1 00:00:00,456 --> 00:00:02,557 Erica: Previously on "Being Erica"... 2 00:00:02,625 --> 00:00:03,725 I woke up yesterday morning 3 00:00:03,792 --> 00:00:05,593 to find out that my whole life is gone. 4 00:00:05,661 --> 00:00:08,263 Dr. Tom: You've been in a coma for two weeks. 5 00:00:08,331 --> 00:00:10,732 Barbara: She thought her real doctor, Doctor Wexler, 6 00:00:10,799 --> 00:00:11,865 was her therapist. 7 00:00:11,933 --> 00:00:13,167 Take it easy, okay? 8 00:00:13,235 --> 00:00:14,001 I want my life back, Dr. Tom. 9 00:00:14,069 --> 00:00:15,503 You give me my life back! 10 00:00:15,570 --> 00:00:16,404 Calm down, okay?! 11 00:00:16,471 --> 00:00:17,871 Get the hell off of me! 12 00:00:17,939 --> 00:00:19,040 Stop it! 13 00:00:19,107 --> 00:00:20,707 I remember it all, Leo. 14 00:00:20,775 --> 00:00:22,776 Every lesson, good and bad. 15 00:00:22,844 --> 00:00:25,746 Every victory, every defeat. 16 00:00:25,813 --> 00:00:27,014 I can't just throw it away; 17 00:00:27,081 --> 00:00:28,448 I can't throw my life away. 18 00:00:28,516 --> 00:00:31,684 I would rather live and try and fail 19 00:00:31,752 --> 00:00:33,153 than give up. 20 00:00:33,220 --> 00:00:34,654 Erica. 21 00:00:35,956 --> 00:00:38,091 Dr. Tom, what is happening? 22 00:00:38,159 --> 00:00:39,692 You passed, Erica. 23 00:00:39,760 --> 00:00:41,261 Welcome to doctor training. 24 00:00:41,328 --> 00:00:42,462 Erica: Can you believe it? 25 00:00:42,530 --> 00:00:44,496 I came this close to failing, but... 26 00:00:44,564 --> 00:00:46,465 I passed. I didn't, Erica. 27 00:00:48,734 --> 00:00:50,169 What's this? 28 00:00:50,236 --> 00:00:51,537 Dr. Tom: Your card. 29 00:00:51,604 --> 00:00:54,373 It's time to meet your first patient. 30 00:01:00,179 --> 00:01:01,011 Erica. 31 00:01:04,516 --> 00:01:06,117 Josh. 32 00:01:06,185 --> 00:01:07,285 Come to Toronto 33 00:01:07,352 --> 00:01:08,553 and the first person I see is you. 34 00:01:09,821 --> 00:01:11,855 You're... you're... You are... 35 00:01:11,923 --> 00:01:13,591 Older? Alive? Satan? 36 00:01:14,793 --> 00:01:16,826 Here. You're... here. 37 00:01:16,894 --> 00:01:18,195 Yeah, I'm here to finalize my divorce. 38 00:01:18,262 --> 00:01:19,329 You remember that? 39 00:01:19,397 --> 00:01:20,930 Your sister kicking my ass to the curb? 40 00:01:20,998 --> 00:01:22,165 Yeah, I remember you ignoring her 41 00:01:22,233 --> 00:01:24,334 and taking her for granted. 44 00:01:31,475 --> 00:01:33,976 Let's... talk. 45 00:01:34,043 --> 00:01:35,277 Why? 46 00:01:35,345 --> 00:01:36,645 If you'd just give me a minute, um- 47 00:01:36,713 --> 00:01:37,813 No, how about not, okay? 48 00:01:37,880 --> 00:01:39,081 And just think, Erica, 49 00:01:39,149 --> 00:01:41,049 once I go through this door, 50 00:01:41,118 --> 00:01:42,218 we'll never have to see each other again. 51 00:01:46,389 --> 00:01:47,422 Josh, wait! 52 00:01:48,991 --> 00:01:49,890 Ugh! Josh! 53 00:01:53,329 --> 00:01:55,563 Why? Out of all the people 54 00:01:55,631 --> 00:01:57,232 that you could have picked to be my patient, 55 00:01:57,299 --> 00:01:59,534 why... Josh? 56 00:01:59,602 --> 00:02:01,336 Why not Josh? 57 00:02:01,403 --> 00:02:02,937 Well, you know, I could think of a million different reasons: 58 00:02:03,005 --> 00:02:06,006 I don't like him, I don't understand him at all. 59 00:02:06,073 --> 00:02:09,243 Consider this your opportunity to understand him better. 60 00:02:09,310 --> 00:02:11,378 No, but... 'Kay, he hates me, too. 61 00:02:11,446 --> 00:02:13,647 He's in the middle of divorcing my sister, 62 00:02:13,714 --> 00:02:14,781 and there's no way 63 00:02:14,849 --> 00:02:16,350 that he's gonna accept me as his doctor. 64 00:02:16,417 --> 00:02:17,651 Well, that's good 65 00:02:17,718 --> 00:02:19,985 because you aren't his doctor. 66 00:02:20,053 --> 00:02:22,821 Erica, you are a doctor in training, 67 00:02:22,889 --> 00:02:24,957 and your first assignment 68 00:02:25,025 --> 00:02:27,493 is to help Josh move on with his life. 69 00:02:27,561 --> 00:02:28,561 Move on? 70 00:02:29,996 --> 00:02:31,430 To what? I mean... 71 00:02:31,498 --> 00:02:34,300 How do I even do that? 72 00:02:34,368 --> 00:02:35,933 You figure it out. 73 00:02:38,837 --> 00:02:41,206 I feel like you're setting me up to fail. 74 00:02:41,274 --> 00:02:43,107 Well, "Failure is nature's plan 75 00:02:43,176 --> 00:02:45,410 to prepare you for great responsibilities." 76 00:02:45,478 --> 00:02:46,578 Napoleon Hill. 77 00:02:46,646 --> 00:02:48,079 And I think that you should prepare 78 00:02:48,147 --> 00:02:50,048 to fail repeatedly, Erica. 79 00:02:50,115 --> 00:02:53,517 This process is not going to be easy, 80 00:02:54,819 --> 00:02:57,054 and it's not meant to be. 81 00:02:58,256 --> 00:02:59,490 Okay, so what do I do? 82 00:02:59,558 --> 00:03:02,459 Do I just go out there, hand him the card, 83 00:03:02,527 --> 00:03:06,597 and ask him how he's handling the divorce? 84 00:03:06,665 --> 00:03:08,998 You go out there and you get on with your day, 85 00:03:09,066 --> 00:03:13,169 and your moment to jump in and help will arrive. 86 00:03:13,237 --> 00:03:16,606 How do I know when- You'll know. 87 00:03:16,674 --> 00:03:17,773 Trust me. 88 00:03:20,977 --> 00:03:22,011 Okay. 89 00:03:22,079 --> 00:03:26,079 ♪ Being Erica 04x01 ♪ Doctor Who? Original Air Date: October 3, 2011 90 00:03:26,080 --> 00:03:30,080 == re-sync by elderman == == corrections by Alice == www.addic7ed.com 91 00:03:31,854 --> 00:03:34,423 ♪ It's clearer inside of me ♪ 92 00:03:34,490 --> 00:03:37,058 ♪ who I will always be ♪ 93 00:03:37,126 --> 00:03:40,227 ♪ open me up to my heart. ♪ 94 00:03:42,130 --> 00:03:44,665 ♪ Feels like I'm seeing in the dark-- ♪ 95 00:03:44,733 --> 00:03:46,967 ♪ Waking me up to my life-- ♪ 96 00:03:47,035 --> 00:03:49,370 ♪ To do it all over ♪ 97 00:03:49,438 --> 00:03:51,972 ♪ again and again, ♪ 98 00:03:52,040 --> 00:03:54,442 ♪ until the end ♪ 99 00:03:54,509 --> 00:03:57,009 ♪ the sum of my dreams, ♪ 100 00:03:57,077 --> 00:04:00,079 ♪ and everything I ever wanted to be. ♪ 101 00:04:03,284 --> 00:04:04,417 Hey, can you be here for six? 102 00:04:04,485 --> 00:04:06,052 I told Sam 6:30. 103 00:04:06,120 --> 00:04:07,820 Yeah. Six is good. 104 00:04:07,888 --> 00:04:09,456 Do you need me to pick up anything? 105 00:04:09,523 --> 00:04:11,357 Um, if you could grab some wine, that would be great. 106 00:04:11,424 --> 00:04:13,492 I've got a million things to do, 107 00:04:13,560 --> 00:04:16,295 including finding my moment to leap in 108 00:04:16,363 --> 00:04:18,096 and help Josh move on. 109 00:04:18,164 --> 00:04:20,299 Sounds like it's gonna be the fun part. 110 00:04:20,367 --> 00:04:22,668 Yeah, well, you don't know Josh. 111 00:04:22,736 --> 00:04:24,570 And it doesn't help that my day is psycho. 112 00:04:24,638 --> 00:04:26,071 I've got back-to-back interviews all morning, 113 00:04:26,139 --> 00:04:27,305 and then I gotta rush home and cook. 114 00:04:27,373 --> 00:04:28,673 And I just, I don't even wanna think about it. 115 00:04:28,741 --> 00:04:30,007 Then don't. 116 00:04:31,443 --> 00:04:32,410 Adam... 117 00:04:32,478 --> 00:04:34,412 Hey! Um... 118 00:04:34,480 --> 00:04:35,813 I have to go to work. 119 00:04:35,881 --> 00:04:38,115 So be late; You're the boss. 120 00:04:41,920 --> 00:04:43,287 Seriously, seriously, we can't, 121 00:04:43,354 --> 00:04:44,254 we can't do this right now. 122 00:04:44,322 --> 00:04:46,456 Seriously? Why not? 123 00:04:49,627 --> 00:04:53,363 Because I have very important things to... 124 00:04:57,001 --> 00:04:58,168 Oh my God. 125 00:05:00,370 --> 00:05:01,871 I mean, I guess I could be a few minutes late. 126 00:05:11,115 --> 00:05:12,916 Did anyone ever tell you you're really good at that? 127 00:05:12,983 --> 00:05:14,350 Which part? 128 00:05:14,418 --> 00:05:16,685 All of it. The... all of it. 129 00:05:16,752 --> 00:05:19,121 Yeah, practice makes perfect. 