1 00:00:52,404 --> 00:00:54,739 ( Door opens ) 2 00:01:00,179 --> 00:01:01,780 What's the matter? 3 00:01:01,814 --> 00:01:04,750 I have an eating disorder. 4 00:01:04,784 --> 00:01:07,619 That blows. 5 00:01:07,654 --> 00:01:09,621 What about you? 6 00:01:09,656 --> 00:01:11,657 Oh, Paul's my uncle. 7 00:01:11,691 --> 00:01:14,193 He's just taking me out for my birthday. 8 00:01:14,227 --> 00:01:17,530 You don't go to St. Ann's, do you? 9 00:01:18,632 --> 00:01:20,734 Packer? 10 00:01:20,769 --> 00:01:22,069 No. 11 00:01:22,103 --> 00:01:24,238 You look familiar. 12 00:01:24,273 --> 00:01:27,776 Well, I live in Milwaukee. 13 00:01:29,479 --> 00:01:32,146 Well, have a good birthday. 14 00:01:33,782 --> 00:01:35,582 Thanks. 15 00:01:35,617 --> 00:01:37,885 - ( Door opens ) - Hey. 16 00:01:40,288 --> 00:01:42,623 I think you're beautiful 17 00:01:42,658 --> 00:01:44,792 just the way you are. 18 00:01:57,371 --> 00:02:01,839 ( Theme music playing ) 19 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:05,152 Sync by n17t01 www.addic7ed.com 20 00:02:05,524 --> 00:02:08,998 Sync by n17t01 www.addic7ed.com 21 00:02:16,782 --> 00:02:20,183 ♪ Happy Birthday to me ♪ 22 00:02:20,218 --> 00:02:23,785 ♪ Happy Birthday to me ♪ 23 00:02:23,820 --> 00:02:29,257 ♪ Happy Birthday dear Jesse ♪ 24 00:02:29,291 --> 00:02:33,661 ♪ Happy Birthday to me. ♪ 25 00:02:34,863 --> 00:02:36,997 Millions of chat sites are rejoicing 26 00:02:37,031 --> 00:02:40,833 because 17 is the age of consent in New York state. 27 00:02:40,868 --> 00:02:42,301 I'm not kidding. 28 00:02:42,336 --> 00:02:46,304 It's like a new gay holiday. 29 00:02:46,339 --> 00:02:48,339 Happy Birthday, Jesse. 30 00:02:48,374 --> 00:02:51,309 It's just how I always dreamed it would be. 31 00:02:57,648 --> 00:03:00,983 So... 32 00:03:01,017 --> 00:03:02,684 What happened last week? 33 00:03:02,718 --> 00:03:04,219 Was there a fire? 34 00:03:04,253 --> 00:03:06,921 Did your son intentionally set the house on fire? 35 00:03:06,955 --> 00:03:11,024 No no, it was just... just an accident. 36 00:03:11,058 --> 00:03:14,527 Is your son okay? 37 00:03:15,929 --> 00:03:17,930 Yes. 38 00:03:17,964 --> 00:03:20,432 Good. 39 00:03:20,467 --> 00:03:22,401 I'm glad. 40 00:03:22,435 --> 00:03:25,970 Actually, I'm glad you brought it up. 41 00:03:26,005 --> 00:03:29,874 I wanted to talk to you about why you... 42 00:03:29,908 --> 00:03:31,942 why you ran off. 43 00:03:31,976 --> 00:03:35,278 I should have never been here, okay? 44 00:03:35,312 --> 00:03:38,713 It was stupid. It was late and... 45 00:03:40,382 --> 00:03:42,716 You should have just kicked me out when I first showed up. 46 00:03:42,750 --> 00:03:44,084 But I didn't kick you out, Jesse. 47 00:03:44,118 --> 00:03:46,018 Yeah, but you wanted to. 48 00:03:46,053 --> 00:03:48,853 Now why would you think that? 49 00:03:54,893 --> 00:03:56,894 Paul, can I ask you something? 50 00:03:56,928 --> 00:03:58,429 Sure. 51 00:03:58,463 --> 00:04:00,597 Why did you become a therapist? 52 00:04:02,766 --> 00:04:04,700 I... 53 00:04:04,735 --> 00:04:07,503 I guess because I wanted to... 54 00:04:07,537 --> 00:04:09,738 to help people. 55 00:04:11,407 --> 00:04:13,174 Are you a good therapist? 56 00:04:13,208 --> 00:04:16,110 Do you think I'm a good therapist? 