1 00:00:01,793 --> 00:00:03,784 [Richard] Previously on Grey's Anatomy: 2 00:00:03,862 --> 00:00:06,160 Last night? You and Shepherd did it. 3 00:00:06,231 --> 00:00:08,665 Meredith, what does this mean? 4 00:00:08,734 --> 00:00:10,361 [Meredith] I had panties on. 5 00:00:10,435 --> 00:00:12,562 [Izzie] I thought I was a surgeon, I'm not. 6 00:00:12,637 --> 00:00:16,038 - She cut his LVAD wire. - So I quit. 7 00:00:16,108 --> 00:00:20,169 [Adele] It's time for you to make a choice. Me or this hospital. 8 00:00:20,245 --> 00:00:21,405 Goodbye, Rich. 9 00:00:21,480 --> 00:00:22,606 [George] You live here. 10 00:00:22,681 --> 00:00:25,707 I'm not crazy. I just spend so much time here in the hospital. 11 00:00:25,784 --> 00:00:28,014 Are you gonna tell Shepherd about... 12 00:00:28,086 --> 00:00:29,576 Not yet. 13 00:00:29,654 --> 00:00:32,987 - [Meredith] What does this mean? - [Derek] It means you have a choice. 14 00:00:36,428 --> 00:00:40,694 [Meredith] At any given moment, the brain has 14 billion neurons 15 00:00:40,766 --> 00:00:45,760 firing at a speed of 450 miles per hour. 16 00:00:45,837 --> 00:00:49,034 We don't have control over most of them. 17 00:00:49,107 --> 00:00:52,770 When we get a chill, goose bumps. 18 00:00:52,844 --> 00:00:56,439 When we get excited, adrenaline. 19 00:00:56,515 --> 00:00:58,483 [# Moloko: The Time is Now] 20 00:00:58,550 --> 00:01:01,644 The body naturally follows its impulses, 21 00:01:01,720 --> 00:01:05,986 which, I think, is part of what makes it so hard for us to control ours. 22 00:01:06,057 --> 00:01:08,548 That's enough muffins. 23 00:01:08,627 --> 00:01:11,460 We don't need all these. No more muffins. 24 00:01:17,035 --> 00:01:22,234 Of course, sometimes we have impulses we would rather not control... 25 00:01:33,585 --> 00:01:35,280 What are you doing? 26 00:01:35,987 --> 00:01:40,253 Just because you can't touch, doesn't mean you can't enjoy. 27 00:01:40,325 --> 00:01:42,885 ...that we later wish we had. - [Door opening] 28 00:01:44,196 --> 00:01:46,460 Mama. Daddy. 29 00:01:46,531 --> 00:01:47,657 Preston? 30 00:01:47,732 --> 00:01:50,030 Mama, Daddy? 31 00:01:50,836 --> 00:01:53,669 Is this a new service the hospital is providing? 32 00:01:56,608 --> 00:01:58,667 I told you to guard the door. 33 00:01:58,743 --> 00:02:00,870 - I had a code blue. - I had parents walk in. 34 00:02:00,946 --> 00:02:03,210 - We saved the guy's life. - I want my 20 bucks. 35 00:02:03,281 --> 00:02:07,877 Sorry. Bought everyone coffee to celebrate saving the guy's life. 36 00:02:07,953 --> 00:02:09,818 I want my 20 bucks back! 37 00:02:09,888 --> 00:02:12,823 It's not Tyler's fault you're a dirty, dirty stripper. 38 00:02:12,891 --> 00:02:14,483 You heard. 39 00:02:14,559 --> 00:02:16,322 Everyone heard. 40 00:02:16,394 --> 00:02:19,830 - Stripper. - Oh, you're one to talk. 41 00:02:19,898 --> 00:02:21,832 Sleeping with two men. 44 00:02:25,704 --> 00:02:30,164 If I haven't made a decision by the end of the day, I'm flipping a coin. 45 00:02:30,242 --> 00:02:32,836 A girl can only hold out for so long. 46 00:02:32,911 --> 00:02:35,072 Oh, and somehow I'm the dirty stripper. 47 00:02:35,146 --> 00:02:39,344 You have time to round or are you too busy getting naked on hospital property? 48 00:02:39,417 --> 00:02:41,749 No, it wasn't naked. I wasn't naked! 49 00:02:46,658 --> 00:02:48,819 You've got a coffee stain on your shirt. 50 00:02:48,894 --> 00:02:50,987 You got a bed on your couch. 51 00:02:51,763 --> 00:02:56,029 Hope you're not planning to see patients in your sweatsuit. 52 00:02:56,101 --> 00:02:59,730 Actually... I need the day off. 53 00:02:59,804 --> 00:03:01,101 A day off for what? 54 00:03:01,172 --> 00:03:02,537 For drinking. 55 00:03:02,607 --> 00:03:05,201 I am feeling the need to do some drinking. 56 00:03:05,277 --> 00:03:08,542 Actually, I'm feeling the need to do some crying, 57 00:03:08,613 --> 00:03:11,081 but my tear ducts seem to be too proud, 58 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:14,209 so I'm going to do some drinking instead. 59 00:03:14,286 --> 00:03:18,245 What, no laboring moms today? 60 00:03:18,323 --> 00:03:20,223 No. 61 00:03:20,292 --> 00:03:26,231 Because I think God knows that I need to do some drinking today. 62 00:03:27,632 --> 00:03:29,361 You want to talk about it, Addie, 63 00:03:29,434 --> 00:03:32,460 or you just want to be glib a little longer? 64 00:03:32,537 --> 00:03:35,563 - Why are you living in your office? - [Sighing] 65 00:03:37,642 --> 00:03:40,577 Marriage is hard. 66 00:03:40,645 --> 00:03:44,479 Well, thank goodness mine seems to be just about over. 67 00:03:53,091 --> 00:03:54,752 Ms. Seabury, what? 68 00:03:54,826 --> 00:03:58,091 What are? No, I'm sorry, you cannot be eating. 69 00:03:58,163 --> 00:03:59,687 What is all this? 70 00:03:59,764 --> 00:04:03,461 Chocolate raspberry souffle cake. The best thing I've ever tasted. 71 00:04:03,535 --> 00:04:07,198 Except for maybe the banana cream torte there. It's pretty stunning. 72 00:04:07,272 --> 00:04:09,638 Bakeries deliver. Please grab a fork. 73 00:04:09,708 --> 00:04:12,700 You're scheduled for surgery this afternoon. 74 00:04:12,777 --> 00:04:16,941 We push the surgery. Tomorrow maybe? Oh, my God, you've got to taste this! 75 00:04:17,015 --> 00:04:20,212 Ma'am, you have an aggressive form of lung cancer. 76 00:04:20,285 --> 00:04:22,378 The sooner we get you into surgery... 77 00:04:22,454 --> 00:04:27,619 "The better your chances of surviving." So I heard. It's all very aggressive. 78 00:04:29,227 --> 00:04:31,024 [Cackling] It's funny. 79 00:04:32,364 --> 00:04:34,559 I have never smoked a cigarette in my life. 80 00:04:34,632 --> 00:04:36,657 I have never smoked pot. 81 00:04:36,735 --> 00:04:38,168 I never drank. 82 00:04:38,236 --> 00:04:42,229 Before today, I hadn't had a dessert in 10 years. I am the picture of health. 83 00:04:42,307 --> 00:04:47,267 And I have lung cancer. I mean come on, it's absurd, right? 84 00:04:47,345 --> 00:04:48,835 I'm sorry. 85 00:04:48,913 --> 00:04:51,973 I think I'm on a sugar high. I'm sorry. 86 00:04:54,552 --> 00:04:58,215 O'Malley, reschedule her surgery for tomorrow. 87 00:04:58,289 --> 00:05:00,348 - And get her a psych consult. - Yes, sir. 88 00:05:00,425 --> 00:05:04,122 - And no more food deliveries. - Yes, sir. 89 00:05:04,195 --> 00:05:05,526 [Whispering] OK. 90 00:05:09,267 --> 00:05:11,792 So... um... Dr. Bailey? 