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Previously on "grey's anatomy"...
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this is mary daltry.
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She lost consciousness behind the wheel.
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How's shane--mypartner?
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I just didn't want her to see.I
thought she might take offense.
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Can you get my wife?
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- Baby?
- You're gonna drill into my skull?
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Are you kidding me?The
navigational system is dead?
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Damn it, stan.Stan.Stan.
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Can I watch the surgery?Can
I--can you sneak me in?
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you're busted.
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I'm going to tell him.I don't
want him seeing other people.
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What?
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Nothing.I'M...gonna be late.
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We need to talk.
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My wife gets panicky if she
doesn't know what's going on.
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I will keep her updated.
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You seeing anyone?
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at the end of the day,
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the experience of practicing medicine
bears little resemblance to the dream.
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Are you--are you--
are you really okay?
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Yeah.
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Alex, come on.
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That was intense-- intense
and crazy and just awful.
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H-how can you be okay
after a day like that?
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We go into medicine because
we want to save lives.
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U did a good job today,
and it was not easy.
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What you did was not easy.
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It was brave.
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We go into medicine
because we want to do good.
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We go into medicine for the
rush, for the high, for the ride.
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But what we remember at the
end of most days are the losses.
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What we lie awake at night
replaying is the pain we caused...
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the ills we couldn't cure...
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I don't want you to date other people.
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It may not be enough for
you, but I'm trying herE.
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I don't want you to date anybody but me.
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The lives we ruined...
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or failed to save.
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At the end of the day, the
reality is nothing like we hope.
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The reality is, at the end of the day,
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more often than not, turned
inside out and upside down.
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Over here!
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Meredith, get in there.We
don't have time to lose.
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Okay.I got the shirt open.
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I'm almost there.
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Stop!Stop!
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Stop!Just hold still!
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Okay.Okay, that's
it.I got--I got it.
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It stopped.I got it.
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Holy crap.
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My artery blew.
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Your artery blew.
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I didn't think that would really happen.
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I mean, I thought it was something that the
doctors say might happen because they have to,
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but I didn't think that
it would really happen.
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Me neither.
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their local tech's in spokane.
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That's five hours away.
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Did you tell them I was in
the middle of somebody's brain?
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Yes.The tech is still in spokane.
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You can't just pull the probes
out and go to a full craniotomy?
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No.Why not?
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Uh, the probe is in the tumors.
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Pulling out without the navigation
system could damage the brain tissue.
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And you can't leave the probe in
very long without risking swelling.
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That's good.What's your name?
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Two.Steve.Steve mostow.
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Dr.Steve mostow, intern.
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All right, steve, I need you
to run to the nurses' station.
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Tell them to make an announcement.
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Tell tm we need computer
technicians in O.R.Three.
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Go fast, and scrub in on your way back.
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Yes, sir.
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- Dr.Shepherd.
- Yes.
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I did three semesters in computer
science before I switched to nursing.
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I don't know what's wrong, but if
it's something reasonably basic, I...
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I'd feel a lot better about this
if your voice wasn't shaking.
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My voice shakes when I'm nervous.
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I'm an imperfect person, but it
doesn't mean I can't fix the computer.
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All right, rose has three semesters of
computer science at-- what school did you go to?
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Santa cruz.
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That's a party school.
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You want to insult my education, or do you
want me to try and help you save your patient?
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Ay, who can beat three semesters
of computer science at santa cruz?
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Anybody?
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Okay, give it a shot.
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I appreciate the vote of confidence.
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can you see anything yet?
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Uh, I see the diaphragm moving.
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Move it up a little more.
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- Okay, meredith.
- I'm working on it.
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you're not doing a very good job.
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I am doing a dn fine job.
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Don't you worry.
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can you--can you--
can you close his eyes?
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What?
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Stan-- can you-- can
you close his eyes?
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I'm sorry...so sorry.
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Meredith, um, uh, stop.Stop right there.
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I want to freeze that frame.
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Yeah, his pericardium's full of blood.
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That's not good.That's not good at all.
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Oxygen, I.V.Start kits.Arnie, monitor.
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Uh, you, pericardiocentesis kit.
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His anaty's all screwed up
because he's hanging upside down.
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Get someone from cardio.Go.
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I got tucker waiting for me in
the lobby, and I'm already late.
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Do me a favor and take the
patient through the post-op.
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What?
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Okay, I wanted to say that when you
took me off of hahn's service today
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-
- dr.Bailey, there's something wrong with him.
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His blood pressure's bottomed out.
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- Dr.Bailey?
- O'malley...
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okay, I need you to talk to tucker.
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I need you to ask him to wait.
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And he's not going to be inclined to
wait, so I need you to ask him nicely.
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Can you please go and
ask him nicely to wait?
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- Yes, ma'am.
- I won't be long.
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you see this, stevens?
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The sternum's cleaned out, which
means we're almost outta here.
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You don't want to
stay and watch me work?
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you know, it's offensive,
dr.Sloan, flat-out.
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I asked you if you wanted to stay and
watch me work.How's that offensive?
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Oh, and now you play dumb?
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Does that work for you
because of the way you look?
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What the hell are you talking about?
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I'm saying, if you were homely, you
would've lost your job a long time ago.
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dr.Hahn, the chief needs
you in the ambulance bay.
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We have a paramedic
with cardiac tamponade.
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All righty, then.Let's go, stevens.
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Okay.
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nick, can, uh, can you
reach your call button?
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I think so.
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No, no, no, no.Don't move that much.
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Okay, um, uh...
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just...can--can you
reach your phone...
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- without moving very much?
- I think so.I think so.
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- I got it.
- Okay, good.Good, good, good.
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Okay, um, dial--
al 8, okay?
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okay.
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Is that--is
that 8?
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Okay, okay.
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put it to my ear, okay?
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hello, nurses' station.
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Hi.Hi, uh, this is dr.Grey.
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Um, yeah, mr.Hanscomb's
carotid just blew.
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Uh, c-c-can you page
dr.Sloan for me, please?
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A-and also dr.Yang?
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And--ah!I'm gonna go ahead
and call this a code blue.
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Yes, code blue.
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- Can you announce that, please?
- Right away.
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Thank you.
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- Oy, you can put it down now.
- Code blue.
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That means I'm dead, right?
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I meanthat's what they call
when people go, like, flatline?
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No.I figure we can use
all the help we can get.
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Season 04 Episode 10
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I don't care who it is.I
don't care who it is, jolene.
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I am leaving this hospital
when I am finished here.
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I don't care if the patient is on fire.
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I'm not scrubbing in anywhere else.
