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You know, it's interesting in periods
of real emotional confusion,
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you seek out sex.
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You are like obsessed
with my sex life.
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You are a minor.
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I was trying to
make you uncomfortable.
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Or throw me off balance.
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Like when you flashed the
camera in my face at the door.
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It's your way
of distracting me, yeah?
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Sending up flares,
obscuring who you are.
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Here...
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Hello, is this Jesse D'amato?
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I think I'm your birth mother.
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INHERITABILITY
PARKINSON'S DISEASE AND INHERITABILITY
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( footsteps )
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( door closes )
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( theme music playing )
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Sync by n17t01
www.addic7ed.com
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How was your...?
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Fine.
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Given any more thought
to Karen's phone call?
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Who?
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Karen, your...
the woman who...
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I was just kidding, Paul.
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I didn't forget the name
of my fucking birth mother.
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Jesus.
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Hey, have you ever
heard of RISD?
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The art school?
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Yeah, they have this, um,
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Summer program that I
kind of want to go to.
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Do you want
to tell me about it?
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Um, there are like,
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200 kids there...
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All different kinds of artists.
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And you live in dorms
and take classes.
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And then once a week
you have these critics.
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And I heard from this girl
who went there last year
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That on Thursday,
before critic,
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The whole school, like,
stays up all night
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And everybody comes
out into the hall
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D plays music and...
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It sounds awesome.
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Sounds... sounds great.
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I applied online.
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Really?
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When?
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A few days ago.
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I sent them some of
the pictures I showed you.
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You liked the one of the
statue of liberty, right?
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Oh yeah, very much.
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You didn't think it was,
like, too cliché?
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No no no, I thought
it was really interesting.
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"interesting" is
what somebody says
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When they think something
is a load of shit.
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I thought it was
a very striking image...
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Two boats passing
in front of her...
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One old, one modern.
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Her placement in the picture
made me think
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Of her place in history.
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Whatever.
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As long as you didn't hate it.
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So you completed
the application?
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Yeah.
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Even got Ms. U to write me
a letter of recommendation.
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Do you want to see
the brochure?
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Sure.
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Hmm.
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What do you think?
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It looks incredible.
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I showed that brochure
to Marisa last night.
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Do you want to know
what she said?
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What?
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"I'm not going to pay
for that shit."
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Is that what she really said?
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No.
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So what did she
actually say?
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"we can't afford it."
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She didn't even look
at the book.
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She, like...
she wouldn't even look.
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Is there some kind of financial
aid that you can apply for?
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- Uh, no.
- Have you asked?
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It's for rich kids, Paul.
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It's, like, six grand
for three weeks.
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Well, maybe there are some options
available through the school.
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Have you talked to your
guidance counselor?
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Ms. U?
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I told her I had it covered.
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Why?
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You've met her, right?
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We've talked on the phone.
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Oh, you should meet her.
She would like you.
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You're, like, totally her type.
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I met her last boyfriend.
He was a total douche,
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But he was all, like, dark
and depress like you.
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( chuckles )
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Are you trying to find out
if I'm depressed, Jesse?
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Well, you're a shrink.
If you're depressed, you can deal.
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I'm just trying to get you
a little pussy.
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Jesse.
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Vagina.
I meant vagina.
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Look, this is the woman
who kept you
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From getting expelled
during the Adderall incident.
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Yeah, she's a good egg...
Ms. U.
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She's, like, the only one
that has my back...
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Well, and you.
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I'm a little confused as to
why you should talk about her
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So... so crudely.
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Whatever, dude.
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If you want to give up
on yourself, be my guest.
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Can we go back
to the RISD application?
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You said that you had
the finances under control.
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Yeah.
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Tell me about the plan.
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200 for a blowjob.
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For 250, I'll take it
up the ass,
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But you provide
it. I'm kidding.
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( chuckles )
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- I'm gonna sell my Adderall.
- But...
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I'm still kidding.
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I'm gonna call Karen.
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Your birth mother?
Or is that a joke too?
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No, she's rich, Paul.
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She lives in Westchester.
And she owes me.
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I mean, she, like,
really really owes me.
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- And have you called her back yet?
- No.
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Have you spoken about her
phone call to your parents?
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Why would I?
It isn't their business.
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It isn't?
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The woman called me.
I am her son.
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Yeah, but you're also
their son, aren't you?
