1 00:00:03,107 --> 00:00:06,008 My mother used to say that for a surgeon, 2 00:00:06,076 --> 00:00:08,943 a day without death is a rare gift. 3 00:00:17,021 --> 00:00:19,353 Time of death, 11:53. 4 00:00:22,593 --> 00:00:24,720 Every day we face death. 5 00:00:24,795 --> 00:00:27,229 Every day we lose life. 6 00:00:30,968 --> 00:00:33,528 Time of death, 1 8:36. 7 00:00:35,739 --> 00:00:38,037 Time of death, 1 5:52. 8 00:00:42,112 --> 00:00:45,570 And every day, we're hoping for a stay of execution. 9 00:00:48,052 --> 00:00:50,213 What do you remember about it? 10 00:00:51,822 --> 00:00:53,483 We were at home. 11 00:00:55,359 --> 00:00:58,851 - You were there? - Yes, I was there. 12 00:01:02,633 --> 00:01:05,295 It's OK to talk about it. 13 00:01:09,340 --> 00:01:13,936 Dr. Wyatt, my mother took a scalpel and sliced her wrists in front of me. 14 00:01:14,011 --> 00:01:16,411 I sat on the kitchen floor in a pool of her blood, 15 00:01:16,480 --> 00:01:19,938 waiting until she passed out so I could call 911. 16 00:01:20,017 --> 00:01:22,076 It's not OK to talk about it. 17 00:01:24,688 --> 00:01:26,849 Why did you wait until she passed out? 18 00:01:28,325 --> 00:01:31,351 She asked me not to before she slit her wrists, 19 00:01:31,428 --> 00:01:34,795 so I knew I would get in trouble if I tried to save her life. 20 00:01:34,865 --> 00:01:36,560 But you did save her life. 21 00:01:38,302 --> 00:01:40,065 She didn't want it saved. 22 00:01:42,206 --> 00:01:44,868 You must be very angry at her. 23 00:01:44,942 --> 00:01:46,273 No. 24 00:01:47,411 --> 00:01:50,244 - Not at her. - Who are you angry at? 25 00:01:52,249 --> 00:01:55,116 We're attached to death. 26 00:01:56,253 --> 00:01:59,552 Chained, like prisoners. 27 00:02:01,759 --> 00:02:03,488 Captives. 28 00:02:06,597 --> 00:02:09,088 - Do you want to dance it out? - No. 29 00:02:09,166 --> 00:02:11,828 - Do you want to drink tequila? - No. 30 00:02:11,902 --> 00:02:15,929 Do you want to call me names, mock me endlessly? 31 00:02:16,673 --> 00:02:18,937 - No. - I'm trying to cheer you up. 32 00:02:19,009 --> 00:02:22,536 Yeah? Well, stop it. It's annoying. And it's not working. 33 00:02:22,613 --> 00:02:24,979 I'm deep in the wilderness here. 34 00:02:28,619 --> 00:02:30,849 Do you want the sparkle pager? 35 00:02:32,389 --> 00:02:34,789 - That's not funny. - You're sad. Actually sad. 36 00:02:34,858 --> 00:02:37,725 I know it's the right thing to do to give you the pager. 37 00:02:37,795 --> 00:02:39,820 You're so sad, you're not asking me. 38 00:02:39,897 --> 00:02:44,391 Shiny, shiny pager with lots of shiny, shiny surgeries. 39 00:02:44,468 --> 00:02:48,905 If I were the kind of person who kissed people, I would kiss you. 40 00:02:58,182 --> 00:03:00,241 I tried to change. 41 00:03:00,317 --> 00:03:02,376 Turn over a new leaf. 42 00:03:02,453 --> 00:03:05,650 - But the leaf isn't turning. - You weren't ready to change. 43 00:03:05,722 --> 00:03:10,022 And that's OK. Adele wanted me to change, to retire. 44 00:03:10,094 --> 00:03:14,030 Well, I'm still the chief, and this weekend, I'm moving back home. 45 00:03:14,098 --> 00:03:16,498 - Does Adele know that? - She'll be fine. She was wrong. 46 00:03:16,567 --> 00:03:21,561 - I was right. And now we're... - Doing it like bunnies. I can't change. 47 00:03:21,638 --> 00:03:24,004 I can't change. I can't change. 48 00:03:24,074 --> 00:03:28,374 Be who you are. I am who I am. 49 00:03:28,445 --> 00:03:30,709 - A man. - A man. 50 00:03:32,316 --> 00:03:35,080 I have a way about me. I'm a man who is who he is. 51 00:03:35,152 --> 00:03:37,746 I have a right to be that man. 52 00:03:37,821 --> 00:03:41,086 I'm not gonna say anything. No judgment. 53 00:03:41,158 --> 00:03:43,149 The man you are slept with my wife. 54 00:03:43,227 --> 00:03:46,025 And you, you've been on my land for six months. 55 00:03:46,096 --> 00:03:47,859 But I got no judgment. 56 00:03:48,832 --> 00:03:51,858 - I'm gonna miss living on the land. - It is beautiful. 57 00:03:51,935 --> 00:03:55,393 - Wanna buy it? - You can't sell this land. 58 00:03:55,472 --> 00:03:58,635 You have blueprints. This is your living room window. 59 00:03:58,709 --> 00:04:01,041 - The house that Derek built. - That's over. 60 00:04:01,111 --> 00:04:03,875 - I'm getting a place in town. - But you love this land. 61 00:04:03,947 --> 00:04:06,381 This land and ferry boats are who you are. 62 00:04:06,450 --> 00:04:08,475 A man can change. 63 00:04:08,552 --> 00:04:10,281 I'm selling the land. 64 00:04:10,854 --> 00:04:14,620 Ferry boats... crash. 65 00:04:28,639 --> 00:04:31,437 - Morning. - Hey. All right. 66 00:04:34,211 --> 00:04:35,940 Come on. 67 00:04:36,980 --> 00:04:39,744 Can you take my cases this morning? Check in on my post-ops? 68 00:04:39,816 --> 00:04:42,944 - Not coming to work? - I'm gonna hang with Rebecca. 69 00:04:43,020 --> 00:04:46,854 So if you could cover for me... Hey, take a bite. 70 00:04:46,924 --> 00:04:48,949 Yeah, I'll cover for you. 71 00:04:49,026 --> 00:04:53,690 - Alex, she's not looking very good. - She's fine. 72 00:04:55,999 --> 00:04:57,557 Come on. Take a bite. 73 00:05:03,106 --> 00:05:06,940 Dr. Bailey, I got an answer for you from the chief about your schedule. 74 00:05:07,010 --> 00:05:09,444 You're not spending enough hours in the OR, 75 00:05:09,513 --> 00:05:12,141 between clinic and chief resident work. 76 00:05:12,216 --> 00:05:16,016 I checked with the attendings and nailed the chief down to a hard count. 77 00:05:16,086 --> 00:05:19,817 You need to spend at least 1 5 to 20 more hours per week in surgery 78 00:05:19,890 --> 00:05:23,553 in order to sit for your boards. Should I tell the chief that's possible? 79 00:05:24,228 --> 00:05:28,062 Just trying to use my power as the chief's intern for good, so... 80 00:05:28,131 --> 00:05:31,032 - Dr. Bailey? - Hush. I'm trying to see something. 