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I've got a patient
coming to see me.
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Is it a girlfriend?
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I'd tell you if I
had a girlfriend.
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No, you wouldn't.
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You're seeing patients again?
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I thought you were writing.
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Just the one book.
People seem to like it.
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I don't think I'm
ready to read it yet.
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You are recently divorced.
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I really don't know
if I can forgive her.
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Rose is at a friend's house.
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They're working on
a science project.
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I only see her
two nights a week.
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Whose choice was that, Paul?
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Is this really how you wanted
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everything to turn out?
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Every day, it hurts.
I hate my life.
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You're tortured by what you see
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as your failures with your patients.
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This isn't therapy, so
it's okay all of a sudden?
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Don't tell me you haven't
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had fantasies about us.
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Your failures with
your parents.
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My father's sick.
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He's got late-stage Parkinson's.
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Just tell me for once
what you really think!
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You're a therapist
who has remarkably
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little insight into
your own behavior.
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You think I'm unprofessional.
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You've always thought that.
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You have done nothing but judge me
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since the minute I
came back into therapy.
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I can't keep coming to you
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for the mothering I didn't get.
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I just need to be with more people.
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Did you meet someone?
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Her name is Wendy, we
live on the same block.
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I'm sure we'll run into
each other again.
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This is the point where I'm supposed
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to say my door is always open but...
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I'm not going to say that.
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I understand.
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Our time is up.
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Okay.
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What up, dawg?
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What up wit'choo?
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Have you been practicing?
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I appreciate that.
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So...
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so I took a lot
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Of really good
pictures this week.
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At least I think
they're really good.
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Do you want to see them?
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Sure. Sure.
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I uploaded a lot
of them onto Facebook.
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I tried to friend you,
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But then I discovered
you're not on Facebook.
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Are you a libertarian
or something?
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No.
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Well, then you should
get on Facebook.
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Our society is becoming
increasingly bifurcated.
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Do you know
what that means?
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Mm-hmm. Yes, I do.
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Well, it was
a vocab word this week,
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And I kinda loved it.
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I feel I have a real affinity
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For the concept of bifurcation.
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Are you listening
to me right now?
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Don't I sound like
"Miriam-Webster" or something?
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I think that's Merriam,
isn't it?
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Say what?
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It's called "the
Merriam-Webster dictionary."
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What kind of name is Merriam?
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There was a guy called
Noah Webster
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Who wrote
the original dictionary,
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And when he died these two brothers,
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Charles and George Merriam,
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They revised the dictionary
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and they renamed it
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"the Merriam-Webster
dictionary."
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How do you know that?
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I don't know. I just...
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okay.
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Anyway, as I was saying,
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Our lives are now, like,
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Half in real time
and half in virtual time.
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Also, how do you expect
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To find yourself a lady friend?
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You think the brainy girls
you like are at the bar?
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There's no way.
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They are at home watching "Mad Men"
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And surfing match.com.
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Well, maybe I like
to let the game come to me.
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Eww!
Man, don't do that.
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You know that sports
metaphors offend
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My delicate homosexual
sensibilities.
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Well, enough about me.
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So why don't you
tell me about...
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Oh God, I love
this thing so much.
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When I was a kid and I got
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my very first camera,
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I took it everywhere with me.
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I even slept with it.
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And one time, in school,
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We had to give a speech about
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our "most important being"
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And kids were, like,
talking about their mother
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Or their hamster
or something.
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I talked about my camera.
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Who gave it to you?
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Don't remember.
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Here they are.
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Just click that button
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to go to the next one.
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Like this?
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Yeah.
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Okay.
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So that's this guy
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At the bodega on my corner
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Who always sings
along with this, like,
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Crazy Arabic rock station.
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Or actually, he might be praying.
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I don't know.
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This one I like.
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You do?
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Mm-hmm.
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I mean,
it would be better
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If it was less centered
in the frame, but...
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Oh, that's the lady that
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lives next door to us
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Who is a royal bitch to Marisa.
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And last summer
I super-glued nails
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Outside of her garage door.
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She punctured all four tires.
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I'm particularly proud of it.
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Keep going.
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I took that one
from battery park.
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Oh, that's...
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Yeah, there's lady liberty.
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She's so hot.
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Oh, this was at this bar
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I was at the other night.
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That guy's a homo, but he's
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got a wife and three kids
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And won't admit it.
