1 00:00:01,700 --> 00:00:03,334 Previously on Grey's Anatomy: 2 00:00:03,369 --> 00:00:05,667 Last night? You and Shepherd did it. 3 00:00:05,738 --> 00:00:08,172 Meredith, what does this mean? 4 00:00:08,241 --> 00:00:09,868 I had panties on. 5 00:00:09,942 --> 00:00:12,069 I thought I was a surgeon, I'm not. 6 00:00:12,144 --> 00:00:15,545 - She cut his LVAD wire. - So I quit. 7 00:00:15,615 --> 00:00:19,676 It's time for you to make a choice. Me or this hospital. 8 00:00:19,752 --> 00:00:20,912 Goodbye, Rich. 9 00:00:20,987 --> 00:00:22,113 You live here. 10 00:00:22,188 --> 00:00:25,214 I'm not crazy. I just spend so much time here in the hospital. 11 00:00:25,291 --> 00:00:27,521 Are you gonna tell Shepherd about... 12 00:00:27,593 --> 00:00:29,083 Not yet. 13 00:00:29,161 --> 00:00:32,494 - What does this mean? - It means you have a choice. 14 00:00:35,935 --> 00:00:40,201 At any given moment, the brain has 14 billion neurons 15 00:00:40,273 --> 00:00:45,267 firing at a speed of 450 miles per hour. 16 00:00:45,344 --> 00:00:48,541 We don't have control over most of them. 17 00:00:48,614 --> 00:00:52,277 When we get a chill, goose bumps. 18 00:00:52,351 --> 00:00:55,946 When we get excited, adrenaline. 19 00:00:56,022 --> 00:00:57,990 Moloko: The Time is Now 20 00:00:58,057 --> 00:01:01,151 The body naturally follows its impulses, 21 00:01:01,227 --> 00:01:05,493 which, I think, is part of what makes it so hard for us to control ours. 22 00:01:05,564 --> 00:01:08,055 That's enough muffins. 23 00:01:08,134 --> 00:01:10,967 We don't need all these. No more muffins. 24 00:01:16,542 --> 00:01:21,741 Of course, sometimes we have impulses we would rather not control... 25 00:01:33,092 --> 00:01:34,787 What are you doing? 26 00:01:35,494 --> 00:01:39,760 Just because you can't touch, doesn't mean you can't enjoy. 27 00:01:39,832 --> 00:01:42,392 ...that we later wish we had. 28 00:01:43,703 --> 00:01:45,967 Mama. Daddy. 29 00:01:46,038 --> 00:01:47,164 Preston? 30 00:01:47,239 --> 00:01:49,537 Mama, Daddy? 31 00:01:50,343 --> 00:01:53,176 Is this a new service the hospital is providing? 32 00:01:56,115 --> 00:01:58,174 I told you to guard the door. 33 00:01:58,250 --> 00:02:00,377 - I had a code blue. - I had parents walk in. 34 00:02:00,453 --> 00:02:02,717 - We saved the guy's life. - I want my 20 bucks. 35 00:02:02,788 --> 00:02:07,384 Sorry. Bought everyone coffee to celebrate saving the guy's life. 36 00:02:07,460 --> 00:02:09,325 I want my 20 bucks back! 37 00:02:09,395 --> 00:02:12,330 It's not Tyler's fault you're a dirty, dirty stripper. 38 00:02:12,398 --> 00:02:13,990 You heard. 39 00:02:14,066 --> 00:02:15,829 Everyone heard. 40 00:02:15,901 --> 00:02:19,337 - Stripper. - Oh, you're one to talk. 41 00:02:19,405 --> 00:02:21,339 Sleeping with two men. 44 00:02:25,211 --> 00:02:29,671 If I haven't made a decision by the end of the day, I'm flipping a coin. 45 00:02:29,749 --> 00:02:32,343 A girI can only hold out for so long. 46 00:02:32,418 --> 00:02:34,579 Oh, and somehow I'm the dirty stripper. 47 00:02:34,653 --> 00:02:38,851 You have time to round or are you too busy getting naked on hospital property? 48 00:02:38,924 --> 00:02:41,256 No, it wasn't naked. I wasn't naked! 49 00:02:46,165 --> 00:02:48,326 You've got a coffee stain on your shirt. 50 00:02:48,401 --> 00:02:50,494 You got a bed on your couch. 51 00:02:51,270 --> 00:02:55,536 Hope you're not planning to see patients in your sweatsuit. 52 00:02:55,608 --> 00:02:59,237 Actually... I need the day off. 53 00:02:59,311 --> 00:03:00,608 A day off for what? 54 00:03:00,679 --> 00:03:02,044 For drinking. 55 00:03:02,114 --> 00:03:04,708 I am feeling the need to do some drinking. 56 00:03:04,784 --> 00:03:08,049 Actually, I'm feeling the need to do some crying, 57 00:03:08,120 --> 00:03:10,588 but my tear ducts seem to be too proud, 58 00:03:10,656 --> 00:03:13,716 so I'm going to do some drinking instead. 59 00:03:13,793 --> 00:03:17,752 What, no laboring moms today? 60 00:03:17,830 --> 00:03:19,730 No. 61 00:03:19,799 --> 00:03:25,738 Because I think God knows that I need to do some drinking today. 62 00:03:27,139 --> 00:03:28,868 You want to talk about it, Addie, 63 00:03:28,941 --> 00:03:31,967 or you just want to be glib a little longer? 64 00:03:32,044 --> 00:03:35,070 Why are you living in your office? 65 00:03:37,149 --> 00:03:40,084 Marriage is hard. 66 00:03:40,152 --> 00:03:43,986 Well, thank goodness mine seems to be just about over. 67 00:03:52,598 --> 00:03:54,259 Ms. Seabury, what...? 68 00:03:54,333 --> 00:03:57,598 What are...? No, I'm sorry, you cannot be eating. 69 00:03:57,670 --> 00:03:59,194 What is all this? 70 00:03:59,271 --> 00:04:02,968 Chocolate raspberry soufflé cake. The best thing I've ever tasted. 71 00:04:03,042 --> 00:04:06,705 Except for maybe the banana cream torte there. It's pretty stunning. 72 00:04:06,779 --> 00:04:09,145 Bakeries deliver. Please grab a fork. 73 00:04:09,215 --> 00:04:12,207 You're scheduled for surgery this afternoon. 74 00:04:12,284 --> 00:04:16,448 We push the surgery. Tomorrow maybe? Oh, my God, you've got to taste this! 75 00:04:16,522 --> 00:04:19,719 Ma'am, you have an aggressive form of lung cancer. 76 00:04:19,792 --> 00:04:21,885 The sooner we get you into surgery... 77 00:04:21,961 --> 00:04:27,126 "The better your chances of surviving. " So I heard. It's all very aggressive. 78 00:04:28,734 --> 00:04:30,531 It's funny. 79 00:04:31,871 --> 00:04:34,066 I have never smoked a cigarette in my life. 80 00:04:34,139 --> 00:04:36,164 I have never smoked pot. 81 00:04:36,242 --> 00:04:37,675 I never drank. 82 00:04:37,743 --> 00:04:41,736 Before today, I hadn't had a dessert in 10 years. I am the picture of health. 83 00:04:41,814 --> 00:04:46,774 And I have lung cancer. I mean come on, it's absurd, right? 84 00:04:46,852 --> 00:04:48,342 I'm sorry. 85 00:04:48,420 --> 00:04:51,480 I think I'm on a sugar high. I'm sorry. 86 00:04:54,059 --> 00:04:57,722 O'Malley, reschedule her surgery for tomorrow. 87 00:04:57,796 --> 00:04:59,855 - And get her a psych consult. - Yes, sir. 88 00:04:59,932 --> 00:05:03,629 - And no more food deliveries. - Yes, sir. 89 00:05:03,702 --> 00:05:05,033 OK. 90 00:05:08,774 --> 00:05:11,299 So... um... Dr. Bailey? 