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Previously on Grey's Anatomy:

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I want Seattle Grace
to open a free clinic.

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- Why?
- I need something to hold onto.

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- You need funding.
- I have eight million dollars.

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- The Denny Duquette Memorial Clinic.
- I talked to Patricia.

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- What's this?
- They want to be Chief.

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- She's in a nursing home.
- Alzheimer's.

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I gave up everything.
I should never have had a kid.

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- Marry me, Cristina Yang.
- Marry me.

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As surgeons, we live in
a world of worst-case scenarios.

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We cut ourselves off
from hoping for the best

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because too many times
the best doesn't happen.

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But every now and then,
something extraordinary occurs.

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And suddenly best-case scenarios
seem possible.

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- Eight days. Eight million dollars.
- And we're open for business.

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And every now and then,
something amazing happens.

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She woke up completely aware.
She's her old self.

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It happens.
Medically, we don't know why.

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- It's just a random gift.
- What? How long will it last?

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It's different, but not long.

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- She remembers.
- Pretty much everything.

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Except the last five years.

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She doesn't realize she has Alzheimer's.
We thought she should hear it from you.

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So she'll know me?

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I'm going to walk in
and she'll know who I am?

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She's been asking for you.

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And against our betterjudgment,
we start to have hope.

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I need a signature.
I'd like to use the helicopter

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to transport a patient from Denver.

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I found a way to fund
a stereotactic robot.

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It's early for you two
to be chasing me down.

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I'm going to be doing a pulmonary
valve translocation on this patient.

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- It's an excellent source of revenue.
- You gonna get in there?

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You got to fight with the big boys.

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I intend to fight like a girl.
I'll let them kill each other

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and then I'll be
the only one left standing.

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And then there's me.

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- There you go underestimating me.
- It's not that I underestimate you.

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It's just that I don't think about you.
At all.

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Well, you should.

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I was heading down to the clinic.

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Think I'll join you.
Gentlemen, ifyou'll excuse me.

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Certainly.

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- Nicely done.
- Mm-hmm.

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What is going on?
When did you get back from Europe?

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I went to Europe for two months,
but that was...

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I've been thinking about
the fight we had, things I said.

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- I said terrible things.
- It's fine.

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No, it's not.
After you left I was upset.

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Did I have a breakdown?
I must have had a nervous breakdown.

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Is this a hospital?

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Because I can't remember anything
for the past two months.

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The last thing I remember is the fight.

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If you don't want to go
to medical school, that is fine.

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- Just take me home.
- I went to medical school.

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I want to go home, Meredith.
I need to go home.

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You are home.

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I went to Europe five years ago.

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You got sick. You have Alzheimer's.

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This is your home.
You live here now.

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- No. No!
- Mom.

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No!

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Mom? Mom? Mom!

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Somebody call 911!

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- She had chest pain.
- Chest pain and syncope.

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My pulse was in the 200's
but the rate has resolved on its own.

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- She's completely lucid.
- She's what?

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She's aware. She's herself again.

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Oh, my God. Is this...?
Are we in Seattle Grace?

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This is where I'm doing my residency.

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She's one of our finest interns.
Following in your very big footsteps.

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Do you know a Richard Webber?
Is he still a doctor here?

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What, the Chief?

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Richard Webber is the Chief?
Of Surgery?

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Welcome to the Denny Duquette
Memorial Clinic.

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Barring any surgical emergencies,
you will be working here today.

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Working on what?

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Right now, Olivia will be
familiarizing you

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with the protocol for the flu vaccine.

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No, no, no.
Don't touch that.

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That was 79 dollars.

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Oh, my God.
I have got to get out of here.

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Burke has a bloodless
pulmonary valve translocation

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flying in tomorrow.
I should be preparing.

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You don't get to scrub in on that.

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- How do you know?
- Because I am.

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- He picked you?
- You guys ready?

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- Where is everybody?
- Grey will be late.

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- O'Malley should be back from vacation.
- No, no, the patients.

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The underserved, uninsured
we're supposed to be helping?

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The underserved, uninsured will come.
You'll see, just watch the door.

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- They will come.
- I can't wait for the first patients.

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It's gonna be amazing
what Denny's money can do.

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Just watch the door, Stevens.

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Dr. Bailey. Congratulations
on the opening of the clinic.

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It is open, isn't it?

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- Is Stevens all right?
- She's watching the door, sir.

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OK, then.

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Someone's coming!

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- Damn it!
- O'Malley, welcome back. You're late.

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Is O'Malley all right?

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We got married in Vegas!

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We're married!

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Dude, she's Callie O'Malley.

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It's fast. You know?

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It seems really very fast.

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- Are you even happy?
- We're incredibly happy.

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Oh, yay! Well, great. Yay.

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- Show her the ring.
- Oh.

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Oh, that's so great.

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Tiny diamonds are great because you
know no one will ever try to steal it.

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OK, that's it.
Yang, Burke needs you in cardio.

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O'Malley, the Chief has a patient
coming into the pit.

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Stevens, Karev,
go find me some patients.

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I don't care where you get them,
just get them.

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They are spoiled, judgmental little
children. Don't let them get to you.

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- Congratulations.
- Thank you.

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Thanks.

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We've been out of our Vegas room
for six hours and I don't like it.

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It's gonna be fine. We're married.

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We're married.

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All right.

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So, Chief, we're a couple
of married men.

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Uh... Adele and I are getting a divorce.

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Um... I didn't...

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That's life, O'Malley. That's life.

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Now, this patient. I removed a large
tumor from her colon eight months ago.

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She's been undergoing
chemo and radiation.

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We thought she had it beat.

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Excuse me?
Are you the doctors for Marina Wagner?

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- You brought her in?
- She was barely breathing.

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Think this could be food poisoning?
We had sushi yesterday.

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Could be from the radiation.

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- What radiation?
- From her cancer treatment.

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She doesn't have cancer.

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I'm her boyfriend, I'd know.

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O'Malley, get a CBC, a CHEM-19,
and a triple contrast abdominal CT.

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- Excuse me.
- Yes, sir.

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What? Is she all right?

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Richard Webber.
My God, you've aged.

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- Ellis?
- I was having arrhythmias.

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They wanted to do tests and... I hear
you're the Chief of Surgery now.

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- That's wonderful.
- Yes.

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- But I'm stepping down soon.
- Stepping down?

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Well, I can only assume
that was Adele's idea.

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- Meredith.
- I'll be right there, Mom. Go ahead.

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She is lucid.

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She woke up this morning
with her memory back.

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They say it's temporary.

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My God.
Obviously, don't worry about work today.

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You need to be with her.

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I mean, this time...

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It's a gift.

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It's a gift. Right.

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Meredith's mother had some runs of SVT.
I'm ordering an echo.

