1 00:00:02,021 --> 00:00:03,063 The baby you have 2 00:00:03,064 --> 00:00:05,063 is the baby you were destined to have. 3 00:00:05,064 --> 00:00:06,586 What you thinkin', huh? 4 00:00:06,587 --> 00:00:08,768 - It was meant to be. - You gettin' tired? 5 00:00:08,820 --> 00:00:11,052 That's what all the adoption people tell you anyway. 6 00:00:11,053 --> 00:00:12,088 What you see? 7 00:00:12,089 --> 00:00:13,961 I like to think it's true. 8 00:00:14,231 --> 00:00:15,419 But everything else in the world 9 00:00:15,420 --> 00:00:16,567 seems so completely random. 10 00:00:16,568 --> 00:00:18,345 You gonna talk now, too? 11 00:00:20,773 --> 00:00:24,229 What if one little thing I said or did... 12 00:00:25,049 --> 00:00:27,097 could have made it all fall apart? 13 00:00:33,369 --> 00:00:36,057 What if I'd chosen another life for myself... 14 00:00:37,809 --> 00:00:39,344 Or another person? 15 00:00:44,620 --> 00:00:46,588 We might have never found each other. 16 00:00:53,121 --> 00:00:55,056 What if I had been raised differently? 17 00:00:55,808 --> 00:00:57,905 What if my mother had never been sick? 18 00:00:59,884 --> 00:01:02,205 What if I'd actually had a good father? 19 00:01:04,992 --> 00:01:06,225 What if? 20 00:01:08,864 --> 00:01:10,209 What if? 21 00:01:13,298 --> 00:01:14,536 What if? 22 00:01:14,537 --> 00:01:15,864 Meredith. 23 00:01:22,308 --> 00:01:23,845 Meredith. 24 00:01:24,880 --> 00:01:25,516 Meredith. 25 00:01:25,517 --> 00:01:27,193 Good morning, mom. 26 00:01:27,698 --> 00:01:28,543 Morning. 27 00:01:28,544 --> 00:01:30,368 Are you riding with me or with your father? 28 00:01:30,369 --> 00:01:31,572 Because if you're riding with me, 29 00:01:31,573 --> 00:01:32,912 we have to leave now. 30 00:01:32,913 --> 00:01:34,577 Don't wait. I'll go with dad. 31 00:01:34,626 --> 00:01:35,812 - Good. - Who's coming with me? 32 00:01:35,813 --> 00:01:37,476 - Oh, hiya, darling. - Hi. 33 00:01:37,641 --> 00:01:38,635 - Mwah. - Don't be late, 34 00:01:38,636 --> 00:01:40,653 either of you. Sets a bad example. 35 00:01:52,994 --> 00:01:54,265 I'm telling you... 36 00:01:55,741 --> 00:01:57,340 It's true. 37 00:02:08,484 --> 00:02:09,936 - Oh, thank you so much. - You're welcome. 38 00:02:09,937 --> 00:02:11,585 Okay. 39 00:02:12,037 --> 00:02:13,093 All right. 40 00:02:13,565 --> 00:02:14,924 I need you to sit right here 41 00:02:14,925 --> 00:02:16,784 and wait until mommy comes out, okay? 44 00:02:21,077 --> 00:02:21,864 No, mommy! 45 00:02:21,865 --> 00:02:23,601 Yes. Sit right there. 46 00:02:23,602 --> 00:02:24,740 Hey, pumpkin. 47 00:02:24,741 --> 00:02:25,720 Hi, daddy. 48 00:02:25,721 --> 00:02:27,792 Hey, hey. Really? 49 00:02:27,793 --> 00:02:29,743 Really? I mean, you couldn't figure out... 50 00:02:29,744 --> 00:02:30,776 anything else? 51 00:02:30,789 --> 00:02:32,492 Well, Owen, if she's gonna schedule staff meetings 52 00:02:32,493 --> 00:02:33,219 before the day care opens, 53 00:02:33,220 --> 00:02:33,984 what do you expect me to do? 54 00:02:33,985 --> 00:02:35,283 - I know, I know. - Yeah. 55 00:02:35,284 --> 00:02:36,059 Chief's here. 56 00:02:36,060 --> 00:02:37,389 Okay, bye, guys. 57 00:02:43,036 --> 00:02:45,461 I've been looking at Seattle Pres' numbers, 58 00:02:45,462 --> 00:02:48,703 and I think we can absorb them the way we did Mercy West. 59 00:02:48,704 --> 00:02:50,264 I want reports on where your departments 60 00:02:50,265 --> 00:02:52,537 can use extra residents and equipment. 61 00:02:52,658 --> 00:02:56,416 Congratulations on your third Harper Avery award. 62 00:02:56,417 --> 00:02:57,601 Yes. 63 00:02:59,482 --> 00:03:00,690 Portal vein reconstruction... 64 00:03:00,691 --> 00:03:03,041 Pretty soon they're gonna rename the Whipple the Grey. 65 00:03:03,934 --> 00:03:04,764 Thank you. 66 00:03:04,765 --> 00:03:07,212 Well, there's some press here today... FYI. 67 00:03:07,292 --> 00:03:08,595 Okay, let's go. Trauma? 68 00:03:08,596 --> 00:03:10,378 Uh, abdominal closure on an M.V.C., 69 00:03:10,379 --> 00:03:12,113 and we will wait to see what comes in. 70 00:03:12,213 --> 00:03:14,536 - Neuro? - I have a laminectomy. 71 00:03:14,537 --> 00:03:16,185 Just one? You got a golf game? 72 00:03:16,441 --> 00:03:17,078 You know what, people? 73 00:03:17,079 --> 00:03:18,175 I keep saying it. 74 00:03:18,176 --> 00:03:20,817 If you're not innovating, be generating. 75 00:03:20,818 --> 00:03:21,620 Cardio? 76 00:03:21,621 --> 00:03:24,616 Yang is doing a solo thoracic aortic aneurysm, 77 00:03:24,617 --> 00:03:26,760 oh, uh, and also, I'll be checking in on my kid 78 00:03:26,761 --> 00:03:29,724 with the artificial lung who is waiting for a transplant. 79 00:03:29,725 --> 00:03:32,088 Uh, yeah, can I just say for the record that he's my patient, 80 00:03:32,089 --> 00:03:34,128 and I don't agree with this method of treatment? 81 00:03:34,129 --> 00:03:36,280 The FDA has not approved an artificial lung on children. 82 00:03:36,281 --> 00:03:37,673 Well, I got emergency approval. 83 00:03:37,674 --> 00:03:38,765 It buys the kid more time, 84 00:03:38,766 --> 00:03:40,563 it keeps him from being sedated and ventilated, 85 00:03:40,564 --> 00:03:41,340 I think it's worth exploring. 86 00:03:41,341 --> 00:03:43,314 He should be sedated. Let his body heal. 87 00:03:43,315 --> 00:03:44,339 This is just too risky. 88 00:03:44,340 --> 00:03:47,147 It's innovative. Shepherd, this is what I'm talking about. 89 00:03:47,148 --> 00:03:48,283 Let's hope it works. 90 00:03:48,284 --> 00:03:49,531 Good work, Torres. 91 00:03:49,972 --> 00:03:51,612 General, Dr. Bailey? 92 00:03:51,613 --> 00:03:53,899 Uh, yes. An extended Whipple. 93 00:03:53,900 --> 00:03:54,968 Speak up. 94 00:03:54,969 --> 00:03:56,872 I'm doing an extended Whipple. 95 00:03:56,873 --> 00:03:58,488 - Owen. - I got it. 96 00:03:59,212 --> 00:04:00,194 Dr. Bailey, go on. 97 00:04:00,195 --> 00:04:02,384 Um, 47-year-old male, 98 00:04:02,385 --> 00:04:04,579 advanced pancreatic cancer 99 00:04:04,580 --> 00:04:06,555 with invasion of the portal vein. 100 00:04:06,556 --> 00:04:08,333 Well, what are you using to graft the portal vein? 101 00:04:08,359 --> 00:04:09,542 The... 102 00:04:09,824 --> 00:04:11,325 um, the jugular. 103 00:04:11,326 --> 00:04:12,322 I'll take that. 104 00:04:12,581 --> 00:04:14,136 Excuse me? I'll take your Whipple. 105 00:04:14,137 --> 00:04:15,748 Send me the chart A.S.A.P. 106 00:04:15,891 --> 00:04:17,931 Okay. Well, I... 107 00:04:17,932 --> 00:04:18,620 Neonatal? 108 00:04:18,621 --> 00:04:19,904 A pyloric stenosis. 109 00:04:19,905 --> 00:04:21,664 Actually, two pylorics and... 110 00:04:21,665 --> 00:04:23,873 That's not a reflection on you, Bailey. 111 00:04:24,607 --> 00:04:26,727 She probably wants a surgery to take her mind 112 00:04:26,728 --> 00:04:29,315 off of all the Harper Avery fuss. 113 00:04:30,104 --> 00:04:31,770 Now don't take it the wrong way. 114 00:04:33,452 --> 00:04:34,765 I'm not. 115 00:04:35,137 --> 00:04:36,328 Good. 116 00:04:36,329 --> 00:04:37,720 Thank you so much. 117 00:04:40,088 --> 00:04:41,817 Oh, my god! 118 00:04:42,440 --> 00:04:42,970 When? 119 00:04:42,971 --> 00:04:44,218 Last night. 120 00:04:44,378 --> 00:04:45,876 I mean, I kind of thought he would, 121 00:04:45,877 --> 00:04:47,638 and then, sure enough. 122 00:04:48,357 --> 00:04:49,802 Are you okay, April? 123 00:04:49,803 --> 00:04:50,487 'Cause I know... 124 00:04:50,488 --> 00:04:52,431 I mean, I knew this was gonna be hard for you, but... 125 00:04:52,431 --> 00:04:56,253 - Oh. - You are going to find someone, April. 126 00:04:56,477 --> 00:04:57,888 And Charles is really into you. 127 00:04:57,889 --> 00:05:00,446 Ugh! I know, I know, but Charles is... 128 00:05:00,447 --> 00:05:01,663 Hi. 129 00:05:01,665 --> 00:05:02,688 Hey, April. 130 00:05:02,689 --> 00:05:04,455 Charles is what? 131 00:05:04,456 --> 00:05:05,721 Nothing. 132 00:05:06,365 --> 00:05:08,223 No, no, no. 133 00:05:08,224 --> 00:05:10,947 I am thrilled. Have you told anyone else? 134 00:05:10,948 --> 00:05:12,951 Besides my parents, no. You're my person. 135 00:05:12,952 --> 00:05:16,189 Oh, god, this is so beautiful. 136 00:05:16,190 --> 00:05:18,156 You guys, you're gonna be, like, the next Shepherds. 137 00:05:18,157 --> 00:05:19,711 Screw that. We're gonna be the next Webbers. 