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Previously on "Grey's Anatomy"...
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Pick me. Choose me. Love me.
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I need to not die emotionally
crippled and alone.
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Callie... what I did to
you is unforgivable.
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so you two are together?
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You know what? You're
inappropriate and unprofessional.
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Dr.Hahn has agreed to bome our
new head of cardiothoracic surgery.
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Lookin' forward to it,dr.Yang.
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My wife has filed for divorce.
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I don't know if I can handle
one more night in that hotel.
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You can say anything to me.
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I want to marry you,and
you're not ready.
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there's this thing
about being a surgeon--
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maybe it's pride or maybe
it's just about being tough--
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but a true surgeon never admits they
need help unless absolutely necessary.
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What are your other symptoms?
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Okay,there's the father thing...
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The mother thing,the sister thing...
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-mm,the dying-and-coming-back- to-life
thing. -You have too many things.
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I can't sleep.
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I can't sleep without the dreaming.
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And the panic attacks.
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-One. One panic attack.
-Okay,still.
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What's wrong with me?
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As far as I can tell,severe
abandonment issues.
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that's crap. Psych is crap.
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Issues?
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I mean,it's-- it's in the
book. The book said it,not me.
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have you considered maybe
you and derek should...
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stop having breakup sex?
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Okay.
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The more available he gets...
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the more I pull away.
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What do you mean?
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Nothing. It's a derek thing.
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Surgeons don't need to ask for help
'cause they're tougher than that.
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Surgeons are cowboys-- rough
around the edges,hard-core.
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Least,that's what
they want you to think.
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ah,good morning.
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Oh,perfect timing.
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Trout for breakfast.
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Again.
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Yeah,don't start. I let you live
on my land,so don't--don't start.
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I'm older than you. I've just
seen life from both sides now.
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You gonna start singing?
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I'm just saying that a man who is up fishing at
3:00 every morning is a man in pain over a woman.
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Oh,good. A country-western song.
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I'm pointing out it's a
thing we have in common,derek.
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You know,what we need is something
to take our mind off of everything.
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What we need...
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is a gentlemen's evening.
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-A what? -A good, old--fashioned
gentlemen's evening...
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tonight.
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this is absurd.
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You shouldn't be sleeping
in the on call room.
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It's not always an on call room. Sometimes
it's a gurney in the tunnels and the...
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it's absurd...
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when I have a perfectly good bed.
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And I know that we said we would wait and be
respectful,and we have been very respectful.
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but now I want sex.
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-Right now?
-no.
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Tonight.
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Tonight we will have...
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hot,perfect sex.
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-You in?
-Yeah,I'm obviously in.
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I gotta go.
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I got patients to check
on,erica hahn to impress.
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I'm gonna go kick some cardio
ass. Oh,god. I gotta shave my legs.
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It's okay if you don't,you
know,have ahance to shave your legs.
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No,it's not.
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It is not okay,george.
I have to shave my legs.
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I will be shaving my legs.
Hot,perfect sex requires shaved legs.
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Okay.
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Erica hahn--
first day.
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Oh,first day indeed,and a
mountain of paperwork to prove it.
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Derek shepherd,you know erica hahn.
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You're the new burke.
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And this is dr.Mark sloan,head
of plastics. Erica hahn.
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Ah,the new burke.
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Welcome. Excuse us.
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Interesting guys,and by "interesting"
I mean "ridiculously attractive.
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do you hire on looks alone,or
is actual skill a factor?
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-Good to have you here,erica.
-Good to be here,richard.
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What exactly is a gentlemen's evening?
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I don't know. It's an
evening with gentlemen.
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And strippers?
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No,I don't--I don't think
the chief meant strippers.
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Sure sounds like strippers. Dr.Bailey?
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What's the first thing that comes to mind
when I say the words "gentlemen's evening"?
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Tassels. Shiny,sequined
tassels and $1 bills.
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See? Strippers.
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There will be no strippers.
I'm almost positive.
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So you don't know what
this thing is either?
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No,but you're in?
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Why not? I like to be surprised.
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Okay. Oh,heads-up. Mr.Incredible,12:00.
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Hi.
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Hi.
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What the hell was that about?
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That was about a date we have later
in the on call room. It's nothing.
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Well,you sure seem to be losing
sleep over a whole lot of "nothing.
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" This is it-- hahn is in the
hospital,freakin' izzie is on her service again.
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I'm gonna ride this trauma
train straight back into cardio.
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Okay,what do we got?
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Uh,two ambulances,multiple traumas.
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Any chance you need a
resident's help,dr.Torres?
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As long as you want to smash
bones into dust while people cry.
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Sweet. What do you got?
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Chest pain,tamponade,ruptured aorta?
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Uh,more like a clown car.
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Jackie escott,25 years old-- dislocated
shoulder lac to her thigh,vital signs are stable.
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And helena
boyd,26 years old--
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also stable with obvious nasal fracture
facial lacs and a chunk of missing scalp.
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-She ripped out my hair.
-She ripped out my shoulder!
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You pped out your own shoulder when you
were trying to push me off of the platform!
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Who let go of the dress? Did
anybody let go of the dress?
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Hang in there,honey. Don't let
her psych you out,all right?
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Okay,what the hell's all this?
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It's a store contest. I'm the judge.
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Last one to let go of the dress-
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-- wins the wedding of
my dreams. -Of my dreams.
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All right,enough. You
two are injured,okay?
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You need to get your priorities
straight and let go of the--
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let go--let go of the
dress so we can treat you.
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All right,let go now. Now.
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That's not gonna happen.
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All right. Fine. Let's move.
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oh,please let this be something
good,something cardio good. Please.
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33-year-old male discovered unconscious but
stable having survived a 12,000-foot free fall.
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A what?
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His parachute didn't open.
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Wait,he fell 12,000
feet without a parachute?
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thank you.
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Grey's
Anatomy Season 4 Episode 6
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What's his name?
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Rick. I'm rick jacobs.
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He's talking?
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you'd think after 12,000 feet,he'd
have at least a punctured lung.
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where is he? Where are you?
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Oh,my god. There you arE.
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How is he? How is he?
Is he okay? Is he dying?
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No,I'm not dying,sally.
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Okay,ma'am,you need to calm down.
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Is this yourife?
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My skydiving instructor.
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-Well,ma'am- -I
watched the whole thing.
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I-I couldn't do anything. I was
just--I was just in the clouds floating,
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watching while he--while he-- while
he--you-- you fell to your death.
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His chute didn't open.
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Ma'am,okay,we need to do our jobs,
and you're making that difficult by
hovering over the patient.
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P-please have a seat and breathe.
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I heard we have a skydiver
who fell 12,000 feet.
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That'd be me.
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-hello.
-Hi.
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He's talking?
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Clearly he's in shock,can't
feel the extent of his injuries.
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Let's get him down for a C.T.
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Cristina,where are you going?
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Multiple injuries means multiple surgeries.
I'm going to get me some cardio.
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Okay,do you see that you're
bleeding all over the dress?
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It's not about the dress.
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I can't,uh,I can't-- there's
too much blood down here.
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Which one of your legs is bleeding?
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I don't know. I can't
really feel anything anymore.
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I hear you have a broken nose
down here. What's with the dress?
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It's n about the dress.
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Can't they--can't they
just split the prize?
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I offered. I offered that 14 hours ago.
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It is a $100,000 wedding package,and
I am not splitting it with anyone.
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oh,you're bleeding on your dress.
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it's not about the dress!
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Uh,uh,I'm gonna have to
stabilize that shoulder somehow.
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I'll go grab a sling.
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-Well,this is cozy.
