1 00:00:00,734 --> 00:00:02,725 Previously on Grey's Anatomy: 2 00:00:02,802 --> 00:00:05,293 She cut his LVAD wire. 3 00:00:05,372 --> 00:00:07,966 Denny Duquette died at 7:42 this evening. 4 00:00:08,041 --> 00:00:10,737 I had a baby and I went soft. 5 00:00:10,810 --> 00:00:13,574 Your hand is fine. Shepherd will clear you for surgery. 6 00:00:13,646 --> 00:00:16,581 - Our marriage is over. - Yeah, I guess it is. 7 00:00:16,649 --> 00:00:19,083 Who am I to you, George? Am I your girlfriend? 8 00:00:19,152 --> 00:00:21,643 - Somebody you mess with? - Can I buy you a drink? 9 00:00:21,721 --> 00:00:24,554 Only if you deliver it to my room 'cause I'm off to bed. 10 00:00:24,624 --> 00:00:27,616 - You are a great guy. - It's Derek. 11 00:00:27,694 --> 00:00:30,026 - He'll hurt you. - I'm walking away. 12 00:00:30,096 --> 00:00:32,394 It's for you. It's from Denny. 13 00:00:37,337 --> 00:00:39,635 First do no harm. 14 00:00:39,706 --> 00:00:42,641 As doctors we pledge to live by this oath. 15 00:00:43,676 --> 00:00:47,203 But harm happens. And then guilt happens. 16 00:00:47,280 --> 00:00:49,271 There's no oath for how to deal with that. 17 00:00:49,349 --> 00:00:50,441 Good morning! 18 00:00:50,517 --> 00:00:53,509 I thought we were done with the whole muffin thing. 19 00:00:53,586 --> 00:00:56,214 - This isn't muffins. This is breakfast. - Mmm. 20 00:00:56,289 --> 00:01:00,726 Mer needs a good solid breakfast. First day back after the big surgery. 21 00:01:00,794 --> 00:01:01,920 Are you OK? 22 00:01:02,262 --> 00:01:05,288 Of course I'm OK. I'm a millionaire. Fruit? 23 00:01:05,365 --> 00:01:06,389 Huh? 24 00:01:06,466 --> 00:01:08,457 What do you guys think about B&B's? 25 00:01:08,535 --> 00:01:11,834 I'm thinking about opening a B&B in Vermont where the foliage is. 26 00:01:11,905 --> 00:01:15,136 - You should go back to bed. - Can't. I'm going to the hospital. 27 00:01:15,208 --> 00:01:19,042 - Are you going to go talk to the chief? - Nope. Going to clean out my locker. 28 00:01:19,112 --> 00:01:22,377 I could buy a hotel. How much do you think a hotel costs? 29 00:01:22,949 --> 00:01:24,507 - Izzie! - Is that... 30 00:01:25,285 --> 00:01:29,449 That is 8 million. Eight million doesn't like to have juice spilled on it. 31 00:01:29,522 --> 00:01:32,685 You have to take that to the bank today. It's making me nervous. 32 00:01:32,759 --> 00:01:34,784 I will. As soon as I clean out my locker. 33 00:01:36,763 --> 00:01:39,994 I am fine. Really, I'm fine. 34 00:01:40,333 --> 00:01:43,427 Denny loved me. He wanted me to have this money. 35 00:01:43,503 --> 00:01:48,440 He wants me to be happy, so I'm happy. Juice? 36 00:01:51,344 --> 00:01:52,743 She's losing it. 37 00:01:52,812 --> 00:01:57,078 She almost battered and deep-fried an 8.5 million dollar check. 38 00:01:57,150 --> 00:01:58,242 That kind of money? 39 00:01:58,318 --> 00:02:01,310 I'd buy my own hospital and stock it full of sick people. 40 00:02:01,387 --> 00:02:05,380 Valvuloplasties and ruptured aneurysms. 41 00:02:05,458 --> 00:02:06,720 You're a psycho. 44 00:02:13,433 --> 00:02:16,402 I'm cleaning out my locker and I am going home. 45 00:02:16,469 --> 00:02:17,993 Mer is the one with problems. 46 00:02:19,572 --> 00:02:21,403 What's wrong with me? 47 00:02:21,474 --> 00:02:24,272 Well, you haven't told McDreamy that you dumped McVet. 48 00:02:24,344 --> 00:02:26,574 - You haven't done that? - Tell him already. 49 00:02:26,646 --> 00:02:29,114 - She's scared. - I am not scared. 50 00:02:29,182 --> 00:02:32,743 Derek walked away. He walked away and maybe that's a good thing. 51 00:02:32,819 --> 00:02:35,083 Maybe he's happier. Maybe he's moved on. 52 00:02:35,155 --> 00:02:37,282 He's got Addison here. He's got Mark here. 53 00:02:37,357 --> 00:02:40,656 He's got a lot to deal with. I'm not going to make him feel guilty. 54 00:02:40,727 --> 00:02:45,528 I mean, I am being an adult here. I am not going to drag him into our whole... 55 00:02:47,200 --> 00:02:50,169 Izzie is the one with the big check. 56 00:02:50,503 --> 00:02:51,492 I'm fine. 57 00:02:51,938 --> 00:02:56,238 Guilt never goes anywhere on its own. It brings its friends 58 00:02:56,309 --> 00:02:58,607 doubt and insecurity. 59 00:03:02,515 --> 00:03:06,349 - That your boyfriend again? - I do not have a boyfriend. 60 00:03:06,419 --> 00:03:08,444 Then why the guilty face? 61 00:03:08,521 --> 00:03:10,648 You were sexier when you weren't talking. 62 00:03:11,324 --> 00:03:13,292 Am I keeping you, O'Malley? 63 00:03:15,862 --> 00:03:19,628 - M & M in 15 minutes, people. - We get to go to M & M? 64 00:03:19,699 --> 00:03:21,758 Even if we haven't finished our rounds? 65 00:03:21,834 --> 00:03:24,359 - I want all of you at the M & M today. - Yes! 66 00:03:25,672 --> 00:03:28,368 People die in this hospital on our watch. 67 00:03:28,441 --> 00:03:33,003 Once a month we meet to discuss how our actions contributed to the deaths. 68 00:03:33,079 --> 00:03:36,537 - This is a serious exercise. - Dr. Bailey? 69 00:03:37,717 --> 00:03:40,652 George, Alex, you guys get seats, Mer and I will get snacks. 70 00:03:40,720 --> 00:03:41,846 Mr. and Mrs. Niles. 71 00:03:41,921 --> 00:03:44,185 We got turned around on our way to Admitting. 72 00:03:44,257 --> 00:03:46,885 Oh, uh, not a problem. Dr. Karev? 73 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:50,123 Mrs. Niles is scheduled for a mastectomy tomorrow. 74 00:03:50,196 --> 00:03:52,528 Why don't you show them up to the fifth floor? 75 00:03:52,599 --> 00:03:55,727 Is this the little man? He is adorable. 76 00:03:55,802 --> 00:03:59,101 He's not so adorable when he's screaming and won't take a bottle. 77 00:03:59,539 --> 00:04:01,268 Can we just get to the room? 78 00:04:01,341 --> 00:04:04,139 It's been kind of a rough week. She had to stop nursing. 