138 00:05:19,712 --> 00:05:21,504 Okay, how did he do it? Tell me everything. 139 00:05:21,505 --> 00:05:24,524 Okay, so last night, we went out to dinner, and he... 140 00:05:31,838 --> 00:05:33,080 Good morning. 141 00:05:33,081 --> 00:05:35,048 Are you talking to me? 142 00:05:35,148 --> 00:05:36,088 Jackson... 143 00:05:36,089 --> 00:05:37,840 don't feed the animals. 144 00:05:40,446 --> 00:05:42,226 Every single one of you can suck my... 145 00:05:42,227 --> 00:05:45,541 Hey! How's everybody doing this morning? 146 00:05:45,873 --> 00:05:47,952 Everybody ready to kick some butt? 147 00:05:50,137 --> 00:05:52,356 Let's run the board, guys. Avery? 148 00:05:52,357 --> 00:05:53,403 Covering the pit. 149 00:05:53,404 --> 00:05:55,376 Noble work. Y-Yang? 150 00:05:55,377 --> 00:05:57,683 Solo thoracic aortic aneurysm. 151 00:05:57,684 --> 00:05:58,255 Huh. 152 00:05:58,256 --> 00:05:59,136 Well, I guess that means, 153 00:05:59,137 --> 00:06:01,107 I'm doing Torres' post-ops. 154 00:06:01,108 --> 00:06:02,092 Kepner? 155 00:06:02,093 --> 00:06:04,160 Uh, I'm on Shepherd's service. Good Shepherd. 156 00:06:04,161 --> 00:06:05,967 Oh, hey. I'm on bad Shepherd. 157 00:06:06,024 --> 00:06:08,585 Maybe we're gonna be the next Shepherds. 158 00:06:08,892 --> 00:06:10,355 No, we aren't. 159 00:06:10,356 --> 00:06:12,541 All right, guys. The day is as good as you make it. 160 00:06:12,542 --> 00:06:14,520 All right, let's get out there and keep Seattle Grace 161 00:06:14,521 --> 00:06:16,476 the country's best hospital. 162 00:06:16,477 --> 00:06:17,673 Come on! 163 00:06:18,097 --> 00:06:19,960 Yang, smile. Yeesh. 164 00:06:19,961 --> 00:06:21,036 All right. Let's move. 165 00:06:21,037 --> 00:06:22,976 Uh, can I speak with you, Dr. Webber? 166 00:06:31,782 --> 00:06:33,160 Okay, okay, okay. 167 00:06:33,161 --> 00:06:35,358 I thought we had a rule about this in the hospital. 168 00:06:35,359 --> 00:06:36,616 Oh, I'm sorry. 169 00:06:36,617 --> 00:06:39,488 I just... my god. You're so hot in that ring. 170 00:06:39,489 --> 00:06:41,173 I do look good, don't I? 171 00:06:41,174 --> 00:06:41,920 Yeah. 172 00:06:41,921 --> 00:06:43,316 Hey, what did your parents think? 173 00:06:43,317 --> 00:06:44,316 I mean, what did your mom say? 174 00:06:44,317 --> 00:06:46,519 Oh, well, she loved it of course. 175 00:06:46,520 --> 00:06:47,865 And she adores you. 176 00:06:47,867 --> 00:06:49,953 Well, finally. It took a while. 177 00:06:49,954 --> 00:06:52,353 Well, you were a jerk before you met me. 178 00:06:53,578 --> 00:06:55,738 She didn't know there was a good guy in there. 179 00:06:56,256 --> 00:06:57,564 But I did. 180 00:06:57,970 --> 00:06:59,708 Oh, I love it. 181 00:06:59,709 --> 00:07:00,297 Yeah. 182 00:07:00,298 --> 00:07:01,707 And I love you. 183 00:07:08,916 --> 00:07:10,229 Have a great day. 184 00:07:11,358 --> 00:07:13,188 Okay, come on, guys and Allegra. 185 00:07:13,189 --> 00:07:14,627 Let's go. 186 00:07:16,295 --> 00:07:18,309 Gosh, he's so good with the kids. 187 00:07:18,310 --> 00:07:19,471 How's he doing? 188 00:07:19,472 --> 00:07:21,040 He's better. 189 00:07:21,196 --> 00:07:22,767 Yeah. I think we're past it. 190 00:07:22,768 --> 00:07:23,350 Really? 191 00:07:23,351 --> 00:07:24,463 - Yeah. - That's great. 192 00:07:24,464 --> 00:07:25,770 Mm-hmm. 193 00:07:25,771 --> 00:07:27,817 I know. I've just heard it can be... 194 00:07:28,647 --> 00:07:30,503 a hard road, coming back. 195 00:07:30,738 --> 00:07:32,769 I mean, who knows what he went through over there. 196 00:07:32,777 --> 00:07:35,659 Yeah, well... he doesn't like to talk to me about it. 197 00:07:35,660 --> 00:07:37,294 But he does skype with some of his old buddies 198 00:07:37,295 --> 00:07:38,817 that are still in Iraq, and, um, 199 00:07:38,818 --> 00:07:41,981 this guy Teddy seems to be helping him through it. 200 00:07:42,012 --> 00:07:45,804 And he hasn't had another episode since that one. 201 00:07:46,260 --> 00:07:48,197 So anyway, he's good. 202 00:07:48,385 --> 00:07:49,793 He's good. We're good now. 203 00:07:49,884 --> 00:07:51,112 I don't know how you do it. 204 00:07:51,113 --> 00:07:52,691 And then with the kids, too? 205 00:07:52,692 --> 00:07:56,123 Mm. Well... you'll find out soon enough, right? 206 00:07:57,920 --> 00:07:59,932 Oh, besides, you and Derek will be fine. 207 00:07:59,933 --> 00:08:01,598 You two are perfect. 208 00:08:07,778 --> 00:08:09,002 All Ellis is saying 209 00:08:09,003 --> 00:08:11,619 is that she wants you to use your full potential. 210 00:08:11,620 --> 00:08:13,616 - Mm-hmm. - Oh, hi, honey. 211 00:08:13,617 --> 00:08:14,535 Hi. 212 00:08:14,536 --> 00:08:17,176 Like that clinical trial you used to talk about. 213 00:08:17,818 --> 00:08:19,052 I'm about to have a child, Richard. 214 00:08:19,053 --> 00:08:20,472 I don't have time for a clinical trial. 215 00:08:20,473 --> 00:08:21,928 I think you should find it. 216 00:08:22,460 --> 00:08:23,883 I think it'll do you good. 217 00:08:29,828 --> 00:08:31,124 Good morning. 218 00:08:31,862 --> 00:08:32,999 Mm. 219 00:08:37,188 --> 00:08:37,834 A clinical trial... 220 00:08:37,834 --> 00:08:39,579 This elevator is not working. 221 00:08:39,580 --> 00:08:40,941 Oh. 222 00:08:42,146 --> 00:08:43,771 What an ass. 223 00:08:46,032 --> 00:08:48,103 We brought you a cokehead found in an alley. 224 00:08:48,104 --> 00:08:51,299 Presumed overdose. Tried narcan. No response. 225 00:08:51,300 --> 00:08:53,769 Had to shock her once in the field at 300. 226 00:08:53,770 --> 00:08:55,776 B.P. is 80 over 60. 227 00:08:55,777 --> 00:08:58,448 SATs 96 on 100%. 228 00:08:59,269 --> 00:09:00,964 All right. On my count. 229 00:09:00,965 --> 00:09:02,053 One... 230 00:09:02,471 --> 00:09:05,703 Stop. V-fib. Charge the paddles to 300. 231 00:09:06,124 --> 00:09:07,247 Clear! 232 00:09:09,163 --> 00:09:10,218 There we go. 233 00:09:10,506 --> 00:09:11,745 Ready? On my count. 234 00:09:11,746 --> 00:09:13,368 One, two... 235 00:09:13,369 --> 00:09:14,260 three. 236 00:09:16,161 --> 00:09:17,198 Avery, she's all yours. 237 00:09:17,199 --> 00:09:19,019 All right, let's get a tox screen, an E.K.G., 238 00:09:19,020 --> 00:09:21,340 a C.B.C., a C.M.P., and an X-ray now. 239 00:09:21,341 --> 00:09:22,687 Right away, doctor. 240 00:09:37,856 --> 00:09:39,535 Well, it's a stroke of luck, actually. 241 00:09:39,536 --> 00:09:41,008 I'm doing a surgery today, 242 00:09:41,009 --> 00:09:43,712 and I'm planning to use the new Grey technique. 243 00:09:43,835 --> 00:09:45,706 So rather than a boring press interview, 244 00:09:45,707 --> 00:09:47,068 why don't you come on up to the gallery, 245 00:09:47,069 --> 00:09:49,374 take a few shots of the technique in action... 246 00:09:49,375 --> 00:09:51,359 and, uh, we'll talk after? 247 00:09:51,369 --> 00:09:52,352 I'll see you in the O.R. 248 00:09:52,353 --> 00:09:53,467 - Great. - Sounds good. - Thank you. 249 00:09:53,468 --> 00:09:55,173 - All right. - Okay, thanks. 250 00:09:57,157 --> 00:09:58,432 That was brilliant. 251 00:09:58,433 --> 00:10:00,899 Why settle for another boring press release, right? 252 00:10:01,073 --> 00:10:02,172 So can I scrub in? 253 00:10:02,173 --> 00:10:04,491 I would love to see the procedure done firsthand. 254 00:10:04,492 --> 00:10:06,548 Why? Your focus is cardio. 255 00:10:06,549 --> 00:10:08,033 You're not gonna get a cardio fellowship 256 00:10:08,034 --> 00:10:09,784 scrubbing in on your mother's Whipple. 257 00:10:10,106 --> 00:10:11,304 That's true. 258 00:10:11,305 --> 00:10:14,904 Cristina Yang is doing a solo aortic aneurysm today. 259 00:10:14,977 --> 00:10:18,107 I... that came in last night, and had I been here... 260 00:10:18,108 --> 00:10:18,755 Yeah, but you weren't 261 00:10:18,756 --> 00:10:20,156 because you were too busy getting engaged. 262 00:10:20,157 --> 00:10:23,276 So now that that's over, what do you want to do? 263 00:10:23,277 --> 00:10:25,322 Do you want to do an aortic aneurysm? 264 00:10:25,323 --> 00:10:25,996 Yes. 265 00:10:25,996 --> 00:10:27,564 Do you want me to ask Dr. Torres 266 00:10:27,565 --> 00:10:28,388 to give it to you? 267 00:10:28,389 --> 00:10:31,911 No, mother. I can get it myself. 