81 00:05:31,101 --> 00:05:35,561 When I'm trying to see something, I can't do it if you ask me questions. 82 00:05:35,639 --> 00:05:38,665 - What are you trying to see? - Dr. Bailey, listen. 83 00:05:38,742 --> 00:05:41,836 I am really worried about Ava. I mean Rebecca. I mean Alex. 84 00:05:41,912 --> 00:05:44,244 Well, Alex and Rebecca. 85 00:05:44,314 --> 00:05:45,838 Who used to be called Ava... 86 00:05:45,916 --> 00:05:49,181 Anyway, listen, she's crazy, and I don't mean funny crazy. OK? 87 00:05:49,253 --> 00:05:51,016 Bad crazy, OK? 88 00:05:51,088 --> 00:05:53,750 Alex is home with her, and he's all, "Take a bite." 89 00:05:53,824 --> 00:05:56,349 It's weird and sad and... 90 00:05:56,426 --> 00:06:00,590 I want to help, I don't know what to do. I need you to tell me what to do. 91 00:06:01,431 --> 00:06:04,093 - What do I do? - She's trying to see something. 92 00:06:04,167 --> 00:06:08,399 She doesn't need you asking questions. What are you trying to see? 93 00:06:09,606 --> 00:06:11,733 The bigger picture. 94 00:06:19,616 --> 00:06:22,016 It's just you and me and Erica. 95 00:06:22,119 --> 00:06:25,054 And we're grabbing you, ripping off your clothes. 96 00:06:25,122 --> 00:06:27,056 And then you're naked. You're so hot. 97 00:06:27,124 --> 00:06:28,614 And naked. 98 00:06:28,692 --> 00:06:31,889 - And then Erica starts kissing you. - Hold on a minute. 99 00:06:31,962 --> 00:06:35,159 Erica's kissing you like you need to be kissed. 100 00:06:35,232 --> 00:06:36,859 And then I pin your hands. 101 00:06:38,235 --> 00:06:40,066 - Hold on. - Above your head. 102 00:06:40,137 --> 00:06:43,595 And then I watch as she uses one finger... 103 00:06:43,674 --> 00:06:44,766 Hold on a minute! 104 00:06:46,810 --> 00:06:49,335 Oh. Oh. 105 00:06:49,413 --> 00:06:51,904 OK, I'm sorry, 'cause that was good for me. 106 00:06:51,982 --> 00:06:54,815 That was really, really good for me. Good boy. 107 00:06:54,885 --> 00:06:57,752 But I have a big trauma coming in downstairs, 108 00:06:57,821 --> 00:06:59,755 so we have to do this the fast way. 109 00:07:04,594 --> 00:07:08,052 Every page goes in every set of documents. Miss one, you're on scut. 110 00:07:08,131 --> 00:07:11,623 These are the most promising trial patients. I don't want mistakes. 111 00:07:11,702 --> 00:07:13,294 - Hard-ass. - Where were you? 112 00:07:13,370 --> 00:07:16,032 - I had to stay with Cristina. - That's so nice. 113 00:07:16,106 --> 00:07:19,303 - Rebecca's at the house. I needed you. - She's crazy. 114 00:07:19,376 --> 00:07:22,209 We've had this discussion, and decided it's not appropriate 115 00:07:22,279 --> 00:07:25,578 - to call Izzie crazy. She's spirited. - Spirited. 116 00:07:25,649 --> 00:07:28,880 Yeah. Not me! I'm not crazy. Rebecca's crazy. 117 00:07:28,985 --> 00:07:30,816 Alex is pretending she's not. It's... 118 00:07:30,887 --> 00:07:33,355 - Hello. - I was just helping Meredith collate. 119 00:07:33,423 --> 00:07:38,122 - I'm on my way to check your patients. - That's fine. Take your time. 120 00:07:38,562 --> 00:07:41,725 - You seem cheerful. - I'm gettin' my groove back. 121 00:07:41,798 --> 00:07:46,258 I'm gettin' jiggy with it. I'm gettin' down with the get down. 122 00:07:46,336 --> 00:07:47,997 - Meredith gave me the sparkle pager. - What? 123 00:07:48,071 --> 00:07:49,834 She needed it for her mojo. 124 00:07:49,906 --> 00:07:52,238 - Ever think I needed it? - You'd waste it. 125 00:07:52,309 --> 00:07:55,506 I need it to get out from under Hahn. I won't have to beg her for OR time 126 00:07:55,579 --> 00:07:58,673 if I have the pager. She's not gonna teach, I'll teach myself. 127 00:07:58,749 --> 00:08:02,150 She's just gonna use it for evil. I... I would use it to do good. 128 00:08:02,219 --> 00:08:06,019 And besides, the pager is sacred. Sacred sparkle. 129 00:08:06,089 --> 00:08:08,455 You can't just give it away. She can't do that. 130 00:08:08,525 --> 00:08:11,858 - I think it's nontransferable. - You don't make rules. 131 00:08:11,928 --> 00:08:15,364 - But I am the chief's intern. - You're the chief's bitch. 132 00:08:15,432 --> 00:08:18,799 And you have no power. Because the power... is in the pager. 133 00:08:18,869 --> 00:08:21,838 That's the chief with something important and powerful. 134 00:08:21,905 --> 00:08:27,241 No need for pagers covered with glue and glitter when you work for the chief. 135 00:08:27,310 --> 00:08:29,870 - Rebecca. - Me and my world-class neurosurgeon 136 00:08:29,946 --> 00:08:32,710 are gonna use a cutting-edge technique to save a life. 137 00:08:32,783 --> 00:08:35,616 So I don't have time for crazy. Work it out. 138 00:08:38,789 --> 00:08:39,847 Ooh, a trauma. 139 00:08:41,825 --> 00:08:43,816 - What do we got? - Not, "What do we got?" 140 00:08:43,894 --> 00:08:46,590 - What do I got, I don't know. - Sparkle pager rules. 141 00:08:46,663 --> 00:08:49,154 - Whatever it is, it's mine now. - What do we have? 142 00:08:49,232 --> 00:08:50,995 - I don't know. Sparkle pager. - No. 143 00:08:51,067 --> 00:08:54,002 You can't sparkle pager it. It's not her pager. 144 00:08:54,070 --> 00:08:56,231 Yang, it's yours. Stevens, cover the pit. 145 00:08:56,306 --> 00:08:58,570 You volunteer to oversee Karev's post-ops? 146 00:08:58,642 --> 00:09:01,372 - Yes... - Don't have time for pettiness. Go. 147 00:09:01,912 --> 00:09:05,643 - Hey, Callie. - Hi. Hello, Erica. 148 00:09:05,715 --> 00:09:08,115 - What's the matter? - Nothing. Nothing. 149 00:09:08,185 --> 00:09:10,779 - You look all hot and bothered. - No. It's just, 150 00:09:10,854 --> 00:09:14,847 there's a trauma, and it's really big. That's all. It's big. 151 00:09:14,925 --> 00:09:17,758 - It's a big trauma. - You're acting weird. 152 00:09:17,828 --> 00:09:20,558 - She uses one finger... - Really big trauma. 