91 00:05:11,870 --> 00:05:15,966 Surgeons don't say "um." You wanna be a surgeon, learn to speak like one. 92 00:05:16,041 --> 00:05:18,475 He wants you to talk to the chief about Izzie. 93 00:05:18,543 --> 00:05:22,035 She's baking, a lot of baking, and it seems a waste for all her talent 94 00:05:22,113 --> 00:05:24,809 and medical skills to go into muffins. 95 00:05:24,883 --> 00:05:28,114 - We just thought you might help... - Stop talking. 96 00:05:32,657 --> 00:05:35,353 Well, good morning. Benjamin, Ruth. 97 00:05:35,427 --> 00:05:38,828 - Good morning. - Doesn't feel like a very good morning. 98 00:05:38,897 --> 00:05:41,832 I have to have brain surgery today. Pretty scary. 99 00:05:41,900 --> 00:05:44,368 Plus, my sister's nervous, and so she sweats, 100 00:05:44,436 --> 00:05:47,428 and the windows in here don't open so it's pretty rank. 101 00:05:47,505 --> 00:05:49,439 - [Ruth] Benjamin. - Was I rude, Ruthie? 102 00:05:49,507 --> 00:05:52,840 - Let's let the doctors talk. - Benjamin O'Leary, 32. 103 00:05:52,911 --> 00:05:56,904 In for the removal of a brain tumor pressing on his frontal temporal lobe. 104 00:05:56,981 --> 00:05:58,949 It's effecting his impulse control. 105 00:05:59,017 --> 00:06:02,680 It makes me say everything I think, which apparently is annoying. 106 00:06:02,754 --> 00:06:04,619 This doctor looks annoyed anyway. 107 00:06:04,689 --> 00:06:09,126 Although it's hard to tell. She always has a pinched, uptight look on her face. 108 00:06:09,194 --> 00:06:11,719 - Am I annoying you? - It's fine. 109 00:06:11,796 --> 00:06:15,129 [Ruth] You can't say it's fine. He doesn't perceive sarcasm or irony. 110 00:06:15,200 --> 00:06:17,361 If he's annoying you, you have to tell him. 111 00:06:17,435 --> 00:06:19,630 - Maybe I'm not annoying her. - No, you are. 112 00:06:19,704 --> 00:06:21,296 - [Bailey] Dr. Yang. - He asked. 113 00:06:21,372 --> 00:06:24,034 OK, Dr. Yang, pinched and annoyed though she may be, 114 00:06:24,109 --> 00:06:27,044 is gonna prep you for surgery. Do you have any questions? 115 00:06:27,112 --> 00:06:30,138 Is that blonde your girlfriend? The way you look at her, 116 00:06:30,215 --> 00:06:32,513 you might as well mount her right here and now. 117 00:06:33,818 --> 00:06:36,116 I'm sorry, was that rude? 118 00:06:39,124 --> 00:06:42,321 I'm proud of you all. You make me proud. 119 00:06:42,393 --> 00:06:44,657 You reflect on me well. 120 00:06:44,729 --> 00:06:48,221 Grey, if you think you can keep your clothes on long enough 121 00:06:48,299 --> 00:06:50,494 to follow up the labs, I'd appreciate it. 122 00:06:50,568 --> 00:06:51,899 Karev, cover the pit. 123 00:06:51,970 --> 00:06:54,165 Wait, the pit? I'm off Gyne? 124 00:06:54,239 --> 00:06:56,298 Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd is out sick. 125 00:06:56,374 --> 00:07:00,310 You can cover the pit, or you can... 126 00:07:00,378 --> 00:07:04,940 You can tell me whose damn panties 127 00:07:05,016 --> 00:07:07,143 are on the bulletin board? 128 00:07:07,218 --> 00:07:09,015 - [Chuckling] - Are those yours? 129 00:07:09,087 --> 00:07:11,783 This is a hospital, people. 130 00:07:11,856 --> 00:07:13,847 Serious work happens here. 131 00:07:13,925 --> 00:07:15,654 We save lives here. 132 00:07:15,727 --> 00:07:18,321 Oh, is something funny? Whose are these? 133 00:07:20,198 --> 00:07:24,100 - This is bad. This isn't good. - You better claim them. 134 00:07:25,370 --> 00:07:27,634 - She thinks they're mine! Claim them! - No. 135 00:07:27,705 --> 00:07:32,039 Yeah, I know it's one of you. It's always one of mine. Always. 136 00:07:32,110 --> 00:07:36,046 So tell me, which one of you left your damn drawers 137 00:07:36,114 --> 00:07:38,548 on my surgical floor? 138 00:07:42,720 --> 00:07:47,157 Oh, no, did I leave my underwear lying around again? I am so sorry, Bailey. 139 00:07:47,225 --> 00:07:49,284 It's my bad. 140 00:08:03,908 --> 00:08:07,173 O'Malley, Yang, prep your patient for surgery. 141 00:08:07,245 --> 00:08:09,577 Karev, pit, Grey, charts. 142 00:08:09,647 --> 00:08:13,640 All four of you, do not make me regret setting you loose in this hospital. 143 00:08:13,718 --> 00:08:15,379 O'Malley, what do I mean by that? 144 00:08:15,453 --> 00:08:18,013 Check with you before we cut wires or steal hearts. 145 00:08:18,089 --> 00:08:20,421 - Are you trying to be clever? - No, ma'am. 146 00:08:20,491 --> 00:08:21,549 Better not be. 147 00:08:23,361 --> 00:08:24,623 Holy crap. 148 00:08:24,696 --> 00:08:27,631 - The Nazi is definitely back. - Louder than ever. 149 00:08:27,699 --> 00:08:31,032 Oh, Mrs. Burke. Hi, I'm Cristina. 150 00:08:31,102 --> 00:08:33,468 I may have said that earlier, but... 151 00:08:33,538 --> 00:08:37,133 Did I hear you refer to Miranda Bailey as a Nazi? 152 00:08:38,543 --> 00:08:39,874 No. 153 00:08:39,944 --> 00:08:40,968 I mean, yes, but... 154 00:08:41,045 --> 00:08:43,536 You understand that the Nazis were responsible 155 00:08:43,615 --> 00:08:45,913 for the worst genocide in the history of man. 156 00:08:45,984 --> 00:08:48,748 And a racist genocide at that. 157 00:08:48,820 --> 00:08:51,914 I would think that as a woman of color and a doctor, no less, 158 00:08:51,990 --> 00:08:55,892 that you would think twice before using that word as a punchline. 159 00:08:55,960 --> 00:08:59,054 I'll think about that in the future, Mrs. Burke. 160 00:08:59,130 --> 00:09:01,826 Mrs. Burke? Preston's mother? 161 00:09:01,899 --> 00:09:03,423 Yes, and you are? 162 00:09:03,501 --> 00:09:06,334 Derek Shepherd. The surgeon who operated on your son. 163 00:09:06,404 --> 00:09:08,269 Thank you, brilliant surgeon. 164 00:09:08,339 --> 00:09:11,274 And a handsome man too. Your mother must be very proud. 165 00:09:11,342 --> 00:09:13,503 Do you mind, Dr. Shepherd, if I borrow 166 00:09:13,578 --> 00:09:16,638 your intern for a cup of coffee? I'll bring her right back. 167 00:09:16,714 --> 00:09:20,445 No problem. Dr. Grey can cover for Cristina. 168 00:09:20,518 --> 00:09:23,612 - I'm sorry? - Dr. Grey is very busy. 169 00:09:23,688 --> 00:09:26,953 She has charts to do for Bailey. Bailey is on the warpath. 170 00:09:27,025 --> 00:09:30,119 Not the German warpath. It's a hospital warpath. 171 00:09:30,194 --> 00:09:32,924 I'll take care of Bailey. Enjoy your coffee date. 172 00:09:32,997 --> 00:09:35,966 - Very nice meeting you. - Thank you. 173 00:09:36,034 --> 00:09:38,525 I'II, um... 174 00:09:40,438 --> 00:09:43,032 I just have this one quick... 