1 00:00:00,603 --> 00:00:04,016 FAITH: We all have our moments when we suddenly lose it, 2 00:00:04,047 --> 00:00:06,687 but his was in a whole different league. 3 00:00:09,440 --> 00:00:13,039 He was like a cuckoo, caught between two families. 4 00:00:13,040 --> 00:00:15,719 You're not responsible for how he's turning out, Ed. 5 00:00:15,720 --> 00:00:17,479 You think you are, but you're not. 6 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:20,120 And divorce is hardly a novelty these days, is it? 7 00:00:20,580 --> 00:00:22,559 But he didn't belong in either of them. 8 00:00:22,560 --> 00:00:24,439 Your mother may be blind to the guilt trips 9 00:00:24,440 --> 00:00:26,879 and the poor, misunderstood crap you pull, but I'm not. 10 00:00:26,880 --> 00:00:29,470 ROSS: What about your dad? Build some bridges. 11 00:00:29,471 --> 00:00:31,999 Maybe even think about moving into his place for a while. 12 00:00:32,000 --> 00:00:33,719 He might surprise you. 13 00:00:33,720 --> 00:00:36,819 - My stepsister's moved in with us. - And you like her? 14 00:00:36,974 --> 00:00:39,919 Half-brother, stepbrother... we're all one family now, aren't we? 15 00:00:39,920 --> 00:00:42,719 It's happening again, Gran. It's like it takes me over. 16 00:00:42,720 --> 00:00:44,425 You have to control it. 17 00:00:44,426 --> 00:00:48,294 - Your grandfather lost control and... - And what? 18 00:00:51,800 --> 00:00:53,073 (EXCLAIMS) 19 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:56,199 FAITH: And yet losing control... 20 00:00:56,200 --> 00:00:58,336 still haunted him. 21 00:01:01,440 --> 00:01:05,203 Synced and corrected by Aaronnmb www.addic7ed.com 22 00:01:27,240 --> 00:01:29,880 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 23 00:01:33,120 --> 00:01:34,682 (EXHALES) 24 00:01:59,280 --> 00:02:01,920 FAITH: He kept doing that fight-or-flight thing. 25 00:02:03,040 --> 00:02:05,680 But what if that threat is inside you? 26 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:09,159 No matter how fast you run... 27 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:10,880 or where you go... 28 00:02:10,947 --> 00:02:11,947 (PANTING) 29 00:02:12,080 --> 00:02:13,680 there's no escape. 30 00:02:23,757 --> 00:02:26,849 Turn on all the taps and make sure the system's drained. 31 00:02:33,797 --> 00:02:36,960 - Oh, Jesus. Are you OK? - (SIRENS BLARING) 32 00:02:50,436 --> 00:02:53,122 You don't know where my errant son is by chance? 33 00:02:53,131 --> 00:02:54,131 (BABY COOING) 34 00:02:54,156 --> 00:02:57,214 Er... he texted. Something about going to his dad's. 35 00:02:57,239 --> 00:02:58,839 - Oh. - (BABY COOING) 36 00:02:59,497 --> 00:03:02,912 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Who's hungry? 37 00:03:11,283 --> 00:03:13,988 - Do you need a hand, or... - Sure. 38 00:03:14,013 --> 00:03:17,408 You could just take those to his room for me. 39 00:03:17,826 --> 00:03:19,338 Sure. 40 00:03:23,217 --> 00:03:25,256 So, how are you settling in? 41 00:03:25,360 --> 00:03:28,101 At college, here... 42 00:03:28,361 --> 00:03:30,538 and all points between? 43 00:03:30,814 --> 00:03:32,414 All good. 44 00:03:34,080 --> 00:03:36,376 Why don't you and I do something on Saturday? 45 00:03:36,401 --> 00:03:38,641 Your dad can baby-sit. 46 00:03:38,970 --> 00:03:42,383 We could check out a few clothes shops, 47 00:03:42,600 --> 00:03:44,398 maybe get some lunch? 48 00:03:44,921 --> 00:03:47,241 Catch a movie, even. 49 00:03:47,625 --> 00:03:52,328 I've got college stuff to catch up on this weekend, so... 50 00:03:53,072 --> 00:03:55,632 Yeah, well, some other time. 51 00:03:59,795 --> 00:04:01,434 (whispering) That went well. 52 00:04:01,552 --> 00:04:04,208 (PHONE VIBRATING) 53 00:04:06,732 --> 00:04:08,903 (PHONE CONTINUES VIBRATING) 54 00:04:10,614 --> 00:04:12,905 - Yeah? - Is he home yet? 55 00:04:12,906 --> 00:04:16,723 - I thought he was at yours. - I'm at the hospital with Beth. 56 00:04:17,546 --> 00:04:20,695 - Everything all right? - Well... 57 00:04:21,127 --> 00:04:23,507 I'm a surgeon, I work here. 58 00:04:25,374 --> 00:04:28,414 We thought it was labour, it was a false alarm. Shock, probably. 59 00:04:28,439 --> 00:04:29,481 Shock? 60 00:04:29,506 --> 00:04:33,160 Yeah, something at home. The damn water tank exploded. 61 00:04:33,185 --> 00:04:34,901 And he was there, Hannah. 62 00:04:34,926 --> 00:04:37,380 And he legged it, just like he did after the car crash. 