1 00:00:00,213 --> 00:00:02,180 Erica: Previously on "Being Erica": 2 00:00:02,215 --> 00:00:03,448 - Woo! - Ow! 3 00:00:03,483 --> 00:00:05,517 Oh, Ethan's so conservative. 4 00:00:05,551 --> 00:00:07,085 He likes things familiar. 5 00:00:07,119 --> 00:00:08,019 Yeah. 6 00:00:08,053 --> 00:00:09,654 I try to step outside of the box a little, 7 00:00:09,688 --> 00:00:12,857 it's like you keep trying to push me in, 8 00:00:12,891 --> 00:00:14,492 and I think that we should break up. 9 00:00:19,732 --> 00:00:21,099 Okay... 10 00:00:21,133 --> 00:00:23,734 Well, that was awesome brainstorming. 11 00:00:23,768 --> 00:00:24,935 Yeah. Awesome. 12 00:00:25,970 --> 00:00:27,738 I think you're gorgeous... 13 00:00:27,772 --> 00:00:29,840 And original, and brave, 14 00:00:29,874 --> 00:00:32,375 and I wanna be with you. 15 00:00:34,746 --> 00:00:37,914 I just wanted you to make your own choices 16 00:00:37,949 --> 00:00:40,382 and I just wanted to stop being so controlling. 17 00:00:40,416 --> 00:00:41,951 So you did the most controlling thing 18 00:00:41,985 --> 00:00:43,418 you've ever done; 19 00:00:43,453 --> 00:00:45,587 You took away my free will. 20 00:00:47,157 --> 00:00:49,491 Adam broke up with me. 21 00:00:51,427 --> 00:00:52,427 (Heavy breathing) 22 00:00:54,864 --> 00:00:55,797 (Passionate moans) 23 00:00:57,399 --> 00:00:58,466 Hey, beautiful. 24 00:00:58,500 --> 00:00:59,500 Adam? 25 00:01:06,008 --> 00:01:08,977 I thought that you were mad at me? 26 00:01:09,011 --> 00:01:10,244 Do I look mad? 27 00:01:10,279 --> 00:01:11,278 No. 28 00:01:13,281 --> 00:01:14,682 (Gasps) 29 00:01:16,184 --> 00:01:18,618 But I thought that you didn't wanna be with me. 30 00:01:19,954 --> 00:01:22,122 Who wouldn't want to be with you, Erica? 31 00:01:22,157 --> 00:01:23,757 Kai. (Moans softly) 32 00:01:33,366 --> 00:01:34,366 Ethan. 33 00:01:35,936 --> 00:01:38,938 We're all here for you, Erica. 34 00:01:44,944 --> 00:01:46,044 (Moans softly) 35 00:01:48,848 --> 00:01:50,048 (Sighs) 36 00:01:52,351 --> 00:01:54,152 (Siren wails in the distance) 37 00:01:59,091 --> 00:02:01,158 Erica: Have you ever woken up from a dream 38 00:02:01,193 --> 00:02:04,028 and felt unsettled, and embarrassed, 39 00:02:04,062 --> 00:02:06,630 and like that dream was trying to tell you something 40 00:02:06,664 --> 00:02:08,465 you didn't wanna know... 41 00:02:10,368 --> 00:02:13,871 So that you pushed the thoughts it conjured deep down 44 00:02:20,410 --> 00:02:21,819 ♪ 45 00:02:21,820 --> 00:02:25,819 Being Erica 04x07 "Being Ethan" Original air date: November 7, 2011. 46 00:02:25,820 --> 00:02:29,853 Sync & corrections by Alice www.addic7ed.com 47 00:02:29,854 --> 00:02:32,821 ♪ It's clearer inside of me ♪ 48 00:02:32,856 --> 00:02:35,490 ♪ who I will always be ♪ 49 00:02:35,524 --> 00:02:38,360 ♪ open me up to my heart. ♪ 50 00:02:40,329 --> 00:02:42,865 ♪ Feels like I'm seeing in the dark ♪ 51 00:02:42,899 --> 00:02:45,234 ♪ waking me up to my life ♪ 52 00:02:45,268 --> 00:02:47,468 ♪ to do it all over... ♪ 53 00:02:47,502 --> 00:02:51,773 ♪ again and again, until the end. ♪ 54 00:02:52,775 --> 00:02:55,243 ♪ The sum of my dreams ♪ 55 00:02:55,277 --> 00:02:58,412 ♪ and everything I ever wanted to be. ♪ 56 00:03:00,883 --> 00:03:02,483 ♪ 57 00:03:08,790 --> 00:03:09,790 Man: Hey, sexy! 58 00:03:09,824 --> 00:03:12,926 ♪ I could stick around, get along with you. ♪ 59 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:17,097 ♪ Hello! O-o-o-o... ♪ 60 00:03:17,131 --> 00:03:20,399 ♪ It doesn't really mean that I'm into you. ♪ 61 00:03:20,433 --> 00:03:23,368 ♪ Hello! O-o-o-o... ♪ 62 00:03:23,403 --> 00:03:26,906 ♪ 63 00:03:26,940 --> 00:03:27,907 ♪ Hey! ♪ 64 00:03:27,941 --> 00:03:29,208 Rachel: She's here! 65 00:03:29,242 --> 00:03:31,310 Julianne: Oh! Uh... okay, guys, just act normally. 66 00:03:33,546 --> 00:03:35,446 - Morning. - Uh, wow! 67 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:37,615 Erica, that is some dress. 68 00:03:37,649 --> 00:03:39,350 Oh! Thank you. 69 00:03:39,384 --> 00:03:40,351 (Device buzzes) 70 00:03:40,385 --> 00:03:42,220 Brent, what is that? Why is it vibrating? 71 00:03:42,254 --> 00:03:43,554 Trust me, nothing rubs away tension 72 00:03:43,588 --> 00:03:47,058 faster than Brent's little helper. 73 00:03:47,092 --> 00:03:48,426 Okay, we just thought 74 00:03:48,460 --> 00:03:50,094 you might be a little blue today. 75 00:03:50,129 --> 00:03:52,595 But, I mean, you look kinda great. 76 00:03:52,630 --> 00:03:54,198 You know what? I am... I am great. 77 00:03:54,232 --> 00:03:56,033 Does this mean you and Adam patched things up? 78 00:03:56,067 --> 00:03:57,935 Julianne: Rachel! Erica: No. 79 00:03:57,969 --> 00:04:01,238 You know what, you guys? I appreciate all of this. 80 00:04:01,272 --> 00:04:03,506 But the way I see it, 81 00:04:03,541 --> 00:04:05,008 I don't wanna be with someone if they don't wanna be with me, 82 00:04:05,043 --> 00:04:06,276 so... 83 00:04:06,311 --> 00:04:07,844 Onward. Right? 84 00:04:07,878 --> 00:04:08,845 Julianne: Right. 85 00:04:08,879 --> 00:04:10,779 And maybe it's for the best. 86 00:04:10,814 --> 00:04:12,014 Maybe. 87 00:04:12,049 --> 00:04:13,950 Rachel: My last breakup, I mourned for a day 88 00:04:13,984 --> 00:04:16,919 and a week later I met Andre. 89 00:04:18,121 --> 00:04:19,555 Julianne: That's your boyfriend, Rachel? 90 00:04:19,589 --> 00:04:21,090 Ooh, he's cute. 91 00:04:22,092 --> 00:04:23,458 So don't despair! 92 00:04:23,492 --> 00:04:25,360 Your next love may be waiting just around the corner. 93 00:04:26,362 --> 00:04:27,195 Oh, you guys, you know what? 94 00:04:27,230 --> 00:04:30,332 While I appreciate the pep talks, 95 00:04:30,366 --> 00:04:32,633 and the TLC, and the cupcakes, 96 00:04:33,635 --> 00:04:34,635 I'm fine. 97 00:04:36,205 --> 00:04:37,205 Really. 98 00:04:41,376 --> 00:04:44,544 Denial's not just a river in Egypt. 99 00:04:44,579 --> 00:04:45,913 (Device buzzes) 100 00:04:45,947 --> 00:04:46,947 Give it a try. 101 00:04:49,384 --> 00:04:52,019 (Device buzzes) 102 00:04:53,021 --> 00:04:53,988 Just, uh... 103 00:04:54,022 --> 00:04:56,956 (Device cuts out, Erica clears her throat) 104 00:04:59,826 --> 00:05:01,861 Dave: All you've had to eat for the past 24 hours 105 00:05:01,896 --> 00:05:02,862 is Melba toast. 106 00:05:02,897 --> 00:05:05,531 You're wasting away, here. 107 00:05:05,565 --> 00:05:07,800 I have had dreams, David, 108 00:05:08,802 --> 00:05:11,036 of the four of us vacationing together, 109 00:05:11,070 --> 00:05:12,971 raising our children together. 110 00:05:13,006 --> 00:05:15,874 How are Samuel and Nonni gonna fall in love now? 111 00:05:15,909 --> 00:05:17,109 Who? 112 00:05:17,143 --> 00:05:18,743 Samuel, their Irish Jewish son, 113 00:05:18,778 --> 00:05:19,912 and Nonni, the beautiful daughter 114 00:05:19,946 --> 00:05:21,846 that we adopted from Tanzania. 115 00:05:21,881 --> 00:05:22,881 Okay, enough! 116 00:05:23,482 --> 00:05:27,451 Erica and Adam broke up. It happens all the time. 117 00:05:27,485 --> 00:05:28,920 Erica and Adam broke up? 118 00:05:28,954 --> 00:05:30,888 Oh! I can't talk about it. 119 00:05:31,890 --> 00:05:33,757 All weekend, this is what I've had to put up with. 120 00:05:33,792 --> 00:05:35,859 It's like Adam dumped him. 121 00:05:35,894 --> 00:05:37,194 Wait. Adam did the dumping? 122 00:05:37,229 --> 00:05:38,796 Yeah. 123 00:05:38,830 --> 00:05:42,333 Ivan: David! I need you! 124 00:05:44,768 --> 00:05:46,736 Julianne: Okay, see if you can decipher this one: 125 00:05:46,770 --> 00:05:50,373 SAMAGAL because my PAW and IBN, yo. 126 00:05:51,375 --> 00:05:53,076 Brent: Okay... 127 00:05:53,110 --> 00:05:55,645 "Stop annoying me and get a life" 128 00:05:55,679 --> 00:05:57,513 because my "parents are watching" 129 00:05:57,548 --> 00:05:59,448 and "I'm buck naked, yo." 130 00:06:00,450 --> 00:06:02,684 Erica: You know what? I think that I'm gonna go out 131 00:06:02,718 --> 00:06:04,053 and grab lunch today. 