1 00:00:00,210 --> 00:00:02,210 Previously on grey's anatomy"... 2 00:00:02,330 --> 00:00:03,300 I slept with izzie. 3 00:00:03,420 --> 00:00:05,510 George told me...everything. 4 00:00:05,630 --> 00:00:07,680 You named me ava,and I was more me 5 00:00:07,800 --> 00:00:10,050 as ava than I'll ever be as rebecca. 6 00:00:10,160 --> 00:00:13,870 Dr.Hahn,I was pleasantly surprised to hear you were joining us today. 7 00:00:13,970 --> 00:00:16,610 You remind me of myself when I was an intern... 8 00:00:16,750 --> 00:00:19,390 focused,intense,cold. 9 00:00:19,510 --> 00:00:21,990 - My mother's dead,isn't she? - Yes. 10 00:00:22,100 --> 00:00:23,280 Let's do this once. 11 00:00:23,390 --> 00:00:24,900 I'm fine.She's cremated. 12 00:00:25,020 --> 00:00:27,700 I picked out a beautiful urn,and she's hanging out in the back of my closet. 13 00:00:27,970 --> 00:00:31,080 Any more questions about my dead mother,or can we get back to work? 14 00:00:36,710 --> 00:00:39,810 Pick me.Choose me.Love me. 15 00:00:41,830 --> 00:00:44,550 You're the love of my life.I can't leave you. 16 00:00:44,680 --> 00:00:46,490 But you're constantly leaving me. 17 00:00:48,140 --> 00:00:50,490 Imagine my disappointment when I wake up after five years 18 00:00:50,600 --> 00:00:53,500 and discover that you're no more than ordinary. 19 00:00:57,730 --> 00:01:01,130 there's a reason surgeons learn to wield scalpels. 20 00:01:01,680 --> 00:01:05,210 We like to pretend we're hard,cold scientists. 21 00:01:05,990 --> 00:01:08,770 We like to pretend we're fearless. 22 00:01:09,870 --> 00:01:14,090 Pick me.Choose me.Love me. 23 00:01:16,240 --> 00:01:20,370 But the truth is,we become surgeons because somewhere,deep down, 24 00:01:20,720 --> 00:01:23,760 we think we can cut away that which haunts us... 25 00:01:27,050 --> 00:01:28,570 what are you guys doing up? 26 00:01:28,690 --> 00:01:30,010 - Couldn't sleep. - Couldn't sleep. 27 00:01:30,310 --> 00:01:32,760 Weakness,frailty... 28 00:01:33,590 --> 00:01:35,100 death. 29 00:01:45,780 --> 00:01:47,410 what is that? 30 00:01:49,320 --> 00:01:51,090 My mother. 31 00:01:52,170 --> 00:01:54,170 Happy freakin' halloween. 32 00:02:03,140 --> 00:02:04,320 Yang... Yang... 33 00:02:05,160 --> 00:02:07,170 you're moving out of burke's place,huh? 34 00:02:07,280 --> 00:02:08,480 Yes,sir. 35 00:02:09,700 --> 00:02:12,590 My wife has filed for divorce. 36 00:02:13,040 --> 00:02:14,600 I'm very sorry,sir. 37 00:02:14,740 --> 00:02:17,020 At any rate,I need a place to live. 38 00:02:17,140 --> 00:02:19,840 And burke's place... I-I was there once. 39 00:02:19,960 --> 00:02:22,020 I suppose actually it's your place now,right? 40 00:02:22,130 --> 00:02:24,650 No,it's still burke's place. 41 00:02:27,790 --> 00:02:29,550 Now it's yours. 42 00:02:38,560 --> 00:02:40,020 what are we looking at? 43 00:02:40,510 --> 00:02:43,630 Meredith put her mom in a baggie and brought her to work. 44 00:02:43,740 --> 00:02:46,500 I had to get her out of my closet.She was haunting me. 45 00:02:46,880 --> 00:02:48,850 And now she's haunting us all. 46 00:02:49,470 --> 00:02:51,510 - I'm putting her to rest. - Meredith is cleansing. 47 00:02:51,630 --> 00:02:54,530 In tribal culture,when one wants to cleanse the past, 48 00:02:54,640 --> 00:02:57,230 one cuts off all of one's ha and buries it in the earth. 49 00:02:57,540 --> 00:02:58,890 You might try that,too. 50 00:03:00,850 --> 00:03:02,230 okay,listen up. 51 00:03:02,320 --> 00:03:05,300 Today is a holiday,which means the pit will be overrun. 52 00:03:05,430 --> 00:03:07,250 You've got the usual drunken stupidity... 53 00:03:07,380 --> 00:03:10,250 and then you've got seattle's annual chain saw 54 00:03:10,370 --> 00:03:12,230 pumpkin carving contest. 55 00:03:12,340 --> 00:03:13,370 I love this city. 56 00:03:13,480 --> 00:03:15,500 Stay on your toes,stay on top of your interns,okay? 57 00:03:15,630 --> 00:03:17,430 So we should round before heading to the pit or... 58 00:03:17,550 --> 00:03:20,340 Stevens yeah,you should direct your questions to dr.Bailey,stevens. 59 00:03:20,460 --> 00:03:22,400 oh,we're directing our questions to dr.Bailey? 60 00:03:23,320 --> 00:03:25,080 Oh,not you.Just stevens. 61 00:03:25,180 --> 00:03:27,850 why is stevens directing her questions to dr.Bailey? 62 00:03:28,380 --> 00:03:30,890 Because she's been sleeping with my husband. 63 00:03:36,690 --> 00:03:37,780 All righty,then. 64 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:39,680 Have a good day. 65 00:03:49,190 --> 00:03:52,130 Okay,this is even more disturbing than your bagful of mommy. 66 00:03:52,490 --> 00:03:54,970 His medication was due half an hour ago. 67 00:03:55,070 --> 00:03:57,640 I mean,the man is living in the hospital while he waits on a heart. 68 00:03:57,760 --> 00:03:59,130 Erin,honey. 69 00:03:59,520 --> 00:04:04,590 I'm thinking it's kinda hard for anyone to take you seriously in your mouse costume. 70 00:04:04,710 --> 00:04:07,220 See,I work with 5 year olds,dad. 71 00:04:07,250 --> 00:04:09,950 My costume is appropriate.Hers is not. 72 00:04:10,440 --> 00:04:12,440 Look,I'm...I'm just ying, 73 00:04:12,560 --> 00:04:14,460 if you have time for halloween costumes, 74 00:04:14,590 --> 00:04:17,510 you probably have time to provide my father with basic care. 75 00:04:17,620 --> 00:04:20,270 Hi,I'm dr.O'malley. 76 00:04:20,370 --> 00:04:21,760 We'll take care of your father right away. 77 00:04:21,880 --> 00:04:23,710 Thank you. 78 00:04:24,720 --> 00:04:27,480 you should always make sure they have their meds before you do anything else. 79 00:04:27,590 --> 00:04:29,110 - Okay. - Thanks. 80 00:04:30,210 --> 00:04:31,780 I like your costume. 81 00:04:31,890 --> 00:04:34,000 Oh,well,dr.Yang said that we c... . 82 00:04:34,140 --> 00:04:36,770 Yang...is screwing with you. 83 00:04:38,440 --> 00:04:41,010 Oh,I knew it. 84 00:04:42,690 --> 00:04:44,210 are you the doctor? 85 00:04:44,330 --> 00:04:45,720 - Oh,I am. - Good. 86 00:04:47,310 --> 00:04:48,690 That's...that's good. 87 00:04:49,470 --> 00:04:50,820 is your leg hurting you? 88 00:04:50,940 --> 00:04:52,670 It's...it's not the leg. 89 00:04:52,950 --> 00:04:53,910 It's the foot. 90 00:04:54,030 --> 00:04:57,270 And...and it's no hurting so much as... as it's not mine. 91 00:04:59,270 --> 00:05:00,860 Something happened.I-I can't explain it. 92 00:05:00,970 --> 00:05:03,500 But this...this foot does not belong to me. 93 00:05:03,640 --> 00:05:05,130 It...it's... 94 00:05:06,250 --> 00:05:07,320 it... 95 00:05:07,850 --> 00:05:10,940 it...it feels like it's a corpse foot. 96 00:05:11,080 --> 00:05:13,100 Oh,did you lose feeling in the foot?Is it numb? 97 00:05:13,130 --> 00:05:14,680 No,it's...it's not numb. 98 00:05:14,690 --> 00:05:15,910 It's just... 99 00:05:16,220 --> 00:05:17,860 it's not mine. 100 00:05:17,980 --> 00:05:19,910 Please,I'm...i'm not crazy. 