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You shouldn't have.
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I'm sorry.
I startled you.
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Oh no, not at all.
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You're just early.
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Oh, annoying habit.
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I apologize for that.
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It's fine.
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Let me just put these...
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Please come in.
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Sync by n17t01
www.addic7ed.com
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So do I look familiar?
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I...
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I mean, I don't go
to the movies that often.
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Oh, no no, I meant
do I look like my sister?
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Well, it's been what,
18 years now
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Since Patricia's
been my patient?
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Oh, of course.
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Why would you remember, right?
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But yes, I do.
I see the family resemblance.
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Well, Tricia looks
more like our father
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And I look like mother,
or so people say.
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Look, I didn't even know
if you'd agree to see me.
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I don't know the rules.
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Well, if enough time
has passed, it's...
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Well, as you said, 18 years.
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And there's no chance that
Patricia will be my patient again.
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That's not...
that's not a problem.
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Then as long as she is
comfortable with it...
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Yeah, it's fine.
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Not that I need to get her permission.
'cause I'm the big sister.
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Well, you may not need
to ask her permission,
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But... but I do.
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No, of course, yeah.
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Did you...
did you tell her
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That you'd made
an appointment with me?
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She speaks very highly of you.
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Oh, she does?
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Yeah.
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When you called you said
that you'd been having
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Some trouble with
remembering your lines,
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Some memory problems.
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Wait, I called?
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Yeah, I'm back onstage.
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It's been years.
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"night of the iguana."
do you know it?
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Yeah, I've seen the ads
all over town.
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Stars
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And, well, former stars,
I suppose.
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Is that how you
perceive yourself...
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As a former star?
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Well, is that how you see me?
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I'm sorry.
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I haven't been here
five minutes
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And already I'm
a parody of myself.
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How so?
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Oh, you know,
the archetypal actress...
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"enough about me.
What do you think about me?"
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This is therapy.
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It's supposed to be about you.
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So have you been
in therapy before?
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Well, I did est
back in the day,
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And later lifespring.
You remember all that?
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Hey, it blew my mind
at the time.
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It kind of seems
silly now, I guess.
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Let's see.
What else?
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Oh, later I 12-stepped it
for a while
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But that was mostly because
my friends were doing it.
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I never got
past the first step.
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I had trouble with that
whole higher-power thing.
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What else?
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Oh, I was on a film
once in Ecuador
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And I had this session
with a real-life shaman.
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I mean, that was a trip.
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It's unbelievable really,
after all that
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Alternative
counterculture crap,
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That I would wind up on a couch
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Like a 19th-century
neurotic.
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Are you surprised that you,
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As you say, wound up here?
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Well, back when
my mother was dying,
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You know, when Patricia was
seeing you in Baltimore,
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You really helped her.
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And I think my sister felt
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Like I should be
seeing someone too.
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But you didn't?
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Oh, I was so overwhelmed
with work.
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I was racing from one job
to the next.
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And plus, you know,
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I've just never been attracted
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To traditional therapy.
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It just seemed very...
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Naked to me...
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Sitting across
from someone, talking,
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Being scrutinized...
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A nightmare.
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Does this feel
like a nightmare...
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Having to sit here with me now?
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Oh, I wouldn't say that.
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More like a vague
anxiety dream.
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Patricia's right.
You're easy to talk to.
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Besides, what can I do?
I need help.
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With your lines.
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I have them down verbatim
the night before.
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And then I go into rehearsal and
wham... they just disappear,
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I mean, sometimes in
the middle of a sentence.
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I'm talking to another character
and I just lose my place.
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I don't know where I am
in the play.
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I don't know what's
supposed to happen next.
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I can't even improvise
my way out of it.
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So during rehearsal
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How often would you
lose your lines?
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Oh, once, twice, maybe more.
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Mm-hmm.
Anything about the part
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That makes you feel
uncomfortable?
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No.
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Do you tend to trip
over the same spots...
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Certain passages,
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Certain scenes
that give you trouble?
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No, one day it's one place,
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And another...
the next.
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No.
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Ava Gardner played
the part in the movie.
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Did you see it?
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I think so, years ago.
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Are you worried about
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Being compared to Ava Gardner?
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Oh no, I have
my own take on it.
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I'll be fine...