130 00:05:20,857 --> 00:05:23,192 So, how much practice have you had? 131 00:05:23,259 --> 00:05:24,793 Oh, come on, Erica, I was joking. 132 00:05:24,861 --> 00:05:26,128 No, I'm serious though, I'm curious. 133 00:05:26,196 --> 00:05:29,397 How many women have you slept with? 134 00:05:31,867 --> 00:05:34,735 Okay, I'll make it easy. Uh... more than ten? 135 00:05:34,803 --> 00:05:37,138 More than ten? Are you serious? 136 00:05:37,206 --> 00:05:39,473 I don't think I know anyone that hasn't had more than 10. 137 00:05:39,541 --> 00:05:41,675 Seven over here. 138 00:05:41,743 --> 00:05:43,444 Okay... 139 00:05:43,511 --> 00:05:44,511 So you've had more than ten. 140 00:05:44,579 --> 00:05:46,580 Have you had more than twenty? 141 00:05:48,382 --> 00:05:49,850 More than thirty? 142 00:05:52,386 --> 00:05:53,854 More than forty? 143 00:05:55,223 --> 00:05:56,289 You know what? Let's just... 144 00:05:56,357 --> 00:05:58,558 We're gonna stop at forty. 145 00:06:00,794 --> 00:06:01,627 They didn't mean anything. 146 00:06:01,695 --> 00:06:03,230 Oh, come on. 147 00:06:03,297 --> 00:06:04,429 No, you know what they say 148 00:06:04,497 --> 00:06:07,166 about how it's different when you... 149 00:06:07,234 --> 00:06:08,267 When you...? 150 00:06:08,335 --> 00:06:10,502 When you love someone. 151 00:06:15,408 --> 00:06:18,210 I've never loved anyone before. 152 00:06:20,079 --> 00:06:21,312 Before now. 153 00:06:30,689 --> 00:06:31,789 ...And I've highlighted 154 00:06:31,857 --> 00:06:33,324 the essential points of agreement. 155 00:06:33,392 --> 00:06:35,793 If you're both amenable, we'll use this as a basis 156 00:06:35,861 --> 00:06:38,428 for preparing a formal settlement. 157 00:06:43,868 --> 00:06:44,734 Signed. 158 00:06:46,938 --> 00:06:48,272 Well, my issues about debt division, 159 00:06:48,339 --> 00:06:49,839 are they included here? 160 00:06:49,908 --> 00:06:52,141 And the, uh, London condo? 161 00:06:52,209 --> 00:06:53,842 Page six. 162 00:06:53,911 --> 00:06:55,278 Wow. 163 00:06:55,345 --> 00:06:57,579 I wish you were this easygoing when we were married. 164 00:06:57,647 --> 00:06:58,747 Mediator: Josh... 165 00:06:58,815 --> 00:07:00,349 No, it's cool. 166 00:07:01,584 --> 00:07:03,386 Anyone got a pen? 167 00:07:16,999 --> 00:07:19,935 So that was easier than I thought it would be. 168 00:07:20,002 --> 00:07:22,471 Yeah, I just... wanna move on 169 00:07:22,539 --> 00:07:24,139 so that both of us can be happy. 170 00:07:24,206 --> 00:07:26,073 No, no. So that you can be happy, you mean. 171 00:07:26,141 --> 00:07:27,442 Don't... Don't speak for me. 172 00:07:28,644 --> 00:07:30,077 I wasn't speaking for you. 173 00:07:30,145 --> 00:07:32,246 I was, I was being sincere. 174 00:07:32,314 --> 00:07:33,314 Then you should've thought twice 175 00:07:33,381 --> 00:07:35,817 before asking for a divorce. 176 00:07:36,952 --> 00:07:38,519 Okay. 177 00:07:38,587 --> 00:07:39,787 Bye, Josh. 178 00:07:44,291 --> 00:07:47,026 That's right, storm off in a huff. 179 00:07:47,094 --> 00:07:48,929 That's more like the Sam I know. 180 00:07:48,996 --> 00:07:50,163 Just get in the car, Sam. 181 00:07:50,230 --> 00:07:51,731 Don't let him bring you down to his level. 182 00:07:51,799 --> 00:07:52,866 Josh: So what, that's how it is? 183 00:07:52,934 --> 00:07:54,534 Am I even worthy of a response? 184 00:07:54,602 --> 00:07:55,869 Come on, man, just take it easy. 185 00:07:55,937 --> 00:07:58,103 What? You're too full of joy, and light, and peace- 186 00:07:58,171 --> 00:08:01,474 Hey! Back off! You hear me? 187 00:08:01,541 --> 00:08:02,775 Yeah. 188 00:08:02,843 --> 00:08:03,609 Sam: To answer your question, 189 00:08:03,677 --> 00:08:05,277 I am happy, Josh. 190 00:08:05,345 --> 00:08:07,613 For the first time in years, I am happy. 191 00:08:07,681 --> 00:08:10,215 And if you want to be mean and miserable, 192 00:08:10,283 --> 00:08:12,150 that's your choice. 193 00:08:14,052 --> 00:08:15,920 Lenin: Get outta my way. 194 00:08:22,060 --> 00:08:23,294 Just drive. 195 00:08:26,098 --> 00:08:29,066 So tell us why you'd make a great assistant here at 50/50. 196 00:08:29,134 --> 00:08:30,801 Well, I'm a professional typist, 197 00:08:30,869 --> 00:08:33,837 and a huge fan of "Sweet Dreams Kitty"; 198 00:08:33,905 --> 00:08:35,973 I read it to my cats every night. 199 00:08:36,041 --> 00:08:39,377 Oh, and I loved "Broken Dreams of Gold." 200 00:08:39,444 --> 00:08:40,911 "Broken Dreams of Gold"? 201 00:08:40,979 --> 00:08:42,346 The first book I edited. 202 00:08:42,414 --> 00:08:43,447 Don't ask. 203 00:08:43,515 --> 00:08:44,915 Oh, it's Sloan Scott. 204 00:08:44,983 --> 00:08:46,849 You work out at my gym. Do you do Zumba? 205 00:08:46,917 --> 00:08:49,652 Oh my God, I heart Zumba! 206 00:08:49,720 --> 00:08:51,721 It's like I'm getting a workout and a night out 207 00:08:51,788 --> 00:08:52,855 at the same time! 208 00:08:52,923 --> 00:08:54,724 Oh my God! I totally agree. 209 00:08:54,791 --> 00:08:56,726 Do you have Julio as your instructor? 210 00:08:56,793 --> 00:08:59,029 Uh, Julio-else do you think? 211 00:09:00,964 --> 00:09:02,964 You're cute. 212 00:09:03,033 --> 00:09:04,266 Uh, Sloan, it's just I see here 213 00:09:04,334 --> 00:09:05,501 that you don't have any actual experience 214 00:09:05,568 --> 00:09:07,636 as an assistant. 215 00:09:07,703 --> 00:09:09,338 What do you mean? 216 00:09:10,507 --> 00:09:11,907 Oh. 217 00:09:11,974 --> 00:09:14,109 And, uh, when I was doing my masters in English lit, 218 00:09:14,177 --> 00:09:16,811 I spent summers working at a small press in Ottawa. 219 00:09:16,879 --> 00:09:18,246 Secretarial work, 220 00:09:18,313 --> 00:09:20,014 but they also had me doing coverage on the missions. 221 00:09:20,082 --> 00:09:21,449 Coverage? Really? 222 00:09:21,517 --> 00:09:22,650 Rachel: Well, yeah. 223 00:09:22,717 --> 00:09:24,252 First time in my life I actually felt cool. 224 00:09:25,521 --> 00:09:27,120 I bet. 225 00:09:27,188 --> 00:09:28,923 So, Rachel, uh, tell me what you- 226 00:09:28,990 --> 00:09:30,624 My spare time? 227 00:09:30,692 --> 00:09:32,125 Uh, well, I do lots of things. 228 00:09:32,193 --> 00:09:33,126 Uh, I write a blog. 229 00:09:33,194 --> 00:09:34,728 I'm into guerrilla gardening. 230 00:09:34,796 --> 00:09:36,797 Seed bombs, you know? 231 00:09:36,865 --> 00:09:37,998 Julianne: How did you do that? 232 00:09:38,066 --> 00:09:39,433 I mean, how did you answer a question 233 00:09:39,500 --> 00:09:41,168 that hadn't asked yet? 234 00:09:41,235 --> 00:09:42,936 You asked what I do in my spare time. 235 00:09:43,003 --> 00:09:44,737 No. I was gonna ask you what you do in your spare time, 236 00:09:44,805 --> 00:09:45,638 but then you cut me off. 237 00:09:47,041 --> 00:09:48,507 Okay. 238 00:09:48,576 --> 00:09:50,877 This might sound weird, but... 239 00:09:52,713 --> 00:09:54,280 I'm a little bit psychic. 240 00:09:54,347 --> 00:09:55,715 But it gets worse when I'm nervous, 241 00:09:55,783 --> 00:09:57,550 and since this is an interview situation- 242 00:09:57,617 --> 00:09:59,284 I'm sorry, what? 243 00:09:59,851 --> 00:10:02,621 The more nervous I get, the more psychic I am. 244 00:10:02,689 --> 00:10:04,122 I have no control over it. 245 00:10:04,190 --> 00:10:05,256 You know, it's like some people sweat, 246 00:10:05,324 --> 00:10:06,858 I get psychic. 247 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:09,561 Okay, please tell me 248 00:10:09,629 --> 00:10:10,963 we don't have to do this again tomorrow. 249 00:10:11,030 --> 00:10:12,030 Well, we won't have to 250 00:10:12,098 --> 00:10:13,831 if we pick someone from today, okay? 251 00:10:13,899 --> 00:10:15,265 I mean, it's pretty obvious who. 252 00:10:15,333 --> 00:10:17,534 - Yeah. Rachel. - Sloan! 253 00:10:17,603 --> 00:10:20,671 Sloan? Julianne, she has zero experience. 254 00:10:20,739 --> 00:10:23,708 I know, but she does Zumba. 