268 00:10:32,308 --> 00:10:33,476 There you go. 269 00:10:36,987 --> 00:10:38,378 Dr. Bailey. 270 00:10:38,922 --> 00:10:40,822 I am stoked for our Whipple today. 271 00:10:40,823 --> 00:10:41,992 Are you stoked? 272 00:10:41,993 --> 00:10:43,256 We, uh... 273 00:10:44,112 --> 00:10:45,336 No, we're not... 274 00:10:45,337 --> 00:10:47,048 You gotta speak up. 275 00:10:47,089 --> 00:10:49,211 We're not doing a Whipple today. 276 00:10:49,212 --> 00:10:50,708 I had it taken from me. 277 00:10:50,709 --> 00:10:52,183 Mandy. No. 278 00:10:52,184 --> 00:10:53,607 Please don't call me Mandy. 279 00:10:53,608 --> 00:10:55,132 We talked about this. 280 00:10:55,133 --> 00:10:57,348 You can't let people walk all over you. 281 00:10:57,349 --> 00:10:58,578 You gotta stand up for yourself. 282 00:10:58,579 --> 00:11:00,515 Not if it's Ellis Grey, I don't. 283 00:11:01,035 --> 00:11:02,620 Ellis is operating? 284 00:11:02,756 --> 00:11:04,256 Come on. 285 00:11:04,257 --> 00:11:05,604 The next best thing to operating 286 00:11:05,605 --> 00:11:07,558 is watching Ellis Grey do it. 287 00:11:07,999 --> 00:11:10,175 We gotta get in on that surgery, Mandy. 288 00:11:10,176 --> 00:11:11,666 Remember what we say? 289 00:11:12,072 --> 00:11:13,440 I don't remember what we say. 290 00:11:13,441 --> 00:11:14,964 We create... 291 00:11:14,965 --> 00:11:16,386 Oh, we create our own destiny. 292 00:11:16,387 --> 00:11:18,655 Our own destiny. That's right. Come on. 293 00:11:18,656 --> 00:11:19,696 Chop, chop. 294 00:11:26,905 --> 00:11:28,169 Hi there. 295 00:11:28,396 --> 00:11:30,064 Oh, god. 296 00:11:30,112 --> 00:11:31,573 Ugh. What now? 297 00:11:31,574 --> 00:11:32,859 Well, you O.D.'ed, 298 00:11:32,860 --> 00:11:35,727 your heart stopped, but you're stable. 299 00:11:36,347 --> 00:11:37,492 Can I get a name, please? 300 00:11:37,493 --> 00:11:39,060 Oh, so you can call the cops? 301 00:11:39,061 --> 00:11:40,836 Nah, I just need anything really, 302 00:11:40,837 --> 00:11:42,735 so we don't mix up your pee with somebody else's. 303 00:11:42,736 --> 00:11:44,208 You have my pee? 304 00:11:44,240 --> 00:11:46,368 Yeah. You were kinda giving it away for a while there. 305 00:11:46,652 --> 00:11:48,060 Spectacular. 306 00:11:50,301 --> 00:11:51,280 Name? 307 00:11:51,281 --> 00:11:53,040 - Lucille. - Okay. 308 00:11:53,560 --> 00:11:54,760 Ball. 309 00:11:57,224 --> 00:11:58,331 You're a funny lady. 310 00:11:58,332 --> 00:12:00,094 Well, that's how I make my living. 311 00:12:01,285 --> 00:12:02,680 All right, Ms. Ball. 312 00:12:02,681 --> 00:12:04,439 We are gonna get you worked up 313 00:12:04,440 --> 00:12:06,104 and send you on your way. 314 00:12:07,726 --> 00:12:09,081 Hey, where am I? 315 00:12:09,382 --> 00:12:10,791 Uh, Seattle Grace hospital. 316 00:12:14,085 --> 00:12:15,236 Oh, god. 317 00:12:15,237 --> 00:12:17,411 Aah! 318 00:12:17,412 --> 00:12:18,848 - Don't push. - Aah! 319 00:12:18,849 --> 00:12:20,357 Theresa, don't push. 320 00:12:20,358 --> 00:12:22,264 - Aah! - Kepner, what's happening? 321 00:12:22,265 --> 00:12:23,460 She's dilated and effaced. 322 00:12:23,461 --> 00:12:25,599 The baby started crowning and then just stopped. 323 00:12:25,600 --> 00:12:26,591 Okay, move. 324 00:12:26,592 --> 00:12:28,033 Aah! 325 00:12:28,613 --> 00:12:30,013 Theresa, you're doing great. 326 00:12:30,014 --> 00:12:31,189 Aah! 327 00:12:31,190 --> 00:12:32,389 Oh. 328 00:12:33,160 --> 00:12:34,592 Ohh! 329 00:12:34,593 --> 00:12:37,246 Okay, Kepner, order up a 3-d ultrasound, stat, 330 00:12:37,247 --> 00:12:39,310 and prep an O.R. for a crash C-section. 331 00:12:39,631 --> 00:12:41,520 - And page my husband. - Right away. 332 00:12:44,556 --> 00:12:45,396 What happened? 333 00:12:45,397 --> 00:12:47,317 He detached the connector to the artifial lung, 334 00:12:47,318 --> 00:12:48,987 and I'd to clamp off the cannula to stop the bleeding. 335 00:12:48,988 --> 00:12:50,281 I told you this was a bad idea. 336 00:12:50,282 --> 00:12:51,264 All right. Let's book an O.R. 337 00:12:51,265 --> 00:12:52,080 Let's get it hooked back up. 338 00:12:52,081 --> 00:12:53,008 No, it's too dangerous. 339 00:12:53,009 --> 00:12:54,070 He has to go back on ecmo. 340 00:12:54,071 --> 00:12:55,552 I-it's not working, so he's worse? 341 00:12:55,553 --> 00:12:56,928 Hold on. Everybody, stop. 342 00:12:57,084 --> 00:12:58,525 Look at his SATs. 343 00:12:58,685 --> 00:13:01,053 93? He's never been above 79. 344 00:13:01,189 --> 00:13:02,662 His respiratory rate's good 345 00:13:02,663 --> 00:13:04,980 Riley, i-is it hard for you to breathe at all? 346 00:13:04,981 --> 00:13:06,316 No, I can breathe. 347 00:13:06,317 --> 00:13:07,501 Okay, hold on. 348 00:13:08,413 --> 00:13:09,820 You blow in this, okay? 349 00:13:11,341 --> 00:13:13,196 Oh. Wow. 350 00:13:13,216 --> 00:13:14,256 What's happening? 351 00:13:14,257 --> 00:13:15,811 He's breathing better than he should be. 352 00:13:15,812 --> 00:13:16,963 He's breathing better than he ever has. 353 00:13:16,964 --> 00:13:19,248 So he can use it until he gets the transplant? 354 00:13:19,249 --> 00:13:20,795 We need to run more tests, but... 355 00:13:20,796 --> 00:13:22,716 from the sound of his lungs, 356 00:13:23,090 --> 00:13:26,403 It's possible he may not even need a transplant. 357 00:13:26,404 --> 00:13:27,680 - Are you serious? - Well, you know, we have to... 358 00:13:27,681 --> 00:13:28,975 - Are you serious?! - We have to see the tests, but... 359 00:13:28,976 --> 00:13:30,547 Oh, thank you! Oh! 360 00:13:30,548 --> 00:13:32,056 I love you! I love you! 361 00:13:32,057 --> 00:13:33,656 I think I do, too. 362 00:13:33,690 --> 00:13:34,761 Oh. 363 00:13:38,324 --> 00:13:39,301 Okay. 364 00:13:39,713 --> 00:13:41,067 Wait. What? 365 00:13:41,068 --> 00:13:43,505 But why? Why can't you do the surgery? 366 00:13:43,506 --> 00:13:46,652 Uh, the chief of surgery, Ellis Grey, 367 00:13:46,653 --> 00:13:49,106 will be doing the... it. 368 00:13:49,453 --> 00:13:50,479 Uh, I mean, I can. 369 00:13:50,480 --> 00:13:52,401 I would. She just... 370 00:13:52,656 --> 00:13:55,752 There's protocols, and she... 371 00:13:55,753 --> 00:13:57,676 Think of it as a huge upgrade. 372 00:13:57,677 --> 00:13:59,428 You just got handed the keys to a jaguar 373 00:13:59,429 --> 00:14:02,083 and you've been driving, like, a civic. 374 00:14:02,084 --> 00:14:04,465 A good car. A solid, dependable car. 375 00:14:04,466 --> 00:14:05,636 But Dr. Grey... 376 00:14:05,637 --> 00:14:06,892 Hello, Alex. 377 00:14:07,177 --> 00:14:09,607 Mr. Taylor, Mrs. Taylor, I'm Dr. Grey. 378 00:14:09,608 --> 00:14:12,572 I'll be doing your pancreaticoduodenectomy today. 379 00:14:12,573 --> 00:14:15,705 I'll graft with a section of your internal iliac vein... 380 00:14:15,706 --> 00:14:17,312 A new technique of my invention. 381 00:14:17,313 --> 00:14:18,958 By forgoing the use of the jugular, 382 00:14:18,959 --> 00:14:20,796 you'll have no visible scaring on the neck. 383 00:14:20,797 --> 00:14:22,396 Oh, well, that's nice... 384 00:14:22,397 --> 00:14:24,619 I'll gladly have you sign these consent forms. 385 00:14:24,620 --> 00:14:25,451 It's a pleasure to meet you. 386 00:14:25,452 --> 00:14:26,766 I'll see you after we're done. 387 00:14:26,812 --> 00:14:27,724 Jaguar. 388 00:14:27,725 --> 00:14:29,133 Doc... Dr. Grey. 389 00:14:29,800 --> 00:14:31,507 Any chance I could scrub in with you? 390 00:14:31,508 --> 00:14:33,525 Alex, of course. Love to have you. 391 00:14:35,657 --> 00:14:36,524 See? 392 00:14:36,525 --> 00:14:38,572 You have to speak up for yourself. 393 00:14:40,503 --> 00:14:43,124 C-can you explain anything that woman just said? 394 00:14:43,125 --> 00:14:45,656 You know, I-I, uh, 395 00:14:45,657 --> 00:14:46,920 excuse me. 396 00:14:48,658 --> 00:14:49,665 Uh... 397 00:14:49,836 --> 00:14:51,036 Here you go, sir. 398 00:14:54,708 --> 00:14:56,149 Your heart stopped again. 399 00:14:56,729 --> 00:14:58,692 Because of all the cocaine you've enjoyed, 400 00:14:58,693 --> 00:15:00,047 you're going to need a surgical implant... 401 00:15:00,048 --> 00:15:02,071 an A.I.C.D. pacemaker. 402 00:15:02,072 --> 00:15:04,152 If you have any questions about this procedure, 403 00:15:04,357 --> 00:15:06,085 here's an informative brochure. 404 00:15:09,525 --> 00:15:11,408 She's a ray of sunshine. 