101 00:05:20,020 --> 00:05:22,500 I-I work at a bank.I'm not crazy.Please. 102 00:05:22,630 --> 00:05:24,040 I just... I-I need a surgeon. 103 00:05:24,160 --> 00:05:28,230 I need you to get me a surgeon who will remove it. 104 00:05:28,360 --> 00:05:30,660 A surgeon who will remove your foot? 105 00:05:30,780 --> 00:05:36,110 A surgeon who will amputate your seemingly healthy foot? 106 00:05:42,470 --> 00:05:43,380 oh! 107 00:05:46,730 --> 00:05:47,780 What is that? 108 00:05:47,890 --> 00:05:49,860 - Meredith - It's charts. -Meredith. 109 00:05:49,970 --> 00:05:51,460 - It's my mom. - What? 110 00:05:51,580 --> 00:05:53,250 I had her in the cubby,and she was freaking people out. 111 00:05:53,370 --> 00:05:55,100 So I was just gonna go put her in the car. 112 00:05:55,230 --> 00:05:57,490 Do you think that's disrespectful,to leave her in the car? 113 00:05:57,610 --> 00:05:58,910 It's a little... 114 00:05:59,130 --> 00:06:00,560 - it's not that strange. - Oh. 115 00:06:01,480 --> 00:06:03,740 I'm trying to figure out how to put her to rest. 116 00:06:03,860 --> 00:06:05,910 I can't shove her in the back of my closet anymore. 117 00:06:06,030 --> 00:06:07,200 I have to deal with her. 118 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:08,880 - Well... - and this is me 119 00:06:09,330 --> 00:06:11,450 trying to evolve. 120 00:06:11,550 --> 00:06:12,990 I'm trying here.So... 121 00:06:13,410 --> 00:06:15,210 cubby or car? 122 00:06:15,360 --> 00:06:17,440 You're asking me if I think you should put your mom's 123 00:06:17,570 --> 00:06:19,930 ashes in your cubby or your car? 124 00:06:20,420 --> 00:06:22,470 Okay,and you don't think that's very,very strange? 125 00:06:22,600 --> 00:06:24,670 are those really your mom's ashes? 126 00:06:24,920 --> 00:06:26,470 It's strange,right?It's strange. 127 00:06:27,380 --> 00:06:28,490 Are you lost? 128 00:06:28,590 --> 00:06:30,820 No,my mom works in the cafeteria. 129 00:06:31,090 --> 00:06:33,550 And she said I could come up here and look for dr.Sloan. 130 00:06:33,680 --> 00:06:34,610 Do you know him? 131 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:37,480 - Um,can you take care of him? - Yeah. 132 00:06:37,620 --> 00:06:38,690 Can you... 133 00:06:38,810 --> 00:06:40,720 take care of her? 134 00:06:45,870 --> 00:06:47,130 Good morning. 135 00:06:48,720 --> 00:06:50,560 Don't do that.Don't smile at me. 136 00:06:50,670 --> 00:06:52,550 Don't smile at her.Don't smile at me,either. 137 00:06:52,680 --> 00:06:54,750 - We're on to you. - We've compared notes. 138 00:06:54,870 --> 00:06:56,720 - Compared notes?Really? - Mm-hmm. 139 00:06:56,860 --> 00:06:59,790 Compared notes,compared pickup lines compared techniques. 140 00:06:59,910 --> 00:07:01,550 Techniques? 141 00:07:01,670 --> 00:07:03,050 - Identical. - Identical. 142 00:07:03,180 --> 00:07:04,230 Identical? 143 00:07:04,350 --> 00:07:07,220 - We formed a club. - Nurses unite against mark sloan. 144 00:07:09,380 --> 00:07:13,030 Are there any,uh,club activities? 145 00:07:18,150 --> 00:07:20,250 Oh,man.You would not believe what just happened to me. 146 00:07:20,370 --> 00:07:22,770 - There's a,uh,kid looking for you. - What? 147 00:07:24,750 --> 00:07:26,130 Daddy? 148 00:07:26,770 --> 00:07:28,100 What? 149 00:07:31,620 --> 00:07:33,210 - nicely done. - Thanks. 150 00:07:33,320 --> 00:07:35,260 - I'll be getting you back for that. - Looking forward to it. 151 00:07:37,530 --> 00:07:39,120 You're not my father. 152 00:07:39,240 --> 00:07:41,190 But I am hoping you'll build me some ears. 153 00:07:43,250 --> 00:07:45,080 Dr.Karev,request for you. 154 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:46,680 Curtain three. 155 00:07:46,790 --> 00:07:49,770 Dr.Karev,I'm feeling a little under the weather. 156 00:07:49,890 --> 00:07:52,610 And...and rather than risk spreading germs to the patients, 157 00:07:52,720 --> 00:07:53,980 I thought I would head home for the day. 158 00:07:54,110 --> 00:07:56,520 Norman,do you want to be a surgeon or do you want to go to bed? 159 00:07:56,650 --> 00:07:57,710 Because it's one or the other. 160 00:07:57,830 --> 00:08:00,260 Surgeons stand up through 10-,12-,15-hour surgeries without food, 161 00:08:00,400 --> 00:08:03,030 without bathroom breaks without complaints. 162 00:08:03,150 --> 00:08:05,850 Surgeons do not go home because we have a tickle in our throat. 163 00:08:08,530 --> 00:08:10,230 Well,it's not a tickle in my throat as much as... 164 00:08:10,360 --> 00:08:12,400 - make yourself busy,norman. - Right. 165 00:08:19,590 --> 00:08:21,290 All the moms in my town, 166 00:08:21,420 --> 00:08:23,630 they all dress up for halloween. 167 00:08:23,750 --> 00:08:26,710 So I was thinking,what would I want to be if... 168 00:08:27,030 --> 00:08:28,880 if I had to dress up or what I... 169 00:08:29,000 --> 00:08:33,940 and the only thing I could come up with,the only thing that I wanted to be... 170 00:08:35,110 --> 00:08:37,080 was ava. 171 00:08:50,840 --> 00:08:53,790 -=www.ydy.com/bbs=- Proudly Presents 172 00:08:53,900 --> 00:08:56,590 -=www.ydy.com/bbs=- 173 00:08:56,720 --> 00:09:00,140 Greys.Anatomy Season4 Episode 5 Haunt You Every Day 174 00:09:01,400 --> 00:09:02,600 You found him. 175 00:09:03,250 --> 00:09:04,570 You two know each other? 176 00:09:05,080 --> 00:09:06,560 You know his parents? 177 00:09:06,860 --> 00:09:08,750 His mom works in the cafeteria. 178 00:09:08,850 --> 00:09:09,810 What's all this? 179 00:09:09,930 --> 00:09:11,800 It's letters from the kids in my class. 180 00:09:11,920 --> 00:09:13,120 Letters to mE. 181 00:09:13,240 --> 00:09:15,140 He has the internal structure to hear, 182 00:09:15,260 --> 00:09:18,240 he just doesn't have a canal or external structure. 183 00:09:18,350 --> 00:09:21,050 So I thought if I came in with my letters, 184 00:09:21,150 --> 00:09:24,360 dr.Sloan might feel sorry for me and do the surgery for free. 185 00:09:24,730 --> 00:09:27,840 Uh,look,I'd like to help,I would if I could, 186 00:09:27,960 --> 00:09:29,080 but pro bono surgery... 187 00:09:29,180 --> 00:09:31,080 you should probably know that on my way here this morning, 188 00:09:31,190 --> 00:09:33,670 three different people thought I was in a costume. 