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No one believes their life will turn out
just kind of okay.
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we all think we're going to be great.
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And from the day we decide to be surgeons,
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we are filled with expectation
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expectations of the trails we will blaze,
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the people we will help,
the difference we will make...
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great expectations of who we will be,
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where we will go.
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And then we get there.
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Meredith...would you like seconds?
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I'm great. Maybe Christina Would like some.
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Cristina,would you like some?
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I only made enough for three.
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You just said there was seconds.
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This is,uh,awkward.
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You know,we can go,
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and--and you two can talk.
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-Oh,we're talking.
-We're talking.
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To each other.
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you're enjoying your meal
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at the international house of silence?
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Burke,you have to feed Christina.
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She doesn't cook,
and she will starve to death.
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I have cereal.
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You two live together.
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Someone has to be the first to speak.
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I am giving a--a dinner party.
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If she wants to sit there,
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she can sit there.
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Let's just enjoy our evening
and talk about something else.
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I heard a crazy rumor today
from one of the scrub nurses
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that richard was retiring.
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Mm. That's an interesting rumor.
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what? It's true?
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Richard's gonna name a new chief of surgery?
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He asked Burke.
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But Burke took himself out of the running,
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which apparently is my fault
for being a part of the team.
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He asked you?
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Who wants dessert?
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It's so sad.
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He said that when he retired,
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I would become chief.
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No,no,no,no,no.He asks Burke.
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I don't think they're gonna make it.
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He said to me,"Shep,you're my man."
Not Burke.
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How can two people be in a relationship
and not talk?
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I am supposed to be chief.
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George,can I come in?
I made you some cookies,some brownies,???
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Oh,thank god you're here.
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I can't take anymore.
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Three times already tonight,
and he's getting ready for a fourth.
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Are--are you talking about--
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oh. Oh,ew.
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You know,I'd get it
if he were crying or depressed,
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and I know we all deal with it different ways,
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but this is not grieving.
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This is my legs being bent
in ways my legs do not go.
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And I know. I know his dad died. I get it.
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I feel horrible for him.
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-But ow,ow,
-okay?
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I'm gonna give you guys some privacy.
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-I'm going far,far-
-no,you stay.
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You take over for me,okay?
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Callie torres!
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No,I don't--not like that.
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I am giving him to you.
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You are now officially on George
watch 2007,okay?
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You are his friend. Yay!
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And I need a break.
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-I need to heal.
-No.No.
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I need to heal.
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-But what am I supposed to
-Callie.
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-Thank you. Goodbye.
-No. Callie,
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what is taking you so...
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-oh!
-Uh,she...she had to go.
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Are you hungry?
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Hey.
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Oh,Dr. Karev. Hello.
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-What's--what's wrong with you?
-Me? No,I'm good.I'm good.
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I'm all good,all... good.
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You've been avoiding me for a week.
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No,I have not.
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Okay,fine.
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Forget it.
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I kissed karev.
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George has become a sex machine.
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George has turned into a sex machine.
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Are you hearing me?
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A machine of sex.
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We have to do something.
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What's wrong with you people?
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Derek kept me up all night with his ranting.
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Cristina and Burke still are not
speaking to each other.
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Oh,you know what? I'm fine.
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I mean,I'm just not gonna be
the first one lking.
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I mean,he has to talk
'cause I'm in the right.
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Talking first is for losers.
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I'm winning.
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And Alex--I don't know
what's wrong with Alex.
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I'm good. I'm all good.
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Let me just remind you
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that I'm still recovering
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from the death of my fianc?
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the demise of my surgical career,
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the fact that I was forced to deposit
an $8-million check
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that I was saving for a good cause
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even though I haven't found a good cause,
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and I'm the only one here
under care of a shrink.
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I could blow any minute.
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Now George's dad has died.
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It has turned him into a sex machine.
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I'm gonna need a little help with that,
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so one of you better pull it together.
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Hey,anyone seen Callie?
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I kinda need to find her for something.
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Last I heard,perpetual sex was not
one of the five stages of grief.
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But denial is.
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That's not what I'm do--
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you shouldn't be listening
at other people's doors.
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You were in the hallway naked.
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I saw you.
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Oh,I blocked that out.
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Denial. Dr. Montgomery.
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-Yeah.
-Is sex another form of denial?
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what?
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What do you know?
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That...that you have a G.Y.N. Patnt in here
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that you want us to see.
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That's right.
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That's right. I do.
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Shall we?
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-Good morning.
-good morning.
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chief! Chief! Chief.
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I gotta talk to the chief.
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Well,so do I,and I was here first.
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I have a meeting to get to,
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a very important meeting.
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I'll talk quickly.
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Get in,too,Shep,if you can make it fast.
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Mine's not fast. Mine is epic.
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Then we'll have to talk later.
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why are you wearing a tie?
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And why are you smiling like hat?
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You have the length of
this elevator ride,Miranda.
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Use it well.
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I have two words for you,
chief--free clinic.
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What?
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I want seattle grace to open
a free clinic.
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I know,it's a big undertaking,but--
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this isn't even surgical.
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I've done all the research.
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Miranda,there's all kind
of hoops to jump through--
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funding,you have to get
the department heads to okay it.
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Well,if I get the support,
will you consider this?
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I'll think about it.
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I can't imagine why you want to take this on.
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You're a surgeon.
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I gotta get to my meeting now,okay?
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Your chart says you've been
having some pain and bleeding?
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She has,for weeks.
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It's not a big deal.
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I had to drag her in here.
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On our one day off from the restaurant.
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Just let the doctors check you out.
A lot of doctors.
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She needs three people for a pap smear?
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Actually,it's not a pap smear.
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It's a pelvic exam.
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And since this is a teaching hospital,
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Just let the doctors check
you out.A lot of doctors.
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but if you're uncomfortable with that...
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no,it's fine.
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I'm helping you guys learn something,right?
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Okay,stevens.
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Okay. jilly,I'm just gonna,uh,
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warm the speculum for comfort.
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So if you'll just relax your knees...
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you don't have to stay here if you--
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of course I'm staying.
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We do everything together.
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We might as well do this.
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Rachel and I were born two days apart.
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That's nice that your friendship
has stayed so strong.
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Cradle to grave,right?
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Cradle to grave.
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So just relax is muscle for me.
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You're gonna feel the speculum.
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Dr. Montgomery.
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Okay,uh...
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-jilly-
-wait.
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He didn't get to look.
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I don't have to.
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You said this was a teaching hospital.
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He should learn.
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Dr. O'malley.
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Okay,what do you have up there?
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Is she pregnant?
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Oh,my god.If you're pregnant--
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no,I'm not pregnant.
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Am I?
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No.
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I could see the tumor.
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With my naked eye,
I could see the tumor.
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I've never seen
a cervical tumor that large.
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Does she have cancer?
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It-it'll take hours to get
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the biopsy results back.
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If she has cancer,
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I need you to tell me,
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because if you tell me
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in front of her,
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I'll start to cry,
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and when I cry,she cries.
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If she has family,parents,
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you should call them.
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You should call them now.
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she's.. just,her parents--
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we... left home.
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We both left home when we were 16,
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and we haven't been back.
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We don'T... speak to them.
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It's--it's--it's complicated.
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It's just,jilly,um...
in situations like these,
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she might change her mind.
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She might want her family.
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I am her family.
