It's good.
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Do you live here?
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- No. Oh, uh...
- Tourist?
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We'll go with tourist.
So you're new here?
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- First night.
- First night? Wow, okay!
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["Fake" by Alexander O'Neal playing]
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Oh, my God! [laughs]
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We have to dance to this.
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- With each other?
- Uh-huh.
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- Oh, no. Dance floors aren't my thing.
- Oh, let's not limit ourselves.
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- No, I can't.
- Yes, you can, come on.
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- No, I'll look dumb...
- Just follow my lead!
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♪ Your name was Patty, but now it's Kay ♪
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♪ Girl, you seem to change it every day ♪
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Copy me.
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♪ But now it's short, you say ♪
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♪ I got it cut,
but I don't see no hair upon the floor ♪
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You got it.
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♪ Whenever I go out with you ♪
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♪ I find out something new ♪
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♪ You're a fake, baby ♪
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♪ You can't conceal it ♪
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♪ Know how I know 'cause I can feel it ♪
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♪ You're a fake, baby... ♪
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[music fades]
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[music resumes]
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[man shouts]
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Hey!
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- Why did you run away?
- Oh, sorry.
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I... I said I'm not much of a dancer.
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No shit.
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Like a frightened horse
on a frozen lake back there.
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I'm kidding. Half kidding.
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Sorry I pushed you into it.
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Saturday nights once a week.
It's like no time. I get impatient.
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No, no, it's not that. It's...
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- Everyone was looking.
- Looking?
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Yeah. You know, two girls dancing.
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Okay, one, folks are way less uptight
than they used to be.
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And two, this is a party town.
No one's judging.
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Face it. If they were staring,
it's because I am bodacious.
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[laughs]
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- You're stupid.
- Thank you!
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- I've never been on a dance floor.
- Never?
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As in the whole time
you've been alive never?
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- Never.
- [laughs]
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What are you, like, Amish?
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That's one sheltered existence
you got there.
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Yeah, well.
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As far as my family's concerned,
I can't do anything.
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Well, no one knows
about even half the shit I get up to.
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With your folks, though,
it's from a place of love, though, right?
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- They worry.
- They don't worry.
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Just the concept of me enjoying myself
would blow their minds.
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What would you like to do?
That you've never done?
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Oh...
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So many things.
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San Junipero is a party town.
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All up for grabs.
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Midnight's two hours away.
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Oh, that's not long.
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Why waste time sitting here?
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I, um...
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- Listen...
- It's okay.
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- No, I mean...
- Really, it's okay.
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No, I'm, uh...
I'm engaged. I have a fiancé.
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- He's called Greg.
- And is Greg here?
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- No, he's...
- Elsewhere?
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Yeah.
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Oh.
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Wanna go to bed with me?
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We could be back at mine in like...
[snaps fingers]
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I never did anything like that.
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All the more reason.
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Oh, you're nice.
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- I can't.
- Okay.
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- I just... I can't.
- I get it.
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- I have to go.
- In this?
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It's been really great to meet you.
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Likewise.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Shit.
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["Girlfriend In A Coma"
by The Smiths plays]
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♪ Girlfriend in a coma,
I know, I know, it's... ♪
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[music stops]
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["Don't You Forget About Me"
by Simple Minds plays]
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♪ I'll be alone... ♪
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[music stops]
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["Heart And Soul" by T'Pau plays]
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♪ The shadow of a lover
goes dancing by... ♪
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[music stops]
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["Addicted To Love"
by Robert Palmer plays]
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♪ You're addicted to love ♪
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♪ Might as well face it
you're addicted to love ♪
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♪ Might as well... ♪
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["Wishing Well"
by Terence Trent D'Arby playing]
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♪ Wish me love a wishing well
to kiss and tell ♪
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♪ A wishing well of butterfly tear ♪
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♪ Wish me love a wishing well
to kiss and tell ♪
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♪ A wishing well of crocodile cheers,
sing ♪
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[engages handbrake]
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- What the hell, Wes?
- Look, I know I'm coming across...
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- I'm red lighting you, for real. Okay?
- No, don't do that. Just...
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- Then stop this.
- Can you hear me out? Please? Please.
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How many girls do you think there are
in San Junipero?
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Hundreds? Thousands?
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I don't care.
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I'm saying there's plenty
of other girls out there for you, Wes.
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The locals? They're like dead people.
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- [whooping]
- A little lively for dead people.
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Look, I don't want some kind
of boring romance, okay?
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Like, Jesus,
put us in a retirement home deal.
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Well, if you're looking for someone
to fuck, there's options.
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- Hang out at the Quagmire again.
- It's not just sex.
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- It was just sex.
- No, we made a connection.
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Wes, it was just sex.
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- No...
- No roots.
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We had fun.
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I'm sorry.
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Enjoy the town, for God's sake.
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["Living In A Box"
by Living In A Box playing]
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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Waiting for someone?
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Not really.
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I'll get you a drink?
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[Kelly] Uh, yeah, sure.
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So, uh... yeah,
it was microsurgery, I guess.
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You know, both my kneecaps
had kind of just worn down.
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You know, I never got this song.
Kind of weird.
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- Shall we dance?
- Sure.
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["Need You Tonight" by INXS playing]
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♪ All we've got is this moment ♪
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♪ The 21st century's yesterday ♪
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[music fades]
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[chattering]
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[man] I mean, I guess by the time
I'd put my mind to, like, computing.
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You know, caught that first wave,
would have had a different story.
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Gotta use the bathroom.
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[man] Okay.
