1 00:00:02,037 --> 00:00:04,301 Previously on Grey's Anatomy: 2 00:00:05,207 --> 00:00:08,267 You're not attracted to me. You think you are, you're not. 3 00:00:08,343 --> 00:00:11,972 You are nowhere near hardcore enough to commit to cardio. 4 00:00:12,047 --> 00:00:14,174 - Why isn't this easier? - I don't know. 5 00:00:14,249 --> 00:00:16,410 Well, I want my best friend back. 6 00:00:16,518 --> 00:00:19,681 You deserve the job. I should have given it to you. 7 00:00:19,755 --> 00:00:21,689 Things are gonna be different here. 8 00:00:21,757 --> 00:00:24,385 Your love lives, your hopes and dreams, 9 00:00:24,459 --> 00:00:28,919 the joys and tragedies that make you who you are have no place in my hospital. 10 00:00:28,997 --> 00:00:32,057 - This is our son. - He's beautiful. 11 00:00:38,173 --> 00:00:41,540 We go into medicine because we want to save lives. 12 00:00:42,944 --> 00:00:46,038 We go into medicine because we want to do good. 13 00:00:46,681 --> 00:00:49,047 We go into medicine for the rush... 14 00:00:50,118 --> 00:00:51,847 ... for the high... 15 00:00:52,554 --> 00:00:53,680 ... for the ride. 16 00:00:53,755 --> 00:00:55,848 - You're not dancing. - I'm too tense. 17 00:00:55,924 --> 00:00:58,484 - Which is why we're dancing! - My problem is, 18 00:00:58,593 --> 00:01:02,324 I'm sleeping with a man who's dating. I don't care if he dates Sydney. 19 00:01:02,397 --> 00:01:05,662 It's the woman he dates after Sydney. That's my problem. 20 00:01:05,734 --> 00:01:08,760 If I had any sense, I would break up with the breakup sex. 21 00:01:08,837 --> 00:01:12,534 There would be no more breakup sex-ing. If I had any sense... 22 00:01:12,607 --> 00:01:14,768 Shut up! Dance it out. 23 00:01:14,876 --> 00:01:19,643 But what we remember, at the end of most days, 24 00:01:19,748 --> 00:01:21,648 are the losses. 25 00:01:21,716 --> 00:01:23,877 What we lay awake at night replaying 26 00:01:23,952 --> 00:01:27,285 is the pain we caused or failed to cure. 27 00:01:27,355 --> 00:01:30,654 The lives we ruined or failed to save. 28 00:01:31,259 --> 00:01:34,319 You know, I'm gonna tell him. 29 00:01:34,396 --> 00:01:37,365 - I don't want him seeing other people. - Fine. Whatever. 30 00:01:37,466 --> 00:01:40,697 I'm gonna tell him. And I feel good about it. 31 00:01:40,769 --> 00:01:42,600 Dancing makes you brave. 32 00:01:45,107 --> 00:01:49,874 So the experience of practicing medicine rarely resembles the goal. 33 00:01:50,479 --> 00:01:53,039 The experience, too often, 34 00:01:53,115 --> 00:01:56,380 is ass-backwards and upside down. 35 00:02:00,288 --> 00:02:02,756 - Hey. - I'm so sick of Meredith and Cristina 36 00:02:02,824 --> 00:02:06,521 and their stupid love affair that they have to rub in everyone's faces. 37 00:02:06,595 --> 00:02:09,928 It's stupid dancing. Frigging Bobbsey Twins. It's stupid! 38 00:02:09,998 --> 00:02:13,024 You're ranting. It's early in the morning for ranting. 39 00:02:13,101 --> 00:02:17,629 We're supposed to be the happy ones. We should be dancing. Why aren't we? 40 00:02:17,706 --> 00:02:19,230 You want to dance? 41 00:02:20,542 --> 00:02:23,272 Whatever. I'm gonna go in early. 44 00:02:29,918 --> 00:02:33,046 But it won't matter because I'll be a kick-ass cardio god. 45 00:02:41,630 --> 00:02:44,690 - I'm just saying, you're never here. - Hold on, hold on. 46 00:02:44,766 --> 00:02:48,725 I mess up the rotation schedule, the residents are gonna dog me all week. 47 00:02:48,803 --> 00:02:51,636 - OK. - You're never here. 48 00:02:51,706 --> 00:02:55,073 I'm here in the mornings. I'm here at night. 49 00:02:55,143 --> 00:02:59,102 - Between midnight and 6am. - I'm chief resident now. 50 00:02:59,214 --> 00:03:01,239 And I'm loading the dishwasher! 51 00:03:10,926 --> 00:03:12,359 Hi. 52 00:03:16,598 --> 00:03:19,533 You volunteered 53 00:03:19,601 --> 00:03:23,332 to stay home with T-U-C-K. 54 00:03:23,405 --> 00:03:25,771 Who else was gonna take care of T-U-C-K? 55 00:03:25,874 --> 00:03:27,842 I'm late for work. 56 00:03:30,512 --> 00:03:32,946 - Hey, honey. - We need to talk. 57 00:03:33,014 --> 00:03:38,179 OK, take the baby by your mom and meet me for lunch. OK? 58 00:03:38,253 --> 00:03:41,416 - We'll talk then. - Well, why can't we talk here? 59 00:03:41,523 --> 00:03:44,686 I'm only here between the hours of midnight and 6am. 60 00:03:44,793 --> 00:03:49,287 Come on. Now, just meet me for lunch, Tucker. Come on, now. 61 00:03:51,266 --> 00:03:53,632 - Lunch. - Yes, lunch. 62 00:04:00,041 --> 00:04:04,102 Thatcher's not my problem. He can get drunk all he wants. I don't care. 63 00:04:04,179 --> 00:04:06,841 - Right. - I don't care about Lexie, either. 64 00:04:06,915 --> 00:04:09,281 She's a big girl, she can take care of herself. 65 00:04:09,351 --> 00:04:13,048 You talk about them an awful lot for someone who doesn't care. 66 00:04:13,121 --> 00:04:16,090 You care because you're you. 67 00:04:21,363 --> 00:04:24,127 You're gonna make me late for my meeting with Sloan. 68 00:04:24,199 --> 00:04:25,928 Well, OK then, go. 69 00:04:31,640 --> 00:04:33,164 What? 70 00:04:35,543 --> 00:04:38,239 Nothing. I'm gonna be late. 71 00:04:42,917 --> 00:04:46,011 - Hey. - I'm late for Sloan's meeting. 72 00:04:46,087 --> 00:04:49,250 - Yeah, so am I. - Also, I'm not speaking to you. 73 00:05:02,003 --> 00:05:04,972 - I'm still not speaking to you. - You don't have to speak. 74 00:05:06,574 --> 00:05:08,303 Late for Sloan. 75 00:05:10,679 --> 00:05:13,307 OK, ladies and gentlemen, this is Nick Hanscomb. 76 00:05:13,381 --> 00:05:15,542 - Hi. - Nick was lucky enough 77 00:05:15,617 --> 00:05:19,451 to have me remove a large carotid body tumor from his neck. 78 00:05:19,521 --> 00:05:22,979 That I was able to get clean boundaries is pretty darn impressive, 79 00:05:23,058 --> 00:05:24,787 - even for me. - Congratulations. 