405 00:15:11,409 --> 00:15:12,737 She is. 406 00:15:13,613 --> 00:15:15,292 I'm gonna go out on a limb 407 00:15:15,293 --> 00:15:17,163 and assume that you don't have any insurance. 408 00:15:17,164 --> 00:15:18,820 So is there somebody maybe I can call... 409 00:15:18,821 --> 00:15:19,980 Parents, somebody? 410 00:15:19,981 --> 00:15:21,419 No. Parents are dead. 411 00:15:22,370 --> 00:15:23,176 I'm sorry to hear that. 412 00:15:23,177 --> 00:15:24,837 Is it from disease, family history? 413 00:15:24,838 --> 00:15:26,371 My mother died of a stomach thing. 414 00:15:26,372 --> 00:15:28,134 My father killed himself. 415 00:15:29,730 --> 00:15:31,072 I am really sorry. 416 00:15:33,687 --> 00:15:35,315 What's-what's funny? 417 00:15:35,788 --> 00:15:38,093 I do have a sister. She's a half sister. 418 00:15:38,740 --> 00:15:39,680 Okay. 419 00:15:39,681 --> 00:15:40,960 Nearby? 420 00:15:42,929 --> 00:15:44,177 Very. 421 00:15:44,212 --> 00:15:45,765 She's a doctor... 422 00:15:46,105 --> 00:15:47,849 at this hospital. 423 00:15:49,733 --> 00:15:50,772 What, are you kidding? 424 00:15:50,773 --> 00:15:51,896 Oh. 425 00:15:51,897 --> 00:15:54,000 Who? Who? Who is she? 426 00:15:54,001 --> 00:15:57,238 Hey, we've never met. She doesn't know me. 427 00:15:57,298 --> 00:15:58,641 And trust me, 428 00:15:59,129 --> 00:16:00,523 she doesn't want to. 429 00:16:04,609 --> 00:16:05,828 You paged? 430 00:16:05,829 --> 00:16:07,717 Yeah, have a look at her ultrasound. 431 00:16:10,297 --> 00:16:12,461 That is a massive tumor. 432 00:16:12,462 --> 00:16:14,111 - What? - Percy, shut up. 433 00:16:14,456 --> 00:16:15,491 It's pressing up against the neck. 434 00:16:15,492 --> 00:16:16,515 Is the airway secured? 435 00:16:16,516 --> 00:16:17,773 I did an exit and trached her. 436 00:16:17,774 --> 00:16:18,484 It's as secure as it can be for now. 437 00:16:18,485 --> 00:16:20,185 Why can't I see my baby? What's wrong? 438 00:16:20,186 --> 00:16:22,144 Theresa, your baby has a tumor. 439 00:16:22,145 --> 00:16:23,360 But Dr. Shepherd's here. 440 00:16:23,361 --> 00:16:24,921 He's gonna take good care of her. 441 00:16:24,922 --> 00:16:26,367 The Shepherds are the best 442 00:16:26,368 --> 00:16:28,036 you and your baby could hope for, okay? 443 00:16:28,037 --> 00:16:29,924 They are an amazing team. 444 00:16:29,925 --> 00:16:30,998 All right. 445 00:16:32,944 --> 00:16:34,994 Wait. What's wrong with her? 446 00:16:45,968 --> 00:16:47,195 What took you so long? 447 00:16:47,196 --> 00:16:49,033 I wasn't standing around, Derek. 448 00:16:49,034 --> 00:16:50,444 I had to make sure that the mother wouldn't bleed out. 449 00:16:50,445 --> 00:16:52,388 If we wait any longer, she won't even be a mother. 450 00:16:52,389 --> 00:16:53,664 It's pressing against the trachea. 451 00:16:53,665 --> 00:16:55,226 I need to make sure the airway's secure. 452 00:16:55,227 --> 00:16:56,555 The bleeders can't wait. 453 00:16:56,620 --> 00:16:58,504 You have to work on the neck as I operate. 454 00:16:58,505 --> 00:16:59,816 It's gonna take us all day. 455 00:16:59,817 --> 00:17:01,000 I'm sorry. I know you weren't planning 456 00:17:01,001 --> 00:17:02,635 on spending the day with your wife. 457 00:17:03,118 --> 00:17:04,333 I'll see you in there. 458 00:17:06,120 --> 00:17:08,158 It's a beautiful day to save lives. 459 00:17:08,490 --> 00:17:09,649 Nice. 460 00:17:12,513 --> 00:17:13,660 Oh, hey, darlin'. 461 00:17:13,661 --> 00:17:14,308 Hey. 462 00:17:14,309 --> 00:17:15,373 What's up? 463 00:17:15,793 --> 00:17:18,300 I have to steal a surgery from Cristina Yang. 464 00:17:18,301 --> 00:17:19,454 Well... 465 00:17:19,904 --> 00:17:22,096 Yang's always stealing surgeries. 466 00:17:22,193 --> 00:17:23,984 That girl gives me the creeps. 467 00:17:24,221 --> 00:17:25,580 I know. It's just... 468 00:17:25,581 --> 00:17:26,727 Mom's operating today, 469 00:17:26,728 --> 00:17:29,283 and I thought it would be nice to go in and see it, 470 00:17:29,284 --> 00:17:31,061 but she doesn't want me in there, so... 471 00:17:31,410 --> 00:17:33,928 Remember when you were learning how to ride a bike 472 00:17:33,929 --> 00:17:37,306 and you ran into the back of the Richmonds' station wagon? 473 00:17:37,436 --> 00:17:38,525 Vividly. 474 00:17:38,629 --> 00:17:39,890 What happened after that? 475 00:17:39,891 --> 00:17:42,442 I sat on the curb and cried 476 00:17:42,443 --> 00:17:43,852 and bled all over you. 477 00:17:44,449 --> 00:17:45,756 Well, after that? 478 00:17:45,757 --> 00:17:47,273 You made me get back on my bike. 479 00:17:47,274 --> 00:17:48,240 No. 480 00:17:48,241 --> 00:17:50,708 Your mother made you get back on, 481 00:17:51,633 --> 00:17:53,905 and you learned to ride a bike. 482 00:17:55,173 --> 00:17:57,205 She just wants you to succeed. 483 00:17:57,273 --> 00:17:58,440 I know. 484 00:17:58,753 --> 00:18:01,072 I'm doing a proctocolectomy right now. 485 00:18:01,513 --> 00:18:02,316 You want in? 486 00:18:02,317 --> 00:18:03,788 Single incision? 487 00:18:04,998 --> 00:18:06,357 I probably shouldn't. 488 00:18:06,510 --> 00:18:08,735 Yeah. Probably not. 489 00:18:24,381 --> 00:18:27,357 How many aortic aneurysms has she actually done? 490 00:18:27,358 --> 00:18:29,400 Two... in the hospital. 491 00:18:29,401 --> 00:18:32,024 She's probably done more at home on cats. 492 00:18:32,580 --> 00:18:34,452 Hey, does she eat with anyone, ever? 493 00:18:34,453 --> 00:18:35,644 Mnh-mnh. No. 494 00:18:35,645 --> 00:18:37,998 That's what happens to you when you screw an attending. 495 00:18:38,065 --> 00:18:39,039 You're a pariah. 496 00:18:39,040 --> 00:18:41,343 Unlike your approach of just never having sex with anybody? 497 00:18:41,344 --> 00:18:42,484 No virgin jokes. 498 00:18:42,485 --> 00:18:43,080 Thank you. 499 00:18:43,081 --> 00:18:45,259 Her and Preston Burke? 500 00:18:45,260 --> 00:18:45,997 Really? 501 00:18:45,998 --> 00:18:47,540 And apparently, it was so scary for him, 502 00:18:47,541 --> 00:18:49,152 he actually had to leave the state. 503 00:18:49,298 --> 00:18:52,113 I always say, never mess with the crazy chicks. 504 00:18:52,213 --> 00:18:54,520 She's probably gonna go full-on Izzie one day 505 00:18:54,521 --> 00:18:56,425 and shoot up the hospital. 506 00:18:57,161 --> 00:18:58,084 What's Izzie? 507 00:18:58,085 --> 00:18:59,952 Oh, it means "Crazy." 508 00:18:59,953 --> 00:19:02,008 She was a girl in our class 509 00:19:02,009 --> 00:19:04,544 who was sleeping with a patient. 510 00:19:04,545 --> 00:19:06,964 And then she stole a transplant heart for him. 511 00:19:06,964 --> 00:19:07,574 What? 512 00:19:07,574 --> 00:19:10,161 Until Meredith turned her into her mom and got her fired. 513 00:19:10,353 --> 00:19:12,419 Oh, my god, Mer. You're so brave. 514 00:19:12,420 --> 00:19:12,982 Hold on a second. 515 00:19:12,983 --> 00:19:14,583 How many people washed out your year? 516 00:19:14,584 --> 00:19:16,988 Uh, two. Uh, her and O'malley. 517 00:19:16,989 --> 00:19:18,317 007. 518 00:19:19,116 --> 00:19:20,775 He, uh, failed his intern exam 519 00:19:20,776 --> 00:19:22,217 and was never seen again. 520 00:19:23,412 --> 00:19:24,051 Okay. 521 00:19:24,052 --> 00:19:25,125 Here I go. 522 00:19:25,309 --> 00:19:26,460 Where are you going? 523 00:19:26,549 --> 00:19:27,880 To get back on my bicycle. 524 00:19:27,881 --> 00:19:29,001 Oh! 525 00:19:30,409 --> 00:19:33,411 Dr. Grey is gonna graft an iliac vein 526 00:19:33,412 --> 00:19:34,632 to the portal vein, 527 00:19:34,633 --> 00:19:38,871 but that man's got bilateral deep vein thrombosis 528 00:19:38,872 --> 00:19:39,624 in his femorals, 529 00:19:39,625 --> 00:19:41,433 and the iliacs won't be usable. 530 00:19:41,678 --> 00:19:44,188 I mean, she's gonna look first, right? 531 00:19:44,246 --> 00:19:46,168 Who's that woman with Dr. Robbins? 532 00:19:46,169 --> 00:19:48,039 I don't know. Some ortho surgeon. 533 00:19:48,040 --> 00:19:49,113 Oh. 534 00:19:49,730 --> 00:19:52,050 I should've gone into ortho. I liked ortho. 535 00:19:52,051 --> 00:19:53,035 Why didn't you? 536 00:19:53,036 --> 00:19:56,588 Well, when Ellis Grey says you're good for cardio... 537 00:19:57,609 --> 00:19:59,440 - Excuse me, Dr. Torres. - Hmm? 538 00:19:59,441 --> 00:20:02,473 I was wondering if I could do the aortic aneurysm today. 