1
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I was dead. Now I'm not.

2
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Anybody come looking for me yet?

3
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No hits from missing persons, plus... 

4
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My face is hard to identify.

5
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Anyone know who the new chief candidate is?

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Colin Marlowe.
The one and only.

7
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He...
Yes.

8
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With...
Yes.

9
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Your best friend violently disses our marriage every chance she gets...

10
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She has feelings for you!

11
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Is she crazy?

12
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Surgeons always have a plan...

13
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where to cut, where to clamp,

14
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where to stitch.

15
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But even with the best plans...

16
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complications can arise,

17
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things can go wrong...

18
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and suddenly you're caught with your pants down.

19
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Wow. You and George were really going at it last night.

20
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What?
Oh, the laughing,

21
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the drinking, the music... 

22
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Okay, you know what?
Nobody, meaning me,

23
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needs to hear George's rendition of "Sexy Back"

24
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at 3:00 in the morning.

25
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Yeah.

26
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You shoulda... you shoulda just, you know, said something or... or...

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Banged on the wall.

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It's like living in a youth hostel.

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Well, the important thing is, is that she and George made up.

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You did, right?

31
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I need to use your bathroom.

32
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Why?
Because O'Malley is puking in mine.

33
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Okay, youth hostel.
George is still here?

34
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Yes.

35
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Yes, but only because he was too drunk to drive home.

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You know, just totally impaired,

37
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like no-heavy-machinery drunk.

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What's her problem?

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Still drunk.

40
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What's she doing here?

41
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She's afraid she's ruining her engagement to Burke,

44
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Burke doesn't want me to marry him just to appease him... 

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which you are... 
So...

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we don't get married.

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Simple.

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We go back to the way it was.

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"Be kind. Rewind."

50
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My plan has a name.

51
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I gotta go.

52
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Gotta get to work.

53
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I'll see you guys there.

54
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Is that George?

55
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You said he was upstairs puking.

56
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So now he's downstairs puking.

57
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What the hell happened last night?

58
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Callie is gonna kill me.

59
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Did I at least call her before I passed out?

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You don't...

61
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you don't remember?

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I remember the bourbon...

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And, uh...

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I don't...

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Where did you sleep?

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Big day.
Yeah.

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What time's your interview with the board?

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3:00.

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Well, if you have any questions, please... 

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Yes, thank you.
I think I have everything well in hand.

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That's a big folder.

72
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It's, uh, it's nothing.

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It's, uh, just a few ideas I have for Seattle Grace.

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A 10-year plan,

75
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which, uh, really is just a few...

76
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tweaks.

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What did, uh, Einstein say?

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"Newton did the work,

79
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I'm merely standing on his shoulders."

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And in this scenario, I'm Newton.

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Hey.
Hey.

82
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You look nice.
I look insane.

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I'm... I'm wearing pearls.

84
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Listen... 
Listen, about, uh, last night... 

85
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Yeah.
Yeah, I had... 

86
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we're gonna have to put a pin in that
for now, because as of this moment,

87
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You and I are the perfect couple. Okay?

88
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We are the perfect, happily married couple who are perfect

89
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and... and never fight,

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because, uh,

91
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because my dad's in town.

92
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What?
Yeah.

93
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My dad is in town, and, uh,

94
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he wants to meet my husband.

95
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Oh, hey.

96
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The O'Malleys.

97
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Carry on. Do your stuff, your...

98
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married stuff.

99
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Yay!

100
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You told her about our fight?

101
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Just when exactly is he coming?

102
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Today. Lunch. Cafeteria.

103
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You know what, I think I'm gonna change it to Joe's

104
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so he might not be able to tell that stink's coming from you.

105
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No, it's... it's okay.

106
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It's gonna be okay.

107
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Uh, I'm good with parents.

108
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Parents love me.

109
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Funny, funny, funny little man.

110
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Funny little smelly little man.
Get in the shower, ok?

111
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It's gonna be ok.
Get in the shower.

112
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I know. You'll see.
He's gonna love me.

113
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Oh! No.

114
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What's this?

115
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We bring each other coffee.
This is what we do.

116
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No, it's what we used to do,

117
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before you moved in.
We started making coffee at home.

118
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You know, I'm not really interested in going back to the way it used to be.

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So unless you have something else to say to me...

120
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I've already had my coffee.

121
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Good morning, Doctors.

122
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Good morning.

123
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Big day today, huh?

124
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Good luck to all and sundry, hey?

125
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He has a 10-year plan.

126
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What?
He's presenting the board

127
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with a 10-year plan for the surgical wing.

128
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He's only been here a day.

129
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Did you see that folder?

130
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It's full of plans,

131
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"tweaks" for my hospital...

132
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This is our computer-generated

133
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approximation of your original facial structure

134
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based on the 3D C.T. scans we did.

135
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It's what you could look like after

136
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reconstructive surgery.

137
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Or you could look like this.

138
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Or this.

139
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You don't like them?

140
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No, it's not that. It's...

141
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How does this work exactly?

142
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He'll make an incision along your hairline, and then...

143
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It's okay. I can take it.

144
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He'll literally pull your face off.

145
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It sounds a lot worse than it is.

146
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Your face is extremely elastic,

147
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and pulling it down allows me to repair the bone fractures

148
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underneath without causing any scaring.

149
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And once you've healed, no one
will ever know you had the surgery.

150
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I'm that good.

151
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He is. It's annoying.

152
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The surgery won't affect my baby?

153
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I'll be monitoring the baby throughout.

154
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So...

155
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Then I-I just have to pick one?

156
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Do I have to pick one now?

157
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Um, take a couple hours and think about it.

158
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Couple hours... yeah.

159
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Dr. Bailey.
Chief,

160
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our Jane Doe is getting a new face today.

161
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Well, that's exciting.

162
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How are you doing, Meredith?

163
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You didn't take too much time off after... 

164
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I'm fine. Really, sir. I, uh,

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I think working is the best thing I can do.

166
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Like mother, like daughter?

167
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Dr. Grey, what can you tell me

168
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about reconstructing the orbital floor?

169
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Uh, you can create a new base for the eye socket

170
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by harvesting bone from the skull.

171
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Dr. Bailey, Dr. Grey will be scrubbing in

172
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on the Jane Doe surgery. Come on.

173
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I'll show you how to do it without breaking the bone graft

174
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into a million pieces.

175
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Congratulations, Dr. Grey.

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Okay, let's go, people.

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Oh, wait, wait, wait. I need to talk to you.

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Why?

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To prepare you guys for what you're about to see.

180
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You meant... 

181
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you meant "you" like "us", not like "me".

182
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You don't want to talk to me, you want to talk to us

183
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about a p... about a patient.

184
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That's what I just said.

185
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Uh, this patient has a disease so rare

186
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that you'll probably never see it again... 

187
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F.O.P.
Oh, uh, fibrodysplasia

188
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ossificans progressiva?

189
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Yeah. It's a congenital disease

190
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which turns muscle into bone.
You become a human statue.

191
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So just, uh, try to learn.

192
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Try not to stare, okay?

193
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If you people are interns, you need to stand back.

194
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Nina, please don't be rude.

195
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My mother still has movement in her...

196
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face and hands. I would like to keep it that way, so please be careful...

197
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If you press too hard during an exam or bump into her accidentally,

198
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it causes a bone to grow where a bone shouldn't grow.

199
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So there can be no accidents.

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Remember that when you're dealing with her today...