91 00:05:11,377 --> 00:05:15,473 Surgeons don't say "um. " You wanna be a surgeon, learn to speak like one. 92 00:05:15,548 --> 00:05:17,982 He wants you to talk to the chief about Izzie. 93 00:05:18,050 --> 00:05:21,542 She's baking, a lot of baking, and it seems a waste for all her talent 94 00:05:21,620 --> 00:05:24,316 and medical skills to go into muffins. 95 00:05:24,390 --> 00:05:27,621 - We just thought you might help... - Stop talking. 96 00:05:32,164 --> 00:05:34,860 Well, good morning. Benjamin, Ruth. 97 00:05:34,934 --> 00:05:38,335 - Good morning. - Doesn't feel like a very good morning. 98 00:05:38,404 --> 00:05:41,339 I have to have brain surgery today. Pretty scary. 99 00:05:41,407 --> 00:05:43,875 Plus, my sister's nervous, and so she sweats, 100 00:05:43,943 --> 00:05:46,935 and the windows in here don't open so it's pretty rank. 101 00:05:47,012 --> 00:05:48,946 - Benjamin. - Was I rude, Ruthie? 102 00:05:49,014 --> 00:05:52,347 - Let's let the doctors talk. - Benjamin O'Leary, 32. 103 00:05:52,418 --> 00:05:56,411 In for the removal of a brain tumor pressing on his frontal temporal lobe. 104 00:05:56,488 --> 00:05:58,456 It's effecting his impulse control. 105 00:05:58,524 --> 00:06:02,187 It makes me say everything I think, which apparently is annoying. 106 00:06:02,261 --> 00:06:04,126 This doctor looks annoyed anyway. 107 00:06:04,196 --> 00:06:08,633 Although it's hard to tell. She always has a pinched, uptight look on her face. 108 00:06:08,701 --> 00:06:11,226 - Am I annoying you? - It's fine. 109 00:06:11,303 --> 00:06:14,636 You can't say it's fine. He doesn't perceive sarcasm or irony. 110 00:06:14,707 --> 00:06:16,868 If he's annoying you, you have to tell him. 111 00:06:16,942 --> 00:06:19,137 - Maybe I'm not annoying her. - No, you are. 112 00:06:19,211 --> 00:06:20,803 - Dr. Yang. - He asked. 113 00:06:20,879 --> 00:06:23,541 OK, Dr. Yang, pinched and annoyed though she may be, 114 00:06:23,616 --> 00:06:26,551 is gonna prep you for surgery. Do you have any questions? 115 00:06:26,619 --> 00:06:29,645 Is that blonde your girlfriend? The way you look at her, 116 00:06:29,722 --> 00:06:32,020 you might as well mount her right here and now. 117 00:06:33,325 --> 00:06:35,623 I'm sorry, was that rude? 118 00:06:38,631 --> 00:06:41,828 I'm proud of you all. You make me proud. 119 00:06:41,900 --> 00:06:44,164 You reflect on me well. 120 00:06:44,236 --> 00:06:47,728 Grey, if you think you can keep your clothes on long enough 121 00:06:47,806 --> 00:06:50,001 to follow up the labs, I'd appreciate it. 122 00:06:50,075 --> 00:06:51,406 Karev, cover the pit. 123 00:06:51,477 --> 00:06:53,672 Wait, the pit? I'm off Gyne? 124 00:06:53,746 --> 00:06:55,805 Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd is out sick. 125 00:06:55,881 --> 00:06:59,817 You can cover the pit, or you can... 126 00:06:59,885 --> 00:07:04,447 You can tell me whose damn panties 127 00:07:04,523 --> 00:07:06,650 are on the bulletin board? 128 00:07:06,725 --> 00:07:08,522 Are those yours? 129 00:07:08,594 --> 00:07:11,290 This is a hospital, people. 130 00:07:11,363 --> 00:07:13,354 Serious work happens here. 131 00:07:13,432 --> 00:07:15,161 We save lives here. 132 00:07:15,234 --> 00:07:17,828 Oh, is something funny? Whose are these? 133 00:07:19,705 --> 00:07:23,607 - This is bad. This isn't good. - You better claim them. 134 00:07:24,877 --> 00:07:27,141 - She thinks they're mine! Claim them! - No. 135 00:07:27,212 --> 00:07:31,546 Yeah, I know it's one of you. It's always one of mine. Always. 136 00:07:31,617 --> 00:07:35,553 So tell me, which one of you left your damn drawers 137 00:07:35,621 --> 00:07:38,055 on my surgical floor? 138 00:07:42,227 --> 00:07:46,664 Oh, no, did I leave my underwear Iying around again? I am so sorry, Bailey. 139 00:07:46,732 --> 00:07:48,791 It's my bad. 140 00:08:03,415 --> 00:08:06,680 O'Malley, Yang, prep your patient for surgery. 141 00:08:06,752 --> 00:08:09,084 Karev, pit, Grey, charts. 142 00:08:09,154 --> 00:08:13,147 All four of you, do not make me regret setting you loose in this hospital. 143 00:08:13,225 --> 00:08:14,886 O'Malley, what do I mean by that? 144 00:08:14,960 --> 00:08:17,520 Check with you before we cut wires or steal hearts. 145 00:08:17,596 --> 00:08:19,928 - Are you trying to be clever? - No, ma'am. 146 00:08:19,998 --> 00:08:21,056 Better not be. 147 00:08:22,868 --> 00:08:24,130 Holy crap. 148 00:08:24,203 --> 00:08:27,138 - The Nazi is definitely back. - Louder than ever. 149 00:08:27,206 --> 00:08:30,539 Oh, Mrs. Burke. Hi, I'm Cristina. 150 00:08:30,609 --> 00:08:32,975 I may have said that earlier, but... 151 00:08:33,045 --> 00:08:36,640 Did I hear you refer to Miranda Bailey as a Nazi? 152 00:08:38,050 --> 00:08:39,381 No. 153 00:08:39,451 --> 00:08:40,475 I mean, yes, but... 154 00:08:40,552 --> 00:08:43,043 You understand that the Nazis were responsible 155 00:08:43,122 --> 00:08:45,420 for the worst genocide in the history of man. 156 00:08:45,491 --> 00:08:48,255 And a racist genocide at that. 157 00:08:48,327 --> 00:08:51,421 I would think that as a woman of color and a doctor, no less, 158 00:08:51,497 --> 00:08:55,399 that you would think twice before using that word as a punchline. 159 00:08:55,467 --> 00:08:58,561 I'll think about that in the future, Mrs. Burke. 160 00:08:58,637 --> 00:09:01,333 Mrs. Burke? Preston's mother? 161 00:09:01,406 --> 00:09:02,930 Yes, and you are? 162 00:09:03,008 --> 00:09:05,841 Derek Shepherd. The surgeon who operated on your son. 163 00:09:05,911 --> 00:09:07,776 Thank you, brilliant surgeon. 164 00:09:07,846 --> 00:09:10,781 And a handsome man too. Your mother must be very proud. 165 00:09:10,849 --> 00:09:13,010 Do you mind, Dr. Shepherd, if I borrow 166 00:09:13,085 --> 00:09:16,145 your intern for a cup of coffee? I'll bring her right back. 167 00:09:16,221 --> 00:09:19,952 No problem. Dr. Grey can cover for Cristina. 168 00:09:20,025 --> 00:09:23,119 - I'm sorry? - Dr. Grey is very busy. 169 00:09:23,195 --> 00:09:26,460 She has charts to do for Bailey. Bailey is on the warpath. 170 00:09:26,532 --> 00:09:29,626 Not the German warpath. It's a hospital warpath. 171 00:09:29,701 --> 00:09:32,431 I'll take care of Bailey. Enjoy your coffee date. 172 00:09:32,504 --> 00:09:35,473 - Very nice meeting you. - Thank you. 173 00:09:35,541 --> 00:09:38,032 I'II, um... 174 00:09:39,945 --> 00:09:42,539 I just have this one quick... 