153 00:09:20,630 --> 00:09:23,758 Torres, it's like you never seen a really big trauma before. 154 00:09:28,438 --> 00:09:30,906 Oh, my. 155 00:09:33,043 --> 00:09:35,136 Really big trauma. 156 00:09:40,784 --> 00:09:42,979 So how you want to handle this? 157 00:09:43,753 --> 00:09:44,947 I... 158 00:09:47,224 --> 00:09:48,555 Uh... 159 00:09:49,993 --> 00:09:51,460 Help me. 160 00:09:54,397 --> 00:09:56,422 Really big trauma. 161 00:09:59,469 --> 00:10:01,334 Please. 162 00:10:02,239 --> 00:10:03,729 Help me. 163 00:10:09,145 --> 00:10:12,637 - Look, we were just joking around. - Yeah, it was a dare. 164 00:10:13,483 --> 00:10:17,852 You dared... him to lay in a vat of cement at a construction site. 165 00:10:17,921 --> 00:10:21,914 Hey, we never thought he'd do it. It's Andy. He never does anything. 166 00:10:21,992 --> 00:10:24,859 - He doesn't have the guts. - In the middle of the night, 167 00:10:24,928 --> 00:10:27,158 you snuck into a construction site 168 00:10:27,264 --> 00:10:30,256 - and dared your friend... - He's not our friend. 169 00:10:30,333 --> 00:10:33,734 The four of us, we're friends. But he's not really our friend. 170 00:10:35,438 --> 00:10:37,998 OK, you dared him to lie down in concrete. 171 00:10:38,074 --> 00:10:42,067 Nobody made him do it. You're making it sound like we did something wrong. 172 00:10:45,282 --> 00:10:46,943 - How long? - What? 173 00:10:47,017 --> 00:10:51,283 How long did your not friend lay in that vat of cement unable to move 174 00:10:51,354 --> 00:10:54,118 before you four geniuses, you band of brothers, 175 00:10:54,190 --> 00:10:57,455 future Mother Teresas, how long did he lay in that cement 176 00:10:57,527 --> 00:11:00,792 yelling that he couldn't move before you called the police? 177 00:11:02,465 --> 00:11:06,026 Yeah. That's what I thought. 178 00:11:09,306 --> 00:11:12,332 The cytoplasmic viral particles in the malignant cells 179 00:11:12,409 --> 00:11:14,104 but not in the normal tissue. 180 00:11:14,177 --> 00:11:18,341 No idea what you're saying, but it sounds brilliant. Boring but brilliant. 181 00:11:18,415 --> 00:11:22,249 - You wanted to spend time together. - I meant the movies or ball games. 182 00:11:22,319 --> 00:11:24,719 But a clinical trial is just as good. 183 00:11:24,788 --> 00:11:25,948 - Hi. - Hey. 184 00:11:26,022 --> 00:11:30,186 Fr1 904 and trichostatin increases the expression of the virus in the tumor. 185 00:11:30,260 --> 00:11:32,057 Introduce them during the M phase of the cell cycle? 186 00:11:32,128 --> 00:11:34,961 - Exactly. - Champagne with our name written on it. 187 00:11:35,031 --> 00:11:37,090 She understands how brilliant you are. 188 00:11:37,167 --> 00:11:40,102 OK, so Jeremy West is patient number 1 2, 189 00:11:40,170 --> 00:11:44,106 and patient 13 is Beth Monroe. Jeremy is suffering from grand mal seizures, 190 00:11:44,174 --> 00:11:46,938 Beth is paralyzed on the right side. Who do you want to meet first? 191 00:11:47,010 --> 00:11:49,604 Jeremy's surgery's today, Beth's isn't until tomorrow. 192 00:11:49,679 --> 00:11:52,944 - They're young. - Yeah, which makes them resilient. 193 00:11:53,016 --> 00:11:55,951 - OK. - OK. Bye. 194 00:11:56,019 --> 00:11:58,613 Clinical trial, fun. 195 00:11:58,955 --> 00:12:02,686 - So, what do you want to do first? - I don't know. 196 00:12:03,460 --> 00:12:05,894 OK. Well, what do you want us to do first? 197 00:12:05,962 --> 00:12:08,328 - I don't know. - All right, look, we blasted him 198 00:12:08,398 --> 00:12:11,492 out of the job site, but we figured, don't blast too close. 199 00:12:11,568 --> 00:12:15,231 This is a lot of concrete. Planning on treating him, we need to start. 200 00:12:15,305 --> 00:12:18,570 - So, what do you want to do? - I don't know! 201 00:12:25,482 --> 00:12:26,779 I'm sorry. Uh... 202 00:12:27,584 --> 00:12:33,352 I know I'm not doing my best to instill a sense of confidence in my abilities. 203 00:12:33,423 --> 00:12:36,415 It's just that you are trapped 204 00:12:36,493 --> 00:12:39,087 in what I'm guessing is several tons of cement, 205 00:12:39,162 --> 00:12:41,926 and I've never seen a boy... How old are you? 206 00:12:43,667 --> 00:12:45,862 - Nineteen. - Then you're a man. 207 00:12:45,935 --> 00:12:50,065 I've never seen a man trapped in several tons of cement before. 208 00:12:50,140 --> 00:12:52,802 But now that I have, I'm gonna figure this out. 209 00:12:52,876 --> 00:12:55,777 I'm gonna work with other surgeons, we'll figure out a plan 210 00:12:55,845 --> 00:12:57,676 and we're going to save you. 211 00:12:58,348 --> 00:13:01,044 OK, I never, ever promise life, 212 00:13:01,117 --> 00:13:04,245 but I'm promising this to you. Do you understand? 213 00:13:04,788 --> 00:13:06,551 - I do. - OK. 214 00:13:06,623 --> 00:13:09,490 I don't know much yet, but the one thing I do know 215 00:13:09,559 --> 00:13:14,428 is that the cement you're encased in is slowly leeching the water 216 00:13:14,497 --> 00:13:19,400 from your body, and you're gonna need all the water you can get, so no crying. 217 00:13:19,469 --> 00:13:21,994 You're a strong young man. I know you can do this. 218 00:13:24,908 --> 00:13:27,172 Good. Good. 219 00:13:29,179 --> 00:13:31,306 OK, you're gonna live. 220 00:13:32,315 --> 00:13:33,907 I'll make sure that you live. 221 00:13:37,587 --> 00:13:39,179 Here you go. 222 00:13:44,427 --> 00:13:45,689 - Hello. - Hello. 223 00:13:45,762 --> 00:13:48,697 - Dr. Grey, is this him? - Him? 224 00:13:48,765 --> 00:13:53,031 - She has a pet name for you. - The Seattle Grace Brain Butcher. 225 00:13:53,103 --> 00:13:56,402 - Beth. I'm sorry. - Oh, no, that's fine. That's me. 226 00:13:56,473 --> 00:13:58,600 - How do you do? - Nice to meet you. 227 00:13:58,675 --> 00:13:59,869 Pleasure. 228 00:14:00,543 --> 00:14:04,707 Um, that hand's just for show. So come on. How does this work? 229 00:14:04,781 --> 00:14:07,306 You're going to inject a live virus into her tumor? 