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And this chick is
in love with him.
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Oh, wait, that one's nothing.
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Yeah, that's all
of them, I think.
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So which night was this?
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Friday, I think.
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No... Saturday.
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But it says Tuesday.
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Where?
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On the camera.
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Oh, well,
the calendar's way off.
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What?
It's been off since I got it.
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I just never bothered to reset it.
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Did you like the pictures?
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Which bar was that?
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Does it matter?
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Was it the one that
Josh and Raif own?
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You know what
your problem is?
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You think all art has
to have context.
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That's so bourgeois.
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Was this Josh and Raif's bar?
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Yes.
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Did you take the
pictures last night?
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Yes.
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Did you go to school today?
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No.
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I'll go
school tomorrow.
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Jesus! Ansel Adams didn't
finish High School.
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Neither did Richard Avedon.
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And you know where I
got that information?
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Online.
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Did I like swear to you
I wouldn't see them again?
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No.
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No. So stop looking at me
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Like I've disappointed
you or something.
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I'm not your fucking kid.
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You know, Jesse, we've been
talking for a while now
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About why it isn't
such a good idea
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For you to continue to see
Josh and Raif anymore.
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You've been talking.
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No, not true, Jesse.
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A few weeks ago,
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You said to me that you were...
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Uncomfortable there,
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Because they think
you're a freshman at N.Y.U.,
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Because they were a couple and
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because you were feeling used.
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No, I never said "used."
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I think you did.
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No, I said "fucked."
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I said...
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I was feeling fucked
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While I was being fucked
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And I know exactly what I said
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Because I was trying
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to make you uncomfortable.
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You were trying
to shock me, yeah?
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Whatever.
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Or throw me off balance,
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Like when you flashed the
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camera in my face at the door.
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It's your way of
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distracting me, yeah?
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Sending up flares,
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Obscuring who you are.
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We've talked about this.
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You are a minor.
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Please, dude,
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I'm going to be 17
in, like, a month.
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What are you going to do?
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Call child protective services?
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They'll hang up on you.
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I remember something
that you said last month.
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You said that you were worried
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That you had a promiscuity problem.
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Do you remember that?
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At the time you seemed
pretty upset about it.
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We're perfectly safe, okay?
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We use condoms every time.
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You know what?
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Call the fucking police.
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I don't care.
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Have you been having
trouble sleeping?
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No, have you?
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Have you been
taking your Adderall?
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You mean, have I been
selling my Adderall?
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That's not what I said.
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Yeah, but that's what you
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Actually want to know,
isn't it?
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You seem pretty anxious today.
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I'm just trying
to figure out why.
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Well, I don't have to
sell that shit anymore.
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My ship's about to come in.
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What... what do you mean?
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Do you want to see
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something awesome?
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It's this new app I got.
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It's called "hoesr."
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You just open it,
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It finds out where
you are and tells you
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Exactly where
the closest hook-up is.
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Over 1500 guys
join it every day.
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That's weird.
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Jesse.
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Wow. Your office is
like a dead zone, dude.
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Can you put that away, please?
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Do you have an
anti-sexual force field
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Around this place or something?
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I'm not gonna ask you again.
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Put it away.
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All right.
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Fucking puritan.
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Marisa sent me a bitchy text
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At 5:00 A.M.
This morning.
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After you hadn't come home.
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Uh, yeah.
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Well, you can imagine that
your mother might be upset.
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Can I read it you?
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Why don't you just
tell me what it says?
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I sent her one first, telling
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her that I was fine.
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And she wrote back...
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here it is.
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She's just like...
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"good."
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Don't you think she was
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relieved to hear from you?
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Oh please.
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I gave her the night off.
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Do you think...
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Do you think your mother
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finds you a burden?
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I hate talking
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About my fucking parents.
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My father hired this new guy...
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Mario.
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Really hot.
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Italian, of course.
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He's being groomed to take
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over the business. I can tell.
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Does that feel
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To you like a rejection?
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No. Why?
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00:13:18,478 --> 00:13:20,058
Well, isn't the business
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00:13:20,213 --> 00:13:21,646
Called D'Amato & Sons?
290
00:13:22,915 --> 00:13:25,543
Don't take it literally.
It's a metaphor.
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00:13:25,651 --> 00:13:26,267
Meaning?
