1 00:00:05,138 --> 00:00:08,972 No one believes their life will turn out just kind of OK. 2 00:00:10,276 --> 00:00:12,506 We all think we're going to be great. 3 00:00:12,579 --> 00:00:15,047 And from the day we decide to be surgeons, 4 00:00:15,115 --> 00:00:17,777 we are filled with expectation. 5 00:00:18,618 --> 00:00:21,348 Expectations of the trails we will blaze, 6 00:00:21,421 --> 00:00:24,686 the people we will help, the difference we will make. 7 00:00:25,358 --> 00:00:29,556 Great expectations of who we will be, where we will go. 8 00:00:31,164 --> 00:00:33,997 And then we get there. 9 00:00:47,047 --> 00:00:49,447 The chicken's delicious. What is it? 10 00:00:49,516 --> 00:00:53,179 - It's salt crusted. - It's his mama's recipe. 11 00:00:58,024 --> 00:01:01,983 - Meredith? Would you like seconds? - No, I'm great. 12 00:01:02,062 --> 00:01:04,690 This is great, but maybe Cristina would like some. 13 00:01:04,764 --> 00:01:08,393 - Cristina, would you like some? - I only made enough for three. 14 00:01:13,807 --> 00:01:15,297 This isn't at all awkward. 15 00:01:15,909 --> 00:01:18,400 You know, we can go and you two can talk. 16 00:01:18,478 --> 00:01:20,742 - We're talking. - To each other. 17 00:01:20,814 --> 00:01:24,011 Enjoying your meal at the International House of Silence? 18 00:01:24,084 --> 00:01:26,177 Burke, you have to feed Cristina. 19 00:01:26,252 --> 00:01:28,186 She doesn't cook and she will starve. 20 00:01:28,254 --> 00:01:30,586 - I have cereal. - You two live together. 21 00:01:30,657 --> 00:01:33,626 Someone has to be the first to speak. This is insane. 22 00:01:33,693 --> 00:01:36,059 I am giving a dinner party. 23 00:01:36,129 --> 00:01:38,427 If she wants to sit there, she can. 24 00:01:38,498 --> 00:01:41,661 Let's enjoy our evening and talk about something else. 25 00:01:45,271 --> 00:01:48,240 I heard a crazy rumor today from one of the scrub nurses. 26 00:01:48,308 --> 00:01:51,573 - That Richard was retiring. - That's an interesting rumor. 27 00:01:51,644 --> 00:01:54,636 What? It's true? 28 00:01:54,714 --> 00:01:57,615 Richard's going to name a new chief of surgery? 29 00:01:57,684 --> 00:02:00,585 He asked Burke. But Burke took himself out of the running 30 00:02:00,653 --> 00:02:03,554 which apparently is my fault. For being part of the team. 31 00:02:03,623 --> 00:02:06,751 - He asked you? - Who wants dessert? 32 00:02:10,396 --> 00:02:11,761 Burke as Chief. 33 00:02:11,831 --> 00:02:14,265 Did you see how miserable they were? 34 00:02:14,334 --> 00:02:16,393 Richard promised me chief. 35 00:02:16,469 --> 00:02:19,927 It's so sad. She's not talking to him, he's not talking to her. 36 00:02:20,006 --> 00:02:22,600 He asked me to come out here. 37 00:02:22,675 --> 00:02:24,438 Said I would become chief. 38 00:02:24,511 --> 00:02:26,502 But no, no, no, no. 39 00:02:26,579 --> 00:02:29,878 - He asks Burke. - I don't think they're gonna make it. 40 00:02:29,949 --> 00:02:32,509 He said to me, "Shep, you're my man. "' Not Burke. 41 00:02:32,585 --> 00:02:36,316 How can two people be in a relationship and not talk? 44 00:02:45,798 --> 00:02:49,359 I made you cookies, brownies, muffins. I always make muffins. 45 00:02:49,435 --> 00:02:52,632 I can't take it anymore. Three times already tonight. 46 00:02:52,705 --> 00:02:54,764 And he's getting ready for a fourth! 47 00:02:54,841 --> 00:02:56,809 Are you talking about...? Oh. 48 00:02:56,876 --> 00:03:00,004 Yeah. You know, I'd get it if he were crying or depressed. 49 00:03:00,079 --> 00:03:02,274 We deal differently. This is not grieving. 50 00:03:02,348 --> 00:03:04,748 This is my legs being bent in ways they don't go. 51 00:03:04,817 --> 00:03:07,650 I know his dad died. I get it. I feel horrible for him. 52 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:11,383 But if this keeps up, pretty soon we'll be having a funeral for my vagina. 53 00:03:11,457 --> 00:03:13,925 I'll give you guys some privacy. Very far away. 54 00:03:13,993 --> 00:03:15,984 No! You stay. You take over for me, OK? 55 00:03:16,062 --> 00:03:18,360 - Callie Torres! - No, not like that. 56 00:03:18,431 --> 00:03:22,026 I am giving him to you. You are now officially on George-Watch 2007. 57 00:03:22,101 --> 00:03:24,865 You are his friend. And I need a break. I need to heal. 58 00:03:24,938 --> 00:03:26,064 - No! - I need to heal! 59 00:03:26,139 --> 00:03:27,663 What am I supposed to? 60 00:03:27,740 --> 00:03:29,537 Callie! 61 00:03:29,609 --> 00:03:31,907 - Thank you. Goodbye. - No! Callie! 62 00:03:32,912 --> 00:03:34,675 What's taking you so...? 63 00:03:39,619 --> 00:03:42,486 Uh, she... she had to go. 64 00:03:42,555 --> 00:03:44,386 Are you hungry? 65 00:03:46,893 --> 00:03:50,420 - Hey. - Oh. Dr. Karev. Hello. 66 00:03:50,496 --> 00:03:53,056 - What's wrong with you? - Me? No, I'm good. 67 00:03:53,132 --> 00:03:55,327 I'm all good. All good. 68 00:03:55,401 --> 00:03:58,165 - You've been avoiding me for a week. - No. I have not. 69 00:03:58,238 --> 00:04:00,468 OK, fine, forget it. 70 00:04:01,841 --> 00:04:04,901 - I kissed Karev. - George has become a sex machine. 71 00:04:07,146 --> 00:04:09,410 George has turned into a sex machine. 72 00:04:10,483 --> 00:04:12,849 Are you hearing me? We have to do something. 73 00:04:12,919 --> 00:04:16,116 - What's wrong with you? - Derek kept me up all night ranting. 74 00:04:16,189 --> 00:04:18,885 Cristina and Burke are not speaking to each other. 75 00:04:18,958 --> 00:04:21,927 I'm fine. I'm just not going to be the first one talking. 76 00:04:21,995 --> 00:04:23,792 He has to talk because I'm right. 77 00:04:23,863 --> 00:04:26,263 Talking first is for losers. I'm winning. 78 00:04:26,332 --> 00:04:29,096 Plus she's starving because he won't cook for her. 79 00:04:29,168 --> 00:04:31,636 And Alex? I don't know what's wrong with Alex. 80 00:04:31,704 --> 00:04:33,695 I'm good. I'm all good. 81 00:04:33,773 --> 00:04:36,901 Let me remind you I'm recovering from the death of my fiancé, 82 00:04:36,976 --> 00:04:40,537 demise of my career, being forced to deposit an 8 million dollar check 83 00:04:40,613 --> 00:04:42,103 I was saving for a good cause. 84 00:04:42,181 --> 00:04:45,082 I'm under the care of a shrink. I could blow any minute. 85 00:04:45,151 --> 00:04:47,949 George's dad died and turned him into a sex machine. 86 00:04:48,021 --> 00:04:51,582 I'm going to need help with that, so one of you better pull it together! 87 00:04:51,658 --> 00:04:54,752 Hey! Anyone seen Callie? I need to find her for something. 88 00:05:01,100 --> 00:05:04,900 You people are on your own today. I've got important things to do. 89 00:05:04,971 --> 00:05:06,598 While I'm doing those things, 90 00:05:06,673 --> 00:05:10,109 you will remember that whatever your pathetic personal problems, 91 00:05:10,176 --> 00:05:12,610 there are people out there with actual problems. 