-This is hell.
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I assigned o'malley to you to keep him
away from me,and now our patients are
connected to each other.
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You're not looking at this
like the opportunity it is.
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-Meaning?
-Meaning he's an intern.
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It's,like,half my job,torturing interns.
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thanks. That's--
that's almost sweet.
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But torturing george is not
gonna make any of this any better.
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Torture him how,exactly?
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My hands always get
so sweaty in hospitals.
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It's the weirdest thing.
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It's pretty common,actually.
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If it makes you feel any better,Dr.Hahn
has done this procedure hundreds of times.
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And she's really gonna thread a catheter
up my leg,all the way to my heart?
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Trust me,you are in excellent hands.
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But,um,I--I'll
be out,right?
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Oh,yeah,you'll be asleep.
You won't remember a thing.
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Ivory-billed woodpecker.
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I'm sorry?
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Ivory-billed woodpecker-- that's
what's getting me through this.
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I'm a,uh,lifelong birdwatcher.
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And when I get through this,I am finally
going to scout the ivory-billed woodpecker.
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It is so rare.
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You know,we--we
thought it was extinct.
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But it's not.
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It lives in arkansas...
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in this one little patch of swamp.
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Do you have any idea how incredible it
is to see a bird like that in person?
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I'm sorry.
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Uh,I'll be just one second.
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Why are you hovering?
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Guess what just came into the pit.
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No,no,don't guess. I'll tell you.
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Skydiver.
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Skydiver whose chute didn't open,who fell
12,000 feet and landed in some shrubbery.
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Poor guy. He probably broke
every bone in his body.
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No,the point is not "poor guy.
" The point is amazing surgery.
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And it could be yours for the low,low
price of a humdrum,everyday cardio cath.
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Yeah,forget it. I'm not
giving up hahn's service.
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Hey,hey,izzie,you know
what? Cardio is my thing.
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No.
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I like this patient,I like
hahn,and I like cardio.
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No,you are-- you are
flirting with cardio.
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I am married to cardio.
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You will marry general surgery
or,you know,okay,perhaps neuro.
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but you,you are nowhere near
hard-core enough to commit to cardio.
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So you are telling me to stop
flirting with your husband.
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I get it. That's cute.
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But if you're gonna ask me for a favor,
insulting my personal life is probably
not a great tactic.
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No,no,no,wait. I am not
talking about your sex life.
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I could not care less
about your sex life.
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It's a skydiver,izzie. Skydiver.
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Sounds real cool. Enjoy it.
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if his intestines look like I think they
will,that's gonna take first priority.
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He could have delayed paralysis.
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This is not a contest,gentlemen.
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But since a perfed bowel could kill the guy
whether or not his spine's in working order,
my money's on the chief going first.
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Hey,what'd I miss?
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Any cardiothoracic concerns?
I'd be happy to page dr.Hahn.
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Sc's coming up.
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here it is. Wait for it.
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w-wait. Wait.
237
00:11:50,310 --> 00:11:52,580
oh,that can't be right,can it?
238
00:11:52,670 --> 00:11:57,390
I'm not seeing any free
fluid,any intraperitoneal gases.
239
00:11:57,440 --> 00:11:58,240
Does anybody see anything?
240
00:11:58,320 --> 00:12:00,650
There! Right there. A hematoma.
241
00:12:00,660 --> 00:12:01,670
in the right lower quadrant.
242
00:12:01,750 --> 00:12:03,940
It's the appendix.
243
00:12:04,060 --> 00:12:11,330
W-we're saying this guy fell 12,000 feet,and
basically all he needs is an appendectomy?
244
00:12:22,930 --> 00:12:24,810
you're charting... in a closet.
245
00:12:24,820 --> 00:12:27,540
I get a lot of work done in
here. It's quiet and nice.
246
00:12:27,550 --> 00:12:29,580
And a closet.
247
00:12:30,100 --> 00:12:31,570
Look...
248
00:12:31,730 --> 00:12:38,430
when I'm out there roaming the floors,okay,
I am the other grey that dr.Yang likes to
humiliate and kick around.
249
00:12:38,440 --> 00:12:42,800
And--and in here,I'm--I'm not. You
know,in--in here,I'm-- it's just--
250
00:12:42,810 --> 00:12:48,280
it's--it's my place,okay?
It's--it's a closet.
251
00:12:48,400 --> 00:12:51,600
You know,every intern classhas
its runt of the litter.
252
00:12:51,700 --> 00:12:54,660
You keep this up,this
year it's gonna be you.
253
00:12:55,120 --> 00:12:56,300
Get up.
254
00:12:56,410 --> 00:12:58,870
Oh,sorry. You probably
need to get in here.
255
00:12:58,930 --> 00:13:01,690
No,grab--grab a sling from
the box and come with me.
256
00:13:01,790 --> 00:13:02,730
With you?
257
00:13:02,840 --> 00:13:05,770
Well,if you'd rather sit like a loser
in a closet doing charts,you can.
258
00:13:05,850 --> 00:13:09,680
Or you can come help me on
ortho today. Your choice.
259
00:13:10,770 --> 00:13:12,880
No way. No frickin' way.
260
00:13:12,910 --> 00:13:15,390
it's the only solution if neither
of you will let go of the dress.
261
00:13:15,470 --> 00:13:21,350
it's very simple. Dr.Torres needs to treat jackie's
shoulder and leg,so,jackie,you need a proxy.
262
00:13:21,400 --> 00:13:22,590
What?
263
00:13:22,690 --> 00:13:24,560
Think about it,babe. This
gives you an advantage.
264
00:13:24,570 --> 00:13:27,180
You get to rest your hand
and come back refreshed.
265
00:13:27,260 --> 00:13:28,460
Give me the dress. I'll be the proxy.
266
00:13:28,460 --> 00:13:29,170
No way.
267
00:13:29,650 --> 00:13:31,860
This isn't fair. You think this is fair?
268
00:13:32,760 --> 00:13:35,640
Dr.O'malley's the proxy.
269
00:13:36,280 --> 00:13:37,190
What?
270
00:13:37,270 --> 00:13:39,930
He'll hold on to the dress.
271
00:13:40,300 --> 00:13:43,060
Hold the dress? You just want me to...
272
00:13:43,760 --> 00:13:45,740
stand here and hold a dress?
273
00:13:45,820 --> 00:13:48,940
No one every said internship was easy.
274
00:13:58,960 --> 00:14:02,130
Dude,you're job kinda sucks,huh?
275
00:14:02,280 --> 00:14:05,630
Hello? Watch the shoulder.
276
00:14:05,630 --> 00:14:08,730
Oh,check it out. Bambi's a bridesmaid.
277
00:14:09,720 --> 00:14:11,970
you're right. This did cheer me up.
278
00:14:13,730 --> 00:14:18,370
you've got no lung injuries,no
spinal injuries,no broken bones.
279
00:14:18,450 --> 00:14:20,520
-You're just a lucky man.
-Holy crap.
280
00:14:20,640 --> 00:14:23,940
The only thing we found was a little
bleeding in your lower abdomen.
281
00:14:24,020 --> 00:14:25,910
Which means we have to
remove your appendix.
282
00:14:25,990 --> 00:14:27,100
How's that even possible?
283
00:14:27,180 --> 00:14:33,860
Uh,the body's an amazing thing.
You know,sometimes these things,
they just happen.
284
00:14:36,090 --> 00:14:38,610
If you had died... god.
285
00:14:38,710 --> 00:14:42,200
I didn't though. I lived.
286
00:14:43,030 --> 00:14:44,690
it's just the most amazing feeling.