255 00:10:23,775 --> 00:10:25,342 And I got a very good vibe from her - 256 00:10:25,410 --> 00:10:26,978 and not a creepy "I'm a psychic" vibe 257 00:10:27,045 --> 00:10:30,013 - like Rachel. - Rachel has actual experience. 258 00:10:30,081 --> 00:10:32,148 And so what if she's quirky? I mean, she seems smart. 259 00:10:32,216 --> 00:10:33,617 She did a chair dance. 260 00:10:33,684 --> 00:10:35,251 And she's keen, and she's got great references. 261 00:10:35,319 --> 00:10:36,820 She's a freak. 262 00:10:38,623 --> 00:10:39,489 Okay. 263 00:10:42,994 --> 00:10:44,894 We will... 264 00:10:44,962 --> 00:10:48,597 Just call more people and set up more interviews. 265 00:10:48,665 --> 00:10:49,932 Oh... 266 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:51,600 No. No, it's fine. 267 00:10:52,836 --> 00:10:55,838 We'll hire the weirdo psychic with experience. 268 00:10:55,905 --> 00:10:57,006 Yes! 269 00:10:57,073 --> 00:10:58,206 But a voice from beyond is telling me 270 00:10:58,274 --> 00:11:00,542 not to be surprised if it doesn't work out. 271 00:11:00,610 --> 00:11:03,144 Julianne, it's fine. 272 00:11:03,211 --> 00:11:04,512 I'm calling her right now. 273 00:11:04,579 --> 00:11:05,412 Ugh. 274 00:11:08,316 --> 00:11:09,917 ...then Josh follows me outside. 275 00:11:09,985 --> 00:11:11,252 Lenin's waiting for me. 276 00:11:11,319 --> 00:11:12,419 I wasn't planning on being there. 277 00:11:12,487 --> 00:11:13,955 But I'm glad I was. 278 00:11:14,023 --> 00:11:15,823 My knight in shining armour. 279 00:11:15,891 --> 00:11:17,558 Good man. 280 00:11:17,626 --> 00:11:19,059 Sam: Anyway, the kicker? 281 00:11:19,127 --> 00:11:21,561 I got home and there's an email from Josh's lawyer 282 00:11:21,629 --> 00:11:23,429 with even more demands. 283 00:11:23,497 --> 00:11:25,632 No, no, no, wait, I... I thought that he signed? 284 00:11:25,700 --> 00:11:28,835 There was a rescission period and he changed his mind. 285 00:11:28,903 --> 00:11:30,603 He's doing everything he can to make you hurt. 286 00:11:30,672 --> 00:11:31,604 It's, uh, it's petty. 287 00:11:32,874 --> 00:11:34,406 Anyone want some more wine? Sammy? 288 00:11:34,474 --> 00:11:35,841 I'm good with water, thanks. 289 00:11:35,909 --> 00:11:37,543 But I will have a cupcake. 290 00:11:37,610 --> 00:11:38,577 Yeah. Sure. 291 00:11:39,780 --> 00:11:41,547 Cupcakes with sprinkles, coming right up. 292 00:11:41,614 --> 00:11:42,815 Thank you. 293 00:11:44,851 --> 00:11:47,052 Guys, I just, I can't believe I wasted so many years 294 00:11:47,053 --> 00:11:48,020 with that selfish bastard. 295 00:11:48,088 --> 00:11:49,021 Nobody liked him. 296 00:11:49,089 --> 00:11:50,655 You hated him. 297 00:11:50,723 --> 00:11:53,158 Well, I mean, I didn't hate him. 298 00:11:53,225 --> 00:11:54,859 Sam: Oh, come on. You did. 299 00:11:54,927 --> 00:11:57,461 And I was so protective of him for so long, 300 00:11:57,529 --> 00:11:59,497 and now it makes no sense to me. 301 00:11:59,565 --> 00:12:01,199 Why did I love him? 302 00:12:01,266 --> 00:12:03,101 How could I have loved someone like that? 303 00:12:03,169 --> 00:12:05,403 Anyway, it's fine. 304 00:12:05,470 --> 00:12:06,937 If he wants a war, I will give him one. 305 00:12:07,005 --> 00:12:09,272 All right, I know you're upset honey. Me, too, 306 00:12:09,440 --> 00:12:11,441 but we need to just chill on the Josh thing. 307 00:12:11,509 --> 00:12:12,876 Dude's got issues. 308 00:12:12,944 --> 00:12:15,045 Yeah, Lenin's right. 309 00:12:15,113 --> 00:12:16,680 Are you seriously suggesting 310 00:12:16,748 --> 00:12:18,082 that I should feel sorry for him? 311 00:12:18,149 --> 00:12:19,249 No. But I do think 312 00:12:19,317 --> 00:12:20,217 you need to be the bigger person. 313 00:12:20,284 --> 00:12:21,284 Rise above all this. 314 00:12:21,352 --> 00:12:23,019 Show him some, uh, some maturity. 315 00:12:23,087 --> 00:12:24,386 I've tried. 316 00:12:24,454 --> 00:12:26,422 No matter what I do he keeps coming after me, 317 00:12:26,489 --> 00:12:28,591 and look, there comes a point when you have to say 318 00:12:28,658 --> 00:12:30,526 enough is enough and fight back. 319 00:12:39,368 --> 00:12:41,203 - Erica. - Josh, hi. 320 00:12:41,270 --> 00:12:42,470 If Sam's got something to say to me, 321 00:12:42,538 --> 00:12:44,139 she should say it through her lawyer. 322 00:12:44,207 --> 00:12:46,074 Look, Josh, I know this might be weird, 323 00:12:46,142 --> 00:12:48,376 but honestly, I'm not here to attack you. 324 00:12:48,444 --> 00:12:51,179 I'm... I'm here to help. 325 00:12:51,247 --> 00:12:53,048 Right. Okay. Goodbye, Erica. 326 00:12:53,116 --> 00:12:55,082 No, just, Josh, Josh... Wait. 327 00:12:55,150 --> 00:12:57,451 Look, if Sam wants to move on with her life 328 00:12:57,518 --> 00:12:58,652 with some rasta dude? 329 00:12:58,720 --> 00:12:59,854 Good for her. 330 00:12:59,921 --> 00:13:02,123 But me? I'm just... thinking things through. 331 00:13:02,190 --> 00:13:04,625 You're torturing her on purpose. 332 00:13:04,692 --> 00:13:06,360 I'm glad to hear it's working. 333 00:13:16,036 --> 00:13:18,238 I'm not, I'm not... 334 00:13:18,305 --> 00:13:20,306 I'm not! 335 00:13:23,911 --> 00:13:25,378 I... I hate that guy! 336 00:13:25,445 --> 00:13:26,745 I... I hate him 337 00:13:26,813 --> 00:13:30,082 and I want to punch in his smug little face! 338 00:13:31,384 --> 00:13:32,818 Dr. Tom: Erica. 339 00:13:32,886 --> 00:13:34,352 Okay. 340 00:13:34,420 --> 00:13:36,855 Why don't you, uh... why don't you just relax, okay, 341 00:13:36,923 --> 00:13:39,291 and come and sit, please. 342 00:13:41,594 --> 00:13:42,593 There you go. 343 00:13:47,966 --> 00:13:49,433 - Better? - No. You know what? 344 00:13:49,434 --> 00:13:50,802 Not really. And I can't do this. 345 00:13:50,869 --> 00:13:53,304 - I don't know how to do this. - One step at a time. 346 00:13:53,371 --> 00:13:54,438 Okay? 347 00:13:54,506 --> 00:13:56,307 Let's start with where you're at. 348 00:13:56,374 --> 00:13:58,508 - Well, I- - You hate Josh. 349 00:13:58,575 --> 00:14:00,343 I understand that. 350 00:14:00,411 --> 00:14:04,080 So why don't you tell me when that started - 351 00:14:04,148 --> 00:14:05,648 the hatred. 352 00:14:07,885 --> 00:14:08,751 Um... 353 00:14:13,791 --> 00:14:15,590 Spring break. 1998. 354 00:14:17,027 --> 00:14:19,028 We were supposed to spend the week 355 00:14:19,095 --> 00:14:20,930 at my Grandmother's condo in Lauderdale. 356 00:14:20,997 --> 00:14:22,364 It was supposed to be me and Sam. 357 00:14:22,432 --> 00:14:26,001 Sam wound up inviting Josh, so I invited Jenny... 358 00:14:26,069 --> 00:14:27,536 But then, before we even got on the airplane, 359 00:14:27,603 --> 00:14:28,971 Sam got food poisoning 360 00:14:29,039 --> 00:14:31,772 and she barfed all over the, um... 361 00:14:31,841 --> 00:14:32,974 Dr. Tom: The conveyor belt? 362 00:14:33,042 --> 00:14:34,275 Erica: And our carry-on luggage, 363 00:14:34,343 --> 00:14:37,511 and Jenny's brand new kitten heel sandals. 364 00:14:37,579 --> 00:14:38,947 Yeah, okay. 365 00:14:39,014 --> 00:14:41,782 Anyway, instead of Josh staying in Toronto 366 00:14:41,851 --> 00:14:42,750 to take care of Sam, 367 00:14:42,818 --> 00:14:44,385 he flew down with us. 368 00:14:44,453 --> 00:14:46,386 We were just stuck with him. 369 00:14:46,454 --> 00:14:47,654 And yes, okay, 370 00:14:47,722 --> 00:14:49,022 we could've been more mature about it, 371 00:14:49,090 --> 00:14:50,991 but Josh went insane. 372 00:14:51,059 --> 00:14:54,194 He was constantly wasted and wound up naked in the pool. 373 00:14:54,262 --> 00:14:55,762 And the condo board, 374 00:14:55,830 --> 00:14:57,564 they almost kicked my Bubbe out. 375 00:14:57,631 --> 00:14:59,599 And so, by the time Sam finally arrived- 376 00:14:59,667 --> 00:15:01,668 Yeah, yeah, you hated him. Yeah. 377 00:15:01,736 --> 00:15:03,002 Wow. 378 00:15:04,204 --> 00:15:05,004 Before that trip, you know, 379 00:15:05,072 --> 00:15:06,172 I always thought that, Josh, 380 00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:09,475 he was mildly annoying but mainly harmless. 