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She is... my family.
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I'm not contacting her parents,
and neither are you.
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Jim,annoying interns.
Annoying interns,jim.
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Jim is semicomatose
and has stage iii decubitus ulcers.
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-Bedsores?
-Right.
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So he's gonna need to be debrided,
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have his dressings changed and be
repositioned every two hours.
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Every two hours?
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By the time we finish,
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we'll just have to start again.
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I'm crying on the inside.
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Can't the nurses help?
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They could,but I like nurses.
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They're helpful and smart
and already good at their jobs.
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So as a going away gift to them,
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I'm gonna let you hang with jim
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while I go do one last rhinoplasty
at seattle grace.
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I do like to leave a city
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just a little prettier than when I came.
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Did he just say he was leaving,as in quitting?
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Dr. Shepherd.
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Dr. Bailey. How was
your meeting with the chief?
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Uh,that's actuay what I wanted to talk
to you about.
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There's a project I'm trying
to get off the ground.
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I'd like to open a free clinic.
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Why?
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Because I want to,
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and I could use your support.
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Ah,see,that kind of
project requires logistical,
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strategic and administrative components,
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something the chief does.
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Apparently I'm not cut out
for that kind of work.
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So... you're gonna have to
take it to somebody else.
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how's George?
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Dealing,I guess.
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Oh,well,he sure has a voracious appetite.
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You know,some people bake,othersat.
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No,no,no.
I don't mean that appetite.
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I mean the other appetite.
268
00:10:14,010 --> 00:10:15,340
Oh,okay.
269
00:10:15,440 --> 00:10:17,390
Uh,we are not friends,
270
00:10:17,490 --> 00:10:19,080
you and I. We're not friends.
271
00:10:19,180 --> 00:10:21,330
So please don't talk to me
about what George eats.
272
00:10:21,430 --> 00:10:23,540
Okay,I was just concerned,
and I thought you'd be concerned.
273
00:10:23,640 --> 00:10:25,410
But you know what?
Forget it. I don't like you.
274
00:10:26,190 --> 00:10:28,270
Oh... now my feelings are hurt.
275
00:10:28,830 --> 00:10:30,490
Steve beck,age 32,
276
00:10:30,590 --> 00:10:32,710
right patellar dislocation secondary to a fall
277
00:10:32,810 --> 00:10:33,890
while running a marathon.
278
00:10:34,190 --> 00:10:35,940
The paramedics told me I blacked out.
279
00:10:36,170 --> 00:10:38,140
Any theories as to how mr. Beck
here could've passed out?
280
00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:39,580
Uh,no sign of head injury.
281
00:10:39,680 --> 00:10:41,550
His S B.P. was low in the field.80 over 60.
282
00:10:41,650 --> 00:10:42,960
Athletes have low B.P.S.
283
00:10:43,550 --> 00:10:44,210
Well,in that case,
284
00:10:44,310 --> 00:10:45,660
it's probably dehydration.
285
00:10:45,760 --> 00:10:47,310
I drank a lot along the way.
286
00:10:47,410 --> 00:10:48,650
What else did you do today?
287
00:10:49,340 --> 00:10:50,900
Ate a couple of protein bars,
288
00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:52,930
took a couple aspirin
for this cold I'm fighting.
289
00:10:53,140 --> 00:10:55,290
I've got another race next month--oh,god!
290
00:10:55,580 --> 00:10:56,740
all right,put him in a patellar brace,
291
00:10:56,840 --> 00:10:58,930
get postreduction films and run some labs.
292
00:10:59,030 --> 00:11:00,220
Make sure he's not too dehydrated.
293
00:11:00,320 --> 00:11:01,860
And,steve,next time
you have a cold,
294
00:11:02,590 --> 00:11:04,050
you might wanna skip the race.
295
00:11:04,430 --> 00:11:05,750
Never.
296
00:11:13,250 --> 00:11:14,180
you gonna be okay with this,
297
00:11:14,280 --> 00:11:15,050
working on a cancer case?
298
00:11:15,150 --> 00:11:15,980
Yeah. Why?
299
00:11:16,650 --> 00:11:17,610
Because of your dad.
300
00:11:18,150 --> 00:11:19,490
Callie! Hey!
301
00:11:19,650 --> 00:11:20,440
Hi. Uh,sorry.
302
00:11:20,540 --> 00:11:22,120
Uh,busy. Izzie.
303
00:11:23,050 --> 00:11:25,080
-Is she avoiding me?What are you-
-maybe. I don't know.
304
00:11:25,180 --> 00:11:27,270
Um,but I'm here if you want to talk.
305
00:11:27,290 --> 00:11:27,950
I know you're sad.
306
00:11:27,980 --> 00:11:29,020
I don't want to talk about that.
307
00:11:29,250 --> 00:11:30,760
George,I'm your best friend.
I'trying to help you.
308
00:11:30,860 --> 00:11:32,000
Why are you making this about you?
309
00:11:32,100 --> 00:11:32,780
It's not about me.
310
00:11:32,880 --> 00:11:35,990
It's about me wanting to talk
about you needing so much sex,
311
00:11:36,090 --> 00:11:37,720
your girlfriend's vagina is broken.
312
00:11:38,110 --> 00:11:39,820
-Puritans.
-I'm not a puritan.
313
00:11:40,010 --> 00:11:40,640
Izzie.
314
00:11:41,660 --> 00:11:42,490
look out!
315
00:11:54,050 --> 00:11:55,360
Do you need some help?
316
00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:00,060
pardon?
317
00:12:01,210 --> 00:12:03,200
Our daughter is here somewhere.
318
00:12:03,520 --> 00:12:04,240
What's her name?
319
00:12:04,340 --> 00:12:05,460
We'll look her up for you.
320
00:12:05,890 --> 00:12:08,010
J-jillian miller.
321
00:12:08,630 --> 00:12:09,670
Jilly.
322
00:12:12,690 --> 00:12:14,600
don't worry. If this is
really something serious,
323
00:12:15,040 --> 00:12:16,510
I'll switch my shifts at the restaurant.
324
00:12:16,610 --> 00:12:19,180
Maybe do nights instead of days.
325
00:12:23,300 --> 00:12:25,440
Mom? Dad?
326
00:12:26,150 --> 00:12:27,170
Hello,jilly.
327
00:12:27,490 --> 00:12:29,860
What are--what are you doing here?
328
00:12:30,700 --> 00:12:32,800
You called her parents?
I told you not to.
329
00:12:33,010 --> 00:12:34,550
No,I didn'T.
330
00:12:34,840 --> 00:12:35,940
It's okay,rach.
331
00:12:36,040 --> 00:12:36,960
She meant well.
332
00:12:37,040 --> 00:12:39,000
She's fine. We're fine.
333
00:12:39,820 --> 00:12:41,390
We don't need you.
334
00:12:42,780 --> 00:12:44,540
they can't talk to you,remember?
335
00:12:44,780 --> 00:12:47,520
Right. I'm shunned. You can't
give an inch,can you?
336
00:12:47,620 --> 00:12:48,750
You and these rules.
337
00:12:50,290 --> 00:12:52,590
Jilly,uh,I have your test results.
338
00:12:53,120 --> 00:12:55,760
-I'm sorry. You are...
-my parents.
339
00:12:56,440 --> 00:12:58,720
It is...it is cancer?