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[door closes]
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- I don't know how to do this.
- Do what?
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Just help me.
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Can you just...
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Just make this easy for me?
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You wanna get in my car?
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[engine revs]
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- How long have you been here?
- Sorry?
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- How long have you been here?
- In San Junipero?
250
00:18:20,623 --> 00:18:25,543
Uh... Couple of months.
Plan is long enough to enjoy myself.
251
00:18:26,423 --> 00:18:28,183
Guess I'm a tourist, like you.
252
00:18:30,303 --> 00:18:31,303
Yeah.
253
00:18:34,383 --> 00:18:37,583
Hey. You okay?
254
00:18:38,743 --> 00:18:39,623
Yeah.
255
00:18:41,903 --> 00:18:44,303
- [horn honking]
- [screams] Stop!
256
00:18:44,383 --> 00:18:46,143
[tyres screech]
257
00:18:47,743 --> 00:18:49,023
[thuds]
258
00:18:49,103 --> 00:18:51,703
[both pant]
259
00:18:56,463 --> 00:18:58,023
Sorry, but...
260
00:18:59,383 --> 00:19:00,943
[laughs] Man, your face!
261
00:19:01,703 --> 00:19:03,783
[laughing]
262
00:19:32,503 --> 00:19:33,703
Wow.
263
00:19:34,463 --> 00:19:37,703
- You like it?
- It's just so big.
264
00:19:39,663 --> 00:19:41,463
Reminds me of where I grew up.
265
00:19:45,370 --> 00:19:47,414
_
266
00:19:48,663 --> 00:19:50,183
Miss your mom?
267
00:20:21,783 --> 00:20:23,703
[moaning]
268
00:20:26,263 --> 00:20:28,903
[gasps] You have to show me.
269
00:20:29,823 --> 00:20:31,183
- Okay.
- Okay.
270
00:20:48,903 --> 00:20:51,343
You never slept with a woman before?
271
00:20:54,303 --> 00:20:58,543
That's not a critique.
I mean, it was fucking awesome.
272
00:21:03,343 --> 00:21:04,943
No, never with a woman.
273
00:21:07,343 --> 00:21:09,583
Never with anyone.
274
00:21:10,823 --> 00:21:12,543
Not anyone?
275
00:21:13,663 --> 00:21:17,503
- What, in town or...?
- No. No one, nowhere.
276
00:21:20,303 --> 00:21:24,343
- I guess you deflowered me.
- I deflowered you?
277
00:21:25,503 --> 00:21:27,303
What is this? Merry England?
278
00:21:27,383 --> 00:21:29,623
[laughs] Shut up.
279
00:21:34,583 --> 00:21:36,703
You've had relationships though.
280
00:21:37,783 --> 00:21:38,583
Mnh-mnh.
281
00:21:39,503 --> 00:21:41,663
Hello! You got a fiancé.
282
00:21:43,263 --> 00:21:47,263
- It's complicated.
- Yeah, I'll say.
283
00:21:51,703 --> 00:21:53,623
When did you know...
284
00:21:55,423 --> 00:21:59,183
- that you liked women?
- I like men too.
285
00:22:00,103 --> 00:22:00,903
Equal rights.
286
00:22:05,023 --> 00:22:06,023
Okay.
287
00:22:07,983 --> 00:22:09,263
But when did you know?
288
00:22:11,543 --> 00:22:13,543
Do you always know?
289
00:22:20,063 --> 00:22:24,143
I was married to a guy.
A long time, I was married.
290
00:22:26,903 --> 00:22:28,583
I always knew.
291
00:22:28,663 --> 00:22:32,503
I mean, I'd be attracted to other girls,
292
00:22:33,383 --> 00:22:39,143
co-workers, friends,
some waitress that served me.
293
00:22:40,863 --> 00:22:44,583
They were crushes.
God, they were crushes.
294
00:22:48,983 --> 00:22:50,583
Never acted on any of it.
295
00:22:54,783 --> 00:22:56,383
Never did anything.
296
00:23:01,863 --> 00:23:03,423
I was in love with him.
297
00:23:06,263 --> 00:23:08,423
I really was in love with him.
298
00:23:10,703 --> 00:23:15,623
But he chose not to stick around.
299
00:23:20,143 --> 00:23:25,743
So now it's me.
And I'm passing through.
300
00:23:25,823 --> 00:23:30,183
And before I leave,
I'll have a good time.
301
00:23:32,743 --> 00:23:34,583
I'm just gonna have a good time.
302
00:23:46,823 --> 00:23:47,983
Time's nearly up.
303
00:23:51,103 --> 00:23:52,823
Then let's lie here.
304
00:24:13,533 --> 00:24:16,609
_
305
00:24:16,703 --> 00:24:19,183
- [shouting]
- [laughing]
306
00:24:23,423 --> 00:24:25,823
["Heart And Soul" by T'Pau playing]
307
00:24:33,823 --> 00:24:36,023
["Lean On Me" by Club Nouveau playing]
308
00:24:43,583 --> 00:24:44,823
Excuse me?
309
00:24:45,783 --> 00:24:47,103
Have you seen Kelly?
310
00:24:47,183 --> 00:24:49,023
- What's that?
- Kelly.
311
00:24:49,943 --> 00:24:51,463
I haven't seen her all night.
312
00:24:53,663 --> 00:24:55,303
You tried the Quagmire?
313
00:24:56,703 --> 00:24:58,223
What is the Quagmire?