57 00:04:16,144 --> 00:04:18,412 Is there some way 58 00:04:18,446 --> 00:04:21,114 that I could be a better therapist for you? 59 00:04:22,916 --> 00:04:24,617 Probably not. 60 00:04:24,651 --> 00:04:27,752 I guess I just... I don't really see what the point is. 61 00:04:27,787 --> 00:04:29,921 I don't know why you do it. 62 00:04:29,955 --> 00:04:32,123 You don't feel it's working for you? 63 00:04:32,157 --> 00:04:34,358 Does it make anyone happy? 64 00:04:34,392 --> 00:04:37,727 Well, the point is not always to be happy. 65 00:04:37,761 --> 00:04:39,395 Okay, then what's the point? 66 00:04:39,430 --> 00:04:42,264 Well, it differs from person to person. 67 00:04:42,299 --> 00:04:44,566 You know, a lot of people... 68 00:04:44,601 --> 00:04:46,734 they spend their whole lives 69 00:04:46,769 --> 00:04:49,503 in a kind of a fog. 70 00:04:49,537 --> 00:04:52,239 I think that therapy, when it works, 71 00:04:52,273 --> 00:04:54,007 when it really works... 72 00:04:54,041 --> 00:04:57,377 it helps people 73 00:04:57,411 --> 00:05:01,480 to, well, unlock themselves. 74 00:05:01,514 --> 00:05:04,449 Well, I ran into the girl before me in the waiting room. 75 00:05:04,483 --> 00:05:06,584 She said she had an eating disorder. 76 00:05:06,618 --> 00:05:08,586 What are you telling her? 77 00:05:10,255 --> 00:05:13,256 Well, I'm trying to help her identify 78 00:05:13,291 --> 00:05:15,425 why she sees herself in that way. 79 00:05:15,459 --> 00:05:18,727 Do you know why? 80 00:05:18,761 --> 00:05:20,495 I have some ideas, obviously, 81 00:05:20,529 --> 00:05:22,829 but, you know, ultimately 82 00:05:22,864 --> 00:05:26,065 what I think doesn't really matter. 83 00:05:26,099 --> 00:05:29,669 It's what she thinks that matters. 84 00:05:29,703 --> 00:05:31,771 What, that doesn't sound credible to you? 85 00:05:31,806 --> 00:05:34,407 - It sounds like... - It sounds like what? 86 00:05:34,441 --> 00:05:35,741 Never mind. 87 00:05:35,776 --> 00:05:37,576 No, go on. Please tell me. 88 00:05:37,611 --> 00:05:40,245 It sounds like those guys on canal street 89 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:42,247 that are selling fake Rolexes. 90 00:05:42,281 --> 00:05:45,249 Like, what does it matter if it isn't a rolex 91 00:05:45,283 --> 00:05:49,152 as long as you think it's a rolex, you know? 92 00:05:49,186 --> 00:05:51,687 But it still isn't a rolex. 93 00:05:51,722 --> 00:05:53,689 It's still just a cheap piece of shit, 94 00:05:53,723 --> 00:05:55,491 no matter what you think. 95 00:05:55,525 --> 00:05:58,059 Well, it's not a rolex. That's true. 96 00:05:58,094 --> 00:06:00,328 But it's not a piece of shit either. 97 00:06:00,362 --> 00:06:02,796 Because objects are worth 98 00:06:02,831 --> 00:06:05,031 the meaning that we invest in them, 99 00:06:05,066 --> 00:06:07,699 what we ascribe to them, 100 00:06:07,734 --> 00:06:10,068 and so are people. 101 00:06:17,110 --> 00:06:20,613 ( Sighs ) I got an email from Kevin. 102 00:06:20,647 --> 00:06:23,182 And what did he say? 103 00:06:24,084 --> 00:06:27,086 He says... 104 00:06:29,156 --> 00:06:33,393 That it was a mistake to contact me prematurely, 105 00:06:33,427 --> 00:06:37,464 that it was irresponsible, 106 00:06:37,498 --> 00:06:40,600 that he won't attempt to contact me again, 107 00:06:40,634 --> 00:06:42,902 but he hopes I'll get back in touch with them 108 00:06:42,937 --> 00:06:45,337 when I think I'm ready. 