201
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It's just a stomach virus or a flu.

202
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I'm sure it's nothing. Nina insisted

203
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that I come in.
She was vomiting blood

204
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and going through her pain meds like they were candy.

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And she has new growths on her back,

206
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no doubt caused by some clumsy interns

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on her last hospital stay.

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Well, obviously you're having a flare-up of the F.O.P.,

209
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but what really concerns me is the vomiting.

210
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So I'm gonna need a C.T., see what's going on.

211
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Wow. Did you build that?

212
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My mom did.
No, Nina did it.

213
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I used to do, I... I'm not able to.

214
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It keeps her active.

215
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When she's active, she has fewer flare-ups.

216
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Plus it makes her happy...

217
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And relaxed.

218
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Good. Okay.

219
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Can I work in the clinic today?

220
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You don't want the F.O.P. case?

221
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Clinic, why?
What's going on in the clinic?

222
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Nothing. I just feel clinic-y.

223
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That's not a word. I'll take the clinic.

224
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You both can go to the clinic.

225
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The board is interviewing the chief candidates all day today,

226
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so we're light on surgeries.

227
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Yes?

228
00:09:41,672 --> 00:09:42,973
You're with Dr. O'Malley.

229
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What am I supposed to do?

230
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Find Dr. Montgomery.
See if you can help with Jane Doe.

231
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I showered twice.

232
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It's coming out of your pores, George.

233
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You reek, you're trembling,

234
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there's no way I'm letting you near my patient right now.

235
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Dr. Bailey.
Don't tell Bailey.

236
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Bailey, with Mrs. Rogerson's limited mobility,

237
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I'm gonna, uh, need an extra set of hands.

238
00:10:05,746 --> 00:10:06,808
Fine.

239
00:10:08,754 --> 00:10:10,059
Yang will handle the clinic.

240
00:10:10,068 --> 00:10:11,890
You'll be with the O'Malleys today.

241
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It's my foot.

242
00:10:29,560 --> 00:10:30,621
It hurts like crazy.

243
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I'm gonna need a painkiller.

244
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Can't spend the whole day propped on an ice pack.

245
00:10:34,803 --> 00:10:36,615
Uh, you're gonna need to take off your shoe.

246
00:10:36,625 --> 00:10:38,637
No, no, no, no. I've been down this route before.

247
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Just slip me a couple painkillers, and I'll be on my way.

248
00:10:41,754 --> 00:10:43,811
Sir, uh, did you go to medicalchool?

249
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I did. Take off your shoe.

250
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You have type 2 diabetes.

251
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Ten years now.

252
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You inspect your feet every day.
Have you noticed anything?

253
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I notice it hurts.
Look, I got 30 guys

254
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sitting on their ass waiting for me to show up.

255
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Sir, I get it. You're in a hurry.
That makes the two of us.

256
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Sock.

257
00:11:16,451 --> 00:11:18,982
You need to call your guys and tell them you're not coming in.

258
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Did you choose a face?

259
00:11:23,823 --> 00:11:24,837
Not yet.

260
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I was hoping I'd see one of 'em, and, I don't know,

261
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recognize myself or something, but...

262
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I don't recognize any of these women.

263
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What if I choose the wrong one?

264
00:11:35,223 --> 00:11:37,475
What if my husband or boyfriend or whoever's...

265
00:11:37,973 --> 00:11:40,863
baby this is shows up tomorrow with a... 

266
00:11:40,906 --> 00:11:42,925
With a picture of what I'm supposed to look like,

267
00:11:43,039 --> 00:11:46,171
but it's too late, and I'm stuck with
the wrong face for the rest of my life?

268
00:11:46,310 --> 00:11:48,399
Okay, that would suck, but if you don't pick one...

269
00:11:49,883 --> 00:11:51,892
This is gonna be your face the rest of your life.

270
00:12:02,275 --> 00:12:04,500
Shouldn't you be preparing for your board interview?

271
00:12:04,791 --> 00:12:05,796
I am.

272
00:12:10,652 --> 00:12:11,657
You're hovering.

273
00:12:11,769 --> 00:12:12,999
No, I'm breathing you in.

274
00:12:14,060 --> 00:12:15,084
You're hovering.

275
00:12:15,178 --> 00:12:16,520
Fine. I'm hovering.

276
00:12:16,727 --> 00:12:19,689
If Cristina would sleep in her own bed,
I wouldn't have to hover at work.

277
00:12:19,802 --> 00:12:22,262
I could hover in bed.
A different type of hovering perhaps.

278
00:12:26,221 --> 00:12:27,480
How bad is it today,

279
00:12:28,700 --> 00:12:30,008
on a scale of one to ten?

280
00:12:30,977 --> 00:12:32,793
Seven. Maybe a six.
Good.

281
00:12:32,969 --> 00:12:35,119
You know what's gonna make it even better than that?

282
00:12:35,182 --> 00:12:36,506
What?
The calvarial

283
00:12:36,525 --> 00:12:39,314
bone harvest I get to do on Sloan's Jane Doe later.

284
00:12:39,717 --> 00:12:41,239
Sloan's gonna let you do a harvest..

285
00:12:42,450 --> 00:12:44,320
By yourself?
By myself.

286
00:12:44,996 --> 00:12:47,898
Which makes me very cool in the eyes of my dead mother, by the way.

287
00:12:48,104 --> 00:12:49,964
Okay, then.
Well, I better let you study.

288
00:12:50,339 --> 00:12:52,875
Better stop distracting me.
I will not be cool

289
00:12:52,884 --> 00:12:55,795
in the eyes of my dead mother if I maim Jane Doe.

290
00:13:03,868 --> 00:13:06,703
We're gonna need you to lie very still, Mrs. Rogerson.

291
00:13:07,269 --> 00:13:09,391
I think I can do that, Dr. O'Malley.

292
00:13:14,026 --> 00:13:15,603
Sorry about that, Mrs. Rogerson.

293
00:13:17,838 --> 00:13:19,369
I'm never gonna drink again.

294
00:13:20,026 --> 00:13:23,087
I can't believe I have to be presentable for Callie's dad at lunch.

295
00:13:26,075 --> 00:13:27,658
Oh, God.

296
00:13:30,137 --> 00:13:31,200
Hours... 

297
00:13:32,036 --> 00:13:34,054
hours of our lives... 

298
00:13:34,111 --> 00:13:37,365
Many hours that are all I can think about,

299
00:13:37,366 --> 00:13:39,935
and you seriously don't remember?

300
00:13:40,753 --> 00:13:43,476
How can you not remember those many, many hours?

301
00:13:43,487 --> 00:13:45,384
Let... Izzie, if...

302
00:13:46,342 --> 00:13:48,137
Whatever I did, whatever I said,

303
00:13:48,165 --> 00:13:50,175
I was drunk. I'm sure I didn't mean it.

304
00:13:50,195 --> 00:13:52,816
George, I promise you, you meant it.

305
00:13:53,367 --> 00:13:56,301
You meant it a lot.
You meant it more than once.

306
00:13:58,284 --> 00:13:59,298
Do you see that?

307
00:14:00,876 --> 00:14:02,171
Gotta page Callie.

308
00:14:09,194 --> 00:14:11,781
You'll be pleased to hear I'm proposing an expansion

309
00:14:11,782 --> 00:14:13,273
to the hospital board this afternoon.

310
00:14:13,274 --> 00:14:15,000
Give you quite a few more places to hide.

