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Previously on "grey's anatomy"...
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you understand there are rules
to your probation?
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the divorce was finalized this morning.
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I think I need a little time to--
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- take some space.
- Yeah.
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The other night?
That was me breaking up with you.
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I slept with another guy.
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It was not cheerful.
It was dirty.
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you told me your hand was fine.
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It's not fine!
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stop worrying.
We are a well-oiled machine.
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Nobody has to know.
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as surgeons,we're trained to look for disease.
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You're going camping?
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Yeah,with shepherd.
Yes.
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With the sleeping on the ground and everyone
peeing behind the same bush?
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Fresh air.
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Sometimes the problem's easily detected.
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We have back-to-back cabgs.
I booked the O.R.S.
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- I canceled the O.R.S.
- Why?
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Because I'm going camping with shepherd.
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But why?
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Ah,getting away,out of the city,men being men.
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mountain men in the wild.
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Ah,the open road.
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The road not taken.
The uncharted course.
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Terra incognita.
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Well,okay.
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Most of the time,you need to go step-by-step,
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first probing the surface,
looking for any sign of trouble...
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we do have to make one stop.
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A mole or a lesion or an unwelcome lump.
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- Mountain men in the wild.
- Yeah.
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Terra incognita.
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You know,this is my first camping trip.
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Oh,you don't say?
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So,preston...
any other little surprises?
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You have sunscreen and insect repellant?
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Oh,and you're gonna need a shovel
to bury your poop.
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tell her I'm a mountain man.
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I'm a man on aountain,right,Dr. Burke?
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Okay,him I invited.
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Izzie baked us treats.
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Have fun with your,um...
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space...
or whatever.
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I just thought we needed an extra tent.
Maybe joe misunderstood?
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Hey,you want to follow us or
should we follow you?
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hey,guys.
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That wasn't me,I swear.
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Most of the time,we can't tell what's wrong
with somebody by just looking at them.
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After all,they can look perfectly
fine on the outside
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while their insides tell us
a whole other story.
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Derek's camping--
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taking time,getting space.
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Prestons do not go into the woods.
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A guy named preston is gonna get
his ass kicked by a squirrel.
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It's basically a slumber party.
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They do it outside,we do it inside.
That's really the only difference.
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Have you seen what's his face?
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Alex karev.
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Poor bastard seems to get a thrill
out of tagging along after me.
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he's camping.
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Well,in that case,how'd you like to get a
thrill out of tagging along after me?
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Dr. Bailey makes the assignments.
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Dr. Bailey says it's fine.
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Go.
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Stevens,conference room.
You're spending the day with a peer counselor.
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Is that like a shrink?
The hospital's already making me see a shrink.
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Go...
meet your peer,get counseled.
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Exciting procedures on the board today,
huh,yang?
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Yes,Dr. Bailey.
Which one would you like me to start with?
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are those...
monopoly pieces.
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21 of them to be exact,mostly houses and hotels.
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I also swallowed the thimble,
the racecar,oh,and the shoe.
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Eric and his older brother
don't always get along.
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He wouldn't let me play monopoly w
ith him and his friends.
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This way nobody could play.
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- Yang,what do you recommend?
- Is this even surgical?
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Yang.
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track and inventory all the pieces,measure
the progress in x-rays,
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- keep examining the stool.
- Very good.
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Enjoy.
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Dr. Bailey,isn't this more of a nurse's job?
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Are you too good to help that boy?
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Yes.
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No.
Definitely not.
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I-I just thought I'd be more help if
I was assisting you in a surgery.
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No surgeries for you.
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No,I'm-- I'm sorry.
I don't understand.
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I don't understand why you erased
my name from the O.R. Board.
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I-I'm--
I don't know what you're talking about.
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No,don't do that.
Don't give me that fake confused look.
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It irritates me.
You know exactly what I'm talking about.
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You erased my name from burke's
humpty dumpty surgery.
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I know it,and you know it.
What I don't know is why.
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I...
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have no comment.
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No surgeries.Yang
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Okay,before you start,there are rules to this...
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friendship thing or whatever.
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The dirty mistresses club has rules?
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Gosh,u'd think a bunch of dirty
mistresses would
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be a little less uptight about t
hings like rules.
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Number one,no flirting.
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Second,no talking about derek.
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"C"--
no giving me the face.
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- The face?
- The mcsteamy face.
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It doesn't work on me.
I'm immune.
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You know,if I'd gone off to the woods,
I would have invited you to keep me warm.
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Breaking rules one,two and three.
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Oh!
Izzie!
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Sydney.
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- You're my counselor.
- Peer counselor. We're equals.
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How are you?
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Fine.
I'm fine.
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Now that is "outside izzie" talking.
Okay?
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How's "inside izzie"?
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so...
you and derek,you guys together or...
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just answer the question,and I'll stop asking.
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Derek and I are taking some space.
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You're taking space from each other,
or he's taking some space from you?
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Derek and I--
there's just a lot of water under the...
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thing or something.
Whatever.
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my knight in shining poly-cotton.
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Morning,donna.
Vicky.
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- How was the trip?
- Smooth,perfect.
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Speak for yourself.
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She's still having some penis issues.
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I'm sorry?
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Am I missing something?
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I believe you're missing the fact that Dr. Sloan
is planning to remove my husband's penis this afternoon.
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Oh.Uh...
and your husband is?
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Right here.
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Greys Anatomy
Season 03 Episode 07
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daniel gibson,34,in for sexual
reassignment surgery,
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donna,not daniel.She's been living
as donna for two years.Come on,grey.
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So essentially today,
we are inverting his,uh,her,uh--
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her penis.