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Different, very different.
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I'm not afraid.
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As long as I can learn
my fucking lines.
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So how long have you got?
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Well, two more weeks
of rehearsal,
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Two weeks of preview
and then opening.
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And that's the big night.
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The producers are in a panic,
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Always hovering,
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Whispering in
the director's ear.
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Do you think they're
whispering about you?
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I heard a rumor that
one of them didn't want me,
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Didn't think
I was right for the part.
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In other words, too old.
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The little prick.
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You're angry with him.
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No, I'm angry with myself.
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I mean, it's just not like me.
I'm always prepared,
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No matter how much
blathering on I have to do.
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I did "happy days" in London.
Do you know it?
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- Sam Beckett.
- That's right.
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I mean, it's really a 90-minute
monologue... that play.
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Winnie never stops talking.
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And I was a quick study.
I mean, I nailed it every time.
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Back then I had some help.
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From whom?
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Oh, my husband Russell.
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He's a European history
Professor at Columbia,
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Kind of a bigwig.
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Yeah, he used to get a kick
out of running lines with me.
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I don't know.
Maybe he just liked correcting me.
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He used to lie in bed
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And I'd pace back and forth
around the room.
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He was like some kind of
academic drill sergeant,
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You know, with his glasses
down on his nose,
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Doing these ridiculous voices.
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What a ham.
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Well, now he's a pig.
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So he's not
helping you anymore?
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Oh, we divorced
two years ago.
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Yeah.
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He was boffing one of his
graduate students.
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She dumped him
six months later.
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But it was enough
to finish us off.
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So how long were you married?
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16 years.
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That's quite a long run
for someone in my business.
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And did you and Russell
have children?
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Izzy...
short for Isabel.
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She just turned 15.
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And how is she coping
with the divorce?
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Fine, I thought.
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I tried to change
the custody arrangement
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When I got the play.
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I mean, usually
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We alternate weekends
and split up the week.
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I just thought
she could stay with me
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Full-time
while I was in rehearsal
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Because I'd be home at night.
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And then she could
go to her father's
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When I was in tech and preview.
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And she wasn't happy with that?
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Somebody wasn't
happy with that.
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Russell said Izzy felt
manipulated by the change.
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I said let her speak
for herself, right?
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Now she's staying
with him full-time,
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Won't answer my calls.
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You sound frustrated.
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Yeah well,
you have teenage kids.
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You know.
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Oh, Patricia told me
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That you were having babies
when she saw you.
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So I figure they must be
teenagers by now, right?
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Okay, so I mean, you get it.
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They're little and cute
and affectionate.
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And then they're gangly
and resentful
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And they're blasting evil
shit about you on Twitter
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And silencing their
cell phones when you call.
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You know, I gave her
my old blackberry
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And she uses it against me.
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What kind of things
does she write about you?
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Oh, I don't know. I can't do all
that social networking stuff.
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It's too complicated.
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Yeah, I know.
I still have problems with email.
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Oh no, that isn't what I meant.
I'm not a Luddite.
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It's just I...
it's too public.
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I would have to have an alias.
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Oh, yes yes.
Of course, yes.
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Anyway, who knows what
she's posting or tweeting?
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"my mother the diva
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Took another gig and bailed
on her responsibilities."
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Send.
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Do you think that's something
that might be true...
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That you've bailed
on your responsibilities?
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That you've chosen career
over motherhood?
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Not at all.
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History is being
rewritten by Izzy.
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If she only knew
how many jobs I passed on
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To stay home and what,
make her a Halloween costume?
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Listen to me.
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I sound so...
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So what?
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You must think
I'm a terrible person.
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Why would I think that?
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Why did I launch into that?
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I don't know why
I started in on that story.
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What were we talking about?
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Oh, Izzy.
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Yeah, it's not easy
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To withstand a child's
anger or scorn
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And just to be there
to love them anyway,
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Even when they reject you.
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It's very stressful.
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I think I can withstand
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A lot worse
than team Wiskowitz...
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That's what I call Russell and
Izzy when they gang up on me.
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That's his last name and hers.
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I took a pass.
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Look,
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I'm sure you know this
from Patricia,
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But when our mother was dying
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I was doing three or four
films a year.
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I was under
a lot of pressure...