311
00:14:15,504 --> 00:14:17,018
I'm not going to hide.

312
00:14:17,019 --> 00:14:18,546
I'm just trying to find my resident.

313
00:14:18,547 --> 00:14:21,021
I come here to Seattle to see you,
and you don't even give me a moment?

314
00:14:21,022 --> 00:14:22,703
You didn't come to see me.
You came to get a job.

315
00:14:22,712 --> 00:14:24,838
I came here for both.
Well, you made a mistake.

316
00:14:26,248 --> 00:14:27,366
Are you going to invite me?

317
00:14:27,423 --> 00:14:28,624
Where?
To the wedding.

318
00:14:29,115 --> 00:14:30,554
Will you stop talking about the wedding?

319
00:14:30,590 --> 00:14:32,751
Most blushing brides to be love to talk about the wedding.

320
00:14:32,752 --> 00:14:33,866
What the matter?

321
00:14:34,183 --> 00:14:35,417
Are we getting cold feet?

322
00:14:37,192 --> 00:14:38,262
Please leave.

323
00:14:40,042 --> 00:14:41,216
If he's rushing you,

324
00:14:41,695 --> 00:14:42,699
you should tell him.

325
00:14:43,028 --> 00:14:45,019
When you marry, you want to be ready.

326
00:14:46,042 --> 00:14:47,150
He should understand that.

327
00:14:54,040 --> 00:14:56,162
Good afternoon, board.

328
00:14:57,650 --> 00:15:00,249
Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen...

329
00:15:00,549 --> 00:15:03,817
of the board.
I am so grateful for this opportunity.

330
00:15:03,930 --> 00:15:05,047
Don't wear the glasses.

331
00:15:05,502 --> 00:15:07,600
You fiddle with 'em.
It makes you look indecisive.

332
00:15:08,067 --> 00:15:10,818
And stop stressing.
It'll be like any other job interview.

333
00:15:10,884 --> 00:15:14,043
"What do you consider your strengths?
What do you consider your weaknesses?"

334
00:15:15,193 --> 00:15:17,137
What do you consider your weaknesses?

335
00:15:18,892 --> 00:15:19,925
I don't have any.

336
00:15:20,105 --> 00:15:21,119
I'm that good.

337
00:15:22,237 --> 00:15:23,382
What are yours?

338
00:15:24,039 --> 00:15:25,551
I'm an easy Mark for evil redheads.

339
00:15:26,985 --> 00:15:29,924
Trust me, you have other weaknesses.

340
00:15:30,384 --> 00:15:31,867
Obviously...

341
00:15:32,318 --> 00:15:33,445
you are a man-whore.

342
00:15:33,464 --> 00:15:35,773
Correction. I was a man-whore.

343
00:15:36,090 --> 00:15:38,346
Yeah, while you're bragging about that to the board,

344
00:15:38,350 --> 00:15:41,280
Colin Marlowe is pitching his 10-year plan.

345
00:15:41,515 --> 00:15:42,538
10-year plan?

346
00:15:43,582 --> 00:15:44,662
Was that a requirement?

347
00:15:45,226 --> 00:15:46,305
It is now.

348
00:15:47,470 --> 00:15:49,235
Mrs. Rogerson, according to your C.T.,

349
00:15:49,244 --> 00:15:51,667
you have severe internal bleeding.

350
00:15:51,694 --> 00:15:54,549
It was probably caused by your anti-inflammatory medication.

351
00:15:54,689 --> 00:15:56,576
Does that require surgery?
Because she can't have any... 

352
00:15:56,595 --> 00:15:59,252
Obviously any surgical procedure could cause more bone growth

353
00:15:59,688 --> 00:16:00,909
or do more damage than good.

354
00:16:01,247 --> 00:16:02,486
That's why Dr. Burke's here.

355
00:16:03,051 --> 00:16:05,443
What we can do is insert a line into your groin

356
00:16:05,492 --> 00:16:08,093
and then float a catheter up and embolize the area.

357
00:16:08,375 --> 00:16:09,727
That's minimally invasive?

358
00:16:09,783 --> 00:16:12,055
As minimally invasive as possible.

359
00:16:12,056 --> 00:16:14,121
But with your condition, even this is risky.

360
00:16:14,722 --> 00:16:16,234
I'm 41 years old.

361
00:16:16,708 --> 00:16:19,926
Most F.O.P. patients don't live to 45.

362
00:16:20,229 --> 00:16:22,220
I'm down to the use of my face and hands.

363
00:16:22,248 --> 00:16:23,872
Pretty soon I won't have anything.

364
00:16:24,882 --> 00:16:26,051
So what would happen...

365
00:16:26,999 --> 00:16:28,520
If I refuse the surgery?

366
00:16:31,824 --> 00:16:33,393
You will bleed to death...

367
00:16:34,670 --> 00:16:35,871
Within a day or two.

368
00:16:37,486 --> 00:16:38,491
Is that painful?

369
00:16:38,500 --> 00:16:41,065
Mom, stop, okay?
Nina, please.

370
00:16:41,229 --> 00:16:43,395
Let me think.
The reason you've gotten this far... 

371
00:16:43,502 --> 00:16:45,680
Our treatment plan works.

372
00:16:47,279 --> 00:16:48,338
It will work.

373
00:16:52,758 --> 00:16:54,204
Burke is using powerpoint.

374
00:16:54,462 --> 00:16:57,293
He's doing a powerpoint presentation for the board, which is...

375
00:16:58,129 --> 00:16:59,857
cool if it's, like, 1998.

376
00:17:01,774 --> 00:17:03,314
There's no swag, is there?

377
00:17:03,840 --> 00:17:05,230
We're not allowed to give gifts?

378
00:17:06,507 --> 00:17:08,535
Why did you ask Meredith

379
00:17:09,427 --> 00:17:12,603
to do a bone graft on your Jane Doe?

380
00:17:13,718 --> 00:17:15,840
Because I'm her teacher, and that's my job.

381
00:17:15,896 --> 00:17:17,388
You're doing it to impress the chief.

382
00:17:18,253 --> 00:17:19,267
You're setting her up,

383
00:17:19,379 --> 00:17:20,826
and she can't fail right now.

384
00:17:22,778 --> 00:17:25,470
Why don't you let your girlfriend decide what she can or can't do?

385
00:17:26,859 --> 00:17:29,345
I will hurt you if this goes wrong for her.

386
00:17:38,350 --> 00:17:39,768
Is that a... dollhouse?

387
00:17:40,162 --> 00:17:43,408
Yeah. The lights work and everything.
It's the perfect little home.

388
00:17:44,307 --> 00:17:45,758
Did you have a dollhouse growing up?

389
00:17:45,759 --> 00:17:46,948
I had sex last night...

390
00:17:49,624 --> 00:17:50,994
with the wrong person.

391
00:17:51,507 --> 00:17:54,351
But the thing is, it didn't feel wrong at the time.

392
00:17:54,374 --> 00:17:55,742
It felt like...

393
00:17:56,427 --> 00:17:58,061
Something's falling into place.

394
00:17:58,624 --> 00:17:59,781
So what do I do?

395
00:18:00,898 --> 00:18:03,152
What am I, the go-to person for adultery?

396
00:18:05,753 --> 00:18:06,804
I just...

397
00:18:07,611 --> 00:18:08,945
I just don't know what to do.

398
00:18:10,796 --> 00:18:11,838
You stop.