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It's dr.Yang'S.Lexie
grey is paging you 9-1-1.
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Dr.Yang, your intern called a code blue on
a patient who apparently is not code blue.
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What do you mean?
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- Why would she call a
code if- - go find out.
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Well, I thought you needed me here.
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You said you needed me here, and
that's why you pulled me off of cardio.
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No, I'm fine.Go kick some intern butt.
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How you doing, dr.Grey?
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Lexie.I'm okay.You okay?
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Well, I'm a little freaked
out if I'm being honest.
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Mostly 'cause you look
like carrie at the prom.
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Seriously, you're wearing,
like, half my blood.
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Which is why we're hanging
some more right now.
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- I'm having trouble getting a vein.
- why?
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He's hypovolemic.His veins are flaccid.
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That's not a nice thing to say.
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That--that's not a nice
thing to say at all.
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- Oh, okay.
- Son of a bitch!
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- It's okay!
- Grey, stop that bleeding.
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- It's okay.
- Stop the bleeding.
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I--my hand
slipped.I-I got it.
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That-- that can't
happen anymore.
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That can't happen anymore, okay?
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Just apply steady, firm pressure.
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I-I called for sloan.
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Should we just take him to an O.R.
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Or-- no, there's no
O.R.I was just down there.
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Tyler, uh, you should run and get
some more blood.Just in case, okay?
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Keep applying pressure.I'm
gonna go get sloan.
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Wait, you're leaving?
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I'll be right back.You can do this.
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You're doing this.
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Are you seeing this, karev?
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How I'm tightening the cable by hand?
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- That's my face.
- What?
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Up there in the gallery,
I built that face.
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That's jane doe.
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The one with amnesia.
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Is she a surgeon?
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I don't, uh...
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oh, you are--
you are so busted.
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Dr.Sloan, it's nick hanscomb.
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His carotid blew.
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Karev, I need you to irrigate
thoroughly, finish up and pack the wound.
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Wait, you're leaving?
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He can survive without
me.My other guy can'T.
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Oh, there's no O.R.Available.
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This one will be.
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I need you to get this
room turned around asap.
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I'm bringing down my carotid bleed.
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Tucker.
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She's busy, right?She can't make lunch?
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No, she can.She can make
lunch.Just a slightly later lunch.
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- She's in surgery.
- Always is.
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- Yeah, it's just taking a little
longer than she ex- - always does.
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she's having a really bad day.
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She's saving the life
of a white supremacist.
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This is not a good day.
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So she asked me to ask you if you wouldn't
mind just waiting just a little while longer,
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please.She did say please,
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which, as you may know, is not a
word she uses that frequently, so...
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she really is sorry.It--this
shouldn't be much longer.
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Fine.But tell miranda I said
don't keep me waiting long.Please.
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Okay.
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lucy.
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Uh, if it's all right with you,
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I'd like to update mr.Nolston's family
and meet you in the ambulance bay.
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he's your patient.Don't you want
me to keep the family informed?
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I want you to think like a surgeon.
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You're thinking like a social worker,
and if you want to be a social worker,
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you can save yourself a lot of effort,
because the training is 2 years, not 12.
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But if you want to be a surgeon, you caupdate
the family when the crisis has passed.
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You're right.Absolutely.I'm sorry.I...
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- steve.
- Uh, yes, sir?
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Did you bring anybody with you?
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Uh, no.The nurses made an announcement,
and I waited, but no one came.
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- Rose?
- Damn.
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Damn it, damn it, damn it.
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00:10:55,350 --> 00:10:56,410
Rose.
244
00:10:56,450 --> 00:10:57,280
I don't have the steadiest hand.
245
00:10:57,320 --> 00:10:59,450
I need to reconnect some wires,
and I don't have the steadiest hand,
246
00:10:59,490 --> 00:11:01,190
and when you talk to
me, it is less steady.
247
00:11:01,230 --> 00:11:02,620
So it's about the wires?
248
00:11:02,660 --> 00:11:04,360
I think so.I'm pretty sure.
249
00:11:04,400 --> 00:11:05,270
All right.I'll do it.
250
00:11:05,310 --> 00:11:06,420
- What?
- I'll do it.
251
00:11:06,450 --> 00:11:07,930
Yosaid yourself you
don't have steady hands.
252
00:11:07,970 --> 00:11:08,760
Because I'm nervous.
253
00:11:08,800 --> 00:11:09,900
Yeah, no, I got that.
254
00:11:09,970 --> 00:11:11,300
Let me take care of e wires.
255
00:11:11,330 --> 00:11:12,950
I'm a neurosurgeon.I have steady hands.
256
00:11:13,000 --> 00:11:15,420
You're holding the leads
in the patient's brain.
257
00:11:15,490 --> 00:11:18,120
Okay.Steve, how's your hand?
258
00:11:18,160 --> 00:11:19,620
- Is it steady?
- Uh, yes, sir.
259
00:11:19,690 --> 00:11:21,660
Good.It better be or
you'll kill my patient.
260
00:11:21,730 --> 00:11:23,460
Hold this very, very still.
261
00:11:23,500 --> 00:11:24,290
Yes, sir.
262
00:11:24,370 --> 00:11:26,140
Very still.
263
00:11:26,220 --> 00:11:28,190
Good.
264
00:11:29,620 --> 00:11:31,280
Sterile sleeves, gloves, plea.
265
00:11:31,320 --> 00:11:33,210
Tell me what I've got to do.
266
00:11:36,010 --> 00:11:37,660
- You talked to tucker?
- Yes.
267
00:11:37,700 --> 00:11:39,790
He says as long as
you'rout soon, he'll wait.
268
00:11:39,830 --> 00:11:43,050
Oh, mother of...the
hepatic vein was injured.
269
00:11:43,130 --> 00:11:44,790
Uh, can you check for a new murmur?
270
00:11:44,830 --> 00:11:45,870
Yeah, checking now.
271
00:11:45,910 --> 00:11:47,910
O'malley, I need you
to go talk to tucker.
272
00:11:47,950 --> 00:11:50,720
Just ask him to wait a little longer.
273
00:11:50,760 --> 00:11:51,510
But I just scrubbed in.
274
00:11:51,590 --> 00:11:52,780
O'malley, ask him.
275
00:11:52,860 --> 00:11:54,640
Yes, ma'am.
276
00:12:06,630 --> 00:12:10,520
A person can only rise so high.
277
00:12:10,600 --> 00:12:14,720
Now I'm rising above, but there's
a ceiling, and I'm about to hit it.
278
00:12:15,930 --> 00:12:18,220
let me guess.Air embolus?