175 00:09:42,614 --> 00:09:45,811 I'll meet you in the cafeteria in a couple minutes, all right? 176 00:09:45,884 --> 00:09:47,875 Yes, I look forward to it. 177 00:09:53,492 --> 00:09:55,892 This is a change. 178 00:09:55,961 --> 00:09:57,553 From the elevator. 179 00:09:57,629 --> 00:09:59,722 A little more public. I like it. 180 00:09:59,798 --> 00:10:02,824 You're married. You're married, and you said things to me. 181 00:10:02,901 --> 00:10:04,562 Yes, I said things to you. 182 00:10:04,636 --> 00:10:07,230 Normally, I would like the things you said to me. 183 00:10:07,306 --> 00:10:09,831 I would think the bulletin board thing was funny. 184 00:10:09,908 --> 00:10:11,671 - What? - But you're married. 185 00:10:11,743 --> 00:10:14,735 Which makes none of this normal. It makes me a home wrecker. 186 00:10:14,813 --> 00:10:16,906 I hate the fact that I'm a home wrecker. 187 00:10:16,982 --> 00:10:20,543 Meredith, I'm not gonna pressure you. Take all the time you need. 188 00:10:20,619 --> 00:10:22,519 Just so you have all the information, 189 00:10:22,588 --> 00:10:25,921 my home was wrecked well before you came into the picture. 190 00:10:25,991 --> 00:10:28,186 And I am just now done trying to rebuild it. 191 00:10:28,260 --> 00:10:30,353 - You're done? - I'm done. 192 00:10:30,429 --> 00:10:35,526 Whatever you decide, I'm ending it with Addison. 193 00:10:35,601 --> 00:10:37,432 Today. 194 00:10:37,502 --> 00:10:39,697 You have said this before. 195 00:10:39,771 --> 00:10:42,535 I know, but this time I mean it. I'm gonna come clean, 196 00:10:42,608 --> 00:10:45,441 just as soon as I see her. 197 00:10:45,510 --> 00:10:47,273 You are? 198 00:10:47,346 --> 00:10:48,836 I am. 199 00:11:05,297 --> 00:11:08,789 You guys should think about getting a hotel room or something. 200 00:11:24,816 --> 00:11:27,182 Your mother wants to have coffee with me. 201 00:11:27,252 --> 00:11:30,278 - And? - And she thinks I'm a racist. 202 00:11:30,355 --> 00:11:33,188 Oh, and a stripper. She thinks I'm a racist stripper. 203 00:11:33,258 --> 00:11:36,193 Oh, come on, what's funny? This is not funny. 204 00:11:36,261 --> 00:11:38,695 Well, it's kind of funny. 205 00:11:38,764 --> 00:11:41,756 She's just my mama, Cristina. 206 00:11:41,833 --> 00:11:43,061 Your mama? 207 00:11:43,135 --> 00:11:46,764 You'll love her when you get to know her. Everybody loves my mama. 208 00:11:46,838 --> 00:11:50,035 You will save me from this, OK? 209 00:11:50,108 --> 00:11:52,440 You will save me from this or... 210 00:11:57,549 --> 00:11:59,949 You will save me. 211 00:12:09,795 --> 00:12:13,492 You haven't heard from Addison, have you? She's not answering phones. 212 00:12:13,565 --> 00:12:15,157 Actually, she needed a day off. 213 00:12:15,233 --> 00:12:18,566 Something about finding another woman's panties 214 00:12:18,637 --> 00:12:20,434 in the pocket of your tux. 215 00:12:22,074 --> 00:12:24,565 That's not how I wanted her to find out. 216 00:12:24,643 --> 00:12:27,737 You don't leave another woman's panties in your tux 217 00:12:27,813 --> 00:12:29,781 unless you want her to find them. 218 00:12:29,848 --> 00:12:31,645 I know a thing or two about affairs. 219 00:12:31,717 --> 00:12:34,811 Even know a thing or two about affairs with women named Grey. 220 00:12:34,886 --> 00:12:37,446 It's not an affair. I was gonna tell her. 221 00:12:37,522 --> 00:12:39,786 I was gonna tell her today. I was gonna end it. 222 00:12:39,858 --> 00:12:42,349 Give her some space. Give her some time. 223 00:12:42,427 --> 00:12:44,691 No. That's not it. 224 00:12:44,763 --> 00:12:47,323 No. No, I gotta talk to her today. 225 00:12:47,399 --> 00:12:49,526 If something's over, it's got to be over. 226 00:12:49,601 --> 00:12:53,560 Meredith, she's... She's not an affair. 227 00:12:56,341 --> 00:12:57,638 Ow! 228 00:12:58,844 --> 00:13:00,812 I don't think I want this surgery. 229 00:13:00,879 --> 00:13:02,346 You have to have this surgery. 230 00:13:02,414 --> 00:13:04,712 Right. 231 00:13:06,051 --> 00:13:10,317 You're very pretty but look tired and should change your hair conditioner. 232 00:13:10,389 --> 00:13:13,153 - That was rude, Benjamin. - It is? 233 00:13:13,225 --> 00:13:15,819 No, actually, it's true, and it's refreshing. 234 00:13:15,894 --> 00:13:19,057 - You have sex with that brain surgeon? - Benjamin... 235 00:13:19,131 --> 00:13:21,895 It's OK. Nope. I haven't. 236 00:13:21,967 --> 00:13:24,231 - Not today anyway. - I would. 237 00:13:24,302 --> 00:13:27,738 He's hot. And arrogant, in a way that's still sexy. 238 00:13:27,806 --> 00:13:31,674 I would totally have sex with him if I could. Looked like you could. 239 00:13:31,743 --> 00:13:33,267 So what's the holdup? 240 00:13:43,822 --> 00:13:46,256 - You trying to seduce me? - I was wondering... 241 00:13:46,324 --> 00:13:49,760 I got a lot of work to do, but I was just wondering about the panties. 242 00:13:49,828 --> 00:13:53,696 Panties that are yours, and how they ended up on the bulletin board. 243 00:13:53,765 --> 00:13:56,495 Black lacy panties on the board. 244 00:13:57,002 --> 00:14:00,199 - You are trying to seduce me. - No. 245 00:14:00,272 --> 00:14:04,038 No, I'm not. I'm just wondering how panties I haven't seen before... 246 00:14:04,109 --> 00:14:06,509 And I've seen your panties a lot of days in a row. 247 00:14:06,578 --> 00:14:09,979 I'm wondering how black panties that apparently belong to you 248 00:14:10,048 --> 00:14:11,879 end up on a bulletin board. 249 00:14:11,950 --> 00:14:14,282 Wow, you're jealous. 250 00:14:14,352 --> 00:14:17,185 - No. No, no, no. I'm not... - Yeah. 251 00:14:17,255 --> 00:14:19,780 Yeah. Yeah, you are. 252 00:14:23,795 --> 00:14:26,662 Is that my patient? Ms. Seabury? 253 00:14:26,731 --> 00:14:30,167 Ms. Seabury? Hey! Stop! Get... 254 00:14:30,235 --> 00:14:32,100 - I'll tell him. - What? 255 00:14:32,170 --> 00:14:34,832 - The truth about the panties. - Don't you dare. 256 00:14:34,906 --> 00:14:35,998 He is jealous. 257 00:14:39,211 --> 00:14:42,339 So you and O'Malley, huh? How'd that happen? 258 00:14:42,414 --> 00:14:44,405 You're a surgeon, how'd that happen? 