314
00:25:07,703 --> 00:25:08,903
[shouting]
315
00:25:20,543 --> 00:25:22,303
[rock music playing]
316
00:25:22,383 --> 00:25:24,383
[chattering and laughing]
317
00:26:03,063 --> 00:26:05,183
[cheering and whistling]
318
00:26:23,543 --> 00:26:25,143
- [glass shatters]
- [gasps]
319
00:26:33,183 --> 00:26:34,743
- Whoa! Hey!
- I'm sorry!
320
00:26:36,223 --> 00:26:38,623
Yeah, I know you from somewhere.
321
00:26:40,663 --> 00:26:41,943
Tucker's.
322
00:26:42,623 --> 00:26:45,183
- Kelly's friend, huh?
- Do you know where to find her?
323
00:26:45,903 --> 00:26:48,823
- How would I know that?
- You're her friend.
324
00:26:50,183 --> 00:26:52,703
- Was a friend.
- Has she been here?
325
00:26:53,863 --> 00:26:54,863
No.
326
00:26:57,023 --> 00:27:00,423
[laughs] You too, huh?
327
00:27:01,583 --> 00:27:02,583
Well...
328
00:27:06,063 --> 00:27:09,103
Hey. Try a different time.
329
00:27:10,463 --> 00:27:14,383
Here in '80, the '90s, 2002 one time.
330
00:27:15,863 --> 00:27:17,543
She's worth the shot, right?
331
00:27:30,284 --> 00:27:32,463
_
332
00:27:32,543 --> 00:27:36,103
Introducing the totally redesigned
Chrysler Cordoba.
333
00:27:36,183 --> 00:27:38,703
All the luxury you expect is here.
334
00:27:40,063 --> 00:27:41,743
But so is gas mileage...
335
00:27:41,823 --> 00:27:43,303
[woman] No, no, no.
336
00:27:43,383 --> 00:27:45,983
["Funky Town" by Lipps, Inc. playing]
337
00:27:55,423 --> 00:27:56,503
- Hey.
- Hey.
338
00:27:57,823 --> 00:27:59,223
Golden age, right?
339
00:27:59,943 --> 00:28:01,583
- Right.
- You playing or...
340
00:28:01,663 --> 00:28:03,783
I'm sorry, I'm looking for someone.
341
00:28:05,103 --> 00:28:06,983
Maybe... next time.
342
00:28:09,084 --> 00:28:10,397
_
343
00:28:11,143 --> 00:28:12,943
["Ironic" by Alanis Morissette playing]
344
00:28:13,983 --> 00:28:15,903
♪ Don't you think? ♪
345
00:28:15,983 --> 00:28:18,063
♪ It's like rain... ♪
346
00:28:37,023 --> 00:28:38,903
[game beeps]
347
00:28:45,983 --> 00:28:47,743
[knocks]
348
00:28:48,903 --> 00:28:49,903
Kelly?
349
00:28:58,976 --> 00:29:00,638
_
350
00:29:17,303 --> 00:29:19,743
[pop music playing on game]
351
00:29:33,223 --> 00:29:35,103
[cheering on game]
352
00:29:35,183 --> 00:29:37,303
Yeah! [laughs]
353
00:29:38,103 --> 00:29:39,903
[man on game] You're beautiful!
354
00:29:40,943 --> 00:29:43,263
- Select a song!
- Hi.
355
00:29:45,863 --> 00:29:46,903
Ladies' room.
356
00:29:46,983 --> 00:29:49,703
["Can't Get You Out Of My Head"
by Kylie Minogue playing]
357
00:29:50,703 --> 00:29:52,223
Hey.
358
00:29:53,543 --> 00:29:55,423
Hey. No, you...
359
00:29:57,063 --> 00:29:58,543
Wait a minute.
360
00:29:59,543 --> 00:30:01,223
Why are you here?
361
00:30:01,303 --> 00:30:03,463
I was looking for you.
Where did you go?
362
00:30:03,543 --> 00:30:05,223
I like a change of music.
363
00:30:06,103 --> 00:30:07,783
How the hell is this your era?
364
00:30:11,503 --> 00:30:14,983
- You hid from me.
- One, I did not.
365
00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:19,783
Two, I owe you zero.
And three... see point two.
366
00:30:25,903 --> 00:30:29,823
It's not about who owes who.
It's about manners.
367
00:30:30,463 --> 00:30:32,103
You don't know who I am.
368
00:30:33,583 --> 00:30:35,663
You don't know what this means.
369
00:30:36,503 --> 00:30:38,863
This means fun.
370
00:30:39,743 --> 00:30:41,903
Or it should. And this...
371
00:30:43,103 --> 00:30:45,223
This is not fun, okay?
372
00:30:46,543 --> 00:30:47,903
This is not fun.
373
00:30:49,383 --> 00:30:50,703
So you don't feel bad?
374
00:30:54,223 --> 00:30:59,303
Maybe you should feel bad.
Or at least feel something.
375
00:31:06,023 --> 00:31:07,143
[door closes]
376
00:31:14,703 --> 00:31:16,343
[glass shatters]
377
00:31:36,103 --> 00:31:37,263
[horn honks]
378
00:31:44,543 --> 00:31:47,543
Have you seen a girl?
Mid-20s, brown hair, glasses?
379
00:31:47,623 --> 00:31:49,183
Uh...
380
00:31:54,783 --> 00:31:56,343
Oh, jeez.
381
00:32:09,303 --> 00:32:10,303
Hey.
382
00:32:16,343 --> 00:32:19,143
Please tell me
you got your pain slider set to zero.
383
00:32:22,023 --> 00:32:23,303
Yeah, I think so.
