1 00:00:59,479 --> 00:01:01,080 What's the matter? 2 00:01:01,114 --> 00:01:04,050 I have an eating disorder. 3 00:01:04,084 --> 00:01:06,919 That blows. 4 00:01:06,954 --> 00:01:08,921 What about you? 5 00:01:08,956 --> 00:01:10,957 Oh, Paul's my uncle. 6 00:01:10,991 --> 00:01:13,493 He's just taking me out for my birthday. 7 00:01:13,527 --> 00:01:16,830 You don't go to St. Ann's, do you? 8 00:01:17,932 --> 00:01:20,034 Packer? 9 00:01:20,069 --> 00:01:21,369 No. 10 00:01:21,403 --> 00:01:23,538 You look familiar. 11 00:01:23,573 --> 00:01:27,076 Well, I live in Milwaukee. 12 00:01:28,779 --> 00:01:31,446 Well, have a good birthday. 13 00:01:33,082 --> 00:01:34,882 Thanks. 14 00:01:34,917 --> 00:01:37,185 Hey. 15 00:01:39,588 --> 00:01:41,923 I think you're beautiful 16 00:01:41,958 --> 00:01:44,092 just the way you are. 17 00:02:01,140 --> 00:02:04,452 Sync by n17t01 www.addic7ed.com 18 00:02:04,824 --> 00:02:08,298 Sync by n17t01 www.addic7ed.com 19 00:02:16,082 --> 00:02:19,483 ♪ Happy Birthday to me ♪ 20 00:02:19,518 --> 00:02:23,085 ♪ Happy Birthday to me ♪ 21 00:02:23,120 --> 00:02:28,557 ♪ Happy Birthday dear Jesse ♪ 22 00:02:28,591 --> 00:02:32,961 ♪ Happy Birthday to me. ♪ 23 00:02:34,163 --> 00:02:36,297 Millions of chat sites are rejoicing 24 00:02:36,331 --> 00:02:40,133 because 17 is the age of consent in New York state. 25 00:02:40,168 --> 00:02:41,601 I'm not kidding. 26 00:02:41,636 --> 00:02:45,604 It's like a new gay holiday. 27 00:02:45,639 --> 00:02:47,639 Happy Birthday, Jesse. 28 00:02:47,674 --> 00:02:50,609 It's just how I always dreamed it would be. 29 00:02:56,948 --> 00:03:00,283 So... 30 00:03:00,317 --> 00:03:01,984 What happened last week? 31 00:03:02,018 --> 00:03:03,519 Was there a fire? 32 00:03:03,553 --> 00:03:06,221 Did your son intentionally set the house on fire? 33 00:03:06,255 --> 00:03:10,324 No no, it was just... just an accident. 34 00:03:10,358 --> 00:03:13,827 Is your son okay? 35 00:03:15,229 --> 00:03:17,230 Yes. 36 00:03:17,264 --> 00:03:19,732 Good. 37 00:03:19,767 --> 00:03:21,701 I'm glad. 38 00:03:21,735 --> 00:03:25,270 Actually, I'm glad you brought it up. 39 00:03:25,305 --> 00:03:29,174 I wanted to talk to you about why you... 40 00:03:29,208 --> 00:03:31,242 why you ran off. 41 00:03:31,276 --> 00:03:34,578 I should have never been here, okay? 42 00:03:34,612 --> 00:03:38,013 It was stupid. It was late and... 43 00:03:39,682 --> 00:03:42,016 You should have just kicked me out when I first showed up. 44 00:03:42,050 --> 00:03:43,384 But I didn't kick you out, Jesse. 45 00:03:43,418 --> 00:03:45,318 Yeah, but you wanted to. 46 00:03:45,353 --> 00:03:48,153 Now why would you think that? 47 00:03:54,193 --> 00:03:56,194 Paul, can I ask you something? 48 00:03:56,228 --> 00:03:57,729 Sure. 49 00:03:57,763 --> 00:03:59,897 Why did you become a therapist? 50 00:04:02,066 --> 00:04:04,000 I... 51 00:04:04,035 --> 00:04:06,803 I guess because I wanted to... 52 00:04:06,837 --> 00:04:09,038 to help people. 53 00:04:10,707 --> 00:04:12,474 Are you a good therapist? 54 00:04:12,508 --> 00:04:15,410 Do you think I'm a good therapist? 