189 00:09:33,790 --> 00:09:37,040 My head looks like a permanent halloween costume. 190 00:09:38,460 --> 00:09:40,430 Just thought you should know that. 191 00:09:40,570 --> 00:09:41,860 You're good. 192 00:09:42,500 --> 00:09:45,770 Pro bono surgery is not just about me giving you my time. 193 00:09:45,900 --> 00:09:48,180 A surgery like this requires O.R.Time, 194 00:09:48,180 --> 00:09:51,940 an anesthesiologist,a general surgeon to remove the cartilage from your ribs, 195 00:09:52,060 --> 00:09:54,730 at least two surgical nurses. 196 00:09:54,850 --> 00:09:56,540 Couldn't you ask them for help? 197 00:09:57,440 --> 00:10:00,380 I could,but I don't have any social capital. 198 00:10:00,500 --> 00:10:01,660 The nurses hate me. 199 00:10:01,790 --> 00:10:04,130 They've formed a club that's all about hating me. 200 00:10:04,270 --> 00:10:05,950 And the other doctors don't owe me any favors 201 00:10:06,080 --> 00:10:08,080 'cause ie never done any for them. 202 00:10:08,650 --> 00:10:10,040 I'm sorry. 203 00:10:10,180 --> 00:10:12,060 I wish I could help. 204 00:10:12,640 --> 00:10:15,450 I would if I could. 205 00:10:18,010 --> 00:10:20,210 I have social capital. 206 00:10:20,870 --> 00:10:21,840 Or I don'T. 207 00:10:21,970 --> 00:10:24,010 Nobody knows me,but they knew my mother. 208 00:10:24,130 --> 00:10:25,980 So maybe I can make this happen. 209 00:10:26,110 --> 00:10:27,980 Fine,make it happen.You manage that, 210 00:10:28,530 --> 00:10:30,400 I'm all yours. 211 00:10:31,670 --> 00:10:33,950 These people who knew your mother, 212 00:10:34,260 --> 00:10:36,640 do they know you brought her to work in a baggie? 213 00:10:46,310 --> 00:10:50,660 Oh,you... 214 00:10:50,950 --> 00:10:52,890 you didn't come for me.You... 215 00:10:54,500 --> 00:10:56,080 you chickened out. 216 00:10:56,400 --> 00:10:59,110 When I... when I was leaving,when I was... 217 00:11:00,390 --> 00:11:02,620 when I asked you to give me a reason to stay, 218 00:11:02,750 --> 00:11:04,670 you chickened out,which I-I get. 219 00:11:04,790 --> 00:11:06,910 I get that.It was a lot. 220 00:11:07,040 --> 00:11:09,460 It was scary,and I-I know I can be kinda intense, 221 00:11:09,580 --> 00:11:11,820 but I thought...I thought... 222 00:11:11,940 --> 00:11:12,930 oh! 223 00:11:13,050 --> 00:11:16,050 I thought after the... the chickening out part,I thought... 224 00:11:17,450 --> 00:11:19,800 you would come for me. 225 00:11:21,650 --> 00:11:24,900 I came back for you,which basically... 226 00:11:25,430 --> 00:11:27,390 makes me a beggar. 227 00:11:27,480 --> 00:11:29,760 I'm a beggar for halloween. 228 00:11:29,880 --> 00:11:31,350 And now you're mocking me. 229 00:11:31,460 --> 00:11:33,120 I'm not mocking you. 230 00:11:41,890 --> 00:11:43,070 We need... 231 00:11:43,180 --> 00:11:44,520 to talk. 232 00:11:44,620 --> 00:11:45,780 We will. 233 00:11:48,380 --> 00:11:49,920 Body dysmorphic disorder? 234 00:11:50,050 --> 00:11:54,350 You can prescribe him some antianxiety meds to try to lessen the urgency he's feeling. 235 00:11:54,790 --> 00:11:57,570 The man is requesting an amputation, 236 00:11:57,680 --> 00:12:00,520 and the best you can come up with is antianxiety meds? 237 00:12:01,320 --> 00:12:02,750 Dr.Bailey. 238 00:12:04,530 --> 00:12:05,900 Chain saw contest time? 239 00:12:06,030 --> 00:12:07,370 Yep. 240 00:12:07,790 --> 00:12:09,390 Mr.Miller. 241 00:12:09,900 --> 00:12:11,650 I have to get to the E.R. 242 00:12:11,790 --> 00:12:14,500 But I'm gonna write you a prescription 243 00:12:14,630 --> 00:12:16,350 for some medication I think may help you. 244 00:12:16,490 --> 00:12:17,220 Medication? 245 00:12:17,330 --> 00:12:18,910 I need... I-I need a surgeon. 246 00:12:19,040 --> 00:12:20,930 A surgeon can take off the foot. 247 00:12:21,220 --> 00:12:22,440 Get me a surgeon! 248 00:12:22,560 --> 00:12:25,100 I am a surgeon,and I can tell you right now 249 00:12:25,240 --> 00:12:26,320 that you won't persuade me 250 00:12:26,450 --> 00:12:28,470 or any other surgeon to do what you're asking. 251 00:12:28,580 --> 00:12:30,490 Please try this medication. 252 00:12:33,000 --> 00:12:37,280 - I have an earless boy. - I'm sorry? 253 00:12:37,400 --> 00:12:40,590 Sloan has agreed to build him ears pro bono 254 00:12:40,740 --> 00:12:42,680 if you will donate the O.R. 255 00:12:42,790 --> 00:12:44,760 - And all the equipment... - I'm sorry,grey. 256 00:12:44,880 --> 00:12:47,070 My pro bono slate is full. 257 00:12:47,180 --> 00:12:49,880 There are protocols to be followed,all sorts .. 258 00:12:50,010 --> 00:12:51,430 - of red tape. - trick or treat. 259 00:12:52,320 --> 00:12:54,190 Get it?He's trick-or-treating... 260 00:12:54,410 --> 00:12:55,860 for ears. 261 00:12:56,590 --> 00:12:57,530 Grey... Grey... 262 00:12:57,650 --> 00:13:01,280 you know,my mother,she was big on pro bono surgeries. 263 00:13:06,040 --> 00:13:08,150 O.R.2 is free at 6:00 P.M. 264 00:13:08,630 --> 00:13:10,160 Thank you. 265 00:13:15,380 --> 00:13:17,380 if you two need to talk,I could wait over there. 266 00:13:17,500 --> 00:13:18,480 Why? 267 00:13:18,500 --> 00:13:20,130 It's not like we have any secrets anymore. 268 00:13:20,250 --> 00:13:21,600 Callie told everyone. 269 00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:24,390 - Everyone. - Yeah,it's gonna be a long day. 270 00:13:24,520 --> 00:13:28,310 erin shanley,34,massive head trauma when a brick came through her windshield. 271 00:13:28,430 --> 00:13:29,700 G.C.S. Of 3 in the field. 272 00:13:29,800 --> 00:13:30,900 A brick came through her windshield? 273 00:13:31,010 --> 00:13:33,130 Damn kids were screwing around on a bridge,halloween crap. 274 00:13:33,230 --> 00:13:34,400 I'm looking at brain matter here. 275 00:13:34,510 --> 00:13:35,890 I checked.She's a donor. 276 00:13:37,940 --> 00:13:38,810 Oh,my god. 277 00:13:38,940 --> 00:13:39,810 What? 278 00:13:39,910 --> 00:13:42,420 her father's on three.He's waiting for a new heart. 279 00:13:44,700 --> 00:13:46,360 It was awesome. 280 00:13:46,490 --> 00:13:49,770 It was the sickest pumpkin head you ever saw. 281 00:13:50,230 --> 00:13:53,120 And then the next thing you know,it's,like,blood gushing, 282 00:13:53,260 --> 00:13:55,150 and it totally stained my pumpkin head. 283 00:13:55,260 --> 00:13:57,400 - You don't say? - Made it even sicker,though. 284 00:13:57,890 --> 00:14:00,210 I brought it in...the digit. 285 00:14:00,340 --> 00:14:01,470 Oh,you have the finger? 