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Look, I don't
envy you, Jesse...
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The amount of stress
you must be under.
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But I want to help you
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Sort out
what you're feeling.
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Right now I think
you're worried about
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How to tell Marisa and
Roberto about Karen's call.
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I also think you're worried
about calling Karen back.
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So why don't we tackle the first
anxiety before moving to the next?
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I think I should
call Karen back first.
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- Why? - Because I
need money for RISD.
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And how do you imagine
that's gonna play out?
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You'll call Karen,
ask her for $6,000,
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And she'll say what?
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Just talk it through
with me, Jesse.
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Just imagine the possibilities.
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- I get your fucking point, okay?
- And what is my point?
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You don't think she's going
to give me the money.
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I didn't say that.
I don't know what she'll do.
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No, that's right.
You don't.
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You don't know
anything about her.
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But you feel as if you do.
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You know what?
I'm gonna go.
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- Why? - Because this
is a waste of my time.
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How could do you think we could
better serve your time, Jesse?
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You could act like a normal
fucking shrink, for starters.
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I don't know what that means.
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Ask me normal shrink questions.
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- Such as?
- I don't know.
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Ask me about my freaking
week or something.
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Okay, I will.
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Will you stay?
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So how was your week, Jesse?
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Fine.
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Anything out of
the ordinary happen?
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Yes.
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What?
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We got prank-called.
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"we"?
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Yeah, somebody's been
calling our homephone.
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And when Marisa picks up,
they hang up.
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At first I thought it was
Karen calling the house
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Because she couldn't leave another
message on my cell phone.
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Why not?
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The mailbox is full.
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I let that happen sometimes.
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Why?
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So people think
I'm really popular.
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How did you feel about
Karen calling you at home?
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It wasn't Karen.
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It was Nate.
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Oh come on, man.
You remember Nate...
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Starting point guard on the
Dalton basketball team,
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Straight as an arrow except for
when he's sucking my dick?
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God, like my life isn't
fucked up enough as it is.
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Now I have a stalker.
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Do you feel like
he's stalking you?
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He called my landline.
How did he even get that number?
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The phone book, possibly?
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Who does that?
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Well, I know when I was young, we used
the phone book quite a lot actually.
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Well sure, you grew up
in preindustrialized Ireland.
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It was either that or
tipping cows over for fun.
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I haven't heard you
mention Nate in a while.
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When was the last time
you saw him?
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Uh, a couple of months ago.
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He was getting on my nerves.
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How?
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He was just like asking me
all these questions.
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He wanted to see where I lived.
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And that annoyed you?
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Uh, yeah, it annoyed me.
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I told him we were
homeless right now,
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But as soon as we found a place,
we would have him over for tea.
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I seem to remember that
you told Josh and Raif
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Something similar
when you met them...
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Something about being homeless
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Because your father
was in the army
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And your mother
was a drug addict.
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No, he's not in the army.
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He's in the marines.
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And she's not a drug addict.
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She just has a little drug
habit which causes her
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To snort all the money
he sends us up her nose.
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And then every once in
a while we get evicted
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And have to, like,
live in this shelter
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Until she can track him
down again in Iraq
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And he sends us more money.
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It works every time.
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It turns Nate on like a Hoover.
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Is this perhaps
part of the reason
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Why you're so annoyed
by Nate's phone calls?
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Are you worried that he'll find
out you've been lying to him?
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I don't give a shit.
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I was tired of him anyway.
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If he does find out
the truth, are you afraid
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That he'll be no longer
attracted to you?
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No.
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Or that you won't be
attracted to him?
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You said at first
that you thought
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The call was coming
from Karen.
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Yeah.
So?
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How did that make you feel?
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Well, it wasn't Karen.
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I know, but if it had been
Karen and Marisa had...
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It wasn't.
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Do you think any part of you
might have been relieved
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If Karen just
called Marisa directly?
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Wow, you're, like,
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Kind of obsessed with this.
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Whose are these?
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My son's.
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What's his name?
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What, I can't know his name?
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I told you,
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I don't talk about
my children in therapy.
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I saw him in the hallway.
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He seemed kind of sad.
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Could you put those
back, please?
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What would you do if I hurled these
through the window right now?
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And why would you
do that, Jesse?
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Are you angry with me for
protecting my son's privacy?
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What would you do?
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I don't know what I would do.