55 00:04:15,444 --> 00:04:17,712 Is there some way 56 00:04:17,746 --> 00:04:20,414 that I could be a better therapist for you? 57 00:04:22,216 --> 00:04:23,917 Probably not. 58 00:04:23,951 --> 00:04:27,052 I guess I just... I don't really see what the point is. 59 00:04:27,087 --> 00:04:29,221 I don't know why you do it. 60 00:04:29,255 --> 00:04:31,423 You don't feel it's working for you? 61 00:04:31,457 --> 00:04:33,658 Does it make anyone happy? 62 00:04:33,692 --> 00:04:37,027 Well, the point is not always to be happy. 63 00:04:37,061 --> 00:04:38,695 Okay, then what's the point? 64 00:04:38,730 --> 00:04:41,564 Well, it differs from person to person. 65 00:04:41,599 --> 00:04:43,866 You know, a lot of people... 66 00:04:43,901 --> 00:04:46,034 they spend their whole lives 67 00:04:46,069 --> 00:04:48,803 in a kind of a fog. 68 00:04:48,837 --> 00:04:51,539 I think that therapy, when it works, 69 00:04:51,573 --> 00:04:53,307 when it really works... 70 00:04:53,341 --> 00:04:56,677 it helps people 71 00:04:56,711 --> 00:05:00,780 to, well, unlock themselves. 72 00:05:00,814 --> 00:05:03,749 Well, I ran into the girl before me in the waiting room. 73 00:05:03,783 --> 00:05:05,884 She said she had an eating disorder. 74 00:05:05,918 --> 00:05:07,886 What are you telling her? 75 00:05:09,555 --> 00:05:12,556 Well, I'm trying to help her identify 76 00:05:12,591 --> 00:05:14,725 why she sees herself in that way. 77 00:05:14,759 --> 00:05:18,027 Do you know why? 78 00:05:18,061 --> 00:05:19,795 I have some ideas, obviously, 79 00:05:19,829 --> 00:05:22,129 but, you know, ultimately 80 00:05:22,164 --> 00:05:25,365 what I think doesn't really matter. 81 00:05:25,399 --> 00:05:28,969 It's what she thinks that matters. 82 00:05:29,003 --> 00:05:31,071 What, that doesn't sound credible to you? 83 00:05:31,106 --> 00:05:33,707 - It sounds like... - It sounds like what? 84 00:05:33,741 --> 00:05:35,041 Never mind. 85 00:05:35,076 --> 00:05:36,876 No, go on. Please tell me. 86 00:05:36,911 --> 00:05:39,545 It sounds like those guys on canal street 87 00:05:39,579 --> 00:05:41,547 that are selling fake Rolexes. 88 00:05:41,581 --> 00:05:44,549 Like, what does it matter if it isn't a rolex 89 00:05:44,583 --> 00:05:48,452 as long as you think it's a rolex, you know? 90 00:05:48,486 --> 00:05:50,987 But it still isn't a rolex. 91 00:05:51,022 --> 00:05:52,989 It's still just a cheap piece of shit, 92 00:05:53,023 --> 00:05:54,791 no matter what you think. 93 00:05:54,825 --> 00:05:57,359 Well, it's not a rolex. That's true. 94 00:05:57,394 --> 00:05:59,628 But it's not a piece of shit either. 95 00:05:59,662 --> 00:06:02,096 Because objects are worth 96 00:06:02,131 --> 00:06:04,331 the meaning that we invest in them, 97 00:06:04,366 --> 00:06:06,999 what we ascribe to them, 98 00:06:07,034 --> 00:06:09,368 and so are people. 99 00:06:16,410 --> 00:06:19,913 I got an email from Kevin. 100 00:06:19,947 --> 00:06:22,482 And what did he say? 101 00:06:23,384 --> 00:06:26,386 He says... 102 00:06:28,456 --> 00:06:32,693 That it was a mistake to contact me prematurely, 103 00:06:32,727 --> 00:06:36,764 that it was irresponsible, 104 00:06:36,798 --> 00:06:39,900 that he won't attempt to contact me again, 105 00:06:39,934 --> 00:06:42,202 but he hopes I'll get back in touch with them 106 00:06:42,237 --> 00:06:44,637 when I think I'm ready. 107 00:06:44,672 --> 00:06:47,272 I'm so sorry, Jesse. 