287
00:14:44,740 --> 00:14:46,830
I feel like I could
do anything right now.
288
00:14:46,880 --> 00:14:51,060
I mean,anything in the world
because I faced death and I...
289
00:14:51,300 --> 00:14:52,910
I survived.
290
00:14:52,920 --> 00:14:55,880
-It changes a person.
-It does.
291
00:14:56,390 --> 00:14:58,840
It so does.
292
00:15:00,230 --> 00:15:03,950
Sally...sal,I have
to-- I want to,um--
293
00:15:04,080 --> 00:15:05,110
don't worry.
294
00:15:05,190 --> 00:15:09,260
The minute-- the minute we get out
of here,I am so destroying that video.
295
00:15:09,330 --> 00:15:13,960
You will never have to-- to relive that
horrible-- in fact,where's your helmet?
296
00:15:14,040 --> 00:15:16,600
I'm gonna destroy that video right now.
297
00:15:16,770 --> 00:15:18,990
Sally. Sal...
298
00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:20,110
wait.
299
00:15:20,190 --> 00:15:22,220
Did she say "video"?
300
00:15:22,320 --> 00:15:28,460
the trick is to envision the artery like a
spaghetti noodle-- pliable,but not too fragile.
301
00:15:28,540 --> 00:15:29,990
Good morning.
302
00:15:30,230 --> 00:15:33,660
Oh,this is an unexpected
surprise,chief. You need something?
303
00:15:33,750 --> 00:15:37,210
Oh,first day. Just wanted to
see how you were settling in.
304
00:15:37,390 --> 00:15:39,140
you see that?
305
00:15:39,220 --> 00:15:43,470
It's a blockage,left main coronary
artery. It's totally closed off.
306
00:15:43,470 --> 00:15:47,280
There's no way I'm getting a stent in
there. We're gonna have to open him up.
307
00:15:47,820 --> 00:15:49,310
B.P.'S dropping to 58 over 20.
308
00:15:49,390 --> 00:15:50,360
His heart's racing.
309
00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:53,340
And his temp's rising.
Muscles are rigid.
310
00:15:53,380 --> 00:15:57,570
All right,let's bring him off
anesthesia and start him on 100% o-2.
311
00:15:57,650 --> 00:15:59,560
He's got malignant hypothermia.
312
00:15:59,640 --> 00:16:00,950
So he's allergic to the anestsia?
313
00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:02,790
He'll never be able to endure the cabg.
314
00:16:02,870 --> 00:16:05,790
So what are our options?
315
00:16:10,420 --> 00:16:12,450
that's just,uh...
316
00:16:12,650 --> 00:16:17,100
I mean,it sounds like
you're telling me...
317
00:16:20,120 --> 00:16:24,070
you're not actually telling
me I'M... I'm gonna die?
318
00:16:24,120 --> 00:16:30,590
The blockage we found in your heart
needs surgery,extensive surgery.
Angioplasty won't work.
319
00:16:30,590 --> 00:16:34,320
And since you're allergic
to the anesthesia...
320
00:16:34,680 --> 00:16:37,460
so I'll just,uh...
321
00:16:39,190 --> 00:16:41,440
I'll be like this.
322
00:16:42,680 --> 00:16:45,070
I'll be sick...
323
00:16:45,150 --> 00:16:47,710
and exhausted...
324
00:16:48,230 --> 00:16:50,340
and like this...
325
00:16:50,620 --> 00:16:53,440
until one day when I'll...
326
00:16:53,490 --> 00:16:55,600
just,uh...
327
00:16:55,690 --> 00:16:57,600
die.
328
00:17:02,910 --> 00:17:06,090
It would've been wonderful...
329
00:17:06,230 --> 00:17:08,950
to see that bird.
330
00:17:10,530 --> 00:17:13,450
It would've been wonderful.
331
00:17:17,300 --> 00:17:19,790
Com ark) you're crowding me,o'malley.
332
00:17:22,730 --> 00:17:26,290
Hey,hey,I think he just let go. You
just let go of the dress,didn't you?
333
00:17:26,360 --> 00:17:27,030
No.
334
00:17:27,110 --> 00:17:28,560
I wish to god he had.
335
00:17:28,680 --> 00:17:34,510
I swear,if you let go and lose this contest
after my jackie almost died to win it
336
00:17:34,580 --> 00:17:38,730
Dude,a busted shoulder does not mean
she almost died. Okay?
337
00:17:38,750 --> 00:17:40,210
Whatever.
338
00:17:40,330 --> 00:17:42,690
I'm watching you.
339
00:17:43,590 --> 00:17:45,930
I know you all think this is stupid.
340
00:17:46,010 --> 00:17:49,160
If I were you,I would
think this is really stupid.
341
00:17:49,240 --> 00:17:55,220
Ll,I've never been married myself,
so I'm not one to judge,but george
here knows all about what it takes.
342
00:17:55,280 --> 00:17:56,400
Don't you,o'malley?
343
00:17:56,470 --> 00:17:58,830
You're married? For how long?
344
00:17:58,840 --> 00:18:00,090
Not very long.
345
00:18:00,170 --> 00:18:03,920
Newlywedongratulatations.
346
00:18:05,790 --> 00:18:06,970
Thanks.
347
00:18:07,050 --> 00:18:12,200
Now,jackie,dr.Karev and i are gonna
do this on the count of three,okay?
348
00:18:12,380 --> 00:18:16,790
I should totally win over that helena
girl. I'm am way more injured than she is.
349
00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:17,910
I should just win by default.
350
00:18:17,930 --> 00:18:19,120
One...
351
00:18:19,670 --> 00:18:21,220
two...
352
00:18:21,550 --> 00:18:22,630
three.
353
00:18:24,860 --> 00:18:26,450
Is it in?
354
00:18:30,150 --> 00:18:30,980
It popped back out.
355
00:18:31,060 --> 00:18:32,370
She's gonna need surgery.
356
00:18:32,750 --> 00:18:37,600
Hey,no.I gotta get back to my dress.
Just wrap some bandages around it
or something.
357
00:18:37,680 --> 00:18:42,270
You would rather hold on to a dress
with a dislocated shoulder than let me
repair it in surgery for you right now?
358
00:18:42,330 --> 00:18:47,500
I can have surgery anytime. I
can only win this wedding once.
359
00:18:58,820 --> 00:19:02,460
So what,heust stands
there and holds a dress?
360
00:19:02,540 --> 00:19:05,460
I know. I thought it was
gonna be more exciting,too.
361
00:19:05,490 --> 00:19:06,590
A monkey could hold a dress.
362
00:19:06,690 --> 00:19:09,730
Actually,this is a lot
harder than it looks.
363
00:19:09,790 --> 00:19:13,710
don't let them get to you.
Tune them out,all of them.
364
00:19:13,720 --> 00:19:14,650
It's the only way to get through it.
365
00:19:14,730 --> 00:19:17,550
Sweetie,he's your
competition. Don't help him.
366
00:19:17,620 --> 00:19:19,960
You ever give morphine to
people who aren't patients?
367
00:19:20,030 --> 00:19:21,110
This kinda blows.
368
00:19:21,190 --> 00:19:22,710
It's more fun when you heckle.
369
00:19:22,770 --> 00:19:23,720
Don't heckle,george.
370
00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:25,880
Yeah,whatever. I got
something way better than this.
371
00:19:25,920 --> 00:19:29,000
Something that tops
o'malley playing bride?
372
00:19:30,800 --> 00:19:33,080
Skydiver video.
373
00:19:39,080 --> 00:19:39,780
What are we doing?
374
00:19:39,860 --> 00:19:42,450
Video from the helmet of
a skydiver without a chute.