259 00:14:44,483 --> 00:14:46,815 Karev, she's a resident. She outranks you. 260 00:14:46,885 --> 00:14:48,750 You don't ask personal questions. 261 00:14:48,820 --> 00:14:51,414 - It's fine. - He's my intern, I say it's not fine. 262 00:14:51,490 --> 00:14:53,754 - Are we clear? - No. 263 00:14:53,825 --> 00:14:55,190 What's not clear? 264 00:14:55,260 --> 00:14:57,956 Why you won't talk to Izzie. That's what's not clear. 265 00:14:58,330 --> 00:15:02,699 Really? You want to push me on this? Today? Today you want to push me? 266 00:15:04,769 --> 00:15:06,236 What do we got, Jill? 267 00:15:06,304 --> 00:15:09,933 Harley Hernandez was street-luging when he lost control and hit a car. 268 00:15:10,008 --> 00:15:12,704 Witnesses say he was catapulted 20 feet into the air. 269 00:15:12,777 --> 00:15:15,541 Landed on tree trimmings. Broken pelvis is apparent, 270 00:15:15,614 --> 00:15:18,640 as are, I would guess, some massive internal injuries. 271 00:15:18,717 --> 00:15:20,548 You would guess? 272 00:15:33,131 --> 00:15:36,658 Harley, you're at the hospital. We're gonna take care of you now. 273 00:15:36,735 --> 00:15:38,669 hospital? What's the matter with me? 274 00:15:38,737 --> 00:15:40,705 - You're an idiot, that's what. - Dad? 275 00:15:40,772 --> 00:15:42,740 - Back away. - Your friends are idiots, 276 00:15:42,807 --> 00:15:45,037 and you don't use the sense God gave you. 277 00:15:45,110 --> 00:15:47,078 You're blocking our path. Please! 278 00:15:48,213 --> 00:15:49,840 - Are you OK? - Sir. 279 00:15:49,915 --> 00:15:52,076 You son of a bitch. Where's my son? 280 00:15:52,150 --> 00:15:53,811 We took him in there. 281 00:15:56,922 --> 00:16:00,380 - He was blocking them! - He is terrified. His child is a tree! 282 00:16:00,458 --> 00:16:02,517 Listen to me. You will not get physical 283 00:16:02,594 --> 00:16:05,119 with another human being on my watch ever again. 284 00:16:05,197 --> 00:16:08,860 You will not question my authority. You will not defend your girlfriend 285 00:16:08,934 --> 00:16:11,027 for killing a man. Are we clear? 286 00:16:11,102 --> 00:16:13,332 She's not my girlfriend. 287 00:16:17,042 --> 00:16:20,534 As you know, I'm sure, he graduated first in his class from Tulane. 288 00:16:20,612 --> 00:16:22,546 I... I did know that. 289 00:16:22,614 --> 00:16:26,106 Actually, I graduated first in my class at Stanford. 290 00:16:26,952 --> 00:16:31,548 So you are planning to pursue a less time-consuming specialty. 291 00:16:31,623 --> 00:16:33,989 Obstetrics perhaps? Or family medicine? 292 00:16:34,059 --> 00:16:38,052 - Oh, I'm in the surgical program. - But after you're married? 293 00:16:38,129 --> 00:16:40,222 Married? I'm sorry, married? 294 00:16:40,298 --> 00:16:43,563 Come, Cristina. You must have considered the possibility. 295 00:16:43,635 --> 00:16:45,000 You're no spring chicken. 296 00:16:45,070 --> 00:16:49,063 I don't know a young woman who wouldn't want to marry my Preston. 297 00:16:49,140 --> 00:16:52,041 He's handsome, he's brilliant. 298 00:16:52,110 --> 00:16:54,340 He's the best thing I've done in my life. 299 00:16:54,412 --> 00:16:57,575 He's the most important thing in the world to me. 300 00:16:58,350 --> 00:17:00,841 Oh... OK. 301 00:17:00,919 --> 00:17:04,184 Oh, Burke, Burke! Burke's here. Preston Burke is here. 302 00:17:04,256 --> 00:17:07,692 What a surprise. My two favorite ladies all in one place. 303 00:17:07,759 --> 00:17:10,284 Preston, what on Earth are you doing out of bed? 304 00:17:10,362 --> 00:17:11,920 Oh... 305 00:17:12,764 --> 00:17:13,788 Well, I... 306 00:17:13,865 --> 00:17:16,857 I wanted to... get some... 307 00:17:16,935 --> 00:17:18,698 I... Stretch my legs, Mama. 308 00:17:18,770 --> 00:17:21,136 But you're not supposed to stretch your legs. 309 00:17:21,206 --> 00:17:23,197 You're supposed to be resting. 310 00:17:23,275 --> 00:17:25,368 Right. 311 00:17:25,443 --> 00:17:28,879 But I wanted to have some air. 312 00:17:28,947 --> 00:17:32,713 Some stretching, some air and some coffee. Anybody want any coffee? 313 00:17:32,784 --> 00:17:35,252 We already have coffee. 314 00:17:35,320 --> 00:17:39,450 - Please have a seat. - Right. Just a second. Coffee. 315 00:17:40,158 --> 00:17:41,284 You did this. 316 00:17:41,359 --> 00:17:43,657 - Did what? - Cristina, listen to me. 317 00:17:43,728 --> 00:17:45,389 It's not that I don't like you. 318 00:17:45,463 --> 00:17:49,058 I think that you're a very smart, very attractive young woman. 319 00:17:49,134 --> 00:17:51,500 - But you're selfish. - I beg your pardon. 320 00:17:51,569 --> 00:17:55,505 You pulled him out of his sick bed because you were uncomfortable. 321 00:17:55,573 --> 00:17:59,669 That's selfish. You're selfish, and my son is giving. 322 00:17:59,744 --> 00:18:04,772 And the combination... Well... it's not gonna last. 323 00:18:04,849 --> 00:18:06,714 Not much longer. 324 00:18:08,520 --> 00:18:11,455 Hey, hey, hi. All right. All right. 325 00:18:11,523 --> 00:18:13,855 I brought you a scone, Mama. 326 00:18:18,697 --> 00:18:21,222 His kidney's gone. 327 00:18:21,700 --> 00:18:23,463 No way to save it. 328 00:18:23,535 --> 00:18:26,436 Focus on keeping the renal artery under control. 329 00:18:26,504 --> 00:18:28,972 - I have another bleeder. - Pace yourself. 330 00:18:29,040 --> 00:18:30,632 We got a long way to go. 331 00:18:31,042 --> 00:18:34,205 - We have enough blood standing by? - Yes, sir. 332 00:18:34,779 --> 00:18:37,304 - Is that a tree? - His mother rivals my mother. 333 00:18:37,382 --> 00:18:39,145 And that is saying something. 334 00:18:39,217 --> 00:18:42,311 - They're operating around it? - Both of them, dark and evil. 335 00:18:42,387 --> 00:18:45,720 - You're blocking my view. - I miss dirty stripper Cristina. 336 00:18:45,790 --> 00:18:48,156 She was fun. A lot less angry. 337 00:18:48,226 --> 00:18:51,161 Next time I see her, if she even looks at me sideways, 338 00:18:51,229 --> 00:18:54,130 I'm telling her what I think. She wants to call me racist? 339 00:18:54,199 --> 00:18:57,066 - What? - Yeah. I'll call her sexist. 340 00:18:57,135 --> 00:18:59,569 Change my career after I'm married? 341 00:18:59,637 --> 00:19:01,764 What is this, 1953? 342 00:19:01,840 --> 00:19:04,035 She comes at me, I'm going there. 343 00:19:04,109 --> 00:19:05,940 - I think you should. - Mmm-hmm. 344 00:19:06,010 --> 00:19:08,342 I think we all should just go there. 