1 00:00:00,400 --> 00:00:02,170 Previously on Grey's Anatomy 2 00:00:02,250 --> 00:00:04,890 Pick me. Choose me. Love me. 3 00:00:04,900 --> 00:00:07,430 I need to not die emotionally crippled and alone. 4 00:00:07,510 --> 00:00:10,730 Callie... what I did to you is-- is unforgivable. 5 00:00:10,750 --> 00:00:12,640 So you two are together? 6 00:00:12,710 --> 00:00:15,070 You know what? You're inappropriate and unprofessional. 7 00:00:15,120 --> 00:00:18,180 Dr.Hahn has agreed to bome our new head of cardiothoracic surgery. 8 00:00:18,260 --> 00:00:19,940 Lookin' forward to it, dr. Yang. 9 00:00:20,020 --> 00:00:21,970 My wife has filed for divorce. 10 00:00:22,090 --> 00:00:24,400 I don't know if I can handle one more night in that hotel. 11 00:00:24,480 --> 00:00:25,860 You can say anything to me. 12 00:00:25,940 --> 00:00:29,220 I want to marry you, and you're not ready. 13 00:00:32,960 --> 00:00:35,770 There's this thing about being a surgeon-- 14 00:00:35,840 --> 00:00:39,430 maybe it's pride or maybe it's just about being tough-- 15 00:00:39,520 --> 00:00:43,970 but a true surgeon never admits they need help unless absolutely necessary. 16 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:45,330 What are your other symptoms? 17 00:00:45,430 --> 00:00:48,150 Okay, there's the father thing... 18 00:00:48,700 --> 00:00:52,260 The mother thing, the sister thing... 19 00:00:53,110 --> 00:00:56,790 - Mmm, the dying-and-coming-back-to-life thing. - You have too many things. 20 00:00:56,800 --> 00:00:58,230 I can't sleep. 21 00:00:58,310 --> 00:01:00,200 I can't sleep without the dreaming. 22 00:01:00,300 --> 00:01:00,910 And the panic attacks. 23 00:01:00,990 --> 00:01:02,710 - One. One panic attack. - Okay, still. 24 00:01:02,770 --> 00:01:04,060 What's wrong with me? 25 00:01:04,160 --> 00:01:09,290 As far as I can tell, severe abandonment issues. 26 00:01:10,340 --> 00:01:13,200 That's crap. Psych is crap. 27 00:01:13,760 --> 00:01:14,440 Issues? 28 00:01:14,540 --> 00:01:17,600 I mean, it's-- it's in the book. The book said it, not me. 29 00:01:18,050 --> 00:01:21,110 Have you considered maybe you and derek should... 30 00:01:21,230 --> 00:01:25,230 stop having breakup sex? 31 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:29,740 Okay. 32 00:01:32,490 --> 00:01:35,710 The more available he gets... 33 00:01:36,010 --> 00:01:38,890 the more I pull away. 34 00:01:38,900 --> 00:01:40,940 What do you mean? 35 00:01:41,020 --> 00:01:43,460 Nothing. It's a derek thing. 36 00:01:43,510 --> 00:01:47,530 Surgeons don't need to ask for help 'cause they're tougher than that. 37 00:01:47,620 --> 00:01:53,540 Surgeons are cowboys-- rough around the edges, hard-core. 38 00:01:53,920 --> 00:01:57,410 Least, that's what they want you to think. 39 00:01:58,280 --> 00:02:00,700 Ah, good morning. 40 00:02:00,930 --> 00:02:03,040 Oh, perfect timing. 41 00:02:03,130 --> 00:02:05,070 Trout for breakfast. 42 00:02:05,400 --> 00:02:07,260 Again. 43 00:02:09,780 --> 00:02:12,480 Yeah, don't start. I let you live on my land, so don't-- don't start. 44 00:02:12,480 --> 00:02:16,460 I'm older than you. I've just seen life from both sides now. 45 00:02:16,470 --> 00:02:17,520 You gonna start singing? 46 00:02:17,620 --> 00:02:23,530 I'm just saying that a man who is up fishing at 3:00 every morning is a man in pain over a woman. 47 00:02:23,610 --> 00:02:25,360 Oh, good. A country-western song. 48 00:02:25,370 --> 00:02:28,760 I'm pointing out it's a thing we have in common, Derek. 49 00:02:31,130 --> 00:02:35,240 You know, what we need is something to take our mind off of everything. 50 00:02:35,300 --> 00:02:37,810 What we need... 51 00:02:38,120 --> 00:02:40,750 is a gentlemen's evening. 52 00:02:41,130 --> 00:02:44,960 - A what? - A good, old-fashioned gentlemen's evening... 53 00:02:45,010 --> 00:02:46,920 tonight. 54 00:02:54,310 --> 00:02:56,880 This is absurd. 55 00:03:03,360 --> 00:03:06,610 You shouldn't be sleeping in the on call room. 56 00:03:06,710 --> 00:03:12,460 It's not always an on call room. Sometimes it's a gurney in the tunnels and the... 57 00:03:12,600 --> 00:03:14,380 It's absurd... 58 00:03:14,460 --> 00:03:16,530 when I have a perfectly good bed. 59 00:03:16,590 --> 00:03:22,590 And I know that we said we would wait and be respectful, and we have been very respectful. 60 00:03:22,650 --> 00:03:25,020 But now I want sex. 61 00:03:25,100 --> 00:03:27,030 - Right now? - No. 62 00:03:27,380 --> 00:03:29,090 Tonight. 63 00:03:29,450 --> 00:03:31,780 Tonight we will have... 64 00:03:31,840 --> 00:03:35,120 hot, perfect sex. 65 00:03:35,200 --> 00:03:38,630 - You in? - Yeah, I'm obviously in. 66 00:03:39,790 --> 00:03:40,970 I gotta go. 67 00:03:41,070 --> 00:03:43,910 I got patients to check on, Erica Hahn to impress. 68 00:03:43,990 --> 00:03:47,650 I'm gonna go kick some cardio ass. Oh, god. I gotta shave my legs. 69 00:03:47,660 --> 00:03:50,970 It's okay if you don't, you know, have ahance to shave your legs. 70 00:03:51,020 --> 00:03:52,650 No, it's not. 71 00:03:52,750 --> 00:03:54,650 It is not okay, George. I have to shave my legs. 72 00:03:54,660 --> 00:03:58,240 I will be shaving my legs. Hot, perfect sex requires shaved legs. 73 00:03:58,270 --> 00:03:59,780 Okay. 74 00:04:02,330 --> 00:04:04,780 Erica Hahn-- first day. 75 00:04:04,870 --> 00:04:07,930 Oh, first day indeed, and a mountain of paperwork to prove it. 76 00:04:08,010 --> 00:04:10,020 Derek Shepherd, you know Erica Hahn. 77 00:04:10,080 --> 00:04:11,260 You're the new Burke. 78 00:04:11,360 --> 00:04:15,120 And this is dr. Mark Sloan, head of plastics. Erica Hahn. 79 00:04:15,130 --> 00:04:16,740 Ah, the new Burke. 80 00:04:16,820 --> 00:04:19,610 Welcome. Excuse us. 81 00:04:20,240 --> 00:04:25,850 Interesting guys, and by "interesting" I mean "ridiculously attractive". 82 00:04:25,960 --> 00:04:29,900 Do you hire on looks alone, or is actual skill a factor? 83 00:04:29,980 --> 00:04:33,000 - Good to have you here, Erica. - Good to be here, Richard. 84 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:34,950 What exactly is a gentlemen's evening? 85 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:37,660 I don't know. It's an evening with gentlemen. 86 00:04:37,670 --> 00:04:38,340 And strippers? 87 00:04:38,430 --> 00:04:40,530 No, I don't-- I don't think the chief meant strippers. 88 00:04:40,610 --> 00:04:42,980 Sure sounds like strippers. Dr. Bailey? 89 00:04:43,140 --> 00:04:47,590 What's the first thing that comes to mind when I say the words "gentlemen's evening"? 90 00:04:47,660 --> 00:04:52,290 Tassels. Shiny, sequined tassels and $1 bills. 91 00:04:52,470 --> 00:04:53,540 See? Strippers. 92 00:04:53,560 --> 00:04:55,450 There will be no strippers. I'm almost positive. 93 00:04:55,470 --> 00:04:56,370 So you don't know what this thing is either? 94 00:04:56,450 --> 00:04:57,560 No, but you're in? 95 00:04:57,670 --> 00:05:00,220 Why not? I like to be surprised. 96 00:05:01,450 --> 00:05:04,110 Okay. Oh, heads-up. Mr. Incredible, 12:00. 97 00:05:04,170 --> 00:05:05,870 Hi. 98 00:05:06,740 --> 00:05:08,500 Hi. 99 00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:10,230 What the hell was that about? 100 00:05:10,290 --> 00:05:14,360 That was about a date we have later in the on call room. It's nothing. 101 00:05:14,480 --> 00:05:17,620 Well,you sure seem to be losing sleep over a whole lot of "nothing". 102 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:21,490 This is it-- Hahn is in the hospital, freakin' Izzie is on her service again. 103 00:05:21,570 --> 00:05:23,390 I'm gonna ride this trauma train straight back into cardio. 