80 00:05:24,859 --> 00:05:29,489 Don't interrupt. Now, despite the fact that it was a wildly successful surgery, 81 00:05:29,564 --> 00:05:32,226 we had to dissect out deep lymph nodes in his neck. 82 00:05:32,300 --> 00:05:34,928 There is now only a delicate flap of skin 83 00:05:35,003 --> 00:05:37,699 between his carotid artery and the outside world. 84 00:05:37,772 --> 00:05:40,240 That said, what am I worried about? 85 00:05:40,308 --> 00:05:42,742 I'd think given the friability of the skin, 86 00:05:42,811 --> 00:05:46,076 that there's a great possibility that the artery could blow. 87 00:05:46,147 --> 00:05:47,512 Right. 88 00:05:48,249 --> 00:05:50,274 Don't worry, I've heard this before. 89 00:05:50,352 --> 00:05:52,684 If that happens, whoever's in the room, 90 00:05:52,754 --> 00:05:55,518 I don't care if it's a doctor, a nurse, an orderly, 91 00:05:55,623 --> 00:05:58,456 your job is to stop the bleeding, 92 00:05:58,526 --> 00:06:03,088 then page me, in that order. Are we clear? Any questions? 93 00:06:04,332 --> 00:06:06,800 - They look scared. - They're professionals. 94 00:06:06,868 --> 00:06:09,496 A healthy level of fear is encouraged. 95 00:06:09,571 --> 00:06:11,198 OK, then. 96 00:06:11,272 --> 00:06:15,436 If I do die, it will have been lovely meeting you all. 97 00:06:15,510 --> 00:06:20,675 See? The patient is confident, you should be confident. That's it. 98 00:06:22,083 --> 00:06:24,847 - What do we got? - Jacob Nolston, 47, 99 00:06:24,953 --> 00:06:27,786 status post his double bypass surgery two weeks ago, 100 00:06:27,856 --> 00:06:30,825 febrile with tenderness in his surgical incisions. 101 00:06:30,892 --> 00:06:33,383 We got a ten car pileup, mind taking him? 102 00:06:33,461 --> 00:06:35,361 - You got it. - I need a gurney. 103 00:06:35,430 --> 00:06:36,590 I'll page Hahn. 104 00:06:36,698 --> 00:06:39,462 We all agree. Get him inside and flip for it. 105 00:06:39,534 --> 00:06:41,502 - You're in good hands. - Thank you. 106 00:06:41,603 --> 00:06:44,231 One, two, three. 107 00:06:44,305 --> 00:06:47,763 - You're in over your head. - You don't own the cardio department. 108 00:06:47,842 --> 00:06:50,606 - He's my patient. First dibs. - Hey, you guys. 109 00:06:50,678 --> 00:06:53,374 - You can't call dibs. - I think you should move! 110 00:06:53,448 --> 00:06:55,416 - Let go of the gurney. - You let go! 111 00:06:55,483 --> 00:06:56,950 Move! 112 00:07:17,639 --> 00:07:18,970 - My leg! - Are you OK? 113 00:07:19,040 --> 00:07:20,598 I'm good. Let's go. 114 00:07:22,277 --> 00:07:23,767 Coming through! 115 00:07:23,845 --> 00:07:26,905 Call the fire department. Get some gurneys out here. 116 00:07:32,287 --> 00:07:34,414 Ray? Ray, can you hear me? 117 00:07:34,489 --> 00:07:35,979 Stan? 118 00:07:37,759 --> 00:07:38,919 Stan? 119 00:07:38,993 --> 00:07:41,894 - Oh, my God. - Stan? Open your eyes, man. 120 00:07:47,869 --> 00:07:51,430 - Oh, man. Don't scare me like that. - Let's get you guys out of there. 121 00:07:51,539 --> 00:07:54,007 No! Stop! Stop. Don't touch anything. 122 00:07:54,075 --> 00:07:57,340 Don't touch until Fire stabilizes. Doors aren't gonna budge. 123 00:07:57,412 --> 00:08:00,142 Torres! I need your help here! Get the driver! 124 00:08:00,215 --> 00:08:04,584 On my way! All right, just page somebody to help you and keep them talking. 125 00:08:04,686 --> 00:08:06,654 - You got this? - Yeah. 126 00:08:10,625 --> 00:08:15,119 - Don't leave. Don't. - OK. 127 00:08:15,763 --> 00:08:17,230 Somebody page the chief! 128 00:08:21,202 --> 00:08:24,035 - Hey, you OK? - No. 129 00:08:24,105 --> 00:08:26,403 But I'm not as bad off as this guy. 130 00:08:26,474 --> 00:08:28,772 He started coding after we picked him up. 131 00:08:28,843 --> 00:08:31,209 And Mary had some kind of seizure. 132 00:08:31,312 --> 00:08:34,748 Mary? Mary, come on girl, wake up! 133 00:08:34,816 --> 00:08:36,647 - I need help. - There's no pulse. 134 00:08:36,718 --> 00:08:39,881 - Call the coroner. Let me check you. - No. Is she dead? 135 00:08:39,988 --> 00:08:42,718 - I'll go around. - No, but she looks postictal. 136 00:08:42,790 --> 00:08:45,850 A bad elbow dislocation and weak pulse. Can you grab this? 137 00:08:45,927 --> 00:08:49,021 She was driving, talking to me. She started convulsing, 138 00:08:49,097 --> 00:08:51,622 - and then we slammed into that rig. - Can you move? 139 00:08:51,699 --> 00:08:53,667 Yeah. 140 00:08:53,768 --> 00:08:56,532 You know I need to stabilize you. You know the drill. 141 00:08:56,604 --> 00:08:58,629 My c-spine's clear. I can walk. 142 00:08:58,706 --> 00:09:01,732 Well, come on. Where are you injured? 143 00:09:01,809 --> 00:09:04,710 My gut. Upper abdomen. 144 00:09:04,779 --> 00:09:09,910 I know this is going to sound weird, but think you could get me a guy doctor? 145 00:09:16,090 --> 00:09:18,923 - How am I doing? - Strong and stable. 146 00:09:18,993 --> 00:09:20,756 Strong and stable. 147 00:09:20,828 --> 00:09:23,797 Two words that have never been used to describe me. Ever. 148 00:09:27,468 --> 00:09:30,960 You're a pretty girl. I hope you don't think that's rude. 149 00:09:31,039 --> 00:09:35,499 I'm just... I haven't been allowed to notice that kind of thing for a while. 150 00:09:35,577 --> 00:09:38,808 - Now I'm allowed. - You're allowed to notice prettiness? 151 00:09:38,880 --> 00:09:42,145 Well, I'm allowed to notice other women. 152 00:09:42,216 --> 00:09:44,446 Women other than my girlfriend. 153 00:09:45,853 --> 00:09:49,016 - My now ex-girlfriend. - Oh, I'm sorry. 154 00:09:49,123 --> 00:09:52,251 Yeah, giant neck tumors weren't her thing. 155 00:09:52,327 --> 00:09:54,625 - She left because of the tumor? - No. 156 00:09:54,696 --> 00:09:59,463 No. She left me because I didn't make her laugh anymore. 