175 00:09:43,107 --> 00:09:46,304 I'll meet you in the cafeteria in a couple minutes, all right? 176 00:09:46,377 --> 00:09:48,368 Yes, I look forward to it. 177 00:09:53,985 --> 00:09:56,385 This is a change. 178 00:09:56,454 --> 00:09:58,046 From the elevator. 179 00:09:58,122 --> 00:10:00,215 A little more public. I like it. 180 00:10:00,291 --> 00:10:03,317 You're married. You're married, and you said things to me. 181 00:10:03,394 --> 00:10:05,055 Yes, I said things to you. 182 00:10:05,129 --> 00:10:07,723 Normally, I would like the things you said to me. 183 00:10:07,799 --> 00:10:10,324 I would think the bulletin board thing was funny. 184 00:10:10,401 --> 00:10:12,164 - What? - But you're married. 185 00:10:12,236 --> 00:10:15,228 Which makes none of this normal. It makes me a home wrecker. 186 00:10:15,306 --> 00:10:17,399 I hate the fact that I'm a home wrecker. 187 00:10:17,475 --> 00:10:21,036 Meredith, I'm not gonna pressure you. Take all the time you need. 188 00:10:21,112 --> 00:10:23,012 Just so you have all the information, 189 00:10:23,081 --> 00:10:26,414 my home was wrecked well before you came into the picture. 190 00:10:26,484 --> 00:10:28,679 And I am just now done trying to rebuild it. 191 00:10:28,753 --> 00:10:30,846 - You're done? - I'm done. 192 00:10:30,922 --> 00:10:36,019 Whatever you decide, I'm ending it with Addison. 193 00:10:36,094 --> 00:10:37,925 Today. 194 00:10:37,995 --> 00:10:40,190 You have said this before. 195 00:10:40,264 --> 00:10:43,028 I know, but this time I mean it. I'm gonna come clean, 196 00:10:43,101 --> 00:10:45,934 just as soon as I see her. 197 00:10:46,003 --> 00:10:47,766 You are? 198 00:10:47,839 --> 00:10:49,329 I am. 199 00:11:05,790 --> 00:11:09,282 You guys should think about getting a hotel room or something. 200 00:11:20,671 --> 00:11:21,763 [Clears throat] 201 00:11:25,309 --> 00:11:27,675 Your mother wants to have coffee with me. 202 00:11:27,745 --> 00:11:30,771 - And? - And she thinks I'm a racist. 203 00:11:30,848 --> 00:11:33,681 Oh, and a stripper. She thinks I'm a racist stripper. 204 00:11:33,751 --> 00:11:36,686 Oh, come on, what's funny? This is not funny. 205 00:11:36,754 --> 00:11:39,188 Well, it's kind of funny. 206 00:11:39,257 --> 00:11:42,249 She's just my mama, Cristina. 207 00:11:42,326 --> 00:11:43,554 Your mama? 208 00:11:43,628 --> 00:11:47,257 You'll love her when you get to know her. Everybody loves my mama. 209 00:11:47,331 --> 00:11:50,528 You will save me from this, OK? 210 00:11:50,601 --> 00:11:52,933 You will save me from this or... 211 00:11:58,042 --> 00:12:00,442 You will save me. 212 00:12:06,451 --> 00:12:08,783 [Chuckling] 213 00:12:10,288 --> 00:12:13,985 You haven't heard from Addison, have you? She's not answering phones. 214 00:12:14,058 --> 00:12:15,650 Actually, she needed a day off. 215 00:12:15,726 --> 00:12:19,059 Something about finding another woman's panties 216 00:12:19,130 --> 00:12:20,927 in the pocket of your tux. 217 00:12:22,567 --> 00:12:25,058 That's not how I wanted her to find out. 218 00:12:25,136 --> 00:12:28,230 You don't leave another woman's panties in your tux 219 00:12:28,306 --> 00:12:30,274 unless you want her to find them. 220 00:12:30,341 --> 00:12:32,138 I know a thing or two about affairs. 221 00:12:32,210 --> 00:12:35,304 Even know a thing or two about affairs with women named Grey. 222 00:12:35,379 --> 00:12:37,939 It's not an affair. I was gonna tell her. 223 00:12:38,015 --> 00:12:40,279 I was gonna tell her today. I was gonna end it. 224 00:12:40,351 --> 00:12:42,842 Give her some space. Give her some time. 225 00:12:42,920 --> 00:12:45,184 No. That's not it. 226 00:12:45,256 --> 00:12:47,816 No. No, I gotta talk to her today. 227 00:12:47,892 --> 00:12:50,019 If something's over, it's got to be over. 228 00:12:50,094 --> 00:12:54,053 Meredith, she's... She's not an affair. 229 00:12:56,834 --> 00:12:58,131 Ow! 230 00:12:59,337 --> 00:13:01,305 I don't think I want this surgery. 231 00:13:01,372 --> 00:13:02,839 You have to have this surgery. 232 00:13:02,907 --> 00:13:05,205 Right. 233 00:13:06,544 --> 00:13:10,810 You're very pretty but look tired and should change your hair conditioner. 234 00:13:10,882 --> 00:13:13,646 - [Ruth] That was rude, Benjamin. - It is? 235 00:13:13,718 --> 00:13:16,312 No, actually, it's true, and it's refreshing. 236 00:13:16,387 --> 00:13:19,550 - You have sex with that brain surgeon? - Benjamin... 237 00:13:19,624 --> 00:13:22,388 It's OK. Nope. I haven't. 238 00:13:22,460 --> 00:13:24,724 - Not today anyway. - I would. 239 00:13:24,795 --> 00:13:28,231 He's hot. And arrogant, in a way that's still sexy. 240 00:13:28,299 --> 00:13:32,167 I would totally have sex with him if I could. Looked like you could. 241 00:13:32,236 --> 00:13:33,760 So what's the holdup? 242 00:13:44,315 --> 00:13:46,749 - You trying to seduce me? - I was wondering... 243 00:13:46,817 --> 00:13:50,253 I got a lot of work to do, but I was just wondering about the panties. 244 00:13:50,321 --> 00:13:54,189 Panties that are yours, and how they ended up on the bulletin board. 245 00:13:54,258 --> 00:13:56,988 Black lacy panties on the board. 246 00:13:57,495 --> 00:14:00,692 - You are trying to seduce me. - No. 247 00:14:00,765 --> 00:14:04,531 No, I'm not. I'm just wondering how panties I haven't seen before... 248 00:14:04,602 --> 00:14:07,002 And I've seen your panties a lot of days in a row. 249 00:14:07,071 --> 00:14:10,472 I'm wondering how black panties that apparently belong to you 250 00:14:10,541 --> 00:14:12,372 end up on a bulletin board. 251 00:14:12,443 --> 00:14:14,775 Wow, you're jealous. 252 00:14:14,845 --> 00:14:17,678 - No. No, no, no. I'm not... - Yeah. 253 00:14:17,748 --> 00:14:20,273 - Yeah. Yeah, you are. - [Shriek] 254 00:14:24,288 --> 00:14:27,155 Is that my patient? Ms. Seabury? 255 00:14:27,224 --> 00:14:30,660 Ms. Seabury? Hey! Stop! Get... 256 00:14:30,728 --> 00:14:32,593 - I'll tell him. - What? 257 00:14:32,663 --> 00:14:35,325 - The truth about the panties. - Don't you dare. 258 00:14:35,399 --> 00:14:36,491 He is jealous. 259 00:14:39,704 --> 00:14:42,832 So you and O'Malley, huh? How'd that happen? 260 00:14:42,907 --> 00:14:44,898 You're a surgeon, how'd that happen? 261 00:14:44,976 --> 00:14:47,308 Karev, she's a resident. She outranks you. 262 00:14:47,378 --> 00:14:49,243 You don't ask personal questions. 263 00:14:49,313 --> 00:14:51,907 - It's fine. - He's my intern, I say it's not fine. 264 00:14:51,983 --> 00:14:54,247 - Are we clear? - No. 265 00:14:54,318 --> 00:14:55,683 What's not clear? 