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- And she's lucid.
- What?

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- It happens, but it won't last.
- Is Meredith OK?

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Seems fine.
Her mother's gonna need the best care.

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And you, Dr. Yang, are the best.

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Still not wearing the ring.
I'd like an answer.

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- It's been over a week.
- I told you it's under advisement.

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- Well, do you not like the ring?
- It's a ring.

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It's three carat, diamond cut, platinum.
It's the ring.

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Then what?

167
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Are you using this surgery to pressure
me into giving you an answer?

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- That why I'm not scrubbing in?
- I need to give the others a chance.

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Why?

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The echo please, Dr. Yang.

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- Hey.
- Hey.

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- You been waiting long?
- Almost an hour.

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Mm.

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- Are you my doctor?
- I can be.

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We have a clinic outside. No wait.

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What's wrong with you?

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It hurts when I pee.

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- We can help with that.
- Yeah, that's easy.

179
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We can have you out of here
in less than an hour.

180
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Are you hitting on me?

181
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We need patients, you need doctors,
and we just happen to be surgeons.

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- You think I need surgery?
- You never know.

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- It's free. A free clinic.
- But my co-pay's only ten bucks.

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That's lunch.

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- Sounds like TB.
- Yeah. Very contagious.

186
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You and Meredith are good friends.

187
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I can tell.

188
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Because you're afraid to look at me.

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As if I might ask you
some personal question about her

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and you'll accidentally slip.

191
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But you don't do anything accidentally,
do you?

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- Has Meredith chosen a specialty?
- That's a personal question?

193
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For surgeons, it's the most personal
question. Tells you who they are.

194
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My mother would want to know
whether I had a boyfriend.

195
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Your mother sounds
like a frivolous woman.

196
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If I chose cardiothoracics,
what would that say?

197
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Heart surgeons are know-it-alls.
The most ambitious, most driven.

198
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They want it all and they want it now.

199
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They don't want anything
getting in their way.

200
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Meredith says I'm part of
an Alzheimer's research study.

201
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I want a neuro consult with the doctor
who put me in the trial.

202
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Hey, Mer! I've been looking for you.

203
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Burke has me on your mom.
Are you OK?

204
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I'm avoiding her, avoiding the gift.

205
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Well, your gift wants to meet Derek.

206
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What? What did you say?

207
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Not Derek your boyfriend.
Dr. Shepherd, the neurosurgeon.

208
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She's gonna know that
he's your boyfriend. She has ways.

209
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I'm in love with her.

210
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She has that effect on people
who aren't her daughter.

211
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Hey, I heard about your mother.
Unbelievable.

212
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- It's a gift.
- She's avoiding her.

213
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- She's your mother. She's really here.
- This is your chance to talk to her.

214
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- Spend time with her.
- She has a long history

215
00:12:52,738 --> 00:12:55,036
- of being disappointed in me.
- You're a doctor.

216
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Disappointment ends
with a medical degree.

217
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Can we get moving?
It hurts when I pee.

218
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Are you stealing patients from the ER?

219
00:13:02,982 --> 00:13:06,941
Yes. But only because I have to know
I did not spend my inheritance

220
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on an empty room with empty beds.
If I did that, I might go crazy.

221
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George called dibs on crazy.
Think Callie's pregnant?

222
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- I'm going back to the ER.
- Keep your pants on. We're going.

223
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- What's going on?
- Yeah. Bambi got married.

224
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What?

225
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Psst.

226
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Sorry, one second.

227
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- Everything OK? Are you off today?
- You got married?

228
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Yeah. I did.

229
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It was... I know it was impulsive.

230
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Was it good impulsive
or Meredith impulsive?

231
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Because if it was Meredith impulsive,
maybe I can help get you out of it.

232
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- No, it was... it's a good thing.
- Good.

233
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It's good. But thanks for the backup.

234
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You're welcome.
Congratulations, George.

235
00:13:54,099 --> 00:13:55,589
Thank you.

236
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People who hover in doorways...

237
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Are coming from nowhere
and are heading nowhere.

238
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- You said that to me a lot growing up.
- You hovered in a lot of doorways.

239
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Are you planning on coming
to talk to me anytime soon?

240
00:14:28,601 --> 00:14:30,762
- Excuse me.
- Sure.

241
00:14:32,171 --> 00:14:35,368
You know those cartoons
where there's a bear, or whatever.

242
00:14:35,441 --> 00:14:37,204
It's starving and looks at a table

243
00:14:37,276 --> 00:14:40,040
and the table turns into
this delicious cooked turkey

244
00:14:40,112 --> 00:14:42,672
with lines of deliciousness
coming off it?

245
00:14:42,748 --> 00:14:45,512
I was not looking at him like that.

246
00:14:45,584 --> 00:14:48,917
Because he is the help and I am not
going to be sleeping with the help.

247
00:14:49,922 --> 00:14:52,049
I married the help.

248
00:14:52,124 --> 00:14:54,285
- What?
- We went to Vegas. My idea.

249
00:14:54,360 --> 00:14:56,351
- I embrace the trashy.
- That's...

250
00:14:56,428 --> 00:15:00,922
Not that I'm not happy for you,
but why married so fast?

251
00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:03,696
You know the cartoons
where there's a starving bear?

252
00:15:03,769 --> 00:15:08,672
- And it looks at a cute intern?
- Well, congratulations!

253
00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:10,436
Thank you. Thank you.

254
00:15:12,244 --> 00:15:14,678
Oh, it's small. I know it's small.

255
00:15:14,747 --> 00:15:17,011
George insisted on paying
for it himself.

256
00:15:17,082 --> 00:15:19,073
- It's beautiful.
- You think so?

257
00:15:19,151 --> 00:15:22,450
- Yes.
- Yes.

258
00:15:22,521 --> 00:15:24,182
So, tell me about yourself.

259
00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:28,416
Well...

260
00:15:31,330 --> 00:15:33,628
What's your life like?

261
00:15:33,699 --> 00:15:37,499
I... I really do want
to know you, Meredith.

262
00:15:38,637 --> 00:15:40,127
Well, I have a boyfriend.

263
00:15:40,205 --> 00:15:42,799
Does he understand
the demands of your career?

264
00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:44,843
- They say they do but...
- He's great.

265
00:15:44,910 --> 00:15:47,674
- He's a doctor too, so he gets it.
- Good.

266
00:15:47,746 --> 00:15:49,737
- He's...
- Have you chosen a specialty?

267
00:15:49,815 --> 00:15:51,749
No. It's still early.

268
00:15:51,817 --> 00:15:53,876
Cristina's chosen cardiothoracics.

269
00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:58,652
Yeah. Well, I guess
I'm just waiting to be inspired.

270
00:15:58,724 --> 00:16:02,160
I'm happy now.
You know, I feel like I know who I am.