157 00:09:59,567 --> 00:10:03,833 And she had just lost that loving feeling. 158 00:10:03,905 --> 00:10:07,397 She left you because of the tumor. That sucks. 159 00:10:07,475 --> 00:10:10,137 Yep. 160 00:10:10,211 --> 00:10:13,374 You seeing anyone? I'm just making conversation. 161 00:10:13,448 --> 00:10:17,282 My artery is exposed, which kind of limits my game. 162 00:10:18,119 --> 00:10:20,587 OK... yes. 163 00:10:20,655 --> 00:10:22,623 Well, kind of. I am. 164 00:10:22,724 --> 00:10:26,820 - Nice guy? - Yeah, he is. 165 00:10:26,894 --> 00:10:29,658 Well, he's kind of... he's kind of a nice guy 166 00:10:29,731 --> 00:10:32,859 - disguised as a jerk. - Oh, yeah, I know that type. 167 00:10:32,934 --> 00:10:38,304 My girlfriend was a nice girl disguised as a vapid narcissist. 168 00:10:38,406 --> 00:10:42,866 But then it turned out she really was just a vapid narcissist. 169 00:10:42,944 --> 00:10:44,673 - Ouch. - Yeah. 170 00:10:45,647 --> 00:10:47,512 So you really like this guy? 171 00:10:47,582 --> 00:10:51,916 Even though he doesn't have a super-cool exposed carotid artery? 172 00:10:53,588 --> 00:10:56,022 Yeah. I do. 173 00:10:58,459 --> 00:11:01,019 What's going on in the pit? They wiped the board. 174 00:11:01,129 --> 00:11:03,962 A couple of ambulances crashed into each other. 175 00:11:04,032 --> 00:11:07,297 I'm canceling electives to free ORs for emergent surgeries. 176 00:11:07,368 --> 00:11:10,098 - Are we friends yet? - I'm sorry? 177 00:11:10,171 --> 00:11:12,071 Friends. Are we friends? 178 00:11:12,140 --> 00:11:14,700 I know I just learned your name and all, Rose. 179 00:11:14,776 --> 00:11:17,108 But I'd like to think I could call you a friend. 180 00:11:17,178 --> 00:11:20,147 - Why? - Because, if I'm your friend, 181 00:11:20,214 --> 00:11:22,444 I'd tell you about licorice in your teeth, 182 00:11:22,517 --> 00:11:26,385 where as an acquaintance, I'd smile politely and pretend it wasn't there. 183 00:11:26,454 --> 00:11:27,944 - Thank you. - Yeah. 184 00:11:28,022 --> 00:11:30,183 - Jacob! - Dad! 185 00:11:30,291 --> 00:11:32,759 - Daddy, are you OK? - Hey, guys. 186 00:11:32,827 --> 00:11:35,295 - You OK? - What happened to your leg? 187 00:11:35,363 --> 00:11:40,824 There was a... a little accident, but I'm OK. It doesn't hurt. 188 00:11:40,902 --> 00:11:44,065 - What kind of an accident? - The ambulances crashed. 189 00:11:44,138 --> 00:11:48,302 - The ambulances crashed? - Sandra, tell your mother not to panic. 190 00:11:48,376 --> 00:11:50,003 Stop panicking, Mom. 191 00:11:51,045 --> 00:11:53,775 - Is his heart OK? - What's your name? 192 00:11:53,848 --> 00:11:55,509 - Lucy. - Lucy, I'm Izzie. 193 00:11:55,583 --> 00:11:57,141 Your dad's heart is hurt, 194 00:11:57,251 --> 00:11:59,549 but we're gonna work hard to make it better. 195 00:11:59,620 --> 00:12:02,748 - I was paged? Dr. Yang? - Jacob Nolston, 196 00:12:02,824 --> 00:12:06,760 two weeks post-op from a CABG. My exam suggests a sternal infection. 197 00:12:06,828 --> 00:12:10,355 - Our initial exam. - He also sustained injuries to his leg 198 00:12:10,431 --> 00:12:14,162 - from an accident outside the ER. - OK, Stevens, 199 00:12:14,235 --> 00:12:18,103 when you can tear yourself away, page Torres about the shrapnel in this leg. 200 00:12:18,172 --> 00:12:21,039 And you can work with her today. I only need one. 201 00:12:22,744 --> 00:12:25,508 - No. - You have to let me examine you. 202 00:12:25,613 --> 00:12:28,980 I can wait. I'll wait for a guy. 203 00:12:29,050 --> 00:12:33,214 You're shy. OK, I get that. This is no time for shy. 204 00:12:33,321 --> 00:12:37,257 Now, my hands may be smaller than a man's, but my brain is much larger, 205 00:12:37,325 --> 00:12:40,351 I assure you. Now, you're just going to have let me... 206 00:12:40,428 --> 00:12:44,888 - No! Do not... Do not touch me! - For the love of... 207 00:12:44,966 --> 00:12:47,196 Dr. Bailey. An emergent situation? 208 00:12:47,268 --> 00:12:51,034 Says he wants a male doctor. He doesn't want female hands to touch him. 209 00:12:51,139 --> 00:12:52,766 Let me see his chart. 210 00:12:53,441 --> 00:12:57,070 Um, Shane, I'm Dr. Webber. 211 00:12:57,145 --> 00:13:00,308 - I'm going to palpate your abdomen... - No, no. 212 00:13:00,381 --> 00:13:04,044 - You said he wanted a male doctor. - He did. 213 00:13:04,118 --> 00:13:08,054 I just... I meant I want another... 214 00:13:08,122 --> 00:13:12,218 I want a different doctor. I'll wait for a different doctor. 215 00:13:12,293 --> 00:13:15,228 A different doctor? 216 00:13:21,269 --> 00:13:23,430 You mean you want a white doctor. 217 00:13:28,042 --> 00:13:31,739 I have paramedics hanging upside down. 218 00:13:33,114 --> 00:13:36,948 Can you handle... this? 219 00:13:37,018 --> 00:13:39,987 Yes, sir. I can. 220 00:13:44,525 --> 00:13:46,789 - Dr. Torres. - This is Mary Daltry. 221 00:13:46,861 --> 00:13:49,091 She lost consciousness behind the wheel. 222 00:13:49,163 --> 00:13:51,723 - You're the neuro guy? - Yes, I'm Dr. Shepherd. 223 00:13:51,833 --> 00:13:53,994 - Why did I have a seizure? - I don't know. 224 00:13:54,068 --> 00:13:57,560 I've never had a seizure before. I mean, I'm fine. 225 00:13:57,638 --> 00:14:01,597 Except, apparently, I caused this accident. 226 00:14:01,709 --> 00:14:04,143 Call Radiology, let's get her in for an MRI. 227 00:14:04,212 --> 00:14:06,476 - Yes, sir. - How's Shane? My partner? 228 00:14:06,547 --> 00:14:08,981 - Does anybody know? - He's with Dr. Bailey. 229 00:14:09,050 --> 00:14:13,009 - That's good. - Ready to fix the arm. Are you ready? 230 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:15,020 - Is it gonna hurt? - Yes, but... 231 00:14:15,089 --> 00:14:16,386 George. 