381 00:15:09,542 --> 00:15:10,977 After that trip? 382 00:15:11,044 --> 00:15:13,679 Oh, I saw him for what he really is. 383 00:15:13,747 --> 00:15:15,547 You know, he's rude and crude 384 00:15:15,615 --> 00:15:18,468 - and hugely insincere, - Erica... 385 00:15:18,493 --> 00:15:19,450 - on top of being... - Erica? 386 00:15:19,451 --> 00:15:21,452 - What?! - I get the picture. 387 00:15:21,520 --> 00:15:23,454 Here's the thing though. 388 00:15:24,857 --> 00:15:28,593 Each patient is chosen for a specific reason. 389 00:15:28,660 --> 00:15:30,561 They have something to teach you, 390 00:15:30,629 --> 00:15:32,830 and you have a way to help them. 391 00:15:32,899 --> 00:15:35,766 However, neither of these things can happen 392 00:15:35,833 --> 00:15:38,535 without first establishing a connection. 393 00:15:38,603 --> 00:15:42,706 You have to build a connection with Josh, 394 00:15:42,774 --> 00:15:43,840 all right? 395 00:15:43,909 --> 00:15:44,975 Otherwise, why would he trust you 396 00:15:45,043 --> 00:15:46,911 enough to open up? 397 00:15:46,978 --> 00:15:48,312 How? 398 00:15:48,380 --> 00:15:51,614 I mean, we have nothing in common. 399 00:15:51,681 --> 00:15:54,617 Well, which brings us to lesson one: 400 00:15:55,719 --> 00:15:57,954 You are your patient. 401 00:16:00,457 --> 00:16:01,724 What the hell does that mean? 402 00:16:03,827 --> 00:16:06,261 Well, let's not get ahead of ourselves. 403 00:16:06,329 --> 00:16:09,097 First, build a bridge with Josh-- 404 00:16:09,165 --> 00:16:10,832 connect-- 405 00:16:10,900 --> 00:16:12,200 so that you can do your job 406 00:16:12,268 --> 00:16:14,469 and help him move on with his life. 407 00:16:16,072 --> 00:16:16,838 Whoa! 408 00:16:19,575 --> 00:16:20,409 Sorry. 409 00:16:21,811 --> 00:16:22,643 Sorry. 410 00:16:25,539 --> 00:16:26,906 What is with the Strange sisters today? 411 00:16:26,974 --> 00:16:28,808 I mean, come on, Sam, let's go. 412 00:16:28,876 --> 00:16:29,843 Jenny, hand me that bin now! 413 00:16:29,910 --> 00:16:31,077 What? Why? 414 00:16:31,144 --> 00:16:32,144 Look, if you like your brand new shoes 415 00:16:32,212 --> 00:16:34,112 you will hand me that bin. 416 00:16:34,180 --> 00:16:35,747 Oh my God. 417 00:16:35,815 --> 00:16:37,015 It's okay, Sam. 418 00:16:37,083 --> 00:16:38,216 Whoa! Whoa! 419 00:16:39,953 --> 00:16:42,087 Check it-- I got this humongous bottle of liquid gold 420 00:16:42,154 --> 00:16:43,054 for 18 bucks. 421 00:16:45,224 --> 00:16:46,859 Josh, that's... that's great, 422 00:16:46,926 --> 00:16:48,393 but look, Sam is sick 423 00:16:48,461 --> 00:16:49,494 and I don't think 424 00:16:49,562 --> 00:16:50,895 she's gonna be able to make the flight. 425 00:16:50,963 --> 00:16:51,930 Yes you can. 426 00:16:51,997 --> 00:16:53,498 It's up and down, three hours. 427 00:16:53,566 --> 00:16:55,232 Sam, you have food poisoning 428 00:16:55,300 --> 00:16:57,469 and you can't fly if you're throwing up. 429 00:16:57,536 --> 00:16:58,837 So, look, here's what we'll do. 430 00:16:58,904 --> 00:17:00,137 You're gonna go home and get some rest 431 00:17:00,205 --> 00:17:02,807 and, Josh, you... you can come with us. 432 00:17:02,875 --> 00:17:04,576 What?! Erica... 433 00:17:04,643 --> 00:17:05,869 Yeah, and Sam, you can 434 00:17:05,877 --> 00:17:07,344 fly down in a couple of days, when you're feeling better. 435 00:17:07,411 --> 00:17:09,513 She'd have to get a whole new flight. 436 00:17:09,581 --> 00:17:10,681 It's just, you know, it's just rebooking fees, 437 00:17:10,748 --> 00:17:12,215 it's no biggie. 438 00:17:12,283 --> 00:17:13,283 So we settled? 439 00:17:14,452 --> 00:17:16,052 ♪ 440 00:17:22,493 --> 00:17:23,760 So what... I'm supposed to like accept 441 00:17:23,828 --> 00:17:25,127 that you invited this asshole along 442 00:17:25,195 --> 00:17:26,563 to ruin our vacation? 443 00:17:26,630 --> 00:17:28,064 Well, look, this asshole, 444 00:17:28,131 --> 00:17:29,933 he's probably gonna marry Sam one day, 445 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:31,768 which will make him my brother-in-law. 446 00:17:31,836 --> 00:17:34,203 So I need to build a relationship with him, 447 00:17:34,271 --> 00:17:35,538 and that is exactly what I'm gonna be doing 448 00:17:35,606 --> 00:17:36,573 on this trip. 449 00:17:36,640 --> 00:17:37,840 Okay. 450 00:17:37,908 --> 00:17:40,042 You called him a cheesy, annoying loser 451 00:17:40,109 --> 00:17:42,411 and made fun of his Duran Duran tattoo 452 00:17:42,479 --> 00:17:43,312 to his face. 453 00:17:44,881 --> 00:17:45,781 When did I do that? 454 00:17:45,849 --> 00:17:47,616 Yesterday. 455 00:17:47,684 --> 00:17:50,820 Good luck building that relationship. 456 00:17:50,887 --> 00:17:52,588 You girls coming or what? 457 00:17:52,656 --> 00:17:54,756 I'm hitting the pool; I gotta get my rays on. 458 00:17:57,627 --> 00:17:59,193 Hey, Mr. Anderson. 459 00:18:00,563 --> 00:18:03,632 This place is full of old people. 460 00:18:03,699 --> 00:18:04,499 Oh, hey, ladies. 461 00:18:06,268 --> 00:18:07,368 Jenny: No, no-no-no-no-no. 462 00:18:07,437 --> 00:18:08,737 This is not what I signed up for. 463 00:18:08,805 --> 00:18:10,905 Jenny, I told you this is my Bubbe's condo. 464 00:18:10,972 --> 00:18:13,073 Okay, but it looks like a scene from "The Golden Girls." 465 00:18:13,141 --> 00:18:14,409 Wait till I bust out the whiskey. 466 00:18:14,476 --> 00:18:16,977 Then it'll be "Golden Girls Gone Wild"! 467 00:18:17,045 --> 00:18:18,312 Ew. 468 00:18:18,380 --> 00:18:19,614 You guys, look, it's free 469 00:18:19,681 --> 00:18:20,848 and it's a 10 minute walk to the beach, 470 00:18:20,916 --> 00:18:22,483 so quit your whining. 471 00:18:24,586 --> 00:18:26,219 What? 472 00:18:26,287 --> 00:18:27,654 Hello. 473 00:18:27,722 --> 00:18:29,690 Can we say gorgeous? 474 00:18:29,758 --> 00:18:32,058 Okay, if Ricky Martin turns out to be gay or married? 475 00:18:32,126 --> 00:18:33,126 We're checking out of bubbe-land 476 00:18:33,194 --> 00:18:35,362 and into the Lago Mar, all right? 477 00:18:35,430 --> 00:18:36,497 Go get him, tiger. 478 00:18:39,367 --> 00:18:41,001 All right, let's, uh... 479 00:18:41,068 --> 00:18:42,535 Let's get our rays on. 480 00:18:42,603 --> 00:18:45,104 Are those two cool? 481 00:18:45,172 --> 00:18:46,473 No, actually. Let's just, uh... 482 00:18:46,540 --> 00:18:48,174 Let's sit somewhere else, okay? 483 00:18:48,242 --> 00:18:49,476 Why? 484 00:18:49,543 --> 00:18:51,578 Because "Call me Barry" Rosenfeld over there, 485 00:18:51,645 --> 00:18:53,980 he's a little bit of a letch. 486 00:18:54,047 --> 00:18:55,582 Let's go over here. 487 00:18:56,817 --> 00:18:58,276 Do you mind if me and my friend join you 488 00:18:58,284 --> 00:18:59,852 for a little fun in the sun? 489 00:18:59,919 --> 00:19:01,987 Hi, Mr. Rosenfeld. 490 00:19:02,054 --> 00:19:03,555 Erica. 491 00:19:03,623 --> 00:19:05,657 Oh! 492 00:19:05,725 --> 00:19:08,660 I tell you this every time, call me Barry. 493 00:19:08,728 --> 00:19:10,529 Here, please... 494 00:19:10,597 --> 00:19:12,498 (Through clenched teeth) Okay. 495 00:19:12,565 --> 00:19:15,199 So, uh, Erica, is this your boyfriend? 496 00:19:15,267 --> 00:19:16,634 - Yes, I is. - No, we're just friends. 497 00:19:16,702 --> 00:19:18,069 The name's Josh. 498 00:19:18,136 --> 00:19:19,804 Mr. Rosenfeld: Nice to meet you, Josh. 499 00:19:19,872 --> 00:19:21,673 Can I let you in on a little secret, Barry? 500 00:19:21,741 --> 00:19:22,940 Sure. 501 00:19:23,008 --> 00:19:26,244 My friend Erica loves older men. 502 00:19:26,311 --> 00:19:27,645 She likes a man who can teach her things 503 00:19:27,713 --> 00:19:30,348 like Mahjong and a Merengue. 504 00:19:30,382 --> 00:19:32,750 A man of refinement, a man of distinction. 