271
00:16:02,227 --> 00:16:04,923
When you have someone
in your life you really love,

272
00:16:04,997 --> 00:16:08,330
I think that's...
I don't know. I just...

273
00:16:11,403 --> 00:16:14,600
- I'm really happy.
- What happened to you?

274
00:16:15,341 --> 00:16:18,640
- What do you mean?
- You're happy? You're happy now?

275
00:16:18,711 --> 00:16:20,406
Meredith was a force of nature.

276
00:16:20,479 --> 00:16:24,142
Passionate, focused, a fighter.
What happened? You've gone soft.

277
00:16:24,216 --> 00:16:27,845
Stammering about a boyfriend,
saying you're waiting to be inspired?

278
00:16:27,920 --> 00:16:30,855
You kidding? I have a disease
for which there is no cure.

279
00:16:30,923 --> 00:16:32,823
That would be inspiration enough!

280
00:16:32,891 --> 00:16:34,882
Listen to me, Meredith.

281
00:16:34,960 --> 00:16:38,487
Anyone can fall in love
and be blindly happy,

282
00:16:38,564 --> 00:16:42,466
but not everyone can pick up a scalpel
and save a life.

283
00:16:42,534 --> 00:16:45,560
I raised you to be
an extraordinary human being,

284
00:16:45,637 --> 00:16:47,969
so imagine my disappointment
when I wake up

285
00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:50,600
and discover that
you're no more than ordinary!

286
00:16:53,145 --> 00:16:55,511
What happened to you?

287
00:17:00,919 --> 00:17:04,116
- How long have you been dating?
- Just a couple of months.

288
00:17:04,189 --> 00:17:07,352
We live in the same building.
I'd see her in the laundry room

289
00:17:07,426 --> 00:17:11,055
and she's really sexy
when she folds clothes.

290
00:17:11,130 --> 00:17:14,531
Once we started dating
we got really serious really fast.

291
00:17:14,600 --> 00:17:16,465
Now I'm just kind of like...

292
00:17:17,836 --> 00:17:20,498
I don't even know who I was dating.

293
00:17:20,572 --> 00:17:22,369
I don't even know her middle name.

294
00:17:22,441 --> 00:17:25,774
I'm trying to fill out forms.
I'm stumped on the first question.

295
00:17:25,844 --> 00:17:26,936
Rose.

296
00:17:28,380 --> 00:17:30,940
That's her middle name. Rose.

297
00:17:35,854 --> 00:17:38,687
She knows I have a boyfriend,
but not that it's you.

298
00:17:38,757 --> 00:17:40,247
- Just keep it that way.
- OK.

299
00:17:40,325 --> 00:17:43,624
She's charming, she's fabulous,
then suddenly she's the enemy.

300
00:17:43,695 --> 00:17:45,822
- The enemy?
- Just don't get personal.

301
00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:47,923
- You're being ridiculous.
- I am not.

302
00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:51,800
- OK. It's going to be fine.
- Just be careful. She has ways.

303
00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:57,269
Dr. Grey.
Dr. Shepherd for your neuro consult.

304
00:17:57,342 --> 00:17:59,776
- Hey, George. Are you OK?
- Yeah.

305
00:17:59,845 --> 00:18:03,406
You seem kind of shaky
and sweaty and pale.

306
00:18:03,482 --> 00:18:05,541
Is it the marriage?
You regretting it?

307
00:18:05,617 --> 00:18:08,711
The marriage is fine.
Do you mind taking that...

308
00:18:08,787 --> 00:18:11,915
Taking the bloodwork to the lab for me?

309
00:18:11,990 --> 00:18:13,719
- Sure.
- Thanks.

310
00:18:13,792 --> 00:18:17,159
- I think I need to sit down.
- George, if you need to talk...

311
00:18:18,030 --> 00:18:19,395
Thanks.

312
00:18:20,532 --> 00:18:22,193
Hey. Are you OK?

313
00:18:22,267 --> 00:18:24,064
- You're sweating.
- No, I'm good.

314
00:18:24,136 --> 00:18:26,764
- What's your middle name?
- I don't tell anyone.

315
00:18:26,839 --> 00:18:30,036
Come on, we're married.
I don't even know your middle name.

316
00:18:32,144 --> 00:18:34,612
OK, I knew it.
It's your weird and judgey friends.

317
00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:37,945
- You let them get to you.
- No, it's... I don't...

318
00:18:38,016 --> 00:18:41,611
I don't know your middle name.
God, I can barely breathe.

319
00:18:41,687 --> 00:18:45,953
You didn't know my middle name last week
and you could breathe just fine.

320
00:18:46,024 --> 00:18:47,321
What?

321
00:18:52,764 --> 00:18:55,858
What about a functional MRl?
Now, while I'm lucid?

322
00:18:57,035 --> 00:18:59,526
An MRl is not going
to show us anything new.

323
00:18:59,605 --> 00:19:02,972
No test is going to help us
understand what's going on.

324
00:19:03,742 --> 00:19:05,801
In five years,
you've made no advances

325
00:19:05,878 --> 00:19:08,870
and there is nothing else
you can do for me?

326
00:19:08,947 --> 00:19:10,437
I don't know how you do it.

327
00:19:10,516 --> 00:19:13,485
Day in and day out, work with people
with this awful disease.

328
00:19:13,552 --> 00:19:16,521
Oh, I... I see...

329
00:19:16,588 --> 00:19:19,079
Actually, I'm not
an Alzheimer's specialist.

330
00:19:20,192 --> 00:19:24,253
I just took a special interest
in this case because of Meredith.

331
00:19:26,565 --> 00:19:29,193
You're what happened to her.
I thought you were here for me.

332
00:19:29,268 --> 00:19:31,736
To offer me some hope,
to tell me about some new treatment,

333
00:19:31,803 --> 00:19:33,168
but you're here for her.

334
00:19:33,238 --> 00:19:36,071
An attending, a neurosurgeon?
No wonder she's unfocused.

335
00:19:36,141 --> 00:19:37,768
I don't think you understand.

336
00:19:37,843 --> 00:19:39,834
I understand.
I've seen men like you.

337
00:19:39,912 --> 00:19:43,643
Threatened by a woman who's their equal.
You want someone to admire you.

338
00:19:43,715 --> 00:19:47,651
And you don't care about the damage
you do to her along the way.

339
00:19:47,719 --> 00:19:49,084
Get out.

340
00:19:56,562 --> 00:19:58,359
I need to lay down.

341
00:19:58,430 --> 00:20:00,193
No, no, no.
Hey! Hey! Hey, buster!

342
00:20:00,265 --> 00:20:03,701
Do you know how much it costs
to have these linens laundered?