92 00:05:12,679 --> 00:05:15,273 And you will ask yourselves in every situation, 93 00:05:15,348 --> 00:05:17,373 "What would Bailey do?" 94 00:05:18,318 --> 00:05:20,445 "W-W-B-D."' 95 00:05:20,520 --> 00:05:22,181 I'm not saying I am the God. 96 00:05:22,255 --> 00:05:25,486 I am saying I am your god, and my wrath is large. 97 00:05:25,558 --> 00:05:27,185 And painful. 98 00:05:29,195 --> 00:05:33,188 - What is wrong with everyone today? - Everyone seems OK, I think. 99 00:05:33,266 --> 00:05:35,894 Sex machines don't get to have an opinion. 100 00:05:36,669 --> 00:05:39,900 Last I heard perpetual sex was not one of the stages of grief. 101 00:05:39,972 --> 00:05:42,304 - But denial is. - That's not what I'm doing. 102 00:05:42,375 --> 00:05:46,106 - You shouldn't be listening at doors. - You were in the hallway naked. 103 00:05:46,179 --> 00:05:48,079 - I've blocked that out. - Denial. 104 00:05:48,147 --> 00:05:50,911 Dr. Montgomery, is sex another form of denial? 105 00:05:51,484 --> 00:05:52,951 What? 106 00:05:53,853 --> 00:05:55,377 What do you know? 107 00:05:56,656 --> 00:05:57,645 That... 108 00:05:59,125 --> 00:06:02,526 That you have a GYN patient in here that you want us to see. 109 00:06:03,396 --> 00:06:04,590 That's right. 110 00:06:06,399 --> 00:06:08,890 That's right. I do. Shall we? 111 00:06:13,940 --> 00:06:15,237 - Morning. - Morning. 112 00:06:15,308 --> 00:06:16,900 - Chief! - Chief? Chief? 113 00:06:16,976 --> 00:06:19,274 - I gotta talk to the chief. - I was here first! 114 00:06:19,345 --> 00:06:21,609 I have a very important meeting to get to. 115 00:06:21,681 --> 00:06:24,309 - I'll talk quickly. - Get in too, Shep. Make it fast. 116 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:28,377 - Mine's not fast. Mine is epic. - Then we'll have to talk later. 117 00:06:30,890 --> 00:06:32,551 Why are you wearing a tie? 118 00:06:32,625 --> 00:06:34,422 And why are you smiling like that? 119 00:06:34,494 --> 00:06:37,861 You have the length of this elevator ride. Use it well. 120 00:06:37,930 --> 00:06:40,421 I have two words for you, chief. Free clinic. 121 00:06:40,500 --> 00:06:43,333 - What? - I want Seattle Grace to open a clinic. 122 00:06:43,403 --> 00:06:46,702 - I know, it's a big undertaking. - This isn't even surgical. 123 00:06:46,773 --> 00:06:49,571 Chief, I can do this. I know I can. 124 00:06:49,642 --> 00:06:53,100 - I've done all the research. - There's hoops to jump through. 125 00:06:53,179 --> 00:06:56,205 Funding, you have to get department heads to OK it... 126 00:06:56,282 --> 00:06:59,581 Well, if I get the support, will you consider this? 127 00:07:01,154 --> 00:07:05,284 I'll think about it. I can't imagine why you want to take this on. 128 00:07:05,358 --> 00:07:08,521 You're a surgeon. I gotta get to my meeting now. 129 00:07:11,330 --> 00:07:14,231 - You've been having pain and bleeding? - For weeks. 130 00:07:14,300 --> 00:07:16,768 - It's not a big deal. - I had to drag her in here. 131 00:07:16,836 --> 00:07:20,636 - On our day off from the restaurant. - Let the doctors check you out. 132 00:07:20,706 --> 00:07:23,869 A lot of doctors. She needs three people for a Pap smear? 133 00:07:23,943 --> 00:07:26,605 Actually, it's not a Pap smear, it's a pelvic exam. 134 00:07:26,679 --> 00:07:28,738 And since this is a teaching hospital, 135 00:07:28,815 --> 00:07:31,443 I was going to have one of the interns do the exam. 136 00:07:31,517 --> 00:07:34,714 - If you're uncomfortable with that... - No, it's fine. 137 00:07:34,787 --> 00:07:37,255 I'm helping you guys learn something, right? 138 00:07:37,323 --> 00:07:40,121 - OK. Stevens? - Really? Bailey said... 139 00:07:40,193 --> 00:07:41,820 It's OK. 140 00:07:42,995 --> 00:07:44,155 OK. 141 00:07:45,198 --> 00:07:48,463 Jilly, I'm just going to warm the speculum for comfort, 142 00:07:48,534 --> 00:07:50,661 so if you'll just relax your knees. 143 00:07:50,736 --> 00:07:52,328 You don't have to stay. 144 00:07:52,405 --> 00:07:54,566 I'm staying. We do everything together. 145 00:07:54,640 --> 00:07:55,971 We might as well do this. 146 00:07:56,909 --> 00:07:58,934 Rachel and I were born two days apart. 147 00:07:59,011 --> 00:08:01,775 That's nice your friendship has stayed so strong. 148 00:08:01,848 --> 00:08:03,440 Cradle to grave, right? 149 00:08:04,550 --> 00:08:05,778 Cradle to grave. 150 00:08:07,920 --> 00:08:11,287 Just relax this muscle for me. You're going to feel the speculum. 151 00:08:14,460 --> 00:08:15,620 Dr. Montgomery? 152 00:08:15,695 --> 00:08:18,664 If you're having a difficult time finding the cervix 153 00:08:18,731 --> 00:08:21,291 - point the speculum downwards. - Dr. Montgomery. 154 00:08:28,908 --> 00:08:32,036 - OK, Jilly... - Wait. 155 00:08:35,681 --> 00:08:38,673 - He didn't get to look. - I don't have to. 156 00:08:38,751 --> 00:08:43,211 You said this was a teaching hospital. He should learn. 157 00:08:46,292 --> 00:08:47,418 Dr. O'Malley. 158 00:08:52,999 --> 00:08:55,832 OK, what do you have up there? 159 00:08:55,902 --> 00:08:58,496 Is she pregnant? My God, if you are pregnant... 160 00:08:58,938 --> 00:09:00,906 No. I'm not pregnant. 161 00:09:00,973 --> 00:09:03,134 Am I? 162 00:09:03,209 --> 00:09:04,540 No. 163 00:09:16,155 --> 00:09:18,953 I could see the tumor with my naked eye. 164 00:09:19,025 --> 00:09:21,425 I've never seen a cervical tumor that large. 165 00:09:24,463 --> 00:09:26,397 Does she have cancer? 166 00:09:26,465 --> 00:09:29,332 It'll take hours to get the biopsy results back. 167 00:09:29,402 --> 00:09:34,339 If she has cancer I need you to tell me because if you tell me in front of her, 168 00:09:34,407 --> 00:09:37,103 I'll start to cry and when I cry, she cries. 169 00:09:37,910 --> 00:09:40,606 If she has family, parents, you should call them. 170 00:09:40,680 --> 00:09:42,511 You should call them now. 171 00:09:42,582 --> 00:09:46,780 It's just her parents... We left home. 172 00:09:46,852 --> 00:09:50,413 We both left home when we were 16 and we haven't been back. 173 00:09:50,923 --> 00:09:54,689 We don't speak to them. It's complicated. 174 00:09:54,760 --> 00:09:59,163 It's just Jilly... In situations like these, 175 00:09:59,231 --> 00:10:03,497 she might change her mind. She might want her family. 176 00:10:04,904 --> 00:10:06,394 I am her family. 177 00:10:07,406 --> 00:10:09,636 She is my family. 178 00:10:10,309 --> 00:10:14,006 I am not contacting her parents. And neither are you. 179 00:10:19,352 --> 00:10:22,549 Jim, annoying interns. Annoying interns, Jim. 180 00:10:22,622 --> 00:10:26,752 Jim is semi-comatose and has stage three decubitus ulcers. 181 00:10:26,826 --> 00:10:28,316 Bedsores? 182 00:10:28,394 --> 00:10:29,827 Right. 