505 00:19:32,818 --> 00:19:34,251 My first wife? 506 00:19:34,319 --> 00:19:36,987 20 years younger than me. 507 00:19:37,055 --> 00:19:39,122 That's what I love about this modern world-- 508 00:19:39,190 --> 00:19:41,058 anything goes. 509 00:19:43,027 --> 00:19:45,862 Uh, I um... I need some water. 510 00:19:55,873 --> 00:19:57,307 Come on, Erica, don't be mad. 511 00:19:58,776 --> 00:20:00,210 Don't be mad? 512 00:20:00,277 --> 00:20:01,744 Why do you act like this? 513 00:20:01,812 --> 00:20:03,112 I was just trying to have some fun. 514 00:20:03,180 --> 00:20:04,146 At my expense. 515 00:20:05,282 --> 00:20:07,650 S-seriously, Erica, 516 00:20:07,718 --> 00:20:10,252 I only did that for a laugh. 517 00:20:10,321 --> 00:20:13,389 I'm not trying to be mean. 518 00:20:15,158 --> 00:20:15,925 Jenny: Oh my God! 519 00:20:15,992 --> 00:20:17,126 Hey! 520 00:20:17,194 --> 00:20:20,429 So Jesus, AKA the hottest pool boy slash graffiti artist ever 521 00:20:20,496 --> 00:20:22,597 has just invited us to Las Olas, 522 00:20:22,665 --> 00:20:24,299 Lauderdale party central. 523 00:20:24,367 --> 00:20:27,135 It's gonna be off da h-double-o k! 524 00:20:28,270 --> 00:20:30,772 Um... I don't know. 525 00:20:30,840 --> 00:20:32,907 Josh, do you have any big plans tonight? 526 00:20:32,975 --> 00:20:34,241 No. 527 00:20:34,309 --> 00:20:36,544 Erica, Jesus invited us. 528 00:20:38,213 --> 00:20:40,614 No, that's cool. You, you guys go. 529 00:20:40,682 --> 00:20:41,549 - Okay. - No, look. 530 00:20:41,616 --> 00:20:42,717 You know what? I'll go if Josh goes. 531 00:20:42,784 --> 00:20:45,185 Just go ask Jesus if we can have one more. 532 00:20:45,253 --> 00:20:47,154 It's not a big deal. 533 00:20:47,222 --> 00:20:48,288 Come on! 534 00:20:48,357 --> 00:20:49,756 Okay. 535 00:20:49,824 --> 00:20:50,657 Sure. 536 00:20:52,560 --> 00:20:56,630 ♪ 537 00:20:56,698 --> 00:20:58,498 Well, she doesn't waste any time. 538 00:21:00,968 --> 00:21:03,169 Wow, I think I just threw up in my mouth a little bit. 539 00:21:03,170 --> 00:21:04,070 Mmm! 540 00:21:04,138 --> 00:21:05,305 Oh, Jenny... 541 00:21:05,339 --> 00:21:07,340 It's just, it's always the same story. 542 00:21:07,408 --> 00:21:09,842 Not the fun night out you were hoping for, I bet. 543 00:21:09,910 --> 00:21:11,611 No, no. I'm glad Jenny and Rico Suave 544 00:21:11,679 --> 00:21:13,613 are making a love connection. 545 00:21:13,681 --> 00:21:15,247 It's entertaining. 546 00:21:16,483 --> 00:21:18,150 Thanks for inviting me, by the way. 547 00:21:18,218 --> 00:21:19,885 No, I wanted to. 548 00:21:22,955 --> 00:21:25,023 Uh, so, what should we talk about? 549 00:21:25,091 --> 00:21:26,725 I don't know. 550 00:21:26,793 --> 00:21:28,226 All right, how 'bout this, how 'bout this? 551 00:21:28,295 --> 00:21:31,163 We ask each other a question, and it can be anything-- 552 00:21:31,230 --> 00:21:33,899 but you have to answer it. 553 00:21:33,966 --> 00:21:35,901 Come on, it'll be fun. It'll be fun. 554 00:21:35,968 --> 00:21:36,735 I'll start. 555 00:21:38,638 --> 00:21:41,706 Uh, what's with the tattoo on your arm? 556 00:21:41,774 --> 00:21:43,174 Come on, like... 557 00:21:43,242 --> 00:21:44,909 I liked Duran Duran. 558 00:21:44,977 --> 00:21:47,479 The "Union of the Snake" was like my anthem. 559 00:21:47,546 --> 00:21:50,181 So one drunk night, I got a little carried away. 560 00:21:50,249 --> 00:21:52,716 Okay, now it's your turn. Ask me question. 561 00:21:52,785 --> 00:21:54,017 It can be anything. 562 00:21:54,085 --> 00:21:55,185 Bring it. 563 00:21:57,021 --> 00:21:58,222 Why haven't you had a real boyfriend 564 00:21:58,290 --> 00:22:00,358 since high school? 565 00:22:00,425 --> 00:22:01,292 Wow. 566 00:22:02,561 --> 00:22:03,761 Way to just start at full speed. 567 00:22:03,828 --> 00:22:07,998 Um... I don't know. I guess... 568 00:22:09,167 --> 00:22:11,101 I had, or I have, 569 00:22:11,168 --> 00:22:14,538 um... a tendency to pick guys apart. 570 00:22:15,106 --> 00:22:16,406 Unfairly. 571 00:22:16,974 --> 00:22:20,243 And maybe deep down I don't know what I want-- 572 00:22:20,410 --> 00:22:21,644 Or didn't. 573 00:22:22,980 --> 00:22:23,813 Yeah. 574 00:22:27,718 --> 00:22:28,518 What? 575 00:22:29,086 --> 00:22:29,985 It's your turn to ask. 576 00:22:30,053 --> 00:22:32,488 No, no, no. What were you just thinking? 577 00:22:33,056 --> 00:22:34,456 That is my next question. 578 00:22:34,524 --> 00:22:36,091 I can't tell you all my secrets. 579 00:22:37,127 --> 00:22:38,761 Um... actually, I just, uh... 580 00:22:38,829 --> 00:22:40,062 I just have to go to the bathroom, 581 00:22:40,130 --> 00:22:43,432 but you are not off the hook, mister. 582 00:22:47,870 --> 00:22:51,706 Wow! You really don't do subtle, do you? 583 00:22:51,774 --> 00:22:54,075 "Life is too short to blend in." 584 00:22:54,143 --> 00:22:56,211 Paris Hilton. 585 00:22:56,278 --> 00:22:58,545 So you seem to be making some headway. 586 00:22:58,613 --> 00:23:00,247 Yeah. Who knew? 587 00:23:00,315 --> 00:23:02,149 It's been pretty eye-opening. 588 00:23:02,217 --> 00:23:03,751 You know, back in 1998, Josh, 589 00:23:03,819 --> 00:23:06,420 he was just, he was a lot less bitter, 590 00:23:06,487 --> 00:23:09,690 a lot more open, and actually... 591 00:23:09,758 --> 00:23:11,025 Sorta funny. 592 00:23:11,093 --> 00:23:12,960 You sound surprised. 593 00:23:13,028 --> 00:23:14,260 Not so much, you know. 594 00:23:14,328 --> 00:23:15,428 I mean, if the point is for me to realize 595 00:23:15,496 --> 00:23:18,598 that Josh... He's... He's an actual person-- 596 00:23:18,666 --> 00:23:19,766 you know, he's not just the devil-- 597 00:23:19,834 --> 00:23:21,434 so I need to stop judging him 598 00:23:21,502 --> 00:23:23,636 and stop focusing on his bad qualities 599 00:23:23,705 --> 00:23:25,638 and start looking towards his good qualities. 600 00:23:27,541 --> 00:23:29,809 Oh, and the trophy 601 00:23:29,877 --> 00:23:32,444 for the most obvious realization of the evening 602 00:23:32,512 --> 00:23:34,714 goes to Erica Strange. 603 00:23:34,782 --> 00:23:38,051 What? That's not it? 604 00:23:38,118 --> 00:23:39,285 Okay, look, I don't understand, 605 00:23:39,352 --> 00:23:41,587 because you told me to build a bridge 606 00:23:41,655 --> 00:23:44,557 and that's what I've done. 607 00:23:44,624 --> 00:23:46,058 And what on Earth is this for? 608 00:23:46,126 --> 00:23:47,860 Ammunition. 609 00:23:47,927 --> 00:23:50,395 Puneta, donde has estado? Huh? 610 00:23:50,463 --> 00:23:52,464 Con esta puta?! 611 00:23:52,532 --> 00:23:56,601 Oh my God! Of course, Jesus has a girlfriend. 612 00:23:58,372 --> 00:24:01,439 ... comes out of nowhere and starts shrieking at Jenny. 613 00:24:08,480 --> 00:24:10,915 You guys, just chill out! Oh my God! 614 00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:15,219 Hah! Ole! 615 00:24:15,287 --> 00:24:16,287 Jenny! 616 00:24:16,355 --> 00:24:17,855 What? What? 617 00:24:17,923 --> 00:24:19,724 Yeah. 618 00:24:24,329 --> 00:24:25,630 Yeah. No. Okay, Jenny. 619 00:24:25,697 --> 00:24:27,031 Just, you know, just do whatever it is 620 00:24:27,099 --> 00:24:29,066 that you wanna do. 621 00:24:29,134 --> 00:24:31,102 Okay. 622 00:24:31,169 --> 00:24:32,970 See you tomorrow. 623 00:24:34,072 --> 00:24:38,675 Well, Jenny is going to spend the night with Jesus. 624 00:24:38,743 --> 00:24:40,844 Well, I hope he has a deadbolt. 625 00:24:42,747 --> 00:24:45,015 Oh... 626 00:24:45,083 --> 00:24:46,249 You know, Josh, I'm really glad 627 00:24:46,317 --> 00:24:48,952 that we got to hang out tonight. 628 00:24:49,020 --> 00:24:51,253 Seriously, it's... 629 00:24:51,321 --> 00:24:52,755 Yeah. Me too. 630 00:24:54,424 --> 00:24:56,793 I wish we'd done it sooner. 631 00:24:58,161 --> 00:24:59,261 Stop before you're gonna start telling me 632 00:24:59,329 --> 00:25:01,030 my eyes look like the ocean. 633 00:25:03,834 --> 00:25:04,701 Oh my gosh. 634 00:25:09,172 --> 00:25:11,339 I am exhausted and I drank too much, 635 00:25:11,407 --> 00:25:12,340 so... 636 00:25:13,509 --> 00:25:14,977 Good night. 