343
00:20:03,769 --> 00:20:08,035
I'm sick. Shaking and sweaty.
My mouth is dry. My body aches.

344
00:20:08,106 --> 00:20:12,543
- Fine.
- Karev, replace O'Malley in the OR.

345
00:20:12,611 --> 00:20:13,737
Yes.

346
00:20:15,814 --> 00:20:18,874
I feel sick. I'm nauseous and achy.
Can I lay down?

347
00:20:22,854 --> 00:20:25,550
This is Marina Wagner,
your colon cancer patient?

348
00:20:25,624 --> 00:20:27,956
- Where's O'Malley?
- Curled up in the clinic.

349
00:20:28,026 --> 00:20:29,926
- Is he OK?
- Well, he's married.

350
00:20:29,995 --> 00:20:32,589
Right. OK.

351
00:20:32,664 --> 00:20:34,291
Ten blade.

352
00:20:39,671 --> 00:20:43,630
Stolen non-emergent ER cases
and sick hospital staff.

353
00:20:43,709 --> 00:20:45,904
This is what eight million dollars buys.

354
00:20:45,978 --> 00:20:50,278
I swear on my life if I hear you say
eight million dollars one more time...

355
00:20:50,349 --> 00:20:54,251
It's not about the money.
It's... it's Denny.

356
00:20:54,319 --> 00:20:57,686
It's his legacy.
I was looking for meaning.

357
00:20:57,756 --> 00:21:00,657
- This was supposed to be meaningful.
- It will be.

358
00:21:00,726 --> 00:21:03,058
Eight million dollars worth?

359
00:21:03,128 --> 00:21:08,122
Uh, excuse me, are you...
Can I... Are you the doctors?

360
00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:10,031
- Yes, we are.
- Are you a patient?

361
00:21:10,102 --> 00:21:14,061
- Like an actual free clinic patient?
- Not me. My daughter.

362
00:21:14,139 --> 00:21:17,973
- Oh, is your daughter sick?
- I'm not sick. Can we please go?

363
00:21:18,043 --> 00:21:22,776
Kelley finds suddenly
she has a need for these products.

364
00:21:22,848 --> 00:21:27,876
And... and we were hoping
you might show her how to use them.

365
00:21:35,861 --> 00:21:38,728
George, you're married.
You should be happy.

366
00:21:38,797 --> 00:21:41,027
- You don't look happy.
- I'm sick, Olivia.

367
00:21:41,099 --> 00:21:44,193
All right.
You should go home, O'Malley.

368
00:21:44,269 --> 00:21:46,533
Clearly whatever you have is contagious.

369
00:21:46,605 --> 00:21:49,039
- Let's go.
- Aren't you from the lab?

370
00:21:49,107 --> 00:21:50,665
Yeah, I feel like crap.

371
00:21:50,742 --> 00:21:53,939
Is that the lady
you gave Marina Wagner's blood to?

372
00:21:54,012 --> 00:21:56,207
- Yeah.
- You all feel shaky and nauseous?

373
00:21:56,281 --> 00:21:59,216
It's awful.

374
00:21:59,284 --> 00:22:02,219
- She's toxic.
- Callie? A lot of us feel that way.

375
00:22:02,287 --> 00:22:05,256
The patient's blood is toxic.
It's making us sick.

376
00:22:05,324 --> 00:22:08,054
Has the Chief started
Marina's operation?

377
00:22:08,126 --> 00:22:10,617
They were wheeling her up
as I came down.

378
00:22:10,696 --> 00:22:12,357
What's the extension for OR one?

379
00:22:25,143 --> 00:22:27,771
Patient's blood is toxic.
Any contact is dangerous.

380
00:22:27,846 --> 00:22:30,838
- Nobody goes in there.
- How's he doing?

381
00:22:31,516 --> 00:22:35,282
His BP is starting to stabilize.
He's doing better on oxygen.

382
00:22:35,354 --> 00:22:36,981
It's good he got out when he did.

383
00:22:37,055 --> 00:22:39,216
Dr. Shepherd? Can you sign this?

384
00:22:39,291 --> 00:22:41,555
- Can I help?
- You should be with your mother.

385
00:22:41,626 --> 00:22:44,390
I don't want to.
The Chief is down, Alex is down.

386
00:22:44,463 --> 00:22:46,192
- I would like to help.
- Dr. Grey.

387
00:22:46,264 --> 00:22:48,630
You want to help, talk to your resident.

388
00:22:50,836 --> 00:22:53,430
- What do you got?
- Herbal supplement in her purse.

389
00:22:53,505 --> 00:22:56,406
The lab guys think it combined
with the chemo chemicals,

390
00:22:56,475 --> 00:22:59,444
- turned her blood into a neuro-toxin.
- We're lucky they're not all dead.

391
00:22:59,511 --> 00:23:02,207
- She's alive because she's intubated.
- Who got them out?

392
00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:03,474
O'Malley.

393
00:23:05,183 --> 00:23:06,548
- George.
- Callie.

394
00:23:06,618 --> 00:23:09,712
She was toxic, her blood was toxic.
Not our marriage.

395
00:23:09,788 --> 00:23:12,757
- You thought our marriage was toxic?
- No.

396
00:23:14,292 --> 00:23:17,853
All our people are all being treated.
Now what do we do about her?

397
00:23:23,001 --> 00:23:24,127
Dr. Grey?

398
00:23:24,202 --> 00:23:28,002
Your Holter monitor shows you're having
runs of tachycardia every hour.

399
00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:30,337
Dr. Burke would like to do
a radio-ablation.

400
00:23:30,409 --> 00:23:33,970
Why would he recommend surgery when
medication can keep it under control?

401
00:23:37,115 --> 00:23:39,811
Alzheimer's patients aren't
compliant with their meds.

402
00:23:39,885 --> 00:23:45,619
And apparently Meredith says...
you're particularly difficult.

403
00:23:49,361 --> 00:23:51,852
I could elect not to treat it at all.

404
00:23:51,930 --> 00:23:54,455
Your stress test
shows coronary artery disease.

405
00:23:54,533 --> 00:23:59,027
That with the arrhythmias could cause
stress on your heart which would...

406
00:23:59,104 --> 00:24:00,469
...eventually...

407
00:24:05,744 --> 00:24:11,546
What would you do if the thing
that defines who you are

408
00:24:11,616 --> 00:24:14,016
was taken away?

409
00:24:19,024 --> 00:24:20,889
Tell Dr. Burke...

410
00:24:23,128 --> 00:24:28,191
- I don't want the surgery.
- I'm very sorry, Dr. Grey,

411
00:24:28,266 --> 00:24:32,760
but technically, that decision
isn't yours. It's Meredith's.

412
00:24:34,372 --> 00:24:37,136
Going in without protection
is out of the question.