That's okay.You'll get it.
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you know the steps for a vaginoplasty?
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Not exactly.
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Well,if you want to get in on
this operation today,you better learn.
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Don't paany attention to him.
You' doing very well.
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Better than I did when I first found out.
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We just need to run a few pre-op labs,
make sure everything's in working order.
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And then surgery...
today?
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Yeah.
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Big day,donna.
You excited?
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Excited doesn't begin to cover it.
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You're gonna do great.
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That is a nice-looking picnic basket.
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Ah,thank you.
The concierge at the hotel put it together.
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We got crackers,uh,pt?
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and an assortment of seattle soft cheeses.
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No,thanks.
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Dude,he brought silverware.
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you should talk.
Have you ever been camping before?
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- What?
- A t-shirt and sneakers?
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- You'll freeze your ass off.
- So? I'm wearing a jacket.
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Just do me a favor.
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Don't come crawling to me in the middle
of the night when you want to huddle for warmth.
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That's a good-looking tent,joe.
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Uh,you and walter got room for one more?
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I thought you'd be sleeping with
one of the doctors.
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Well,preston's already got o'malley
for a roommate,and,um...
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just between you and me,um,
those other tents are pretty puny.
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Well,walter and I were sort of wanting
to share this one,just the two of us.
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But I guess if you really want to...
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chief,I-I don't think you really...
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they've offered,karev.
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Chief,they want to be alone.
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oh!
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So you are,um...
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uh,chief.
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That's wonderful.
Man love.
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it's beautiful.
It's beautiful.
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M-my--
myousin's gay,so I'm--
I'm hip.
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D "brokeback mountain," and all of that.
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- who's ready to go fishing?
- Uh,me.
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guess what I'm doing today.
Removing a man's penis.
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You got an S.R.S.?
Seriously?
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He's,uh--
she,she--
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is one of sloan's patients.
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Oh,god.
That should be me.
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I should be turning a penis into a vagina.
That should be my penis.
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I have to hide.
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Sydney is my peer counselor.
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"Heal with love" sydney.
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Yeah,I'm supposed to be shadowing
her and dialoguing all day,
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unless I can come up with a good
medical reason not to.
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Anybody?
Anything?
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couple of houses and the dog.
That's nine pieces so far.
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I love the dog.
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I'm always the dog when I play monopoly.
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uh,I got a page.
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Jamie carr--
she slipped and fell in the shower this morning.
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I can't see my own feet.
I...did this.
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Ooh,nasty break.
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She hasn't had any meds for the pain?
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She refused.
She's toughing it out.
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Oh,don't do that.
Don't tough it out.Just say yes.
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Well,the baby--
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I-I know Dr. Montgomery said it was all right.
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But I'll suffer.
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Is he okay?
I...
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he was kicking like crazy,and--
and now--
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it's possible that he's just sleeping.
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So...
our son sleeps.
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he's just sleeping,jamie.
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- Do I need a cast?
- Definitely.
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But first we need to straighten the bones.
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We'll just put your arm in this kind of fancy sling,
and use gravity to help realign the bones.
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Could you excuse me just a moment?
I'll be-- I've got A...
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trade you?
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Vicky.
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Inrance forms.
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Donna gets his surgeries,and I do the forms.
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Super fun.
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Well,you seem to be handling
this remarkably well.
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Well,I left at first...
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when she...
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when he told me.
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You plan a life together,you know,
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kids,and suddenly,
that's allut the window.
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Suddenly your husband is this
other girl in your house
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who's borrowing your eyeliner and waxing her legs.
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But you came back.
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Why?
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Honestly,right now I have no idea.
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I'm really gonna miss the penis.
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you okay?
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Yeah,I'm fine.
I'm okay.I'm good.
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don't make me climb over this stall.
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I'll do it,but I'll be really pissed
'cause I don't know you that well.
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you're not okay.
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Oh,I don't know why...
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there's no reason that this should
affect me this much.
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I'm used to this.
I am,but...
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used to what?
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That woman.
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Yesterday,she's just as healthy as can be.
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Uh,and today...
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today her baby's dead.
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so,uh...
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how long you and walter been together?
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Ten years,on and off.
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But now,definitely on.
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Thinking about kids.
252
00:14:16,930 --> 00:14:18,490
That's a big step.
253
00:14:18,490 --> 00:14:20,160
You have kids?
254
00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:24,330
No.
Oh,I work a lot.
255
00:14:26,260 --> 00:14:28,120
Adele and I,w--
256
00:14:29,540 --> 00:14:32,400
well,she always said she didn't
want to raise kids alone.
257
00:14:32,990 --> 00:14:35,650
Walter says the same thing.
258
00:14:36,270 --> 00:14:37,970
He does?
259
00:14:38,600 --> 00:14:41,970
Well,I'm always working at the bar.
But what are you gonna do,right?
260
00:14:41,970 --> 00:14:44,550
If I'm not there,who's gonna run the place?
261
00:14:44,550 --> 00:14:46,500
Exactly.
262
00:14:47,040 --> 00:14:48,660
But walter...
263
00:14:49,170 --> 00:14:51,440
if I have to make a change,I'll do it.
264
00:14:51,440 --> 00:14:54,000
I can't imagine my life without him,you know?
265
00:15:00,250 --> 00:15:02,350
Very nice,o'malley.
266
00:15:04,240 --> 00:15:07,930
At least once a month,my dad would take me
and my brothers to white river.
267
00:15:07,930 --> 00:15:10,200
Well,your dad taught you well.
268
00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:12,850
How are you and,uh,Dr. Torres doing these days?
269
00:15:13,090 --> 00:15:15,600
Good.