63 00:04:37,405 --> 00:04:38,942 What the hell is going on with that boy? 64 00:04:38,966 --> 00:04:42,736 Has he no shred of... common humanity whatsoever? 65 00:04:42,761 --> 00:04:44,361 (SIGHS) 66 00:05:36,542 --> 00:05:38,701 Is there a swimming pool at the hotel? 67 00:05:38,702 --> 00:05:40,437 It's not a holiday, Jack, 68 00:05:40,462 --> 00:05:42,621 just a stop-gap until we get this place fixed up. 69 00:05:42,622 --> 00:05:44,557 - How long? - Three or four days. 70 00:05:44,582 --> 00:05:46,782 Just pop those in the car for me, please. 71 00:05:49,041 --> 00:05:52,441 I've sent pictures to the insurers. That's about all we can do for now. 72 00:05:52,466 --> 00:05:54,066 Are you ready? 73 00:05:55,272 --> 00:05:57,471 BETH: Why would it suddenly go like that? 74 00:05:57,582 --> 00:05:59,942 The water tank just suddenly crack like that? 75 00:06:00,881 --> 00:06:03,521 A fault in the seal? God knows, I'm not a plumber. 76 00:06:04,679 --> 00:06:07,079 You always say surgery's like plumbing. 77 00:06:08,887 --> 00:06:11,768 It's not just the water tank, it's like an earthquake hit. 78 00:06:13,367 --> 00:06:16,007 And why would he run away like that? 79 00:07:17,527 --> 00:07:19,098 What's going on? 80 00:07:21,727 --> 00:07:23,480 Come on inside. 81 00:07:27,607 --> 00:07:29,540 Are you OK? 82 00:07:33,884 --> 00:07:35,773 HANNAH: I heard something. 83 00:07:40,927 --> 00:07:42,651 The wind. 84 00:07:43,567 --> 00:07:45,245 (SIGHS) 85 00:07:45,927 --> 00:07:48,167 We should get one of those apps for him. 86 00:07:50,348 --> 00:07:52,387 The guys at work were talking about it, 87 00:07:52,412 --> 00:07:55,675 a GPS thing that tracks your kid's movement without them knowing. 88 00:07:59,567 --> 00:08:01,471 What, spy on him? 89 00:08:01,801 --> 00:08:04,464 Better than you lying awake every night worrying. 90 00:08:08,287 --> 00:08:10,011 (SIGHS) 91 00:08:19,167 --> 00:08:23,213 So, why do you have all that stuff on your computer? 92 00:08:24,567 --> 00:08:27,284 All that death and disaster stuff. 93 00:08:29,967 --> 00:08:31,706 I had a snoop. 94 00:08:36,327 --> 00:08:39,494 It reminds me, no matter how bad my shit gets... 95 00:08:40,367 --> 00:08:41,893 it has to be doable. 96 00:08:43,076 --> 00:08:44,955 How bad does it get? 97 00:08:47,425 --> 00:08:50,764 Sometimes, if I hope for something, I know it won't happen... 98 00:08:51,761 --> 00:08:53,464 just cos I hoped for it. 99 00:09:00,527 --> 00:09:02,727 You into all that as well? 100 00:09:05,247 --> 00:09:07,726 I once asked an RS teacher if God created the universe, 101 00:09:07,727 --> 00:09:09,327 then who created God? 102 00:09:10,527 --> 00:09:13,885 And he said, "It's because no-one created Him that makes Him God." 103 00:09:15,967 --> 00:09:18,322 They've got it all nailed down in the small print. 104 00:09:26,327 --> 00:09:28,527 When my mum got sick... 105 00:09:30,287 --> 00:09:32,807 and all the pain she was in and... 106 00:09:35,927 --> 00:09:39,563 Dad said it was God's way of testing us. 107 00:09:40,407 --> 00:09:42,567 Testing our faith. 108 00:09:45,247 --> 00:09:47,487 And I failed. 109 00:09:51,247 --> 00:09:53,126 Why keep wearing it? 110 00:09:56,140 --> 00:09:57,993 It was hers. 111 00:10:24,087 --> 00:10:26,902 Wait, wait. No, this isn't right. This isn't right. 112 00:10:26,927 --> 00:10:29,262 We can't... This isn't right. 113 00:10:29,287 --> 00:10:31,807 We shouldn't be doing this. 114 00:10:33,302 --> 00:10:35,141 This can't happen... 115 00:10:35,687 --> 00:10:37,258 ever. 116 00:10:59,750 --> 00:11:02,390 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 117 00:11:17,767 --> 00:11:20,327 (BABY CRYING) 118 00:11:27,262 --> 00:11:28,360 Are you all ri... 119 00:11:28,385 --> 00:11:30,016 - What's happening? - (BABY CRYING) 120 00:11:31,614 --> 00:11:34,094 No, no. Don't come in, there's glass. 121 00:11:36,211 --> 00:11:38,142 - Did you do that? - Leave me to this. 122 00:11:38,167 --> 00:11:40,500 (BABY CONTINUES CRYING) 123 00:11:40,563 --> 00:11:42,789 Will you see to the baby, please? 124 00:11:50,175 --> 00:11:51,957 What happened? 125 00:11:52,169 --> 00:11:54,035 I didn't touch it. 126 00:11:56,132 --> 00:11:58,692 - Right. - I didn't go near it. 127 00:11:59,406 --> 00:12:01,244 I'm gonna clean this up in the morning. 128 00:12:01,245 --> 00:12:03,565 You'd best sleep on the sofa tonight. 