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<i>[George] Previously on</i> Grey's Anatomy:

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I'm Sydney. Dr. Sydney Heron.
Big fan of your work.

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- What's the matter?
- Have to start dating.

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The sex. With Izzie.
It's like she's trying too hard.

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- I got fired.
- The problem with you and your sister?

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- [Meredith] Not my sister.
- [Lexie] Same dad.

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You killed my wife!
You took her from me.

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- What do you need? Scotch, vodka, gin?
- Don't tell Meredith.

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<i>[Meredith] There comes a point in your</i>
<i>life when you're officially an adult.</i>

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[# Ben Lee: <i>What Would Jay-Z Do?</i>]

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<i>Suddenly, you're</i>
<i>old enough to vote, drink,</i>

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<i>and engage in other adult activities.</i>

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So why the brain?
Why biology's crown jewel?

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Why did I go into neurosurgery?

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Something must have stirred you
as a youngster.

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Come on. Share.
Share with Sydney.

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It was the headset, with the magnifying
glasses that tipped the scale for me.

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[Sydney laughs]

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And the man has a sense of humor.
I like that. Yes, I do.

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<i>Suddenly, people</i>
<i>expect you to be responsible.</i>

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<i>Serious. A grown-up.</i>

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[Pager beeping]

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- Oh.
- Oh?

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- Work stuff.
- OK.

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As if you didn't know.
I'll just be a sec.

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Oh.

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I think they're on a date.
That's definitely a date, right?

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- Maybe she's dying.
- Is she dying? Is that why?

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Grow up. She's nice. Asked me out.
You said I should see other people.

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Want me to fake a heart attack?
I do a great heart attack.

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- Here she comes.
- Carry on.

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- Oh, it's Sydney.
- In the movies,

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when the handsome,
but sensitive, football player

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kisses the awkward, freaky girl in
front of the school, that girl is her.

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You are very awkward and freaky.

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[Laughing]

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<i>[Meredith] We get taller...</i>

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<i>We get older...</i>

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<i>But do we ever really grow up?</i>

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You know what kind
of batteries these take?

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- Double A.
- Is it really? Do you have one?

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Like we're not us anymore.
Everything used to be so easy.

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Talking, at least, used to be easy.
Now we can't even talk anymore.

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And you?

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Derek went on a date
with Sydney Heron last night.

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Probably a fake date to make
me think he's healthy and moving on.

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Do you think he is?

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- Can we take the stairs?
- OK.

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<i>[Man on PA] Dr. Fletcher to Pediatrics.</i>
<i>Dr. Fletcher to Pediatrics.</i>

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Bailey. I, uh...
just wanted to congratulate you

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on getting picked for Chief Resident.

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- I'm sorry if things got...
- You deserved the job.

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Does she ever!
Come here, new Chief Resident, huh?

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- Someone deserves a big hug.
- Oh, come on. Sydney.

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Well, I admit I'm a wee bit jealous.

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The Chief has made his decision,
and I will abide by it.

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Oh, Callie. I'm, uh...
I'm so sorry.

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Don't be.
I'm... I'm fine with it.

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Oh, good.
We're being a brave soldier.

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No, I really. I'm fine with it.

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Let's not spoil
this moment for Miranda, OK?

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All right, listen up.

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I have nothing but respect
for the job done by Dr. Torres,

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but things are gonna
be different from here on in.

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Things are weird between George and me.
We can't hold a conversation...

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This will be a professional environment.

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So your love lives,
your hopes and dreams,

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the little joys and tragedies
that make you who you are

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have no place in my hospital.

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He's acting like a stranger,
like I don't even know him.

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The locker room is for changing,
not for crying.

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The on-call room is for napping,

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not for anything
that requires a locked door.

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And, my God,
don't even get me started on the sex.

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- It is tragic. It's like...
- Did you hear a word I said?

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Grow up, I believe, is my point.

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Dr. Bailey? Can you make sure
I stay on Dr. Hahn's cardio service?

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Already done. But if you
piss her off or mess up

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or in any way embarrass me,
that's it. No more chances.

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Thank you. I'll be the
best resident she's had.

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No, Yang, I will be the
best resident she's ever had.

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Yes. Right. Second to you.

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Chief... Resident.

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His incision is healing nicely.
No erythema or purulent discharge.

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He'll be monitored, we'll wean him
off the drip once meds are maximized.

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After discharge, we expect him
to follow up in the clinic.

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There are four other people.
How about letting them talk?

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Uh...

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Mr. Talbot's cardiomyopathy is
unusually complicated, that's all.

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You could take a cue from Dr. Stevens.

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She knows what's going on with
patients and she's inclusive.

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[Pagers beeping]

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- What do we got?
- [Richard] High school bus crash.

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Bunch of kids just came in.
We got more on the way.

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Tricia Hale, <i>17,</i>
vital signs stable.

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Sustained a large facial laceration,
trauma to the buttock area,

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open fracture to the lower right leg.

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- Trauma Room Two.
- Still bleeding.

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- My face is bleeding.
- We'll get to that in a minute.

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We? No, try the head
of plastic surgery.

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No one is touching my face until
I've spoken to the head. No one.

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Thirty-four-year-old
passenger, Marcus King.

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No complaints except
deep cuts on his left arm.

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- Stable en route.
- OK.

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- [Marcus] I'm fine. Help the kids.
- They're being taken care of.

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What happened?

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Bus slid down an embankment.

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[Man] One, two, three.

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Mandi?

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Mandi!

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Marcus?

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Mandi?

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You're from Stockton?

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Mr. King was taking us juniors
on a tour of the colleges up here.

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Which means that our parents are at
least six or seven hours away.

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Yeah.

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[Sighs]

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Just wonderful.

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This the eye?

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- What's your name?
- Danny.

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OK, Danny, I'm going to take
this off so I can have a look. OK?

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Man, high school really does suck.

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It was that asshat Sully
and his stupid friends!

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[Woman] Driver kept
telling them to shut up.

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I'm drawing a logo,
and suddenly I'm upside down.

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Pencil went all the way in Danny's eye.

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- I see that.
- Does it hurt?

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No, it feels like
a soothing bubble bath.

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- What do you think?!
- I think it hurts.

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Look straight ahead for me.
Try not to move your eye.

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- Should I call his parents?
- Why don't you let us?

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Those jerks should be in jail.
Call the police, not parents.

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Don't think about them. You'll be out
soon and never have to see them.

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- Still got to finish.
- Need to calm down.

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When you raise your voice, get upset,

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your blood pressure shoots up,
could lose your eye.

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- I need you to stay calm.
- OK. I'll try.

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Listen, I really
can't feel what you're doing,

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but I hope you're not
leaving a big old scar.

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No! No, no, no.

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Just a few little stitches.
Just... I do stitches all the time.

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You want me to take over, Dr. Bailey?

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No. I do stitches all the time,
O'Malley.

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I thought with all the serious injuries,
you'd want me to take over.

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I'm fine here.
You're not the boss of me.

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[Scoffs] Interns.

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Actually, I'm the boss of him,
if you'd want to know.

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I'm the Chief Resident.

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- What?
- Yeah.

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Oh, Mandi. You know something?
I'm not surprised.

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Know that we went to
high school together?

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Really?