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00:13:26,767 --> 00:13:27,771
Like, "D'Amato
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And people he wishes
were his sons."
294
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So it does feel personal.
295
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Oh please.
296
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You think I want to be
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a fucking electrician?
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I'm gonna be a doctor without
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borders like my real father.
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Or a crack whore
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like my real mother.
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00:13:47,535 --> 00:13:48,874
When did Mario start
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To work for your father?
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00:13:53,675 --> 00:13:54,779
A few days ago.
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I'm just wondering
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if your behavior this week
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Has anything to do with that.
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My behavior?
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00:14:01,711 --> 00:14:03,091
You were demonstrating
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00:14:03,550 --> 00:14:05,547
Some pretty
troubling behavior...
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Sleeping around, skipping
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school, selling drugs.
313
00:14:08,921 --> 00:14:10,555
But I felt in the last
few sessions
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You'd been gaining some
control over that behavior
315
00:14:13,296 --> 00:14:14,061
but in the past week...
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00:14:14,269 --> 00:14:14,986
Adderall is not a drug.
317
00:14:15,894 --> 00:14:16,990
What would you call it?
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It's like a fucking vitamin.
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I was providing a necessary service
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00:14:20,622 --> 00:14:22,157
for the youth of this city, okay?
321
00:14:22,565 --> 00:14:23,939
So get off my fucking back.
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00:14:31,039 --> 00:14:32,137
God, this sucks.
323
00:14:33,008 --> 00:14:33,871
What does?
324
00:14:37,912 --> 00:14:39,879
I just feel like such
a fuck-up today.
325
00:14:42,215 --> 00:14:42,950
Why?
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00:14:54,958 --> 00:14:56,056
Did you know that
327
00:14:57,794 --> 00:14:59,668
Doctors without borders
makes everyone
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00:14:59,976 --> 00:15:01,522
eat this special peanut butter
329
00:15:01,630 --> 00:15:04,362
To gain weight,
and it's called plumpy'nut?
330
00:15:04,566 --> 00:15:06,152
No, I didn't know that.
331
00:15:07,569 --> 00:15:08,379
Plumpy'nut.
332
00:15:10,338 --> 00:15:12,688
Sounds like some
of the guys I know.
333
00:15:14,708 --> 00:15:16,433
Have you ever noticed that when you
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00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:18,037
talk about your birth parents,
335
00:15:18,145 --> 00:15:18,800
your father
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00:15:21,359 --> 00:15:22,555
is always somebody different,
337
00:15:22,715 --> 00:15:23,864
yet your mother
338
00:15:24,565 --> 00:15:25,712
remains the same?
339
00:15:27,618 --> 00:15:28,153
No.
340
00:15:29,219 --> 00:15:31,181
Like sometimes he's a novelist,
341
00:15:31,855 --> 00:15:33,100
A race car driver.
342
00:15:33,923 --> 00:15:35,362
Today, he's a doctor.
343
00:15:36,225 --> 00:15:37,276
Yet your mother
344
00:15:37,568 --> 00:15:39,189
always remains the same...
345
00:15:39,729 --> 00:15:41,209
A degenerate crack whore.
346
00:15:44,533 --> 00:15:45,068
So?
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00:15:45,551 --> 00:15:46,901
I'm just curious what
348
00:15:47,009 --> 00:15:48,542
you make of that.
349
00:15:50,839 --> 00:15:53,042
I must be some
sort of misogynist.
350
00:15:59,480 --> 00:16:01,204
Or maybe I think all women
351
00:16:01,312 --> 00:16:03,133
are useless because I'm gay.
352
00:16:09,822 --> 00:16:11,456
Do you wanna hear something crazy?
353
00:16:11,564 --> 00:16:12,527
No, I don't.
354
00:16:12,758 --> 00:16:13,293
No?
355
00:16:13,567 --> 00:16:15,919
No, because I'd rather focus
on you for the time being,
356
00:16:16,027 --> 00:16:17,132
So can you put that away...
357
00:16:17,240 --> 00:16:18,288
why can't I just hold it?
358
00:16:18,396 --> 00:16:19,660
Cause I think it's
distracting you
359
00:16:19,761 --> 00:16:20,923
from concentrating
on yourself.
360
00:16:21,131 --> 00:16:22,350
Jesse, why don't you
give me the phone?
361
00:16:22,358 --> 00:16:23,093
No!
