1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:02,968 Previously on Grey's Anatomy: 2 00:00:03,035 --> 00:00:04,127 I slept with Izzie. 3 00:00:04,203 --> 00:00:06,296 George told me. Everything. 4 00:00:06,372 --> 00:00:10,832 You named me Ava and I was more me as Ava than I'll ever be as Rebecca. 5 00:00:10,909 --> 00:00:14,777 Dr. Hahn. I was pleasantly surprised to hear you were joining us today. 6 00:00:14,847 --> 00:00:20,342 You remind me of myself when I was an intern. Focused, intense. Cold. 7 00:00:20,419 --> 00:00:22,979 My mother's dead, isn't she? Yes. 8 00:00:23,088 --> 00:00:25,454 Let's do this once. I'm fine. She's cremated. 9 00:00:25,524 --> 00:00:29,153 I picked out a beautiful urn, she's hanging out in the back of my closet. 10 00:00:29,228 --> 00:00:32,527 Any more questions about my dead mother or can we get back to work? 11 00:00:37,536 --> 00:00:40,699 Pick me. Choose me. Love me. 12 00:00:42,975 --> 00:00:45,239 You're the love of my life. I can't leave you. 13 00:00:45,310 --> 00:00:48,074 But you're constantly leaving me. 14 00:00:48,147 --> 00:00:51,412 Imagine my disappointment when I wake up after five years 15 00:00:51,483 --> 00:00:53,951 and discover that you're no more than ordinary! 16 00:00:58,690 --> 00:01:02,421 There's a reason surgeons learn to wield scalpels. 17 00:01:02,494 --> 00:01:05,952 We like to pretend we're hard, cold scientists. 18 00:01:06,965 --> 00:01:09,433 We like to pretend we're fearless. 19 00:01:10,702 --> 00:01:14,866 Pick me. Choose me. Love me. 20 00:01:17,042 --> 00:01:21,502 But the truth is we become surgeons because somewhere, deep down, 21 00:01:21,580 --> 00:01:25,141 we think we can cut away that which haunts us. 22 00:01:27,886 --> 00:01:30,912 What are you guys doing up? Couldn't sleep. 23 00:01:30,989 --> 00:01:32,513 Weakness. 24 00:01:32,591 --> 00:01:34,252 Frailty. 25 00:01:34,326 --> 00:01:35,850 Death. 26 00:01:46,672 --> 00:01:48,037 What is that? 27 00:01:50,275 --> 00:01:51,936 My mother. 28 00:01:53,011 --> 00:01:54,979 Happy freaking Halloween. 29 00:02:04,289 --> 00:02:05,916 Yang. 30 00:02:05,991 --> 00:02:08,221 You're moving out of Burke's place? 31 00:02:08,293 --> 00:02:09,817 Yes, sir. 32 00:02:10,762 --> 00:02:12,821 My wife has filed for divorce. 33 00:02:14,032 --> 00:02:15,761 I'm very sorry, sir. 34 00:02:15,834 --> 00:02:17,893 At any rate, I need a place to live. 35 00:02:17,970 --> 00:02:22,669 And Burke's place, I was there once. I suppose actually it's your place now. 36 00:02:22,741 --> 00:02:24,902 No. It's still Burke's place. 37 00:02:28,547 --> 00:02:29,844 Now, it's yours. 38 00:02:39,191 --> 00:02:41,022 What are we looking at? 39 00:02:41,093 --> 00:02:44,585 Meredith put her mom in a baggie and brought her to work. 40 00:02:44,663 --> 00:02:47,598 I had to get her out of my closet. She was haunting me. 41 00:02:47,666 --> 00:02:50,032 And now she's haunting us all. 42 00:02:50,135 --> 00:02:53,002 I'm putting her to rest. Meredith is cleansing. 43 00:02:53,071 --> 00:02:55,767 In tribal culture when one wants to cleanse the past, 44 00:02:55,841 --> 00:02:58,674 one cuts off all of one's hair and buries it in the earth. 45 00:02:58,744 --> 00:03:00,712 You might try that too. 46 00:03:01,813 --> 00:03:04,373 Ok. Listen up. Today's a holiday, 47 00:03:04,449 --> 00:03:08,385 which means the pit will be overrun. You've got the usual drunken stupidity. 48 00:03:08,453 --> 00:03:12,753 And then you've got Seattle's annual chainsaw pumpkin carving contest. 49 00:03:12,824 --> 00:03:14,758 I love this city. Stay on your toes, 50 00:03:14,826 --> 00:03:16,384 stay on top of your interns, ok? 51 00:03:16,495 --> 00:03:18,258 So we should round before the pit? 52 00:03:18,330 --> 00:03:21,197 Direct your questions to Dr. Bailey, Stevens. 53 00:03:21,266 --> 00:03:24,326 Oh, we're directing our questions to Dr. Bailey? 54 00:03:24,403 --> 00:03:25,870 Oh, not you. Just Stevens. 55 00:03:25,938 --> 00:03:29,237 Why is Stevens directing her questions to Dr. Bailey? 56 00:03:29,308 --> 00:03:32,038 Because she's been sleeping with my husband. 57 00:03:37,616 --> 00:03:39,675 Alrighty, then. Have a good day. 58 00:03:49,528 --> 00:03:53,396 Ok, this is even more disturbing than your bag full of mommy. 59 00:03:53,465 --> 00:03:55,729 His medication was due half an hour ago. 60 00:03:55,801 --> 00:03:58,770 The man is living in the hospital while he waits on a heart. 61 00:03:58,870 --> 00:04:03,807 Erin, honey, I'm thinking it's kind of hard for anyone to take you seriously 62 00:04:03,875 --> 00:04:05,399 in your mouse costume. 63 00:04:05,477 --> 00:04:08,207 See, I work with five-year-olds, Dad. 64 00:04:08,280 --> 00:04:11,215 My costume is appropriate. Hers is not. 65 00:04:11,283 --> 00:04:15,242 Look, I'm just saying if you have time for Halloween costumes, 66 00:04:15,354 --> 00:04:18,517 you probably have time to provide my father with basic care. 67 00:04:18,624 --> 00:04:22,583 Hi. I'm Dr. O'Malley. I will take care of your father right away. 68 00:04:22,694 --> 00:04:23,752 Thank you. 69 00:04:24,796 --> 00:04:28,732 You should always make sure they have their meds before you do anything else. 70 00:04:28,800 --> 00:04:30,961 There you go. Thanks. 