279
00:12:22,910 --> 00:12:25,930
we're about to start
the pericardiocentesis.
280
00:12:26,010 --> 00:12:29,520
But with the position of his body, the blood
won't be pooled to the base of the heart,
281
00:12:29,560 --> 00:12:32,850
I'd still use the subxiphoid
rather than the parasternal.
282
00:12:32,940 --> 00:12:33,990
Right.Okay.
283
00:12:34,030 --> 00:12:35,460
Meredith, did you hear that?
284
00:12:35,540 --> 00:12:37,600
yeah.Is the kit ready yet?
285
00:12:37,640 --> 00:12:39,630
Yeah, I'm getting it ready for you now.
286
00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:42,950
how you doing, ray?
287
00:12:42,990 --> 00:12:45,560
Grey, you've got to be
careful with this technique.
288
00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:50,010
If you aim the needle incorrectly, you
could nick the very-thin-walled right atrium.
289
00:12:50,050 --> 00:12:51,220
Which could cause a cardiac rupture.
290
00:12:51,260 --> 00:12:53,410
A cardiac rupture, a
tension pneumothorax
291
00:12:53,450 --> 00:12:56,500
-
- basically there's about six different ways she could kill him.
292
00:12:56,530 --> 00:12:58,080
Are they talking about me?
293
00:12:58,120 --> 00:13:00,350
No, don't listen to them, ray.
294
00:13:00,470 --> 00:13:01,940
Dr.Hahn...
295
00:13:01,980 --> 00:13:04,320
shut up.
296
00:13:07,560 --> 00:13:10,090
Sir, you're gonna be fine.
297
00:13:10,810 --> 00:13:15,340
stevens, go get me an 18 gauge needle before
this man's heart explodes in his chest.
298
00:13:15,380 --> 00:13:16,660
Got it.
299
00:13:23,300 --> 00:13:24,700
How you doing, karev?
300
00:13:24,740 --> 00:13:26,500
Yeah, good.I'm fine.
301
00:13:26,540 --> 00:13:28,320
My nose itches.
302
00:13:28,390 --> 00:13:29,180
It itches like crazy.
303
00:13:29,210 --> 00:13:30,570
Yeah, that's the anxiety.
304
00:13:30,610 --> 00:13:32,490
You know you can't
scratch it, so it itches.
305
00:13:35,280 --> 00:13:37,630
- What did you do?
- Nothing.I was irrigating.
306
00:13:37,680 --> 00:13:39,620
All right, I need more
suction.Let's get some exposure here.
307
00:13:39,660 --> 00:13:41,740
It's coming from inside his chest.
308
00:13:41,810 --> 00:13:43,800
I think his heart's starting to bleed.
309
00:13:43,990 --> 00:13:45,120
Hang a unit of blood.
310
00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:46,410
Page hahn and sloan, now!
311
00:13:52,420 --> 00:13:54,460
Tyler, could you get
me more gauze, please?
312
00:13:54,500 --> 00:13:55,240
Yeah, sure.
313
00:13:55,280 --> 00:13:56,790
Why do you need more gauze?
314
00:13:56,830 --> 00:13:58,620
Because I'm bleeding?I'm--I'm
still bleeding?
315
00:13:58,660 --> 00:14:01,070
Well, we have blood going in, too, nick.
316
00:14:01,110 --> 00:14:03,540
Is it going in as
fast as it's going out?
317
00:14:03,580 --> 00:14:06,490
I'm asking because I'm starting
to feel, like, queasy...
318
00:14:06,530 --> 00:14:11,100
and weak, maybe like a-- a person
who's losing a lot of blood.
319
00:14:11,630 --> 00:14:14,990
Okay, I'm transferring
now, nick.You ready?
320
00:14:17,300 --> 00:14:18,950
Lexie...
321
00:14:18,980 --> 00:14:20,650
should I be calling people?
322
00:14:20,690 --> 00:14:23,070
Should I be calling my family oromebody?
323
00:14:23,110 --> 00:14:26,600
I think...I think the bleeding stopped.
324
00:14:26,910 --> 00:14:28,460
How you doing, nick?
325
00:14:28,490 --> 00:14:30,270
Oh, dr.Sloan.It's dr.Sloan.
326
00:14:30,310 --> 00:14:31,560
I think the bleeding stopped.
327
00:14:31,630 --> 00:14:34,490
- You okay? - Do
I--do I look okay?
328
00:14:34,570 --> 00:14:36,650
Actually, you do.
329
00:14:36,690 --> 00:14:39,300
Dr.Grey, looks like you got
the bleeding under control.
330
00:14:39,330 --> 00:14:40,390
why would it stop?
331
00:14:40,430 --> 00:14:42,520
It could have been the
herald bleed, which means,
332
00:14:42,560 --> 00:14:44,140
um, there's a possibility
of it bleeding again.
333
00:14:44,180 --> 00:14:46,450
But it won't, 'cause I'm gonna
get it closed up before it does.
334
00:14:46,490 --> 00:14:47,600
there's no O.R.
335
00:14:47,630 --> 00:14:48,610
There will be in ten minutes.
336
00:14:48,640 --> 00:14:50,670
Dr.Grey, get a pressure
dressing on this wound.
337
00:14:50,710 --> 00:14:53,050
Dr.Yang, get him prepped for
transfer, and straight to O.R.Three.
338
00:14:53,130 --> 00:14:54,490
I'm gonna make sure it's cleared out.
339
00:14:54,570 --> 00:14:55,550
You did good work, grey.
340
00:14:55,590 --> 00:14:57,330
Thank you.
341
00:14:58,500 --> 00:15:02,280
I'm in love with you now.
342
00:15:02,350 --> 00:15:04,890
I've forgotten entirely about my ex.
343
00:15:10,630 --> 00:15:12,740
- oh, come on.Are you kidding me?
- What?
344
00:15:12,780 --> 00:15:15,240
Oh, I have a patient on the
table who's-- I gotta go.
345
00:15:15,280 --> 00:15:18,370
erica-- uh, stevens, page the
cardio fellow, then book an O.R.
346
00:15:18,410 --> 00:15:20,830
Have it waiting when they get him free.
347
00:15:30,960 --> 00:15:32,170
Why am I not surprised?
348
00:15:32,210 --> 00:15:34,880
Dr.Bailey is very
sorry.She's very, very sorry.
349
00:15:34,950 --> 00:15:35,860
I'm outta here.
350
00:15:35,900 --> 00:15:38,700
She just asked me to ask you if you
could wait just a-- a little while longer.
351
00:15:38,740 --> 00:15:39,860
She's almost done with the surgery.