375
00:19:42,530 --> 00:19:43,300
You guys are sick.
376
00:19:43,370 --> 00:19:46,070
Oh,it's not a snuff
film. The guy survives.
377
00:19:46,760 --> 00:19:48,410
holy...
378
00:19:49,340 --> 00:19:50,670
Oh,is he...
379
00:19:50,750 --> 00:19:53,280
oh,no,he's going for it.
He's going for the chute.
380
00:19:53,330 --> 00:19:54,220
Oh,and it doesn't open.
381
00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:55,280
Now he's flailing.
382
00:19:55,360 --> 00:19:56,490
He's going for his second chute.
383
00:19:56,570 --> 00:19:58,090
-oh,jeez.
-Oh,also doesn't open.
384
00:19:58,130 --> 00:19:59,560
You'd think there'd be more screaming.
385
00:19:59,640 --> 00:20:01,360
Oh,ok how close the ground is getting.
386
00:20:01,420 --> 00:20:02,950
-Wh-what's he doing
now? -Peeing his pants.
387
00:20:03,010 --> 00:20:05,320
Is he saying something? Turn it up.
388
00:20:05,970 --> 00:20:09,220
God,I wish would've told
you. I am so in love with you.
389
00:20:09,380 --> 00:20:13,070
I-I love you. I love you.
I love you,sally. I--ohh!
390
00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:17,960
who's sally?
391
00:20:19,070 --> 00:20:21,890
-His skydiving instructor.
-Sad.
392
00:20:21,940 --> 00:20:24,210
Hey,what are you even doing here?
Aren't you supposed to be in surgery?
393
00:20:24,260 --> 00:20:27,980
The guy is allergic to anesthesia.
The surgery was canceled.
394
00:20:31,490 --> 00:20:33,010
I drowned.
395
00:20:33,090 --> 00:20:35,080
I was sinking...
396
00:20:35,320 --> 00:20:37,140
I died.
397
00:20:38,760 --> 00:20:40,950
And you know what I realized?
398
00:20:41,030 --> 00:20:45,000
I realized how stupid
all of my issues are.
399
00:20:45,090 --> 00:20:47,850
I'm waiting for how this applies to me.
400
00:20:47,870 --> 00:20:50,070
-It doesn'T.
-Of course not.
401
00:20:50,380 --> 00:20:56,870
Well,that man fell,and all he wanted was one
last chance to tell sall how he felt about her.
402
00:20:56,950 --> 00:21:01,020
And I got one last
chance. I got my chance.
403
00:21:01,030 --> 00:21:03,080
And what have I done with it?
404
00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:10,020
You know,being aware of your crap
and actually overcoming your crap are
two very different things.
405
00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:13,730
-I know.
-Okay,found it.
406
00:21:18,030 --> 00:21:22,310
dr.Hahn,I know how you can do the surgery
on the patient who is allergic to anesthesia.
407
00:21:22,390 --> 00:21:24,820
Well,no anesthesia means no ventilator.
408
00:21:24,940 --> 00:21:27,770
No ventilator means no cabg. Not
a whole lot of wiggle room there.
409
00:21:27,770 --> 00:21:29,150
You can operate on him while he's awake.
410
00:21:29,230 --> 00:21:33,270
Yang-- you can use a high thoracic
epidural to numb him from the chest down.
411
00:21:33,330 --> 00:21:35,040
Let him breathe on his
own the entire time.
412
00:21:35,120 --> 00:21:37,340
I mean,they pulled it off in india
last month,and then again in--
413
00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:41,930
dr.Hahn,you wanted to sign the
discharge papers for mr.Arnold?
414
00:21:43,860 --> 00:21:46,140
Not quite yet.
415
00:21:46,920 --> 00:21:49,190
Wide awake?
416
00:21:49,270 --> 00:21:55,500
You want me to let you slice open
my chest while I'm wide awake?
417
00:21:55,580 --> 00:21:58,430
It is your best option.
418
00:21:58,950 --> 00:22:01,650
Uh,how...
419
00:22:01,750 --> 00:22:09,020
how long would i have to be lying there,uh,on
the table with my chest open,uh,like that?
420
00:22:09,090 --> 00:22:12,640
the surgery can take up to
five or six hours. Maybe more.
421
00:22:14,730 --> 00:22:16,440
uh,six hours...
422
00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:18,010
awake...
423
00:22:18,090 --> 00:22:20,640
w-with you operating on my heart. I...
424
00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,880
the ivory-billed woodpecker.
425
00:22:22,990 --> 00:22:24,400
-What?
-What?
426
00:22:24,440 --> 00:22:27,480
The ivory-billed woodpecker. Mr.Arnold
427
00:22:27,570 --> 00:22:31,400
you want to live to see it,don't
you? This is your only chance.
428
00:22:34,740 --> 00:22:37,400
Ivory-billed woodpecker.
429
00:22:37,510 --> 00:22:38,570
Excellent.
430
00:22:38,660 --> 00:22:42,830
Stevens,we will scrub in
as soon as an O.R. Is free.
431
00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:45,280
Uh,but the surgery was cristina's idea.
432
00:22:45,360 --> 00:22:46,590
Either you want in or you don'T.
433
00:22:46,670 --> 00:22:48,350
-Which is it?
-I do.
434
00:22:48,430 --> 00:22:51,770
Uh,but-- I'm sure there'll be
standing room in the gallery,yang.
435
00:22:51,820 --> 00:22:54,680
Stevens,book the O.R.
436
00:23:02,420 --> 00:23:03,570
uh,chief.
437
00:23:03,630 --> 00:23:05,830
Awake open-hrt surgery?
438
00:23:05,870 --> 00:23:07,160
I want to talk to you about tonight.
439
00:23:07,220 --> 00:23:09,300
Have you heard about this
awake open-heart surgery?
440
00:23:09,360 --> 00:23:11,260
I've invited sloan and,
441
00:23:11,340 --> 00:23:14,410
um,well,I'm wondering what
I should tell him to expect.
442
00:23:14,480 --> 00:23:16,430
Mm,tell him to expect a good time.
443
00:23:16,510 --> 00:23:20,090
Okay,so what is that,
poker,cigars,whiskey?
444
00:23:20,150 --> 00:23:22,360
I mean,what kind of things?
445
00:23:23,470 --> 00:23:26,150
A good time,shep.
446
00:23:26,190 --> 00:23:27,620
You know?
447
00:23:29,870 --> 00:23:36,190
You have no idea the kind of stamina
it takes to stand in a display window
for two days.
448
00:23:36,250 --> 00:23:40,140
It's the hardest thing
I've ever done,like,ever.
449
00:23:40,180 --> 00:23:45,900
You're risking permanent damage
to your shoulder over a contest.
450
00:23:45,980 --> 00:23:48,020
What does your dress look like?
451
00:23:48,120 --> 00:23:52,900
Strapless,sweetheart neckline,
crystal beading-
452
00:23:52,960 --> 00:23:54,390
- so pretty.
453
00:23:54,430 --> 00:23:56,250
But you're gonna wear
your hair down,though,right?
454
00:23:56,310 --> 00:23:57,980
You know,to cover the hunchback?
455
00:23:58,000 --> 00:23:59,660
The what?
456
00:23:59,930 --> 00:24:03,380
Oh,it's just,since you're ignoring
Dr.Torres' advice about getting the surgery,
457
00:24:03,450 --> 00:24:06,920
you know,your shoulder is probably
gonna be pretty swollen and purple
458
00:24:06,980 --> 00:24:08,260
--you know,kind of like a hunchback?