71 00:04:31,036 --> 00:04:34,802 I like your costume. Oh. Well, Dr. Yang said that... 72 00:04:34,906 --> 00:04:37,238 Dr. Yang is screwing with you. 73 00:04:39,378 --> 00:04:42,245 Oh! I knew it. 74 00:04:43,715 --> 00:04:46,013 Are you the doctor? Oh. I am. 75 00:04:46,084 --> 00:04:49,417 Good. That's... That's good. 76 00:04:50,255 --> 00:04:51,813 Is your leg hurting you? 77 00:04:51,923 --> 00:04:54,858 It's not the leg, it's the foot. 78 00:04:54,926 --> 00:04:58,259 And it's not hurting so much as it's not mine. 79 00:04:59,831 --> 00:05:04,768 Something happened. I can't explain it, but this foot does not belong to me. 80 00:05:04,836 --> 00:05:07,270 It's... 81 00:05:07,339 --> 00:05:11,435 It... it... well, it feels like it's a corpse foot. 82 00:05:11,510 --> 00:05:13,842 Did you lose feeling in the foot? Is it numb? 83 00:05:13,912 --> 00:05:16,938 No, it's not numb. It's just... 84 00:05:17,015 --> 00:05:18,277 It's not mine. 85 00:05:18,350 --> 00:05:20,910 Please. I'm not crazy. 86 00:05:21,019 --> 00:05:23,180 I work in a bank. I'm not crazy. Please. 87 00:05:23,288 --> 00:05:24,846 I just... I need a surgeon. 88 00:05:24,923 --> 00:05:29,053 I need you to get me a surgeon who will remove it. 89 00:05:29,127 --> 00:05:31,152 A surgeon who will remove your foot? 90 00:05:31,229 --> 00:05:36,997 A surgeon who will amputate your seemingly healthy foot? 91 00:05:43,275 --> 00:05:44,572 Oh! Whoa! 92 00:05:47,746 --> 00:05:49,839 What is that? It's charts. 93 00:05:49,915 --> 00:05:51,473 Meredith? It's my mom. 94 00:05:51,583 --> 00:05:52,948 What? Had her in the cubby 95 00:05:53,051 --> 00:05:56,214 and she was freaking people out so I was gonna put her in the car. 96 00:05:56,321 --> 00:05:59,017 Think that's disrespectful? To leave her in the car? 97 00:05:59,091 --> 00:06:01,252 Just a little... It's not that strange. 98 00:06:01,326 --> 00:06:03,157 Well... I'm trying to figure out 99 00:06:03,228 --> 00:06:04,354 how to put her to rest. 100 00:06:04,429 --> 00:06:07,887 I can't shove her in my closet anymore. I have to deal with her. 101 00:06:07,966 --> 00:06:12,232 Well... And this is me... trying to evolve. 102 00:06:12,304 --> 00:06:15,535 I'm trying here. So, cubby or car? 103 00:06:15,607 --> 00:06:18,940 You're asking me if I think you should put your mom's ashes 104 00:06:19,010 --> 00:06:23,071 in your cubby or your car? Ok. And you don't think that's very, very strange? 105 00:06:23,148 --> 00:06:25,309 Are those really your mom's ashes? 106 00:06:25,417 --> 00:06:28,181 It's strange, right? It's strange. 107 00:06:28,253 --> 00:06:31,882 Are you lost? No. My mom works in the cafeteria. 108 00:06:31,957 --> 00:06:35,518 And she said I could come up here and look for Dr. Sloan? Do you know him? 109 00:06:35,627 --> 00:06:37,390 Um... can you take care of him? 110 00:06:37,462 --> 00:06:40,829 Yeah. Can you take care of her? 111 00:06:46,838 --> 00:06:48,567 Good morning. 112 00:06:49,441 --> 00:06:52,274 Don't do that. Don't smile at me. Don't smile at her. 113 00:06:52,344 --> 00:06:54,505 Don't smile at me either. We're on to you. 114 00:06:54,579 --> 00:06:57,104 We've compared notes. Compared notes. Really? 115 00:06:57,182 --> 00:07:00,879 Mm-hmm. Compared notes, pick-up lines, techniques. 116 00:07:00,952 --> 00:07:03,284 Techniques? Identical. 117 00:07:03,355 --> 00:07:06,051 Identical? We've formed a club. 118 00:07:06,124 --> 00:07:08,388 "Nurses United Against Mark Sloan." 119 00:07:09,995 --> 00:07:13,954 Are there any, uh... club activities? 120 00:07:18,537 --> 00:07:21,370 Oh, man. You would not believe what just happened to me. 121 00:07:21,440 --> 00:07:24,000 There's a... kid looking for you. What? 122 00:07:25,477 --> 00:07:28,503 Daddy? What? 123 00:07:31,249 --> 00:07:34,013 Nicely done. Thanks. 124 00:07:34,085 --> 00:07:37,020 I'll be getting you back for that. Looking forward to it. 125 00:07:38,557 --> 00:07:42,118 You're not my father. But I am hoping you'll build me some ears. 126 00:07:44,196 --> 00:07:47,495 Dr. Karev? Request for you. Curtain three. 127 00:07:47,566 --> 00:07:50,433 Dr. Karev? I'm feeling a little under the weather. 128 00:07:50,502 --> 00:07:54,461 And rather than risk spreading germs to the patients, I thought I'd head home. 129 00:07:54,573 --> 00:07:57,133 Do you want to be a surgeon or do you want to go to bed? 130 00:07:57,209 --> 00:08:00,872 One or the other. Surgeons stand up through ten, 12, 15-hour surgeries. 131 00:08:00,946 --> 00:08:04,109 Without food. Without bathroom breaks. Without complaints. 132 00:08:04,216 --> 00:08:07,344 Surgeons do not go home because we have a tickle in our throat. 133 00:08:09,287 --> 00:08:11,187 Not a tickle in my throat as much as... 134 00:08:11,256 --> 00:08:14,384 Make yourself busy, Norman. Right. 135 00:08:20,532 --> 00:08:24,059 All the moms in my town, they all dress up for Halloween. 136 00:08:24,135 --> 00:08:27,468 So I was thinking, what would I want to be? 137 00:08:27,539 --> 00:08:33,102 If I had to dress up, what would I? And the only thing I could come up with, 138 00:08:33,211 --> 00:08:37,545 the only thing that I wanted to be... was Ava. 139 00:09:01,973 --> 00:09:03,736 You found him. 140 00:09:03,842 --> 00:09:07,175 You two know each other? You know his parents? 141 00:09:07,245 --> 00:09:10,578 His mom works in the cafeteria. What's all this? 142 00:09:10,649 --> 00:09:12,412 Letters from the kids in my class. 143 00:09:12,484 --> 00:09:13,951 Letters to me. 144 00:09:14,019 --> 00:09:16,112 He has the internal structure to hear. 145 00:09:16,187 --> 00:09:19,350 He just doesn't have the canal or the external structure. 146 00:09:19,457 --> 00:09:21,789 So I thought if I came in with my letters, 147 00:09:21,860 --> 00:09:25,023 Dr. Sloan might feel sorry for me and do the surgery for free. 148 00:09:25,096 --> 00:09:29,556 Uh, look, I'd like to help. I would if I could, but pro bono surgery... 