132 00:06:04,087 --> 00:06:07,389 Oh yeah, you take as long as you need, chicken! 133 00:06:07,424 --> 00:06:08,824 Erica: BRB. 134 00:06:11,027 --> 00:06:12,461 Um... You know, can we... 135 00:06:12,495 --> 00:06:13,562 - We should- - oh! 136 00:06:13,596 --> 00:06:14,896 I mean, it's just, I... 137 00:06:14,931 --> 00:06:16,831 Go ahead, go ahead. Just... 138 00:06:16,865 --> 00:06:19,667 Well, can we just talk about what happened 139 00:06:19,701 --> 00:06:20,401 the other night? 140 00:06:20,436 --> 00:06:21,436 Yeah. 141 00:06:21,470 --> 00:06:24,572 I haven't been able to think about anything else. 142 00:06:24,606 --> 00:06:26,107 It shouldn't have happened, 143 00:06:26,141 --> 00:06:29,377 and it will not happen again. 144 00:06:29,411 --> 00:06:33,013 Exactly. That's exactly what I was thinking too. 145 00:06:33,047 --> 00:06:34,714 I'm so sorry if I crossed any lines... 146 00:06:34,748 --> 00:06:35,815 No. 147 00:06:35,850 --> 00:06:37,184 No, no, no. It's fine. 148 00:06:37,218 --> 00:06:38,185 I'm just glad we talked about it. 149 00:06:38,219 --> 00:06:41,154 I'm glad that we cleared the air, so... 150 00:06:41,189 --> 00:06:42,589 Rachel: Goblins has no specials today 151 00:06:42,623 --> 00:06:44,458 because Ivan's too upset or something. 152 00:06:44,492 --> 00:06:45,993 So it's the usual menu. 153 00:06:46,027 --> 00:06:46,993 Great. Thanks. 154 00:06:47,027 --> 00:06:50,429 Goblins' regular menu-- bring it on. 155 00:07:03,976 --> 00:07:04,976 Erica: Ethan?! 156 00:07:05,011 --> 00:07:06,077 Erica. 157 00:07:06,112 --> 00:07:07,445 Erica: Oh my gosh. 158 00:07:07,480 --> 00:07:08,480 Wow! 159 00:07:09,515 --> 00:07:11,182 - How are you? - Good. How are you? 160 00:07:11,217 --> 00:07:12,750 Great! Good. 161 00:07:12,784 --> 00:07:15,586 Yeah. You're, uh, not at work? 162 00:07:15,621 --> 00:07:17,755 It's summertime; School's closed. 163 00:07:17,789 --> 00:07:20,491 Right. Of course. 164 00:07:20,525 --> 00:07:22,759 Sorry, I just can't keep up the small talk. 165 00:07:22,793 --> 00:07:24,328 It's just... 166 00:07:24,362 --> 00:07:26,030 It's so good to see you. 167 00:07:26,064 --> 00:07:27,531 You too. 168 00:07:27,565 --> 00:07:29,066 Are you just grabbing lunch? 169 00:07:29,100 --> 00:07:31,068 Yeah. Uh, Julianne and mine, our... 170 00:07:31,102 --> 00:07:33,170 Our publishing company is nearby. 171 00:07:33,204 --> 00:07:36,072 So it all worked out. That's great. 172 00:07:36,140 --> 00:07:37,840 Yeah. 173 00:07:37,874 --> 00:07:40,576 I just feel like we're in the middle of traffic here. 174 00:07:40,610 --> 00:07:41,877 Yeah, if you have to go... 175 00:07:41,912 --> 00:07:43,579 No, I don't. 176 00:07:43,613 --> 00:07:46,082 If you want, you can join me for lunch 177 00:07:46,116 --> 00:07:48,151 and we can catch up? 178 00:07:49,153 --> 00:07:50,586 Yeah. 179 00:07:51,053 --> 00:07:51,886 I'd love to. 180 00:07:51,921 --> 00:07:53,688 Great! Good. 181 00:07:53,722 --> 00:07:55,957 We've got Jay Manuel's book coming out. 182 00:07:55,991 --> 00:07:57,725 It's called "A Tattered Rose." 183 00:07:57,760 --> 00:08:00,828 And we hired a new assistant, and... 184 00:08:00,863 --> 00:08:02,329 Brent's working for us. 185 00:08:02,364 --> 00:08:03,998 Seriously? I thought you hated him. 186 00:08:04,033 --> 00:08:05,099 Yeah, well... 187 00:08:06,234 --> 00:08:07,234 Things change. 188 00:08:07,269 --> 00:08:09,103 Yes, they do. 189 00:08:09,137 --> 00:08:10,104 So what about you? 190 00:08:10,138 --> 00:08:12,339 I mean, we've been talking about me. 191 00:08:12,374 --> 00:08:13,340 How have you been? 192 00:08:13,375 --> 00:08:15,076 Good. 193 00:08:15,110 --> 00:08:15,810 Really? 194 00:08:15,844 --> 00:08:17,644 Yeah. 195 00:08:17,679 --> 00:08:18,879 Ethan... 196 00:08:18,913 --> 00:08:21,748 When you've known someone as long as I've known you, 197 00:08:21,783 --> 00:08:22,749 you can tell 198 00:08:22,784 --> 00:08:24,551 when they're not telling the truth. 199 00:08:24,586 --> 00:08:26,419 Thank you. 200 00:08:26,454 --> 00:08:27,420 You're right. 201 00:08:27,455 --> 00:08:29,022 Things aren't that good, actually. 202 00:08:29,057 --> 00:08:30,891 I got uh... 203 00:08:30,925 --> 00:08:33,292 Got dumped 'bout a month ago. 204 00:08:33,326 --> 00:08:34,426 Really? 'Cause I just... 205 00:08:34,461 --> 00:08:37,697 I mean, I just got dumped last week. 206 00:08:37,731 --> 00:08:39,865 Wow! That's really weird that we both just... 207 00:08:39,900 --> 00:08:40,967 I know. 208 00:08:42,069 --> 00:08:44,704 I'm sorry to hear that. Was... 209 00:08:44,738 --> 00:08:46,772 Was it a hard breakup? 210 00:08:46,807 --> 00:08:47,873 Terrible. 211 00:08:47,908 --> 00:08:49,474 She was great. She is great. 212 00:08:49,508 --> 00:08:51,610 - What's her name? - Nataline. 213 00:08:51,644 --> 00:08:53,344 We'd been dating for about a year. 214 00:08:53,378 --> 00:08:56,081 We met not long after you and I... uh... 215 00:08:56,115 --> 00:08:57,315 Anyway... 216 00:08:57,349 --> 00:08:58,783 You look like you're handling it better than I am 217 00:08:58,818 --> 00:09:00,085 and it just happened. 218 00:09:00,119 --> 00:09:01,886 Well, I must be a great actress then, 219 00:09:01,921 --> 00:09:03,254 because... 220 00:09:05,423 --> 00:09:07,124 You know what? Let's go dancing. 221 00:09:07,158 --> 00:09:09,526 - What? - Yeah, tonight. I don't know about you, 222 00:09:09,560 --> 00:09:12,496 but I don't wanna sit around feeling miserable. 223 00:09:12,530 --> 00:09:14,999 I would rather go out and do shooters 224 00:09:15,033 --> 00:09:17,935 and dance my ass off until the sun comes up. 225 00:09:17,969 --> 00:09:20,104 Erica, I don't know. I mean, it's... 226 00:09:20,138 --> 00:09:21,337 I get it. 227 00:09:21,371 --> 00:09:23,072 We haven't talked in almost two years and... 228 00:09:24,707 --> 00:09:27,076 you probably spent a lot of that time hating my guts. 229 00:09:27,111 --> 00:09:29,879 I never hated you. In fact, 230 00:09:29,913 --> 00:09:31,480 I've been thinking of calling you. 231 00:09:31,515 --> 00:09:33,816 I've actually... 232 00:09:33,851 --> 00:09:35,051 missed you. 233 00:09:35,085 --> 00:09:36,918 (Inhales deeply) 234 00:09:36,953 --> 00:09:39,855 I missed you too, Ethan. 235 00:09:39,889 --> 00:09:41,723 Okay. Dancing it is. 236 00:09:41,758 --> 00:09:42,958 Yeow! 237 00:09:42,992 --> 00:09:44,960 (Dance music plays) 238 00:09:44,994 --> 00:09:46,594 ♪ 239 00:10:00,475 --> 00:10:01,876 Come on, let's get a drink. 240 00:10:04,112 --> 00:10:05,212 (Song changes) 241 00:10:05,246 --> 00:10:07,048 Thank you. 242 00:10:07,082 --> 00:10:08,415 All right. 243 00:10:09,516 --> 00:10:10,750 To being dumped! 244 00:10:10,785 --> 00:10:12,618 To being dumped. 245 00:10:17,357 --> 00:10:18,357 Hoo! Woo! 246 00:10:21,461 --> 00:10:23,763 So, what happened there? 247 00:10:24,764 --> 00:10:26,598 The short version? 248 00:10:26,632 --> 00:10:28,567 We wanted different things. 249 00:10:28,601 --> 00:10:30,936 And what did she want? 250 00:10:30,970 --> 00:10:32,137 To move to Ethiopia. 251 00:10:32,172 --> 00:10:33,605 Really? 252 00:10:33,639 --> 00:10:35,074 Why? 253 00:10:35,108 --> 00:10:37,542 Nat works for Oxfam as a program coordinator. 254 00:10:37,577 --> 00:10:39,144 Three months ago, she got this opportunity 255 00:10:39,179 --> 00:10:41,045 to move to Ethiopia. 256 00:10:41,080 --> 00:10:42,714 She wanted me to take a year off, 257 00:10:42,748 --> 00:10:45,116 give up my job, give up my apartment, 258 00:10:45,150 --> 00:10:47,384 eat into my savings. 