340
00:13:00,140 --> 00:13:03,400
We'll have to perform a radical hysterectomy.
341
00:13:03,720 --> 00:13:04,760
surgery?
342
00:13:05,790 --> 00:13:06,440
It's okay,rach.
343
00:13:06,560 --> 00:13:09,460
But how does--how did it get this bad?
344
00:13:09,560 --> 00:13:11,020
Jilly doesn't want you here,okay?
345
00:13:11,120 --> 00:13:12,330
Rachel,it's okay.
346
00:13:12,430 --> 00:13:13,290
No,it's not.
347
00:13:13,290 --> 00:13:13,910
But it's--
348
00:13:13,920 --> 00:13:15,630
they are just here to make you
go home with them.
349
00:13:15,730 --> 00:13:16,670
Is that what you want?
350
00:13:16,770 --> 00:13:18,020
Do you want to go back there?
351
00:13:24,110 --> 00:13:25,650
Mom,dad...
352
00:13:26,940 --> 00:13:28,040
you should go.
353
00:13:29,660 --> 00:13:30,810
But you're having surgery.
354
00:13:30,910 --> 00:13:35,330
I know,but...you coming...was a mistake.
355
00:13:36,560 --> 00:13:37,840
Please go home.
356
00:13:40,550 --> 00:13:42,000
This pains me
357
00:13:49,550 --> 00:13:50,560
you're quitting?
358
00:13:50,790 --> 00:13:53,400
As soon as I find the chief
and hand him my letter of resignation.
359
00:13:53,740 --> 00:13:54,580
Why?
360
00:13:55,190 --> 00:13:57,330
I hate it here.I hate the town.
361
00:13:57,430 --> 00:13:59,340
I hate the weather.
I hate the people.
362
00:13:59,800 --> 00:14:02,080
They're mean.They're unforgiving.
363
00:14:02,590 --> 00:14:05,160
Uh-huh. The people of seattle are unforgiving,
364
00:14:05,260 --> 00:14:06,760
or derek and addison?
365
00:14:07,640 --> 00:14:09,180
What's your point?
366
00:14:10,040 --> 00:14:11,330
what about your contract?
367
00:14:11,400 --> 00:14:13,660
My nonbinding verbal agreement with richard?
368
00:14:14,320 --> 00:14:15,750
Yeah,I'm breaking that.
369
00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:19,490
Well,it's not as if he's
gonna be around to enforce it,
370
00:14:19,590 --> 00:14:20,760
-so...
-what do you mean?
371
00:14:22,010 --> 00:14:24,000
Well,the rumor has it
he's stepping down.
372
00:14:24,740 --> 00:14:25,440
The chief?
373
00:14:27,070 --> 00:14:28,380
Well,who's gonna take his place?
374
00:14:28,480 --> 00:14:30,170
What do you care?
You're leaving anyway.
375
00:14:33,450 --> 00:14:34,570
When richard asked you to come out here,
376
00:14:34,670 --> 00:14:35,570
what did he use for bait?
377
00:14:36,550 --> 00:14:37,680
He told me that I would have
378
00:14:37,780 --> 00:14:40,790
the foremost neonatal unit west of manhattan.
379
00:14:41,090 --> 00:14:43,050
Okay. He didn't say anything
about being chief.
380
00:14:46,170 --> 00:14:47,210
Why? What do you know?
381
00:14:47,440 --> 00:14:48,860
Nothing.I know what you know.
382
00:14:49,980 --> 00:14:51,130
You're lying.
383
00:14:51,730 --> 00:14:53,690
-Dr. Montgomery.
-Uh,I'm busy now,karev.
384
00:14:58,120 --> 00:14:58,870
when you get a minute,
385
00:14:58,970 --> 00:15:00,800
I'd like to talk about the kissing.
386
00:15:06,650 --> 00:15:07,460
who'd you piss off?
387
00:15:07,560 --> 00:15:08,990
-sloan.
-Oh,nice.
388
00:15:09,360 --> 00:15:10,020
You got anything good?
389
00:15:10,250 --> 00:15:11,650
Not even a fracture.
390
00:15:12,060 --> 00:15:13,400
You think a guy passes out while running,
391
00:15:13,670 --> 00:15:15,280
I'd at least get a fracture.
392
00:15:17,900 --> 00:15:21,270
Anyone available to assist me
on a truncus arteriosus surgery?
393
00:15:21,370 --> 00:15:22,580
yeah.yes,absolutely.
394
00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:25,130
Good,then the first one of you
395
00:15:25,230 --> 00:15:27,980
to accurately describe the condition
will scrub in.
396
00:15:30,550 --> 00:15:32,210
No one knows the answer?
397
00:15:34,810 --> 00:15:35,690
that's too bad.
398
00:15:35,790 --> 00:15:38,660
It'll probably be years
before we see another one like this.
399
00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:40,970
Oh,well.
400
00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:44,760
It's a single arterial trunk
coming from the ventricles.
401
00:15:44,860 --> 00:15:45,670
How could you not know that?
402
00:15:45,770 --> 00:15:46,920
How could you not say it?
403
00:15:55,060 --> 00:15:57,620
I'm sorry you had to find out
about that chief thing that way.
404
00:15:58,590 --> 00:15:59,590
You mean after the fact?
405
00:16:00,790 --> 00:16:01,600
Not the first time.
406
00:16:03,280 --> 00:16:04,870
I couldn't go to anybody about my hand.
407
00:16:04,970 --> 00:16:06,550
I didn't know who I could trust.
408
00:16:08,470 --> 00:16:09,140
I was stuck.
409
00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:10,400
Yeah.
410
00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:12,590
Well,now you're not.
411
00:16:13,860 --> 00:16:14,590
Hand's all better.
412
00:16:14,840 --> 00:16:16,940
You can operate.You can even run for chief.
413
00:16:17,510 --> 00:16:18,530
Life is all good again.
414
00:16:19,030 --> 00:16:20,530
Well,I'm not gonna try for chief.
415
00:16:22,060 --> 00:16:24,890
I'm looking for... answers.
416
00:16:26,020 --> 00:16:27,360
Well,the chief asked you once already.
417
00:16:27,580 --> 00:16:29,100
I don't see why he wouldn't ask you again.
418
00:16:29,500 --> 00:16:30,220
Look,I couldn't take the job.
419
00:16:30,320 --> 00:16:31,230
It wouldn't be...
420
00:16:32,440 --> 00:16:35,550
it wouldn't be... right.
421
00:16:35,650 --> 00:16:37,310
Well,whether something's right or not
422
00:16:37,920 --> 00:16:39,410
doest seem to matter much in this place.
423
00:16:44,140 --> 00:16:44,930
well,your labs show that
424
00:16:45,030 --> 00:16:46,430
you're significantly dehydrated
425
00:16:46,530 --> 00:16:48,160
and your muscles are breaking down a bit.
426
00:16:48,260 --> 00:16:50,040
We just want to make sure
that the fluids help get
427
00:16:50,140 --> 00:16:51,650
everything back to normal
before we send you home.
428
00:16:51,750 --> 00:16:53,510
But my knee's gonna be okay,right?
429
00:16:54,130 --> 00:16:54,900
'Cause I blew this race.
430
00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:56,200
I gotta win the next one.
431
00:16:56,440 --> 00:16:57,540
Your x-ray looks fine.