104 00:05:23,470 --> 00:05:24,850 Okay, what do we got? 105 00:05:24,930 --> 00:05:26,630 Uh, two ambulances, multiple traumas. 106 00:05:26,710 --> 00:05:28,780 Any chance you need a resident's help, dr. Torres? 107 00:05:28,860 --> 00:05:34,370 As long as you want to smash bones into dust while people cry. 108 00:05:35,220 --> 00:05:36,760 Sweet. What do you got? 109 00:05:36,830 --> 00:05:38,440 Chest pain, tamponade, ruptured aorta? 110 00:05:38,520 --> 00:05:40,220 Uh, more like a clown car. 111 00:05:40,300 --> 00:05:45,310 Jackie Escott, 25 years old-- dislocated shoulder lac to her thigh, vital signs are stable. 112 00:05:45,370 --> 00:05:47,240 And Helena Boyd, 26 years old-- 113 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:51,850 also stable with obvious nasal fracture facial lacs and a chunk of missing scalp. 114 00:05:51,930 --> 00:05:54,110 - She ripped out my hair. - She ripped out my shoulder! 115 00:05:54,160 --> 00:05:56,710 You ripped out your own shoulder when you were trying to push me off of the platform! 116 00:05:56,790 --> 00:05:59,630 Who let go of the dress? Did anybody let go of the dress? 117 00:05:59,670 --> 00:06:01,350 Hang in there, honey. Don't let her psych you out, all right? 118 00:06:01,370 --> 00:06:02,190 Okay, what the hell's all this? 119 00:06:02,270 --> 00:06:04,690 It's a store contest. I'm the judge. 120 00:06:04,830 --> 00:06:05,730 Last one to let go of the dress-- 122 00:06:08,270 --> 00:06:10,540 All right, enough. You two are injured, okay? 123 00:06:10,580 --> 00:06:12,950 You need to get your priorities straight and let go of the-- 124 00:06:13,010 --> 00:06:16,870 let go--let go of the dress so we can treat you. 125 00:06:17,470 --> 00:06:20,590 All right, let go now. Now. 126 00:06:21,800 --> 00:06:23,670 That's not gonna happen. 127 00:06:23,780 --> 00:06:26,510 All right. Fine. Let's move. 128 00:06:30,310 --> 00:06:35,410 oh, please let this be something good, something cardio good. Please. 129 00:06:35,620 --> 00:06:40,340 33-year-old male discovered unconscious but stable having survived a 12,000-foot free fall. 130 00:06:40,430 --> 00:06:41,260 A what? 131 00:06:41,340 --> 00:06:42,630 His parachute didn't open. 132 00:06:42,710 --> 00:06:45,950 Wait, he fell 12,000 feet without a parachute? 133 00:06:46,750 --> 00:06:48,400 thank you. 134 00:06:48,440 --> 00:06:49,590 Opensubtitles.org presents 135 00:06:49,670 --> 00:06:50,790 Grey's Anatomy 136 00:06:50,870 --> 00:06:52,100 Season 4 Episode 6 137 00:06:52,110 --> 00:06:53,010 What's his name? 138 00:06:53,090 --> 00:06:55,220 Rick. I'm rick jacobs. 139 00:06:55,790 --> 00:06:57,320 He's talking? 140 00:06:57,450 --> 00:06:59,530 You'd think after 12,000 feet, he'd have at least a punctured lung. 141 00:06:59,620 --> 00:07:01,040 Where is he? Where are you? 142 00:07:01,130 --> 00:07:02,600 Oh, my god. There you are. 143 00:07:02,610 --> 00:07:05,180 How is he? How is he? Is he okay? Is he dying? 144 00:07:05,190 --> 00:07:06,590 No, I'm not dying, Sally. 145 00:07:06,670 --> 00:07:08,410 Okay, ma'am, you need to calm down. 146 00:07:08,470 --> 00:07:09,320 Is this your wife? 147 00:07:09,420 --> 00:07:11,170 My skydiving instructor. 148 00:07:11,250 --> 00:07:14,120 - Well, ma'am. - I watched the whole thing. 149 00:07:14,230 --> 00:07:17,190 I-I couldn't do anything. I was just--I was just in the clouds floating, 150 00:07:17,230 --> 00:07:21,430 watching while he--while he-- while he-- you-- you fell to your death. 151 00:07:21,510 --> 00:07:22,900 His chute didn't open. 152 00:07:23,000 --> 00:07:26,870 Ma'am, okay, we need to do our jobs, and you're making that difficult by hovering over the patient. 153 00:07:26,930 --> 00:07:30,350 P-please have a seat and breathe. 154 00:07:30,430 --> 00:07:34,200 I heard we have a skydiver who fell 12,000 feet. 155 00:07:34,280 --> 00:07:36,710 That'd be me. 156 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:40,580 - Hello. - Hi. 157 00:07:41,410 --> 00:07:42,560 He's talking? 158 00:07:43,200 --> 00:07:47,370 Clearly he's in shock, can't feel the extent of his injuries. 159 00:07:47,450 --> 00:07:49,440 Let's get him down for a C.T. 160 00:07:50,210 --> 00:07:51,750 Cristina, where are you going? 161 00:07:51,830 --> 00:07:56,310 Multiple injuries means multiple surgeries. I'm going to get me some cardio. 162 00:07:56,390 --> 00:07:58,430 Okay, do you see that you're bleeding all over the dress? 163 00:07:58,510 --> 00:08:00,010 It's not about the dress. 164 00:08:00,090 --> 00:08:03,540 I can't, uh, I can't-- there's too much blood down here. 165 00:08:03,620 --> 00:08:05,000 Which one of your legs is bleeding? 166 00:08:05,070 --> 00:08:07,480 I don't know. I can't really feel anything anymore. 167 00:08:07,500 --> 00:08:09,770 I hear you have a broken nose down here. What's with the dress? 168 00:08:09,770 --> 00:08:11,210 It's not about the dress. 169 00:08:11,320 --> 00:08:12,820 Can't they-- can't they just split the prize? 170 00:08:12,890 --> 00:08:15,740 I offered. I offered that 14 hours ago. 171 00:08:15,750 --> 00:08:20,930 It is a $100,000 wedding package, and I am not splitting it with anyone. 172 00:08:21,010 --> 00:08:22,160 Oh, you're bleeding on your dress. 173 00:08:22,240 --> 00:08:23,930 It's not about the dress! 174 00:08:24,040 --> 00:08:26,270 Uh, uh, I'm gonna have to stabilize that shoulder somehow. 175 00:08:26,360 --> 00:08:28,340 I'll go grab a sling. 176 00:08:28,460 --> 00:08:29,950 - Well, this is cozy. - This is hell. 177 00:08:30,120 --> 00:08:33,750 I assigned O'malley to you to keep him away from me, and now our patients are connected to each other. 178 00:08:33,810 --> 00:08:36,200 You're not looking at this like the opportunity it is. 179 00:08:36,280 --> 00:08:37,910 - Meaning? - Meaning he's an intern. 180 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:41,280 It's, like, half my job, torturing interns. 181 00:08:41,360 --> 00:08:42,650 Thanks. That's-- that's almost sweet. 182 00:08:42,680 --> 00:08:46,150 But torturing george is not gonna make any of this any better. 183 00:08:49,670 --> 00:08:52,480 Torture him how, exactly? 184 00:08:54,400 --> 00:08:57,830 My hands always get so sweaty in hospitals. 185 00:08:57,940 --> 00:08:59,100 It's the weirdest thing. 186 00:08:59,200 --> 00:09:01,960 It's pretty common, actually. 187 00:09:02,300 --> 00:09:05,760 If it makes you feel any better, dr. Hahn has done this procedure hundreds of times. 188 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:11,050 And she's really gonna thread a catheter up my leg, all the way to my heart? 189 00:09:11,130 --> 00:09:14,170 Trust me, you are in excellent hands. 190 00:09:14,230 --> 00:09:16,480 But, um, I--I'll be out, right? 191 00:09:16,550 --> 00:09:19,710 Oh, yeah, you'll be asleep. You won't remember a thing. 192 00:09:20,650 --> 00:09:23,010 Ivory-billed woodpecker. 193 00:09:23,070 --> 00:09:23,990 I'm sorry? 194 00:09:24,060 --> 00:09:29,240 Ivory-billed woodpecker-- that's what's getting me through this. 195 00:09:29,740 --> 00:09:33,120 I'm a, uh, lifelong birdwatcher. 196 00:09:33,480 --> 00:09:39,980 And when I get through this, I am finally going to scout the ivory-billed woodpecker. 197 00:09:40,530 --> 00:09:42,240 It is so rare. 198 00:09:42,310 --> 00:09:45,640 You know, we--we thought it was extinct. 199 00:09:45,710 --> 00:09:47,850 But it's not. 200 00:09:47,890 --> 00:09:50,940 It lives in Arkansas... 201 00:09:51,450 --> 00:09:55,100 in this one little patch of swamp. 202 00:09:57,210 --> 00:10:02,940 Do you have any idea how incredible it is to see a bird like that in person? 203 00:10:06,500 --> 00:10:07,770 I'm sorry. 204 00:10:07,870 --> 00:10:10,220 Uh, I'll be just one second. 