1 00:00:04,055 --> 00:00:06,886 You say you've been depressed? 2 00:00:07,554 --> 00:00:09,860 Not depressed, really. 3 00:00:10,362 --> 00:00:11,995 I'm not clinically depressed, 4 00:00:11,996 --> 00:00:14,726 so don't write down that I'm depressed. 5 00:00:15,266 --> 00:00:17,333 I have a good life... 6 00:00:17,334 --> 00:00:18,834 a great job. 7 00:00:18,835 --> 00:00:21,603 Good news. You're six weeks pregnant. 8 00:00:22,109 --> 00:00:24,237 Let's see how those twins are growing. 9 00:00:26,641 --> 00:00:29,208 Okay, I think you're ready to start pushing. 10 00:00:29,209 --> 00:00:31,877 I love my job. I do. 11 00:00:31,878 --> 00:00:35,549 I can't imagine doing anything else. 12 00:00:35,550 --> 00:00:37,884 The rest of my life is fine. 13 00:00:37,885 --> 00:00:40,421 It's fine. It's just... 14 00:00:46,763 --> 00:00:48,364 I miss him. 15 00:00:54,137 --> 00:00:56,206 I'm missing him. 16 00:00:56,739 --> 00:00:58,226 I'm missing my life. 17 00:00:59,009 --> 00:01:01,515 I'm disconnected from my life, like it's... 18 00:01:02,521 --> 00:01:06,989 a really... boring movie that I don't want to watch. 19 00:01:07,585 --> 00:01:10,150 I mean, I spend all day long helping other people 20 00:01:10,653 --> 00:01:11,688 have a life. 21 00:01:11,689 --> 00:01:13,807 Need to clear the field. 22 00:01:14,055 --> 00:01:15,309 Almost got her. 23 00:01:15,579 --> 00:01:17,960 And I can deal with that. I can, if I just... 24 00:01:17,961 --> 00:01:20,128 knew... that something was gonna change. 25 00:01:20,129 --> 00:01:23,133 Something has to change, right? 26 00:01:23,667 --> 00:01:25,466 When is my life gonna change? 27 00:01:26,062 --> 00:01:28,286 When you make it change. 28 00:01:28,338 --> 00:01:30,319 sync by flapinha www.addic7ed.com 29 00:01:30,325 --> 00:01:32,734 resynced and corrected by chamallow 30 00:01:54,305 --> 00:01:55,829 Hey. 31 00:01:55,830 --> 00:01:57,331 - Hi. - Hi. 32 00:01:58,015 --> 00:01:59,937 Uh, I was just wondering, 33 00:01:59,952 --> 00:02:03,437 uh, how do you tell when these things are ripe? 34 00:02:06,676 --> 00:02:09,111 Well... 35 00:02:12,247 --> 00:02:13,668 they smell sweet. 36 00:02:13,863 --> 00:02:16,138 That's how you know if it's ripe. 37 00:02:17,301 --> 00:02:18,367 Thank you. 38 00:02:18,487 --> 00:02:19,929 No problem. 39 00:02:22,693 --> 00:02:23,657 Oh. 40 00:02:26,993 --> 00:02:29,410 Make it change. 41 00:02:33,616 --> 00:02:35,700 You're my mom now, forever and ever. 42 00:02:36,506 --> 00:02:38,459 Forever and ever. 43 00:02:38,707 --> 00:02:39,738 That's good. 44 00:02:40,231 --> 00:02:41,763 Yes, it is. 45 00:02:48,355 --> 00:02:51,150 Is Gabriel my new dad? 46 00:02:52,200 --> 00:02:55,234 Um, no, honey, no. It's just you and me. 47 00:02:55,354 --> 00:02:57,055 But you kiss him. 48 00:02:57,885 --> 00:03:02,007 I u... I used to kiss him, yes. 49 00:03:02,225 --> 00:03:04,606 But not anymore. 50 00:03:05,274 --> 00:03:07,535 No, Gabriel's going to go back to Washington, D.C., 51 00:03:07,536 --> 00:03:09,277 and you and I are gonna stay here. 52 00:03:10,043 --> 00:03:11,132 That's too bad. 53 00:03:11,921 --> 00:03:13,220 I like him. 54 00:03:16,593 --> 00:03:18,365 Yeah, me, too. 55 00:03:23,214 --> 00:03:25,715 Lucas was asleep before his head hit the pillow. 56 00:03:25,716 --> 00:03:28,184 Mm. I might be right behind him. 57 00:03:28,304 --> 00:03:30,679 That morning run getting to be too much for you, old man? 58 00:03:30,694 --> 00:03:32,955 No. My morning run is fine. 59 00:03:32,956 --> 00:03:34,991 It's just 6 miles is a little much. 60 00:03:34,992 --> 00:03:37,593 My legs felt like lead. 61 00:03:40,998 --> 00:03:43,047 What is it, Violet? 62 00:03:43,073 --> 00:03:45,001 It's a letter from the medical board. 63 00:03:45,002 --> 00:03:47,248 They're suspending my license. 64 00:03:48,893 --> 00:03:49,952 You're kidding me. 65 00:03:50,072 --> 00:03:51,674 Uh, it gets worse. 66 00:03:51,675 --> 00:03:54,609 Now they're coming after the practice. 67 00:03:55,201 --> 00:03:57,004 I can't believe we're being investigated. 68 00:03:57,005 --> 00:03:59,031 I'm sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen. 69 00:03:59,054 --> 00:04:00,263 You didn't do anything wrong. 70 00:04:00,383 --> 00:04:02,636 The point is, the medical board thinks she did something wrong, 71 00:04:02,643 --> 00:04:05,122 - which means they might think we all have. - Let's not overreact... 72 00:04:05,144 --> 00:04:06,939 Oh, come on, Pete. We're under investigation. 73 00:04:06,940 --> 00:04:09,650 - Once they start digging around... - Face it. We're all screwed. 74 00:04:10,125 --> 00:04:12,526 I mean, what, we share confidential information. 75 00:04:12,527 --> 00:04:14,823 We lie to our patients for their own good. 76 00:04:14,876 --> 00:04:17,279 We pushed the line so far back, it isn't even a line anymore. 77 00:04:17,286 --> 00:04:19,652 We're not doctors. We're friggin' cowboys with guns. 78 00:04:19,674 --> 00:04:22,415 No. We refuse to follow rules made up by people 79 00:04:22,430 --> 00:04:25,106 that don't take the cases that we do... the hard cases. 80 00:04:25,107 --> 00:04:27,777 We refuse to let them determine the course of people's lives. 81 00:04:27,778 --> 00:04:30,338 And if we cross a line every now and then, big deal. 82 00:04:30,458 --> 00:04:32,648 - It's for the benefit of the patient. - This isn't helping. 83 00:04:32,651 --> 00:04:35,452 The... the original idea of Oceanside Wellness was 84 00:04:35,467 --> 00:04:38,215 doctors working cooperatively to do everything they can 85 00:04:38,223 --> 00:04:41,069 to help their patients... sharing ideas and debating cases. 86 00:04:41,076 --> 00:04:42,391 It's not wrong. This works. 87 00:04:42,398 --> 00:04:45,018 It's not a question of whether or not it works. 88 00:04:45,019 --> 00:04:47,512 The question is, are we willing to fight to protect it? 89 00:04:48,008 --> 00:04:49,555 And I think that we should. 90 00:04:50,321 --> 00:04:51,792 Am I wrong? 91 00:04:52,746 --> 00:04:54,917 An emergency at the hospital. 92 00:04:55,037 --> 00:04:56,937 I have a patient, so... 93 00:05:02,908 --> 00:05:04,876 You okay? 94 00:05:06,779 --> 00:05:08,647 This job is... 95 00:05:08,648 --> 00:05:10,416 my whole life. 96 00:05:10,417 --> 00:05:13,017 If something were to happen... 97 00:05:13,655 --> 00:05:15,587 this job is my whole life. 98 00:05:18,791 --> 00:05:20,184 What do we got? 99 00:05:20,372 --> 00:05:22,700 32-year-old Caucasian female, sustained blunt trauma 100 00:05:22,707 --> 00:05:25,080 and possible kidney injury from a sexual assault. 101 00:05:25,906 --> 00:05:28,032 I can get another doctor to look at her, it's just that 102 00:05:28,055 --> 00:05:29,902 you were signed up with the rape crisis team and... 103 00:05:29,924 --> 00:05:31,943 - What's her name? - Kaitlin Mills. 104 00:05:34,002 --> 00:05:35,241 Hi, Kaitlin. 105 00:05:37,163 --> 00:05:38,312 I'm Dr. King. 106 00:05:38,710 --> 00:05:40,174 Are they still out there? 107 00:05:41,616 --> 00:05:43,350 The police? 