539 00:20:02,474 --> 00:20:05,241 This will be Yang's third, and I've only done one. 540 00:20:05,301 --> 00:20:06,155 So it's only fair... 541 00:20:06,156 --> 00:20:08,158 Webber, I know how many you've done. 542 00:20:08,159 --> 00:20:10,849 And I know what my residents need, okay? 543 00:20:10,850 --> 00:20:13,009 My mother suggested that I ask you. 544 00:20:16,313 --> 00:20:17,752 Why don't you split it? 545 00:20:17,930 --> 00:20:20,042 You and Yang can, uh, do it together. 546 00:20:20,049 --> 00:20:21,341 Thank you. 547 00:20:23,385 --> 00:20:24,608 Whatever Ellis Grey wants. 548 00:20:24,609 --> 00:20:25,328 You know it. 549 00:20:25,329 --> 00:20:26,696 Yang's not gonna like it. 550 00:20:26,697 --> 00:20:29,032 Well, it's better than kicking her off the case. 551 00:20:29,092 --> 00:20:30,036 Mm. 552 00:20:30,037 --> 00:20:31,509 Bitch scares me. 553 00:20:35,439 --> 00:20:36,664 Lucy. 554 00:20:36,665 --> 00:20:38,528 You got some 'splaining to do. 555 00:20:38,529 --> 00:20:41,109 I'm gonna, uh, I'm just gonna go. 556 00:20:41,110 --> 00:20:42,652 No, you're not, 557 00:20:42,653 --> 00:20:44,160 because if you don't get this procedure, 558 00:20:44,161 --> 00:20:45,569 you're going to die. 559 00:20:46,172 --> 00:20:47,368 Look, I get it. I know. 560 00:20:47,369 --> 00:20:49,258 It is scary. 561 00:20:49,685 --> 00:20:51,871 But I can tell you everything that's gonna happen. 562 00:20:51,872 --> 00:20:53,560 Yeah, I already read the brochure. 563 00:20:53,561 --> 00:20:54,230 Okay. 564 00:20:54,230 --> 00:20:56,321 The automatic implanted cardioverter defibrillator 565 00:20:56,322 --> 00:20:58,210 is-is placed beneath the skin below the collarbone. 566 00:20:58,211 --> 00:20:59,642 - The electrode wires th... - Wow. 567 00:20:59,642 --> 00:21:01,544 Yeah, I have a photographic memory. 568 00:21:01,545 --> 00:21:02,942 Yeah. Okay. 569 00:21:02,943 --> 00:21:04,561 Well, you should go to med school. 570 00:21:04,998 --> 00:21:07,614 Right. Or I could be a ballerina. 571 00:21:08,841 --> 00:21:10,105 I'm serious. 572 00:21:10,473 --> 00:21:11,943 Okay? You should see all of this 573 00:21:11,944 --> 00:21:13,940 as a second chance. 574 00:21:14,319 --> 00:21:15,709 People turn things around all the time. 575 00:21:15,710 --> 00:21:16,813 You're smart. 576 00:21:17,065 --> 00:21:18,882 You're sharp. You're beautiful. 577 00:21:18,882 --> 00:21:21,423 You got a sister here you've never even met. 578 00:21:21,816 --> 00:21:24,430 You could have a whole new family. 579 00:21:26,187 --> 00:21:28,390 Let's start by fixing your heart, okay? 580 00:21:33,800 --> 00:21:35,052 Oh, okay. 581 00:21:35,053 --> 00:21:37,226 Oh. All right. 582 00:21:38,362 --> 00:21:39,546 It's gonna be okay. 583 00:21:53,635 --> 00:21:56,031 What the hell is Meredith Webber doing on my aortic aneurysm? 584 00:22:12,223 --> 00:22:15,757 Listen, if you tell Meredith or Ellis or anyone... 585 00:22:15,758 --> 00:22:17,227 That surgery is mine. 586 00:22:17,228 --> 00:22:18,869 You can't just throw your girlfriend on it. 587 00:22:18,870 --> 00:22:19,616 I swear, Yang. 588 00:22:19,617 --> 00:22:22,215 I will fix it so you never see the inside of an O.R. again. 589 00:22:22,216 --> 00:22:23,005 I will bury you. 590 00:22:23,006 --> 00:22:24,857 I'm not sharing my surgery. 591 00:22:24,858 --> 00:22:26,099 Change the board and get her off. 592 00:22:26,100 --> 00:22:28,311 Look, I didn't change the board. Torres did. 593 00:22:29,712 --> 00:22:31,084 Where's Torres then? 594 00:22:31,979 --> 00:22:32,911 C.S.F. is leaking. 595 00:22:32,912 --> 00:22:34,552 Let's get some suction in here, Percy. 596 00:22:34,553 --> 00:22:36,274 I need you to have lunch with the president 597 00:22:36,275 --> 00:22:37,586 of the board of the Bryson school tomorrow. 598 00:22:37,587 --> 00:22:39,248 Why are you talking about this now? 599 00:22:39,249 --> 00:22:40,909 Because, Derek, you're never home. 600 00:22:40,910 --> 00:22:43,056 You're always spending the night in that stupid trailer 601 00:22:43,057 --> 00:22:44,760 on that stupid piece of land 602 00:22:44,761 --> 00:22:48,294 planning that stupid house that you're never gonna build. 603 00:22:49,902 --> 00:22:50,898 Pulse ox is dropping. What did you do? 604 00:22:50,899 --> 00:22:53,117 I didn't do anything. It's invading the tracheal wall. 605 00:22:53,118 --> 00:22:54,168 - Clamp. - Secure the airway. We're losing her. 606 00:22:54,169 --> 00:22:55,920 I'm working as hard as I can, Derek. 607 00:22:55,921 --> 00:22:57,886 You just pay attention to what you're doing. 608 00:23:10,203 --> 00:23:11,417 Uh, do me a favor. 609 00:23:11,418 --> 00:23:13,280 - I'm going into surgery. - Yeah, just... 610 00:23:13,281 --> 00:23:15,432 tell Dr. Grey that the patient has 611 00:23:15,433 --> 00:23:16,853 a history of D.V.T. 612 00:23:16,854 --> 00:23:18,630 and that the iliac veins 613 00:23:18,631 --> 00:23:20,293 may not be suitable for grafting. 614 00:23:20,294 --> 00:23:21,386 Whoa, whoa. Wait. Wait. What? 615 00:23:21,387 --> 00:23:22,654 Why didn't you say something? 616 00:23:22,655 --> 00:23:24,823 J-just... you're going in there. Just tell her. 617 00:23:24,824 --> 00:23:26,194 You tell her. He's your patient. 618 00:23:26,195 --> 00:23:27,857 I'm not gonna tell her she's wrong. 619 00:23:29,617 --> 00:23:32,169 I mean, she-she took the chart. She read it. Right? 620 00:23:32,170 --> 00:23:34,509 Yes. She knows what she's doing. 621 00:23:35,357 --> 00:23:36,896 Well, just tell her. 622 00:23:39,220 --> 00:23:40,206 Yang, wait. 623 00:23:40,207 --> 00:23:42,502 When in the hell are you gonna give Lucille Ball her A.I.C.D.? 624 00:23:42,503 --> 00:23:43,620 You have to do it. I've got surgery. 625 00:23:43,621 --> 00:23:44,912 I don't think so. You did the consult. 626 00:23:44,913 --> 00:23:45,956 - Where's your wife? - What? 627 00:23:45,957 --> 00:23:47,930 She was supposed to place a pacemaker in our O.D. girl 628 00:23:47,931 --> 00:23:48,724 - Hours ago... - Hey. 629 00:23:48,725 --> 00:23:50,024 - And now she's trying to pawn it off on me. - Hey. 630 00:23:50,025 --> 00:23:50,792 I have a surgery. 631 00:23:50,793 --> 00:23:52,619 You're the cardio consult. You do it. 632 00:23:52,620 --> 00:23:53,718 Avery can do it. 633 00:23:53,719 --> 00:23:54,827 I can't spare Avery. 634 00:23:54,828 --> 00:23:55,824 I'm not giving up this surgery 635 00:23:55,825 --> 00:23:57,746 to stick a pacemaker in a junkie. 636 00:23:57,747 --> 00:23:58,998 Tell your wife to have Meredith Webber... 637 00:23:58,999 --> 00:24:00,435 Yang, just back off! 638 00:24:24,809 --> 00:24:26,020 I'm sorry. I just... 639 00:24:26,257 --> 00:24:27,585 I just got really... 640 00:24:30,355 --> 00:24:32,600 Well, you won't need stitches... 641 00:24:32,601 --> 00:24:33,775 this time. 642 00:24:35,409 --> 00:24:37,013 I thought it was supposed to be getting better. 643 00:24:37,014 --> 00:24:39,256 - Or are you gonna hit another intern? - No. 644 00:24:41,632 --> 00:24:42,661 Why do you keep helping me? 645 00:24:42,662 --> 00:24:44,814 Why don't you just report me? 646 00:24:50,318 --> 00:24:51,635 Because I'm a doctor. 647 00:24:54,798 --> 00:24:56,215 Please don't tell my wife. 648 00:24:59,648 --> 00:25:01,003 Well, you can finish the rest of this. 649 00:25:01,004 --> 00:25:02,245 I have surgery. 650 00:25:09,542 --> 00:25:10,711 Suction here. 651 00:25:11,137 --> 00:25:13,920 So june sounds good. Have you thought about where? 652 00:25:14,012 --> 00:25:17,311 Oh, M-Meredith and I thought about, uh, Hawaii. 653 00:25:17,312 --> 00:25:18,315 That might be cool. 654 00:25:18,316 --> 00:25:19,981 You know, have everyone come out and... 655 00:25:19,982 --> 00:25:21,938 Really, a destination wedding? 656 00:25:21,987 --> 00:25:24,192 Alex, I'm running a hospital. 657 00:25:24,193 --> 00:25:25,978 I can't just dash off to... 658 00:25:25,979 --> 00:25:28,019 Retract that, please. Clamp. 659 00:25:28,123 --> 00:25:30,345 You'll do it here. I'll book the rainier club. 660 00:25:30,346 --> 00:25:31,450 It's gorgeous. 661 00:25:32,494 --> 00:25:33,757 That sounds great. 662 00:25:34,487 --> 00:25:36,115 What the hell am I looking at? 663 00:25:36,136 --> 00:25:39,457 The iliac veins are completely thrombosed, 664 00:25:39,571 --> 00:25:40,312 both of them. 665 00:25:40,313 --> 00:25:42,718 Unusable. Completely unusable. 