129 00:12:04,166 --> 00:12:05,932 (GLASS CRACKING) 130 00:12:10,846 --> 00:12:13,046 (PHONE CHIMES) 131 00:12:17,392 --> 00:12:19,330 _ 132 00:12:21,766 --> 00:12:23,966 Where have you been? 133 00:12:35,246 --> 00:12:38,185 You do know Beth ended up in hospital? 134 00:12:38,263 --> 00:12:40,423 They thought she was having the babies. 135 00:12:42,286 --> 00:12:43,902 False alarm. 136 00:12:47,833 --> 00:12:49,472 How could you do that? 137 00:12:49,497 --> 00:12:52,059 Run off and leave her in that state? 138 00:12:54,046 --> 00:12:56,174 Well, I didn't know, did I? 139 00:12:57,126 --> 00:12:59,323 She was all right when I left. 140 00:13:02,406 --> 00:13:04,729 What is going on with you? 141 00:13:05,840 --> 00:13:07,682 Why can't you tell me? 142 00:13:10,820 --> 00:13:13,090 Don't sweat the small stuff, Mum. 143 00:13:14,646 --> 00:13:16,176 I'm fine. 144 00:13:57,286 --> 00:13:59,725 Right, you lot, it's coming this arvo. 145 00:13:59,726 --> 00:14:01,445 It's only 100cc at the moment, 146 00:14:01,446 --> 00:14:03,285 but once I've got a bit of paper together, 147 00:14:03,286 --> 00:14:05,445 - I'm gonna ramp that up. - Yeah, we gotta pimp her up. 148 00:14:05,446 --> 00:14:07,885 Flags, reflectors, tail-fin exhausts. She'll be cool. 149 00:14:07,886 --> 00:14:09,805 As if my dad will ever go for that. 150 00:14:09,806 --> 00:14:12,562 Why is it cars and motorbikes are always called she? 151 00:14:12,761 --> 00:14:14,361 Cos we like to ride 'em. 152 00:14:15,566 --> 00:14:17,725 Is he always such a creep? 153 00:14:17,726 --> 00:14:20,246 Only 90% of the time. 154 00:14:22,611 --> 00:14:23,972 Hey. 155 00:14:30,373 --> 00:14:32,075 What's up with you, bro? 156 00:14:32,806 --> 00:14:35,085 I've just got some shit going on, man, that's all. 157 00:14:35,086 --> 00:14:36,763 Such as? 158 00:14:39,766 --> 00:14:42,406 You know where I am, yeah. Whenever. 159 00:14:42,443 --> 00:14:44,725 Cheers, man. Actually, Az, can you do me a favour? 160 00:14:44,726 --> 00:14:46,326 Sign me in, please. 161 00:14:46,406 --> 00:14:48,686 Anyone asks, say... say I'm in the library. 162 00:14:49,166 --> 00:14:51,319 - Where's he going? - I don't know. 163 00:14:51,344 --> 00:14:53,464 Something's going on with him, though. 164 00:14:54,286 --> 00:14:55,908 Are you OK? 165 00:15:00,686 --> 00:15:03,246 (DISTANT VACUUM CLEANER) 166 00:15:04,886 --> 00:15:07,166 (SIGHS) 167 00:15:20,886 --> 00:15:23,446 (VACUUM CLEANER STOPS) 168 00:15:23,646 --> 00:15:25,845 See this? In her room. 169 00:15:25,846 --> 00:15:28,765 She never touched the stuff before, never went near it. 170 00:15:28,790 --> 00:15:30,749 And you know that for a fact, do you? 171 00:15:31,180 --> 00:15:34,860 What do you really know about her? And I mean really know? 172 00:15:35,310 --> 00:15:39,117 Who her friends were, what she thinks, what she feels... 173 00:15:39,125 --> 00:15:40,884 Why are you acting like this? 174 00:15:40,885 --> 00:15:43,265 Because I will not let you make him a scapegoat. 175 00:15:43,290 --> 00:15:45,126 You know perfectly well you've been no kind of father 176 00:15:45,150 --> 00:15:46,244 to that girl all these years. 177 00:15:46,245 --> 00:15:48,725 And now you want to make up for it. Yeah, right. 178 00:15:49,125 --> 00:15:51,525 Well, it's too little, too late. 179 00:15:52,205 --> 00:15:54,605 So much for us being a team. 180 00:15:55,784 --> 00:15:58,525 (VACUUM CLEANER STARTS) 181 00:15:59,382 --> 00:16:00,995 (INTERCOM RINGS) 182 00:16:01,685 --> 00:16:04,045 (BUZZER) 183 00:16:04,165 --> 00:16:06,644 You mentioned your stepsister yesterday, 184 00:16:06,645 --> 00:16:09,526 about having feelings for her. Did something happen there? 185 00:16:09,654 --> 00:16:11,620 Nothing's gonna happen. 186 00:16:12,721 --> 00:16:14,424 I told you. 187 00:16:17,319 --> 00:16:22,020 And building those bridges with your dad that we talked about, 188 00:16:22,045 --> 00:16:23,645 how did that go? 189 00:16:24,445 --> 00:16:27,005 It didn't. 190 00:16:28,805 --> 00:16:31,007 It happened again. 191 00:16:32,484 --> 00:16:34,921 The control thing, I... I lost it and... 192 00:16:36,116 --> 00:16:37,716 And? 193 00:16:39,366 --> 00:16:41,280 I trashed his house. 194 00:16:45,325 --> 00:16:46,924 And what triggered that? 195 00:16:46,925 --> 00:16:48,525 A row. 196 00:16:48,975 --> 00:16:51,655 - With your dad? - Stepmother. 197 00:16:54,605 --> 00:16:57,626 When you lose control like that, how does it feel? 198 00:16:57,651 --> 00:17:00,985 I mean, physically. Describe it. 199 00:17:04,481 --> 00:17:09,606 Everything gets, like, heightened... intense... 