230 00:14:07,383 --> 00:14:08,372 Mm-hmm. 231 00:14:08,451 --> 00:14:11,477 - And that's safe? - The virus is in testing stages. 232 00:14:11,554 --> 00:14:14,079 I've made adjustments that destroy the tumor. 233 00:14:14,157 --> 00:14:18,287 - Hey, tumor destroyers. I like that. - Has this ever worked before? 234 00:14:19,496 --> 00:14:21,726 - No. - So I'm your lab rat. 235 00:14:21,798 --> 00:14:23,891 - Beth. - I'm just saying if this works, 236 00:14:23,967 --> 00:14:27,494 my name will go down in the annals of some book. That's cool. 237 00:14:27,570 --> 00:14:31,438 - Not if I beat you to it. - Beth. This is our other patient. 238 00:14:31,808 --> 00:14:34,242 - Jeremy. - You didn't call. 239 00:14:34,310 --> 00:14:36,676 - Know each other? - I thought you backed out. 240 00:14:36,746 --> 00:14:39,078 As if I'd break our pact? Come here. 241 00:14:40,717 --> 00:14:42,708 They know each other. 242 00:14:49,092 --> 00:14:52,027 - What is he doing here? - His surgery is this afternoon. 243 00:14:52,095 --> 00:14:54,825 She didn't find this clinical trial on her own. 244 00:14:54,898 --> 00:14:58,095 Bizarre experimental surgery, it had to be Jeremy. 245 00:14:58,168 --> 00:15:01,467 They met when they were both being treated at Mayo last year. 246 00:15:01,538 --> 00:15:04,837 They went through chemo, radiation, a support group. 247 00:15:04,908 --> 00:15:08,537 - You don't want them to be together? - Look, we like Jeremy. 248 00:15:08,611 --> 00:15:12,047 He's a good kid. I feel for him that he's going through this alone, 249 00:15:12,115 --> 00:15:15,380 but we worry about Beth. She thinks that she's in love with him. 250 00:15:15,451 --> 00:15:19,444 We just don't want her getting so attached to someone that might... 251 00:15:20,957 --> 00:15:23,391 - Die. - If something happens, 252 00:15:23,459 --> 00:15:28,055 if he doesn't survive, Beth won't want to live. 253 00:15:29,732 --> 00:15:35,466 She's my only child. She has to... She has to want to fight to stay alive. 254 00:15:40,476 --> 00:15:42,068 - You paged? - Oh, O'Malley. 255 00:15:42,145 --> 00:15:45,410 There's a binder on occupational medicine articles in my office. 256 00:15:45,481 --> 00:15:49,076 Should be a toxicology section. See if you can find anything on cement. 257 00:15:49,152 --> 00:15:51,086 - Yes, sir. - Let Shepherd or Grey know 258 00:15:51,154 --> 00:15:53,019 - I need to see them. - Will do. 259 00:15:53,089 --> 00:15:56,581 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 260 00:15:57,927 --> 00:16:01,954 My God. 261 00:16:02,031 --> 00:16:03,896 Why? Wh? 262 00:16:03,967 --> 00:16:06,800 What is everybody doing standing around here? 263 00:16:06,870 --> 00:16:11,432 - This is what your guys told us to do. - And exactly where are my guys? 264 00:16:12,575 --> 00:16:16,807 Work from the outside in! No more time. This is what we have to do. 265 00:16:16,880 --> 00:16:19,041 - I am right. - Why is the patient in there 266 00:16:19,115 --> 00:16:20,514 and all of you are in here? 267 00:16:20,583 --> 00:16:22,710 Torres is worried about limbs. 268 00:16:23,052 --> 00:16:25,316 Bailey about abdominal crush. 269 00:16:25,388 --> 00:16:27,982 Dr. Sloan feels the burns should take the first look, 270 00:16:28,057 --> 00:16:31,026 Hahn feels the heart and lung issues are gonna kill him 271 00:16:31,094 --> 00:16:33,619 - before we get to any of this. - In other words... 272 00:16:33,696 --> 00:16:37,029 - No one can agree on where to start. - I know where to start. 273 00:17:03,693 --> 00:17:07,129 Cement's contracting. I don't get in, he could lose legs and right arm. 274 00:17:07,196 --> 00:17:09,687 I'd like to see him without a liver. 275 00:17:09,766 --> 00:17:12,394 We'd prefer him to suffer a painful death 276 00:17:12,468 --> 00:17:15,232 as the alkaline continues to burn through his skin? 277 00:17:15,305 --> 00:17:18,433 You can't chip away. Once his circulation opens up, 278 00:17:18,508 --> 00:17:22,467 the built-up toxins will stop his heart, not to mention rhabdomyolosis. 279 00:17:22,545 --> 00:17:24,570 - Treat with dialysis. - Let us work. 280 00:17:24,647 --> 00:17:27,639 - I found an article, doesn't say a lot. - Put in a Swan-Ganz. 281 00:17:27,717 --> 00:17:30,709 ...usually at the bottom of a river. - You are so wrong. 282 00:17:30,787 --> 00:17:32,345 - I'm so wrong? - You are. Wrong. 283 00:17:32,422 --> 00:17:35,653 - You two working together on this? - Everybody stand down! 284 00:17:35,725 --> 00:17:39,752 We are fighting the clock. It took one hour for the kids to call 911. 285 00:17:39,829 --> 00:17:43,424 Three hours for search and rescue to get this guy cut out of the cement. 286 00:17:43,499 --> 00:17:46,400 Less than four to six hours to get him out of cement 287 00:17:46,469 --> 00:17:50,872 and into the OR before he is dead. We are fighting one hell of a clock. 288 00:17:50,940 --> 00:17:56,276 Every minute counts. We work as a team, or that man dies. 289 00:17:56,346 --> 00:17:58,507 - Do you understand? - Yes, sir. Of course. 290 00:17:58,581 --> 00:18:00,071 Where do you want me, chief? 291 00:18:00,149 --> 00:18:04,176 Find Grey and be her intern for the day. I have too many bodies in the room. 292 00:18:04,787 --> 00:18:06,186 Patient's name? 293 00:18:06,255 --> 00:18:07,483 Andrew Langston. 294 00:18:07,557 --> 00:18:10,219 OK, let's go save his life. 295 00:18:13,029 --> 00:18:14,929 Hey. 296 00:18:19,102 --> 00:18:23,038 You intimidate me a little. I mean, you're not an intimidating person, 297 00:18:23,106 --> 00:18:27,042 but the legend of Meredith and Derek. 298 00:18:27,110 --> 00:18:30,170 It's... intimidating. 