259 00:10:47,419 --> 00:10:51,089 She said that this was an opportunity of a lifetime. 260 00:10:51,123 --> 00:10:53,925 I told her she was being impulsive. 261 00:10:53,959 --> 00:10:54,959 And it became a huge fight 262 00:10:54,993 --> 00:10:57,160 about how I was trying to hold her back, 263 00:10:57,195 --> 00:11:00,530 and Ethiopia became the deal-breaker. 264 00:11:00,564 --> 00:11:01,533 (Exhales forefully) 265 00:11:01,564 --> 00:11:03,533 Wow. 266 00:11:03,567 --> 00:11:05,836 Yeah. So... 267 00:11:05,870 --> 00:11:08,371 She's leaving next week and... 268 00:11:08,405 --> 00:11:10,573 You know, thinking about it, just... 269 00:11:10,608 --> 00:11:11,975 Let's have another shot. 270 00:11:13,443 --> 00:11:14,443 Thank you. 271 00:11:17,714 --> 00:11:20,482 To... regrets. 272 00:11:23,019 --> 00:11:23,986 Regrets! 273 00:11:24,020 --> 00:11:25,020 (Clink) 274 00:11:26,990 --> 00:11:28,490 (Ethan's shot glass clunks on the table) 275 00:11:28,524 --> 00:11:29,557 Erica: Ugh! 276 00:11:29,591 --> 00:11:31,226 Agh! 277 00:11:31,260 --> 00:11:32,593 (Startled gasp) 278 00:11:32,628 --> 00:11:36,264 That... that... was crazy. 279 00:11:36,298 --> 00:11:37,331 Which part? 280 00:11:37,366 --> 00:11:40,168 I could see what he was talking about... 281 00:11:40,202 --> 00:11:41,803 Ethan-- when he was telling the story, 282 00:11:41,837 --> 00:11:43,238 it was just like a... 283 00:11:43,272 --> 00:11:45,272 It was like a movie playing inside my head, 284 00:11:45,306 --> 00:11:47,975 and he even used the word "regret." 285 00:11:48,009 --> 00:11:49,009 Hmm? 286 00:11:50,444 --> 00:11:53,446 Wow. ♪ I feel like a doctor! ♪ 287 00:11:54,615 --> 00:11:56,583 I can't wait to dig into this. 288 00:11:57,585 --> 00:11:59,186 All right, Doctor Erica, 289 00:11:59,220 --> 00:12:01,754 then please, the floor is yours. 290 00:12:01,789 --> 00:12:03,955 Okay. So here's my theory: 291 00:12:04,557 --> 00:12:06,159 Ethan, he... 292 00:12:06,193 --> 00:12:08,427 Well, he keeps going for the wrong women. 293 00:12:08,461 --> 00:12:10,296 First there was Claire, then me, 294 00:12:10,330 --> 00:12:11,230 and then Nataline... 295 00:12:11,265 --> 00:12:12,731 women who are risk-takers, 296 00:12:12,766 --> 00:12:13,732 who are extroverts. 297 00:12:13,767 --> 00:12:16,169 Women who do not want what Ethan wants. 298 00:12:16,203 --> 00:12:17,903 What does Ethan want? 299 00:12:17,937 --> 00:12:19,938 Well, Ethan, he wants a stable, 300 00:12:19,972 --> 00:12:22,140 predictable, quiet life, 301 00:12:22,175 --> 00:12:24,342 and he needs a woman who wants those same things. 302 00:12:24,376 --> 00:12:25,343 Mm. Ah. 303 00:12:25,377 --> 00:12:28,479 So you're a doctor / matchmaker then? 304 00:12:28,514 --> 00:12:30,182 Well, if he keeps getting drawn to the same women, 305 00:12:30,216 --> 00:12:33,583 then maybe he needs a matchmaker just to-- ooh! 306 00:12:33,618 --> 00:12:35,752 You know, steer him in the right direction. 307 00:12:39,291 --> 00:12:41,158 Okay. There was one girl 308 00:12:42,160 --> 00:12:44,628 that I always wanted to set him up with. 309 00:12:44,662 --> 00:12:45,529 Oh? 310 00:12:45,563 --> 00:12:47,364 Erica: Her name was Shauna Reycraft 311 00:12:47,398 --> 00:12:49,065 and she was in my masters program. 312 00:12:49,099 --> 00:12:50,633 And the first time I met her 313 00:12:50,667 --> 00:12:53,336 I thought, "This is a female version of Ethan." 314 00:12:53,370 --> 00:12:54,370 They were so similar. 315 00:12:54,404 --> 00:12:57,040 They had the same style and the same interests, 316 00:12:57,074 --> 00:12:58,041 the same views. 317 00:12:58,075 --> 00:13:00,509 I mean, it was everything. 318 00:13:00,544 --> 00:13:02,045 She would have been perfect for him. 319 00:13:02,079 --> 00:13:03,646 Would she? 320 00:13:03,680 --> 00:13:06,348 Well, then let's find out, shall we? 321 00:13:07,350 --> 00:13:08,350 (Whoosh) 322 00:13:10,486 --> 00:13:12,821 Mm. You drive me crazy. 323 00:13:12,856 --> 00:13:15,357 Oh! Wait, wait, wait. Anis, we can't... 324 00:13:15,391 --> 00:13:16,725 Guy: Anis? My name is Emmett. 325 00:13:16,759 --> 00:13:19,294 I mean, Emmett, we can't do this. 326 00:13:19,329 --> 00:13:21,829 Oh. Oh, I get it. I get it. 327 00:13:21,864 --> 00:13:24,265 Your garden is in bloom? 328 00:13:24,299 --> 00:13:25,266 Oh my God, no! 329 00:13:25,300 --> 00:13:26,433 That's not what this is about! 330 00:13:26,468 --> 00:13:27,235 Um, I... 331 00:13:27,269 --> 00:13:29,636 No, no, no. I mean, it's cool. 332 00:13:29,671 --> 00:13:33,507 It's a beautiful, natural, glorious process. 333 00:13:33,541 --> 00:13:37,210 And honestly, Moon blood turns me on. 334 00:13:42,033 --> 00:13:44,902 Ew! No, I didn't mean to freak you out, 335 00:13:45,036 --> 00:13:46,503 it's just that... 336 00:13:46,537 --> 00:13:47,637 Say no more. 337 00:13:47,672 --> 00:13:50,239 Goddess, your body is your temple, 338 00:13:50,274 --> 00:13:54,277 and if the gates of the temple are closed? 339 00:13:55,546 --> 00:13:57,480 I completely understand. 340 00:13:57,515 --> 00:13:58,481 Oh, thank you. 341 00:13:58,516 --> 00:14:01,484 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah... 342 00:14:01,519 --> 00:14:05,454 Now, I'll go rustle us up some breakfast. 343 00:14:07,890 --> 00:14:09,024 But first, I'm gonna go practice 344 00:14:09,058 --> 00:14:10,826 the ancient art of onanism. 345 00:14:10,860 --> 00:14:12,861 There's no love like self love. 346 00:14:12,895 --> 00:14:15,096 How does an egg white scramble sound? 347 00:14:15,131 --> 00:14:16,731 Wait! Why... 348 00:14:16,765 --> 00:14:18,399 Why don't you skip the onanism, 349 00:14:18,434 --> 00:14:20,836 and we'll just go straight to breakfast. 350 00:14:20,870 --> 00:14:23,271 Oh, your temple may be closed for business, 351 00:14:23,306 --> 00:14:26,140 but my libido is never on holiday. 352 00:14:27,142 --> 00:14:29,009 (Door closes) 353 00:14:29,044 --> 00:14:30,311 (Phone ringing) 354 00:14:36,651 --> 00:14:38,485 (Sighs) 355 00:14:38,519 --> 00:14:40,387 Erica's house of onanism. 356 00:14:40,421 --> 00:14:42,255 Ethan: Erica? What? 357 00:14:42,289 --> 00:14:43,823 (Chuckles) Just a bad joke. 358 00:14:43,858 --> 00:14:45,658 Hey, Ethan, what's up? 359 00:14:45,692 --> 00:14:46,759 Can you meet up? 360 00:14:46,793 --> 00:14:48,527 Emmett: (Groans loudly) 361 00:14:48,562 --> 00:14:51,064 Uh, yeah, sure. What's going on? 362 00:14:52,066 --> 00:14:53,666 Claire mailed me a... 363 00:14:53,700 --> 00:14:55,902 Well, you kind've need to see it for yourself. 364 00:14:55,936 --> 00:14:57,737 Erica: Okay, I'll be right over. 365 00:14:57,771 --> 00:14:58,737 Usual spot. 366 00:14:58,771 --> 00:14:59,771 Erica: Okay. 367 00:15:01,341 --> 00:15:02,674 (Phone beeps off) 368 00:15:02,708 --> 00:15:05,043 (Objects rattle and clank, Emmett groans) 369 00:15:07,981 --> 00:15:11,149 Erica: Okay, so, wait. What does "boeuf" mean? Beef? 370 00:15:11,184 --> 00:15:13,518 Ethan: Yes. But, in this case, 371 00:15:13,552 --> 00:15:15,452 it's French for boring. 372 00:15:16,454 --> 00:15:17,421 Erica: So, wait. She... 373 00:15:17,455 --> 00:15:19,690 drew this and then mailed it to you? 374 00:15:19,724 --> 00:15:21,992 Ethan: This picture's Claire's way of telling me that we're over; 375 00:15:21,993 --> 00:15:24,495 That she doesn't wanna try and work things out. 376 00:15:24,529 --> 00:15:25,997 Here, let's sit down. 377 00:15:26,031 --> 00:15:27,298 You need to forget about Claire. 378 00:15:27,332 --> 00:15:29,867 I mean, this is just... It's mean. 379 00:15:30,601 --> 00:15:31,734 And kinda weird. 380 00:15:32,870 --> 00:15:34,104 I don't know. 381 00:15:35,106 --> 00:15:36,339 Maybe I need to go to Montreal 382 00:15:36,374 --> 00:15:37,774 and try to talk things out in person. 