200 00:17:10,125 --> 00:17:11,844 sounds and colours... 201 00:17:11,845 --> 00:17:14,067 my hands go ice-cold... 202 00:17:14,578 --> 00:17:18,418 and I can hear my own heart... throbbing, 203 00:17:18,847 --> 00:17:20,936 pounding deep in here. 204 00:17:21,974 --> 00:17:25,086 And emotionally, what do you feel when that happens? 205 00:17:29,365 --> 00:17:31,525 Ecstasy. 206 00:17:34,325 --> 00:17:36,885 (PHONE RINGING) 207 00:17:37,565 --> 00:17:39,228 (SIGHS) 208 00:17:39,761 --> 00:17:43,282 Sorry, receptionist is off today. 209 00:17:43,965 --> 00:17:45,282 One minute. 210 00:17:59,999 --> 00:18:01,953 Sorry about that. 211 00:18:08,147 --> 00:18:10,404 I want you to take a look at this. 212 00:18:10,405 --> 00:18:13,460 Here, deep inside the brain 213 00:18:13,485 --> 00:18:15,965 is something called the limbic system. 214 00:18:16,525 --> 00:18:19,165 It regulates all of our emotions. 215 00:18:19,573 --> 00:18:22,107 Passion, pleasure... 216 00:18:23,005 --> 00:18:25,645 anger, fear. 217 00:18:26,124 --> 00:18:28,164 But if it gets impaired in some way, 218 00:18:28,325 --> 00:18:32,156 a hormone dysfunction or injury or whatever, 219 00:18:32,245 --> 00:18:35,844 it ceases to function effectively, your emotions can get out of whack. 220 00:18:36,005 --> 00:18:39,844 They start to control you rather than vice versa. 221 00:18:40,220 --> 00:18:42,260 I'd like to send you for some tests. 222 00:18:42,589 --> 00:18:46,797 A blood test, a brain scan, just to rule anything like that out, OK? 223 00:18:46,845 --> 00:18:49,883 It's a routine precaution, that's all. 224 00:18:50,328 --> 00:18:53,245 Just so we know the best course of treatment to go for. 225 00:18:53,845 --> 00:18:55,684 I can call your dad, he can go with you... 226 00:18:55,685 --> 00:18:58,204 You said what happened here is between us, no-one else. 227 00:18:58,205 --> 00:19:01,086 I stand by that. I just thought you could use the support. 228 00:19:01,402 --> 00:19:03,340 But what if it's something else? 229 00:19:04,731 --> 00:19:07,405 What if I was born with it and it can't be treated 230 00:19:07,525 --> 00:19:09,205 and I can never control it? 231 00:19:10,952 --> 00:19:13,019 Why would you think that? 232 00:19:17,578 --> 00:19:20,581 Whatever's going on, we're going to deal with it, OK? 233 00:19:36,665 --> 00:19:38,117 (WHISTLE BLOWING) 234 00:19:47,485 --> 00:19:50,045 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 235 00:19:52,685 --> 00:19:55,004 Go on. In the middle! In the middle! 236 00:19:55,005 --> 00:19:56,605 Jack! 237 00:19:57,965 --> 00:19:59,791 - Yes! - (CHEERING) 238 00:20:00,420 --> 00:20:02,020 That's my boy! 239 00:20:22,194 --> 00:20:24,377 (CAR HORN HONKS) 240 00:20:29,744 --> 00:20:31,090 FAITH: Hey, Azfal. 241 00:20:31,115 --> 00:20:33,830 - So, is this the new scooter. - Yep. 242 00:20:33,925 --> 00:20:35,525 Coming for a spin? 243 00:20:40,732 --> 00:20:43,292 (INAUDIBLE) 244 00:20:46,965 --> 00:20:48,564 - Ready? - OK. 245 00:20:48,565 --> 00:20:50,924 - Keep your legs on there. - All right. Like this? 246 00:20:50,925 --> 00:20:52,399 - Yeah. - OK. 247 00:20:52,424 --> 00:20:55,071 - Hold on tight. - (GIGGLES) All right. 248 00:20:55,096 --> 00:20:56,696 (LAUGHING) 249 00:21:06,453 --> 00:21:08,051 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 250 00:21:08,076 --> 00:21:09,676 (BABY CRYING) 251 00:21:24,555 --> 00:21:26,715 (BABY STOPS CRYING) 252 00:22:05,245 --> 00:22:07,605 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 253 00:22:15,314 --> 00:22:17,954 FAITH: Looking back, the signs were there... 254 00:22:18,674 --> 00:22:20,393 we just didn't see them. 255 00:22:20,675 --> 00:22:22,697 Or we didn't want to see them. 256 00:22:24,034 --> 00:22:27,690 We were all set on a collision course but we never saw it coming. 257 00:22:27,714 --> 00:22:30,432 Not for him, for me... 258 00:22:31,996 --> 00:22:34,196 or any of us. 259 00:22:36,634 --> 00:22:38,793 Bless us, oh, Lord, and these thy gifts 260 00:22:38,794 --> 00:22:40,553 that we are about to receive 261 00:22:40,554 --> 00:22:44,193 from thy merciful bounty, through Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen. 262 00:22:48,554 --> 00:22:50,392 Do you want to explain this? 263 00:22:53,484 --> 00:22:55,212 You first. 264 00:22:56,194 --> 00:22:59,449 What, am I not allowed my own personal space now? 265 00:22:59,474 --> 00:23:01,742 Not if that's what you're gonna use it for, no. 266 00:23:03,070 --> 00:23:04,913 Where'd you get it? 267 00:23:04,914 --> 00:23:07,937 - Victor. - I want an answer. 