432
00:16:57,700 --> 00:16:59,080
Your knee should be okay
in about three weeks.
433
00:16:59,180 --> 00:17:00,250
You might want to try some P.T.
434
00:17:00,630 --> 00:17:01,970
It's pretty sore.
435
00:17:02,360 --> 00:17:04,670
-The knee?
-Yeah,my calves,too.
436
00:17:05,050 --> 00:17:06,780
Oh. Uh,well,maybe--
437
00:17:07,150 --> 00:17:09,070
your brace is probably a little too tight.
438
00:17:09,480 --> 00:17:10,150
You've got extreme swelling
439
00:17:10,250 --> 00:17:13,130
in both legs. Get torres,now.
440
00:17:16,030 --> 00:17:16,780
what the hell happened?
441
00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:18,800
He was complaining of leg pain.
442
00:17:18,900 --> 00:17:20,170
please,can't you make it stop?!
443
00:17:20,270 --> 00:17:21,050
I can't find a pulse.
444
00:17:21,150 --> 00:17:22,930
All right,open a cutdown tray. Gloves.
445
00:17:23,400 --> 00:17:24,870
Okay,listen,I need you to do
everything that I do
446
00:17:24,970 --> 00:17:26,400
exactly as I do it,all right?
447
00:17:26,780 --> 00:17:29,310
Steve,listen to me,this is gonna hurt.
448
00:17:29,540 --> 00:17:30,540
But if you want to keep your legs,
449
00:17:30,640 --> 00:17:31,990
I need you to hold them still.
450
00:17:32,200 --> 00:17:33,270
All right? Can you do that?
451
00:17:33,780 --> 00:17:35,290
Okay,hold his legs.
452
00:17:36,430 --> 00:17:37,130
All right.
453
00:17:40,130 --> 00:17:40,990
Okay...
454
00:17:42,110 --> 00:17:43,090
follow my lead.
455
00:17:44,630 --> 00:17:49,490
aah!
456
00:17:51,220 --> 00:17:52,570
His kidneys are failing.
457
00:17:52,670 --> 00:17:53,590
Why in the hell is this
458
00:17:53,690 --> 00:17:55,070
progressing so rapidly?
459
00:17:55,410 --> 00:17:56,100
Oh,damn it.
460
00:17:56,300 --> 00:17:56,970
what?
461
00:17:57,240 --> 00:17:59,100
The aspirin.Because of the marathon
and the dehydration,
462
00:17:59,100 --> 00:18:00,870
his muscles are breaking down,
and the aspirin's accelerating the process.
463
00:18:00,870 --> 00:18:02,800
His whole system's crashing.
464
00:18:02,800 --> 00:18:04,390
The toxins in his body are going to kill him.
465
00:18:04,390 --> 00:18:06,870
I need to put in a dialys
catheter under fluoro.
466
00:18:06,970 --> 00:18:09,110
Let's get this man to an O.R. Now,people.
467
00:18:11,010 --> 00:18:11,690
You want to go grab lunch?
468
00:18:12,060 --> 00:18:13,200
Oh,yeah,um...
469
00:18:13,430 --> 00:18:14,620
I was actually hoping
470
00:18:14,720 --> 00:18:15,950
I could grab lunch with Callie.
471
00:18:16,010 --> 00:18:16,780
Have you seen her?
472
00:18:16,880 --> 00:18:18,830
No,but--
I think I'm gonna page her.
473
00:18:19,470 --> 00:18:20,090
George.
474
00:18:20,130 --> 00:18:20,830
Izzie.
475
00:18:20,910 --> 00:18:24,480
Look.They're still here.
476
00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:25,920
They're her family.
477
00:18:26,020 --> 00:18:27,050
Where else are they gonna go?
478
00:18:28,390 --> 00:18:30,280
Actually,I'm gonna find Callie.
479
00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:39,690
-Dr. Montgomery.
-Now's not a good time.
480
00:18:39,810 --> 00:18:43,240
-Karev!Karev,listen to me--
-no,you listen.
481
00:18:43,950 --> 00:18:45,920
You kissed me,right? You kissed me,
482
00:18:46,020 --> 00:18:47,320
and ever since,
you've been avoiding me.
483
00:18:47,420 --> 00:18:48,250
Alex--
484
00:18:48,350 --> 00:18:50,010
no,you have been avoiding me
because you just assume
485
00:18:50,110 --> 00:18:50,790
that I want you.
486
00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:51,920
You just expect that everyone
487
00:18:52,020 --> 00:18:53,000
you look at sideways
488
00:18:53,100 --> 00:18:54,710
is pining after you,right?
489
00:18:54,980 --> 00:18:56,400
Has it even occurred to you
490
00:18:56,500 --> 00:18:57,850
that maybe I'm not interested?
491
00:18:58,720 --> 00:18:59,980
You're not interested?
492
00:19:00,260 --> 00:19:01,100
You think I want to be
493
00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:02,180
just another intern just another intern
494
00:19:02,280 --> 00:19:03,420
sleeping with an attending?
495
00:19:04,190 --> 00:19:05,900
You kissed me back.
496
00:19:06,810 --> 00:19:07,700
you're my boss.
497
00:19:08,410 --> 00:19:09,730
I mean,what'd you expect me to do?
498
00:19:11,350 --> 00:19:14,470
Look,sloan's had me
changing bandages all day,
499
00:19:14,830 --> 00:19:17,390
and I would way rather be scrubbing in
on one of your surgeries,
500
00:19:17,590 --> 00:19:20,250
and if you keep avoiding me,
then I don't get to scrub in.
501
00:19:20,470 --> 00:19:21,860
So stop avoiding me.
502
00:19:22,570 --> 00:19:25,620
It happened. But it doesn't
have to happen again.
503
00:19:27,730 --> 00:19:30,550
-All right.
-All right.
504
00:19:35,370 --> 00:19:36,740
Rumor has it you're headed back to new york.
505
00:19:36,940 --> 00:19:37,670
Where'd you hear that?
506
00:19:37,770 --> 00:19:39,150
Good news travels fast.
507
00:19:39,620 --> 00:19:42,500
Actually,I was gonna ask you to scrub in
on a peripheral nerve reconstruction,
508
00:19:42,650 --> 00:19:43,690
but since it's your last day--
509
00:19:43,790 --> 00:19:45,200
it isn't,and I'd love to.
510
00:19:45,560 --> 00:19:46,730
What? But I thought--
511
00:19:46,830 --> 00:19:48,610
well,I was going,but now I'm not.
512
00:19:48,690 --> 00:19:50,490
Rumor has it there's a race for chief.
513
00:19:51,390 --> 00:19:52,120
Where'd you hear that?
514
00:19:52,630 --> 00:19:54,150
Good news travels fast.
515
00:19:54,580 --> 00:19:56,320
especially when you have a chatty girlfriend.
516
00:19:56,440 --> 00:19:58,940
Anyway,see you at the finish line.
517
00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:02,680
Have you done that before?
518
00:20:03,240 --> 00:20:04,360
Slice a guy's legs open
519
00:20:04,460 --> 00:20:05,910
while he's awake? No.
520
00:20:06,910 --> 00:20:09,480
-Impressive.
-You,too.
521
00:20:10,120 --> 00:20:10,870
Not that we're,uh,
522
00:20:11,060 --> 00:20:12,600
friends or anything.