149 00:09:29,634 --> 00:09:31,363 You should know that on my way here 150 00:09:31,436 --> 00:09:33,996 three different people thought I was in a costume. 151 00:09:34,105 --> 00:09:37,939 My head looks like a permanent Halloween costume. 152 00:09:39,277 --> 00:09:42,713 Just thought you should know that. You're good. 153 00:09:42,781 --> 00:09:46,410 Pro bono surgery's not just about me giving you my time. 154 00:09:46,484 --> 00:09:49,942 A surgery like this requires OR time, an anesthesiologist, 155 00:09:50,021 --> 00:09:52,956 a general surgeon to remove the cartilage from your ribs, 156 00:09:53,024 --> 00:09:57,358 at least two surgical nurses. Couldn't you ask them for help? 157 00:09:58,163 --> 00:10:01,132 I could. But I don't have any social capital. 158 00:10:01,199 --> 00:10:04,828 The nurses hate me. They've formed a club that's all about hating me. 159 00:10:04,903 --> 00:10:07,167 And the other doctors don't owe me any favors 160 00:10:07,238 --> 00:10:09,763 because I've never done any for them. 161 00:10:09,841 --> 00:10:12,708 I'm sorry. I wish I could help. 162 00:10:13,578 --> 00:10:15,842 I would if I could. 163 00:10:18,850 --> 00:10:20,340 I have social capital. 164 00:10:21,653 --> 00:10:24,622 Or, I don't. Nobody knows me, but they knew my mother. 165 00:10:24,689 --> 00:10:26,418 So maybe I can make this happen. 166 00:10:26,491 --> 00:10:30,325 Fine. Make it happen. You manage that, I'm all yours. 167 00:10:32,397 --> 00:10:34,957 These people who knew your mother... 168 00:10:35,066 --> 00:10:37,626 Do they know you brought her to work in a baggie? 169 00:10:47,012 --> 00:10:50,277 Oh. You... you... 170 00:10:51,616 --> 00:10:54,278 you didn't come for me! You... 171 00:10:55,353 --> 00:10:57,082 you chickened out. 172 00:10:57,155 --> 00:10:59,646 When I... when I was leaving. When I was... 173 00:11:01,226 --> 00:11:05,162 when I asked you to give me a reason to stay, you chickened out. Which I get. 174 00:11:05,230 --> 00:11:09,963 I get that. It was a lot. It was scary. And I know it can be kind of intense, 175 00:11:10,035 --> 00:11:13,493 but I thought... I thought... Oh. 176 00:11:13,571 --> 00:11:18,133 I thought after the chickening out part, I thought... 177 00:11:18,243 --> 00:11:20,177 you would come for me. 178 00:11:22,447 --> 00:11:27,714 I came back for you. Which basically makes me a beggar. 179 00:11:27,786 --> 00:11:30,550 I'm a beggar for Halloween. 180 00:11:30,622 --> 00:11:33,853 And now you're mocking me. I'm not mocking you. 181 00:11:42,534 --> 00:11:45,059 We need to talk. 182 00:11:45,136 --> 00:11:46,603 We will. 183 00:11:48,940 --> 00:11:50,669 Body Dysmorphic Disorder? 184 00:11:50,742 --> 00:11:53,074 You can prescribe some anti-anxiety meds, 185 00:11:53,144 --> 00:11:55,408 to try to lessen the urgency he's feeling. 186 00:11:55,480 --> 00:11:58,244 The man is requesting an amputation 187 00:11:58,316 --> 00:12:01,410 and the best you can come up with is anti-anxiety meds? 188 00:12:02,187 --> 00:12:03,677 Dr. Bailey? 189 00:12:04,923 --> 00:12:07,357 Chainsaw contest time? Yep. 190 00:12:08,626 --> 00:12:10,685 Mr. Miller. Duquette Clinic. 191 00:12:10,762 --> 00:12:14,926 I have to get to the ER, but I'm going to write you a prescription 192 00:12:15,033 --> 00:12:17,194 for some medication I think may help you. 193 00:12:17,268 --> 00:12:19,634 Medication? I need... I need a surgeon. 194 00:12:19,704 --> 00:12:22,969 A surgeon can take off the foot. Get me a surgeon! 195 00:12:23,041 --> 00:12:25,703 I am a surgeon! And I can tell you right now 196 00:12:25,777 --> 00:12:29,440 that you won't persuade me or any other surgeon to do what you're asking. 197 00:12:29,514 --> 00:12:31,482 Please, try this medication. 198 00:12:33,852 --> 00:12:35,979 I have an earless boy. 199 00:12:37,255 --> 00:12:38,313 I'm sorry? 200 00:12:38,389 --> 00:12:41,552 Sloan has agreed to build him ears pro bono. 201 00:12:41,659 --> 00:12:44,321 If you will donate the OR and all the equipment. 202 00:12:44,395 --> 00:12:49,162 I'm sorry, my pro bono slate is full, there are protocols to be followed, 203 00:12:49,234 --> 00:12:51,600 all sorts of red tape... Trick or treat. 204 00:12:53,071 --> 00:12:55,835 Get it? He's trick or treating. For ears. 205 00:12:57,408 --> 00:12:59,376 Grey... You know, my mother... 206 00:12:59,477 --> 00:13:01,638 She was big on pro bono surgeries. 207 00:13:06,618 --> 00:13:09,280 OR two is free at 6:00pm. 208 00:13:09,354 --> 00:13:10,912 Thank you. 209 00:13:15,827 --> 00:13:18,159 If you two need to talk I could wait over there. 210 00:13:18,229 --> 00:13:22,393 Why? It's not like we have any secrets anymore. Callie told everyone. 211 00:13:22,500 --> 00:13:24,866 Everyone. Yeah. It's going to be a long day. 212 00:13:24,936 --> 00:13:29,100 Erin Shanley, 34, massive head trauma, a brick came through her windshield. 213 00:13:29,174 --> 00:13:31,438 GCS of three. Brick through her windshield? 214 00:13:31,509 --> 00:13:34,069 Kids screwing around on a bridge. Halloween crap. 215 00:13:34,145 --> 00:13:37,637 I'm looking at brain matter here. I checked, she's a donor. 216 00:13:37,715 --> 00:13:39,580 Oh, God. Oh, my God. 217 00:13:39,651 --> 00:13:41,710 What? Her father's on three. 218 00:13:41,786 --> 00:13:43,651 He's waiting for a new heart. 219 00:13:45,523 --> 00:13:49,755 It was awesome. It was the sickest pumpkin head you ever saw. 220 00:13:49,828 --> 00:13:50,795 Mm-hmm. 221 00:13:50,895 --> 00:13:53,455 Then the next thing you know it's like, blood gushing 222 00:13:53,565 --> 00:13:55,726 and it totally stained my pumpkin head. 223 00:13:55,800 --> 00:13:58,462 You don't say. Made it even sicker, though. 