362
00:16:24,401 --> 00:16:25,646
I like holding it.
363
00:16:27,569 --> 00:16:28,104
Okay.
364
00:16:52,890 --> 00:16:53,425
Here.
365
00:16:54,525 --> 00:16:56,393
Hello, is this Jesse D'Amato?
366
00:16:57,695 --> 00:16:58,652
If this is...
367
00:17:00,064 --> 00:17:01,490
If this is Jes D'Amato
368
00:17:01,598 --> 00:17:03,989
That was born
in kings county hospital
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00:17:04,434 --> 00:17:05,720
December 14th, 1993,
370
00:17:08,437 --> 00:17:09,341
Well, then...
371
00:17:10,272 --> 00:17:13,100
Well, my name is Karen
Scott and my number is
372
00:17:13,208 --> 00:17:15,665
914-555-0178.
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00:17:17,379 --> 00:17:17,934
I...
374
00:17:19,235 --> 00:17:19,789
I think
375
00:17:19,862 --> 00:17:21,348
I'm your birth mother.
376
00:17:22,015 --> 00:17:23,595
I hope you
call me back.
377
00:17:31,095 --> 00:17:32,295
Well...
378
00:17:37,795 --> 00:17:38,630
Yeah.
379
00:17:41,498 --> 00:17:43,460
When... when did you
get that?
380
00:17:44,100 --> 00:17:44,810
Yesterday.
381
00:17:46,135 --> 00:17:47,956
I picked it up after school.
382
00:17:48,470 --> 00:17:50,479
And have you
returned the call?
383
00:17:50,805 --> 00:17:51,340
No.
384
00:17:56,643 --> 00:17:57,856
Why are you nodding?
385
00:17:57,964 --> 00:17:59,871
I'm sorry. I didn't...
I didn't reali...
386
00:17:59,979 --> 00:18:02,440
Yeah, like this all makes perfect
sense to you or something.
387
00:18:02,548 --> 00:18:04,326
I'm sorry. It's just the way
388
00:18:04,434 --> 00:18:06,102
that I process information.
389
00:18:06,284 --> 00:18:08,512
How come it's okay for you
to nod when you're thinking,
390
00:18:08,620 --> 00:18:10,847
But if I tap my fists together,
I have to be medicated?
391
00:18:10,955 --> 00:18:12,715
Can we get back to the voicemail?
392
00:18:12,823 --> 00:18:15,484
This must be like a therapist's
wet dream or something, right?
393
00:18:15,592 --> 00:18:17,552
How did you feel when you
heard that message?
394
00:18:17,660 --> 00:18:19,528
I don't know, doc.
Confused,
395
00:18:20,763 --> 00:18:21,426
Betrayed,
396
00:18:21,692 --> 00:18:23,219
like suddenly the weight
397
00:18:24,199 --> 00:18:26,496
Of the entire world
was bearing down
398
00:18:27,135 --> 00:18:28,662
On my slender shoulders.
399
00:18:39,846 --> 00:18:40,997
What did I feel?
400
00:18:43,115 --> 00:18:45,694
Nothing. This woman
is a fucking stranger.
401
00:18:45,884 --> 00:18:47,545
How did she even get my number?
402
00:18:47,653 --> 00:18:49,186
That's a good question.
403
00:18:49,687 --> 00:18:51,684
I'm also not sure that what she
404
00:18:51,792 --> 00:18:53,413
did was technically legal.
405
00:18:53,591 --> 00:18:55,284
I should call
the phone company.
406
00:18:55,392 --> 00:18:58,087
"hello, at&t. I would like
to report a complaint."
407
00:18:58,195 --> 00:19:00,155
You gave my fucking
cell phone number
408
00:19:00,263 --> 00:19:02,324
To the fucking crack whore
who gave birth to me!
409
00:19:02,432 --> 00:19:04,325
And now she won't stop
fucking calling me,
410
00:19:04,433 --> 00:19:06,734
"So what the fuck
am I supposed to do?"
411
00:19:11,639 --> 00:19:13,607
What do you want to do, Jesse?
412
00:19:19,279 --> 00:19:19,997
Tell me...
413
00:19:20,105 --> 00:19:21,879
tell me how you're feeling.
414
00:19:22,448 --> 00:19:22,983
Why?
415
00:19:24,583 --> 00:19:25,888
Because I think it's
416
00:19:25,996 --> 00:19:27,476
important for you to...