286 00:14:01,610 --> 00:14:04,210 Yeah,but it's,like,lodged in the chain saw. 287 00:14:05,200 --> 00:14:06,190 Wait. 288 00:14:06,310 --> 00:14:07,690 It was right here. 289 00:14:07,950 --> 00:14:09,210 - Who took my saw? - What... 290 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:13,500 - sir,the cut isn't clean enough to consider re... - yo,who took my saw? 291 00:14:18,420 --> 00:14:19,710 oh... 292 00:14:19,820 --> 00:14:21,720 oh,no. 293 00:14:22,330 --> 00:14:24,320 - What is that noise? - I have no idea. 294 00:14:27,840 --> 00:14:30,980 aah! 295 00:14:31,580 --> 00:14:33,030 Aah! 296 00:14:33,140 --> 00:14:34,310 Sick! 297 00:14:35,970 --> 00:14:37,140 The tibial nerve is shot. 298 00:14:37,260 --> 00:14:38,980 There's nothing salvageable here. 299 00:14:39,090 --> 00:14:40,160 Completely mangled. 300 00:14:40,290 --> 00:14:42,410 I can't believe he held that saw to his leg long enough... 301 00:14:42,540 --> 00:14:43,490 was he high? 302 00:14:43,590 --> 00:14:45,200 No,I just gave him some morphine for the pain, 303 00:14:45,330 --> 00:14:47,640 but the tox screen was clean before that. 304 00:14:47,760 --> 00:14:49,300 Unbelievable. 305 00:14:49,690 --> 00:14:51,490 All right,I'll finish the job. 306 00:14:51,600 --> 00:14:53,970 Yang,go ahead and prep him for complete amputation. 307 00:14:54,200 --> 00:14:55,800 Thank you. 308 00:14:56,430 --> 00:14:58,320 Thank you so much. 309 00:14:58,640 --> 00:15:00,110 Hey,you okay? 310 00:15:00,230 --> 00:15:01,860 Oh,severed limbs don't sit well with me. 311 00:15:01,970 --> 00:15:03,600 Just a little queasy is all.But I'm fine. 312 00:15:03,720 --> 00:15:05,320 I'll help dr.Yang. 313 00:15:07,050 --> 00:15:08,430 Okay. 314 00:15:10,020 --> 00:15:11,880 gottlove halloween... 315 00:15:12,130 --> 00:15:14,040 when all the crazies come out to play. 316 00:15:14,560 --> 00:15:15,660 Mm,I kind of get it. 317 00:15:15,780 --> 00:15:18,100 I mean,I get that you can wake up one day, 318 00:15:18,230 --> 00:15:20,450 and your life doesn't feel le your own. 319 00:15:20,730 --> 00:15:22,160 I heard... 320 00:15:22,550 --> 00:15:24,190 about your marriage. 321 00:15:24,620 --> 00:15:26,530 And if there's anything you need me to do to 322 00:15:26,710 --> 00:15:31,260 cheer you up,I'm around,day or night... 323 00:15:32,410 --> 00:15:34,070 night in particular. 324 00:15:34,190 --> 00:15:35,690 I was married. 325 00:15:35,800 --> 00:15:38,610 I said "till death do us part," okay?In a church. 326 00:15:38,720 --> 00:15:41,190 I mean,it was the church of elvis,but still it was a church. 327 00:15:41,880 --> 00:15:43,360 I just... 328 00:15:43,690 --> 00:15:46,210 I can't believe this is my life. 329 00:15:49,140 --> 00:15:51,410 I don't understand.How did this happen? 330 00:15:51,520 --> 00:15:53,320 How could this happen? 331 00:15:55,850 --> 00:15:58,240 injuries like these happen very quickly. 332 00:15:58,380 --> 00:16:00,890 She probably didn't feel any pain at all. 333 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:03,900 M-mr.Shanley. 334 00:16:04,760 --> 00:16:07,880 According to erin's driver's license... 335 00:16:08,170 --> 00:16:10,440 she was an organ donor. 336 00:16:11,750 --> 00:16:13,750 And as next of kin, 337 00:16:14,380 --> 00:16:17,690 if you agree to take her off of life support, 338 00:16:18,800 --> 00:16:21,600 you could direct the heart to yourself. 339 00:16:24,890 --> 00:16:27,140 She is young,she was healthy. 340 00:16:27,260 --> 00:16:29,560 She would be a perfect match for you,sir. 341 00:16:29,680 --> 00:16:31,310 Could you just please go away? 342 00:16:31,440 --> 00:16:35,560 - Mr.Shanley,if you would just... - please,please go away.Please. 343 00:16:37,480 --> 00:16:40,600 Dr.O'malley will bring you to see your daughter 344 00:16:40,730 --> 00:16:42,460 if you like. 345 00:16:51,050 --> 00:16:52,230 - oh! - Oh,so sorry. 346 00:16:52,350 --> 00:16:53,120 - Excuse me. Oh,no,no. 347 00:16:53,180 --> 00:16:54,800 - You okay? - No apology necessary. 348 00:16:54,920 --> 00:16:56,540 - Okay. - I'm sydney,by the way. 349 00:16:56,660 --> 00:16:58,310 Dr. Sydney heron.General surgery. 350 00:16:58,440 --> 00:16:59,980 Big fan of your work.Yeah. 351 00:17:00,100 --> 00:17:02,000 Uh,we were seated together once at an m&M. 352 00:17:02,680 --> 00:17:05,630 Anyway,uh,now seems as good a time as any to make it official... 353 00:17:05,740 --> 00:17:06,980 our introduction. 354 00:17:07,100 --> 00:17:08,340 Ah,derek shepherd.Pleasure. 355 00:17:08,460 --> 00:17:10,820 It's,uh,it's very,very nice to meet you. 356 00:17:11,010 --> 00:17:12,210 Nice meeting you,too. 357 00:17:17,320 --> 00:17:18,610 yothink she's pretty? 358 00:17:18,730 --> 00:17:20,610 Yeah.I like cheerful people. 359 00:17:21,230 --> 00:17:22,610 I can be cheerfuL. 360 00:17:22,760 --> 00:17:25,640 I think the ashes thing makes that kinda unlikely. 361 00:17:26,980 --> 00:17:28,100 Dr.Bailey, 362 00:17:28,450 --> 00:17:32,330 we're gonna help,uh,rebuild a little boy's ears today,pro bono. 363 00:17:32,450 --> 00:17:34,600 And I thought maybe you could donate some time. 364 00:17:34,720 --> 00:17:36,180 Uh,thanks to the fine, 365 00:17:36,310 --> 00:17:39,220 upstanding citizen who cut off his foot on my watch, 366 00:17:39,350 --> 00:17:40,980 I've got a mountain of paperwork. 367 00:17:41,100 --> 00:17:43,930 On top of that,I promised to try and get out here 368 00:17:44,030 --> 00:17:46,630 in time to see my son in his halloween costume. 369 00:17:46,750 --> 00:17:49,170 Is tuck even old enough to know what halloween is? 370 00:17:49,290 --> 00:17:50,320 He's not, 371 00:17:50,430 --> 00:17:52,900 but his father is,and that's who I promised. 372 00:17:53,910 --> 00:17:55,390 Trick or treat. 373 00:17:59,790 --> 00:18:01,000 For ears? 374 00:18:01,120 --> 00:18:03,720 - He's trick-or-treating for ears? - Yeah. 375 00:18:04,100 --> 00:18:07,830 Could you also persuade some of the surgical nurses to help out? 376 00:18:07,950 --> 00:18:10,110 They seem to really like you. 377 00:18:10,940 --> 00:18:13,100 - Trick or treat. - Uh,stop that. 378 00:18:15,510 --> 00:18:17,570 All right,I'm in. 379 00:18:27,230 --> 00:18:29,580 she's warm.It doesn't make sense. 380 00:18:30,160 --> 00:18:31,720 I'm -'m sorry. 381 00:18:32,730 --> 00:18:35,340 She's breathing with the help of machines. 382 00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:36,840 Erin... Erin... 383 00:18:36,970 --> 00:18:38,700 the person that you knew... 384 00:18:39,810 --> 00:18:41,640 isn't there anymore. 385 00:18:49,630 --> 00:18:50,850 Uh... 386 00:18:50,970 --> 00:18:53,920 would you bring the paperwork? 