108 00:06:47,307 --> 00:06:49,006 Why? 109 00:06:49,040 --> 00:06:50,474 It must be 110 00:06:50,508 --> 00:06:52,541 tremendously disappointing. 111 00:06:52,576 --> 00:06:55,943 Not really. 112 00:06:55,977 --> 00:06:57,910 What do you... 113 00:06:57,945 --> 00:06:59,978 what do you feel about that? 114 00:07:00,013 --> 00:07:02,146 Nothing. 115 00:07:04,281 --> 00:07:06,415 Did you email him back? 116 00:07:06,450 --> 00:07:08,384 No, there's no point. It's over. 117 00:07:08,418 --> 00:07:11,019 You don't anticipate ever getting back in touch with them? 118 00:07:11,053 --> 00:07:12,887 No, they don't want me to. 119 00:07:15,257 --> 00:07:18,225 God, it's my fucking birthday. 120 00:07:21,795 --> 00:07:25,097 17... 121 00:07:25,131 --> 00:07:28,700 17 years ago I came out of Karen Scott's vagina. 122 00:07:28,735 --> 00:07:30,669 And now all she has to say to me 123 00:07:30,703 --> 00:07:33,237 is that she contacted me prematurely. 124 00:07:33,271 --> 00:07:35,572 God. 125 00:07:35,607 --> 00:07:38,742 Why is everything such bullshit? 126 00:07:50,419 --> 00:07:52,553 Hey, how long do you think I'll live? 127 00:07:52,587 --> 00:07:56,423 I don't know, Jesse. 128 00:07:56,457 --> 00:07:59,559 I mean, if I don't fall off a building or shoot myself or whatever, 129 00:07:59,593 --> 00:08:01,861 how long is the average? 130 00:08:01,895 --> 00:08:05,697 Um, 80... 80 years. 131 00:08:05,732 --> 00:08:08,066 Jesus. 132 00:08:08,100 --> 00:08:10,068 That means I have to make it 133 00:08:10,102 --> 00:08:12,436 through another 63 years. 134 00:08:17,074 --> 00:08:19,175 You know... 135 00:08:23,146 --> 00:08:25,981 You're not always gonna feel 136 00:08:26,016 --> 00:08:29,884 the way you're feeling right now. 137 00:08:29,919 --> 00:08:32,687 You mean it's going to get better? 138 00:08:34,256 --> 00:08:37,324 Yeah, but the thing is, 139 00:08:37,358 --> 00:08:40,293 I've always felt like this, 140 00:08:40,327 --> 00:08:43,128 even before I met Kevin and Karen. 141 00:08:43,163 --> 00:08:47,065 You felt like... like what way exactly? 142 00:08:49,001 --> 00:08:53,037 I have this friend, okay? Named Barrett. 143 00:08:53,071 --> 00:08:56,840 And he has a really big nose. 144 00:08:56,874 --> 00:08:58,908 And even when we were, like, eight 145 00:08:58,943 --> 00:09:01,677 and all the other kids had little kid noses, 146 00:09:01,712 --> 00:09:04,646 Barrett had this honker. 147 00:09:04,681 --> 00:09:07,449 And I've just... 148 00:09:07,483 --> 00:09:09,484 I've always thought that if I were Barrett, 149 00:09:09,518 --> 00:09:12,086 I would be really embarrassed by my nose. 150 00:09:12,120 --> 00:09:14,087 But Barrett isn't. 151 00:09:14,122 --> 00:09:16,389 He doesn't even notice it. 152 00:09:16,424 --> 00:09:18,891 And he's always really happy. 153 00:09:18,926 --> 00:09:20,926 And everyone really likes him. 154 00:09:20,961 --> 00:09:22,728 And even since 155 00:09:22,762 --> 00:09:24,663 we've been in High School, he has girlfriends. 156 00:09:24,697 --> 00:09:26,931 And it was all just really confusing to me 157 00:09:26,965 --> 00:09:30,534 until I met his dad. 158 00:09:30,568 --> 00:09:35,872 He's this fancy wall street guy, 159 00:09:35,906 --> 00:09:39,875 a really good dresser, 160 00:09:39,909 --> 00:09:41,843 but he has the same nose. 161 00:09:41,878 --> 00:09:44,145 It's huge. 162 00:09:44,180 --> 00:09:46,514 And I met his mother. 