She doesn't know it yet,but we are.
270
00:15:16,470 --> 00:15:18,140
Excellent,even.
271
00:15:18,650 --> 00:15:21,690
For a while,uh,she wanted,I don't know,
272
00:15:21,690 --> 00:15:27,140
a certain level of commitment,
and I just didn't feel that I was re--
273
00:15:27,140 --> 00:15:28,610
now I am,though.
274
00:15:28,610 --> 00:15:30,720
- So you're stepping up?
- I'm stepping up.
275
00:15:31,750 --> 00:15:34,880
You knew,right,when it was
the right time with you and cristina?
276
00:15:35,950 --> 00:15:37,650
Right.
277
00:15:41,770 --> 00:15:43,140
You okay?
278
00:15:43,390 --> 00:15:45,040
Absolutely.
279
00:15:45,040 --> 00:15:47,110
- Because,uh--
- we're here to fish,remember?
280
00:15:48,210 --> 00:15:48,890
Right.
281
00:15:48,890 --> 00:15:51,470
I'm gonna see if I can get a better
bite downstream.
282
00:15:54,500 --> 00:15:55,990
Okay.
283
00:15:57,470 --> 00:16:00,670
I'm sorry,Donna.XXXXXXXXX
284
00:16:00,670 --> 00:16:02,690
- Breast cancer?
- I'm sorry.
285
00:16:02,690 --> 00:16:04,620
I'm really...
286
00:16:05,790 --> 00:16:09,490
the needle aspiration showed abnormal
cells in your breast tissue.
287
00:16:10,210 --> 00:16:12,050
Rare,but it happens.
288
00:16:12,050 --> 00:16:15,760
Well,so the hormones I've been taking are
essentially giving me cancer?
289
00:16:15,760 --> 00:16:20,250
Yes.That's why we need to stop
the hormone therapy and start the treatment.
290
00:16:20,250 --> 00:16:22,470
Or the cancer will get worse.
291
00:16:27,010 --> 00:16:28,590
The operation?
292
00:16:28,590 --> 00:16:30,230
There'd really be no point.
293
00:16:30,230 --> 00:16:34,660
Once we stop the hormones,your breasts
will shrink,your facial hair will grow back.
294
00:16:34,660 --> 00:16:37,110
She'll become a man again.
295
00:16:37,460 --> 00:16:40,690
What if I do the operation,
keep taking the hormones?
296
00:16:40,690 --> 00:16:42,190
What--
what happens then?
297
00:16:42,190 --> 00:16:46,300
Donna you really want to treat this now
while it's still in its early stages.
298
00:16:46,910 --> 00:16:48,960
So if I keep taking the hormones...
299
00:16:48,960 --> 00:16:51,450
you'd be feeding the cancer.
300
00:16:52,400 --> 00:16:54,240
I could die?
301
00:16:54,980 --> 00:16:58,910
Are you saying if I become a woman,
I could die?
302
00:17:07,900 --> 00:17:10,540
They are a happy couple.
303
00:17:11,400 --> 00:17:14,270
Look at them.
They love each other.
304
00:17:15,420 --> 00:17:17,990
They should have everything.
305
00:17:17,990 --> 00:17:20,700
happy people should have...
306
00:17:21,260 --> 00:17:23,810
happy things happen to them.
307
00:17:25,820 --> 00:17:27,700
- I gotta go tell 'em.
- Wait.
308
00:17:28,990 --> 00:17:31,670
the moment you tell them,
they won't be happy anymore.
309
00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:34,960
Give 'em a few more minutes.
310
00:17:35,780 --> 00:17:37,840
Let 'em be happy...
311
00:17:38,220 --> 00:17:40,490
a few more minutes.
312
00:17:45,090 --> 00:17:47,400
So you're gettin' back with callie?
313
00:17:47,400 --> 00:17:48,610
Yeah.
314
00:17:49,350 --> 00:17:51,750
Trust me,man,I don't think you
really want to do that.
315
00:17:53,590 --> 00:17:55,890
- Really?
- Really.
316
00:17:58,710 --> 00:18:01,880
I guess when I get back,I'm gonna tell her
that we shouldn't see each othernymore,
317
00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:03,790
and then when she asks why,
I'm just gonna say,
318
00:18:03,790 --> 00:18:08,140
"well,alex karev thinks our relationship
isn't such a good idea.¡±
319
00:18:08,330 --> 00:18:10,300
You think that'll do the trick?
320
00:18:10,570 --> 00:18:12,500
Fine.
Suit yourself.
321
00:18:16,690 --> 00:18:19,740
This was my camping trip.
I was gonna come alone.
322
00:18:20,630 --> 00:18:22,150
So why did you invite me?
323
00:18:22,150 --> 00:18:25,030
Because...
it's a guy trip,you know?
324
00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:27,650
Mountain men.
325
00:18:30,290 --> 00:18:33,030
- You don't have any friends,do you?
- Of course I have friends.
326
00:18:34,040 --> 00:18:36,380
- Guy friends?
- Yes.
327
00:18:40,550 --> 00:18:42,430
I just need peace...
328
00:18:43,490 --> 00:18:45,990
space.
I have a right to space.
329
00:18:46,410 --> 00:18:48,660
And you go and invite half the hospital.
330
00:18:50,170 --> 00:18:52,460
That's because I have guy friends.
331
00:18:58,010 --> 00:18:59,630
There you are.
332
00:18:59,630 --> 00:19:01,600
I have been looking all over.
333
00:19:01,600 --> 00:19:05,240
Oh,Dr. Yang needed some help with this patient.
She needed some help.
334
00:19:05,870 --> 00:19:08,840
oh,well...
patient care always comes first.