383 00:15:37,808 --> 00:15:39,776 No, Ethan, you need to take a break from Claire. 384 00:15:39,810 --> 00:15:40,944 What? 385 00:15:40,978 --> 00:15:44,080 You know, maybe it's time to meet someone new. 386 00:15:44,115 --> 00:15:45,181 You know, someone more like you. 387 00:15:45,216 --> 00:15:48,650 Someone that you have stuff in common with. 388 00:15:48,684 --> 00:15:52,121 Maybe it'll even happen today? 389 00:15:52,155 --> 00:15:53,956 What is that look on your face? 390 00:15:53,990 --> 00:15:56,858 What look? There's no look. 391 00:15:56,893 --> 00:15:57,993 Okay, come to my house tonight 392 00:15:58,028 --> 00:15:58,994 and we'll hang. 393 00:15:59,029 --> 00:16:00,329 We'll listen to Savage Garden 394 00:16:00,363 --> 00:16:02,363 and... Busta Rhymes. 395 00:16:03,933 --> 00:16:06,968 Maybe I'll invite a friend. 396 00:16:07,002 --> 00:16:07,969 This is a setup. 397 00:16:08,003 --> 00:16:08,970 This... hey! 398 00:16:09,004 --> 00:16:10,638 This is an opportunity, okay? 399 00:16:10,672 --> 00:16:12,407 So bring an open mind. 400 00:16:12,441 --> 00:16:13,607 - Okay. - Doctor's orders. 401 00:16:13,642 --> 00:16:14,809 All right, I'll be there. 402 00:16:14,843 --> 00:16:16,577 Don't! 403 00:16:16,611 --> 00:16:18,378 Eric: (Mocking) Don't! Ethan: It's a hard enough day. 404 00:16:18,413 --> 00:16:20,080 Erica: Oh, poor you. 405 00:16:21,349 --> 00:16:22,715 It'll be fun. 406 00:16:22,750 --> 00:16:25,052 Erica: I'm glad you could make it. Welcome. 407 00:16:25,086 --> 00:16:27,887 Wow, Erica, I love your apartment. 408 00:16:27,922 --> 00:16:31,758 Yellow is a bold choice, but it really works in here. 409 00:16:31,792 --> 00:16:33,427 Erica: Um... 410 00:16:33,461 --> 00:16:35,661 Thank you. 411 00:16:35,695 --> 00:16:37,529 (Knock at the door) Shaun-- Oh! 412 00:16:38,698 --> 00:16:39,665 Erica: Hey! Ethan: Hey. 413 00:16:39,699 --> 00:16:41,767 You made it! She's here. 414 00:16:42,769 --> 00:16:44,503 Emmett: Peace, brother. 415 00:16:44,537 --> 00:16:46,138 Ethan, this is my good friend, Shauna. 416 00:16:46,173 --> 00:16:48,274 Shauna, this is the amazing Ethan. 417 00:16:48,308 --> 00:16:49,342 Shauna: Nice to finally meet you. 418 00:16:49,376 --> 00:16:50,776 You too. 419 00:16:50,810 --> 00:16:53,946 Emmett: So, what kind of debauchery are we gonna get into tonight? 420 00:16:53,980 --> 00:16:55,981 There's the "Take back the night" march. 421 00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:58,083 Shauna: How about... 422 00:16:58,117 --> 00:16:59,485 A game of Pictionary! 423 00:17:00,487 --> 00:17:02,821 It uses both the left and right sides of your brain. 424 00:17:02,856 --> 00:17:04,990 How many games can you say do that, huh? 425 00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:06,524 Oh, great! We can play a game. 426 00:17:06,558 --> 00:17:07,558 Why not? 427 00:17:08,861 --> 00:17:10,962 I'll get us some drinks. Beers okay? 428 00:17:10,996 --> 00:17:12,463 I'm easy. 429 00:17:15,700 --> 00:17:16,266 Goddess... 430 00:17:17,636 --> 00:17:20,938 Tell me, why are we skipping "Take back the night" march 431 00:17:20,973 --> 00:17:22,506 for Pictionary? 432 00:17:23,007 --> 00:17:24,574 Because we're helping Ethan. 433 00:17:24,609 --> 00:17:25,942 Well, I'm in teacher's college... 434 00:17:25,977 --> 00:17:28,444 Look, they're perfect for each other. 435 00:17:28,479 --> 00:17:29,445 Right? 436 00:17:29,480 --> 00:17:31,414 Perfectly boring. 437 00:17:32,984 --> 00:17:35,151 Ooh! Hey, I like a challenge. 438 00:17:35,185 --> 00:17:39,187 You know, I pride myself on being able to have fun... 439 00:17:39,222 --> 00:17:41,089 - Yeah. - Whenever, 440 00:17:41,124 --> 00:17:42,324 wherever. 441 00:17:42,358 --> 00:17:43,592 Hey! Friends, uh... 442 00:17:44,594 --> 00:17:46,962 Riddle me this: Um... (Clears throat) 443 00:17:46,997 --> 00:17:50,332 Where's the coolest place to play Pictionary? 444 00:17:50,366 --> 00:17:52,001 Answer: The rooftop. 445 00:17:52,035 --> 00:17:53,268 Erica: (Gasps) Yes! 446 00:17:53,302 --> 00:17:56,071 Oh wow! Does this apartment come with a rooftop patio, too? 447 00:17:56,139 --> 00:17:58,106 Well, I mean, not exactly. 448 00:17:58,141 --> 00:18:00,409 But it's a big enough, so it's safe. 449 00:18:00,443 --> 00:18:01,410 Here you go. 450 00:18:01,444 --> 00:18:03,645 Yeah, I, uh... I don't know. 451 00:18:03,679 --> 00:18:06,181 Do you know how many roofers die of falls every year? 452 00:18:06,215 --> 00:18:07,982 And being on the roof is their job. 453 00:18:08,884 --> 00:18:09,851 Oh... 454 00:18:09,885 --> 00:18:10,985 Oh... 455 00:18:11,020 --> 00:18:12,886 Can I get you something to eat? 456 00:18:12,921 --> 00:18:14,388 Ooh! I got something. 457 00:18:14,423 --> 00:18:16,057 Erica: Snacks, or...? 458 00:18:16,091 --> 00:18:17,191 Ooh! Amazing! 459 00:18:17,225 --> 00:18:19,360 Actually, is there... are there nuts in there? 460 00:18:19,394 --> 00:18:21,095 Nuts? Um... 461 00:18:21,129 --> 00:18:22,396 Amongst other things. 462 00:18:22,431 --> 00:18:25,332 But don't worry, goddess, 'cause it's all natural. 463 00:18:25,367 --> 00:18:27,534 So is dying from anaphylactic shock, 464 00:18:27,568 --> 00:18:29,102 so I'm... I'm gonna pass. 465 00:18:29,136 --> 00:18:30,537 But maybe our guests would like some? 466 00:18:30,571 --> 00:18:32,772 Emmett: I know that'd be a good idea, 467 00:18:32,806 --> 00:18:36,443 because, um, these brownies, my friends, 468 00:18:37,445 --> 00:18:39,579 will blow your mind. 469 00:18:39,613 --> 00:18:42,248 I say we have two teams. 470 00:18:42,283 --> 00:18:44,483 Emmett and I will take you two on. 471 00:18:44,517 --> 00:18:45,617 Ethan: Done. Shauna: Okay. 472 00:18:45,651 --> 00:18:46,785 Yeah? 473 00:18:46,819 --> 00:18:47,953 Mm! These are awesome! 474 00:18:47,987 --> 00:18:49,988 Erica: Ready, set, do it! 475 00:18:51,857 --> 00:18:53,992 Erica: It's... it's a... It's... 476 00:18:54,026 --> 00:18:55,494 It's a carrot! 477 00:18:56,496 --> 00:18:57,629 It's not a carrot 'cause it has legs. 478 00:18:57,663 --> 00:19:00,465 It's a... a bee? Is it a bee? 479 00:19:00,499 --> 00:19:01,732 Shauna: Oh my gosh. 480 00:19:01,766 --> 00:19:03,534 Are you drawing what I think you're drawing? 481 00:19:03,569 --> 00:19:04,569 Gimme the card. 482 00:19:06,738 --> 00:19:08,005 How, exactly, 483 00:19:08,039 --> 00:19:11,542 is that a visual depiction of a "front yard"? 484 00:19:11,577 --> 00:19:14,845 That's his front and it's about a yard long. 485 00:19:14,879 --> 00:19:15,878 (Laughs) 486 00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:18,482 That is so inappropriate. 487 00:19:21,352 --> 00:19:22,685 Emmett: (Murmurs) Are you okay? Oh! 488 00:19:22,720 --> 00:19:23,886 Oh, it's okay. 489 00:19:23,921 --> 00:19:25,222 You okay, honey? 490 00:19:25,256 --> 00:19:27,724 I just feel a little peckish. 491 00:19:27,758 --> 00:19:30,059 I think I'm gonna have, um, another brownie 492 00:19:30,094 --> 00:19:31,127 before the pizza arrives. 493 00:19:31,161 --> 00:19:32,928 Erica: Help yourself. - Ethan? 494 00:19:32,962 --> 00:19:34,696 Uh, no. Thanks. 495 00:19:36,233 --> 00:19:39,535 Look, she's um... she's great, right? 496 00:19:39,569 --> 00:19:41,670 Yeah. Sure. I guess. 497 00:19:41,704 --> 00:19:43,572 Uh, you know, it's really stuffy in here. 498 00:19:43,607 --> 00:19:44,773 Can I open a window? 499 00:19:44,807 --> 00:19:46,142 Sure! 500 00:19:46,176 --> 00:19:48,376 I really need to get some air. 501 00:19:48,410 --> 00:19:49,644 (Knock at the door) 502 00:19:49,678 --> 00:19:51,579 Pizza's here! Pizza, pizza, pizza! 503 00:19:51,614 --> 00:19:52,680 Okay... Okay, tiger. 504 00:19:58,654 --> 00:20:02,723 Did someone say triple cheese and mushroom? 