232 00:14:16,457 --> 00:14:19,119 But Dr. Torres is very good. 233 00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:21,855 - OK, Dr. Shepherd, are you good? - Yeah, I'm good. 234 00:14:21,929 --> 00:14:24,989 Soon as I get some more information, I'll let you know. OK? 235 00:14:25,066 --> 00:14:27,000 - OK. - All right. 236 00:14:28,402 --> 00:14:29,630 Ow! 237 00:14:35,910 --> 00:14:37,639 How's it going in there, fellas? 238 00:14:38,546 --> 00:14:42,778 I think... I think that they better get us out of here. 239 00:14:42,850 --> 00:14:45,717 Yeah. If we're putting it to a vote, 240 00:14:45,786 --> 00:14:48,550 I think we better get out of here fast. 241 00:14:48,656 --> 00:14:52,114 I'm afraid "keep still" is the best we can do for now. 242 00:14:52,193 --> 00:14:54,423 Don't want to make anything worse. 243 00:14:54,495 --> 00:14:57,055 We'll get you some pain meds as soon as possible. 244 00:14:58,065 --> 00:14:59,623 - Sir? - Call me Richard. 245 00:15:01,903 --> 00:15:05,395 Richard, can you tell me... 246 00:15:06,908 --> 00:15:09,468 My legs, are they broken? 247 00:15:11,078 --> 00:15:13,842 - I... I can't see your legs. - How come? 248 00:15:13,915 --> 00:15:18,579 Well, your body is trapped in the door. You can't feel... 249 00:15:19,887 --> 00:15:21,946 - I can't... - You can't feel that? 250 00:15:23,424 --> 00:15:25,051 I can't. 251 00:15:26,727 --> 00:15:28,695 I can't feel anything. 252 00:15:30,364 --> 00:15:33,891 - His ears are bleeding! - I see, Ray. 253 00:15:39,240 --> 00:15:40,798 Can you get my wife? 254 00:15:40,875 --> 00:15:44,641 She works here. She's an x-ray tech. 255 00:15:44,745 --> 00:15:48,272 - You bet. - Stan, don't die on me. You hear me? 256 00:15:48,349 --> 00:15:52,581 - I'll be so pissed if you die on me. - I'm doing my best, man. 257 00:15:59,493 --> 00:16:02,394 - Get Stan's wife here now. - What do we... How do we? 258 00:16:02,463 --> 00:16:04,226 We don't. 259 00:16:04,298 --> 00:16:07,165 - We have a whole hospital... - The moment we move him, 260 00:16:07,234 --> 00:16:08,929 he's gonna bleed out. 261 00:16:09,003 --> 00:16:11,767 All the medicine in the world won't save him. 262 00:16:11,872 --> 00:16:15,433 His wife has to get here soon if she wants to see her husband alive. 263 00:16:15,509 --> 00:16:16,874 Now, move. 264 00:16:27,621 --> 00:16:30,590 Everything's clear! Just a couple more minutes, guys. 265 00:16:30,691 --> 00:16:34,058 - Thanks. - Go ahead and secure that line. 266 00:16:36,030 --> 00:16:37,861 I'm just checking on you guys. 267 00:16:40,634 --> 00:16:43,865 - Ray, talk to me. - What? 268 00:16:43,938 --> 00:16:48,568 Talk to me. I need you to help me hold on until Sara gets here. 269 00:16:48,642 --> 00:16:51,873 I'm not helping you hold on, because you're not dying. 270 00:16:51,946 --> 00:16:53,243 Ray. 271 00:16:54,882 --> 00:16:56,850 Talk to him. Help him. 272 00:17:03,190 --> 00:17:05,249 Remember the night you met Sara? 273 00:17:06,560 --> 00:17:08,528 At Joe's? 274 00:17:08,629 --> 00:17:11,860 You used that stupid line about... 275 00:17:14,969 --> 00:17:18,268 The one about the bet over the song lyrics. 276 00:17:18,339 --> 00:17:21,900 Right. Right. What was that song? 277 00:17:23,244 --> 00:17:25,974 It was... It was... 278 00:17:28,649 --> 00:17:32,210 "I can see clearly now, 279 00:17:32,319 --> 00:17:34,082 the rain is gone." 280 00:18:02,049 --> 00:18:06,076 - What comes next? - I don't know. 281 00:18:08,255 --> 00:18:12,419 "I think I can make it now, the pain is gone." 282 00:18:20,134 --> 00:18:22,500 I can't believe Sara fell for that line. 283 00:18:26,774 --> 00:18:32,235 Listen, when you get out of here, 284 00:18:32,313 --> 00:18:35,180 you're gonna have a great story to tell. 285 00:18:39,553 --> 00:18:41,316 You tell it in the bar. 286 00:18:41,422 --> 00:18:43,720 You tell them 287 00:18:43,791 --> 00:18:47,056 how you got into this accident 288 00:18:47,128 --> 00:18:48,993 and your best friend died. 289 00:18:50,898 --> 00:18:52,422 Chicks love that stuff. 290 00:18:55,002 --> 00:18:59,769 Ray, don't tell Sara that I was talking about you getting tail 291 00:18:59,874 --> 00:19:02,104 right before I died. 292 00:19:04,044 --> 00:19:06,274 OK. 293 00:19:06,347 --> 00:19:10,613 She should be here any minute. Just hold on, Stan. 294 00:19:12,853 --> 00:19:17,790 Dr. Sloan, I have a patient 13 days status post CABG 295 00:19:17,858 --> 00:19:20,292 - with a sternal infection. - Remove sternum? 296 00:19:20,361 --> 00:19:23,023 And I need you to manipulate the pectoral muscles 297 00:19:23,097 --> 00:19:25,998 so we don't leave a hole in the chest. Can you make time? 298 00:19:26,066 --> 00:19:27,727 Make time for a drink with me? 299 00:19:27,801 --> 00:19:32,033 Did I mention time is a factor here? I'm looking for a yes or no answer. 300 00:19:32,106 --> 00:19:35,940 - As am I. - This may be enjoyable to you, 301 00:19:36,010 --> 00:19:38,877 but I have a patient in serious condition. 302 00:19:38,946 --> 00:19:41,881 I came to you. Legend has it you're the best in plastics. 303 00:19:41,949 --> 00:19:46,113 But if bad jokes and sleazy come-ons are what I'm in for all afternoon, 304 00:19:46,220 --> 00:19:50,782 - I'll page whoever's second best. - Dr. Hahn. 305 00:19:50,891 --> 00:19:53,257 I apologize. 306 00:19:53,327 --> 00:19:57,593 - And I'll clear my schedule. - Thank you. OR One. 307 00:19:57,665 --> 00:20:01,032 Why don't you clean this up here and clear up my schedule 308 00:20:01,135 --> 00:20:03,569 - and you can scrub in. - Thank you. 309 00:20:04,905 --> 00:20:06,429 Sorry about that. 310 00:20:11,045 --> 00:20:13,775 I'm sorry. I'll be right back. 311 00:20:13,847 --> 00:20:17,476 - So... coffee? - I can't. 312 00:20:17,551 --> 00:20:21,009 You can't? When I was your patient, you made time for me. 313 00:20:21,088 --> 00:20:25,320 - Because you were my patient. - I thought it was because you liked me. 314 00:20:25,392 --> 00:20:26,723 Look, I'm really sorry. 