79 00:04:04,210 --> 00:04:07,543 - Gus here just won't eat. - Here, why don't I take you up? 80 00:04:07,614 --> 00:04:09,172 - There you go. - Yeah! Yeah. 81 00:04:09,249 --> 00:04:13,049 You know, you can try a little sugar water on the bottle, just... 82 00:04:13,119 --> 00:04:15,349 Until he gets used to it. 83 00:04:16,356 --> 00:04:19,757 Does that woman have breast cancer? What is she, 30 years old? 84 00:04:19,826 --> 00:04:23,421 It's a new baby. Probably thought the lump was a milk duct. 85 00:04:24,731 --> 00:04:27,598 - You learn things on the vagina squad. - Focus, people. 86 00:04:27,667 --> 00:04:31,068 M & M. Insults flying, residents covering their asses, 87 00:04:31,137 --> 00:04:34,163 our bosses getting kicked in the teeth instead of us. 88 00:04:34,240 --> 00:04:35,764 - Seats. Snacks. - Yeah. 89 00:04:37,944 --> 00:04:41,004 Hey. I didn't know you were coming to the M & M. 90 00:04:41,080 --> 00:04:44,538 - You brought snacks? - Well, yeah. 91 00:04:46,519 --> 00:04:48,384 - You OK? - I'm fine. 92 00:04:48,454 --> 00:04:51,082 No surgeries today, right? I'm ready if you need me. 93 00:04:51,157 --> 00:04:54,615 No. No surgeries. 94 00:05:02,502 --> 00:05:04,663 Callie. Hey. 95 00:05:05,305 --> 00:05:07,796 Hi. Did you get my message? My messages? 96 00:05:07,874 --> 00:05:09,341 Yeah, I gotta get a seat. 97 00:05:09,409 --> 00:05:12,003 Alex is saving us a bunch if you want to sit with us. 98 00:05:12,078 --> 00:05:13,067 No. 99 00:05:21,287 --> 00:05:24,723 She's trying to make me feel guilty about the Izzie thing. 100 00:05:25,658 --> 00:05:28,627 - I thought you said you apologized. - I did. I have. 101 00:05:29,362 --> 00:05:32,991 I'm done. I'm not apologizing anymore. 102 00:05:33,066 --> 00:05:35,500 I'm enjoying life. I'm loving the M & M. 103 00:05:35,568 --> 00:05:38,332 OK, people. Let's begin. 104 00:05:38,404 --> 00:05:44,172 Patient 34986 died from complications following a heart transplant. 105 00:05:44,243 --> 00:05:46,177 Dr. Burke will present. 106 00:05:50,216 --> 00:05:51,342 You guys. 107 00:05:51,417 --> 00:05:54,352 - Isn't patient 34986... - Denny. 108 00:05:54,420 --> 00:05:56,354 Eight million dollars. 109 00:05:56,422 --> 00:06:00,882 Eight million dollars could get us on a plane to somewhere far, far away. 110 00:06:27,620 --> 00:06:31,716 Cause of death at autopsy was an embolus that dislodged from the suture line 111 00:06:31,791 --> 00:06:34,919 of the transplant and caused a CVA with brainstem herniation. 112 00:06:34,994 --> 00:06:36,985 - Dr. Burke. - Dr. Burke. 113 00:06:37,063 --> 00:06:39,623 So the company line is that he died of a CVA? 114 00:06:39,699 --> 00:06:42,793 There's no company line. That's what he died of. 115 00:06:42,869 --> 00:06:46,999 Yes, let's get back to this patient's need for an emergent transplant. 116 00:06:47,073 --> 00:06:51,567 You're saying that his left ventricle had been weakened by the 117 00:06:51,644 --> 00:06:53,077 LVAD malfunction? 118 00:06:53,146 --> 00:06:57,242 His left ventricle was weakened by congestive heart failure. 119 00:06:57,316 --> 00:07:01,446 Come on, Dr. Burke. We all know the LVAD was cut by an intern. 120 00:07:02,121 --> 00:07:03,554 I'm going to my happy place. 121 00:07:03,623 --> 00:07:05,523 The chain of events remain unclear. 122 00:07:05,591 --> 00:07:09,925 It remains unclear to you because you were in the ER with a gunshot wound. 123 00:07:09,996 --> 00:07:11,930 Why aren't we hearing from Dr. Bailey? 124 00:07:11,998 --> 00:07:15,365 - She was the physician on the case. - I am the attending on record. 125 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:19,098 Yes, I was the resident in charge. 126 00:07:28,948 --> 00:07:33,385 Uh... Dr. Burke has summarized the medical facts of this case. 127 00:07:33,453 --> 00:07:35,182 Are there any questions for me? 128 00:07:35,254 --> 00:07:36,551 Dr. Bailey. 129 00:07:46,999 --> 00:07:49,832 You recently had a baby, Dr. Bailey? 130 00:07:50,102 --> 00:07:52,127 I don't see what that has to do with this. 131 00:07:52,205 --> 00:07:57,040 Sleep deprivation with swings in hormone levels could cloud anyone's judgment. 132 00:07:57,109 --> 00:07:59,669 I sleep just fine, Dr. Savoy. 133 00:07:59,745 --> 00:08:03,078 Really? Because if a patient died due to my poor decision-making, 134 00:08:03,149 --> 00:08:05,447 I'd lose at least a little sleep over it. 135 00:08:05,518 --> 00:08:09,545 Let me remind everyone that our purpose here is not to place blame. 136 00:08:09,622 --> 00:08:14,116 This is a forum to discuss mistakes in patient care and learn from them. 137 00:08:14,193 --> 00:08:16,991 So far I haven't heard Dr. Bailey admit to a mistake. 138 00:08:17,063 --> 00:08:19,930 Why don't they just put a bullet in the back of her head? 139 00:08:19,999 --> 00:08:21,466 It would be more humane. 140 00:08:21,534 --> 00:08:23,502 So for a period of several hours, 141 00:08:23,569 --> 00:08:27,266 your interns were running amok in the hospital, totally unsupervised. 142 00:08:28,107 --> 00:08:31,599 - I'm waiting for a question. - The question is: where were you? 143 00:08:32,445 --> 00:08:35,972 There was the shooting and the ER was chaotic. 144 00:08:36,048 --> 00:08:39,108 The ER's always chaotic. Did you page them during this time? 145 00:08:39,185 --> 00:08:41,346 Yes. I paged them multiple times. 146 00:08:41,420 --> 00:08:44,981 Well, apparently, they thought it was OK to ignore your pages. 147 00:08:45,057 --> 00:08:49,323 Doctor, why do you think your interns have such contempt for your authority? 148 00:08:49,395 --> 00:08:52,091 You don't know what you're talking about! 149 00:08:52,164 --> 00:08:54,029 Dr. Karev, sit down. 150 00:09:01,574 --> 00:09:02,905 Izzie. 151 00:09:08,548 --> 00:09:11,016 Next question. 152 00:09:11,083 --> 00:09:14,348 Derek says that neither of you brought assets into the marriage. 153 00:09:15,421 --> 00:09:20,984 I had my trust fund. And a sparkling personality and the futon couch. 154 00:09:21,060 --> 00:09:24,188 Yes, Addison had a very ugly, very heavy futon couch. 155 00:09:24,263 --> 00:09:27,232 - Whatever happened to that couch? - We gave it to Mark. 156 00:09:27,300 --> 00:09:29,063 - She can have him. - I don't want him. 157 00:09:29,135 --> 00:09:30,466 That's settled. What else? 158 00:09:30,536 --> 00:09:33,972 So, aside from Addison's trust fund which remains in her name, 159 00:09:34,040 --> 00:09:37,407 you'll split everything. Stocks, bonds, 401 k's, down the middle. 