108 00:05:43,351 --> 00:05:44,364 Don't worry about them. 109 00:05:44,792 --> 00:05:47,087 They want me to talk to them... 110 00:05:47,825 --> 00:05:50,057 but I can't. 111 00:05:51,426 --> 00:05:53,361 Can I take a look at you? 112 00:05:53,788 --> 00:05:56,631 There we go. Easy. 113 00:06:00,501 --> 00:06:02,503 When can I go home? 114 00:06:04,139 --> 00:06:08,011 Uh... there's blood in your urine... 115 00:06:08,131 --> 00:06:11,105 which means there's possible kidney damage. 116 00:06:11,307 --> 00:06:12,980 We need to get a scan. 117 00:06:13,282 --> 00:06:16,001 You're gonna have to stay here a few days for observation. 118 00:06:16,121 --> 00:06:17,976 I need to do a pelvic exam. 119 00:06:19,342 --> 00:06:21,400 - We should also do a rape kit. - No. 120 00:06:21,460 --> 00:06:22,504 I know this is difficult... 121 00:06:22,505 --> 00:06:23,525 You don't know. 122 00:06:24,224 --> 00:06:25,771 Don't stand there 123 00:06:25,793 --> 00:06:30,093 with your fake, practiced doctor compassion, 124 00:06:30,094 --> 00:06:33,558 l... like you know what this is like. 125 00:06:33,896 --> 00:06:35,938 I'm not gonna lay here and... 126 00:06:36,313 --> 00:06:38,604 let you... no. 127 00:06:41,808 --> 00:06:43,350 No rape kit. 128 00:06:44,178 --> 00:06:45,903 Of course. 129 00:06:46,747 --> 00:06:48,748 No rape kit. 130 00:06:49,943 --> 00:06:51,850 Let's just get you admitted. 131 00:06:55,773 --> 00:06:57,811 What happened? 132 00:06:57,812 --> 00:07:00,404 - Routine examination. She started seizing. - Epileptic? 133 00:07:00,434 --> 00:07:01,846 Juvenile Krabbe's disease. 134 00:07:01,864 --> 00:07:04,259 She already had marked deterioration of her neurological system. 135 00:07:04,274 --> 00:07:05,987 Marisa, mommy's here, okay? 136 00:07:06,002 --> 00:07:08,817 - Mommy's here. - This is our fault. We reduced her meds this month. 137 00:07:08,840 --> 00:07:11,228 The sedatives were making her a zombie. 138 00:07:11,348 --> 00:07:13,851 Okay, lorazepam's on board. Phenytoin going in. 139 00:07:13,886 --> 00:07:15,653 - Let's turn her. - Get her over. 140 00:07:15,773 --> 00:07:18,175 Oh, wait. Wait, wait. 141 00:07:18,643 --> 00:07:20,344 She's breathing again. 142 00:07:20,345 --> 00:07:21,635 Oh, thank God. 143 00:07:21,636 --> 00:07:23,781 - She gonna be okay? - For now. 144 00:07:23,782 --> 00:07:26,126 She was healthy until about the age of 3. 145 00:07:26,152 --> 00:07:28,890 Um, she's lost most of hearing, part of her vision, 146 00:07:28,897 --> 00:07:30,489 and she's slowly losing the ability 147 00:07:30,490 --> 00:07:32,423 - to control her own movements. - Prognosis? 148 00:07:32,424 --> 00:07:34,814 - Six months to a year. - I've been trying to help them to adjust, 149 00:07:34,830 --> 00:07:36,384 but how do you get someone to accept 150 00:07:36,385 --> 00:07:37,984 that a disease is killing their child? 151 00:07:37,991 --> 00:07:39,688 You know, I remember reading about a case like this. 152 00:07:39,698 --> 00:07:41,378 Haven't they had some success 153 00:07:41,386 --> 00:07:43,473 transfusing hematopoietic stem cells 154 00:07:43,488 --> 00:07:44,788 to slow the progress of the disease? 155 00:07:44,908 --> 00:07:47,295 Yeah, I read that, too, the problem is, it has never 156 00:07:47,303 --> 00:07:49,331 been used on someone whose illness is this far advanced. 157 00:07:49,346 --> 00:07:52,213 Even so, if there's a chance that we could buy her some real time, 158 00:07:52,214 --> 00:07:54,332 where she's not getting worse, isn't that worth a shot? 159 00:07:54,355 --> 00:07:56,705 It could exacerbate the damage that's already been done. 160 00:07:56,825 --> 00:07:59,881 - That would give Marisa even less time. - So what do we do? 161 00:08:02,261 --> 00:08:03,515 Poor Violet. 162 00:08:05,536 --> 00:08:07,849 Poor us. God. Can't you believe this is happening? 163 00:08:07,864 --> 00:08:09,516 It'll all end up fine, right? 164 00:08:09,546 --> 00:08:12,993 - I mean, the worst has already happened, hasn't it? - I hope so. 165 00:08:13,789 --> 00:08:15,199 Fife is leaving. 166 00:08:16,048 --> 00:08:16,814 Yeah? 167 00:08:16,867 --> 00:08:18,676 Without me, which is... 168 00:08:19,134 --> 00:08:20,156 which is how it has to be. 169 00:08:20,516 --> 00:08:21,571 I mean, I can't go with him. 170 00:08:21,572 --> 00:08:25,474 I... I have Betsey, and she needs me. 171 00:08:26,509 --> 00:08:28,704 I need to devote all my time to her, right? 172 00:08:29,078 --> 00:08:32,681 I don't think I'm qualified to give advice on relationships. 173 00:08:32,682 --> 00:08:33,855 I mean, after Sam? 174 00:08:33,893 --> 00:08:36,416 You know, I was in the grocery store. I tried flirting with this guy the other day, 175 00:08:36,431 --> 00:08:38,143 and the best I could come up with was... 176 00:08:38,180 --> 00:08:40,426 "How do you tell if these things are ripe?" 177 00:08:40,546 --> 00:08:42,619 - Like some kind of freak or... - Dr. Montgomery, 178 00:08:42,739 --> 00:08:44,887 - Neal Chaplin from the medical board. We spoke... - Yes, 179 00:08:44,932 --> 00:08:46,103 I know who you are. 180 00:08:46,126 --> 00:08:48,844 This is the guy who interviewed me when Violet was being investigated. 181 00:08:48,874 --> 00:08:49,843 How can we help you? 182 00:08:49,865 --> 00:08:52,816 As part of the medical board's investigation into this practice, 183 00:08:52,831 --> 00:08:55,752 I'm going to need to sit down with each of the doctors here 184 00:08:55,760 --> 00:08:57,637 - and do a comprehensive interview. - Wait. 185 00:08:57,660 --> 00:09:00,446 - Do we have to talk to this guy? - No, absolutely not. 186 00:09:00,566 --> 00:09:02,654 You could call your lawyers, consult, 187 00:09:03,007 --> 00:09:05,643 and then we could start the process of setting up times 188 00:09:05,658 --> 00:09:08,827 which are convenient for them and for me and for all of you. 189 00:09:08,850 --> 00:09:10,584 That could be extremely time-consuming. 190 00:09:10,592 --> 00:09:12,626 Please don't come into our office and threaten us. 191 00:09:12,634 --> 00:09:14,375 I have a job to do, but... 192 00:09:14,376 --> 00:09:18,049 I'd be happy to start by sending in a team to copy all of your files. 193 00:09:18,169 --> 00:09:20,526 And judging by what we've gotten from our review of 194 00:09:20,541 --> 00:09:22,411 Dr. Turner's records, uh, 195 00:09:22,847 --> 00:09:24,041 we should have plenty to work with. 196 00:09:24,056 --> 00:09:26,759 Okay, uh, with all due respect, Mr. Chaplin, 197 00:09:26,984 --> 00:09:29,838 you need to turn around and get the hell out of our office. 198 00:09:45,895 --> 00:09:48,466 Sam, you didn't have to tell the investigator off. 199 00:09:48,503 --> 00:09:51,275 - You think that helped? - Look, he came in here, into our office, 200 00:09:51,395 --> 00:09:54,001 and tried to push us around. Y... yes, it helps us. 201 00:09:54,016 --> 00:09:56,990 - We're still gonna have to talk to him. - All you did was make him mad, Sam. 202 00:09:57,027 --> 00:09:58,852 Neither one of you understand what's happening here. 203 00:09:58,972 --> 00:10:01,458 That man is a shark, and he is circling us. 204 00:10:01,788 --> 00:10:03,966 If we give up, then that... that's blood in the water. We're dead. 205 00:10:03,967 --> 00:10:05,344 We may be dead anyway. 