205 00:10:11,550 --> 00:10:12,200 Why are you hovering? 206 00:10:12,270 --> 00:10:13,710 Guess what just came into the pit. 207 00:10:13,760 --> 00:10:15,310 No, no, don't guess. I'll tell you. 208 00:10:15,380 --> 00:10:16,650 Skydiver. 209 00:10:16,730 --> 00:10:21,900 Skydiver whose chute didn't open, who fell 12,000 feet and landed in some shrubbery. 210 00:10:22,940 --> 00:10:25,090 Poor guy. He probably broke every bone in his body. 211 00:10:25,100 --> 00:10:28,660 No,the point is not "poor guy". The point is amazing surgery. 212 00:10:28,830 --> 00:10:36,560 And it could be yours for the low, low price of a humdrum, everyday cardio cath. 213 00:10:36,610 --> 00:10:38,320 Yeah, forget it. I'm not giving up Hahn's service. 214 00:10:38,370 --> 00:10:41,020 Hey, hey, Izzie, you know what? Cardio is my thing. 215 00:10:41,070 --> 00:10:42,110 No. 216 00:10:42,160 --> 00:10:46,730 I like this patient, I like Hahn, and I like cardio. 217 00:10:46,790 --> 00:10:49,310 No, you are-- you are flirting with cardio. 218 00:10:49,410 --> 00:10:51,430 I am married to cardio. 219 00:10:51,520 --> 00:10:57,030 You will marry general surgery or, you know, okay, perhaps neuro. 220 00:10:57,110 --> 00:11:02,190 But you, you are nowhere near hard-core enough to commit to cardio. 221 00:11:02,290 --> 00:11:07,380 So you are telling me to stop flirting with your husband. 222 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:09,330 I get it. That's cute. 223 00:11:09,400 --> 00:11:13,160 But if you're gonna ask me for a favor, insulting my personal life is probably not a great tactic. 224 00:11:13,220 --> 00:11:15,300 No, no, no, wait. I am not talking about your sex life. 225 00:11:15,310 --> 00:11:16,870 I could not care less about your sex life. 226 00:11:16,970 --> 00:11:18,910 It's a skydiver, Izzie. Skydiver. 227 00:11:18,940 --> 00:11:21,400 Sounds real cool. Enjoy it. 228 00:11:23,870 --> 00:11:27,690 If his intestines look like I think they will, that's gonna take first priority. 229 00:11:27,800 --> 00:11:28,760 He could have delayed paralysis. 230 00:11:28,840 --> 00:11:30,570 This is not a contest, gentlemen. 231 00:11:30,660 --> 00:11:37,590 But since a perfed bowel could kill the guy whether or not his spine's in working order, my money's on the chief going first. 232 00:11:37,590 --> 00:11:38,840 Hey, what'd I miss? 233 00:11:38,920 --> 00:11:41,850 Any cardiothoracic concerns? I'd be happy to page dr. Hahn. 234 00:11:41,860 --> 00:11:42,820 Sc's coming up. 235 00:11:42,900 --> 00:11:45,340 Here it is. Wait for it. 236 00:11:45,500 --> 00:11:47,860 W-wait. Wait. 237 00:11:49,050 --> 00:11:51,320 Oh, that can't be right, can it? 238 00:11:51,410 --> 00:11:56,130 I'm not seeing any free fluid, any intraperitoneal gases. 239 00:11:56,180 --> 00:11:56,980 Does anybody see anything? 240 00:11:57,060 --> 00:11:59,390 There! Right there. A hematoma. 241 00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:00,410 In the right lower quadrant. 242 00:12:00,490 --> 00:12:02,680 It's the appendix. 243 00:12:02,800 --> 00:12:10,070 W-we're saying this guy fell 12,000 feet, and basically all he needs is an appendectomy? 244 00:12:21,670 --> 00:12:23,550 You're charting... in a closet. 245 00:12:23,560 --> 00:12:26,280 I get a lot of work done in here. It's quiet and nice. 246 00:12:26,290 --> 00:12:28,320 And a closet. 247 00:12:28,840 --> 00:12:30,310 Look... 248 00:12:30,470 --> 00:12:37,170 when I'm out there roaming the floors, okay, I am the other grey that dr.Yang likes to humiliate and kick around. 249 00:12:37,180 --> 00:12:41,540 And-- and in here, I'm-- I'm not. You know, in-- in here, I'm-- it's just-- 250 00:12:41,550 --> 00:12:47,020 it's-- it's my place, okay? It's-- it's a closet. 251 00:12:47,140 --> 00:12:50,340 You know, every intern class has its runt of the litter. 252 00:12:50,440 --> 00:12:53,400 You keep this up, this year it's gonna be you. 253 00:12:53,860 --> 00:12:55,040 Get up. 254 00:12:55,150 --> 00:12:57,610 Oh, sorry. You probably need to get in here. 255 00:12:57,670 --> 00:13:00,430 No, grab-- grab a sling from the box and come with me. 256 00:13:00,530 --> 00:13:01,470 With you? 257 00:13:01,580 --> 00:13:04,510 Well, if you'd rather sit like a loser in a closet doing charts, you can. 258 00:13:04,590 --> 00:13:08,420 Or you can come help me on ortho today. Your choice. 259 00:13:09,510 --> 00:13:11,620 No way. No frickin' way. 260 00:13:11,650 --> 00:13:14,130 It's the only solution if neither of you will let go of the dress. 261 00:13:14,210 --> 00:13:20,090 It's very simple. Dr.Torres needs to treat Jackie's shoulder and leg, so, jackie, you need a proxy. 262 00:13:20,140 --> 00:13:21,330 What? 263 00:13:21,430 --> 00:13:23,300 Think about it, babe. This gives you an advantage. 264 00:13:23,310 --> 00:13:25,920 You get to rest your hand and come back refreshed. 265 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:27,200 Give me the dress. I'll be the proxy. 266 00:13:27,200 --> 00:13:27,910 No way. 267 00:13:28,390 --> 00:13:30,600 This isn't fair. You think this is fair? 268 00:13:31,500 --> 00:13:34,380 Dr. O'malley's the proxy. 269 00:13:35,020 --> 00:13:35,930 What? 270 00:13:36,010 --> 00:13:38,670 He'll hold on to the dress. 271 00:13:39,040 --> 00:13:41,800 Hold the dress? You just want me to... 272 00:13:42,500 --> 00:13:44,480 stand here and hold a dress? 273 00:13:44,560 --> 00:13:47,680 No one every said internship was easy. 274 00:13:57,700 --> 00:14:00,870 Dude, you're job kinda sucks, huh? 275 00:14:01,020 --> 00:14:04,370 Hello? Watch the shoulder. 276 00:14:04,370 --> 00:14:07,470 Oh, check it out. Bambi's a bridesmaid. 277 00:14:08,460 --> 00:14:10,710 You're right. This did cheer me up. 278 00:14:12,470 --> 00:14:17,110 You've got no lung injuries, no spinal injuries, no broken bones. 279 00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:19,260 - You're just a lucky man. - Holy crap. 280 00:14:19,380 --> 00:14:22,680 The only thing we found was a little bleeding in your lower abdomen. 281 00:14:22,760 --> 00:14:24,650 Which means we have to remove your appendix. 282 00:14:24,730 --> 00:14:25,840 How's that even possible? 283 00:14:25,920 --> 00:14:32,600 Uh, the body's an amazing thing. You know, sometimes these things, they just happen. 284 00:14:34,830 --> 00:14:37,350 If you had died... god. 285 00:14:37,450 --> 00:14:40,940 I didn't though. I lived. 286 00:14:41,770 --> 00:14:43,430 It's just the most amazing feeling. 287 00:14:43,480 --> 00:14:45,570 I feel like I could do anything right now. 288 00:14:45,620 --> 00:14:49,800 I mean, anything in the world because I faced death and I... 289 00:14:50,040 --> 00:14:51,650 I survived. 290 00:14:51,660 --> 00:14:54,620 - It changes a person. - It does. 291 00:14:55,130 --> 00:14:57,580 It so does. 292 00:14:58,970 --> 00:15:02,690 Sally... sal, I have to-- I want to, um-- 293 00:15:02,820 --> 00:15:03,850 don't worry. 294 00:15:03,930 --> 00:15:08,000 The minute-- the minute we get out of here, I am so destroying that video. 295 00:15:08,070 --> 00:15:12,700 You will never have to-- to relive that horrible-- in fact, where's your helmet? 296 00:15:12,780 --> 00:15:15,340 I'm gonna destroy that video right now. 297 00:15:15,510 --> 00:15:17,730 Sally. Sal... 298 00:15:17,940 --> 00:15:18,850 Wait. 299 00:15:18,930 --> 00:15:20,960 Did she say "video"? 300 00:15:21,060 --> 00:15:27,200 The trick is to envision the artery like a spaghetti noodle-- pliable, but not too fragile. 301 00:15:27,280 --> 00:15:28,730 Good morning. 302 00:15:28,970 --> 00:15:32,400 Oh, this is an unexpected surprise, chief. You need something? 