183 00:10:29,895 --> 00:10:33,126 He's gonna need to be débrided, have his dressings changed, 184 00:10:33,199 --> 00:10:36,566 - and be repositioned every two hours. - Every two hours? 185 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:38,968 By the time we finish we'll have to start again. 186 00:10:39,038 --> 00:10:42,337 - I'm crying on the inside. - Can't the nurses help? 187 00:10:42,408 --> 00:10:45,206 They could, but I like nurses. 188 00:10:46,078 --> 00:10:50,538 They're helpful and smart and already good at their jobs. 189 00:10:50,616 --> 00:10:53,915 So as a going away gift to them, I'm going to let you hang with Jim 190 00:10:53,986 --> 00:10:57,478 while I go do one last rhinoplasty at Seattle Grace. 191 00:10:58,224 --> 00:11:01,455 I like to leave a city just a little prettier than when I came. 192 00:11:04,397 --> 00:11:07,560 Did he just say he was leaving? As in quitting? 193 00:11:08,901 --> 00:11:10,061 Dr. Shepherd. 194 00:11:10,136 --> 00:11:12,536 Dr. Bailey. How was your meeting with the chief? 195 00:11:12,605 --> 00:11:14,505 That's what I want to talk to you about, 196 00:11:14,573 --> 00:11:16,632 a project I'm trying to get off the ground. 197 00:11:16,709 --> 00:11:18,540 I'd like to open a free clinic. 198 00:11:19,211 --> 00:11:20,940 - Why? - Because I want to. 199 00:11:21,013 --> 00:11:22,571 And I could use your support. 200 00:11:22,648 --> 00:11:26,550 That kind of project is logistical, strategic and administrative. 201 00:11:26,619 --> 00:11:30,612 Something the chief does. Apparently I'm not cut out for that kind of work. 202 00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:34,091 So, you're going to have to take it to somebody else. 203 00:11:36,829 --> 00:11:38,729 - How's George? - Dealing, I guess. 204 00:11:38,798 --> 00:11:41,062 He sure has a voracious appetite. 205 00:11:41,133 --> 00:11:43,226 Well, some people bake, others eat. 206 00:11:43,302 --> 00:11:45,964 No, I don't mean that appetite. The other appetite. 207 00:11:46,038 --> 00:11:47,903 Oh, OK. 208 00:11:47,973 --> 00:11:50,168 We are not friends, you and I. 209 00:11:50,242 --> 00:11:53,439 We're not friends. Don't talk to me about what George eats. 210 00:11:53,512 --> 00:11:55,571 OK, I thought you'd be concerned. 211 00:11:55,648 --> 00:11:58,014 But you know what? Forget it. I don't like you. 212 00:11:58,084 --> 00:12:00,052 Oh, now my feelings are hurt 213 00:12:00,119 --> 00:12:04,021 because you won't share inappropriate details about your sex life. 214 00:12:05,524 --> 00:12:07,048 Steve Beck, age 32. 215 00:12:07,126 --> 00:12:10,789 Right patellar dislocation while running a marathon. 216 00:12:10,863 --> 00:12:12,694 Paramedics told me I blacked out. 217 00:12:12,765 --> 00:12:14,926 Any theories as to how Mr. Beck passed out? 218 00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:18,299 No sign of head injury. His BP was low in the field, 80/60. 219 00:12:18,370 --> 00:12:20,167 Athletes have low BP's. 220 00:12:20,239 --> 00:12:22,434 In that case it's probably dehydration. 221 00:12:22,508 --> 00:12:25,409 - I drank a lot along the way. - What else did you do today? 222 00:12:25,478 --> 00:12:30,040 Ate a couple of protein bars, took a couple of aspirin for this cold. 223 00:12:30,116 --> 00:12:32,141 I got another race next month. Oh! God! 224 00:12:32,218 --> 00:12:35,881 Put him in a patellar brace, get post-reduction films, and run labs. 225 00:12:35,955 --> 00:12:38,185 Make sure he's not dehydrated. And, Steve, 226 00:12:38,257 --> 00:12:41,385 next time you have a cold, you might want to skip the race. 227 00:12:41,460 --> 00:12:42,950 Never. 228 00:12:49,668 --> 00:12:51,795 You gonna be OK working on a cancer case? 229 00:12:51,871 --> 00:12:54,237 - Yeah. Why? - Because of your dad. 230 00:12:54,540 --> 00:12:58,567 - Callie! Hey. - Hi. Sorry. Busy. Izzie. 231 00:12:59,712 --> 00:13:02,442 - Is she avoiding me? What are...? - Maybe. I don't know. 232 00:13:02,515 --> 00:13:04,449 I'm here if you wanna talk. You're sad. 233 00:13:04,517 --> 00:13:06,109 I don't wanna talk about that. 234 00:13:06,185 --> 00:13:09,120 - I'm your best friend. - Why are you making this about you? 235 00:13:09,188 --> 00:13:12,715 It's not. It's about me wanting to talk about you needing so much sex 236 00:13:12,792 --> 00:13:15,727 - your girlfriend's vagina's broken. - Puritans. 237 00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:17,285 - I'm not a Puritan. - Izzie. 238 00:13:18,297 --> 00:13:20,322 - Look out! - Coming through! 239 00:13:30,643 --> 00:13:32,440 Do you need some help? 240 00:13:35,781 --> 00:13:36,839 Pardon? 241 00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:40,843 - Our daughter is here somewhere. - What's her name? 242 00:13:40,920 --> 00:13:43,081 We'll look her up for you. 243 00:13:43,155 --> 00:13:45,749 Jillian Miller. Jilly. 244 00:13:52,865 --> 00:13:55,129 You'll probably have to have chemo. 245 00:13:56,502 --> 00:13:57,730 I don't know. 246 00:13:58,571 --> 00:14:00,505 - Probably. - Don't be scared. 247 00:14:00,573 --> 00:14:02,302 People have chemo all the time. 248 00:14:02,374 --> 00:14:04,865 I can take you back and forth to the hospital. 249 00:14:04,944 --> 00:14:09,540 I'll switch my shifts at the restaurant. Maybe do nights instead of days. 250 00:14:13,319 --> 00:14:15,685 Mom? Dad? 251 00:14:16,255 --> 00:14:18,587 - Hello, Jilly. - What are...? 252 00:14:18,657 --> 00:14:21,717 What are you doing here? You called her parents? 253 00:14:21,794 --> 00:14:24,228 - I told you not to! - No. I didn't. 254 00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:26,855 It's OK, Rach. She meant well. 255 00:14:32,771 --> 00:14:35,740 - They can't talk to you, remember? - Right. I'm shunned. 256 00:14:35,808 --> 00:14:38,777 You can't give an inch, can you? You and these rules. 257 00:14:40,412 --> 00:14:43,006 Jilly, I have your test results. 258 00:14:43,082 --> 00:14:45,642 - I'm sorry, you are...? - My parents. 259 00:14:46,218 --> 00:14:48,652 It is... It is cancer? 260 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:52,084 It seems to be localized, 261 00:14:52,157 --> 00:14:56,093 but in order to remove the tumor and hopefully prevent its recurrence 262 00:14:56,161 --> 00:14:58,994 we'll have to perform a radical hysterectomy. 263 00:14:59,064 --> 00:15:01,328 Surgery? 264 00:15:01,400 --> 00:15:04,062 - It's OK, Rach. - But how does...? 265 00:15:04,136 --> 00:15:07,230 - How did it get this bad? - Jilly doesn't want you here, OK? 266 00:15:07,306 --> 00:15:09,672 - Rachel, it's OK. - No, it's not. 267 00:15:09,742 --> 00:15:12,836 They'll make you go home with them. Is that what you want? 268 00:15:12,912 --> 00:15:14,777 Do you want to go back there? 