459
00:24:08,320 --> 00:24:10,360
But your hair should totally cover it.
460
00:24:10,400 --> 00:24:12,790
I mean,probably,with the right veil.
461
00:24:12,850 --> 00:24:14,880
You didn't tell me that.
462
00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:17,660
How soon can we have the surgery?
463
00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:23,110
dr.Hahn.
464
00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:25,580
I heard a crazy rumor about you.
465
00:24:25,640 --> 00:24:29,190
That I'm performing open-heart surgery
on a man who's wide awake?
466
00:24:29,250 --> 00:24:30,920
That's the rumor that's the truth.
467
00:24:30,980 --> 00:24:33,070
Well,I perform awake brain
surgery all the time.
468
00:24:33,130 --> 00:24:34,670
Not the same thing.
469
00:24:35,770 --> 00:24:37,590
You ever heard of a
gentlemen's evening?
470
00:24:37,650 --> 00:24:38,830
I'm sorry?
471
00:24:38,890 --> 00:24:41,180
The chief is hosting a
gentlemen's evening.
472
00:24:41,240 --> 00:24:42,940
We're pretty sure it doesn't involve porn,
473
00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:45,840
but,you know,we want to be sure.
474
00:24:45,920 --> 00:24:47,520
Right.
475
00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:49,710
Are you two a couple?
476
00:24:51,970 --> 00:24:53,210
that's--no.
477
00:24:53,210 --> 00:24:54,610
Just checking.
478
00:24:58,810 --> 00:24:59,930
Why would she ask that?
479
00:25:00,010 --> 00:25:00,880
I don't know.
480
00:25:00,900 --> 00:25:02,860
I'm--I'm worried about this
gentlemen's thing.
481
00:25:03,530 --> 00:25:04,930
George...
482
00:25:05,250 --> 00:25:06,730
you got a second?
483
00:25:08,240 --> 00:25:09,600
Seriously?
484
00:25:10,900 --> 00:25:12,360
one se.hi.
485
00:25:18,770 --> 00:25:21,470
We're gonna have to push back our
perfect evening tonight.
486
00:25:21,530 --> 00:25:23,490
Not by much--
a few hours,I think.
487
00:25:23,530 --> 00:25:24,730
Sure.
488
00:25:24,780 --> 00:25:26,070
Okay.
489
00:25:27,330 --> 00:25:30,990
I'm about to scrub in on an
awake open-heart surgery.
490
00:25:31,030 --> 00:25:32,440
- A what?
- Awake.
491
00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:34,910
The patient's gonna be wide
awake while we operate on his heart.
492
00:25:34,970 --> 00:25:36,310
That is intense. -It is.
493
00:25:36,370 --> 00:25:38,490
It is intense.It'S...
494
00:25:40,650 --> 00:25:43,010
you know,cristina would
be all over this.
495
00:25:43,050 --> 00:25:47,890
She would be studying and quizzing herself,
and all I can think about is--is the poor guy.
496
00:25:47,950 --> 00:25:49,940
You know,he's really
nervous already,and...
497
00:25:51,440 --> 00:25:53,410
I'm not hard-core.
498
00:25:53,550 --> 00:25:55,140
I'm nohard-core enough for this.
499
00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:56,950
Yes,you are.
500
00:25:57,220 --> 00:25:59,730
What,you're just--
you're just not like cristina.
501
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:02,000
You're hard-core.
502
00:26:02,490 --> 00:26:04,840
You're hard-core like izzie.
503
00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:10,160
did that just sound dirty?
'Cause that's not how I meant it.
504
00:26:10,240 --> 00:26:12,120
Mean it,man.
505
00:26:12,290 --> 00:26:13,670
Shut--
506
00:26:14,580 --> 00:26:18,340
go kick ass in the surgery,and then
we'll have our night,and it will be perfect.
507
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:19,990
Oh,I have not shaved my legs yet.
508
00:26:20,050 --> 00:26:21,360
Go be hard-core izzie.
509
00:26:21,470 --> 00:26:23,140
Go. -Okay,got it.going
510
00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:26,810
Thank you. -Bye.
511
00:26:28,510 --> 00:26:30,320
She's hot,man.
512
00:26:31,350 --> 00:26:33,270
-- Is she your wife?
513
00:26:34,360 --> 00:26:38,000
I don't know you well enough to
have this conversation.
514
00:26:38,010 --> 00:26:39,720
Chief,you paged?
515
00:26:39,780 --> 00:26:41,240
Close the door.
516
00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:49,890
You had the nerve to tell a patient you
would perform awake open-heart surgery
without running it past me?
517
00:26:49,930 --> 00:26:52,710
Did burke run every surgery past you?
518
00:26:52,750 --> 00:26:53,730
Erica,I know you're new here... -no.
519
00:26:53,810 --> 00:26:56,030
But we run-- I just want to
know what the rules are.
520
00:26:56,110 --> 00:26:59,260
Every surgery burke booked,
he ran it up the flagpole first?
521
00:26:59,320 --> 00:27:00,770
And what about pretty and prettier?
522
00:27:00,850 --> 00:27:02,780
They run all their
surgeries past you?
523
00:27:02,850 --> 00:27:04,860
Wait,you're talking about
shepherd and sloan?
524
00:27:04,920 --> 00:27:08,230
I am talking about your
male attendings.
525
00:27:08,270 --> 00:27:11,470
You know,the ones you invited to your
gentlemen's evening?
526
00:27:11,510 --> 00:27:13,580
Guess you don't know a guy
till you work for him.
527
00:27:13,650 --> 00:27:16,420
I mean,who knew you were running
some kind of old boys' club?
528
00:27:16,500 --> 00:27:17,470
No,that is not it.
529
00:27:17,550 --> 00:27:21,750
What we were-- you realize that an
evening to which the male attendings
are invited and the women are not
530
00:27:21,830 --> 00:27:25,690
-- you realize that that's a lot like
when law firms used to have
country club weekends
531
00:27:25,770 --> 00:27:28,590
and failed to invite the black sociates?
532
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:31,850
Good talk.
533
00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:33,680
I gotta prep for my surgery.
534
00:27:42,950 --> 00:27:45,020
remember when I was dead?
535
00:27:47,020 --> 00:27:50,140
Before I went in that water,
everything was so...
536
00:27:50,220 --> 00:27:53,090
complicated and hard.
537
00:27:55,760 --> 00:27:58,750
And then you pulled
me out of the water.
538
00:27:59,780 --> 00:28:02,330
And I came back to life.
539
00:28:04,190 --> 00:28:06,920
For a moment,
everything was so clear...
540
00:28:09,100 --> 00:28:12,300
as if the water had
washed everything clean.
541
00:28:15,500 --> 00:28:16,970
Do you remember that?
542
00:28:17,010 --> 00:28:18,620
I do.
543
00:28:23,030 --> 00:28:24,500
Me,too.
544
00:29:24,970 --> 00:29:27,610
I don't know how you guys
did this for two days.
545
00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:32,350
Believe me,I would be at city hall
tomorrow if that were an option.
546
00:29:32,390 --> 00:29:36,750
It is an option.
You could just...let go.
547
00:29:36,870 --> 00:29:39,010
You let go.
548
00:29:41,120 --> 00:29:44,330
You let go,and it's no big deal.
It's a wedding.
549
00:29:44,410 --> 00:29:47,660
I let go,and I haveo face the
wrath of Dr.Sloan.
550
00:29:49,700 --> 00:29:52,770
My mom manages a grocery store,
551
00:29:53,470 --> 00:29:57,580
and ever since I got engaged,
she's been putting herself into serious debt
552
00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:01,880
over hand-engraved place cards
and chocolate fountains.