384
00:32:33,303 --> 00:32:36,383
- Okay, listen.
- How many of them are dead?
385
00:32:38,903 --> 00:32:40,103
Like what percentage?
386
00:32:43,503 --> 00:32:44,943
As in full-timers?
387
00:32:48,503 --> 00:32:51,583
[Kelly] Eighty. Eighty-five.
388
00:33:01,263 --> 00:33:02,343
I'm sorry.
389
00:33:04,903 --> 00:33:09,623
- I'm not gonna jump.
- I know, and I'm sorry, whatever it's...
390
00:33:10,823 --> 00:33:14,263
In the time I've been here,
I said I wouldn't...
391
00:33:15,383 --> 00:33:18,903
I don't know, do feelings.
392
00:33:20,863 --> 00:33:22,463
You freaked me out.
393
00:33:24,663 --> 00:33:27,023
I don't want to like anyone.
394
00:33:28,903 --> 00:33:33,143
So you've been just...
totally fucking inconvenient.
395
00:33:35,623 --> 00:33:36,583
It's that...
396
00:33:37,903 --> 00:33:40,663
I don't know how long there is.
397
00:33:41,783 --> 00:33:47,463
And I can't. I wasn't prepared for you.
For wanting something...
398
00:34:10,383 --> 00:34:11,623
[sighs] Next week it is.
399
00:34:13,303 --> 00:34:14,823
I'm getting married.
400
00:34:15,703 --> 00:34:16,783
Next week?
401
00:34:18,503 --> 00:34:20,703
- To nice Greg?
- [laughs]
402
00:34:22,183 --> 00:34:24,583
- Sure you're going through with that?
- I have to.
403
00:34:26,823 --> 00:34:29,423
- You have to?
- Mm-hmm.
404
00:34:30,983 --> 00:34:33,143
He really is a good guy.
405
00:34:37,423 --> 00:34:39,303
I mean, my family don't approve, but...
406
00:34:40,743 --> 00:34:42,543
they can't stop us.
407
00:34:47,543 --> 00:34:51,143
I know he pities me. That pisses me off.
408
00:34:53,503 --> 00:34:57,183
- But that's not fair 'cause he's...
- [shushes]
409
00:35:07,103 --> 00:35:09,663
You said you don't know
how much time there is.
410
00:35:11,063 --> 00:35:12,103
What does that mean?
411
00:35:18,903 --> 00:35:20,583
They tell me three months.
412
00:35:22,823 --> 00:35:25,463
It's spread basically everywhere.
413
00:35:27,423 --> 00:35:29,983
They said three months before
six months ago.
414
00:35:30,063 --> 00:35:31,983
So, you know, what do they know?
415
00:35:35,863 --> 00:35:37,663
Doesn't even taste of anything.
416
00:35:40,983 --> 00:35:45,223
- But so you'll stay here after?
- No.
417
00:35:45,903 --> 00:35:49,023
When I'm done, I am done.
418
00:35:49,103 --> 00:35:51,343
But that's cra... I mean...
419
00:35:52,903 --> 00:35:55,663
- Why?
- Richard.
420
00:35:57,423 --> 00:35:58,423
That's...
421
00:36:01,423 --> 00:36:03,183
My husband's name was Richard.
422
00:36:06,583 --> 00:36:08,743
He died just two years ago.
423
00:36:10,223 --> 00:36:13,663
So we had the opportunity
to stay in San Junipero.
424
00:36:13,743 --> 00:36:14,743
Pass over.
425
00:36:16,903 --> 00:36:17,943
Didn't take it.
426
00:36:19,503 --> 00:36:22,543
- Didn't want to take it.
- Why wouldn't anyone take it?
427
00:36:25,383 --> 00:36:26,383
He had his viewpoint.
428
00:36:28,863 --> 00:36:33,383
There were things he believed
and things he didn't believe in,
429
00:36:33,463 --> 00:36:35,143
and this place was one of them.
430
00:36:37,103 --> 00:36:39,983
Wouldn't even visit. Take the trial run.
431
00:36:40,063 --> 00:36:41,303
Shit.
432
00:36:43,423 --> 00:36:47,823
I didn't know if I wanted to try it
but... I mean...
433
00:36:49,543 --> 00:36:53,743
Jesus, without this place,
I never would've met someone like you.
434
00:36:53,823 --> 00:36:57,783
- Yeah, you could have.
- No, I wouldn't.
435
00:36:57,863 --> 00:37:00,103
- We could have met outside all this.
- No.
436
00:37:01,543 --> 00:37:05,543
You... would not have got me at all.
437
00:37:08,703 --> 00:37:09,703
At all.
438
00:37:11,543 --> 00:37:14,663
If we really met, I mean...
439
00:37:14,743 --> 00:37:18,143
If we really met, you wouldn't like me.
440
00:37:18,903 --> 00:37:20,063
Try me.
441
00:37:20,983 --> 00:37:24,423
Or you'd...
You wouldn't want to spend time with me.
442
00:37:24,503 --> 00:37:26,743
- You'd come and then...
- Try me.
443
00:37:26,823 --> 00:37:27,823
Why?
444
00:37:29,223 --> 00:37:31,423
Why? What's the point?
445
00:37:31,503 --> 00:37:33,623
What? Where are you? Houston?
446
00:37:35,143 --> 00:37:36,343
Carson City, Nevada.
447
00:37:37,983 --> 00:37:39,463
So come on.
448
00:37:40,223 --> 00:37:42,623
I showed you mine.
449
00:37:43,303 --> 00:37:44,503
Where are you?