266 00:14:55,753 --> 00:14:58,449 Why you won't talk to Izzie. That's what's not clear. 267 00:14:58,823 --> 00:15:03,192 Really? You want to push me on this? Today? Today you want to push me? 268 00:15:05,262 --> 00:15:06,729 What do we got, Jill? 269 00:15:06,797 --> 00:15:10,426 Harley Hernandez was street-luging when he lost control and hit a car. 270 00:15:10,501 --> 00:15:13,197 Witnesses say he was catapulted 20 feet into the air. 271 00:15:13,270 --> 00:15:16,034 Landed on tree trimmings. Broken pelvis is apparent, 272 00:15:16,107 --> 00:15:19,133 as are, I would guess, some massive internal injuries. 273 00:15:19,210 --> 00:15:21,041 You would guess? 274 00:15:33,624 --> 00:15:37,151 Harley, you're at the hospital. We're gonna take care of you now. 275 00:15:37,228 --> 00:15:39,162 Hospital? What's the matter with me? 276 00:15:39,230 --> 00:15:41,198 - You're an idiot, that's what. - Dad? 277 00:15:41,265 --> 00:15:43,233 - Back away. - Your friends are idiots, 278 00:15:43,300 --> 00:15:45,530 and you don't use the sense God gave you. 279 00:15:45,603 --> 00:15:47,571 You're blocking our path. Please! 280 00:15:48,706 --> 00:15:50,333 - Are you OK? - Sir. 281 00:15:50,408 --> 00:15:52,569 You son of a bitch. Where's my son? 282 00:15:52,643 --> 00:15:54,304 We took him in there. 283 00:15:57,415 --> 00:16:00,873 - He was blocking them! - He is terrified. His child is a tree! 284 00:16:00,951 --> 00:16:03,010 Listen to me. You will not get physical 285 00:16:03,087 --> 00:16:05,612 with another human being on my watch ever again. 286 00:16:05,690 --> 00:16:09,353 You will not question my authority. You will not defend your girlfriend 287 00:16:09,427 --> 00:16:11,520 for killing a man. Are we clear? 288 00:16:11,595 --> 00:16:13,825 She's not my girlfriend. 289 00:16:17,535 --> 00:16:21,027 As you know, I'm sure, he graduated first in his class from Tulane. 290 00:16:21,105 --> 00:16:23,039 I... I did know that. 291 00:16:23,107 --> 00:16:26,599 Actually, I graduated first in my class at Stanford. 292 00:16:27,445 --> 00:16:32,041 So you are planning to pursue a less time-consuming specialty. 293 00:16:32,116 --> 00:16:34,482 Obstetrics perhaps? Or family medicine? 294 00:16:34,552 --> 00:16:38,545 - Oh, I'm in the surgical program. - But after you're married? 295 00:16:38,622 --> 00:16:40,715 Married? I'm sorry, married? 296 00:16:40,791 --> 00:16:44,056 Come, Cristina. You must have considered the possibility. 297 00:16:44,128 --> 00:16:45,493 You're no spring chicken. 298 00:16:45,563 --> 00:16:49,556 I don't know a young woman who wouldn't want to marry my Preston. 299 00:16:49,633 --> 00:16:52,534 He's handsome, he's brilliant. 300 00:16:52,603 --> 00:16:54,833 He's the best thing I've done in my life. 301 00:16:54,905 --> 00:16:58,068 He's the most important thing in the world to me. 302 00:16:58,843 --> 00:17:01,334 Oh... OK. 303 00:17:01,412 --> 00:17:04,677 Oh, Burke, Burke! Burke's here. Preston Burke is here. 304 00:17:04,749 --> 00:17:08,185 What a surprise. My two favorite ladies all in one place. 305 00:17:08,252 --> 00:17:10,777 Preston, what on Earth are you doing out of bed? 306 00:17:10,855 --> 00:17:12,413 Oh... 307 00:17:13,257 --> 00:17:14,281 Well, I... 308 00:17:14,358 --> 00:17:17,350 I wanted to... get some... 309 00:17:17,428 --> 00:17:19,191 I... Stretch my legs, Mama. 310 00:17:19,263 --> 00:17:21,629 But you're not supposed to stretch your legs. 311 00:17:21,699 --> 00:17:23,690 You're supposed to be resting. 312 00:17:23,768 --> 00:17:25,861 Right. 313 00:17:25,936 --> 00:17:29,372 But I wanted to have some air. 314 00:17:29,440 --> 00:17:33,206 Some stretching, some air and some coffee. Anybody want any coffee? 315 00:17:33,277 --> 00:17:35,745 We already have coffee. 316 00:17:35,813 --> 00:17:39,943 - Please have a seat. - Right. Just a second. Coffee. 317 00:17:40,651 --> 00:17:41,777 You did this. 318 00:17:41,852 --> 00:17:44,150 - Did what? - Cristina, listen to me. 319 00:17:44,221 --> 00:17:45,882 It's not that I don't like you. 320 00:17:45,956 --> 00:17:49,551 I think that you're a very smart, very attractive young woman. 321 00:17:49,627 --> 00:17:51,993 - But you're selfish. - I beg your pardon. 322 00:17:52,062 --> 00:17:55,998 You pulled him out of his sick bed because you were uncomfortable. 323 00:17:56,066 --> 00:18:00,162 That's selfish. You're selfish, and my son is giving. 324 00:18:00,237 --> 00:18:05,265 And the combination... Well... it's not gonna last. 325 00:18:05,342 --> 00:18:07,207 Not much longer. 326 00:18:09,013 --> 00:18:11,948 Hey, hey, hi. All right. All right. 327 00:18:12,016 --> 00:18:14,348 I brought you a scone, Mama. 328 00:18:19,190 --> 00:18:21,715 [Bailey] His kidney's gone. 329 00:18:22,193 --> 00:18:23,956 No way to save it. 330 00:18:24,028 --> 00:18:26,929 [Richard] Focus on keeping the renal artery under control. 331 00:18:26,997 --> 00:18:29,465 - [Bailey] I have another bleeder. - Pace yourself. 332 00:18:29,533 --> 00:18:31,125 We got a long way to go. 333 00:18:31,535 --> 00:18:34,698 - We have enough blood standing by? - Yes, sir. 334 00:18:35,272 --> 00:18:37,797 - Is that a tree? - His mother rivals my mother. 335 00:18:37,875 --> 00:18:39,638 And that is saying something. 336 00:18:39,710 --> 00:18:42,804 - They're operating around it? - Both of them, dark and evil. 337 00:18:42,880 --> 00:18:46,213 - You're blocking my view. - I miss dirty stripper Cristina. 338 00:18:46,283 --> 00:18:48,649 She was fun. A lot less angry. 339 00:18:48,719 --> 00:18:51,654 Next time I see her, if she even looks at me sideways, 340 00:18:51,722 --> 00:18:54,623 I'm telling her what I think. She wants to call me racist? 341 00:18:54,692 --> 00:18:57,559 - What? - Yeah. I'll call her sexist. 342 00:18:57,628 --> 00:19:00,062 Change my career after I'm married? 343 00:19:00,130 --> 00:19:02,257 What is this, 1953? 344 00:19:02,333 --> 00:19:04,528 She comes at me, I'm going there. 345 00:19:04,602 --> 00:19:06,433 - I think you should. - Mmm-hmm. 346 00:19:06,503 --> 00:19:08,835 I think we all should just go there. 347 00:19:08,906 --> 00:19:10,874 You know, tell the truth. Spit it out. 348 00:19:10,941 --> 00:19:13,501 Go with your gut. Follow your instincts. 349 00:19:14,912 --> 00:19:17,005 I miss philandering whore Meredith. 350 00:19:17,081 --> 00:19:19,174 She was trashy and much less idyllic. 