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Both personal and professional.
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I mean, I would sometimes fly
from the set to the hospital
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And I would have to be back
in makeup by crack of dawn.
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I never missed a day...
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Not one.
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My director friend
used to call me t. M.F.C....
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Tough mother fucking cookie.
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I can take it.
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You must have found work then
261
00:12:52,533 --> 00:12:56,502
To be a useful distraction.
262
00:12:56,537 --> 00:12:58,871
Kept me sane.
263
00:12:58,906 --> 00:13:00,706
Only now it's making me crazy.
264
00:13:00,741 --> 00:13:03,509
But obviously that was
a long time ago.
265
00:13:03,544 --> 00:13:05,912
Back then you probably could
266
00:13:05,946 --> 00:13:09,182
Handle the stress,
the schedule, the jet lag.
267
00:13:09,216 --> 00:13:12,118
But you were much younger then.
268
00:13:12,152 --> 00:13:14,320
- We were all younger once, Paul.
- Yes, I know, but...
269
00:13:14,354 --> 00:13:18,191
Yeah well, I know what you're getting at.
And you're wrong.
270
00:13:18,225 --> 00:13:20,426
What am I getting at?
271
00:13:20,460 --> 00:13:22,428
How would you like it
if I sat here
272
00:13:22,462 --> 00:13:24,831
Implying things
about your aging body?
273
00:13:24,865 --> 00:13:28,034
I mean, certain issues
do tend to arise
274
00:13:28,068 --> 00:13:30,803
Or not arise, as the case may
be, in men of a certain age.
275
00:13:30,838 --> 00:13:32,538
That is true, yeah.
276
00:13:32,573 --> 00:13:36,375
It's not menopause.
277
00:13:36,410 --> 00:13:38,311
Okay.
278
00:13:38,345 --> 00:13:39,946
Good.
279
00:13:39,980 --> 00:13:43,583
Seems like
I've made you angry.
280
00:13:43,617 --> 00:13:47,153
It was interesting earlier on when
you talked about that producer...
281
00:13:47,187 --> 00:13:50,323
The one who thought
you were too old.
282
00:13:50,357 --> 00:13:53,059
That made you angry too.
283
00:13:53,093 --> 00:13:55,862
Is it a sensitive subject
for you?
284
00:13:55,896 --> 00:13:57,964
Oh, it's not for everyone?
285
00:13:57,998 --> 00:14:00,499
Well, it is
for most people, yeah.
286
00:14:00,534 --> 00:14:03,870
Look, I'm sure that you're
dating some 25-year-old hottie
287
00:14:03,904 --> 00:14:07,106
Who bops home from the gym
and bops you into bed, right?
288
00:14:07,140 --> 00:14:10,509
Patricia caught
a glimpse of your wife,
289
00:14:10,544 --> 00:14:12,545
But I don't notice
a wedding band.
290
00:14:12,579 --> 00:14:14,914
Sounds like you and Patricia
talked about me quite a lot.
291
00:14:14,948 --> 00:14:18,284
Does that make you nervous?
292
00:14:18,318 --> 00:14:21,520
Oh, don't worry.
She adores you.
293
00:14:21,555 --> 00:14:23,522
She said before she met
her husband
294
00:14:23,557 --> 00:14:25,591
You were the most wonderful
man she had ever met,
295
00:14:25,626 --> 00:14:27,260
Quote unquote.
296
00:14:27,294 --> 00:14:29,262
Did you know she got married?
297
00:14:29,296 --> 00:14:30,596
No, I didn't.
298
00:14:30,631 --> 00:14:33,266
Yeah, she found someone...
Yvan.
299
00:14:33,300 --> 00:14:36,636
They met on some
fellowship in France.
300
00:14:36,670 --> 00:14:39,872
They used to finish
each other's sentences,
301
00:14:39,907 --> 00:14:41,941
Sometimes in several languages.
302
00:14:41,975 --> 00:14:44,677
Really nice to see her
so happy.
303
00:14:44,711 --> 00:14:47,513
But he died, though.
304
00:14:47,547 --> 00:14:50,616
Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.
305
00:14:50,651 --> 00:14:52,551
He had a heart condition.
306
00:14:52,586 --> 00:14:55,354
And she knew this
when she married him.