523
00:20:16,650 --> 00:20:19,370
So you said I should be
concerned... about George.
524
00:20:20,360 --> 00:20:23,320
He doesn't--he doesn't talk about his dad.
525
00:20:23,420 --> 00:20:25,330
We don't--we don't talk about anything,really.
526
00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:27,010
He just-- talking's overrated.
527
00:20:27,280 --> 00:20:29,760
Oh,so you and Burke still aren't,uh...
528
00:20:32,210 --> 00:20:33,620
George told me.
529
00:20:34,450 --> 00:20:36,000
Well,see,you talked about that.
530
00:20:36,210 --> 00:20:37,270
Yeah,a week ago.
531
00:20:37,730 --> 00:20:38,640
If this keeps up,
532
00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:40,050
you and Burke might be the very last thing
533
00:20:40,150 --> 00:20:41,750
we ever talk about.
534
00:20:43,440 --> 00:20:45,330
So what's the last thing
you and Burke talked about?
535
00:20:49,320 --> 00:20:50,770
Silence is overrated.
536
00:20:54,590 --> 00:20:55,390
where's rachel?
537
00:20:55,860 --> 00:20:57,440
She went to go make some phone calls,
538
00:20:57,710 --> 00:20:58,940
try to get her shifts covered.
539
00:21:00,850 --> 00:21:02,030
You know,jilly,um...
540
00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:04,430
your parents are still here.
541
00:21:05,570 --> 00:21:06,600
They are?
542
00:21:07,420 --> 00:21:09,100
And I'm not e one who called them.
543
00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:15,850
-Yeah.
-you called them,right?
544
00:21:16,210 --> 00:21:18,840
And I'm guessing they had to
fly in from somewhere.
545
00:21:19,070 --> 00:21:23,580
So... you called them,
what,yesterday,the day before?
546
00:21:25,490 --> 00:21:27,340
I went to an E.R. A while ago.
547
00:21:27,670 --> 00:21:29,620
And they told me to see an oncologist.
548
00:21:30,610 --> 00:21:32,390
But... I couldn't afford my rent,
549
00:21:32,970 --> 00:21:35,010
let alone pay a bunch of medical bills.
550
00:21:36,100 --> 00:21:39,150
But... then I got scared.
551
00:21:40,450 --> 00:21:41,830
You called your parents.
552
00:21:43,280 --> 00:21:44,930
I didn't know what else to do.
553
00:21:45,360 --> 00:21:47,110
You sent them away because...
554
00:21:47,590 --> 00:21:48,940
rachel's my best friend.
555
00:21:49,150 --> 00:21:51,520
And after she was baptized,
556
00:21:51,620 --> 00:21:53,540
she decided to leave the community,
557
00:21:53,850 --> 00:21:55,710
which means she's shunned.
558
00:21:56,200 --> 00:22:00,040
But...I couldn't just let her
go out in the worldall by herself.
559
00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:01,280
So you're shunned,too?
560
00:22:01,460 --> 00:22:04,340
No,because I hadn't been baptized yet.
561
00:22:04,850 --> 00:22:09,000
So I could still go back
but rachel would never--
562
00:22:09,180 --> 00:22:10,840
do you want to go back?
563
00:22:12,850 --> 00:22:14,010
I think about it.
564
00:22:16,310 --> 00:22:17,680
It's my home,you know?
565
00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:24,890
And if I'm dying...
I want an amish funeral.
566
00:22:26,190 --> 00:22:29,550
I want to be buried in the white dress,
567
00:22:30,120 --> 00:22:32,230
and I want everybody to be there.
568
00:22:33,540 --> 00:22:34,810
It's your home.
569
00:22:37,610 --> 00:22:40,620
But... I made a promise to rachel.
570
00:22:41,690 --> 00:22:43,270
Cradle to grave.
571
00:22:51,580 --> 00:22:53,410
how did jilly let it get this far?
572
00:22:53,650 --> 00:22:55,010
It's frustrating,isn't it?
573
00:22:55,630 --> 00:22:57,550
And it's entirely preventable.
574
00:22:57,730 --> 00:23:00,720
And treatable,if you catch it in time,
but you gotta catch it.
575
00:23:01,560 --> 00:23:03,730
Which is why I want to open
576
00:23:03,830 --> 00:23:06,830
a clinic. She had had access to a free clinic,
577
00:23:06,930 --> 00:23:08,840
she probably would've had
a pap smear every year
578
00:23:08,940 --> 00:23:10,900
and wouldn't be dealing with infertility
579
00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:14,760
and premature menopause
at the tender age of 23.
580
00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:16,590
you want to open a free clinic?
581
00:23:16,780 --> 00:23:18,470
At seattle grace? Why?
582
00:23:18,750 --> 00:23:20,270
Illness caught early means
583
00:23:20,490 --> 00:23:22,490
fewer unnecessary surgeries,
584
00:23:22,680 --> 00:23:24,700
fewer unnecessary deaths.
585
00:23:24,910 --> 00:23:26,360
But I mean,why?
586
00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:29,780
Because.And if I can get the support
that I'm looking for--
587
00:23:29,880 --> 00:23:31,140
I need suction.
588
00:23:34,960 --> 00:23:38,370
-oh,no.My god.
-What?
589
00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:41,720
The tumor's invaded
through the cervix and into the bladder.
590
00:23:41,820 --> 00:23:44,720
Which means she is a stage iv.
591
00:23:45,460 --> 00:23:47,320
Well,we're not doing this operation today.
592
00:23:47,420 --> 00:23:48,650
We've got to close her up.
593
00:23:48,940 --> 00:23:51,200
there's nothing more we can do here.
594
00:23:54,440 --> 00:23:55,430
o'malley?
595
00:24:19,130 --> 00:24:21,760
How far'd he run before his body
had the good sense to pass out?
596
00:24:21,980 --> 00:24:23,090
12 miles.
597
00:24:23,740 --> 00:24:25,190
You've got to be out of your mind.
598
00:24:25,660 --> 00:24:27,520
Well,he couldn't have expected a head cold
599
00:24:27,620 --> 00:24:29,270
and a couple of aspirin to do him in.
600
00:24:29,500 --> 00:24:31,260
He probably felt dizzy miles
before he passed out.
601
00:24:31,360 --> 00:24:33,570
He should've stopped,sat his ass down.
602
00:24:33,910 --> 00:24:34,750
He was in it to win.
603
00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:36,090
I understand that.
604
00:24:36,310 --> 00:24:37,020
You can,can you?
605
00:24:37,250 --> 00:24:39,220
Well,surgery is the most
competitive field in medicine.
606
00:24:39,230 --> 00:24:41,460
-We're all here to win.
-It's a long road,Dr. Yang,
607
00:24:41,670 --> 00:24:42,560
when you get to the end of it,
608
00:24:42,660 --> 00:24:44,240
you're not gonna care about winning.
609
00:24:44,550 --> 00:24:45,500
You're just gonna be relieved
610
00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:47,450
you made it to the finish line.
611
00:24:49,440 --> 00:24:50,520
You told sloan?
612
00:24:51,210 --> 00:24:52,460
-What?
-Mark sloan.
613
00:24:52,680 --> 00:24:54,360
You told him the chief was stepping down,
that I wanted e job.
614
00:24:54,460 --> 00:24:55,650
I didn't know that was a secret.