505 00:20:04,392 --> 00:20:06,226 Erica: Here you go. Okay. 506 00:20:06,261 --> 00:20:07,227 I um... 507 00:20:07,262 --> 00:20:08,995 Thank you. Please call again. 508 00:20:09,030 --> 00:20:10,430 Erica: I'm just gonna... 509 00:20:12,667 --> 00:20:13,933 (Sighs) This isn't working. 510 00:20:13,968 --> 00:20:16,503 Shauna and Ethan, they have zero chemistry. 511 00:20:16,538 --> 00:20:19,373 I mean, Ethan, he is not into her at all. 512 00:20:19,407 --> 00:20:20,339 No! Really? 513 00:20:21,341 --> 00:20:23,509 (Feigned sigh) Shocker! 514 00:20:23,544 --> 00:20:24,510 Excuse me? 515 00:20:24,545 --> 00:20:26,546 Erica, did you actually think 516 00:20:26,580 --> 00:20:28,014 that setting up Ethan with his twin 517 00:20:28,049 --> 00:20:29,015 was going to work? 518 00:20:29,050 --> 00:20:30,884 That's a little naive, don't you think? 519 00:20:30,918 --> 00:20:34,487 Okay, well, thank you for telling me now. 520 00:20:34,521 --> 00:20:37,289 "Nothing that is worth knowing can be taught." 521 00:20:37,323 --> 00:20:38,423 Oscar Wilde. 522 00:20:39,425 --> 00:20:40,592 Okay, so I'm an idiot, 523 00:20:40,626 --> 00:20:42,394 and I'm the worst doctor-in-training ever, 524 00:20:42,428 --> 00:20:43,995 and we should just cut our losses 525 00:20:43,996 --> 00:20:45,630 while we're ahead, and just end the session. 526 00:20:45,665 --> 00:20:46,732 Yeah, I would, 527 00:20:46,766 --> 00:20:50,368 but then you'd miss all the excitement. 528 00:20:50,403 --> 00:20:52,670 What excitement? 529 00:20:52,705 --> 00:20:54,706 Hey! What excit... 530 00:20:59,778 --> 00:21:03,881 Ethan: It's like I can taste each and every spice. 531 00:21:03,916 --> 00:21:06,350 I've never eaten pizza like this before. 532 00:21:06,384 --> 00:21:09,786 I have never eaten pizza like this before. 533 00:21:09,821 --> 00:21:10,987 Erica: Emmett. 534 00:21:11,989 --> 00:21:14,657 What is all this? Hmm? 535 00:21:14,692 --> 00:21:15,692 Emmett: This? 536 00:21:15,727 --> 00:21:17,660 This is your friends getting in touch 537 00:21:17,695 --> 00:21:20,163 with their inner selves, goddess. 538 00:21:20,198 --> 00:21:21,598 Shauna: There it is again. 539 00:21:21,632 --> 00:21:22,766 The surge. 540 00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:25,466 I can feel it... surging. 541 00:21:25,468 --> 00:21:26,468 Hmm. 542 00:21:27,470 --> 00:21:29,371 Do you see what I mean? 543 00:21:29,405 --> 00:21:31,240 Oh, wow! 544 00:21:31,274 --> 00:21:33,408 Emmett, 545 00:21:33,443 --> 00:21:35,611 what did you put in the brownies, 546 00:21:35,645 --> 00:21:36,779 besides nuts? 547 00:21:37,781 --> 00:21:40,181 You wanted your friends to have fun. 548 00:21:40,216 --> 00:21:41,883 They needed to loosen up a little. 549 00:21:41,917 --> 00:21:44,619 Yeah, and... 550 00:21:44,653 --> 00:21:45,987 Magic mushrooms. 551 00:21:46,021 --> 00:21:47,021 Emmett! 552 00:21:49,024 --> 00:21:50,625 Wait a minute, where's... where... 553 00:21:50,659 --> 00:21:51,926 Where is Ethan? 554 00:21:53,662 --> 00:21:54,729 Goddess! 555 00:21:55,731 --> 00:21:56,730 Ethan? 556 00:21:57,999 --> 00:21:58,999 Ethan! 557 00:22:00,668 --> 00:22:03,603 Claire thinks I'm boring? 558 00:22:03,638 --> 00:22:05,505 Guess what? Screw her! 559 00:22:05,539 --> 00:22:07,274 I'm king of the world! Wooo! 560 00:22:07,308 --> 00:22:08,308 Oh! Ethan! 561 00:22:11,158 --> 00:22:12,893 Ethan? Ethan, you need to... 562 00:22:12,927 --> 00:22:15,261 You need to come down from there, okay? 563 00:22:15,296 --> 00:22:16,696 Okay? 564 00:22:16,730 --> 00:22:19,164 Erica, look at the city!! 565 00:22:19,199 --> 00:22:21,867 The CN Tower, it's like a rocket ship. 566 00:22:21,902 --> 00:22:22,902 Emmett! 567 00:22:24,071 --> 00:22:25,605 And look, wait. 568 00:22:25,639 --> 00:22:26,906 There's another one right there! 569 00:22:26,940 --> 00:22:28,674 Okay, okay... oh! 570 00:22:28,709 --> 00:22:29,909 Em- whoa, whoa, whoa. 571 00:22:29,943 --> 00:22:31,477 Ethan? You guys? 572 00:22:31,511 --> 00:22:32,978 You need to come down now, okay? 573 00:22:33,012 --> 00:22:36,315 Look, we can look at the sky from down here. 574 00:22:36,349 --> 00:22:37,549 You think I'm boring? 575 00:22:37,584 --> 00:22:39,384 'Cause maybe I am; Maybe Claire's right. 576 00:22:39,419 --> 00:22:41,520 No, Ethan, no, you're not. 577 00:22:41,554 --> 00:22:43,622 I wanna be like you guys. 578 00:22:46,092 --> 00:22:47,626 You're a warrior! 579 00:22:47,660 --> 00:22:48,826 (Laughs) 580 00:22:49,995 --> 00:22:51,028 Ethan and Emmett: (Whooping) Wooo! Wooo! 581 00:22:51,062 --> 00:22:53,297 Erica: Come here! Hey! Oh! 582 00:22:53,332 --> 00:22:54,298 Are you okay? 583 00:22:54,333 --> 00:22:56,100 Ethan: Good! Good. Everything's fine. 584 00:22:57,102 --> 00:22:59,770 (Unsteady) Oh! Whoa... ungh! 585 00:22:59,804 --> 00:23:00,804 Shauna: Oh my God! 586 00:23:00,839 --> 00:23:02,940 I have to get down from here. I have to go! 587 00:23:02,974 --> 00:23:06,176 Okay, Emmett, go and deal with her. 588 00:23:07,178 --> 00:23:08,778 Go and deal with her. 589 00:23:09,780 --> 00:23:10,780 (Annoyed growl) 590 00:23:14,218 --> 00:23:15,718 You... 591 00:23:15,753 --> 00:23:18,255 You think I'm like Shauna: 592 00:23:18,289 --> 00:23:21,023 Boring and conservative, 593 00:23:22,025 --> 00:23:23,692 and pathetic. 594 00:23:23,726 --> 00:23:24,893 That's why you tried to set me up with her, 595 00:23:24,927 --> 00:23:26,094 isn't it? 596 00:23:28,865 --> 00:23:29,931 Hey, Ethan, 597 00:23:29,966 --> 00:23:32,067 you don't have to think about that right now, 'kay? 598 00:23:32,101 --> 00:23:35,437 You're just... A little bit high. 599 00:23:36,639 --> 00:23:37,672 Do you wanna go downstairs? 600 00:23:37,706 --> 00:23:39,940 How long do you think this is gonna last? 601 00:23:39,975 --> 00:23:42,577 Oh, just a little bit longer. 602 00:23:43,579 --> 00:23:44,579 Ooh. Ooh. 603 00:23:47,349 --> 00:23:49,817 Ethan: Wow! Was that real or am I still high? 604 00:23:49,851 --> 00:23:51,519 No, real. 605 00:23:51,554 --> 00:23:52,553 - I saw it, too. - Beautiful. 606 00:23:54,855 --> 00:23:56,657 Ethan: (Sighs) We've been up here for hours. 607 00:23:56,691 --> 00:23:57,924 You must be exhausted. 608 00:23:57,958 --> 00:23:59,859 Oh, I'm... I'm fine. 609 00:23:59,894 --> 00:24:01,795 Don't worry about me. 610 00:24:01,829 --> 00:24:03,330 Sorry again about earlier. 611 00:24:03,364 --> 00:24:06,233 Oh please, Ethan. You were high. 612 00:24:06,267 --> 00:24:07,901 You weren't really thinking straight. 613 00:24:07,935 --> 00:24:08,901 I don't know. 614 00:24:08,935 --> 00:24:09,902 I don't think it was 100 percent 615 00:24:09,936 --> 00:24:12,471 the mushrooms talking. 616 00:24:12,506 --> 00:24:13,472 No? 617 00:24:13,507 --> 00:24:14,574 I know you're not a big fan of Claire, 618 00:24:14,608 --> 00:24:16,942 but you two actually have a lot in common. 619 00:24:16,976 --> 00:24:18,444 You don't worry, you don't over-think things. 620 00:24:18,478 --> 00:24:21,380 - You, you just... - Go for it. 621 00:24:21,415 --> 00:24:22,415 Yeah. 622 00:24:23,450 --> 00:24:27,919 You know, sometimes I wish I could just go for it. 623 00:24:27,953 --> 00:24:30,655 But it's not really me. 624 00:24:30,690 --> 00:24:31,823 Shauna was really nice and hot, 625 00:24:31,857 --> 00:24:33,258 but she's not my type. 626 00:24:33,292 --> 00:24:34,459 Thanks for trying though. 627 00:24:34,493 --> 00:24:38,896 ♪ And you can't fight the tears that are comin' ♪ 628 00:24:38,931 --> 00:24:40,264 - Ethan? - Hmm? 629 00:24:42,500 --> 00:24:43,934 Who is your type? 630 00:24:44,936 --> 00:24:46,136 Claire. 