206 00:10:05,363 --> 00:10:06,504 No, we need to fight. 207 00:10:06,512 --> 00:10:08,652 We need to stand up and fight for this practice. 208 00:10:08,915 --> 00:10:10,800 How come nobody wants to fight for the... 209 00:10:11,280 --> 00:10:13,188 We could call our lawyers, get their advice. 210 00:10:13,203 --> 00:10:15,786 Yes, but whatever they say, we do, 211 00:10:16,034 --> 00:10:18,250 even if they tell us not to fight. 212 00:10:23,964 --> 00:10:26,043 I could use an A.A. meeting. 213 00:10:26,044 --> 00:10:27,088 Want to join me? 214 00:10:27,208 --> 00:10:29,423 I'm waiting on a motorcyclist too cool for a helmet. 215 00:10:30,168 --> 00:10:32,262 Oh. What about after work? 216 00:10:32,299 --> 00:10:34,988 - I'll wait for you. - I'll go with you tomorrow, okay? 217 00:10:35,010 --> 00:10:36,782 Like you were gonna go with me yesterday? 218 00:10:37,475 --> 00:10:39,125 You've had a lot of excuses lately. 219 00:10:39,133 --> 00:10:41,511 Charlotte, I have a mother, a good mother. 220 00:10:41,513 --> 00:10:42,609 Let her do her job. 221 00:10:42,729 --> 00:10:44,629 Let's go to a meeting tomorrow morning on Montana. 222 00:10:52,691 --> 00:10:54,864 She does it so fast, 223 00:10:54,865 --> 00:10:56,983 sometimes I can't even keep up. 224 00:10:58,731 --> 00:11:00,766 I didn't know you knew sign language. 225 00:11:00,790 --> 00:11:03,380 It helps to know a little bit for my deaf patients. 226 00:11:04,139 --> 00:11:06,068 Oh, ha ha ha ha. 227 00:11:06,188 --> 00:11:09,290 So this, um, p... procedure, 228 00:11:09,845 --> 00:11:11,911 how much more time would it give Marisa? 229 00:11:11,956 --> 00:11:13,758 Well, it's impossible to say. 230 00:11:13,998 --> 00:11:16,506 But studies suggest that it could 231 00:11:16,551 --> 00:11:18,481 give her an extra two or three years. 232 00:11:18,691 --> 00:11:20,148 Th... that's amazing. 233 00:11:20,163 --> 00:11:22,288 That's amazing. 234 00:11:24,959 --> 00:11:26,593 Didn't you hear them? 235 00:11:26,594 --> 00:11:28,131 I heard them, but they also said 236 00:11:28,139 --> 00:11:30,765 that they weren't sure it would work and that it could make her worse. 237 00:11:32,733 --> 00:11:35,181 The idea of more time with her... 238 00:11:36,247 --> 00:11:37,251 Jason... 239 00:11:37,371 --> 00:11:38,845 If this were your child, Dr. Wilder, 240 00:11:38,860 --> 00:11:41,075 would you risk the time you knew you had left with her? 241 00:11:41,098 --> 00:11:42,999 Well, this is a very personal decision, 242 00:11:43,044 --> 00:11:44,989 and it's really not relevant what Dr. Wilder 243 00:11:44,974 --> 00:11:46,468 or anybody else would do. 244 00:11:46,483 --> 00:11:49,082 It's all about how prepared your family is emotionally 245 00:11:49,083 --> 00:11:51,882 to deal with the outcome of this, you know, whatever it is. 246 00:11:52,822 --> 00:11:54,234 What did she say? 247 00:11:54,289 --> 00:11:57,157 She wants to know when she can go home and sleep in her own bed. 248 00:12:11,405 --> 00:12:13,306 Do you come here every night? 249 00:12:13,849 --> 00:12:17,469 I couldn't get the idea of fresh pineapple out of my mind. 250 00:12:17,506 --> 00:12:18,820 What about you? 251 00:12:18,821 --> 00:12:20,924 Do you... do you come here every night? 252 00:12:22,082 --> 00:12:23,086 No. 253 00:12:24,806 --> 00:12:25,880 I lied. 254 00:12:26,719 --> 00:12:29,724 I hate pineapples. 255 00:12:30,963 --> 00:12:32,495 So... 256 00:12:33,111 --> 00:12:34,936 tell me about yourself. 257 00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:37,819 Well, I... 258 00:12:39,031 --> 00:12:40,898 let's not. 259 00:12:41,299 --> 00:12:44,382 Oh. Okay. 260 00:12:44,402 --> 00:12:45,524 No. I mean... 261 00:12:45,569 --> 00:12:49,279 Look, I... I could tell you about my ex-boyfriend, 262 00:12:49,316 --> 00:12:50,841 my dating history, what's going on at work. 263 00:12:50,856 --> 00:12:53,492 I could tell you all of that, but... 264 00:12:54,279 --> 00:12:55,780 let's make a change. 265 00:12:55,963 --> 00:12:57,247 You want to make a change? 266 00:12:57,367 --> 00:12:58,846 Yeah. I don't want to do 267 00:12:58,847 --> 00:13:00,822 any of the things that I usually do... 268 00:13:00,837 --> 00:13:02,902 no drama, no games, no history. 269 00:13:02,924 --> 00:13:06,139 Just you and me in the present, 270 00:13:06,259 --> 00:13:07,092 start clean. 271 00:13:08,827 --> 00:13:09,695 Is that weird? 272 00:13:09,696 --> 00:13:11,531 No. Not at all. 273 00:13:12,599 --> 00:13:13,784 Okay. 274 00:13:15,355 --> 00:13:18,514 No histories, no names, just... 275 00:13:18,544 --> 00:13:20,841 here and now. 276 00:13:23,178 --> 00:13:27,044 What, is there... do I have some... 277 00:13:27,953 --> 00:13:31,122 I'm just wondering what it might be like to kiss those lips. 278 00:13:31,885 --> 00:13:33,986 Oh. 279 00:13:34,959 --> 00:13:37,474 Oh, no. We can't do that. 280 00:13:37,512 --> 00:13:40,426 - I... I don't even know your name. - Hey, you set the rules. 281 00:13:41,221 --> 00:13:42,693 Yeah, but we're in public. 282 00:13:42,731 --> 00:13:44,429 We're in the present. 283 00:14:16,372 --> 00:14:18,948 Best date ever, so far. 284 00:14:27,572 --> 00:14:29,328 Missed you at the meeting this morning. 285 00:14:29,343 --> 00:14:31,152 Yeah, I was wiped out from being on call. 286 00:14:31,272 --> 00:14:33,255 I heard it was pretty slow at the hospital last night. 287 00:14:35,192 --> 00:14:37,903 Okay, um, we just got off the phone with the lawyers, 288 00:14:37,933 --> 00:14:40,096 and they felt strongly 289 00:14:40,216 --> 00:14:43,233 that we need to be proactive about protecting ourselves as best we can. 290 00:14:43,242 --> 00:14:43,985 What does that mean? 291 00:14:44,008 --> 00:14:46,043 It means that we have to start 292 00:14:46,088 --> 00:14:47,470 by going back through all of our files, 293 00:14:47,478 --> 00:14:50,204 making lists of patients we consulted each other about, 294 00:14:50,234 --> 00:14:52,870 and then we need to separate out the instances 295 00:14:52,893 --> 00:14:54,207 when the advice was medical 296 00:14:54,229 --> 00:14:56,482 from those where we just debated each other for sport. 297 00:14:56,489 --> 00:14:57,676 That is not what we do. 298 00:14:57,691 --> 00:14:59,434 Which is exactly what I said. 299 00:14:59,435 --> 00:15:01,324 Sam, we said we would listen to the lawyers. 300 00:15:01,325 --> 00:15:02,008 And then what? 301 00:15:02,023 --> 00:15:04,005 We're gonna just sit back and let them pick us apart? 302 00:15:04,125 --> 00:15:05,919 Well, look, we pushed back as hard as we could. 303 00:15:05,927 --> 00:15:07,166 And the bottom line is, 304 00:15:07,174 --> 00:15:09,855 the practice is already a target of the medical board. 305 00:15:09,862 --> 00:15:10,658 They don't care about truth. 306 00:15:10,673 --> 00:15:12,130 They don't care that we're trying to help people. 