160 00:09:37,476 --> 00:09:40,343 The only thing that gets complicated is the real estate. 161 00:09:40,413 --> 00:09:42,381 Let me make this simple. 162 00:09:42,448 --> 00:09:46,350 I'd like to keep my trailer and the land in Seattle. Addison can have the rest. 163 00:09:46,419 --> 00:09:47,647 Hold on. 164 00:09:47,720 --> 00:09:50,780 The house in the Hamptons and the brownstone near Central Park? 165 00:09:50,856 --> 00:09:53,324 - That's very generous. - Thank you. 166 00:09:53,392 --> 00:09:55,087 - He's up to something. - I'm not. 167 00:09:55,161 --> 00:09:58,528 I came here to fight over CDs and books. War over a crystal vase. 168 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:00,862 - What are you up to? - The divorce is my fault. 169 00:10:00,933 --> 00:10:03,561 - Let me take responsibility. - We both had affairs. 170 00:10:03,636 --> 00:10:05,968 You had a one-night stand with Mark. 171 00:10:06,038 --> 00:10:08,973 Derek, actually... Well, it was... 172 00:10:09,041 --> 00:10:12,568 All right. OK. It was two... two nights. You made a mistake. 173 00:10:12,645 --> 00:10:15,079 Meredith and I, we had a relationship. 174 00:10:15,147 --> 00:10:17,615 Make these changes and I'll sign it today. 175 00:10:20,653 --> 00:10:24,714 - You weren't supposed to be in here. - You shouldn't have had to see that. 176 00:10:24,790 --> 00:10:27,759 No, it's fine. I'm fine. 177 00:10:28,628 --> 00:10:32,291 Clearly the doctor thing was not working for me. 178 00:10:32,365 --> 00:10:36,233 So go about your business. Run labs, cure cancer. I'm fine. 179 00:10:36,302 --> 00:10:38,896 You're not going home. 180 00:10:38,971 --> 00:10:42,566 Either you hang out with us or we'll call your mother. 181 00:10:42,642 --> 00:10:46,100 She's a few hours away, I'm sure she wouldn't mind staying with you. 182 00:10:46,178 --> 00:10:47,167 All day. 183 00:10:48,981 --> 00:10:50,539 - You wouldn't. - Dialing! 184 00:10:50,616 --> 00:10:52,447 Whoa! Hey. OK. 185 00:10:52,885 --> 00:10:54,250 I'll just... 186 00:10:55,287 --> 00:10:57,118 ...go hang out in the locker room. 187 00:11:12,338 --> 00:11:15,307 What is she doing here? She has no business in this room. 188 00:11:18,411 --> 00:11:20,470 What are you looking at me for? 189 00:11:20,546 --> 00:11:22,411 I didn't have anything to do with this. 190 00:11:22,481 --> 00:11:25,882 I didn't have anything to do with any of this. 191 00:11:25,951 --> 00:11:28,112 I'll stay with her today if that's OK. 192 00:11:28,187 --> 00:11:31,645 I'll update charts and I'll run labs and just keep an eye on her, 193 00:11:31,724 --> 00:11:32,782 if that's OK. 194 00:11:32,858 --> 00:11:35,793 - She shouldn't be alone. - Fine. 195 00:11:38,397 --> 00:11:39,386 Dr. Bailey. 196 00:11:39,465 --> 00:11:42,127 - We just want to say about the M & M... - We're sorry. 197 00:11:42,201 --> 00:11:47,935 No. You do not get to apologize to me for this. You do not get to feel better. 198 00:11:48,007 --> 00:11:53,946 And neither do I. Get to work. O'Malley, just keep an eye on her. 199 00:11:54,013 --> 00:11:56,208 Yes, Dr. Bailey. 200 00:12:01,454 --> 00:12:04,719 Dr. Bailey, you understand it's nothing personal. 201 00:12:04,790 --> 00:12:09,454 People talking about your hormone levels starts feeling pretty personal. 202 00:12:09,528 --> 00:12:12,395 Hey, Dr. Bailey. Look, you're the baby whisperer. 203 00:12:12,465 --> 00:12:14,990 Guess who drank the whole bottle? Want to hold him? 204 00:12:15,067 --> 00:12:19,697 Actually, now isn't a good time. I'm about to go and get your wife's labs. 205 00:12:19,772 --> 00:12:23,731 Yeah. Do you think you could talk to her? She's kind of freaking out. 206 00:12:23,809 --> 00:12:27,245 She's not sure about the mastectomy. She's thinking a lumpectomy. 207 00:12:27,313 --> 00:12:29,406 She likes you. Can you talk her into... 208 00:12:29,482 --> 00:12:32,747 No, no. It's not my job to talk her into anything. 209 00:12:32,818 --> 00:12:36,686 Maybe if she knew more about her reconstructive options. 210 00:12:36,756 --> 00:12:39,520 I'll send our plastic surgeon up. 211 00:12:49,301 --> 00:12:52,327 - Hey, chief. You got a minute? - Sure. 212 00:12:54,006 --> 00:12:56,634 - Quite a morning. - It was. 213 00:12:56,709 --> 00:13:00,304 It's good to be reminded how important it is to be at the top of your game. 214 00:13:00,379 --> 00:13:02,438 That's what I wanted to talk to you about. 215 00:13:02,515 --> 00:13:06,713 I am so glad you're back. I need your help focusing the staff. 216 00:13:06,786 --> 00:13:09,084 They respond to you as an authority figure. 217 00:13:09,155 --> 00:13:12,750 I mean, you're an example of what they should be. A leader. 218 00:13:13,359 --> 00:13:15,259 I'm glad to have you back, Preston. 219 00:13:16,328 --> 00:13:18,228 Thank you, chief. 220 00:13:26,205 --> 00:13:29,140 - You're back. - I am. 221 00:13:29,208 --> 00:13:33,076 You look, uh, good without an appendix. It suits you. 222 00:13:33,846 --> 00:13:34,938 How are you? 223 00:13:35,014 --> 00:13:36,345 Fine. 224 00:13:37,750 --> 00:13:40,913 - How are you? - I'm great. 225 00:13:40,986 --> 00:13:43,147 Feeling well? No pain? 226 00:13:43,222 --> 00:13:44,814 No pain. 227 00:13:45,658 --> 00:13:47,990 Oh. 228 00:13:49,128 --> 00:13:51,824 That's your wife. I'm on her service. 229 00:13:51,897 --> 00:13:55,628 Oh, OK, then. I will stay out of your way. 230 00:14:00,206 --> 00:14:01,833 OK. 231 00:14:06,011 --> 00:14:09,105 Hi, I was paged by Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd. 232 00:14:09,181 --> 00:14:12,014 - Dr. Grey, welcome back. - Thank you. 233 00:14:12,084 --> 00:14:15,178 - And, it's just Montgomery now. - What? 234 00:14:15,254 --> 00:14:20,556 My name. The divorce was finalized this morning. So... Montgomery. 