303 00:15:32,490 --> 00:15:35,950 Oh, first day. Just wanted to see how you were settling in. 304 00:15:36,130 --> 00:15:37,880 You see that? 305 00:15:37,960 --> 00:15:42,210 It's a blockage, left main coronary artery. It's totally closed off. 306 00:15:42,210 --> 00:15:46,020 There's no way I'm getting a stent in there. We're gonna have to open him up. 307 00:15:46,560 --> 00:15:48,050 B.P.'S dropping to 58 over 20. 308 00:15:48,130 --> 00:15:49,100 His heart's racing. 309 00:15:49,180 --> 00:15:52,080 And his temp's rising. Muscles are rigid. 310 00:15:52,120 --> 00:15:56,310 All right, let's bring him off anesthesia and start him on 100% o-2. 311 00:15:56,390 --> 00:15:58,300 He's got malignant hypothermia. 312 00:15:58,380 --> 00:15:59,690 So he's allergic to the anestsia? 313 00:15:59,740 --> 00:16:01,530 He'll never be able to endure the cabg. 314 00:16:01,610 --> 00:16:04,530 So what are our options? 315 00:16:09,160 --> 00:16:11,190 That's just, uh... 316 00:16:11,390 --> 00:16:15,840 I mean, it sounds like you're telling me... 317 00:16:18,860 --> 00:16:22,810 You're not actually telling me I'm... I'm gonna die? 318 00:16:22,860 --> 00:16:29,330 The blockage we found in your heart needs surgery, extensive surgery. Angioplasty won't work. 319 00:16:29,330 --> 00:16:33,060 And since you're allergic to the anesthesia... 320 00:16:33,420 --> 00:16:36,200 so I'll just, uh... 321 00:16:37,930 --> 00:16:40,180 I'll be like this. 322 00:16:41,420 --> 00:16:43,810 I'll be sick... 323 00:16:43,890 --> 00:16:46,450 and exhausted... 324 00:16:46,970 --> 00:16:49,080 and like this... 325 00:16:49,360 --> 00:16:52,180 until one day when I'll... 326 00:16:52,230 --> 00:16:54,340 just, uh... 327 00:16:54,430 --> 00:16:56,340 die. 328 00:17:01,650 --> 00:17:04,830 It would've been wonderful... 329 00:17:04,970 --> 00:17:07,690 to see that bird. 330 00:17:09,270 --> 00:17:12,190 It would've been wonderful. 331 00:17:16,040 --> 00:17:18,530 Come are, you're crowding me, O'malley. 332 00:17:21,470 --> 00:17:25,030 Hey, hey, I think he just let go. You just let go of the dress, didn't you? 333 00:17:25,100 --> 00:17:25,770 No. 334 00:17:25,850 --> 00:17:27,300 I wish to god he had. 335 00:17:27,420 --> 00:17:33,250 I swear, if you let go and lose this contest after my jackie almost died to win it 336 00:17:33,320 --> 00:17:37,470 Dude, a busted shoulder does not mean she almost died. Okay? 337 00:17:37,490 --> 00:17:38,950 Whatever. 338 00:17:39,070 --> 00:17:41,430 I'm watching you. 339 00:17:42,330 --> 00:17:44,670 I know you all think this is stupid. 340 00:17:44,750 --> 00:17:47,900 If I were you, I would think this is really stupid. 341 00:17:47,980 --> 00:17:53,960 I've never been married myself, so I'm not one to judge, but george here knows all about what it takes. 342 00:17:54,020 --> 00:17:55,140 Don't you, O'malley? 343 00:17:55,210 --> 00:17:57,570 You're married? For how long? 344 00:17:57,580 --> 00:17:58,830 Not very long. 345 00:17:58,910 --> 00:18:02,660 Newlywedongratulations. 346 00:18:04,530 --> 00:18:05,710 Thanks. 347 00:18:05,790 --> 00:18:10,940 Now, Jackie, dr. Karev and I are gonna do this on the count of three, okay? 348 00:18:11,120 --> 00:18:15,530 I should totally win over that Helena girl. I'm am way more injured than she is. 349 00:18:15,540 --> 00:18:16,650 I should just win by default. 350 00:18:16,670 --> 00:18:17,860 One... 351 00:18:18,410 --> 00:18:19,960 two... 352 00:18:20,290 --> 00:18:21,370 three. 353 00:18:23,600 --> 00:18:25,190 Is it in? 354 00:18:28,890 --> 00:18:29,720 It popped back out. 355 00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:31,110 She's gonna need surgery. 356 00:18:31,490 --> 00:18:36,340 Hey, no. I gotta get back to my dress. Just wrap some bandages around it or something. 357 00:18:36,420 --> 00:18:41,010 You would rather hold on to a dress with a dislocated shoulder than let me repair it in surgery for you right now? 358 00:18:41,070 --> 00:18:46,240 I can have surgery anytime. I can only win this wedding once. 359 00:18:57,560 --> 00:19:01,200 So what, heust stands there and holds a dress? 360 00:19:01,280 --> 00:19:04,200 I know. I thought it was gonna be more exciting, too. 361 00:19:04,230 --> 00:19:05,330 A monkey could hold a dress. 362 00:19:05,430 --> 00:19:08,470 Actually, this is a lot harder than it looks. 363 00:19:08,530 --> 00:19:12,450 Don't let them get to you. Tune them out, all of them. 364 00:19:12,460 --> 00:19:13,390 It's the only way to get through it. 365 00:19:13,470 --> 00:19:16,290 Sweetie, he's your competitor. Don't help him. 366 00:19:16,360 --> 00:19:18,700 You ever give morphine to people who aren't patients? 367 00:19:18,770 --> 00:19:19,850 This kinda blows. 368 00:19:19,930 --> 00:19:21,450 It's more fun when you heckle. 369 00:19:21,510 --> 00:19:22,460 Don't heckle, George. 370 00:19:22,540 --> 00:19:24,620 Yeah, whatever. I got something way better than this. 371 00:19:24,660 --> 00:19:27,740 Something that tops O'malley playing bride? 372 00:19:29,540 --> 00:19:31,820 Skydiver video. 373 00:19:37,820 --> 00:19:38,520 What are we doing? 374 00:19:38,600 --> 00:19:41,190 Video from the helmet of a skydiver without a chute. 375 00:19:41,270 --> 00:19:42,040 You guys are sick. 376 00:19:42,110 --> 00:19:44,810 Oh, it's not a snuff film. The guy survives. 377 00:19:45,500 --> 00:19:47,150 Holy... 378 00:19:48,080 --> 00:19:49,410 Oh, is he... 379 00:19:49,490 --> 00:19:52,020 Oh, no, he's going for it. He's going for the chute. 380 00:19:52,070 --> 00:19:52,960 Oh, and it doesn't open. 381 00:19:53,060 --> 00:19:54,020 Now he's flailing. 382 00:19:54,100 --> 00:19:55,230 He's going for his second chute. 383 00:19:55,310 --> 00:19:56,830 - Oh, jeez. - Oh, also doesn't open. 384 00:19:56,870 --> 00:19:58,300 You'd think there'd be more screaming. 385 00:19:58,380 --> 00:20:00,100 Oh, ok, how close the ground is getting. 386 00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:01,690 - Wh-what's he doing now? - Peeing his pants. 387 00:20:01,750 --> 00:20:04,060 Is he saying something? Turn it up. 388 00:20:04,710 --> 00:20:07,960 God, I wish would've told you. I am so in love with you. 389 00:20:08,120 --> 00:20:11,810 I-I love you. I love you. I love you, Sally. I--ohh! 390 00:20:14,980 --> 00:20:16,700 who's sally? 391 00:20:17,810 --> 00:20:20,630 - His skydiving instructor. - Sad. 392 00:20:20,680 --> 00:20:22,950 Hey, what are you even doing here? Aren't you supposed to be in surgery? 393 00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:26,720 The guy is allergic to anesthesia. The surgery was canceled. 394 00:20:30,230 --> 00:20:31,750 I drowned. 395 00:20:31,830 --> 00:20:33,820 I was sinking... 396 00:20:34,060 --> 00:20:35,880 I died. 397 00:20:37,500 --> 00:20:39,690 And you know what I realized? 398 00:20:39,770 --> 00:20:43,740 I realized how stupid all of my issues are. 399 00:20:43,830 --> 00:20:46,590 I'm waiting for how this applies to me. 400 00:20:46,610 --> 00:20:48,810 - It doesn'T. - Of course not. 401 00:20:49,120 --> 00:20:55,610 Well, that man fell, and all he wanted was one last chance to tell Sally how he felt about her. 402 00:20:55,690 --> 00:20:59,760 And I got one last chance. I got my chance. 403 00:20:59,770 --> 00:21:01,820 And what have I done with it? 404 00:21:01,980 --> 00:21:08,760 You know, being aware of your crap and actually overcoming your crap are two very different things. 405 00:21:09,980 --> 00:21:12,470 - I know. - Okay, found it. 406 00:21:16,770 --> 00:21:21,050 Dr. Hahn, I know how you can do the surgery on the patient who is allergic to anesthesia. 407 00:21:21,130 --> 00:21:23,560 Well, no anesthesia means no ventilator. 