299 00:18:30,246 --> 00:18:33,181 - No legend. - He's selling his land because of you. 300 00:18:33,249 --> 00:18:36,047 - There's a legend. - Derek's selling his land? 301 00:18:36,119 --> 00:18:38,019 He doesn't say it's because of you. 302 00:18:38,087 --> 00:18:41,989 He was making plans to build a house when you were together, and now... 303 00:18:42,058 --> 00:18:44,549 I'm... I'm not trying to... 304 00:18:46,129 --> 00:18:48,393 I just really like him. 305 00:18:48,464 --> 00:18:50,694 And you intimidate me. 306 00:18:52,969 --> 00:18:54,732 There's no legend. 307 00:18:55,405 --> 00:18:56,633 OK. 308 00:18:57,807 --> 00:18:58,865 OK. 309 00:19:00,643 --> 00:19:01,803 OK. 310 00:19:11,354 --> 00:19:14,755 Izzie had a question about some post-ops. 311 00:19:17,760 --> 00:19:19,694 - What'd I miss? - What? 312 00:19:20,029 --> 00:19:22,020 The movie. What'd I miss? 313 00:19:26,936 --> 00:19:30,030 - Hey. Hey. - I'm sorry. 314 00:19:30,106 --> 00:19:32,540 Don't be sorry. 315 00:19:32,608 --> 00:19:34,200 I think... 316 00:19:35,945 --> 00:19:38,277 ...I wet my pants. 317 00:19:40,483 --> 00:19:41,609 Oh. 318 00:19:42,885 --> 00:19:45,445 Oh, that's, uh... that's OK. 319 00:19:47,223 --> 00:19:48,520 That's... that's OK. 320 00:19:50,560 --> 00:19:53,324 I'll do better. I promise. 321 00:19:53,396 --> 00:19:55,887 Don't worry about it. You're doing fine. 322 00:20:00,736 --> 00:20:02,465 Come on. 323 00:20:09,579 --> 00:20:11,843 I forgot to tell you. Guess who called me. 324 00:20:11,914 --> 00:20:15,315 Carrie from our support group. She didn't sound so good. 325 00:20:15,384 --> 00:20:17,682 Have you talked to her lately? 326 00:20:17,753 --> 00:20:21,348 - No, she... - Oh, God. 327 00:20:21,424 --> 00:20:24,291 Her husband said they tried radiation one last time. 328 00:20:24,927 --> 00:20:26,588 He said it was bad. 329 00:20:26,662 --> 00:20:30,689 The last day, she didn't even recognize him. And the pain. 330 00:20:30,766 --> 00:20:33,826 She was screaming and begging them to... 331 00:20:34,170 --> 00:20:35,603 He said it was bad. 332 00:20:36,939 --> 00:20:38,600 Yeah. 333 00:20:39,342 --> 00:20:40,434 Hey. 334 00:20:41,944 --> 00:20:45,209 At least we don't have to worry about that. You know? 335 00:20:46,115 --> 00:20:49,175 This surgery will work. OK? 336 00:20:49,252 --> 00:20:54,121 And if it doesn't, at least we'll die quick. 337 00:21:00,530 --> 00:21:03,988 Yeah, we'll die super-fast and without pain. 338 00:21:04,834 --> 00:21:05,823 Yes. 339 00:21:05,902 --> 00:21:10,635 Dr. Grey, I thought we talked about changing Beth's room. 340 00:21:10,706 --> 00:21:12,731 It isn't sunny enough in here. 341 00:21:12,808 --> 00:21:16,369 The room is fine, and it's right down the hall from Jeremy. 342 00:21:16,913 --> 00:21:19,177 I'd like to move her as soon as possible. 343 00:21:19,248 --> 00:21:22,240 Mrs. Monroe, I checked. There aren't any beds available. 344 00:21:22,318 --> 00:21:24,479 Not in a private room. 345 00:21:29,325 --> 00:21:31,316 Mom, why don't you go find Dad? 346 00:21:31,394 --> 00:21:33,453 I can wait for him here. 347 00:21:35,498 --> 00:21:40,094 Mom, why don't you go find Dad so I can kiss Jeremy without you watching? 348 00:21:40,169 --> 00:21:43,434 - It's time Jeremy went back... - I don't understand wh... 349 00:21:45,575 --> 00:21:46,974 Nurse! 350 00:21:48,678 --> 00:21:50,839 I need a nurse. He's seizing! 351 00:21:54,684 --> 00:21:56,117 All right. 352 00:21:56,185 --> 00:21:58,949 Let's run a second set of labs before surgery. 353 00:22:00,957 --> 00:22:03,949 How's Beth? Was she... was she scared? Or... 354 00:22:04,026 --> 00:22:05,516 She's fine. 355 00:22:06,128 --> 00:22:09,063 Chief wants you or Shepherd. He says it's important. 356 00:22:09,131 --> 00:22:10,689 - I'll go. - He put me on you. 357 00:22:10,766 --> 00:22:13,701 - What can I do? How can I help? - You can run labs for me. 358 00:22:13,769 --> 00:22:16,966 - Labs, that's it? - Yeah. Thanks. 359 00:22:20,009 --> 00:22:20,998 Hi. 360 00:22:29,652 --> 00:22:32,246 - What's that? - Pouring vinegar on your flesh 361 00:22:32,321 --> 00:22:35,381 to minimize burns inside your skin caused by the cement. 362 00:22:37,426 --> 00:22:39,291 I'm burning from the inside out? 363 00:22:40,997 --> 00:22:43,022 I'm dying. I'm dying, aren't I? 364 00:22:43,099 --> 00:22:45,260 Andrew, that word's not allowed anymore. 365 00:22:45,334 --> 00:22:47,598 I'm banning that word from your vocabulary. 366 00:22:47,670 --> 00:22:49,194 Can you move your fingers? 367 00:22:50,539 --> 00:22:52,006 That's very good. 368 00:22:52,508 --> 00:22:55,068 I'm not usually this dumb. 369 00:22:55,144 --> 00:22:57,942 Most people think I'm pretty smart. 370 00:22:58,014 --> 00:23:00,278 I make the dean's list. I tutor. 371 00:23:00,349 --> 00:23:03,546 I'm not... I'm not usually the guy who's dumb enough 372 00:23:03,619 --> 00:23:05,712 to jump into a tub of cement for a girl. 373 00:23:06,455 --> 00:23:08,446 Wait, not the girl you came in with? 374 00:23:10,293 --> 00:23:12,887 - You did this for her? - Lola. 375 00:23:13,296 --> 00:23:16,129 The guys dared me. She was watching. 376 00:23:16,198 --> 00:23:17,893 And I... 377 00:23:18,467 --> 00:23:19,957 She was watching. 378 00:23:24,874 --> 00:23:27,900 And now not only is she totally unimpressed, 379 00:23:27,977 --> 00:23:29,740 but after I'm gone, 380 00:23:29,812 --> 00:23:32,246 she'll remember me as the idiot who was dumb enough 381 00:23:32,315 --> 00:23:34,215 to jump into a tub of cement. 382 00:23:35,985 --> 00:23:39,716 People will write stories about my idiocy and forward them to friends. 383 00:23:39,789 --> 00:23:41,723 I'm gonna die as a bad e-mail forward. 384 00:23:41,791 --> 00:23:43,782 Hey. We all mess up. 385 00:23:43,859 --> 00:23:48,262 I'm the guy who died in a block of cement trying to impress a girl. 386 00:23:48,331 --> 00:23:51,095 I'm like Han Solo. 387 00:23:53,002 --> 00:23:54,492 In Star Wars? 388 00:23:54,837 --> 00:23:57,101 He was encased in carbonite? 