269 00:15:19,985 --> 00:15:23,546 Mom. Dad. You should go. 270 00:15:25,591 --> 00:15:28,219 - But you're having surgery. - I know, 271 00:15:28,294 --> 00:15:31,058 but you coming was a mistake. 272 00:15:32,164 --> 00:15:34,257 Please go home. 273 00:15:45,311 --> 00:15:46,539 You're quitting? 274 00:15:46,612 --> 00:15:49,547 As soon as I hand in my letter of resignation. 275 00:15:49,615 --> 00:15:51,446 - Why? - Why do you care? 276 00:15:51,517 --> 00:15:56,045 I don't. Just one dirty mistress to another. 277 00:15:56,789 --> 00:15:59,622 I hate it here. I hate the town. I hate the weather. 278 00:15:59,692 --> 00:16:02,286 I hate the people. They're mean. 279 00:16:02,361 --> 00:16:03,726 They're unforgiving. 280 00:16:03,796 --> 00:16:08,290 Uh-huh. The people of Seattle are unforgiving or Derek and Addison? 281 00:16:09,134 --> 00:16:11,193 What's your point? 282 00:16:11,270 --> 00:16:12,862 What about your contract? 283 00:16:12,938 --> 00:16:15,498 My non-binding verbal agreement with Richard? 284 00:16:15,574 --> 00:16:17,201 Yeah, I'm breaking that. 285 00:16:18,444 --> 00:16:21,572 Well, it's not as if he's going to be around to enforce it. 286 00:16:21,647 --> 00:16:23,808 - What do you mean? - Nothing. 287 00:16:23,882 --> 00:16:26,476 Come on. One dirty mistress to another. 288 00:16:26,552 --> 00:16:29,316 - Rumor has it he's stepping down. - The chief? 289 00:16:30,322 --> 00:16:32,813 - Who's gonna take his place? - What do you care? 290 00:16:32,891 --> 00:16:34,688 You're leaving anyway. 291 00:16:38,697 --> 00:16:41,396 Hey. 292 00:16:41,467 --> 00:16:45,130 When Richard invited you out here, what did he use as bait? 293 00:16:45,204 --> 00:16:50,141 He told me I would have the foremost neonatal unit west of Manhattan. 294 00:16:50,209 --> 00:16:52,507 He didn't say anything about being chief? 295 00:16:55,114 --> 00:16:57,139 - Why? What do you know? - Nothing. 296 00:16:57,216 --> 00:17:00,151 - I know what you know. - You're lying. 297 00:17:00,786 --> 00:17:03,311 - Dr. Montgomery. - Busy now, Karev. 298 00:17:07,326 --> 00:17:10,352 When you get a minute, I'd like to talk about the kissing. 299 00:17:15,634 --> 00:17:17,295 - Who'd you piss off? - Sloan. 300 00:17:17,369 --> 00:17:19,064 - Nice. - You got anything good? 301 00:17:19,138 --> 00:17:20,969 Not even a fracture. 302 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:24,441 You'd think a guy passes out while running would get a fracture. 303 00:17:26,845 --> 00:17:30,246 Anyone available to assist me on a truncus arteriosus surgery? 304 00:17:30,315 --> 00:17:32,647 - Yeah. - Yes, absolutely. 305 00:17:32,718 --> 00:17:33,776 Good. 306 00:17:33,852 --> 00:17:37,618 The first one of you to accurately describe the condition will scrub in. 307 00:17:39,258 --> 00:17:40,748 No one knows the answer? 308 00:17:43,929 --> 00:17:48,059 That's too bad. It'll probably be years before we see another one like this. 309 00:17:49,268 --> 00:17:50,758 Oh, well. 310 00:17:50,836 --> 00:17:53,805 It's a single arterial trunk coming from the ventricles. 311 00:17:53,872 --> 00:17:56,670 - How could you not know that? - How could you not say it? 312 00:17:56,742 --> 00:17:59,870 She tried, but she couldn't crawl out from underneath 313 00:17:59,945 --> 00:18:02,004 that very large pile of pride. 314 00:18:11,223 --> 00:18:14,351 I'm sorry you had to find out about the chief that way. 315 00:18:14,426 --> 00:18:17,827 You mean, after the fact? Not the first time. 316 00:18:19,364 --> 00:18:23,095 I couldn't go to anybody about my hand. I didn't know who I could trust. 317 00:18:24,503 --> 00:18:28,462 - I was stuck. - Yeah. Well, now you're not. 318 00:18:29,942 --> 00:18:33,275 Hand's all better. You can operate. You can even run for chief. 319 00:18:33,345 --> 00:18:36,508 - Life is all good again. - No. I'm not going to try for chief. 320 00:18:38,217 --> 00:18:41,243 I'm looking for... answers. 321 00:18:42,154 --> 00:18:45,487 Chief asked you once already. Don't see why he wouldn't again. 322 00:18:45,557 --> 00:18:48,321 Look, I couldn't take the job. It wouldn't be... 323 00:18:48,393 --> 00:18:51,487 It wouldn't be... right. 324 00:18:51,563 --> 00:18:53,963 Well, whether something's right or not 325 00:18:54,032 --> 00:18:56,592 doesn't seem to matter much in this place. 326 00:19:02,508 --> 00:19:03,941 Thanks. 327 00:19:04,009 --> 00:19:07,308 They keep taking my blood. I thought I'd be able to leave soon. 328 00:19:07,379 --> 00:19:11,475 Your labs show that you're dehydrated, your muscles are breaking down a bit. 329 00:19:11,550 --> 00:19:14,144 We just want everything back to normal 330 00:19:14,219 --> 00:19:17,416 - before we send you home. - My knee's going to be OK, right? 331 00:19:17,489 --> 00:19:19,753 I blew this race. I gotta win the next one. 332 00:19:19,825 --> 00:19:22,453 - You've won marathons before? - Twice. 333 00:19:22,528 --> 00:19:26,555 Well, most people are just happy surviving the 26 miles. 334 00:19:26,632 --> 00:19:28,600 I'm not most people. 335 00:19:28,667 --> 00:19:30,828 Yeah, me neither. 336 00:19:30,903 --> 00:19:32,928 Uh, your X-ray looks fine. 337 00:19:33,005 --> 00:19:36,236 Your knee should be OK in three weeks. You might try some PT. 338 00:19:36,308 --> 00:19:38,139 - It's pretty sore. - The knee? 339 00:19:38,877 --> 00:19:40,435 Yeah. My calves, too. 340 00:19:40,512 --> 00:19:44,278 Oh, well, maybe your brace is a little too tight. 341 00:19:44,349 --> 00:19:47,648 You got extreme swelling in both legs. Get Torres now. 342 00:19:51,356 --> 00:19:53,984 - What happened? - He was complaining of leg pain. 343 00:19:54,059 --> 00:19:56,527 - Can't you make it stop? - Can't find a pulse. 344 00:19:56,595 --> 00:19:59,325 - Didn't page me? - Just happened. Ordered morphine. 345 00:19:59,398 --> 00:20:02,799 He's gonna need it. His legs are rock hard and he's pulseless. 346 00:20:02,868 --> 00:20:05,837 - His compartment pressures's 76. - Open a cut-down tray. 347 00:20:05,904 --> 00:20:09,362 Gloves. I need you to do everything I do, exactly as I do it. 348 00:20:09,441 --> 00:20:10,635 All right? Steve? 349 00:20:10,709 --> 00:20:13,678 This is going to hurt, but if you want to keep your legs, 350 00:20:13,745 --> 00:20:16,543 I need you to hold them still. Can you do that? 351 00:20:16,615 --> 00:20:18,583 OK. Hold his legs. 352 00:20:18,650 --> 00:20:20,015 All right. 353 00:20:22,788 --> 00:20:26,121 OK. Follow my lead. 354 00:20:39,905 --> 00:20:41,167 People, what happened? 355 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,538 Came in with a dislocated patella, dehydration. 356 00:20:43,609 --> 00:20:46,203 Quick-onset compartment syndrome in bilateral legs. 357 00:20:46,278 --> 00:20:48,644 CK is through the roof. His potassium is 7.6. 358 00:20:48,714 --> 00:20:51,046 He looks like he's had a recent Ml. 359 00:20:51,116 --> 00:20:54,085 I've started pushing meds for hypokalemia, no response. 