450
00:37:46,943 --> 00:37:50,023
- I can just look it up.
- Santa Rosa, California.
451
00:37:50,103 --> 00:37:53,823
- That's no distance.
- I don't want you to...
452
00:37:57,583 --> 00:38:01,023
- I don't want you to see me. I'm scared...
- And I'm dying.
453
00:38:02,423 --> 00:38:05,023
Whatever you are can't scare me.
454
00:38:08,823 --> 00:38:10,343
Let me come visit.
455
00:38:12,183 --> 00:38:13,903
I want to say hi.
456
00:38:40,456 --> 00:38:41,668
_
457
00:38:56,383 --> 00:38:57,823
Here you go.
458
00:39:21,543 --> 00:39:22,343
You okay?
459
00:39:31,863 --> 00:39:34,623
[man over loudspeaker]
Please check in at our self-service pods
460
00:39:34,703 --> 00:39:36,503
using swipe cards provided.
461
00:39:37,743 --> 00:39:41,263
- You must be Kelly.
- I guess I must.
462
00:39:41,343 --> 00:39:43,583
- She's waiting for you.
- Thank you.
463
00:39:46,063 --> 00:39:48,383
- Please.
- [beeps]
464
00:39:49,303 --> 00:39:51,943
She won't be able
to physically respond in any way.
465
00:39:52,023 --> 00:39:53,863
But she can hear you.
466
00:39:55,543 --> 00:39:56,983
I'll give you some privacy.
467
00:40:31,023 --> 00:40:32,303
[whispers] Hello, stupid.
468
00:40:34,903 --> 00:40:36,223
It's good to see you.
469
00:40:50,943 --> 00:40:56,143
Uh... Hello. Excuse me. Is it... Kelly?
470
00:40:57,983 --> 00:40:59,023
It is.
471
00:41:00,423 --> 00:41:03,263
- I'm Greg.
- You're Greg?
472
00:41:04,503 --> 00:41:06,663
- Holy shit.
- [laughs]
473
00:41:07,583 --> 00:41:10,503
Yeah, I think it's great
that you came down here in person
474
00:41:10,583 --> 00:41:11,863
before she passes over.
475
00:41:11,943 --> 00:41:13,703
Even her folks
don't come visit no more so...
476
00:41:13,783 --> 00:41:15,063
She's passing over?
477
00:41:17,543 --> 00:41:20,023
- When?
- Uh...
478
00:41:20,103 --> 00:41:22,463
- Let's go grab a coffee.
- Okay.
479
00:41:24,343 --> 00:41:27,143
- She didn't tell you?
- No, she did not.
480
00:41:28,023 --> 00:41:32,743
- Said she was just visiting.
- More like sampling the trial version.
481
00:41:34,903 --> 00:41:40,463
I mean, I've only known her
the past three years.
482
00:41:40,543 --> 00:41:43,503
We talk on the comm box.
483
00:41:46,143 --> 00:41:49,223
She told you how she ended up
quadriplegic?
484
00:41:49,303 --> 00:41:51,143
And how long she's been that way?
485
00:41:52,903 --> 00:41:57,263
One night, she's 21,
comes out to her folks.
486
00:41:57,343 --> 00:42:00,023
They're a little uptight about it,
you might say.
487
00:42:01,103 --> 00:42:02,863
They told her they don't
want a gay daughter.
488
00:42:02,943 --> 00:42:05,023
It's not natural and so forth.
489
00:42:05,103 --> 00:42:09,143
They fight. She gets in her car.
Runs it off the road. Boom!
490
00:42:09,223 --> 00:42:12,343
- When she was 21?
- More than 40 years back.
491
00:42:12,423 --> 00:42:15,463
It's been her whole lifetime, basically.
492
00:42:15,543 --> 00:42:18,063
So the whole San Junipero system
has been a big deal for her.
493
00:42:18,143 --> 00:42:19,663
The biggest deal.
494
00:42:19,743 --> 00:42:24,663
Of course now, until she passes over,
it goes permanent,
495
00:42:24,743 --> 00:42:27,143
she's on a five-hour weekly limit.
496
00:42:27,223 --> 00:42:29,103
I guess you're the same.
497
00:42:29,183 --> 00:42:32,663
They ration it out.
They don't trust us with more.
498
00:42:32,743 --> 00:42:35,743
They say you go crazy
if you have too much, you know?
499
00:42:35,823 --> 00:42:38,703
You don't leave your seat.
You disassociate body from mind.
500
00:42:38,783 --> 00:42:42,823
Like that doesn't happen
in every senior home already. [laughs]
501
00:42:43,703 --> 00:42:46,143
The system's there
for therapeutic reasons,
502
00:42:46,223 --> 00:42:49,183
immersive nostalgia therapy.
503
00:42:49,263 --> 00:42:51,783
Plunge you into a world of memories.
504
00:42:52,543 --> 00:42:55,863
Helps with Alzheimer's,
that's what they say.
505
00:42:55,943 --> 00:42:57,183
Small mercies.
506
00:42:58,703 --> 00:42:59,823
So...
507
00:43:01,103 --> 00:43:02,863
About this marriage...
508
00:43:05,103 --> 00:43:08,183
The state's got a triple lockdown
on euthanasia cases.
509
00:43:08,263 --> 00:43:12,383
You gotta have a sign-off from the doc,
the patient, a family member.
510
00:43:12,463 --> 00:43:16,863
It's to stop folks from passing over just
because they prefer San Junipero flat out.