615
00:24:55,750 --> 00:24:57,320
He was leaving,Meredith.
He was leaving town.
616
00:24:57,420 --> 00:24:59,870
-Okay,and now he's not?
-No,he's not.
617
00:25:00,320 --> 00:25:02,110
You gave him a reason to stay.
618
00:25:03,780 --> 00:25:04,810
derek.
619
00:25:06,040 --> 00:25:08,020
The commitment I'm asking for
is only a few hours a week.
620
00:25:08,120 --> 00:25:09,630
I'm sorry,but I can't deal with
621
00:25:09,730 --> 00:25:10,840
any more distractions right now.
622
00:25:10,900 --> 00:25:12,010
You owe me.
623
00:25:14,250 --> 00:25:16,160
-What?
-When you had that tremor,
624
00:25:16,420 --> 00:25:18,480
you cut me out of surgery after surgery,
625
00:25:18,710 --> 00:25:20,430
made me feel like I was the one
626
00:25:20,620 --> 00:25:22,020
who couldn't do her job.
627
00:25:22,490 --> 00:25:24,320
You made me doubt myself.
628
00:25:25,010 --> 00:25:26,510
You owe me this.
629
00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:30,530
You need someone who can provide leadership,
630
00:25:30,740 --> 00:25:31,970
direction to the project.
631
00:25:34,430 --> 00:25:37,330
-I'm not that man.
-Not anymore.
632
00:25:38,870 --> 00:25:40,200
If that's what you want to believe.
633
00:25:44,910 --> 00:25:46,280
over the next few months,
634
00:25:46,490 --> 00:25:47,930
jilly's gonna go through a lot--
635
00:25:48,530 --> 00:25:50,250
radiation,chemo.
636
00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:52,470
It's likely her...
637
00:25:53,110 --> 00:25:54,890
condition will get worse,
638
00:25:55,170 --> 00:25:56,160
a lot worse,
639
00:25:56,360 --> 00:25:57,530
and she's gonna need a lot of help.
640
00:25:58,050 --> 00:26:01,910
Okay.Um,well,
can you give me some names
641
00:26:02,130 --> 00:26:04,470
of--of doctors and medications?
642
00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:06,750
'Cause I wanna be ready.
I wanna know everything
643
00:26:06,940 --> 00:26:09,680
so I can do this--
do this right for her.
644
00:26:10,030 --> 00:26:15,470
Rachel...you can'T... be everything.
645
00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:17,040
It's too hard.
646
00:26:17,840 --> 00:26:19,230
Jilly has parents who love her.
647
00:26:19,330 --> 00:26:23,270
They--they love her,and they're here,
and she wants to go home.
648
00:26:23,490 --> 00:26:24,250
No,she doesn'T.
649
00:26:24,440 --> 00:26:25,730
She called them,not me.
650
00:26:27,410 --> 00:26:28,290
Jilly called?
651
00:26:28,740 --> 00:26:30,850
Jilly is dying.
652
00:26:32,220 --> 00:26:33,420
But I promised her.
653
00:26:34,490 --> 00:26:38,600
Cradle to grave.
She's jilly. I love her.
654
00:26:39,060 --> 00:26:39,850
It's possible that the very best thing
655
00:26:39,950 --> 00:26:44,980
that you can do for her
if you love her is let her go.
656
00:27:01,360 --> 00:27:02,460
Are you waiting to see the chief?
657
00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:04,170
Yes. You?
658
00:27:04,830 --> 00:27:05,450
Yeah.
659
00:27:06,210 --> 00:27:06,990
About?
660
00:27:07,460 --> 00:27:09,110
Uh,oh,you know,just,
661
00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:10,500
uh,admin stuff.
662
00:27:11,010 --> 00:27:12,440
Yeah,me,too.
663
00:27:13,730 --> 00:27:15,710
-What are you doing here?
-We're waiting to see the chief.
664
00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:17,540
You,too?
665
00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:19,390
Yes,derek,both of us.
666
00:27:19,490 --> 00:27:21,310
-You're unbelievable.
-I'm unbelievable?
667
00:27:21,410 --> 00:27:23,130
The chief steps down,
and you automatically assume
668
00:27:23,230 --> 00:27:24,060
it's between you and Burke?
669
00:27:24,160 --> 00:27:25,080
You think he's gonna pick you?
670
00:27:25,180 --> 00:27:27,180
Well,I think the fact that he
hasn't tapped either one of you yet
671
00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:29,770
means that he has other candidate in mind.
672
00:27:30,150 --> 00:27:32,220
What,no one invited me to the party?
673
00:27:33,380 --> 00:27:35,830
chief.I have an appointment,chief.
About that neo-left ventricle--
674
00:27:35,950 --> 00:27:36,560
I talked to patricia.
675
00:27:36,730 --> 00:27:38,070
I've been trying to find time
with you all day...
676
00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:38,830
I have an appointment.
677
00:27:39,090 --> 00:27:42,430
stopstop,stop. One at a time here.
678
00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:44,220
You...
679
00:27:44,550 --> 00:27:45,560
what's all this about?
680
00:27:46,250 --> 00:27:47,820
Oh,they all want to be chief.
681
00:27:48,230 --> 00:27:49,320
And for the record,
682
00:27:49,750 --> 00:27:50,360
so do I.
683
00:27:50,480 --> 00:27:51,400
oh,you want to be chief
just because we want to be.
684
00:27:51,630 --> 00:27:52,590
oh,please. That's absurd.
685
00:27:53,310 --> 00:27:54,120
All right,button it. All of you.
686
00:27:54,450 --> 00:27:57,020
I have had a perfect day.
687
00:27:57,890 --> 00:27:59,040
I went to the board this morning
688
00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:00,920
and told them I was retiring,
689
00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:04,990
I saved a life,and now I am off
to see my wife.
690
00:28:05,260 --> 00:28:09,060
It has been a perfect day until
you four fools tried to ruin it.
691
00:28:09,320 --> 00:28:12,250
A man can't be happy
he's retiring around here,
692
00:28:12,770 --> 00:28:14,910
not with you vultures trying to pick my bones.
693
00:28:15,220 --> 00:28:17,960
Chief...you steppin' down?
694
00:28:20,850 --> 00:28:22,950
As soon as they find a replacement
for me,
695
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:25,780
I'm stepping down as chief of surgery.
696
00:28:28,270 --> 00:28:29,670
But I don't know when that'll be,
697
00:28:30,350 --> 00:28:33,590
because at this point,
I don't see any front-runners.
698
00:28:34,170 --> 00:28:37,400
-Excuse me.
-chief,that's not true--
699
00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:44,710
You didn't think of
maybe telling me this morning
700
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:45,960
that you were planning to step down
701
00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:48,120
stead of sending me on this wild goose chase?
702
00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:52,220
Dr. Bailey,you need those clowns
to sign off on your proposal
703
00:28:52,420 --> 00:28:54,990
because one of them may behief of surgery
in a month.
704
00:28:56,190 --> 00:28:57,350
It's hard to imagine,
705
00:28:57,670 --> 00:28:58,360
for me more than anyone,
706
00:28:58,630 --> 00:29:00,580
but since you're not ready for the job,
707
00:29:01,170 --> 00:29:03,230
one of them's gonna have to do it
for the next few years.
708
00:29:03,890 --> 00:29:04,520
Me?