553
00:30:03,390 --> 00:30:05,180
It's her dream.
554
00:30:05,830 --> 00:30:07,880
My wedding is her dream.
555
00:30:09,750 --> 00:30:11,920
This is so important to her.
556
00:30:11,980 --> 00:30:15,620
This is what she's been living for
since I can remember,since...
557
00:30:16,070 --> 00:30:17,800
my dad left.
558
00:30:19,970 --> 00:30:22,030
My perfect night.
559
00:30:23,970 --> 00:30:25,790
So...
560
00:30:25,970 --> 00:30:28,040
I can do this.
561
00:30:28,370 --> 00:30:30,590
I can do this for her...
562
00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:33,980
because she's done a lot for me.
563
00:30:41,940 --> 00:30:43,900
Get me a crash cart right now.
564
00:30:48,250 --> 00:30:52,370
must have happened when she fell
this morning,which means
she was bleeding all day.
565
00:30:52,430 --> 00:30:53,960
She seemed just fine.
566
00:30:54,030 --> 00:30:57,430
She must have been feeling
some major pain.
567
00:30:57,880 --> 00:31:00,460
Yeah,holding on to that dress,
that wasn't easy for her.
568
00:31:00,500 --> 00:31:02,060
It was humiliating.It was--
569
00:31:02,140 --> 00:31:06,570
but when someone's trying to break
you,it gives you drive,gives you strength.
570
00:31:06,630 --> 00:31:11,370
Holding on to that dress for hours--
I mean,days-- you know,just...
571
00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:15,600
and in public,refusing to buckle,
refusing to beg--
572
00:31:15,660 --> 00:31:19,700
that hard-core.I mean,in its own way,
that's seriously hard-core.
573
00:31:19,740 --> 00:31:25,100
Rumor has it that sloan was busy
hazing one of his interns today.
574
00:31:26,430 --> 00:31:28,960
I take it you didn't buckle.
575
00:31:32,670 --> 00:31:34,340
No,sir.
576
00:31:35,930 --> 00:31:37,620
Good man,o'malley.
577
00:31:56,560 --> 00:31:58,620
uh,I can't feel anything
from the neck down.
578
00:31:59,300 --> 00:32:01,990
It's almost like the rest of me just...
579
00:32:02,030 --> 00:32:03,760
doesn't exist.
580
00:32:07,180 --> 00:32:09,370
Okay,the sound you're about
to hear,that's the saw.
581
00:32:10,150 --> 00:32:12,400
that--that's not a pretty sound.
582
00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:13,950
I brought you some music.
583
00:32:14,010 --> 00:32:16,800
Just listen to this and tune it all out.
584
00:32:20,040 --> 00:32:22,380
and--and--and that smell.
585
00:32:22,420 --> 00:32:25,460
That--that smell is
not--that's the cautery.
586
00:32:25,500 --> 00:32:27,840
I-I know it's hard,
but you'll get used to it.
587
00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:30,520
In a moment or two,
you won't even notice it.I promise.
588
00:32:40,110 --> 00:32:42,210
he jumped out of that plane.
589
00:32:42,250 --> 00:32:43,870
No one forced him to do it.
590
00:32:43,930 --> 00:32:46,360
Fell 12,000 feet.
591
00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:49,590
People chasing death down,
then trying to cheat it.
592
00:32:49,670 --> 00:32:51,710
Doesn't make any kind of sense to me.
593
00:32:52,810 --> 00:32:54,470
There's a clarity thing.
594
00:32:54,530 --> 00:32:57,340
When you cross over the edge,
595
00:32:57,420 --> 00:33:03,760
there's a moment when everything...
just melts away,and you're fearless.
596
00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:08,930
I get it.I understand
wanting to feel like that.
597
00:33:17,330 --> 00:33:18,320
You're awake.
598
00:33:18,390 --> 00:33:19,370
Did I win?
599
00:33:19,430 --> 00:33:21,580
You should know that your
surgery went very well.
600
00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:27,010
But who won?
601
00:33:27,070 --> 00:33:29,020
I-is she still holding on?
602
00:33:29,110 --> 00:33:30,420
Helena collapsed.
603
00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:31,720
She's in surgery.
604
00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:33,930
So--so I won?
605
00:33:33,990 --> 00:33:38,160
She--she collapsed,which--
which means I won,right?
606
00:33:38,830 --> 00:33:40,930
Where--where's the judge?
607
00:33:41,610 --> 00:33:44,900
You--the woman that you stood
next to for two days almost died.
608
00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:49,470
Okay,you've just woken up from
surgery,and all that you can think
about is if you won a stupid contest?
609
00:33:50,130 --> 00:33:51,780
Don't you get it?
610
00:33:51,840 --> 00:33:53,930
You--you shouldn't have to fight
this hard for a wedding.
611
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:57,410
You fight for a marriage,and
sometimes even that is a lost cause.
612
00:33:57,450 --> 00:33:59,400
Sometimes you have to
know when to let go.
613
00:33:59,470 --> 00:34:00,980
So just let go already,all right?
614
00:34:01,070 --> 00:34:03,170
Just frickin' let go.
615
00:34:06,950 --> 00:34:08,510
Yeah,buT...
616
00:34:08,570 --> 00:34:10,290
d-did I win?
617
00:34:27,910 --> 00:34:31,930
izzie stuck a picture of a bird on
an empty saline bag and put it in
his eyeline.
618
00:34:31,990 --> 00:34:34,240
That's smart.I wouldn't have
thought of that.
619
00:34:43,900 --> 00:34:46,180
she doesn't let me take care of her.
620
00:34:47,500 --> 00:34:49,770
It's not my job anymore.
621
00:34:50,550 --> 00:34:52,390
She won't let me.
622
00:34:54,940 --> 00:34:56,940
I'm taking care of her.
623
00:35:01,820 --> 00:35:03,640
You're,uh...
624
00:35:03,700 --> 00:35:07,880
you're,uh,you're looking at my heart?
625
00:35:08,470 --> 00:35:10,160
you're looking at my...
626
00:35:10,220 --> 00:35:11,820
actual heart?
627
00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:14,780
Better than that,
Mr.Arnold,we're fixing it.
628
00:35:18,260 --> 00:35:24,150
and,uh,all-- all those people,uh,up there
in the observation deck,they're
629
00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:26,770
--they're,uh,looking at it,too?
630
00:35:26,830 --> 00:35:28,420
they are.
631
00:35:31,920 --> 00:35:34,170
People watching me.
632
00:35:34,690 --> 00:35:38,420
Pe-people watching me instead of,uh...
633
00:35:38,980 --> 00:35:43,570
it's--it's so weird,uh,
to be the one ing watched.
634
00:35:43,610 --> 00:35:45,320
It--it's so weird.
635
00:35:45,380 --> 00:35:46,880
How you doing there,Mr.Arnold?
636
00:35:46,950 --> 00:35:47,980
You need anything?
637
00:35:48,040 --> 00:35:51,660
Uh,uh,it's--it's cold,uh,
co-cold in here.
638
00:35:51,720 --> 00:35:53,860
Uh,I-I need to cover up.
639
00:35:53,940 --> 00:35:56,150
Uh,uh,c-cover me up.
640
00:35:56,210 --> 00:35:57,850
Uh,okay?
641
00:35:57,930 --> 00:35:59,630
Um,cov-cover me up.
642
00:35:59,690 --> 00:36:01,260
C-cov-cover me up.
643
00:36:01,300 --> 00:36:04,680
yeah,we're gonna-- we're--we're gonna
cover your legs with more blankets right now.