637 00:25:15,045 --> 00:25:18,112 No, no, no, no, no, no, it's not even midnight. 638 00:25:18,180 --> 00:25:20,381 Your bubbe's got VH1; 639 00:25:20,449 --> 00:25:23,818 We can stay up and watch pop-up video. 640 00:25:23,886 --> 00:25:25,954 Sorry. I'm too tired. 641 00:25:27,957 --> 00:25:29,791 But hey, you know what? 642 00:25:29,858 --> 00:25:32,960 You... You should get some sleep too 643 00:25:33,027 --> 00:25:35,495 and we can do this all over again tomorrow. 644 00:25:36,664 --> 00:25:37,497 Good night. 645 00:25:38,700 --> 00:25:40,500 Whoa, whoa, whoa... What the...? 646 00:25:40,568 --> 00:25:42,603 What the hell was that? 647 00:25:44,338 --> 00:25:46,873 That was not an invitation. 648 00:25:49,710 --> 00:25:52,278 What the hell is wrong with you? 649 00:26:11,990 --> 00:26:14,659 Oh my God, you scared me. 650 00:26:14,726 --> 00:26:16,126 Ugh. Shhh! 651 00:26:16,194 --> 00:26:19,763 Keep your voice down; This hangover's brutal. 652 00:26:19,831 --> 00:26:21,297 Hey, listen, did you, uh... 653 00:26:21,365 --> 00:26:22,766 did you see Josh on your way up? 654 00:26:22,834 --> 00:26:25,002 Yeah, I did. He was at the pool. 655 00:26:25,069 --> 00:26:27,303 And did he, did he say anything or...? 656 00:26:27,371 --> 00:26:29,372 How about, uh, "Hey, Jenny, 657 00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:31,875 how was your fabulous night with Jesus?" 658 00:26:31,943 --> 00:26:33,010 How 'bout that? 659 00:26:33,077 --> 00:26:34,444 - Jenny... - Erica, honestly? 660 00:26:34,512 --> 00:26:36,445 Your obsession with Josh is wacked. 661 00:26:36,514 --> 00:26:37,714 And if I didn't know you, 662 00:26:37,781 --> 00:26:39,281 I would think you were in love with him. 663 00:26:39,349 --> 00:26:41,450 Oh... wow. 664 00:26:41,519 --> 00:26:42,351 Oh God. 665 00:26:46,957 --> 00:26:48,257 He kissed me. 666 00:26:48,325 --> 00:26:50,126 - What? - Yeah, last night. 667 00:26:50,193 --> 00:26:51,794 You know, I just thought we were having this nice, 668 00:26:51,862 --> 00:26:53,362 relaxed conversation 669 00:26:53,429 --> 00:26:55,430 and he took it as an invitation. 670 00:26:55,499 --> 00:26:57,500 Ew! Ew! What a sneaky creep! 671 00:26:57,567 --> 00:26:58,834 He's dating your sister. 672 00:26:58,902 --> 00:27:00,102 I mean, you should get on the phone to Sam 673 00:27:00,169 --> 00:27:01,236 right now. 674 00:27:01,304 --> 00:27:03,038 No, look, I'm not... I'm not doing that. 675 00:27:03,106 --> 00:27:04,106 Josh, he just... 676 00:27:04,173 --> 00:27:05,240 I mean, he just made a mistake. 677 00:27:05,308 --> 00:27:08,309 And he has no sense of boundaries and... 678 00:27:09,445 --> 00:27:10,979 He needs to be confronted 679 00:27:11,046 --> 00:27:12,514 and just told that it's not okay and- 680 00:27:12,582 --> 00:27:13,849 Erica, no. No. 681 00:27:13,916 --> 00:27:15,316 You're being way too forgiving. 682 00:27:15,384 --> 00:27:17,953 Okay? Josh is a creep, end of story. 683 00:27:18,020 --> 00:27:19,788 Well... 684 00:27:19,856 --> 00:27:21,122 I mean, that's a little simplistic. 685 00:27:21,190 --> 00:27:22,590 You know what? Never mind. That's fine. 686 00:27:22,658 --> 00:27:23,558 Go talk to him, Mother Theresa, 687 00:27:23,625 --> 00:27:24,959 and go prove me right. 688 00:27:25,026 --> 00:27:27,161 Jenny, why- 689 00:27:39,307 --> 00:27:40,040 Hey. 690 00:27:45,947 --> 00:27:47,748 Hey... 691 00:27:47,816 --> 00:27:49,115 We need to talk. 692 00:27:49,183 --> 00:27:50,784 Can't hear you. 693 00:27:55,556 --> 00:27:57,657 Listen, Josh, I'm, uh. 694 00:27:58,793 --> 00:27:59,793 I'm willing to give you 695 00:27:59,860 --> 00:28:01,494 the benefit of the doubt here. 696 00:28:01,562 --> 00:28:02,962 Listen, Erica, beer goggles - 697 00:28:03,030 --> 00:28:04,163 shit happens. 698 00:28:04,231 --> 00:28:06,833 There's nothing to talk about. 699 00:28:08,035 --> 00:28:09,469 Listen, Josh, you're dating my sister 700 00:28:09,537 --> 00:28:10,969 and shit doesn't just happen. 701 00:28:11,037 --> 00:28:12,671 What you did was wrong 702 00:28:12,739 --> 00:28:14,973 and I need to understand you. 703 00:28:15,041 --> 00:28:17,609 How could you do something like that? 704 00:28:17,677 --> 00:28:19,445 You came on to me. 705 00:28:19,512 --> 00:28:20,846 Josh... 706 00:28:20,914 --> 00:28:22,147 With the questions and the hugs, 707 00:28:22,214 --> 00:28:24,516 and "Oh, Josh, wish we'd done this sooner." 708 00:28:24,584 --> 00:28:26,084 I was just being friendly. 709 00:28:26,152 --> 00:28:27,386 No, more like you were drunk and horny 710 00:28:27,453 --> 00:28:29,054 and now you're trying to blame me. 711 00:28:29,122 --> 00:28:30,855 Okay, but you're the slut 712 00:28:30,924 --> 00:28:33,225 who tried to get it on with her sister's boyfriend. 713 00:28:33,293 --> 00:28:35,994 If you don't back off, that's what I'll tell Sam. 714 00:28:36,062 --> 00:28:38,630 And who do you think she's gonna believe, huh? 715 00:28:38,697 --> 00:28:40,299 Me, that's who. 716 00:28:42,768 --> 00:28:46,070 And I'll make sure she hates you forever. 717 00:28:51,277 --> 00:28:52,110 Uh... 718 00:28:53,779 --> 00:28:55,947 I can't work with him. I can't work with that guy. 719 00:28:56,015 --> 00:28:57,581 I can't. I-I tried, 720 00:28:57,649 --> 00:28:59,216 I took a risk, I tried to connect with him, 721 00:28:59,284 --> 00:29:01,751 but it's just, it's the same crap. 722 00:29:01,819 --> 00:29:04,821 Nevertheless, Josh is your patient. 723 00:29:04,889 --> 00:29:06,756 He is toxic, right to the core. 724 00:29:06,824 --> 00:29:07,690 Just toxic. 725 00:29:09,794 --> 00:29:11,194 So, what're you trying to say? 726 00:29:11,262 --> 00:29:13,530 I think that it's time for me to move on 727 00:29:13,597 --> 00:29:15,365 to a new patient. 728 00:29:17,101 --> 00:29:18,534 And that's what you want? 729 00:29:18,602 --> 00:29:19,936 Yeah, that's what I want. 730 00:29:23,140 --> 00:29:25,275 Then it's done. 731 00:29:25,342 --> 00:29:26,175 Okay. 732 00:29:34,650 --> 00:29:36,418 Phew... 733 00:29:36,485 --> 00:29:38,720 Hey, that was fast. 734 00:29:38,788 --> 00:29:41,089 Not really. Heh. 735 00:29:41,157 --> 00:29:43,125 I just spent the last two days in Florida 736 00:29:43,192 --> 00:29:44,726 and I'm wiped. 737 00:29:45,929 --> 00:29:47,595 In Florida, eh? 738 00:29:47,662 --> 00:29:49,931 Cavorting with movie stars on South Beach, were ya? 739 00:29:51,466 --> 00:29:54,202 No, no, no. This is 1998, Fort Lauderdale. 740 00:29:54,270 --> 00:29:56,371 Old people and speedos do not mix. 741 00:29:56,438 --> 00:29:57,571 - Ouch. - Yeah. 742 00:29:59,041 --> 00:30:01,309 So? How was your first case? 743 00:30:02,577 --> 00:30:04,711 Pretty bad... Since I quit. 744 00:30:05,881 --> 00:30:07,047 I mean, not training, 745 00:30:07,115 --> 00:30:09,816 just... just being his doctor. 746 00:30:09,885 --> 00:30:11,018 You quit? 747 00:30:11,086 --> 00:30:12,353 Yeah, you know what? 748 00:30:12,420 --> 00:30:14,255 It just, you know, it wasn't gonna work out. 749 00:30:14,322 --> 00:30:15,622 After one session? 750 00:30:15,690 --> 00:30:17,224 Of course it wasn't gonna work out right away. 751 00:30:17,292 --> 00:30:18,359 No, at all. I mean... 752 00:30:19,559 --> 00:30:21,060 I mean, you said it yourself. 753 00:30:21,128 --> 00:30:23,897 Josh, he is messed up. 754 00:30:23,964 --> 00:30:25,498 You think me and Dr. Tom hit it off 755 00:30:25,565 --> 00:30:27,566 when I first started therapy? 756 00:30:27,634 --> 00:30:29,269 I battled him every step of the way, 757 00:30:29,336 --> 00:30:32,071 and I was no cocky investment banker like Josh. 758 00:30:32,139 --> 00:30:33,706 I broke bones for a living. 759 00:30:33,774 --> 00:30:35,073 Did Dr. Tom give up on me? 760 00:30:35,141 --> 00:30:37,042 No. But you know what? It's just, it's not the same. 761 00:30:37,110 --> 00:30:38,576 Yeah, it is. 762 00:30:38,644 --> 00:30:40,112 You're a doctor now. 763 00:30:40,179 --> 00:30:41,613 - In training. - In training, 764 00:30:41,680 --> 00:30:43,982 who just quit on her very first patient. 