235 00:14:21,760 --> 00:14:24,661 To add to our fun, we've been asked to consult on a case 236 00:14:24,730 --> 00:14:28,097 where a woman has a foreign object stuck inside of her. 237 00:14:29,235 --> 00:14:34,673 - Adam! It hurts whenever you move. - Keep your weight off my bad knee. 238 00:14:34,740 --> 00:14:37,174 Sorry. I thought it was on the left side. 239 00:14:37,243 --> 00:14:40,508 Nineteen years of marriage you'd think you'd have that one down. 240 00:14:40,579 --> 00:14:43,639 It appears that her husband is the foreign object. 241 00:14:43,716 --> 00:14:45,343 Ex-husband. 242 00:14:52,124 --> 00:14:55,457 - You had to go and get a piercing. - Sonja. 243 00:14:55,527 --> 00:14:58,519 What? It's not like they're not going to find out. 244 00:14:58,597 --> 00:15:00,087 This is so embarrassing. 245 00:15:00,165 --> 00:15:05,694 Embarrassing is meeting your husband for lunch with your ex-husband attached. 246 00:15:05,771 --> 00:15:09,707 How long is this going to take? Because I don't want my husband finding out. 247 00:15:09,775 --> 00:15:13,472 Please, could you work out some small miracle? 248 00:15:13,545 --> 00:15:16,810 First of all we have to figure out what the piercing is caught on. 249 00:15:16,882 --> 00:15:20,409 - OK. - Do you have any piercings? 250 00:15:20,486 --> 00:15:22,386 Me? No! 251 00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:25,891 I'm sorry. I sell real estate. 252 00:15:25,958 --> 00:15:28,825 What's that supposed to mean? I sell real estate too. 253 00:15:28,894 --> 00:15:33,831 We've been divorced for five years, but we keep running into each other. 254 00:15:33,899 --> 00:15:36,231 You know, work stuff. 255 00:15:36,735 --> 00:15:38,293 We get together sometimes. 256 00:15:38,370 --> 00:15:42,704 It's stupid and weak, and it is never happening again. 257 00:15:42,775 --> 00:15:45,642 Well, Dr. Grey's going to check on the X-rays and then, 258 00:15:45,711 --> 00:15:47,235 then we'll take it from there. 259 00:15:47,313 --> 00:15:50,942 But, um, you might want to cancel your lunch plans. 260 00:15:53,519 --> 00:15:59,253 - Hey. That M & M was... - Yeah. 261 00:16:01,393 --> 00:16:03,657 I went to tell the chief. 262 00:16:05,097 --> 00:16:06,962 About my hand. 263 00:16:08,734 --> 00:16:12,500 - Burke. How did...? - But I couldn't. 264 00:16:13,539 --> 00:16:18,067 I... I don't know what I'm going to do. 265 00:16:18,944 --> 00:16:21,242 Well, I can be there if you need me in surgery. 266 00:16:21,313 --> 00:16:23,907 I'm not going to do any surgeries. 267 00:16:24,917 --> 00:16:26,851 I'm going to catch up on paperwork. 268 00:16:26,919 --> 00:16:29,615 - Wait. So, what does that mean? - I don't know. 269 00:16:30,689 --> 00:16:36,093 I don't know what I'm going to do. I need time to think. 270 00:16:36,161 --> 00:16:39,653 I have... paperwork. 271 00:16:40,332 --> 00:16:42,732 I need to do paperwork. 272 00:16:44,837 --> 00:16:47,772 I know how the rumor mill works here. I'm the crazy intern. 273 00:16:47,840 --> 00:16:50,468 Now I'm the intern whose friends have to baby-sit her. 274 00:16:50,542 --> 00:16:53,340 Lets talk about what you're gonna do with all that money 275 00:16:53,412 --> 00:16:55,471 after we don't let you destroy it. 276 00:16:55,547 --> 00:16:57,378 Don't move, Adam. 277 00:16:57,449 --> 00:16:59,644 - I'm not! - Were those people having sex? 278 00:16:59,718 --> 00:17:02,710 They were having sex. Now they're fighting. 279 00:17:02,788 --> 00:17:04,653 Good to have you back, Stevens. 280 00:17:04,723 --> 00:17:08,887 I'm not back. I'm fine. Just not back. 281 00:17:08,961 --> 00:17:11,725 Hey, you're Addison Forbes Montgomery-Shepherd. 282 00:17:11,797 --> 00:17:16,063 That's a lot of names. A lot of rich-sounding names. You're rich, right? 283 00:17:16,135 --> 00:17:19,901 That's rude. That's a rude question. I'm sorry. It's just I'm rich now too. 284 00:17:19,972 --> 00:17:22,805 - Not until you deposit the check. - Do you feel guilty? 285 00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:24,934 - I'm sorry? - Being rich. 286 00:17:25,010 --> 00:17:28,639 I have all this money now and don't feel like I did anything to deserve it 287 00:17:28,714 --> 00:17:31,774 and I can't talk to my friends about it because they're poor. 288 00:17:31,850 --> 00:17:33,977 Standing right here, Izzie. 289 00:17:35,287 --> 00:17:40,122 Deposit the check, Stevens. Just start there, OK? 290 00:17:40,192 --> 00:17:44,219 And, um... the guilt will work itself out. 291 00:17:51,470 --> 00:17:53,438 Hey. You're everywhere. 292 00:17:53,505 --> 00:17:56,406 Well, I'm sorry. For once it was actually not on purpose. 293 00:17:59,044 --> 00:18:01,911 Do these look blurry to you? 294 00:18:04,216 --> 00:18:05,774 What exactly am I looking at? 295 00:18:05,851 --> 00:18:08,479 A divorced couple who got stuck together during... 296 00:18:08,554 --> 00:18:10,818 Oh, wow. That's got to be pretty awkward. 297 00:18:10,889 --> 00:18:14,381 Divorced five years and still going at it like teens at the prom. 298 00:18:15,260 --> 00:18:17,160 - So to speak. - Hmm. 299 00:18:19,131 --> 00:18:21,258 Speaking of divorce... 300 00:18:22,468 --> 00:18:24,834 I heard because I'm working with your wife. 301 00:18:25,270 --> 00:18:27,465 - Ex-wife. - It was time. 302 00:18:28,040 --> 00:18:31,441 - Good. - How's Finn? 303 00:18:32,411 --> 00:18:35,938 Finn is... fine. 304 00:18:38,250 --> 00:18:39,239 Good. 305 00:18:41,286 --> 00:18:46,223 You're right. They're blurry. You should get some new ones. 306 00:18:48,660 --> 00:18:52,790 If you go ahead with the mastectomy, there are several options. 307 00:18:52,865 --> 00:18:58,428 Saline implants are used most often, but silicone has more natural look and feel. 308 00:18:59,872 --> 00:19:04,070 - I can't deal with this right now. - Diana, it'll take two seconds. 309 00:19:04,143 --> 00:19:06,634 You're the one who has to feel them, so you decide. 310 00:19:06,712 --> 00:19:09,203 - I don't care. - Believe me, you care. 311 00:19:09,281 --> 00:19:12,478 - Dr. Karev. - Dude, he's right. You care. 312 00:19:24,229 --> 00:19:27,926 Dr. Bailey? What's wrong with my wife? 313 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:30,400 I'm... sorry. 