399
00:18:13,603 --> 00:18:14,674
That's what you do.

400
00:18:15,256 --> 00:18:16,289
Are you sure?

401
00:18:16,589 --> 00:18:18,120
I mean, how do you know

402
00:18:18,274 --> 00:18:20,265
that it didn't feel so right because...

403
00:18:20,753 --> 00:18:21,757
it's God's plan?

404
00:18:23,290 --> 00:18:25,844
God wants you to be an adulter?

405
00:18:27,731 --> 00:18:29,421
God got a virgin pregnant by magic.

406
00:18:29,431 --> 00:18:30,867
God is not playing by the rules.

407
00:18:32,447 --> 00:18:33,489
Uh, talk to paul.

408
00:18:33,902 --> 00:18:34,916
Mr. Kendry.

409
00:18:35,649 --> 00:18:37,330
No, Paul will get you drywall numbers.

410
00:18:37,949 --> 00:18:39,348
Mr. Kendry.
Okay.

411
00:18:40,531 --> 00:18:42,280
Let me just write a couple notes about that call.

412
00:18:42,281 --> 00:18:44,383
Mr. Kendry, we're gonna have to amputate your foot.

413
00:18:48,653 --> 00:18:50,263
What?
The infection is in the bone.

414
00:18:50,282 --> 00:18:53,005
If we don't remove the foot, it will travel to your blood,

415
00:18:53,006 --> 00:18:55,559
and that will cause sepsis and possible death. I'm sorry.

416
00:19:01,295 --> 00:19:02,300
How can you be so...

417
00:19:03,380 --> 00:19:05,013
I mean, I... I can't get around a...

418
00:19:06,834 --> 00:19:07,850
No, no, no, no, no.

419
00:19:08,179 --> 00:19:09,906
No, no. You're not cutting off my foot.

420
00:19:09,916 --> 00:19:12,780
Sir, diabetes is a manageable disease.

421
00:19:12,789 --> 00:19:14,733
If you had been here even a month ago,

422
00:19:14,789 --> 00:19:16,451
maybe we... 
Okay, so I screwed up.

423
00:19:17,079 --> 00:19:19,237
But you're telling me that this is my only option

424
00:19:19,238 --> 00:19:20,751
because I'm late getting in here?

425
00:19:20,996 --> 00:19:22,756
That there is no way... 
Mr. Kendry... 

426
00:19:27,146 --> 00:19:28,161
Please.

427
00:19:28,696 --> 00:19:30,888
There's gotta be a way for me to get that month back.

428
00:19:32,376 --> 00:19:33,381
Tell me what to do.

429
00:19:34,041 --> 00:19:35,484
I'll do it. I'll do every line

430
00:19:35,665 --> 00:19:37,055
of every plan you give me.

431
00:19:37,374 --> 00:19:38,388
I'll do it.

432
00:19:38,989 --> 00:19:40,013
Please.

433
00:19:42,944 --> 00:19:44,625
You gotta find a way to save my foot.

434
00:19:54,263 --> 00:19:56,836
What do you think of a robotics lab as a goal for the hospital?

435
00:19:57,558 --> 00:19:59,080
Derek...
You're harvesting.

436
00:19:59,427 --> 00:20:02,385
I'm trying to be supportive but this graft, it's really tricky.

437
00:20:03,375 --> 00:20:04,614
You don't have to do it, you know.

438
00:20:04,640 --> 00:20:05,917
I talked to Mark, and, uh... 

439
00:20:06,424 --> 00:20:07,429
You what?

440
00:20:07,457 --> 00:20:09,457
I talked to Mark. I mean, Meredith, this is a... 

441
00:20:10,114 --> 00:20:12,166
It's a complex procedure.
You don't think I can do it?

442
00:20:12,167 --> 00:20:13,439
When has Mark Sloan,

443
00:20:14,241 --> 00:20:15,847
allowed his interns to do anything,

444
00:20:16,631 --> 00:20:18,415
let alone harvest a bone graft?

445
00:20:18,950 --> 00:20:20,274
He's in the race for chief.

446
00:20:20,411 --> 00:20:22,698
He's trying to prove he can teach.
By teaching you..

447
00:20:22,733 --> 00:20:25,100
Your mother died, the chief is gonna be watching you very closely.

448
00:20:25,101 --> 00:20:27,011
And Mark is trying to gain points by... 

449
00:20:27,086 --> 00:20:28,090
Using me.

450
00:20:28,127 --> 00:20:30,389
If it goes well, he gets the credit.
If it goes poorly,

451
00:20:30,390 --> 00:20:31,688
he gets the save.

452
00:20:33,355 --> 00:20:35,055
So this is about you onupping Mark.

453
00:20:35,261 --> 00:20:36,407
He's using you.

454
00:20:37,186 --> 00:20:38,698
I'm just trying to protect you.

455
00:20:40,163 --> 00:20:41,299
You don't need to.

456
00:20:43,307 --> 00:20:44,678
Close the door on your way out...

457
00:20:57,440 --> 00:20:59,892
Can I help you with those, Dr. Bailey?
What do you want?

458
00:20:59,941 --> 00:21:02,529
See, that's what I like about you.
You always get right to the point.

459
00:21:02,530 --> 00:21:04,387
Make it quick.
I'm headed over to the clinic.

460
00:21:04,388 --> 00:21:05,401
All right.

461
00:21:05,402 --> 00:21:07,815
What would you change about this hospital if you could?

462
00:21:09,018 --> 00:21:10,392
Is this for your board interview?

463
00:21:10,943 --> 00:21:12,605
You want me to do your homework for you

464
00:21:12,614 --> 00:21:14,361
because I'm not busy enough, is that it?

465
00:21:15,048 --> 00:21:18,098
All the other attendings are putting together 10-year plans. I was...

466
00:21:18,597 --> 00:21:19,809
just looking for some input.

467
00:21:19,893 --> 00:21:20,917
Input? You want... 

468
00:21:21,827 --> 00:21:24,738
I have patients in need of medical attention right now.

469
00:21:24,888 --> 00:21:27,648
This guy here is about to have one less appendage.

470
00:21:27,892 --> 00:21:29,404
I don't have a 10-year plan for him.

471
00:21:29,460 --> 00:21:31,282
I have a "right now" plan for him... 

472
00:21:31,301 --> 00:21:33,000
Cut off his foot to save his life.

473
00:21:33,089 --> 00:21:36,655
So you need to get out of my way right now so I can do my job.

474
00:21:38,636 --> 00:21:40,467
Right now?
Right now.

475
00:21:44,582 --> 00:21:45,998
Talk to me about blackouts.

476
00:21:46,373 --> 00:21:47,406
Are they real?

477
00:21:47,483 --> 00:21:49,539
Do you really not remember anything afterwards?

478
00:21:49,642 --> 00:21:52,750
Iz, I'm fine. Not drinking.
I'm not drowning my sorrows.

479
00:21:52,882 --> 00:21:53,887
Fine.

480
00:21:54,178 --> 00:21:56,309
Everybody needs to stop trying to protect me.

481
00:21:56,360 --> 00:21:58,867
Um, this isn't... really about you.

482
00:21:59,331 --> 00:22:02,979
I'm asking, back when you had a best friend named tequila, did you...

483
00:22:03,225 --> 00:22:04,668
actually ever blackout?

484
00:22:06,122 --> 00:22:07,729
Once. No, twice.