408 00:21:23,680 --> 00:21:26,510 No ventilator means no cabg. Not a whole lot of wiggle room there. 409 00:21:26,510 --> 00:21:27,890 You can operate on him while he's awake. 410 00:21:27,970 --> 00:21:32,010 Yang-- you can use a high thoracic epidural to numb him from the chest down. 411 00:21:32,070 --> 00:21:33,780 Let him breathe on his own the entire time. 412 00:21:33,860 --> 00:21:36,080 I mean, they pulled it off in india last month, and then again in-- 413 00:21:36,140 --> 00:21:40,670 Dr.Hahn, you wanted to sign the discharge papers for mr.Arnold? 414 00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:44,880 Not quite yet. 415 00:21:45,660 --> 00:21:47,930 Wide awake? 416 00:21:48,010 --> 00:21:54,240 You want me to let you slice open my chest while I'm wide awake? 417 00:21:54,320 --> 00:21:57,170 It is your best option. 418 00:21:57,690 --> 00:22:00,390 Uh,how... 419 00:22:00,490 --> 00:22:07,760 How long would i have to be lying there, uh, on the table with my chest open, uh, like that? 420 00:22:07,830 --> 00:22:11,380 The surgery can take up to five or six hours. Maybe more. 421 00:22:13,470 --> 00:22:15,180 Uh, six hours... 422 00:22:15,460 --> 00:22:16,750 awake... 423 00:22:16,830 --> 00:22:19,380 w-with you operating on my heart. I... 424 00:22:19,380 --> 00:22:21,620 the ivory-billed woodpecker. 425 00:22:21,730 --> 00:22:23,140 - What? - What? 426 00:22:23,180 --> 00:22:26,220 The ivory-billed woodpecker. Mr.Arnold, 427 00:22:26,310 --> 00:22:30,140 you want to live to see it, don't you? This is your only chance. 428 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:36,140 Ivory-billed woodpecker. 429 00:22:36,250 --> 00:22:37,310 Excellent. 430 00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:41,570 Stevens, we will scrub in as soon as an O.R. Is free. 431 00:22:41,580 --> 00:22:44,020 Uh, but the surgery was Cristina's idea. 432 00:22:44,100 --> 00:22:45,330 Either you want in or you don'T. 433 00:22:45,410 --> 00:22:47,090 - Which is it? - I do. 434 00:22:47,170 --> 00:22:50,510 Uh, but-- I'm sure there'll be standing room in the gallery, Yang. 435 00:22:50,560 --> 00:22:53,420 Stevens, book the O.R. 436 00:23:01,160 --> 00:23:02,310 Uh, chief. 437 00:23:02,370 --> 00:23:04,570 Awake open-heart surgery? 438 00:23:04,610 --> 00:23:05,900 I want to talk to you about tonight. 439 00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:08,040 Have you heard about this awake open-heart surgery? 440 00:23:08,100 --> 00:23:10,000 I've invited Sloan and, 441 00:23:10,080 --> 00:23:13,150 um, well, I'm wondering what I should tell him to expect. 442 00:23:13,220 --> 00:23:15,170 Mm, tell him to expect a good time. 443 00:23:15,250 --> 00:23:18,830 Okay, so what is that, poker, cigars, whiskey? 444 00:23:18,890 --> 00:23:21,100 I mean, what kind of things? 445 00:23:22,210 --> 00:23:24,890 A good time, Shep. 446 00:23:24,930 --> 00:23:26,360 You know? 447 00:23:28,610 --> 00:23:34,930 You have no idea the kind of stamina it takes to stand in a display window for two days. 448 00:23:34,990 --> 00:23:38,880 It's the hardest thing I've ever done, like, ever. 449 00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:44,640 You're risking permanent damage to your shoulder over a contest. 450 00:23:44,720 --> 00:23:46,760 What does your dress look like? 451 00:23:46,860 --> 00:23:51,640 Strapless, sweetheart neckline, crystal beading-- 452 00:23:51,700 --> 00:23:53,130 - so pretty. 453 00:23:53,170 --> 00:23:54,990 But you're gonna wear your hair down, though, right? 454 00:23:55,050 --> 00:23:56,720 You know, to cover the hunchback? 455 00:23:56,740 --> 00:23:58,400 The what? 456 00:23:58,670 --> 00:24:02,120 Oh, it's just, since you're ignoring dr. Torres' advice about getting the surgery, 457 00:24:02,190 --> 00:24:05,660 you know, your shoulder is probably gonna be pretty swollen and purple-- 458 00:24:05,720 --> 00:24:07,000 you know, kind of like a hunchback? 459 00:24:07,060 --> 00:24:09,100 But your hair should totally cover it. 460 00:24:09,140 --> 00:24:11,530 I mean, probably, with the right veil. 461 00:24:11,590 --> 00:24:13,620 You didn't tell me that. 462 00:24:14,060 --> 00:24:16,400 How soon can we have the surgery? 463 00:24:20,420 --> 00:24:21,850 Dr. Hahn. 464 00:24:22,140 --> 00:24:24,320 I heard a crazy rumor about you. 465 00:24:24,380 --> 00:24:27,930 That I'm performing open-heart surgery on a man who's wide awake? 466 00:24:27,990 --> 00:24:29,660 That's the rumor that's the truth. 467 00:24:29,720 --> 00:24:31,810 Well, I perform awake brain surgery all the time. 468 00:24:31,870 --> 00:24:33,410 Not the same thing. 469 00:24:34,510 --> 00:24:36,330 You ever heard of a gentlemen's evening? 470 00:24:36,390 --> 00:24:37,570 I'm sorry? 471 00:24:37,630 --> 00:24:39,920 The chief is hosting a gentlemen's evening. 472 00:24:39,980 --> 00:24:41,680 We're pretty sure it doesn't involve porn, 473 00:24:41,740 --> 00:24:44,580 but, you know, we want to be sure. 474 00:24:44,660 --> 00:24:46,260 Right. 475 00:24:46,300 --> 00:24:48,450 Are you two a couple? 476 00:24:50,710 --> 00:24:51,950 That's-- no. 477 00:24:51,950 --> 00:24:53,350 Just checking. 478 00:24:57,550 --> 00:24:58,670 Why would she ask that? 479 00:24:58,750 --> 00:24:59,620 I don't know. 480 00:24:59,640 --> 00:25:01,600 I'm-- I'm worried about this gentlemen's thing. 481 00:25:02,270 --> 00:25:03,670 George... 482 00:25:03,990 --> 00:25:05,470 you got a second? 483 00:25:06,980 --> 00:25:08,340 Seriously? 484 00:25:09,640 --> 00:25:11,100 One se. hi. 485 00:25:17,510 --> 00:25:20,210 We're gonna have to push back our perfect evening tonight. 486 00:25:20,270 --> 00:25:22,230 Not by much-- a few hours, I think. 487 00:25:22,270 --> 00:25:23,470 Sure. 488 00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:24,810 Okay. 489 00:25:26,070 --> 00:25:29,730 I'm about to scrub in on an awake open-heart surgery. 490 00:25:29,770 --> 00:25:31,180 - A what? - Awake. 491 00:25:31,220 --> 00:25:33,650 The patient's gonna be wide awake while we operate on his heart. 492 00:25:33,710 --> 00:25:35,050 - That is intense. - It is. 493 00:25:35,110 --> 00:25:37,230 It is intense. It's... 494 00:25:39,390 --> 00:25:41,750 you know, Cristina would be all over this. 495 00:25:41,790 --> 00:25:46,630 She would be studying and quizzing herself, and all I can think about is-- is the poor guy. 496 00:25:46,690 --> 00:25:48,680 You know, he's really nervous already, and... 497 00:25:50,180 --> 00:25:52,150 I'm not hard-core. 498 00:25:52,290 --> 00:25:53,880 I'm not hard-core enough for this. 499 00:25:53,940 --> 00:25:55,690 Yes, you are. 500 00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:58,470 What, you're just-- you're just not like Cristina. 501 00:25:58,940 --> 00:26:00,740 You're hard-core. 502 00:26:01,230 --> 00:26:03,580 You're hard-core like Izzie. 503 00:26:05,900 --> 00:26:08,900 Did that just sound dirty? 'Cause that's not how I meant it. 504 00:26:08,980 --> 00:26:10,860 Mean it, man. 505 00:26:11,030 --> 00:26:12,410 Shut-- 506 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:17,080 go kick ass in the surgery, and then we'll have our night, and it will be perfect. 507 00:26:17,140 --> 00:26:18,730 Oh, I have not shaved my legs yet. 508 00:26:18,790 --> 00:26:20,100 Go be hard-core Izzie. 509 00:26:20,210 --> 00:26:21,880 - Go. - Okay, got it. Going. 510 00:26:23,300 --> 00:26:25,550 - Thank you. - Bye. 511 00:26:27,250 --> 00:26:29,060 She's hot, man. 512 00:26:30,090 --> 00:26:32,010 Is she your wife? 513 00:26:33,100 --> 00:26:36,740 I don't know you well enough to have this conversation. 514 00:26:36,750 --> 00:26:38,460 Chief, you paged? 