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Yeah, and this girl here,
she is a genius.

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- Used to help me with my homework.
- Just a few papers, that's all.

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Oh. Oops.

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- Dr. Bailey?
- I do stitches all the time.

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You might want to take a listen.

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- Something wrong with my ticker?
- OK.

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[Bailey chuckles]

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Um, part of your heart
may be working overtime.

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So, I will get his EKG and page Hahn.

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- Will you finish the sutures?
- You can't finish this?

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I guess... I can do it.

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Sure, I'll do it.

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[Both chuckle]

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- OK.
- You better be able to fix my face.

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I have pom statewides in a month.

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Which is?

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It's a competition. Poms.

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Pom routines.

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- You're a cheerleader?
- I'm a pom.

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Cheerleaders just jump around.
Poms are dancers.

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I was on the football team.

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Not sure you're doing
any dancing in the next month.

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- You better be lying.
- Not lying.

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You have serious knee and leg fractures.
Not to mention a cracked coccyx.

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What the hell is that?

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- The bone at the bottom of your spine.
- Huh?

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- The bottom of your bottom.
- My ass? I broke my ass?

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- That's one way to look at it.
- Don't look at it.

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You're going to need surgery,
but we'll put you under so that

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we can fix the bones
and Dr. Sloan can fix your face

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- all at the same time.
- You better be good.

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I am, but there may
still be a little scarring.

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Scarring? On my face?

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Call my mother right now.
I'm finding somebody else.

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Baby, you're not going to find
anybody better than me.

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[Whispering] Oh, my God.
Hot cheerleader ass.

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"Take a cue from Stevens."
From Izzie Stevens. Seriously?

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So many insults running in my head,
I can't pick one.

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Need to cut Izzie slack.
Her and George are having problems.

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Already? Only been a week.
That point you don't talk.

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- All you do is have sex.
- Doesn't mean you can't have problems.

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Derek and I are having sex,
and he's dating other people.

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- You didn't hear any of this.
- Oh, please.

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- Don't even think about it.
- We were in an accident.

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We're traumatized.

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Fine. Whatever.

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Paged me because you couldn't
handle stitches on a wino?

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Hollering for Dr. Grey. Wasn't sure
if I should get her or call the cops.

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[Chuckling] That's not Dr. Grey.
Dr. Grey's a girl!

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- I want my daughter! Alex Karev!
- Stay here. Make sure he doesn't leave.

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- [Thatcher] Did you page... page her?
- Karev.

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Keep Meredith out of it. Get Lexie.

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- Yes, sir.
- [Thatcher] G-R-E-Y!

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- Come on!
- I need to talk to you about your dad.

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Know what?
I don't want to talk about my dad.

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We're never gonna talk about him again.
You helped me out once. Now it's over.

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I can't believe I got to
fill out all this stuff.

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I mean, a kid gets a bump on the head

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and you've practically
got to write a novel?

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I know you're really busy,
but if there's any chance at all

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you could help me out with this...

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Patient fill those out.
Not the doctor.

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You be quiet.
Don't worry about it, Marcus.

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- We'll figure out something.
- Good old Mandi.

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- You always got my back, huh?
- You hush now.

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I hate to interrupt the reminiscing,
but I am trying to listen here.

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[Snorts]

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You do have atrial fibrillation.

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You're not symptomatic,
that's a good sign.

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We'll start you on blood thinners
and do an outpatient workup.

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A treatment plan you could have
made yourself, Dr. Bailey,

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if you weren't acting
like such a blithering idiot.

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Oh, teacher's pet's in trouble!

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Oh, come on, now.
Hush now, Marcus King.

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Hey, you paged me.

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- Yeah, your dad's here.
- What?

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He's drunk, noisy, and
you need to take him off my hands.

232
00:12:35,724 --> 00:12:37,624
I have a broken ass to get back to.

233
00:12:37,692 --> 00:12:40,354
- Call Lexie.
- I called Lexie, she's not coming.

234
00:12:40,428 --> 00:12:42,658
Next person I'm calling
is the cops because

235
00:12:42,731 --> 00:12:45,791
the guy's ready to get out,
and there's no way he can drive.

236
00:12:45,867 --> 00:12:48,427
Get out! Leave me alone! Meredith!

237
00:12:48,503 --> 00:12:53,873
[Laughing] Gosh, it's good to see you.
See, that's her! Meredith Grey!

238
00:13:01,082 --> 00:13:06,247
- I'm sorry. I really, really am.
- I'm sure you are.

239
00:13:06,321 --> 00:13:08,289
Not just for this.

240
00:13:08,356 --> 00:13:13,521
The last time I was here,
I said some terrible things to you.

241
00:13:13,595 --> 00:13:16,894
Telling you not to come to
Susan's funeral? It wasn't your fault.

242
00:13:16,965 --> 00:13:21,402
What happened to her, I know that.
I know you did everything you could.

243
00:13:21,469 --> 00:13:25,963
You're a good doctor.
You're a fine person.

244
00:13:26,040 --> 00:13:28,736
What I said to you...

245
00:13:31,746 --> 00:13:34,078
...I'll regret it until the day I die.

246
00:13:35,984 --> 00:13:38,316
And the drinking...

247
00:13:39,487 --> 00:13:41,455
It's unacceptable.

248
00:13:42,724 --> 00:13:44,749
I... I don't.

249
00:13:44,826 --> 00:13:46,316
Very... very rarely.

250
00:13:46,394 --> 00:13:48,726
But today...

251
00:13:52,567 --> 00:13:57,527
Today is Susan's birthday, and I...

252
00:14:01,209 --> 00:14:06,772
- Should I go get Lexie?
- No. Just you.

253
00:14:06,848 --> 00:14:08,475
I just want you.

254
00:14:12,754 --> 00:14:18,249
I never knew what to say to them.
In high school, kids like him.

255
00:14:18,326 --> 00:14:21,090
I always felt so sorry for them.

256
00:14:21,196 --> 00:14:25,690
They were always so...
separate from the rest of us.

257
00:14:26,267 --> 00:14:30,135
Alone.
Wasn't like that for me.

258
00:14:30,205 --> 00:14:33,368
I was prom queen
and class valedictorian.

259
00:14:33,474 --> 00:14:35,135
Yeah, I wouldn't broadcast that.

260
00:14:35,210 --> 00:14:40,307
Even beyond that, I had
a great group of friends, you know?

261
00:14:40,381 --> 00:14:45,011
- Not really.
- Hey. Let me see what we got here.

262
00:14:46,888 --> 00:14:48,822
See that, Dr. Stevens?

263
00:14:48,890 --> 00:14:53,259
Yeah. Looks like the pencil lifted up
one of the branches of the ACA.

264
00:14:53,361 --> 00:14:56,125
- Is that a bleed?
- It is. It's a little one.

265
00:14:56,197 --> 00:14:59,098
We need to get that pencil out
before it gets any bigger.

266
00:14:59,167 --> 00:15:00,532
I'll book an OR.

267
00:15:04,806 --> 00:15:06,671
I am not a blithering idiot.

268
00:15:06,741 --> 00:15:10,905
Hahn had no right to
speak to me that way. No right at all.

269
00:15:10,979 --> 00:15:12,742
Marcus isn't a...