511
00:43:16,943 --> 00:43:18,783
Anyhow, Yorkie's family,
512
00:43:19,423 --> 00:43:22,063
they're big-time religious,
and they will not sign.
513
00:43:22,143 --> 00:43:24,383
But a spouse can override them.
514
00:43:25,423 --> 00:43:28,583
- Hence the wedding bells.
- You got it.
515
00:43:28,663 --> 00:43:30,703
We got a pastor coming tomorrow a.m.,
516
00:43:30,783 --> 00:43:33,623
and then she's scheduled to pass
tomorrow afternoon.
517
00:43:33,703 --> 00:43:37,063
"Scheduled to pass."
Let's just call it dying.
518
00:43:37,143 --> 00:43:39,143
If you can call it dying.
519
00:43:39,223 --> 00:43:42,343
Uploaded to the cloud, sounds like heaven.
520
00:43:43,303 --> 00:43:44,503
I guess.
521
00:43:46,263 --> 00:43:47,663
You gonna wear a suit?
522
00:43:47,743 --> 00:43:49,463
[laughs]
523
00:43:49,543 --> 00:43:51,943
The ceremony's on my coffee break.
524
00:43:53,423 --> 00:43:56,823
I never married so I just figured,
you know, what's the harm?
525
00:43:57,823 --> 00:43:59,223
You're a good man.
526
00:44:01,263 --> 00:44:02,703
It's the least I could do, right?
527
00:44:06,423 --> 00:44:09,543
Think you could hook us up
to the system now?
528
00:44:09,623 --> 00:44:12,663
Just for a little while,
before she passes?
529
00:44:12,743 --> 00:44:16,343
You can still see her afterwards.
I mean, then she's no limit.
530
00:44:16,423 --> 00:44:19,263
She's full, fat, permanent San Juniperan.
531
00:44:19,343 --> 00:44:21,503
I know, but can you?
532
00:44:21,583 --> 00:44:24,183
Seriously, it is so tight here
that they monitor every...
533
00:44:24,263 --> 00:44:26,223
I only want a moment.
534
00:44:44,423 --> 00:44:45,223
[Greg] Ma'am.
535
00:44:46,663 --> 00:44:49,303
- You got five minutes
- Thank you.
536
00:45:02,943 --> 00:45:04,143
Hey!
537
00:45:06,383 --> 00:45:08,503
I've never been here
during the daylight.
538
00:45:09,703 --> 00:45:10,503
It's warm.
539
00:45:11,423 --> 00:45:14,223
Listen, I gotta be quick.
So I spoke to Greg.
540
00:45:14,303 --> 00:45:15,423
Oh.
541
00:45:16,903 --> 00:45:20,583
- You're passing over tomorrow?
- Yeah.
542
00:45:20,663 --> 00:45:22,383
Couple of hours after the wedding.
543
00:45:23,143 --> 00:45:27,543
So I guess I am technically
honeymooning here forever.
544
00:45:29,423 --> 00:45:31,263
- I'm sorry I didn't tell you.
- [shushes]
545
00:45:34,143 --> 00:45:37,383
- I'm gonna say something crazy.
- Okay.
546
00:45:41,783 --> 00:45:43,183
Wanna marry me instead?
547
00:45:45,103 --> 00:45:48,143
It's just... Greg seems great, but...
548
00:45:49,583 --> 00:45:51,783
- Why not someone you've connected with?
- [laughs]
549
00:46:00,863 --> 00:46:02,623
- [laughs] Is that a yes?
- [laughs]
550
00:46:05,343 --> 00:46:07,143
[man] ...to be your lawfully wedded wife,
551
00:46:07,223 --> 00:46:12,383
to have and to hold,
in sickness and in health,
552
00:46:13,623 --> 00:46:18,263
in good times and in woe,
for richer, for poorer...
553
00:46:19,343 --> 00:46:20,503
[beeping]
554
00:46:26,383 --> 00:46:29,143
[Yorkie breathing faintly]
555
00:46:30,118 --> 00:46:32,662
_
556
00:46:46,383 --> 00:46:47,943
[breathing stops]
557
00:47:06,023 --> 00:47:07,863
[sighs]
558
00:47:09,583 --> 00:47:12,583
[gulls squawking]
559
00:47:12,663 --> 00:47:15,023
[waves rippling]
560
00:47:48,263 --> 00:47:49,343
[sighs]
561
00:47:51,423 --> 00:47:52,583
[nurse] Hold tight.
562
00:47:54,863 --> 00:47:56,223
There you go.
563
00:48:00,543 --> 00:48:01,543
Nearly there.
564
00:48:03,703 --> 00:48:04,783
That's it.
565
00:48:08,303 --> 00:48:10,263
[Kelly coughing]
566
00:48:15,183 --> 00:48:16,783
Are you sure you're all right?
567
00:48:20,863 --> 00:48:22,183
[beeps]
568
00:48:25,343 --> 00:48:27,023
[sighs]
569
00:48:44,223 --> 00:48:47,303
[horn honks]
570
00:48:47,743 --> 00:48:48,863
Hey!
571
00:48:48,943 --> 00:48:50,863
[both laughing]
572
00:48:58,023 --> 00:48:59,583
You didn't dress up to see me?
573
00:49:00,103 --> 00:49:01,343
Oh...
574
00:49:01,423 --> 00:49:02,863
Come on!
575
00:49:04,983 --> 00:49:07,103
- Better?
- [both laugh]
576
00:49:09,223 --> 00:49:10,223
Whoop!
577
00:49:13,383 --> 00:49:14,623
Oh!
578
00:49:16,383 --> 00:49:17,783
Oh! Whoo!