335
00:19:12,330 --> 00:19:14,850
- uh,what...
- oh,I'll just wait.
336
00:19:14,850 --> 00:19:17,570
- Wait?
- Yeah,for you to finish,and then we'll dialogue.
337
00:19:24,970 --> 00:19:27,870
So...
what happens with donna now?
338
00:19:28,580 --> 00:19:31,880
She goes back to being an unhappy
man who's stuck with a penis.
339
00:19:33,390 --> 00:19:35,290
There are millions of us out there.
340
00:19:35,570 --> 00:19:38,290
- You're unhappy with your penis?
- I could be a lot less unhappy.
341
00:19:39,500 --> 00:19:43,410
Maybe it's for the best that he's taking some space.
Maybe...
342
00:19:43,790 --> 00:19:46,180
you two aren't meant to be together.
343
00:19:46,180 --> 00:19:48,620
Look,derek...
344
00:19:49,450 --> 00:19:51,170
on the outside,he holds it all together,
345
00:19:51,170 --> 00:19:54,490
but he's damaged goods,meredith.
346
00:19:54,490 --> 00:19:57,660
It's my fault.
I damaged him,maybe forever.
347
00:19:58,060 --> 00:20:00,600
You really want to drink from a poisoned well?
348
00:20:01,450 --> 00:20:04,390
Dr. Sloan...
you have to talk to her.
349
00:20:04,390 --> 00:20:07,200
Donna says she wants to
go through with the operation.
350
00:20:13,250 --> 00:20:15,850
Joe and walter got tired of not
catching any fish.
351
00:20:16,200 --> 00:20:17,980
They went for a hike.
352
00:20:18,960 --> 00:20:20,990
What do you make of that?
353
00:20:21,470 --> 00:20:23,430
- Joe and walter?
- Oh,no,no,no.
354
00:20:23,430 --> 00:20:26,400
Joe and walter are great.
I mean that we haven't caught any fish.
355
00:20:26,400 --> 00:20:28,490
- Any theories?
- Just one--
356
00:20:28,490 --> 00:20:31,600
fish generally don't like to go where
there's a lot of noise.
357
00:20:35,090 --> 00:20:37,290
- You notice anything going on with burke?
- No.
358
00:20:37,290 --> 00:20:39,720
'Cause before,I thought I saw--
359
00:20:40,180 --> 00:20:41,720
what are you doing?
360
00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:44,190
You don't use bait when you're casting.
361
00:20:44,190 --> 00:20:46,460
It's gonna fall off before it hits the water.
Here.
362
00:20:46,460 --> 00:20:48,070
What are you--
here,here,here,here,here.
363
00:20:48,630 --> 00:20:50,690
What you want to--
she's sleeping with sloan,dude.
364
00:20:50,690 --> 00:20:52,090
- What?
- Callie.
365
00:20:52,090 --> 00:20:54,320
She's sleeping with sloan.
366
00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:58,200
- No,she's not.
- Torres is doing sloan.
367
00:21:02,710 --> 00:21:04,620
You better take that back.
368
00:21:06,180 --> 00:21:09,040
yeah,people chatting,laughing,
moving around,that sort of thing?
369
00:21:09,590 --> 00:21:12,690
That sort of thing let's the fish know
that they're not alone.
370
00:21:13,640 --> 00:21:15,730
- That's the theory.
- So I invited other people?
371
00:21:15,730 --> 00:21:18,340
I'm just saying,it's not a frat party.
372
00:21:18,340 --> 00:21:20,380
take it back!
Nothing to take back.
373
00:21:20,380 --> 00:21:23,040
Oh,for god's sake.
What are you guys doing?
374
00:21:23,040 --> 00:21:25,200
Break it up!
Break it up!
375
00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:30,020
I don't condone fighting.
I don't like fighting.
376
00:21:30,070 --> 00:21:33,270
I think it is pointlessand foolish.
377
00:21:33,280 --> 00:21:37,160
But you two idiotsseem determined
to beat the hellout of each other.
378
00:21:37,180 --> 00:21:40,160
So if you're gonna do it,
you're gonna do itby my rules.
379
00:21:40,160 --> 00:21:40,970
Rules?
380
00:21:40,990 --> 00:21:44,710
Yes, o'malley, rules,
to help you protect your hands
381
00:21:44,760 --> 00:21:47,180
- so you don't do irreparabledamage to them...
- you're dead.
382
00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:50,560
Damage that would endyour careers
before they even started.
383
00:21:50,620 --> 00:21:55,150
So with that in mind,
weegonna do open-handed combat.
384
00:21:55,170 --> 00:21:56,190
- A slap fight?
- A slap fight?
385
00:21:56,220 --> 00:21:57,920
Open-handed combat.
386
00:21:57,940 --> 00:21:59,850
- this is ridiculous.
- There willbe no scratching,
387
00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:01,040
- no biting.
- Karev is gonna kill him.
388
00:22:01,070 --> 00:22:02,630
- Not necessarily.
- also no punching,
389
00:22:02,670 --> 00:22:06,550
no kicking,no wrestling movesof any kind.
390
00:22:06,550 --> 00:22:07,890
Now any questions?
391
00:22:07,910 --> 00:22:10,970
- That doesn't leave uswith much.
- All right.
392
00:22:13,500 --> 00:22:16,250
- O'malley's a scrapper.
- A scrapper?
393
00:22:16,260 --> 00:22:18,130
He's gonna destroy him.
394
00:22:18,150 --> 00:22:20,910
He's tougher than he looks--
silent, but deadly.
395
00:22:20,940 --> 00:22:22,370
This is immature and stupid.