270
00:15:12,814 --> 00:15:16,580
Well, he's just
not an old friend, is he? Is he?

271
00:15:16,684 --> 00:15:22,213
He was, maybe, a boyfriend or...
You know, high school sweetheart or...

272
00:15:22,290 --> 00:15:24,053
I was his tutor. OK?

273
00:15:24,158 --> 00:15:27,127
He was a track star,
didn't have a lot of time for homework.

274
00:15:27,195 --> 00:15:29,561
So I helped him with his math.

275
00:15:29,631 --> 00:15:30,757
And reading.

276
00:15:30,832 --> 00:15:35,963
And French. Chemistry.

277
00:15:37,272 --> 00:15:39,172
And he was just a friend?

278
00:15:40,341 --> 00:15:41,501
Really?

279
00:15:43,478 --> 00:15:44,740
OK, there was some talk.

280
00:15:44,812 --> 00:15:47,975
The possibility of us going
to the homecoming together,

281
00:15:48,049 --> 00:15:51,712
but it didn't work out,
and I was fine with that.

282
00:15:52,553 --> 00:15:55,113
Certainly not a blithering idiot.

283
00:15:55,189 --> 00:15:59,717
Today nor any other day in my life.

284
00:16:02,664 --> 00:16:05,394
That, that and that. Thank you.

285
00:16:05,466 --> 00:16:08,026
[# Cary Brothers: <i>The Last One</i>]

286
00:16:08,136 --> 00:16:12,197
Is it me or are there
teenyboppers staring at you?

287
00:16:13,107 --> 00:16:14,369
[Mark] I get that a lot.

288
00:16:14,442 --> 00:16:18,606
It started when I was their age.
It never really went away.

289
00:16:18,680 --> 00:16:20,409
[Richard] Is that so?

290
00:16:21,416 --> 00:16:24,647
Come on. Let's go over there.
Come on! Come on!

291
00:16:26,354 --> 00:16:28,720
- What can I do for you ladies?
- Tell him.

292
00:16:28,823 --> 00:16:31,553
- No. It's embarrassing.
- You can tell me.

293
00:16:32,727 --> 00:16:35,161
You look like exactly like her dad.

294
00:16:40,868 --> 00:16:43,837
Swing and a miss!

295
00:16:43,905 --> 00:16:47,739
I'm crazy with this Hahn thing.
Every time I try and impress her,

296
00:16:47,809 --> 00:16:49,071
she hates me even more.

297
00:16:53,281 --> 00:16:56,341
Not worth getting hung up on.

298
00:16:56,417 --> 00:16:58,146
Why? Did something happen?

299
00:16:58,219 --> 00:17:01,916
Apparently, they're not even talking
to each other at this point.

300
00:17:01,990 --> 00:17:03,651
But I didn't say anything.

301
00:17:05,526 --> 00:17:08,256
I know it's wrong,
but that makes me feel better.

302
00:17:08,329 --> 00:17:09,353
Oh, thanks.

303
00:17:09,430 --> 00:17:10,658
You're not going to sit?

304
00:17:10,732 --> 00:17:13,701
Um, I was going to, but I need to cram.
I got a big surgery today.

305
00:17:13,801 --> 00:17:16,827
We're operating on the kid
with the pencil. I'll see you.

306
00:17:16,904 --> 00:17:18,531
- OK, see you around.
- OK.

307
00:17:19,407 --> 00:17:21,671
- OK, got that.
- She be able to sit on her butt,

308
00:17:21,743 --> 00:17:24,906
or carry around one of those
toilet seats for the rest of her life?

309
00:17:24,979 --> 00:17:26,947
She'll have use of her butt
in a few weeks.

310
00:17:29,550 --> 00:17:32,451
I am so honored to be
filling in for you as captain.

311
00:17:33,354 --> 00:17:35,822
You're filling in for me as captain?

312
00:17:36,290 --> 00:17:40,124
Well, somebody's got to. I prayed on it.
God seems to think it's the right move.

313
00:17:41,262 --> 00:17:44,390
- Oh, OK.
- And I don't want you to worry.

314
00:17:44,465 --> 00:17:46,490
Called Randy.
I might've convinced him

315
00:17:46,567 --> 00:17:50,298
to take you to homecoming, even though
your face and butt's messed up.

316
00:17:50,371 --> 00:17:52,339
Bet he'll take you.
He's classy that way.

317
00:17:52,440 --> 00:17:55,603
OK, so now that we've established
that Randy's a classy guy,

318
00:17:55,710 --> 00:17:58,770
- visiting time is over.
- Bye, sweetie.

319
00:17:59,714 --> 00:18:01,978
- I hope they don't ruin your face.
- Go!

320
00:18:05,787 --> 00:18:09,154
Kind of sucks, huh?
When they turn on you?

321
00:18:09,223 --> 00:18:11,748
Little manicured vultures.

322
00:18:11,826 --> 00:18:16,923
My life is over. My life is over!

323
00:18:19,934 --> 00:18:21,424
Mom?

324
00:18:21,502 --> 00:18:24,528
I'll be fine.

325
00:18:24,605 --> 00:18:25,970
It'll be fine.

326
00:18:28,509 --> 00:18:30,443
I know.

327
00:18:30,511 --> 00:18:32,877
I love you, too.

328
00:18:32,947 --> 00:18:36,678
Will you... Will you tell Dad...

329
00:18:36,751 --> 00:18:39,515
Hello? Hello?

330
00:18:43,324 --> 00:18:46,623
Thanks to your piece of crap phone,
my mom's going to think I died.

331
00:18:49,030 --> 00:18:50,998
Oh...

332
00:18:51,065 --> 00:18:54,831
- This is where...
- Yeah. But we'll keep you updated.

333
00:18:56,971 --> 00:18:59,531
Hey.

334
00:19:00,541 --> 00:19:06,275
You better not end up blind and go
to some blind kid's school because,

335
00:19:06,347 --> 00:19:08,838
if I have to go back
to junior year without you,

336
00:19:08,916 --> 00:19:10,941
you're going to be dead meat.

337
00:19:15,490 --> 00:19:18,653
- Later, freak.
- You're the freak.

338
00:19:18,726 --> 00:19:21,217
- You are.
- You are.

339
00:19:43,017 --> 00:19:46,077
- How's the bleeding?
- Slight. Very controllable.

340
00:19:46,154 --> 00:19:49,419
Promised life gets better after
high school. Deserves to see that.

341
00:19:49,490 --> 00:19:53,824
Got a good friend. That's something.
That girl's been by his bedside all day.

342
00:19:53,895 --> 00:19:56,125
[Derek] Even so,
those cliques are miserable.

343
00:19:56,197 --> 00:19:58,495
He needs to know it passes, eventually.

344
00:19:58,566 --> 00:20:00,534
[Woman chuckles]

345
00:20:01,202 --> 00:20:04,763
Sorry, Dr. Shepherd.
Didn't mean to interrupt.

346
00:20:04,872 --> 00:20:06,100
What's so funny?

347
00:20:09,010 --> 00:20:12,446
I'm not sure we've come as far
as you'd like to think. Clique-wise.

348
00:20:12,513 --> 00:20:16,210
- We?
- The hospital.

349
00:20:16,284 --> 00:20:18,980
- Think the hospital's cliquey?
- You don't?