352
00:15:39,940 --> 00:15:44,440
It took a-- it's just more complicated
than she expected, but she is almost done.
353
00:15:45,040 --> 00:15:46,700
Fine, I'll wait.
354
00:15:46,740 --> 00:15:50,560
But you tell her I am tired, tired of her
choosing everything over me and our marriage.
355
00:15:50,600 --> 00:15:52,270
You tell her this is the
last time.I'm finished.
356
00:15:52,310 --> 00:15:55,860
And you tell her the only reason I'm
staying here is to tell her that myself.
357
00:15:57,410 --> 00:15:58,510
What the hell did you do, karev?
358
00:15:58,590 --> 00:16:00,600
Nothing.Uh, I cut the
cable.The bleeding-
359
00:16:00,680 --> 00:16:01,730
- you cut the cable?
360
00:16:01,770 --> 00:16:03,020
What, you were showing
off for your girlfriend?
361
00:16:03,060 --> 00:16:04,670
Do you have any idea
how screwed you are?
362
00:16:04,750 --> 00:16:06,590
It's not his fault.One
of the heart graft's blew.
363
00:16:06,630 --> 00:16:08,400
I'm holding this guy's
left coronary with a clamp.
364
00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:09,360
Did somebody page hahn?
365
00:16:09,390 --> 00:16:10,940
I'm here.What the hell happened?
366
00:16:10,980 --> 00:16:11,750
His heart graft blew.
367
00:16:11,820 --> 00:16:12,900
Oh, damn it.
368
00:16:12,930 --> 00:16:16,410
the only thing I need you to do, karev, is
to stay quiet and get more suction in here.
369
00:16:16,450 --> 00:16:18,500
just hold on to that.
370
00:16:25,410 --> 00:16:27,450
O'malley?
371
00:16:27,910 --> 00:16:29,720
Your husband is waiting.
372
00:16:29,790 --> 00:16:31,530
Good.
373
00:16:31,570 --> 00:16:32,930
- He's waiting
and- - I heard you.
374
00:16:32,970 --> 00:16:36,350
Why aren't you scrubbed
in?I could use a hand.
375
00:16:36,510 --> 00:16:39,720
He, uh, he said something
about you choosing...
376
00:16:39,770 --> 00:16:42,900
everything over your marriage.
377
00:16:43,470 --> 00:16:45,890
He said that?
378
00:16:46,230 --> 00:16:47,510
What else did he say?
379
00:16:47,550 --> 00:16:48,800
I think that was about it.
380
00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:50,840
You think or you know?
381
00:16:52,050 --> 00:16:55,640
he--he said that this was the
last time and that he was finished.
382
00:16:57,530 --> 00:17:00,220
I'm in surgery, o'malley.
383
00:17:00,260 --> 00:17:02,860
Did you tell him that I'm
trying to save a man's life here?
384
00:17:02,940 --> 00:17:04,190
Yes.
385
00:17:04,240 --> 00:17:08,130
That I want to be there with him
right now, but if I were to leave,
386
00:17:08,200 --> 00:17:09,680
this man would die,
did you tell him that?
387
00:17:09,710 --> 00:17:10,760
Yeah, yes.
388
00:17:10,800 --> 00:17:16,770
You need to go back out there and tell him
that I took a vow-- a vow to save lives.
389
00:17:16,840 --> 00:17:20,470
And he might want to member that he also
took a vow-- for better or for worse.
390
00:17:20,520 --> 00:17:25,640
You tell him that it's his job
as a husband to understand that.
391
00:17:25,680 --> 00:17:29,010
You tell him that I'm standing by
my vow, for better or for worse.
392
00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:31,340
You tell him I'm holding him to his vow.
393
00:17:31,370 --> 00:17:34,360
You tell him if he's thinking
about leaving right now,
394
00:17:34,430 --> 00:17:39,230
that he might find himself hurt and
wounded and needing an operation,
395
00:17:39,310 --> 00:17:42,790
and he may not get a surgeon who
is as married to her vows as I am.
396
00:17:42,820 --> 00:17:44,850
You tell him that.
397
00:17:47,500 --> 00:17:49,790
- Can't I just do some charts?
- Go.
398
00:17:58,210 --> 00:18:00,070
- it's in.
- It's in?
399
00:18:00,110 --> 00:18:02,120
Wire's in.
400
00:18:04,230 --> 00:18:05,740
Steve, are you still?
401
00:18:05,780 --> 00:18:07,710
Yes, sir.Very still.
402
00:18:11,070 --> 00:18:12,810
Stop looking at me like
I killed your patient.
403
00:18:12,850 --> 00:18:15,550
I am not a computer technician.I
did my best.I gave it a shot.
404
00:18:15,620 --> 00:18:16,410
You didn't do your best.
405
00:18:16,450 --> 00:18:18,740
Yes, I did do my best.It
was my best, damn it.
406
00:18:18,780 --> 00:18:19,600
Shh.Calm down.
407
00:18:19,630 --> 00:18:21,010
Take a deep breath and think.
408
00:18:21,050 --> 00:18:22,260
What did you miss?
409
00:18:22,300 --> 00:18:24,150
What are you forgetting?
410
00:18:31,780 --> 00:18:33,780
you forgot the restart button?
411
00:18:33,850 --> 00:18:36,200
I forgot to press the restart button.
412
00:18:36,810 --> 00:18:41,110
- It's working.
- It's working.
413
00:18:41,530 --> 00:18:43,750
santa cruz is not just a party school.
414
00:18:43,830 --> 00:18:45,350
- Uh, dr.Shepherd.
- Yes.
415
00:18:45,420 --> 00:18:47,840
Uh, sleeves.
416
00:18:52,710 --> 00:18:56,350
This was never my plan,
to...to die this way.
417
00:18:56,380 --> 00:18:57,520
You're not dying, nick.
418
00:18:57,550 --> 00:18:59,010
you're going to the O.R.
419
00:18:59,050 --> 00:19:00,640
No, I know.
420
00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:02,490
That's what I'm saying.
421
00:19:02,530 --> 00:19:07,030
I mean, I think we kind of have
some say, or at least a feeling.
422
00:19:07,440 --> 00:19:12,390
But I never had that feeling,
so I can't die, right?
423
00:19:16,620 --> 00:19:19,410
I don't feel good.I feel...
424
00:19:20,060 --> 00:19:22,290
Nick...
425
00:19:22,320 --> 00:19:22,950
Nick, can you squeeze my hand?
426
00:19:23,030 --> 00:19:24,130
Oh, my god.What happened?
427
00:19:24,200 --> 00:19:26,210
The blood to the right side of
his brain is--he had a stroke.