644
00:36:04,720 --> 00:36:06,720
Oh,c-cov-cover me up.
645
00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:07,990
Okay?
646
00:36:08,050 --> 00:36:09,560
Okay,cov-- cover me up.
647
00:36:09,620 --> 00:36:10,770
His heart rate's up to 168.
648
00:36:10,810 --> 00:36:12,240
Damn it.
649
00:36:12,340 --> 00:36:17,510
You know,uh,ev-everybody's watching,
uh,and--and,uh,I-I need to be covered up.
650
00:36:17,570 --> 00:36:20,140
I-i need-- I-I can't stay like this.
651
00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:21,740
I can't stay like this.
652
00:36:21,820 --> 00:36:24,320
You need--need-- I-I can' I can't.
653
00:36:24,380 --> 00:36:25,680
No,stop right now.
654
00:36:25,740 --> 00:36:28,030
Just--just stop the surgery.
655
00:36:28,070 --> 00:36:31,210
Stop!Stop it!
656
00:36:32,570 --> 00:36:35,530
D/6 okay,I-I mean it.
657
00:36:35,590 --> 00:36:36,890
Get your hands out of me.
658
00:36:36,930 --> 00:36:38,420
Please stop!
659
00:36:38,460 --> 00:36:43,340
Mr.Arnold,I need you to calm down
so that your heart can calm down.
660
00:36:43,420 --> 00:36:44,750
Okay,hey,mr.Arnold.
661
00:36:44,810 --> 00:36:47,610
Mr.Arnold) oh.
662
00:36:47,650 --> 00:36:49,410
Look at me.
663
00:36:49,490 --> 00:36:50,880
Good.Okay.
664
00:36:50,950 --> 00:36:54,600
Now I want you to focus on--
on the observation deck,okay?
665
00:36:54,640 --> 00:36:58,350
Pretend that it's a tree line or a shoreline
or something-- something with birds.
666
00:36:58,390 --> 00:37:02,270
Those aren't people up there watching
you,those are birds-- your birds--
and you're watching them.
667
00:37:02,350 --> 00:37:03,980
So tell me,mr.Arnold,about the birds.
668
00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:05,240
Tell me.Tell me about the birds.
669
00:37:05,310 --> 00:37:07,040
I-I can't.
670
00:37:07,100 --> 00:37:08,630
You can.
671
00:37:08,690 --> 00:37:09,880
How about her?
672
00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:11,710
That woman in--in the far left?
673
00:37:11,770 --> 00:37:13,620
What kind of bird would she be?
674
00:37:13,720 --> 00:37:19,990
Okay,okay,uh,uh,I guess,um,uh,
she--she has a long neck.
675
00:37:20,050 --> 00:37:24,360
Uh,so she'd-- she'd be an ibis,
s-some kind of ibis.
676
00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:26,800
Okay,good.Great.Great.
677
00:37:26,890 --> 00:37:28,220
who's next?
678
00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:29,930
Uh,okay.
679
00:37:30,340 --> 00:37:35,870
th-that one,uh,doing--doing that little,
uh,dance with her fingers.
680
00:37:35,950 --> 00:37:38,390
Um,she's A...
681
00:37:38,610 --> 00:37:41,890
she-- she's the purple sandpiper.
682
00:37:41,990 --> 00:37:46,600
uh,yeah,th-those are tough little birds.
683
00:37:46,660 --> 00:37:48,510
Those are survivors.
684
00:37:49,400 --> 00:37:57,560
and,um,and him,uh,with the,uh,
the--the sad eyes,uh-huh,he would--
685
00:37:57,620 --> 00:38:04,780
he's a,uh,a-a thrush,a-a
black-headed nightingale thrush.
686
00:38:05,950 --> 00:38:11,950
and--and the tall one
standing there,uh,
687
00:38:12,030 --> 00:38:17,210
watching over everything,
over,uh,everyone--
688
00:38:17,270 --> 00:38:20,340
uhuh,he doesn'tiss a thing.
689
00:38:20,620 --> 00:38:23,530
He's A...
690
00:38:23,630 --> 00:38:27,170
a great blue heron.
691
00:38:30,190 --> 00:38:32,320
No question.
692
00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:45,800
hey,how's,uh,how's,uh,
how's your bride?
693
00:38:45,880 --> 00:38:49,070
Did she,uh,pull through okay?
694
00:38:49,150 --> 00:38:51,050
Please tell me that you let go first.
695
00:38:51,110 --> 00:38:53,940
I absolutely cannot handle my
bride winning that way.
696
00:38:59,270 --> 00:39:00,380
What?
697
00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:02,490
Oh,nothing.Just,uh...
698
00:39:03,100 --> 00:39:06,050
I just didn't know if
we-- we'd ever be able to...
699
00:39:06,350 --> 00:39:08,200
talk again.
700
00:39:10,430 --> 00:39:12,240
I'm letting go.
701
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:15,990
I have to...
702
00:39:16,070 --> 00:39:17,600
let go.
703
00:39:27,790 --> 00:39:30,160
Why didn't you tell
anybody you were hurting?
704
00:39:30,770 --> 00:39:32,600
You would've made me let go.
705
00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:34,520
Hell yeah,I would've.
706
00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:39,090
I guess I lost anyway.
707
00:39:39,150 --> 00:39:41,260
No,actually,I let go first.
708
00:39:42,440 --> 00:39:44,310
You did?
709
00:39:44,370 --> 00:39:46,310
Someone had to catch you.
710
00:39:47,630 --> 00:39:50,810
D.
711
00:39:50,890 --> 00:39:52,490
Have a nice life.
712
00:39:55,860 --> 00:39:57,450
we won.
713
00:39:57,520 --> 00:40:00,500
oh,my god.I can't believe
I'm crying over this.
714
00:40:02,240 --> 00:40:04,210
we did this.
715
00:40:04,250 --> 00:40:05,790
We actually did this.
716
00:40:05,830 --> 00:40:08,750
No,sweetie,you did it.
717
00:40:09,370 --> 00:40:11,350
This was all you.
718
00:40:17,370 --> 00:40:21,230
I know this sounds ridiculous,
but I'm a little disappointed.
719
00:40:21,350 --> 00:40:25,790
I mean,I survived a 12,000-foot
freefall,and this is gonna be my only scar?
720
00:40:25,950 --> 00:40:27,920
It goes away.
721
00:40:27,960 --> 00:40:29,430
The scar?
722
00:40:29,670 --> 00:40:31,730
The feeling.
723
00:40:32,450 --> 00:40:36,140
That feeling that you
have right now,today,
724
00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:39,840
that feeling like you can do anything,
725
00:40:39,880 --> 00:40:43,700
that clarity,it goes away.
726
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:49,850
And you go right back to being the
coward who can't tell the person
you love how you feel.
727
00:40:51,020 --> 00:40:53,430
I saw your video.
728
00:40:54,050 --> 00:40:56,720
Y-you saw the...
729
00:40:59,840 --> 00:41:02,360
But you're not gonna let sally see it,right?
730
00:41:02,420 --> 00:41:04,590
Y-you're n gonna let her know what I said?
731
00:41:05,060 --> 00:41:07,150
like I saiD...
732
00:41:07,190 --> 00:41:09,080
it goes away.
733
00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:10,700
It's going away right now.
734
00:41:10,780 --> 00:41:15,270
You have to tell her how you feel,
right now while you still can.
735
00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:20,660
She is just so incredible,
I mean,at everything she does.
736
00:41:20,700 --> 00:41:22,590
She's way out of my league.
You don't understand.