417
00:19:27,652 --> 00:19:28,991
To articulate what's
418
00:19:29,103 --> 00:19:30,777
going on inside your head.
419
00:19:31,022 --> 00:19:32,615
There's nothing going on.
420
00:19:32,723 --> 00:19:34,417
I swear, all I hear is static.
421
00:19:34,525 --> 00:19:35,094
Static?
422
00:19:36,627 --> 00:19:37,162
Yeah.
423
00:19:39,528 --> 00:19:41,249
It happens to me sometimes.
424
00:19:42,764 --> 00:19:43,668
Static and...
425
00:19:46,668 --> 00:19:49,128
Really faint voices
that I can't make out,
426
00:19:49,236 --> 00:19:50,217
Like
427
00:19:51,533 --> 00:19:52,398
there's some radio station
428
00:19:52,773 --> 00:19:54,159
Playing from far away
429
00:19:54,272 --> 00:19:55,705
with a bad connection.
430
00:19:55,875 --> 00:19:56,932
Is that what's
431
00:19:57,373 --> 00:19:58,659
happening right now?
432
00:20:02,114 --> 00:20:02,649
Yeah.
433
00:20:10,554 --> 00:20:11,089
Sorry.
434
00:20:11,956 --> 00:20:12,672
For what?
435
00:20:14,090 --> 00:20:15,100
I don't know.
436
00:20:20,496 --> 00:20:22,317
Okay, so you got the message
437
00:20:22,889 --> 00:20:24,122
yesterday afternoon.
438
00:20:24,466 --> 00:20:27,345
What did you do right
after you picked it up?
439
00:20:29,337 --> 00:20:30,635
I went for a walk.
440
00:20:31,072 --> 00:20:32,605
And where did you walk?
441
00:20:34,542 --> 00:20:36,457
Over the bridge into the city.
442
00:20:36,944 --> 00:20:38,289
That's a long walk.
443
00:20:39,179 --> 00:20:40,947
Well, I was taking pictures.
444
00:20:41,915 --> 00:20:42,966
Were you headed
445
00:20:43,443 --> 00:20:44,870
anyplace in particular?
446
00:20:47,519 --> 00:20:48,360
Uh...
447
00:20:49,322 --> 00:20:50,312
the bar.
448
00:20:50,312 --> 00:20:52,214
Josh and Raif's bar.
449
00:20:52,791 --> 00:20:53,326
Yup.
450
00:20:54,325 --> 00:20:56,810
Josh and Raif...
your two favorite fags.
451
00:20:57,027 --> 00:20:59,121
You know,
it's interesting to me
452
00:20:59,229 --> 00:21:00,474
In periods of real
453
00:21:01,094 --> 00:21:02,327
emotional confusion,
454
00:21:03,199 --> 00:21:04,397
You seek out sex.
455
00:21:05,101 --> 00:21:06,058
It seems like
456
00:21:06,556 --> 00:21:07,801
a pattern for you.
457
00:21:12,573 --> 00:21:14,367
Well, maybe it's your problem.
458
00:21:14,475 --> 00:21:15,805
I mean, you're the one
459
00:21:15,913 --> 00:21:17,536
that keeps bringing it up.
460
00:21:17,644 --> 00:21:19,694
You're, like,
officially obsessed
461
00:21:20,580 --> 00:21:21,778
With my sex life.
462
00:21:24,950 --> 00:21:26,330
Stop freaking nodding!
463
00:21:26,794 --> 00:21:28,139
We didn't have sex!
464
00:21:28,419 --> 00:21:28,899
No?
465
00:21:28,900 --> 00:21:29,546
No!
466
00:21:29,654 --> 00:21:30,747
They could see I was upset,
467
00:21:30,855 --> 00:21:31,695
So...
468
00:21:31,996 --> 00:21:33,235
Josh stayed at the bar
469
00:21:33,457 --> 00:21:34,638
And...
470
00:21:34,939 --> 00:21:36,118
Raif and I went
back to their place,
471
00:21:36,226 --> 00:21:37,900
and we ordered takeout and
472
00:21:38,037 --> 00:21:39,946
watched "The Daily Show," okay?
473
00:21:40,229 --> 00:21:41,286
So you can...
474
00:21:41,729 --> 00:21:42,438
put your dick away.
475
00:21:42,439 --> 00:21:43,107
God!