666 00:25:44,558 --> 00:25:45,772 Did you know about this? 667 00:25:46,150 --> 00:25:47,148 Uh, no. 668 00:25:49,062 --> 00:25:51,303 Okay. Change of plans. 669 00:25:51,304 --> 00:25:52,895 We'll use the renal vein. 670 00:25:52,896 --> 00:25:53,933 Damn it. 671 00:25:54,624 --> 00:25:57,040 Someone page Dr. Bailey, please. 672 00:25:57,041 --> 00:25:59,468 I want her in here now. 673 00:26:01,878 --> 00:26:02,971 Why aren't you doing a tevar? 674 00:26:02,972 --> 00:26:04,864 I'm doing a direct approach. It's cooler. 675 00:26:04,865 --> 00:26:06,711 A tevar is safer. It's far less invasive. 676 00:26:06,712 --> 00:26:07,606 You go in through the femoral, 677 00:26:07,607 --> 00:26:08,990 you don't have to crack the chest. 678 00:26:08,991 --> 00:26:10,526 I already ordered the graft. 679 00:26:10,527 --> 00:26:12,869 You two might have worked out your surgical plan before this. 680 00:26:12,870 --> 00:26:16,293 I did, and my surgical plan didn't include this nimrod. 681 00:26:16,294 --> 00:26:18,473 No, it just included hacking up the patient 682 00:26:18,474 --> 00:26:19,528 - like a psychopath. - Girls, 683 00:26:19,529 --> 00:26:21,150 don't make me come over there and do it myself. 684 00:26:21,151 --> 00:26:22,306 Shut up and work. 685 00:26:23,033 --> 00:26:23,711 10-blade. 686 00:26:23,712 --> 00:26:24,785 Avery. 687 00:26:26,144 --> 00:26:26,813 Where have you been? 688 00:26:26,814 --> 00:26:29,418 I'm, um, booking an O.R. 689 00:26:29,419 --> 00:26:31,863 I'm gonna take my... that girl up for her pacemaker. Why? 690 00:26:31,864 --> 00:26:33,811 Somebody made off with an armload of drugs 691 00:26:33,812 --> 00:26:36,556 from the dispensary... codeine, morphine, demerol. 692 00:26:36,557 --> 00:26:37,381 Okay, why... 693 00:26:37,382 --> 00:26:38,991 'Cause the dispensary was accessed 694 00:26:38,992 --> 00:26:40,376 with your I.D. card. 695 00:26:40,377 --> 00:26:41,515 That's why. 696 00:26:41,583 --> 00:26:43,109 Oh, damn it. 697 00:26:49,858 --> 00:26:52,141 But you knew the patient had thrombosis? 698 00:26:52,142 --> 00:26:53,091 I... 699 00:26:54,037 --> 00:26:56,238 - I had... I did. - Speak up. 700 00:26:56,592 --> 00:26:58,228 In the legs... yes. 701 00:26:58,229 --> 00:27:00,080 Um, did you look at his chart? 702 00:27:00,081 --> 00:27:01,382 Of course I looked at his chart. 703 00:27:01,383 --> 00:27:02,223 But there was no indication 704 00:27:02,224 --> 00:27:03,833 that the thrombosis was this bad. 705 00:27:03,834 --> 00:27:05,520 Why wasn't it in his chart? 706 00:27:05,521 --> 00:27:08,112 Because I had chosen 707 00:27:08,113 --> 00:27:10,038 to use the jugular. 708 00:27:10,039 --> 00:27:11,743 They were in the medical records. 709 00:27:11,744 --> 00:27:13,132 And you didn't tell me 710 00:27:13,488 --> 00:27:15,861 because I'd opted to not cut the man's throat? 711 00:27:15,862 --> 00:27:17,667 Well, that's... it's a good plan... 712 00:27:17,668 --> 00:27:19,550 But I ended up cutting his throat anyway. 713 00:27:19,551 --> 00:27:20,545 My procedure's a wash, 714 00:27:20,546 --> 00:27:22,958 and the patient's been under far longer than is optimal. 715 00:27:22,959 --> 00:27:27,068 That's why I picked the jugular. 716 00:27:27,069 --> 00:27:29,454 Is that right... Dr. Bailey? 717 00:27:29,455 --> 00:27:31,487 Is that why you picked it? 718 00:27:32,547 --> 00:27:33,892 Alex, where's my graft? 719 00:27:34,030 --> 00:27:35,330 Here's the graft. 720 00:27:37,081 --> 00:27:38,747 I'm just suturing. 721 00:27:38,748 --> 00:27:39,700 Whoa. 722 00:27:40,123 --> 00:27:41,711 Oh, my god. 723 00:27:43,348 --> 00:27:45,388 I might have nicked the carotid. 724 00:27:46,083 --> 00:27:47,647 You people are trying to kill me. 725 00:27:52,822 --> 00:27:53,696 Did you get the whole tumor? 726 00:27:53,697 --> 00:27:54,597 I told you. 727 00:27:54,598 --> 00:27:56,459 I'm not asking for myself. 728 00:27:56,460 --> 00:27:58,785 I'm asking what I should tell the mother... 729 00:27:58,786 --> 00:28:01,597 Just go. I will talk to her myself. 730 00:28:02,804 --> 00:28:03,780 So we'll talk about the preschool... 731 00:28:03,781 --> 00:28:04,423 It's gonna be late. 732 00:28:04,424 --> 00:28:06,817 I'm gonna stay and look into this clinical trial. 733 00:28:06,818 --> 00:28:07,933 That's great. 734 00:28:07,934 --> 00:28:10,769 One more reason for you to stay out of the house. 735 00:28:12,403 --> 00:28:13,629 That's fine. 736 00:28:14,980 --> 00:28:15,705 It's fine. Maybe you'll be 737 00:28:15,706 --> 00:28:17,992 - more interested once the baby comes. - Right. 738 00:28:18,033 --> 00:28:19,232 Everything's gonna be different when the baby comes. 739 00:28:19,233 --> 00:28:20,871 - Well, a girl can hope. - Nothing's gonna change. 740 00:28:20,872 --> 00:28:21,537 What do you think is gonna change? 741 00:28:21,538 --> 00:28:24,034 - Do you even want a baby? - I didn't say that. 742 00:28:24,035 --> 00:28:25,147 - I'm not ta... - Yes, I want a baby. 743 00:28:25,148 --> 00:28:28,785 No, I'm not talking about a baby. This baby, with me. 744 00:28:32,262 --> 00:28:33,619 Do you love me? 745 00:28:38,236 --> 00:28:39,639 Do you? 746 00:28:40,650 --> 00:28:41,921 Of course I love you. 747 00:28:42,310 --> 00:28:44,723 Can you say it without looking at the floor? 748 00:29:00,739 --> 00:29:03,165 Less than three minutes of circulatory arrest left. 749 00:29:03,166 --> 00:29:04,727 You go over that, and the organs start dying. 750 00:29:04,728 --> 00:29:06,171 If Webber hadn't taken so long... 751 00:29:06,172 --> 00:29:07,949 - I took the time it needed. - Two minutes. 752 00:29:07,950 --> 00:29:10,043 - Done. Go back on bypass. - Yes, doctor. 753 00:29:10,665 --> 00:29:11,382 Oh, got a leak. 754 00:29:11,383 --> 00:29:12,543 Okay, I'll find it. I'll throw a stitch. 755 00:29:12,544 --> 00:29:14,438 No, it's too risky. The leak is behind the heart. 756 00:29:14,439 --> 00:29:15,510 You need to do an internal graft. 757 00:29:15,511 --> 00:29:17,184 Will you shut up? I will find it. 758 00:29:17,185 --> 00:29:18,575 Dr. Torres? 759 00:29:19,803 --> 00:29:21,371 Webber's right, Yang. 760 00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:22,983 Her way is safer. Let her do it. 761 00:29:22,984 --> 00:29:24,234 5-0 prolene. 762 00:29:25,414 --> 00:29:26,503 Move your hands. 763 00:29:27,186 --> 00:29:28,868 Move your hands, please. 764 00:29:35,439 --> 00:29:37,235 What are you doing? Move your hands. 765 00:29:37,236 --> 00:29:38,335 I got it. I found the leak. 766 00:29:38,336 --> 00:29:41,815 Uh, give me a clamp. 2-0 prolene. I got it. 767 00:29:45,809 --> 00:29:46,902 Have you seen my wife? 768 00:29:46,948 --> 00:29:48,273 As a matter of fact, I have. 769 00:29:48,274 --> 00:29:49,769 She just threatened to quit. 770 00:29:50,382 --> 00:29:50,928 Do me a favor. 771 00:29:50,929 --> 00:29:52,627 Wash your laundry at home, not in my O.R. 772 00:29:52,628 --> 00:29:54,665 Well, oh, there's two sides to every story... 773 00:29:54,666 --> 00:29:56,318 Yeah, I'm not interested in your side. 774 00:29:56,469 --> 00:29:58,336 Derek, Richard and I had very high hopes for you, 775 00:29:58,337 --> 00:30:00,114 but you have been nothing but a disappointment. 776 00:30:00,115 --> 00:30:01,292 You don't publish, you don't teach, 777 00:30:01,293 --> 00:30:02,703 your attitude is terrible. 778 00:30:02,704 --> 00:30:03,938 The residents have a nickname for you, 779 00:30:03,939 --> 00:30:05,578 and it is not flattering. 780 00:30:05,882 --> 00:30:07,369 - What do they call me? - Get it together, 781 00:30:07,588 --> 00:30:09,595 because if it comes down to a choice between you and her, 782 00:30:09,596 --> 00:30:12,741 you need to be very clear which one of you I will choose. 783 00:30:18,773 --> 00:30:21,773 Trust me, you two don't want to be the next Shepherds. 784 00:30:21,774 --> 00:30:23,155 So I start to do the repair... 785 00:30:23,156 --> 00:30:25,036 - And she just stuck her hand in? - Yes! 786 00:30:25,037 --> 00:30:27,164 - Wait. What happened? - Yang's a freakin' maniac. 787 00:30:27,165 --> 00:30:28,535 She's dangerous. 