579
00:49:26,623 --> 00:49:28,503
[Yorkie] Looks so real.
580
00:49:31,223 --> 00:49:33,543
It feels so real!
581
00:49:36,023 --> 00:49:38,063
[Kelly laughs]
582
00:49:38,983 --> 00:49:40,383
[laughs and screams]
583
00:49:40,463 --> 00:49:45,303
- What are you doing?
- Oh, I love it here! [laughs]
584
00:49:45,383 --> 00:49:46,383
I just love it.
585
00:49:46,463 --> 00:49:50,143
- You've been here before.
- But now I live here!
586
00:49:51,703 --> 00:49:52,943
Be with me.
587
00:49:54,383 --> 00:49:57,903
- I'm with you now.
- That's not what I mean.
588
00:49:59,823 --> 00:50:01,183
Pass over.
589
00:50:02,343 --> 00:50:05,463
- When it's your time.
- Yorkie.
590
00:50:05,543 --> 00:50:08,903
- Stay here with me.
- Can we just enjoy tonight?
591
00:50:08,983 --> 00:50:10,983
It's almost midnight.
592
00:50:11,063 --> 00:50:12,423
In ten minutes, you're out of here.
593
00:50:12,503 --> 00:50:14,143
Then I gotta wait a week
to see you again.
594
00:50:14,223 --> 00:50:17,343
- You know I'm just a visitor.
- What, a couple of months, then what?
595
00:50:17,423 --> 00:50:20,143
- We're not discussing this.
- Then you're gone.
596
00:50:20,223 --> 00:50:24,063
- Just gone. You could have forever.
- Forever?
597
00:50:24,143 --> 00:50:27,383
- Who can even make sense of forever?
- However long you want then.
598
00:50:27,463 --> 00:50:30,063
I mean, you can remove yourself
like that. [snaps fingers]
599
00:50:30,143 --> 00:50:31,943
It's not a trap.
600
00:50:32,023 --> 00:50:35,423
I mean, look at it! Jesus! Touch it!
[bangs vehicle]
601
00:50:35,503 --> 00:50:37,823
- I'm going.
- Hey! Oh. Hey.
602
00:50:39,703 --> 00:50:40,703
It's real.
603
00:50:41,863 --> 00:50:44,263
This is real.
604
00:50:45,863 --> 00:50:47,503
And this.
605
00:50:49,023 --> 00:50:50,543
- Hmm?
- Come on.
606
00:50:50,623 --> 00:50:52,463
You know that was just a gesture.
607
00:50:54,423 --> 00:50:58,143
- You married me.
- To help you pass over.
608
00:50:58,223 --> 00:51:03,103
- As a... kindness.
- It's not so kind to leave.
609
00:51:07,103 --> 00:51:10,143
Okay, look, look, I'm sorry, I just...
610
00:51:12,143 --> 00:51:13,943
I got this chance.
611
00:51:15,703 --> 00:51:18,823
We got this chance.
I wanna share it with you.
612
00:51:21,223 --> 00:51:23,863
I said I made my choice.
613
00:51:23,943 --> 00:51:27,063
What is it? You feel bad
because your husband isn't here?
614
00:51:27,863 --> 00:51:30,743
- Because that was his choice.
- Don't.
615
00:51:30,823 --> 00:51:33,503
He chose not to stay here.
It's like he left you.
616
00:51:34,463 --> 00:51:37,543
You know, he could have stayed,
but he chose to leave you.
617
00:51:37,623 --> 00:51:39,903
- You don't know what you're saying.
- You should be mad at him.
618
00:51:39,983 --> 00:51:42,023
- Not whipping yourself with guilt.
- Get off me.
619
00:51:42,103 --> 00:51:45,983
You can't see it!
But what he did, it was selfish actually!
620
00:51:46,063 --> 00:51:47,063
[gasps]
621
00:51:50,663 --> 00:51:52,103
Forty-nine years...
622
00:51:54,263 --> 00:51:59,543
I was with him for 49 years.
623
00:52:00,583 --> 00:52:03,143
You can't begin to imagine.
624
00:52:04,303 --> 00:52:05,863
You can't know...
625
00:52:07,703 --> 00:52:11,263
the bond, the commitment, the boredom,
626
00:52:11,343 --> 00:52:13,703
the yearning, the laughter,
the love of it.
627
00:52:13,783 --> 00:52:16,343
The fucking love. You just cannot know!
628
00:52:18,343 --> 00:52:20,463
Everything we sacrificed.
629
00:52:21,903 --> 00:52:25,423
The years I gave him.
The years he gave me.
630
00:52:25,503 --> 00:52:26,863
Did you think to ask?
631
00:52:28,823 --> 00:52:31,423
Did it occur to you to ask?
632
00:52:33,983 --> 00:52:35,383
We had a daughter.
633
00:52:38,103 --> 00:52:39,343
Alison.
634
00:52:41,263 --> 00:52:44,143
Always difficult, always beautiful.
635
00:52:44,223 --> 00:52:46,943
Died at 39 years old, bless her heart.
636
00:52:47,023 --> 00:52:50,103
And Richard and I,
we felt that heartbreak as one.
637
00:52:51,543 --> 00:52:54,303
You think you're the only person
ever suffered, go fuck yourself.
638
00:52:54,383 --> 00:52:56,583
- Well, I didn't know...
- Didn't think to.