631 00:24:46,170 --> 00:24:47,304 She's crazy and out there, 632 00:24:47,339 --> 00:24:50,274 and she just says whatever she thinks all the time. 633 00:24:50,308 --> 00:24:52,476 I guess I like that. 634 00:24:55,813 --> 00:24:57,614 You need that. 635 00:24:57,648 --> 00:24:59,515 Yeah. Kinda do. 636 00:24:59,550 --> 00:25:01,217 Even though she drives me nuts sometimes. 637 00:25:01,252 --> 00:25:02,252 (Laughs) 638 00:25:03,621 --> 00:25:07,089 She also brings me outta my shell. 639 00:25:07,124 --> 00:25:08,324 Well, 640 00:25:08,359 --> 00:25:10,926 you were certainly out of your shell tonight. 641 00:25:10,961 --> 00:25:11,961 (Mock roar) 642 00:25:13,529 --> 00:25:16,465 (Laughs) Oh, it terrified me. 643 00:25:20,169 --> 00:25:22,471 Well, I guess we'd better head down. 644 00:25:24,940 --> 00:25:27,676 I think I'm almost back to normal. 645 00:25:27,710 --> 00:25:28,710 Yeah? 646 00:25:30,345 --> 00:25:32,580 All things considered, tonight was a lot of fun. 647 00:25:32,614 --> 00:25:34,816 So, thank you. 648 00:25:34,850 --> 00:25:36,584 You're... welcome? 649 00:25:38,487 --> 00:25:39,553 Okay, let's go. 650 00:25:39,588 --> 00:25:41,422 Ethan: Erica! 651 00:25:41,456 --> 00:25:44,092 Do you want anymore shooters or not? 652 00:25:44,126 --> 00:25:47,427 Um, no, I'm okay. I'm okay, thanks. 653 00:25:47,461 --> 00:25:49,663 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 654 00:25:49,697 --> 00:25:50,798 All right. 655 00:25:50,832 --> 00:25:52,833 (Dance music plays) 656 00:25:54,669 --> 00:25:55,635 Let's dance. 657 00:25:55,670 --> 00:25:56,670 Okay. 658 00:25:57,972 --> 00:25:59,472 Julianne: Okay, so we start with the foreword 659 00:25:59,507 --> 00:26:02,208 by someone funny, pop-culty... 660 00:26:02,242 --> 00:26:03,309 Brent: Follow by an intro page... 661 00:26:03,343 --> 00:26:05,511 something with a great font, design, 662 00:26:05,545 --> 00:26:08,147 and covered with abbreevees. 663 00:26:09,149 --> 00:26:10,616 Can I offer anyone a latte? 664 00:26:10,650 --> 00:26:12,084 Oh, Rachel, 665 00:26:12,119 --> 00:26:13,786 what're you still doing here? 666 00:26:13,821 --> 00:26:15,922 I don't leave 'til my boss leaves. 667 00:26:15,956 --> 00:26:17,388 (Makes whip-cracking sound) 668 00:26:17,423 --> 00:26:18,723 Well, it's late, 669 00:26:18,757 --> 00:26:20,425 anand we don't pay you enough to work overtime. 670 00:26:20,459 --> 00:26:23,394 So go home, get some shut-eye. 671 00:26:23,429 --> 00:26:24,595 Alrighty then. 672 00:26:24,630 --> 00:26:26,798 Don't work too hard. 673 00:26:28,701 --> 00:26:29,968 Uh, okay, um... 674 00:26:31,804 --> 00:26:33,670 Back to the intro page... 675 00:26:34,672 --> 00:26:36,540 Julianne: (Sighs) Brent: You okay? 676 00:26:36,574 --> 00:26:38,742 Yes, yes, I'm just... I'm just tired. 677 00:26:38,776 --> 00:26:41,778 Ugh! I used to be able to pull all-nighters, 678 00:26:41,813 --> 00:26:43,247 no problemo. 679 00:26:43,281 --> 00:26:45,015 But these days it's a little tougher. 680 00:26:45,050 --> 00:26:46,683 Getting old is no fun. 681 00:26:46,718 --> 00:26:48,418 You're not getting old, Jules. 682 00:26:48,453 --> 00:26:49,219 Oh yeah? 683 00:26:49,253 --> 00:26:50,353 Well, tell that to the crow's feet 684 00:26:50,387 --> 00:26:52,021 and bags under my eyes. 685 00:26:52,056 --> 00:26:53,823 What're you talking about? You don't have crow's feet 686 00:26:53,858 --> 00:26:56,692 and the only bag I see is that to-die-for tote. 687 00:26:56,727 --> 00:26:58,728 Mmm. (Giggles warmly) 688 00:26:58,762 --> 00:26:59,829 Well, you're very nice, 689 00:26:59,864 --> 00:27:03,166 but you're just not looking hard enough. 690 00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:05,700 I'm looking plenty hard. 691 00:27:07,536 --> 00:27:09,804 You are so beautiful. 692 00:27:13,309 --> 00:27:14,909 ♪ 693 00:27:28,257 --> 00:27:29,857 ♪ 694 00:27:43,271 --> 00:27:44,871 ♪ 695 00:27:58,285 --> 00:27:59,885 ♪ 696 00:28:10,329 --> 00:28:11,296 (Dance music plays) 697 00:28:11,330 --> 00:28:13,298 ♪ ...for the time ♪ 698 00:28:13,332 --> 00:28:16,968 ♪ and we feel the stars as they start to shine ♪ 699 00:28:17,002 --> 00:28:20,071 ♪ for the night... ♪ 700 00:28:20,105 --> 00:28:21,705 So you having fun? 701 00:28:21,740 --> 00:28:23,975 Yes! I am so glad that we did this. 702 00:28:24,009 --> 00:28:25,842 Me too. 703 00:28:25,876 --> 00:28:28,111 ♪ Reachin' ♪ 704 00:28:28,146 --> 00:28:29,546 ♪ to the sky above ♪ 705 00:28:29,580 --> 00:28:31,681 ♪ higher! ♪ 706 00:28:31,715 --> 00:28:34,117 ♪ Like you can't get enough ♪ 707 00:28:34,152 --> 00:28:35,152 Is that...? 708 00:28:36,421 --> 00:28:38,588 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, what was that? 709 00:28:38,622 --> 00:28:40,457 Sorry. Nothing. 710 00:28:40,491 --> 00:28:41,890 I thought I saw someone 711 00:28:41,925 --> 00:28:43,125 that looked a lot like Nat from the side, 712 00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:45,594 but it wasn't her. 713 00:28:45,628 --> 00:28:48,431 You really miss her, huh? 714 00:28:48,465 --> 00:28:49,798 You want her back? 715 00:28:49,833 --> 00:28:51,167 'Course I want her back. 716 00:28:51,201 --> 00:28:52,634 - Yeah? - Yeah. 717 00:28:52,669 --> 00:28:54,036 Yeah? 718 00:28:54,071 --> 00:28:56,372 Ethan: What are you doing? 719 00:28:56,406 --> 00:28:59,774 Okay, so you call her, you go to her, 720 00:28:59,808 --> 00:29:01,443 and you fix it. 721 00:29:01,477 --> 00:29:03,211 No, Erica, I can't do that. 722 00:29:03,245 --> 00:29:05,380 Why not? Ethan, I mean, what do you have to lose? 723 00:29:05,414 --> 00:29:07,315 The worst she can say is no, 724 00:29:07,350 --> 00:29:09,784 and you're no worse off than you are now. 725 00:29:09,818 --> 00:29:11,353 Huh? 726 00:29:11,387 --> 00:29:13,920 You know what? I think we should go. 727 00:29:13,955 --> 00:29:15,922 It's late and I'm tired. 728 00:29:15,957 --> 00:29:17,124 What?! Two seconds ago, 729 00:29:17,158 --> 00:29:18,625 you said you were having a great time. 730 00:29:18,659 --> 00:29:21,328 Yeah, still. I'm gonna go, all right? 731 00:29:21,363 --> 00:29:23,530 - I-I... sorry. - Ethan? 732 00:29:25,100 --> 00:29:26,700 Erica: Wait, wait, wait, hey. 733 00:29:26,734 --> 00:29:28,168 Why do you do that? 734 00:29:28,203 --> 00:29:28,935 Do what? 735 00:29:28,970 --> 00:29:30,536 You just change the subject; 736 00:29:30,570 --> 00:29:31,604 You avoid the problem. 737 00:29:31,638 --> 00:29:34,940 You ignore what it is that you really want. 738 00:29:34,975 --> 00:29:37,310 It doesn't get you anywhere. 739 00:29:37,344 --> 00:29:41,381 I mean, obviously you are in love this woman, 740 00:29:41,415 --> 00:29:43,816 so why are you letting the relationship die 741 00:29:43,850 --> 00:29:45,850 over a trip?! 742 00:29:45,885 --> 00:29:47,819 Why're you attacking me? 743 00:29:47,853 --> 00:29:48,853 Why are you saying one thing, 744 00:29:48,888 --> 00:29:51,890 when clearly you want something else? 745 00:29:51,924 --> 00:29:53,458 You know what? I'm going. Goodbye, Erica. 746 00:29:53,493 --> 00:29:55,527 Erica: No, Ethan, you know why 747 00:29:55,561 --> 00:29:57,095 you can't make a relationship work? 748 00:29:57,130 --> 00:29:59,797 Because you going after women like Claire, 749 00:29:59,832 --> 00:30:02,866 like Nataline, me, over and over again 750 00:30:02,901 --> 00:30:05,736 and you set yourself up to be pulled 751 00:30:05,770 --> 00:30:07,871 and prodded outside of your little safety bubble. 752 00:30:07,906 --> 00:30:09,407 And as soon as that starts to happen, 753 00:30:09,441 --> 00:30:10,908 as soon as we start to do the thing 754 00:30:10,942 --> 00:30:12,843 that drew you to us in the first place, 755 00:30:12,877 --> 00:30:14,878 you... you punish us. 756 00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:17,047 Like you did to Nataline, 757 00:30:17,081 --> 00:30:20,716 and like you're doing to me right now. 758 00:30:20,717 --> 00:30:22,885 Because you're an expert at making retitionships work. 759 00:30:25,955 --> 00:30:26,955 Right. 