109 00:06:45,372 --> 00:06:47,972 I'm so sorry, Jesse. 110 00:06:48,007 --> 00:06:49,706 Why? 111 00:06:49,740 --> 00:06:51,174 It must be 112 00:06:51,208 --> 00:06:53,241 tremendously disappointing. 113 00:06:53,276 --> 00:06:56,643 Not really. 114 00:06:56,677 --> 00:06:58,610 What do you... 115 00:06:58,645 --> 00:07:00,678 what do you feel about that? 116 00:07:00,713 --> 00:07:02,846 Nothing. 117 00:07:04,981 --> 00:07:07,115 Did you email him back? 118 00:07:07,150 --> 00:07:09,084 No, there's no point. It's over. 119 00:07:09,118 --> 00:07:11,719 You don't anticipate ever getting back in touch with them? 120 00:07:11,753 --> 00:07:13,587 No, they don't want me to. 121 00:07:15,957 --> 00:07:18,925 God, it's my fucking birthday. 122 00:07:18,959 --> 00:07:21,060 ( Scoffs ) 123 00:07:22,495 --> 00:07:25,797 17... 124 00:07:25,831 --> 00:07:29,400 17 years ago I came out of Karen Scott's vagina. 125 00:07:29,435 --> 00:07:31,369 And now all she has to say to me 126 00:07:31,403 --> 00:07:33,937 is that she contacted me prematurely. 127 00:07:33,971 --> 00:07:36,272 God. 128 00:07:36,307 --> 00:07:39,442 Why is everything such bullshit? 129 00:07:51,119 --> 00:07:53,253 Hey, how long do you think I'll live? 130 00:07:53,287 --> 00:07:57,123 I don't know, Jesse. 131 00:07:57,157 --> 00:08:00,259 I mean, if I don't fall off a building or shoot myself or whatever, 132 00:08:00,293 --> 00:08:02,561 how long is the average? 133 00:08:02,595 --> 00:08:06,397 Um, 80... 80 years. 134 00:08:06,432 --> 00:08:08,766 Jesus. 135 00:08:08,800 --> 00:08:10,768 That means I have to make it 136 00:08:10,802 --> 00:08:13,136 through another 63 years. 137 00:08:17,774 --> 00:08:19,875 You know... 138 00:08:23,846 --> 00:08:26,681 You're not always gonna feel 139 00:08:26,716 --> 00:08:30,584 the way you're feeling right now. 140 00:08:30,619 --> 00:08:33,387 You mean it's going to get better? 141 00:08:33,421 --> 00:08:34,921 Mm-hmm. 142 00:08:34,956 --> 00:08:38,024 Yeah, but the thing is, 143 00:08:38,058 --> 00:08:40,993 I've always felt like this, 144 00:08:41,027 --> 00:08:43,828 even before I met Kevin and Karen. 145 00:08:43,863 --> 00:08:47,765 You felt like... like what way exactly? 146 00:08:49,701 --> 00:08:53,737 I have this friend, okay? Named Barrett. 147 00:08:53,771 --> 00:08:57,540 And he has a really big nose. 148 00:08:57,574 --> 00:08:59,608 And even when we were, like, eight 149 00:08:59,643 --> 00:09:02,377 and all the other kids had little kid noses, 150 00:09:02,412 --> 00:09:05,346 Barrett had this honker. 151 00:09:05,381 --> 00:09:08,149 And I've just... 152 00:09:08,183 --> 00:09:10,184 I've always thought that if I were Barrett, 153 00:09:10,218 --> 00:09:12,786 I would be really embarrassed by my nose. 154 00:09:12,820 --> 00:09:14,787 But Barrett isn't. 155 00:09:14,822 --> 00:09:17,089 He doesn't even notice it. 156 00:09:17,124 --> 00:09:19,591 And he's always really happy. 157 00:09:19,626 --> 00:09:21,626 And everyone really likes him. 158 00:09:21,661 --> 00:09:23,428 And even since 159 00:09:23,462 --> 00:09:25,363 we've been in High School, he has girlfriends. 