765 00:30:46,219 --> 00:30:48,053 Ah, dammit! 766 00:30:48,121 --> 00:30:49,788 Ugh! It's just... 767 00:30:49,855 --> 00:30:51,555 It's really hard and... 768 00:30:52,857 --> 00:30:54,458 And. And I have no idea what it's like, 769 00:30:54,526 --> 00:30:55,726 so I shouldn't comment. 770 00:30:55,794 --> 00:30:57,194 No. No, hey, that's... 771 00:30:57,262 --> 00:30:58,262 Look, that is... 772 00:30:58,330 --> 00:31:00,764 That's not what I meant at all. 773 00:31:00,832 --> 00:31:03,901 All I can say is don't give up. 774 00:31:03,969 --> 00:31:06,603 Dr. Tom gave you Josh for a reason. 775 00:31:06,671 --> 00:31:07,537 Mm. 776 00:31:11,809 --> 00:31:12,775 Anyway, I should get going. 777 00:31:12,843 --> 00:31:14,544 I've got an early start tomorrow. 778 00:31:14,611 --> 00:31:15,478 I'll come by tomorrow night, okay? 779 00:31:15,546 --> 00:31:16,379 Okay. 780 00:31:20,017 --> 00:31:20,917 Thank you. 781 00:31:22,086 --> 00:31:23,652 You're welcome. 782 00:31:30,226 --> 00:31:31,125 Good night. 783 00:31:31,193 --> 00:31:32,126 Good night. 784 00:31:35,932 --> 00:31:37,666 Okay. 785 00:32:00,599 --> 00:32:01,932 Have a seat. 786 00:32:07,572 --> 00:32:09,106 I wanna try again. 787 00:32:09,173 --> 00:32:10,974 Okay. 788 00:32:11,041 --> 00:32:12,209 Well... 789 00:32:13,344 --> 00:32:15,245 Then I think that we should start at the beginning. 790 00:32:15,313 --> 00:32:16,146 Okay. 791 00:32:17,315 --> 00:32:19,381 You are your patient. 792 00:32:20,584 --> 00:32:22,184 See, that's the problem, Dr. Tom, 793 00:32:22,252 --> 00:32:24,220 because I don't understand what that means. 794 00:32:24,287 --> 00:32:26,288 Because I'm not... at all. 795 00:32:26,356 --> 00:32:27,689 I'm nothing like him. 796 00:32:27,757 --> 00:32:30,593 You know you say that repeatedly, right? 797 00:32:31,995 --> 00:32:35,396 I would never act the way that he does. 798 00:32:35,464 --> 00:32:36,864 Ever. 799 00:32:36,932 --> 00:32:38,933 Every time I try to reach out and connect with him, 800 00:32:39,001 --> 00:32:41,369 every time I open myself up to him, 801 00:32:41,437 --> 00:32:44,305 he either shuts down or attacks me. 802 00:32:44,373 --> 00:32:46,674 And you would never do something like that-- 803 00:32:46,742 --> 00:32:48,776 Shut someone down when they're opening up to you. 804 00:32:48,844 --> 00:32:51,345 No. Of course I wouldn't. 805 00:32:51,412 --> 00:32:53,213 Really? 806 00:32:53,281 --> 00:32:55,815 So you are totally innocent when it comes to Josh? 807 00:33:00,188 --> 00:33:01,054 Uh... 808 00:33:02,524 --> 00:33:03,823 Where are we? 809 00:33:03,891 --> 00:33:07,060 Well, you're over there with Josh. 810 00:33:07,128 --> 00:33:08,661 This is the night of the blackout. 811 00:33:08,662 --> 00:33:10,863 What're we doing here? 812 00:33:10,931 --> 00:33:11,730 Well, this was an important night 813 00:33:11,799 --> 00:33:13,766 for you and Josh. 814 00:33:13,834 --> 00:33:17,303 It was the first time that he opened up to you 815 00:33:17,370 --> 00:33:19,672 and let you know how he felt. 816 00:33:19,739 --> 00:33:23,041 Watch and listen to your reaction. 817 00:33:23,109 --> 00:33:25,010 You know how I met Sam? 818 00:33:25,077 --> 00:33:26,477 Grade nine. 819 00:33:26,545 --> 00:33:28,046 I switched lockers so I could to meet her. 820 00:33:28,114 --> 00:33:29,314 Erica: Why? 821 00:33:29,381 --> 00:33:31,516 Strategy. 'Cause I was... 822 00:33:31,583 --> 00:33:34,085 I liked this other girl that she was with 823 00:33:34,153 --> 00:33:35,921 and she and Sam were really close. 824 00:33:35,988 --> 00:33:38,389 Okay. So you used her. 825 00:33:38,457 --> 00:33:40,657 Yup. To get to the girl I liked. 826 00:33:40,725 --> 00:33:42,626 But just... It didn't work. 827 00:33:45,831 --> 00:33:47,832 You know, and she's a great girl. 828 00:33:47,899 --> 00:33:50,100 My parents liked her, my friends liked her, 829 00:33:50,168 --> 00:33:51,168 I liked her. 830 00:33:54,306 --> 00:33:56,105 I just didn't love her. 831 00:33:58,075 --> 00:33:59,675 What?! 832 00:33:59,743 --> 00:34:01,510 Josh: And Sam could sense it. 833 00:34:01,578 --> 00:34:03,847 She can tell my heart's not in it. 834 00:34:03,914 --> 00:34:06,115 See, that's the thing. 835 00:34:07,784 --> 00:34:11,253 From the beginning, my heart has always wanted... 836 00:34:16,860 --> 00:34:18,327 Don't... 837 00:34:18,394 --> 00:34:19,561 Erica... 838 00:34:19,628 --> 00:34:20,896 No, okay? No. Just stop talking. 839 00:34:20,964 --> 00:34:23,698 I don't want to hear it, okay? 840 00:34:28,003 --> 00:34:31,138 I gotta go find Sam and uh.. 841 00:34:32,341 --> 00:34:33,174 Shit. 842 00:34:35,777 --> 00:34:38,512 Y-you do not tell Sam ever. 843 00:34:40,315 --> 00:34:41,041 I won't. 844 00:34:41,100 --> 00:34:42,300 - Ever! - I won't. 845 00:35:37,902 --> 00:35:39,869 Dr. Tom: Josh exposes himself to you, 846 00:35:39,938 --> 00:35:41,771 he shares his feelings, 847 00:35:41,839 --> 00:35:44,707 is vulnerable in a way that's excruciating, 848 00:35:44,775 --> 00:35:46,209 and you? 849 00:35:46,277 --> 00:35:47,876 You shut him down, 850 00:35:49,079 --> 00:35:50,712 you shut him up. 851 00:35:55,218 --> 00:35:56,319 I never meant to hurt him. 852 00:35:56,386 --> 00:35:57,586 I didn't... 853 00:35:57,654 --> 00:35:59,655 And I certainly didn't do it on purpose. 854 00:35:59,722 --> 00:36:03,258 And when Josh hurts people, he does it on purpose. 855 00:36:03,326 --> 00:36:05,460 And that's the distinction, is it? Really? 856 00:36:05,527 --> 00:36:08,296 That Josh, he does it, it's on purpose, 857 00:36:08,364 --> 00:36:09,998 but when you do it-- by accident, right? 858 00:36:10,066 --> 00:36:11,232 Yes. 859 00:36:13,369 --> 00:36:14,502 In Florida, when he kissed you... 860 00:36:14,570 --> 00:36:15,937 No, that was completely different, 861 00:36:16,005 --> 00:36:17,272 and he deserved to be told off. 862 00:36:17,340 --> 00:36:18,506 He was dating my sister. 863 00:36:18,574 --> 00:36:19,873 Uh, Erica, 864 00:36:19,941 --> 00:36:21,942 I think you're missing the point. 865 00:36:24,010 --> 00:36:24,878 Which is? 866 00:36:25,546 --> 00:36:28,248 Which is you place Josh down here 867 00:36:29,517 --> 00:36:31,852 and you place yourself up here, 868 00:36:33,188 --> 00:36:35,654 and you say, that is not me. 869 00:36:36,991 --> 00:36:39,625 I could never be like that. 870 00:36:39,693 --> 00:36:43,296 You know, that person is other... 871 00:36:43,364 --> 00:36:45,598 is undeserving... a monster. 872 00:36:47,134 --> 00:36:48,801 It's an old story. 873 00:36:49,970 --> 00:36:50,970 It's how wars begin, 874 00:36:51,037 --> 00:36:54,539 it's how people turn on each other. 875 00:36:54,607 --> 00:36:58,643 And, you know, it starts so simply too. 876 00:36:58,711 --> 00:37:00,612 I am not you. 877 00:37:01,780 --> 00:37:03,948 I am nothing like you. 878 00:37:06,452 --> 00:37:09,953 And it is, each time, a lie. 879 00:37:11,589 --> 00:37:13,891 Because underneath all the layers of, 880 00:37:13,958 --> 00:37:15,326 of fear and the protection, 881 00:37:15,394 --> 00:37:17,961 we are, at our core, the same. 882 00:37:19,564 --> 00:37:21,632 We have the same needs, 883 00:37:21,699 --> 00:37:24,067 and we carry with us the same capacity for good 884 00:37:24,135 --> 00:37:25,435 and evil. 885 00:37:34,278 --> 00:37:36,246 You are your patient. 886 00:37:36,313 --> 00:37:39,015 Dr. Tom: You are your patient. 887 00:37:41,284 --> 00:37:44,921 You are every patient you will ever have 888 00:37:44,988 --> 00:37:48,289 and every person you will ever meet. 889 00:37:50,893 --> 00:37:52,326 And until you acknowledge that 890 00:37:52,394 --> 00:37:53,695 you have the capacity 891 00:37:53,763 --> 00:37:55,530 not just for kindness and compassion, 892 00:37:55,598 --> 00:37:58,567 but also for heartlessness and cruelty... 