387 00:18:55,320 --> 00:18:57,030 You can have her... 388 00:18:57,160 --> 00:19:00,180 have her...her organs.That's what she wanted. 389 00:19:01,030 --> 00:19:03,440 And her heart? 390 00:19:05,890 --> 00:19:08,300 Give it to someone else. 391 00:19:12,160 --> 00:19:14,100 We could scatter her off the roof. 392 00:19:15,150 --> 00:19:16,450 She was afraid of heights. 393 00:19:16,560 --> 00:19:18,020 They're ashes,meredith. 394 00:19:18,130 --> 00:19:20,190 The ashes aren't acrophobic. 395 00:19:21,060 --> 00:19:22,680 I need to put my mother to rest. 396 00:19:22,790 --> 00:19:24,130 I need to not become her. 397 00:19:24,260 --> 00:19:26,950 I need to not die emotionally crippled and alone. 398 00:19:27,190 --> 00:19:31,690 And I need to not attend the wedding of derek shepherd and sydney heron. 399 00:19:31,810 --> 00:19:34,120 I need to put my mother to rest. 400 00:19:34,230 --> 00:19:36,020 Sydney Heron? Sydney heron? 401 00:19:50,640 --> 00:19:52,720 just ask. 402 00:19:54,050 --> 00:19:56,220 So you two are together? 403 00:19:56,330 --> 00:19:57,200 Yeah. 404 00:19:57,310 --> 00:19:59,580 Like "together" together,in love together? 405 00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:01,560 Sexy love,not sibling love? 406 00:20:02,290 --> 00:20:03,900 Yes.Yeah. 407 00:20:04,030 --> 00:20:05,600 We're together. 408 00:20:05,710 --> 00:20:08,100 And...you two have been... 409 00:20:08,880 --> 00:20:12,920 I mean,without any of us knowing... doing this the whole time? 410 00:20:13,030 --> 00:20:14,730 - Izzie - Just once. - Iz. 411 00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:17,190 I said she could ask questions. 412 00:20:18,240 --> 00:20:19,930 Just once. 413 00:20:20,050 --> 00:20:22,130 And now we're waiting to... 414 00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:24,020 be together... 415 00:20:24,410 --> 00:20:25,440 out of respect. 416 00:20:25,570 --> 00:20:27,270 For callie's feelings. 417 00:20:33,610 --> 00:20:35,620 - she's not judging. - Right. 418 00:20:40,890 --> 00:20:43,260 I have an earless boy waiting for me. 419 00:20:43,990 --> 00:20:45,670 but... 420 00:20:46,540 --> 00:20:48,850 I'm happy for you guys. 421 00:20:58,600 --> 00:20:59,730 Norman norman. 422 00:20:59,790 --> 00:21:00,790 Do you have to go? 423 00:21:00,790 --> 00:21:01,790 No. 424 00:21:01,790 --> 00:21:04,230 Norman can get by fora few more minutes without me. 425 00:21:06,890 --> 00:21:07,890 How are you? 426 00:21:07,920 --> 00:21:10,770 I mean,how have you been? 427 00:21:11,220 --> 00:21:12,780 I'm in love with my daughter. 428 00:21:12,840 --> 00:21:15,320 She's perfect.She's... 429 00:21:15,360 --> 00:21:18,270 I mean,she sucks on her fingers.It's her new thing. 430 00:21:18,310 --> 00:21:23,410 And she makes,like,this perfect little cartoon suckling sound. 431 00:21:24,820 --> 00:21:26,300 And your husband? 432 00:21:28,380 --> 00:21:31,100 My husband's in love with my daughter,too. 433 00:21:34,620 --> 00:21:35,990 You look tired. 434 00:21:36,080 --> 00:21:38,410 I haven't been sleeping much. 435 00:21:39,030 --> 00:21:40,810 I haven't been sleeping much either. 436 00:21:40,830 --> 00:21:43,960 The baby wakes up all the time. 437 00:21:44,030 --> 00:21:49,490 Not as much now that I figured out that if wrap her in whatever shirt I'm wearing... 438 00:21:49,610 --> 00:21:51,360 She smells you. 439 00:21:52,990 --> 00:21:54,500 And she sleeps. 440 00:21:55,610 --> 00:21:57,730 Alex... Alex... 441 00:21:57,790 --> 00:21:59,440 what are we doing? 442 00:21:59,480 --> 00:22:02,140 I mean,what are... what are we gonna do? 443 00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:16,600 dr.Hahn. 444 00:22:16,620 --> 00:22:18,170 Thank you for coming at such short notice. 445 00:22:18,210 --> 00:22:19,280 Oh,not a problem. 446 00:22:19,340 --> 00:22:21,190 Are we harvesting the heart for U.N.O.S. 447 00:22:21,250 --> 00:22:22,430 Or is the recipient here? 448 00:22:22,490 --> 00:22:25,940 I'm hoping the recipient is here,but he hasn't agreed yet. 449 00:22:26,020 --> 00:22:30,290 I've never had much trouble talking a heart patient into taking a heart. 450 00:22:30,670 --> 00:22:32,550 It's his daughter's heart. 451 00:22:32,810 --> 00:22:34,520 Okay. 452 00:22:35,220 --> 00:22:37,960 -Get him to O.R.Two and page torres. -Okay. 453 00:22:38,020 --> 00:22:39,080 Where are you going? 454 00:22:39,140 --> 00:22:42,430 -Hey,uh,what's hahn doing here? -his daughter was in an auto accident. 455 00:22:42,450 --> 00:22:44,100 -She's been declared brain dead... -heart transplant. 456 00:22:44,160 --> 00:22:45,700 Don't even think about it.It's my patient. 457 00:22:45,700 --> 00:22:48,550 Dr.Hahn,I understand you're doing a heart transplant today, 458 00:22:48,610 --> 00:22:50,150 and I thought I'd volunteer to scrub in. 459 00:22:50,190 --> 00:22:52,230 Isobel stevens.She's my patient,the donor. 460 00:22:52,290 --> 00:22:54,630 So if you need any information,I have it,all of it. 461 00:22:54,730 --> 00:22:56,560 She's...she's my patient. 462 00:22:56,940 --> 00:22:59,460 You've got some eager junior residents around here. 463 00:22:59,520 --> 00:23:00,980 Mm,lucky me. 464 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:02,820 Take your pick. 465 00:23:03,640 --> 00:23:07,450 Well,yang,I appreciate the offer,but I date men. 466 00:23:07,490 --> 00:23:12,030 So I don't think you'll be able to impress me the way you've impressed your mentors in the past. 467 00:23:12,110 --> 00:23:13,410 I... 468 00:23:13,410 --> 00:23:14,410 what? 469 00:23:14,410 --> 00:23:15,800 You sleep with them,right? 470 00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:18,700 Preston burke,colin marlowe... that's your thing. 471 00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:22,960 It's my...it's... I'm...I'm sorry. 472 00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:24,720 What does that have to do with anything? 473 00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:27,470 My theory is if you had the chops in the O.R. 474 00:23:27,530 --> 00:23:30,740 You wouldn't need to try to impress in the bedroom. 475 00:23:31,070 --> 00:23:32,070 Stevens,is it? 476 00:23:32,070 --> 00:23:33,070 It is. 477 00:23:33,070 --> 00:23:34,470 Let's go,stevens. 478 00:23:39,950 --> 00:23:41,550 You know,I bust my ass here, 479 00:23:41,630 --> 00:23:44,020 and burke skips town with my cardio reputation. 480 00:23:44,060 --> 00:23:45,910 So now instead of a heart transplant, 481 00:23:45,970 --> 00:23:48,970 oh,I get to participate in the amputation of a crazy man's foot. 482 00:23:49,010 --> 00:23:50,430 I'm not... crazy. 