307 00:15:13,759 --> 00:15:15,494 You know, I'm just saying. 308 00:15:15,516 --> 00:15:17,132 The lawyers gave us two choices. 309 00:15:17,146 --> 00:15:20,165 Either we figure out every single point of vulnerability now 310 00:15:20,180 --> 00:15:22,554 - and prepare to defend ourselves. - Or? 311 00:15:22,558 --> 00:15:25,271 We dissolve the practice, go our separate ways, 312 00:15:25,272 --> 00:15:28,111 and hope that the medical board or the lawyers 313 00:15:28,126 --> 00:15:29,883 don't come after us individually. 314 00:15:40,922 --> 00:15:42,489 How's it going? 315 00:15:42,490 --> 00:15:44,458 I'm doing good. 316 00:15:44,459 --> 00:15:45,859 Good. 317 00:15:46,241 --> 00:15:48,561 Well, not exactly good, 318 00:15:48,569 --> 00:15:50,980 because now I may not have a job to go to, 319 00:15:50,995 --> 00:15:52,414 and everything is a mess, but... 320 00:15:53,167 --> 00:15:55,502 I met a guy... 321 00:15:56,199 --> 00:15:58,970 over a pineapple. 322 00:15:59,540 --> 00:16:01,200 And that makes you feel better? 323 00:16:03,866 --> 00:16:07,125 It makes me feel like my life is changing. 324 00:16:18,126 --> 00:16:19,888 I shouldn't even be here. 325 00:16:20,195 --> 00:16:22,539 Well, apparently, none of us should be. 326 00:16:22,576 --> 00:16:25,489 No, I mean, I just... I'm not even a doctor anymore. 327 00:16:25,490 --> 00:16:26,586 You're still a doctor. 328 00:16:26,706 --> 00:16:28,403 I can't practice medicine. 329 00:16:28,869 --> 00:16:30,453 That's not a doctor. That's... 330 00:16:30,927 --> 00:16:32,924 nothing. I'm nothing. 331 00:16:33,697 --> 00:16:35,777 Come on. You're a wife. You're a mother. 332 00:16:35,784 --> 00:16:36,610 That... 333 00:16:37,549 --> 00:16:39,599 I help people, Pete. 334 00:16:40,155 --> 00:16:41,094 It's who I am. 335 00:16:41,095 --> 00:16:44,645 So... yeah, yeah, I guess I could learn 336 00:16:44,646 --> 00:16:46,801 to bake bread and go to playgroups 337 00:16:46,809 --> 00:16:48,610 and learn how to quilt, 338 00:16:48,611 --> 00:16:52,305 and I guess everything would be fine for a while, 339 00:16:52,306 --> 00:16:53,424 but that's not me. 340 00:16:54,108 --> 00:16:56,098 You know that's not me, Pete. 341 00:16:56,218 --> 00:16:59,628 I... I would get sad and dark. 342 00:16:59,650 --> 00:17:01,331 And why is that good for Lucas? 343 00:17:01,332 --> 00:17:04,216 Dark mommy with a drink in her hand. 344 00:17:04,268 --> 00:17:06,103 No, I'm just saying that... 345 00:17:06,104 --> 00:17:08,105 my identity is what I do. 346 00:17:08,106 --> 00:17:10,373 I need to work to feel alive. 347 00:17:10,375 --> 00:17:12,318 What are you trying to say, Violet? 348 00:17:13,078 --> 00:17:16,403 My publisher has been after me for a while to do a book tour. 349 00:17:16,411 --> 00:17:18,228 And I think I should do that now. 350 00:17:18,348 --> 00:17:20,466 - A book tour? - Three weeks. 351 00:17:20,503 --> 00:17:22,642 Four tops. I could bring Lucas and a nanny. 352 00:17:22,643 --> 00:17:24,055 I could help people through my book. 353 00:17:24,058 --> 00:17:25,309 I think that's a good idea. 354 00:17:25,316 --> 00:17:27,261 - You can't just run away from your problems... - I know that, 355 00:17:27,284 --> 00:17:28,417 Pete. I'm a shrink. 356 00:17:28,447 --> 00:17:31,046 Oh, wait. I'm not anymore, which is the point! 357 00:17:32,660 --> 00:17:33,899 Just... 358 00:17:35,341 --> 00:17:38,215 think about it, okay? 359 00:17:56,989 --> 00:17:58,504 A... a book tour now? 360 00:17:58,624 --> 00:18:00,997 Are you kidding? I mean, she needs to stay here and fight this thing. 361 00:18:01,027 --> 00:18:04,338 - Man, you gotta get her to stay and fight. - She's upset. She's devastated. 362 00:18:04,353 --> 00:18:06,561 I don't know how I would feel if my license was suspended, 363 00:18:06,576 --> 00:18:08,964 but this is such a bad idea. How does she not see that? 364 00:18:08,979 --> 00:18:10,181 Because she's Violet. 365 00:18:10,819 --> 00:18:11,970 All right. Starting the chemo infusion. 366 00:18:11,971 --> 00:18:13,905 I mean, she blames herself 367 00:18:13,906 --> 00:18:17,309 for what's going on at the practice, but that... 368 00:18:17,310 --> 00:18:18,777 Her pressure's dropping. 369 00:18:23,677 --> 00:18:26,496 Marisa had a severe allergic reaction to the medication. 370 00:18:26,541 --> 00:18:28,336 We were able to resuscitate her, but 371 00:18:29,286 --> 00:18:32,540 she was deprived of oxygen for a significant period of time. 372 00:18:32,660 --> 00:18:35,326 She may have sustained additional brain damage. 373 00:18:36,092 --> 00:18:37,031 - I'm very sorry. - Oh, God. 374 00:18:37,046 --> 00:18:38,429 I'm very sorry. 375 00:18:38,751 --> 00:18:40,816 But she's going to wake up, right? 376 00:18:41,867 --> 00:18:43,722 She's only minimally functional, 377 00:18:43,775 --> 00:18:45,861 and she's not going to get any better. 378 00:18:45,981 --> 00:18:46,943 No. 379 00:18:48,632 --> 00:18:50,081 This can't be happening. 380 00:18:50,201 --> 00:18:53,243 This morning we could talk to her, and now... 381 00:18:53,461 --> 00:18:55,053 the two of you pushed us to do this. 382 00:18:55,301 --> 00:18:57,861 Now you took my girl from me. 383 00:18:58,935 --> 00:19:00,888 - I'll go after him. - No, I will. 384 00:19:01,083 --> 00:19:03,073 Oh. 385 00:19:03,832 --> 00:19:06,488 Kinda quiet around here. 386 00:19:06,489 --> 00:19:08,789 What did you do to all the, you know, patients? 387 00:19:09,392 --> 00:19:10,598 I thought you left. 388 00:19:10,891 --> 00:19:12,273 I almost did. 389 00:19:12,611 --> 00:19:13,768 I just thought... 390 00:19:14,008 --> 00:19:16,352 look, I'm not gonna say all the mushy things again. 391 00:19:16,832 --> 00:19:19,266 But I'm taking one more shot. 392 00:19:19,889 --> 00:19:22,367 I am leaving tomorrow. Come with me. 393 00:19:23,193 --> 00:19:24,252 Gabriel, I... 394 00:19:24,695 --> 00:19:26,662 the practice is falling apart, 395 00:19:26,715 --> 00:19:28,675 and I can't uproot Betsey 396 00:19:28,690 --> 00:19:30,192 - before I've even gotten her settled. - You could. 397 00:19:30,530 --> 00:19:32,873 If you wanted to, you could. 398 00:19:35,305 --> 00:19:36,082 Okay. 399 00:19:37,558 --> 00:19:39,158 Nice knowing you, Naomi. 400 00:19:47,161 --> 00:19:49,029 I'm not the kind of man... 401 00:19:49,030 --> 00:19:50,945 I've never talked to my wife like that, 402 00:19:50,946 --> 00:19:53,900 much less the doctors trying to take care of my daughter. 403 00:19:53,922 --> 00:19:54,516 It's okay. 404 00:19:54,546 --> 00:19:55,754 No, it's not. 405 00:19:56,257 --> 00:19:57,391 None of it is. 406 00:19:58,975 --> 00:20:01,107 I shouldn't have dropped my guard. 407 00:20:01,610 --> 00:20:04,020 I shouldn't have let myself imagine a future 408 00:20:04,021 --> 00:20:05,444 where I could teach my girl how to ride a bike 409 00:20:05,445 --> 00:20:07,100 and how to drive a car. 410 00:20:07,914 --> 00:20:09,515 I want to blame someone, 411 00:20:09,516 --> 00:20:11,381 but that won't change anything. 