224 00:13:58,536 --> 00:14:02,063 I brought it in. The digit. Oh, you have the finger? 225 00:14:02,140 --> 00:14:05,507 Yeah, but it's like, lodged in the chainsaw. 226 00:14:05,610 --> 00:14:09,102 Wait. It was right here. Who took my saw? 227 00:14:09,180 --> 00:14:11,546 Sir, the cut isn't clean enough to consider... 228 00:14:11,649 --> 00:14:14,209 Yo! Who took my saw? 229 00:14:19,224 --> 00:14:21,749 Oh. Oh, no. 230 00:14:22,994 --> 00:14:25,360 What is that noise? I have no idea. 231 00:14:32,570 --> 00:14:34,470 Dude, sick! 232 00:14:37,041 --> 00:14:40,169 The tibial nerve is shot. There's nothing salvageable here. 233 00:14:40,245 --> 00:14:41,507 Completely mangled. 234 00:14:41,579 --> 00:14:44,946 Can't believe he held that saw to his leg long enough... was he high? 235 00:14:45,049 --> 00:14:49,008 No. Gave him some morphine for the pain, but tox screen was clean before that. 236 00:14:49,120 --> 00:14:50,781 Unbelievable. 237 00:14:50,855 --> 00:14:52,550 All right. I'll finish the job. 238 00:14:52,624 --> 00:14:55,525 Yang, go ahead and prep him for complete amputation. 239 00:14:55,593 --> 00:14:59,120 Thank you. Thank you so much. 240 00:15:00,064 --> 00:15:01,326 Hey, you ok? 241 00:15:01,399 --> 00:15:04,698 Severed limbs don't sit well with me. Just a little queasy is all. 242 00:15:04,769 --> 00:15:06,896 No, I'm fine. I'll help Dr. Yang. 243 00:15:08,206 --> 00:15:09,571 Ok. 244 00:15:11,476 --> 00:15:13,535 Got to love Halloween. 245 00:15:13,611 --> 00:15:16,136 When all the crazies come out to play. 246 00:15:16,214 --> 00:15:19,377 I kind of get it. I mean, I get that you can wake up one day 247 00:15:19,484 --> 00:15:21,714 and your life doesn't feel like your own. 248 00:15:21,786 --> 00:15:25,051 I heard. About your marriage. 249 00:15:25,957 --> 00:15:30,792 And if there's anything you need me to do to cheer you up, I'm around. 250 00:15:31,763 --> 00:15:33,526 Day or night. 251 00:15:33,598 --> 00:15:35,259 Night in particular. 252 00:15:35,333 --> 00:15:39,963 I was married. I said "Till death do us part." Ok, in a church. 253 00:15:40,038 --> 00:15:43,201 I mean, it was the Church of Elvis, but still it was a church. 254 00:15:43,308 --> 00:15:47,369 I just... I can't believe this is my life. 255 00:15:50,581 --> 00:15:54,347 I don't understand. How did this happen? How could this happen? 256 00:15:57,255 --> 00:15:59,917 Injuries like these happen very quickly. 257 00:15:59,991 --> 00:16:02,653 She probably didn't feel any pain at all. 258 00:16:03,661 --> 00:16:06,027 Mr. Shanley... 259 00:16:06,130 --> 00:16:11,090 According to Erin's driver's license, she was an organ donor. 260 00:16:13,471 --> 00:16:19,432 And as next of kin, if you agree to take her off of life-support, 261 00:16:19,544 --> 00:16:22,672 you can direct the heart to yourself. 262 00:16:26,117 --> 00:16:28,677 She is young, she was healthy. 263 00:16:28,753 --> 00:16:30,846 She would be a perfect match for you, sir. 264 00:16:30,922 --> 00:16:32,787 Could you just please go away? 265 00:16:32,857 --> 00:16:36,953 Mr. Shanley, if you would just... Please. Please go away. Please. 266 00:16:38,963 --> 00:16:43,696 Dr. O'Malley will bring you to see your daughter. If you'd like. 267 00:16:53,177 --> 00:16:57,079 Oh, so sorry. Excuse me. Are you ok? No. No apology necessary. 268 00:16:57,148 --> 00:16:59,981 I'm Sydney. Dr. Sydney Heron. General surgery. 269 00:17:00,051 --> 00:17:03,543 Big fan of your work. Yeah. We were seated together once at an M & M. 270 00:17:03,621 --> 00:17:04,918 Anyway. 271 00:17:04,989 --> 00:17:08,755 Now seems as good as time as any to make it official. Our introduction. 272 00:17:08,860 --> 00:17:12,193 Ah, Derek Shepherd. Pleasure. It's very, very nice to meet you. 273 00:17:12,263 --> 00:17:14,629 Nice meeting you too. 274 00:17:18,870 --> 00:17:22,601 You think she's pretty? Yeah. I like cheerful people. 275 00:17:22,673 --> 00:17:23,935 I can be cheerful. 276 00:17:24,008 --> 00:17:26,772 I think the ashes thing makes that kind of unlikely. 277 00:17:28,346 --> 00:17:33,784 Dr. Bailey? We're going to help rebuild a little boy's ears today, pro bono, 278 00:17:33,851 --> 00:17:36,615 and I thought maybe you could donate some time. 279 00:17:36,687 --> 00:17:40,623 Thanks to the fine upstanding citizen who cut off his foot on my watch, 280 00:17:40,691 --> 00:17:42,625 I've got a mountain of paperwork. 281 00:17:42,693 --> 00:17:45,821 On top of that, I promised to try and get out of here in time 282 00:17:45,897 --> 00:17:48,024 to see my son in his Halloween costume. 283 00:17:48,099 --> 00:17:50,590 Is Tuck even old enough to know what Halloween is? 284 00:17:50,668 --> 00:17:54,434 He's not, but his father is, and that's who I promised. 285 00:17:55,473 --> 00:17:57,100 Trick or treat! 286 00:18:01,245 --> 00:18:04,146 For ears? He's trick or treating for ears? 287 00:18:04,215 --> 00:18:09,243 Yeah. Could you also persuade some of the surgical nurses to help out? 288 00:18:09,320 --> 00:18:12,289 They seem to really like you. 289 00:18:12,356 --> 00:18:14,324 Trick or treat. Stop that. 290 00:18:16,994 --> 00:18:18,518 All right. I'm in. 291 00:18:28,673 --> 00:18:31,198 She's warm. It doesn't make sense. 292 00:18:31,275 --> 00:18:33,436 I'm sorry. 293 00:18:33,511 --> 00:18:37,208 She's breathing with the help of machines. 294 00:18:37,281 --> 00:18:42,651 Erin, the person that you knew, isn't there anymore. 295 00:18:51,028 --> 00:18:54,191 Um, would you bring this paperwork? 296 00:18:54,866 --> 00:18:56,629 Mm-hmm. 297 00:18:56,734 --> 00:19:01,637 You can have her. You can have her organs. That's what she wanted. 