350
00:20:19,053 --> 00:20:21,613
Oh, damn it. The artery's burst.

351
00:20:21,722 --> 00:20:26,182
The pericallosal artery. Brain is
swelling. Cutting off the blood supply.

352
00:20:26,260 --> 00:20:29,024
OK, push 80 grams of mannitol.
OK, let's go!

353
00:20:32,166 --> 00:20:35,226
How do I tell his best friend
that he's going to be in a coma

354
00:20:35,303 --> 00:20:39,330
- for the rest of his life?
- You can't tell her yet, Derek.

355
00:20:39,407 --> 00:20:41,568
The family has to know first.

356
00:20:41,676 --> 00:20:43,166
They're still on a plane.

357
00:20:43,244 --> 00:20:46,179
- I understand that, but...
- Danny's doctor.

358
00:20:46,247 --> 00:20:49,683
Oh, thank God. Only been
a few hours without Danny,

359
00:20:49,750 --> 00:20:52,116
I'm already starting to freak out.

360
00:20:52,220 --> 00:20:55,485
I mean, look what I have to
put up with. They're crying.

361
00:20:55,556 --> 00:20:59,185
Like real tears because
they're so worried about Danny,

362
00:20:59,260 --> 00:21:02,195
which would be fine
if they knew who Danny was.

363
00:21:03,130 --> 00:21:06,896
Whatever. Can I see him?

364
00:21:09,270 --> 00:21:11,431
He hasn't woken up yet.

365
00:21:13,407 --> 00:21:14,965
He's OK?

366
00:21:15,076 --> 00:21:18,011
Soon as I know something,
I'll let you know.

367
00:21:18,079 --> 00:21:20,309
OK.

368
00:21:28,789 --> 00:21:32,054
- Think she'll recover full function?
- Hope so. If she doesn't

369
00:21:32,126 --> 00:21:35,095
get back on the pom-pom brigade,
her life is totally over.

370
00:21:35,196 --> 00:21:36,322
Is that what she said?

371
00:21:36,397 --> 00:21:39,264
After the band of harpies
she thought were her friends

372
00:21:39,333 --> 00:21:40,698
picked over her carcass.

373
00:21:40,801 --> 00:21:42,564
You'd think, way they treat her,

374
00:21:42,637 --> 00:21:45,538
she'd be ready to
ditch the whole thing, but no.

375
00:21:45,606 --> 00:21:49,474
She's not going to walk away from that.
It's her life. It's her identity.

376
00:21:49,543 --> 00:21:52,103
Only way she
understands herself in the world.

377
00:21:52,213 --> 00:21:56,377
Mm-hm. Heard one of the sweet young
things told Mark he looked like her dad.

378
00:21:56,484 --> 00:21:58,714
[Alex, laughing] Harsh.

379
00:21:58,786 --> 00:22:00,754
What does that
have to do with anything?

380
00:22:00,821 --> 00:22:03,085
You seem really empathetic
to her plight.

381
00:22:03,157 --> 00:22:08,891
You know, loss of identity?
Shattered self-image?

382
00:22:08,963 --> 00:22:11,488
[Alex] You seem happy
about what happened to her.

383
00:22:11,565 --> 00:22:15,331
Torres is just happy because Stevens
and O'Malley hit the skids.

384
00:22:16,237 --> 00:22:18,762
[Callie] Didn't I tell you
not to tell anybody?

385
00:22:19,807 --> 00:22:20,774
[Clears throat]

386
00:22:26,514 --> 00:22:29,449
I pulled the X-rays for
tomorrow's scheduled surgeries.

387
00:22:29,517 --> 00:22:31,348
And what am I supposed to do with them?

388
00:22:31,986 --> 00:22:34,614
Thought I could put them
in the OR if you needed me to.

389
00:22:34,689 --> 00:22:36,384
Well, I don't.

390
00:22:41,329 --> 00:22:43,763
- Back off.
- What?

391
00:22:44,432 --> 00:22:48,095
- You're being a brownnoser.
- I am not a brownnoser.

392
00:22:48,169 --> 00:22:49,136
I'm helping her.

393
00:22:49,236 --> 00:22:52,797
Annoying her. Got a chance to show
what you can do, you're blowing it.

394
00:22:52,873 --> 00:22:56,639
Trust me, these kind of chances
do not come around all the time.

395
00:22:56,711 --> 00:22:58,235
So, you know, just back off.

396
00:23:01,315 --> 00:23:04,011
[Soundlessly] Back off...

397
00:23:06,754 --> 00:23:09,518
I'm sorry I didn't know you
when you were in high school.

398
00:23:09,623 --> 00:23:13,855
I've regretted it every day,
not knowing you.

399
00:23:15,129 --> 00:23:18,496
Not being there.

400
00:23:18,566 --> 00:23:20,659
Sometimes I still worry about you.

401
00:23:20,735 --> 00:23:24,227
Other times I think, you know,
maybe it's what made you so strong.

402
00:23:24,305 --> 00:23:26,364
Not an excuse, not at all.

403
00:23:28,642 --> 00:23:33,011
You are so strong.
You're stronger than Lexie.

404
00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:38,245
- I don't know her that well.
- Well, true.

405
00:23:40,488 --> 00:23:43,218
You're a very impressive person,
Meredith.

406
00:23:43,958 --> 00:23:45,926
I'm so proud of you.

407
00:23:48,562 --> 00:23:54,125
I'm a lifetime's worth of proud.

408
00:23:54,235 --> 00:23:56,669
[Laughs] Anyway...

409
00:23:56,737 --> 00:23:59,205
Anyway, old man's rambling.

410
00:24:00,574 --> 00:24:01,939
Thank you.

411
00:24:06,647 --> 00:24:09,912
Hey. How was your date with Sydney?

412
00:24:09,984 --> 00:24:13,078
[Sighs] Wondering when you were
going to bring that up.

413
00:24:16,824 --> 00:24:19,292
- My dad's in the ER.
- Really?

414
00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:21,521
He cut himself.

415
00:24:21,629 --> 00:24:25,690
He's not bad company, actually.
He's quite funny and charming.

416
00:24:25,766 --> 00:24:27,097
Drunk.

417
00:24:28,736 --> 00:24:32,103
Is it weird that I like my drunk dad
better than my regular dad?

418
00:24:32,173 --> 00:24:33,868
A little.

419
00:24:35,676 --> 00:24:38,236
[Sighs deeply]

420
00:24:38,312 --> 00:24:41,076
- Are you OK?
- Yeah, um...

421
00:24:42,783 --> 00:24:45,877
My patient's in a coma and
he's never going to wake up again.

422
00:24:45,953 --> 00:24:48,114
His best friend is in the waiting area.

423
00:24:49,557 --> 00:24:51,718
Poor thing thinks he's...

424
00:24:51,792 --> 00:24:54,158
She thinks he's going
to wake up any second.

425
00:24:55,696 --> 00:24:57,220
I don't know.

426
00:25:04,438 --> 00:25:06,668
I don't believe it. Who told you?

427
00:25:06,740 --> 00:25:09,072
Henry. He was observing
in Sloan's surgery,

428
00:25:09,143 --> 00:25:11,839
and he said that Sloan
announced it to the whole OR.