709
00:29:04,890 --> 00:29:06,230
It's you in the chair eventually.
710
00:29:06,530 --> 00:29:07,580
That's who you are.
711
00:29:08,590 --> 00:29:09,610
But you're gonna have to get a new chair
712
00:29:09,910 --> 00:29:10,820
because you're short.
713
00:29:11,630 --> 00:29:12,890
You have short legs.
714
00:29:13,390 --> 00:29:15,530
But someday you are nna be chief of surgery.
715
00:29:16,260 --> 00:29:18,220
I wasn't sending you on a wild goose chase.
716
00:29:19,390 --> 00:29:21,770
I was trying to get you in the habit
of doing things without me.
717
00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:32,290
he's really doing it.
718
00:29:33,180 --> 00:29:34,410
He's really retiring.
719
00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:37,540
One of us could be chief.
720
00:29:38,730 --> 00:29:41,520
No. One of us could bu chief,
721
00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:43,400
You? I don't think so.
722
00:29:43,700 --> 00:29:44,870
Yeah. Yeah.
723
00:29:45,070 --> 00:29:46,250
Oh,I could be chief.
724
00:29:46,860 --> 00:29:47,760
You're delusional.
725
00:29:48,170 --> 00:29:50,210
Mark sloan,chief of surgery.
726
00:29:50,410 --> 00:29:52,080
That makes me vomit a little in my mouth.
727
00:29:54,180 --> 00:29:58,700
these are your letters of support
for my free clinic.
728
00:29:58,880 --> 00:29:59,550
Sign them.
729
00:29:59,740 --> 00:30:01,380
Why do you want this clinic so badly?
730
00:30:01,780 --> 00:30:04,180
-You're a surgeon.
-Because I need something more.
731
00:30:04,520 --> 00:30:06,300
I know you all have your messy love lives
732
00:30:06,570 --> 00:30:08,560
and your secrets and your silliness,
733
00:30:08,820 --> 00:30:09,770
but I want more.
734
00:30:10,050 --> 00:30:12,780
I need something to hold on to.
735
00:30:13,340 --> 00:30:14,580
I need a reason to believe
736
00:30:14,900 --> 00:30:16,520
that medicine can do more than stitch you up
737
00:30:16,810 --> 00:30:17,990
and--and send you away.
738
00:30:18,260 --> 00:30:20,330
I need to believe that medicine
can not only save lives,
739
00:30:20,530 --> 00:30:21,770
but--but change lives.
740
00:30:22,070 --> 00:30:24,620
I need to--I need...
741
00:30:26,780 --> 00:30:28,840
I need to believe in something
742
00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:30,990
the way I used to believe in you all.
743
00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:38,400
Sign the papers.
744
00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:41,920
Sign the papers.
745
00:30:42,220 --> 00:30:43,340
You still need funding.
746
00:30:57,470 --> 00:30:58,940
The nazi's back.
747
00:31:04,010 --> 00:31:05,440
Hi.
748
00:31:09,730 --> 00:31:11,000
Go home.
749
00:31:12,250 --> 00:31:13,210
Rach...
750
00:31:13,630 --> 00:31:14,880
they're your parents,
751
00:31:15,290 --> 00:31:16,390
and you love them,
752
00:31:16,690 --> 00:31:17,910
and they're still here.
753
00:31:18,370 --> 00:31:20,780
You know what a big deal it is
for them to get on a plane.
754
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:23,090
Go home,jilly.
755
00:31:24,300 --> 00:31:27,700
But... I can't just leave you here.
756
00:31:28,090 --> 00:31:29,290
Yes,you can.
757
00:31:30,300 --> 00:31:30,950
Rachel--
758
00:31:31,180 --> 00:31:32,770
you can go back home.
759
00:31:33,420 --> 00:31:34,970
And you can put on your bonnet,
760
00:31:35,600 --> 00:31:38,280
and you can get in the buggy
and go to church,
761
00:31:38,610 --> 00:31:42,130
get baptized. You can die amish.
762
00:31:42,420 --> 00:31:43,070
No,I can't do that.
763
00:31:43,170 --> 00:31:44,910
Why,'cause you'll have to shun me?
764
00:31:45,110 --> 00:31:46,200
Don't worry about me.
765
00:31:46,930 --> 00:31:49,710
I will be living it up here
with your curling ir
766
00:31:50,030 --> 00:31:54,080
and your cable tv
and your entire dvd collection.
767
00:31:54,910 --> 00:31:57,180
I'll be okay here in the 21st century.
768
00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:03,560
I can't shun you.
769
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:06,240
You can. And you will.
770
00:32:06,410 --> 00:32:08,590
And I won't take no for an answer.
771
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:21,520
now say hello to your parents.
772
00:32:27,680 --> 00:32:29,550
-Hi. jilly.
-Hi
773
00:32:33,020 --> 00:32:33,830
Jilly.
774
00:32:34,860 --> 00:32:35,730
Dad.
775
00:32:41,350 --> 00:32:43,910
I will tell your parents that I saw you,
776
00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:45,880
and you are well and happy
777
00:32:47,120 --> 00:32:49,750
and have grown into a fine woman.
778
00:33:11,350 --> 00:33:12,110
Ah. Richard.
779
00:33:12,710 --> 00:33:13,880
What are you doing here?
780
00:33:15,170 --> 00:33:16,110
These are for you?
781
00:33:17,860 --> 00:33:19,650
Richard,what are you doing here?
782
00:33:20,460 --> 00:33:23,450
I did it,adele. I retired.
783
00:33:23,990 --> 00:33:26,410
And I gotta tell you,
I didn't think I wanted to do it,
784
00:33:27,610 --> 00:33:31,870
but... I'm relieved. I'm happy.
785
00:33:32,180 --> 00:33:34,810
But when I told you
I didn't have any more time to wait,
786
00:33:35,570 --> 00:33:36,980
-I meant it.
-I know you did,
787
00:33:37,180 --> 00:33:39,240
-which is why-
- that was months ago.
788
00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:42,000
Months ago,I said,
"you are out of time with me."
789
00:33:42,290 --> 00:33:43,460
Adele...
790
00:33:54,390 --> 00:33:55,820
Is there a man in my house?
791
00:33:58,280 --> 00:34:00,690
I'm so sorry,richard.
792
00:34:03,420 --> 00:34:05,370
But what did you expect?
793
00:34:23,850 --> 00:34:24,770
I'm sorry.
794
00:34:28,570 --> 00:34:29,690
Why...
795
00:34:30,930 --> 00:34:32,830
I'm angry.What's wrong with
having a lot of sex
796
00:34:33,030 --> 00:34:34,090
if it makes me feel better?
797
00:34:34,420 --> 00:34:37,980
Do you... feel better?
798
00:34:40,930 --> 00:34:42,440
You know how you felt...
799
00:34:46,130 --> 00:34:48,240
when you were lying
on the bathroom floor?
800
00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:55,530
Maybe you're not supposed to feel better.
801
00:34:59,730 --> 00:35:01,110
Iz,you can't help me.
802
00:35:03,510 --> 00:35:06,380
I know you want to. But you can'T.
803
00:35:10,330 --> 00:35:11,580
You can't help me.
804
00:35:12,150 --> 00:35:13,220
I have to let you go.
805
00:35:15,850 --> 00:35:16,760
Yeah.