515 00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:39,980 Close the door. 516 00:26:42,060 --> 00:26:48,630 You had the nerve to tell a patient you would perform awake open-heart surgery without running it past me? 517 00:26:48,670 --> 00:26:51,450 Did Burke run every surgery past you? 518 00:26:51,490 --> 00:26:52,470 - Erica, I know you're new here... - No. 519 00:26:52,550 --> 00:26:54,770 But we run-- I just want to know what the rules are. 520 00:26:54,850 --> 00:26:58,000 Every surgery Burke booked, he ran it up the flagpole first? 521 00:26:58,060 --> 00:26:59,510 And what about pretty and prettier? 522 00:26:59,590 --> 00:27:01,520 They run all their surgeries past you? 523 00:27:01,590 --> 00:27:03,600 Wait, you're talking about Shepherd and Sloan? 524 00:27:03,660 --> 00:27:06,970 I am talking about your male attendings. 525 00:27:07,010 --> 00:27:10,210 You know, the ones you invited to your gentlemen's evening? 526 00:27:10,250 --> 00:27:12,320 Guess you don't know a guy till you work for him. 527 00:27:12,390 --> 00:27:15,160 I mean, who knew you were running some kind of old boys' club? 528 00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:16,210 No, that is not it. 529 00:27:16,290 --> 00:27:20,490 What we were-- you realize that an evening to which the male attendings are invited and the women are not-- 530 00:27:20,570 --> 00:27:24,430 you realize that that's a lot like when law firms used to have country club weekends 531 00:27:24,510 --> 00:27:27,330 and failed to invite the black sociates? 532 00:27:29,340 --> 00:27:30,590 Good talk. 533 00:27:30,660 --> 00:27:32,420 I gotta prep for my surgery. 534 00:27:41,690 --> 00:27:43,760 Remember when I was dead? 535 00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:48,880 Before I went in that water, everything was so... 536 00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:51,830 complicated and hard. 537 00:27:54,500 --> 00:27:57,490 And then you pulled me out of the water. 538 00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:01,070 And I came back to life. 539 00:28:02,930 --> 00:28:05,660 For a moment, everything was so clear... 540 00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:11,040 as if the water had washed everything clean. 541 00:28:14,240 --> 00:28:15,710 Do you remember that? 542 00:28:15,750 --> 00:28:17,360 I do. 543 00:28:21,770 --> 00:28:23,240 Me, too. 544 00:29:23,710 --> 00:29:26,350 I don't know how you guys did this for two days. 545 00:29:26,940 --> 00:29:31,090 Believe me, I would be at city hall tomorrow if that were an option. 546 00:29:31,130 --> 00:29:35,490 It is an option. You could just...let go. 547 00:29:35,610 --> 00:29:37,750 You let go. 548 00:29:39,860 --> 00:29:43,070 You let go, and it's no big deal. It's a wedding. 549 00:29:43,150 --> 00:29:46,400 I let go, and I have to face the wrath of dr. Sloan. 550 00:29:48,440 --> 00:29:51,510 My mom manages a grocery store, 551 00:29:52,210 --> 00:29:56,320 and ever since I got engaged, she's been putting herself into serious debt 552 00:29:56,340 --> 00:30:00,620 over hand-engraved place cards and chocolate fountains. 553 00:30:02,130 --> 00:30:03,920 It's her dream. 554 00:30:04,570 --> 00:30:06,620 My wedding is her dream. 555 00:30:08,490 --> 00:30:10,660 This is so important to her. 556 00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:14,360 This is what she's been living for since I can remember, since... 557 00:30:14,810 --> 00:30:16,540 my dad left. 558 00:30:18,710 --> 00:30:20,770 My perfect night. 559 00:30:22,710 --> 00:30:24,530 So... 560 00:30:24,710 --> 00:30:26,780 I can do this. 561 00:30:27,110 --> 00:30:29,330 I can do this for her... 562 00:30:30,220 --> 00:30:32,720 because she's done a lot for me. 563 00:30:40,680 --> 00:30:42,640 Get me a crash cart right now. 564 00:30:46,990 --> 00:30:51,110 must have happened when she fell this morning, which means she was bleeding all day. 565 00:30:51,170 --> 00:30:52,700 She seemed just fine. 566 00:30:52,770 --> 00:30:56,170 She must have been feeling some major pain. 567 00:30:56,620 --> 00:30:59,200 Yeah, holding on to that dress, that wasn't easy for her. 568 00:30:59,240 --> 00:31:00,800 It was humiliating. It was-- 569 00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:05,310 but when someone's trying to break you, it gives you drive, gives you strength. 570 00:31:05,370 --> 00:31:10,110 Holding on to that dress for hours-- I mean,days-- you know, just... 571 00:31:10,380 --> 00:31:14,340 and in public, refusing to buckle, refusing to beg-- 572 00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:18,440 that hard-core. I mean, in its own way, that's seriously hard-core. 573 00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:23,840 Rumor has it that sloan was busy hazing one of his interns today. 574 00:31:25,170 --> 00:31:27,700 I take it you didn't buckle. 575 00:31:31,410 --> 00:31:33,080 No, sir. 576 00:31:34,670 --> 00:31:36,360 Good man, O'malley. 577 00:31:55,300 --> 00:31:57,360 Uh, I can't feel anything from the neck down. 578 00:31:58,040 --> 00:32:00,730 It's almost like the rest of me just... 579 00:32:00,770 --> 00:32:02,500 doesn't exist. 580 00:32:05,920 --> 00:32:08,110 Okay, the sound you're about to hear, that's the saw. 581 00:32:08,890 --> 00:32:11,140 That--that's not a pretty sound. 582 00:32:11,340 --> 00:32:12,690 I brought you some music. 583 00:32:12,750 --> 00:32:15,540 Just listen to this and tune it all out. 584 00:32:18,780 --> 00:32:21,120 and-- and-- and that smell. 585 00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:24,200 That-- that smell is not-- that's the cautery. 586 00:32:24,240 --> 00:32:26,580 I-- I know it's hard, but you'll get used to it. 587 00:32:26,620 --> 00:32:29,260 In a moment or two, you won't even notice it. I promise. 588 00:32:38,850 --> 00:32:40,950 He jumped out of that plane. 589 00:32:40,990 --> 00:32:42,610 No one forced him to do it. 590 00:32:42,670 --> 00:32:45,100 Fell 12,000 feet. 591 00:32:45,140 --> 00:32:48,330 People chasing death down, then trying to cheat it. 592 00:32:48,410 --> 00:32:50,450 Doesn't make any kind of sense to me. 593 00:32:51,550 --> 00:32:53,210 There's a clarity thing. 594 00:32:53,270 --> 00:32:56,080 When you cross over the edge, 595 00:32:56,160 --> 00:33:02,500 there's a moment when everything... just melts away, and you're fearless. 596 00:33:04,180 --> 00:33:07,670 I get it. I understand wanting to feel like that. 597 00:33:16,070 --> 00:33:17,060 You're awake. 598 00:33:17,130 --> 00:33:18,110 Did I win? 599 00:33:18,170 --> 00:33:20,320 You should know that your surgery went very well. 600 00:33:23,580 --> 00:33:25,750 But who won? 601 00:33:25,810 --> 00:33:27,760 I-- is she still holding on? 602 00:33:27,850 --> 00:33:29,160 Helena collapsed. 603 00:33:29,260 --> 00:33:30,460 She's in surgery. 604 00:33:30,540 --> 00:33:32,670 So-- so I won? 605 00:33:32,730 --> 00:33:36,900 She-- she collapsed, which-- which means I won, right? 606 00:33:37,570 --> 00:33:39,670 Where-- where's the judge? 607 00:33:40,350 --> 00:33:43,640 You-- the woman that you stood next to for two days almost died. 608 00:33:43,700 --> 00:33:48,210 Okay, you've just woken up from surgery, and all that you can think about is if you won a stupid contest? 609 00:33:48,870 --> 00:33:50,520 Don't you get it? 610 00:33:50,580 --> 00:33:52,670 You-- you shouldn't have to fight this hard for a wedding. 611 00:33:52,740 --> 00:33:56,150 You fight for a marriage, and sometimes even that is a lost cause. 612 00:33:56,190 --> 00:33:58,140 Sometimes you have to know when to let go. 613 00:33:58,210 --> 00:33:59,720 So just let go already, all right? 