485
00:22:07,733 --> 00:22:09,500
But the stuff you don't remember is usually

486
00:22:09,501 --> 00:22:11,013
the stuff you don't wanna remember.

487
00:22:12,492 --> 00:22:13,497
Right.

488
00:22:14,459 --> 00:22:15,989
Great. Thanks.

489
00:22:16,470 --> 00:22:18,170
Hey, I have type 2 diabetes.

490
00:22:18,545 --> 00:22:20,724
Patient let it go, and the infection is in the bone.

491
00:22:20,725 --> 00:22:22,649
I have to find a fix or cut off the foot.

492
00:22:22,987 --> 00:22:24,480
Anyone? Anybody?

493
00:22:24,574 --> 00:22:25,982
You get to cut off his foot? Cool.

494
00:22:26,799 --> 00:22:28,442
You think... no, not cool.

495
00:22:28,695 --> 00:22:29,906
The patient was neglectful.

496
00:22:29,907 --> 00:22:32,400
He made a couple of bad calls.
Does that mean he has no hope?

497
00:22:32,601 --> 00:22:34,817
Does that mean he can't have a do over?

498
00:22:35,749 --> 00:22:37,608
But you get to cut through bone and stuff.

499
00:22:37,937 --> 00:22:39,430
We're talking about Burke now.

500
00:22:39,477 --> 00:22:40,481
We are?

501
00:22:41,317 --> 00:22:44,031
Operation "Be kind. Rewind." Not going so well?

502
00:22:44,333 --> 00:22:45,413
You need to fix it.

503
00:22:46,206 --> 00:22:48,027
Cause it seems like you guys have a pretty good thing,

504
00:22:48,028 --> 00:22:49,494
and pretty good things are rare,

505
00:22:49,535 --> 00:22:50,709
and hard to come by,

506
00:22:51,446 --> 00:22:52,770
unlike really screwed up,

507
00:22:53,042 --> 00:22:54,488
complicated things, which...

508
00:22:55,166 --> 00:22:56,480
seem to be freakin' everywhere.

509
00:22:56,481 --> 00:22:58,029
You know what? Things are great.

510
00:22:58,349 --> 00:23:00,208
I'm gonna get things back to the way we were.

511
00:23:00,649 --> 00:23:01,720
Watch me.

512
00:23:05,886 --> 00:23:07,989
Has Jane Doe picked a face?

513
00:23:08,552 --> 00:23:09,595
No, not yet.

514
00:23:10,017 --> 00:23:11,097
How cool would that be,

515
00:23:12,083 --> 00:23:14,139
to get to pick your own face, just...

516
00:23:14,974 --> 00:23:17,125
disappear and start all over?

517
00:23:21,443 --> 00:23:22,448
How you doing?

518
00:23:22,466 --> 00:23:24,316
How am I doing?
I'm freaking out, Alex...

519
00:23:24,344 --> 00:23:26,053
That's how I'm doing.
I can't do this.

520
00:23:26,091 --> 00:23:27,105
I can't pick.

521
00:23:27,396 --> 00:23:28,466
I can't.

522
00:23:29,114 --> 00:23:30,119
All right.

523
00:23:31,520 --> 00:23:32,693
Well, let's, uh...

524
00:23:35,219 --> 00:23:37,125
let's meet the contenders, all right?

525
00:23:37,953 --> 00:23:40,150
Let's see. This...

526
00:23:40,911 --> 00:23:43,315
this is... Maggie.

527
00:23:44,056 --> 00:23:46,441
Married her high school sweetheart, has two kids... 

528
00:23:47,257 --> 00:23:49,060
Boy and girl... loves being a mom,

529
00:23:49,435 --> 00:23:52,064
coaches her daughter's basketball team and...

530
00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:54,533
makes an insane bana cream pie.

531
00:23:54,749 --> 00:23:56,063
Bana cream pie?

532
00:23:56,401 --> 00:23:57,772
It's my favorite, so shut up.

533
00:23:58,719 --> 00:24:02,813
And this is... um... Elizabeth.

534
00:24:03,329 --> 00:24:04,738
Graduated from Northwestern.

535
00:24:05,038 --> 00:24:07,086
Met her husband at a political rally where they...

536
00:24:07,124 --> 00:24:08,805
got arrested and fell in love.

537
00:24:09,087 --> 00:24:10,702
She's all angry and fired up,

538
00:24:10,749 --> 00:24:12,777
but everyone forgives her because she means well.

539
00:24:17,314 --> 00:24:18,319
This one...

540
00:24:19,136 --> 00:24:20,244
This one's Ava.

541
00:24:21,606 --> 00:24:23,812
She's funny, she's tough.

542
00:24:25,319 --> 00:24:28,268
You know, little neurotic sometimes, but you get used to it.

543
00:24:28,840 --> 00:24:31,488
You can tell she's... she's been through a lot in her life, but...

544
00:24:32,635 --> 00:24:34,156
it's only made her stronger, you know?

545
00:24:43,371 --> 00:24:44,981
It's just, your daughter, the way she...

546
00:24:45,728 --> 00:24:47,258
you know, she's sort of undeniable.

547
00:24:48,451 --> 00:24:51,005
And, uh, after I lost my father, I...

548
00:24:51,700 --> 00:24:53,803
realized, you know, that life is short.

549
00:24:54,986 --> 00:24:57,267
And it's... it's long, too....

550
00:24:58,801 --> 00:24:59,806
short and long...

551
00:25:00,735 --> 00:25:01,787
life....

552
00:25:03,543 --> 00:25:04,562
he talks a lot.

553
00:25:04,848 --> 00:25:06,773
No, no. He... he... he talks.

554
00:25:06,932 --> 00:25:08,125
Like a... like a... 

555
00:25:08,324 --> 00:25:09,920
like a person who talks, dad.

556
00:25:10,498 --> 00:25:12,112
Please.
Do you have any idea

557
00:25:12,113 --> 00:25:13,465
what you've done to your mother?

558
00:25:14,074 --> 00:25:17,370
You make this decision, the most important day of your life...

559
00:25:18,073 --> 00:25:21,082
We didn't even know she was seeing someone... Are you pregnant?

560
00:25:21,350 --> 00:25:23,317
Did you get my daughter pregnant?
No. Daddy.

561
00:25:23,318 --> 00:25:25,937
No, it is not... no. This is George, okay?

562
00:25:26,145 --> 00:25:27,835
He's not like the other guys I've been with.

563
00:25:27,872 --> 00:25:28,980
Clean as a whistle,

564
00:25:29,469 --> 00:25:30,539
and a mathlete.

565
00:25:31,684 --> 00:25:32,716
He has no money.

566
00:25:32,961 --> 00:25:34,386
You have money.
Oh, come on...

567
00:25:35,477 --> 00:25:37,571
I didn't know that Callie was well-off.

568
00:25:37,731 --> 00:25:39,383
She just told me.
Really?

569
00:25:39,853 --> 00:25:41,824
Really? Well, then, you won't mind if the house,

570
00:25:41,825 --> 00:25:43,712
the car and everything else we'll provide

571
00:25:43,914 --> 00:25:45,172
will be in Calliope's name.

572
00:25:45,173 --> 00:25:47,266
Uh, what house?
You're a married woman now.

573
00:25:47,372 --> 00:25:50,504
I'll find something suitable. It's all here in the postnuptial i've drawn up.

574
00:25:51,925 --> 00:25:52,994
Dad!
Sorry.