268 00:23:08,114 --> 00:23:09,638 It's mine. 269 00:23:10,554 --> 00:23:13,404 Everybody does it, Dad, it's not a big deal. 270 00:23:13,474 --> 00:23:16,765 It's illegal. Excuse me, I call that a big deal. 271 00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:19,279 It's the first step to hard drugs, to addiction. 272 00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:20,999 Your brain is still developing. 273 00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:23,839 You want to risk doing it long-term damage, permanent damage? 274 00:23:23,840 --> 00:23:25,845 Someone's been Googling. 275 00:23:25,870 --> 00:23:27,455 I'll say this just once. 276 00:23:27,481 --> 00:23:30,681 So long as you live under my roof you do not give, sell or provide 277 00:23:30,706 --> 00:23:33,761 my daughter with any more of this filth, ever. 278 00:23:33,841 --> 00:23:36,601 - Do you understand me? - Except it's not your roof, is it? 279 00:23:37,799 --> 00:23:40,521 Cos my dad paid off the mortgage in the divorce. 280 00:23:41,643 --> 00:23:44,601 So technically, it's his roof, and his house. 281 00:23:46,587 --> 00:23:48,212 You're like... 282 00:23:48,542 --> 00:23:50,118 a lodger here. 283 00:23:50,676 --> 00:23:52,579 Go to your room. 284 00:23:56,078 --> 00:23:57,906 You stay. 285 00:24:01,976 --> 00:24:07,734 There are less confrontational ways of handling things, Victor. 286 00:24:09,955 --> 00:24:13,682 Yeah, well, we lodgers are a dumb lot, aren't we? 287 00:24:21,281 --> 00:24:22,539 (DOOR SLAMS) 288 00:24:35,641 --> 00:24:38,281 (INDISTINCT SHOUTING) 289 00:24:39,181 --> 00:24:41,821 (CAR HORN BLARING) 290 00:24:44,676 --> 00:24:46,126 (KNOCKING) 291 00:24:53,961 --> 00:24:56,281 You didn't need to do that. 292 00:24:57,137 --> 00:24:58,515 No biggie. 293 00:24:59,743 --> 00:25:02,383 Anyway, thanks. 294 00:25:05,789 --> 00:25:07,388 (DOOR SHUTS) 295 00:25:07,601 --> 00:25:09,201 (MOUSE CLICKS) 296 00:25:09,881 --> 00:25:12,481 (KEYBOARD CLACKING) 297 00:25:12,525 --> 00:25:13,525 _ 298 00:25:15,878 --> 00:25:17,448 _ 299 00:25:23,591 --> 00:25:26,191 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 300 00:25:31,361 --> 00:25:32,724 Yeah. 301 00:25:33,815 --> 00:25:36,400 I assume this isn't a professional visit. 302 00:25:36,401 --> 00:25:38,441 I was hoping to talk about your lad. 303 00:25:38,466 --> 00:25:41,961 Thought it best to do it in person, but if now's not a good time... 304 00:25:45,742 --> 00:25:50,469 I know teenagers can be rebellious, volatile and the rest. I know that. 305 00:25:50,494 --> 00:25:53,125 But he... he's... 306 00:25:53,925 --> 00:25:56,894 he's beyond reach. Beyond mine anyway, and his mother's. 307 00:25:56,919 --> 00:25:58,718 He's out all hours of the night, 308 00:25:58,738 --> 00:26:01,168 and when he is home, it's back-chat or you can't get a word out... 309 00:26:01,192 --> 00:26:03,817 As you say, par for the course for teenagers. 310 00:26:03,818 --> 00:26:06,318 The other night he smashed up his room for no reason. 311 00:26:06,836 --> 00:26:09,236 - Is that par for the course, too? - (PHONE RINGS) 312 00:26:11,746 --> 00:26:13,906 Yep. Two minutes. 313 00:26:14,178 --> 00:26:16,377 My daughter lives with us now. Did he tell you? 314 00:26:16,378 --> 00:26:19,938 I can't have him doing that stuff around her, getting her into all that. 315 00:26:20,158 --> 00:26:21,758 - The weed. - Oh. 316 00:26:21,926 --> 00:26:24,046 And God knows whatever else he's into. 317 00:26:24,551 --> 00:26:26,830 I'm the bad guy, aren't I? I'm the wicked stepfather. 318 00:26:26,855 --> 00:26:29,055 I'm the last person he's gonna listen to. 319 00:26:29,283 --> 00:26:31,553 Hannah won't... or can't confront him. 320 00:26:31,578 --> 00:26:35,993 It's like, I don't know, she feels guilty about your marriage ending. 321 00:26:36,018 --> 00:26:38,618 Not that she's anything to feel guilty about there. 322 00:26:38,740 --> 00:26:42,098 I hardly think the blame game is particularly fruitful at this point. 323 00:26:42,138 --> 00:26:45,426 Hannah mentioned your late father, his grandfather. 324 00:26:45,551 --> 00:26:47,137 She said she saw some photographs of him, 325 00:26:47,138 --> 00:26:49,177 how he and the boy are dead spit of each other. 326 00:26:49,178 --> 00:26:50,898 Two peas in a pod, she says. 327 00:26:51,190 --> 00:26:55,439 She said something about him having mental health problems. 