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Well, do you want to know
what Marisa would do
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If I broke a window at home?
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- What?
- Nothing.
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She would just, Li,
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Pick up the glass
and say nothing.
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I could bring two guys home
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And fuck them in front of her
on the living room floor,
260
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And she would just step over
us and offer them some tea.
261
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- Would she offer you some tea?
- Probably not.
262
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- Why not?
- Because I'm a degenerate.
263
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Bet you're regretting you took
me on pro Bono right about now.
264
00:14:02,562 --> 00:14:04,229
I didn't take you on pro Bono.
265
00:14:04,263 --> 00:14:06,363
Who's paying you?
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Your parents.
267
00:14:07,732 --> 00:14:10,166
What?
268
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Why?
269
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Because therapy
costs money, Jesse.
270
00:14:15,071 --> 00:14:16,605
But I thought
Ms. U found you.
271
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She did.
272
00:14:18,308 --> 00:14:21,109
I mean, after adderallgate
she said
273
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If I didn't want
to get expelled,
274
00:14:22,845 --> 00:14:24,312
I had to see a therapist.
275
00:14:24,346 --> 00:14:26,814
And I thought she called you
and asked you to see me.
276
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- That's right.
- For free.
277
00:14:28,950 --> 00:14:33,086
No, your mother sends me
a check every month.
278
00:14:33,120 --> 00:14:36,321
Why did you think
that therapy was free?
279
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I don't know.
280
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I just did.
281
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They can't afford this.
282
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They must consider it
important.
283
00:14:55,905 --> 00:14:58,006
- I should have known.
- Known what?
284
00:14:58,041 --> 00:15:02,076
Of course she'd rather pay a
therapist than talk to me herself.
285
00:15:06,447 --> 00:15:09,148
Do you think if I stopped coming
here, she would pay for RISD?
286
00:15:09,182 --> 00:15:11,784
I don't know.
You could ask her.
287
00:15:16,088 --> 00:15:18,056
I once showed her
these pictures
288
00:15:18,090 --> 00:15:20,324
That I'd taken
for a school project.
289
00:15:20,359 --> 00:15:23,827
I was "developmentally
challenged,"
290
00:15:23,861 --> 00:15:26,329
So they let me do this, like,
291
00:15:26,363 --> 00:15:28,864
Pictorial family tree thing
292
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Instead of writing
a report.
293
00:15:30,700 --> 00:15:33,035
I was, like, 12.
294
00:15:33,069 --> 00:15:37,305
She hated them.
295
00:15:37,339 --> 00:15:39,307
She, like, made me promise
296
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Never to show my father.
297
00:15:41,376 --> 00:15:43,176
And what were the pictures of?
298
00:15:43,211 --> 00:15:44,411
Normal things...
299
00:15:44,445 --> 00:15:46,946
The house where we had
this reunion,
300
00:15:46,980 --> 00:15:49,748
Other members of my family,
301
00:15:49,783 --> 00:15:51,550
The beach.
302
00:15:51,584 --> 00:15:53,885
Sounds like there was something
in those photographs
303
00:15:53,919 --> 00:15:56,120
That maybe frightened her.
304
00:15:56,154 --> 00:15:57,721
Uh, yeah.
Me.
305
00:15:57,756 --> 00:15:59,289
What do you mean?
306
00:15:59,323 --> 00:16:01,257
Look, Jesse...
307
00:16:01,291 --> 00:16:05,329
Listen, I know you want me
to like love Marisa
308
00:16:05,363 --> 00:16:07,931
Or like develop
an oedipal crush on her
309
00:16:07,965 --> 00:16:10,366
Or whatever you people
consider normal,
310
00:16:10,401 --> 00:16:13,369
But it's just not going to
happen that way, okay?
311
00:16:13,403 --> 00:16:15,304
I've read all about this stuff.
312
00:16:15,338 --> 00:16:18,373
- What stuff?
- Maternal instincts.
313
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Biological imprints.
314
00:16:20,876 --> 00:16:23,244
When real parents
see their kid,
315
00:16:23,278 --> 00:16:26,380
They get, like, this
hormone surge... oxycontin.
316
00:16:26,414 --> 00:16:28,315
- Oxytocin, yeah.
- Yeah, that's it.
317
00:16:28,349 --> 00:16:30,116
And it makes them,
like, feel good.