428
00:19:26,280 --> 00:19:27,530
It looks like he had a stroke.
429
00:19:27,610 --> 00:19:29,870
Okay, let's go.Let's move
him carefully.Let's go.
430
00:19:32,250 --> 00:19:33,650
You can't cry, lexie.
431
00:19:33,730 --> 00:19:35,800
This isn't over.You can't cry.
432
00:19:42,830 --> 00:19:45,360
you need to find the xiphoid process.
433
00:19:45,430 --> 00:19:47,100
Can you feel it?
434
00:19:47,700 --> 00:19:48,430
got it.
435
00:19:48,460 --> 00:19:52,280
Okay, now go two finger breadths
to the left of the xiphoid.
436
00:19:52,620 --> 00:19:54,470
I'm there.
437
00:19:54,550 --> 00:19:56,400
Here.
438
00:19:58,590 --> 00:20:00,630
18 gauge.
439
00:20:00,970 --> 00:20:02,600
That is a ry big needle.
440
00:20:02,630 --> 00:20:03,940
I know.I'm sorry.
441
00:20:04,020 --> 00:20:07,500
You're going to angle the needle
toward the left shoulder.Don't stab.
442
00:20:07,530 --> 00:20:10,180
You don't want to hit the ventricle,
and you don't want to drop the lung.
443
00:20:10,220 --> 00:20:11,690
That wouldn't help matters either.
444
00:20:11,770 --> 00:20:13,540
I changed my mind.I want out.
445
00:20:13,580 --> 00:20:15,310
This is gonna help you, ray.
446
00:20:15,340 --> 00:20:17,390
I'm gonna go on three, okay?
447
00:20:17,420 --> 00:20:19,360
One, two-
448
00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:22,420
- wait.Tell--tell
stan's wife I'm sorry.
449
00:20:22,500 --> 00:20:25,360
T-tell sara I'm sorry ..
450
00:20:25,770 --> 00:20:28,940
tell her
yourself.One, two--
451
00:20:29,020 --> 00:20:31,210
wait.Wait.
452
00:20:31,250 --> 00:20:32,590
We're running out of time.
453
00:20:32,630 --> 00:20:34,710
- Just wait a minute.
- Okay.
454
00:20:34,790 --> 00:20:35,660
What's taking so long?
455
00:20:35,730 --> 00:20:37,530
He's not ready.
456
00:20:37,840 --> 00:20:39,420
I'm trying not to be scared.
457
00:20:39,500 --> 00:20:40,940
I don't wanna die scared.
458
00:20:40,970 --> 00:20:42,220
I wanna not be scared.
459
00:20:42,300 --> 00:20:44,340
Ray, listen to me.
460
00:20:45,620 --> 00:20:47,740
It's good to be scared.
461
00:20:47,810 --> 00:20:50,500
It means you still
have something to lose.
462
00:20:54,830 --> 00:20:56,680
Are you scared?
463
00:20:58,180 --> 00:21:00,680
All the time.
464
00:21:02,910 --> 00:21:05,130
Okay.That's good.
465
00:21:05,960 --> 00:21:08,260
Okay.I'm ready.
466
00:21:08,420 --> 00:21:09,760
But don't--don't
count.
467
00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:12,070
Just do it.Just do it
so I don't know it'S...
468
00:21:17,600 --> 00:21:19,330
The infection went to his heart.
469
00:21:19,410 --> 00:21:21,960
His hack of a surgeon
didn't check the grafts.
470
00:21:22,040 --> 00:21:23,460
I should've caught it.
471
00:21:23,540 --> 00:21:25,540
I should've checked.I missed it.Damn it.
472
00:21:25,580 --> 00:21:26,740
How did I miss it?
473
00:21:26,770 --> 00:21:28,440
Stupid.Stupid.Stupid.
474
00:21:28,480 --> 00:21:29,880
that's fascinating, dr.Hahn.
475
00:21:29,950 --> 00:21:31,090
What?
476
00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:33,280
You're as unkind to yourself
as you are to everyone else.
477
00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:35,140
Sloan.
478
00:21:36,910 --> 00:21:40,760
Dr.Sloan, his artery blew again, and he
appears to be having a left-sided C.V.A.
479
00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:41,950
- Where is
he? - I--
480
00:21:42,040 --> 00:21:44,080
here.You told me to bring him here.
481
00:21:45,740 --> 00:21:47,180
Hahn, are you close?
482
00:21:47,210 --> 00:21:48,840
No.
483
00:21:48,880 --> 00:21:50,730
Yang, get him to a
sterile procedure room.
484
00:21:50,810 --> 00:21:51,720
Run!
485
00:21:51,800 --> 00:21:53,050
Let's go.This way.Okay,
I'm done.I can help.
486
00:21:53,090 --> 00:21:54,130
What do you want me to do?
487
00:21:54,210 --> 00:21:55,970
I need an anesthesiologist, i
need a nurse, I need equipment.
488
00:21:56,010 --> 00:21:56,880
I'm on it.
489
00:21:56,950 --> 00:21:58,200
Uh, karev, stay with hahn.
490
00:22:02,440 --> 00:22:04,490
This man has four children.
491
00:22:04,580 --> 00:22:07,120
He has four children.
492
00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:12,900
I feel like I'm going in too far.
493
00:22:12,980 --> 00:22:14,420
Uh,pull back,pull back.
494
00:22:15,020 --> 00:22:16,360
Pull back,pull back.
495
00:22:16,440 --> 00:22:17,760
Chief,what am I doing?
496
00:22:17,850 --> 00:22:18,820
You're too far in.
497
00:22:18,900 --> 00:22:20,150
There's some S.T.Elevation.
498
00:22:20,220 --> 00:22:22,280
Try angling more forward.
499
00:22:25,310 --> 00:22:28,070
I got it.I got it.
500
00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:30,490
Ray?
501
00:22:31,700 --> 00:22:33,550
That feels good.
502
00:22:33,620 --> 00:22:34,820
I can breathe.
503
00:22:34,930 --> 00:22:36,320
Okay,he's almost stable.
504
00:22:36,390 --> 00:22:37,980
Get ready to cut him out.
505
00:22:39,070 --> 00:22:40,190
All right.
506
00:22:40,300 --> 00:22:41,600
All righ we're gonna get you outta here.
507
00:22:41,710 --> 00:22:43,670
We're getting you outta here right now.
508
00:22:45,790 --> 00:22:47,280
oh,you're bleeding.
509
00:22:47,380 --> 00:22:48,320
That's ray's blood.
510
00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:50,090
Let me see that.