429
00:25:11,912 --> 00:25:16,076
- Wow. O'Malley and Stevens are done.
- Yeah.

430
00:25:16,183 --> 00:25:18,515
- They didn't even last a week.
- I know.

431
00:25:18,586 --> 00:25:19,848
Tragic.

432
00:25:25,593 --> 00:25:27,458
Can I have the key back, to my house?

433
00:25:27,528 --> 00:25:29,018
Hey. What?

434
00:25:29,096 --> 00:25:31,724
Key. To my house?
I want it back. I heard we broke up.

435
00:25:31,799 --> 00:25:33,733
- Can I have it?
- Don't have any idea

436
00:25:33,801 --> 00:25:36,565
- what you're talking about.
- Everyone's talking about

437
00:25:36,670 --> 00:25:38,831
the fact we broke up.
Who you been talking to?

438
00:25:38,906 --> 00:25:41,067
Nobody. I mean, to Meredith.

439
00:25:41,175 --> 00:25:43,336
I knew it! What exactly
did you say to her?

440
00:25:43,444 --> 00:25:47,505
Nothing I... What do you mean you
knew it? You been talking to her?

441
00:25:49,083 --> 00:25:52,575
Yeah. But only after
you were talking to her.

442
00:25:52,653 --> 00:25:54,814
So I'm not the only one
who talked to her, then.

443
00:25:54,922 --> 00:25:56,412
You talked to her first!

444
00:26:13,974 --> 00:26:15,942
What is my dad doing here?

445
00:26:16,710 --> 00:26:18,610
Your dad came in drunk this morning.

446
00:26:18,679 --> 00:26:21,443
That's what I was trying to
tell you when you blew me off.

447
00:26:21,549 --> 00:26:24,245
So you run to Meredith?

448
00:26:24,318 --> 00:26:26,809
The one person
that I asked you not to tell?

449
00:26:26,887 --> 00:26:30,516
- I was trying to help, OK?
- Right.

450
00:26:35,563 --> 00:26:39,897
And what about Linda Russell,
do you have her contact info?

451
00:26:39,967 --> 00:26:44,495
You know you haven't changed?
I mean, not even one bit.

452
00:26:44,572 --> 00:26:49,009
You get this very intense look on your
face when you're serious, you know?

453
00:26:49,076 --> 00:26:52,637
It's your serious homework doing face.

454
00:26:52,713 --> 00:26:55,409
- Hasn't changed.
- [Richard] Dr. Bailey.

455
00:26:57,051 --> 00:27:00,179
Is that a patient form
I see in your hand?

456
00:27:00,254 --> 00:27:02,552
Yes, I suppose it is.

457
00:27:02,623 --> 00:27:04,989
You're not supposed
to fill out patient forms.

458
00:27:05,092 --> 00:27:07,060
Patients are supposed to fill forms.

459
00:27:07,161 --> 00:27:09,994
You have work to do.
Your own work.

460
00:27:10,064 --> 00:27:12,794
- Yes, sir.
- Mandi?

461
00:27:12,866 --> 00:27:15,892
- Mandi?
- Mandi, I'm not...

462
00:27:15,970 --> 00:27:18,234
- I'm not feeling so...
- Marcus? Marcus!

463
00:27:18,305 --> 00:27:20,796
- Pulse ox is dropping.
- Pressure's 82 over 48.

464
00:27:20,874 --> 00:27:24,640
Tell Radiology we need a stat spiral CT,
and page Dr. Hahn.

465
00:27:24,712 --> 00:27:27,579
- Dr. Shepherd?
- Marissa.

466
00:27:27,648 --> 00:27:29,206
Is he awake yet?

467
00:27:29,283 --> 00:27:30,250
No, not yet.

468
00:27:30,351 --> 00:27:33,912
I know Danny's parents aren't going
to be here for a couple more hours,

469
00:27:33,988 --> 00:27:37,947
but could I at least see him? Please?

470
00:27:39,927 --> 00:27:42,395
All right, come on.
Let's go sit down.

471
00:27:57,711 --> 00:27:59,269
The...

472
00:28:02,516 --> 00:28:06,475
When I removed the pencil,
the artery burst.

473
00:28:08,355 --> 00:28:11,415
When the brain swells that much,
it has nowhere to go.

474
00:28:15,896 --> 00:28:18,057
- The hem...
- [moans]

475
00:28:19,667 --> 00:28:21,999
[Sobbing]

476
00:28:42,356 --> 00:28:44,051
Hey.

477
00:28:44,591 --> 00:28:47,719
I would like to announce that
I am getting two cups of coffee.

478
00:28:47,795 --> 00:28:52,459
Two. One for me,
one for my dad. He's here.

479
00:28:52,533 --> 00:28:55,866
It's not horrible.
What's wrong with you?

480
00:28:55,936 --> 00:28:59,235
At this exact moment in OR Two,

481
00:28:59,306 --> 00:29:03,072
Dr. Hahn is performing
a pulmonary embolectomy.

482
00:29:03,143 --> 00:29:06,374
- A pulmonary embolectomy. Meredith.
- So what's the problem?

483
00:29:06,447 --> 00:29:08,608
- You're on her service. Go.
- No, I can't.

484
00:29:08,682 --> 00:29:11,981
That'd make me a brownnoser,
and everybody hates brownnosers.

485
00:29:12,953 --> 00:29:14,921
I cannot be a brownnoser.

486
00:29:16,724 --> 00:29:21,024
OK. There'll be other embolectomies.
You can let this one slide.

487
00:29:21,095 --> 00:29:22,653
No, no, no! No, I can't!

488
00:29:22,763 --> 00:29:27,132
I don't know how to just let
a pulmonary embolectomy slide!

489
00:29:27,234 --> 00:29:29,293
Sure you can.
It's like cutting a class.

490
00:29:34,007 --> 00:29:36,942
- You never cut a class.
- Never. Not once.

491
00:29:37,010 --> 00:29:38,034
Ha.

492
00:29:45,219 --> 00:29:47,653
That was a pretty big VSD on the echo.

493
00:29:47,721 --> 00:29:51,384
Going to have to do an additional
arteriotomy of the right PA.

494
00:29:51,458 --> 00:29:54,018
- It should never have come to this.
- I'm sorry?

495
00:29:54,128 --> 00:29:57,894
You should've taken the situation
seriously, ordered further tests.

496
00:29:57,965 --> 00:30:00,525
Maybe I should have.
Maybe you should have.

497
00:30:00,601 --> 00:30:04,867
And if you weren't so busy flirting with
the patient like a lovestruck teenager,

498
00:30:04,938 --> 00:30:07,566
maybe you would have.

499
00:30:07,641 --> 00:30:09,973
Forceps, please.

500
00:30:11,879 --> 00:30:16,111
This is so sad.
I used to walk by his house every day.

501
00:30:16,183 --> 00:30:18,674
He was in my algebra class, I think.

502
00:30:23,891 --> 00:30:25,051
Marissa.

503
00:30:26,960 --> 00:30:31,454
I know that this seems impossible right
now, but you will get through this.

504
00:30:31,532 --> 00:30:35,559
- Danny would've wanted you to.
- Don't know what he would've wanted.

505
00:30:35,636 --> 00:30:37,331
You're just like them.