476
00:21:43,999 --> 00:21:45,626
Why are all straight guys
477
00:21:45,849 --> 00:21:47,088
such fucking pervs?
478
00:21:48,203 --> 00:21:48,738
Jesse.
479
00:21:49,154 --> 00:21:49,689
What?
480
00:21:50,138 --> 00:21:52,012
Don't speak to me like that.
481
00:21:53,040 --> 00:21:53,775
Okay?
482
00:22:02,182 --> 00:22:02,998
I'm sorry.
483
00:22:07,119 --> 00:22:07,935
And...
484
00:22:09,755 --> 00:22:10,959
And I'm sorry to
485
00:22:11,989 --> 00:22:13,622
I guess I didn't realize
486
00:22:14,292 --> 00:22:15,590
How significant
487
00:22:16,727 --> 00:22:18,360
Josh and Raif are to you
488
00:22:19,863 --> 00:22:21,684
And that you rely upon them.
489
00:22:22,765 --> 00:22:23,722
Yeah. I mean,
490
00:22:26,535 --> 00:22:27,586
They're like...
491
00:22:29,438 --> 00:22:30,583
Really good guys.
492
00:22:32,974 --> 00:22:35,101
Did you tell them
about the phone call?
493
00:22:35,209 --> 00:22:35,744
No.
494
00:22:43,616 --> 00:22:45,290
It's a Westchester number.
495
00:22:46,252 --> 00:22:47,356
I looked it up.
496
00:22:49,588 --> 00:22:50,592
914. She lives
497
00:22:51,360 --> 00:22:52,358
in Westchester.
498
00:22:56,627 --> 00:22:58,221
You know what that means?
499
00:22:58,329 --> 00:22:58,864
What?
500
00:23:03,399 --> 00:23:04,644
The bitch is rich.
501
00:23:07,102 --> 00:23:08,635
Not a crack whore then.
502
00:23:09,837 --> 00:23:10,372
No.
503
00:23:18,745 --> 00:23:20,673
So how do you want to respond?
504
00:23:21,681 --> 00:23:22,691
I don't know.
505
00:23:23,716 --> 00:23:24,322
You know, I think
506
00:23:24,566 --> 00:23:25,628
we should talk
about it some
507
00:23:25,636 --> 00:23:27,110
more before you do.
508
00:23:27,519 --> 00:23:28,476
Ok. Yeah, fine.
509
00:23:35,159 --> 00:23:35,694
So...
510
00:23:36,960 --> 00:23:38,994
So where are you
headed after this?
511
00:23:42,965 --> 00:23:43,875
You don't...
512
00:23:44,683 --> 00:23:46,163
you don't want to go home?
513
00:23:47,611 --> 00:23:48,903
What the fuck does that mean?
514
00:23:49,811 --> 00:23:51,090
What am I supposed to say?
515
00:23:51,473 --> 00:23:53,700
"oh hi, mom. What's for dinner?
Oh, guess who called?
516
00:23:53,808 --> 00:23:54,953
My birth mother."
517
00:23:55,643 --> 00:23:58,304
Well, that's the first time
I think I've heard you refer
518
00:23:58,412 --> 00:24:00,615
To your mother as mom,
not Marisa.
519
00:24:04,984 --> 00:24:05,647
Whatever.
520
00:24:05,996 --> 00:24:07,944
How do you think she might respond
521
00:24:08,052 --> 00:24:10,113
If you came home and
told her about the call?
522
00:24:11,021 --> 00:24:11,847
Um...
523
00:24:12,582 --> 00:24:13,161
I don't know.
524
00:24:13,419 --> 00:24:14,478
She would probably just turn up the
525
00:24:14,678 --> 00:24:16,530
Beatles and organize the fridge.
526
00:24:19,457 --> 00:24:20,085
So...
527
00:24:22,824 --> 00:24:24,076
Where are you headed?
528
00:24:24,076 --> 00:24:25,348
I don't know.
529
00:24:25,456 --> 00:24:27,712
Maybe I'll just go for another walk
530
00:24:28,067 --> 00:24:29,653
And see where I end up.
531
00:24:33,505 --> 00:24:34,556
Knock the rock.
532
00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:37,286
Explode the rock.
533
00:24:49,452 --> 00:24:50,697
See you next week.
534
00:24:51,275 --> 00:24:51,810
Okay.