413
00:24:37,209 --> 00:24:38,733
- HAZMAT suits.
- Not sterile.

414
00:24:38,810 --> 00:24:40,539
Risk of infection's too great.

415
00:24:40,612 --> 00:24:43,843
Ortho has sterile suits
they use for bone replacement.

416
00:24:43,915 --> 00:24:46,440
- Ten minutes to get suited up.
- Vent the OR.

417
00:24:46,518 --> 00:24:48,418
Let's get those suits now.

418
00:24:48,487 --> 00:24:52,685
This is a maxi pad. Heavy flow day.
Mini pad, pretty self-explanatory.

419
00:24:52,757 --> 00:24:54,725
Just peel the label and stick it.

420
00:24:54,793 --> 00:24:58,957
The tampon we've already gone over.
So, are we clear on everything?

421
00:25:01,566 --> 00:25:04,626
Kelley, I understand
that you're a little mortified

422
00:25:04,703 --> 00:25:09,333
that your dad dragged you in here,
but can you just talk or nod?

423
00:25:09,407 --> 00:25:11,136
- I get it, OK?
- Great.

424
00:25:11,209 --> 00:25:13,268
How's it going
with our first patient?

425
00:25:13,345 --> 00:25:16,007
Kelley's a woman.
I'm going back to being a surgeon.

426
00:25:16,081 --> 00:25:19,312
Can I go to the gallery
and learn something, if that's OK?

427
00:25:19,384 --> 00:25:20,749
Go ahead.

428
00:25:25,190 --> 00:25:28,216
If you go to the front desk
and fill out some paperwork,

429
00:25:28,293 --> 00:25:30,818
- I can get you out of here.
- Of course. Of course.

430
00:25:30,896 --> 00:25:32,989
Uh... thank you.

431
00:25:33,064 --> 00:25:38,263
Since my wife died, I've been
in the woods a little with Kelley.

432
00:25:39,037 --> 00:25:40,265
- Yeah.
- Yeah.

433
00:25:43,942 --> 00:25:46,638
You OK, Kelley? Any cramps?
A heating pad would...

434
00:25:46,711 --> 00:25:50,169
Could I be pregnant if I had sex
last week before the period thing?

435
00:25:50,248 --> 00:25:52,478
It would really suck if I was pregnant.

436
00:25:52,551 --> 00:25:56,146
The guy's being a real jerk
and he's totally ignoring me at school.

437
00:25:56,221 --> 00:26:00,248
So I really hope I can't be pregnant.
I can't, right?

438
00:26:02,494 --> 00:26:06,225
Anyway, you could like,
answer me before my dad gets back.

439
00:26:06,298 --> 00:26:08,926
I'm not sure refusing treatment
is what you want.

440
00:26:09,000 --> 00:26:13,494
Apparently what I want doesn't matter.
It isn't even legally binding.

441
00:26:13,572 --> 00:26:16,405
So it's really about what you want.
You're in charge.

442
00:26:16,474 --> 00:26:19,443
You think I like
making these decisions for you?

443
00:26:19,511 --> 00:26:24,141
You think it's fun to get calls asking
if it's OK to change your medication?

444
00:26:24,215 --> 00:26:28,447
Asking whether I was planning on giving
the nurse who changes you every morning

445
00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:33,082
a Christmas tip? But I do it.
I do it because there is nobody else.

446
00:26:33,158 --> 00:26:38,061
Because you have managed to alienate
everybody else in your life.

447
00:26:38,129 --> 00:26:40,461
And I am the only one.

448
00:26:40,532 --> 00:26:42,966
So, I have to step up and do it.

449
00:26:44,035 --> 00:26:46,833
You want to know why I'm so unfocused?

450
00:26:47,806 --> 00:26:49,933
So ordinary?

451
00:26:50,809 --> 00:26:54,506
You want to know what happened to me?
You. You happened to me.

452
00:26:54,579 --> 00:26:56,376
- Let me refuse the surgery.
- No.

453
00:26:56,448 --> 00:26:58,439
- Why not?
- Because killing my mother

454
00:26:58,516 --> 00:27:01,781
is not going to be another thing
that happens to me.

455
00:27:06,758 --> 00:27:08,191
These suits are airtight.

456
00:27:08,259 --> 00:27:11,160
These packs recirculate the air
trapped inside.

457
00:27:11,229 --> 00:27:14,164
Batteries haven't been charging long.
You got 30 minutes

458
00:27:14,232 --> 00:27:15,722
before you have to come out.

459
00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,462
My God. The anesthesia's
wearing off. She's waking up.

460
00:27:20,071 --> 00:27:22,699
- Thirty minutes.
- She's fighting intubation.

461
00:27:22,774 --> 00:27:26,141
If we go before the seals are secure
we won't last and she will die.

462
00:27:26,211 --> 00:27:29,476
- The guys are two minutes out.
- She doesn't have two minutes.

463
00:27:29,547 --> 00:27:30,707
Addison!

464
00:27:40,992 --> 00:27:44,621
- Get the hell out of there!
- She's awake and open on the table.

465
00:27:44,696 --> 00:27:47,529
- Either help me or shut the hell up!
- What do you need?

466
00:27:47,599 --> 00:27:49,362
I can't find the chart.

467
00:27:49,434 --> 00:27:51,732
I need to know her weight,
so I can dose her.

468
00:27:51,803 --> 00:27:54,738
Estimate, she looks about sixty kilos.

469
00:27:55,907 --> 00:27:58,933
It's OK.
You're OK.

470
00:27:59,811 --> 00:28:03,372
It's OK. Got it.

471
00:28:07,919 --> 00:28:09,386
I got you. I got you.

472
00:28:20,932 --> 00:28:22,331
Looks like SVT.

473
00:28:23,001 --> 00:28:24,798
Page Dr. Burke.

474
00:28:24,869 --> 00:28:27,895
He's already gone into surgery.
I'll get the adenosine.

475
00:28:28,907 --> 00:28:31,034
Carotid massage.
Carotid massage.

476
00:28:31,109 --> 00:28:33,976
Carotid massage can reboot
the heart and stop the SVT.

477
00:28:34,045 --> 00:28:35,603
OK. OK. Hold on.

478
00:28:37,215 --> 00:28:39,115
Hold on, please. Hold on, please.

479
00:28:44,823 --> 00:28:46,757
Hold on. Hold on.

480
00:28:48,259 --> 00:28:51,126
OK. OK, OK, OK, OK.

481
00:29:03,775 --> 00:29:05,470
Um, I'll go get Dr. Burke.

482
00:29:05,543 --> 00:29:06,805
You're good.

483
00:29:06,878 --> 00:29:08,778
Sharp under pressure.

484
00:29:08,847 --> 00:29:11,315
You'll make an extraordinary surgeon.