314 00:19:30,469 --> 00:19:33,768 As you know she has stage two B breast cancer... 315 00:19:33,839 --> 00:19:37,741 I know that. Will you please tell me what's wrong with her? 316 00:19:37,809 --> 00:19:39,003 Mr. Niles... 317 00:19:39,077 --> 00:19:41,807 Because she won't. She won't talk to me. 318 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:45,043 I've tried. And I'm trying and I know this sucks and it's scary, 319 00:19:45,117 --> 00:19:47,677 but we can do this. We can fight this, but she won't. 320 00:19:47,753 --> 00:19:52,122 She won't even look at Gus, she won't hold him, and all he wants is his mom. 321 00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,125 She's such a good mom. 322 00:19:54,193 --> 00:19:57,822 I know it doesn't seem like that, but she is. 323 00:19:58,964 --> 00:20:02,491 OK, I can schedule a psych consult. 324 00:20:02,568 --> 00:20:05,401 I don't want a psych consult. 325 00:20:06,138 --> 00:20:09,699 I just want my wife back. Please. 326 00:20:10,242 --> 00:20:11,937 Now she's talking crazy. 327 00:20:12,010 --> 00:20:15,241 How she might not have the surgery at all. 328 00:20:15,714 --> 00:20:18,342 - Mr. Niles. - Can you please tell her 329 00:20:18,417 --> 00:20:21,318 that she has to have the surgery? 330 00:20:21,386 --> 00:20:24,412 Please. Somebody has to tell her. 331 00:20:26,258 --> 00:20:27,486 I did this for you. 332 00:20:27,559 --> 00:20:30,790 You know you have got to stop doing things for me. 333 00:20:30,862 --> 00:20:34,320 I'm with Tom now. I love Tom. 334 00:20:34,866 --> 00:20:37,232 I still can't believe you left me for that guy. 335 00:20:37,302 --> 00:20:40,237 What does Tom have that I don't? 336 00:20:40,305 --> 00:20:41,738 He doesn't have a pierced... 337 00:20:41,807 --> 00:20:44,708 You two need to stay completely still 338 00:20:44,776 --> 00:20:47,540 so that we can get a clearer picture. 339 00:20:48,080 --> 00:20:51,709 We fought through 19 years of marriage. 340 00:20:51,783 --> 00:20:54,809 The only time we didn't fight was when we were having sex. 341 00:20:54,886 --> 00:20:56,786 Not true. 342 00:20:57,422 --> 00:21:01,085 - I still love you. - OK. I'm in hell! 343 00:21:01,159 --> 00:21:03,559 Mom? Dad? 344 00:21:03,629 --> 00:21:05,221 Scratch that. 345 00:21:05,297 --> 00:21:07,390 Now I'm in hell. 346 00:21:12,804 --> 00:21:15,364 Jennifer, maybe you want to go wait out in the... 347 00:21:15,440 --> 00:21:18,409 You guys are so paying for my therapy. 348 00:21:18,477 --> 00:21:20,172 And my rent. 349 00:21:20,245 --> 00:21:22,713 - And my new car. - Of course, sweetie. 350 00:21:22,781 --> 00:21:25,045 Oh, go ahead. Coddle her. 351 00:21:25,117 --> 00:21:28,985 But you are old enough to know that your parents are sexual beings 352 00:21:29,054 --> 00:21:30,885 and that they make mistakes. 353 00:21:30,956 --> 00:21:33,789 Wait. Is that what you call this, Mom? A mistake? 354 00:21:33,859 --> 00:21:36,623 Because I call this you once again being a slut. 355 00:21:36,695 --> 00:21:39,357 Hey! You don't talk to me like that. I am your mother. 356 00:21:39,431 --> 00:21:42,423 What a great role model you've turned out to be. Look at you. 357 00:21:42,501 --> 00:21:45,197 Cheating on your husband with your ex-husband. God! 358 00:21:45,270 --> 00:21:48,535 And Daddy, what are you doing? I thought you'd finally moved on. 359 00:21:48,607 --> 00:21:51,576 - You were going to start dating and... - It's complicated. 360 00:21:54,746 --> 00:21:59,445 Well, it seems that your IUD has dislodged from your uterus, 361 00:21:59,518 --> 00:22:03,579 hooked onto your husband's piercing and is embedded in your vaginal wall. 362 00:22:03,655 --> 00:22:05,850 Did she say piercing? 363 00:22:06,325 --> 00:22:09,294 - Daughter. - Perfect. 364 00:22:11,963 --> 00:22:13,658 - Hey. - Hey. 365 00:22:13,732 --> 00:22:16,997 - So who got the brownstone? - You heard? 366 00:22:17,069 --> 00:22:19,299 People talk around here. I listen. 367 00:22:19,371 --> 00:22:22,568 - Who got the brownstone? - That's none of your business. 368 00:22:22,874 --> 00:22:26,241 I left my bike in the basement. I wanna know who to talk to to get it. 369 00:22:26,311 --> 00:22:27,471 Buy a new bike. 370 00:22:27,546 --> 00:22:30,674 This angry divorcée thing really turns me on. 371 00:22:33,952 --> 00:22:35,681 I got the brownstone. 372 00:22:35,754 --> 00:22:40,248 And you'll get your bike back when you come to your senses and go back home. 373 00:22:40,325 --> 00:22:44,022 Derek took the Hamptons? Derek hates the Hamptons. 374 00:22:44,096 --> 00:22:46,690 Derek gave you the Hamptons too? 375 00:22:46,765 --> 00:22:48,824 He doesn't know the whole story, does he? 376 00:22:48,900 --> 00:22:50,094 No. 377 00:22:50,168 --> 00:22:54,662 So you get to be the good guy and I'm the chump who seduced his wife. 378 00:22:54,740 --> 00:22:55,729 Real fair. 379 00:22:56,675 --> 00:23:00,008 The Second Band: Wild is the Wind 380 00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:03,113 I'm going to buy something for Bailey. And Burke. 381 00:23:03,181 --> 00:23:06,048 - What do you think Burke would want? - Nothing you can buy. 382 00:23:06,118 --> 00:23:08,177 - He likes jazz. - I'm not buying him a CD. 383 00:23:08,253 --> 00:23:12,189 I'm a multi-millionaire. I need to buy him something... big. 384 00:23:12,257 --> 00:23:14,384 A house. In the Bahamas. 385 00:23:14,459 --> 00:23:17,326 I'd buy the Bahamas. Or at least a Bahama. 386 00:23:17,396 --> 00:23:20,126 An island. For eight million dollars I'd buy an island. 387 00:23:20,198 --> 00:23:23,133 When would you have time to go to your Bahama? 388 00:23:23,201 --> 00:23:25,169 - I'd quit. - No, you wouldn't. 389 00:23:25,237 --> 00:23:28,206 You're a surgeon. You operate. That's what you do. 390 00:23:31,109 --> 00:23:33,304 - Sorry. - Why? 391 00:23:33,378 --> 00:23:35,573 It's fine. I'm fine. 392 00:23:35,647 --> 00:23:37,740 I am not a surgeon. 393 00:23:37,983 --> 00:23:41,180 My patient? Thirty-year-old with advanced breast cancer. 