345 00:19:08,413 --> 00:19:10,381 You know, tell the truth. Spit it out. 346 00:19:10,448 --> 00:19:13,008 Go with your gut. Follow your instincts. 347 00:19:14,419 --> 00:19:16,512 I miss philandering whore Meredith. 348 00:19:16,588 --> 00:19:18,681 She was trashy and much less idyllic. 349 00:19:18,757 --> 00:19:21,885 Do women have two sets of panties? 350 00:19:21,960 --> 00:19:24,292 Two sets they wear for different occasions? 351 00:19:24,362 --> 00:19:27,092 I made a choice. I'm picking Derek. 352 00:19:27,165 --> 00:19:31,534 Finn is great. But Derek is... Derek. 353 00:19:31,603 --> 00:19:34,094 And I'm following my gut. 354 00:19:34,172 --> 00:19:35,366 Whatever. 355 00:19:35,440 --> 00:19:36,873 I want my patient back. 356 00:19:36,941 --> 00:19:40,604 You know, the one you stole after... Mama cornered me? 357 00:19:40,678 --> 00:19:43,772 That's fine. It's my day to check on Izzie anyway. 358 00:19:45,116 --> 00:19:46,879 You paged me? 359 00:19:46,951 --> 00:19:50,887 Your patient was caught shoplifting chocolate from the hospital gift shop. 360 00:19:50,955 --> 00:19:52,445 - What? - Never done that. 361 00:19:52,524 --> 00:19:56,051 - It was exhilarating. - And now she's planning to leave. 362 00:19:56,127 --> 00:19:58,493 Leave? You can't... She can't leave. 363 00:19:58,563 --> 00:20:01,794 You're sick. You should be sleeping. Resting. 364 00:20:01,866 --> 00:20:03,993 - Preparing for death? - For surgery. 365 00:20:04,068 --> 00:20:06,593 - There's a difference. - Maybe. Maybe not. 366 00:20:06,671 --> 00:20:11,074 That's what they mean when they give you a 60 percent chance of survival. 367 00:20:11,142 --> 00:20:14,737 Means four out of ten people die whether they have the surgery or not. 368 00:20:14,813 --> 00:20:18,579 I have lived my entire life pent-up, repressed. 369 00:20:18,650 --> 00:20:21,847 Stifling every impulse, following every rule. Now I'm done. 370 00:20:21,920 --> 00:20:25,583 And you know what? You should be too. We should all be done. 371 00:20:25,657 --> 00:20:27,852 - So you're leaving? - I'm claiming my life. 372 00:20:27,926 --> 00:20:31,589 - I can't do that from a hospital bed. - You know you'll die. 373 00:20:31,663 --> 00:20:33,426 Maybe. 374 00:20:33,498 --> 00:20:36,831 But at least when I do, I'll know that I have lived. 375 00:20:37,602 --> 00:20:39,229 Oh, God, this is good. 376 00:20:39,304 --> 00:20:40,999 Izzie? 377 00:20:45,610 --> 00:20:47,077 Wow. 378 00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:50,838 OK. 379 00:20:56,454 --> 00:20:58,115 - Finn. - Hi. 380 00:20:58,189 --> 00:21:00,623 Why are you home? I thought you were working. 381 00:21:00,692 --> 00:21:02,990 I am. I was. I still am. 382 00:21:03,061 --> 00:21:05,461 I just came home to check on Izzie. 383 00:21:06,231 --> 00:21:08,256 So did I. 384 00:21:08,333 --> 00:21:11,063 Brought her lunch. 385 00:21:11,135 --> 00:21:12,659 You brought Izzie lunch? 386 00:21:12,737 --> 00:21:17,674 When my wife died, there really wasn't anything anyone could say. 387 00:21:17,742 --> 00:21:22,679 But... the bringing of food actually helped. 388 00:21:22,747 --> 00:21:24,180 The only thing that helped. 389 00:21:24,249 --> 00:21:26,183 - You brought Izzie food? - Yeah. 390 00:21:26,251 --> 00:21:28,742 Even though you didn't think I was here. 391 00:21:28,820 --> 00:21:30,185 Is that OK? 392 00:21:31,155 --> 00:21:32,850 Yeah. 393 00:21:32,924 --> 00:21:35,051 It's amazing, actually. 394 00:21:35,126 --> 00:21:36,184 You're amazing. 395 00:21:36,261 --> 00:21:39,196 Sweet and thoughtful. And sensitive. 396 00:21:39,264 --> 00:21:42,756 Meredith, I don't want to pressure you. You have a decision to make. 397 00:21:42,834 --> 00:21:45,064 I want you to take all the time you need. 398 00:21:45,136 --> 00:21:47,468 But I do want to make one thing clear. 399 00:21:47,539 --> 00:21:49,200 What's that? 400 00:21:49,274 --> 00:21:52,766 I'm not all that sensitive. 401 00:22:06,457 --> 00:22:09,788 So... 402 00:22:12,297 --> 00:22:13,958 Have a nice day at work. 403 00:22:29,914 --> 00:22:31,404 Mr. Hernandez? 404 00:22:33,918 --> 00:22:36,751 How is he? Is he OK? You've been operating for hours. 405 00:22:36,821 --> 00:22:39,255 There is extensive damage. We've had to remove 406 00:22:39,324 --> 00:22:41,758 one of his kidneys and a portion of his bowel. 407 00:22:41,826 --> 00:22:43,760 But the tree's out, and he's OK? 408 00:22:43,828 --> 00:22:47,025 OK, Mr. Hernandez, the branch actually is still there. 409 00:22:47,098 --> 00:22:50,363 We're operating around it which is what's taking so much time. 410 00:22:50,435 --> 00:22:52,869 His mother's not here yet. I mean, 411 00:22:52,937 --> 00:22:55,770 do you think he'll be OK by the time she gets here? 412 00:22:55,840 --> 00:22:59,776 I do have to get back in there. I just wanted to give you an update. 413 00:22:59,844 --> 00:23:03,143 - That he's still alive. - Yes, that he's still alive. 414 00:23:04,048 --> 00:23:05,447 OK. 415 00:23:05,950 --> 00:23:07,281 OK. 416 00:23:12,190 --> 00:23:15,455 Izzie. How you doing, sweetie? 417 00:23:17,729 --> 00:23:19,594 I brought you some muffins. 418 00:23:20,465 --> 00:23:22,592 - OK. - I made a lot. 419 00:23:22,667 --> 00:23:27,070 I was running out of room and I thought maybe... 420 00:23:27,138 --> 00:23:29,003 ...you would like some. 421 00:23:29,073 --> 00:23:30,438 I'm a good baker. 422 00:23:31,242 --> 00:23:33,176 Yeah, absolutely. Thank you. 423 00:23:34,579 --> 00:23:36,274 Dr. Stevens. 424 00:23:37,215 --> 00:23:38,682 Please don't call me doctor. 425 00:23:38,750 --> 00:23:43,346 OK. Please don't call me Mrs. Shepherd. 426 00:23:43,421 --> 00:23:44,649 That's funny. 427 00:23:45,990 --> 00:23:47,582 - She's drunk. - True. 428 00:23:47,659 --> 00:23:49,524 So did you know about the slutty sex 429 00:23:49,594 --> 00:23:54,361 your slutty friend had with my super slutty husband? 430 00:23:55,166 --> 00:23:56,929 You should have a muffin. 431 00:23:57,001 --> 00:24:00,562 They're really good, and they'll help you. 432 00:24:01,439 --> 00:24:03,464 I may be beyond help. 433 00:24:03,541 --> 00:24:05,372 Yeah. 434 00:24:05,443 --> 00:24:06,774 Me too. 435 00:24:07,278 --> 00:24:09,109 Don't let her drive, Joe. 436 00:24:12,116 --> 00:24:13,549 Good. 437 00:24:16,054 --> 00:24:19,046 But I knew, I knew that you'd... 438 00:24:19,123 --> 00:24:20,715 She's still here. 439 00:24:20,792 --> 00:24:22,555 Never leaves. 