360 00:20:54,152 --> 00:20:57,952 His kidneys are failing. Why in the hell is this progressing so rapidly? 361 00:20:58,023 --> 00:20:59,456 - Oh, damn it! - What? 362 00:20:59,524 --> 00:21:02,584 Aspirin. With dehydration, his muscles are breaking down. 363 00:21:02,661 --> 00:21:05,459 Aspirin is accelerating it. His system's crashing. 364 00:21:05,530 --> 00:21:09,125 The toxins are going to kill him. I need to put in a dialysis catheter. 365 00:21:09,201 --> 00:21:11,499 Let's get this man to an OR now, people. 366 00:21:13,305 --> 00:21:14,966 Want to go grab lunch? 367 00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:18,305 Oh, yeah, I was actually hoping to grab lunch with Callie. 368 00:21:18,377 --> 00:21:20,368 - Have you seen her? - No, but... 369 00:21:20,445 --> 00:21:22,811 - I think I'm going to page her. - George. 370 00:21:22,881 --> 00:21:24,576 - Izzie. - Look. 371 00:21:26,151 --> 00:21:28,745 - They're still here. - They're her family. 372 00:21:28,820 --> 00:21:30,845 Where else are they going to go? 373 00:21:30,922 --> 00:21:32,822 Actually I'm going to find Callie. 374 00:21:37,195 --> 00:21:40,824 Dr. Leone, call the blood bank. Dr. Leone, call the blood bank. 375 00:21:40,899 --> 00:21:43,527 - Dr. Montgomery. - Now is not a good time... Karev! 376 00:21:43,602 --> 00:21:45,866 - Karev, listen to me. - No, you listen. 377 00:21:45,937 --> 00:21:49,236 You kissed me, right? And ever since you've been avoiding me. 378 00:21:49,308 --> 00:21:51,640 - Alex. - You've been avoiding me 379 00:21:51,710 --> 00:21:53,405 because you assume I want you. 380 00:21:53,478 --> 00:21:57,278 You expect that everyone you look at sideways is pining after you? 381 00:21:57,349 --> 00:22:00,443 Has it even occurred to you that maybe I'm not interested? 382 00:22:00,519 --> 00:22:02,510 You're not interested? 383 00:22:02,587 --> 00:22:06,455 Do you think I want to be just another intern sleeping with an attending? 384 00:22:06,525 --> 00:22:08,322 You kissed me back. 385 00:22:09,061 --> 00:22:12,326 You're my boss. I mean, what did you expect me to do? 386 00:22:13,598 --> 00:22:16,795 Look, Sloan's had me changing bandages all day. 387 00:22:16,868 --> 00:22:19,496 I would rather be scrubbing in on your surgeries. 388 00:22:19,571 --> 00:22:22,506 If you keep avoiding me, then I don't get to scrub in. 389 00:22:22,574 --> 00:22:24,337 So stop avoiding me. 390 00:22:24,976 --> 00:22:28,377 It happened. But it doesn't have to happen again. 391 00:22:30,148 --> 00:22:32,275 - All right. - All right. 392 00:22:37,656 --> 00:22:39,283 You're headed back to New York? 393 00:22:39,358 --> 00:22:41,883 - Where'd you hear that? - Good news travels fast. 394 00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:45,088 I was going to ask you to scrub in on a nerve reconstruction. 395 00:22:45,163 --> 00:22:48,064 - Since it's your last day... - It isn't. And I'd love to. 396 00:22:48,133 --> 00:22:51,125 - What? I thought... - I was going, but now I'm not. 397 00:22:51,203 --> 00:22:53,728 Rumor has it there's a race for chief. 398 00:22:53,805 --> 00:22:56,740 - Where'd you hear that? - Good news travels fast. 399 00:22:56,808 --> 00:22:59,299 Especially when you have a chatty girlfriend. 400 00:22:59,378 --> 00:23:01,437 See you at the finish line. 401 00:23:03,648 --> 00:23:05,639 Have you done that before? 402 00:23:05,717 --> 00:23:08,242 Slice a guy's legs open while he's awake? No. 403 00:23:08,854 --> 00:23:11,846 - Impressive. - You, too. 404 00:23:11,923 --> 00:23:15,017 Not that we're friends or anything. 405 00:23:18,330 --> 00:23:20,730 So you said I should be concerned. 406 00:23:20,799 --> 00:23:22,357 About George? 407 00:23:23,101 --> 00:23:25,831 He doesn't... He doesn't talk about his dad. 408 00:23:25,904 --> 00:23:28,065 We don't talk about anything, really. 409 00:23:28,140 --> 00:23:30,131 Talking's overrated. 410 00:23:30,208 --> 00:23:32,768 So you and Burke still aren't...? 411 00:23:34,246 --> 00:23:35,543 George told me. 412 00:23:36,348 --> 00:23:39,875 - Well, see, you talked about that. - Yeah, a week ago. 413 00:23:39,951 --> 00:23:44,320 If this keeps up, you and Burke might be the very last thing we ever talk about. 414 00:23:45,590 --> 00:23:48,423 So, what's the last thing you and Burke talked about? 415 00:23:51,396 --> 00:23:53,455 Silence is overrated. 416 00:23:56,835 --> 00:24:00,134 - Where's Rachel? - She went to go make some phone calls. 417 00:24:00,205 --> 00:24:01,900 Try to get our shifts covered. 418 00:24:03,208 --> 00:24:07,008 You know, Jilly, um... your parents are still here. 419 00:24:08,079 --> 00:24:11,310 - They are? - And I'm not the one who called them. 420 00:24:13,151 --> 00:24:14,914 Yeah. 421 00:24:15,654 --> 00:24:17,952 You called them. Right? 422 00:24:18,023 --> 00:24:21,151 And I'm guessing they had to fly in from somewhere, 423 00:24:21,226 --> 00:24:25,754 so you called them, what? Yesterday? The day before? 424 00:24:27,532 --> 00:24:29,932 I went to an ER a while ago. 425 00:24:30,001 --> 00:24:32,526 And they told me to see an oncologist. 426 00:24:32,604 --> 00:24:35,801 But I was working three jobs at the time 427 00:24:35,874 --> 00:24:39,935 and I couldn't afford my rent let alone pay a bunch of medical bills. 428 00:24:41,446 --> 00:24:44,609 But, then I got scared. 429 00:24:45,784 --> 00:24:48,480 You called your parents. 430 00:24:48,553 --> 00:24:50,077 I didn't know what else to do. 431 00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:52,180 You sent them away because...? 432 00:24:52,924 --> 00:24:56,951 Rachel's my best friend and after she was baptized, 433 00:24:57,028 --> 00:24:59,258 she decided to leave the community. 434 00:24:59,331 --> 00:25:01,265 Which means she's shunned. 435 00:25:01,333 --> 00:25:05,394 But I couldn't just let her go out in the world all by herself. 436 00:25:05,470 --> 00:25:07,768 - So you're shunned, too? - No. 437 00:25:07,839 --> 00:25:10,171 Because I hadn't been baptized yet. 438 00:25:10,242 --> 00:25:12,802 So I could still go back. 439 00:25:12,878 --> 00:25:15,745 - But Rachel would never. - Do you want to go back? 440 00:25:18,316 --> 00:25:19,874 I think about it. 441 00:25:21,620 --> 00:25:23,315 It's my home, you know? 442 00:25:24,956 --> 00:25:26,480 And if I'm dying... 443 00:25:28,226 --> 00:25:30,456 ...I want an Amish funeral. 444 00:25:31,563 --> 00:25:35,294 I want to be buried in the white dress 445 00:25:35,367 --> 00:25:37,892 and I want everybody to be there. 446 00:25:38,937 --> 00:25:40,529 It's your home. 447 00:25:43,008 --> 00:25:46,171 But I made a promise to Rachel. 448 00:25:46,244 --> 00:25:48,235 Cradle to grave. 