485
00:29:20,658 --> 00:29:22,853
Dr. Grey, I need to ask you.

486
00:29:24,462 --> 00:29:27,954
Will it get in my way?
Can I have both?

487
00:29:28,666 --> 00:29:30,725
Can I be a great surgeon
and have a life?

488
00:29:30,802 --> 00:29:33,100
There is this man
who asked me to marry him

489
00:29:33,171 --> 00:29:34,934
and I know you tried to have both,

490
00:29:35,006 --> 00:29:37,566
but you split up
with Meredith's dad and...

491
00:29:37,642 --> 00:29:41,078
- I know this is none of my business.
- It is none of your business.

492
00:29:48,486 --> 00:29:50,147
And I didn't try hard enough.

493
00:29:53,358 --> 00:29:54,757
Thank you.

494
00:30:05,937 --> 00:30:07,700
Are you feeling better?

495
00:30:07,772 --> 00:30:12,334
Oh, I will be once my patient's
off the table. Look at these two.

496
00:30:13,111 --> 00:30:16,638
A heart surgeon and a neurosurgeon
performing a bowel resection.

497
00:30:16,714 --> 00:30:21,014
You think the world stops when you stop,
but it keeps on going.

498
00:30:24,622 --> 00:30:27,523
People perform your surgeries
better than you could.

499
00:30:27,592 --> 00:30:33,030
The next generation comes up,
and you're scared you'll be forgotten.

500
00:30:35,300 --> 00:30:39,361
Your mother stopped for five years
and you became someone.

501
00:30:40,738 --> 00:30:42,603
According to her, I didn't.

502
00:30:42,674 --> 00:30:45,575
According to her, I'm a disappointment.

503
00:30:46,211 --> 00:30:49,544
In a perfect world she'd be able
to tell you she was proud of you,

504
00:30:49,614 --> 00:30:52,378
but it's not a perfect world.

505
00:30:53,184 --> 00:30:55,482
And your mother's not a perfect woman.

506
00:31:00,091 --> 00:31:03,754
I think the person she'd most
like to see right now is you.

507
00:31:08,533 --> 00:31:12,970
The only thing your mother wants to hear
is that I regret staying with Adele.

508
00:31:13,037 --> 00:31:15,232
That's the only gift I can give her.

509
00:31:16,174 --> 00:31:18,642
And I can't tell her that.

510
00:31:19,677 --> 00:31:21,611
That's not true.

511
00:31:36,861 --> 00:31:38,351
They won't fit.

512
00:31:40,965 --> 00:31:42,159
Stop right there.

513
00:31:42,233 --> 00:31:44,360
The bowel swelled.
You won't have room.

514
00:31:44,435 --> 00:31:47,836
- How much time do you have?
- Eight minutes.

515
00:31:47,906 --> 00:31:52,104
OK. Now listen to me
and do everything I say.

516
00:31:57,682 --> 00:32:01,846
Kelley, your pregnancy test is negative
and you're clean for STDs.

517
00:32:01,920 --> 00:32:03,148
- Thank God.
- Great.

518
00:32:03,221 --> 00:32:05,155
I'm grounded for the rest of my life.

519
00:32:05,223 --> 00:32:07,214
- Kelley, be polite.
- I'm sorry, sir,

520
00:32:07,292 --> 00:32:10,728
but polite doesn't seem
to be getting you two very far.

521
00:32:12,597 --> 00:32:16,328
Kelley, your dad told me
you lost your mother a few years ago

522
00:32:16,401 --> 00:32:19,029
and I want to say how sorry I am.

523
00:32:19,103 --> 00:32:21,128
You probably have a million questions

524
00:32:21,205 --> 00:32:23,139
and if your mother were here

525
00:32:23,207 --> 00:32:26,176
I'm sure she would have
more eloquent answers than I do.

526
00:32:26,244 --> 00:32:29,680
But I think that she and I would
actually be saying the same thing.

527
00:32:29,747 --> 00:32:34,309
Which is if you keep going
the way you're going,

528
00:32:34,385 --> 00:32:36,285
you will get an STD.

529
00:32:36,354 --> 00:32:38,515
You will get pregnant.

530
00:32:38,589 --> 00:32:42,491
You will increase your chances
of getting cervical cancer.

531
00:32:44,395 --> 00:32:46,090
You're not being smart.

532
00:32:46,164 --> 00:32:49,998
And you're too young
for anyone to expect you to be smart

533
00:32:50,068 --> 00:32:53,367
the way you need to be
when you're having sex.

534
00:32:53,438 --> 00:32:56,168
Which means you shouldn't be having it.

535
00:32:58,876 --> 00:33:00,741
I thought he liked me.

536
00:33:02,580 --> 00:33:04,548
Oh, honey, I know you did.

537
00:33:06,818 --> 00:33:09,013
I know you did.

538
00:33:22,200 --> 00:33:24,794
- OK. You're going to live.
- Callie, wait.

539
00:33:25,536 --> 00:33:29,700
I was a little bit heroic in there.
I thought you'd be proud of me.

540
00:33:29,774 --> 00:33:32,436
You were poisoned
and you thought it was about me.

541
00:33:32,510 --> 00:33:35,172
- It felt like an anxiety attack.
- About me!

542
00:33:35,246 --> 00:33:38,044
You see, we were fine
when we were in our Vegas bubble.

543
00:33:38,116 --> 00:33:41,313
When it was just room service
and pay cable and us it was bliss.

544
00:33:41,386 --> 00:33:44,082
But you get around your weird,
judgey friends for one day

545
00:33:44,155 --> 00:33:47,955
and you're wracked with uncertainty.
Toxic gas level uncertainty.

546
00:33:48,559 --> 00:33:51,722
I guess it was too much to hope
you'd just stand up for me.

547
00:33:51,796 --> 00:33:53,764
And my middle name is Iphegenia!

548
00:33:53,831 --> 00:33:58,131
OK? I can't wait to hear what your pals
have to say about that.

549
00:34:11,849 --> 00:34:14,943
That was pretty cool,
going in and putting her back under.

550
00:34:15,019 --> 00:34:18,352
Cool or stupid. Take your pick.

551
00:34:24,929 --> 00:34:27,227
OK. All right. I gotta...

552
00:34:28,266 --> 00:34:29,324
Enough.

553
00:34:35,973 --> 00:34:37,235
What's going on?

554
00:34:37,308 --> 00:34:40,675
The anesthesiologist
didn't have time to drop an NG tube.

555
00:34:40,745 --> 00:34:43,145
So now they have to place one
and decompress

556
00:34:43,214 --> 00:34:45,273
and repack her intestines and close.

557
00:34:45,349 --> 00:34:47,544
And they're about to run out of air.

558
00:34:48,453 --> 00:34:51,752
Holy crap.
This so beats tampon training.