351 00:19:19,250 --> 00:19:22,378 Do women have two sets of panties? 352 00:19:22,453 --> 00:19:24,785 Two sets they wear for different occasions? 353 00:19:24,855 --> 00:19:27,585 I made a choice. I'm picking Derek. 354 00:19:27,658 --> 00:19:32,027 Finn is great. But Derek is... Derek. 355 00:19:32,096 --> 00:19:34,587 And I'm following my gut. 356 00:19:34,665 --> 00:19:35,859 Whatever. 357 00:19:35,933 --> 00:19:37,366 I want my patient back. 358 00:19:37,434 --> 00:19:41,097 You know, the one you stole after... Mama cornered me? 359 00:19:41,171 --> 00:19:44,265 That's fine. It's my day to check on Izzie anyway. 360 00:19:45,609 --> 00:19:47,372 You paged me? 361 00:19:47,444 --> 00:19:51,380 Your patient was caught shoplifting chocolate from the hospital gift shop. 362 00:19:51,448 --> 00:19:52,938 - What? - Never done that. 363 00:19:53,017 --> 00:19:56,544 - It was exhilarating. - And now she's planning to leave. 364 00:19:56,620 --> 00:19:58,986 Leave? You can't... She can't leave. 365 00:19:59,056 --> 00:20:02,287 You're sick. You should be sleeping. Resting. 366 00:20:02,359 --> 00:20:04,486 - Preparing for death? - For surgery. 367 00:20:04,561 --> 00:20:07,086 - There's a difference. - Maybe. Maybe not. 368 00:20:07,164 --> 00:20:11,567 That's what they mean when they give you a 60 percent chance of survival. 369 00:20:11,635 --> 00:20:15,230 Means four out of ten people die whether they have the surgery or not. 370 00:20:15,306 --> 00:20:19,072 I have lived my entire life pent-up, repressed. 371 00:20:19,143 --> 00:20:22,340 Stifling every impulse, following every rule. Now I'm done. 372 00:20:22,413 --> 00:20:26,076 And you know what? You should be too. We should all be done. 373 00:20:26,150 --> 00:20:28,345 - So you're leaving? - I'm claiming my life. 374 00:20:28,419 --> 00:20:32,082 - I can't do that from a hospital bed. - You know you'll die. 375 00:20:32,156 --> 00:20:33,919 Maybe. 376 00:20:33,991 --> 00:20:37,324 But at least when I do, I'll know that I have lived. 377 00:20:38,095 --> 00:20:39,722 Oh, God, this is good. 378 00:20:39,797 --> 00:20:41,492 Izzie? 379 00:20:46,103 --> 00:20:47,570 Wow. 380 00:20:49,773 --> 00:20:51,331 OK. 381 00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:54,302 [Doorbell rings] 382 00:20:56,947 --> 00:20:58,608 - Finn. - Hi. 383 00:20:58,682 --> 00:21:01,116 Why are you home? I thought you were working. 384 00:21:01,185 --> 00:21:03,483 I am. I was. I still am. 385 00:21:03,554 --> 00:21:05,954 I just came home to check on Izzie. 386 00:21:06,724 --> 00:21:08,749 So did I. 387 00:21:08,826 --> 00:21:11,556 Brought her lunch. 388 00:21:11,628 --> 00:21:13,152 You brought Izzie lunch? 389 00:21:13,230 --> 00:21:18,167 When my wife died, there really wasn't anything anyone could say. 390 00:21:18,235 --> 00:21:23,172 But... the bringing of food actually helped. 391 00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:24,673 The only thing that helped. 392 00:21:24,742 --> 00:21:26,676 - You brought Izzie food? - Yeah. 393 00:21:26,744 --> 00:21:29,235 Even though you didn't think I was here. 394 00:21:29,313 --> 00:21:30,678 Is that OK? 395 00:21:31,648 --> 00:21:33,343 Yeah. 396 00:21:33,417 --> 00:21:35,544 It's amazing, actually. 397 00:21:35,619 --> 00:21:36,677 You're amazing. 398 00:21:36,754 --> 00:21:39,689 Sweet and thoughtful. And sensitive. 399 00:21:39,757 --> 00:21:43,249 Meredith, I don't want to pressure you. You have a decision to make. 400 00:21:43,327 --> 00:21:45,557 I want you to take all the time you need. 401 00:21:45,629 --> 00:21:47,961 But I do want to make one thing clear. 402 00:21:48,032 --> 00:21:49,693 What's that? 403 00:21:49,767 --> 00:21:53,259 I'm not all that sensitive. 404 00:22:06,950 --> 00:22:08,474 So... 405 00:22:08,552 --> 00:22:10,281 So... 406 00:22:12,790 --> 00:22:14,451 Have a nice day at work. 407 00:22:30,407 --> 00:22:31,897 Mr. Hernandez? 408 00:22:34,411 --> 00:22:37,244 How is he? Is he OK? You've been operating for hours. 409 00:22:37,314 --> 00:22:39,748 There is extensive damage. We've had to remove 410 00:22:39,817 --> 00:22:42,251 one of his kidneys and a portion of his bowel. 411 00:22:42,319 --> 00:22:44,253 But the tree's out, and he's OK? 412 00:22:44,321 --> 00:22:47,518 OK, Mr. Hernandez, the branch actually is still there. 413 00:22:47,591 --> 00:22:50,856 We're operating around it which is what's taking so much time. 414 00:22:50,928 --> 00:22:53,362 His mother's not here yet. I mean, 415 00:22:53,430 --> 00:22:56,263 do you think he'll be OK by the time she gets here? 416 00:22:56,333 --> 00:23:00,269 I do have to get back in there. I just wanted to give you an update. 417 00:23:00,337 --> 00:23:03,636 - That he's still alive. - Yes, that he's still alive. 418 00:23:04,541 --> 00:23:05,940 OK. 419 00:23:06,443 --> 00:23:07,774 OK. 420 00:23:12,683 --> 00:23:15,948 Izzie. How you doing, sweetie? 421 00:23:18,222 --> 00:23:20,087 I brought you some muffins. 422 00:23:20,958 --> 00:23:23,085 - OK. - I made a lot. 423 00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:27,563 I was running out of room and I thought maybe... 424 00:23:27,631 --> 00:23:29,496 ...you would like some. 425 00:23:29,566 --> 00:23:30,931 I'm a good baker. 426 00:23:31,735 --> 00:23:33,669 Yeah, absolutely. Thank you. 427 00:23:35,072 --> 00:23:36,767 Dr. Stevens. 428 00:23:37,708 --> 00:23:39,175 Please don't call me doctor. 429 00:23:39,243 --> 00:23:43,839 OK. Please don't call me Mrs. Shepherd. 430 00:23:43,914 --> 00:23:45,142 That's funny. 431 00:23:46,483 --> 00:23:48,075 - She's drunk. - [Joe] True. 432 00:23:48,152 --> 00:23:50,017 So did you know about the slutty sex 433 00:23:50,087 --> 00:23:54,854 your slutty friend had with my super slutty husband? 434 00:23:55,659 --> 00:23:57,422 You should have a muffin. 435 00:23:57,494 --> 00:24:01,055 They're really good, and they'll help you. 436 00:24:01,932 --> 00:24:03,957 I may be beyond help. 437 00:24:04,034 --> 00:24:05,865 Yeah. 438 00:24:05,936 --> 00:24:07,267 Me too. 439 00:24:07,771 --> 00:24:09,602 Don't let her drive, Joe. 440 00:24:12,609 --> 00:24:14,042 Good. 441 00:24:14,444 --> 00:24:16,469 [Laughing] 442 00:24:16,547 --> 00:24:19,539 But I knew, I knew that you'd... 443 00:24:19,616 --> 00:24:21,208 She's still here. 444 00:24:21,285 --> 00:24:23,048 Never leaves. 445 00:24:23,120 --> 00:24:25,554 She never even pees. 446 00:24:25,622 --> 00:24:27,783 I'm not entirely sure she's human. 