412 00:20:11,501 --> 00:20:14,534 I can't watch my baby or Angela suffer anymore. 413 00:20:14,654 --> 00:20:15,616 I can't. 414 00:20:16,690 --> 00:20:19,603 Isn't there another way, a more humane way to treat her? 415 00:20:20,782 --> 00:20:22,186 I'm sorry, Jason. 416 00:20:22,306 --> 00:20:24,796 I can't imagine how difficult it is for you, 417 00:20:25,686 --> 00:20:27,566 but we've run out of medical options. 418 00:20:27,686 --> 00:20:29,177 That's not what I'm asking. 419 00:20:29,425 --> 00:20:32,406 I want you to help me end Marisa's suffering. 420 00:20:46,829 --> 00:20:49,865 So I had coffee with pineapple guy. 421 00:20:49,866 --> 00:20:51,929 And I kissed him... 422 00:20:53,169 --> 00:20:55,871 which I have decided is a good thing. 423 00:20:56,406 --> 00:20:58,552 It's new, so... 424 00:20:59,242 --> 00:21:00,459 right? 425 00:21:01,210 --> 00:21:02,344 What? 426 00:21:03,275 --> 00:21:05,281 Fife came back. 427 00:21:05,588 --> 00:21:07,608 And he asked me to go away with him... 428 00:21:07,908 --> 00:21:08,584 again. 429 00:21:08,618 --> 00:21:10,219 And you said? 430 00:21:10,339 --> 00:21:12,428 No, again. 431 00:21:12,722 --> 00:21:14,289 You could go. 432 00:21:14,690 --> 00:21:17,506 Start fresh. Change your life. 433 00:21:17,626 --> 00:21:18,660 I can't. 434 00:21:18,955 --> 00:21:20,963 I can't. I have to be responsible. 435 00:21:20,964 --> 00:21:22,498 I'm the responsible one. 436 00:21:22,499 --> 00:21:25,353 I... I can't leave, 437 00:21:25,376 --> 00:21:26,810 not with the practice in a mess, 438 00:21:26,817 --> 00:21:29,761 and I can't abandon the practice and I can't abandon you guys... 439 00:21:29,881 --> 00:21:31,331 and... and Maya. 440 00:21:31,451 --> 00:21:33,005 Did I tell you she got into Columbia? 441 00:21:33,290 --> 00:21:33,677 What? 442 00:21:34,162 --> 00:21:36,843 She got into Columbia, and she wants to go. 443 00:21:37,046 --> 00:21:38,577 How am I supposed to help her with that... 444 00:21:38,592 --> 00:21:41,129 going to college with a baby... and Betsey... 445 00:21:41,130 --> 00:21:44,711 I mean, I... I know I owe it to her to give her the stability 446 00:21:44,712 --> 00:21:47,046 that poor child has never managed to have. 447 00:21:47,047 --> 00:21:48,542 I mean, I... why can't he understand that? 448 00:21:48,549 --> 00:21:50,825 Why can't he understand that I'm just trying to be responsible? 449 00:21:54,092 --> 00:21:56,720 What... what's... what's going on there 450 00:21:56,840 --> 00:21:57,966 with your face? 451 00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:01,060 I'm just trying not to cry. 452 00:22:01,616 --> 00:22:03,658 Oh. All right. 453 00:22:05,077 --> 00:22:07,056 For the next ten minutes... 454 00:22:09,092 --> 00:22:10,796 I'm gonna be the responsible one, 455 00:22:11,044 --> 00:22:12,396 and you go ahead... 456 00:22:12,884 --> 00:22:13,769 and cry. 457 00:22:15,617 --> 00:22:16,691 Go ahead. 458 00:22:17,629 --> 00:22:18,432 It's okay. 459 00:22:19,486 --> 00:22:20,587 You cry. 460 00:22:25,078 --> 00:22:26,399 I'm here. 461 00:22:40,571 --> 00:22:42,306 Hey. 462 00:22:42,307 --> 00:22:45,710 So this whole thing that's going on with the practice... 463 00:22:45,711 --> 00:22:46,811 Yeah. 464 00:22:46,812 --> 00:22:48,246 Right? I mean... 465 00:22:49,002 --> 00:22:51,555 I mean, there's gotta be some way we can win this. 466 00:22:51,675 --> 00:22:53,147 I can't stop thinking about it. 467 00:22:53,148 --> 00:22:54,551 Do you want to grab dinner or something 468 00:22:54,552 --> 00:22:55,986 and try to figure this whole thing out? 469 00:22:55,993 --> 00:22:57,698 I have somewhere to go. 470 00:22:59,583 --> 00:23:00,664 I have a date. 471 00:23:01,250 --> 00:23:02,228 Oh. 472 00:23:03,697 --> 00:23:04,621 Oh. 473 00:23:04,629 --> 00:23:05,658 I'm sorry. 474 00:23:05,883 --> 00:23:07,580 - I didn't want to lie. - No, it's fine. 475 00:23:07,610 --> 00:23:08,744 I totally... I get it. 476 00:23:09,352 --> 00:23:11,432 Uh... no, go. Go have fun. 477 00:23:11,447 --> 00:23:13,106 Go have fun on your date. 478 00:23:17,130 --> 00:23:19,600 Maybe we shouldn't fight it, Sam. 479 00:23:20,419 --> 00:23:23,316 Maybe we should let the practice die 480 00:23:23,317 --> 00:23:25,097 and just go our separate ways. 481 00:23:42,513 --> 00:23:43,827 I have an 8-year-old girl 482 00:23:43,850 --> 00:23:46,899 who's gone from smiling and signing this morning 483 00:23:46,921 --> 00:23:48,671 to a permanent vegetative state, 484 00:23:49,031 --> 00:23:51,343 and her father wants me to... 485 00:23:53,393 --> 00:23:55,173 he wants me to euthanize her. 486 00:23:55,819 --> 00:23:57,313 And I swear to God, Charlotte, 487 00:23:57,320 --> 00:23:58,850 I'm seriously considering it. 488 00:24:04,316 --> 00:24:06,190 For the last two days... 489 00:24:06,554 --> 00:24:09,293 I've been dealing with a patient who was raped. 490 00:24:09,294 --> 00:24:10,737 They brought her in... 491 00:24:11,195 --> 00:24:13,606 looking exactly like the way I felt... 492 00:24:13,613 --> 00:24:16,833 just... wrecked. 493 00:24:16,834 --> 00:24:19,169 I'm not like Violet. 494 00:24:19,170 --> 00:24:23,272 I can't share everything about my personal life with people. 495 00:24:23,273 --> 00:24:25,274 I'm never gonna write a book. 496 00:24:25,275 --> 00:24:27,109 That's not how I'm built. 497 00:24:27,867 --> 00:24:29,271 But here, 498 00:24:29,474 --> 00:24:31,291 even though I wanted to say something, 499 00:24:31,411 --> 00:24:33,047 knew I should... 500 00:24:33,589 --> 00:24:34,915 I couldn't. 501 00:24:36,015 --> 00:24:38,530 - I just folded up. - I'm sorry. 502 00:24:38,987 --> 00:24:41,159 I didn't tell you to make you feel bad. 503 00:24:41,189 --> 00:24:43,254 I told you because... 504 00:24:43,787 --> 00:24:45,229 I don't know either. 505 00:24:47,233 --> 00:24:48,720 I guess I'm looking... 506 00:24:49,434 --> 00:24:51,192 for the same thing you are. 507 00:24:52,934 --> 00:24:54,099 What's that? 508 00:24:55,360 --> 00:24:57,541 Someone to tell me how hard to push, 509 00:24:59,212 --> 00:25:02,555 how to untangle my patient's best interest from my own. 510 00:25:06,635 --> 00:25:08,181 How do we do this? 511 00:25:08,467 --> 00:25:09,954 I think... 512 00:25:11,839 --> 00:25:13,829 we do what we've always done. 513 00:25:14,287 --> 00:25:16,855 We put our patient's needs ahead of everything else. 514 00:25:16,885 --> 00:25:19,003 We take care of our patients. 515 00:25:19,671 --> 00:25:20,830 Yeah. 516 00:25:22,664 --> 00:25:24,019 So I'm guessing lawyer. 517 00:25:24,372 --> 00:25:26,317 - I'm not a lawyer. - Anthropologist. 518 00:25:26,325 --> 00:25:27,583 That would be fun, but no. 519 00:25:27,631 --> 00:25:29,780 And stop with the 20 questions. 520 00:25:29,900 --> 00:25:31,109 I thought we both agreed. 521 00:25:31,116 --> 00:25:33,519 We're gonna have to tell each other who we are sooner or later. 522 00:25:33,954 --> 00:25:35,711 On our next date, I promise. 523 00:25:35,831 --> 00:25:37,836 - I don't know if I can wait two whole weeks. - Two... what... two weeks? 