307
00:14:55,389 --> 00:14:57,823
She married him anyway.
308
00:14:57,858 --> 00:14:59,725
That's Patricia...
309
00:14:59,760 --> 00:15:02,194
Unconditional love.
310
00:15:07,034 --> 00:15:11,070
My sister is sick.
311
00:15:11,104 --> 00:15:13,873
She has our mother's disease.
312
00:15:13,907 --> 00:15:16,342
- Breast cancer?
- Mm.
313
00:15:17,377 --> 00:15:19,278
What's her prognosis?
314
00:15:19,313 --> 00:15:22,181
Stage IV.
315
00:15:22,215 --> 00:15:24,383
I see.
316
00:15:24,418 --> 00:15:26,085
How long?
317
00:15:26,119 --> 00:15:28,754
I'm not sure.
318
00:15:32,426 --> 00:15:34,460
I wanted to tell you
when I called you
319
00:15:34,494 --> 00:15:36,829
And then later when I got
here, but I couldn't.
320
00:15:36,863 --> 00:15:39,165
I understand.
It's very hard
321
00:15:39,199 --> 00:15:40,800
To say that kind of thing.
322
00:15:40,834 --> 00:15:43,169
Does she have somebody
to talk to?
323
00:15:43,203 --> 00:15:46,072
I mean, is she seeing
a therapist?
324
00:15:46,106 --> 00:15:47,873
- Patricia?
- Yes.
325
00:15:47,908 --> 00:15:50,276
I'm just concerned.
326
00:15:50,310 --> 00:15:53,479
She should be... she should
be talking to somebody.
327
00:15:53,513 --> 00:15:55,548
I'm not sure.
328
00:15:55,582 --> 00:16:00,219
Well, death runs in the family.
329
00:16:00,253 --> 00:16:02,955
- What does that mean?
- It's a family disease.
330
00:16:02,990 --> 00:16:05,691
If your mother
dies of it, watch out.
331
00:16:05,726 --> 00:16:08,561
You're five times more likely
to get it yourself.
332
00:16:13,400 --> 00:16:15,134
Are you all right?
333
00:16:15,168 --> 00:16:17,470
Yes yes, I'm fine.
334
00:16:17,504 --> 00:16:20,773
You said it was
a family disease.
335
00:16:20,807 --> 00:16:23,175
Yeah, there's a genetic test
336
00:16:23,210 --> 00:16:26,012
For breast cancer...
the brca1.
337
00:16:26,046 --> 00:16:27,346
Yes, I know.
338
00:16:27,381 --> 00:16:29,348
Patricia's obsessed
with it...
339
00:16:29,383 --> 00:16:31,650
All those miserable statistics.
340
00:16:31,685 --> 00:16:34,487
I finally had a mammogram
just to shut her up.
341
00:16:34,521 --> 00:16:37,323
I was 100% clean.
But that's not enough for her.
342
00:16:37,357 --> 00:16:39,558
She still wants me
to take the test.
343
00:16:39,593 --> 00:16:41,727
She harangues me
every time she sees me.
344
00:16:41,762 --> 00:16:43,729
Of course I haven't seen
her for close to a month.
345
00:16:43,764 --> 00:16:45,598
I've been so swamped.
346
00:16:45,632 --> 00:16:47,600
Does she still live
in Baltimore?
347
00:16:47,634 --> 00:16:49,735
No, she moved here years ago.
348
00:16:49,770 --> 00:16:52,204
She lives just
15 blocks from here.
349
00:16:52,239 --> 00:16:55,207
She hates being sick.
350
00:16:55,242 --> 00:16:57,243
She's so confined.
351
00:16:57,277 --> 00:16:59,578
I mean, she used to be
so vibrant.
352
00:16:59,613 --> 00:17:01,313
- You remember.
- Sure.
353
00:17:01,348 --> 00:17:03,315
She must have been quite ill
354
00:17:03,350 --> 00:17:05,618
When you started rehearsals.
355
00:17:05,652 --> 00:17:08,654
Yeah well, when I took the play
356
00:17:08,688 --> 00:17:12,358
She was just
starting chemo again.
357
00:17:12,392 --> 00:17:14,660
And when I started rehearsals
358
00:17:14,694 --> 00:17:17,463
Well, they had started
another round,
359
00:17:17,497 --> 00:17:20,800
But it wasn't working.