298 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:04,105 And her heart? 299 00:19:07,111 --> 00:19:09,671 Give it to someone else. 300 00:19:13,551 --> 00:19:16,042 You could scatter her off the roof. 301 00:19:16,120 --> 00:19:17,883 She was afraid of heights. 302 00:19:17,955 --> 00:19:21,186 They're ashes, Meredith. The ashes aren't acrophobic. 303 00:19:22,226 --> 00:19:25,593 I need to put my mother to rest. I need to not become her. 304 00:19:25,696 --> 00:19:28,324 I need to not die emotionally crippled and alone. 305 00:19:28,399 --> 00:19:33,063 And I need to not attend the wedding of Derek Shepherd and Sydney Heron. 306 00:19:33,137 --> 00:19:35,469 I need to put my mother to rest. 307 00:19:35,540 --> 00:19:36,666 Sydney Heron? 308 00:19:52,023 --> 00:19:53,388 Just ask. 309 00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:58,688 So, you two are together? Yeah. 310 00:19:58,763 --> 00:20:02,597 Like, together-together? In love together? Sexy love, not sibling love. 311 00:20:03,834 --> 00:20:06,064 Yes. Yeah. We're together. 312 00:20:07,104 --> 00:20:10,039 And you two have been... 313 00:20:10,107 --> 00:20:14,407 I mean, without any of us knowing... doing this the whole time? 314 00:20:14,478 --> 00:20:15,945 Just once. Iz. 315 00:20:16,013 --> 00:20:18,038 I said she could ask questions. 316 00:20:19,784 --> 00:20:21,513 Just once. 317 00:20:21,586 --> 00:20:25,352 And now we're waiting to be together. 318 00:20:25,456 --> 00:20:27,754 Out of respect. For Callie's feelings. 319 00:20:35,032 --> 00:20:37,466 She's not judging. Right. 320 00:20:42,340 --> 00:20:45,207 I have an earless boy waiting for me. 321 00:20:45,276 --> 00:20:49,736 But... I'm happy for you guys. 322 00:21:00,024 --> 00:21:02,083 Norman. Do you have to go? 323 00:21:02,159 --> 00:21:06,061 No. Norman can get by for a few more minutes without me. 324 00:21:08,165 --> 00:21:11,726 How are you? I mean, how have you been? 325 00:21:11,802 --> 00:21:16,330 I'm in love with my daughter. She's perfect. She's... 326 00:21:16,407 --> 00:21:21,367 She sucks on her fingers... It's her new thing... and she makes like this, 327 00:21:21,445 --> 00:21:24,937 perfect little cartoon suckling sound. 328 00:21:25,983 --> 00:21:27,473 And your husband? 329 00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:32,484 My husband's in love with my daughter too. 330 00:21:35,926 --> 00:21:39,191 You look tired. I haven't been sleeping much. 331 00:21:40,331 --> 00:21:44,097 I haven't been sleeping much either. The baby wakes up all the time. 332 00:21:45,269 --> 00:21:47,430 Not as much now that I figured out 333 00:21:47,538 --> 00:21:50,200 that if I wrap her in whatever shirt I'm wearing... 334 00:21:50,341 --> 00:21:53,003 Hmm. She smells you. Yeah. 335 00:21:53,077 --> 00:21:55,739 Yeah. She sleeps. 336 00:21:57,081 --> 00:22:00,744 Alex, what are we doing? 337 00:22:00,818 --> 00:22:03,651 I mean, what are we going to do? 338 00:22:04,689 --> 00:22:05,815 Hmm. 339 00:22:16,167 --> 00:22:18,931 Dr. Hahn. Thank you for coming on such short notice. 340 00:22:19,036 --> 00:22:23,097 Oh, not a problem. Are we harvesting the heart for UNOS or is the recipient here? 341 00:22:23,174 --> 00:22:26,735 I'm hoping the recipient is here, but he hasn't agreed yet. 342 00:22:26,844 --> 00:22:30,541 I've never had much trouble talking a heart patient into taking a heart. 343 00:22:31,582 --> 00:22:34,881 It's his daughter's heart. Ok. 344 00:22:36,187 --> 00:22:39,748 Get him to OR two and page Torres. Ok. Where are you going? 345 00:22:39,857 --> 00:22:43,315 Hey. Uh, what's Hahn doing here? She's been declared brain dead. 346 00:22:43,394 --> 00:22:45,726 Heart transplant. Don't even think about it. 347 00:22:45,796 --> 00:22:47,263 It's my patient. Dr. Hahn. 348 00:22:47,331 --> 00:22:50,767 You're doing a heart transplant, I thought I'd volunteer to scrub in. 349 00:22:50,835 --> 00:22:53,360 Isobel Stevens. She's my patient, the donor. 350 00:22:53,437 --> 00:22:57,533 So if you need any information, I have it. All of it. She's my patient. 351 00:22:57,608 --> 00:23:00,577 You've got some eager junior residents around here. 352 00:23:00,678 --> 00:23:02,202 Lucky me. 353 00:23:02,279 --> 00:23:04,042 Take your pick. 354 00:23:04,148 --> 00:23:08,380 Well, Yang, I appreciate the offer, but I date men. 355 00:23:08,452 --> 00:23:10,147 So I don't think you'll impress me 356 00:23:10,221 --> 00:23:12,781 the way you've impressed your mentors in the past. 357 00:23:12,857 --> 00:23:15,087 I... what? 358 00:23:15,159 --> 00:23:19,255 You sleep with them, right? Preston Burke, Colin Marlowe. That's your thing? 359 00:23:19,330 --> 00:23:22,231 It's my... it's... I'm... 360 00:23:22,299 --> 00:23:25,234 I'm sorry... what does that have to do with anything? 361 00:23:25,302 --> 00:23:28,430 My theory is, if you had the chops in the OR, 362 00:23:28,506 --> 00:23:31,270 you wouldn't need to try to impress in the bedroom. 363 00:23:31,909 --> 00:23:33,536 Stevens, is it? It is. 364 00:23:33,611 --> 00:23:35,078 Let's go, Stevens. 365 00:23:41,385 --> 00:23:45,481 Well, I bust my ass here, Burke skips town with my cardio reputation... 366 00:23:45,556 --> 00:23:47,319 So instead of a heart transplant, 367 00:23:47,391 --> 00:23:50,519 I get to participate in the amputation of a crazy man's foot. 368 00:23:50,594 --> 00:23:53,757 I'm not... Crazy. Cutting off your foot is crazy. 369 00:23:53,864 --> 00:23:57,732 Walking through your life like you have no power, like you have no say... 370 00:23:57,802 --> 00:23:59,963 No say in your own destiny. 