449 00:25:56,688 --> 00:25:58,781 How did Jilly let it get this far? 450 00:25:58,857 --> 00:26:01,052 It's frustrating, isn't it? 451 00:26:01,126 --> 00:26:04,653 It's entirely preventable and treatable if you catch it in time, 452 00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:06,856 but you've got to catch it. 453 00:26:06,932 --> 00:26:09,730 Which is why I want to open a clinic. 454 00:26:09,801 --> 00:26:11,769 If she had access to a free clinic, 455 00:26:11,836 --> 00:26:14,828 she probably would have had a Pap smear every year, 456 00:26:14,906 --> 00:26:18,501 and wouldn't be dealing with infertility and premature menopause 457 00:26:18,577 --> 00:26:20,442 at the tender age of 23. 458 00:26:20,512 --> 00:26:24,004 - You want to open a free clinic? - At Seattle Grace? Why? 459 00:26:24,082 --> 00:26:27,813 Illness caught early means fewer unnecessary surgeries. 460 00:26:27,886 --> 00:26:31,322 - Fewer unnecessary deaths. - But I mean, why? 461 00:26:31,923 --> 00:26:35,120 Because. And if I can get the support that I'm looking for... 462 00:26:35,193 --> 00:26:36,524 I need some suction. 463 00:26:39,998 --> 00:26:42,558 - Oh, no. - My, God. 464 00:26:43,168 --> 00:26:45,796 - What? - The tumor's invaded through the cervix 465 00:26:45,870 --> 00:26:50,102 - and into the bladder. - Which means she's a stage four. 466 00:26:50,175 --> 00:26:53,736 We're not doing this operation today. We've got to close her up. 467 00:26:53,812 --> 00:26:56,372 There's nothing more we can do here. 468 00:26:59,651 --> 00:27:01,118 O'Malley? 469 00:27:01,186 --> 00:27:03,416 It's his dad. 470 00:27:27,479 --> 00:27:30,505 There. It looks like we're in. 471 00:27:30,582 --> 00:27:33,915 How far did he run before his body had the good sense to pass out? 472 00:27:33,985 --> 00:27:37,443 - Twelve miles. - You got to be out of your mind. 473 00:27:37,522 --> 00:27:40,923 He couldn't have expected a cold and a couple aspirin to do him in. 474 00:27:40,992 --> 00:27:43,119 He felt dizzy miles before he passed out. 475 00:27:43,194 --> 00:27:45,492 He should have stopped, sat his ass down. 476 00:27:45,563 --> 00:27:48,088 He was in it to win. I can understand that. 477 00:27:48,166 --> 00:27:49,326 You can, can you? 478 00:27:49,401 --> 00:27:52,131 Surgery's the most competitive field in medicine. 479 00:27:52,203 --> 00:27:54,262 It's a long road. When you get to the end, 480 00:27:54,339 --> 00:27:56,239 you're not gonna care about winning. 481 00:27:56,307 --> 00:27:59,868 You're just going to be relieved that you made it to the finish line. 482 00:28:00,779 --> 00:28:03,145 - You told Sloan? - What? 483 00:28:03,214 --> 00:28:06,115 You told him chief was stepping down? I wanted the job? 484 00:28:06,184 --> 00:28:09,119 - I didn't know that was a secret. - He was leaving town! 485 00:28:09,187 --> 00:28:11,587 - OK, and now he's not? - No, he's not! 486 00:28:11,656 --> 00:28:13,715 You gave him a reason to stay. 487 00:28:14,759 --> 00:28:16,317 Derek. 488 00:28:17,362 --> 00:28:20,525 I just got back to work, Bailey. I've got a lot to catch up on. 489 00:28:20,598 --> 00:28:22,930 I'm asking for a few hours a week. 490 00:28:23,001 --> 00:28:25,697 I can't deal with any more distractions right now. 491 00:28:25,770 --> 00:28:26,862 You owe me. 492 00:28:29,007 --> 00:28:30,998 - What? - When you had that tremor, 493 00:28:31,076 --> 00:28:33,203 you cut me out of surgery after surgery. 494 00:28:33,278 --> 00:28:37,146 You made me feel like I was the one who couldn't do her job. 495 00:28:37,215 --> 00:28:40,810 You made me doubt myself. You owe me this. 496 00:28:43,488 --> 00:28:46,924 You need someone who can provide leadership to the project. 497 00:28:49,060 --> 00:28:51,688 - I'm not that man. - Not anymore. 498 00:28:53,531 --> 00:28:55,897 If that's what you want to believe. 499 00:29:03,074 --> 00:29:05,167 Um, Dr. Montgomery was here. 500 00:29:05,243 --> 00:29:06,870 And she was saying... 501 00:29:09,147 --> 00:29:11,672 I'm not sure I understood what she was saying. 502 00:29:13,485 --> 00:29:16,943 She said that over the next few months, 503 00:29:17,021 --> 00:29:18,852 Jilly's going to go through a lot. 504 00:29:18,923 --> 00:29:21,414 Radiation, chemo... 505 00:29:21,493 --> 00:29:25,657 It's likely her condition will get worse. 506 00:29:25,730 --> 00:29:28,665 A lot worse. And she's going to need a lot of help. 507 00:29:28,733 --> 00:29:30,132 OK, um... 508 00:29:30,201 --> 00:29:34,968 Well, can you give me some names of doctors and medications? 509 00:29:35,039 --> 00:29:38,634 Because I want to be ready. I want to know everything so I can do this. 510 00:29:38,710 --> 00:29:41,611 - Do this right for her. - Rachel... 511 00:29:43,515 --> 00:29:48,418 ...you can't be everything. It's too hard. 512 00:29:48,486 --> 00:29:51,887 Jilly has parents who love her. They love her 513 00:29:51,956 --> 00:29:54,288 and they're here and she wants to go home. 514 00:29:54,359 --> 00:29:56,623 - No, she doesn't. - She called them. Not me. 515 00:29:57,829 --> 00:29:58,955 Jilly? 516 00:29:59,864 --> 00:30:01,661 Jilly is dying. 517 00:30:02,834 --> 00:30:04,324 But I promised her. 518 00:30:04,969 --> 00:30:06,231 Cradle to grave. 519 00:30:06,304 --> 00:30:09,603 She's Jilly. I love her. 520 00:30:09,674 --> 00:30:13,838 It's possible the best thing you can do for her, if you love her, 521 00:30:13,912 --> 00:30:15,777 is let her go. 522 00:30:31,896 --> 00:30:34,194 - Are you waiting to see the chief? - Yes. 523 00:30:34,265 --> 00:30:36,130 - You? - Yeah. 524 00:30:36,801 --> 00:30:41,500 - About...? - Oh, you know, just admin stuff. 525 00:30:41,573 --> 00:30:45,304 - Yeah. Me too. - What are you doing here? 526 00:30:45,376 --> 00:30:48,072 - We're waiting to see the chief. - You too? 527 00:30:48,146 --> 00:30:50,876 - Yes, Derek. Both of us. - You're unbelievable. 528 00:30:50,949 --> 00:30:55,045 I'm unbelievable? The chief steps down, you assume it's between you and Burke? 529 00:30:55,119 --> 00:30:57,952 - Think he'll pick you? - He hasn't tapped either of you, 530 00:30:58,022 --> 00:31:00,286 means that he has another candidate in mind. 531 00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:03,020 What, no one invited me to the party? 532 00:31:03,895 --> 00:31:05,692 - Chief! - I have an appointment! 533 00:31:05,763 --> 00:31:08,323 I've been trying to find time. It's important... 534 00:31:08,399 --> 00:31:11,334 - I have an appointment. - Stop! Stop! Stop! 535 00:31:11,402 --> 00:31:13,393 - One at a time. - I had an appointment. 536 00:31:13,471 --> 00:31:15,268 Patricia put it in the books. 537 00:31:15,940 --> 00:31:18,033 You. What's all this about? 538 00:31:18,910 --> 00:31:23,142 Well, they all want to be chief. And for the record, so do I. 539 00:31:23,214 --> 00:31:25,182 Please! Are you out of your mind? 540 00:31:25,250 --> 00:31:30,449 Button it, all of you! I have had a perfect day. 541 00:31:30,521 --> 00:31:33,718 I went to the board this morning and told them I was retiring. 