483 00:23:50,510 --> 00:23:52,520 Cutting off your foot is crazy. 484 00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:55,070 Walking through your life like you have noower, 485 00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:58,740 like you have no say... no say in your own destiny... 486 00:23:58,760 --> 00:24:01,470 like you have no control over your own body, 487 00:24:01,530 --> 00:24:05,410 walking through life like that is what's crazy. 488 00:24:06,540 --> 00:24:10,280 I still think it's cutting off your foot with a chain saw that's crazy. 489 00:24:13,190 --> 00:24:16,160 Mr.Shanley, I'm dr.Hahn. 490 00:24:16,550 --> 00:24:21,350 The transplant team is in place if you're ready to say good-bye. 491 00:24:23,700 --> 00:24:25,730 You must not have children. 492 00:24:26,050 --> 00:24:27,100 I'm sorry? 493 00:24:27,180 --> 00:24:28,730 If you had children,you'd never say that. 494 00:24:28,790 --> 00:24:31,780 You'd never say,"if you're ready to say good-bye. 495 00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:39,720 Mr.Shanley,I'm very sorry,but I want to suggest one last time... 496 00:24:39,780 --> 00:24:41,520 no,I am not taking her heart. 497 00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:43,950 I can't have my daughter's heart beating in my chest. 498 00:24:44,010 --> 00:24:46,450 It would haunt me every day of my life.No! 499 00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:48,450 All right. 500 00:24:49,080 --> 00:24:51,480 I'm very sorry for your loss. 501 00:24:53,980 --> 00:24:55,630 Page me when he's ready. 502 00:25:03,060 --> 00:25:05,040 Mr.Shanley... 503 00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:08,910 I don't have kids,so I don't know what it's like to lose a child, 504 00:25:08,970 --> 00:25:11,580 but I do know what it's like to lose a parent. 505 00:25:11,930 --> 00:25:14,480 Your daughter loved you.I saw her this morning. 506 00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:16,950 She was fighting for you. 507 00:25:17,020 --> 00:25:19,100 She was fighting for your life. 508 00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:21,870 You're her dad. 509 00:25:22,220 --> 00:25:25,100 You're her dad.She didn't want to leave you. 510 00:25:25,170 --> 00:25:27,400 I know that. 511 00:25:27,460 --> 00:25:30,440 I also know that she would want you to have her heart. 512 00:25:36,820 --> 00:25:39,940 I would've given my dad my heart if I could. 513 00:25:42,250 --> 00:25:44,880 If I could've saved him... 514 00:25:46,620 --> 00:25:47,990 I would've given him my heart. 515 00:26:04,310 --> 00:26:05,770 All right. 516 00:26:13,430 --> 00:26:15,570 -It's not my fault hahn chose me. -Whatever. 517 00:26:15,610 --> 00:26:17,330 I can't believe that you are judging me. 518 00:26:17,390 --> 00:26:20,530 That after what hahn said to you,that you are judging me. 519 00:26:20,590 --> 00:26:21,730 It's not the same thing. 520 00:26:21,790 --> 00:26:22,970 It is the same thing. 521 00:26:23,030 --> 00:26:24,830 It's exactly the same thing. 522 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:28,160 I'm sorry that I hurt callie. 523 00:26:28,240 --> 00:26:29,860 I didn't mean to hurt her. 524 00:26:29,940 --> 00:26:31,230 You slept with her husband. 525 00:26:31,310 --> 00:26:33,060 I slept with my boyfriend. 526 00:26:33,100 --> 00:26:34,740 It's not the same thing. 527 00:26:34,790 --> 00:26:37,040 Meredith slept with another woman's husband. 528 00:26:38,140 --> 00:26:40,910 Meredith slept with another woman's husband. 529 00:26:40,970 --> 00:26:42,800 The two of you are like this closecircle. 530 00:26:42,860 --> 00:26:46,840 You can commit whatever crime you want, and in your little circle,it's all fine. 531 00:26:46,940 --> 00:26:48,370 I... 532 00:26:48,430 --> 00:26:51,580 I know that you didn't sleep with burke to get ahead. 533 00:26:51,620 --> 00:26:55,680 And if hahn had asked me,I would've defended you. 534 00:26:55,730 --> 00:26:57,280 I'm not even asking you to defend me. 535 00:26:57,320 --> 00:27:00,650 I'm asking you to just cut me an inch of slack. 536 00:27:00,710 --> 00:27:05,110 And believe me when I say that I am sorry I hurt callie. 537 00:27:07,060 --> 00:27:09,000 We are not a closed circle. 538 00:27:10,950 --> 00:27:12,340 you are. 539 00:27:18,410 --> 00:27:19,760 -Dr.Shepherd. -Yes. 540 00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:23,070 Here's a question... were there actual shepherds in your lineage? 541 00:27:23,070 --> 00:27:24,070 I'm sorry.What? 542 00:27:24,100 --> 00:27:25,960 You know,shepherds.The ones who watch over sheep. 543 00:27:26,020 --> 00:27:29,810 I mean the geneology My name for example, not actually after the bird 544 00:27:29,850 --> 00:27:30,850 You know,I...I'm sorry. 545 00:27:30,850 --> 00:27:32,070 -Would you excuse me? -Of course. 546 00:27:32,180 --> 00:27:33,670 Okay,thank you. 547 00:27:33,770 --> 00:27:35,110 yeah,you did this. 548 00:27:35,190 --> 00:27:36,230 Payback's a bitch. 549 00:27:36,310 --> 00:27:37,470 Oh,man.What the hell did you tell her? 550 00:27:37,530 --> 00:27:39,530 I put the word out that you were lookin'. 551 00:27:39,550 --> 00:27:40,550 That I'm looking? 552 00:27:40,570 --> 00:27:41,610 Lookin'. 553 00:27:41,670 --> 00:27:43,410 It sounds way dirtier without the G." 554 00:27:43,450 --> 00:27:45,180 And you wonder why they formed a club? 555 00:27:45,220 --> 00:27:46,640 You heard about that? 556 00:27:47,980 --> 00:27:53,710 Okay,so we have one plastic surgeon,a general surgeon, an anesthesiologist, 557 00:27:53,770 --> 00:27:57,850 one,two,three scrub nurses and an O.R. 558 00:27:58,170 --> 00:27:59,440 Let's call your mom,kid. 559 00:27:59,530 --> 00:28:01,200 You're gonna get some ears. 560 00:28:07,980 --> 00:28:09,630 He cut off his foot. 561 00:28:11,130 --> 00:28:12,990 He cut off his perfectly good foot. 562 00:28:13,070 --> 00:28:14,900 Well,people do some very strange things. 563 00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:17,030 Oh,well. 564 00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:19,480 I had the world's shortest marriage. 565 00:28:22,010 --> 00:28:26,230 I was left in a church while I was literally wearing a wedding dress. 566 00:28:32,410 --> 00:28:35,640 george cheated on me right in front of me,and I missed it. 567 00:28:37,040 --> 00:28:40,530 burke sent his mother to say good-bye to me. 568 00:28:42,020 --> 00:28:43,530 I'm gonna be a divorc. 