371 00:24:00,070 --> 00:24:02,937 Like you have no control over your own body. 372 00:24:03,007 --> 00:24:06,170 Walking through life like that is what's crazy. 373 00:24:07,812 --> 00:24:11,373 I still think it's cutting off your foot with a chainsaw that's crazy. 374 00:24:14,618 --> 00:24:17,485 Mr. Shanley, I'm Dr. Hahn. 375 00:24:17,555 --> 00:24:22,686 The transplant team is in place if you're ready to say goodbye. 376 00:24:24,829 --> 00:24:28,094 You must not have children. I'm sorry? 377 00:24:28,165 --> 00:24:30,633 If you had children, you'd never say that. 378 00:24:30,701 --> 00:24:33,363 You'd never say, "if you're ready to say goodbye." 379 00:24:35,573 --> 00:24:37,905 Mr. Shanley, I'm very sorry. 380 00:24:37,975 --> 00:24:42,708 But I want to suggest one last time... No! I'm not taking her heart. 381 00:24:42,780 --> 00:24:45,647 I can't have my daughter's heart beating in my chest. 382 00:24:45,716 --> 00:24:48,082 It would haunt me every day of my life. No! 383 00:24:48,185 --> 00:24:53,020 All right. I'm very sorry for your loss. 384 00:24:55,125 --> 00:24:57,093 Page me when he's ready. 385 00:25:03,334 --> 00:25:05,268 Mr. Shanley? 386 00:25:06,036 --> 00:25:09,335 I don't have kids, so I don't know what it's like to lose a child, 387 00:25:09,406 --> 00:25:12,341 but I do know what it's like to lose a parent. 388 00:25:12,409 --> 00:25:14,969 Your daughter loved you. I saw her this morning. 389 00:25:15,079 --> 00:25:17,047 She was fighting for you. 390 00:25:17,147 --> 00:25:20,207 She was fighting for your life. 391 00:25:20,284 --> 00:25:22,650 You're her dad. 392 00:25:22,753 --> 00:25:25,381 You're her dad... she didn't want to leave you. 393 00:25:25,456 --> 00:25:27,424 I know that. 394 00:25:27,525 --> 00:25:31,086 I also know that she would want you to have her heart. 395 00:25:37,301 --> 00:25:40,634 I would've given my dad my heart if I could. 396 00:25:42,706 --> 00:25:46,665 If I could have saved him... 397 00:25:46,777 --> 00:25:49,337 I would have given him my heart. 398 00:26:04,528 --> 00:26:06,359 All right. 399 00:26:13,370 --> 00:26:15,668 It's not my fault Hahn chose me. Whatever. 400 00:26:15,739 --> 00:26:17,798 I can't believe that you are judging me. 401 00:26:17,875 --> 00:26:20,844 After what Hahn said to you, that you are judging me. 402 00:26:20,945 --> 00:26:23,505 It's not the same thing. It is the same thing. 403 00:26:23,614 --> 00:26:26,549 It's exactly the same thing. 404 00:26:26,617 --> 00:26:30,144 I'm sorry that I hurt Callie. I didn't mean to hurt her. 405 00:26:30,220 --> 00:26:33,348 You slept with her husband. I slept with my boyfriend. 406 00:26:33,424 --> 00:26:34,789 It's not the same thing. 407 00:26:34,892 --> 00:26:38,384 Meredith slept with another woman's husband. 408 00:26:38,462 --> 00:26:41,295 Meredith slept with another woman's husband! 409 00:26:41,365 --> 00:26:43,629 The two of you are like this closed circle. 410 00:26:43,701 --> 00:26:47,660 You can commit whatever crime you want, in your little circle, it's all fine. 411 00:26:47,771 --> 00:26:51,935 I... I know that you didn't sleep with Burke to get ahead. 412 00:26:52,042 --> 00:26:56,001 And if Hahn had asked me, I would've defended you. 413 00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:58,173 I'm not even asking you to defend me. 414 00:26:58,248 --> 00:27:00,978 I'm asking you to just cut me an inch of slack. 415 00:27:01,051 --> 00:27:05,488 And believe me when I say that I am sorry I hurt Callie. 416 00:27:07,391 --> 00:27:09,018 We are not a closed circle. 417 00:27:11,261 --> 00:27:12,626 You are. 418 00:27:18,836 --> 00:27:20,326 Dr. Shepherd. Yes. 419 00:27:20,404 --> 00:27:23,168 Were there actual shepherds in your lineage? 420 00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:24,502 I'm sorry, what? 421 00:27:24,575 --> 00:27:27,544 Shepherds, ones who watch over sheep. I'm into genealogy. 422 00:27:27,645 --> 00:27:30,205 My name, for example, not actually after the bird. 423 00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:31,838 I'm sorry. Would you excuse me? 424 00:27:31,949 --> 00:27:33,473 Of course. Ok. Thank you. 425 00:27:34,418 --> 00:27:36,249 You did this. Payback's a bitch. 426 00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:39,847 What the hell did you tell her? Put the word out that you're lookin'. 427 00:27:39,923 --> 00:27:41,823 That I'm looking? Lookin'. 428 00:27:41,892 --> 00:27:45,453 Sounds way dirtier without the G. You wonder why they formed a club? 429 00:27:45,529 --> 00:27:47,690 You heard about that? Yeah. 430 00:27:48,632 --> 00:27:51,362 Ok. So we have one plastic surgeon. 431 00:27:51,435 --> 00:27:54,165 A general surgeon. An anesthesiologist. 432 00:27:54,238 --> 00:27:58,106 One, two, three scrub nurses. And an OR. 433 00:27:58,175 --> 00:28:01,303 Let's call your mom, kid. You're going to get some ears. 434 00:28:08,318 --> 00:28:11,481 He cut off his foot. Yeah. 435 00:28:11,588 --> 00:28:15,649 He cut off his perfectly good foot. People do some very strange things. 436 00:28:15,726 --> 00:28:19,992 Well, I had the world's shortest marriage. 437 00:28:22,466 --> 00:28:26,197 I was left in a church. While I was literally wearing a wedding dress. 438 00:28:26,270 --> 00:28:27,237 Hmm. 439 00:28:32,609 --> 00:28:35,772 George cheated on me, right in front of me. And I missed it. 440 00:28:37,548 --> 00:28:40,711 Burke sent his mother to say goodbye to me. 441 00:28:42,419 --> 00:28:46,378 I'm going to be a divorcee! Now Erica Hahn thinks I'm a fraud. 442 00:28:46,490 --> 00:28:49,459 I... I'm not feeling very... 443 00:28:51,962 --> 00:28:54,089 Norman! Norman? 