575
00:25:53,502 --> 00:25:55,120
I've got it. It's all right. It's okay.

576
00:25:57,249 --> 00:26:00,119
You know what? You... you are not drawing up any...

577
00:26:09,993 --> 00:26:12,023
you can raise a family.
No!

578
00:26:12,414 --> 00:26:14,033
What?
No, that's not gonna happen.

579
00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:17,960
There's no way I'm gonna let you pay for anything. I can't... 

580
00:26:19,091 --> 00:26:21,560
We can't, uh... Callie, I'm so sorry.

581
00:26:21,602 --> 00:26:23,927
Mr. Torres, I'm sorry, but the answer is no.

582
00:26:42,242 --> 00:26:43,435
You remembered.

583
00:27:37,875 --> 00:27:39,674
That's really coming along.
It looks great.

584
00:27:39,711 --> 00:27:40,716
Thanks.

585
00:27:40,763 --> 00:27:42,293
We've been working on it for months.

586
00:27:42,617 --> 00:27:44,204
But when I say "we", I mean "she".

587
00:27:45,061 --> 00:27:46,516
I just hold things and look pretty.

588
00:27:46,882 --> 00:27:48,140
That can be hard work, too.

589
00:27:48,976 --> 00:27:51,680
I'm gonna need to draw some blood for, uh, your surgery.

590
00:27:52,563 --> 00:27:53,577
Be careful.

591
00:27:53,934 --> 00:27:56,206
You can only use one specific vein.

592
00:27:56,356 --> 00:27:58,117
In this area here.

593
00:28:00,002 --> 00:28:02,002
I said be careful.
I'm so sorry.

594
00:28:02,020 --> 00:28:03,035
That's okay.

595
00:28:03,036 --> 00:28:05,495
I's not. If she gonna be that clumsy, she's not drawing your blood.

596
00:28:05,513 --> 00:28:07,039
Nina, she's just doing her job.

597
00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:08,935
Not very well. I'm going to get a nurse, a senior nurse.

598
00:28:08,936 --> 00:28:10,316
Oh, Nina, stop.
No, mom.

599
00:28:10,326 --> 00:28:12,457
Do not let her touch you.
We can't be too careful.

600
00:28:13,407 --> 00:28:14,553
You're not taking her blood.

601
00:28:20,954 --> 00:28:22,823
She's not even a person anymore.

602
00:28:23,414 --> 00:28:24,588
You know what I mean?

603
00:28:24,982 --> 00:28:27,132
Mrs. Rogerson... 
I know I'm gonna die.

604
00:28:28,442 --> 00:28:30,414
You know, maybe not today, but soon..

605
00:28:31,165 --> 00:28:33,052
I just need to talk, you know?

606
00:28:34,784 --> 00:28:36,455
Nina won't let me talk.

607
00:28:39,416 --> 00:28:40,712
I just need to talk.

608
00:28:45,651 --> 00:28:46,703
No coffee.

609
00:28:49,042 --> 00:28:51,371
One more thing for marlowe to tweak...

610
00:28:51,812 --> 00:28:53,728
Please tell me you're not coming up

611
00:28:53,737 --> 00:28:55,606
with a 10-year plan for this hospital.

612
00:28:56,816 --> 00:28:59,643
You can me up with all the plans you want, but in the end, it just...

613
00:29:01,002 --> 00:29:02,560
Doesn't make one bit of difference.

614
00:29:03,218 --> 00:29:05,161
Things happen. People just... 
Drown?

615
00:29:09,638 --> 00:29:11,924
You know, when I pulled her out of the water, it was...

616
00:29:13,328 --> 00:29:14,342
She was like ice.

617
00:29:17,525 --> 00:29:18,530
She can swim.

618
00:29:18,966 --> 00:29:20,290
Richard, she's...

619
00:29:23,271 --> 00:29:24,285
she gave up.

620
00:29:25,192 --> 00:29:27,808
I close my eyes for a moment, it's like she's back in the water.

621
00:29:29,705 --> 00:29:32,271
I'm up, and I just listen to her breathe, you know? Just...

622
00:29:33,198 --> 00:29:34,203
In case she stops.

623
00:29:36,252 --> 00:29:38,383
So I can come up with plans for the hospital, but...

624
00:29:41,201 --> 00:29:43,379
But if they ask me where I'm gonna be in ten years...

625
00:29:49,192 --> 00:29:50,206
George.

626
00:29:54,845 --> 00:29:55,880
Mr. Torres.

627
00:29:58,077 --> 00:30:00,409
You want to take care of her in your own way.

628
00:30:01,964 --> 00:30:03,100
I understand that.

629
00:30:03,894 --> 00:30:04,964
I respect it.

630
00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:06,635
But you have to understand,

631
00:30:07,203 --> 00:30:09,203
she's my only little girl, George.

632
00:30:09,787 --> 00:30:12,632
And you need to promise me that you will love her and protect her,

633
00:30:12,820 --> 00:30:14,989
because the minute that you hurt her...

634
00:30:16,632 --> 00:30:17,655
You understand?

635
00:30:19,514 --> 00:30:22,307
Good. Then I'll tell Callie's mother she can plan the party.

636
00:30:23,134 --> 00:30:24,420
What pa... what?

637
00:30:24,598 --> 00:30:26,401
Your wedding party.
Oh, dad.

638
00:30:26,411 --> 00:30:28,406
Oh, no, please, mija. For my sanity, mija,

639
00:30:28,932 --> 00:30:30,556
just let her plan a party.

640
00:30:30,988 --> 00:30:32,220
All right, all right. Okay.

641
00:30:32,530 --> 00:30:33,572
All right.

642
00:30:33,779 --> 00:30:35,262
I have a plane to catch.

643
00:30:35,976 --> 00:30:36,980
Come here.

644
00:30:38,586 --> 00:30:39,638
George.

645
00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:42,325
Bye, dad.

646
00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:49,754
You stood up to him.
Nobody does that.

647
00:30:50,402 --> 00:30:51,576
I was all proud.

648
00:30:54,967 --> 00:30:56,075
So listen...

649
00:30:56,792 --> 00:30:58,805
about last night,  I don't know about you,

650
00:30:58,806 --> 00:31:01,390
but personally, I'd like to take back about 90% of it.

651
00:31:01,475 --> 00:31:02,484
Me, too.

652
00:31:03,179 --> 00:31:04,183
Good.

653
00:31:04,629 --> 00:31:06,395
Good. Okay. Then go... go find Izzie

654
00:31:06,396 --> 00:31:08,729
and help her prep Mrs. Rogerson.
I'll see you in surgery.

655
00:31:15,351 --> 00:31:17,464
You here to keep my baby alive?

656
00:31:17,954 --> 00:31:18,968
I am.

657
00:31:20,236 --> 00:31:21,240
Good.

658
00:31:22,001 --> 00:31:23,006
So?

659
00:31:24,367 --> 00:31:25,381
So...

660
00:31:26,978 --> 00:31:28,276
call me Ava.

661
00:31:31,618 --> 00:31:34,191
You been practicing? You know the chief will be watching today.

662
00:31:34,755 --> 00:31:36,370
The chief. Right. Of course.

663
00:31:37,620 --> 00:31:38,625
"Of course" what?

664
00:31:39,020 --> 00:31:40,212
Derek was right about you.

665
00:31:40,860 --> 00:31:43,057
You're using the memory of my dead mother

666
00:31:43,207 --> 00:31:44,851
to win points with the chief.