788 00:30:31,637 --> 00:30:32,920 My patient's fine. 789 00:30:32,921 --> 00:30:35,669 Awake, great vitals, if you were interested. 790 00:30:35,670 --> 00:30:38,134 Well, that's great, 'cause O.D. girl bolted. 791 00:30:38,311 --> 00:30:41,246 You had no business shoving in there. 792 00:30:41,247 --> 00:30:43,006 You had no business in that O.R. 793 00:30:43,007 --> 00:30:44,354 I wasn't about to let that guy die 794 00:30:44,355 --> 00:30:45,961 watching you jack around with the internal graft. 795 00:30:45,962 --> 00:30:47,839 That was the right technique. 796 00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:48,998 Dr. Torres specifically... 797 00:30:48,999 --> 00:30:50,569 Dr. Torres only sided with you 798 00:30:50,570 --> 00:30:51,782 because you're the chief's little girl. 799 00:30:51,783 --> 00:30:53,527 She's a pathetic lackey. 800 00:30:54,573 --> 00:30:57,556 Well, we'd all be working under Dr. Preston Burke right now, 801 00:30:57,557 --> 00:31:01,100 but you screwed us out of that opportunity, literally. 802 00:31:01,101 --> 00:31:02,800 What exactly did you do to him? 803 00:31:02,801 --> 00:31:05,677 Because he left the state to get away from you. 804 00:31:05,678 --> 00:31:06,834 Good one. 805 00:31:06,835 --> 00:31:07,899 If you want to get personal, 806 00:31:07,900 --> 00:31:09,300 why don't you ask prince charming 807 00:31:09,301 --> 00:31:11,455 what he and the virgin Mary like to do in his office? 808 00:31:11,455 --> 00:31:12,165 What? 809 00:31:12,500 --> 00:31:13,933 What are you talking about? 810 00:31:15,988 --> 00:31:17,214 What... 811 00:31:17,676 --> 00:31:19,258 - She's a lunatic. - What-what-what is she talking about? 812 00:31:19,259 --> 00:31:20,584 You can't believe a word she says. 813 00:31:20,585 --> 00:31:22,864 She's just... Come on! 814 00:31:22,865 --> 00:31:24,047 April? 815 00:31:25,049 --> 00:31:25,760 I'm... 816 00:31:25,761 --> 00:31:27,081 I'm sorry. I'm s... 817 00:31:27,082 --> 00:31:28,591 I'm sorry. I... 818 00:31:30,259 --> 00:31:31,285 Oh, god. 819 00:31:31,286 --> 00:31:33,404 Oh, just shoot me now. 820 00:31:34,207 --> 00:31:35,395 Oh, god. 821 00:31:41,792 --> 00:31:43,450 Tests are good. SATs are great. 822 00:31:43,451 --> 00:31:44,560 He's breathing unassisted. 823 00:31:44,561 --> 00:31:45,792 He's gonna be home by the end of the week. 824 00:31:45,793 --> 00:31:47,188 And he's been taken off the transplant list? 825 00:31:47,189 --> 00:31:49,752 Yep, yep. Two weeks on your little thing, 826 00:31:49,753 --> 00:31:51,984 and his lungs are actually improved. 827 00:31:53,201 --> 00:31:54,138 Well, good work. 828 00:31:54,139 --> 00:31:55,550 Oh, amazing work. 829 00:31:55,551 --> 00:31:57,119 And I didn't even want to do it. 830 00:31:57,867 --> 00:31:59,150 It was amazing. 831 00:31:59,274 --> 00:32:00,469 You're amazing. 832 00:32:03,065 --> 00:32:05,718 Well, um, we should, uh, 833 00:32:05,783 --> 00:32:07,337 celebrate y... sometime. 834 00:32:07,338 --> 00:32:08,979 Yeah, we should. We should go get drinks. 835 00:32:08,980 --> 00:32:11,558 I mean, this is... this is one to celebrate. 836 00:32:11,559 --> 00:32:13,445 - Dr. Torres, here are your kids. - Yeah. 837 00:32:13,446 --> 00:32:14,639 - Mommy. - Ah! 838 00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:17,414 Oh, hi, baby girl. Hi. 839 00:32:17,749 --> 00:32:18,446 Okay. 840 00:32:18,447 --> 00:32:20,886 Well... sometime. 841 00:32:20,887 --> 00:32:23,273 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, sometime. 842 00:32:23,692 --> 00:32:25,399 All right. Here we go. 843 00:32:32,082 --> 00:32:33,260 Slow down... 844 00:32:33,564 --> 00:32:34,669 and tell me. 845 00:32:38,690 --> 00:32:40,095 I can't. 846 00:32:40,164 --> 00:32:42,430 I mean, I can't believe them. 847 00:32:42,431 --> 00:32:45,772 I cannot believe them! 848 00:32:47,953 --> 00:32:49,103 I heard what happened. 849 00:32:50,805 --> 00:32:52,386 - You did? - Yes. 850 00:32:53,104 --> 00:32:54,502 And you should be upset. 851 00:32:55,020 --> 00:32:56,794 - You should be humiliated. - Ellis... 852 00:32:56,795 --> 00:32:58,153 You don't let Yang, 853 00:32:58,419 --> 00:33:00,772 you don't let anyone show you up in your O.R. 854 00:33:00,773 --> 00:33:02,619 Understand? Ever. 855 00:33:05,002 --> 00:33:06,948 I shouldn't have been in there. 856 00:33:07,110 --> 00:33:08,254 I wasn't prepared. 857 00:33:08,255 --> 00:33:10,263 Then why in the world did you go in? 858 00:33:10,264 --> 00:33:12,338 Because you pushed me. 859 00:33:12,842 --> 00:33:14,558 And you aren't mad 860 00:33:14,559 --> 00:33:17,083 because I embarrassed myself. 861 00:33:17,651 --> 00:33:19,868 You're mad because I embarrassed you. 862 00:33:27,090 --> 00:33:28,397 Ellis, what in the hell is wrong with y... 863 00:33:28,398 --> 00:33:30,715 I want you to fire Mandy Bailey. 864 00:33:30,922 --> 00:33:32,659 Tonight, Richard. I want you 865 00:33:32,660 --> 00:33:33,556 - to do it tonight. - What are you talking about? 866 00:33:33,557 --> 00:33:34,111 What is this about? 867 00:33:34,112 --> 00:33:35,807 She made a complete fool of me. 868 00:33:36,085 --> 00:33:38,107 I had no idea, no idea at all. 869 00:33:38,108 --> 00:33:41,032 I looked like... like a total failure. 870 00:33:42,564 --> 00:33:44,267 Okay, look... now look, just hold on. 871 00:33:44,359 --> 00:33:45,767 Now-now just... 872 00:33:45,976 --> 00:33:47,306 just breathe. 873 00:33:47,952 --> 00:33:50,457 - I was humiliated. - Okay. 874 00:33:51,010 --> 00:33:53,150 In front of all those people. 875 00:33:53,578 --> 00:33:56,185 I was just trying to fix her stupid mistake. 876 00:33:56,185 --> 00:33:57,197 I know. 877 00:33:57,463 --> 00:33:59,249 I looked... I looked like a fraud... 878 00:33:59,250 --> 00:34:01,722 But you... you know you're not. 879 00:34:01,723 --> 00:34:02,902 You know that. 880 00:34:03,086 --> 00:34:04,860 Like an idiot. 881 00:34:05,490 --> 00:34:07,267 There was nothing to graft. 882 00:34:07,529 --> 00:34:09,652 Okay, look, okay, but you-you made it work. 883 00:34:09,653 --> 00:34:12,599 You always do. The patient is fine. 884 00:34:14,069 --> 00:34:15,229 Look, 885 00:34:16,242 --> 00:34:18,172 you can't control everything. 886 00:34:18,173 --> 00:34:19,563 I know you want to. 887 00:34:19,841 --> 00:34:21,619 But you can't, okay? 888 00:34:24,188 --> 00:34:25,790 Is Meredith all right? 889 00:34:26,352 --> 00:34:27,809 I don't know how to talk to her, Richard. 890 00:34:27,810 --> 00:34:29,068 Will you talk to her? 891 00:34:29,141 --> 00:34:31,011 Yeah, I will, I will. She'll be all right. 892 00:34:31,592 --> 00:34:33,452 I am horrible at it. 893 00:34:33,453 --> 00:34:34,617 I am terrible. 894 00:34:35,104 --> 00:34:36,361 Oh, I just want her to do well. 895 00:34:36,362 --> 00:34:37,849 I just want her to do the best she can... 896 00:34:37,850 --> 00:34:41,820 I-I know. I know you do. And she'll be okay, okay? 897 00:34:42,092 --> 00:34:43,803 I promise. Okay? 898 00:34:44,854 --> 00:34:46,137 Thank you. 899 00:34:52,896 --> 00:34:54,082 Okay. 900 00:34:55,171 --> 00:34:56,341 Okay. 901 00:34:57,728 --> 00:34:59,478 Yang. Hey. 902 00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:03,090 Thanks... 903 00:35:03,427 --> 00:35:04,665 for today. 904 00:35:07,627 --> 00:35:09,929 Tell your wife and get some help. 905 00:35:09,941 --> 00:35:13,481 She'll leave, and I'll lose my kids. She... 906 00:35:14,433 --> 00:35:15,781 she's... 907 00:35:17,438 --> 00:35:19,548 she's afraid I'm gonna hurt one of them. 908 00:35:20,293 --> 00:35:21,382 Aren't you? 909 00:35:21,383 --> 00:35:22,450 Hey. 910 00:35:22,451 --> 00:35:24,489 - Hey. - Hey. How are ya? 911 00:35:24,490 --> 00:35:26,165 - Okay. - Oh, my gosh. What happened to your hand? 912 00:35:26,166 --> 00:35:28,027 Oh, oh, I, uh... 913 00:35:28,396 --> 00:35:30,492 I, uh, some junkie patient 914 00:35:30,493 --> 00:35:32,409 knocked me into a tray of instruments, so... 915 00:35:32,410 --> 00:35:34,456 Oh, you poor baby. All right. Let's get you home, 916 00:35:34,457 --> 00:35:35,218 and I'll take a look at it, okay? Okay. 917 00:35:35,219 --> 00:35:36,644 Oh, okay. Mwah. Okay. 918 00:35:37,176 --> 00:35:39,303 - Okay, let's go. Come on, Allegra. - Come on. Let's go. 919 00:35:39,304 --> 00:35:40,910 All right. 