444 00:29:06,276 --> 00:29:08,574 Oh, crap. Hmm? What? 445 00:29:10,314 --> 00:29:13,875 My intern... something happened. I don't know what. 446 00:29:13,951 --> 00:29:17,580 We need to talk. We will. I'll come back, ok? 447 00:29:18,922 --> 00:29:20,685 Ok. 448 00:29:21,859 --> 00:29:23,326 Don't chicken out. 449 00:29:26,196 --> 00:29:30,064 You know, I'm impressed. I didn't think you'd pull this off. 450 00:29:30,134 --> 00:29:32,102 I'm actually pretty surprised myself. 451 00:29:32,202 --> 00:29:35,137 Considering this was my first time trick or treating. 452 00:29:35,205 --> 00:29:36,502 Your first time? Yeah. 453 00:29:36,573 --> 00:29:38,336 My mom never made it home to take me. 454 00:29:38,442 --> 00:29:41,343 Never got it together to make me a costume. 455 00:29:41,411 --> 00:29:45,370 Plus she said it was rude to knock on people's doors and beg for food. 456 00:29:46,683 --> 00:29:47,809 Huh. 457 00:29:51,421 --> 00:29:53,981 What? Just... 458 00:29:56,026 --> 00:29:59,086 The apple fell pretty far from the tree, huh? 459 00:30:14,778 --> 00:30:18,339 Dr. Karev? You want to slow down? Yeah. I just heard. 460 00:30:18,448 --> 00:30:20,006 Did he have a stroke? He did. 461 00:30:20,117 --> 00:30:22,984 Three inches to the left, he'd never talk again. 462 00:30:23,053 --> 00:30:24,953 Yeah, but he's going to be ok, right? 463 00:30:25,022 --> 00:30:27,786 No way to know until we get the clot out and he wakes up. 464 00:30:27,891 --> 00:30:30,621 But he's going to be ok? Karev, stop talking. 465 00:30:43,340 --> 00:30:45,706 Is your marriage really over? 466 00:30:46,677 --> 00:30:48,042 Yeah. 467 00:30:49,413 --> 00:30:51,347 I'm sorry. Thanks. 468 00:30:52,115 --> 00:30:55,050 Did Meredith really bring her mom's ashes to work? 469 00:31:18,308 --> 00:31:19,468 Look at that. 470 00:31:19,576 --> 00:31:22,044 Not a bad day's work. 471 00:31:26,016 --> 00:31:27,916 Paddles. 472 00:31:32,656 --> 00:31:34,681 Let's see what we've got. 473 00:31:41,632 --> 00:31:43,099 There it is. 474 00:31:49,206 --> 00:31:51,037 There it is. 475 00:31:51,108 --> 00:31:54,271 Come on, Norman. Come on, man. 476 00:31:54,344 --> 00:31:56,209 Come on, come on, come on. 477 00:32:00,717 --> 00:32:01,775 What happened? 478 00:32:09,426 --> 00:32:11,360 I just saw a heart transplant. 479 00:32:11,428 --> 00:32:14,363 I just helped build a little boy some ears. 480 00:32:14,431 --> 00:32:16,899 That's cool. Yeah. 481 00:32:17,901 --> 00:32:20,062 I dug up my mom's cat. 482 00:32:21,571 --> 00:32:23,129 What? 483 00:32:23,240 --> 00:32:28,405 My mom didn't leave any instructions because it was so unexpected. 484 00:32:29,446 --> 00:32:33,382 So we had to figure out on our own what she would have wanted. 485 00:32:33,450 --> 00:32:36,613 And my mom loved that cat. 486 00:32:36,720 --> 00:32:42,454 So I dug her up. The cat. From her little grave in our back yard. 487 00:32:42,526 --> 00:32:46,189 And I snuck into the cemetery in the middle of the night 488 00:32:46,263 --> 00:32:49,096 and reburied her right beside my mom. 489 00:32:49,166 --> 00:32:53,398 And it was creepy and morbid 490 00:32:53,470 --> 00:32:57,600 carrying around a dead, decaying cat through the cemetery 491 00:32:57,674 --> 00:33:01,633 in the middle of the night. But... 492 00:33:01,745 --> 00:33:04,805 it made my mom really happy. 493 00:33:04,881 --> 00:33:08,214 At least, I like to think it did. 494 00:33:11,488 --> 00:33:14,048 Thanks. You're welcome. 495 00:33:16,426 --> 00:33:21,295 Look, Tucker, I said I'm sorry. No, I didn't... 496 00:33:22,366 --> 00:33:23,924 No, I... 497 00:33:25,635 --> 00:33:27,193 Tucker. 498 00:33:31,041 --> 00:33:32,565 Perfect. 499 00:33:38,715 --> 00:33:40,080 Hi. 500 00:33:47,124 --> 00:33:50,685 We just put a man's daughter's heart in his chest. 501 00:33:51,461 --> 00:33:53,895 His daughter's heart? Mm-hmm. 502 00:33:53,964 --> 00:33:57,058 Well, that just makes you want to throw up, now doesn't it? 503 00:33:59,803 --> 00:34:01,566 You all right? 504 00:34:07,444 --> 00:34:09,537 You're Dr. Bailey. You hear everything. 505 00:34:09,613 --> 00:34:13,049 And even if you haven't heard everything, I'm sure you've heard... 506 00:34:13,116 --> 00:34:15,744 About your marriage? Yeah, I probably would've. 507 00:34:18,688 --> 00:34:20,553 I'm sorry. 508 00:34:20,624 --> 00:34:24,958 If I... disappointed you. 509 00:34:25,028 --> 00:34:26,689 I'm not your mother, O'Malley. 510 00:34:26,763 --> 00:34:29,698 Oh... Oh. 511 00:34:29,766 --> 00:34:33,031 Oh, I have to apologize to her now too. 512 00:34:35,972 --> 00:34:37,633 O'Malley. 513 00:34:40,243 --> 00:34:42,302 Look, you're not a bad guy. 514 00:34:42,379 --> 00:34:47,248 I don't mean to let you off the hook entirely because what you did was unkind 515 00:34:47,317 --> 00:34:52,880 and hurtful and wrong. But you're not a bad guy. 516 00:34:52,989 --> 00:34:56,516 I'm just saying it takes two. 517 00:34:56,593 --> 00:35:02,122 To reach the point you reached in your marriage, it takes two. 518 00:35:03,667 --> 00:35:06,636 I mean... I mean, I'm here, late at night, Halloween, 519 00:35:06,736 --> 00:35:10,001 helping an earless boy get ears 520 00:35:10,073 --> 00:35:13,406 and my husband wants to act like that isn't an important thing. 521 00:35:13,477 --> 00:35:18,608 He wants to act like it isn't a good thing that I did today. 522 00:35:18,682 --> 00:35:23,415 Now that isn't just on me. That's him wanting things to be the way he wants. 523 00:35:23,487 --> 00:35:26,945 That's him wanting things to be purely black and white. 