160 00:09:25,397 --> 00:09:27,631 And it was all just really confusing to me 161 00:09:27,665 --> 00:09:31,234 until I met his dad. 162 00:09:31,268 --> 00:09:36,572 He's this fancy wall street guy, 163 00:09:36,606 --> 00:09:40,575 a really good dresser, 164 00:09:40,609 --> 00:09:42,543 but he has the same nose. 165 00:09:42,578 --> 00:09:44,845 It's huge. 166 00:09:44,880 --> 00:09:47,214 And I met his mother. 167 00:09:47,248 --> 00:09:49,849 She's really beautiful. 168 00:09:52,052 --> 00:09:54,787 They just seem like the perfect family. 169 00:09:58,224 --> 00:10:01,326 And now I get it. 170 00:10:01,360 --> 00:10:03,260 Where Barrett got his confidence from. 171 00:10:03,295 --> 00:10:04,395 Yeah, exactly. 172 00:10:04,429 --> 00:10:06,230 He looks just like his dad. 173 00:10:06,264 --> 00:10:08,699 And his dad is really happy. 174 00:10:08,733 --> 00:10:10,800 So why shouldn't Barrett be happy? 175 00:10:21,542 --> 00:10:24,642 I used to spend hours when I was a kid 176 00:10:24,677 --> 00:10:26,644 just looking in the mirror, 177 00:10:26,678 --> 00:10:29,279 trying to figure out if I was handsome or not. 178 00:10:29,313 --> 00:10:31,514 And what did you decide? 179 00:10:31,548 --> 00:10:33,181 Well, it just depended on the day. 180 00:10:33,216 --> 00:10:35,749 If someone told me I was handsome, 181 00:10:35,784 --> 00:10:37,717 then I was handsome. 182 00:10:37,751 --> 00:10:39,918 And if someone told me I was ugly, 183 00:10:39,953 --> 00:10:42,520 then I believed that. 184 00:10:45,458 --> 00:10:47,760 I hardly ever look in the mirror anymore though, 185 00:10:47,794 --> 00:10:51,364 not if I can help it. 186 00:10:51,398 --> 00:10:53,967 It's just too stressful. 187 00:10:54,001 --> 00:10:57,104 When you met your birth parents... 188 00:10:59,241 --> 00:11:01,476 Did you... did you... 189 00:11:01,510 --> 00:11:05,213 did you see yourself in their faces? 190 00:11:06,582 --> 00:11:08,516 Were they... 191 00:11:08,551 --> 00:11:11,052 were they good-looking, did you think? 192 00:11:12,354 --> 00:11:14,154 And rich 193 00:11:14,189 --> 00:11:16,056 and happy, 194 00:11:16,090 --> 00:11:17,957 until they kicked me out. 195 00:11:17,992 --> 00:11:21,060 Kicked you out? 196 00:11:21,095 --> 00:11:22,528 Is that... 197 00:11:22,563 --> 00:11:25,097 that's how you remember the experience? 198 00:11:28,901 --> 00:11:31,869 I imagine you've been thinking quite a lot 199 00:11:31,903 --> 00:11:34,004 about what happened 200 00:11:34,039 --> 00:11:37,074 at Kevin and Karen's last week. 201 00:11:37,108 --> 00:11:38,675 Yeah. 202 00:11:38,709 --> 00:11:41,377 And when you were telling the story of Barrett's father, 203 00:11:41,411 --> 00:11:43,379 can I tell you what I thought of? 204 00:11:43,413 --> 00:11:45,647 Sure. 205 00:11:45,682 --> 00:11:48,550 How last week you were considering 206 00:11:48,584 --> 00:11:50,518 donating your kidney 207 00:11:50,553 --> 00:11:54,355 to your... to your brother. 208 00:11:55,690 --> 00:11:59,092 Did Kevin mention anything about that in his email? 209 00:11:59,126 --> 00:12:00,460 No. 210 00:12:02,696 --> 00:12:04,963 I guess I was wrong about all that. 211 00:12:04,998 --> 00:12:07,732 You know, when you talk about Barrett 212 00:12:07,767 --> 00:12:10,501 it sounds like you saw his nose 213 00:12:10,536 --> 00:12:13,370 as like a promise, some kind of contract 214 00:12:13,405 --> 00:12:15,272 passed down from father to son: 215 00:12:15,306 --> 00:12:17,574 You have my nose; You are my son; 216 00:12:17,608 --> 00:12:21,177 I am a happy man therefore you are a happy man. 217 00:12:23,246 --> 00:12:26,081 So maybe you were trying to create 218 00:12:26,115 --> 00:12:29,017 your own contract with Kevin. 