440 00:24:22,627 --> 00:24:25,061 She never even pees. 441 00:24:25,129 --> 00:24:27,290 I'm not entirely sure she's human. 442 00:24:28,966 --> 00:24:30,661 Finn brought Izzie lunch. 443 00:24:30,735 --> 00:24:33,329 - You went to see Izzie? - Yeah, she wasn't home. 444 00:24:33,404 --> 00:24:36,737 I'm taking that as a good thing. At least the baking has stopped. 445 00:24:36,808 --> 00:24:39,675 But my point is, Finn brought Izzie lunch. 446 00:24:39,744 --> 00:24:43,578 He's that guy, the guy who brings your roommate lunch when she's sad. 447 00:24:43,648 --> 00:24:45,548 So you didn't end it? 448 00:24:45,616 --> 00:24:48,847 He's the guy who brings your roommate lunch when she's sad. 449 00:24:48,920 --> 00:24:52,014 - So I'm gonna end it with Derek. - Whatever. 450 00:24:52,824 --> 00:24:54,587 You know, I'm not selfish. 451 00:24:54,659 --> 00:24:56,024 I'm by his side. 452 00:24:56,094 --> 00:24:58,858 I took off all my clothes. That's not selfish. 453 00:24:58,930 --> 00:25:01,194 And I'm going in for surgery. 454 00:25:01,265 --> 00:25:03,597 Selfish people don't save lives. 455 00:25:08,773 --> 00:25:10,400 George. 456 00:25:10,475 --> 00:25:12,773 - What? - You're flirting with that nurse. 457 00:25:14,378 --> 00:25:18,041 I'm young. I'm healthy. I got a life to live. 458 00:25:18,116 --> 00:25:20,983 Is this about the panties? Are you still jealous? 459 00:25:21,052 --> 00:25:24,146 I'm not jealous. I'm just living my life. 460 00:25:27,458 --> 00:25:31,224 Do you have a boyfriend? Do you have a boyfriend? Do you have a boyfriend? 461 00:25:31,295 --> 00:25:33,729 He's gonna keep asking till you answer. 462 00:25:34,232 --> 00:25:36,257 Yes, I have a boyfriend. Look here. 463 00:25:36,334 --> 00:25:39,997 If I had a boyfriend, I would definitely not be as angry as you. 464 00:25:40,071 --> 00:25:45,031 Why are you so angry? Is it because you're frigid? Or he's frigid? Or..? 465 00:25:45,109 --> 00:25:46,633 Nobody's frigid. 466 00:25:47,979 --> 00:25:50,846 My boyfriend's mother called me selfish. 467 00:25:50,915 --> 00:25:54,078 Are you selfish? You do seem kind of self-obsessed to me. 468 00:25:54,152 --> 00:25:55,915 - Ben. - I'm a surgeon. 469 00:25:55,987 --> 00:25:59,980 In order to be a surgeon, a certain amount of self-obsession is necessary. 470 00:26:00,057 --> 00:26:04,016 My boyfriend gets that. His mother doesn't, it's her problem. 471 00:26:04,095 --> 00:26:08,031 I used to have a boyfriend. When I got the tumor, he understood. 472 00:26:08,099 --> 00:26:11,364 He tried to understand. He loved me. 473 00:26:11,435 --> 00:26:12,834 But his mother didn't. 474 00:26:12,904 --> 00:26:16,101 My offending everyone offended her. 475 00:26:16,174 --> 00:26:18,802 And he said he didn't care what his mother thought. 476 00:26:18,876 --> 00:26:21,970 But in the end, he did care, 477 00:26:22,046 --> 00:26:26,142 'cause now it's two years later, and I'm having brain surgery, 478 00:26:26,217 --> 00:26:29,050 and only my fat sister Ruth is with me. 479 00:26:29,120 --> 00:26:31,680 Benjamin, that was kind of rude. 480 00:26:31,756 --> 00:26:33,280 Sorry. 481 00:26:39,130 --> 00:26:42,566 When the tumor is removed, will it bring his old personality back? 482 00:26:42,633 --> 00:26:44,828 If we get the tumor out and Benjamin lives, 483 00:26:44,902 --> 00:26:47,302 anything else is icing on the cake. 484 00:26:49,907 --> 00:26:52,239 Locking down the external fixator. 485 00:26:52,310 --> 00:26:56,007 There's no active bleeding, and the trajectory is clear. 486 00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:59,413 Karev, I want you to hold pressure on the liver. 487 00:26:59,483 --> 00:27:02,509 Put your hands down there and don't move. 488 00:27:03,254 --> 00:27:05,313 You with the saw, don't make a move 489 00:27:05,389 --> 00:27:08,449 until we get our hands on every organ around the tree trunk. 490 00:27:08,526 --> 00:27:10,494 Have the parents said their goodbyes? 491 00:27:10,561 --> 00:27:11,550 Mom's not here yet. 492 00:27:11,629 --> 00:27:14,120 Father was too busy blaming him to say goodbye. 493 00:27:14,198 --> 00:27:17,326 Speak when you're spoken to. I've had enough out of you today. 494 00:27:17,401 --> 00:27:20,529 All due respect, you've got me mixed up with Izzie Stevens. 495 00:27:20,605 --> 00:27:23,335 All right, everybody, take your positions. 496 00:27:23,407 --> 00:27:26,570 Cut carefully. We'll get this thing out in pieces. 497 00:27:34,619 --> 00:27:36,814 You see that right there? 498 00:27:36,888 --> 00:27:39,448 It's too close to the cavernous sinus. 499 00:27:40,224 --> 00:27:42,021 Suction. 500 00:27:44,228 --> 00:27:46,890 I've got a bleeder. The brain is starting to swell. 501 00:27:46,964 --> 00:27:48,898 His heart can't take it. 502 00:27:48,966 --> 00:27:50,900 Yang get those paddles. Go! Move! 503 00:27:50,968 --> 00:27:52,230 - Now go! - Clear! 504 00:27:56,607 --> 00:27:58,939 - Renal artery's collapsed. - You had that. 505 00:27:59,010 --> 00:28:00,602 - Artery gone. - BP dropping. 506 00:28:00,678 --> 00:28:02,942 Oh, he's bleeding. He's bleeding fast. 507 00:28:03,014 --> 00:28:04,413 Laps. 508 00:28:07,618 --> 00:28:09,643 - Come on, come on. - No change. 509 00:28:09,720 --> 00:28:11,551 - Epi and atropine are in. - In V-fib. 510 00:28:11,622 --> 00:28:13,453 Shock him again. 511 00:28:22,166 --> 00:28:26,535 I've decided that I'm gonna get really fat. 512 00:28:26,604 --> 00:28:28,037 Just as a stopgap. 513 00:28:28,105 --> 00:28:30,300 Just until I figure out another plan. 514 00:28:30,374 --> 00:28:33,207 I'm gonna eat all of these muffins, 515 00:28:33,277 --> 00:28:39,147 and I'm gonna get really, gloriously fat. 516 00:28:40,718 --> 00:28:43,084 It's over. Over. 517 00:28:43,154 --> 00:28:44,553 Over! 518 00:28:44,622 --> 00:28:47,489 I'm talking about the last third of my life, Miranda. 519 00:28:47,558 --> 00:28:50,550 How can it be over? How does that just end? 520 00:28:51,462 --> 00:28:55,398 Over a skanky pair of panties and... 521 00:28:55,466 --> 00:28:58,492 ...a bad tux? I am desirable, Amanda. 522 00:28:58,569 --> 00:29:00,161 - Miranda. - Right. 