524 00:25:38,181 --> 00:25:40,787 We have to wait two weeks for our next date? 525 00:25:40,817 --> 00:25:42,702 I am taking a much-deserved vacation... 526 00:25:42,740 --> 00:25:43,987 14 days in Fiji... 527 00:25:43,988 --> 00:25:46,764 white sand, blue water. 528 00:25:47,058 --> 00:25:49,392 - Oh, I'm jealous. - Well, you should be. 529 00:25:49,693 --> 00:25:51,645 But hey, I'll bring you back a gift. 530 00:25:53,883 --> 00:25:55,166 Or you could come with me. 531 00:25:57,645 --> 00:25:58,629 Oh, right. 532 00:25:58,674 --> 00:25:59,786 No, I'm serious. 533 00:26:00,199 --> 00:26:02,046 We could spend our days 534 00:26:02,564 --> 00:26:04,148 telling each other our life stories. 535 00:26:04,171 --> 00:26:05,825 We could spend our nights having... 536 00:26:06,221 --> 00:26:10,162 having hot sex in this amazing hut out over the water. 537 00:26:10,282 --> 00:26:12,109 - I can't go with you to Fiji. - Why not? 538 00:26:12,124 --> 00:26:14,692 Why not? What do you have holding you here, uh? 539 00:26:15,932 --> 00:26:18,255 You're tempted. 540 00:26:18,883 --> 00:26:20,424 I know you're tempted. 541 00:26:23,427 --> 00:26:25,051 Hey. 542 00:26:25,171 --> 00:26:28,062 Hey. You don't look so good. 543 00:26:28,064 --> 00:26:30,585 Oh, I've felt better. Where's Lucas? 544 00:26:31,268 --> 00:26:32,668 He's already sleeping. 545 00:26:32,669 --> 00:26:34,670 Do you... do you want me to get you something? 546 00:26:34,671 --> 00:26:36,672 No, I'm fine. I just... 547 00:26:36,673 --> 00:26:38,841 I had a tough a day. 548 00:26:38,842 --> 00:26:41,307 And I know that we have to finish 549 00:26:41,308 --> 00:26:43,446 talking about this book tour thing... 550 00:26:43,447 --> 00:26:44,747 Yes. 551 00:26:44,748 --> 00:26:48,862 Um... I have thought about it, and... 552 00:26:50,049 --> 00:26:51,919 I... I need to do this. 553 00:26:52,858 --> 00:26:54,615 Does it matter what I think? 554 00:26:54,735 --> 00:26:55,906 Of course it matters what you think. 555 00:26:56,327 --> 00:26:58,783 But I'm hoping that what you'll think is, 556 00:26:58,790 --> 00:27:01,448 your wife needs this, and because she needs it, 557 00:27:01,463 --> 00:27:02,357 you'll support her. 558 00:27:02,387 --> 00:27:03,599 That's not what I think. 559 00:27:05,015 --> 00:27:07,261 - Okay. What do you think? - I think you're being selfish. 560 00:27:07,306 --> 00:27:09,319 - Okay. - This is about what you need. 561 00:27:09,357 --> 00:27:10,565 It's not about what Lucas needs. 562 00:27:10,580 --> 00:27:11,940 It's not about what I need. It's about you. 563 00:27:11,992 --> 00:27:13,915 Well, this book is important to me. 564 00:27:13,937 --> 00:27:16,310 This book is tearing our practice apart. 565 00:27:16,325 --> 00:27:17,865 Do you want it to tear our family apart, too? 566 00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:19,502 Okay, now you're blaming the book... 567 00:27:19,554 --> 00:27:21,656 the one thing... the one good thing 568 00:27:21,657 --> 00:27:24,165 - that came from Katie slicing me open... - Lucas is the one good thing... 569 00:27:24,187 --> 00:27:25,975 - You know what I mean. - I don't want you to go. 570 00:27:25,990 --> 00:27:28,018 It's only for three weeks, and Lucas can come with me. 571 00:27:28,025 --> 00:27:29,107 Lucas is not going. 572 00:27:29,122 --> 00:27:31,344 He can stay here if that's easier for you. We can make that work, too. 573 00:27:31,374 --> 00:27:33,792 - Pete, I do not want to make you unhappy, but... - I swear, Violet, 574 00:27:33,793 --> 00:27:35,151 - if you run away again... - Again? 575 00:27:35,174 --> 00:27:37,176 You dropped Lucas in my lap and you ran! 576 00:27:37,194 --> 00:27:39,413 - Because I needed to! - Okay, once again... 577 00:27:39,451 --> 00:27:41,170 this is not just about you! 578 00:27:43,048 --> 00:27:43,889 If you run... 579 00:27:43,904 --> 00:27:45,091 Just stop it, Pete. 580 00:27:45,211 --> 00:27:46,371 Just stop it. 581 00:27:46,581 --> 00:27:48,361 Don't say anything else, because what is about to come 582 00:27:48,372 --> 00:27:50,115 out of your mouth right now sounds like an ultimatum, 583 00:27:50,138 --> 00:27:52,423 and I do not respond to ultimatums. 584 00:27:52,543 --> 00:27:54,595 And this isn't the past. 585 00:27:54,715 --> 00:27:57,004 I... I know my leaving triggers you. I know you are triggered. 586 00:27:57,019 --> 00:27:59,385 But this isn't the same. So please just... 587 00:27:59,386 --> 00:28:01,321 don't say anything. Don't do this to us. 588 00:28:01,441 --> 00:28:05,081 Just... let's be silent for a minute. Please. 589 00:28:05,374 --> 00:28:08,415 Just... stand here with me. 590 00:28:23,110 --> 00:28:25,265 I'm going. 591 00:28:27,082 --> 00:28:29,102 Yeah, I know. 592 00:28:34,867 --> 00:28:36,890 Violet, I love you. 593 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:39,726 But right now, I'm done with you. 594 00:28:54,967 --> 00:28:57,239 Hey, Charlotte. Uh, it's Amelia. 595 00:28:57,953 --> 00:29:00,086 I was hoping you'd pick up. 596 00:29:00,626 --> 00:29:01,686 Listen, uh... 597 00:29:01,806 --> 00:29:04,666 this whole thing with the practice sort of caught me off guard, and, uh... 598 00:29:04,688 --> 00:29:08,473 well, now this motorcycle dummy has taken a turn for the worse, 599 00:29:08,488 --> 00:29:12,860 so I'm, uh, kinda walking into this pretty tricky surgery, 600 00:29:12,905 --> 00:29:14,999 and... you know, I probably should've met you 601 00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:17,452 for that meeting this morning, but, um... 602 00:29:17,453 --> 00:29:21,089 anyway, uh... 603 00:29:21,631 --> 00:29:22,991 You know what? 604 00:29:22,992 --> 00:29:24,841 Um... it's fine. I'll be fine. 605 00:29:24,875 --> 00:29:27,466 I just... look, forget that I called. 606 00:29:27,481 --> 00:29:29,799 I'm... I'll talk to you later. 607 00:29:32,975 --> 00:29:35,505 We're ready for you in the O.R., Dr. Shepherd. 608 00:29:36,279 --> 00:29:37,586 Is everything okay? 609 00:29:37,781 --> 00:29:38,608 Yeah. 610 00:29:39,103 --> 00:29:40,543 Yeah, I just need a minute. 611 00:29:40,545 --> 00:29:41,745 Okay. 612 00:29:53,523 --> 00:29:55,875 There's nothing I can say 613 00:29:56,198 --> 00:29:58,435 that's gonna make Marisa better or take away... 614 00:29:59,629 --> 00:30:01,439 the pain that you and Angela have. 615 00:30:02,732 --> 00:30:04,375 And... 616 00:30:04,916 --> 00:30:07,920 what you asked me to do, I understand it, but 617 00:30:08,505 --> 00:30:09,772 I... can't do it. 618 00:30:10,194 --> 00:30:12,141 You don't have to do anything. 619 00:30:12,142 --> 00:30:13,994 Just give me some pills. 620 00:30:14,243 --> 00:30:15,811 She's still your daughter. 621 00:30:16,524 --> 00:30:18,380 In that body is still that girl that you love. 622 00:30:18,381 --> 00:30:20,182 She's suffering. Can't you see that? 623 00:30:20,189 --> 00:30:22,149 I want to end her suffering. 624 00:30:22,164 --> 00:30:23,884 You're the one that's suffering. 625 00:30:24,822 --> 00:30:26,978 And ending her life won't end your suffering. 