396
00:22:22,430 --> 00:22:25,250
- I think you'd agree with me.
398
00:22:27,270 --> 00:22:30,210
Yeah, this is why
I should've come alone.
399
00:22:30,220 --> 00:22:31,490
Ready? let's go.
400
00:22:32,240 --> 00:22:33,720
I've wanted thissince I can remember.
401
00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:35,740
I've waited forever.
I'm not stopping now.
402
00:22:35,770 --> 00:22:36,660
Donna, listen to me--
403
00:22:36,690 --> 00:22:39,470
if you don't dothe operation,I'm gonna
go to new yorkand find another doctor.
404
00:22:39,500 --> 00:22:41,810
You're gonna have a very hardtime
finding a surgeon--
405
00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:42,730
I'll find one.
406
00:22:42,750 --> 00:22:45,140
donna, I'm tryingto save your life.
407
00:22:45,150 --> 00:22:46,750
As a man.
408
00:22:46,760 --> 00:22:49,570
I am not a man.
409
00:22:49,580 --> 00:22:52,190
I'll fight the cancer.
I'll just fight it as a woman.
410
00:22:52,210 --> 00:22:55,620
For god's sake,wake up, daniel!
411
00:22:57,470 --> 00:23:00,070
My name is donna.
412
00:23:02,890 --> 00:23:06,650
I'm not gonna stand by
and watch you kill yourself.
413
00:23:17,600 --> 00:23:20,330
I need vicky to love me.
414
00:23:24,930 --> 00:23:28,740
But I need her to love...
me.
415
00:23:30,890 --> 00:23:34,010
oh, my god.Please, tell me
it's gonnastop hurting soon.
416
00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:35,520
You're almost done.
417
00:23:35,550 --> 00:23:39,090
when our son's 15,and he's yelling at you
that you never didanything for him,
418
00:23:39,110 --> 00:23:40,780
you can guilt himwith the wrist.
419
00:23:47,790 --> 00:23:50,900
ted, jamie, I needto talk to you...
420
00:23:53,490 --> 00:23:57,600
- about the baby.
- Dr. Montgomery...
421
00:24:01,830 --> 00:24:04,290
you have to say it.
422
00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:07,900
I won't believe itunless you say it.
423
00:24:08,710 --> 00:24:11,870
You have to say it.
424
00:24:23,780 --> 00:24:26,240
Thanks for this, izzie.
Thank you.
425
00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:28,050
No good deedgoes unpunished.
426
00:24:28,060 --> 00:24:29,810
"Good deed"?
You're making me digthrough crap.
427
00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:32,290
It's not like I asked her
to spend the day with me.
428
00:24:35,950 --> 00:24:39,180
How's it goin' in there?
Any luck?
429
00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:45,760
Okay, I can't havethat grinning puppet heads
tare at me another second,so just go.
430
00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:48,690
- Cristina.
- Hey, this is my crap.
431
00:24:48,690 --> 00:24:51,700
This is my crap.Bailey assigned me
this crap.You get sydney.
432
00:24:51,730 --> 00:24:54,290
Fine.Come on, sydney.
We can go.
433
00:24:54,320 --> 00:24:56,810
Okeydokey, smokey.
434
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:10,820
man, I thought my brotherand I
had problems,but you two are morons.
435
00:25:10,860 --> 00:25:15,260
Okay, well, swallowing monopolyieces
wasn't exactlya genius move.
436
00:25:15,260 --> 00:25:16,740
You could'vereally hurt yourself.
437
00:25:16,780 --> 00:25:18,100
I didn't, did I?
438
00:25:18,100 --> 00:25:21,170
Now my mom'sgonna make my brother
let me playall the monopoly I want.
439
00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:24,240
I get to play.It's all
that matters,getting to play.
440
00:25:24,250 --> 00:25:25,360
And that makes you smart?
441
00:25:25,380 --> 00:25:30,050
You're fishing through my poop.
How smart are you?
442
00:25:36,150 --> 00:25:38,320
That's right, karev.
Whatever it was,don't take it back.
443
00:25:38,340 --> 00:25:40,130
you don't even knowwhy they're fighting.
444
00:25:40,150 --> 00:25:42,240
arms up, o'malley.
Don't drop your arms.
445
00:25:45,810 --> 00:25:49,940
Hey, hey, no wrestling.
No wrestling.Come on, come on.
446
00:25:49,950 --> 00:25:52,580
- This is stupid.
- George is defendinghis honor.
447
00:25:52,630 --> 00:25:55,800
Karev said that, uh, sloan's been
sleeping with torres.
448
00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:58,080
- He what?
- O'malley, arms up.
449
00:26:13,410 --> 00:26:17,720
next time,we're not going
campingwith straight guys.
450
00:26:23,990 --> 00:26:26,550
so basically,you're getting paid
to look at penises all day.
451
00:26:26,550 --> 00:26:29,810
I'm studying for mcsteamy's
reassignment surgery.
452
00:26:29,830 --> 00:26:32,410
- You like mcsteamy.
- Yes.
453
00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:35,390
I mean, no.
No, not like that.
454
00:26:36,530 --> 00:26:40,510
Just...you know,he thinks
I'm better offwithout derek's baggage.
455
00:26:40,540 --> 00:26:42,410
Thinks there'stoo much history there.
456
00:26:42,430 --> 00:26:46,700
Maybe in his own sick,twisted way,
he'sust tryingto protect me.
457
00:26:46,730 --> 00:26:51,250
Protect you?
Maybe.
458
00:26:53,670 --> 00:26:55,800
Hey, um...
459
00:26:55,840 --> 00:27:00,720
uh, when your motherwas first
diagnosed with alzheimer'S...