667
00:31:45,564 --> 00:31:46,944
It's despicable,

668
00:31:47,360 --> 00:31:48,515
and I'm not gonna play.

669
00:31:48,956 --> 00:31:50,008
The chief... 

670
00:31:50,289 --> 00:31:52,233
the way he was looking at you this morning... 

671
00:31:52,674 --> 00:31:54,567
was like you were some beaten down puppy

672
00:31:54,568 --> 00:31:56,205
he picked up off the side of the road.

673
00:31:56,538 --> 00:31:58,096
You do this procedure

674
00:31:58,444 --> 00:31:59,787
and you do it well,

675
00:32:00,644 --> 00:32:02,625
he'll start looking at you like a surgeon again.

676
00:32:03,855 --> 00:32:04,869
But, you know...

677
00:32:06,071 --> 00:32:07,843
you wanna think of me as despicable,

678
00:32:07,844 --> 00:32:10,080
you wanna pass up this shot, that's up to you.

679
00:32:23,253 --> 00:32:26,398
They're doing a-amazing things with prosthetics these days.

680
00:32:29,685 --> 00:32:31,225
This doesn't mean your life is over.

681
00:32:35,950 --> 00:32:37,997
Uh, take him up to the O.R.
I'll meet you there.

682
00:32:47,126 --> 00:32:48,417
You've got your board thing now?

683
00:32:51,690 --> 00:32:53,004
The chief picked you...

684
00:32:53,171 --> 00:32:55,541
Originally. You were always supposed to be the next chief.

685
00:32:55,542 --> 00:32:56,552
That was the plan.

686
00:32:56,650 --> 00:32:58,096
That was a long time ago.

687
00:32:59,262 --> 00:33:00,699
A lot has happened since then.

688
00:33:00,783 --> 00:33:02,117
But you're still that guy.

689
00:33:03,553 --> 00:33:04,905
You're the guy the chief chose.

690
00:33:04,933 --> 00:33:06,146
No, I'm not.

691
00:33:07,442 --> 00:33:09,663
I'm not that guy, Cristina, and I wouldn't want to be.

692
00:33:11,076 --> 00:33:12,428
I want to be better than that.

693
00:33:13,265 --> 00:33:14,716
I'd like to believe that I've grown.

694
00:33:15,791 --> 00:33:17,040
I want to move forward.

695
00:33:17,979 --> 00:33:19,500
I'm not interested in going back.

696
00:33:23,340 --> 00:33:24,345
Dr. Burke.

697
00:33:37,714 --> 00:33:38,719
You ready?

698
00:33:39,573 --> 00:33:41,076
Osteotome and hammer.

699
00:33:41,845 --> 00:33:44,803
All right, use the curved osteotome to elevate the external table.

700
00:33:45,353 --> 00:33:46,358
Gently.

701
00:33:56,037 --> 00:33:57,736
How's it looking?
Still see bleeding.

702
00:33:58,553 --> 00:33:59,905
The platinum microcoils... 

703
00:34:00,027 --> 00:34:01,070
they aren't holding.

704
00:34:01,123 --> 00:34:02,498
What about using a gelatin sponge?

705
00:34:02,499 --> 00:34:04,602
I've already tried polyvinyl alcohol,

706
00:34:04,620 --> 00:34:06,517
glue, microcoils... nothing's working.

707
00:34:06,695 --> 00:34:08,610
B.P.'s dropping to 62 systolic.

708
00:34:09,008 --> 00:34:10,168
We'll have to open her up.

709
00:34:10,187 --> 00:34:11,577
If you open her up, she's dead.

710
00:34:11,633 --> 00:34:12,948
If we don't, she's dead.

711
00:34:27,127 --> 00:34:28,367
Beginning amputation.

712
00:34:50,084 --> 00:34:52,291
Fine amputation, Yang.

713
00:35:00,251 --> 00:35:01,255
Beautiful.

714
00:35:31,639 --> 00:35:32,644
Wait.

715
00:35:32,775 --> 00:35:34,334
Now they're laughing.
Laughing?

716
00:35:34,850 --> 00:35:35,855
They're laughing.

717
00:35:35,864 --> 00:35:37,193
They can't be laughing with him.

718
00:35:37,733 --> 00:35:39,019
They have to be laughing at him.

719
00:35:40,193 --> 00:35:41,949
I'm surprised you don't have a shot glass

720
00:35:41,968 --> 00:35:43,296
pressed up against that window.

721
00:35:43,297 --> 00:35:44,983
We weren't listening.
Just listening.

722
00:35:46,088 --> 00:35:47,329
Let me show you the new clinic.

723
00:35:50,533 --> 00:35:51,538
Chief.

724
00:35:53,407 --> 00:35:54,477
So?

725
00:35:54,674 --> 00:35:56,768
If you ask me, you all could stand

726
00:35:56,777 --> 00:35:58,918
to borrow a page from Dr. Sloan's book.

727
00:35:59,068 --> 00:36:01,593
Sloan? You're kidding right? That's a joke?

728
00:36:01,673 --> 00:36:05,227
He didn't get caught up in this whole 10-year plan foolishness.

729
00:36:05,874 --> 00:36:08,605
He said he had a "right now" plan for Seattle Grace.

730
00:36:08,606 --> 00:36:09,808
A right now plan?

731
00:36:09,817 --> 00:36:11,620
A right now plan?

732
00:36:12,578 --> 00:36:13,998
Is that right?

733
00:36:14,139 --> 00:36:15,265
The board ate it up.

734
00:36:15,697 --> 00:36:17,671
To tell you the truth, so did I.

735
00:36:27,041 --> 00:36:28,533
I should've brought her in sooner...

736
00:36:30,599 --> 00:36:31,857
The first time she threw up.

737
00:36:33,651 --> 00:36:34,665
I knew better.

738
00:36:35,660 --> 00:36:37,699
There was nothing any of us could... 
No.

739
00:36:39,388 --> 00:36:40,740
It was a mistake.

740
00:36:44,547 --> 00:36:45,570
Your mother...

741
00:36:47,401 --> 00:36:48,490
talked to me.

742
00:36:49,908 --> 00:36:51,365
She wasn't ready to leave you,

743
00:36:51,375 --> 00:36:53,262
but she was ready to leave her body.

744
00:36:53,290 --> 00:36:54,295
Please.

745
00:36:54,990 --> 00:36:58,186
I don't need you to explain the relative comforts of death for my mother.

746
00:37:02,504 --> 00:37:03,846
What she was afraid of...

747
00:37:04,188 --> 00:37:06,156
was that you had taken on so much of her disease

748
00:37:06,165 --> 00:37:07,612
that you were freezing up, too.

749
00:37:10,215 --> 00:37:12,459
You've spent so much time planning and...

750
00:37:13,069 --> 00:37:14,783
helping her avoid risk... God knows,

751
00:37:14,795 --> 00:37:17,094
that's what you should've been doing... but...

752
00:37:18,543 --> 00:37:19,698
she was worried.

753
00:37:21,714 --> 00:37:23,451
You have a healthy body, Nina.

754
00:37:23,460 --> 00:37:25,441
If you fall down, you won't turn to stone.

755
00:37:28,183 --> 00:37:31,706
And your mom so wanted you to just let yourself fall.

756
00:37:34,476 --> 00:37:35,481
Messing up...

757
00:37:36,741 --> 00:37:38,234
it's what makes a person.