328 00:26:55,672 --> 00:26:58,553 Do you think that's what we could be looking at here, too? 329 00:26:59,065 --> 00:27:00,526 That's quite a leap 330 00:27:00,551 --> 00:27:01,594 I'm just trying to find a way... 331 00:27:01,618 --> 00:27:04,513 There's no empirical evidence that genetic factors 332 00:27:04,538 --> 00:27:06,578 are the cause of behavioural issues. 333 00:27:06,658 --> 00:27:09,818 It's not only simplistic to go down that road, it's ill-informed. 334 00:27:10,338 --> 00:27:12,538 You know something's not right with him. 335 00:27:12,698 --> 00:27:15,177 Why else would you be sending him to that shrink? 336 00:27:15,178 --> 00:27:17,719 Or do you pay him to listen so you don't have to? 337 00:27:18,578 --> 00:27:21,058 This conversation is over. 338 00:27:24,658 --> 00:27:28,738 I came here in good faith because I'm running out of road with that boy. 339 00:27:29,538 --> 00:27:31,177 I've got my own family to think of. 340 00:27:31,178 --> 00:27:34,036 They're my priority now as he should be yours. 341 00:27:43,110 --> 00:27:44,927 (LIFT BELL DINGS) 342 00:28:15,938 --> 00:28:18,298 (KEY TURNING IN LOCK) 343 00:28:23,258 --> 00:28:25,009 Er... stay here. 344 00:29:05,418 --> 00:29:06,951 (DOOR OPENS) 345 00:29:13,018 --> 00:29:14,897 Are you OK? 346 00:29:15,403 --> 00:29:18,102 She started freaking out in the hotel, 347 00:29:18,128 --> 00:29:19,728 said we had to come back. 348 00:29:19,753 --> 00:29:21,753 She's been at it since we got here. 349 00:29:21,778 --> 00:29:25,248 Did I do right to call you? Only she was weirding me out with it and... 350 00:29:25,273 --> 00:29:26,953 Yeah, of course, of course. 351 00:29:27,431 --> 00:29:30,214 Go watch TV for a bit, OK? It's all good. 352 00:29:30,378 --> 00:29:32,042 I'm here now. 353 00:29:38,611 --> 00:29:41,137 Look at it! And they've barely started on the damn plastering. 354 00:29:41,162 --> 00:29:42,802 It's gonna be weeks at this rate. 355 00:29:42,827 --> 00:29:44,730 They're probably just sitting on their backsides all day 356 00:29:44,754 --> 00:29:46,274 because no-one's keeping tabs on them. 357 00:29:46,938 --> 00:29:49,778 Well, we could stay at the hotel and do that, sweetheart. 358 00:29:49,898 --> 00:29:50,058 I could pop by on my way to work, keep an eye on progress. 359 00:29:50,059 --> 00:29:52,940 I could pop by on my way to work, keep an eye on progress. 360 00:29:53,473 --> 00:29:56,273 Progress? There's a crack in the ceiling in the bedroom. 361 00:29:56,298 --> 00:29:57,977 And look at these scratches. 362 00:29:57,978 --> 00:30:00,337 They applied the seal before they removed them. 363 00:30:00,338 --> 00:30:04,097 The only way is to be here to check on them before they screw up anything else. 364 00:30:04,098 --> 00:30:05,512 OK. 365 00:30:05,778 --> 00:30:09,978 But stressing out about it isn't gonna do you or the babies any good, is it? 366 00:30:10,338 --> 00:30:13,805 Come on, let's get you upstairs. Seriously, Beth, you need to rest. 367 00:30:16,047 --> 00:30:18,572 The plumber said it wasn't the seal that broke on the water tank. 368 00:30:18,596 --> 00:30:20,968 He said it looked like the thing just exploded. 369 00:30:20,993 --> 00:30:22,593 Literally exploded. 370 00:30:22,618 --> 00:30:25,258 An act of God, he called it. 371 00:30:25,418 --> 00:30:28,940 What if it wasn't God? What if it was... something else? 372 00:30:30,331 --> 00:30:31,752 Like what? 373 00:30:33,338 --> 00:30:35,017 It was bad luck, that's all. 374 00:30:35,018 --> 00:30:36,618 It happens. 375 00:30:36,698 --> 00:30:38,764 No-one is immune from it. 376 00:30:39,938 --> 00:30:42,337 Let's get you upstairs, you need to rest. 377 00:30:42,633 --> 00:30:44,233 It was all so perfect. 378 00:30:44,258 --> 00:30:47,428 If it can happen once, it can happen again, can't it? 379 00:30:47,458 --> 00:30:50,991 No. Lightning never strikes twice, does it? 380 00:31:00,739 --> 00:31:03,018 Oh, you must be telepathic. 381 00:31:03,618 --> 00:31:06,417 I've only just this minute been trying to call your father. 382 00:31:06,418 --> 00:31:08,172 Now, not to alarm you, pet, 383 00:31:08,391 --> 00:31:11,149 but your gran's had what's called a TIA, 384 00:31:11,664 --> 00:31:13,264 a mini stroke. 385 00:31:20,095 --> 00:31:21,669 Hey, Gran. 386 00:31:27,018 --> 00:31:28,672 What have you been up to, eh? 387 00:31:28,697 --> 00:31:29,890 (CHUCKLES) 388 00:31:32,738 --> 00:31:34,897 You're going to get through this, OK? 389 00:31:34,898 --> 00:31:36,857 That's an order. 