569 00:28:43,970 --> 00:28:45,880 Now erica hahn thinks I'm a fraud. 570 00:28:46,290 --> 00:28:48,660 I'm,uh,I'm not feeling very... 571 00:28:51,390 --> 00:28:52,920 Norman norman! 572 00:28:52,980 --> 00:28:54,170 Norman? Norman? 573 00:29:07,420 --> 00:29:08,890 oh,crap. 574 00:29:08,930 --> 00:29:11,230 What? 575 00:29:11,420 --> 00:29:13,560 My intern,something happened. 576 00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:15,020 I don't know what. 577 00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:16,560 We need to talk. 578 00:29:16,640 --> 00:29:18,960 Well,we will.I'll come back.Okay? 579 00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:21,350 Okay. 580 00:29:22,950 --> 00:29:24,570 Don't chicken out. 581 00:29:27,960 --> 00:29:29,680 You know,I'm impressed. 582 00:29:29,750 --> 00:29:31,510 I didn't think you'd pull this off. 583 00:29:31,550 --> 00:29:36,060 I'm actually pretty surprised myself, considering it was my first time trick-or-treating. 584 00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:37,620 Your first time? 585 00:29:37,680 --> 00:29:39,760 My mom never made it home in time to take me, 586 00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:42,390 never got it together to make me a costume. 587 00:29:42,980 --> 00:29:47,180 Plus she said it was rude to knock on people's doors and beg for food. 588 00:29:52,580 --> 00:29:54,200 What? 589 00:29:54,340 --> 00:29:55,710 Just... 590 00:29:57,220 --> 00:30:00,010 the apple fell pretty far from the tree,huh? 591 00:30:15,980 --> 00:30:17,400 Dr.Karev,you want to slow down? 592 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:18,730 I just heard. 593 00:30:20,100 --> 00:30:21,580 -Did he have a stroke? -He did. 594 00:30:21,630 --> 00:30:24,490 3 inches to the left,he'd never talk again. 595 00:30:24,550 --> 00:30:25,770 Yeah,but it's gonna be okay,right? 596 00:30:25,830 --> 00:30:28,410 No way to know till we get the clot out and he wakes up. 597 00:30:28,470 --> 00:30:31,470 But he...but he's gonna be okay... karev,stop talking. 598 00:30:44,940 --> 00:30:46,980 Is your marriage really over? 599 00:30:50,600 --> 00:30:53,090 -I'm sorry. -Thanks. 600 00:30:53,550 --> 00:30:56,940 Did meredith really bring her mom's ashes to work? 601 00:31:19,230 --> 00:31:21,130 Look at that. 602 00:31:21,170 --> 00:31:23,180 Not a bad day's work. 603 00:31:27,660 --> 00:31:29,170 paddles. 604 00:31:33,570 --> 00:31:35,770 Let's see what we've got. 605 00:31:42,930 --> 00:31:44,150 there it is. 606 00:31:50,510 --> 00:31:52,250 The it is. 607 00:31:52,780 --> 00:31:55,600 Norman Norman 608 00:31:55,660 --> 00:31:57,960 Norman,come on,come on,come on. 609 00:32:02,070 --> 00:32:03,930 What happened? 610 00:32:10,700 --> 00:32:12,720 I just saw a heart transplant. 611 00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:15,390 I just helped build a little boy some ears. 612 00:32:15,730 --> 00:32:17,290 That's cool. 613 00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:20,930 I dug up my mom's cat. 614 00:32:22,770 --> 00:32:24,470 What? 615 00:32:24,630 --> 00:32:29,170 My mom didn't leave any instructions 'cause it was so... 616 00:32:29,210 --> 00:32:30,770 unexpected. 617 00:32:30,830 --> 00:32:32,180 So... 618 00:32:32,220 --> 00:32:35,510 we had to figure out on our own what she would have wanted. 619 00:32:35,550 --> 00:32:37,880 And my mom loved that cat. 620 00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:39,050 So... 621 00:32:39,070 --> 00:32:41,190 I dug her up... the cat... 622 00:32:41,270 --> 00:32:44,220 um,from her little grave in our backyard. 623 00:32:44,260 --> 00:32:47,750 And I snuck into the cemetery in the middle of the night 624 00:32:47,790 --> 00:32:50,780 and reburied her right beside my mom. 625 00:32:50,900 --> 00:32:51,950 And... 626 00:32:51,990 --> 00:32:56,470 it was creepy and morbid,carrying around a dead, 627 00:32:56,520 --> 00:33:02,570 decaying cat in the cemetery in the middle of the night,but... 628 00:33:03,150 --> 00:33:05,570 it made my mom really happy. 629 00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:07,970 At least... 630 00:33:08,050 --> 00:33:09,730 I like to think it did. 631 00:33:12,910 --> 00:33:14,250 Thanks. 632 00:33:14,290 --> 00:33:15,740 You're welcome. 633 00:33:17,650 --> 00:33:19,840 Look,tucker,I said I'm sorry. 634 00:33:19,900 --> 00:33:21,320 No. 635 00:33:21,380 --> 00:33:22,930 I didn'T... 636 00:33:23,690 --> 00:33:25,840 no,I... 637 00:33:26,900 --> 00:33:28,810 Tucker... tucker... 638 00:33:32,350 --> 00:33:33,940 perfect. 639 00:33:39,940 --> 00:33:41,440 Hi. 640 00:33:48,420 --> 00:33:52,210 We just put a man's daughter's heart in his chest. 641 00:33:52,700 --> 00:33:54,590 His daughter's heart? 642 00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:58,120 Well,that just makes you want to throw up,now doesn't it? 643 00:34:01,110 --> 00:34:02,810 You all right? 644 00:34:08,760 --> 00:34:10,820 You're dr.Bailey.You hear everything. 645 00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:13,820 And if you haven't heard everything,I'm sure you've heard. 646 00:34:13,860 --> 00:34:15,220 About your marriage? 647 00:34:15,260 --> 00:34:16,910 Yeah,I probably would've. 648 00:34:19,950 --> 00:34:21,690 I'm sorry... 649 00:34:21,910 --> 00:34:24,330 if I... 650 00:34:24,430 --> 00:34:26,310 disappointed you. 651 00:34:26,620 --> 00:34:28,600 I'm not your mother,o'malley. 652 00:34:31,790 --> 00:34:34,110 I have to apologize to her now,too. 653 00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:39,040 O'malley o'malley. 654 00:34:41,560 --> 00:34:43,680 look,you're not a bad guy. 655 00:34:43,760 --> 00:34:45,600 And I don't mean to let you off the hook entirely, 656 00:34:45,660 --> 00:34:51,860 because what you did was unkind and hurtful and wrong. 657 00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:54,410 But you're not a bad guy. 658 00:34:54,500 --> 00:34:56,180 I'm...I'm just saying,it... 659 00:34:56,220 --> 00:34:58,150 it takes two. 660 00:34:58,190 --> 00:35:04,690 To reach the point you reached in your marriage,it takes two. 661 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:11,550 I mean...I mean,I'm here late at night,halloween, helping an earless boy get ears, 662 00:35:11,590 --> 00:35:14,770 and my husband wants to act like that isn't an important thing. 663 00:35:14,830 --> 00:35:17,110 He wants to act like... 664 00:35:17,150 --> 00:35:20,000 it isn't a good thing that I did today. 