460
00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:02,970
uh, why didn't youtell anyone?
461
00:27:02,990 --> 00:27:06,600
Uh, she asked me not to.Why?
462
00:27:06,610 --> 00:27:08,610
So you think it was rightto keep her secret?
463
00:27:08,640 --> 00:27:11,190
Yes.
Why?
464
00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:16,720
Even if it meantyou had to fish crap
out of a toilet all dayand probablyfor years to come?
465
00:27:18,340 --> 00:27:20,180
Okay, rewind.
Start at the beginning.
466
00:27:20,220 --> 00:27:24,480
- whose secretare you keeping?
- Oh, wait.
467
00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:28,170
what the hell happened?
468
00:27:28,190 --> 00:27:29,560
He was fine one minute,and then he just--
469
00:27:29,590 --> 00:27:31,550
eric, lay down, okay?
470
00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:36,990
oh, his abdomen is rigid.
471
00:27:37,010 --> 00:27:39,900
There's blood in the vomit.
He's perfed.Page bailey.
472
00:27:41,570 --> 00:27:44,060
there's a lot of blood,but, uh,
it didn't penetratethe galea.
473
00:27:44,090 --> 00:27:44,820
is that a good thing?
474
00:27:44,820 --> 00:27:47,200
yeah, it means we don't
have to do deep stitches.
475
00:27:47,870 --> 00:27:50,980
- You're using a fishing hook?
- Ah, don't worry.
476
00:27:51,010 --> 00:27:54,000
We sterilized it.
Also clipped off the barb.
477
00:27:54,010 --> 00:27:55,850
It's good as a needle.
478
00:27:55,870 --> 00:27:57,190
All right, wound's clean.
479
00:27:57,200 --> 00:27:58,560
Just keep some pressureon there,
will you, chief?
480
00:27:58,570 --> 00:27:59,230
Got it.
481
00:27:59,250 --> 00:28:00,870
Okay, we're gonna dosome stitches now,
all right, walter?
482
00:28:00,890 --> 00:28:03,880
- Is it gonna hurt?
- Yes.
483
00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:05,990
It's okay.
484
00:28:07,780 --> 00:28:09,460
karev, you wanna sew him up?
485
00:28:09,490 --> 00:28:10,130
Oh, no.
486
00:28:10,150 --> 00:28:12,750
No.No, forget it.
488
00:28:13,740 --> 00:28:16,010
We're doing some kindof crazy
macgyver surgeryin the middle of the woods.
489
00:28:16,030 --> 00:28:17,780
I want what's bestfor my guy, okay?
490
00:28:17,790 --> 00:28:19,260
No offense.
491
00:28:23,260 --> 00:28:26,430
Don't worry.
Dr. Burke'sreally good at doing this.
492
00:28:28,760 --> 00:28:30,570
Well, you are, right?
493
00:28:32,970 --> 00:28:34,290
Right.
494
00:28:42,060 --> 00:28:44,030
there's stilla little bleeding there.
495
00:28:45,230 --> 00:28:47,220
hold on, walter.
496
00:28:57,540 --> 00:28:59,370
You got it?
497
00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:06,150
I always have it.
498
00:29:16,990 --> 00:29:18,810
you want something?
499
00:29:19,320 --> 00:29:22,520
He is my patient.
I've been with him all day.
500
00:29:23,510 --> 00:29:26,550
If there's any chance that
I can get in on this surgery,I'd really--
501
00:29:26,570 --> 00:29:29,350
why'd you erasemy name from the board?
502
00:29:30,990 --> 00:29:31,880
I don't knowwhat you're talking about.
503
00:29:31,900 --> 00:29:35,640
You really wanna go head-to-head with me on this?
You really want that?
504
00:29:35,650 --> 00:29:41,780
Right now, this second,in this moment,
you chose your own fate.
505
00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:57,560
so tell me about denny.
506
00:29:59,450 --> 00:30:01,060
What?
507
00:30:01,080 --> 00:30:04,140
Yeah, it helps to, uh...
508
00:30:04,150 --> 00:30:06,470
to talk about what happened.
509
00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:09,200
- So as much as you can--
- okay, we are done here.
510
00:30:09,220 --> 00:30:12,060
Izzie, really...
511
00:30:12,770 --> 00:30:14,770
- it helps to share.
- No.
512
00:30:14,780 --> 00:30:16,690
I don't wantto share with you.
513
00:30:16,700 --> 00:30:19,810
Do you know what I've beendoing all day?
Sifting through feces.
514
00:30:19,840 --> 00:30:23,060
I would rather sift throughfeces
than talk to you.
515
00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:26,660
And now you bring up denny
like you want me to--to gossip with you.
516
00:30:26,670 --> 00:30:28,870
Well, I understand this--
this must be difficult.
517
00:30:28,890 --> 00:30:30,810
You understand?
Really?
518
00:30:30,820 --> 00:30:32,450
What,you cut someone's lvad wire?
519
00:30:32,470 --> 00:30:34,290
You fell in love
with a manand he died?
520
00:30:34,310 --> 00:30:35,130
Well, no, but--
521
00:30:35,150 --> 00:30:38,500
then how in the hell
could you possibly know?
522
00:30:42,650 --> 00:30:44,260
grey,what's our next step?
523
00:30:44,280 --> 00:30:48,760
Continue the primary incision
of the ventral sideof the shaft.
524
00:30:50,260 --> 00:30:54,110
I am surprised you agreed
to do the surgery.
525
00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:57,150
People don't come to me
to fix what's on the outside.
526
00:30:57,170 --> 00:30:59,070
They come to me to fix
what's on the inside.