390 00:31:37,686 --> 00:31:38,812 Hm. 391 00:31:42,267 --> 00:31:44,228 Why not close your eyes for a bit? 392 00:31:44,658 --> 00:31:46,572 I'll sit with you. 393 00:31:49,472 --> 00:31:51,423 (PHONE CHIMES) 394 00:31:57,459 --> 00:31:58,951 _ 395 00:32:39,284 --> 00:32:40,874 _ 396 00:33:15,050 --> 00:33:16,300 (GASPS) 397 00:33:24,062 --> 00:33:26,622 (BREATHING DEEPLY) 398 00:33:39,711 --> 00:33:41,336 Hi. 399 00:33:45,773 --> 00:33:49,398 So, is this how it's going to be with us? 400 00:33:50,933 --> 00:33:52,631 The big freeze? 401 00:33:54,405 --> 00:33:56,765 The thing about Azfal is... 402 00:33:58,133 --> 00:34:00,413 he'll chat up anything in a skirt. 403 00:34:01,213 --> 00:34:03,085 Thanks for the heads up. 404 00:34:09,773 --> 00:34:11,663 Sometimes I do stuff. 405 00:34:12,772 --> 00:34:14,339 Bad stuff. 406 00:34:15,813 --> 00:34:17,269 Like what? 407 00:34:17,878 --> 00:34:19,268 You don't want to know. 408 00:34:19,293 --> 00:34:22,198 I do, as it goes. 409 00:34:29,373 --> 00:34:31,853 Some graffiti near my dad's house. 410 00:34:33,413 --> 00:34:36,053 "The urge to destroy is creative". 411 00:34:38,533 --> 00:34:40,380 Do you believe that? 412 00:34:40,757 --> 00:34:45,036 I might, if I knew what it meant. 413 00:34:54,853 --> 00:34:57,293 This stuff you do... 414 00:34:59,308 --> 00:35:00,802 how bad is it? 415 00:35:04,293 --> 00:35:06,334 You know what I think? 416 00:35:08,654 --> 00:35:10,120 I don't think you have a bad bone in your body. 417 00:35:10,144 --> 00:35:12,784 - You don't know the half of it. - So tell me. 418 00:35:16,508 --> 00:35:17,990 If I did... 419 00:35:19,454 --> 00:35:21,251 I'd have to kill you. 420 00:35:36,862 --> 00:35:40,277 You think we can do this whole brother-and-sister thing? 421 00:35:40,597 --> 00:35:42,292 We have to. 422 00:35:42,723 --> 00:35:44,730 Easier said than done. 423 00:35:47,293 --> 00:35:49,693 I didn't say it was easy. 424 00:35:56,152 --> 00:35:58,270 Maybe I can make it easy. 425 00:36:16,413 --> 00:36:19,510 - Ah, come in, Mr Jarrett. - Thank you. 426 00:36:56,857 --> 00:36:58,631 Ah. 427 00:36:58,782 --> 00:37:01,102 My boys. 428 00:37:12,893 --> 00:37:15,533 He forgot his packed lunch again. 429 00:37:16,525 --> 00:37:17,932 See you in a bit. 430 00:37:17,933 --> 00:37:20,696 He's not in a very good place at the moment, Faith. 431 00:37:20,773 --> 00:37:25,017 He really doesn't need any more... complications in his life. 432 00:37:27,013 --> 00:37:29,714 However we got here, we're a family now, but... 433 00:37:30,893 --> 00:37:33,173 we're hanging on by a thread. 434 00:37:36,347 --> 00:37:39,267 We used to come here every weekend, you and I. 435 00:37:39,292 --> 00:37:40,892 Do you remember? 436 00:37:42,653 --> 00:37:45,839 It was that roundabout, you used to love it. 437 00:37:52,413 --> 00:37:54,292 - All right, ready? - Yeah, go. 438 00:37:54,293 --> 00:37:56,465 (LAUGHING) 439 00:38:11,733 --> 00:38:14,053 So, you're seeing the shrink again? 440 00:38:15,893 --> 00:38:17,866 Is it helping? 441 00:38:20,133 --> 00:38:22,333 She'll be all right, won't she? 442 00:38:23,118 --> 00:38:24,774 Gran. 443 00:38:25,133 --> 00:38:27,571 She's a lot tougher than people think. 444 00:38:36,093 --> 00:38:37,972 Where'd you get this? 445 00:38:37,973 --> 00:38:39,572 What made him do it? 446 00:38:39,573 --> 00:38:41,173 (SIGHS) 447 00:38:43,573 --> 00:38:48,031 "The balance of his mind was disturbed," to quote the coroner. 448 00:38:49,101 --> 00:38:52,628 His note said something about by ending his life, 449 00:38:52,653 --> 00:38:55,065 he might save the lives of others. 450 00:38:59,813 --> 00:39:01,772 He suffered from delusions. 451 00:39:01,773 --> 00:39:06,264 He was obsessed with the idea that he had psychic powers, 452 00:39:06,318 --> 00:39:10,397 that he could move objects through thought control. 453 00:39:10,748 --> 00:39:12,428 Not that it made him happy. 454 00:39:13,214 --> 00:39:16,303 If anything, he was tortured by it. 455 00:39:18,773 --> 00:39:21,413 That's why I became a surgeon. 456 00:39:22,653 --> 00:39:25,293 The safe harbour of logic... 457 00:39:26,173 --> 00:39:27,811 reason. 458 00:39:28,425 --> 00:39:31,013 The science of deduction. 459 00:39:34,053 --> 00:39:36,412 Then again, maybe we all rebel against our fathers 460 00:39:36,413 --> 00:39:38,493 when we discover they're not perfect. 