So they stopped treatment.
360
00:17:22,769 --> 00:17:25,871
Why? Are you joining
team Wiskowitz?
361
00:17:25,906 --> 00:17:27,673
You think I shouldn't
have taken the play?
362
00:17:27,707 --> 00:17:30,376
No, I just think it's worth
looking at the reasons
363
00:17:30,410 --> 00:17:32,478
Why you might have
taken the job.
364
00:17:32,512 --> 00:17:35,748
I needed a job.
I wanted to take a job.
365
00:17:35,782 --> 00:17:38,184
I hadn't worked in two years.
366
00:17:38,218 --> 00:17:40,386
I hadn't had a decent job
in longer than that.
367
00:17:40,420 --> 00:17:42,021
So I grabbed it.
368
00:17:42,055 --> 00:17:44,590
Does that make me
a cold-hearted egomaniac?
369
00:17:44,624 --> 00:17:47,326
Look, you've just come through
370
00:17:47,360 --> 00:17:49,295
A difficult divorce;
371
00:17:49,329 --> 00:17:51,831
Your daughter isn't
relating to you;
372
00:17:51,865 --> 00:17:54,266
Your sister is sick;
373
00:17:54,301 --> 00:17:57,103
There's a genetic test
that you're anxious about...
374
00:17:57,137 --> 00:18:00,439
No, I'm not anxious about
the fucking test, okay?
375
00:18:00,474 --> 00:18:02,374
Patricia's the one
who's anxious.
376
00:18:02,409 --> 00:18:04,810
Well, I would imagine
that the play
377
00:18:04,845 --> 00:18:06,912
Provided a kind of an escape...
378
00:18:06,947 --> 00:18:08,347
Escape?
379
00:18:08,381 --> 00:18:10,382
No, it's the problem,
not the solution.
380
00:18:10,417 --> 00:18:11,784
What's the problem?
381
00:18:11,818 --> 00:18:14,220
I'm failing.
382
00:18:14,254 --> 00:18:17,156
Is it possible
that some part of you
383
00:18:17,190 --> 00:18:21,093
Might be inclined
towards failure?
384
00:18:21,128 --> 00:18:24,096
I mean, people sabotage
themselves all the time
385
00:18:24,131 --> 00:18:26,732
For what they think
are very good reasons.
386
00:18:26,766 --> 00:18:29,001
Well, that's not me.
387
00:18:29,035 --> 00:18:32,138
You know, earlier you were
talking about Izzy
388
00:18:32,172 --> 00:18:35,441
And how angry she is and how
she resents you working.
389
00:18:35,475 --> 00:18:38,544
Did you notice during that that
you lost your train of thought?
390
00:18:38,612 --> 00:18:40,179
No.
391
00:18:40,213 --> 00:18:42,648
Well, you did.
And it was at a moment
392
00:18:42,682 --> 00:18:45,818
When you were judging
yourself for being selfish.
393
00:18:45,852 --> 00:18:49,221
I'm just wondering if you're
having a similar judgment
394
00:18:49,256 --> 00:18:51,090
About yourself in rehearsal...
395
00:18:51,124 --> 00:18:55,694
You know, about being selfish
by being in the play.
396
00:18:55,729 --> 00:18:58,864
My God, did you aggravate
Patricia like this?
397
00:18:58,899 --> 00:19:01,367
She said you were
supremely supportive.
398
00:19:01,401 --> 00:19:04,603
Well, maybe I've just
become more aggravating
399
00:19:04,638 --> 00:19:07,139
In my middle years, yeah.
400
00:19:07,174 --> 00:19:10,676
Or maybe she was a nicer patient.
I don't know.
401
00:19:10,710 --> 00:19:13,546
Was she a nicer patient?
402
00:19:13,580 --> 00:19:16,248
What if she was
a nicer patient...
403
00:19:16,283 --> 00:19:19,251
A better patient,
whatever that might mean?
404
00:19:19,286 --> 00:19:22,421
You know, I think
it's interesting
405
00:19:22,455 --> 00:19:24,423
That you chose to see me...
406
00:19:24,457 --> 00:19:26,659
Your sister's former therapist.