614 00:33:59,810 --> 00:34:01,910 Just frickin' let go. 615 00:34:05,690 --> 00:34:07,250 Yeah, but... 616 00:34:07,310 --> 00:34:09,030 D-did I win? 617 00:34:26,650 --> 00:34:30,670 Izzie stuck a picture of a bird on an empty saline bag and put it in his eyeline. 618 00:34:30,730 --> 00:34:32,980 That's smart. I wouldn't have thought of that. 619 00:34:42,640 --> 00:34:44,920 She doesn't let me take care of her. 620 00:34:46,240 --> 00:34:48,510 It's not my job anymore. 621 00:34:49,290 --> 00:34:51,130 She won't let me. 622 00:34:53,680 --> 00:34:55,680 I'm taking care of her. 623 00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:02,380 You're, uh... 624 00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:06,620 you're, uh, you're looking at my heart? 625 00:35:07,210 --> 00:35:08,900 you're looking at my... 626 00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:10,560 actual heart? 627 00:35:10,620 --> 00:35:13,520 Better than that, mr. Arnold, we're fixing it. 628 00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:22,890 and, uh, all-- all those people, uh, up there in the observation deck, they're-- 629 00:35:22,930 --> 00:35:25,510 they're, uh, looking at it, too? 630 00:35:25,570 --> 00:35:27,160 they are. 631 00:35:30,660 --> 00:35:32,910 People watching me. 632 00:35:33,430 --> 00:35:37,160 Pe-people watching me instead of, uh... 633 00:35:37,720 --> 00:35:42,310 it's-- it's so weird, uh, to be the one ing watched. 634 00:35:42,350 --> 00:35:44,060 It-- it's so weird. 635 00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:45,620 How you doing there, mr. Arnold? 636 00:35:45,690 --> 00:35:46,720 You need anything? 637 00:35:46,780 --> 00:35:50,400 Uh, uh, it's-- it's cold, uh, co-- cold in here. 638 00:35:50,460 --> 00:35:52,600 Uh, I-- I need to cover up. 639 00:35:52,680 --> 00:35:54,890 Uh, uh, c-cover me up. 640 00:35:54,950 --> 00:35:56,590 Uh, okay? 641 00:35:56,670 --> 00:35:58,370 Um, cov-- cover me up. 642 00:35:58,430 --> 00:36:00,000 C-cov-- cover me up. 643 00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:03,420 yeah, we're gonna-- we're-- we're gonna cover your legs with more blankets right now. 644 00:36:03,460 --> 00:36:05,460 Oh, c-cov-- cover me up. 645 00:36:05,540 --> 00:36:06,730 Okay? 646 00:36:06,790 --> 00:36:08,300 Okay, cov-- cover me up. 647 00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:09,510 His heart rate's up to 168. 648 00:36:09,550 --> 00:36:10,980 Damn it. 649 00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:16,250 You know, uh, ev-everybody's watching, uh, and-- and, uh, I-- I need to be covered up. 650 00:36:16,310 --> 00:36:18,880 I-- I need-- I-- I can't stay like this. 651 00:36:18,940 --> 00:36:20,480 I can't stay like this. 652 00:36:20,560 --> 00:36:23,060 You need-- need-- I-- I can', I can'T. 653 00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:24,420 No, stop right now. 654 00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:26,770 Just-- just stop the surgery. 655 00:36:26,810 --> 00:36:29,950 Stop! Stop it! 656 00:36:31,310 --> 00:36:32,570 Okay, I-- I mean it. 657 00:36:32,580 --> 00:36:33,880 Get your hands out of me. 658 00:36:33,920 --> 00:36:35,410 Please stop! 659 00:36:35,450 --> 00:36:40,330 Mr. Arnold, I need you to calm down so that your heart can calm down. 660 00:36:40,410 --> 00:36:41,740 Okay, hey, mr.Arnold. 661 00:36:41,800 --> 00:36:44,600 Mr. Arnold, oh. 662 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,400 Look at me. 663 00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:47,870 Good. Okay. 664 00:36:47,940 --> 00:36:51,590 Now I want you to focus on-- on the observation deck, okay? 665 00:36:51,630 --> 00:36:55,340 Pretend that it's a tree line or a shoreline or something-- something with birds. 666 00:36:55,380 --> 00:36:59,260 Those aren't people up there watching you, those are birds-- your birds-- and you're watching them. 667 00:36:59,340 --> 00:37:00,970 So tell me, mr. Arnold, about the birds. 668 00:37:01,030 --> 00:37:02,230 Tell me. Tell me about the birds. 669 00:37:02,300 --> 00:37:04,030 I-- I can'T. 670 00:37:04,090 --> 00:37:05,620 You can. 671 00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:06,870 How about her? 672 00:37:06,910 --> 00:37:08,700 That woman in-- in the far left? 673 00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:10,610 What kind of bird would she be? 674 00:37:10,710 --> 00:37:16,980 Okay, okay, uh, uh, I guess, um, uh, she-- she has a long neck. 675 00:37:17,040 --> 00:37:21,350 Uh, so she'd-- she'd be an ibis, s-some kind of ibis. 676 00:37:21,390 --> 00:37:23,790 Okay, good. Great. Great. 677 00:37:23,880 --> 00:37:25,210 Who's next? 678 00:37:25,270 --> 00:37:26,920 Uh, okay. 679 00:37:27,330 --> 00:37:32,860 Th-that one, uh, doing-- doing that little, uh, dance with her fingers. 680 00:37:32,940 --> 00:37:35,380 Um, she's a... 681 00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:38,880 She-- she's the purple sandpiper. 682 00:37:38,980 --> 00:37:43,590 Uh, yeah, th-- those are tough little birds. 683 00:37:43,650 --> 00:37:45,500 Those are survivors. 684 00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:54,550 and, um, and him, uh, with the, uh, the-- the sad eyes, uh-- huh, he would-- 685 00:37:54,610 --> 00:38:01,770 he's a, uh, a-- a thrush, a-- a black-headed nightingale thrush. 686 00:38:02,940 --> 00:38:08,940 And-- and the tall one standing there, uh, 687 00:38:09,020 --> 00:38:14,200 watching over everything, over, uh, everyone-- 688 00:38:14,260 --> 00:38:17,330 Uhuh, he doesn'tiss a thing. 689 00:38:17,610 --> 00:38:20,520 He's a... 690 00:38:20,620 --> 00:38:24,160 a great blue heron. 691 00:38:27,180 --> 00:38:29,310 No question. 692 00:38:39,990 --> 00:38:42,790 Hey, how's, uh, how's, uh, how's your bride? 693 00:38:42,870 --> 00:38:46,060 Did she, uh, pull through okay? 694 00:38:46,140 --> 00:38:48,040 Please tell me that you let go first. 695 00:38:48,100 --> 00:38:50,930 I absolutely cannot handle my bride winning that way. 696 00:38:56,260 --> 00:38:57,370 What? 697 00:38:57,430 --> 00:38:59,480 Oh, nothing. Just, uh... 698 00:39:00,090 --> 00:39:03,040 I just didn't know if we-- we'd ever be able to... 699 00:39:03,340 --> 00:39:05,190 talk again. 700 00:39:07,420 --> 00:39:09,230 I'm letting go. 701 00:39:10,590 --> 00:39:12,980 I have to... 702 00:39:13,060 --> 00:39:14,590 let go. 703 00:39:24,780 --> 00:39:27,150 Why didn't you tell anybody you were hurting? 704 00:39:27,760 --> 00:39:29,590 You would've made me let go. 705 00:39:29,670 --> 00:39:31,510 Hell yeah, I would've. 706 00:39:34,150 --> 00:39:36,080 I guess I lost anyway. 707 00:39:36,140 --> 00:39:38,250 No, actually, I let go first. 708 00:39:39,430 --> 00:39:41,300 You did? 709 00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:43,300 Someone had to catch you. 710 00:39:44,620 --> 00:39:47,800 Yeah. 711 00:39:47,880 --> 00:39:49,480 Have a nice life. 712 00:39:52,850 --> 00:39:54,440 We won. 713 00:39:54,510 --> 00:39:57,490 Oh, my god. I can't believe I'm crying over this. 714 00:39:59,230 --> 00:40:01,200 We did this. 715 00:40:01,240 --> 00:40:02,780 We actually did this. 716 00:40:02,820 --> 00:40:05,740 No, sweetie, you did it. 717 00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:08,340 This was all you. 718 00:40:14,360 --> 00:40:18,220 I know this sounds ridiculous, but I'm a little disappointed. 719 00:40:18,340 --> 00:40:22,780 I mean, I survived a 12,000-foot freefall, and this is gonna be my only scar? 720 00:40:22,940 --> 00:40:24,910 It goes away. 721 00:40:24,950 --> 00:40:26,420 The scar? 722 00:40:26,660 --> 00:40:28,720 The feeling. 