524 00:35:28,892 --> 00:35:32,953 I mean, I missed my son's first Halloween. 525 00:35:33,964 --> 00:35:36,728 And my heart is aching inside of my chest but, 526 00:35:36,833 --> 00:35:39,301 you know, that doesn't mean anything. 527 00:35:39,369 --> 00:35:43,135 That doesn't count. Because in a black and white world, 528 00:35:43,206 --> 00:35:45,174 I simply didn't make it home. 529 00:35:45,242 --> 00:35:47,870 And that makes me the bad guy. Always. 530 00:35:47,944 --> 00:35:52,108 I'm always the bad guy. You hear what I'm saying... 531 00:35:59,523 --> 00:36:02,219 I'm sorry you missed your son's first Halloween. 532 00:36:04,794 --> 00:36:08,252 Look, what I'm saying to you is... 533 00:36:08,331 --> 00:36:14,065 Ok, I was there. Ok, I was there the day your father died, 534 00:36:14,137 --> 00:36:20,098 I was there when you came back from Vegas married after a week and... 535 00:36:22,212 --> 00:36:27,775 All I'm saying is, it's not black and white. 536 00:36:27,884 --> 00:36:30,352 And you're not a bad guy. 537 00:36:38,828 --> 00:36:42,286 Nurse Kruger to the OR. Nurse Kruger to the OR. 538 00:36:45,168 --> 00:36:46,863 I did not sleep my way to the top. 539 00:36:46,937 --> 00:36:49,371 I'm attracted to talent that resembles my own. 540 00:36:49,439 --> 00:36:51,304 Not that it's any of your business. 541 00:36:51,374 --> 00:36:54,309 Your comments were unprofessional and inappropriate. 542 00:36:54,377 --> 00:36:57,505 You know what? You're inappropriate and unprofessional. 543 00:36:58,715 --> 00:37:01,275 This is going to be so much fun. 544 00:37:01,351 --> 00:37:04,115 Dr. Yang. Did you hear? 545 00:37:04,187 --> 00:37:08,317 Dr. Hahn has agreed to become our new head of cardiothoracic surgery. 546 00:37:10,660 --> 00:37:12,821 Looking forward to it, Dr. Yang. 547 00:37:16,132 --> 00:37:17,690 You can't have my apartment. 548 00:37:22,739 --> 00:37:26,197 I'm sorry I didn't listen when you said you weren't feeling well. 549 00:37:26,276 --> 00:37:28,836 I'm sorry I didn't answer your page. 550 00:37:29,679 --> 00:37:32,239 Do you know why I chose surgery? No. 551 00:37:32,315 --> 00:37:35,614 I'm a little south of sixty. And blood makes me squeamish. 552 00:37:35,685 --> 00:37:38,654 See, I wanted to go into psych because I like to talk. 553 00:37:38,755 --> 00:37:42,282 I've noticed that. But I had this voice in my head, 554 00:37:42,359 --> 00:37:44,884 telling me to choose surgery. 555 00:37:44,961 --> 00:37:49,660 It was as if my Mary Beth was whispering in my ear. 556 00:37:51,434 --> 00:37:54,665 And so I listened. And do you know what I think now? 557 00:37:55,772 --> 00:37:57,137 No. 558 00:37:57,240 --> 00:38:00,607 I think I was about to have a massive stroke. 559 00:38:01,511 --> 00:38:05,572 And my Mary Beth wanted me to be surrounded by... 560 00:38:05,649 --> 00:38:08,777 world-class surgeons when it happened. 561 00:38:11,321 --> 00:38:12,879 Mmm. 562 00:38:12,989 --> 00:38:16,720 So what are you going to do now? Well, I'm going to go into psych. 563 00:38:16,793 --> 00:38:18,761 Because you people... you surgeons? 564 00:38:18,828 --> 00:38:21,388 My... you're all just a bunch of little children 565 00:38:21,498 --> 00:38:24,956 running around with your scalpels and your severed feet and your... 566 00:38:25,035 --> 00:38:29,802 inappropriate sex in inappropriate places. You all need a good shrink. 567 00:38:38,615 --> 00:38:41,846 Dr. Grey? Hi. 568 00:38:41,918 --> 00:38:43,215 Hey. 569 00:38:44,821 --> 00:38:48,882 I had a goldfish and when he died we flushed him down the toilet. 570 00:38:48,958 --> 00:38:50,619 Back to the sea. 571 00:38:51,761 --> 00:38:53,092 Ok. 572 00:38:58,902 --> 00:39:01,962 Back to the sea is better than your cubby. 573 00:39:12,449 --> 00:39:14,007 You ok? 574 00:39:14,117 --> 00:39:17,678 I don't know if I can handle one more night in that hotel. 575 00:39:25,662 --> 00:39:27,630 What's the matter with you? 576 00:39:27,731 --> 00:39:29,892 I have to start dating. 577 00:39:33,403 --> 00:39:35,564 It isn't just surgeons. 578 00:39:38,274 --> 00:39:42,404 The truth is I don't know anyone who isn't haunted by something. 579 00:39:44,481 --> 00:39:46,540 Or someone. 580 00:39:54,157 --> 00:39:57,320 And whether we try to slice the pain away with a scalpel, 581 00:39:57,394 --> 00:40:00,295 or shove it in the back of a closet, 582 00:40:00,363 --> 00:40:03,059 our efforts usually fail. 583 00:40:08,304 --> 00:40:11,034 We made it through this day. 584 00:40:11,107 --> 00:40:12,870 That we did. 585 00:40:14,911 --> 00:40:16,970 We made it through this day. 586 00:40:28,658 --> 00:40:33,186 So the only way we can clear out the cobwebs is to turn a new page. 587 00:40:33,263 --> 00:40:37,131 So, it's the kitchen. Bedroom. Bathroom. 588 00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:39,760 It's a sofa... you can sleep here. 589 00:40:41,137 --> 00:40:45,597 Great. So, do you mind if I clean up a little? 590 00:40:45,675 --> 00:40:48,542 Yes. I mind a lot. 591 00:40:54,284 --> 00:40:57,344 Or put an old story to rest. 592 00:41:11,634 --> 00:41:13,101 Grey. 593 00:41:14,437 --> 00:41:15,961 Chief. 594 00:41:16,973 --> 00:41:20,136 What are you doing, Grey? This is a sterile environment. 595 00:41:20,243 --> 00:41:22,803 It's my mother. 596 00:41:22,912 --> 00:41:26,473 And I think this is where she'd want to be. 597 00:41:49,873 --> 00:41:52,137 Should we say a prayer? 598 00:41:52,208 --> 00:41:54,870 She didn't believe in anything. 599 00:41:54,944 --> 00:41:59,005 Finally, finally to rest. 600 00:41:59,082 --> 00:42:01,050 Ashes to ashes. 601 00:42:03,453 --> 00:42:05,114 Dust to dust.