527
00:30:59,090 --> 00:31:04,300
If that means giving someone
a straighter noseor bigger breasts or...
528
00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:07,280
if that helpsa person get by...
529
00:31:07,290 --> 00:31:10,350
I don't run.
I don't hide.
530
00:31:10,390 --> 00:31:12,430
I don't take space.
531
00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:23,660
Well, don't look at me.
I didn't start it.
532
00:31:23,690 --> 00:31:24,660
Karev.
533
00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:26,750
What?I just came out here
to have some fun.
534
00:31:26,760 --> 00:31:29,330
Then the guy gets all over me
about what I'm wearing.
535
00:31:29,340 --> 00:31:30,650
He just rubs methe wrong way.
536
00:31:30,670 --> 00:31:32,360
You're on a camping trip.
537
00:31:32,380 --> 00:31:34,900
You're supposed to be
enjoying the great outdoors.
538
00:31:35,790 --> 00:31:37,680
You know I grew upin a bar?
539
00:31:37,690 --> 00:31:39,600
Literally in a bar.
540
00:31:39,620 --> 00:31:44,760
My dad was always doing one of two things in there--
playing music or drinking.
541
00:31:44,770 --> 00:31:47,520
Dude never even took meto the park.
542
00:31:48,390 --> 00:31:51,490
I just figuredthis was my chance
to get out with the guys.
543
00:31:51,510 --> 00:31:53,300
The one time I try...
544
00:31:53,310 --> 00:31:55,720
you wanted to bea different person.
545
00:31:59,530 --> 00:32:02,770
- They're a happy couple.
- Yeah.
546
00:32:06,160 --> 00:32:08,200
I miss my wife.
547
00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:13,570
You have high standards.
548
00:32:14,690 --> 00:32:16,380
you have high standards.
549
00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:18,500
Your standards are too high.
550
00:32:19,810 --> 00:32:23,000
You...
make people out to be...
551
00:32:23,720 --> 00:32:26,240
and people make mistakes.
552
00:32:27,140 --> 00:32:29,020
Your standards are too high.
553
00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:31,680
You see a flaw, you attack.
554
00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:35,140
Wait, wait.
555
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:38,860
So you're saying that, uh,
if cristinadid something like--
556
00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:41,460
cristina and I are a team.
557
00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:43,710
We are a team.
558
00:32:44,540 --> 00:32:48,880
You're either part of a team
or you play alonefor the rest of your life.
559
00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:01,400
good.
Push, jamie.
560
00:33:03,570 --> 00:33:05,310
okay...
561
00:33:05,330 --> 00:33:08,270
I need you to pushone more time, jamie.
562
00:33:08,290 --> 00:33:09,460
Ted.
563
00:33:10,860 --> 00:33:12,720
one more time.
Push.
564
00:33:13,700 --> 00:33:15,170
push.
565
00:33:16,260 --> 00:33:19,230
push.
Push.
566
00:33:19,250 --> 00:33:21,690
Good.
We got it.
567
00:34:10,370 --> 00:34:12,360
so that mark sloan...
568
00:34:12,810 --> 00:34:17,790
- he's bad news.
- Ah, he's a cancer.He infects everybody.
569
00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:20,060
What are we, three hoursout of seattle?
And still...
570
00:34:20,090 --> 00:34:21,940
he infects everything.
571
00:34:21,950 --> 00:34:25,430
You know, I thoughtif I just got away
for a while by myself,
572
00:34:25,440 --> 00:34:28,930
I'd get some answers,
get a fresh start.
573
00:34:28,940 --> 00:34:32,360
Fresh starts--no such thing.
574
00:34:33,230 --> 00:34:35,650
Any other wordsof wisdom there, chief?
575
00:34:36,940 --> 00:34:38,710
I'm living in a hotel.
576
00:34:38,730 --> 00:34:44,000
I buy most of my clothesfrom the hotel gift shop,
and my wife won't speak to me.
577
00:34:44,010 --> 00:34:45,220
oh, don't look at me.
578
00:34:45,240 --> 00:34:47,550
I came out here for
the same reasons you did.
579
00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:49,380
I have no wisdom.
580
00:34:49,400 --> 00:34:51,300
There is no wisdom here.
581
00:34:51,970 --> 00:34:54,260
So in other words...
582
00:34:55,410 --> 00:34:57,110
we're all a bunch of idiots.
583
00:34:57,630 --> 00:34:59,250
- yes.
- yes.
584
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:00,980
Who wants to go home?
585
00:35:37,220 --> 00:35:39,020
I lost a kid...
586
00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:41,310
my first year.
587
00:35:41,710 --> 00:35:45,870
It was my fault.
And I just couldn'T...
588
00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:49,870
so I had a breakdown.
589
00:35:49,890 --> 00:35:53,150
They gave me time off,and when I came back,
I put a smile on my face,
590
00:35:53,170 --> 00:35:55,180
and everybody thoughtI was fine.
591
00:35:56,790 --> 00:35:58,950
I lost a kid.
592
00:36:00,950 --> 00:36:03,300
It comes in waves, izzie.
593
00:36:04,030 --> 00:36:06,130
There's a lull,and then...
594
00:36:06,140 --> 00:36:08,260
another wave hits you.
595
00:36:08,740 --> 00:36:10,410
I wasn't trying to pry.
596
00:36:10,420 --> 00:36:12,180
I just wanted you to knowthat...
597
00:36:12,190 --> 00:36:15,550
it's okaynot to be fine s-sometimes.
598
00:36:17,560 --> 00:36:19,500
I miss him.
599
00:36:20,070 --> 00:36:22,410
All the time, I miss him.