163 00:09:46,548 --> 00:09:49,149 She's really beautiful. 164 00:09:51,352 --> 00:09:54,087 They just seem like the perfect family. 165 00:09:57,524 --> 00:10:00,626 And now I get it. 166 00:10:00,660 --> 00:10:02,560 Where Barrett got his confidence from. 167 00:10:02,595 --> 00:10:03,695 Yeah, exactly. 168 00:10:03,729 --> 00:10:05,530 He looks just like his dad. 169 00:10:05,564 --> 00:10:07,999 And his dad is really happy. 170 00:10:08,033 --> 00:10:10,100 So why shouldn't Barrett be happy? 171 00:10:20,842 --> 00:10:23,942 I used to spend hours when I was a kid 172 00:10:23,977 --> 00:10:25,944 just looking in the mirror, 173 00:10:25,978 --> 00:10:28,579 trying to figure out if I was handsome or not. 174 00:10:28,613 --> 00:10:30,814 And what did you decide? 175 00:10:30,848 --> 00:10:32,481 Well, it just depended on the day. 176 00:10:32,516 --> 00:10:35,049 If someone told me I was handsome, 177 00:10:35,084 --> 00:10:37,017 then I was handsome. 178 00:10:37,051 --> 00:10:39,218 And if someone told me I was ugly, 179 00:10:39,253 --> 00:10:41,820 then I believed that. 180 00:10:44,758 --> 00:10:47,060 I hardly ever look in the mirror anymore though, 181 00:10:47,094 --> 00:10:50,664 not if I can help it. 182 00:10:50,698 --> 00:10:53,267 It's just too stressful. 183 00:10:53,301 --> 00:10:56,404 When you met your birth parents... 184 00:10:58,541 --> 00:11:00,776 Did you... did you... 185 00:11:00,810 --> 00:11:04,513 did you see yourself in their faces? 186 00:11:05,882 --> 00:11:07,816 Were they... 187 00:11:07,851 --> 00:11:10,352 were they good-looking, did you think? 188 00:11:11,654 --> 00:11:13,454 And rich 189 00:11:13,489 --> 00:11:15,356 and happy, 190 00:11:15,390 --> 00:11:17,257 until they kicked me out. 191 00:11:17,292 --> 00:11:20,360 Kicked you out? 192 00:11:20,395 --> 00:11:21,828 Is that... 193 00:11:21,863 --> 00:11:24,397 that's how you remember the experience? 194 00:11:28,201 --> 00:11:31,169 I imagine you've been thinking quite a lot 195 00:11:31,203 --> 00:11:33,304 about what happened 196 00:11:33,339 --> 00:11:36,374 at Kevin and Karen's last week. 197 00:11:36,408 --> 00:11:37,975 Yeah. 198 00:11:38,009 --> 00:11:40,677 And when you were telling the story of Barrett's father, 199 00:11:40,711 --> 00:11:42,679 can I tell you what I thought of? 200 00:11:42,713 --> 00:11:44,947 Sure. 201 00:11:44,982 --> 00:11:47,850 How last week you were considering 202 00:11:47,884 --> 00:11:49,818 donating your kidney 203 00:11:49,853 --> 00:11:53,655 to your... to your brother. 204 00:11:54,990 --> 00:11:58,392 Did Kevin mention anything about that in his email? 205 00:11:58,426 --> 00:11:59,760 No. 206 00:12:01,996 --> 00:12:04,263 I guess I was wrong about all that. 207 00:12:04,298 --> 00:12:07,032 You know, when you talk about Barrett 208 00:12:07,067 --> 00:12:09,801 it sounds like you saw his nose 209 00:12:09,836 --> 00:12:12,670 as like a promise, some kind of contract 210 00:12:12,705 --> 00:12:14,572 passed down from father to son: 211 00:12:14,606 --> 00:12:16,874 You have my nose; You are my son; 212 00:12:16,908 --> 00:12:20,477 I am a happy man therefore you are a happy man. 213 00:12:22,546 --> 00:12:25,381 So maybe you were trying to create 214 00:12:25,415 --> 00:12:28,317 your own contract with Kevin. 