559
00:34:51,823 --> 00:34:55,418
Preston. You'll need to milk the bowel
to get out the excess fluid.

560
00:34:56,327 --> 00:34:58,693
Pack her and wrap her
and get her stable.

561
00:34:58,763 --> 00:35:00,856
- How's George?
- Medically, he's fine.

562
00:35:00,932 --> 00:35:03,025
Emotionally, he's a little stunted.

563
00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:06,798
- You don't marry the rebound girl.
- You don't marry anyone on a whim.

564
00:35:06,871 --> 00:35:09,169
- He needs our support.
- He doesn't need us.

565
00:35:09,240 --> 00:35:11,970
- He's got his Vegas show wife.
- Ooh.

566
00:35:12,043 --> 00:35:15,103
Chief, they're at 32 minutes.
You got to pull them out.

567
00:35:15,179 --> 00:35:16,942
How you doing on air?

568
00:35:21,686 --> 00:35:24,780
- I'm out.
- You go. I'll wrap it.

569
00:35:24,856 --> 00:35:28,348
Alone?
No, you can't.

570
00:35:31,696 --> 00:35:32,993
Burke. Burke?

571
00:35:33,798 --> 00:35:35,595
Burke. Burke!

572
00:35:36,868 --> 00:35:38,335
Burke.

573
00:35:49,113 --> 00:35:50,341
That's not good.

574
00:35:56,387 --> 00:35:57,513
OK, damage control.

575
00:35:57,588 --> 00:36:01,388
We still have to pack her and wrap her
so that she's stable for transport.

576
00:36:01,459 --> 00:36:05,555
We work in shifts. One doctor at a time.
No one stays in more than 20 seconds.

577
00:36:05,630 --> 00:36:09,157
- Dr. Sloan, do you want to go first?
- I'm not going in there.

578
00:36:09,233 --> 00:36:11,258
- What?
- It would be irresponsible

579
00:36:11,335 --> 00:36:15,362
for the remaining healthy attending
to expose himself to the neurotoxin.

580
00:36:15,439 --> 00:36:18,897
A neurotoxin whose long term effects
we're still unaware of.

581
00:36:18,976 --> 00:36:21,035
So I'm staying in here.

582
00:36:24,182 --> 00:36:27,208
I can swim three lengths
of my parents' pool underwater.

583
00:36:27,285 --> 00:36:29,583
You're up, Dr. Yang.
Let's get her masked.

584
00:36:32,089 --> 00:36:34,387
Sloan, give her the lap pads.

585
00:36:34,458 --> 00:36:36,756
You're gonna wet them
and pack the cavity.

586
00:36:40,831 --> 00:36:42,765
If you feel faint, get out.

587
00:36:44,702 --> 00:36:46,761
Come on, Yang. Hurry.

588
00:36:52,343 --> 00:36:54,538
- I packed the wound.
- Dr. Stevens.

589
00:36:54,612 --> 00:36:56,477
I couldn't...
I couldn't wrap it.

590
00:36:56,547 --> 00:37:00,176
Secure the plastic along her sides.
It's got to be tight.

591
00:37:08,459 --> 00:37:09,949
Hurry.

592
00:37:11,195 --> 00:37:12,787
Come on, Stevens.

593
00:37:12,863 --> 00:37:14,091
Come on.

594
00:37:21,072 --> 00:37:23,836
I couldn't... I didn't...
It twisted.

595
00:37:23,908 --> 00:37:26,843
The seal needs to be
as close to vacuum tight as possible.

596
00:37:26,911 --> 00:37:30,142
It will inflate
and then you'll know it's secure.

597
00:37:36,220 --> 00:37:39,781
Come on, Grey. Come on.

598
00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:55,000
- She still toxic?
- She's on CRRT.

599
00:37:55,072 --> 00:37:58,530
It's a type of dialysis
to remove the toxin from the blood.

600
00:37:58,609 --> 00:38:01,203
You should be able to go in
in a few hours.

601
00:38:15,926 --> 00:38:19,589
You woke up.
You're going to be OK.

602
00:38:19,664 --> 00:38:23,156
I was hoping you'd never
have to know about any of this.

603
00:38:23,234 --> 00:38:26,635
I thought all the bad stuff of my life
was over when I met you.

604
00:38:26,704 --> 00:38:30,936
It is... Marina Rose.

605
00:38:33,177 --> 00:38:35,270
That's my name.

606
00:38:36,514 --> 00:38:39,677
Heroic work all of you. Heroic.

607
00:38:39,750 --> 00:38:42,014
Dr. Sloan, let's check on our patient.

608
00:38:46,991 --> 00:38:49,983
How come we do all the work
and he gets all the glory?

609
00:38:50,061 --> 00:38:52,552
Because he's Mark.

610
00:38:59,103 --> 00:39:01,936
I'm sorry I left.
I... it was...

611
00:39:04,475 --> 00:39:07,342
I got to do damage control
on the toxic woman.

612
00:39:07,411 --> 00:39:09,743
Good for you.

613
00:39:10,314 --> 00:39:13,340
- Did you ever get any patients?
- Just that one.

614
00:39:13,417 --> 00:39:14,714
One.

615
00:39:16,954 --> 00:39:19,980
Eight million dollars worth of one.

616
00:39:22,093 --> 00:39:23,788
Lock up for me.

617
00:39:36,607 --> 00:39:39,075
I heard you're having surgery tomorrow.

618
00:39:39,910 --> 00:39:45,871
Do you... Do I know who Meredith is?

619
00:39:45,950 --> 00:39:48,441
Do I at least recognize Meredith?

620
00:39:48,519 --> 00:39:53,286
You know she's someone important.
Someone who loves you.

621
00:39:53,357 --> 00:39:55,348
You'll look out for her?

622
00:39:56,794 --> 00:39:59,957
She's got much more to learn
and I won't be able to teach her.

623
00:40:00,030 --> 00:40:01,622
I'll look out for her.

624
00:40:01,699 --> 00:40:04,167
I wish I could go back.

625
00:40:06,370 --> 00:40:09,828
I'd do everything so differently.
I'd fight harder for you.

626
00:40:09,907 --> 00:40:14,139
I think if I'd fought harder for you,
maybe...

627
00:40:23,487 --> 00:40:26,251
We would have had
a wonderful life together, Ellis.

628
00:40:26,323 --> 00:40:29,190
- You think so?
- I do.

629
00:40:29,260 --> 00:40:32,093
We would've done our fellowship here.

630
00:40:32,163 --> 00:40:35,929
And then you would have fought me
for Chief and probably won.

631
00:40:36,934 --> 00:40:42,634
And I wouldn't have minded
because we'd have kids at home.

632
00:40:43,874 --> 00:40:45,535
We have kids?