600
00:36:22,430 --> 00:36:27,410
It's not waves,
it's constant,all the time.
601
00:36:28,210 --> 00:36:33,760
And I walk through the doorsof this hospital,
and I want to be here,I do.
602
00:36:34,410 --> 00:36:36,090
But I...
603
00:36:36,930 --> 00:36:38,830
I don't know...
604
00:36:38,840 --> 00:36:45,060
if I can be a surgeon again,and I can't talk
about itbecause it scares me too much.Okay?
605
00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:48,370
Okay.
606
00:36:54,110 --> 00:36:58,640
- You came back.
- I was heading home.
607
00:36:58,660 --> 00:37:01,470
I was on my wayto the airport,and then...
608
00:37:03,070 --> 00:37:07,060
you know, you asked before
why I came backthe first time.
609
00:37:07,070 --> 00:37:09,390
You know,I tried not to.
610
00:37:09,980 --> 00:37:12,540
I went on dates.
611
00:37:12,550 --> 00:37:15,760
I had a lotof great first dateswith...
612
00:37:15,770 --> 00:37:18,460
guys who wereplanning to stay guys.
613
00:37:19,750 --> 00:37:24,840
but, you know,you have a great date,and you
want to go and tellyour best friend about it.
614
00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:29,040
And my best friendis daniel.
615
00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:31,700
Donna.
616
00:37:33,130 --> 00:37:36,480
And then you havea few bad dates, and...
617
00:37:39,300 --> 00:37:41,530
she's my best friend.
618
00:37:42,650 --> 00:37:46,450
She knows me.
She loves me.
619
00:37:46,470 --> 00:37:50,310
She'S...
my husband.
620
00:37:53,820 --> 00:37:58,180
At the end of the day,it's donna,
621
00:37:58,190 --> 00:38:02,930
even when she hurts me,
even when I hate her.
622
00:38:05,420 --> 00:38:08,060
She's who you wantto talk to.
623
00:38:11,400 --> 00:38:14,430
Not all wounds are superficial.
624
00:38:16,930 --> 00:38:18,650
So...
625
00:38:18,680 --> 00:38:21,220
you're sleeping with sloan.
626
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:26,700
- was.
- Me, too.Was.
627
00:38:28,070 --> 00:38:33,180
Which is just a hailstorm
of self-loathingand misery.
628
00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:34,470
yeah.
629
00:38:38,300 --> 00:38:41,290
hey, you want to, um...
630
00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:43,690
get a drink or something?
631
00:38:50,180 --> 00:38:54,000
- some other time then.
- Definitely.
632
00:38:58,360 --> 00:39:01,860
Most wounds run deeper than we can imagine.
633
00:39:01,880 --> 00:39:03,960
He'll make a full recovery.
634
00:39:05,170 --> 00:39:07,910
You can't see them with the naked eye.
635
00:39:12,950 --> 00:39:16,580
- You're back.
- Yes.
636
00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:19,870
I'm glad you're back.
637
00:39:22,140 --> 00:39:23,630
Me, too.
638
00:39:28,700 --> 00:39:30,360
George, we need to talk.
639
00:39:30,370 --> 00:39:33,540
- Yeah, I think we do.
- It's about your dad,george.
640
00:39:33,550 --> 00:39:34,840
My dad?
641
00:39:34,860 --> 00:39:40,010
And then there are the wounds
that take us by surprise.
642
00:39:45,250 --> 00:39:50,940
so...this could be just a drink,
or this could bemore than a drink.
643
00:39:50,950 --> 00:39:54,360
- I cannot start somethingwith you.
- You could.
644
00:39:56,510 --> 00:40:01,120
start over, meredith.
Start fresh.
645
00:40:06,240 --> 00:40:08,130
saved by the bell.
646
00:40:13,690 --> 00:40:16,090
Order me another beer.
647
00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:30,020
Hi.I'm derek shepherd.
648
00:40:31,990 --> 00:40:33,590
what are you doing?
649
00:40:33,610 --> 00:40:36,140
Well, we met at this bar.
You remember?
650
00:40:36,700 --> 00:40:40,290
We met, and we--well, you said, uh,
"I'm just a girl."
651
00:40:40,300 --> 00:40:41,950
I said, "I'm just a guy."
652
00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:44,050
And we started this thing.
653
00:40:44,070 --> 00:40:45,630
We started this thing.
654
00:40:45,640 --> 00:40:49,980
You didn't know anythingabout me--
the good, the bad, the wife.
655
00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:52,260
You didn't even know my name.
656
00:40:54,430 --> 00:40:56,300
You didn't know me.
657
00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:59,680
I want you to know me.
658
00:40:59,700 --> 00:41:02,860
I want to start overfrom the beginning.
659
00:41:04,970 --> 00:41:08,890
So, hi.
Derek shepherd.
660
00:41:11,150 --> 00:41:14,530
You walked away.
And now it's too late.
661
00:41:14,560 --> 00:41:17,500
There's too much water
under the thingor whatever.
662
00:41:17,520 --> 00:41:19,030
Meredith...
663
00:41:22,810 --> 00:41:25,000
please.
664
00:41:25,750 --> 00:41:30,320
The trick with any kind of wound or disease
665
00:41:30,340 --> 00:41:35,750
is to dig down and find
the real source of the injury.
666
00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:47,090
Hi.
I'm meredith grey.
667
00:41:49,740 --> 00:41:54,030
- Very nice to meet you,meredith.
- It's nice to meet you.
668
00:41:54,050 --> 00:41:56,420
And once you've found it...
669
00:41:59,890 --> 00:42:03,160
try like hell to heal that sucker.