737
00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:25,590
There is no way that she could possibly
feel the same way that--
738
00:41:25,650 --> 00:41:29,210
well,if she doesn't feel the
same way,then you move on.
739
00:41:29,280 --> 00:41:32,510
But if you never find
out how she feels,
740
00:41:32,590 --> 00:41:34,810
then that won't be your only scar.
741
00:41:44,740 --> 00:41:47,320
He doesn't have any
secret fetishes,right?
742
00:41:47,380 --> 00:41:50,970
He really-- he doesn't strike me
as a fetish kind of guy.
743
00:41:52,130 --> 00:41:54,370
Hey,richard,you gotta tell us
what this evening is about.
744
00:41:54,430 --> 00:41:57,600
You've been obtuse,it's been fun but,
you know,we're getting a little freaked out now.
745
00:41:57,660 --> 00:41:59,540
What's a gentlemen's evening?
746
00:42:00,460 --> 00:42:03,580
It's an evening with no ladies,
just gentlemen.
747
00:42:03,660 --> 00:42:05,320
That's it?
748
00:42:06,060 --> 00:42:09,030
pretty boys living in the woods.
749
00:42:09,090 --> 00:42:11,250
This is very charming.
750
00:42:11,250 --> 00:42:12,230
Or sad.
751
00:42:12,310 --> 00:42:13,770
I'm not sure which.
752
00:42:13,830 --> 00:42:15,710
What happened to no ladies?
753
00:42:16,140 --> 00:42:18,280
Plans change.
754
00:42:20,690 --> 00:42:22,440
What are you doing tonight?
755
00:42:24,160 --> 00:42:26,360
As in,uh...
756
00:42:27,290 --> 00:42:29,590
what are you doing tonight?
757
00:42:32,580 --> 00:42:34,220
Look,uh...
758
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:35,670
I'm not a nice guy.
759
00:42:35,750 --> 00:42:38,660
I don't date.I don't call the next day.
760
00:42:38,700 --> 00:42:41,850
I--I'm not looking for a relationship
'cause I'm never good at 'em.
761
00:42:41,900 --> 00:42:45,950
And honestly,I'm kinda hung up
on somebody else.So...
762
00:42:45,990 --> 00:42:48,580
the only thing you're ever gonna get
from me is sex.That's it.
763
00:42:48,660 --> 00:42:51,630
And,uh,that's never enough for girls like you.
764
00:42:55,740 --> 00:42:59,600
Deep down,everyone wants to
believe they c be hard-core.
765
00:42:59,660 --> 00:43:02,130
But being hard-core isn't
just about being tough.
766
00:43:02,190 --> 00:43:03,390
Oh,this is just unfair!
767
00:43:03,470 --> 00:43:05,970
In your face,banker.Park place is mine.
768
00:43:06,010 --> 00:43:07,030
Give it up.
769
00:43:07,070 --> 00:43:07,940
Come on.
770
00:43:08,810 --> 00:43:10,300
yeah,oh,with a hotel!
771
00:43:10,360 --> 00:43:11,610
I think you owe him money.
772
00:43:11,670 --> 00:43:13,590
It's about acceptance.
773
00:43:14,840 --> 00:43:16,650
George.
774
00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:30,830
I'm exhausted.
775
00:43:31,530 --> 00:43:33,190
Every bone...
776
00:43:33,240 --> 00:43:35,880
and every muscle in my body...
777
00:43:35,880 --> 00:43:37,710
aches.
778
00:43:37,770 --> 00:43:39,910
And I don't think I can do this.
779
00:43:39,970 --> 00:43:43,170
I don't-- it's not that
I don't want to,because I do.
780
00:43:43,230 --> 00:43:45,010
I really,really do.
781
00:43:45,050 --> 00:43:49,780
It's just that I-I just spent six and a half
hours on my feet in surgery,
782
00:43:49,840 --> 00:43:53,400
and I can barely hold myself up,
and I'm just so tired.
783
00:43:53,500 --> 00:43:57,730
this is--this is like a-- a
rare bird,george.
784
00:43:57,790 --> 00:44:01,110
You know,I mean,the first time
that we're together since--
785
00:44:01,170 --> 00:44:05,280
since we were together,and it's a
once-in-a-lifetime experience.
786
00:44:05,320 --> 00:44:07,680
I don't want to waste it.I don't want
to waste it on a night
787
00:44:07,740 --> 00:44:12,300
that I'm too exhausted to enjoy it because
I want to enjoy our rare bird,george.
788
00:44:12,320 --> 00:44:14,810
I need to enjoy our rare bird.
789
00:44:15,570 --> 00:44:17,830
me,too.I...
790
00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:23,840
and oh,my hand is jus oh,it's just killing
me from holding that dress.
791
00:44:24,850 --> 00:44:29,880
S-so maybe to-- maybe tonight's
not the perfect night.
792
00:44:29,950 --> 00:44:32,290
Maybe a perfect night is...
793
00:44:32,370 --> 00:44:33,720
another night.
794
00:44:33,780 --> 00:44:35,500
Really?
795
00:44:44,310 --> 00:44:47,030
Do you want to maybe,uh...
796
00:44:47,750 --> 00:44:49,750
go to sleep?
797
00:44:56,870 --> 00:44:58,570
Oh,thanks.
798
00:44:58,650 --> 00:45:00,200
Okay.
799
00:45:06,950 --> 00:45:09,460
Did you only shave one of your legs?
800
00:45:09,930 --> 00:45:12,570
I know.I'm sorry.
801
00:45:12,630 --> 00:45:13,670
No,no,I was just wondering.It's cool.
802
00:45:13,730 --> 00:45:15,650
It's--it's okay.Sorry.
803
00:45:15,710 --> 00:45:19,060
It's--it's-- oh,my god.I can't do it.
804
00:45:19,150 --> 00:45:24,190
Sometimes you have to give yourself
permission to not be hard-core for once.
805
00:45:24,270 --> 00:45:25,690
Maybe I should take a sleeping pill.
806
00:45:25,750 --> 00:45:27,350
Oh,no.Don't do that.
807
00:45:27,410 --> 00:45:30,960
You'll just get strung out and turn into
a bad afterschool special.
808
00:45:31,120 --> 00:45:34,450
We'll just sleep,and...you'll slP.
809
00:45:36,810 --> 00:45:39,300
I can't stop,cristina.
810
00:45:40,540 --> 00:45:43,490
I just can't stop seeing derek.
811
00:45:45,820 --> 00:45:48,990
And it's not about the sex.It's not...
812
00:45:49,070 --> 00:45:51,860
about the sex.
813
00:45:51,900 --> 00:45:54,700
It's about that moment afterward...
814
00:45:56,730 --> 00:45:59,230
when the world stops.
815
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:04,060
It just feels so safe...
816
00:46:06,010 --> 00:46:08,510
so safe.
817
00:46:09,730 --> 00:46:12,420
I'm not ready to give that up.
818
00:46:15,380 --> 00:46:18,390
Does that make me sad and
weak and pathetic?
819
00:46:18,450 --> 00:46:20,560
A little bit.
820
00:46:24,520 --> 00:46:26,580
What do I do?
821
00:46:29,950 --> 00:46:31,810
I don't know.
822
00:46:31,850 --> 00:46:35,280
You don't have to be tough
every minute of every day.
823
00:46:35,320 --> 00:46:37,640
It's okay to let down your guard.
824
00:46:37,700 --> 00:46:42,320
In fact,there are moments when
it's the best thing you could possibly do...
825
00:46:51,660 --> 00:46:54,480
as long as you choose your
moments wisely.
826
00:47:02,970 --> 00:47:06,630
Alex,please tell me that you don't
live with Meredith grey.