511
00:22:55,310 --> 00:22:57,650
You could use a couple of stitches.
512
00:22:58,350 --> 00:23:05,230
Now you stayed calm and focused and
efficient in a very stressful situation.
513
00:23:05,320 --> 00:23:07,510
That's impressive.
514
00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:09,600
I was scared.
515
00:23:09,840 --> 00:23:11,630
You did it anyway.
516
00:23:11,700 --> 00:23:13,220
Like I said...
517
00:23:13,310 --> 00:23:14,740
impressive.
518
00:23:22,030 --> 00:23:25,800
Do not tell me that there isn't an
O.R.Available.This is for the chief of surgery.
519
00:23:25,900 --> 00:23:28,940
There is a paramedic's life on
the line.You need to find one now.
520
00:23:29,040 --> 00:23:30,280
I'll see where we are.
521
00:23:30,360 --> 00:23:31,620
Dr.Stevens.
522
00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:33,080
Thank god.How is he?
523
00:23:33,180 --> 00:23:38,090
Um,I-I believe he's still
in surgery,but I don't know.
524
00:23:38,160 --> 00:23:40,420
You don't know?Why--w
don't you--you-- well,
525
00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:42,580
you said that you were
gonna keep me informed and
526
00:23:42,670 --> 00:23:44,660
-- I know.I'm sorry.I'm--I'm
on another case now.
527
00:23:44,750 --> 00:23:47,690
But I was gonna check back
and-- you're on another case?
528
00:23:47,770 --> 00:23:49,050
I'm sorry.
529
00:23:49,120 --> 00:23:50,480
Well,I-I-I have
four kids here.
530
00:23:50,570 --> 00:23:53,810
I have four terrified children who think
that their dad's gonna die any minute.
531
00:23:53,900 --> 00:23:57,220
I,uh-- did you have lousy instructors who
didn't teach you how to be a good doctor,
532
00:23:57,310 --> 00:24:02,060
or just really bad parents who didn't
teach you how to be a decent human being?
533
00:24:02,120 --> 00:24:04,410
stevens,O.R.Two is clearing out now.
534
00:24:04,500 --> 00:24:05,650
Thank you.
535
00:24:05,710 --> 00:24:09,360
Uh,my husband is jacob nolston,and
he went into surgery hours ago.
536
00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:13,160
Could you please just find someone who
can tell me whether he is dead or alive?
537
00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:15,610
She said that?
538
00:24:15,710 --> 00:24:19,630
Look,if you could just wait a few more
minutes,you guys could talk to each other because,
539
00:24:19,710 --> 00:24:22,300
you know,things get lost in
translation,because,you know,
540
00:24:22,390 --> 00:24:25,870
this is clearly not a way to have what is
obvisly a very,very important conversatN.
541
00:24:25,940 --> 00:24:28,750
It is clearly not very important.
542
00:24:28,820 --> 00:24:31,770
Our marriage is falling apart,and
she sends you to save it.
543
00:24:31,840 --> 00:24:33,450
Tucker.
544
00:24:34,400 --> 00:24:36,560
She's in surgery.
545
00:24:36,660 --> 00:24:39,860
She's saving a life.She's literally
saving a life,and she's gonna be here soon.
546
00:24:39,930 --> 00:24:43,280
She's always saving a person's
life.She'll always be here soon.
547
00:24:43,340 --> 00:24:48,330
You go ask her,when exactly
is "soon" gonna come?
548
00:24:59,710 --> 00:25:02,110
excuse me.You're,um...
549
00:25:02,180 --> 00:25:06,350
you're the one who came to
get me,who told me about stan?
550
00:25:06,430 --> 00:25:08,460
Yes.
551
00:25:08,640 --> 00:25:09,850
Is ray,um...
552
00:25:09,940 --> 00:25:11,970
he's in surgery.
553
00:25:12,510 --> 00:25:14,320
Okay.
554
00:25:14,510 --> 00:25:17,960
I have to go.I have to get--
I have to get outta here,so...
555
00:25:19,590 --> 00:25:22,900
look,can you tell him that,um...
556
00:25:22,970 --> 00:25:25,200
that I'm sorry that I--
that I can't stay here?
557
00:25:25,270 --> 00:25:27,500
But I just--I just can't
come back here right now.
558
00:25:27,570 --> 00:25:30,520
Ray wanted me to tell
you that he's sorry,too.
559
00:25:30,600 --> 00:25:33,030
He's sorry he couldn't save stan.
560
00:25:33,110 --> 00:25:36,440
He wanted me to tell you that
in case he didn't make it.
561
00:25:38,740 --> 00:25:40,350
You think he's not gonna make it?
562
00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:42,490
I hope he makes it.
563
00:25:42,610 --> 00:25:44,950
But you won't be here,so...
564
00:25:47,180 --> 00:25:49,490
my husband is dead.
565
00:25:50,380 --> 00:25:51,980
He's dead...
566
00:25:52,330 --> 00:25:54,500
somewhere in this hospital.
567
00:25:55,610 --> 00:25:58,750
How am I supposed
to-- to stay here?
568
00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:03,030
I don't know.
569
00:26:03,290 --> 00:26:05,060
I don't know.
570
00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:11,430
But I know that if ray makes it,he's
gonna wake up,and he's gonna have no one.
571
00:26:11,510 --> 00:26:15,300
And you're gonna go
home,and--and you're gonna have...
572
00:26:15,410 --> 00:26:17,060
no one.
573
00:26:17,120 --> 00:26:19,670
I think it's better to have someone.
574
00:26:19,730 --> 00:26:23,980
Even if it hurts,even if it's the
most painful thing you have to do,
575
00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:28,340
even if it's the most painful
thing you've ever had to do,
576
00:26:28,410 --> 00:26:30,970
I think it's better to have someone.
577
00:26:31,990 --> 00:26:35,000
See this skin,o'malley?
578
00:26:35,080 --> 00:26:37,980
It looks a little...jagged.
579
00:26:38,080 --> 00:26:40,300
Does it look jagged to you?
580
00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:48,320
'Cause if it is jagged,I'm going to have to reposition
the incision so that it approximates more correctly.
581
00:26:48,410 --> 00:26:56,420
If I do that,this man's swastika
tattoo might be unrecognizable.
582
00:26:58,010 --> 00:27:00,100
Yeah,it's a little jagged.
583
00:27:01,090 --> 00:27:03,570
I thought so,too.
584
00:27:05,010 --> 00:27:07,110
He left,right?
585
00:27:07,180 --> 00:27:09,260
Yes,he left.
586
00:27:10,870 --> 00:27:12,860
10-blade.