389 00:24:02,445 --> 00:24:04,208 You wanted to see me? 390 00:24:04,280 --> 00:24:06,874 I got a call from the IRB. 391 00:24:06,949 --> 00:24:10,385 The national board that oversees and reviews clinical trials. 392 00:24:10,453 --> 00:24:12,478 Your clinical trial. 393 00:24:12,555 --> 00:24:15,319 You've had 11 deaths. They're giving you one last patient. 394 00:24:15,391 --> 00:24:18,189 You get it today under the wire and hope for the best. 395 00:24:18,260 --> 00:24:22,162 At midnight, if you lose him, they're gonna shut you down, period. 396 00:24:22,231 --> 00:24:24,256 One last patient. 397 00:24:26,302 --> 00:24:28,862 You're angry at him. The chief. 398 00:24:28,938 --> 00:24:32,499 - But why? Why am I angry at him? - Because you have opened up your past. 399 00:24:32,575 --> 00:24:35,840 It's like you're reliving it all now. You're angry with him. 400 00:24:35,911 --> 00:24:39,506 You're angry with your mother. You're angry with yourself. 401 00:24:39,582 --> 00:24:42,779 Chief went back to his wife. My mother didn't want to live. 402 00:24:42,852 --> 00:24:45,377 He did what he had to do. She did what she had to do. 403 00:24:45,454 --> 00:24:47,945 - Your mother didn't wanna kill herself. - She did. 404 00:24:48,023 --> 00:24:51,754 - How can you be sure? - How can you be? You weren't there. 405 00:24:51,827 --> 00:24:54,318 The answer is right in front of you. 406 00:24:55,498 --> 00:24:56,988 Think about it. 407 00:24:58,334 --> 00:25:00,598 - The IRB is saying I failed? - You haven't. 408 00:25:00,669 --> 00:25:03,194 I failed. I'll sign the discharge order for Beth. 409 00:25:03,272 --> 00:25:06,537 You can't. This is her last shot. You have until midnight. 410 00:25:06,609 --> 00:25:08,975 - Jeremy's today. - Move Jeremy's surgery up. 411 00:25:09,044 --> 00:25:12,070 Beth's this afternoon. Fit them in before midnight. 412 00:25:12,148 --> 00:25:15,345 - If I get the dosage right. - Close. You haven't failed. 413 00:25:15,418 --> 00:25:19,377 But are we going too far here? These are people's lives. 414 00:25:20,055 --> 00:25:23,513 - Is my ego too big here? - Your ego is just the right size. 415 00:25:23,592 --> 00:25:25,116 We can do this. 416 00:25:26,128 --> 00:25:27,857 Two patients. 417 00:25:28,798 --> 00:25:31,062 Bends the rules without breaking 'em. 418 00:25:32,635 --> 00:25:35,399 - You'll clear it with the chief? - Yeah. 419 00:25:36,806 --> 00:25:40,071 - Jeremy's going into surgery soon? - In a couple of hours. 420 00:25:40,142 --> 00:25:43,043 - How is he? - Oh, he's stable. 421 00:25:43,112 --> 00:25:48,015 Yeah, he's actually better than stable. He called me the angel of death. 422 00:25:48,317 --> 00:25:49,978 He's good then. 423 00:25:51,587 --> 00:25:54,954 - Can I see him? - Honey, no. 424 00:25:55,024 --> 00:25:58,585 I'll just be gone a few minutes. Can you get me a wheelchair? 425 00:25:58,661 --> 00:26:02,028 If you're having surgery today, you need to rest. You don't... 426 00:26:02,097 --> 00:26:05,362 We just want to spend some time with you. That's all. 427 00:26:05,434 --> 00:26:06,924 Please. 428 00:26:10,739 --> 00:26:13,401 - We're the last two. - What? 429 00:26:14,443 --> 00:26:16,308 From our support group. 430 00:26:16,378 --> 00:26:19,211 Jeremy and I are the last two still alive. 431 00:26:29,558 --> 00:26:31,150 Hey. Have you seen Cristina? 432 00:26:31,227 --> 00:26:34,663 I've done everything I'm supposed to. She sees me doing nothing, 433 00:26:34,730 --> 00:26:37,528 - not in the mood to get yelled at. - With cement boy. 434 00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:40,000 - Cement boy? - Don't bother. Don't need interns. 435 00:26:40,069 --> 00:26:44,062 They don't want interns there. Interns are in the way! I'm not complaining. 436 00:26:44,139 --> 00:26:48,166 Two minutes of complaining between me and you. No one has to know. 437 00:26:48,244 --> 00:26:51,145 I have all this power! Supposedly. 438 00:26:51,213 --> 00:26:54,478 I supposedly am imbued with power of being the chief's intern. 439 00:26:54,550 --> 00:26:57,246 But there's a cement boy, and I'm stuck in here, 440 00:26:57,319 --> 00:27:00,254 running labs, researching effects of cement on the body 441 00:27:00,322 --> 00:27:03,155 in the vain hopes somebody asks me a question. 442 00:27:03,225 --> 00:27:07,025 I'm not in with the cement boy because, even though I have all this power, 443 00:27:07,096 --> 00:27:09,394 I can't use it because it's not real power. 444 00:27:09,465 --> 00:27:11,126 - It's fake power? - Fake power. 445 00:27:11,767 --> 00:27:14,702 I can go into the chief's office whenever I want. 446 00:27:14,770 --> 00:27:16,704 You know what he has in there? Files. 447 00:27:16,772 --> 00:27:19,468 Confidential on every resident in this hospital. 448 00:27:19,542 --> 00:27:21,806 And I'm just allowed in, and he's not worried 449 00:27:21,877 --> 00:27:25,870 because he knows and I know that I don't have any real power. 450 00:27:25,948 --> 00:27:27,916 I don't have the power to look at them! 451 00:27:27,983 --> 00:27:31,714 - Make you feel better if you could? - Know what would make me feel better? 452 00:27:31,787 --> 00:27:36,554 If I feel like there was a reason for this, that there was a point. 453 00:27:38,060 --> 00:27:41,120 Oh, God. My poor, poor parents. 454 00:27:41,196 --> 00:27:43,357 How would they face anyone at the funeral? 455 00:27:43,432 --> 00:27:46,560 OK, Andrew, you're gonna make a lot of mistakes in your life, 456 00:27:46,635 --> 00:27:48,830 but mistakes are... They're pieces. 457 00:27:48,904 --> 00:27:52,897 Like this is a foolish piece, but, you know, it's just a piece. 458 00:27:52,975 --> 00:27:54,738 Be proud of the whole picture. 459 00:27:54,810 --> 00:27:57,779 The whole picture defines you, not just this one piece. 