806
00:35:18,300 --> 00:35:19,370
Just one last thing.
807
00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:31,210
Life is short,George.
808
00:35:33,640 --> 00:35:34,620
Life is short,
809
00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:37,750
and it sucks a lot of the time.
810
00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:41,880
If being with Callie makes you happy,
811
00:35:42,160 --> 00:35:44,040
then go be with Callie.
812
00:36:05,820 --> 00:36:07,700
Hey,he gonna be okay?
813
00:36:08,570 --> 00:36:09,690
I think so.
814
00:36:12,880 --> 00:36:14,110
How's your clinic going?
815
00:36:14,830 --> 00:36:16,200
I got my signatures,
816
00:36:16,850 --> 00:36:18,360
which is a start.
817
00:36:19,310 --> 00:36:20,720
The seattle grace
818
00:36:21,100 --> 00:36:23,160
free clinic will exist.
819
00:36:28,460 --> 00:36:31,320
The denny duquette memorial clinic.
820
00:36:32,340 --> 00:36:33,570
What?
821
00:36:34,220 --> 00:36:35,640
I have $8 million.
822
00:36:37,740 --> 00:36:40,280
Izzie stevens...
823
00:36:47,910 --> 00:36:49,180
you left without me.
824
00:36:51,550 --> 00:36:53,470
Oh,now you're not talking to me.
825
00:36:58,930 --> 00:37:00,210
I was a jerk.
826
00:37:02,150 --> 00:37:03,460
Sometimes boyfriends can be jerks.
827
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:05,640
That doesn't mean you stop talking to them.
828
00:37:08,230 --> 00:37:11,400
You get that I'm saying
"I'm sorry," right?
829
00:37:11,940 --> 00:37:13,500
You yelled at me for no reason,
830
00:37:13,590 --> 00:37:16,870
and then you walked away,
and now you show up here.
831
00:37:17,110 --> 00:37:18,340
Of course I showed up.
832
00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:20,140
Why wouldn't I?
833
00:37:20,410 --> 00:37:21,840
-You don't trust me?
-I do.
834
00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:23,550
Okay,well,this is how it works--
835
00:37:23,690 --> 00:37:26,660
you fight sometimes,and somebody apologizes.
836
00:37:26,740 --> 00:37:28,650
Well,how am i supposed to know that?
837
00:37:30,420 --> 00:37:31,520
You've never done this before.
838
00:37:32,930 --> 00:37:35,270
No,I've never done this before.
839
00:37:38,340 --> 00:37:39,690
Okay. All right.
840
00:37:40,870 --> 00:37:46,070
Well,this is... from now on,
841
00:37:47,020 --> 00:37:50,580
you can expect that I'm gonna show up,
842
00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:52,670
even if I yell,
843
00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:54,860
even if you yell.
844
00:37:57,290 --> 00:37:59,020
I'm always gonna show up.
845
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:03,690
-Okay?
-Okay.
846
00:38:15,130 --> 00:38:17,810
You are gonna make an excellent chief.
847
00:38:18,370 --> 00:38:20,670
We all think we're going to be great.
848
00:38:24,730 --> 00:38:28,550
And we feel a little bit robbed
when our expectations aren't met.
849
00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:33,300
Karev,I've got an ovarian torsion
that needs emergent surgery.
850
00:38:33,570 --> 00:38:34,590
You want in?
851
00:38:36,070 --> 00:38:37,130
Yeah.
852
00:38:37,370 --> 00:38:42,260
But sometimes,our expectations sell us short.
853
00:38:44,170 --> 00:38:45,670
I was right.
854
00:38:48,050 --> 00:38:51,260
I swear,I really believe what I did was right.
855
00:38:52,460 --> 00:38:54,980
I-I don't want you to forgive me.
856
00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:59,830
Frankly,I'D... I'd find it patronizing
if you did,
857
00:38:59,930 --> 00:39:02,900
because... while I know I was right,
858
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:04,310
you think I'm wrong...
859
00:39:06,820 --> 00:39:08,190
which doesn't matter.
860
00:39:12,300 --> 00:39:17,570
Because... I'm in this.
861
00:39:21,970 --> 00:39:23,680
I'm in this for the long haul,
862
00:39:24,830 --> 00:39:27,050
and I'm in this to finish the race.
863
00:39:28,050 --> 00:39:30,480
So if that means I don't win this one,
864
00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:32,950
then fine.
865
00:39:33,770 --> 00:39:37,160
I don't win. You win.
866
00:39:38,610 --> 00:39:40,070
I'm talking.
867
00:39:41,380 --> 00:39:43,610
See? I'm talking first.You win.
868
00:39:44,910 --> 00:39:51,240
Sometimes the expected simply
pales in comparison to the unexpected.
869
00:39:53,640 --> 00:39:55,220
Marry me.
870
00:39:59,840 --> 00:40:01,250
I don't want to waste another minute.
871
00:40:01,450 --> 00:40:02,930
I can't have sex with you again,George.
872
00:40:02,990 --> 00:40:04,130
Okay? I can'T. I just--
873
00:40:04,310 --> 00:40:06,360
I--enough with the sex.
874
00:40:08,670 --> 00:40:10,000
Since my dad died,
875
00:40:10,340 --> 00:40:11,790
I feel like,uh...
876
00:40:12,340 --> 00:40:16,350
someone ripped out my stomach,
filled the hole with asphalt.
877
00:40:17,170 --> 00:40:19,200
And I laugh every time that I remember
878
00:40:19,630 --> 00:40:21,780
I'm never gonna talk to him again
879
00:40:21,830 --> 00:40:23,390
because it just sounds
like the stupidest thing
880
00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:25,380
I've ever heard.
881
00:40:26,650 --> 00:40:28,240
I can't believe it's real.
882
00:40:29,620 --> 00:40:33,370
But... every time I look at you...
883
00:40:35,340 --> 00:40:36,940
I feel better.
884
00:40:38,570 --> 00:40:40,150
It shocks me.
885
00:40:40,260 --> 00:40:42,730
It knocks my wind out,but it's true.
886
00:40:43,030 --> 00:40:44,230
And I don't have to have sex with you.
887
00:40:44,310 --> 00:40:47,700
I'm happy just to look at you
from across the room.
888
00:40:48,180 --> 00:40:50,810
And even that--anything,any piece of you...
889
00:40:51,380 --> 00:40:53,130
I mean,hopefully all of you.
890
00:40:53,190 --> 00:40:54,570
That'd be the best thing...
891
00:40:58,340 --> 00:40:59,790
because I love you.
892
00:41:00,090 --> 00:41:01,160
George...
893
00:41:12,540 --> 00:41:14,120
marry me.
894
00:41:19,130 --> 00:41:20,900
Will you marry me?
895
00:41:23,750 --> 00:41:25,700
Marry me,cristina yang.
896
00:41:27,210 --> 00:41:30,470
You gotta wonder why we
cling to our expectations
897
00:41:32,010 --> 00:41:40,930
because the expected is just
what keeps us steady,standing... still.
898
00:41:41,050 --> 00:41:42,150
Marry me.
899
00:41:43,770 --> 00:41:46,830
The expected's just the beginning.
900
00:41:51,600 --> 00:41:53,220
The unexpected...
901
00:41:56,640 --> 00:41:58,990
is what changes our lives.
902
00:42:05,240 --> 00:42:07,250
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