587
00:27:14,910 --> 00:27:17,080
more lap pads,stevens.
588
00:27:17,270 --> 00:27:19,170
Pack them all around the heart.
589
00:27:25,030 --> 00:27:26,950
suction.
590
00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:29,910
Come on,ray.
591
00:27:29,990 --> 00:27:32,390
Fight.
592
00:27:34,190 --> 00:27:44,100
You will not die.
593
00:27:50,500 --> 00:27:52,550
don't do this,mary.Come on.
594
00:27:52,640 --> 00:27:54,150
Don't do this.
595
00:27:54,240 --> 00:27:56,380
I need more light.Can I get more light?
596
00:27:58,100 --> 00:28:00,140
Come on.Come on.
597
00:28:00,220 --> 00:28:01,470
he's coding.
598
00:28:01,580 --> 00:28:02,540
Come on.
599
00:28:02,650 --> 00:28:05,490
Live.Please live.Please.
600
00:28:06,270 --> 00:28:08,460
Please.
601
00:28:23,060 --> 00:28:25,250
He looks bad.He...
602
00:28:25,330 --> 00:28:26,720
he looks really bad.
603
00:28:26,820 --> 00:28:31,230
Well,his heart was severely damaged
and his lungs were compromised.
604
00:28:31,300 --> 00:28:35,340
But 's young and strong,and our
hope is that he'll be just fine.
605
00:28:51,570 --> 00:28:53,740
Ray.
606
00:28:55,330 --> 00:28:57,330
Ray.
607
00:28:59,710 --> 00:29:02,230
I'm here.
608
00:29:12,980 --> 00:29:15,460
Well,your liver had more
damage than we saw on the C.T.
609
00:29:15,540 --> 00:29:18,060
And then we found a
perforation in your bowel.
610
00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:20,550
But we took care of it all,and
you should have a full recoverY.
611
00:29:20,610 --> 00:29:24,220
Well,not a full recovery.
612
00:29:25,340 --> 00:29:29,440
Dr.Bai-- she did
this on purpose,right?
613
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:31,450
I don't understand.
614
00:29:31,540 --> 00:29:34,070
Uh,you have a black
partner,right? -yeah?
615
00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:36,430
Mary? -yeah
616
00:29:36,790 --> 00:29:38,290
Do you know how she is?
617
00:29:38,370 --> 00:29:40,520
Oh,you-- are
you two friends?
618
00:29:41,060 --> 00:29:43,490
Oh,look,I'm not the devil,okay?
619
00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:46,990
I'm just a guy with a belief system.
620
00:29:48,630 --> 00:29:51,990
Mary's a nice girl.We save lives
together.That's a good time.
621
00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:56,870
Now if she wanted to marry my brother,I'd have
a problem with that,but so would a lot of people.
622
00:29:57,990 --> 00:30:01,420
I'm not that much different than
most of the people that you know.
623
00:30:03,630 --> 00:30:07,040
Well,dr.Bailey did save your life today.
624
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:10,060
A black woman saved your
life at great personal cost.
625
00:30:10,140 --> 00:30:12,550
So maybe next time you're
looking at your tattoo,
626
00:30:12,640 --> 00:30:16,910
and you're thinking how much better all us white
guys are than everyone else,you think about that.
627
00:30:17,000 --> 00:30:20,500
Because between you and me,if
i had been alone in that O.R.
628
00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:22,680
You'd probably be dead right now.
629
00:30:23,090 --> 00:30:25,790
And,uh,since we're
sharing belief systems,
630
00:30:25,880 --> 00:30:30,520
I believe,if you were dead,the
world would be a better place.
631
00:30:41,500 --> 00:30:43,350
How's he doing?
632
00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:44,630
Oh,he's okay.
633
00:30:44,710 --> 00:30:46,070
The surgery was pretty hairy.
634
00:30:46,180 --> 00:30:48,170
He blew a graft when we were closing.
635
00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:49,900
But he's starting to rally.
636
00:30:49,990 --> 00:30:51,600
Good.That's good.
637
00:30:53,430 --> 00:30:54,820
What are you doing here?
638
00:30:54,910 --> 00:30:58,010
I was just checking-- we did
just fine without your help.
639
00:30:58,050 --> 00:30:59,830
You mind?
640
00:31:17,150 --> 00:31:19,110
you're not heading home?
641
00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:24,850
Just easier at this point to
stay here till tucker's asleep.
642
00:31:26,890 --> 00:31:29,880
You know,I rose above,too,today.
643
00:31:29,970 --> 00:31:31,010
Yes,you did.
644
00:31:31,120 --> 00:31:34,680
You were having a hard
day,you were busy rising above,
645
00:31:34,770 --> 00:31:38,320
but so was I,which is why
I haven't said anything.
646
00:31:38,410 --> 00:31:41,740
But now the day is over,and I'm done.
647
00:31:41,830 --> 00:31:42,650
Excuse me?
648
00:31:42,770 --> 00:31:47,030
You know,what you did,pulling me off
of hahn's surgery,was an abuse of power.
649
00:31:47,160 --> 00:31:49,760
you know,you needed help?Okay.
650
00:31:49,850 --> 00:31:52,600
But you used me because
of the color of my skin.
651
00:31:52,690 --> 00:31:58,030
I mean,you compromised the quality
of my education because of my color.
652
00:31:58,410 --> 00:32:00,860
I resent it.
653
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:15,250
you saved her life.
654
00:32:15,350 --> 00:32:19,760
No,I fixed her brain,restored her motor skills and
did a highly stressful,extremely difficult procedure.
655
00:32:19,830 --> 00:32:23,710
But,no,no,you saved her life.
656
00:32:52,610 --> 00:32:54,470
Okay.
657
00:32:54,650 --> 00:32:57,770
Thanks.That was...
658
00:32:58,250 --> 00:32:59,680
okay.
659
00:32:59,770 --> 00:33:01,050
Your voice is shaking.
660
00:33:01,130 --> 00:33:03,210
I'm an imperfect person.
661
00:33:20,020 --> 00:33:21,780
Are his parents coming?
662
00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:24,060
They're on a plane from california.
663
00:33:24,180 --> 00:33:25,870
You gonna wait?
664
00:33:26,240 --> 00:33:28,090
Yeah,I'm gonna wait.
665
00:33:48,650 --> 00:33:51,320
I don't want you to date other people.
666
00:33:51,410 --> 00:33:53,870
It may not be enough for
you,but I'm trying here.
667
00:33:53,980 --> 00:33:57,080
So I don't want you
to date anybody but me.
668
00:33:57,170 --> 00:33:59,000
That's it.