215 00:12:28,351 --> 00:12:30,285 Maybe you thought, 216 00:12:30,320 --> 00:12:33,021 if you gave your brother a kidney, they'd have... 217 00:12:33,055 --> 00:12:36,724 they'd really have to be your parents finally 218 00:12:36,758 --> 00:12:39,727 and recognize you 219 00:12:39,761 --> 00:12:44,564 as part of them, 220 00:12:44,598 --> 00:12:47,033 you know? 221 00:12:47,067 --> 00:12:49,301 You're probably right. 222 00:12:50,937 --> 00:12:53,204 That sounds smart. 223 00:12:54,673 --> 00:12:56,340 Thanks. 224 00:12:56,375 --> 00:12:58,342 You know, Jesse, there's no reason 225 00:12:58,376 --> 00:13:01,812 why you can't write Kevin back 226 00:13:01,846 --> 00:13:03,814 and just say to him 227 00:13:03,848 --> 00:13:06,716 how painful it was 228 00:13:06,751 --> 00:13:10,286 to receive his email. 229 00:13:10,320 --> 00:13:14,089 He has left the door open to communication. 230 00:13:14,124 --> 00:13:16,258 Yeah, when I feel that I'm ready. 231 00:13:16,292 --> 00:13:18,893 Yeah, I think that's up to you to decide what that means. 232 00:13:18,928 --> 00:13:21,395 Well, he basically just told me to go fuck myself. 233 00:13:21,430 --> 00:13:25,098 Okay, I can see 234 00:13:25,133 --> 00:13:27,200 why you would think that. 235 00:13:27,234 --> 00:13:29,969 Maybe he's trying to give you space 236 00:13:30,003 --> 00:13:32,638 if you need it, 237 00:13:32,672 --> 00:13:35,807 but still maintain a connection. 238 00:13:35,842 --> 00:13:39,210 Look, if he really wanted to maintain a connection with me 239 00:13:39,244 --> 00:13:42,946 he shouldn't have given me up for fucking adoption. 240 00:14:03,597 --> 00:14:05,464 You have plans for tonight, 241 00:14:05,498 --> 00:14:07,766 for your birthday? 242 00:14:16,041 --> 00:14:18,742 I might go to the marriott in Times Square 243 00:14:18,776 --> 00:14:21,477 to ride the elevators. 244 00:14:21,512 --> 00:14:23,646 You can ride them for free. 245 00:14:23,680 --> 00:14:25,614 They're glass. 246 00:14:25,649 --> 00:14:28,683 And they go up over this huge atrium. 247 00:14:30,119 --> 00:14:32,353 It's really peaceful. 248 00:14:34,155 --> 00:14:37,290 Sounds... sounds nice. 249 00:14:37,325 --> 00:14:40,293 Will you invite anybody to go with you? 250 00:14:40,327 --> 00:14:42,728 Like who? 251 00:14:42,763 --> 00:14:44,830 Josh, Raif. 252 00:14:44,864 --> 00:14:47,232 They're out of town. 253 00:14:47,266 --> 00:14:49,501 Anyone else? 254 00:14:51,337 --> 00:14:53,804 What were you gonna say? 255 00:14:53,839 --> 00:14:55,973 Nobody. 256 00:14:59,376 --> 00:15:01,777 Nate, but he would never come. 257 00:15:01,812 --> 00:15:03,812 - Why not? - He just wouldn't. 258 00:15:03,847 --> 00:15:06,315 So have you talked to him recently? 259 00:15:06,349 --> 00:15:09,217 Not since he beat the crap out of me. 260 00:15:09,251 --> 00:15:12,086 Do you want to speak to him? 261 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:14,555 No, he hates me. 262 00:15:14,589 --> 00:15:16,823 You're certain of that? 263 00:15:16,858 --> 00:15:18,491 He punched me. 264 00:15:18,526 --> 00:15:21,393 Jesse, do you remember what happened before he punched you? 265 00:15:21,428 --> 00:15:23,295 Are you saying that I deserved it? 266 00:15:23,330 --> 00:15:25,430 No, I'm not. 267 00:15:39,476 --> 00:15:42,478 Why don't they want me in their lives? 