315 00:20:26,794 --> 00:20:29,729 I got to finish up and then I'm scrubbing in on a surgery. 316 00:20:29,797 --> 00:20:32,459 - It's one I've never seen before. - Can I watch? 317 00:20:32,533 --> 00:20:35,093 - What? - Can I watch the surgery? Can I? 318 00:20:35,202 --> 00:20:36,965 - Can you sneak me in? - No. 319 00:20:37,037 --> 00:20:40,598 - Know how much trouble I'd get in? - Since when are you a rule follower? 320 00:20:40,708 --> 00:20:44,075 There's a dozen people in the back of the OR and there's a gallery. 321 00:20:44,144 --> 00:20:47,079 - Ava. - Please? 322 00:20:52,653 --> 00:20:54,678 - We're ready to go. - Hold off a moment. 323 00:20:54,755 --> 00:20:56,450 His wife's arriving. 324 00:20:56,523 --> 00:20:58,081 Stan, Sara's here. 325 00:20:58,192 --> 00:21:00,057 Stan. 326 00:21:00,127 --> 00:21:03,619 Stan, wake up man, Sara's here! Wake up! 327 00:21:07,134 --> 00:21:08,863 That's good. 328 00:21:10,704 --> 00:21:12,365 - That's good. - Baby? 329 00:21:12,439 --> 00:21:15,806 Baby! Hey. 330 00:21:17,811 --> 00:21:20,678 Your x-ray shows the metal's embedded in your femur. 331 00:21:20,748 --> 00:21:23,876 I'm gonna go in and remove it while Dr. Hahn and Dr. Sloan 332 00:21:23,951 --> 00:21:26,283 repair the damage caused by the infection. 333 00:21:26,353 --> 00:21:27,684 Repair the damage? 334 00:21:27,755 --> 00:21:30,724 - Mm-hm. - They're removing my chest bone. 335 00:21:30,791 --> 00:21:33,351 Why is this all happening? 336 00:21:34,928 --> 00:21:38,022 My kids shouldn't have to see me this way. 337 00:21:38,098 --> 00:21:41,864 It's a dad's job to worry. You worry about your kids. 338 00:21:41,969 --> 00:21:45,132 You worry about them every day of their lives. 339 00:21:45,239 --> 00:21:50,176 But they aren't supposed to have to worry about dad, to comfort their mom. 340 00:21:50,244 --> 00:21:55,011 - Why am I back here? My kids... - Your kids are fine. 341 00:21:56,517 --> 00:21:59,452 They're taking care of each other and they're fine. 342 00:22:00,421 --> 00:22:04,152 Lucy and the others were hungry, your wife took them to the cafeteria. 343 00:22:04,224 --> 00:22:08,786 The point is, they're fine. They just want their dad to get better. 344 00:22:08,862 --> 00:22:14,425 You'll keep an eye on them, when I'm in surgery? You'll keep them updated? 345 00:22:14,501 --> 00:22:16,799 Because my wife, she... 346 00:22:17,938 --> 00:22:20,771 She gets panicky if she doesn't know what's going on. 347 00:22:20,841 --> 00:22:22,741 I will keep her updated. 348 00:22:26,547 --> 00:22:31,041 Uh, I would like to borrow Dr. Yang. It's important. Can you spare her? 349 00:22:31,118 --> 00:22:33,814 Torres! Can I steal Stevens off your service? 350 00:22:33,887 --> 00:22:37,152 - I'll give her away for free. - Yang's all yours, Dr. Bailey. 351 00:22:37,224 --> 00:22:38,384 Thank you. 352 00:22:38,459 --> 00:22:41,019 Yang! Stevens! 353 00:22:41,095 --> 00:22:44,064 Dr. Yang, Dr. Bailey has requested your capable hands. 354 00:22:44,131 --> 00:22:47,396 Dr. Stevens, take over prepping Mr. Nolston for surgery. 355 00:22:47,468 --> 00:22:50,596 - Wait... - Just take it up with Dr. Bailey, Yang. 356 00:22:53,040 --> 00:22:54,507 - Hey. - Hey. 357 00:22:54,575 --> 00:22:57,442 - Mary's scans come up yet? - Not yet. 358 00:23:01,815 --> 00:23:03,783 What's going on with you and Stevens? 359 00:23:03,884 --> 00:23:07,615 Just 'cause I don't sleep in your house, doesn't mean I don't hear gossip. 360 00:23:07,688 --> 00:23:11,647 Why are we talking about this? We don't talk. 361 00:23:11,759 --> 00:23:14,922 Oh, you're... You miss Meredith and you're clinging. 362 00:23:15,028 --> 00:23:18,191 - I'm not clinging. - A little bit, you're clinging. 363 00:23:18,265 --> 00:23:21,564 - I'm just making small talk. - OK. Cool. 364 00:23:21,635 --> 00:23:23,000 Here we go. 365 00:23:30,544 --> 00:23:31,704 Tumor. 366 00:23:35,883 --> 00:23:38,784 Look, I'm hurt. I'm really hurt here. 367 00:23:39,753 --> 00:23:42,313 You just try not to die. Someone will be here soon 368 00:23:42,423 --> 00:23:44,983 to save the master race from extinction. 369 00:23:45,058 --> 00:23:48,619 Can I talk to you for a minute? I mean no disrespect. 370 00:23:48,695 --> 00:23:52,461 But can you tell me you have an amazingly good reason for pulling me off 371 00:23:52,533 --> 00:23:55,297 of Dr. Hahn's service when I have been fighting 372 00:23:55,369 --> 00:23:58,270 - to get into her good graces. - You're not black. 373 00:23:58,338 --> 00:24:03,298 But you're not white either. Dr. Yang will be examining you. 374 00:24:03,377 --> 00:24:06,346 Oh, come on. Are you kidding? 375 00:24:06,447 --> 00:24:08,312 OK, you have medical training. 376 00:24:08,382 --> 00:24:12,045 How long do you think you have to live if you have internal injuries? 377 00:24:12,119 --> 00:24:16,579 Exactly. I seriously recommend you let this fine doctor examine you. 378 00:24:16,657 --> 00:24:21,390 Dr. Yang, give him the best medical treatment possible. It's the law. 379 00:24:22,729 --> 00:24:24,697 Sir, I need you to move your hands. 380 00:24:31,638 --> 00:24:33,265 I just didn't want her to see. 381 00:24:33,340 --> 00:24:36,036 I thought she might take offense, you know? 382 00:24:52,125 --> 00:24:54,491 I'm not gonna leave you. I'm not. 383 00:24:54,595 --> 00:24:57,723 I'm not leaving here right now without you, OK? Please? 384 00:24:57,798 --> 00:25:01,029 - I've never seen her before. - What? 385 00:25:01,101 --> 00:25:05,538 I've never seen her before. I've worked in this hospital all this time. 386 00:25:05,606 --> 00:25:08,166 Before today, she was a complete stranger to me. 387 00:25:08,242 --> 00:25:11,268 It happens. It's a big hospital. 