461 00:39:46,642 --> 00:39:48,393 I was thinking... 462 00:39:49,893 --> 00:39:52,533 maybe I could come live with you for a bit. 463 00:39:53,608 --> 00:39:55,030 Because of Victor? 464 00:39:55,179 --> 00:39:59,046 No, it's just... things are kind of heavy at home right now. 465 00:40:00,333 --> 00:40:02,370 I would like nothing more. 466 00:40:03,566 --> 00:40:06,006 You have no idea. 467 00:40:08,773 --> 00:40:11,668 Beth is very fragile at the moment 468 00:40:11,693 --> 00:40:13,892 since that damn business with the water tank. 469 00:40:13,893 --> 00:40:16,040 And you legging it away like that didn't help. 470 00:40:16,065 --> 00:40:18,853 I'll try harder with her. I will. 471 00:40:22,893 --> 00:40:26,520 She just... she can't deal with... 472 00:40:27,293 --> 00:40:30,036 chaos, uncertainty. 473 00:40:30,213 --> 00:40:34,520 If she's not in control she... she finds it threatening. 474 00:40:37,596 --> 00:40:40,012 When the babies come, when we're in a routine, 475 00:40:40,013 --> 00:40:42,733 when she's more settled, I'll broach it with her then. 476 00:40:43,558 --> 00:40:45,158 A couple of months, max. 477 00:40:46,783 --> 00:40:49,263 You can hang on that long, can't you? 478 00:40:51,673 --> 00:40:53,264 No worries. 479 00:40:53,289 --> 00:40:54,889 (PHONE CHIMES) 480 00:40:57,573 --> 00:40:59,310 Late for clinic. 481 00:41:00,653 --> 00:41:03,802 Dinner next week? Yeah? I'll text you. 482 00:41:19,133 --> 00:41:21,092 FAITH: It was just a white lie. 483 00:41:21,093 --> 00:41:24,448 Just one stupid white lie. 484 00:41:24,630 --> 00:41:26,390 I only did it to protect him. 485 00:41:26,603 --> 00:41:29,995 Instead, I pushed him into the abyss. 486 00:41:36,241 --> 00:41:38,612 - Hey. - Where are you? 487 00:41:38,613 --> 00:41:41,851 I'm at the library finishing an assignment. 488 00:41:42,203 --> 00:41:44,803 Look, whatever's getting on between us, we need to, 489 00:41:44,828 --> 00:41:46,569 you know, deal with it. 490 00:41:46,968 --> 00:41:48,568 One way or the other. 491 00:41:48,593 --> 00:41:50,573 Can we talk about this later? 492 00:41:50,813 --> 00:41:52,057 OK. 493 00:41:53,653 --> 00:41:56,053 So I'm your assignment now, am I? 494 00:42:15,813 --> 00:42:18,053 I don't know how you... 495 00:42:18,573 --> 00:42:20,853 (LAUGHS) 496 00:42:21,293 --> 00:42:23,933 All right, I'm off. See you later? 497 00:42:24,293 --> 00:42:26,733 Yeah, yeah. 498 00:42:52,164 --> 00:42:53,476 (SHOUTS) 499 00:42:54,229 --> 00:42:55,954 Oh, my God. Oh, my God! 500 00:42:56,205 --> 00:42:57,915 Oh, my God! 501 00:43:01,653 --> 00:43:03,470 (GASPING) 502 00:43:06,628 --> 00:43:08,502 Azfal! Azfal! 503 00:43:08,527 --> 00:43:10,048 I'm a nurse. 504 00:43:14,333 --> 00:43:16,853 (SOBBING) 505 00:43:33,013 --> 00:43:34,772 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 506 00:43:34,773 --> 00:43:37,013 (SOBBING) 507 00:43:45,470 --> 00:43:47,443 I came as soon as I could. 508 00:43:55,293 --> 00:43:56,932 I can't make it stop. 509 00:43:56,933 --> 00:43:58,812 It just keeps coming, it keeps happening. 510 00:43:58,813 --> 00:44:00,493 What? What keeps happening? 511 00:44:00,653 --> 00:44:03,492 - I did a wrong thing, a bad thing. - All right, take a breath, OK? 512 00:44:03,563 --> 00:44:05,163 Calm down. 513 00:44:05,233 --> 00:44:07,973 - What kind of bad thing? - I didn't mean to, I didn't mean it. 514 00:44:07,998 --> 00:44:10,453 Hey, stop that. Enough. Stop. 515 00:44:11,613 --> 00:44:13,192 Just tell me what you did. 516 00:44:13,217 --> 00:44:14,754 I can't help you if you don't tell... 517 00:44:14,779 --> 00:44:17,133 I didn't want this. I never asked for it. 518 00:44:17,213 --> 00:44:20,148 I got it from him, my grandfather. He had it, too. 519 00:44:20,173 --> 00:44:21,773 He could do it, too. 520 00:44:22,306 --> 00:44:23,906 Move things with this. 521 00:44:26,013 --> 00:44:27,800 You don't believe me? 522 00:44:28,293 --> 00:44:30,782 - You want proof? I can give you proof. - You don't have to prove anything to me. 523 00:44:30,806 --> 00:44:33,213 I need you to believe me. 524 00:44:33,773 --> 00:44:36,292 Don't you get it? I can't be alone with it any more. 525 00:44:36,293 --> 00:44:37,893 All right, fine. 526 00:44:39,210 --> 00:44:40,740 Prove it. 527 00:45:31,292 --> 00:45:32,851 (WHIMPERS) 528 00:45:35,118 --> 00:45:37,085 (WHIMPERING) 529 00:45:38,414 --> 00:45:39,945 Now do you believe me? 530 00:45:41,312 --> 00:45:45,118 Synced and corrected by Aaronnmb www.addic7ed.com