219 00:12:29,051 --> 00:12:30,985 Maybe you thought, 220 00:12:31,020 --> 00:12:33,721 if you gave your brother a kidney, they'd have... 221 00:12:33,755 --> 00:12:37,424 they'd really have to be your parents finally 222 00:12:37,458 --> 00:12:40,427 and recognize you 223 00:12:40,461 --> 00:12:45,264 as part of them, 224 00:12:45,298 --> 00:12:47,733 you know? 225 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:50,001 You're probably right. 226 00:12:51,637 --> 00:12:53,904 That sounds smart. 227 00:12:55,373 --> 00:12:57,040 Thanks. 228 00:12:57,075 --> 00:12:59,042 You know, Jesse, there's no reason 229 00:12:59,076 --> 00:13:02,512 why you can't write Kevin back 230 00:13:02,546 --> 00:13:04,514 and just say to him 231 00:13:04,548 --> 00:13:07,416 how painful it was 232 00:13:07,451 --> 00:13:10,986 to receive his email. 233 00:13:11,020 --> 00:13:14,789 He has left the door open to communication. 234 00:13:14,824 --> 00:13:16,958 Yeah, when I feel that I'm ready. 235 00:13:16,992 --> 00:13:19,593 Yeah, I think that's up to you to decide what that means. 236 00:13:19,628 --> 00:13:22,095 Well, he basically just told me to go fuck myself. 237 00:13:22,130 --> 00:13:25,798 Okay, I can see 238 00:13:25,833 --> 00:13:27,900 why you would think that. 239 00:13:27,934 --> 00:13:30,669 Maybe he's trying to give you space 240 00:13:30,703 --> 00:13:33,338 if you need it, 241 00:13:33,372 --> 00:13:36,507 but still maintain a connection. 242 00:13:36,542 --> 00:13:39,910 Look, if he really wanted to maintain a connection with me 243 00:13:39,944 --> 00:13:43,646 he shouldn't have given me up for fucking adoption. 244 00:14:04,297 --> 00:14:06,164 You have plans for tonight, 245 00:14:06,198 --> 00:14:08,466 for your birthday? 246 00:14:16,741 --> 00:14:19,442 I might go to the marriott in Times Square 247 00:14:19,476 --> 00:14:22,177 to ride the elevators. 248 00:14:22,212 --> 00:14:24,346 You can ride them for free. 249 00:14:24,380 --> 00:14:26,314 They're glass. 250 00:14:26,349 --> 00:14:29,383 And they go up over this huge atrium. 251 00:14:30,819 --> 00:14:33,053 It's really peaceful. 252 00:14:34,855 --> 00:14:37,990 Sounds... sounds nice. 253 00:14:38,025 --> 00:14:40,993 Will you invite anybody to go with you? 254 00:14:41,027 --> 00:14:43,428 Like who? 255 00:14:43,463 --> 00:14:45,530 Josh, Raif. 256 00:14:45,564 --> 00:14:47,932 They're out of town. 257 00:14:47,966 --> 00:14:50,201 Anyone else? 258 00:14:52,037 --> 00:14:54,504 What were you gonna say? 259 00:14:54,539 --> 00:14:56,673 Nobody. 260 00:15:00,076 --> 00:15:02,477 Nate, but he would never come. 261 00:15:02,512 --> 00:15:04,512 - Why not? - He just wouldn't. 262 00:15:04,547 --> 00:15:07,015 So have you talked to him recently? 263 00:15:07,049 --> 00:15:09,917 Not since he beat the crap out of me. 264 00:15:09,951 --> 00:15:12,786 Do you want to speak to him? 265 00:15:12,820 --> 00:15:15,255 No, he hates me. 266 00:15:15,289 --> 00:15:17,523 You're certain of that? 267 00:15:17,558 --> 00:15:19,191 He punched me. 268 00:15:19,226 --> 00:15:22,093 Jesse, do you remember what happened before he punched you? 269 00:15:22,128 --> 00:15:23,995 Are you saying that I deserved it? 270 00:15:24,030 --> 00:15:26,130 No, I'm not. 271 00:15:40,176 --> 00:15:43,178 Why don't they want me in their lives? 