388 00:25:11,345 --> 00:25:13,870 I love you. 389 00:25:14,448 --> 00:25:16,143 I've never met her before, 390 00:25:16,216 --> 00:25:20,175 and yet I'm the person who handed her the worst day of her life. 391 00:25:20,254 --> 00:25:24,418 In her story, that's who I am. 392 00:25:24,525 --> 00:25:26,493 That's who I'll always be. 393 00:25:29,897 --> 00:25:31,762 That's the job. 394 00:25:34,601 --> 00:25:36,762 That's the job. I know. 395 00:25:38,572 --> 00:25:41,598 Look at me. 396 00:25:41,675 --> 00:25:43,836 This day... 397 00:25:43,911 --> 00:25:45,640 This day you feel helpless. 398 00:25:45,712 --> 00:25:51,014 This day makes all those other days when you fight to save a life and lose, 399 00:25:51,084 --> 00:25:56,181 this day makes you grateful you have a chance to do anything at all. 400 00:25:58,659 --> 00:26:00,627 You take it in. 401 00:26:05,165 --> 00:26:09,431 Ma'am. 402 00:26:19,913 --> 00:26:21,346 It's time. 403 00:26:29,623 --> 00:26:32,456 - Go easy. I'm injured. - You've had plenty of morphine. 404 00:26:32,526 --> 00:26:36,018 You'll be fine. Not like you're in a concentration camp or anything. 405 00:26:38,432 --> 00:26:41,333 When people are young or drunk, they get tattoos, 406 00:26:41,401 --> 00:26:45,064 - they wake up, they regret it. - So you regret it? 407 00:26:47,341 --> 00:26:51,710 You got to treat me like anyone else. That's the beauty of this country. 408 00:26:51,778 --> 00:26:53,541 Yes, it is. 409 00:26:57,284 --> 00:27:01,516 So you're gonna drill into my skull? 410 00:27:01,588 --> 00:27:03,021 O'Malley? 411 00:27:03,090 --> 00:27:05,718 Dr. Shepherd's gonna do a cookie craniotomy. 412 00:27:05,792 --> 00:27:10,491 He's gonna drill a very, very small hole and then, with a computer, 413 00:27:10,564 --> 00:27:14,728 he guides the scope through your brain. It's as minimally invasive as possible. 414 00:27:16,203 --> 00:27:21,573 It's just... It's weird, you know, to be on the other side of all this. 415 00:27:21,675 --> 00:27:24,200 How are Stan and Ray? 416 00:27:24,277 --> 00:27:26,939 And Shane? Oh, my God. 417 00:27:27,014 --> 00:27:29,380 Oh, my God, how did this happen? 418 00:27:30,450 --> 00:27:33,146 She's seizing! 419 00:27:40,694 --> 00:27:43,254 I always knew you were an ass, but seriously? 420 00:27:43,363 --> 00:27:46,924 You brought Jane Doe? Are you trying to get yourself kicked out? 421 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:50,959 - She wanted to see what I do. - I thought you were seeing Lexie. 422 00:27:51,071 --> 00:27:54,097 - I'm a popular guy. - Whatever you're talking about 423 00:27:54,174 --> 00:27:56,199 is endlessly fascinating, Dr. Karev, 424 00:27:56,276 --> 00:27:58,836 but I kind of had my heart set on saving a life today. 425 00:27:58,945 --> 00:28:02,904 - Sorry. - So... let's begin. 426 00:28:07,187 --> 00:28:10,281 Hey, Nurse Olivia said you needed to see me. Are you OK? 427 00:28:10,357 --> 00:28:14,384 My book is bad. And I hate daytime television. 428 00:28:14,461 --> 00:28:17,760 - And all my friends are at work. - I'm at work too. 429 00:28:17,831 --> 00:28:19,992 I'm an intern. Supposed to be learning. 430 00:28:20,067 --> 00:28:24,504 You can learn about my artery. You can never know too much about arteries. 431 00:28:24,571 --> 00:28:27,096 - Come on. I have no one to talk to. - Fine. 432 00:28:27,174 --> 00:28:29,802 - But I'm taking your vitals again. - OK. 433 00:28:31,912 --> 00:28:34,847 So you want to help me plot my revenge? 434 00:28:34,915 --> 00:28:37,850 - The girlfriend? - Uh-huh. Here's what I'm thinking. 435 00:28:37,918 --> 00:28:40,011 I page her here. 436 00:28:40,087 --> 00:28:42,749 And then, you know, I'm all like, 437 00:28:42,823 --> 00:28:48,125 "I'm dying. And I just need to gaze at your beauty one last time." 438 00:28:48,195 --> 00:28:52,359 And when she gets here... I flash her the artery. 439 00:28:52,466 --> 00:28:53,956 - It's mean. - Right? 440 00:28:54,034 --> 00:28:56,559 - I like it. - Can you get me a phone? 441 00:28:59,172 --> 00:29:02,630 The moment they pull apart the rig, we're gonna come in and grab you. 442 00:29:02,709 --> 00:29:05,872 - You take Stan first. - Once we get in there and assess, 443 00:29:05,946 --> 00:29:09,712 - then we'll see who goes first. - No. You take Stan first. 444 00:29:09,783 --> 00:29:12,479 You take Stan first. 445 00:29:12,552 --> 00:29:16,181 Ray, I think I'm gonna be OK. 446 00:29:16,256 --> 00:29:19,225 - I'm starting to feel better. - Don't screw with me. 447 00:29:19,292 --> 00:29:24,127 No. No. I'm probably not as bad as I think. 448 00:29:24,197 --> 00:29:27,030 I'm probably just paralyzed. 449 00:29:27,701 --> 00:29:31,137 Richard, you think, maybe, 450 00:29:31,204 --> 00:29:34,833 that I can get out of here just paralyzed, right? 451 00:29:42,415 --> 00:29:44,144 It's possible. It happens. 452 00:29:45,152 --> 00:29:48,519 - Really? - See? 453 00:29:50,957 --> 00:29:53,983 OK. OK. 454 00:29:57,397 --> 00:30:01,959 Is my wife inside? She won't see any of this? 455 00:30:02,068 --> 00:30:04,002 Nope. 456 00:30:04,070 --> 00:30:05,833 You'll be where I can look at you? 457 00:30:05,906 --> 00:30:08,932 I'm right here, where you can look at me. 458 00:30:21,454 --> 00:30:22,785 Then let's do this. 459 00:30:25,692 --> 00:30:27,557 Try to live, man. 460 00:30:29,863 --> 00:30:31,091 You too. 461 00:30:41,374 --> 00:30:43,205 Stop! Stop! 462 00:30:43,276 --> 00:30:46,541 Stop! Stop! Make them stop! 463 00:30:49,716 --> 00:30:51,684 - Stop! Stop! - What are you doing? 464 00:30:51,785 --> 00:30:53,810 Stan! 465 00:30:53,887 --> 00:30:57,414 Ray. Ray... Ray's back. 466 00:30:57,490 --> 00:31:00,618 It's in deep. He'll bleed out if you move us. 467 00:31:04,764 --> 00:31:08,530 It's the oxygen regulator. It's embedded in his back. 468 00:31:10,103 --> 00:31:13,869 Ray! Ray! You still with us? 469 00:31:15,508 --> 00:31:17,476 I'm here, chief. 