318
00:16:30,151 --> 00:16:33,986
They get, like,
addicted to their baby.
319
00:16:34,020 --> 00:16:36,154
But...
320
00:16:40,359 --> 00:16:42,327
When Marisa looks at me,
321
00:16:42,361 --> 00:16:46,530
All she sees are
two strangers fucking.
322
00:16:50,067 --> 00:16:51,568
I mean, it's fine.
323
00:16:51,602 --> 00:16:53,970
I don't feel anything
324
00:16:54,004 --> 00:16:57,740
When I look at her either.
325
00:17:01,010 --> 00:17:04,679
But, you know, what's
hard though is, like,
326
00:17:04,713 --> 00:17:06,313
All the lying,
327
00:17:06,348 --> 00:17:09,483
Like pretending
that she loves me,
328
00:17:09,517 --> 00:17:11,985
Pretending that I love her,
329
00:17:12,019 --> 00:17:14,020
Pretending my whole life
hasn't just been
330
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One giant...
331
00:17:17,791 --> 00:17:21,326
Finish the thought, Jesse.
332
00:17:28,166 --> 00:17:29,934
Mistake.
333
00:17:31,403 --> 00:17:35,739
And who made the mistake?
334
00:17:37,007 --> 00:17:39,942
Was it Marisa?
335
00:17:39,977 --> 00:17:42,244
Karen?
336
00:17:42,278 --> 00:17:44,512
Was it you?
337
00:17:46,415 --> 00:17:48,382
God,
338
00:17:48,416 --> 00:17:50,417
Look at you.
339
00:17:50,451 --> 00:17:53,653
You've got like a total
hard-on right now, don't you?
340
00:17:53,687 --> 00:17:56,488
You've got
yourself, like,
341
00:17:56,523 --> 00:17:58,556
All aroused by some idea
342
00:17:58,591 --> 00:18:01,292
And you can't wait to come
all over me with it.
343
00:18:09,934 --> 00:18:12,769
I'm sorry.
I don't know why I said that.
344
00:18:17,607 --> 00:18:19,608
Do you think I have Tourette's?
345
00:18:19,642 --> 00:18:21,843
No, I don't.
346
00:18:21,877 --> 00:18:24,979
Should we maybe talk about why
I think I have Tourette's?
347
00:18:27,215 --> 00:18:28,915
( exhales )
348
00:18:35,756 --> 00:18:39,158
Why don't we go back
to talking about Nate
349
00:18:39,192 --> 00:18:43,228
And how he's, like,
borderline obsessed with me?
350
00:18:43,262 --> 00:18:45,830
Do you think I should get
a restraining order?
351
00:18:45,864 --> 00:18:48,032
- No, I don't.
- Well, what do you think I should do?
352
00:18:48,066 --> 00:18:49,600
I think you should talk to him.
353
00:18:49,634 --> 00:18:51,602
I think you should tell him
354
00:18:51,636 --> 00:18:54,671
Why his phone calls upset you.
355
00:18:54,705 --> 00:18:57,640
Do you know why his
phone calls upset you?
356
00:18:57,674 --> 00:18:59,708
- He's stalking me.
- No, he's not.
357
00:18:59,743 --> 00:19:03,011
He's calling your house because he
can't reach you on your cell phone
358
00:19:03,046 --> 00:19:05,013
And he just wants
to talk to you.
359
00:19:05,048 --> 00:19:06,648
- Why?
- I don't know, Jesse,
360
00:19:06,682 --> 00:19:10,318
But my guess would be that he's
interested in knowing more about you.
361
00:19:10,352 --> 00:19:12,286
And I think
362
00:19:12,320 --> 00:19:15,355
That really scares you.
363
00:19:15,389 --> 00:19:18,591
This story that you told Nate...
the one about being homeless...
364
00:19:18,625 --> 00:19:20,726
Have you ever asked yourself
where that comes from?
365
00:19:20,760 --> 00:19:21,860
I made it up.
366
00:19:21,895 --> 00:19:23,729
But why somebody
who's homeless?
367
00:19:23,763 --> 00:19:27,832
You tell it so often,
it's become like
368
00:19:27,866 --> 00:19:29,800
An alter ego.
369
00:19:29,834 --> 00:19:32,469
You step in a phone booth...
you become a different Jesse.