407
00:19:26,693 --> 00:19:30,029
Well, as I said,
you came highly recommended.
408
00:19:30,063 --> 00:19:32,097
Well, I'm sure
that you had recommendations
409
00:19:32,132 --> 00:19:34,433
From a lot of people.
410
00:19:34,467 --> 00:19:36,268
- No.
- Did you ask around?
411
00:19:36,303 --> 00:19:37,903
No, not really.
412
00:19:37,938 --> 00:19:39,838
Do you think
there might be
413
00:19:39,873 --> 00:19:41,907
Something particular
in coming to see me...
414
00:19:41,942 --> 00:19:44,543
Some special understanding
that you might hope
415
00:19:44,578 --> 00:19:46,545
To gain about Patricia,
416
00:19:46,580 --> 00:19:48,547
Some insight into her maybe,
417
00:19:48,582 --> 00:19:52,351
Into her relationship
with you bef...
418
00:19:52,385 --> 00:19:53,619
What?
419
00:19:53,653 --> 00:19:57,089
Just say it.
420
00:20:03,063 --> 00:20:05,030
It's true.
421
00:20:05,065 --> 00:20:08,400
She's dying... Tricia.
422
00:20:10,870 --> 00:20:13,272
That's the first time
I've said it out loud.
423
00:20:20,580 --> 00:20:22,815
Is it time?
Because it must be time.
424
00:20:22,849 --> 00:20:24,316
Oh God.
425
00:20:24,351 --> 00:20:28,487
I tell you,
rehearsal's gonna be.
426
00:20:28,521 --> 00:20:30,823
So are you on your way to work?
427
00:20:30,857 --> 00:20:32,725
Yes, I am.
Wish me luck.
428
00:20:32,759 --> 00:20:33,859
Well,
429
00:20:33,893 --> 00:20:36,929
Break a leg, as they say.
430
00:20:36,963 --> 00:20:40,065
Oh well, save the superstitions
for the performance.
431
00:20:40,100 --> 00:20:41,734
This is just
a run-through.
432
00:20:41,768 --> 00:20:43,669
Well, good luck with
your run-through then.
433
00:20:43,703 --> 00:20:47,239
Tell the truth... do you always
buy fresh flowers for the office
434
00:20:47,274 --> 00:20:49,608
Or were you just trying
to make a good impression?
435
00:20:49,643 --> 00:20:51,610
I was just passing the bodega
436
00:20:51,645 --> 00:20:55,914
And I thought they'd
brighten up the place.
437
00:20:55,949 --> 00:20:57,683
They do.
438
00:20:57,717 --> 00:21:00,986
And just keep an eye
when you're rehearsing
439
00:21:01,021 --> 00:21:03,956
If you go up on the lines.
440
00:21:03,990 --> 00:21:06,492
If?
441
00:21:55,508 --> 00:21:56,875
Hello.
442
00:21:56,910 --> 00:22:01,013
Um, Dr. Burdick, please.
443
00:22:01,047 --> 00:22:03,916
Paul Weston.
444
00:22:03,950 --> 00:22:07,353
Hey Alan.
445
00:22:07,387 --> 00:22:09,655
How are you?
446
00:22:09,689 --> 00:22:13,692
Yeah yeah, I'm great.
447
00:22:13,727 --> 00:22:16,328
Oh, they're...
448
00:22:16,363 --> 00:22:19,131
Thanks for asking.
They're doing really well.
449
00:22:19,165 --> 00:22:22,368
Thank you.
And yours?
450
00:22:22,402 --> 00:22:24,903
Great.
451
00:22:28,308 --> 00:22:31,977
Alan, I had...
I had a favor to ask.
452
00:22:32,011 --> 00:22:34,546
I was wondering
if you could recommend
453
00:22:34,581 --> 00:22:38,450
A good neurologist.
454
00:22:38,485 --> 00:22:41,854
I just... I just have
a few questions about...
455
00:22:43,790 --> 00:22:47,693
It's about Parkinson's, just...
456
00:22:48,762 --> 00:22:50,596
Yeah, sure sure.
457
00:22:50,630 --> 00:22:52,765
I'll... I'll hold.
458
00:22:52,799 --> 00:22:54,867
Yeah, sure.
459
00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:04,195
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