394 00:23:41,253 --> 00:23:44,188 I say live your life while you can in the Bahamas. 395 00:23:44,256 --> 00:23:47,885 - Tell Derek you broke up with Finn? - I'm giving him time. 396 00:23:47,959 --> 00:23:49,893 - That's stupid. - Know what's stupid? 397 00:23:49,961 --> 00:23:52,429 Carrying a check for eight million dollars. 398 00:23:54,266 --> 00:23:58,930 I'm fine. The check is fine. We're all fine. OK? 399 00:24:10,115 --> 00:24:11,582 I slept with another guy. 400 00:24:13,285 --> 00:24:15,913 Do I tell George? 401 00:24:18,123 --> 00:24:23,220 I, um... broke up with Finn. Do I tell Derek? 402 00:24:27,165 --> 00:24:29,497 I can't tell Derek. 403 00:24:30,268 --> 00:24:32,702 I have to tell George. 404 00:24:37,709 --> 00:24:39,574 - Please. At least hold Gus. - Stop it. 405 00:24:39,644 --> 00:24:41,874 - No, don't. - Stop it. Just... 406 00:24:41,947 --> 00:24:44,472 - Will you at least talk to me? - Leave me alone. 407 00:24:49,921 --> 00:24:52,446 You took a lot of hits today at that M & M. 408 00:24:52,524 --> 00:24:56,153 Some of them justified. Some of them not. 409 00:24:56,228 --> 00:25:00,494 Compassion and empathy are a big part of the job. 410 00:25:00,565 --> 00:25:03,090 Look, I don't care what Savoy said. 411 00:25:03,168 --> 00:25:06,968 And I know I haven't always been supportive. 412 00:25:07,038 --> 00:25:11,099 But being a parent makes you a better doctor. 413 00:25:26,091 --> 00:25:30,619 Hi. I just wanted to say hi. 414 00:25:31,530 --> 00:25:35,523 Denny left me 8 million dollars. 8.7 million dollars to be exact. 415 00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:39,229 Did you know? That he had money? Because I didn't know. 416 00:25:39,304 --> 00:25:40,862 No. I didn't know. 417 00:25:42,007 --> 00:25:45,841 I'm thinking about using it to travel. Maybe go to Italy. I've never been. 418 00:25:45,911 --> 00:25:47,879 - I hear Venice is amazing. - Izzie. 419 00:25:47,946 --> 00:25:51,006 I'm fine. Really I am. I'm fine. 420 00:25:51,082 --> 00:25:55,075 Everyone thinks I'm not. Everyone thinks I'm... but I'm fine. 421 00:25:56,521 --> 00:26:01,515 You're fine. I'm fine. Everything's fine. 422 00:26:03,528 --> 00:26:04,517 So... 423 00:26:04,596 --> 00:26:06,655 I got shot. 424 00:26:07,699 --> 00:26:11,191 I got shot because I was coming back to the hospital to check on Denny. 425 00:26:12,971 --> 00:26:16,202 Because you told me to. 426 00:26:16,274 --> 00:26:18,208 I'm not fine. 427 00:26:18,276 --> 00:26:23,111 Denny asked you to marry him and now he is dead. You're not fine. 428 00:26:23,915 --> 00:26:25,542 Don't come in here and... 429 00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:30,448 ...just. 430 00:26:31,823 --> 00:26:33,688 We're not fine. 431 00:26:35,460 --> 00:26:39,226 I'm sorry. We were friends. 432 00:26:39,731 --> 00:26:44,395 You were my boss, but I think we were friends too. 433 00:26:44,469 --> 00:26:48,803 And I never meant for anyone to get hurt. 434 00:26:49,608 --> 00:26:52,907 And I know there is nothing I can do to take it back. 435 00:26:53,612 --> 00:26:55,307 No. 436 00:26:55,380 --> 00:26:56,972 Preston, please. 437 00:26:57,749 --> 00:26:58,773 You quit. 438 00:26:59,684 --> 00:27:03,051 You quit being a surgeon. 439 00:27:03,254 --> 00:27:05,017 You have two good hands! 440 00:27:06,458 --> 00:27:07,948 And you aren't using them. 441 00:27:08,927 --> 00:27:12,590 Feel guilty about that. 442 00:27:21,172 --> 00:27:22,969 Sonja, quit grabbing my leg. 443 00:27:23,041 --> 00:27:25,908 I am not grabbing you anywhere. She is. 444 00:27:25,977 --> 00:27:29,777 Mr. Morris, we need to position you correctly in order to get a clear image. 445 00:27:31,316 --> 00:27:33,284 Dr. Yang, move him a little to the left. 446 00:27:37,989 --> 00:27:39,422 Hey, what are you doing here? 447 00:27:39,491 --> 00:27:43,791 Well, I heard about it. I had to see it. 448 00:27:45,430 --> 00:27:47,364 And I've seen enough. 449 00:27:47,432 --> 00:27:50,128 Dr. Yang, I need you to lift him a little as you pull him. 450 00:27:50,201 --> 00:27:52,066 Trying. 451 00:27:52,470 --> 00:27:55,098 Now lift his right leg 20 degrees. 452 00:27:57,676 --> 00:27:59,974 - Pain! - Freeze! Hold that position. 453 00:28:00,045 --> 00:28:03,310 OK, now, Dr. Grey, can you kind of slowly 454 00:28:03,381 --> 00:28:07,078 swirl Mrs. Kellman in a counter-clockwise direction? 455 00:28:07,152 --> 00:28:09,177 - Swirl? - Swirl? 456 00:28:09,254 --> 00:28:10,949 - Swirl. - Swirl. 457 00:28:13,191 --> 00:28:15,125 Oh. OK. 458 00:28:16,161 --> 00:28:19,528 - Oh, my God. Sonja. - God, Adam, not now. 459 00:28:19,597 --> 00:28:22,430 - Careful! Careful! - Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 460 00:28:22,500 --> 00:28:23,933 Yeah, yeah, now. Grey, Yang. 461 00:28:24,002 --> 00:28:26,027 On the count of three, I want you to slowly, 462 00:28:26,104 --> 00:28:27,867 gently pull them apart. 463 00:28:27,939 --> 00:28:30,669 One, two, three. 464 00:28:33,545 --> 00:28:34,705 OK, he's having a... 465 00:28:34,779 --> 00:28:38,044 - Sonja! - He's having a heart attack! 466 00:28:38,116 --> 00:28:40,607 Thank God. I mean, Code Blue! 467 00:28:43,555 --> 00:28:45,284 He's tearing through his aorta. 468 00:28:45,356 --> 00:28:47,688 We need to get him to an OR or he's going to die. 469 00:28:47,759 --> 00:28:49,624 Who's the surgeon on call? 470 00:28:49,694 --> 00:28:52,595 - Dr. Harrison, but he's in surgery. - Where's Burke? 471 00:28:52,664 --> 00:28:54,928 Conference room. He's not on the board yet. 472 00:28:54,999 --> 00:28:56,830 He is now. Notify the OR. 473 00:28:56,901 --> 00:29:00,564 Let's move, people. Come on! Go, go! 474 00:29:08,646 --> 00:29:11,012 - How do we do this? - You stand on my right side. 475 00:29:11,082 --> 00:29:13,778 - On your right side. - If, during the procedure... 476 00:29:13,852 --> 00:29:15,581 - If you tremor. - I'll look at you 477 00:29:15,653 --> 00:29:18,417 and you'll do the sutures we've practiced. 478 00:29:19,991 --> 00:29:23,324 What if one of the nurses notices? What if they say something? 