760 00:30:33,438 --> 00:30:35,506 (Dance music plays) 761 00:30:41,513 --> 00:30:43,846 (Song changes, people cheer) 762 00:30:46,917 --> 00:30:48,517 ♪ 763 00:31:01,931 --> 00:31:03,531 ♪ 764 00:31:16,878 --> 00:31:18,478 ♪ 765 00:31:28,357 --> 00:31:29,357 (sighs) 766 00:31:32,327 --> 00:31:33,327 (Traffic whirs) 767 00:31:37,898 --> 00:31:38,898 (Birds chirp) 768 00:31:41,636 --> 00:31:42,636 (Knocking) 769 00:31:46,574 --> 00:31:47,573 Ugh... 770 00:31:50,444 --> 00:31:51,877 (Exhales groggily) 771 00:31:52,879 --> 00:31:54,480 (Knock at the door) 772 00:32:05,758 --> 00:32:06,758 (Groans) 773 00:32:11,864 --> 00:32:13,130 (Sighs heavily) 774 00:32:18,437 --> 00:32:19,370 Hey. 775 00:32:20,572 --> 00:32:22,406 Hey. 776 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:24,107 Can I come in? 777 00:32:30,882 --> 00:32:32,416 I've been walking around for hours 778 00:32:32,450 --> 00:32:34,418 thinking about how... 779 00:32:34,452 --> 00:32:37,287 How familiar this all feels. 780 00:32:38,956 --> 00:32:40,190 It's a problem. 781 00:32:41,192 --> 00:32:42,325 You were right; I pushed Nataline away 782 00:32:42,360 --> 00:32:44,761 because I wouldn't let her... 783 00:32:44,795 --> 00:32:45,795 be her. 784 00:32:46,797 --> 00:32:48,999 Look, why do you do that? Hmm? 785 00:32:51,202 --> 00:32:52,902 Why did I do it with you? I mean... 786 00:32:52,936 --> 00:32:54,036 Everything seemed fine 787 00:32:54,070 --> 00:32:55,570 until you wanted to take a huge risk 788 00:32:55,605 --> 00:32:58,274 and open up your own company, 789 00:32:58,308 --> 00:32:59,408 and I held you back. 790 00:32:59,442 --> 00:33:01,610 But why? I mean, Ethan, 791 00:33:01,644 --> 00:33:05,047 what is it that happens to you? 792 00:33:05,081 --> 00:33:06,648 I guess I get scared. 793 00:33:06,682 --> 00:33:10,618 I think of the obstacles, the practicalities. 794 00:33:11,620 --> 00:33:14,789 I always find a reason to say no. 795 00:33:15,791 --> 00:33:17,258 I guess that's me; 796 00:33:17,293 --> 00:33:19,493 That's just who I am. 797 00:33:20,562 --> 00:33:22,463 No, it's not, it's... 798 00:33:22,497 --> 00:33:24,697 It's not really you, Ethan. 799 00:33:24,732 --> 00:33:27,267 I mean, deep down inside, 800 00:33:27,302 --> 00:33:30,404 there is a guy who wants to be brave. 801 00:33:30,438 --> 00:33:31,905 Who wants to, you know, go out 802 00:33:31,940 --> 00:33:33,040 and do crazy things, 803 00:33:33,074 --> 00:33:35,542 and just go for it. 804 00:33:35,576 --> 00:33:37,610 And then there's this other part of you... 805 00:33:37,645 --> 00:33:39,879 the scared part... 806 00:33:39,914 --> 00:33:42,949 that is always screwing everything up. 807 00:33:42,983 --> 00:33:44,016 So what do I do? 808 00:33:44,051 --> 00:33:47,987 Tell that part of myself to... shut up? 809 00:33:48,021 --> 00:33:49,488 Mmm... basically. 810 00:33:50,490 --> 00:33:52,291 Yeah. 811 00:33:52,326 --> 00:33:55,761 And just recognize it for what it is, 812 00:33:55,795 --> 00:33:59,030 and think about what it is that you have to lose: 813 00:33:59,065 --> 00:34:01,967 An apartment, a job, 814 00:34:02,001 --> 00:34:05,670 or the woman that you're in love with. 815 00:34:14,179 --> 00:34:15,179 (Mouths "Go for it") 816 00:34:20,785 --> 00:34:22,386 Ethan! 817 00:34:22,420 --> 00:34:24,588 What're you doing here? 818 00:34:24,622 --> 00:34:26,656 I, I had to see you. 819 00:34:26,691 --> 00:34:29,025 I made a huge mistake. 820 00:34:30,060 --> 00:34:32,128 And I know I got scared, 821 00:34:33,130 --> 00:34:34,998 but, in my heart, 822 00:34:35,032 --> 00:34:36,265 I know that I belong with you. 823 00:34:38,068 --> 00:34:39,068 Wow. 824 00:35:00,655 --> 00:35:01,855 Erica: (Giggles warmly) 825 00:35:03,725 --> 00:35:04,725 (Contemplative sigh) 826 00:35:26,914 --> 00:35:27,914 (Car rumbles away) 827 00:35:39,603 --> 00:35:41,571 (Highlighter lid snaps on) 828 00:35:42,573 --> 00:35:43,974 (Clears throat) 829 00:35:44,008 --> 00:35:46,009 - Morning. - Morning. 830 00:35:47,945 --> 00:35:49,980 Okay, we're alone. 831 00:35:50,014 --> 00:35:53,283 You don't have to act like last night didn't happen. 832 00:35:53,317 --> 00:35:55,284 I am so sorry, Jules. 833 00:35:55,318 --> 00:35:58,387 That was a mistake of epic proportions. 834 00:35:58,421 --> 00:36:00,255 Okay, would you stop doing that? 835 00:36:00,290 --> 00:36:01,390 No, seriously. 836 00:36:01,424 --> 00:36:03,225 Would you stop saying, "Oh no, we can't!" 837 00:36:03,259 --> 00:36:05,494 You know, "We shouldn't!" 838 00:36:05,528 --> 00:36:07,596 I mean, do you wanna be with me 839 00:36:07,630 --> 00:36:08,698 or not? 840 00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:11,132 Julianne... 841 00:36:14,636 --> 00:36:17,405 I've wanted you since the first day I met you. 842 00:36:20,910 --> 00:36:22,110 Oh my God. 843 00:36:23,112 --> 00:36:24,312 Oh my... 844 00:36:24,346 --> 00:36:26,314 Well, you never said anything. 845 00:36:26,348 --> 00:36:27,715 What was I supposed to say? 846 00:36:27,749 --> 00:36:29,482 How would I have said it? 847 00:36:29,517 --> 00:36:32,052 You were my boss, my... 848 00:36:32,087 --> 00:36:33,420 My bestie. 849 00:36:34,889 --> 00:36:36,356 It was torture. 850 00:36:37,358 --> 00:36:39,093 (Sighs) 851 00:36:39,127 --> 00:36:41,228 Brent, I had no idea. 852 00:36:41,262 --> 00:36:43,830 It's not like I've exactly been putting it out there. 853 00:36:43,864 --> 00:36:45,331 If anything, the past couple of years, 854 00:36:45,365 --> 00:36:48,735 I've been giving off more of a "hate" 855 00:36:48,769 --> 00:36:51,204 than a "love" vibe. 856 00:36:51,238 --> 00:36:55,041 Well, that's why you went after me so insanely; 857 00:36:56,877 --> 00:36:58,944 Because I hurt you. 858 00:37:01,114 --> 00:37:03,281 Because you hurt me, but... 859 00:37:03,315 --> 00:37:05,117 Not that it's an excuse, because it's not... 860 00:37:05,151 --> 00:37:06,885 No, no, that's not why I'm bringing it up. 861 00:37:06,919 --> 00:37:09,387 It's just... (Sighs) 862 00:37:09,421 --> 00:37:14,292 I mean, it explains a lot of things. 863 00:37:18,930 --> 00:37:20,197 Now it's my turn. 864 00:37:22,433 --> 00:37:27,738 I have loved you too, as a friend, for years. 865 00:37:31,441 --> 00:37:36,179 It's only recently that it's become more than that. 866 00:37:38,182 --> 00:37:39,582 A lot more. 867 00:37:53,029 --> 00:37:55,330 Rachel: Good morning, 50/50! 868 00:37:55,364 --> 00:37:58,033 Brent and Julianne: (Clearing their throats) 869 00:37:58,067 --> 00:37:59,067 Rachel: Okay. 870 00:38:00,369 --> 00:38:01,703 You don't have to be psychic 871 00:38:01,737 --> 00:38:04,272 to see what's going on between the two of you. 872 00:38:04,306 --> 00:38:06,774 Um, overactive imagination much? 873 00:38:07,776 --> 00:38:09,410 Um, fact. 874 00:38:09,444 --> 00:38:10,978 Erica's not always gonna be as distracted 875 00:38:11,013 --> 00:38:12,780 as she's been the last couple of days, 876 00:38:12,815 --> 00:38:14,748 so if you want to keep your affair covert, 877 00:38:14,783 --> 00:38:18,119 you might wanna consider getting a room. 878 00:38:24,458 --> 00:38:25,692 Ivan. Good morning. 879 00:38:25,726 --> 00:38:27,360 50/50 rent cheque. 880 00:38:27,394 --> 00:38:29,062 Oh, my brave little sparrow... 881 00:38:29,096 --> 00:38:32,199 who's dressed more like a bird of paradise. 882 00:38:32,233 --> 00:38:34,801 - Va-voom. - Oh, thank you. 883 00:38:34,835 --> 00:38:36,702 (Sighs heavily) 884 00:38:36,736 --> 00:38:37,970 What? 885 00:38:38,004 --> 00:38:40,706 Uh... Adam dropped by this morning, 886 00:38:40,740 --> 00:38:44,243 and he asked me to give this to you. 887 00:38:47,247 --> 00:38:48,881 He brought this to you? 888 00:38:48,915 --> 00:38:50,849 I just... I wanted to smack him so bad, 889 00:38:50,883 --> 00:38:53,517 but I opted for the freezing cold shoulder instead. 