506
00:30:37,404 --> 00:30:41,738
You're a prom queen and you're trying to
act like you know what it's like for me.

507
00:30:41,809 --> 00:30:44,175
You have no idea what it's like.

508
00:30:47,214 --> 00:30:48,772
I wasn't a prom queen.

509
00:30:51,718 --> 00:30:55,586
I was the girl in the cheap clothes
from the trailer park who got pregnant,

510
00:30:55,656 --> 00:30:58,819
and got thrown in
the pregnant girls' class.

511
00:30:58,892 --> 00:31:00,655
I lost all my friends.

512
00:31:00,761 --> 00:31:03,525
None of the mothers would
let their kids hang out with me.

513
00:31:05,432 --> 00:31:10,301
But I got through it.
You will get through this.

514
00:31:10,370 --> 00:31:13,305
I'm going to write a letter
to his mom and dad.

515
00:31:13,373 --> 00:31:15,204
That's really beautiful.

516
00:31:15,275 --> 00:31:17,140
- Get out.
- [Girl] What?

517
00:31:17,211 --> 00:31:18,940
You're not supposed to be in here.

518
00:31:19,012 --> 00:31:22,311
- She's here.
- She's his friend. His best friend.

519
00:31:23,317 --> 00:31:25,649
Go away. Go!

520
00:31:28,822 --> 00:31:32,451
- I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...
- It's OK.

521
00:31:32,526 --> 00:31:34,016
[# Tegan and Sara: <i>Call it</i> Off]

522
00:31:34,094 --> 00:31:38,190
You just lost your best friend.
It's the worst thing in the world.

523
00:31:43,570 --> 00:31:46,403
- I won't repeat a word.
- Thank you.

524
00:31:49,643 --> 00:31:52,203
- Dr. Shepherd?
- Yes.

525
00:31:52,312 --> 00:31:56,646
I'm sorry. About Danny Metcalf.
It looked like it was hard on you.

526
00:31:56,717 --> 00:31:59,982
Which is good.
If I had a son going through that,

527
00:32:00,053 --> 00:32:04,513
I'd want the surgeon to be
fully invested, like you were.

528
00:32:05,525 --> 00:32:07,686
You have no idea who I am, do you?

529
00:32:07,794 --> 00:32:09,455
Course I do.

530
00:32:10,631 --> 00:32:12,963
Bye, Dr. Shepherd.

531
00:32:14,434 --> 00:32:17,926
You're the nurse in OR Two.
The one that talked about cliques?

532
00:32:18,005 --> 00:32:19,973
Yeah, right?

533
00:32:25,512 --> 00:32:28,743
Once we get your knee moving,
we can get you out of bed,

534
00:32:28,815 --> 00:32:31,545
and then you can start putting
some weight on it.

535
00:32:31,618 --> 00:32:34,485
But I won't be able to dance for a year?

536
00:32:34,554 --> 00:32:35,782
Probably not.

537
00:32:39,726 --> 00:32:41,591
Sometimes...

538
00:32:41,662 --> 00:32:45,189
...when things don't work out the way
you planned, there's gifts...

539
00:32:45,265 --> 00:32:49,599
You're gonna give me
some stupid speech about silver linings?

540
00:32:51,305 --> 00:32:53,466
I am never going to be captain again.

541
00:32:58,578 --> 00:33:00,944
I was fired from a job recently, and...

542
00:33:01,048 --> 00:33:04,142
You were fired from being a doctor,
and they let you cut my ass?

543
00:33:04,217 --> 00:33:07,186
OK, shut your trap for
eight seconds and let me finish.

544
00:33:09,189 --> 00:33:14,684
I didn't get fired from being a doctor.
I got fired from being, like...

545
00:33:14,761 --> 00:33:17,059
Well, our version of squad captain.

546
00:33:18,699 --> 00:33:20,929
Which is mostly about organizing crap.

547
00:33:22,502 --> 00:33:25,437
- Not about surgery.
- So?

548
00:33:25,505 --> 00:33:30,340
So... I got to go back
to the part that I like.

549
00:33:31,478 --> 00:33:34,914
Which... It's kind of a gift.

550
00:33:39,019 --> 00:33:41,954
[Pager beeping]

551
00:33:42,022 --> 00:33:45,458
Hahn. Oh, my God! Oh, my God!

552
00:34:09,182 --> 00:34:10,547
You paged, Dr. Hahn?

553
00:34:10,617 --> 00:34:14,644
Apparently when you ask
for copies of the CT angio around here,

554
00:34:14,721 --> 00:34:19,283
people think it's all right to just give
you the slices that contain the clot.

555
00:34:20,093 --> 00:34:23,529
Can you please
bring me the entire CT?

556
00:34:23,597 --> 00:34:26,760
Absolutely. Yes, absolutely.
I'll do that right now.

557
00:34:38,011 --> 00:34:40,878
- Your dad was in the ER today.
- I know.

558
00:34:40,947 --> 00:34:43,848
You know he was drunk
and he put his hand through a window?

559
00:34:43,917 --> 00:34:48,013
- Yeah. Anything else?
- I know it was Susan's birthday,

560
00:34:48,088 --> 00:34:51,114
and I'm sure it was a very hard day
for the both of you.

561
00:34:51,758 --> 00:34:53,783
And he wasn't actually a problem.

562
00:34:53,860 --> 00:34:57,694
He was kind of charming,
but he seemed very sad,

563
00:34:57,764 --> 00:35:00,198
and I'd hate to see it happen again.

564
00:35:00,267 --> 00:35:03,703
So, maybe, you should think about
keeping a better eye on him.

565
00:35:09,376 --> 00:35:11,640
Every day is my mother's birthday.

566
00:35:14,081 --> 00:35:18,017
My mother was born in March. He lied.

567
00:35:18,085 --> 00:35:20,781
He's a liar. And I'm glad.

568
00:35:20,854 --> 00:35:23,322
Really, I'm glad
that you found him charming.

569
00:35:23,390 --> 00:35:26,621
I'm sure he was delightful.
He's a blast after five drinks.

570
00:35:26,693 --> 00:35:29,856
Not so much after nine, though.
He gets a little weepy and mean.

571
00:35:29,963 --> 00:35:31,624
He's a drunk, Meredith.

572
00:35:31,698 --> 00:35:35,134
He probably came in and
told you how wonderful you are.

573
00:35:35,202 --> 00:35:38,228
How sad he is that he doesn't
get to spend more time with you.

574
00:35:38,305 --> 00:35:41,832
You know, yesterday he said
that I was his favorite daughter.

575
00:35:41,908 --> 00:35:44,877
The day before,
I was an ungrateful bitch.

576
00:35:44,978 --> 00:35:48,038
The week before, he wrote me
a check for 20,000 dollars

577
00:35:48,115 --> 00:35:51,050
because he said I deserved
everything life had to offer.

578
00:35:51,118 --> 00:35:55,054
Because he was so proud of me.
A lifetime's worth of proud.

579
00:35:56,556 --> 00:36:00,617
So you can't listen to anything he says
because it's not about you.

580
00:36:00,694 --> 00:36:03,322
It's about a pint and a half of Dewar's.