268 00:15:44,080 --> 00:15:46,548 What is so wrong with me? 269 00:15:50,018 --> 00:15:52,520 I don't understand. 270 00:15:54,355 --> 00:15:56,656 Am I that awful? 271 00:15:56,691 --> 00:15:58,791 No, Jesse, you're not. 272 00:16:02,762 --> 00:16:05,564 Well, then why don't they want me? 273 00:16:09,034 --> 00:16:11,168 I'm his son. 274 00:16:13,705 --> 00:16:16,539 He kicked me out of his house. 275 00:16:16,574 --> 00:16:17,941 I think he was frightened. 276 00:16:17,975 --> 00:16:19,275 Of what? 277 00:16:19,309 --> 00:16:21,010 Of the situation. 278 00:16:23,479 --> 00:16:25,146 God, what does that mean? 279 00:16:25,181 --> 00:16:26,714 Jesse, you were high. 280 00:16:26,749 --> 00:16:29,416 And you were upset with them after seeing your siblings. 281 00:16:29,451 --> 00:16:30,918 From their point of view 282 00:16:30,952 --> 00:16:33,520 you must have seemed highly volatile. 283 00:16:41,594 --> 00:16:44,763 You've been fantasizing about Kevin and Karen 284 00:16:44,797 --> 00:16:47,732 all your life. 285 00:16:47,766 --> 00:16:50,468 You imagined that they would be your saviors. 286 00:16:50,502 --> 00:16:52,469 And now that you've met them, 287 00:16:52,504 --> 00:16:54,571 you know that they're not capable of that. 288 00:16:54,605 --> 00:16:56,973 They're just ordinary people. Worse than that... 289 00:16:57,007 --> 00:17:00,609 they're deeply disappointing. 290 00:17:00,643 --> 00:17:03,812 And that's incredibly difficult. 291 00:17:14,922 --> 00:17:17,323 I don't want to be anywhere. 292 00:17:17,357 --> 00:17:19,358 I don't want to talk to anyone. 293 00:17:19,392 --> 00:17:21,526 I just want... 294 00:17:23,963 --> 00:17:26,431 I just want to disappear. 295 00:17:52,854 --> 00:17:56,122 Jesse, 296 00:17:56,157 --> 00:17:58,558 as your therapist, 297 00:17:58,592 --> 00:18:01,360 I'm not supposed to tell you what to do, 298 00:18:01,395 --> 00:18:04,496 but as someone who cares about you, I'm going to. 299 00:18:06,399 --> 00:18:09,601 Go home to the people who love you 300 00:18:09,635 --> 00:18:12,503 and celebrate your birthday with them. 301 00:18:12,537 --> 00:18:14,938 Go home. 302 00:18:15,840 --> 00:18:18,408 I can't go home. 303 00:18:18,443 --> 00:18:20,610 I have to get to RISD. 304 00:18:22,446 --> 00:18:24,847 They want to set up an interview. 305 00:18:24,881 --> 00:18:28,583 That means I'm a finalist. 306 00:18:28,618 --> 00:18:31,419 Roberto gave me money for my birthday 307 00:18:31,453 --> 00:18:33,454 and I'm gonna use it to buy a train ticket. 308 00:18:33,488 --> 00:18:37,190 Mm-hmm, and have you found a way to cover the tuition? 309 00:18:37,225 --> 00:18:39,292 No, I'm... 310 00:18:39,327 --> 00:18:43,162 I'm just gonna show them the pictures. 311 00:18:43,197 --> 00:18:45,564 - Which pictures? - The ones from Westchester. 312 00:18:45,599 --> 00:18:48,166 - From the yard? - Yeah. 313 00:18:49,802 --> 00:18:52,436 I'll just show them the pictures 314 00:18:52,471 --> 00:18:54,838 and then I'll tell them my story. 