460 00:27:58,847 --> 00:28:03,341 I'm a loser. I'm a loser. I'm a loser. I'm a loser. 461 00:28:03,419 --> 00:28:05,512 - Come on. Andrew. - I'm a loser. 462 00:28:05,588 --> 00:28:10,184 Andrew. Hey, listen to me. Han Solo is not a loser. 463 00:28:10,259 --> 00:28:14,025 Han Solo got encased in carbonite, and... and that was a big mess. 464 00:28:14,096 --> 00:28:17,463 Not what he's remembered for. He's remembered as the guy 465 00:28:17,533 --> 00:28:19,967 who made the Kessel run in less than 1 2 parsecs, 466 00:28:20,035 --> 00:28:22,697 and who braved temperatures of the ice planet Hoth 467 00:28:22,771 --> 00:28:26,332 in order to save someone he cared about from the big, ugly wampa. 468 00:28:26,408 --> 00:28:29,138 He is remembered as the guy who swooped down, 469 00:28:29,211 --> 00:28:32,703 blasted Darth Vader out of the sky so that Luke could use the Force 470 00:28:32,781 --> 00:28:38,378 and destroy the damn Death Star, OK? Leia saved him from the carbonite. 471 00:28:38,454 --> 00:28:41,821 And they fell in love and they saved the universe 472 00:28:41,890 --> 00:28:45,883 and had twin Jedi babies that went on to save the universe again. 473 00:28:45,961 --> 00:28:47,826 Now, that's the whole picture. 474 00:28:47,896 --> 00:28:50,956 The carbonite, it was just a piece, OK? 475 00:28:57,873 --> 00:29:00,034 So I like science-fiction. Got a problem? 476 00:29:00,109 --> 00:29:02,077 - No. - It's great. 477 00:29:03,245 --> 00:29:04,872 Do what you doing. 478 00:29:11,920 --> 00:29:14,514 I got Jeremy's labs back. Good to go for surgery. 479 00:29:14,590 --> 00:29:16,683 - Chief sign off on that? - Yeah. 480 00:29:19,228 --> 00:29:21,492 Where are you going? Get a wheelchair. 481 00:29:22,297 --> 00:29:23,787 What are you doing? 482 00:29:24,099 --> 00:29:26,192 M-My mom went to go call my grandma, 483 00:29:26,268 --> 00:29:30,204 and my dad went to the cafeteria. There wasn't a wheelchair in my room. 484 00:29:30,272 --> 00:29:32,706 I just want to see Jeremy. Please. 485 00:29:32,775 --> 00:29:36,677 I don't want the seizure to be the last time I see him. Please. 486 00:29:36,745 --> 00:29:39,077 - I just need to see him. - OK, let's go. 487 00:29:40,616 --> 00:29:43,050 Am I going to get to be alone with Jeremy? 488 00:29:43,118 --> 00:29:46,281 I mean, "alone" alone? 489 00:29:47,289 --> 00:29:50,725 - Alone? - We've never done it, either of us. 490 00:29:50,793 --> 00:29:54,160 We've been waiting until we both were tumor free, but surgery... 491 00:29:54,229 --> 00:29:57,221 Anything could happen. We can do it, right? 492 00:29:57,299 --> 00:30:00,564 It won't kill us or anything? 493 00:30:00,636 --> 00:30:02,570 No, no. 494 00:30:02,638 --> 00:30:06,438 - No, it won't kill you. - I mean, you've done it, right? 495 00:30:07,643 --> 00:30:10,339 - With each other? - I've... He's done... 496 00:30:10,412 --> 00:30:14,178 - He's done it, and I've done it, yeah. - What's it like? Is it magical? 497 00:30:14,583 --> 00:30:16,847 - Yes. - It can be. 498 00:30:16,919 --> 00:30:18,113 With the right person. 499 00:30:22,157 --> 00:30:26,423 I'm gonna go get you some clothes. You got shampoo in there? 500 00:30:33,836 --> 00:30:36,100 I don't understand. 501 00:30:36,171 --> 00:30:38,969 I don't understand. I was pregnant. 502 00:30:39,508 --> 00:30:40,907 I was pregnant. 503 00:30:40,976 --> 00:30:42,944 I know I was. 504 00:30:44,513 --> 00:30:46,879 - It's OK. - I don't... 505 00:30:46,949 --> 00:30:49,975 It's OK. You just got confused. That's all. 506 00:30:50,519 --> 00:30:52,851 You just got confused, OK? 507 00:30:55,124 --> 00:30:56,614 OK. 508 00:31:41,170 --> 00:31:46,005 I have never in my life gotten a patient laid, much less two patients. 509 00:31:46,074 --> 00:31:49,874 - It's really sweet. - We're pimps. 510 00:31:49,945 --> 00:31:51,879 Yentas. 511 00:31:51,947 --> 00:31:54,347 - They're so in love. - Oh, yeah. 512 00:31:55,017 --> 00:31:57,110 It's all new and fresh and exciting. 513 00:31:57,619 --> 00:31:59,382 I've never been a fan of new. 514 00:31:59,454 --> 00:32:02,719 I like to know the person, their bodies, what makes them moan. 515 00:32:05,294 --> 00:32:07,626 Something happen? Beth isn't in her room. 516 00:32:07,696 --> 00:32:10,756 Oh, well, that's because I had my intern take her down 517 00:32:10,833 --> 00:32:13,893 - for a pre-op MRI. - Thank God. 518 00:32:13,969 --> 00:32:16,563 I was afraid she was lying somewhere in pain. 519 00:32:16,638 --> 00:32:18,105 No, she's not in any pain. 520 00:32:19,141 --> 00:32:22,167 We should go to the conference room. There's lots of paperwork 521 00:32:22,244 --> 00:32:23,836 - you haven't filled out. - Thank you. 522 00:32:23,912 --> 00:32:25,641 You bet. 523 00:32:27,583 --> 00:32:30,177 I'll be here, doing my thing. 524 00:32:31,553 --> 00:32:34,044 It's at 20 centimeters. Inflate the balloon. 525 00:32:34,156 --> 00:32:36,784 - I am. - So then inflate it more. 526 00:32:36,859 --> 00:32:39,123 - Yes, Dr, Hahn. - They loosen another piece, 527 00:32:39,194 --> 00:32:41,560 this leg swells even more. His pressure is 1 8. 528 00:32:41,630 --> 00:32:43,928 Does he have a pulse with that? 529 00:32:47,102 --> 00:32:49,935 I always did enjoy a good game of Twister. 530 00:32:54,943 --> 00:32:58,242 - It's finished. I'm in. - Yang, do not sew that in. Hold it. 531 00:32:58,313 --> 00:33:00,281 I will check your work when I'm done. 532 00:33:01,116 --> 00:33:04,813 - Chief, I've gotta do a fasciotomy. - What? A what? 533 00:33:04,887 --> 00:33:08,186 Relieve the pressure in your leg or you could lose the limb. 534 00:33:08,257 --> 00:33:11,090 Don't worry. You probably won't feel a thing. 535 00:33:12,794 --> 00:33:14,352 Oh, God. 536 00:33:28,110 --> 00:33:31,978 Hey, Dr. Stevens. What's going down? 537 00:33:32,314 --> 00:33:33,975 What's going down? 538 00:33:34,316 --> 00:33:36,784 Cristina sparkle paging me out of cement boy. 539 00:33:36,852 --> 00:33:40,083 Alex not answering the phone. Alex and his insane girlfriend. 