470 00:31:17,577 --> 00:31:20,137 I'm still here, but my pulse is weak. 471 00:31:23,550 --> 00:31:25,780 He's sweaty and breathing fast. 472 00:31:25,852 --> 00:31:28,514 And with the angle of that regulator... 473 00:31:28,588 --> 00:31:30,021 It's cardiac tamponade. 474 00:31:30,090 --> 00:31:34,322 If that regulator caused a tear in his heart and we move him, 475 00:31:34,394 --> 00:31:37,158 - the regulator could move. - It makes the tear bigger. 476 00:31:38,732 --> 00:31:42,964 Please let's don't flood my heart. Please. 477 00:31:43,036 --> 00:31:48,497 We'll stabilize him in the ambulance. Stan, you're a hero, man. 478 00:31:48,575 --> 00:31:50,338 You saved Ray's life. 479 00:31:53,179 --> 00:31:54,646 Stan? 480 00:31:55,982 --> 00:31:57,950 Stan? 481 00:31:58,051 --> 00:32:01,578 Stan? Damn it, Stan! Stan. 482 00:32:07,894 --> 00:32:10,954 Go get the ultrasound so we can be sure. 483 00:32:11,031 --> 00:32:12,999 And bring in a crash cart, just in case. 484 00:32:13,099 --> 00:32:15,067 And go find where Hahn is. 485 00:32:17,704 --> 00:32:19,672 - OK. - The films are up. 486 00:32:19,739 --> 00:32:23,402 - Intraperitoneal bleeding. - His liver looks completely ruptured. 487 00:32:23,476 --> 00:32:26,809 He is gonna need a laparotomy. Maybe it'll be straightforward. 488 00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:29,405 So I can get back to Hahn's service? 489 00:32:29,482 --> 00:32:33,646 - Or not? - If I have to work on this man, 490 00:32:33,753 --> 00:32:38,315 - so do you. - Why? You don't need me. 491 00:32:38,391 --> 00:32:43,158 He has a swastika on his abdomen. A giant black swastika. 492 00:32:43,229 --> 00:32:45,754 My stepfather's parents died in Auschwitz. 493 00:32:52,939 --> 00:32:55,874 You and I will do this. 494 00:32:55,942 --> 00:33:00,902 We will do this and we will consider ourselves having risen above. 495 00:33:01,014 --> 00:33:04,450 We'll rise. Above. 496 00:33:18,598 --> 00:33:20,156 You're busted. 497 00:33:22,469 --> 00:33:24,334 - Save it. - Mm. 498 00:33:24,404 --> 00:33:27,271 You're using a cable instead of wires, Dr. Sloan. 499 00:33:27,340 --> 00:33:29,069 I've never seen it done that way. 500 00:33:29,142 --> 00:33:31,804 Tension banding. I learned it back in New York. 501 00:33:31,878 --> 00:33:37,009 I moved there after Columbia to study under John Seever. 502 00:33:37,083 --> 00:33:39,244 He was a great surgeon. 503 00:33:39,352 --> 00:33:42,480 He died last year. I was wrecked. 504 00:33:42,555 --> 00:33:44,318 Couldn't sleep for weeks. 505 00:33:44,424 --> 00:33:47,393 - It was like losing my own father. - What are we, on a date? 506 00:33:47,494 --> 00:33:49,860 I was complimenting your surgical skills, 507 00:33:49,929 --> 00:33:53,262 not looking for a window into your wounded soul. Clamp, please. 508 00:33:54,901 --> 00:33:57,961 You can't operate. I won't sign the consent form. 509 00:33:58,038 --> 00:34:01,007 You need this surgery. You will die without the surgery. 510 00:34:01,107 --> 00:34:02,734 You may die with this surgery. 511 00:34:02,809 --> 00:34:05,972 Your chance of living is increased if you let me operate. 512 00:34:06,046 --> 00:34:10,608 - It's just gonna be you two in there? - Yes. 513 00:34:10,683 --> 00:34:15,552 No. I need to have at least one white doctor in that operating room, 514 00:34:15,622 --> 00:34:18,455 so you don't kill me on the table. No offense. 515 00:34:18,525 --> 00:34:21,494 No offense? Did he just say, "No offense"? 516 00:34:22,762 --> 00:34:24,662 - Shepherd. I need O'Malley. - Yeah? 517 00:34:24,731 --> 00:34:26,892 - We're going into surgery. - O'Malley. 518 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:28,558 - You OK? - Don't cross me. 519 00:34:28,668 --> 00:34:31,501 - I wasn't crossing you. - I'm rising above. 520 00:34:31,571 --> 00:34:35,940 I'm rising above, and do not want to be crossed while I'm busy rising. 521 00:34:38,011 --> 00:34:42,448 I have to operate on a white supremacist and he has requested a white doctor 522 00:34:42,515 --> 00:34:46,645 to watch me to make sure that I don't kill his crazy white behind. 523 00:34:46,719 --> 00:34:48,550 I need O'Malley. Can I have him? 524 00:34:48,621 --> 00:34:51,112 - O'Malley, go with Dr. Bailey. - Yes, sir. 525 00:34:51,191 --> 00:34:55,025 Get him to sign the consent, then have him anesthetized and ready. 526 00:34:58,198 --> 00:35:01,759 Dr. Bailey, you are within your rights to pass this on to somebody. 527 00:35:01,868 --> 00:35:06,896 Well, that would make me like him. And I'm not like him. 528 00:35:11,678 --> 00:35:15,239 Sorry, Dr. Shepherd. I'm running behind today. 529 00:35:15,315 --> 00:35:18,478 - I'll be out of your way in a second. - Actually, I'm early, 530 00:35:18,551 --> 00:35:21,987 - so technically I'm in your way. - Don't let it happen again. 531 00:35:24,524 --> 00:35:26,492 - You're staring at my chest. - What? 532 00:35:26,559 --> 00:35:29,392 I think, maybe, you're intending to admire my ring, 533 00:35:29,462 --> 00:35:32,898 - but you're staring at my chest. - Sorry, it's just that... 534 00:35:32,966 --> 00:35:35,730 ...you wear your engagement ring on your necklace. 535 00:35:35,802 --> 00:35:37,963 When I was engaged, I wore it on my finger. 536 00:35:38,037 --> 00:35:41,996 Now, necklace. The stone was my grandmother's. I don't want to lose it. 537 00:35:42,108 --> 00:35:43,871 - I'm sorry. - Sorry why? 538 00:35:43,943 --> 00:35:46,207 Your engagement. Call it off recently? 539 00:35:46,279 --> 00:35:50,306 - That's a pretty personal question. - We're friends now. 540 00:35:50,383 --> 00:35:54,285 I saved you hours of potential licorice humiliation. I think you can... 541 00:35:54,354 --> 00:35:56,788 It ended a year ago. Nothing to be sorry about. 