581
00:36:03,396 --> 00:36:05,091
So thank you for letting me know

582
00:36:05,165 --> 00:36:09,329
that I need to keep
a better eye on him. Thanks.

583
00:36:20,413 --> 00:36:23,974
Meredith, you want to
come in for a minute and sit down?

584
00:36:24,084 --> 00:36:27,520
[Breathing heavily]

585
00:36:27,587 --> 00:36:29,214
Meredith?

586
00:36:40,267 --> 00:36:42,827
- I'm sorry about all this.
- Meredith, please.

587
00:36:42,936 --> 00:36:45,598
You have nothing to
apologize for. Nothing at all.

588
00:36:45,672 --> 00:36:47,640
I'm keeping you from doing your job.

589
00:36:47,741 --> 00:36:50,175
This is my job. At least part of it.

590
00:36:50,243 --> 00:36:53,576
Think of it as the principal's office.

591
00:36:53,647 --> 00:36:55,615
Only I'm the nice principal.

592
00:36:56,516 --> 00:36:59,178
Anyway, I promised your mom
I'd take care of you.

593
00:36:59,252 --> 00:37:04,952
- I told you, you don't have to do that.
- I know. I know I don't. But I do.

594
00:37:07,194 --> 00:37:09,355
[# Chris Garneau: <i>Black and Blue</i>]

595
00:37:17,237 --> 00:37:21,799
- Hey, you.
- Hey, you.

596
00:37:23,643 --> 00:37:26,009
I guess I'm still
alive and kicking, huh?

597
00:37:27,214 --> 00:37:31,981
You had a clot that traveled to
your lungs, but we got to it in time.

598
00:37:32,686 --> 00:37:38,249
So you're going to be kicking for a
good long time now, Marcus King.

599
00:37:47,300 --> 00:37:49,029
Mandi.

600
00:37:50,303 --> 00:37:52,567
You have always been my angel.

601
00:37:54,374 --> 00:37:56,433
Always have been. I just...

602
00:37:57,210 --> 00:38:00,543
I never would've made it
through high school without you.

603
00:38:01,815 --> 00:38:05,683
I never would've made it
through this day without you.

604
00:38:05,752 --> 00:38:07,310
- Come on now.
- Mandi, I mean it.

605
00:38:08,088 --> 00:38:12,752
Thank you. I thank you.

606
00:38:12,826 --> 00:38:15,294
My mama thanks you.

607
00:38:15,362 --> 00:38:17,489
And you know my daddy thanks you.

608
00:38:17,564 --> 00:38:22,001
You tell your mama and daddy
that I said they're welcome.

609
00:38:24,471 --> 00:38:26,439
Oh, hey, I was...

610
00:38:26,539 --> 00:38:30,100
I was wondering if you got a chance
to finish up that paperwork.

611
00:38:30,210 --> 00:38:34,044
I wouldn't ask, but, you know,

612
00:38:34,114 --> 00:38:36,947
I think a lot of it
was kind of important.

613
00:38:37,017 --> 00:38:40,145
No, I didn't.
I was planning on...

614
00:38:41,021 --> 00:38:45,321
Just got to, you know...
finish it right now.

615
00:38:45,392 --> 00:38:49,852
Thanks. You're the best.

616
00:39:11,284 --> 00:39:16,187
Come here. With all due respect,
this has reached critical mass.

617
00:39:16,256 --> 00:39:19,089
You saved his life,
and he's taking you for granted.

618
00:39:19,626 --> 00:39:23,790
Know what he deserves? A long speech.
You need to go right back in there,

619
00:39:23,897 --> 00:39:26,229
and you need to give him
a long, long speech.

620
00:39:43,116 --> 00:39:45,084
[Elevator bell dings]

621
00:39:55,695 --> 00:39:57,993
I don't do secrets.

622
00:39:58,064 --> 00:40:00,624
I don't do any of that <i>1 5-year-old,

623
00:40:00,734 --> 00:40:04,636
"Oh, I'm going to tell you,
but don't tell anyone else."

624
00:40:04,704 --> 00:40:06,262
I don't do that crap.

625
00:40:06,439 --> 00:40:10,205
We're not talking about who made out
with who at the Halloween dance.

626
00:40:10,310 --> 00:40:13,677
OK, this was a private family issue.

627
00:40:13,780 --> 00:40:16,874
Your dad's a drunk.
He comes in and screams

628
00:40:16,950 --> 00:40:18,577
at the top of his lungs in the ER.

629
00:40:18,651 --> 00:40:21,711
It couldn't be less private.

630
00:40:21,788 --> 00:40:24,256
I had to start cleaning up my dad
when I was seven.

631
00:40:24,324 --> 00:40:26,349
That's when I turned into the grown-up.

632
00:40:26,426 --> 00:40:29,862
So you got to wait until
you were 24. Good for you.

633
00:40:38,505 --> 00:40:39,836
Night, Bailey.

634
00:40:39,906 --> 00:40:42,067
- Sit down.
- What?

635
00:40:42,142 --> 00:40:43,370
Sit down!

636
00:40:45,211 --> 00:40:47,907
- You OK?
- What do you care?

637
00:40:47,981 --> 00:40:52,748
With your hair products
and your perfect little face,

638
00:40:52,819 --> 00:40:55,185
perfect little life.
What do you care how I am?

639
00:40:55,288 --> 00:40:57,654
Perfect life?
Have you been paying attention?

640
00:40:57,757 --> 00:41:00,590
Yeah, I pay attention.
I pay attention.

641
00:41:00,660 --> 00:41:05,393
I pay attention to people
in all walks of life. All types!

642
00:41:05,465 --> 00:41:08,434
I notice people. I see people.

643
00:41:08,535 --> 00:41:11,800
It's guys like you
who don't see people like me.

644
00:41:11,871 --> 00:41:12,963
I don't see you?

645
00:41:13,039 --> 00:41:16,998
Clearly, I'm not
talking about you, Shepherd.

646
00:41:17,076 --> 00:41:18,441
Just...

647
00:41:18,545 --> 00:41:23,482
Guys like you
who don't see girls like me.

648
00:41:23,550 --> 00:41:27,884
We don't exist for you.
We exist to do your homework.

649
00:41:27,954 --> 00:41:31,822
We exist to build your ego up.

650
00:41:36,729 --> 00:41:41,598
I am a successful, married mother.

651
00:41:41,668 --> 00:41:44,136
I am Chief Resident!

652
00:41:44,204 --> 00:41:48,140
I am Chief Resident
of a major metropolitan hospital!

653
00:41:48,208 --> 00:41:51,575
I am a surgeon
who saved his life today!

654
00:41:59,052 --> 00:42:01,350
And he still doesn't see me.

655
00:42:03,723 --> 00:42:07,090
[Whimpering] I may as well still be
that high school girl

656
00:42:07,193 --> 00:42:09,957
with the mushroom haircut

657
00:42:10,029 --> 00:42:13,988
and the Coke bottle glasses,
and the band uniform.

658
00:42:14,067 --> 00:42:17,503
The girl who didn't get to
go to homecoming dance because

659
00:42:17,570 --> 00:42:20,038
it didn't even occur to him to ask me.

660
00:42:20,907 --> 00:42:25,810
All those late nights tutoring him,
and it didn't even occur to him to ask.

661
00:42:25,912 --> 00:42:27,539
Hmm.