272 00:15:44,780 --> 00:15:47,248 What is so wrong with me? 273 00:15:50,718 --> 00:15:53,220 I don't understand. 274 00:15:55,055 --> 00:15:57,356 Am I that awful? 275 00:15:57,391 --> 00:15:59,491 No, Jesse, you're not. 276 00:16:03,462 --> 00:16:06,264 Well, then why don't they want me? 277 00:16:09,734 --> 00:16:11,868 I'm his son. 278 00:16:14,405 --> 00:16:17,239 He kicked me out of his house. 279 00:16:17,274 --> 00:16:18,641 I think he was frightened. 280 00:16:18,675 --> 00:16:19,975 Of what? 281 00:16:20,009 --> 00:16:21,710 Of the situation. 282 00:16:24,179 --> 00:16:25,846 God, what does that mean? 283 00:16:25,881 --> 00:16:27,414 Jesse, you were high. 284 00:16:27,449 --> 00:16:30,116 And you were upset with them after seeing your siblings. 285 00:16:30,151 --> 00:16:31,618 From their point of view 286 00:16:31,652 --> 00:16:34,220 you must have seemed highly volatile. 287 00:16:42,294 --> 00:16:45,463 You've been fantasizing about Kevin and Karen 288 00:16:45,497 --> 00:16:48,432 all your life. 289 00:16:48,466 --> 00:16:51,168 You imagined that they would be your saviors. 290 00:16:51,202 --> 00:16:53,169 And now that you've met them, 291 00:16:53,204 --> 00:16:55,271 you know that they're not capable of that. 292 00:16:55,305 --> 00:16:57,673 They're just ordinary people. Worse than that... 293 00:16:57,707 --> 00:17:01,309 they're deeply disappointing. 294 00:17:01,343 --> 00:17:04,512 And that's incredibly difficult. 295 00:17:15,622 --> 00:17:18,023 I don't want to be anywhere. 296 00:17:18,057 --> 00:17:20,058 I don't want to talk to anyone. 297 00:17:20,092 --> 00:17:22,226 I just want... 298 00:17:22,261 --> 00:17:24,628 ( exhales ) 299 00:17:24,663 --> 00:17:27,131 I just want to disappear. 300 00:17:53,554 --> 00:17:56,822 Jesse, 301 00:17:56,857 --> 00:17:59,258 as your therapist, 302 00:17:59,292 --> 00:18:02,060 I'm not supposed to tell you what to do, 303 00:18:02,095 --> 00:18:05,196 but as someone who cares about you, I'm going to. 304 00:18:07,099 --> 00:18:10,301 Go home to the people who love you 305 00:18:10,335 --> 00:18:13,203 and celebrate your birthday with them. 306 00:18:13,237 --> 00:18:15,638 Go home. 307 00:18:16,540 --> 00:18:19,108 I can't go home. 308 00:18:19,143 --> 00:18:21,310 I have to get to RISD. 309 00:18:23,146 --> 00:18:25,547 They want to set up an interview. 310 00:18:25,581 --> 00:18:29,283 That means I'm a finalist. 311 00:18:29,318 --> 00:18:32,119 Roberto gave me money for my birthday 312 00:18:32,153 --> 00:18:34,154 and I'm gonna use it to buy a train ticket. 313 00:18:34,188 --> 00:18:37,890 Mm-hmm, and have you found a way to cover the tuition? 314 00:18:37,925 --> 00:18:39,992 No, I'm... 315 00:18:40,027 --> 00:18:43,862 I'm just gonna show them the pictures. 316 00:18:43,897 --> 00:18:46,264 - Which pictures? - The ones from Westchester. 317 00:18:46,299 --> 00:18:48,866 - From the yard? - Yeah. 318 00:18:50,502 --> 00:18:53,136 I'll just show them the pictures 319 00:18:53,171 --> 00:18:55,538 and then I'll tell them my story. 