890 00:38:53,552 --> 00:38:54,685 You know what? Forget about Adam. 891 00:38:54,720 --> 00:38:56,520 What can I do for you? A latte? 892 00:38:56,555 --> 00:38:59,224 One of my patented heart-mending elixirs? 893 00:38:59,258 --> 00:39:01,459 You name it, it's on the house. 894 00:39:01,493 --> 00:39:02,861 Chocolate croissant? 895 00:39:02,895 --> 00:39:04,795 (Gasps) Chocolate. 896 00:39:04,830 --> 00:39:05,864 Thanks, you guys, you're great, 897 00:39:05,898 --> 00:39:07,197 but I'm fine. 898 00:39:08,199 --> 00:39:09,699 Ivan: Hang in there. 899 00:39:09,734 --> 00:39:10,734 Time heals. 900 00:39:13,171 --> 00:39:14,804 Kai, hey. 901 00:39:14,839 --> 00:39:16,273 Hey. How are you? 902 00:39:16,307 --> 00:39:18,675 Uh, um... I'm great. You? 903 00:39:18,709 --> 00:39:20,377 I'm all right. 904 00:39:22,380 --> 00:39:23,679 Erica, I just want to tell ya 905 00:39:23,713 --> 00:39:26,182 I think that Adam's an idiot 906 00:39:26,216 --> 00:39:29,218 for letting you go. Seriously. 907 00:39:33,257 --> 00:39:34,590 Anyway, I know it's none of my business. 908 00:39:42,098 --> 00:39:43,098 (Whoosh) 909 00:39:45,868 --> 00:39:47,502 Erica: Hi. 910 00:39:47,536 --> 00:39:49,337 Hello, Erica. 911 00:39:49,372 --> 00:39:52,673 So... Ethan is doing good. 912 00:39:52,708 --> 00:39:55,642 He's going to Ethiopia. 913 00:39:55,710 --> 00:39:56,676 Dr. Tom: Mm. Yup. 914 00:39:56,711 --> 00:39:58,779 You handled that very well, in the end. 915 00:39:58,813 --> 00:40:00,514 Well, I mean, it took me a while. 916 00:40:00,548 --> 00:40:01,681 (Laughs) 917 00:40:01,716 --> 00:40:02,950 I'm such an idiot. 918 00:40:02,984 --> 00:40:05,819 I mean, trying to set him up back in the past. 919 00:40:05,853 --> 00:40:08,222 I mean, what was I thinking? 920 00:40:08,256 --> 00:40:10,357 Mm. That's how it goes. 921 00:40:10,392 --> 00:40:11,657 Sometimes you need the journey 922 00:40:11,691 --> 00:40:13,426 in order to see what was right in front of you 923 00:40:13,460 --> 00:40:14,760 the whole time. 924 00:40:14,795 --> 00:40:17,530 Ethan was being inauthentic. 925 00:40:17,564 --> 00:40:19,332 Right? That was the point. 926 00:40:19,366 --> 00:40:20,934 You figured that out in the end, 927 00:40:20,968 --> 00:40:23,236 and well, that's all that matters. 928 00:40:23,270 --> 00:40:26,105 Well, it was really hard to figure out. 929 00:40:26,140 --> 00:40:28,140 Ethan, he hides who he really is, 930 00:40:28,174 --> 00:40:31,910 who he really wants to be so well. 931 00:40:31,945 --> 00:40:35,113 Mm. We all do that, Erica; 932 00:40:35,148 --> 00:40:37,316 That's a way that we protect ourselves. 933 00:40:37,350 --> 00:40:38,317 Right? 934 00:40:38,351 --> 00:40:41,353 You know, we push down what we truly want 935 00:40:41,387 --> 00:40:44,822 and the more threatened that we feel, 936 00:40:44,856 --> 00:40:46,890 the more that that comes out. 937 00:40:46,925 --> 00:40:49,427 Hmm. Which, um... 938 00:40:49,461 --> 00:40:52,396 Well, which brings us to you. 939 00:40:54,299 --> 00:40:55,632 Me? 940 00:40:55,667 --> 00:40:58,469 Let's talk about you, Erica. 941 00:40:59,470 --> 00:41:00,736 About what you've been doing 942 00:41:00,771 --> 00:41:03,639 since your break-up with Adam. 943 00:41:03,674 --> 00:41:04,575 (Laughs) 944 00:41:04,674 --> 00:41:05,575 Really? 945 00:41:05,609 --> 00:41:07,243 What I've been doing? 946 00:41:07,278 --> 00:41:08,911 Well... 947 00:41:08,946 --> 00:41:11,247 Well, the clothes that you've been wearing, for instance. 948 00:41:11,282 --> 00:41:14,650 Oh. Well, you know, I felt like dressing up. 949 00:41:14,685 --> 00:41:16,385 Dr. Tom: Why? 950 00:41:16,419 --> 00:41:17,652 To feel good. 951 00:41:17,687 --> 00:41:20,089 Dr. Tom: To feel good... In what way? 952 00:41:20,123 --> 00:41:21,323 (Both chuckle) 953 00:41:21,358 --> 00:41:22,858 Erica: I don't know. You know, you're feeling blue, 954 00:41:22,892 --> 00:41:25,560 you put on a pretty dress. 955 00:41:26,562 --> 00:41:30,466 It's really not more complicated than that. 956 00:41:31,467 --> 00:41:34,202 And has putting on a pretty dress 957 00:41:34,236 --> 00:41:35,403 and dancing at the club, 958 00:41:35,437 --> 00:41:39,707 and being looked at and being wanted by men, 959 00:41:39,741 --> 00:41:42,743 has that made you feel better? 960 00:41:44,513 --> 00:41:48,248 I don't know what you're talking about. 961 00:41:49,783 --> 00:41:51,885 There's a contract that exists 962 00:41:51,919 --> 00:41:54,954 between men and women, Erica; 963 00:41:54,989 --> 00:41:57,624 That we don't talk about certain things. 964 00:41:57,658 --> 00:41:58,992 But, of course, that doesn't mean 965 00:41:59,027 --> 00:42:01,461 that they aren't happening. 966 00:42:02,830 --> 00:42:04,830 If a man desires you, 967 00:42:05,832 --> 00:42:08,834 what does that do for you? 968 00:42:08,868 --> 00:42:12,738 I mean, how does that make things better? 969 00:42:16,410 --> 00:42:18,677 Adam rejected you 970 00:42:18,711 --> 00:42:21,379 and you're not dealing with that. 971 00:42:21,414 --> 00:42:23,915 Instead, you're uh... well, you're doing this, 972 00:42:24,917 --> 00:42:26,851 and I just think that it's important 973 00:42:26,885 --> 00:42:29,921 to understand why that it is. 974 00:42:29,955 --> 00:42:31,489 Don't you? 975 00:42:31,524 --> 00:42:32,857 You know what? 976 00:42:33,859 --> 00:42:36,560 I really don't need this right now. 977 00:42:36,594 --> 00:42:37,928 Seriously. 978 00:42:37,962 --> 00:42:39,029 Erica... 979 00:42:39,064 --> 00:42:41,131 Okay, so Adam doesn't wanna be with me. 980 00:42:41,166 --> 00:42:42,266 It's, it's a fact, 981 00:42:42,300 --> 00:42:43,700 and yes, it's really painful. 982 00:42:43,734 --> 00:42:45,769 But I don't think that I need to dig around 983 00:42:45,803 --> 00:42:47,371 and find out why it upsets me. 984 00:42:47,405 --> 00:42:49,673 I think that that is pretty obvious. 985 00:42:49,707 --> 00:42:50,974 Okay. 986 00:42:51,008 --> 00:42:54,009 So what are you gonna do about it? 987 00:42:56,646 --> 00:43:00,449 Well... 988 00:43:00,483 --> 00:43:03,718 I'm gonna find someone that does wanna be with me. 989 00:43:03,752 --> 00:43:05,019 In fact, I don't have to look that hard 990 00:43:05,054 --> 00:43:06,488 because he's right out there. 991 00:43:06,522 --> 00:43:07,822 So if you're looking for something 992 00:43:07,856 --> 00:43:10,592 that I've been hiding, or denying, 993 00:43:10,626 --> 00:43:13,295 maybe it's that I want Kai. 994 00:43:14,396 --> 00:43:16,464 Maybe I was meant to be with him 995 00:43:16,498 --> 00:43:17,565 this whole time. 996 00:43:17,599 --> 00:43:19,800 Erica, I'm sorry. We're not done here yet. 997 00:43:19,834 --> 00:43:21,102 Oh, yes we are. 998 00:43:25,474 --> 00:43:26,873 (Door slams shut) 999 00:43:29,744 --> 00:43:31,811 Ivan, hey. Where's Kai? 1000 00:43:31,845 --> 00:43:33,279 Kai? Oh, he just left. 1001 00:43:33,314 --> 00:43:34,814 - How long ago? - Only a minute ago, 1002 00:43:34,848 --> 00:43:36,082 you can probably still catch him. 1003 00:43:37,084 --> 00:43:38,884 Erica: For all of us, there is a tension 1004 00:43:38,919 --> 00:43:41,754 between who we think we are and what we really feel, 1005 00:43:41,788 --> 00:43:43,523 and want, and need. 1006 00:43:43,557 --> 00:43:45,592 Sometimes it's hard to tell the truth 1007 00:43:45,626 --> 00:43:47,226 from the lie. 1008 00:43:48,761 --> 00:43:49,928 Erica: Kai? 1009 00:43:52,132 --> 00:43:53,665 Kai! 1010 00:43:53,699 --> 00:43:54,699 Erica. 1011 00:43:56,569 --> 00:43:58,103 What is it? 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