626 00:30:26,993 --> 00:30:28,254 It won't make it better. 627 00:30:30,207 --> 00:30:31,656 It's crossing an uncrossable line, 628 00:30:31,686 --> 00:30:33,181 and it'll destroy you. 629 00:30:33,226 --> 00:30:34,863 I'm supposed to help her. 630 00:30:35,636 --> 00:30:37,363 You're her father, and your job... 631 00:30:37,393 --> 00:30:38,955 your only job... 632 00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:41,534 is to love your daughter 633 00:30:41,824 --> 00:30:43,634 for as much time as she has left. 634 00:30:43,656 --> 00:30:44,993 And... 635 00:30:46,728 --> 00:30:47,942 that will help her. 636 00:30:48,747 --> 00:30:50,612 Loving her helps her. 637 00:30:51,315 --> 00:30:53,715 And we will be there with you every step of the way. 638 00:31:06,995 --> 00:31:09,177 Getting through what happened to you... 639 00:31:10,273 --> 00:31:12,105 is gonna be a special kind of hell. 640 00:31:12,867 --> 00:31:14,824 There's no way around that. 641 00:31:15,402 --> 00:31:17,205 But I'm here to tell you, 642 00:31:17,805 --> 00:31:19,578 you can do this, 643 00:31:20,259 --> 00:31:22,026 'cause you're not a victim. 644 00:31:22,676 --> 00:31:24,023 You're a survivor. 645 00:31:25,832 --> 00:31:27,915 You survived this. 646 00:31:28,378 --> 00:31:30,315 There's a way to move forward... 647 00:31:30,968 --> 00:31:32,560 past the pain... 648 00:31:33,189 --> 00:31:34,865 the shame... 649 00:31:36,487 --> 00:31:37,826 the guilt. 650 00:31:38,290 --> 00:31:40,262 You won't forget. 651 00:31:40,663 --> 00:31:42,525 But you will get there. 652 00:31:43,329 --> 00:31:44,809 It's possible. 653 00:31:46,048 --> 00:31:47,969 I know it's possible. 654 00:32:00,567 --> 00:32:01,671 Hey. 655 00:32:01,694 --> 00:32:02,685 You seen Addison? 656 00:32:03,135 --> 00:32:04,878 Uh, I think she went home. 657 00:32:04,998 --> 00:32:06,425 There's no reason for her to hang around. 658 00:32:06,443 --> 00:32:09,965 - It's not like we have any patients coming in. - Yeah. 659 00:32:10,889 --> 00:32:11,978 You okay? 660 00:32:12,661 --> 00:32:13,750 Yeah. 661 00:32:15,228 --> 00:32:17,077 Yeah, I'm, you know, I'm just... 662 00:32:17,497 --> 00:32:19,224 Fife's gone. 663 00:32:20,343 --> 00:32:22,501 I didn't go with him so, 664 00:32:22,502 --> 00:32:24,037 you know, whatever. 665 00:32:24,060 --> 00:32:25,073 Oh, Nai. 666 00:32:25,974 --> 00:32:29,943 If I could have made it work with Addison, I would've. 667 00:32:29,944 --> 00:32:31,336 I wish... 668 00:32:32,890 --> 00:32:35,008 honestly, I... I wish that we were still together. 669 00:32:35,128 --> 00:32:38,064 - That makes me feel so much better. Thank you. - No, that's... I'm sorry. 670 00:32:38,484 --> 00:32:40,955 I'm just saying, it's hard, you know... 671 00:32:40,977 --> 00:32:42,705 to... to find happiness, so 672 00:32:43,059 --> 00:32:44,960 you find happiness wherever you can, 673 00:32:46,692 --> 00:32:49,208 and... if that's with Fife, if he makes you happy... 674 00:32:49,215 --> 00:32:51,716 - It's not that easy. - Nai, it's exactly that easy. 675 00:32:51,735 --> 00:32:53,511 No, it's not. No. I've got the practice 676 00:32:53,533 --> 00:32:54,299 and I have Betsey... 677 00:32:54,321 --> 00:32:56,386 - Nai, listen to me. I am the father of your child, - Maya... 678 00:32:56,424 --> 00:32:58,436 standing here telling you to run off 679 00:32:58,459 --> 00:33:00,216 and be happy with another man. 680 00:33:00,336 --> 00:33:03,197 Now you need to listen to me, because this is the only time 681 00:33:03,242 --> 00:33:04,909 I'm gonna say this. 682 00:33:05,715 --> 00:33:09,640 Now... you're making excuses not to be loved. 683 00:33:11,007 --> 00:33:12,772 Don't stick around for the practice. 684 00:33:12,802 --> 00:33:14,874 I mean, the practice... maybe it's time to let it go. 685 00:33:14,994 --> 00:33:17,765 And Betsey... all a child needs is love. 686 00:33:18,013 --> 00:33:20,107 And as long as you two are together, 687 00:33:20,108 --> 00:33:21,563 she can be loved by you anywhere. 688 00:33:21,564 --> 00:33:24,029 But you and... 689 00:33:24,382 --> 00:33:26,167 God knows why... 690 00:33:27,401 --> 00:33:29,767 but I guess you can only be loved 691 00:33:29,887 --> 00:33:31,840 the way you need to be loved... 692 00:33:33,108 --> 00:33:34,772 with Fife. 693 00:33:37,578 --> 00:33:39,003 You deserve to be happy. 694 00:33:40,152 --> 00:33:42,082 You deserve to be loved. 695 00:33:43,719 --> 00:33:45,051 So you should go. 696 00:33:49,623 --> 00:33:50,923 Go. 697 00:33:57,277 --> 00:34:00,698 Hey, sorry I missed your call. 698 00:34:00,699 --> 00:34:02,700 - How'd your surgery go? - Great. No problems. 699 00:34:02,701 --> 00:34:05,117 I'm glad to hear it. What about your phone call? 700 00:34:05,125 --> 00:34:07,399 It was just a blip. I'm good now. 701 00:34:07,670 --> 00:34:08,796 Breathe on me. 702 00:34:09,434 --> 00:34:11,307 Do it. 703 00:34:14,882 --> 00:34:16,178 You've been drinking. 704 00:34:16,481 --> 00:34:18,464 You operated on a patient after drinking. 705 00:34:18,471 --> 00:34:19,682 I'm not drunk. 706 00:34:19,980 --> 00:34:22,851 Look, I just slipped, and then I got paged. 707 00:34:23,787 --> 00:34:26,596 Okay, I had a slip. You get that, right? 708 00:34:26,716 --> 00:34:29,403 Starting now, your surgical privileges 709 00:34:29,404 --> 00:34:31,259 at this hospital are revoked. 710 00:34:32,830 --> 00:34:35,766 You and I, we're going to a meeting, 711 00:34:35,767 --> 00:34:37,401 right this minute. 712 00:34:38,085 --> 00:34:40,437 Screw you, Charlotte. 713 00:34:47,724 --> 00:34:49,525 So I think I'm gonna go. 714 00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:53,724 I mean, you said to change my life, to make a change. 715 00:34:54,498 --> 00:34:55,834 This is a change. 716 00:34:56,938 --> 00:34:59,700 I mean, he's a nice guy, and Sam's gone, 717 00:34:59,701 --> 00:35:01,632 and the practice is dying. 718 00:35:02,370 --> 00:35:03,554 Why should I hang out here 719 00:35:03,569 --> 00:35:06,130 when I could be with a gorgeous guy in Fiji? 720 00:35:07,140 --> 00:35:08,810 You said to make a change. 721 00:35:09,075 --> 00:35:10,650 This is change. 722 00:35:11,611 --> 00:35:13,916 I think it's good. I do. 723 00:35:15,366 --> 00:35:16,515 Right? 724 00:35:22,187 --> 00:35:24,223 Hi, baby. 725 00:35:27,161 --> 00:35:28,528 Hi. 726 00:35:31,261 --> 00:35:33,066 So I'm going away for a couple of weeks. 727 00:35:33,067 --> 00:35:35,069 But I'm gonna see you every day 728 00:35:35,070 --> 00:35:37,038 when I call on the computer, okay? 729 00:35:37,734 --> 00:35:39,707 I love you. 730 00:35:39,731 --> 00:35:42,089 I love you so, so, so much. 731 00:35:43,951 --> 00:35:45,979 And I'll be back soon, okay? 732 00:35:46,016 --> 00:35:47,398 It's just a couple of weeks. 