920 00:35:46,152 --> 00:35:47,200 I need help. 921 00:35:48,687 --> 00:35:49,819 She was just lying in the street. 922 00:35:49,820 --> 00:35:51,387 I almost ran her over. 923 00:36:00,775 --> 00:36:01,797 Okay, we've got this. 924 00:36:01,798 --> 00:36:03,477 Pulse is V-tach. Where's the crash cart? 925 00:36:03,478 --> 00:36:04,887 Charge to 360. Sir, step back. 926 00:36:04,888 --> 00:36:05,816 It's all right. I'm a doctor. 927 00:36:05,817 --> 00:36:07,868 Yeah, we're all doctors, all right? Now move. 928 00:36:08,296 --> 00:36:09,321 Clear. 929 00:36:10,946 --> 00:36:12,751 Charge to 300. Clear. 930 00:36:15,439 --> 00:36:16,997 Sinus tach. We got her. 931 00:36:18,354 --> 00:36:19,465 Okay. 932 00:36:19,851 --> 00:36:21,215 You know where I can find Dr. Shepherd? 933 00:36:21,216 --> 00:36:22,267 Which one? 934 00:36:24,108 --> 00:36:25,203 Meredith. 935 00:36:25,763 --> 00:36:26,852 No, dad. 936 00:36:26,853 --> 00:36:28,802 Don't come and clean up after her again. 937 00:36:28,803 --> 00:36:30,449 You do it every time. 938 00:36:30,450 --> 00:36:32,374 And it's beneath you, and it's pointless. 939 00:36:32,375 --> 00:36:34,418 I can't do anything right for her. 940 00:36:34,419 --> 00:36:35,060 Your mother doesn't want... 941 00:36:35,061 --> 00:36:37,602 And I finally figured out why. 942 00:36:37,961 --> 00:36:41,366 She wants everyone around her to be ordinary 943 00:36:41,367 --> 00:36:43,448 so she can be extraordinary. 944 00:36:43,449 --> 00:36:45,561 She wants everyone around her small. 945 00:36:45,562 --> 00:36:46,426 Oh, you stop it. 946 00:36:46,427 --> 00:36:48,201 And that's what she's done to you. 947 00:36:48,331 --> 00:36:50,993 She has made you small. 948 00:36:50,994 --> 00:36:53,135 And I'm not gonna let her do it to me. 949 00:37:06,684 --> 00:37:07,910 I don't, uh... 950 00:37:13,417 --> 00:37:15,368 I d... I don't know what's wrong with me. 951 00:37:17,626 --> 00:37:19,634 All I know is that the baby is coming 952 00:37:20,259 --> 00:37:21,456 and I want it. 953 00:37:24,525 --> 00:37:26,769 You know, it... it may change things. 954 00:37:27,875 --> 00:37:29,103 You'll get happier. 955 00:37:30,888 --> 00:37:32,078 We'll just take it one step at a time. 956 00:37:32,079 --> 00:37:33,507 I want to make it work. 957 00:37:37,070 --> 00:37:38,483 It isn't your baby. 958 00:37:39,611 --> 00:37:42,158 It's stupid, I know, but it's a brand-new shirt 959 00:37:42,159 --> 00:37:44,683 and now it's got junkie blood all over it. 960 00:37:47,152 --> 00:37:48,346 Oh. 961 00:37:49,027 --> 00:37:50,373 This is awkward. 962 00:37:53,596 --> 00:37:54,668 Clear. 963 00:37:54,865 --> 00:37:56,000 I've got a rhythm. 964 00:37:56,232 --> 00:37:58,276 Barely, but... damn it. It's gone. 965 00:37:58,277 --> 00:37:59,549 If you had just done the damn surgery... 966 00:37:59,550 --> 00:38:02,761 Asystole. Uh, give her 1 amp of atropine. 967 00:38:02,762 --> 00:38:04,093 I already did it, okay? It's not helping. 968 00:38:04,094 --> 00:38:05,436 Another, and an amp of epi. 969 00:38:05,437 --> 00:38:06,419 Do it. 970 00:38:06,451 --> 00:38:07,481 Go! 971 00:38:08,461 --> 00:38:10,320 Move. Let's crack her chest. 972 00:38:10,321 --> 00:38:11,714 - Gown. - What? 973 00:38:11,715 --> 00:38:13,419 N-no. It's not indicated. She O.D.'ed. 974 00:38:13,420 --> 00:38:14,888 Okay, so she's gonna die anyway. 975 00:38:14,889 --> 00:38:16,654 What has she got to lose? Chest tray. 976 00:38:16,655 --> 00:38:18,187 Here you go. Right here. 977 00:38:19,232 --> 00:38:20,563 Okay, let's do it. Betadine. 978 00:38:20,564 --> 00:38:22,219 - 10-blade. - On it. 979 00:38:25,127 --> 00:38:26,279 Okay. 980 00:38:39,417 --> 00:38:40,674 Are you crying? 981 00:38:44,372 --> 00:38:45,688 I screwed up. 982 00:38:46,823 --> 00:38:48,980 I... I had a good thing. 983 00:38:49,616 --> 00:38:51,605 She was a good person, but... 984 00:38:53,467 --> 00:38:55,603 I had a chance to be better. 985 00:38:56,867 --> 00:38:58,237 And I screwed it up 986 00:38:58,238 --> 00:39:00,976 like I do every frickin' time. 987 00:39:00,977 --> 00:39:03,753 What the hell is wrong with me? 988 00:39:05,176 --> 00:39:07,001 I just lost my job. 989 00:39:07,002 --> 00:39:08,629 Do you see me crying? 990 00:39:09,074 --> 00:39:11,574 I have no earthly idea 991 00:39:11,575 --> 00:39:12,349 what to do next, 992 00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:15,028 but am I hiding in an elevator, 993 00:39:15,029 --> 00:39:17,007 whimpering about it? 994 00:39:17,008 --> 00:39:18,019 No. 995 00:39:18,020 --> 00:39:19,073 No. 996 00:39:19,755 --> 00:39:22,827 Because what do we say, Alex? 997 00:39:23,041 --> 00:39:24,215 What do we say? 998 00:39:24,230 --> 00:39:25,336 We create... 999 00:39:25,337 --> 00:39:27,969 our own destiny. 1000 00:39:28,844 --> 00:39:30,899 And that's exactly what I'm gonna do. 1001 00:39:31,196 --> 00:39:32,675 You should, too. 1002 00:39:39,633 --> 00:39:40,884 Guys, you lost her. 1003 00:39:40,885 --> 00:39:41,640 Shut up! 1004 00:39:41,641 --> 00:39:44,389 - One more amp of epi. Charge to 20. - Charging. 1005 00:39:45,181 --> 00:39:46,262 Charged. 1006 00:39:46,742 --> 00:39:47,729 Clear. 1007 00:39:56,078 --> 00:39:57,296 Charge to 30. 1008 00:39:57,500 --> 00:39:59,145 - Ready? Clear. - Go. 1009 00:40:00,874 --> 00:40:01,984 Sinus tach. 1010 00:40:02,065 --> 00:40:03,981 Wait. Wait. 1011 00:40:05,500 --> 00:40:07,231 Your life is a gift. 1012 00:40:07,258 --> 00:40:08,284 Accept it. 1013 00:40:08,285 --> 00:40:09,857 - She's back. - Okay, we got her. We got her. 1014 00:40:09,858 --> 00:40:10,951 No matter how screwed up 1015 00:40:10,952 --> 00:40:13,508 - or painful it seems to be. - Okay. 1016 00:40:15,620 --> 00:40:16,325 Okay, now what do I do? 1017 00:40:16,326 --> 00:40:18,325 Okay, lick it, slam it, 1018 00:40:18,326 --> 00:40:19,278 and then lime. 1019 00:40:19,341 --> 00:40:20,290 Okay. 1020 00:40:22,817 --> 00:40:24,134 - Fast, fast, fast, fast. - Ugh! 1021 00:40:26,092 --> 00:40:28,185 Ah. Okay. That's good. 1022 00:40:34,863 --> 00:40:35,676 What? 1023 00:40:35,677 --> 00:40:37,491 We don't have to do that thing where I say something 1024 00:40:37,492 --> 00:40:39,643 and then you say something and then someone cries 1025 00:40:39,644 --> 00:40:40,681 and there's a moment or whatever? 1026 00:40:40,682 --> 00:40:42,080 Oh, yuck. 1027 00:40:43,421 --> 00:40:44,517 Good. 1028 00:40:46,873 --> 00:40:49,043 It's just that... 1029 00:40:49,808 --> 00:40:52,544 nothing is turning out the way I thought it would. 1030 00:40:52,940 --> 00:40:55,995 It's like I don't even recognize my own life. 1031 00:40:57,699 --> 00:40:58,952 I know what you mean. 1032 00:40:59,154 --> 00:41:00,884 Some things are going to work out 1033 00:41:00,885 --> 00:41:03,385 as if they were destined to happen... 1034 00:41:03,386 --> 00:41:05,363 Ugh. I gotta go get some sleep. 1035 00:41:05,364 --> 00:41:07,047 You gotta get some sleep 1036 00:41:07,545 --> 00:41:08,893 You look like crap. 1037 00:41:09,405 --> 00:41:10,769 I look better than you. 1038 00:41:11,475 --> 00:41:12,730 Not possible. 1039 00:41:17,448 --> 00:41:20,287 Your mother says the residents have a name for me. 1040 00:41:23,611 --> 00:41:25,513 I wouldn't know anything about that. 1041 00:41:25,514 --> 00:41:26,549 What is it? 1042 00:41:26,951 --> 00:41:28,058 What do they call me? 1043 00:41:30,878 --> 00:41:32,621 - Come on. - McDreary. 1044 00:41:33,005 --> 00:41:35,273 We call you McDreary. 1045 00:41:37,348 --> 00:41:38,631 You think that's funny? 1046 00:41:38,921 --> 00:41:40,142 It's apt. 1047 00:41:40,500 --> 00:41:41,729 McDreary. 1048 00:41:43,588 --> 00:41:44,910 Yeah, that's my life. 1049 00:41:51,228 --> 00:41:52,802 So how about tonight, you're not McDreary? 1050 00:41:52,803 --> 00:41:53,886 You're just... 1051 00:41:54,929 --> 00:41:56,592 you're just a guy in a bar. 1052 00:41:59,401 --> 00:42:01,022 And you're just a girl in a bar? 1053 00:42:02,855 --> 00:42:04,135 I am. 1054 00:42:05,593 --> 00:42:07,020 And I drink tequila. 1055 00:42:09,988 --> 00:42:11,077 Tom. 1056 00:42:11,275 --> 00:42:12,326 Here you go. 1057 00:42:15,916 --> 00:42:16,993 Cheers. 1058 00:42:17,230 --> 00:42:20,224 As if they were just meant to be. 1059 00:42:22,672 --> 00:42:30,159 Sync by YYeTs Corrected by MystEre www.addic7ed.com