447 00:24:29,459 --> 00:24:31,154 Finn brought Izzie lunch. 448 00:24:31,228 --> 00:24:33,822 - You went to see Izzie? - Yeah, she wasn't home. 449 00:24:33,897 --> 00:24:37,230 I'm taking that as a good thing. At least the baking has stopped. 450 00:24:37,301 --> 00:24:40,168 But my point is, Finn brought Izzie lunch. 451 00:24:40,237 --> 00:24:44,071 He's that guy, the guy who brings your roommate lunch when she's sad. 452 00:24:44,141 --> 00:24:46,041 So you didn't end it? 453 00:24:46,109 --> 00:24:49,340 He's the guy who brings your roommate lunch when she's sad. 454 00:24:49,413 --> 00:24:52,507 - So I'm gonna end it with Derek. - Whatever. 455 00:24:53,317 --> 00:24:55,080 You know, I'm not selfish. 456 00:24:55,152 --> 00:24:56,517 I'm by his side. 457 00:24:56,587 --> 00:24:59,351 I took off all my clothes. That's not selfish. 458 00:24:59,423 --> 00:25:01,687 And I'm going in for surgery. 459 00:25:01,758 --> 00:25:04,090 Selfish people don't save lives. 460 00:25:09,266 --> 00:25:10,893 [Meredith] George. 461 00:25:10,968 --> 00:25:13,266 - What? - You're flirting with that nurse. 462 00:25:14,871 --> 00:25:18,534 I'm young. I'm healthy. I got a life to live. 463 00:25:18,609 --> 00:25:21,476 Is this about the panties? Are you still jealous? 464 00:25:21,545 --> 00:25:24,639 I'm not jealous. I'm just living my life. 465 00:25:27,951 --> 00:25:31,717 Do you have a boyfriend? Do you have a boyfriend? Do you have a boyfriend? 466 00:25:31,788 --> 00:25:34,222 He's gonna keep asking till you answer. 467 00:25:34,725 --> 00:25:36,750 Yes, I have a boyfriend. Look here. 468 00:25:36,827 --> 00:25:40,490 If I had a boyfriend, I would definitely not be as angry as you. 469 00:25:40,564 --> 00:25:45,524 Why are you so angry? Is it because you're frigid? Or he's frigid? Or? 470 00:25:45,602 --> 00:25:47,126 Nobody's frigid. 471 00:25:48,472 --> 00:25:51,339 My boyfriend's mother called me selfish. 472 00:25:51,408 --> 00:25:54,571 Are you selfish? You do seem kind of self-obsessed to me. 473 00:25:54,645 --> 00:25:56,408 - [Ruth] Ben. - I'm a surgeon. 474 00:25:56,480 --> 00:26:00,473 In order to be a surgeon, a certain amount of self-obsession is necessary. 475 00:26:00,550 --> 00:26:04,509 My boyfriend gets that. His mother doesn't, it's her problem. 476 00:26:04,588 --> 00:26:08,524 I used to have a boyfriend. When I got the tumor, he understood. 477 00:26:08,592 --> 00:26:11,857 He tried to understand. He loved me. 478 00:26:11,928 --> 00:26:13,327 But his mother didn't. 479 00:26:13,397 --> 00:26:16,594 My offending everyone offended her. 480 00:26:16,667 --> 00:26:19,295 And he said he didn't care what his mother thought. 481 00:26:19,369 --> 00:26:22,463 But in the end, he did care, 482 00:26:22,539 --> 00:26:26,635 'cause now it's two years later, and I'm having brain surgery, 483 00:26:26,710 --> 00:26:29,543 and only my fat sister Ruth is with me. 484 00:26:29,613 --> 00:26:32,173 Benjamin, that was kind of rude. 485 00:26:32,249 --> 00:26:33,773 Sorry. 486 00:26:36,053 --> 00:26:39,545 [# Mat Kearney: Crashing Down] 487 00:26:39,623 --> 00:26:43,059 When the tumor is removed, will it bring his old personality back? 488 00:26:43,126 --> 00:26:45,321 If we get the tumor out and Benjamin lives, 489 00:26:45,395 --> 00:26:47,795 anything else is icing on the cake. 490 00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:52,732 [Callie] Locking down the external fixator. 491 00:26:52,803 --> 00:26:56,500 [Bailey] There's no active bleeding, and the trajectory is clear. 492 00:26:56,573 --> 00:26:59,906 [Richard] Karev, I want you to hold pressure on the liver. 493 00:26:59,976 --> 00:27:03,002 Put your hands down there and don't move. 494 00:27:03,747 --> 00:27:05,806 You with the saw, don't make a move 495 00:27:05,882 --> 00:27:08,942 until we get our hands on every organ around the tree trunk. 496 00:27:09,019 --> 00:27:10,987 Have the parents said their goodbyes? 497 00:27:11,054 --> 00:27:12,043 Mom's not here yet. 498 00:27:12,122 --> 00:27:14,613 Father was too busy blaming him to say goodbye. 499 00:27:14,691 --> 00:27:17,819 Speak when you're spoken to. I've had enough out of you today. 500 00:27:17,894 --> 00:27:21,022 All due respect, you've got me mixed up with Izzie Stevens. 501 00:27:21,098 --> 00:27:23,828 [Richard] All right, everybody, take your positions. 502 00:27:23,900 --> 00:27:27,063 Cut carefully. We'll get this thing out in pieces. 503 00:27:31,074 --> 00:27:33,269 [Machine beeping slowly] 504 00:27:35,112 --> 00:27:37,307 [Derek] You see that right there? 505 00:27:37,381 --> 00:27:39,941 It's too close to the cavernous sinus. 506 00:27:40,717 --> 00:27:42,514 [Sighs] Suction. 507 00:27:44,721 --> 00:27:47,383 I've got a bleeder. The brain is starting to swell. 508 00:27:47,457 --> 00:27:49,391 His heart can't take it. 509 00:27:49,459 --> 00:27:51,393 Yang get those paddles. Go! Move! 510 00:27:51,461 --> 00:27:52,723 - Now go! - Clear! 511 00:27:57,100 --> 00:27:59,432 - Renal artery's collapsed. - You had that. 512 00:27:59,503 --> 00:28:01,095 - Artery gone. - BP dropping. 513 00:28:01,171 --> 00:28:03,435 Oh, he's bleeding. He's bleeding fast. 514 00:28:03,507 --> 00:28:04,906 Laps. 515 00:28:04,975 --> 00:28:06,602 [Machine beeps rapidly] 516 00:28:08,111 --> 00:28:10,136 - Come on, come on. - No change. 517 00:28:10,213 --> 00:28:12,044 - Epi and atropine are in. - In V-fib. 518 00:28:12,115 --> 00:28:13,946 Shock him again. 519 00:28:19,055 --> 00:28:22,582 [# The Chalets: Theme from Chalets] 520 00:28:22,659 --> 00:28:27,028 I've decided that I'm gonna get really fat. 521 00:28:27,097 --> 00:28:28,530 Just as a stopgap. 522 00:28:28,598 --> 00:28:30,793 Just until I figure out another plan. 523 00:28:30,867 --> 00:28:33,700 I'm gonna eat all of these muffins, 524 00:28:33,770 --> 00:28:39,640 and I'm gonna get really, gloriously fat. 525 00:28:41,211 --> 00:28:43,577 It's over. Over. 526 00:28:43,647 --> 00:28:45,046 Over! 527 00:28:45,115 --> 00:28:47,982 I'm talking about the last third of my life, Miranda. 528 00:28:48,051 --> 00:28:51,043 How can it be over? How does that just end? 529 00:28:51,955 --> 00:28:55,891 Over a skanky pair of panties and... 530 00:28:55,959 --> 00:28:58,985 ...a bad tux? I am desirable, Amanda. 531 00:28:59,062 --> 00:29:00,654 - Miranda. - Right. 532 00:29:00,730 --> 00:29:04,222 - Joe, I'm desirable, right? - I have a boyfriend. 