523 00:29:00,237 --> 00:29:03,729 - Joe, I'm desirable, right? - I have a boyfriend. 524 00:29:03,808 --> 00:29:07,676 Be that as it may, I don't need me to tell you how wildly attractive I am. 525 00:29:07,745 --> 00:29:09,337 Wildly attractive. 526 00:29:09,413 --> 00:29:13,975 You are, and your wildly attractive cab is here. 527 00:29:14,051 --> 00:29:15,348 It is? 528 00:29:15,419 --> 00:29:18,616 You told me to call you a cab at 10:00. It's 10:00. 529 00:29:18,689 --> 00:29:20,782 I guess that's for the best, huh? 530 00:29:20,858 --> 00:29:22,917 I would say so. 531 00:29:25,763 --> 00:29:27,390 Hey. 532 00:29:28,099 --> 00:29:30,192 Can I buy you a drink? I have a lot of them. 533 00:29:30,267 --> 00:29:32,167 I'm trying one of everything. 534 00:29:32,870 --> 00:29:36,135 Hey. Hey, aren't you the cake lady from this morning? 535 00:29:36,207 --> 00:29:38,368 Aren't you supposed to be having surgery? 536 00:29:38,442 --> 00:29:40,535 Well, that hasn't been decided yet. 537 00:29:40,611 --> 00:29:43,136 - So you're a doctor? - Yes. I'm a doctor. 538 00:29:43,214 --> 00:29:46,342 - That mean you can't drink with me? - Not at all. 539 00:29:48,119 --> 00:29:49,143 Joe. 540 00:29:53,457 --> 00:29:56,392 You're gonna kill someone. What're you doing? 541 00:29:56,460 --> 00:29:59,623 Working it. If Callie can be bad, so can I. 542 00:30:01,966 --> 00:30:03,558 Hey! Watch it! 543 00:30:04,301 --> 00:30:06,496 George, Callie is hot. 544 00:30:06,570 --> 00:30:10,700 She's like really sexy, almost dirty hot. And she's hot for you. 545 00:30:10,775 --> 00:30:14,575 In my opinion, you could keep using the darts as weapons, 546 00:30:14,645 --> 00:30:18,706 or you could go get lucky with a sexy, hot, dirty girI. 547 00:30:23,254 --> 00:30:25,415 - Where's he going? - To get laid. 548 00:30:25,489 --> 00:30:27,423 There is something wrong in the world 549 00:30:27,491 --> 00:30:31,188 when Bambi's getting laid and I can't get five minutes alone with Burke. 550 00:30:31,262 --> 00:30:34,390 - What are you doing? - Day's over. Flipping a coin. Call it. 551 00:30:34,498 --> 00:30:36,591 The brain surgeon should be heads. 552 00:30:36,667 --> 00:30:38,157 Right. 553 00:30:47,845 --> 00:30:48,903 Choice made. 554 00:30:49,780 --> 00:30:52,874 Oh, that's it? You'll base your choice on flipping a coin? 555 00:30:52,950 --> 00:30:55,783 I'm taking a cue from Benjamin. Impulsive, honest. 556 00:30:55,853 --> 00:30:57,844 It's my new motto. 557 00:30:57,922 --> 00:30:59,116 Benjamin died. 558 00:31:02,259 --> 00:31:04,557 He wasn't impulsive. He wasn't honest. 559 00:31:04,628 --> 00:31:06,357 He was sick and brain damaged. 560 00:31:06,430 --> 00:31:08,227 And now he's dead. 561 00:31:17,641 --> 00:31:19,233 Mr. Hernandez? 562 00:31:21,145 --> 00:31:22,806 May I? 563 00:31:30,254 --> 00:31:32,154 You OK? 564 00:31:32,656 --> 00:31:35,921 Your son is gonna be fine. 565 00:31:35,993 --> 00:31:38,427 He was off with his friends. 566 00:31:38,496 --> 00:31:40,930 I let him go off with that thing. 567 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:45,591 I knew better. 568 00:31:47,771 --> 00:31:51,002 His friend, he has this driveway up on a hill. 569 00:31:53,444 --> 00:31:55,344 I just keep picturing him. 570 00:31:58,015 --> 00:32:00,609 Keep picturing him going down that hill and... 571 00:32:02,786 --> 00:32:05,812 I didn't stop him. I should have stopped him. 572 00:32:05,890 --> 00:32:09,382 Kids spin out of control sometimes. 573 00:32:09,460 --> 00:32:12,896 They spin out of control. You can't... 574 00:32:12,963 --> 00:32:14,897 Yes, you can. You can control them. 575 00:32:14,965 --> 00:32:17,297 It's your job as a parent to control them. 576 00:32:19,904 --> 00:32:23,931 Ever since the divorce, I only get to see him every other weekend. 577 00:32:24,008 --> 00:32:26,169 I never would have bought him that luge, 578 00:32:26,243 --> 00:32:28,734 or let him go off on his own that way before. 579 00:32:32,583 --> 00:32:34,244 I went soft. 580 00:32:34,985 --> 00:32:38,421 I went soft when he needed me to be the father. 581 00:32:45,963 --> 00:32:47,692 I wish I'd had more fun. 582 00:32:47,765 --> 00:32:50,529 I didn't want to be a slut. I didn't want to be a tramp. 583 00:32:50,601 --> 00:32:54,196 I didn't have any fun. My ex-husband, he had fun. 584 00:32:54,271 --> 00:32:58,105 All sorts of fun with all sorts of women who were a lot more fun than me. 585 00:32:59,343 --> 00:33:00,935 Nobody ever called him a slut. 586 00:33:01,011 --> 00:33:03,912 Why is that? Men can do it but women can't. 587 00:33:03,981 --> 00:33:05,881 Women can. I know some who do. 588 00:33:05,950 --> 00:33:07,884 Not without getting called names. 589 00:33:07,952 --> 00:33:10,978 What do you care? I get called an ass, I don't care. 590 00:33:11,055 --> 00:33:12,852 I don't think you're an ass. 591 00:33:12,923 --> 00:33:14,891 I don't think you're a slut. 592 00:33:19,396 --> 00:33:21,057 Do you have a girlfriend, Alex? 593 00:33:21,131 --> 00:33:22,860 No, no girlfriend. 594 00:33:22,933 --> 00:33:24,423 So you're single? 595 00:33:24,501 --> 00:33:27,834 Yes. Definitely. I'm single. 596 00:33:27,905 --> 00:33:29,600 I'm single too. 597 00:33:32,409 --> 00:33:36,140 And I'm very bad at this. Never have I had any practice. 598 00:33:36,647 --> 00:33:39,309 So I'm... 599 00:33:41,085 --> 00:33:42,950 I'm gonna go into the bathroom. 600 00:33:43,020 --> 00:33:46,421 And if I find myself alone in there after two minutes, 601 00:33:46,490 --> 00:33:49,186 I'll just touch up my makeup and come back out. 602 00:33:49,260 --> 00:33:52,354 But should you have any interest in 603 00:33:52,429 --> 00:33:55,865 fulfilling the wish of a potentially dying woman, 604 00:33:55,933 --> 00:33:57,833 you know where I'll be. 605 00:34:31,568 --> 00:34:33,968 Getting some exercise, Dr. Torres? 606 00:34:35,673 --> 00:34:39,336 Yes. Yes. 607 00:34:39,410 --> 00:34:40,843 Sir. 608 00:34:41,812 --> 00:34:43,677 Chief Webber. 609 00:35:01,432 --> 00:35:04,834 Hi. 610 00:35:11,675 --> 00:35:13,302 Finn. 611 00:35:13,377 --> 00:35:15,504 - Derek. - Hey. 612 00:35:15,579 --> 00:35:17,103 Thanks for coming. 613 00:35:17,181 --> 00:35:19,615 Both of you, thanks for coming. 614 00:35:19,683 --> 00:35:22,117 So here's the thing. 