542 00:31:33,791 --> 00:31:35,486 I saved a life. 543 00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:37,755 And now I'm off to see my wife. 544 00:31:37,829 --> 00:31:41,629 It has been a perfect day until you four fools tried to ruin it! 545 00:31:41,699 --> 00:31:45,100 A man can't be happy he's retiring around here. 546 00:31:45,169 --> 00:31:47,535 Not with you vultures trying to pick my bones. 547 00:31:47,605 --> 00:31:51,200 Chief, you're stepping down? 548 00:31:53,811 --> 00:31:56,211 As soon as they find a replacement for me, 549 00:31:56,281 --> 00:31:58,579 I'm stepping down as chief of surgery. 550 00:32:00,985 --> 00:32:02,953 But I don't know when that'll be 551 00:32:03,021 --> 00:32:06,457 because at this point, I don't see any frontrunners. 552 00:32:06,524 --> 00:32:09,186 - Excuse me. - Chief, that's not true. 553 00:32:09,260 --> 00:32:10,693 You just need to... 554 00:32:16,567 --> 00:32:20,503 You didn't think of telling me this morning you were planning to step down 555 00:32:20,571 --> 00:32:22,971 instead of sending me on this wild goose chase? 556 00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:26,738 Dr. Bailey, you need those clowns to sign off on your proposal 557 00:32:26,811 --> 00:32:29,644 because one of them may be chief of surgery in a month. 558 00:32:30,515 --> 00:32:33,075 It's hard to imagine, for me more than anyone, 559 00:32:33,151 --> 00:32:35,210 but since you're not ready for the job, 560 00:32:35,286 --> 00:32:38,084 one of them's gonna have to do it for the next few years. 561 00:32:38,156 --> 00:32:40,818 - Me? - It's you in the chair eventually. 562 00:32:40,892 --> 00:32:42,484 That's who you are. 563 00:32:42,560 --> 00:32:45,996 But you're gonna have to get a new chair because you're short. 564 00:32:46,064 --> 00:32:47,395 You have short legs. 565 00:32:47,465 --> 00:32:50,491 But someday you are going to be chief of surgery. 566 00:32:50,568 --> 00:32:53,628 I wasn't sending you on a wild goose chase. 567 00:32:53,705 --> 00:32:57,163 I was trying to get you into the habit of doing things without me. 568 00:33:05,016 --> 00:33:09,817 He's really doing it. He's really retiring. 569 00:33:10,488 --> 00:33:14,925 - One of us could be chief. - No. 570 00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:17,860 One of us could be chief. You? I don't think so. 571 00:33:17,929 --> 00:33:19,590 - Yeah. - Yeah. 572 00:33:19,664 --> 00:33:22,462 - I could be chief - You're delusional. 573 00:33:22,533 --> 00:33:24,763 Mark Sloan, chief of surgery. 574 00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:27,168 That makes me vomit a little in my mouth. 575 00:33:28,373 --> 00:33:32,833 These are your letters of support for my free clinic. 576 00:33:32,910 --> 00:33:35,936 - Sign them. - Why do you want this clinic so badly? 577 00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:38,983 - You're a surgeon. - Because I need something more. 578 00:33:39,050 --> 00:33:42,247 You all have your messy love lives and your secrets 579 00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:44,481 and your silliness, but I want more. 580 00:33:44,555 --> 00:33:47,752 I need something to hold on to. 581 00:33:47,825 --> 00:33:51,488 I need a reason to believe that medicine can do more than stitch you up 582 00:33:51,562 --> 00:33:52,893 and send you away. 583 00:33:52,964 --> 00:33:56,730 I need to believe that medicine can not only save lives but change lives. 584 00:33:56,801 --> 00:33:59,668 I need... I need... 585 00:34:01,239 --> 00:34:05,335 I need to believe in something the way I used to believe in you all. 586 00:34:11,149 --> 00:34:12,878 Sign the papers. 587 00:34:13,618 --> 00:34:17,418 Besides, if you want to be considered a candidate for chief of surgery, 588 00:34:17,488 --> 00:34:20,150 pioneering a pilot program like a free clinic 589 00:34:20,224 --> 00:34:23,159 will look very good on your résumé. 590 00:34:23,227 --> 00:34:25,957 - Sign the papers! - You still need funding. 591 00:34:39,777 --> 00:34:41,176 The Nazi's back. 592 00:34:41,913 --> 00:34:43,175 Good for her. 593 00:34:43,247 --> 00:34:45,647 She went after something and she got it. 594 00:34:46,684 --> 00:34:48,276 May the best man win. 595 00:34:48,352 --> 00:34:51,048 - Best man wins. - Excuse me. 596 00:34:51,122 --> 00:34:53,113 Lady chief right here. 597 00:34:54,692 --> 00:34:56,592 What am I, invisible? 598 00:35:02,033 --> 00:35:03,967 Hi. 599 00:35:07,872 --> 00:35:11,535 - Go home. - Rach. 600 00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:14,635 They're your parents. And you love them. 601 00:35:14,712 --> 00:35:16,475 And they're still here. 602 00:35:16,547 --> 00:35:19,607 You know what a big deal it is for them to get on a plane. 603 00:35:19,684 --> 00:35:21,948 Go home, Jilly. 604 00:35:22,019 --> 00:35:25,978 But I can't just leave you here. 605 00:35:26,057 --> 00:35:28,218 Yes, you can. 606 00:35:28,292 --> 00:35:30,954 - Rachel. - You can go back home 607 00:35:31,028 --> 00:35:33,496 and you can put on your bonnet. 608 00:35:33,564 --> 00:35:37,762 And you can get in the buggy and go to church, get baptized. 609 00:35:39,070 --> 00:35:41,334 - You can die Amish. - No, I can't do that. 610 00:35:41,405 --> 00:35:44,602 Why? Because you'll have to shun me? Don't worry about me. 611 00:35:44,675 --> 00:35:49,942 I'll be living it up here with your curling iron and your cable TV, 612 00:35:50,014 --> 00:35:52,608 your entire DVD collection. 613 00:35:52,683 --> 00:35:55,652 I'll be OK here in the 21st century. 614 00:35:59,924 --> 00:36:04,258 - I can't shun you. - You can and you will. 615 00:36:04,328 --> 00:36:07,320 And I won't take no for an answer. 616 00:36:17,208 --> 00:36:20,006 Now, say hello to your parents. 617 00:36:21,646 --> 00:36:22,738 Hi. 618 00:36:25,716 --> 00:36:27,650 - Hi, Jilly. - Hi. 619 00:36:31,088 --> 00:36:33,420 - Jilly. - Dad. 620 00:36:39,497 --> 00:36:43,991 I will tell your parents that I saw you. And you are well and happy. 621 00:36:45,236 --> 00:36:48,967 - And have grown into a fine woman. - Good. 622 00:37:09,393 --> 00:37:12,851 Richard. What are you doing here? 623 00:37:12,930 --> 00:37:14,727 These are for you. 624 00:37:15,900 --> 00:37:20,030 - Richard, what are you doing here? - Coming home to my wife. 625 00:37:21,772 --> 00:37:24,866 I did it, Adele. I retired. 626 00:37:24,942 --> 00:37:26,671 I told the board today. 627 00:37:26,744 --> 00:37:29,941 And I gotta tell you, I didn't think I wanted to do it, 628 00:37:30,014 --> 00:37:34,781 but I'm relieved. I'm happy. 