723 00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:33,130 That feeling that you have right now, today, 724 00:40:33,190 --> 00:40:36,830 that feeling like you can do anything, 725 00:40:36,870 --> 00:40:40,690 that clarity, it goes away. 726 00:40:40,830 --> 00:40:46,840 And you go right back to being the coward who can't tell the person you love how you feel. 727 00:40:48,010 --> 00:40:50,420 I saw your video. 728 00:40:51,040 --> 00:40:53,710 Y-you saw the... 729 00:40:56,830 --> 00:40:59,350 But you're not gonna let sally see it, right? 730 00:40:59,410 --> 00:41:01,580 Y-you're not gonna let her know what I said? 731 00:41:02,050 --> 00:41:04,140 Like I said... 732 00:41:04,180 --> 00:41:06,070 it goes away. 733 00:41:06,110 --> 00:41:07,690 It's going away right now. 734 00:41:07,770 --> 00:41:12,260 You have to tell her how you feel, right now while you still can. 735 00:41:12,630 --> 00:41:17,650 She is just so incredible, I mean, at everything she does. 736 00:41:17,690 --> 00:41:19,580 She's way out of my league. You don't understand. 737 00:41:19,630 --> 00:41:22,580 There is no way that she could possibly feel the same way that-- 738 00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:26,200 Well, if she doesn't feel the same way, then you move on. 739 00:41:26,270 --> 00:41:29,500 But if you never find out how she feels, 740 00:41:29,580 --> 00:41:31,800 then that won't be your only scar. 741 00:41:41,730 --> 00:41:44,310 He doesn't have any secret fetishes, right? 742 00:41:44,370 --> 00:41:47,960 He really-- he doesn't strike me as a fetish kind of guy. 743 00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:51,360 Hey, Richard, you gotta tell us what this evening is about. 744 00:41:51,420 --> 00:41:54,590 You've been obtuse, it's been fun but, you know, we're getting a little freaked out now. 745 00:41:54,650 --> 00:41:56,530 What's a gentlemen's evening? 746 00:41:57,450 --> 00:42:00,570 It's an evening with no ladies, just gentlemen. 747 00:42:00,650 --> 00:42:02,310 That's it? 748 00:42:03,050 --> 00:42:06,020 Pretty boys living in the woods. 749 00:42:06,080 --> 00:42:08,240 This is very charming. 750 00:42:08,240 --> 00:42:09,220 Or sad. 751 00:42:09,300 --> 00:42:10,760 I'm not sure which. 752 00:42:10,820 --> 00:42:12,700 What happened to no ladies? 753 00:42:13,130 --> 00:42:15,270 Plans change. 754 00:42:17,680 --> 00:42:19,430 What are you doing tonight? 755 00:42:21,150 --> 00:42:23,350 As in, uh... 756 00:42:24,280 --> 00:42:26,580 what are you doing tonight? 757 00:42:29,570 --> 00:42:31,210 Look, uh... 758 00:42:31,270 --> 00:42:32,660 I'm not a nice guy. 759 00:42:32,740 --> 00:42:35,650 I don't date. I don't call the next day. 760 00:42:35,690 --> 00:42:38,840 I-- I'm not looking for a relationship 'cause I'm never good at 'em. 761 00:42:38,890 --> 00:42:42,940 And honestly, I'm kinda hung up on somebody else. So... 762 00:42:42,980 --> 00:42:45,570 the only thing you're ever gonna get from me is sex. That's it. 763 00:42:45,650 --> 00:42:48,620 And, uh, that's never enough for girls like you. 764 00:42:52,730 --> 00:42:56,590 Deep down, everyone wants to believe they could be hard-core. 765 00:42:56,650 --> 00:42:59,120 But being hard-core isn't just about being tough. 766 00:42:59,180 --> 00:43:00,380 Oh, this is just unfair! 767 00:43:00,460 --> 00:43:02,960 In your face, banker. Park place is mine. 768 00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:04,020 Give it up. 769 00:43:04,060 --> 00:43:04,930 Come on. 770 00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:07,290 Yeah, oh, with a hotel! 771 00:43:07,350 --> 00:43:08,600 I think you owe him money. 772 00:43:08,660 --> 00:43:10,580 It's about acceptance. 773 00:43:11,830 --> 00:43:13,640 George. 774 00:43:25,870 --> 00:43:27,820 I'm exhausted. 775 00:43:28,520 --> 00:43:30,180 Every bone... 776 00:43:30,230 --> 00:43:32,870 and every muscle in my body... 777 00:43:32,870 --> 00:43:34,700 aches. 778 00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:36,900 And I don't think I can do this. 779 00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:40,160 I don't-- it's not that I don't want to, because I do. 780 00:43:40,220 --> 00:43:42,000 I really, really do. 781 00:43:42,040 --> 00:43:46,770 It's just that I-I just spent six and a half hours on my feet in surgery, 782 00:43:46,830 --> 00:43:50,390 and I can barely hold myself up, and I'm just so tired. 783 00:43:50,490 --> 00:43:54,720 this is-- this is like a-- a rare bird, George. 784 00:43:54,780 --> 00:43:58,100 You know, I mean, the first time that we're together since-- 785 00:43:58,160 --> 00:44:02,270 since we were together, and it's a once-in-a-lifetime experience. 786 00:44:02,310 --> 00:44:04,670 I don't want to waste it. I don't want to waste it on a night 787 00:44:04,730 --> 00:44:09,290 that I'm too exhausted to enjoy it because I want to enjoy our rare bird, George. 788 00:44:09,310 --> 00:44:11,800 I need to enjoy our rare bird. 789 00:44:12,560 --> 00:44:14,820 Me, too. I... 790 00:44:14,910 --> 00:44:20,830 and oh, my hand is just oh, it's just killing me from holding that dress. 791 00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:26,870 S-so maybe to-- maybe tonight's not the perfect night. 792 00:44:26,940 --> 00:44:29,280 Maybe a perfect night is... 793 00:44:29,360 --> 00:44:30,710 another night. 794 00:44:30,770 --> 00:44:32,490 Really? 795 00:44:41,300 --> 00:44:44,020 Do you want to maybe, uh... 796 00:44:44,740 --> 00:44:46,740 go to sleep? 797 00:44:53,860 --> 00:44:55,560 Oh, thanks. 798 00:44:55,640 --> 00:44:57,190 Okay. 799 00:45:03,940 --> 00:45:06,450 Did you only shave one of your legs? 800 00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:09,560 I know. I'm sorry. 801 00:45:09,620 --> 00:45:10,660 No, no, I was just wondering. It's cool. 802 00:45:10,720 --> 00:45:12,640 It's-- it's okay. Sorry. 803 00:45:12,700 --> 00:45:16,050 It's-- it's-- oh, my god. I can't do it. 804 00:45:16,140 --> 00:45:21,180 Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hard-core for once. 805 00:45:21,260 --> 00:45:22,680 Maybe I should take a sleeping pill. 806 00:45:22,740 --> 00:45:24,340 Oh, no. Don't do that. 807 00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:27,950 You'll just get strung out and turn into a bad afterschool special. 808 00:45:28,110 --> 00:45:31,440 We'll just sleep, and... you'll sleep. 809 00:45:33,800 --> 00:45:36,290 I can't stop, Cristina. 810 00:45:37,530 --> 00:45:40,480 I just can't stop seeing Derek. 811 00:45:42,810 --> 00:45:45,980 And it's not about the sex. It's not... 812 00:45:46,060 --> 00:45:48,850 about the sex. 813 00:45:48,890 --> 00:45:51,690 It's about that moment afterward... 814 00:45:53,720 --> 00:45:56,220 when the world stops. 815 00:45:58,070 --> 00:46:01,050 It just feels so safe... 816 00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:05,500 so safe. 817 00:46:06,720 --> 00:46:09,410 I'm not ready to give that up. 818 00:46:12,370 --> 00:46:15,380 Does that make me sad and weak and pathetic? 819 00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:17,550 A little bit. 820 00:46:21,510 --> 00:46:23,570 What do I do? 821 00:46:26,940 --> 00:46:28,800 I don't know. 822 00:46:28,840 --> 00:46:32,270 You don't have to be tough every minute of every day. 823 00:46:32,310 --> 00:46:34,630 It's okay to let down your guard. 824 00:46:34,690 --> 00:46:39,310 In fact, there are moments when it's the best thing you could possibly do... 825 00:46:48,650 --> 00:46:51,470 as long as you choose your moments wisely. 826 00:46:59,960 --> 00:47:03,620 Alex, please tell me that you don't live with meredith grey.