639
00:52:58,143 --> 00:53:00,663
You know, when he was dying,
Richard said to me
640
00:53:00,743 --> 00:53:04,383
when they offered him this,
to pass over, pass through,
641
00:53:04,463 --> 00:53:07,143
spend eternity in this fucking graveyard
you're so in love with,
642
00:53:07,223 --> 00:53:12,903
he said, "How can I?
When she missed out, how can I?"
643
00:53:14,183 --> 00:53:15,383
And so he went.
644
00:53:16,783 --> 00:53:19,783
And I wish I could believe he's
with her now,
645
00:53:19,863 --> 00:53:21,503
that they're together, but I don't.
646
00:53:22,463 --> 00:53:25,423
I believe they're nowhere.
Just like you said.
647
00:53:26,023 --> 00:53:30,103
Gone. No, I pitied you,
and that's the truth. I pitied you.
648
00:53:30,183 --> 00:53:31,583
Now you give me some sales pitch
649
00:53:31,663 --> 00:53:33,543
about how fucking peachy forever
could be.
650
00:53:33,623 --> 00:53:34,663
I'm sorry.
651
00:53:34,743 --> 00:53:36,943
You wanna spend forever
somewhere nothing matters?
652
00:53:37,783 --> 00:53:39,823
End up like Wes?
653
00:53:39,903 --> 00:53:43,023
All those lost fucks at the Quagmire
654
00:53:43,103 --> 00:53:45,183
trying anything to feel something,
go ahead.
655
00:53:46,463 --> 00:53:49,183
But I'm out. I'm gone.
656
00:53:52,463 --> 00:53:56,143
Kelly, I'm sorry. Kelly!
657
00:54:01,423 --> 00:54:03,143
[engine revs]
658
00:54:19,663 --> 00:54:21,263
[tyres screech]
659
00:54:26,583 --> 00:54:27,734
[engine revs]
660
00:54:27,814 --> 00:54:28,625
_
661
00:54:32,103 --> 00:54:33,943
- [crashes]
- [Kelly grunts]
662
00:54:46,903 --> 00:54:49,463
[waves ripple]
663
00:54:54,183 --> 00:54:56,223
[coughs]
664
00:56:05,263 --> 00:56:06,583
[chattering]
665
00:56:10,703 --> 00:56:12,183
[nurse] Hey, Kelly.
666
00:56:14,023 --> 00:56:17,183
- You all right?
- Yeah, I am fine.
667
00:56:26,983 --> 00:56:29,103
[wheezes]
668
00:57:14,063 --> 00:57:17,023
- Well, okay then.
- Huh?
669
00:57:21,463 --> 00:57:22,463
Kelly?
670
00:57:23,543 --> 00:57:25,703
All things considered...
671
00:57:27,743 --> 00:57:29,183
I guess I'm ready.
672
00:57:31,703 --> 00:57:32,823
For what?
673
00:57:36,103 --> 00:57:38,103
For the rest of it.
674
00:57:46,223 --> 00:57:47,583
[seagulls cry]
675
00:57:56,743 --> 00:57:58,503
[starts engine]
676
00:57:58,583 --> 00:58:02,023
♪ Ooh, baby,
do you know what that's worth ♪
677
00:58:02,103 --> 00:58:06,303
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
678
00:58:06,383 --> 00:58:10,303
♪ They say in heaven love comes first ♪
679
00:58:10,383 --> 00:58:14,103
♪ We'll make heaven a place on Earth ♪
680
00:58:14,183 --> 00:58:17,863
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
681
00:58:29,391 --> 00:58:32,883
_
682
00:58:34,903 --> 00:58:39,063
♪ When I feel alone ♪
683
00:58:39,143 --> 00:58:40,503
♪ I reach for you ♪
684
00:58:40,583 --> 00:58:42,983
- ♪ And you bring me home ♪
- [honks horn]
685
00:58:43,063 --> 00:58:46,503
♪ When I'm lost at sea ♪
686
00:58:46,583 --> 00:58:50,583
- [laughs]
- ♪ I hear your voice and it carries me ♪
687
00:58:51,183 --> 00:58:52,263
Ready?
688
00:58:52,343 --> 00:58:55,263
- ♪ In this world we're just beginning ♪
- [both] Whoo!
689
00:58:55,343 --> 00:58:59,303
♪ To understand the miracle of living ♪
690
00:58:59,383 --> 00:59:02,463
- ♪ Maybe I wasn't brave before ♪
- [both] Whoo!
691
00:59:02,543 --> 00:59:06,463
♪ But I'm not afraid anymore ♪
692
00:59:07,143 --> 00:59:10,663
♪ Ooh, baby,
do you know what that's worth ♪
693
00:59:10,743 --> 00:59:14,663
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
694
00:59:14,743 --> 00:59:18,423
♪ They say in heaven love comes first ♪
695
00:59:18,503 --> 00:59:22,063
♪ We'll make a heaven a place on Earth ♪
696
00:59:22,143 --> 00:59:27,063
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
697
00:59:34,383 --> 00:59:35,903
[beeping]
698
00:59:36,983 --> 00:59:39,983
♪ Heaven ♪
699
00:59:45,023 --> 00:59:48,463
♪ Heaven ♪
700
00:59:52,503 --> 00:59:55,383
♪ Heaven ♪
701
00:59:56,903 --> 01:00:00,663
♪ In this world, we're just beginning ♪
702
01:00:00,743 --> 01:00:04,263
♪ To understand the miracle of living ♪
703
01:00:04,903 --> 01:00:08,183
♪ Baby, I was afraid before ♪
704
01:00:08,263 --> 01:00:12,543
♪ I'm not afraid anymore ♪
705
01:00:12,623 --> 01:00:17,623
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