669
00:34:02,250 --> 00:34:04,320
Except...
670
00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:07,120
I'm scared as hell to want you.
671
00:34:07,190 --> 00:34:10,200
But here I am,wanting you anyway.
672
00:34:10,290 --> 00:34:13,860
And fear means I have
something to lose,right?
673
00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:16,500
And I don't want to lose you.
674
00:34:20,820 --> 00:34:22,690
Meredith--
don'T.
675
00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:24,860
Don't say anything.
676
00:34:24,980 --> 00:34:28,700
I'm gonna leave,and you
can say something tomorrow.
677
00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:31,220
That's progress,rht?
678
00:34:46,070 --> 00:34:48,970
Are you--are you--
are you really okay?
679
00:34:51,650 --> 00:34:52,900
No,alex,come on.
680
00:34:52,990 --> 00:34:57,250
That was intense-- intense
and crazy and just awful.
681
00:34:57,860 --> 00:35:00,430
H-how can you be okay
after a day like that?
682
00:35:00,530 --> 00:35:02,000
Uh,alex.
683
00:35:02,080 --> 00:35:03,410
Alex.
684
00:35:04,120 --> 00:35:06,470
Why won't you talk to me?
685
00:35:06,660 --> 00:35:09,100
What do you want me
to talk about,rebecca?
686
00:35:09,240 --> 00:35:13,200
How a guy almost bled out while I watched,or how
I got suspended for a week 'cause you were there?
687
00:35:13,270 --> 00:35:15,750
Ava.It's ava,not rebecca.
688
00:35:15,810 --> 00:35:16,880
Right.
689
00:35:16,990 --> 00:35:18,090
You're playing dress up.
690
00:35:18,190 --> 00:35:20,250
You're here playing dress up.
691
00:35:20,340 --> 00:35:21,730
You have a husband,rebecca.
692
00:35:21,830 --> 00:35:24,460
You have a baby,and I have a life.
693
00:35:24,530 --> 00:35:27,170
That girl you were talking to earlier
today when you were playing med student?
694
00:35:27,240 --> 00:35:28,670
I'm screwing her.
695
00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:31,550
And she might be a bigger wreck than
I am,but at least she's not married,
696
00:35:31,620 --> 00:35:34,260
at least she's not gonna get
me suspended,at least she's
697
00:35:34,360 --> 00:35:36,430
-
-she's not trying to pretend to be somebody she's not.
698
00:35:36,520 --> 00:35:39,040
Alex-- no,you gotta ask
yourself what you're doing here.
699
00:35:39,110 --> 00:35:43,740
'Cause I think if you could get honest,if you
could just tell the damn truth for one minute,
700
00:35:43,780 --> 00:35:46,640
I think you have to admit
you're not here to talk.
701
00:36:14,280 --> 00:36:17,980
you did a good job
today,and it was not easy.
702
00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:22,410
What you did was not easy.It was brave.
703
00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:27,470
We killed him.
704
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:31,260
The hospital...
705
00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:36,370
sloan,us...
706
00:36:37,740 --> 00:36:40,360
we were not prepared.
707
00:36:44,300 --> 00:36:49,500
Yeah,that happens sometimes.
708
00:36:49,630 --> 00:36:51,960
That'S...
709
00:36:53,400 --> 00:36:56,900
do you have any idea
how backrds that is?
710
00:36:57,760 --> 00:37:00,440
We help more than we hurt.
711
00:37:07,550 --> 00:37:09,810
I have no one.
712
00:37:36,210 --> 00:37:38,720
this is gonna sound bizarre.
713
00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:43,950
I realize at this point that
this is gonna sound bizarre,but...
714
00:37:44,690 --> 00:37:48,120
any chance you people want
to get a drink with me?
715
00:37:48,750 --> 00:37:50,400
Why would we want to do that?
716
00:37:50,490 --> 00:37:52,850
She's saying she needs a friend.
717
00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:54,810
Okay.Fine.Let's drink.
718
00:37:54,890 --> 00:37:55,990
You won't hit on me?
719
00:37:56,050 --> 00:37:56,960
I can't promise that.
720
00:37:57,020 --> 00:37:58,070
If I say please?
721
00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:00,220
He still can't promise that.
722
00:38:04,130 --> 00:38:05,320
Fine.
723
00:38:18,390 --> 00:38:20,640
hey,I brought supplies.
724
00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:36,640
some days,the whole
world seems upside down.
725
00:38:36,730 --> 00:38:38,940
She's got no one.
726
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:55,800
I'm drinking.
727
00:38:56,440 --> 00:38:58,660
Are you drinking,lexie?
728
00:38:59,910 --> 00:39:02,540
Yeah,a drink would be good.
729
00:39:21,880 --> 00:39:24,340
I was hahn's right hand today.
730
00:39:26,240 --> 00:39:29,520
That's-- that's
good,right?That's great.
731
00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:36,990
I think a patient feels better if
they know their kids aren't terrified.
732
00:39:37,070 --> 00:39:40,360
I think they're more likely to pull through surgery
if they kn that their wives are not panicked.
733
00:39:40,430 --> 00:39:41,970
I think those thgs matter.
734
00:39:42,040 --> 00:39:44,070
Well,they do matter.
735
00:39:44,660 --> 00:39:47,040
I'm never gonna be cristina.
736
00:39:48,260 --> 00:39:50,970
It's just not gonna happen.And
I am never gonna be erica hahn.
737
00:39:51,060 --> 00:39:52,950
I am not...
738
00:39:53,020 --> 00:39:54,970
kick-ass.
739
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:58,150
Thank god for that.
740
00:40:08,220 --> 00:40:10,270
I love you.
741
00:40:12,070 --> 00:40:14,390
I love you.
742
00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:20,770
We're not gonna make this work,are we?
743
00:40:24,070 --> 00:40:27,760
Marriage is hard.I
mean,even when it's right...
744
00:40:27,810 --> 00:40:31,750
it's hard,and...
745
00:40:34,330 --> 00:40:37,610
next time I do it,I just
want it to be forever.
746
00:40:40,470 --> 00:40:44,650
And I don't-- I don't
think it's our chemistry.
747
00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:48,910
I think it's our timing.
748
00:40:50,630 --> 00:40:53,380
But I don't think it's our chemistry.
749
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So we're saying maybe someday?
750
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Yeah,yeah,we're saying maybe someday.
751
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Come on,izzie.
752
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Dance party.
753
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You want to dance?
754
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I will if,uh,you want me to.
755
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And then somehow,improbably
and when you least expect it,
756
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the world rights itself again.
757
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