629 00:37:34,852 --> 00:37:38,219 But when I told you I didn't have any more time to wait, 630 00:37:38,289 --> 00:37:40,280 - I meant it. - I know, which is why... 631 00:37:40,358 --> 00:37:41,723 That was months ago! 632 00:37:41,792 --> 00:37:44,693 Months ago, I said you were out of time with me! 633 00:37:44,762 --> 00:37:45,888 Adele... 634 00:37:57,008 --> 00:37:58,635 Is there a man in my house? 635 00:38:01,012 --> 00:38:03,242 I'm so sorry, Richard. 636 00:38:06,083 --> 00:38:08,574 But what did you expect? 637 00:38:33,944 --> 00:38:35,809 I'm sorry. 638 00:38:38,716 --> 00:38:39,842 Why... 639 00:38:41,152 --> 00:38:44,485 What's wrong with having a lot of sex if it makes me feel better? 640 00:38:44,555 --> 00:38:46,022 Do you... 641 00:38:46,957 --> 00:38:48,584 ...feel better? 642 00:38:50,895 --> 00:38:52,556 You know how you felt? 643 00:38:56,300 --> 00:38:58,632 When you were lying on the bathroom floor? 644 00:39:03,641 --> 00:39:06,337 Maybe you're not supposed to feel better. 645 00:39:09,847 --> 00:39:11,280 Iz, you can't help me. 646 00:39:13,718 --> 00:39:17,484 I know you want to. But you can't. 647 00:39:20,324 --> 00:39:23,316 - You can't help me. - I have to let you go. 648 00:39:25,996 --> 00:39:27,987 Yeah. 649 00:39:28,065 --> 00:39:30,192 Just one last thing. 650 00:39:39,710 --> 00:39:41,769 Life is short, George. 651 00:39:43,514 --> 00:39:47,848 Life is short and it sucks a lot of the time. 652 00:39:50,354 --> 00:39:54,290 If being with Callie makes you happy, then go be with Callie. 653 00:40:15,813 --> 00:40:19,374 - Hey, you going to be OK? - I think so. 654 00:40:23,087 --> 00:40:26,545 - How's your clinic going? - Got my signatures. 655 00:40:26,624 --> 00:40:29,115 Which is a start. 656 00:40:29,193 --> 00:40:33,289 The Seattle Grace Free Clinic will exist. 657 00:40:38,602 --> 00:40:41,469 The Denny Duquette Memorial Clinic. 658 00:40:42,039 --> 00:40:46,373 - What? - I have eight million dollars. 659 00:40:48,345 --> 00:40:50,506 Izzie Stevens. 660 00:40:58,055 --> 00:40:59,249 You left without me. 661 00:41:01,859 --> 00:41:03,793 Now you're not talking to me. 662 00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:10,462 I was a jerk. 663 00:41:11,902 --> 00:41:16,339 Sometimes boyfriends can be jerks. Doesn't mean you stop talking to them. 664 00:41:18,409 --> 00:41:21,435 You get that I'm saying I'm sorry, right? 665 00:41:21,512 --> 00:41:25,471 You yelled at me for no reason and then you walked away. 666 00:41:25,549 --> 00:41:28,518 - And now you show up here? - Of course I showed up. 667 00:41:28,586 --> 00:41:31,350 Why wouldn't I? You don't trust me? 668 00:41:31,422 --> 00:41:33,652 - I do. - OK, well, this is how it works. 669 00:41:33,724 --> 00:41:36,420 You fight sometimes and somebody apologizes. 670 00:41:36,494 --> 00:41:38,985 Well, how am I supposed to know that? 671 00:41:40,664 --> 00:41:42,962 You've never done this before. 672 00:41:43,033 --> 00:41:46,434 - No, I've never done this before. - Hmm. 673 00:41:48,506 --> 00:41:51,737 OK. All right. Well, this is... 674 00:41:55,112 --> 00:42:00,140 From now on, you can expect that I'm going to show up. 675 00:42:01,719 --> 00:42:05,086 Even if I yell. Even ifyou yell. 676 00:42:07,491 --> 00:42:10,426 I'm always going to show up. 677 00:42:10,494 --> 00:42:11,961 OK? 678 00:42:12,029 --> 00:42:13,929 OK. 679 00:42:22,506 --> 00:42:23,996 Mm. 680 00:42:25,276 --> 00:42:28,302 You are going to make an excellent chief. 681 00:42:28,379 --> 00:42:30,973 We all think we're going to be great. 682 00:42:31,949 --> 00:42:32,938 Yeah. 683 00:42:34,752 --> 00:42:38,882 And we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren't met. 684 00:42:38,956 --> 00:42:43,484 Karev, I've got an ovarian torsion that needs emergent surgery. 685 00:42:43,561 --> 00:42:45,085 You want in? 686 00:42:45,729 --> 00:42:46,855 Yeah. 687 00:42:46,931 --> 00:42:51,834 But sometimes our expectations sell us short. 688 00:42:54,371 --> 00:42:55,963 I was right. 689 00:42:58,142 --> 00:43:02,044 I swear, I really believe what I did was right. 690 00:43:02,112 --> 00:43:04,808 I don't want you to forgive me. 691 00:43:05,783 --> 00:43:09,947 Frankly, I'd find it patronizing if you did 692 00:43:10,020 --> 00:43:14,218 because while I know I was right, you think I'm wrong. 693 00:43:16,894 --> 00:43:18,953 Which doesn't matter. 694 00:43:22,433 --> 00:43:23,730 Because... 695 00:43:26,604 --> 00:43:27,969 ...I'm in this. 696 00:43:32,009 --> 00:43:34,569 I'm in this for the long haul 697 00:43:34,645 --> 00:43:37,205 and I'm in this to finish the race. 698 00:43:37,281 --> 00:43:41,809 So if that means I don't win this one, 699 00:43:41,885 --> 00:43:46,049 then fine, I don't win. 700 00:43:46,123 --> 00:43:47,988 You win. 701 00:43:48,592 --> 00:43:50,583 I'm talking. 702 00:43:51,528 --> 00:43:53,462 See? I'm talking first. You win. 703 00:43:55,099 --> 00:43:56,964 Sometimes the expected 704 00:43:57,034 --> 00:44:02,097 simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. 705 00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:04,972 Marry me. 706 00:44:09,813 --> 00:44:13,180 - I don't want to waste another minute. - I can't have sex again. 707 00:44:13,250 --> 00:44:16,185 I can't. I just... Enough with the sex. 708 00:44:18,756 --> 00:44:23,750 Since my dad died, I feel like someone ripped out my stomach, 709 00:44:24,762 --> 00:44:27,060 filled the hole with asphalt. 710 00:44:27,131 --> 00:44:31,864 And I laugh every time I remember I'm never going to talk to him again 711 00:44:31,935 --> 00:44:36,668 because it just sounds like the stupidest thing I've ever heard. 712 00:44:36,740 --> 00:44:38,640 I can't believe it's real. 713 00:44:39,510 --> 00:44:44,038 But every time I look at you, 714 00:44:45,382 --> 00:44:47,077 I feel better. 715 00:44:48,719 --> 00:44:50,277 It shocks me. 716 00:44:50,354 --> 00:44:54,381 It knocks my wind out, but it's true. I don't have to have sex with you. 717 00:44:54,458 --> 00:44:58,053 I'll be happy just to look at you from across the room. 718 00:44:58,128 --> 00:45:01,063 And even that, anything, any piece of you. 719 00:45:01,131 --> 00:45:05,329 I mean, hopefully all of you. That'd be the best thing. 720 00:45:08,472 --> 00:45:10,997 - Because I love you. - George. 721 00:45:22,686 --> 00:45:24,153 Marry me. 722 00:45:29,226 --> 00:45:31,057 Will you marry me? 723 00:45:33,797 --> 00:45:36,197 Marry me, Cristina Yang. 724 00:45:37,101 --> 00:45:40,593 You gotta wonder why we cling to our expectations. 725 00:45:42,206 --> 00:45:46,870 Because the expected is just what keeps us steady. 726 00:45:47,845 --> 00:45:51,076 Standing. Still. 727 00:45:51,148 --> 00:45:52,706 Marry me. 728 00:45:53,717 --> 00:45:57,118 The expected's just the beginning. 729 00:46:01,725 --> 00:46:03,659 The unexpected... 730 00:46:06,730 --> 00:46:09,130 ...is what changes our lives.