662
00:42:30,917 --> 00:42:33,613
Band uniform. Really?

663
00:42:35,622 --> 00:42:40,116
Do I look like I'm going
to be mocked by you right now?

664
00:42:40,193 --> 00:42:43,219
No, you don't.
I'm just going to say one thing.

665
00:42:44,464 --> 00:42:49,492
In high school, I was a <i>11</i> 0 pounds and
I hadn't yet figured out hair product.

666
00:42:49,569 --> 00:42:53,903
I had a big Afro and had acne.

667
00:42:56,476 --> 00:42:59,639
And I, too, wore a band uniform.

668
00:43:02,782 --> 00:43:04,215
Sax.

669
00:43:06,953 --> 00:43:08,477
Oboe.

670
00:43:08,555 --> 00:43:10,182
[Sniffling]

671
00:43:11,658 --> 00:43:13,125
[Sighs deeply]

672
00:43:17,230 --> 00:43:22,327
I would have been honored
to take a girl like you to homecoming.

673
00:43:24,571 --> 00:43:26,732
<i>[Meredith] In some ways we grow up.</i>

674
00:43:28,174 --> 00:43:32,133
<i>We have families. We get married...</i>

675
00:43:35,081 --> 00:43:37,049
<i>Divorced.</i>

676
00:43:38,785 --> 00:43:41,310
[George] I was trying
to think of a long speech.

677
00:43:41,387 --> 00:43:45,118
You know, like Bailey
with her long speeches, and just...

678
00:43:45,191 --> 00:43:47,955
Just everything
I wanted to say to you.

679
00:43:48,061 --> 00:43:51,394
[Clock ticking]

680
00:43:51,464 --> 00:43:54,922
The gist is, I can't talk to you.
That's why I talk to Meredith.

681
00:43:55,001 --> 00:43:56,559
I just... I don't know why.

682
00:43:58,938 --> 00:44:01,498
It used to be...

683
00:44:03,943 --> 00:44:06,173
It use to be...

684
00:44:07,447 --> 00:44:11,315
...that I was the only person you could
talk to. And you were the only person

685
00:44:11,384 --> 00:44:12,749
- I could talk to.
- I know.

686
00:44:15,755 --> 00:44:18,383
I need to be able to talk to you.

687
00:44:18,458 --> 00:44:23,760
I'm in love with this incredible guy,
and we're having problems.

688
00:44:23,830 --> 00:44:28,130
And my best friend, he would know
what to say to me about it.

689
00:44:28,201 --> 00:44:30,294
I need to be able to talk
to my best friend.

690
00:44:30,370 --> 00:44:32,930
I cannot get through this
without my best friend.

691
00:44:33,006 --> 00:44:34,337
Why isn't this easier?

692
00:44:36,809 --> 00:44:38,572
I don't know.

693
00:44:40,780 --> 00:44:43,214
Well, I want my best friend back.

694
00:44:44,417 --> 00:44:45,509
Me, too.

695
00:45:03,169 --> 00:45:06,434
<i>[Meredith] But, for the most part,</i>
<i>we still have the same problems</i>

696
00:45:06,506 --> 00:45:08,133
<i>that we did when we were 15.</i>

697
00:45:08,207 --> 00:45:10,732
Hey, Rose. Rose!

698
00:45:12,111 --> 00:45:16,377
- You know my name.
- I had to ask around, but now I know.

699
00:45:16,449 --> 00:45:18,508
- Good for you. Good night.
- Hang on.

700
00:45:18,584 --> 00:45:20,882
I should have recognized you
from the OR today.

701
00:45:21,788 --> 00:45:25,155
We worked together for
three hours and... It's thoughtless.

702
00:45:27,927 --> 00:45:30,657
I've worked on <i>36</i> of your surgeries,

703
00:45:30,730 --> 00:45:34,097
and today was the first time
you made eye contact.

704
00:45:35,201 --> 00:45:38,534
Like I said, hospital's
no better than high school.

705
00:45:39,539 --> 00:45:41,973
Good night, Dr. Shepherd.

706
00:45:42,041 --> 00:45:44,134
[# Rilo Kiley: <i>Breakin' Up</i>]

707
00:45:44,210 --> 00:45:46,770
Someone figured out
how to get back on the horse.

708
00:45:46,879 --> 00:45:49,404
What? No. Was just talking about work.

709
00:45:49,482 --> 00:45:51,143
Could've fooled me.

710
00:45:53,019 --> 00:45:55,078
Hey, Dad, want to get a drink?

711
00:46:01,160 --> 00:46:03,219
Doctors S and S.
How are we this evening?

712
00:46:04,163 --> 00:46:05,187
Hiya, Sydney.

713
00:46:05,264 --> 00:46:08,495
Derek, you think I just could
talk to you for one quick minute?

714
00:46:08,568 --> 00:46:11,332
Yeah. Have a seat.

715
00:46:13,940 --> 00:46:15,908
[Soundlessly] Remember, heart attack.

716
00:46:20,580 --> 00:46:21,877
- Derek.
- Sydney.

717
00:46:21,948 --> 00:46:26,442
I want you to know that I really enjoyed
our date last night. I really did.

718
00:46:27,286 --> 00:46:29,948
- I don't think we should do it again.
- You don't?

719
00:46:30,022 --> 00:46:34,482
I'm a lot of woman.
OK? I bring home the bacon.

720
00:46:34,560 --> 00:46:37,051
Fry it up in a pan, serve it
with eggs or on a sandwich,

721
00:46:37,130 --> 00:46:39,860
- or crumbled up in a Cobb salad.
- You do a lot with bacon.

722
00:46:39,932 --> 00:46:41,365
Not just bacon.

723
00:46:41,434 --> 00:46:44,528
But, Derek, I bring
a lot of things to the table.

724
00:46:44,604 --> 00:46:47,038
And I'm looking for a man
who can do the same,

725
00:46:47,106 --> 00:46:49,074
a man who can meet my needs.

726
00:46:49,142 --> 00:46:50,905
All my needs.

727
00:46:51,010 --> 00:46:53,035
I just don't think you're ready.

728
00:46:53,112 --> 00:46:54,136
Hmm.

729
00:46:55,715 --> 00:46:57,376
Well, you might be right.

730
00:46:58,484 --> 00:47:00,850
I won't let this affect
our work if you won't.

731
00:47:00,953 --> 00:47:02,318
I won't.

732
00:47:09,962 --> 00:47:12,453
<i>[Meredith] No matter how much</i>
<i>we grow taller...</i>

733
00:47:16,702 --> 00:47:18,761
<i>Grow older...</i>

734
00:47:18,838 --> 00:47:21,102
Apparently, I'm not good
at meeting needs.

735
00:47:21,174 --> 00:47:23,335
And I don't bring
that much to the table.

736
00:47:24,844 --> 00:47:26,812
I'm awkward and freaky.

737
00:47:29,282 --> 00:47:31,375
<i>We are still forever stumbling.</i>

738
00:47:31,450 --> 00:47:33,884
- Do you want to get out of here?
- I do.

739
00:47:40,159 --> 00:47:43,822
<i>Forever wondering...</i>

740
00:47:45,865 --> 00:47:50,029
<i>Forever... young.</i>