540 00:33:40,155 --> 00:33:44,751 Alex! Alex! I'm checking in. Call me back. God! 541 00:33:44,826 --> 00:33:47,989 - Things we do for people we love. - Exactly. It's... 542 00:33:53,268 --> 00:33:55,099 How'd it go? 543 00:33:55,170 --> 00:33:57,263 - Derek. - What? 544 00:33:57,339 --> 00:33:58,772 How'd it go? 545 00:33:59,775 --> 00:34:02,471 It was, um... 546 00:34:02,544 --> 00:34:05,445 It was amazing. Thank you. 547 00:34:07,215 --> 00:34:09,706 We have to take Jeremy down to the OR now. 548 00:34:12,287 --> 00:34:13,948 OK. 549 00:34:16,291 --> 00:34:18,054 - OK. - OK. 550 00:34:19,728 --> 00:34:25,064 - So I... I'll see you after? - Definitely. 551 00:34:25,133 --> 00:34:27,067 I don't think, um... 552 00:34:27,669 --> 00:34:32,333 I'm not sure you'll be conscious, uh, before we take Beth, so... 553 00:34:35,143 --> 00:34:37,771 So... so I'll see you after your surgery. 554 00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:39,638 All right. See you after. 555 00:34:45,554 --> 00:34:47,249 - Wait, Jer. Wait. - Yeah. 556 00:34:49,825 --> 00:34:53,591 - What if you die? - I won't. 557 00:34:54,096 --> 00:34:57,759 - What if I die? - You won't. 558 00:34:59,334 --> 00:35:01,097 OK, but... 559 00:35:04,272 --> 00:35:06,399 You changed my life, Jeremy West. 560 00:35:06,475 --> 00:35:11,208 You made it better, you made it brighter, full of joy. 561 00:35:11,279 --> 00:35:14,612 - And if I die... - Don't you dare die. 562 00:35:15,717 --> 00:35:16,911 OK? 563 00:35:17,619 --> 00:35:20,213 We're not finished yet. 564 00:35:20,288 --> 00:35:22,882 I'm not finished loving you. 565 00:35:34,403 --> 00:35:37,895 OK, go ahead. Go ahead. Get your head chopped open. 566 00:35:38,407 --> 00:35:39,965 I'm right behind you. 567 00:36:00,495 --> 00:36:02,861 Do not kill him. 568 00:36:10,105 --> 00:36:13,597 - You nervous? - I have my ego to keep me warm. 569 00:36:15,010 --> 00:36:16,500 - Can't you feel it? - What? 570 00:36:16,578 --> 00:36:19,513 The majesty of lifesaving. 571 00:36:19,581 --> 00:36:23,017 When did you become an optimist? 572 00:36:26,721 --> 00:36:28,086 Selling your land. 573 00:36:29,224 --> 00:36:30,919 Trying to move forward. 574 00:36:32,327 --> 00:36:33,692 So am I. 575 00:36:39,134 --> 00:36:42,126 - Who's there? - George O'Malley. 576 00:36:42,204 --> 00:36:45,401 - I was paged to the supply closet. - Are you alone? 577 00:36:45,474 --> 00:36:47,339 Lexie? 578 00:36:47,409 --> 00:36:50,003 Remember how I said I wasn't a thief? 579 00:36:51,580 --> 00:36:54,913 - I think maybe I am. - Alexandra Caroline Grey! 580 00:36:54,983 --> 00:36:58,578 I couldn't help it. I had to know. And then once I knew, I knew. 581 00:36:58,653 --> 00:37:01,087 Get these back to the chief's office right now. 582 00:37:01,156 --> 00:37:04,648 I tried to stop reading, but I couldn't. I have photographic memory, 583 00:37:04,726 --> 00:37:07,126 which is how I got through Harvard Med. 584 00:37:07,195 --> 00:37:10,653 I read all files. Information is burned into my brain. I read yours. 585 00:37:10,732 --> 00:37:13,394 - No, I don't wanna know. - You failed the intern exam 586 00:37:13,468 --> 00:37:16,232 by one point. One point. 587 00:37:32,554 --> 00:37:35,216 The OR is booked and standing by. 588 00:37:38,293 --> 00:37:39,692 Dr. Bailey, what is it? 589 00:37:40,695 --> 00:37:42,390 Something... 590 00:37:43,765 --> 00:37:47,394 Something... we're missing. 591 00:37:47,469 --> 00:37:49,096 We're forgetting something. 592 00:37:49,938 --> 00:37:53,499 Gangrene, compartment syndrome, compression, 593 00:37:53,575 --> 00:37:57,807 fluid balance, electrolytes. What is it? 594 00:37:57,879 --> 00:38:01,781 What is it? Gangrene, compartment syndrome, compression, 595 00:38:01,850 --> 00:38:06,344 fluids, electrolytes. Gangrene, compartment syndrome, 596 00:38:06,421 --> 00:38:08,855 compression, fluids, electrolytes. 597 00:38:08,924 --> 00:38:13,623 Gangrene, compartment syndrome, compression, fluids, elec... 598 00:38:16,531 --> 00:38:18,396 Bladder. His bladder. 599 00:38:19,534 --> 00:38:22,332 We've been hydrating him for over four hours now. 600 00:38:22,404 --> 00:38:26,534 - We don't get a catheter in him... - His bladder's gonna explode. 601 00:38:32,714 --> 00:38:34,944 Can I have mayo? 602 00:38:35,016 --> 00:38:37,746 See? You have an appetite. That's a good sign. 603 00:38:41,790 --> 00:38:44,486 - Hey. - Hey, Iz. I'll be right back. 604 00:38:46,094 --> 00:38:48,119 - What's going on? - How's Rebecca? 605 00:38:48,196 --> 00:38:49,993 She's fine. What do you need? 606 00:38:50,065 --> 00:38:51,896 - Did she eat? Call her husband? - Iz. 607 00:38:51,967 --> 00:38:55,095 - Don't get mad because I care. - Not caring. Butting in. 608 00:38:55,170 --> 00:38:57,764 - I'm butting in because I care. - Know how you care? 609 00:38:57,839 --> 00:39:01,206 By covering me at work, not calling me every hour and asking... 610 00:39:01,276 --> 00:39:04,074 - Hang on. Rebecca? - Alex? 611 00:39:04,145 --> 00:39:06,010 Rebecca? 612 00:39:07,315 --> 00:39:08,304 Alex? 613 00:39:13,955 --> 00:39:16,890 Time of death, 11:47. 614 00:39:25,667 --> 00:39:27,191 Rebecca! 615 00:39:40,448 --> 00:39:43,440 You don't have to say any... thing. Don't say it. 616 00:39:47,922 --> 00:39:50,914 Alex? Are you still there? Alex? 617 00:39:52,627 --> 00:39:54,754 - I'm so sorry. - Don't... 618 00:39:57,232 --> 00:39:58,927 Don't say anything. 619 00:40:00,068 --> 00:40:03,663 OK? Don't say anything. 620 00:40:03,738 --> 00:40:08,675 Don't say anything! Don't say anything! 621 00:40:08,743 --> 00:40:12,907 Don't you say anything to me! Don't say anything! 622 00:40:12,981 --> 00:40:17,315 Don't say anything! Don't say anything! Don't say anything!