665 00:35:20,040 --> 00:35:21,740 Now that isn't just on me. 666 00:35:21,780 --> 00:35:24,760 That's him wanting things to be the way he wants. 667 00:35:24,800 --> 00:35:27,900 That's him wanting things to be purely black-and-white. 668 00:35:30,070 --> 00:35:35,100 I mean,I missed my son's first halloween, 669 00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:38,430 and my heart is aching inside of my chest,but, 670 00:35:38,490 --> 00:35:40,420 you know,that doesn't mean anything. 671 00:35:40,710 --> 00:35:44,230 It...it doesn't count because in a black-and-white world, 672 00:35:44,310 --> 00:35:48,260 I simply didn't make it home,and that makes me the bad guy. 673 00:35:48,350 --> 00:35:51,330 You know,always.I'm always the bad guy. 674 00:35:51,450 --> 00:35:53,340 You hear what I'm saying? 675 00:36:00,820 --> 00:36:03,740 Sorry you missed your son's first halloween. 676 00:36:06,120 --> 00:36:09,300 Look,what I'm saying to you is... 677 00:36:10,230 --> 00:36:11,780 okay,I was there.All right? 678 00:36:11,840 --> 00:36:15,050 I was there the day your father died. 679 00:36:15,110 --> 00:36:22,540 I was there when you came back from vegas,married after a week and... 680 00:36:23,630 --> 00:36:26,070 all I'm saying is... 681 00:36:26,130 --> 00:36:28,620 it's not black-and-white... 682 00:36:29,010 --> 00:36:31,400 and you're not a bad guy. 683 00:36:46,720 --> 00:36:48,540 I did not sleep my way to the top. 684 00:36:48,600 --> 00:36:52,590 I'm attracted to a talent that resembles my own,not that it's any of your business. 685 00:36:52,670 --> 00:36:55,510 Your comments were unprofessional and inappropriate. 686 00:36:55,530 --> 00:36:58,570 You know what?You're inappropriate and unprofessional. 687 00:36:59,940 --> 00:37:03,160 this is gonna be so much fun. 688 00:37:03,200 --> 00:37:05,420 Dr.Yang,did you hear? 689 00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:09,010 Dr.Hahn has agreed to become our new head of cardiothoracic surgery. 690 00:37:11,930 --> 00:37:14,070 Lookin' forward to it,dr.Yang. 691 00:37:17,440 --> 00:37:19,330 You can't have my apartment. 692 00:37:24,070 --> 00:37:25,480 I'M... 693 00:37:25,540 --> 00:37:28,060 sorry I didn't listen when you said you weren't feeling well. 694 00:37:28,140 --> 00:37:29,970 I'm sorry I didn't answer your page. 695 00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:32,770 Do you know why I chose surgery? 696 00:37:32,830 --> 00:37:33,830 No. 697 00:37:33,830 --> 00:37:37,350 I'm a little south of 60 and blood makes me squeamish. 698 00:37:37,430 --> 00:37:39,890 See,I wanted to go into psych because I like to talk. 699 00:37:39,950 --> 00:37:41,380 I've noticed that. 700 00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:45,550 but I had this voice in my head telling me to choose surry. 701 00:37:46,350 --> 00:37:48,350 It was as if... 702 00:37:48,800 --> 00:37:51,730 my mary beth was whispering in my ear. 703 00:37:52,620 --> 00:37:54,190 And so I listened. 704 00:37:54,250 --> 00:37:56,640 And do you know what I think now? 705 00:37:57,060 --> 00:37:58,460 No. 706 00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:01,750 I think I was about to have a massive stroke... 707 00:38:02,940 --> 00:38:06,340 and my mary beth wanted me to be surrounded by... 708 00:38:07,160 --> 00:38:10,040 world-class surgeons when it happened. 709 00:38:14,330 --> 00:38:15,910 So what are you gonna do now? 710 00:38:16,010 --> 00:38:18,220 Uh,well,I'm gonna go into psych. 711 00:38:18,260 --> 00:38:21,200 Because you people,you surgeons,my god... 712 00:38:21,250 --> 00:38:26,080 you're all just a bunch of little children running around with your scalpels and your severed feet 713 00:38:26,160 --> 00:38:29,740 and your inappropriate sex in inappropriate places. 714 00:38:29,770 --> 00:38:31,510 You all need a good shrink. 715 00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:41,460 Dr.Grey? 716 00:38:42,100 --> 00:38:43,340 Hi. 717 00:38:43,420 --> 00:38:44,710 Hi. 718 00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:50,380 I had a goldfish,and when he died,we flushed him down the toilet, 719 00:38:50,440 --> 00:38:52,090 back to the sea. 720 00:38:53,190 --> 00:38:54,790 Okay. 721 00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:03,530 back to the sea is better than your cubby. 722 00:39:13,720 --> 00:39:15,260 you okay? 723 00:39:15,570 --> 00:39:18,450 I don't know if I can handle one more night in that hotel. 724 00:39:26,970 --> 00:39:28,850 What's the matter with you? 725 00:39:28,990 --> 00:39:30,990 I have to start dating. 726 00:39:34,650 --> 00:39:37,120 It isn't just surgeons. 727 00:39:39,760 --> 00:39:43,670 The truth is,I don't know anyone who isn't haunted by something... 728 00:39:45,950 --> 00:39:48,230 or someone. 729 00:39:55,590 --> 00:40:01,650 And whether we try to slice the pain away with a scalpel or shove it in the back of a closet, 730 00:40:01,710 --> 00:40:04,420 our efforts usually fail. 731 00:40:09,670 --> 00:40:12,210 We made it through this day. 732 00:40:12,520 --> 00:40:14,450 Yeah,we did. 733 00:40:16,390 --> 00:40:18,860 We made it through this day. 734 00:40:30,120 --> 00:40:34,650 So the only way we can clear out the cobwebs is to turn a new page... 735 00:40:34,730 --> 00:40:38,560 uh,so it's the kitchen,uh,bedroom,bathroom. 736 00:40:38,640 --> 00:40:39,830 There's the sofa. 737 00:40:39,880 --> 00:40:41,360 You can sleep here. 738 00:40:42,510 --> 00:40:43,550 Great. 739 00:40:43,560 --> 00:40:45,100 So,uh... 740 00:40:45,180 --> 00:40:47,110 do you mind if i clean up a little? 741 00:40:47,150 --> 00:40:48,650 Yes. 742 00:40:48,710 --> 00:40:50,340 I mind a lot. 743 00:40:55,640 --> 00:40:58,660 Or put an old story to rest... 744 00:41:12,990 --> 00:41:14,510 Grey grey. 745 00:41:15,910 --> 00:41:17,430 Chief. 746 00:41:18,310 --> 00:41:21,690 What are you doing,grey?This is a sterile environment. 747 00:41:21,750 --> 00:41:24,240 It's my mother. 748 00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:28,180 And I think this is where she'd want to be. 749 00:41:51,220 --> 00:41:53,810 Should we say a prayer? 750 00:41:53,890 --> 00:41:56,190 She didn't believe in anything. 751 00:41:56,370 --> 00:42:00,460 Finally,finally to rest. 752 00:42:00,520 --> 00:42:03,300 Ashes to ashes. 753 00:42:04,780 --> 00:42:06,410 Dust to dust. 754 00:42:06,410 --> 00:42:10,670 Grey's anatomy Season4 Episode5 755 00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:19,290 -------------------------- -------------------------- -=www.ydy.com/bbs=-Proudly Presents