479 00:29:23,394 --> 00:29:26,386 Cristina, I can't walk away from this surgery. 480 00:29:26,464 --> 00:29:31,094 If I do, that man in there will die. So tremor or no tremor, I have to try. 481 00:29:31,169 --> 00:29:32,158 But you... 482 00:29:32,237 --> 00:29:36,367 I'm your intern. I will be there on your right side. 483 00:29:54,893 --> 00:29:55,882 Ten blade. 484 00:30:06,604 --> 00:30:09,198 As soon as we hear something about your ex-husband, 485 00:30:09,274 --> 00:30:10,366 we'll let you know. 486 00:30:10,441 --> 00:30:14,275 Since I removed your IUD, you may want to use a backup method. 487 00:30:14,345 --> 00:30:17,246 Oh, I doubt I'll be having sex anytime soon, 488 00:30:17,315 --> 00:30:19,374 once I tell Tom. 489 00:30:20,285 --> 00:30:23,948 You're gonna tell your husband? 490 00:30:24,022 --> 00:30:28,118 You know, the first time it happened, I felt so guilty. 491 00:30:28,193 --> 00:30:31,788 And I wasn't going to tell Tom because it wasn't gonna happen again. 492 00:30:33,064 --> 00:30:37,831 And then it happened again. And again. 493 00:30:38,369 --> 00:30:42,430 And then somewhere along the way I just stopped feeling guilty. 494 00:30:43,541 --> 00:30:46,601 Yeah. I'm going to tell my husband. 495 00:30:49,314 --> 00:30:53,614 I think the truth just has to come out, you know? 496 00:31:17,675 --> 00:31:19,472 Dr. Burke, I know it's a lot to ask, 497 00:31:19,544 --> 00:31:23,913 but I would really appreciate it if you'd let me try my whip stitch. 498 00:31:30,588 --> 00:31:32,920 All right. Take a good bite. 499 00:31:32,991 --> 00:31:34,549 You want to make sure it holds. 500 00:31:35,093 --> 00:31:36,082 Good. 501 00:31:36,527 --> 00:31:39,087 Don't put too much pressure. 502 00:31:40,298 --> 00:31:43,165 There. Keep pulling. 503 00:31:46,404 --> 00:31:48,031 Oh, my God. 504 00:31:48,106 --> 00:31:51,371 Cristina's doing a running whip stitch. On a heart. 505 00:31:51,442 --> 00:31:54,468 I guess sleeping with your boss has its perks. 506 00:31:54,545 --> 00:31:57,912 This sucks. Cristina gets sex and perks. 507 00:31:57,982 --> 00:32:00,542 Maybe you should just apologize again, George. 508 00:32:00,618 --> 00:32:04,748 Yeah, because you're in a great position to give relationship advice. 509 00:32:05,924 --> 00:32:10,452 Cristina's doing a running whip stitch. On a heart. 510 00:32:15,466 --> 00:32:16,899 I don't feel like talking. 511 00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:26,909 When I'm driving home at night, after a long day at work, 512 00:32:26,978 --> 00:32:29,913 all I can think about is getting to my baby. 513 00:32:30,648 --> 00:32:34,846 Is this where you tell me fight cancer so I don't miss out on motherhood... 514 00:32:34,919 --> 00:32:38,411 Then I get home. The baby's crying. 515 00:32:40,191 --> 00:32:41,852 The exhaustion hits 516 00:32:41,926 --> 00:32:45,657 and I resent that tiny baby's presence 517 00:32:45,730 --> 00:32:48,198 in my house. 518 00:32:48,266 --> 00:32:51,758 My previously very quiet house. 519 00:32:51,836 --> 00:32:54,464 Why are you telling me this? 520 00:32:54,539 --> 00:32:56,803 So you know what I do? 521 00:32:57,208 --> 00:33:00,439 First I pick a fight with my husband, you know, 522 00:33:00,511 --> 00:33:03,639 blame him for not settling the baby down. 523 00:33:03,715 --> 00:33:07,242 Then I bitch about the neighbor's loud music. 524 00:33:07,318 --> 00:33:12,415 Then if I'm really tired and pissed off, 525 00:33:13,524 --> 00:33:15,924 I blame the baby. 526 00:33:18,329 --> 00:33:20,991 I mean, if you hadn't been breastfeeding, 527 00:33:21,065 --> 00:33:26,332 you never would have thought the lump was a clogged milk duct. 528 00:33:26,404 --> 00:33:30,397 You would've gone to the doctor as soon as you felt it. 529 00:33:30,475 --> 00:33:33,069 The cancer wouldn't have gotten this far 530 00:33:33,144 --> 00:33:37,046 and you wouldn't be here making this decision. 531 00:33:37,749 --> 00:33:39,148 Am I close? 532 00:33:43,054 --> 00:33:46,888 What kind of a mother blames her own baby for her cancer? 533 00:33:46,958 --> 00:33:52,487 A mother who's human. A mother who's overwhelmed. 534 00:33:55,933 --> 00:33:57,924 If this is going to kill me eventually, 535 00:33:58,002 --> 00:34:01,665 wouldn't it be easier if it happened when Gus was little? 536 00:34:01,739 --> 00:34:04,731 Wouldn't it be easier for him if I just never existed? 537 00:34:04,809 --> 00:34:09,803 OK. Now this is the part when I tell you 538 00:34:09,881 --> 00:34:15,444 to fight the cancer so that you don't miss out on the joys of motherhood. 539 00:34:18,189 --> 00:34:21,386 - Derek. - Yeah. Hey, you know what I like? 540 00:34:21,459 --> 00:34:22,926 I like that we're civilized. 541 00:34:22,994 --> 00:34:26,430 We're these adult grown up people who can be divorced and friendly. 542 00:34:27,065 --> 00:34:29,829 - We deserve a medal. - It wasn't a one-night stand. 543 00:34:29,901 --> 00:34:31,232 - What? - Mark and I. 544 00:34:31,302 --> 00:34:33,827 It wasn't a one-night stand. I was in love with him. 545 00:34:33,905 --> 00:34:36,601 Or at least I thought I was. 546 00:34:37,341 --> 00:34:39,969 After you left, we lived together for two months. 547 00:34:40,044 --> 00:34:42,308 I wanted to believe that we could make it work. 548 00:34:42,380 --> 00:34:46,077 That I hadn't thrown my marriage away. That I hadn't thrown my life away on 549 00:34:46,150 --> 00:34:47,617 a fling. 550 00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:50,179 But he's Mark. 551 00:34:50,254 --> 00:34:55,123 And, well, I caught him with someone else and... 552 00:34:55,193 --> 00:34:57,889 ...and then Richard called, so... 553 00:34:57,962 --> 00:35:00,954 We both had relationships with other people. 554 00:35:01,032 --> 00:35:06,197 We're both liable for everything. So please, take the brownstone. 555 00:35:07,538 --> 00:35:12,339 AII I want is Seattle. I want Seattle. And I want never to see you again. 556 00:35:36,100 --> 00:35:39,763 You're here. You're everywhere. 