320 00:18:57,174 --> 00:18:59,308 You said they don't offer financial aid. 321 00:18:59,343 --> 00:19:01,310 Are you hoping they'll let you come anyway 322 00:19:01,345 --> 00:19:04,279 because they're gonna feel sorry for you? 323 00:19:04,314 --> 00:19:06,715 That place was made for me. 324 00:19:06,749 --> 00:19:08,583 You saw the brochure. 325 00:19:08,617 --> 00:19:11,319 - It's a school for people just like you. - Yeah. 326 00:19:11,353 --> 00:19:13,887 A place where they'll finally 327 00:19:13,922 --> 00:19:16,223 appreciate and embrace you, 328 00:19:16,257 --> 00:19:18,691 the true home you've been searching for. 329 00:19:18,725 --> 00:19:20,726 Do you see what you're doing here? 330 00:19:20,761 --> 00:19:22,661 Go fuck yourself. 331 00:19:22,696 --> 00:19:27,899 Jesse, y need to stay here. 332 00:19:27,933 --> 00:19:30,234 I know that running away seems like a good idea now, 333 00:19:30,269 --> 00:19:33,570 but I promise you you will take this feeling with you wherever you go. 334 00:19:33,605 --> 00:19:37,140 It will not leave you until you deal with it. 335 00:19:37,174 --> 00:19:39,742 And it won't leave you even then, 336 00:19:39,776 --> 00:19:42,144 but it will lessen. 337 00:19:42,178 --> 00:19:44,513 And believe it or not, eventually you'll be able 338 00:19:44,547 --> 00:19:46,748 to draw a strength from this experience 339 00:19:46,782 --> 00:19:49,617 that you never imagined possible. 340 00:19:56,590 --> 00:19:58,691 How's your son? 341 00:20:00,294 --> 00:20:03,228 You... you've asked me that already. 342 00:20:03,263 --> 00:20:06,764 He... he's fine. 343 00:20:06,799 --> 00:20:10,034 Is he still here? 344 00:20:10,068 --> 00:20:12,836 No, he... 345 00:20:12,871 --> 00:20:14,905 he went back to Baltimore 346 00:20:14,939 --> 00:20:17,974 to live with his... with his mother. 347 00:20:23,613 --> 00:20:27,081 Have you ever been to that ice cream place by the waterfront? 348 00:20:27,116 --> 00:20:29,850 I don't think so. 349 00:20:29,885 --> 00:20:35,121 Well, I was thinking of going there later 350 00:20:35,156 --> 00:20:37,457 for my birthday. 351 00:20:41,261 --> 00:20:43,528 Do you want to come? 352 00:20:54,104 --> 00:20:56,472 Why don't you ask Roberto? 353 00:20:56,507 --> 00:20:58,207 I can't. 354 00:20:58,241 --> 00:20:59,841 Yes, you can. 355 00:20:59,876 --> 00:21:02,210 - God, you don't understand. - What don't I understand? 356 00:21:02,244 --> 00:21:04,712 You so obviously don't get it. Nobody gets it. 357 00:21:04,746 --> 00:21:08,115 Jesse, look at me. I get it. 358 00:21:08,149 --> 00:21:10,083 I get it. 359 00:21:24,729 --> 00:21:27,264 Is the session over? 360 00:21:31,135 --> 00:21:34,936 Oh yes. Yes, it is. 361 00:21:34,971 --> 00:21:37,005 Do you want me to leave? 362 00:21:37,039 --> 00:21:38,906 Not alone. 363 00:21:43,176 --> 00:21:46,178 With your permission, I'd like to call your mother and father 364 00:21:46,212 --> 00:21:48,715 - to come pick you up. - Please don't do that. 365 00:21:48,749 --> 00:21:51,618 I'll be all right. 366 00:21:53,354 --> 00:21:56,589 Just let me sit here for a moment. 367 00:21:56,623 --> 00:21:58,090 Okay. 368 00:22:02,395 --> 00:22:05,730 I was looking forward to this all week. 369 00:22:15,238 --> 00:22:17,539 ( Theme music playing ) 370 00:22:17,540 --> 00:22:21,146 Sync by n17t01 www.addic7ed.com 371 00:22:21,634 --> 00:22:26,410 Sync by n17t01 www.addic7ed.com