758
00:37:40,027 --> 00:37:41,173
It's how we learn...

759
00:37:42,882 --> 00:37:44,177
where we find joy... 

760
00:37:46,076 --> 00:37:48,180
in the things you don't plan for,

761
00:37:49,682 --> 00:37:51,335
the things you never see coming.

762
00:38:02,153 --> 00:38:03,310
It happened.

763
00:38:04,099 --> 00:38:06,236
It was a mistake, and it happened.

764
00:38:06,237 --> 00:38:07,807
People make mistakes.

765
00:38:09,653 --> 00:38:11,462
We need to figure out where we go from here.

766
00:38:11,471 --> 00:38:13,293
We need to figure out how to tell Callie.

767
00:38:13,294 --> 00:38:14,579
I'm not gonna tell Callie.

768
00:38:16,232 --> 00:38:17,918
Do you know how much this would hurt her?

769
00:38:19,676 --> 00:38:21,690
I'm not gonna clear my conscience at her expense.

770
00:38:21,873 --> 00:38:23,037
She has done nothing but...

771
00:38:23,150 --> 00:38:25,244
support me, encourage me and believe in me,

772
00:38:25,253 --> 00:38:26,784
and this is how I pay her back?

773
00:38:29,734 --> 00:38:31,065
I have to live with what I did.

774
00:38:32,617 --> 00:38:34,269
This is our secret, okay?

775
00:38:40,518 --> 00:38:42,471
The thing about plans is,

776
00:38:42,809 --> 00:38:45,856
they don't take into account the unexpected.

777
00:38:46,462 --> 00:38:48,255
So when we're thrown a curveball,

778
00:38:49,590 --> 00:38:52,463
whether it's in the O.R. or in life....

779
00:38:53,712 --> 00:38:54,745
How are you feeling?

780
00:38:54,754 --> 00:38:56,520
We have to improvise.

781
00:38:56,529 --> 00:38:57,956
I'm a guy without a foot.

782
00:39:00,664 --> 00:39:01,894
What do I do now?

783
00:39:02,908 --> 00:39:04,645
You move forward, you...

784
00:39:05,058 --> 00:39:06,573
You follow the plan and...

785
00:39:06,645 --> 00:39:08,363
you try and keep your other foot.

786
00:39:10,823 --> 00:39:11,856
My other foot.

787
00:39:14,504 --> 00:39:15,509
Right.

788
00:39:18,842 --> 00:39:19,905
Of course,

789
00:39:20,055 --> 00:39:23,398
some of us are better at it than others.

790
00:39:28,534 --> 00:39:29,877
I'm impressed, Karev.

791
00:39:31,051 --> 00:39:33,501
You spent the whole day watching a fetal monitor

792
00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:34,816
and never complained.

793
00:39:35,511 --> 00:39:37,229
Well, I, uh, I do what I'm told.

794
00:39:37,530 --> 00:39:38,546
Since when?

795
00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:40,850
Depends on who's doing the telling.

796
00:39:44,321 --> 00:39:45,560
Good night, Dr. Karev.

797
00:39:50,374 --> 00:39:51,501
What was that?

798
00:39:52,900 --> 00:39:54,468
How's... Ava?

799
00:39:56,083 --> 00:39:59,302
I don't think I'm gonna know the answer to that for a little while.

800
00:39:59,850 --> 00:40:03,249
What do you say we talk about you and the redhead instead?

801
00:40:04,603 --> 00:40:06,969
Well, the redhead's my boss, so...

802
00:40:07,589 --> 00:40:10,227
So?
So, it's complicated.

803
00:40:10,856 --> 00:40:12,725
And?
And...

804
00:40:16,111 --> 00:40:18,872
Some of us just have to move on to plan B...

805
00:40:22,327 --> 00:40:23,867
and make the best of it.

806
00:40:36,831 --> 00:40:38,108
It has to be small... 

807
00:40:39,150 --> 00:40:40,418
just you and me...

808
00:40:41,324 --> 00:40:42,441
and Meredith..

809
00:40:42,830 --> 00:40:44,821
and... and Shepherd, too, if you want.

810
00:40:45,206 --> 00:40:46,398
But that's it.

811
00:40:49,154 --> 00:40:50,694
And a justice of the peace.

812
00:40:51,182 --> 00:40:52,244
I know you're...

813
00:40:52,544 --> 00:40:54,337
spiritual and stuff, but...

814
00:40:54,708 --> 00:40:57,093
I... I don't want any rabbis or ministers,

815
00:40:57,102 --> 00:40:58,539
nothing religious.

816
00:40:59,434 --> 00:41:00,448
We'll just...

817
00:41:02,082 --> 00:41:04,260
make an appointment at city hall, and...

818
00:41:04,626 --> 00:41:05,650
that'll be that.

819
00:41:06,654 --> 00:41:07,809
And no veil.

820
00:41:07,936 --> 00:41:09,654
Okay? I don't want to get married with...

821
00:41:09,860 --> 00:41:11,720
mosquito net all over my face.

822
00:41:25,079 --> 00:41:27,135
I let Mark use the memory of my mother

823
00:41:27,144 --> 00:41:29,388
to win points with the chief.
You were right.

824
00:41:30,111 --> 00:41:31,125
I'm sorry.

825
00:41:31,942 --> 00:41:33,980
You know what's weird?
What's weird?

826
00:41:34,473 --> 00:41:36,557
It's exactly what she would have wanted.

827
00:41:38,115 --> 00:41:39,298
Dead mommy's proud?

828
00:41:39,674 --> 00:41:41,186
Dead mommy's proud.

829
00:41:45,214 --> 00:41:46,604
How was your interview?

830
00:41:49,148 --> 00:41:50,152
Not great.

831
00:41:51,382 --> 00:41:52,387
It wasn't great.

832
00:41:53,795 --> 00:41:54,903
I was distracted.

833
00:41:55,778 --> 00:41:56,783
By what?

834
00:41:59,299 --> 00:42:00,304
Nothing.

835
00:42:01,975 --> 00:42:03,121
I don't know.

836
00:42:06,391 --> 00:42:08,819
On a scale of one to ten, how bad is it?

837
00:42:10,713 --> 00:42:11,718
Eight.

838
00:42:15,326 --> 00:42:16,480
How about, now?

839
00:42:16,922 --> 00:42:17,945
Seven.

840
00:42:21,863 --> 00:42:23,234
And sometimes...

841
00:42:23,384 --> 00:42:24,404
How about, now?

842
00:42:25,253 --> 00:42:26,333
Six.

843
00:42:26,877 --> 00:42:28,671
What we want...
Five.

844
00:42:29,295 --> 00:42:31,352
is exactly what we need.
Four, three.

845
00:42:49,463 --> 00:42:51,050
But sometimes...

846
00:43:03,061 --> 00:43:05,520
I can smell your clothes through the closet door.

847
00:43:05,521 --> 00:43:07,515
Did you tie them up in a plastic laundry bag?

848
00:43:07,728 --> 00:43:08,808
Yeah.

849
00:43:09,803 --> 00:43:11,983
I'm sorry.

850
00:43:17,288 --> 00:43:18,980
I'm... I'm so sorry.

851
00:43:19,788 --> 00:43:21,111
Well, I guess I can...

852
00:43:21,731 --> 00:43:22,914
live with it.

853
00:43:26,274 --> 00:43:27,852
Sometimes what we need...

854
00:43:28,791 --> 00:43:30,143
is a new plan.