533 00:29:04,301 --> 00:29:08,169 Be that as it may, I don't need me to tell you how wildly attractive I am. 534 00:29:08,238 --> 00:29:09,830 Wildly attractive. 535 00:29:09,906 --> 00:29:14,468 You are, and your wildly attractive cab is here. 536 00:29:14,544 --> 00:29:15,841 It is? 537 00:29:15,912 --> 00:29:19,109 You told me to call you a cab at 10:00. It's 10:00. 538 00:29:19,182 --> 00:29:21,275 I guess that's for the best, huh? 539 00:29:21,351 --> 00:29:23,410 I would say so. 540 00:29:26,256 --> 00:29:27,883 Hey. 541 00:29:28,592 --> 00:29:30,685 Can I buy you a drink? I have a lot of them. 542 00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:32,660 I'm trying one of everything. 543 00:29:33,363 --> 00:29:36,628 Hey. Hey, aren't you the cake lady from this morning? 544 00:29:36,700 --> 00:29:38,861 Aren't you supposed to be having surgery? 545 00:29:38,935 --> 00:29:41,028 Well, that hasn't been decided yet. 546 00:29:41,104 --> 00:29:43,629 - So you're a doctor? - Yes. I'm a doctor. 547 00:29:43,707 --> 00:29:46,835 - That mean you can't drink with me? - Not at all. 548 00:29:48,612 --> 00:29:49,636 Joe. 549 00:29:53,950 --> 00:29:56,885 [Meredith] You're gonna kill someone. What're you doing? 550 00:29:56,953 --> 00:30:00,116 Working it. If Callie can be bad, so can I. 551 00:30:02,459 --> 00:30:04,051 Hey! Watch it! 552 00:30:04,794 --> 00:30:06,989 George, Callie is hot. 553 00:30:07,063 --> 00:30:11,193 She's like really sexy, almost dirty hot. And she's hot for you. 554 00:30:11,268 --> 00:30:15,068 In my opinion, you could keep using the darts as weapons, 555 00:30:15,138 --> 00:30:19,199 or you could go get lucky with a sexy, hot, dirty girl. 556 00:30:23,747 --> 00:30:25,908 - Where's he going? - To get laid. 557 00:30:25,982 --> 00:30:27,916 There is something wrong in the world 558 00:30:27,984 --> 00:30:31,681 when Bambi's getting laid and I can't get five minutes alone with Burke. 559 00:30:31,755 --> 00:30:34,883 - What are you doing? - Day's over. Flipping a coin. Call it. 560 00:30:34,991 --> 00:30:37,084 The brain surgeon should be heads. 561 00:30:37,160 --> 00:30:38,650 Right. 562 00:30:48,338 --> 00:30:49,396 Choice made. 563 00:30:50,273 --> 00:30:53,367 Oh, that's it? You'll base your choice on flipping a coin? 564 00:30:53,443 --> 00:30:56,276 I'm taking a cue from Benjamin. Impulsive, honest. 565 00:30:56,346 --> 00:30:58,337 It's my new motto. 566 00:30:58,415 --> 00:30:59,609 Benjamin died. 567 00:31:02,752 --> 00:31:05,050 He wasn't impulsive. He wasn't honest. 568 00:31:05,121 --> 00:31:06,850 He was sick and brain damaged. 569 00:31:06,923 --> 00:31:08,720 And now he's dead. 570 00:31:18,134 --> 00:31:19,726 Mr. Hernandez? 571 00:31:21,638 --> 00:31:23,299 May I? 572 00:31:30,747 --> 00:31:32,647 You OK? 573 00:31:33,149 --> 00:31:36,414 Your son is gonna be fine. 574 00:31:36,486 --> 00:31:38,920 He was off with his friends. 575 00:31:38,989 --> 00:31:41,423 I let him go off with that thing. 576 00:31:43,093 --> 00:31:44,526 I knew better. 577 00:31:44,594 --> 00:31:46,084 I knew better. 578 00:31:48,264 --> 00:31:51,495 His friend, he has this driveway up on a hill. 579 00:31:53,937 --> 00:31:55,837 I just keep picturing him. 580 00:31:58,508 --> 00:32:01,102 Keep picturing him going down that hill and... 581 00:32:03,279 --> 00:32:06,305 I didn't stop him. I should have stopped him. 582 00:32:06,383 --> 00:32:09,875 Kids spin out of control sometimes. 583 00:32:09,953 --> 00:32:13,389 They spin out of control. You can't... 584 00:32:13,456 --> 00:32:15,390 Yes, you can. You can control them. 585 00:32:15,458 --> 00:32:17,790 It's your job as a parent to control them. 586 00:32:20,397 --> 00:32:24,424 Ever since the divorce, I only get to see him every other weekend. 587 00:32:24,501 --> 00:32:26,662 I never would have bought him that luge, 588 00:32:26,736 --> 00:32:29,227 or let him go off on his own that way before. 589 00:32:33,076 --> 00:32:34,737 I went soft. 590 00:32:35,478 --> 00:32:38,914 I went soft when he needed me to be the father. 591 00:32:46,456 --> 00:32:48,185 I wish I'd had more fun. 592 00:32:48,258 --> 00:32:51,022 I didn't want to be a slut. I didn't want to be a tramp. 593 00:32:51,094 --> 00:32:54,689 I didn't have any fun. My ex-husband, he had fun. 594 00:32:54,764 --> 00:32:58,598 All sorts of fun with all sorts of women who were a lot more fun than me. 595 00:32:59,836 --> 00:33:01,428 Nobody ever called him a slut. 596 00:33:01,504 --> 00:33:04,405 Why is that? Men can do it but women can't. 597 00:33:04,474 --> 00:33:06,374 Women can. I know some who do. 598 00:33:06,443 --> 00:33:08,377 Not without getting called names. 599 00:33:08,445 --> 00:33:11,471 What do you care? I get called an ass, I don't care. 600 00:33:11,548 --> 00:33:13,345 I don't think you're an ass. 601 00:33:13,416 --> 00:33:15,384 I don' t think you're a slut. 602 00:33:19,889 --> 00:33:21,550 Do you have a girlfriend, Alex? 603 00:33:21,624 --> 00:33:23,353 No, no girlfriend. 604 00:33:23,426 --> 00:33:24,916 So you're single? 605 00:33:24,994 --> 00:33:28,327 Yes. Definitely. I'm single. 606 00:33:28,398 --> 00:33:30,093 I'm single too. 607 00:33:32,902 --> 00:33:36,633 And I'm very bad at this. Never have I had any practice. 608 00:33:37,140 --> 00:33:39,802 So I'm... 609 00:33:41,578 --> 00:33:43,443 I'm gonna go into the bathroom. 610 00:33:43,513 --> 00:33:46,914 And if I find myself alone in there after two minutes, 611 00:33:46,983 --> 00:33:49,679 I'll just touch up my makeup and come back out. 612 00:33:49,753 --> 00:33:52,847 But should you have any interest in 613 00:33:52,922 --> 00:33:56,358 fulfilling the wish of a potentially dying woman, 614 00:33:56,426 --> 00:33:58,326 you know where I'll be. 615 00:33:58,394 --> 00:34:01,386 [# Bitter: Sweet: The Mating Game] 616 00:34:32,061 --> 00:34:34,461 Getting some exercise, Dr. Torres? 617 00:34:36,166 --> 00:34:39,829 - [Turns off stereo] - [Clearing throat] Yes. Yes. 618 00:34:39,903 --> 00:34:41,336 Sir. 619 00:34:42,305 --> 00:34:44,170 Chief Webber. 620 00:34:48,745 --> 00:34:51,213 [# Jesus Jackson: Running on Sunshine] 621 00:35:01,925 --> 00:35:03,790 Hi. 622 00:35:03,860 --> 00:35:05,327 Hi. 623 00:35:12,168 --> 00:35:13,795 Finn. 624 00:35:13,870 --> 00:35:15,997 - Derek. - Hey. 625 00:35:16,072 --> 00:35:17,596 Thanks for coming. 626 00:35:17,674 --> 00:35:20,108 Both of you, thanks for coming. 627 00:35:20,176 --> 00:35:22,610 So here's the thing. 