315 00:18:56,474 --> 00:18:58,608 You said they don't offer financial aid. 316 00:18:58,643 --> 00:19:00,610 Are you hoping they'll let you come anyway 317 00:19:00,645 --> 00:19:03,579 because they're gonna feel sorry for you? 318 00:19:03,614 --> 00:19:06,015 That place was made for me. 319 00:19:06,049 --> 00:19:07,883 You saw the brochure. 320 00:19:07,917 --> 00:19:10,619 - It's a school for people just like you. - Yeah. 321 00:19:10,653 --> 00:19:13,187 A place where they'll finally 322 00:19:13,222 --> 00:19:15,523 appreciate and embrace you, 323 00:19:15,557 --> 00:19:17,991 the true home you've been searching for. 324 00:19:18,025 --> 00:19:20,026 Do you see what you're doing here? 325 00:19:20,061 --> 00:19:21,961 Go fuck yourself. 326 00:19:21,996 --> 00:19:27,199 Jesse, y need to stay here. 327 00:19:27,233 --> 00:19:29,534 I know that running away seems like a good idea now, 328 00:19:29,569 --> 00:19:32,870 but I promise you you will take this feeling with you wherever you go. 329 00:19:32,905 --> 00:19:36,440 It will not leave you until you deal with it. 330 00:19:36,474 --> 00:19:39,042 And it won't leave you even then, 331 00:19:39,076 --> 00:19:41,444 but it will lessen. 332 00:19:41,478 --> 00:19:43,813 And believe it or not, eventually you'll be able 333 00:19:43,847 --> 00:19:46,048 to draw a strength from this experience 334 00:19:46,082 --> 00:19:48,917 that you never imagined possible. 335 00:19:55,890 --> 00:19:57,991 How's your son? 336 00:19:59,594 --> 00:20:02,528 You... you've asked me that already. 337 00:20:02,563 --> 00:20:06,064 He... he's fine. 338 00:20:06,099 --> 00:20:09,334 Is he still here? 339 00:20:09,368 --> 00:20:12,136 No, he... 340 00:20:12,171 --> 00:20:14,205 he went back to Baltimore 341 00:20:14,239 --> 00:20:17,274 to live with his... with his mother. 342 00:20:22,913 --> 00:20:26,381 Have you ever been to that ice cream place by the waterfront? 343 00:20:26,416 --> 00:20:29,150 I don't think so. 344 00:20:29,185 --> 00:20:34,421 Well, I was thinking of going there later 345 00:20:34,456 --> 00:20:36,757 for my birthday. 346 00:20:40,561 --> 00:20:42,828 Do you want to come? 347 00:20:53,404 --> 00:20:55,772 Why don't you ask Roberto? 348 00:20:55,807 --> 00:20:57,507 I can't. 349 00:20:57,541 --> 00:20:59,141 Yes, you can. 350 00:20:59,176 --> 00:21:01,510 - God, you don't understand. - What don't I understand? 351 00:21:01,544 --> 00:21:04,012 You so obviously don't get it. Nobody gets it. 352 00:21:04,046 --> 00:21:07,415 Jesse, look at me. I get it. 353 00:21:07,449 --> 00:21:09,383 I get it. 354 00:21:24,029 --> 00:21:26,564 Is the session over? 355 00:21:30,435 --> 00:21:34,236 Oh yes. Yes, it is. 356 00:21:34,271 --> 00:21:36,305 Do you want me to leave? 357 00:21:36,339 --> 00:21:38,206 Not alone. 358 00:21:42,476 --> 00:21:45,478 With your permission, I'd like to call your mother and father 359 00:21:45,512 --> 00:21:48,015 - to come pick you up. - Please don't do that. 360 00:21:48,049 --> 00:21:50,918 I'll be all right. 361 00:21:52,654 --> 00:21:55,889 Just let me sit here for a moment. 362 00:21:55,923 --> 00:21:57,390 Okay. 363 00:22:01,695 --> 00:22:05,030 I was looking forward to this all week. 364 00:22:16,840 --> 00:22:20,446 Sync by n17t01 www.addic7ed.com 365 00:22:20,934 --> 00:22:25,710 Sync by n17t01 www.addic7ed.com