893 00:37:59,702 --> 00:38:01,235 Until you acknowledge that, 894 00:38:01,303 --> 00:38:05,039 you will never be able to start from here. 895 00:38:09,143 --> 00:38:12,212 You'll never be able to help Josh. 896 00:38:19,286 --> 00:38:20,019 Yeah. 897 00:38:23,138 --> 00:38:24,638 I expect the final round of bids at five o'clock on Friday, 898 00:38:24,706 --> 00:38:28,575 otherwise you're out of the process, okay? 899 00:38:33,514 --> 00:38:36,516 Hi... again. 900 00:38:36,583 --> 00:38:37,883 Erica, I told you last night, 901 00:38:37,951 --> 00:38:39,018 tell Sam to get her lawyer. 902 00:38:39,085 --> 00:38:41,287 Look, uh, Josh, I'm not here about Sam. 903 00:38:41,355 --> 00:38:45,358 I'm here, um, to talk about us. 904 00:38:52,598 --> 00:38:54,265 I got a lot of work to do, so... 905 00:38:54,334 --> 00:38:55,233 I'll make this quick. 906 00:38:55,301 --> 00:38:57,068 I'm just having trouble 907 00:38:57,136 --> 00:38:58,437 figuring out where to start. 908 00:38:58,504 --> 00:39:00,806 It was hard enough to make myself come here. 909 00:39:00,873 --> 00:39:02,874 Look, I don't know what this is about. 910 00:39:02,942 --> 00:39:04,942 This is about the fact that, for a long time, Josh, 911 00:39:05,009 --> 00:39:07,177 I, uh... 912 00:39:08,613 --> 00:39:11,382 I thought I was better than you. 913 00:39:11,450 --> 00:39:13,684 That's how I acted, that's how I treated you, 914 00:39:13,752 --> 00:39:15,252 and I'm sorry. 915 00:39:16,888 --> 00:39:18,656 You came all the way here to tell me that you're sorry 916 00:39:18,724 --> 00:39:20,423 that you thought you were better than me? 917 00:39:20,491 --> 00:39:22,726 I came here to tell you that I'm sorry 918 00:39:22,793 --> 00:39:24,427 for the times that I hurt you. 919 00:39:24,495 --> 00:39:25,495 Yeah, you hurt me, Erica. 920 00:39:25,563 --> 00:39:26,896 I cried myself to sleep every night. 921 00:39:26,964 --> 00:39:28,698 Jesus. 922 00:39:28,766 --> 00:39:29,766 You wanna make things right? 923 00:39:29,834 --> 00:39:31,768 Then spare me the big drama, okay? 924 00:39:31,836 --> 00:39:35,238 'Cause drama's the last thing I need right now. 925 00:39:35,305 --> 00:39:37,773 So... I think you should leave. 926 00:39:42,044 --> 00:39:42,878 Um... 927 00:39:46,750 --> 00:39:48,884 Fine, you can watch me work. 928 00:39:48,951 --> 00:39:52,254 And once you get bored enough, you can let yourself out. 929 00:39:52,321 --> 00:39:53,488 Uh... 930 00:39:56,958 --> 00:40:00,361 I treated you the way that I treated you 931 00:40:00,429 --> 00:40:03,831 because I wanted to put distance between us. 932 00:40:03,899 --> 00:40:06,267 Because I couldn't deal with you... 933 00:40:06,334 --> 00:40:08,602 With the way... 934 00:40:08,669 --> 00:40:10,303 With what I felt from you. 935 00:40:10,371 --> 00:40:12,338 Because I always felt it, Josh, 936 00:40:12,407 --> 00:40:14,207 even before you told me. 937 00:40:14,275 --> 00:40:16,042 Why are you bringing this up? 938 00:40:16,110 --> 00:40:18,077 Because this thing between us that... 939 00:40:18,145 --> 00:40:19,178 that we can't talk about, 940 00:40:19,246 --> 00:40:21,147 that we've never talked about? 941 00:40:21,215 --> 00:40:23,750 It's affected our entire relationship. 942 00:40:23,818 --> 00:40:26,385 I'm divorcing Sam, not you, Erica, okay? 943 00:40:26,453 --> 00:40:28,353 So you don't have to worry about our relationship. 944 00:40:36,296 --> 00:40:37,329 When you kissed me in Florida... 945 00:40:37,397 --> 00:40:39,264 Erica! 946 00:40:39,332 --> 00:40:41,165 I couldn't deal with your emotions-- 947 00:40:41,233 --> 00:40:42,500 I didn't want to. 948 00:40:42,568 --> 00:40:45,937 So, instead, I treated you like a monster. 949 00:40:48,874 --> 00:40:50,775 But you're not. You were just... 950 00:40:50,843 --> 00:40:52,009 you were trapped inside of something 951 00:40:52,077 --> 00:40:54,045 that you couldn't find your way out of, 952 00:40:54,112 --> 00:40:55,480 and I know what that is like 953 00:40:55,548 --> 00:40:59,817 because I spent years trapped inside my own life. 954 00:41:05,623 --> 00:41:08,592 What do you want me to say? 955 00:41:08,660 --> 00:41:10,594 Whatever you want to say. 956 00:41:10,662 --> 00:41:13,262 I don't want to say anything to you. 957 00:41:21,371 --> 00:41:22,237 Fine. 958 00:41:25,609 --> 00:41:27,743 It was awful, okay? 959 00:41:27,811 --> 00:41:29,544 It sucked. 960 00:41:29,612 --> 00:41:33,949 I was the loser creep who wanted his sister-in-law. 961 00:41:34,016 --> 00:41:36,150 Does that make you feel better? 962 00:41:36,218 --> 00:41:37,051 No. 963 00:41:38,921 --> 00:41:39,921 Dunno... 964 00:41:39,989 --> 00:41:40,989 Does it make you feel better to know 965 00:41:41,056 --> 00:41:42,056 that I have felt like a loser 966 00:41:42,124 --> 00:41:43,124 ever since high school? 967 00:41:43,192 --> 00:41:45,893 I find that hard to believe. 968 00:41:45,961 --> 00:41:47,327 Really? I couldn't sustain a relationship, 969 00:41:47,395 --> 00:41:48,963 I couldn't figure out a career. 970 00:41:49,030 --> 00:41:51,532 I spent years feeling 971 00:41:51,600 --> 00:41:53,166 like there was something wrong with me 972 00:41:53,234 --> 00:41:55,870 and... and like it would never get better 973 00:41:55,937 --> 00:41:58,405 and I would never be happy... 974 00:41:58,473 --> 00:41:59,540 And I am not pretending to know 975 00:41:59,608 --> 00:42:01,340 what it's like to be you, Josh, 976 00:42:01,408 --> 00:42:04,644 but... I see things differently now. 977 00:42:05,980 --> 00:42:08,882 I see you differently now and... 978 00:42:10,918 --> 00:42:11,951 There are a lot of ways 979 00:42:12,019 --> 00:42:15,154 in which we're sorta similar. 980 00:42:23,462 --> 00:42:26,865 Anyway, thank you for hearing me out. 981 00:42:33,071 --> 00:42:35,072 Erica? 982 00:42:35,140 --> 00:42:35,973 Yeah? 983 00:42:38,309 --> 00:42:41,345 Do you, uh, still feel trapped? 984 00:42:41,413 --> 00:42:42,246 No. 985 00:42:43,448 --> 00:42:45,349 What changed? 986 00:42:45,417 --> 00:42:46,817 I did. 987 00:42:48,719 --> 00:42:51,054 I spent years holding onto regrets 988 00:42:51,121 --> 00:42:52,789 and wishing that I would've done things differently 989 00:42:52,857 --> 00:42:56,593 and... once I let that go, 990 00:42:58,262 --> 00:43:00,329 things got a lot better. 991 00:43:00,397 --> 00:43:04,700 ♪ Tear and fears and feeling proud ♪ 992 00:43:04,768 --> 00:43:09,171 ♪ to say I love you right out loud. ♪ 993 00:43:10,540 --> 00:43:13,776 ♪ Dreams and schemes and circus crowds ♪ 994 00:43:15,111 --> 00:43:17,279 ♪ I've looked at life... ♪. 995 00:43:17,346 --> 00:43:19,514 Erica: Have you ever felt at home in a crowd? 996 00:43:19,583 --> 00:43:22,016 Like you were part of something bigger 997 00:43:22,084 --> 00:43:24,452 and you felt this amazing energy that happens 998 00:43:24,519 --> 00:43:26,754 when people come together? 999 00:43:26,822 --> 00:43:29,156 How, despite the superficial differences, 1000 00:43:29,224 --> 00:43:33,194 you know that deep down we're all the same? 1001 00:43:33,261 --> 00:43:35,597 We have the same secret needs 1002 00:43:35,664 --> 00:43:37,731 and the same wild dreams. 1003 00:43:39,067 --> 00:43:41,334 We walk around thinking our secret pain, 1004 00:43:41,402 --> 00:43:43,303 our secret joy is so unique, 1005 00:43:43,370 --> 00:43:44,705 when really, 1006 00:43:44,772 --> 00:43:46,707 we all just want the same things: 1007 00:43:46,774 --> 00:43:49,409 To be happy, to be safe, 1008 00:43:49,477 --> 00:43:50,777 to be loved. 1009 00:43:50,845 --> 00:43:54,780 ♪ I've looked at love from both sides now ♪ 1010 00:43:54,848 --> 00:43:57,416 ♪ from give and take ♪ 1011 00:43:57,484 --> 00:43:58,951 ♪ and still somehow ♪ 1012 00:44:00,219 --> 00:44:03,922 ♪ it's love's illusions I recall ♪ 1013 00:44:05,190 --> 00:44:07,959 ♪ I really don't know love. ♪ 1014 00:44:12,064 --> 00:44:13,831 ♪ At all. ♪ 1015 00:44:14,431 --> 00:44:18,831 == re-sync by elderman == == corrections by Alice == www.addic7ed.com