370
00:19:32,503 --> 00:19:35,038
And every time that you enter
371
00:19:35,072 --> 00:19:37,573
A new intimate relationship,
372
00:19:37,608 --> 00:19:41,109
You start to play this part.
And so you remain protected.
373
00:19:41,144 --> 00:19:43,845
Because the person having sex
with Josh and Raif or Nate
374
00:19:43,879 --> 00:19:46,414
Isn't really you.
375
00:19:46,448 --> 00:19:48,516
The real Jesse can't be hurt
376
00:19:48,550 --> 00:19:52,052
Because he isn't even there.
377
00:19:52,086 --> 00:19:54,020
And now suddenly
378
00:19:54,055 --> 00:19:56,056
You're on the verge
of finding out the truth
379
00:19:56,090 --> 00:19:59,091
About where you
really come from.
380
00:19:59,126 --> 00:20:01,694
That must be unsettling.
381
00:20:04,364 --> 00:20:07,732
Are you planning to call
Karen back this week?
382
00:20:07,766 --> 00:20:09,066
Because if you do...
383
00:20:09,101 --> 00:20:10,768
Relax, Paul.
384
00:20:10,802 --> 00:20:12,436
If I want to get to RISD,
385
00:20:12,470 --> 00:20:14,704
I'll just sell my Adderall
or something.
386
00:20:14,739 --> 00:20:16,706
But you knew that
the RISD summer program
387
00:20:16,740 --> 00:20:19,141
Was too expensive
for your family to afford.
388
00:20:19,175 --> 00:20:21,743
Why did you apply?
389
00:20:21,777 --> 00:20:23,611
I really wanted to go!
390
00:20:23,646 --> 00:20:25,580
Okay, I think that's true.
391
00:20:25,614 --> 00:20:28,549
And I also think it was a test
392
00:20:28,583 --> 00:20:30,884
That you knew Marisa would fail
393
00:20:30,919 --> 00:20:32,852
Because she had to.
394
00:20:32,887 --> 00:20:35,021
She doesn't have the money.
395
00:20:35,055 --> 00:20:37,690
And when she did fail,
you could get angry at her,
396
00:20:37,724 --> 00:20:39,725
Which would perhaps
make it easier
397
00:20:39,759 --> 00:20:41,759
To justify calling Karen back
398
00:20:41,794 --> 00:20:43,494
Without telling your parents.
399
00:20:43,529 --> 00:20:45,563
You don't have a fucking idea
what you're talking about.
400
00:20:45,597 --> 00:20:47,131
Okay, tell me
what I'm missing then.
401
00:20:47,165 --> 00:20:48,999
I'll call Marisa right now.
You'll see.
402
00:20:49,033 --> 00:20:51,434
What will I see?
What is she going to say?
403
00:20:51,469 --> 00:20:53,669
- Uh, she'll probably be relieved.
- Relieved?
404
00:20:53,704 --> 00:20:56,438
Yes, somebody's finally coming
along to take me off her hands.
405
00:20:56,473 --> 00:20:58,574
And what does that mean?
What will she?
406
00:20:58,608 --> 00:21:00,075
I don't know.
407
00:21:00,109 --> 00:21:02,310
- Turn up the music, clean the fridge?
- Probably.
408
00:21:02,344 --> 00:21:04,345
- Step over you and make tea?
- Probably!
409
00:21:04,379 --> 00:21:06,480
So in other words
she's not gonna react at all.
410
00:21:06,514 --> 00:21:08,582
She'll ignore
the situation completely.
411
00:21:08,616 --> 00:21:11,384
Is that what you're afraid of?
412
00:21:12,919 --> 00:21:14,687
Are you this harsh
on your own kid?
413
00:21:14,721 --> 00:21:17,822
I told you, I don't discuss...
414
00:21:17,857 --> 00:21:20,325
Your children in therapy.
Right.
415
00:21:20,359 --> 00:21:22,493
Well, maybe you should.
416
00:21:22,527 --> 00:21:23,961
Jesse.
417
00:21:23,995 --> 00:21:26,629
Because he's headed
for a world of pain.
418
00:21:26,664 --> 00:21:28,765
Jesse.
419
00:21:31,769 --> 00:21:34,069
It takes one to know one.
420
00:21:34,104 --> 00:21:36,571
Jesse.
421
00:21:37,473 --> 00:21:39,640
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422
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