628 00:35:22,679 --> 00:35:24,010 I like you... 629 00:35:25,448 --> 00:35:27,040 ...and I like you. 630 00:35:27,116 --> 00:35:30,950 And I thought I had a choice to make. I thought I had to decide. 631 00:35:31,788 --> 00:35:35,280 But I think I owe myself the chance to consider my options. 632 00:35:35,358 --> 00:35:37,155 - Options? - Options? 633 00:35:37,227 --> 00:35:41,391 There's this thing that allows for the considering of options. 634 00:35:41,464 --> 00:35:43,523 In the olden days, they called it dating. 635 00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:47,058 - Dating? - Yes, I'd like to try that. 636 00:35:47,136 --> 00:35:49,730 - You wanna try dating. - Yes. 637 00:35:50,807 --> 00:35:52,502 - Both of us? - Yes. 638 00:35:52,575 --> 00:35:54,941 I understand if you're not up for it. 639 00:35:55,478 --> 00:35:58,504 But I really hope you are. 640 00:36:07,357 --> 00:36:09,518 You bowing out? 641 00:36:09,592 --> 00:36:12,083 No. You? 642 00:36:12,595 --> 00:36:13,926 I don't think so. 643 00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:18,968 You're here first. 644 00:36:19,035 --> 00:36:23,131 You get all the best cases. Trauma comes in at night, you get first dibs. 645 00:36:23,206 --> 00:36:24,195 Exactly. 646 00:36:24,274 --> 00:36:27,072 I respect it. I do. 647 00:36:27,944 --> 00:36:31,209 And also, I can't have it, and you know that. 648 00:36:31,281 --> 00:36:33,715 - You're throwing me out. - Got no choice. 649 00:36:33,783 --> 00:36:36,343 This violates all sorts of codes, and you know it. 650 00:36:37,553 --> 00:36:40,954 So I have to go, but you're allowed to live in your office? 651 00:36:42,392 --> 00:36:45,122 - You noticed that, huh? - I'm pretty observant. 652 00:36:45,194 --> 00:36:48,721 Guess if I'm throwing you out I have to follow my own rules. 653 00:36:49,799 --> 00:36:52,734 OK, I'm jealous. But I have a right to be jealous 654 00:36:52,802 --> 00:36:56,135 because I don't want other guys touching your panties. 655 00:36:58,441 --> 00:37:00,068 Great. 656 00:37:00,143 --> 00:37:01,474 That's great! 657 00:37:03,246 --> 00:37:07,239 - You might want to clear that up. - Yes, sir. 658 00:37:13,589 --> 00:37:16,285 - You headin' out? - Gotta get back to the hospital. 659 00:37:16,359 --> 00:37:19,920 - Gotta go kick this cancer's ass. - All right. 660 00:37:22,932 --> 00:37:24,524 Joe, what do I owe? 661 00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:25,589 Hey, Alex. 662 00:37:26,836 --> 00:37:27,825 About today... 663 00:37:27,904 --> 00:37:31,499 Dr. Bailey, you were right. I shouldn't get physical with patients. 664 00:37:31,574 --> 00:37:34,099 [# Snow Patrol: Open Your Eyes] 665 00:37:34,177 --> 00:37:37,112 [Meredith] The body is a slave to its impulses. 666 00:37:40,550 --> 00:37:43,280 I don't know if it's gonna get any better, Mama. 667 00:37:45,121 --> 00:37:46,452 Well, I do, baby. 668 00:37:46,522 --> 00:37:48,114 I do know. 669 00:37:51,094 --> 00:37:53,085 Cristina, it's late. 670 00:37:53,162 --> 00:37:55,858 Preston needs his sleep. 671 00:37:57,433 --> 00:37:59,663 But the thing that makes us human... 672 00:37:59,736 --> 00:38:03,536 Sorry, Mrs. Burke, I was just coming to see if either of you needed anything 673 00:38:03,606 --> 00:38:06,131 before I went home for the evening. 674 00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:08,968 ... is what we can control. 675 00:38:09,045 --> 00:38:11,138 We're fine. 676 00:38:11,214 --> 00:38:13,182 Good night, Preston. 677 00:38:13,249 --> 00:38:14,910 Sleep well. 678 00:38:24,260 --> 00:38:26,091 Hang in there. 679 00:38:28,431 --> 00:38:29,864 After the storm, 680 00:38:29,932 --> 00:38:32,025 after the rush, 681 00:38:32,101 --> 00:38:35,264 after the heat of the moment has passed... 682 00:38:36,372 --> 00:38:38,465 - The panties? - Yeah. 683 00:38:38,541 --> 00:38:39,940 Not mine. 684 00:38:41,377 --> 00:38:43,368 - Yeah? - The jealousy? 685 00:38:43,446 --> 00:38:44,879 Yeah. 686 00:38:44,947 --> 00:38:47,507 Insanely hot. 687 00:38:50,553 --> 00:38:52,384 What's with the suitcase? 688 00:38:53,890 --> 00:38:58,793 ... we can cool off and clean up the messes we've made. 689 00:39:04,500 --> 00:39:06,764 I'm busy you guys, leave me alone. 690 00:39:06,836 --> 00:39:08,360 [Bailey] Izzie. 691 00:39:28,091 --> 00:39:29,854 I went soft. 692 00:39:31,094 --> 00:39:33,028 I had a baby, 693 00:39:33,096 --> 00:39:37,192 and I swore it wouldn't change me. 694 00:39:37,266 --> 00:39:40,929 But it just... It does change you. 695 00:39:42,038 --> 00:39:44,370 I got tired. 696 00:39:44,440 --> 00:39:47,967 I got busy, and I stopped teaching. 697 00:39:48,044 --> 00:39:51,571 I stopped teaching when you needed a teacher the most. 698 00:39:52,949 --> 00:39:54,541 You couldn't have stopped me. 699 00:39:54,617 --> 00:40:00,055 Yes, I could have. You couldn't have stopped you, but I could have. 700 00:40:00,123 --> 00:40:02,717 And in the past, I would have. 701 00:40:05,061 --> 00:40:07,052 I went soft. 702 00:40:08,731 --> 00:40:13,896 And I'm partly to blame for what happened, so... 703 00:40:15,571 --> 00:40:19,405 I want you to come back. 704 00:40:19,475 --> 00:40:23,070 You'll talk to the chief. We'll work it out, 705 00:40:23,146 --> 00:40:27,742 because you're... talented and you're capable, 706 00:40:27,817 --> 00:40:31,651 and we all make mistakes. 707 00:40:33,222 --> 00:40:35,747 And it's enough muffins. 708 00:40:39,595 --> 00:40:42,826 We can try to let go of what was. 709 00:40:44,700 --> 00:40:47,168 I thought you were room service. 710 00:40:56,012 --> 00:40:57,673 I feel terrible. 711 00:40:58,948 --> 00:41:00,779 I'm not proud of what I did. 712 00:41:02,518 --> 00:41:04,509 You deserve better. 713 00:41:05,555 --> 00:41:07,887 And I'm sorry about the... 714 00:41:08,791 --> 00:41:11,157 Sorry about the panties. 715 00:41:11,227 --> 00:41:13,058 The prom. 716 00:41:15,531 --> 00:41:17,692 I'm sorry I did that. 717 00:41:27,143 --> 00:41:28,474 Yeah. 718 00:41:29,645 --> 00:41:31,510 I'm sorry you did that too. 719 00:41:33,916 --> 00:41:35,645 Our marriage is over. 720 00:41:36,652 --> 00:41:38,779 Yeah, I guess it is. 721 00:41:39,822 --> 00:41:41,585 It's all my fault. 722 00:41:42,992 --> 00:41:45,324 God, this is incredibly sad. 723 00:41:47,496 --> 00:41:49,623 Incredibly sad. 724 00:41:53,336 --> 00:41:55,998 And then again... 725 00:41:58,441 --> 00:41:59,567 Oh... 726 00:42:00,610 --> 00:42:02,237 ...this is awkward. 727 00:42:08,784 --> 00:42:11,048 I feel much better now.