542 00:35:56,856 --> 00:35:58,949 - It was never gonna work out. - How come? 543 00:35:59,025 --> 00:36:03,291 Because I was always very clear about what I wanted and he... wasn't. 544 00:36:03,363 --> 00:36:05,729 And there's no way to build a future on that. 545 00:36:05,798 --> 00:36:07,163 Yeah. 546 00:36:10,803 --> 00:36:15,297 - I can't be in here! - Ray! Ray! Ray, you can't do that! 547 00:36:15,375 --> 00:36:18,606 You have to stay perfectly still! You cannot move. 548 00:36:18,678 --> 00:36:21,044 Ray, look at me. 549 00:36:21,114 --> 00:36:23,742 Don't look at Stan. Look at me. 550 00:36:25,752 --> 00:36:30,052 You are not gonna die today. OK? Say it. 551 00:36:32,091 --> 00:36:35,993 - I am not gonna die. - You are not going to die today. 552 00:36:36,062 --> 00:36:39,589 He'll need a pericardiocentesis if it's a tamponade, 553 00:36:39,666 --> 00:36:41,429 but we need to get an ultrasound. 554 00:36:41,534 --> 00:36:43,593 - I can do it. I can get in. - Meredith. 555 00:36:43,670 --> 00:36:45,433 I can fit. 556 00:37:12,298 --> 00:37:13,458 Dr. Bailey? 557 00:37:13,533 --> 00:37:15,592 I'm calling on Jesus this time. 558 00:37:15,668 --> 00:37:19,035 Don't bother me when I'm calling on Jesus. I don't do it very often, 559 00:37:19,105 --> 00:37:21,369 he might not hear me. 560 00:37:28,748 --> 00:37:30,375 Scalpel. 561 00:37:52,872 --> 00:37:57,172 Respiratory, 2162. Respiratory, 2162. 562 00:38:10,323 --> 00:38:15,192 It's amazing, isn't it? How technical it all is? How impersonal? 563 00:38:15,261 --> 00:38:17,627 They're, basically, just mechanics. 564 00:38:17,730 --> 00:38:19,197 Like God's mechanics, 565 00:38:19,265 --> 00:38:22,200 because what they're doing down there is saving a life. 566 00:38:25,672 --> 00:38:27,833 So you're a surgeon? 567 00:38:27,907 --> 00:38:30,967 Surgical intern. First year. What about you? 568 00:38:32,612 --> 00:38:35,172 Oh, um... 569 00:38:36,616 --> 00:38:39,176 I'm not actually supposed to be here. 570 00:38:39,252 --> 00:38:42,415 The guy that I'm... you know... 571 00:38:42,488 --> 00:38:44,649 Your husband? 572 00:38:44,757 --> 00:38:47,385 No. No, no. The... Not my husband. 573 00:38:47,460 --> 00:38:51,419 The guy that... Anyways, I'm just... I wanted to see him operate. 574 00:38:51,531 --> 00:38:55,991 Oh, Dr. Sloan. Oh, I get it. No, no. I'm not judging. 575 00:38:56,069 --> 00:38:59,698 - I mean, he's kind of insanely hot. - Well, he is. 576 00:38:59,772 --> 00:39:03,208 But I'm not with him. I'm with... him. 577 00:39:07,113 --> 00:39:11,812 - Do you know him? - No. No, I don't know him at all. 578 00:39:20,593 --> 00:39:24,552 Supposed to be having lunch with my husband, O'Malley. 579 00:39:24,630 --> 00:39:25,927 Yes, ma'am. 580 00:39:25,998 --> 00:39:29,058 Supposed to be having lunch with my husband, 581 00:39:29,135 --> 00:39:34,266 and instead I am elbow deep in a Nazi's gut. 582 00:39:34,340 --> 00:39:35,807 Yes, ma'am. 583 00:39:40,747 --> 00:39:43,113 No one better ever call me "Nazi" again. 584 00:39:43,216 --> 00:39:45,309 Yes, ma'am. 585 00:39:48,221 --> 00:39:51,679 All right, can I get a little suction right there, please? 586 00:39:51,758 --> 00:39:53,919 That's good. Good. 587 00:39:53,993 --> 00:39:58,760 OK. All right, I should be able to access the tumor now. 588 00:40:00,366 --> 00:40:01,731 Did we lose power? 589 00:40:01,834 --> 00:40:05,793 No, the other monitors are fine. It must be the stereotactic computer. 590 00:40:07,940 --> 00:40:09,999 - Nothing. It's dead. - You kidding? 591 00:40:10,076 --> 00:40:13,170 I'm in the woman's brain. The navigational system's dead? 592 00:40:13,246 --> 00:40:16,215 - Should we get another machine? - I remove the probe, 593 00:40:16,282 --> 00:40:19,740 it won't be the machine that's dead. Tell the company to get here. 594 00:40:19,819 --> 00:40:22,982 - Tell them we need somebody here, now. - Take it slow, Grey. 595 00:40:23,089 --> 00:40:25,057 There's glass all around you. 596 00:40:35,234 --> 00:40:39,864 I'm sorry, Stan. I'm so sorry. 597 00:40:39,939 --> 00:40:41,702 Here. 598 00:40:42,742 --> 00:40:45,302 He's OK. He doesn't mind. 599 00:40:45,411 --> 00:40:47,470 - We're losing him! - OK, get in there! 600 00:40:47,547 --> 00:40:49,208 Just get in there! 601 00:40:52,552 --> 00:40:54,713 - Hey. - Hi. 602 00:40:54,787 --> 00:40:58,723 - You checking in on me again? - Yep. 603 00:40:58,791 --> 00:41:00,952 Will you call me strong and stable again? 604 00:41:01,060 --> 00:41:02,925 Let's hope. 605 00:41:05,364 --> 00:41:07,059 What's wrong with you? 606 00:41:07,133 --> 00:41:09,294 What makes you think something's wrong? 607 00:41:09,368 --> 00:41:13,600 Well, your cheeks are all flushed, which they weren't earlier. 608 00:41:13,673 --> 00:41:16,506 Is it creeping you out how observant I am? I'm sorry. 609 00:41:16,576 --> 00:41:18,441 It's the boredom, I'm telling you. 610 00:41:21,714 --> 00:41:26,276 Remember your girlfriend who just turned out to be a vapid narcissist? 611 00:41:26,352 --> 00:41:29,287 Your boyfriend turned out to just be a jerk. 612 00:41:29,355 --> 00:41:33,621 Jerk. Ass. And many dirtier words that are inappropriate 613 00:41:33,693 --> 00:41:35,456 for me to use in front of a patient. 614 00:41:37,096 --> 00:41:40,793 - I'm sorry. - Yeah, me too. 615 00:41:40,867 --> 00:41:43,358 Well, you want me to help you plot your revenge? 616 00:41:43,436 --> 00:41:46,599 - OK. - OK. 617 00:41:46,706 --> 00:41:49,869 Here's what I'm thinking. You go out with me. 618 00:41:49,942 --> 00:41:52,877 Just like that, bam. New boyfriend. 619 00:41:52,945 --> 00:41:56,210 He'll be all, "What's he got that I don't have?" 620 00:41:56,282 --> 00:42:01,049 And you'll be all, "Carotid artery. Exposed! 621 00:42:01,153 --> 00:42:03,314 Top that, loser." 622 00:42:03,389 --> 00:42:05,550 And he'll be all, "I can't. 623 00:42:05,658 --> 00:42:08,821 - I can't top that. I'm a loser." - No.