633
00:40:45,609 --> 00:40:48,635
Meredith would've needed
a brother and a sister.

634
00:40:50,281 --> 00:40:52,943
- Kids need family.
- We would have been a family.

635
00:40:53,017 --> 00:40:56,509
Probably bought that big house
on Parker, the one with the barn.

636
00:40:56,587 --> 00:40:59,556
Yeah, that's a good place for a family.

637
00:41:01,592 --> 00:41:03,719
And I would have been happy.

638
00:41:03,794 --> 00:41:06,262
Just like Meredith says she's happy.

639
00:41:07,631 --> 00:41:11,362
And that would have changed everything.

640
00:41:15,206 --> 00:41:19,643
Once the kids grew,
then we'd have each other.

641
00:41:21,045 --> 00:41:24,344
We would pretend to miss them,
but secretly we'd be relieved,

642
00:41:24,415 --> 00:41:28,010
because then we could
run around the house naked

643
00:41:28,085 --> 00:41:31,020
and eat chocolates out of the fridge
for breakfast.

644
00:41:32,223 --> 00:41:36,887
I would take the left side of the bed
and you would take the right.

645
00:41:38,095 --> 00:41:40,029
And we could grow old together.

646
00:41:41,465 --> 00:41:42,898
Maybe.

647
00:41:44,068 --> 00:41:47,697
I would be fine
and we could grow old together.

648
00:41:48,439 --> 00:41:52,034
And life would be so perfectly ordinary.

649
00:41:55,479 --> 00:41:57,208
Yeah.

650
00:42:04,421 --> 00:42:06,412
My life is so unfinished.

651
00:42:06,490 --> 00:42:09,584
It's unfinished and I'm not finished.

652
00:42:09,660 --> 00:42:12,788
No. No, Ellis.

653
00:42:14,498 --> 00:42:16,125
Don't think that.

654
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:17,963
Just close your eyes,

655
00:42:20,371 --> 00:42:22,896
and think of the family...

656
00:42:22,973 --> 00:42:25,339
...of the house.

657
00:42:26,343 --> 00:42:28,641
The chocolates in the fridge.

658
00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:35,041
And you there every night
to come home to.

659
00:42:36,921 --> 00:42:38,786
And me there.

660
00:42:41,191 --> 00:42:42,852
I'm there.

661
00:42:49,867 --> 00:42:52,768
I am super scrubbed.
I'm minus my epidermis.

662
00:42:52,836 --> 00:42:54,895
I still feel all fume-y.

663
00:42:56,373 --> 00:43:00,742
Hey! It's the little woman.
So, what are your plans now?

664
00:43:00,811 --> 00:43:02,244
You're not moving in, are you?

665
00:43:04,782 --> 00:43:05,771
Nice.

666
00:43:08,419 --> 00:43:11,445
- Wait, Callie.
- Forget it, just...

667
00:43:11,522 --> 00:43:15,982
No. Unbelievable. You're
supposed to be my closest friends.

668
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:19,354
Callie's the most important part
of my life now.

669
00:43:19,430 --> 00:43:23,127
If you want to drive her away,
and you're masters at it, you'll do it.

670
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:26,897
But if she's gone, I'm gone.
She's my wife.

671
00:43:26,971 --> 00:43:30,270
Calliope Iphegenia Torres is my wife.

672
00:43:33,110 --> 00:43:34,099
Iphe...

673
00:43:34,178 --> 00:43:35,941
- Don't you dare.
- OK.

674
00:43:38,582 --> 00:43:42,348
As doctors we're trained
to give our patients just the facts,

675
00:43:42,419 --> 00:43:45,252
but what our patients
really want to know is,

676
00:43:45,322 --> 00:43:49,918
will the pain ever go away?
Will I feel better? Am I cured?

677
00:43:49,994 --> 00:43:52,360
Thought you said
you didn't think about me.

678
00:43:52,429 --> 00:43:59,267
I don't. I am actively
not thinking about you.

679
00:43:59,336 --> 00:44:02,965
Right... now.

680
00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:07,238
What our patients really
want to know is,

681
00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:08,801
is there hope?

682
00:44:14,018 --> 00:44:15,110
I don't do rings.

683
00:44:24,895 --> 00:44:26,954
Don't expect me to suddenly change.

684
00:44:27,898 --> 00:44:30,230
I'm a surgeon.
Just like you.

685
00:44:31,502 --> 00:44:34,562
And we'll have money.
We can hire a wife.

686
00:44:38,575 --> 00:44:39,837
Are you saying yes?

687
00:44:42,046 --> 00:44:43,741
Yeah.

688
00:44:45,582 --> 00:44:48,346
- I'm not letting you scrub in.
- I'm not wearing a ring.

689
00:44:48,419 --> 00:44:50,284
- OK.
- OK then.

690
00:44:51,321 --> 00:44:53,721
Yes!

691
00:44:54,792 --> 00:44:56,384
OK! OK! OK! OK!

692
00:44:56,460 --> 00:44:58,928
But inevitably there are times

693
00:44:58,996 --> 00:45:02,124
when you find yourself
in the worst-case scenario.

694
00:45:03,967 --> 00:45:07,198
- Meredith...
- I just have to say this.

695
00:45:08,939 --> 00:45:14,468
The reason I want you to have
the surgery is because I have this hope

696
00:45:14,545 --> 00:45:19,539
that in a year or two years or five,
they're going to have a breakthrough.

697
00:45:19,616 --> 00:45:22,050
They're going to find a cure
for Alzheimer's.

698
00:45:22,119 --> 00:45:24,815
And you and I will have another chance

699
00:45:24,888 --> 00:45:27,356
to get to know each other.

700
00:45:27,424 --> 00:45:30,484
You'll have a chance to get to know me.

701
00:45:30,561 --> 00:45:36,227
To see that I am not
even remotely ordinary.

702
00:45:37,034 --> 00:45:40,003
So I wish you would have the surgery.

703
00:45:40,070 --> 00:45:44,769
But it's up to you, Mom.
It's your life.

704
00:45:53,684 --> 00:45:55,948
You remind me of my daughter.

705
00:46:02,426 --> 00:46:04,451
About an hour ago.

706
00:46:05,129 --> 00:46:08,565
One minute she was here and the next...

707
00:46:08,632 --> 00:46:10,532
I'm so sorry.

708
00:46:12,736 --> 00:46:14,101
Me, too.

709
00:46:18,609 --> 00:46:21,772
When the patient's body
has betrayed them,

710
00:46:21,845 --> 00:46:25,337
and all the science we have to offer
has failed them,

711
00:46:25,415 --> 00:46:27,906
when the worst-case scenario comes true,

712
00:46:27,985 --> 00:46:31,853
clinging to hope
is all we've got left.