733 00:35:47,518 --> 00:35:49,929 Take care of daddy while I'm gone. 734 00:36:00,393 --> 00:36:02,762 Mm. 735 00:36:07,098 --> 00:36:08,899 Bye-bye, baby. 736 00:36:08,900 --> 00:36:10,234 Bye-bye. 737 00:36:10,235 --> 00:36:12,136 Good-bye. 738 00:36:12,137 --> 00:36:13,571 Bye-bye. 739 00:36:13,572 --> 00:36:15,106 Bye-bye. 740 00:36:17,143 --> 00:36:18,544 Bye-bye. 741 00:36:27,023 --> 00:36:28,707 Oh, I wish I could've saved her. 742 00:36:28,708 --> 00:36:30,897 I wish I could've given her more time. 743 00:36:31,963 --> 00:36:32,985 I wish... 744 00:36:33,105 --> 00:36:35,696 Cooper, I just came from a meeting. 745 00:36:36,831 --> 00:36:38,842 There's something we say there, 746 00:36:39,608 --> 00:36:40,847 and it helps me, 747 00:36:42,002 --> 00:36:43,889 and I think it might help you. 748 00:36:45,572 --> 00:36:47,140 God, grant me the serenity 749 00:36:47,141 --> 00:36:49,341 to accept the things I cannot change, 750 00:36:49,342 --> 00:36:52,405 the courage to change the things I can... 751 00:36:53,779 --> 00:36:56,347 And the wisdom to know the difference. 752 00:36:59,749 --> 00:37:02,520 Flight 7-2-4 with nonstop service to Miami 753 00:37:02,527 --> 00:37:04,585 is now boarding at gate 2-0-4. 754 00:37:04,915 --> 00:37:08,174 Flight 724, with nonstop service to Miami... 755 00:37:08,189 --> 00:37:09,135 Violet? 756 00:37:09,255 --> 00:37:11,063 What... what... what are you doing here? 757 00:37:11,064 --> 00:37:13,932 I'm going on a book tour. What are you doing? 758 00:37:13,934 --> 00:37:17,607 I'm... going on a date. 759 00:37:17,727 --> 00:37:18,981 With a suitcase. 760 00:37:19,304 --> 00:37:20,472 Yeah. 761 00:37:21,302 --> 00:37:23,615 Um, good luck with your book tour. 762 00:37:23,735 --> 00:37:26,288 Good luck to you on your date. 763 00:37:32,816 --> 00:37:33,463 Nai? 764 00:37:33,493 --> 00:37:35,994 Addison, what are you... 765 00:37:36,018 --> 00:37:38,344 I'm... I'm... I'm, uh, I'm looking for gate 211. 766 00:37:38,353 --> 00:37:40,123 There are too many gates here. 767 00:37:40,161 --> 00:37:41,731 - Wh... what are you doing here? - Oh, there it is. 768 00:37:41,732 --> 00:37:44,425 I'm... I'm... I'm trying to stop Fife. 769 00:37:44,426 --> 00:37:46,928 I... I want to be with Fife if... if he'll have me. 770 00:37:47,048 --> 00:37:48,490 - Good for you. - Yeah. 771 00:37:48,513 --> 00:37:50,743 But I... I... I just want to say that... 772 00:37:50,773 --> 00:37:52,522 listen, I love you... 773 00:37:52,552 --> 00:37:55,797 And that I will always be here for you. 774 00:37:55,917 --> 00:37:58,939 Wherever I am, I will always be here for you, 775 00:37:58,940 --> 00:38:00,513 just a phone call away. 776 00:38:01,016 --> 00:38:02,776 You're my very best friend in the whole world, 777 00:38:02,777 --> 00:38:04,831 and I thank you for that, okay? 778 00:38:07,716 --> 00:38:10,055 - I'm so happy for you. - Thank you. 779 00:38:10,686 --> 00:38:11,790 - Go. - Okay. 780 00:38:11,812 --> 00:38:13,742 Go. Go get your happy ending. 781 00:38:14,906 --> 00:38:17,121 No, uh, wait. I, uh... 782 00:38:17,136 --> 00:38:18,458 I'm sorry. The gate's closed. 783 00:38:18,459 --> 00:38:20,125 There... there is... there is somebody on that plane 784 00:38:20,132 --> 00:38:21,536 that I really, really need to speak to. 785 00:38:21,552 --> 00:38:22,843 There's nothing I can do. 786 00:38:22,873 --> 00:38:25,223 She really can't open that door. 787 00:38:25,224 --> 00:38:27,394 T.S.A. regulations are very strict. 788 00:38:27,406 --> 00:38:30,027 Gabriel, what... why aren't... 789 00:38:30,086 --> 00:38:31,971 - why aren't you on the... - On the plane? 790 00:38:31,994 --> 00:38:34,126 Because I knew you'd come rushing after me. 791 00:38:34,164 --> 00:38:35,651 It was easier this way. 792 00:38:35,688 --> 00:38:38,024 I can't believe how cocky you are! 793 00:38:38,144 --> 00:38:40,862 Can you still call me cocky if I'm right? 794 00:38:46,122 --> 00:38:50,019 You'll have to forgive me not going down on one knee, 795 00:38:50,139 --> 00:38:51,492 but, uh... 796 00:38:59,539 --> 00:39:00,658 Yes. 797 00:39:00,913 --> 00:39:02,370 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 798 00:39:08,643 --> 00:39:10,178 Oh, but, um... 799 00:39:10,470 --> 00:39:12,547 I'm not going to D.C. with you. 800 00:39:12,850 --> 00:39:15,321 We're moving to New York, I've already decided... 801 00:39:15,441 --> 00:39:16,868 you, me, and Betsey. 802 00:39:16,883 --> 00:39:18,985 Maya's gonna be at Columbia with Olivia, 803 00:39:18,993 --> 00:39:21,023 and I'm gonna open an office for the foundation, 804 00:39:21,028 --> 00:39:22,710 and we can work together. 805 00:39:22,906 --> 00:39:23,807 Touché. 806 00:39:34,747 --> 00:39:38,081 Last call for Fiji air flight number 2-6-9-6, 807 00:39:38,111 --> 00:39:39,874 boarding at gate 215. 808 00:40:03,798 --> 00:40:06,646 We could fight it, what's happening to us. 809 00:40:06,661 --> 00:40:09,544 We could block their interrogations, bar the doors. 810 00:40:09,837 --> 00:40:11,294 Or we could accept it. 811 00:40:11,654 --> 00:40:14,640 Or we could change it. 812 00:40:15,064 --> 00:40:16,709 We could make a change. 813 00:40:17,684 --> 00:40:19,125 I would like us 814 00:40:19,126 --> 00:40:21,739 to officially dissolve Oceanside Wellness Group... 815 00:40:21,755 --> 00:40:23,001 Okay, h... hold on a second... 816 00:40:23,016 --> 00:40:24,348 And open a new practice. 817 00:40:24,556 --> 00:40:26,317 I'll use my money. I'll fund it. 818 00:40:26,318 --> 00:40:28,319 Meanwhile, we hire a consultant, 819 00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:30,221 somebody who's been a medical investigator, 820 00:40:30,233 --> 00:40:32,748 someone from the inside to help us figure this out. 821 00:40:33,289 --> 00:40:35,354 But O.W.G. as we know it, 822 00:40:35,842 --> 00:40:37,464 it doesn't exist anymore. 823 00:40:37,825 --> 00:40:40,859 We start over. We start fresh. We start clean. 824 00:40:40,874 --> 00:40:43,630 We stay a family, but we change. 825 00:40:45,140 --> 00:40:46,860 Make a change for the better. 826 00:40:59,641 --> 00:41:02,120 I missed you. 827 00:41:02,121 --> 00:41:04,189 I missed you, too. 828 00:41:04,190 --> 00:41:05,708 Mm. 829 00:41:07,224 --> 00:41:09,561 I'm still gonna want a baby, Sam. 830 00:41:10,355 --> 00:41:12,555 Not with you. I know how you feel. 831 00:41:14,229 --> 00:41:16,700 I don't know. I'll adopt or get a sperm donor. 832 00:41:16,707 --> 00:41:19,838 I don't know, but I'm gonna have a baby... 833 00:41:20,949 --> 00:41:23,042 on my own. 834 00:41:26,612 --> 00:41:28,331 but having you and having a baby 835 00:41:28,339 --> 00:41:30,276 aren't mutually exclusive. 836 00:41:32,118 --> 00:41:33,640 More change. 837 00:41:35,442 --> 00:41:37,322 You'd have to love me... 838 00:41:37,823 --> 00:41:39,452 with my baby... 839 00:41:40,736 --> 00:41:41,960 or at least... 840 00:41:42,546 --> 00:41:45,631 just love me for right now. 841 00:41:46,301 --> 00:41:47,900 Can you do that? 842 00:41:48,531 --> 00:41:50,268 I can try. 843 00:42:04,050 --> 00:42:05,750 Whoa! Whoo! 844 00:42:28,942 --> 00:42:30,376 Oh. 845 00:42:44,215 --> 00:42:47,032 synced by flapinha 846 00:42:47,033 --> 00:42:49,728 resynced and corrected by chamallow www.addic7ed.com