615 00:35:22,186 --> 00:35:23,517 I like you... 616 00:35:24,955 --> 00:35:26,547 ...and I like you. 617 00:35:26,623 --> 00:35:30,457 And I thought I had a choice to make. I thought I had to decide. 618 00:35:31,295 --> 00:35:34,787 But I think I owe myself the chance to consider my options. 619 00:35:34,865 --> 00:35:36,662 - Options? - Options? 620 00:35:36,734 --> 00:35:40,898 There's this thing that allows for the considering of options. 621 00:35:40,971 --> 00:35:43,030 In the olden days, they called it dating. 622 00:35:43,107 --> 00:35:46,565 - Dating? - Yes, I'd like to try that. 623 00:35:46,643 --> 00:35:49,237 - You wanna try dating. - Yes. 624 00:35:50,314 --> 00:35:52,009 - Both of us? - Yes. 625 00:35:52,082 --> 00:35:54,448 I understand if you're not up for it. 626 00:35:54,985 --> 00:35:58,011 But I really hope you are. 627 00:36:06,864 --> 00:36:09,025 You bowing out? 628 00:36:09,099 --> 00:36:11,590 No. You? 629 00:36:12,102 --> 00:36:13,433 I don't think so. 630 00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,475 You're here first. 631 00:36:18,542 --> 00:36:22,638 You get all the best cases. Trauma comes in at night, you get first dibs. 632 00:36:22,713 --> 00:36:23,702 Exactly. 633 00:36:23,781 --> 00:36:26,579 I respect it. I do. 634 00:36:27,451 --> 00:36:30,716 And also, I can't have it, and you know that. 635 00:36:30,788 --> 00:36:33,222 - You're throwing me out. - Got no choice. 636 00:36:33,290 --> 00:36:35,850 This violates all sorts of codes, and you know it. 637 00:36:37,060 --> 00:36:40,461 So I have to go, but you're allowed to live in your office? 638 00:36:41,899 --> 00:36:44,629 - You noticed that, huh? - I'm pretty observant. 639 00:36:44,701 --> 00:36:48,228 Guess if I'm throwing you out I have to follow my own rules. 640 00:36:49,306 --> 00:36:52,241 OK, I'm jealous. But I have a right to be jealous 641 00:36:52,309 --> 00:36:55,642 because I don't want other guys touching your panties. 642 00:36:57,948 --> 00:36:59,575 Great. 643 00:36:59,650 --> 00:37:00,981 That's great! 644 00:37:02,753 --> 00:37:06,746 - You might want to clear that up. - Yes, sir. 645 00:37:13,096 --> 00:37:15,792 - You headin' out? - Gotta get back to the hospital. 646 00:37:15,866 --> 00:37:19,427 - Gotta go kick this cancer's ass. - All right. 647 00:37:22,439 --> 00:37:24,031 Joe, what do I owe? 648 00:37:24,107 --> 00:37:25,096 Hey, Alex. 649 00:37:26,343 --> 00:37:27,332 About today... 650 00:37:27,411 --> 00:37:31,006 Dr. Bailey, you were right. I shouldn't get physical with patients. 651 00:37:33,684 --> 00:37:36,619 The body is a slave to its impulses. 652 00:37:40,057 --> 00:37:42,787 I don't know if it's gonna get any better, Mama. 653 00:37:44,628 --> 00:37:45,959 Well, I do, baby. 654 00:37:46,029 --> 00:37:47,621 I do know. 655 00:37:50,601 --> 00:37:52,592 Cristina, it's late. 656 00:37:52,669 --> 00:37:55,365 Preston needs his sleep. 657 00:37:56,940 --> 00:37:59,170 But the thing that makes us human... 658 00:37:59,243 --> 00:38:03,043 Sorry, Mrs. Burke, I was just coming to see if either of you needed anything 659 00:38:03,113 --> 00:38:05,638 before I went home for the evening. 660 00:38:06,917 --> 00:38:08,475 ...is what we can control. 661 00:38:08,552 --> 00:38:10,645 We're fine. 662 00:38:10,721 --> 00:38:12,689 Good night, Preston. 663 00:38:12,756 --> 00:38:14,417 Sleep well. 664 00:38:23,767 --> 00:38:25,598 Hang in there. 665 00:38:27,938 --> 00:38:29,371 After the storm, 666 00:38:29,439 --> 00:38:31,532 after the rush, 667 00:38:31,608 --> 00:38:34,771 after the heat of the moment has passed... 668 00:38:35,879 --> 00:38:37,972 - The panties? - Yeah. 669 00:38:38,048 --> 00:38:39,447 Not mine. 670 00:38:40,884 --> 00:38:42,875 - Yeah? - The jealousy? 671 00:38:42,953 --> 00:38:44,386 Yeah. 672 00:38:44,454 --> 00:38:47,014 Insanely hot. 673 00:38:50,060 --> 00:38:51,891 What's with the suitcase? 674 00:38:53,397 --> 00:38:58,300 ...we can cool off and clean up the messes we've made. 675 00:39:04,007 --> 00:39:06,271 I'm busy you guys, leave me alone. 676 00:39:06,343 --> 00:39:07,867 Izzie. 677 00:39:27,598 --> 00:39:29,361 I went soft. 678 00:39:30,601 --> 00:39:32,535 I had a baby, 679 00:39:32,603 --> 00:39:36,699 and I swore it wouldn't change me. 680 00:39:36,773 --> 00:39:40,436 But it just... It does change you. 681 00:39:41,545 --> 00:39:43,877 I got tired. 682 00:39:43,947 --> 00:39:47,474 I got busy, and I stopped teaching. 683 00:39:47,551 --> 00:39:51,078 I stopped teaching when you needed a teacher the most. 684 00:39:52,456 --> 00:39:54,048 You couldn't have stopped me. 685 00:39:54,124 --> 00:39:59,562 Yes, I could have. You couldn't have stopped you, but I could have. 686 00:39:59,630 --> 00:40:02,224 And in the past, I would have. 687 00:40:04,568 --> 00:40:06,559 I went soft. 688 00:40:08,238 --> 00:40:13,403 And I'm partly to blame for what happened, so... 689 00:40:15,078 --> 00:40:18,912 I want you to come back. 690 00:40:18,982 --> 00:40:22,577 You'll talk to the chief. We'll work it out, 691 00:40:22,653 --> 00:40:27,249 because you're... talented and you're capable, 692 00:40:27,324 --> 00:40:31,158 and we all make mistakes. 693 00:40:32,729 --> 00:40:35,254 And it's enough muffins. 694 00:40:39,102 --> 00:40:42,333 We can try to let go of what was. 695 00:40:44,207 --> 00:40:46,675 I thought you were room service. 696 00:40:55,519 --> 00:40:57,180 I feel terrible. 697 00:40:58,455 --> 00:41:00,286 I'm not proud of what I did. 698 00:41:02,025 --> 00:41:04,016 You deserve better. 699 00:41:05,062 --> 00:41:07,394 And I'm sorry about the... 700 00:41:08,298 --> 00:41:10,664 Sorry about the panties. 701 00:41:10,734 --> 00:41:12,565 The prom. 702 00:41:15,038 --> 00:41:17,199 I'm sorry I did that. 703 00:41:26,650 --> 00:41:27,981 Yeah. 704 00:41:29,152 --> 00:41:31,017 I'm sorry you did that too. 705 00:41:33,423 --> 00:41:35,152 Our marriage is over. 706 00:41:36,159 --> 00:41:38,286 Yeah, I guess it is. 707 00:41:39,329 --> 00:41:41,092 It's all my fault. 708 00:41:42,499 --> 00:41:44,831 God, this is incredibly sad. 709 00:41:47,003 --> 00:41:49,130 Incredibly sad. 710 00:41:52,843 --> 00:41:55,505 And then again... 711 00:41:57,948 --> 00:41:59,074 Oh... 712 00:42:00,117 --> 00:42:01,744 ...this is awkward. 713 00:42:08,291 --> 00:42:10,555 I feel much better now.