557 00:35:39,837 --> 00:35:42,863 And I can't not tell you. 558 00:35:43,307 --> 00:35:46,470 I've been not telling you all day 559 00:35:46,544 --> 00:35:51,243 because I thought it was kind and I thought I was giving you space, 560 00:35:51,315 --> 00:35:56,150 but I can't not tell you because you're here and you're you and... 561 00:35:58,022 --> 00:36:00,650 ...I broke up with Finn. 562 00:36:02,226 --> 00:36:04,626 OK. 563 00:36:09,033 --> 00:36:10,625 OK? 564 00:36:13,337 --> 00:36:15,805 Then, OK. 565 00:36:18,943 --> 00:36:20,103 I told you. 566 00:36:32,757 --> 00:36:34,418 The operation was successful. 567 00:36:34,492 --> 00:36:37,188 The next 24 to 48 hours are really critical, but... 568 00:36:37,261 --> 00:36:39,627 We expect your father to make a full recovery. 569 00:36:40,364 --> 00:36:43,424 Thank you so much, Dr. Burke. 570 00:36:43,501 --> 00:36:48,564 First do no harm. Easier said than done. 571 00:36:50,141 --> 00:36:53,304 We can take all the oaths in the world, 572 00:36:53,377 --> 00:36:58,940 but the fact is most of us do harm all the time. 573 00:37:01,519 --> 00:37:05,649 - I have eight million dollars. - So I've heard. 574 00:37:08,559 --> 00:37:13,053 - I can do anything I want. - Just about. 575 00:37:14,832 --> 00:37:18,199 And all I really want to do is a running whip stitch. 576 00:37:19,971 --> 00:37:22,804 My first year as an intern 577 00:37:22,873 --> 00:37:28,038 I had a cardiac patient who blew out his lung while I transported him to CT. 578 00:37:28,112 --> 00:37:33,414 I called in a code. By the time everyone got there, he was dead. 579 00:37:33,484 --> 00:37:36,942 If I'd put a chest tube in right away... 580 00:37:37,488 --> 00:37:39,046 You made a mistake. 581 00:37:40,758 --> 00:37:45,058 But I stayed. I worked. 582 00:37:45,129 --> 00:37:46,994 I learned. 583 00:37:48,332 --> 00:37:51,824 I never made that mistake again. 584 00:37:51,902 --> 00:37:54,370 If I had quit, all I would've had 585 00:37:54,438 --> 00:37:56,633 was that life... 586 00:37:57,241 --> 00:37:59,038 ...that I lost. 587 00:38:00,911 --> 00:38:03,607 Instead, I get to save lives. 588 00:38:04,649 --> 00:38:08,483 Every day I get to save lives. 589 00:38:08,619 --> 00:38:11,747 Sometimes even when we're trying to help, 590 00:38:11,822 --> 00:38:14,484 we do more harm than good. 591 00:38:21,332 --> 00:38:22,492 She told you. 592 00:38:27,338 --> 00:38:28,828 I've known you my whole life. 593 00:38:28,906 --> 00:38:31,568 I grew up with you, so I know what you're thinking. 594 00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:37,137 That there is a year of your life wasted 595 00:38:37,214 --> 00:38:41,878 trying to make it work with Addison and you could have been with Meredith. 596 00:38:41,952 --> 00:38:44,420 That you could be happy right now. 597 00:38:45,122 --> 00:38:50,287 That all of this... everything. 598 00:38:52,196 --> 00:38:55,461 That you and Meredith could have had a real chance. 599 00:38:56,767 --> 00:38:58,826 Still... 600 00:39:02,340 --> 00:39:06,902 ...I thought you should know the truth. Thought I owed you that. 601 00:39:07,511 --> 00:39:11,106 - As a friend. - You're not my friend. 602 00:39:15,219 --> 00:39:18,552 And then the guilt rears its ugly head. 603 00:39:19,757 --> 00:39:23,193 What you do with that guilt is up to you. 604 00:39:24,395 --> 00:39:26,454 Baby-sitting, Dr. Bailey? 605 00:39:26,530 --> 00:39:29,363 That's right. I'm baby-sitting. 606 00:39:29,433 --> 00:39:33,665 I'm being all unprofessional and emotionally involved 607 00:39:33,738 --> 00:39:37,401 while my patient and her husband are having a moment together. 608 00:39:38,976 --> 00:39:41,171 You might want to leave now. 609 00:39:41,245 --> 00:39:45,341 I'm feeling a rush of hormones coming on and there's no telling what I might do. 610 00:39:51,122 --> 00:39:52,521 How's it going in there? 611 00:39:52,590 --> 00:39:54,888 I think they're leaning towards a mastectomy. 612 00:39:54,959 --> 00:39:56,483 That's good. 613 00:39:58,162 --> 00:40:00,323 About Izzie. 614 00:40:00,765 --> 00:40:02,733 - I didn't do anything. - I know, Karev. 615 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:05,234 You didn't do anything, you weren't even here. 616 00:40:05,302 --> 00:40:08,794 No, listen. I knew. 617 00:40:08,873 --> 00:40:12,969 Izzie told me what she was gonna do, but I didn't want to get involved. 618 00:40:13,043 --> 00:40:16,012 I didn't do anything. I didn't do anything to stop her. 619 00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:18,014 You weren't the only one. 620 00:40:19,950 --> 00:40:21,110 Alex. 621 00:40:22,787 --> 00:40:24,277 Thank you. 622 00:40:29,727 --> 00:40:31,888 We're left with a choice. 623 00:40:36,500 --> 00:40:39,196 I got fried chicken, extra crispy. 624 00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:41,898 Coleslaw, peach cobbler, 625 00:40:41,972 --> 00:40:44,998 Beetle Jump and... 626 00:40:47,812 --> 00:40:50,508 ...Samurai Ambush. 627 00:40:50,581 --> 00:40:53,982 The other night when I told you I was done trying to compete, 628 00:40:54,051 --> 00:40:56,679 that was me breaking up with you. 629 00:40:57,021 --> 00:40:58,488 No. 630 00:40:59,490 --> 00:41:01,788 No, I think I would've noticed that. 631 00:41:02,259 --> 00:41:03,988 Except you didn't. 632 00:41:04,061 --> 00:41:07,326 Which is why I broke up with you. 633 00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:13,167 At least now you don't have to feel guilty anymore. 634 00:41:14,705 --> 00:41:16,764 Shut up. 635 00:41:16,841 --> 00:41:19,969 Either let the guilt throw you back into the behavior 636 00:41:20,044 --> 00:41:22,808 that got you into trouble in the first place... 637 00:41:24,081 --> 00:41:25,480 ...or... 638 00:41:27,485 --> 00:41:32,548 ...learn from the guilt and do your best to move on. 639 00:41:33,057 --> 00:41:36,322 Are you seriously not going to deposit that check? 640 00:41:39,997 --> 00:41:42,090 Some good needs to come from this money. 641 00:41:42,166 --> 00:41:47,194 And until I know what that good is, no, I'm not depositing the check.